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eruden-writes · 2 years
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Slow Burn - 5 (Endeavor x OC)
WILL CONTAIN SPOILERS FOR CURRENT CANON STORY. TITLE SUBJECT TO CHANGE.
Months have passed since the war. The heroes won, but there's still rebuilding efforts to be completed. And not just buildings and cities.
Maemi Ono is one therapist, among many from her US-based agency, who is chosen to treat Class 2-A (previously Class 1-A) as a group and Dabi, of the former League of Villains, individually. However, with the war still fresh in his head and suspicions high, Endeavor isn't so sure Miss Ono's intentions are entirely as good as they seem.
When Maemi's past rears its head, will it prove Endeavor correct? Or will it pull Maemi further into Endeavor's orbit?
I feel like I get more traction on tumblr than ao3, so I’m going to post chapters of this here, too.
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4 | Part 5 | Part 6 | Part 7 | Part 8 | Part 9 | Part 10 | Part 11 (coming soon)
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Part 5: Something Awry
About two weeks after the Amusement Park Episode, as Maemi Ono had begun to think of it, she found herself face-to-face with an Endeavor on patrol.
She had just wanted to do a bit of shopping, perhaps find some self-care ideas for Class 2-A and 2-B. She had just been considering low-energy volunteer activities - like helping animal shelters or planting trees versus crime fighting - that had been posted on an outdoor bulletin when Endeavor approached her. 
“Miss Ono.” A direct greeting, perfectly neutral. Someone else may have found the approach rude, bordering on annoyed. Maemi didn’t sense any irritation from him, though. So, she tried to clamp down on the startled flutters in her chest as she looked up at him.
But with the way he stared down at her, he made her insides wobble all the same. It didn’t help that, despite being her day off and in a setting completely unassociated with the school, she still felt underdressed around him.
Which was absolutely ridiculous! Her pink sundress - patterned in strawberries to match her novelty earrings - and sandals were perfectly acceptable wear, especially considering the heat of the day. 
“Endeavor,” she returned, with a nod and a polite smile. She was painfully aware there were too many people around to casually call him Mr. Todoroki. She tried to keep her composure, though nerves made her grip her purse strap a little tighter. Already, she could feel attention drifting toward her. Well, more accurately Endeavor and her by association. “I wasn’t aware this area was part of your patrol.” 
The particular area had a bustling shopping district and event venues along various streets. People were jam-packed along the sidewalks, chattering with friends or on their phones and carrying shopping bags or walk-and-eat treats. Children skipped about with families and flocks of teenagers traveled from one point of interest to another. Towering above the street, large screens played newscasts and ads. 
It wasn’t exactly Maemi’s scene. Too many people wore her out quickly. But the added wrinkle of Endeavor suddenly appearing spiked her anxiety. She could’ve sworn the area was a different pro-hero’s turf, but for the life of her, she couldn’t recall exactly who usually patrolled the area.
With Endeavor standing before her, Maemi became all the more aware of the hustle around her. Once more, the unnerving stillness - assuredness - that enveloped him edged over her.
But she couldn’t relax. Her mental blockades against emotional contamination were worse in large crowds. The feelings of others invariably leaked into her. After the Amusement Park Episode, and how unprofessional she was with him, Maemi had hoped not to relive the situation any time soon.
“My agency fills in when others need assistance,” Endeavor replied, while trying to ignore the civilians that cleaved around Miss Ono and himself. He hadn’t really had a plan when he approached the woman. It was, he supposed, an attempt to be personable, to be seen as approachable. But he really had no idea how to start or continue such amicability. 
Judging from the awkward tension and the way Miss Ono shifted on her feet, he was failing superbly. His thoughts quickly shifted toward a subject that had been nagging at him. “How is Dabi doing? Have you seen him recently?” 
“Oh, he’s doing well.” Though she couldn’t get into the nitty-gritty details of her patient, Maemi could discuss ancillary discussions. “He got a chuckle from the photos from the amusement park.” 
“Anything at my expense,” sighed Endeavor, with a sardonic nod of his head.
A gentle sort of resignation throbbed through the air to Maemi. She couldn’t find any string of resentment around Endeavor. Offering the man a smile, she gently added with a meaningful tone, “He’s still working through a lot of emotions.” 
“Yes, there’s a lot to be done there.” A flash of guilt emanated from the man, softening his words to Maemi’s ears. Still, she pressed her lips together and gave an affirmative hum. 
As the conversation lulled, she became aware of the attention on them. Passerbys rubbernecking or having the audacity to take photos on their phone. Embarrassment and apprehension crawled up Maemi’s back.
Once more, she smiled up at Endeavor - who had taken that moment to give a surveying glare up and down the street - and she started to edge away. “Well, I better be going. Don’t want to distract you from your patrol.” 
Her words roused his eyes back to her. She wanted to shrink back under the intense look, fighting back a renewed sensation of flutters. 
“You’re not distracting, Miss Ono,” he replied simply. Maybe he thought the words alone were reassuring, but his utterly neutral tone made the words sound like a vague insult.
Almost at once, Maemi’s polite smile curled with a wry demeanor. Endeavor had such a knack for saying the blandest things in such an insulting way. Sarcasm laden her words as she laughed, “You’re such a charmer.” 
Catching the good-humored displeasure in her voice, Endeavor’s eyebrows dipped, before ticking upward in realization. “I didn’t mean it like that.” 
“Mhmn,” she hummed again, that ironic smile on her lips. Though Maemi was more amused than upset, the attention they were receiving and her own inner turmoil desired retreat. And it wasn’t rude to just go about her day, anyway, she reminded herself. “I’m going to get back to shopping. See you later, Mr. Todoroki.” 
With that, Maemi gave a wave and turned, forcing herself to not look back at the towering man. The cacophony of the crowd seeped into her. A jagged anxiety rattled through her, as the surrounding crowd’s emotions pressed in on her. She willed the crowds to swallow her up, until she couldn’t feel his eyes on her back any longer.
Endeavor watched Miss Ono disappear through the crowds, his eyebrows lowered in consideration. Once more, she acted differently than their earlier meetings. From poised and calm to teasing and coquettish. Now, she appeared anxious around him. 
He supposed she felt awkward over their last prolonged interactions at the amusement park. Though he didn’t see why. She’d already informed him she was ‘marinating in teenage emotions.’ It was answer enough to explain her odd behavior.
She obviously had trained to build up a tolerance, simply to exist in crowds. Otherwise, she’d be torn this way and that from the chaos of emotions. 
However, he’d noticed how she’d change their course at Thrillventure, seemingly on a whim, only to stumble on a distressed teenager. Whether it had been heat exhaustion or a ride triggering a painful memory from the last year, the war, Miss Ono had managed it. While it hadn’t happened often, it was enough for him to realize she was always on. In some way. 
With his thoughts turned toward Miss Ono, another entity scuttled up to him. The pro-hero was completely surprised as they crowed up at him, “You look like you could use a flower, Mister Hero!” 
Endeavor noted their long hair - in all shades of red, orange, and yellow - and a basket laden with flowers on an elbow. “No, than-” 
Before he could even finish his refusal, a large bouquet of flowers was shoved into his face. The floral aroma flooded his senses, the petals rattled in his face as the vendor shook them. A puff of smoke - pollen, he’d later realize - slammed into his face, filling his lungs with little particles.
Endeavor forcefully shoved the flowers away, waving his free hand in front of his face to disperse the cloud as half-choked coughs sputtered from him. His eyes flicked a watery-eyed glare to the insistent flower seller.
However, they had disappeared with their wares. 
Annoyance flared through Endeavor, a frown carving across his lips as he glanced around, trying to spy the offender. The thick crowds yielded no layer-haired punk, toting along a basket of flowers, though.
Just as well, Endeavor decided. They’d looked young. Their little flower antic was likely nothing more than an irritating prank. A small act of rebellion against the less-than-perfect Number One.
With one last cough, Endeavor shook his head and continued along his patrol route.
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Something was wrong.
Something was very wrong. 
What felt like a hot knot of molten lead weighed in Endeavor’s lower stomach and a strange heat had begun suffusing through his body. He was beginning to think he was sick, until he found his eyes wandering. It wasn’t strange happenings or hallucinations or mirages his attention wandered toward. 
It was to the bodies of relatively attractive passerbys. 
An itch he hadn’t felt since he was a teenager crept along his skin. His stomach lurched at the thought, the strange heat simmering hotter under his skin.
Was he fucking horny? 
At first, he tried to ignore the potential revelation. For hours, he continued to assist civilians and thwart minor crime. He posed for a few photos - ignoring how flushed he looked in the snapshots - and signed an autograph to those brave enough to ask. 
When he couldn’t shake his awry libido, Endeavor had to face facts.
For the first time in years, an influx of hormones flooded his system. This was abnormal. He was in his late-40s and, even in his younger years, he had a tight rein on himself and his sex drive.
In fact, this was worse than when he was young. The sensation clawed at his insides, the heat rising in his chest and cheeks. His fingers flexed as he stalked the streets, debating what to do while also doing his job.
He wasn’t sure what made him think of it, but he eventually remembered the flowers. And the punk that had sprayed… whatever it was in his face.
Tension wrought along Endeavor’s shoulders. Had he completely missed a malicious act? But if he was this affected, others with less discipline were going to be more susceptible.
Standing at a busy corner, gaze casting over the crowds of shoppers, Endeavor’s stomach felt leaden. Was a spree of sexual assault about to be the newest wave of crime? All perpetuated thanks to a punk with Endeavor could only presume was a Quirk that involved flower pollen.
His fists tightened at his sides, considering the options. He was compromised. The best course of action was to call in some sidekicks to replace him.
Then he could retreat and… take care of himself, he supposed. Wait out the effects of whatever had been sprayed in his face.
But what if the flower vendor got his sidekicks? No, he should try to scope out the situation before dragging more liabilities in. He was already out here and something told him they were still close. He couldn’t simply discount this was a targeted attack, meant to further ruin his own reputation rather than put others at risk.
Dread bubbled up when he saw her again, in the crowd. She stood just outside a store’s display, looking at a message on her cell phone. Endeavor shifted his passage toward her, without even thinking. 
A small part of him - a part he knew was just making excuses - thought maybe she could help him. Maybe her abilities could pinpoint the offender that had put Endeavor in this position. It was the best excuse he could come up with. “Miss Ono.” 
“Oh, hello again.” Maemi looked up from her phone, smiling politely as she registered who spoke to her. The soft smile faded a little as she realized something was off about Endeavor. His face appeared flushed, his eyes somewhat glazed over. His feelings swirled with some expected emotions and some very uncharacteristic ones. “Are you okay?”
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mo-mode · 4 months
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The Biblically Accurate Trio in TLT
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loz-tearsofahomo · 9 months
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I was telling my dad about ao3 and he asked "But why would anyone do it if they're not being paid?" And that genuinely makes me so sad. The fact that the majority of people are told things are only worth doing if there is financial gain in it. Oh you're an artist? Artists don't make any money.
Sometimes the point isn't money. Sometimes it's just to create.
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skiaskai · 11 months
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Diablo
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bixels · 3 months
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Jesus man, relax.
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s0fter-sin · 18 days
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i need ghoap frantically making out against a door finally taking the leap on their feelings. need ghost grinding against soap, expecting to find him just as hard as him, only to feel nothing
and in all his wisdom and experience, he concludes soap was tortured and never told him
he’s trying to think of a delicate way to say he understands, that he’s been through it and it doesn’t change anything about how he feels (and who the fuck touched him so he can hunt them down and rend them limb from limb)
meanwhile trans!soap’s just trying to find the best angle to grind his cunt on ghost’s thigh
just it never even entering ghost’s head bc he’s never known a trans person but he has met plenty of people who’ve been tortured - himself included - so of course that’s his logical leap
soap takes off his shirt and he sees his top surgery scars and ghost asks if he wants him to kill the one who did it and soap just hums like, “actually, man did pretty good, they healed real well,” and ghost’s just teary-eyes with awe at how well he’s coping, “looking on the bright side, that’s my johnny.”
imagine he thinks johnny was fully castrated but sees he’s determined to still have a sex life with him so he buys packers and straps to help him bc hell yeah healing and soap’s just like, “holy shit i’ve never had such a thoughtful partner before, such a sweet man, lt.”
#he a little confused but he got the spirit#its so good bc it can be super angsty of ghost really dreading whats been done to his sergeant and trying to make it right#or just go full crack treated seriously and have fun with it#i love just completely oblivious ghost#in any military context hes the smartest guy in the room#he always knows the play and has more experience than anyone#but stick him in the normal world? man is Lost#ghost just thinks hes had some kind of reconstruction surgery after being tortured and accepts thats what johnny looks like#bc hes never seen a pussy before#it takes years for soap to actually come out to him bc he just never thought to#hes seen him naked theyve literally slept together what else is there for him to say#then he shows him like a family album or something and ghosts just like ‘why arent you in any of these i only see girls’#and he just goes ‘hang on a second’#soap gets one of his sporadic periods one night and panics a little thinking it would weird ghost out or remind him that hes not cis#but ghost just thinks its a normal part of such a thorough reconstruction that hed bleed sometimes#and doesnt question it when soap grabs a pad out of his drawer bc ‘thats such a good way of handling the discharge my johnnys so smart’#just really supportive ghost for the wrong reasons#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#soapghost#ghostsoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod
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Are you more of FNAF or Jojo? (Ofc you will then say, I can be both-)
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Why pick when they are so similar/hj
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gaysforbyler · 2 months
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I still don’t understand how the fandom decided that MIKE was the more emotionally closed off one out of the two of them.
Mike, who spills his guts every time Will so much as looks at him in S4, who calmly explained to El how she hurt him after Will’s body was found in S1, who is famous for giving heartfelt monologues, and is literally seen as the HEART of the Party.
And Will, who lied to his mom about the mind flayer in S2, AND to Mike about the painting, just so he wouldn’t be a bother. Who pretended to like baseball just because it would make Lonnie happy. Who hasn’t told a single soul about being in love for YEARS, and would happily take that secret to his grave.
Yeah, Mike cries less. That doesn’t mean that he isn’t extremely emotionally intelligent, or that Will isn’t constantly suffering in silence. Mike works through his emotions logically, Will bottles them up until he breaks down. The only times Mike actually hides his emotions is when he’s scared. The only times Will DOESNT hide his emotions is when he’s with Mike or Jonathan.
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treasureplcnet · 6 months
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inverness here they come!!!!
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julesart04 · 4 months
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Poor Reggie 🤣 James is the only one who can get away with this ✨☀️
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aroaceleovaldez · 2 months
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It's honestly wild to me that ToA went through so much trouble to emphasize the fact that Will did not magically fix all of Nico's problems and was explicitly not Nico's only doctor.
Only for TSATS to have Will fix all of Nico's problems and have Nico be entirely reliant on him the entire book and literally helpless without him and LITERALLY have Nico's problems be magically removed.
#pjo#riordanverse#tsats crit#nico di angelo#solangelo#it doesnt make any sense too cause. in HoO we KNOW Nico was fully capable of handling himself in Tartarus#we already knew he was explicitly on his own. we know he had it worse than Percy and Annabeth did#because we are explicitly told that Nico saw Tartarus' true nature the ENTIRE TIME versus Percy only getting a tiny half-glimpse of it once#and Percy acknowledges that he would not be able to withstand actually seeing Tartarus more than he did without just dying on the spot#and Nico was down there for as long as Percy and Annabeth at least. on his own. flying blind and explicitly having it worse.#so it doesnt make sense to totally retcon Nico's ENTIRE experiences with Tartarus to make him sopping wet and pathetic about it#needing to be helped and only being down there for twenty minutes and crying the whole time#and then all of the book he's literally functionally helpless without Will for some reason. despite being in his element.#could not get more in his element than being in the Underworld. my guy literally lives there. that's his HOUSE. that's his YARD.#and he's still just totally sopping wet and pathetic in Tartarus the second time around#like im sorry. no. we literally have previously established canon indicating this is absolutely not the case#that is not something you can retcon. that is an entire major event. it was not glossed over.#unless you are doing time travel and it's a canonical retcon a la Homestuck im sorry the events of TSATS just could never occur#(not to mention Damasen is just never acknowledged in TSATS and him and Bob were absorbed by Tartarus the god and ergo dead in HoH)#(so Bob and Damasen are like. *Gone* gone. they didn't just die to be reformed later they got ERASED.)#(and Nyx sure as hell isnt gonna be the one to have Bob trapped for whatever reason. definitely not cause she hates light/change/whatever)#(nyx is literally the mother/sister [depends on version - sometimes a mitosis situation] of the personification of day? and sky?)#(and FRIENDSHIP? and the nymphs of sunset? sometimes also CHEERFULNESS? and THOUGHTFULNESS? and old age)#(ah yes the mother of concepts such as love/friendship and aging and. day. would HATE [checks notes] love/friendship changing and light)#(she INVENTED THOSE) < anyways thank u for coming to my aside rant in the tags#in parenthesis to indicate this is an aside/tangent rant. anyways i have so many problems with this plot. it just DOESNT WORK#on NO LEVEL DOES IT WORK AT ALL WITH ESTABLISHED CANON
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lotus-pear · 2 months
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aaaaa i love ur art sm i was wondering if you could have ever draw rimlaine togheter bc i dont see faanrt of them very often :') or if you could do a little sketch of them if that doesnt bother you..
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they literally made me go through all seven stages of grief,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,save me tragic french yaoi,,,,,,,,,,,,,tragic french yaoi save me,,,,,,,,,,
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disneydatass · 6 months
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TIFFANY NEW YORK MUTHAFUCKIN POLLARD
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bloodraven55 · 1 year
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All the best romances start with a simple “he-lloOoOoO” 😔
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sysig · 4 months
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I think the world is so wonderful... (Patreon)
#My art#Handplates#UT#Papyrus#I have not been able to get this idea out of my head for like - days now lol#It's only solidified the more I read! Heck!!#I dunno if I was necessarily hoping that reading further would point me in another direction but no now this is one of his songs lol#I really like Rugrats Theory actually :) The song of course it's lovely but I even have some nostalgia for the creepypasta haha#Been a while since I read it tho so that's probably just the soft haze of memory talking lol#But the song is still great! I'm partial to the English cover but I like the original as well :)#There are just so many fun lyrics! Especially for Papyrus specifically#''Everything I've been told I believe and yet people that I love just leave'' Gasterrr#''I think I'm old enough to understand so there's no reason to hide from me'' Sanssssssss#Once I returned to the scene of Sans trying to lie to him I just fjdslahfd these lyrics would Not leave me alone lol#I'm also Extremely partial to the second verse surrounding blindness and willful ignorance - his vision problems literal and metaphorical!#I wasn't planning to start a Handplates playlist but I guess by this point it's kinda too late haha#I also tried a different style of shading for this one ♪ Trying to style match a bit hehe#It's fun! Scratchy - tho some of that is from still using my usual brushes lol#I was Very inspired by watching the comic creation playlist - so cool! Very fun to watch and pick up ideas hehe#I knew I forgot something lol dang it - forgot the dash between WDG-2#S'what I get for using pre-plates references :P#For just a quick little thing I'm fairly pleased overall tho :)
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syn0vial · 8 months
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living in a country with nationalized healthcare after being raised in the US is just
> experience uncomfortable medical issue > leave it untreated for months or years bc it's "not serious enough" to warrant professional medical attention > it gets worse > finally go to a clinic > they ask me how long i've had this problem and i tell them how long > they look at me like i'm a fucking nutter, treat it in 5 minutes, and charge me $6 USD > i walk out feeling like the world's luckiest idiot
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