"Your highnesses, the raid is over." My knight wasn't with them. "But please stay with me and the rest of the guards. It's for your own safe-" I barged past the head knight. I had to find him. "Wait, your highness!"
"Son!" My mother called from behind me, but how could I care when my knight was out there. Something bad had happened to him and I knew it.
I looked through corridors and bedrooms, bodies of our people and the enemies laid strewn across the floor. All of them dead. Blood drenched the carpet, turning it brown.
I ended at the ball room, where I had been taken away from my knight to the safety bunker. That's where I found him lying on his back... a sword punctured through his gut.
I ran to him, kneeling beside him. His eyes were still open, blinking, and he was struggling to breathe.
"My darling. Oh my..." I rested his head on my lap. He had other stab wounds, cuts and bruises all over him.
"Hey princey." He said, grinning up at me.
"No don't talk, save your strength."
"I was saving my strength so I could talk to you, so really you should not interrupt." He replied, still smiling.
"But-"
"What did I say about interrupting, princey."
I shut my mouth.
"Thank you. Now where I should I start? Right. Princey, I'm dying."
"No! You-" He gave me another gently annoyed look. I shut up allowing him to continue what he was saying.
"I'm not going to make it through this, which means I'm going to break my promise of being your knight until you die. I'm sorry about that." He coughed, a thin trail of blood leaving his mouth. Tears pricked at my eyes. "I hope I'll always be your favourite knight."
"Always." I smiled down at him. He smiled back this time.
"Good. There's one thing I have to say before," He coughs again, harder this time. "before I go." His breathing slows and his eyes are half lidded, struggling to blink. "I... I love you princey. I wanted to... marry you one day."
My tears started slipping down my cheeks.
"But I'm afraid that's not going to happen now. Just be the... good king I've always known you... would be. And don't forget... you promised... I would always be your favourite knight. I... I love you." His eyes shut.
"Knight?" He wasn't moving. He wasn't breathing. "Knight! Oh god no! Knight! Please wake up!" Sobs made it hard to speak. "Come back! You didn't let me say it! You didn't let me say it!"
"Son! Stop that!" My mother called as she ran over to me. "Stop holding that dead body! You're getting blood all over your nice suit."
I held his cheek to my chest and screamed. "Why didn't you let me say it!"
"Stop it! Let's go. Leave the boy." She began pulling on me, trying to remove me from him, my knight.
"I love you. I love you. I love you so much." I whispered in his ear, although his body would not hear me I begged his soul would. "I'll never not love you."
My mother finally wrenched me away from him, but I continued to fight against her, trying to return to my darling's side. His head hit the ground and I sobbed as two other guards moved his arms over his chest. The position of death. He was dead.
I screamed again. I would never stop screaming for my darling. My knight. The one I loved.
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The Grim Reaper - B.B. x N.T.
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A/N: this is for Day 10 of the August Prompt Month! Prompt was What If? This idea broke me, and I’d love to hash it out more in the future. For now, enjoy a non-beta’d ANGST SESH. Like what you're reading? Buy me a brick!
TW: lots of mentions of death, Major Character Death!!!! Minors DNI.
Pairings: Bradley 'Rooster' Bradshaw x Natasha 'Phoenix' Trace
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“Bird strike! Bird strike!”
“Phoenix, we’re on fire!”
“Eject! Eject! Eject!”
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The air in the lounge ran cold. A bird strike was one of those unpredictable disasters that no pilot ever wanted. It could be as simple of a fix as restarting an engine, or in the case of Phoenix and Bob, a last minute ejection in the California desert.
Rooster tensed when Maverick confirmed that the duo had ejected and called the tower for search and rescue. The tower confirmed the helis had taken off, but had yet to call out that any emergency beacons had been switched on. He gripped the couch arm tight, knuckles sheer white as he watched the helicopters disappear over the mountains.
He needed confirmation. He needed to know she was okay. The dread in his stomach would not go away, despite the rest of their team reassuring each other that the duo would be okay. They didn’t understand; didn’t feel the cold hands of the grim reaper that seemed to linger around him.
He was a baby when his father died. Bradley was too young when he experienced that first loss and the sobering numbness that came with it. His father’s ghost followed him.
He lost friends as a kid - drugs, accidents, cancer - nobody ever talked about how haunting it is to know you grow up while other kids who deserve it more won’t. Their ghosts woke him up some nights.
He knew his mom wouldn’t make it when she sat him down at sixteen, confirming his fear that everyone would leave him eventually. She didn’t have to say that it was terminal. He knew that sinking feeling in his stomach that told him she was going to die. He never saw her ghost.
Then Maverick pulled his papers, and became all but dead to Bradley. Pete Mitchell was the first person Bradley decided to lose. He embraced the grim reaper as an extension of himself, severing pieces off of the boy inside until he became the shell of a man he was destined to be. He pushed himself past breaking points to be the best of the best, cold and emotionless. He had lost squadmates in battle during his career, but it stopped phasing him after the first one came and went without as much as a few tears shed. Death was inevitable. He had successfully trained himself to be numb of all emotion and desire for life.
And then she walked into his life, and he suddenly felt like living again. She had an air of confidence, vibrant and full of life. She slowly broke him out of his personal hell, got him help, took an oath to love him despite his ghosts. She was the best five years of his life, and, if the rings around their dog tags were any indication, she would continue to be the best part of his life for years to come.
But Bradley couldn’t shake the dread. His mouth was dry, a cold sweat had formed on his brow, and sound felt as though it was traveling through molasses before meeting his ears.
The tower confirmed one emergency beacon had switched on. Maverick was running surveillance until the choppers showed up, then was forced to land despite his best efforts that Rooster had to tune out. Bradley wanted to patch in to the chopper’s frequency; hear what they were telling the tower directly. But he couldn’t. So he waited with held breath as the choppers landed at the beacon’s location.
After a staggeringly long hour, the tower announced to all parties to clear the tarmacs for emergency vehicles. The team all sank; someone was hurt.
“C’mon, Roos. They’re gonna have to find out about us eventually.”
She was laid across his bare chest, hand wrapped tight around his dog tags, the silver band clinking against the chain as she played with it.
He kissed the top of her head, leaving his lips lingering as he smiled. “I like keeping you to myself though. Besides, fraternizing with your squad is frowned upon.”
“We’re married, Bradley, not fraternizing.”
It was a spur of the moment decision. Natasha’s little brother had been visiting with his wife on their honeymoon cross-country trip. The two lovebirds had left such an impression on the Naval couple that they asked him to be their witness at the courthouse on the last day of his visit. The newlyweds were ecstatic; they were two of a small list of people who even knew the two were a couple. Not even the Navy knew about their hidden relationship.
And then six months later, Natasha opened up orders to return to Top Gun, and her dreamy husband walked into the bar after being deployed for the last four months. They held their tongues while they mingled with their new team, but the couple snuck out early in the California heat to finally be alone.
“After this mission. Let’s tell the world. I’ll give you the wedding and party you deserve.” Bradley said lovingly. They didn’t have time before his latest deployment for a big fiasco, deciding to just finally elope after months of discussion.
She peered up at him, beautiful chocolate brown eyes matching his. His whole world was in those eyes. She had changed him for the better.
“All I want is you, Bradley.”
He pulled her in closer, planting a long kiss on her lips, “I love you.”
The mixing sound of sirens and helicopter blades pulled Rooster back to the hangar, as their team anxiously crowded out of the ready room, unable to wait any longer without any information. Maverick and Hondo were at the other end of the structure, probably on the phone with the tower and helo teams. Maverick’s face was pale.
Both choppers landed, the ambulance rushing up to them immediately. The medical staff piled out of one with a stretcher.
And a zipped body bag.
“No.” Hangman mumbled as other sounds emerged from their team.
The other chopper opened.
Before Bradley could even think, he took off running towards the crowd. He ignored the yells behind him as his only focus was her.
“Phoenix!” He screamed as he ran up to the stretcher, hands planting on the sides of the metal bed. “Natasha!?”
“Sir, you need to move. Sir!” One of the medical staff pushed him out of the way, but he planted his feet back next to the stretcher.
“Sir, she’s gone. You need to go.”
Rooster’s eyes snapped to the medic. “What?” He couldn’t have heard them right.
“She’s gone, sir.”
He stumbled backwards, barely able to keep his legs steady. “No- no. No!” He let out a yell that echoed across the tarmac as his legs finally buckled.
“Rooster?” The pilot peered up, meeting eyes with his wife’s WSO. Bob’s eyes were red and puffy, and there was a hint of blood stained on his flight suit. He sunk down to the taller pilot’s level. “Bradley-”
Bradley shook his head slowly, tears beginning to form. “No. Bob, please. Please don’t tell me she’s gone.”
Bob didn’t say anything as he handed something over to him. He just gave him a sad look of understanding, the world collapsing in on them both separately, together.
Bradley extended his shaky hand, the shiny chain necklace he knew all too well dropping into his palm. The two dog tags shone bright in the California sun, but not as bright as the diamond ring strung next to them.
Bradley let out a sob.
His whole life he was running from death, fear that it would return in full force. She had brought him out of his darkness, loving him despite those flaws. She was gone. Phoenix, his Natasha, was gone. He loved her with his whole heart; how could he go on?
After they solemnly buried Lieutenant Natasha ‘Phoenix’ Trace, nobody thought they would return a year later to mourn her husband’s death.
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