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atalana · 2 months
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the curse of adhd:
i will remember with absolute clarity, when the thought strikes me that i have a text to send someone, that this is the fourth time in three days i've attempted to send this specific text
i will forget, in the time it takes me to pick up my phone, that i picked it up intending to send a text
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azrielwingspan · 2 months
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'HIGH' PRAISE (AZRIEL X READER)
I am on a roll damn. Another idea that I jotted down as quick as I could. Enjoy !!
Summary: Mirthroot and alcohol can work in your favour sometimes. You have a very interesting conversation with Azriel.
Warnings : Mention of substances, mild swearing. MDNI !
"You are a saviour Y/N." Mor said taking a hit from the mirthroot joint. The party was in full swing downstairs but you and Mor had found solace in her balcony.
"Don't thank me. Thank the male who was nice enough to give it up." you said taking your turn.
The lightness in your head was making you giddy and talkative. You could feel the slight tingle at your nerve ends, you body feeling detached from reality.
"He probably wanted to get into your pants."
"I know."
Mor let out a bark of laughter at that statement and leaned back against the wall. Her eyes had taken on a reddish tinge and you were sure that yours were probably worse. Your mouth felt numb and you smacked your lips cringing at the dryness of your mouth.
"I need something to drink. And eat. Chocolate cake sounds good. Chocolate cake with a side of yoghurt sounds even better. Add some good wine to it. What do you think?" your mind was moving too fast for your mouth to catch up to.
"It sounds terrible. Let's do it." You and Mor giggled clutching each others hands. That was some really strong mirthroot.
You made your way back to the party hyper focusing on every step being taken. Being high and face planting did not seem like a good combination. Your brain was a different entity, screaming at you to act normal. It was a party for fucks sake. Who acts normal anyways?
Grabbing Mor's hand , the both of you made your way over to the drinks table dodging your way through familiar faces. You refused to speak to anyone until you got your hands on the wine.
After chugging down half a bottle to quench your thirst, you noticed Azriel sitting with another male chatting about something.
"Mor."
"Yeah?"
"I think Azriel and I would make a fantastic couple."
The shattering of glass snapped you out of your hyper focused state for a beat.
It wasn't Mor.
Oh.
Back to hyper focused state.
"You would." she responded , a completely serious expression gracing her face.
"Should we tell him?" you asked, an illegal amount of bravery shooting through your veins. Not a single cell in your body thought this was a bad idea.
A new wave of idiocy hit you. The effects of the wine and mirthroot combined were doing wonders for your sanity right now.
"We should. Come on." This time, Mor was the one dragging you through the crowd, once again dodging everyone.
"Az!"
He turned to look at Mor, his own slightly glazed from the amount of alcohol he had consumed.
"Y/N thinks---"
The male that was speaking to Azriel stood up and interrupted Mor, asking for a dance. Immediately forgetting why she was there, Mor walked away with him leaving you with Azriel.
"What do you think?" Az asked, his voice husky. Ugh, it was doing strange things to you.
"I think---"
"Are you high?" Az asked, holding in his laugh.
"Az you idiot. You never ask someone who's high if they're high. Way to ruin it!"
"Okay my bad. Sorry. Come here."
He motioned to the space next to him on the couch.
"No. No. I have chocolate cake plans. I just wanted to let you know that I think...and Mor thinks as well...that we would make a fantastic couple. I mean look at you. Look at me. Stunners. Jaw droppingly good looking. What's stopping us?"
Az looked thoroughly amused as you continued defending your statement.
"Y/N." he said stopping you before you went off on a different tangent. "Come here." This time he motioned to his lap.
Yeah chocolate cake could wait.
You went over and sat down sideways on his lap, wrapping you arms around his shoulders while his hands found their place on your hips.
"Tomorrow, I want you to come to me and tell me the same thing. Then we'll see how well this fantastic couple thing works out yeah?"
He touched his forehead to yours , the affectionate gesture bringing a grin to your face.
"Okay."
"Good girl. Now come on let's get you some chocolate cake."
"Fantastic."
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miirohs · 8 months
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get up [b.c]
pairing: Mob Boss!Bang Chan x Fem!Reader wc: 3.4k cw: reader is sick, chan is slightly toxic, reader gets grabbed, I can’t write hurt comfort 😻 an: pls pls pls once again i do not support any sort of criminal activities and anything in this fic is meant to be treated as a work of fiction !!! Inspired by nwjs get up !
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You ran down the slope down the street, heels in hand as the train of your dress flew behind you.
The night air cut into your cheeks and arms, cold and wild as it whistled into your ears. It had slipped your mind to bring a coat, but your first priority was to get out. You were sick of the party and its suffocating air.
The whole evening was a blur of insincere conversations with the fakest smile you could muster, and the growing feeling of being trapped. He wouldn’t stop ignoring you, but the straw that broke the camel's back was when he snapped at you for talking to someone else in the middle of the dance floor, leading all the eyes in the room to you.
You had begged and begged Chan not to bring you in the first place, but he was relentless. You never did well in social events anyways.
However being on the streets alone might have been better than being forced to stand there for another minute.
Your head pounded as your footsteps echoed in your ears, a scraping noise that hurt your brain. The street was dimly lit by golden lights, and as you looked ahead you could see the glimmer lights of the valley. It was buzzing with energy, a stark contrast of the neighborhood you bumbled through.
It was quiet, and yet the sounds of the town still reached you.
The cold was not helping any bit, leaving you shaking as you huddled yourself closer. Your vision blurred slightly when you stopped, bones aching as you stared into the distance.
For a while you were sure you were being followed, but the clattering of something metal behind you confirmed everything. Slowly, you took off your heels, holding them before you took off.
You ran for a while, breath caught painfully in your throat as you tried to hack out the cold air. You came to a stop on a bridge, hands on your knees as you panted. There seemed to be no indication of them, and you finally relaxed, dropping the straps of your heels.
There were two resounding shots in your direction all the sudden, and you stumbled over your train, hitting your knee weirdly on the ground as you tried to run.
The aggressors finally caught up, pressing something to the back of your neck as they muttered to each other in voices you could barely recognize in your dazed state.
From your place on the ground, the lights seemed to blend together. Your body ached, and tears seemed to slip from your eyes as you faced the ground.
“Oh god she’s crying- Minho, what the fuck are we suppose to do?”
“I don’t know Changbin. I think we should let Chan take care of her-”
Minho was immediately cut off by the sound of a car rolling up. The doors opened up and they both went silent, the person holding the gun to the back of your head moving back as another pair of footsteps joined the scene.
“Why is she crying? I thought I told you to bring her back without a single scratch.”
“It’s not our fault she started running! She’s the one who should know better!”
“Watch your mouth Lee Minho. We may be friends but that’s my girlfriend you’re talking about.”
You stiffened, hanging your head as he got closer, feeling his presence directly behind you. You didn’t say anything as he lifted you up, placing you in the car before slamming the door shut to talk to Minho and Changbin, who gave the car a slight look of concern before turning back to Chan.
Minutes seemed to turn into hours as he talked, your shaking slowly ceasing. The sudden change in temperature seemed to make the headache worse, and you gripped your head, curling into a ball. Your knee also didn’t help your case.
Finally he entered the car, stern silence spiraling as the driver started on Chan's command.
He finally broke the silence, tone cold and clipped as he watched you squirm into the corner of your seat.
“Do you know how much trouble you caused me back there?”
He was staring at you with an accusatory look when you looked away, staring at your hands to avoid his face.
"I... I didn't mean to cause any trouble," you whispered, your voice barely above a whisper.
He tsked, expression unreadable as city lights passed by in a blur.
His voice was measured when he finally spoke, his words punctuated as you sped down the lane. "You didn't mean to cause trouble? Yet here we are."
You curled back into a ball, wincing when your knee jerked a little from the sudden movement. When you didn’t reply, he wrenched you forward slightly, causing you to let out a whimper.
“I hope you know the consequences you caused for me. I had to put three very important deals on hold because you just had to run away. Now, I expect you to be on your best behavior when we get home, and you better not interrupt me unless it's important.” He hissed, a dangerous look in his eyes.
He let go of your arm and leaned back, staring out the window. You rubbed it, throat heavy as you tried to say something back, eventually settling into the uncomfortable silence.
When you arrived home, he immediately left the car, handing his coat to an attendant left behind to handle you. You watched him disappear into the depths of the house, a sense of isolation settling in.
You felt so incredibly shitty, and it wasn’t just the cold, but the guilt and embarrassment racking up in your stomach.
"Come, let's get you inside and warmed up," the attendant said softly, guiding you gently towards the entrance of the huge mansion. The house seemed to settle into a quiet rhythm, the noise of the world outside a distant echo as you settled down for the night, heart heavy.
Whatever it was you had only seemed to worsen over the next few days though, the soreness of your throat and muscles only getting worse. It was constantly cold and your knee seemed to be acting up despite the care you tried to give it.
You managed to keep the symptoms under wraps, but you were so tired, barely catching a wink of sleep as you wandered aimlessly in the halls.
To add injury to the insult, Chan seemed to be ignoring you, avoiding you at all times of day and barely allowing you to catch a glimpse of him. As you tried to approach him, he’d always direct you to the nearest member, walking away with the others and leaving the both of you in an awkward situation.
It was the fourth day, and you were already tired of it. Again, it went as you predicted, with Chan leaving after a curt nod to poor Jeongin, who seemed tired of being sacrificed to the tension between the both of you.
You stood in front of him, wrapping the blanket tightly around you as Jeongin watched you awkwardly.
“I don’t bite,” you joked, voice raspy from the acheness of your throat.
“I know… I know I'm… just worried? Are you okay?” You blinked for a moment, processing the question before nodding vigorously as you could.
“Yep, mhm, totally! I’m going to be okay, now do you mind walking me to my room?” You said, looking at him expectantly.
Relaxing slightly, he signaled towards the hall, holding a reluctant hand out. "Of course, let's go."
Slowly, you both made your way through the mansion's corridors, your steps slow and deliberate. You think you had a cold but it was taking far too long to recover from whatever it was you caught.
You stopped in front of your door, and Jeongin let go, a passive look on his face as you opened the door with a whooping cough. The dizziness has returned, so you’d try your best not to make a spectacle out of it.
“T-thanks Innie, i’ll be fine," you managed to say, your voice rough and strained due to the coughing fit. You gave him a weak smile, sincere despite the physical discomfort.
Jeongin returned the smile, though it was faint. "Make sure to rest well and take care of yourself," he advised softly.
You tried to reply back, but suddenly the lightheadedness that was impending hit you, causing you to collapse. The sensation was disorienting, the black ebbing into the corner of your eyes. You could hear Jeongin yelling and shaking you, but you were too tired, closing your eyes in hope your rest would be at least a little nicer now.
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It was warm. Soft too.
You nuzzled your head into a pillow next to your face, groaning slightly. Everything felt heavy, and you barely felt like moving from the cocoon of warmth. You rested there for a couple heartbeats, curling into the blankets.
It was useless though, as the light of the room coaxed you out of your drowsiness. You pushed yourself up, closing your eyes as you felt your knee. There was a thick bandage over it that you hadn’t remembered putting on, and it wrapped tightly so the pressure would alleviate the pain.
“You’re awake.” Your eyes snapped open again, looking wildly around the room. “Over here,” You turned your head to the doorway, Chan leaning against it, tie loosened and sleeves rolled up. He had a bag in his hand, if you didn’t know any better you’d have thought he had been casually walking by when he decided to visit.
Suddenly, the thing that was bugging you hit you like a flash, and you took a good look around the room. “This isn't my room,” You whispered raspily, looking back down at the black sheets, “what am i doing here?”
“Jeongin saw you collapse, when I came in they told me you were dehydrated and sick. I told them to bring you here so that I could monitor you instead of forcing you to stay confined to your room,” Chan stated, putting down the things he’d brought in with him.
You fell silent as his revelation, picking at your nails as he shuffled around the room.
"I brought you some stuff to help with the cold," he said, voice rough. "You should try to eat something, even if it's just a little." You could have imagined you had heard a hint of remorse, but even if it was there, it was gone in a blink.
He sat down next to you, reaching over the blankets to pull you forward. You looked at his arm, covered in tattoos and faint scars. You could almost trace them from memory, having gone over them multiple times.
He immediately noticed you doing so, palm up and fingers spread, almost as if offering to let you trace his arm once again. You didn’t take him up on it though, only staring at him with a blank look on your face. Quickly, he drew back his hand, coughing into it to cover the awkwardness of the situation.
After a while, he broke the silence, tone slightly annoyed as he eyeballed you.
“So. Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Tell you what?” You muttered, confused as you rolled your eyes at him.
“Tell me that you were-” He paused, running his hands through his curls with a certain frustration that seemed to roll off him. “That you were sick. You could have avoided this if you had just told me-”
“Who was the one that avoided me?” You said, glaring at him as he turned to you, face slowly contorting from the look of shock to audacity. His eyebrows furrowed as if your words had taken him by surprise. "What do you mean I avoided you? If you had told me-"
You cut him off, anger rising as he pranced around the topic. "You know exactly what I mean, Christopher. You've been avoiding me for days now. When was the last time you even said a small hi to me? You were being childish.”
He winced, obviously unpleased by the usage of his whole name.
“Look, we all mess up baby, and I'm sorry you can’t stop clinging to a mistake i made once-” You groaned, head once again pounding as you stared at his unapologetic face.
“You just don’t get it do you?”
“Excuse me?” Chan shot back, anger flaring up as he shot up out of his chair, smacking his hands on the bed.
“Leave me alone Chan, I don't want to hear it from you now! You never listen to me! Ever!” You snapped, breaking into a wild bout of coughs you’d been holding back. He rose up from his seat, nostrils flaring as he stomped over to the door.
“Fine, i’ll fucking leave you alone, maybe that’ll teach you to be nicer,” he spat, slamming the door shut, leaving you alone with the silence in the room.
It wasn't exactly how you could have envisioned the conversation going.
Eventually, the fatigue caught up with you, and you let your eyes close as you rested against the pillows. The pain in your knee that you thought had faded came back, intensifying with each passing moment and you weren’t sure you’d get a wink of rest after all that.
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It was roughly around the middle of the night when you woke up, head pounding. Your eyes blurred with tears, soft whimpers escaping your mouth.
You shivered under the blankets, disoriented and uncomfortable as you looked around the darkened room. The only light source was the opened curtains, the moon casting a shadow on the floor.
The door to the room opened, a soft golden light flooding in for a moment until it closed, footsteps echoing in your head. The lights beside you turned on, causing you to flinch as the light hurt your head even more.
A warm hand placed itself on your forehead, eventually moving to caress your cheek. Your body shivered involuntarily as another chill passed through you, making you feel even more sensitive to his touch.
“Looks like you have a fever, just when I thought you were getting better baby.”
You tried to turn away, but were quickly grabbed back by Chan, who came into your field of vision as he tried to check you.
“Uh uh, baby, don’t do that to me. Get up, I’m not here to fight you, just wanna care for my sick baby. How’re you gonna get better if you don’t let me in?”
You relaxed, leaning into the warmth of Chan’s hand, eyes squeezed shut tightly as you tried to keep it close to you. His thumb continued to caress your cheek gently, his touch soothing in its own way.
“It hurts,” you whined, throat constricting slightly with how dry it was. You couldn’t remember the last time you drank any water. He lifted your head gently, supporting it with his hand as he brought a glass of water to your lips.
"Here, take small sips," he instructed softly, his gaze fixed on your face as you drank. He adjusted the angle of the glass to make it easier for you, ensuring nothing spilled. After a few sips, he lowered the glass, his fingers brushing against your lips as he pulled it away. "Attagirl, that's better, isn’t it?"
You nodded, leaning against him as he sat down next to you. The slight movement of your knee from its resting place had pain jolting through your leg, causing a slight squeak to come out of your mouth.
Chan's brows furrowed as he noticed your discomfort, reaching out. "Easy there," he said softly, his hand moving to place the pillow next to him under your knee, caressing it lightly. "Don't strain yourself."
You watched him as he moved around, blocking out the sound of plastic rustling by focusing on him.
“Where were you?”
“I was just getting something done on base baby, there's no need to worry. Came here as soon as i was done,” he said, turning around to you with something in hand.
It was a couple tablets, along with another glass of water.
You reeled away slightly as he came closer, hand outstretched to offer you the medication.
Chan seemed to sense your hesitation, his expression softening, "I promise you, these are just pain relievers to help you feel better. They'll make the pain more manageable." Still you drew back, turning your head to the side.
“No. They taste weird. I can’t swallow.”
“C’mon baby, please. Do it for me at least.” Chan cooed, scooting closer till he was in your ear. “I don’t want to,” you coughed, clutching your mouth to avoid allowing your sickness to spread any further.
“Fine,” Chan muttered, turning around, “At least have a cough drop.”
As you turned around to respond, his mouth was on yours, kissing you roughly. You felt his warmth against your lips, a soothing sensation that momentarily made you forget your discomfort. For a moment you melted into it, before you felt something getting shoved into your mouth.
You didn’t even have a chance to spit it out, as Chan placed a hand over your mouth, rubbing your throat lightly to get you to swallow it. The bitter aftertaste seem to rest on your tongue, causing you to actually gag a little as Chan forced you to lie down once more. The gentle touches continued to your head, running fingers through your damp hair, untangling it as best he could with one hand.
“I promise you’ll get better baby. I know it tastes bad but you gotta trust me here, you can sleep once the medicine has taken effect and you’ll feel better.”
You nodded weakly, not having the energy to argue further. His concern was evident, even if his methods were a bit forceful. You closed your eyes, shivering slightly at the cloth he put on your forehead. As you lay there, the room seemed to spin slightly, and you held onto the blankets tightly.
The medication began to take effect, dulling the pain and making you feel drowsy. The room felt cocooned in silence, the soft rustling of the curtains and the occasional murmur of voices from outside the door creating muffled noises.
"Rest now," he whispered, almost a soft man lullaby in the darkness. You let yourself succumb to sleep in his arms, feeling the weight of exhaustion pulling you under once again.
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The light disturbed your sleep once again, forcing you to lazily open your eyes, looking around on your side. Chan was asleep against the headboard of his bed, mouth open slightly as he snored.
You took the opportunity to trace his arm, running circles in his arms as curled into his warmth. Even in his sleep, Chan's awareness stirred, and his fingers curled around your hand, intercepting your exploration halfway up his arm.
“What are you doing baby?” His voice was a sleepy murmur, laced with a hint of amusement. He looked down at you with half-lidded eyes, his other hand moving to your forehead, now pleasantly cool to the touch.
"Thank you," you whispered, your voice cracking slightly as you looked at him. "For taking care of me, even when I’ve caused you so much trouble."
In a moment he seemed to be wide awake, looking at you with such a fragile look you felt you might have cried a little.
“It was never your fault Y/n, I shouldn’t have let it get there,” he murmured, helping you sit up against him.
"I'm sorry," he continued, his gaze unwavering as he hunched down to your level, "for not being there when you needed me. I let my pride get in the way, and I hurt you in the process."
Tears started to fall even as you were unaware, staring at him as he brought you closer.
“You cry a lot, you know.” And he kissed you.
Your tears mingled with the kiss, a mixture of joy and relief, even as you tried to push him away.
“What? Do you not like my kisses anymore?”
You shook your head as you buried it into the crook of his neck, squeezing him tighter. “Mhh. I don’t wanna get you sick.”
He chuckled, pulling the blanket over both of you as you clung to him.
"You think a little cold would keep me away?" When you didn’t respond, he shook you, getting a little jump from you in response.
“Sorry. I’m just hungry.” You muttered, groaning into his neck. “I’ll order some soup, that sound okay?” Chan offered, rubbing your sides with extra precaution.
“So long as it’s the one I like. That’ll serve as an apology enough.” You yawned, curling up against him once more.
“I missed you Chan.”
“Missed you too baby.”
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katsu28 · 1 year
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hi my dear kait i was hoping to request something!🍭 + lying on the couch on top of eachother, one combing their fingers through the other’s hair as they watch a movie + hangman please? he's been on my mind lately LOL thank you and congratulations once again<33
lola my dear thank you!!! i too have had hangman on the brain lately. it's a blessing and a curse tbh. please enjoy the mushiest gushiest hangman i've ever written, just for u <333
jake "hangman" seresin x reader, reader has hair that fingers can comb through, 0.7k of lovey dovey pile of mush bagman
Whenever Jake came home from deployment, the only thing he really wanted to do was relax and spend all the time he could with you. There were times when he’d been gone so long, neither of you left the house for days from the second he got back, just wanting to be with each other in the place you loved most—your home. But really, you were his home. 
Today was no different. He’d just gotten back yesterday after being gone on a mission for two whole months, and now here you were, laying right on top of him, a comfortable weight blanketing him as the two of you watched a movie in the middle of the day. 
Jake didn't think he'd ever been more content in his life. 
Your cheek was smushed against the hard plane of his chest, hands tucked under either side of his body as your legs tangled with his. From his position, Jake could bury his nose into your hair, inhaling the achingly familiar scent of your shampoo if he wanted to, but he settled for threading his fingers into your hair, scratching your scalp lightly in a way that he knew you always loved.
The movie was honestly just background noise for him, because he’d stopped paying attention to it ages ago in favor of simply looking at you, taking in every feature, every slope, every soft angle of your face, just so he could commit everything to memory. The crinkle of your eyes when you laughed at a funny scene, the scrunch of your nose at more serious ones. The curve of your lips that always had Jake dying to kiss you until you were both breathless. 
It was the simplicity of things that made Jake the happiest—being with you, doing nothing but bask in your presence. 
“I can feel you staring at me, Jake.” 
You spoke without looking at him, but he was so busy admiring you, he didn’t even notice you’d paused the movie. 
“Good. ‘Cause I really do like what I see.” He hummed, smoothing his fingers through your hair one more time before letting his hand drop down to rest at the curve of your waist. 
You crawled your way up his body until you were chest to chest, nose to nose. If he angled his chin up even a millimeter, he could kiss you right now. Your elbows planted themselves on his pecs, but he didn’t mind the pressure even one bit. Jake always loved being as close as humanly possible to you. 
“I’m so happy you’re home.” You murmured, ghosting your thumbs along the light scruff on his cheeks until they pressed into the dimples of his smile. You loved a clean shaven and smooth cheeked Jake, but there was nothing better than when he went a few days without shaving, because it meant he was home with you for a little while longer. 
That made him grin even wider, and he turned his head to kiss both of your palms. “I’m so happy to be home.” 
“Never leave me again?” 
“I can’t guarantee you that, darlin’. But I can guarantee that I’ll always come back to you.” 
“You better. Or else I’ll be really pissed at you.” 
Jake’s deep laugh boomed through the room, vibrating from his chest to your own body. He gave your hip a teasing squeeze. “Well, we can’t have that, now can we?” 
“No.” You shook your head. “We can’t. Otherwise I won’t kiss you.” 
“Oh come on, honey, we both know you can’t resist me.” 
“I can.” 
“You can’t.” 
“I’m doing it right now.” You moved to pull yourself off him, but his arms circled around your waist before you could get very far, bringing you back down on top of him and finally, finally connecting his lips to yours. You couldn’t help it, you kissed him back immediately. How could you not? 
Jake’s hand slid around the back of your neck, thumb stroking along your skin idly despite the firmness in his kiss. He felt you sigh against his lips, melt into him even more. He didn’t even have it in him to be smug at the effect he had on you, because you had the same one on him. 
You stopped kissing him just for a moment, pressing your forehead against his before speaking. “I love you.” You whispered, a promise of forever and more passing from you to him. 
“And I love you, darlin’. I promise to always come back to you.” 
“Always?” 
“Always.” 
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foreverdolly · 2 years
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baby-bliss | daddy!austin butler x reader 
summary: it's austin's first interview since the birth of his son, and he can't keep from gushing about you and your new bundle of joy. will he regret it later? most definitely. did it feel good? oh, absolutely. will he ever hear the end of it from you? probably not.
pairings: daddy!austin butler x mommy!reader
word count: 2,809
warnings/notes: this is just tooth aching fluff, austin is literally the best daddy ever, and he worships the ground that you walk on, he refers to you as "his ole' lady", i wrote this in record breaking time.
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It was physically painful to leave you and his newborn at home. It had been a month and a half of baby-bliss, and despite the fact that neither of you had gotten over five hours of sleep in weeks, part of him wished that it would never end. Austin had always known that he wanted to be a father, ever since he was a little boy. To say that his life now felt complete would be an understatement. Things felt perfect, and for the first time in his life, Austin was fully content. All good things must come to an end though, and so whenever his manager called him over the weekend to tell him about his upcoming interview, he wasn’t necessarily shocked- just disappointed. Leaving you, even if it was just for a few hours, seemed absolutely impossible. What if his son did something cute that he missed out on? What if the two of you fell asleep on the floor in the nursery again and he wasn’t there to take pictures of it? What if there was an emergency and you needed him? His protective instincts over you had always been pretty crazy, but now? He felt like he could lift a car if need be. Becoming a father had completely rewired his brain. 
Austin was a nervous wreck as he walked out the front door, turning around to get one last look at you. “I’ll be home soon.” He assured you, watching as you smiled and nodded your head. “I know.” He started to make his way down the porch steps, stopping only to turn and face you once again. You had already started to close the front door. “Call me if you need anything, okay? I’ll have my ringer on the entire time.” He could hear you chuckle under your breath before you nodded your head, flashing him one last good look at the tiny bundle in your arms before shutting the door behind you. He groaned the entire way to the site. He just knew his son was doing something adorable without him there to see it. He could have thrown his phone the second that he checked it once he sat down in the makeup chair, seeing the pictures that you had already sent him. You had put the bear onesie on him- the one with the ears- and his heart nearly imploded. 
“Do you want to see something cute?” He couldn’t help himself. He needed to get it off of chest now before he sat down for the actual interview. The makeup artist was patient enough with him to stop what she was doing, but was quick to grab his phone to get a better look once he showed her the pictures. Pride swelled in her chest as he watched her eyes widen, her pointer finger sliding from side to side as she went through each and every one you had sent. “Oh, he’s absolutely precious.” He took the phone from her whenever she handed it back. “Isn’t he? Look at this one,” He chuckled at the picture of him glaring at the camera, obviously very annoyed about you having the hood pulled up and over his little head. “This is my first time being away from them in a month.” he closed his eyes as she began brushing a sheer powder over his nose and forehead. She hummed as she closed the compact, taking a step back to get a better look at him. “Well you should be back with them in no time,” Once she had made sure that he looked matte enough for the bright camera lights she flashed him a kind smile. “When I had to leave my twins for the first time I thought that I was going to die. I understand how you feel completely.” He stood up from the chair, brushing out his light wash jeans before nervously running his thumb against his wedding ring. He twisted the gold band around and around his ring finger, taking a second to ground himself. 
“So the new daddy finally leaves his cave.” Austin turned to face the source of the voice, wrinkling his nose at his manager’s teasing. The older woman walked up to him, giving him a tight hug. “Congratulations. y/n did absolutely phenomenal.” And god had you. For the first few weeks you had been horrified by the thought of unavoidable pain and had told him as well as your doctor that you would be having the baby in the hospital. You’d even gone as far as to have a consultation. As the months passed, so did your fear. Ever since you had first gotten pregnant you had gone a little crazy with making sure that everything was as clean and as safe as possible. You insisted on getting all of your produce from local farmers markets, made sure that next to nothing either of you ate came from a can, and threw anything away that might contain microplastics. When you had told Austin that you wanted to have an at home birth he had brushed it off as you just nesting. The weeks flew by, and your mind never changed. It wasn’t until the birthing tank was delivered to your house that it finally set in for him that you were really serious. 
You delivered your son with absolutely no medication. Even the midwife was shocked by how well you handled everything. 
Austin didn’t think it was possible for him to love you anymore than he already did, but the second he saw you holding his son? He knew for certain that he could never go even a second without you. He’d move heaven and earth for you. There was absolutely nothing that Austin wouldn’t do for you or provide for you. He reminded himself that this very reason was why he was at the interview in the first place. 
“The ol’ lady did amazing.” He gushed, before he began to worry his bottom lip between his teeth. The faster he got this over with, the sooner he could be home with you. “Are they ready for me?” The woman nodded before ushering him through the hallway and into a tightly packed room. 
The blue eyed man was familiar with the interviewer, and recognized her the second that he saw her. She was younger than he was, probably in her early twenties, and was most known amongst other actors for asking rather intrusive questions. Austin rolled his eyes, grabbing his manager by the arm and pulling her closer to his side. “Her? Really?” His manager’s eyebrows furrowed as she briefly made eye contact with the young woman across the room. “What’s wrong with her? I’ve heard she does great work.” She was quick to defend. Austin shook his head, leaning down closely to her ear so that he wasn’t overheard. “Did you see that interview she did with Tom Holland? If I were him, I would have stormed off camera.” The mousy haired brunette’s jaw dropped as she finally put two and two together. “I can see what I can do-” He cut her off by simply shaking his head, waving her off politely with his hand. It was too late now. He was already here, and the interviewer was staring at the two of them curiously now, no doubt wondering what they were whispering about. 
He stalked over to the empty seat across from the young woman, being careful that his long legs didn’t get tangled up in any of the loose wires. “It’s nice to finally be able to meet you.” The woman reached a hand out, flashing him a bright white smile. He slowly returned the sentiment, extending his palm so that he could give her hand a quick shake. 
After a few seconds of the crew moving the cameras around to get the best angle, the interviewer dropped her cue cards onto her lap, her lips pulling up into a dazzling smile. Austin shifted in his seat uncomfortably, dreading what was to come, but returned the smile nonetheless. “The Elvis biopic has finally made it to theaters after nearly three years of tireless work. I saw it with a few friends of mine the other night and was absolutely blown away by your performance.” 
“Thank you so much. This has been such a rewarding experience, and it was an honor to work alongside Baz and Tom.” She nodded her head, her eyes flashing down to her lap for a second. It was obvious that she had some sort of an angle that she wanted to go with this interview- he just prayed that he had the patience for it. “The film was shot in Australia, so I know that you had to largely uproot a lot of your life in order to prepare. How hard was it to upkeep personal relationships during that time- especially with Covid.” Her perky voice was grating. He was functioning off of three hours of sleep, and he could already feel a headache coming on. 
“Covid made everything a lot harder, but it wasn’t too difficult. I made sure to call my friends and family on a regular basis, so it wasn’t too bad. It was sad not being able to visit California as much as I would have liked to during that time, but it also gave me the opportunity to go more method with the role as well. Everyone’s reaction to the accent for the first couple of weeks was pretty funny. I wanted to make it sound as natural as possible though, so I kept up with it.” He smiled through the question, folding one leg over the other as he leaned his back against the folding chair. 
“Your girlfriend went with you to Australia, right? I follow you both on your socials, and her pictures always make me smile.” His eye nearly twitched, but he schooled a sweet smile on his face. “Wife.” He corrected her gently. The woman’s eyes widened and she was quick to try and recover. “Wife, wife- right! Speaking of that, congratulations are in order.” You and Austin had thought about keeping the pregnancy as private as possible, but after the first few months the two of you were bursting at the seams. By the end of it all, it was all you two could really talk or post about. The same thing goes with all of your close friends and family. His best friend, Ashley Tisdale, had visited again last night and had posted at least ten pictures of the three of you on her Instagram story. You were both first time parents, and you wanted to get the full experience. Despite the fact that most of the people that messaged him to extend their love and excitement for him were strangers, it still felt great. 
He was willing to talk about his son, as long as the questions stayed respectful. “Thank you,” He couldn’t wipe the excited smile off of his face, staring down at his hands for a few seconds before glancing back up at the interviewer. “We’re both over the moon. It’s been a huge change to our lives, but a good one.” 
“Well I’ve seen a few pictures and he’s beautiful. He’s a perfect mix of the both of you. He’s got your forehead and nose.” A genuine laugh bubbled out of his throat, and the other woman seemed to feed off his excitement, happy that the interview was naturally progressing into something a little more feel-good than anybody was anticipating. 
“That’s what I keep telling y/n! The second that he opened his eyes I thought I would die though. I have a feeling he’s going to look more like her as he gets older, so I’m enjoying him being my little twin while it lasts. She’s the most gorgeous person on the planet though, so I wouldn’t be too upset about it.” His tiny features had been a constant source of teasing over the last month. You claimed that your son looked more like you than he did him, but Austin begged to differ. He would be sure to gloat about this once he got back home to you. 
“Was it hard juggling everything though? I mean. . . playing the leading role in such an important film all while your wife is pregnant must be stressful.” The young woman was beginning to grow on him. He usually didn’t answer questions this personal, but she had caught him during a time when he wanted to gush about his life. Would he regret saying so much later? Oh, definitely. For now though, he was content with bragging about you. 
“I’m sure she was upset about the long days without me, especially during the earlier stages, but she never let it show. She can get rather nervous at times- really get in her own head about things- but she was great the entire time. Really, really great.��� 
“And hey- natural birth, right?” 
He beamed, nodding his head quickly. “Natural birth. She’s an absolute god. I’ve heard about dads getting phantom pains, but I never really believed in any of it.” The young woman was already laughing, and Austin began chuckling right along with her, placing a hand against his stomach as he remembered how awful he had felt during the majority of the delivery. “Oh god, the sympathetic pregnancy symptoms were real for me.” 
“Well I’m sure you guys must be good with just one child for now, right?” She threw her head back with laughter as he shook his head animatedly, crossing his arms over his chest. 
“Us? No way. We want an entire Butler tribe. Our goal is to populate a small village.” He could see his manager covering her mouth to stifle her own laughter at his teasing. 
“Well it was a delight to finally get to meet you. You guys need to see Austin Butler in the role of Elvis if you haven’t already. It’s in theaters everywhere, so make sure you get your tickets now. Seats are filling up fast.” Austin gave one final wave to the camera before the cameraman loudly called ‘cut’. 
“Thank you for your time.” The interviewer shook his hand one last time before he walked over to his manager’s side. “See? Painless.” He hated to admit it, but she was right. He was in and out in just under an hour and a half, which was better than he could have hoped for. “I don’t have anything else scheduled, right?” He asked hopefully. The second that the woman shook her head he was practically jogging through the halls and out into the parking lot. He wanted to catch you before you put the baby down for his nap. 
You were shocked when you heard the front door open, Austin’s voice calling up to you from the living room downstairs. “Baby one and baby two! I’m home!” You rolled your eyes, slowly making your way down the stairs. “I’ve been trying to get him to go to sleep for the last half hour, but he’s wired.” Austin was quick to take him off of your hands, giving his fuzzy head kiss after kiss. “Oh, I missed his smell.” With gentle hands Austin pulled his son away from his chest, holding the small infant out in front of him so that he could get a good look. You still had him bundled up in the onesie. Your husband was quick to look at you, his bottom lip jutting out in a small pout. “How can something be this cute? Hey buddy. Were you a good boy for mama while I was gone?” His constant baby talking made you chuckle. “You didn’t pull her hair, did you? We talked about that yesterday.”  The interview was posted the next day, the internet practically exploding with new hashtags, screen grabs, and reposted pictures of you and your small family. Austin spent the entire morning mumbling his apologies for being so personal in the interview, but you didn’t mind much. It felt good to know that everyone saw what a terrific father he was. What a terrific husband. “New daddy alert! Austin Butler gushes over son in latest interview.” You read one of the article titles out loud, hearing him groan from the other room. You scrolled through your phone for a couple more seconds before you found what you were looking for. “Austin Butler calls his wife a ‘god’ after the natural birth of his son.” You could hear your baby cooing from the other room. “I get it! I get it! You can stop with the news articles.” He called out over the sound of the running bath. “Daddy Austin Butler is a whole snack. Women are going crazy after the latest Elvis-” “Stop it, woman!”
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7ndipity · 6 months
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Arcade Date
Jimin X Reader
Summary: When you worry that you've screwed up on an important exam, Jimin decides to try and cheer you up with a cute date at the arcade.
Warnings: Swearing, lil suggestive,
A/N: Thanks to @minnie1013 for this request! Sorry it took me a lil while to get to it, I hope you like it!
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You're expression was noticeably deflated as Jimin picked you up for date night following your last class of the day.
“Hey, how’d the exam go?” He asked sweetly, pressing a kiss to your temple as you climbed into the passenger seat.
“Don’t ask.” You groaned, burying your face in his shoulder.
“Was it bad?” He asked, frowning.
“It felt like my brain went through one of those rug cleaning machines. I bombed, I’m sure of it.” you groaned, leaning back in your seat and closing your eyes.
You don’t know that, I’m sure you did your best.” He said reassuringly. He felt so bad for you, he’d seen how hard you’d been studying lately in preparation for this test. You’d been running yourself ragged, staying up till all hours of the night to cram whenever you could. “When do the results come out?”
“Next week.” You mumbled. “Ugh, I don’t know, can we just talk about something else, please?”
“Sure,” He agreed easily, eager to distract you. “How ‘bout we talk about the fact that you haven’t kissed me in almost six hours and I’m about to die from withdrawals?”
You let out a tired huff of laughter at that. “Alright, you big baby.” You said, finally giving him a smile, albeit a tiny one, before leaning over and connecting your lips to his, instantly feeling your body start to relax at the familiar feel of him against you.
You pulled back suddenly, looking up at him curiously as you licked your lips. “Are you wearing my chapstick?”
“Um, Maybe.” He admitted, avoiding your eyes.
“Would you stop stealing my shit?!” You shoved him lightly, laughing in disbelief.
“It’s not my fault you pick better flavors than me!” He tried to defend with a pout. “And I didn’t steal it, you left it at my place the other day.”
“Whatever.” You rolled your eyes. “Let’s go, I’m hungry.”
The rest of the drive to his place was somewhat quiet, it was clear you were still feeling down, staring silently out the window, lost in thought, while Jimin tried to wrack his brain for a way to cheer you up. Struck by a sudden idea, he made a quick left turn, drawing a curious look from you as he changed routes.
“I thought we were going to your place for dinner?” You asked.
“Change of plans, I’m taking you out.” He said simply.
“Where?”
“It’s a surprise.” He said, giving you a mischievous look before turning his attention back to the road, biting back a grin.
Several minutes later, you pulled up outside a familiar building with various game posters plastered on the windows.
“The arcade?” You looked at him in surprise. “We haven’t been here in ages.”
“I know, but I figured you deserve some fun, so here we are.” He said.
“Chim, I don’t know…” You said.
“C’mon, it’ll be good to take your mind off things. Or are you afraid of me beating you at DDR?” He smirked, raising a brow at you in challenge.
“Oh, you’re so on.” You replied.
The two of you spent the next couple hours squaring off against each other in various games, starting out light-heartedly enough, until you started to get overly competitive and started to attach increasingly ridiculous bets to each game, from having to pay for the all snacks to Jimin having to give you a lap dance for beating him at DDR.
“That one was a joke though, right Y/n?” He asked out of breath, growing nervous at your silence. “Y/n?!”
Before you could leave though, Jimin made it his mission to win you a plushie from the claw machine, spending easily twice the amount of money that the toy was actually worth in his attempt to succeed.
“Jimin, it’s okay, you really don’t have to-”
“Aha!” He yelled victoriously, holding the plush animal up in the air as a trophy before presenting it to you. “For you, my love.”
“Aww, it’s so cute!” You cooed, accepting the toy and petting its head. “Thank you!”
“You’re welcome.” He asked, examining the toy closer. “Is it a bear or a dog?”
“It doesn’t matter, he’s our child and I love him!” You said, making his heart melt as he watched you hug the toy to your chest.
“What?” You asked, catching his expression.
“Nothing, it’s just nice to see you happy like this.” He said with a small smile.
“I’m always happy when I’m with you.” You said softly, feeling shy for some reason at that admission. “Anyway, what should we name our child?”
“Greg.” He replied without hesitation.
“GREG?!”
“What?!”
“Does he honestly look like a Greg to you?” You asked incredulously.
“You try coming up with something better, then!” He said defensively.
You thought for a moment. “B-Bartholomew.” You said slowly.
“Absolutely not.” He rejected. “That sounds like a 17th century tailor.”
“That was my grandfather's name.” You retorted.
“It was not!”
You continued to argue all the way back to the car, before you paused to look up at him, admiring the way he managed to look gorgeous even under the artificial glow of the streetlights.
“Jimin?”
“Yeah?” He replied, turning to look at you.
“Thank you for tonight.” You said, smiling softly. “You were right, I needed this.”
“Of course." He said, gently grabbing hold of your hand. “You know anytime you need a pick-me-up, I'll be there for you."
“I know.” You said, pushing up on your tip-toes to press a quick kiss to his lips.
You don’t know what you did to deserve Jimin in your life, but you would be forever grateful to
have him.
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leoncillo · 11 months
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Oh me oh my. I wrote again. What has come over me lately? Tsk tsk
Anyway, reader has chronic pain (namely fibromyalgia and MS), the clone brothers risk it all to help them. I think this one is gender neutral as well? I didn't edit this one either so I might've slipped up and used "she" somewhere. Will probably put this on AO3 too. Reader is Black.
The Hantengu Clones brave the sun to take care of reader
Your eyes slowly cracked open one morning. The light from the sun being extra harsh to you and your aching head. Your throat was bone dry, your body heavy, and you felt pain on every inch of your body. Quickly as you could, you checked the bedside table for your daily meds only to realize you forgot to pick up the refills from the pharmacy.
"Oh... I'm so doomed" you groaned.
You climbed out of bed before the room started spinning and you stumbled a bit, your blood pressure not getting the memo that you're upright. Noticing your boyfriends weren't with you, you decided to find them and try to start your day the best you could.
Sekido, Karaku, Urogi, Aizetsu, and even little Zohakuten were standing around in the kitchen bantering about breakfast that Sekido made before they all turned to your slumped form leaving your room. The men grew completely silent as they watched you walk with a limp to the refrigerator. Your eyes were glossy, but vacant like you were moving on auto pilot. You hair was a mess and if they looked closely they could see you breathing heavily. You wordlessly opened the fridge to grab the carton of orange juice just for it to fall straight out of your hand like butter. It seemed like an eternity had passed before you noticed and looked down at your hand to find you had little feeling in it.
"Y/N, are you okay?" asked Karaku as he stepped towards you, placing a hand on your shoulder.
You flinched like you just noticed his presence before you started to cry and eventually wail.
"What did you do, asshole?!" shouted Sekido, as he punched Karaku in the chest.
"Y/N, what's wrong? Maybe we can fix it. Don't cry. I get sad when you cry" said Aizetsu, who hovered near you unsure if he could touch you.
You opened your mouth to speak, but everything started spinning again and you felt yourself falling before everything went black.
A few minutes later you found yourself waking up on the couch with five pairs of eyes watching over you.
"Y/N, can you hear me?!" Urogi shouted and you flinched at the noise.
"Not so loud. You're upsetting them. I hate when they're upset" said Zohakuten.
"Ugh I'm up, I'm up" you said in a non convincing voice.
"Why did you faint on us? Don't tell me you've caught a cold! Irresponsible ass humans" said Sekido.
You looked down at your lap, anxiously grabbing the blanket and biting your lower lip. "So there's something I never told you guys about me. You see I have several chronic illnesses and they're all incurable. Some days are better than others and some days are really really bad."
"What illnesses do you have?" said Urogi, leaning in closer in curiosity.
"Well the main ones are fibromyalgia and multiple sclerosis" you said, only to look up at them all with their heads tilted in confusion like puppies.
"Fibromyalgia causes me to hurt all over my body. Especially 18 main points like my shoulders. Even this blanket and my clothes kinda hurt. It usually flares up after I do too much in a day."
"Ooh that explains why you started crying. Sorry Y/N!" said Karaku, who went to rub your shoulder before catching himself. "Maybe that's not the best idea right now."
"Okay and what's the muscle cytosis thing?" asked Urogi.
"It's called multiple sclerosis, you dunce!"
"So you guys know about the immune system and everything, right? It's supposed to fight off illnesses and keep the body healthy, but sometimes it gets confused and fights the body instead. With MS, my immune system attacks my brain and spinal cord. Sometimes parts of my body goes numb or burns, like my feet, or my eyesight blurs, if not, goes out altogether. Among other things. That illness will get worse over time, too."
"Why didn't you tell us about something so important? It makes me sad when you hide stuff from us" said Aizetsu, tearing up.
You looked away from them back to your lap. "I'm not used to people sticking around after they know my situation and limitations. And that's just with humans! You guys are like ten humans each. I didn't want y'all to think I was a burden and leave because I can't keep up. Usually I have medicine to help me feel a little better or at least ignore some of it, but I was so busy I forgot to pick up my refills. I can't really move too far like this so I'm kinda screwed."
Zohakuten rushed to you in haste and palmed your face, squishing your cheeks together. "What do you need us to do? How can we help?"
"Well heat 'akes 'ith worse so keepin' me coo', but I nedth my med'cine the most. And a good hea'thy dwink" you said.
You all turned and glanced at the window and the rays of sunshine being blocked out. "I'll go first thing at sunset" said Zohakuten, as he released your cheeks and went to make a list of things to buy.
"He's such a good boy" you said, proudly.
"Let me help! I'm good too!" shouted Urogi.
"We'll all split up and get something from the list. We'll get back faster that way." said Sekido.
They all helped you back to bed and tried to make you as comfortable as possible. It wasn't enough and they all stood on edge as they heard you tossing and thrashing in the other room. The pain driving you up the wall like you were being torn apart limb from limb.
"Oh no!" said Aizetsu, staring at his phone. "It says the pharmacy will close before sunset. It's not like the convenience store will have these kinds of drugs."
"Maybe I can fly really fast and stick to the shadows to-"
"To turn into fried chicken?" said Karaku with a huff.
"I could have my dragons go get it."
"And tear up the whole roadway?" asked Aizetsu.
They all grew quiet in defeat before realizing Sekido was mysteriously silent.
"I might have a solution," he began and pulled out a box from his kimono sleeve.
"Douma recommended these patches of wisteria and spider lily flower. Supposedly, they'll let us go into the daylight without turning to ashes immediately."
"That's great! Y/N will feel better in no time!" said Urogi.
"What's the catch?" said Karaku and Zohakuten in unison.
"The patch does have the wisteria component so our powers, speed, and regeneration will be slowed greatly. We'll be out there longer than we would if it were night and while we won't turn to ash, we'll still feel the pain of burning."
They all fell silent again before they jumped at the sound of a loud crying and sobbing coming from your room.
Before they knew it, they were each putting on a patch and preparing to get whatever you needed.
At some point, you were so tired from the pain that you fell asleep only to jolt awake at the overwhelming smell of burning entering your nostrils.
Springing up out of bed thinking something caught fire, an actual common occurrence in the house, you ran to the kitchen as best you could only to see a pile of smoking bodies twitching and breathing heavily.
Without saying anything, they each sat up, still regenerating, and held out a bag to you. Urogi had your medicine, but was nursing a severely burnt wing and talon. Sekido had tubs of ice cream in one arm, while the other was burned away. Aizetsu had a bouquet of flowers and a severe burn along his torso and back. Karaku had a bunch of differently flavored hydrating sports drinks, but one of his horns, arms, and some of his hair was singed. Lastly, Zohakuten beat a drum and a small dragon held out a bear plushie that was wrapped in bandages that said "Get well soon" while the boy nursed his burned face and burns on his legs and most of his drums.
You lips trembled before you fell to your knees and burst in tears, lunging to wrap your arms around as many of them as you could.
"Did we mess up? A-Are these not your favorite flowers?" asked Aizetsu.
"Do you hate the bear? It's the one I hated the least" asked Zohakuten.
"If you don't like any of these flavors, I don't care. We don't waste food in this house" said Sekido.
"I know you don't like blue flavor, but I wanted to get one of each. I suggest the green one first" said Karaku with a wink and a wince.
"And I have the most important thing! The medicine!" said Urogi, puffing his chest out in pride as whatever feathers he had left turned fluffy and excited.
"Thank you!" you said hugging them tighter and crying harder.
"OWW!"
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arctichotch · 10 months
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hey, i saw your send request post, currently im not feeling well so can you write captain john price taking care of sick reader? also they have some cuddles, just a very fluffy fic! thank you!! :D
hey, hope you feel better soon!
(i haven't written anything in donkey's years so excuse the potential mess below)
pairing: john price x gn!reader
warnings: sickening FLUFF, sick stuff nothing gross though, short and sweet
whilst you're here check out my character list and feel free to send me more requests
You felt like your insides were on fire. That your brain was knocking on the backs of your eyes trying to bust out of the confines of your skull. You felt like a sweaty mess and judging by the looks of sympathy you got from your colleagues walking out of your office after your boss sent you home, you looked like one too.
The journey home was a total blur and you nearly collapsed onto your couch the second you got through the door, only just having enough energy to kick off your shoes. You heard the shrill ringing and buzzing of your phone dumped by the door but there was not a single part of you that felt you could go get it.
Your eyes slipped closed, and that was that. One final thought before you fell to sleep - John will not be happy that you went to work feeling unwell this morning...
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The bang of your apartment door closing woke you suddenly.
Oh shit, you are definitely not in any position to even think of some of the self-defence John taught you, let alone using it.
Luckily, you heard one of your favourite sounds (although as much as the sound was appreciated, it still made your head throb.)
"Love, I'm home."
Shit, he was home. You had a vague remembrance of him letting you know he'd be home from his month long mission and having told him you'd take him out, treat him to dinner.
So much for those plans.
"M'here," You grumbled from your place on the couch. John rounded the couch into the living room turning on the lights, making you squeeze your eyes shut in an attempt to alleviate the pounding in your head. "Think m'sick."
"You look sick, yeah. This why you didn't pick up your phone, was calling you. Got worried, love." He knelt down beside you, his knees groaning at the movement.
"You shouldn't kneel like that, you'll hurt yourself, old man."
"Oi, watch it, cheeky." He placed his always freezing cold hand on your forehead. "Could fry an egg on that head of yours. Have you taken anything?"
You shook your head, burying your head into the pillow. "Okay, I'll go get some ibuprofen to try get your temperature down, then I'll get you something to eat. I assume you've not eaten anything, right?"
"Hmphh."
"What would you do without me, eh? Just wither away from the common cold." He chuckled as he moved towards the kitchen.
After he had loaded you up with ibuprofen, some toast and a whole lot of water, he set you up on the couch all tucked up with blankets and the TV loaded up with Netflix, while he took a shower (only allowed to leave after he had promised you with cuddles after he was done.)
When he came out you immediately commandeered him and his attention, snuggling up practically on top of him while watching your favourite show for the billionth time.
"I'm sorry that we couldn't do dinner. I promise this isn't just me trying to get out of paying."
He laughed, his big belly laugh that you miss every single day he is gone. "It's okay, love. I know you're really sick, poor baby."
"I feel gross and sick, and I don't want to make you sick but I really can't think of anything worse than you not being right here."
"I don't get sick, my immune system is undefeatable and you know it. You ever seen me sick, love?"
"There's always time, babe." You slipped your hand under his shirt resting it on his stomach, trying to leach some heat off him.
"You're shaking. You cold?" You nodded and he was quick to pull a blanket from the back of the couch to cover you both.
"I missed you, lots and lots." You said, just now feeling the relief of having him back safe with you.
"Missed you too, love. Hopefully got a few days off now, so I can nurse you back to health." He gave you a big sloppy kiss on your forehead, "I'll take my payment in kisses and cuddles, please. No other currency accepted."
You smiled looking up at him, "I'll see what I can work out."
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papuhater · 7 months
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NOW I KNOW WHAT'S REAL AND WHAT IS FAKE
DAY ONE
a/n : yasss first work on the halloween special, i do not condone or romanticize any of this behaviour.
word counter: 1.1k words
pairing : albert wesker x rookie!gn!reader
warnings : gore, graphic description of violence, possesive behaviour, albert wesker needs to be put down, mentions of suicide, obsessive behaviour, food drugging.
KO-FI 🕯️ || HALLOWEEN SPECIAL 🎃
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your boyfriend was always skeptical of your captain, or well, albert wesker, when he stopped by to visit or leave you some food, wesker always stopped him, with a shitty excuse of "we don't allow any visits during office time" or "she's busy" all while he was glared by him.
"well at least can you make this bag arrive to her?"
"i already gave her lunch, big shot now leave"
yeah, your boyfriend hated your captain, and he made you know that, everytime he picked you up from work
but that's not important right now, what's important is that he was missing, something was wrong, he normally picked you up around 9 pm
currently the time was 10:20 pm
"rookie" you heard your wesker's voice behind you "what are you doing?"
"hey captain-" you turned around to meet his gaze
"albert." you were taken aback by his correction, he didn't let anyone in his office call him by his first name, weird. "so, what are you doing here?"
"nothing, just waiting for my boyfriend to pick me up"
"is that so?" he mused "it seems to be quite late rookie, have you tried calling him?"
"i have sir-"
"albert, just call me albert" he corrected you again
"okay... albert" you tried the name on your tongue, he seemed to smile "he doesn't answer, is as if his phone was turned off"
"oh well, it is getting quite late, i could take you home" he offered, and walked closer
"i couldn't-"
"i insist, rookie." he smirked and walked to your side, placing a hand in your shoulder.
"...okay" you accepted, seemingly uncomfortable with wesker touching you.
"perfect, dear." he hummed, and a shiver ran down your spine, dear? that was weird.
the ride home was silent on your part, only answering with small sentences or with 'yes', 'no'. you couldn't help but notice how his eyes stalked you like a prey during red lights. as you arrived home, you realized something,
you never told him where you lived
"thanks for bringing me home... albert" you said, wanting to leave this car, wesker smiled at the mention of his name
"no problem" you two said your goodbyes and as you unlocked your door you heard wesker yell at you
"oh and say hi to jordan!" he said with a smirk
you forced a smile and waved him as you walked in, you weren't greeted with kisses and hugs of your lovely boyfriend, no...
you were greeted with a metallic odor
"jordan?"your senses were heightened, each step felt like an eternity, one, two, one, two, your mind had forgotten how to walk, and it had become a manual task, she kept on walking towards the door, and the metallic odor only became stronger until she opened the bedroom door, and she was greeted with a scene that would be engraved into her mind for the rest of her days.
there was jordan, laying in the bed, with his brain blown out by a shotgun that laid right next to his arm. it was a gruesome sight, his blood splattered on all the headboard, and a fatal wound adorned his forehead.
you couldn't breathe, but you let out a blood-chilling scream.
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the funeral was quick, no one in his family went, so it was only you, and you were crushed, you didn't speak or cry, but you were drowning in guilt.
it's your fault, you should've known something was going on in his head, it's your fault for being so, so....
stupid.
before you noticed you were crying, tears flowing from your cheek, all you could do was sob in front of the the grave.
"i-im sorry baby" you sobbed "i- i should've been a better partner for you."
"you were more than perfect" you heard a familiar voice, wesker's voice.
you turn around abruptly, your tear-stained cheeks gleaming against the dimly lit sky. wesker came to the funeral, but why?
"dear, you were perfect" he affirms, walks closer to you, and wraps an arm around you, you were too spent, too crushed to even push him away. you cry into him, as he pats your back, and lets you sob your lungs out, snot and tears mixing into his dress shirt, but he doesn't care, no,
he likes it.
"thank you albert" and without knowing, you play onto his plan, just as a good little puppet would, things started going downhill from there.
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call him deranged, call him whatever your heart desires, just call him.
he loves it when you eat the lunch he cooked after saying that your boyfriend brought it for you, a little white lie, that doesn't hurt anyone.
but seeing how your eyes lit up when he says that your boyfriend brought it for you, oh, no, he hates it, he loathes it. so he decided to do something. something that would get rid of this obstacle for him.
so he killed jordan and staged it to look like a suicide, of course, no one batted an eye at a hobo that no one loved dying, except for you.
you actually cared for.....that insect.
wesker knew that he had to wait, before making you his, so he decided to let you grief, until he decided to take manners into his own hands.
for you, your life became more of a mess, your captain- albert wesker, had moved you into his home, you accepted because you all you could remember when you entered the home was the blood and gore that had greeted you weeks ago.
it was almost... domestic, living with albert, he was a gentleman, a shocking difference against his cold and cocky demeanor against the other officers.
you were so lost in depression you didn't go to your job as an officer, you didn't eat, but wesker could change that, but he liked you maimable so he decided to add a little spice to your food every once in a while, so he could lay with you while you slept.
his sweet little lamb
he had just arrived from work, and he couldn't lie that when your smell hit him when he entered, he felt dizzy, so he decided to follow the sublime smell, he went to your room, where you still sleeping.
"baby.." he hummed "wake up...."
"captain?" you groaned.
"no dear, it's albert" he realized that you were too drugged to even wake up so he chose to lay with you, craddlying your face.
"if anyone dares to touch you, i'll kill them" he promised, all while kissing your forehead, and he was going to keep his promise.
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starlightshadowsworld · 2 months
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To be burned in light
(While Kouyou's in the Agency's clutches, she and Atsushi have an unexpected talk. Atsushi reveals he understands her situation better than Kouyou realises.
Tw for talking about child abuse.)
Atsushi hesitated, his hand hovering over the doorknob. He should leave, he was done here. Kouyou was doing well, she was updated on the plan with Dazai.
The peace between them was delicate. The whole time Atsushi felt like he was standing on ice. One wrong move and it would crack, sending him falling into the icy depths.
What Atsushi wanted to say would no doubt get him stabbed. He would deserve it too, because he would absolutely be crossing a line.
And yet, at the same time Atsushi felt it needed to be.
"Ozaki" 
The Port Mafia Executive sighed, exasperated "what now boy?" She was certain he'd have ran the moment they were finished. The whole time he'd been civil but out of duty.
Much like herself. 
Oh sure Kouyou wanted to attack him. But now wasn't the time for that, not when Kyouka's safety was on the line.
The Agency wouldn't take kindly too the weretiger showing up bleeding out. Besides, Dazai was the brains behind this operation and he'd taken the brat under his wing.
He'd always been protective over who he deemed as his people. Not that Kouyou could say much, she was the same.
"For what it's worth, I'm sorry." Said Atsushi. Kouyou smiled but it wasn't kind. "Whatever for? Taking my dear Kyouka from me?"
Atsushi held back a wince at at. It wasn't the words themselves, but the tone. Chilling, barely restrained rage that reminded Atsushi all to well of the Headmaster.
Atsushi had his back to her but that didn't mean he couldn't feel her sharp gaze on him. He took a deep breath and braced himself.
"I'm sorry that the light burned you."
The smile on Kouyou's face fell. Whatever she was expecting him to say, it wasn't that. Her mind went blank, she couldn't formulate a response. And even if she could, what do you say to that?
Atsushi took her silence and that he wasn't being stabbed, as a sign go continue.
"I don't know you, I won't pretend that I do. Or that we're anything but maybe allies but..." Atsushi takes a deep breath in "the light won't burn Kyouka."
Anger.
Anger like Kouyou had never felt in her life filled her veins. Her composure shattered.
"You know nothing! How dare you, you drag my Kyouka into this destructive light. And than you have the audacity to say that you can gurrantee her safety."
Atsushi didn't so much as flinch at her words. He turned around to face her. The look in his eyes was not one of fright or fear like Kouyou expected, but sadness.
"Because the light burned me too." His voice was soft but there was a strength to it that hadn't been there before. Kouyou was taken aback, she was still angry but curious.
"I was born into darkness. I'll spare you the details but my parents were awful people. One thing led to another and eventually they threw me out" He chuckled, but there was no humour in it.
"Literally, in a rubbish bag. But someone found me, let me out and took me back to his Orphanage." Atsushi wasn't looking at her.
His gaze was fixed on the wall behind her. But it felt like was looking at a person.
"He was the Headmaster. He gave me clean clothes to wear, a place to sleep. And even took the leftovers they had and cooked me some Chakuze. It was the best meal I ever had."
He shakes his head, a sad smile on his face.
"So I ended up staying, not like I had anywhere to go. And I was in debt to him. I'd be dead without him, so I did whatever he ordered me too like a servant to a king."
Atsushi looks at Kouyou. "You stabbed me when we met." It's not accusatory, there's no anger in it he just states it like a fact. "I did" confirms Kouyou, not sure where he's going with this.
"I stopped bleeding before Kunikida and Kenji showed up. Akutugawa cut off my leg off, it came back in minutes." Said Atsushi.
Kouyou nodded, unable to move her gaze away. It's true she stabbed the boy, anyone else would be left wailing in agony before suffering a slow death.
Even without Kyouka's intrusion. Kouyou was one of the best assassins in the Port Mafia for a reason.
She hadn't known Akutugawa had done that. And here it was, like nothing had ever happened.
The weretiger had an incredible healing factor, so to have scars that were clearly years old seemed impossible.
And yet here they were.
She'd have thought he was lying if she didn't know Akutugawa. Or of she hadn't fought the weretiger prior.
"I was mopping the bathroom, knocked over a bucket of water." Explained Atsushi, letting his shirt roll back into place. "I wasn't referring to a literal burn" Said Kouyou, regaining her composure.
But Atsushi just chuckled.
"Yeah, I know. But I figured it'd get my point across."
His smile fell "the man who saved my life turned into my own personal nightmare. That might be the only scar I have to show for it, but I should have so much more."
Kouyou found herself believing him. People like that never striked once, especially if it began over something so trivial."You're afraid we'll do the same to Kyouka."
Kouyou nodded "it's a fair assumption. Besides, how do I know this isn't all a rouse conjured up by your mentor to win me pity."
Even she knew that wasn't the case, but it was hard to accept this. That this boy on some level understood her, that he was trying to reach an understanding with her.
"No one in the Agency knows about my past." Said Atsushi. Kouyou raised an eyebrow in disbelief but Atsushi just shrugged.
"It's true. They know it was rough. But they don't know the details. It took Dazai so long to believe I got kicked out in the first place."
The kid was practically transparent. He was like an open book. A liar he was not and despite herself Kouyou deemed what he was saying truthful.
"Than why tell your enemy? I could easily use this against you."
Atsushi shook his head, amused "can't be any worse than I use it against myself. And if you do... Well it was for Kyouka anyway so it was worth it."
That suprised her.
Kouyou had noticed, she'd have to be blind not to see that the weretiger had a fondness for Kyouka. Almost like that of an older brother, but how? "Why would you go so far for her? You barely know her."
Because as much as Kouyou wanted to deny it, the lad did care. He had been alight with protective fury, so much so he'd been about to attack her before Dazai stepped in.
All because he deemed her a threat to Kyouka. He hadn't cared that she'd attacked him, only that she could hurt Kyouka. That's where his priorities lied, it was clear as day.
She expected the usual response, that it was because he was of the Armed Detective Agency. That he was on the good and just side that saved lives. But that was not the response she got.
"It sounds dumb but... When I saw her on the train with that bomb strapped to her chest. All I could think, was that she looked scared." He hugged his arms around himself.
"I've always been helpless, too powerless to do anything. No one was ever there to help me, no one wanted too. When I looked at Kyouka, I saw myself." Said Atsushi, a frown on his face as he recalled that fight.
"I didn't want to fight her, I had no choice. We found out the bomb was rigged. Kyouka, she said she didn't want to kill anyone else and jumped out the train. I went after her, destroyed the bomb and we fell into the water."
Kouyou absorbed this, and made several mental notes to have a word with Akutugawa... Because to strap a bomb on her Kyouka and rig it to explode no matter what.... He was going to pay for it.
"I see, I can't say I quite understand your reasonings... But I am glad you were there." Kouyou admitted, Atsushi blinked in suprise but than smiled.
"Of course."
Atsushi's gaze flickered to the wall again before looking at her. "The women who treated your wounds was Doctor Yosano. She once worked under your Boss, back when he was underground doctor."
But she wasn't content to let this end there.
"But you may care for her, reluctant as I am to admit it. But who's to say your fellow Agency members won't shun her away. That they won't do as your Headmaster once did to you."
Kouyou blinked in suprise, she hadn't known that. Though it made sense she supposed. Looking back the doctor was kind but she was quite sadistic for one living in the light.
"We didn't even know Dazai was former Port Mafia up until recently, and frankly no one cares." Said Atsushi with a small fond smile. "... I can't tell if that's endearing or stupid" replied Kouyou.
Somehow his confidence was infectious, because she felt her worry dim.
Atsushi shrugs "and well, the President was a former assassin. And between you and me, his ability might just be adopting strays. He wouldn't turn her away." He said, and it honestly suprised Kouyo to hear the unwavering confidence in his voice as he spoke of his boss.
It was still there, but it was less than before. Kouyou knew Fukuzawa, not personally but she'd heard enough to back that claim from Mori himself.
"Will I be able to see her?"
Atsushi looked at her in suprise and Kouyou scoffed. "You haven't won me over yet brat." But it was clear she was wavering. Atsushi didn't comment on it though.
"That'll be up to her. But I won't stop you, neither will anyone else unless Kyouka declines or you become a threat to her."
That, Kouyou would agree with. It didn't escape her that the weretiger specified if she became became a threat to Kyouka. Both of them knew once she returned to the Port Mafia, this alliance was over.
... But maybe this alliance could last just a little longer.
"Very well, I agree to those terms." Said Kouyou. Atsushi nodded, turning to the door. "We can talk when I get another update, but I've taken up too much of you're time. I should go."
He got up to leave but Kouyou stopped him. "Before you go, what is your name?." Atsushi paused, suprised and turned back to her. "It's Atsushi. Atsushi Nakajima."
Kouyou nodded, committing the name to memory. "Thank you, Nakajima." She waved her hand dismissively and Atsushi bid her goodbye and left.
She'd lied, she had another question but hadn't been prepared to ask. Probably because Kouyou had already figured out the answer.
'Why did he apologise?'
It was because Atsushi had looked at her, and he'd seen himself. His Headmaster had never apologised, the man probably never would. So Atsushi had apologised to her, just incase it helped.
Kouyou chuckled to herself, what a strange boy.
She looked out the window, watching the bright cloudless sky. 'I will take you out there and show you the radiant world.' Was what he'd said.
Before the ex Boss found out. And the very light she'd become entranced by, was the very same light that burned her.
Dazai had told her the same fate would not befall Kyouka. But it wasn't until now that Kouyou believed him.It will be kinder to Kyouka than it ever was to her.
'And I hope it this radiant light will he kind to you, Nakajima.'
(To clarify on Atsushi's past, because there's a lot of headcannons about it.
The only part that's confirmed in canon is the burn scars, but not the cause though it seems linked to punishment involving chores. And that yes Atsushi's parents threw him away in a bin in a rubbish bag.)
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reallyromealone · 2 years
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Eddie Munson x male reader
A/B/O
Male pregnancy,. Omegaverse, gay, mlm
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Eddie woke to the sound of vomiting echoing through the small home, patting beside him to realize (name) wasn't beside him.
Getting up he wandered to the bathroom to see that his mate was in fact throwing up his dinner from last night "shit baby..." Eddie said rubbing the omegas back whose body shook violently.
"I-I think I need to get a pregnancy test..." (Name) mumbled as he let Eddie lift him up and set him on the bathroom counter and fill the cup set beside the sink and let (name) rince his mouth out, while (name) did that Eddie grabbed prepped the omegas toothbrush.
"Thank you baby..." (Name) mumbled brushing his teeth slow and lazy before spitting it out and rinsing once more "sorry I woke you..."
"Don't be sorry baby, let's get you back to bed" Eddie said kissing (name)s forehead and lifting him up and carrying him back to bed, the alarm on Eddie's side showing its only five am, Eddie didn't even have to leave till 9.
"I think in pregnant again..." (Name) mumbled against Eddie's warm chest, snuggling closer as his head pounded "well seeing as we just finished your heat last week, I wouldn't doubt it"
"(Sons name) might be a big brother..."
"We can book a doctor's appointment if you want" Eddie said softly and (name) nodded "come with me?"
"Wouldn't miss it"
X
Turns out (name) was in fact pregnant, the Omega exhausted from this morning and so, Eddie took their one and a half year old to the shop while (name) napped.
Not without scenting stuff of course.
"Let's go little man" Eddie said as the two gave (name) a kiss on the head, (name) smiling at his pups precious attempt at a smooch.
It was the weekend so that meant a fair amount of kids.
Eddie and (name) often dressed their son in little overalls, the tot was often getting into messes and it was easier to keep his shirt clean.
Also because they would tie a balloon to the back along with a bell so people knew where the boy was.
(Sons name) was a good boy though, usually sticking around his dad and behind the glass table where the register was and colored with his crayons on a new coloring book he got.
"Oh snap it's my favorite nephew!" Dustin said as the party walked into the shop "Didi" (sons name) Squealed at the sight of his uncle and had his dad help him hop down from the stool and rush to Dustin "what's up little man?" Dustin asked lifting his nephew up "dang getting big, huh"
"Yeah he's big brother sized"
"What do you mean?"
"Don't worry to much about it" Eddie loved teasing his brother in law, the younger Henderson looking confused along with the other teens but max seemed to click into it but opted to not say anything.
It was funnier to see Dustin rattle his brain.
The teens went off and played in the game section, leaving the father and son to handle the register aka Eddie handles it and (name) gives them their receipt and a store card.
Coming home was a blessing, seeing his mate sleeping and snuggled into blankets on the couch just made his day infinitely better, the icing being the fact he was pregnant with his pup.
"Be quiet, don't wanna wake him up yeah?"
"Yeah" (sons name) mumbled before sneaking the best a toddler could off to his room and leaving Eddie to look at his mate.
"Welcome home Eddie..." (Name) mumbled sleepily as Eddie set his bag near the couch"shit did we wake you?"
"No you're good..." (Name) made zero attempts to leave his mini nest so Eddie bent over to kiss him gently "how's the little one?" Eddie asked worried and (name) looked relaxed "they aren't making me want to vomit right now so great"
"You hungry?"
"A little..."
"I will make a light dinner baby"
"Love you"
"Love you too"
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abitterboy · 9 months
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Worship You
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Summary: Bangchan loves worshipping you.
Genre: Smut
Word Count: 1.8K
Warnings: body worship, subby chan for a min, dom! Chan x sub! Reader, slight foot fetish, oral f! receiving, teasing, stripping, biting, hickeys and bruises, multiple orgasms, nprotection (be safe dudes), swearing, tell me if there’s anything else!
There was nothing Bangchan loved more than you. You were the light of his life and inspired him to be better every single day. You felt the same way about him, and practically worshiped the ground he walked on. On the other hand, he literally worshiped the ground you walked on. He was in love with your brain and your personality, but he was in the deepest form of lust with your body. He thought about you all the time, at work, with friends, and it didn’t make it any better that you were a tease. Sending him photos of yourself whenever you felt like it, sending dirty texts that described what you wanted him to do to you. Despite his dominant nature, he enjoyed letting you have some control because he knew he could get it back at any time and times like this he was okay with handing over his will to you. 
“What do we say baby?”
You were sitting on the edge of your bed, looking down at Chan while holding his face harshly. The desperate look in his eyes encouraged you as you accompanied your question with a gentle hmm sound and titled your head teasingly.
“Please, let me worship you.”
His voice was almost a whimper.
“Good boy. Now undress me.”
Bangchan, who was already on the ground, sunk further to get to your feet. He grabbed your right foot and started placing kisses along it until he got to your ankle, before moving to the left. He practically moaned with each kiss, just happy to feel your skin along his lips. His tongue trailed up your calves before stopping at each knee to plant a soft kiss. Your skirt was lifted by his hands and he started planting deeper kisses on your thighs, leaving marks behind. Kisses turned to sucking and bites and his fingers gripped your skin harshly, leaving hickeys and bruises. You moaned and threw your head back but quickly moved it to look back at the show in front of you. 
“Youre so fucking sexy I love every part of you.”
Bangchans touch was always accompanied by some sort of praise. He tapped your hips, signaling you to lift them so he could remove your skirt. Along with your skirt, Bangchan removed your underwear faster than you could even register. With your lower half fully naked, Bangchan let out a breathy moan as he scooted you closer to the edge of the bed so he could kiss and lick you more. His tongue went to the tops of your inner thighs, right before your cunt and started licking the skin. Your core was on fire and all you wanted was for him to work his tongue on your clit the way he so skillfully does every time you two fuck. You knew he wouldn’t though, not yet, not until you were completely naked. It didn't stop Bangchan from making comments as he admired you.
“Look at that pretty cunt, all ready for me. So fucking sexy, so fucking wet.”
Somewhere along the lines, you lost your dominance over him. Bangchan knew that and used it to tease you more. 
“You’re so desperate for my touch, aren't you baby? Yeah? You want me to touch your pretty pussy?”
You moaned out a desperate yes but all he did was let out a little laugh.
“Oh I would baby but I’d get too distracted and wouldn't be able to worship the rest of you. That’d be a shame, there's so much more of you to enjoy.”
Bangchan went back down to your cunt and placed a gentle kiss above your lips before licking a stripe up to your belly button. His hand guided you to move back as he stood up and towered over you. Once you were fully on the bed, he climbed on too and started kissing and licking up your stomach. Your loose shirt made it easy for him to nudge it up your torso and he eventually took it completely off of you, leaving you in only your bra. With skillful fingers, he slipped his hands behind you and undid the clasp which released your breasts. It was off in a matter of seconds and he instantly grabbed your left boob in his hand, gripping it harshly and planting his mouth to suck on your nipple.
“Ah fuck! Chan!”
You moaned out loud and arched your back, forcing your stomach up and into his body. He continued his rough play with you, sucking on you like he was stuck to you. His lips popped off with saliva coating them and seeing his juicy lips made you breathe faster. He smiled and went to your other tit to do the same. You grabbed his head with your hand and he took that as a signal that he could go harder. His teeth gently bit down on your flesh and caused you to wince in pleasurable pain. He used his other hand to trace circles on your stomach and hips, coming dangerously close to your cunt. 
“I love feeling your skin baby. Every part of you is so fucking delicious, I could taste you forever.”
Bangchans tongue made its way to your collar bones and painted your skin once again with his marks before finally making his way to your lips. Before he could even plant his lips onto yours, you forced his head down to meet your wanting mouth. Bangchan moaned into the kiss and pressed his clothed body against your naked one, slotting his leg between yours. You used the fabric of his sweats to get yourself off while kissing him and he just smiled knowing you were using him to feel pleasure. 
“My beautiful dirty girl.”
Bangchan moved his body up and away from you and caused you to groan in frustration. 
“Don’t worry baby. I’ll give you what you deserve.”
Bangchans body moved down so his face hovered above your cunt and you got on your elbows to watch him. His wet lips planted kisses around your slit before he gently nudged his tongue in. Bangchans fingers spread your lips apart and his tongue licked a strip up your entire core causing you to arch your back and moan. He made direct eye contact with you as he flicked your clit dangerously slow, causing you to flex your legs and close them around his head.
“You taste so good, baby. All of you is so fucking delicious. I can’t ever get enough of you, my goddess.”
The nickname caused your entire body to jerk and his tongue returning to your slit made it worse. Bangchan placed a finger in your cunt and started slowly moving it before placing a second. His tongue worked your clit so perfectly that you couldn't catch your breath correctly.
“Ah Chan! Fuck, you feel so good!”
Your moans riled him up as he picked up his pace, moving his now three fingers at an insane speed and his tongue matched. Your body convulsed upward and you held yourself up with one hand and put the other on his head to bury him more into you. 
“Chan fuck Im gonna cum!”
Bangchans eye contact told you you were allowed to, and you released on his fingers. He slowed his fingers and tongue and your body fell back as you rode out your high. You thought he would be done but he had other plans. 
“I wanna worship you more.”
His tongue returned to your clit and his fingers rammed themselves into you. Your overstimulated cunt fluttered around his fingers and your legs threatened to close but his head stopped them. He was drowning in you, falling deeper into you, and there was nothing you could do to stop him. Bangchan moaned into you, clearly getting off to you squirming for him. His eyes rolled back to his head as he mumbled into your cunt.
“Fuck baby I can’t believe youre mine. You taste like fucking Heaven.”
His fingers never faltered and soon enough you felt your second orgasm approaching.
“Chan fuck Im- ah!”
Your sentence couldn't even make it out of your throat due to the powerful orgasm washing over you. Bangchan let you ride it out then stopped his movements. He stood up and hovered to kiss you again. Your hand made their way down to his dick which was painfully hard in his sweats. He took your hand away from his crotch. 
“Let me worship you, I don't need anything from you, baby. Just you letting me touch you is enough.”
You kissed him again and grabbed his cock through his sweats.
“You can fully worship me by fucking me.”
With that, he quickly stripped and hovered over you.
“Give me all of you, make me yours Chan.”
His eyes fluttered back at your words and he positioned his cock at your entrance. With one swift movement he was inside of you. Your back bent and Chan put his hand to support you before kissing you.
“Tell me when you want me to move.”
You took a couple deep breaths before speaking.
“Chan, fuck me.”
He didn’t hesitate to pull fully out of you before drilling into you again and starting a steady pace. His hips rocked into yours and you moaned loudly. His moans erupted beautifully and that was one of your favorite things about Chan, he wasn't afraid to be vocal with you. Your moaning in sync was the sexiest thing youve ever heard and with the sound of him fucking you to accompany it, you felt as though you could cum again already. He was feeling the same way and started fucking into you faster. 
“A-ah fuck baby youre so fucking prefect. You wrap around me so perfectly. I was made for you. I was made to worship you.”
He took a while to fully speak due to his moaning and his stuttering but he made sure to remind you how beautiful you were with everything he did. He buried his fingers in the flesh of your hips and you wrapped your arms around his neck and both of you felt your climax approaching. 
“Ah Chan I’m-“
“Me too! Cum for me please I want you to cum!”
You came on his dick and your contracting walls caused him to release his cum into you. You loved the feeling of him releasing inside of you and it helped you ride out your orgasm. Your arms unwrapped themselves from Bangchans neck as you fell back. He almost fell too but held himself up weakly by his elbows. 
Chans eyes were shut and it allowed you to admire his face even through slightly blurry eyes. His hair clung to his forehead, his lips glistened, his eyelashes sat perfectly, and his mouth was open as he gently breathed. 
He was beautiful. 
He was perfect.
He deserved to be worshiped but that would have to be for another time. 
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spicywhenspeaking · 6 months
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If I’m There : Chapter Two
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Part One
exploring the budding relationship between Noah and my OFC Natalie - ah young love - but of course to be young and in love is usually to be kinda stupid. This story will soon take us 10 years into the future and our two love birds with meet again but secrets have been kept and feelings buried away..will true love prevail?? (yeah probably but it’s gonna hurt like Hell first)
Triggers : language , violence
tags: fluff 🫶🏻 , a little angst
smut eventually I PROMISE! let them cook, so minors dni pls&thx
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“Noah. stop seriously please you’re only going to make it worse” I say as I race after him down the hall, his long legs making it difficult to keep up “please stop” I plead “you think doing anything to him will make it better?”
I continue pulling his arm back to keep him from rushing towards the courtyard where my brother is no doubt sitting at his usual table for lunch.
He turns around to face me with a seething expression “Natalie. He hit you.” Noah’s hand light grazes my blackened eye. “He deserves to pay for that”
“And you think what? By kicking his ass? Or yelling to the whole school that he hit me is going to help with anything? You think it would make my life any easier?” The frustration in my voice impossible to miss.
“You don’t understand Noah, I’m just trying to make it through this last year and a half of school and escape from my shitstorm family. It would be a lot easier if my already volatile brother wasn’t provoked further” I pull his arm back further towards me “so please, just leave it alone”
Noah let’s loose an annoyed breath “fine” he grumbles.
“But If he touches you again-“
“He won’t” I interrupt “he won’t do it again” hopefully
“If he does, call me. Please. Text me. Send a fucking carrier pidgeon i dont care, just tell me.“ he reaches out for my phone and puts his number in and texting himself.
Nick coughs behind us and I turn back to him “why did you text Noah?” I question him. “I at least assume that’s why he came barreling into class with that crazed look on his face.”
Nick just looks between Noah and I and sighs deeply “you two are so dumb. I texted Noah because he talks about you all the time, figured you probably felt the same way considering I saw you doodling a figure that looked strikingly similar to him” Nick continues “I figured he’d give a shit if the girl he’s all hung up on showed up to school with a shiner”
ha sounds like Nick just said Noah likes me…wait what
“Wait what?” I turn to look at Noah and he’s blushing red from the neck up. “You talk about me all the time?”
“You drew me?”
We both speak at the same time, laughing at the ridiculousness of it.
I let him go first “you drew me? why didn’t you show me?”
I let out a nervous laugh “I mean I didn’t want to look like a weirdo drawing pictures of some guy I like” the last part came out in a rush, my brain is apparently moving faster than my mouth can filter. Oh my god shut up.
“I mean-“ I stumble
“I like you too,” he confesses in a small voice. “Sitting next to you and bothering you in study hall is one of the highlights of my day”
“You’re never bothering me” I tell him quietly.
“Ugh okay I’m leaving now” Nick says from behind us.
We continue walking but now away from the courtyard trying to slip into casual conversation. “So now that I’m not planning on kicking your brother's ass, did you maybe want to eat lunch together?” He pushes the hair that fell into his face back behind his ear as he asks me.
“Yeah, that would be great. I totally forgot to bring my lunch with everything going on at home but I would enjoy sitting with you” I smile up at him softly.
“Hell no, Natty. What do you want? My treat” he said while reaching over and wrapping his arm around my shoulder pulling me closer.
We walked off campus to the taco truck a block away from school and Noah bought us lunch while we talked more. Before we went back to school he stopped me and moved his hand to cup my bruised cheek.
“Can I take you out for real?” He asks sweetly “like a real date, not just tacos at lunch time. Friday night?”
Oh my god, he’s asking you out. Noah is asking you out. He just bought you lunch. He talked to you about art and music and wants to take you out on a date. Okay you've been quiet for too long. Say something.
“Yes! That sounds great” I manage to choke out through the nerves clogging my throat.
“Awesome” Noah smiles and takes my hand as we walk back to campus.
Friday cannot come fast enough. I need to get through two more days and one massive AP biology exam so I am in an intense study session when my phone buzzes next to me.
Noah : you’re not responding to my snaps and they’re so funny. Put the notes down for 5 seconds to laugh. I promise it’s worth it. 8:46
Natalie: haha okay! Fine. 8:46
Natalie: It better be worth it, this test is like a huge part of my final grade. 8:46
I open the snap and it’s a series of videos of Noah fake falling next to wet floor sign and another of him placing a bible in the science fiction section of a Barnes and Noble. what a beautiful dork
Natalie: Those are precious moments I could have used to study, now lost forever. 8:58
Noah: Natty, you wound me deeply. Say something nice before I completely lose all self confidence. 9:01
Natalie: You have the voice of an angel, now pls let me study. 9:03
Noah: aw :) you like me huh? 9:03
Natalie: less and less now XD 9:04
Noah: You've wounded me again. I may never recover <\3. 9:04
Natalie: I will try to make it up to you later but for now biology calls my name and I need to finish studying this unit. Goooodnight noahhhh :) 9:06
Noah: I will hold you to that Natty. GN :) 9:07
I fall asleep on my textbook and wake up again at around midnight to crawl into my bed.
The next day passes quickly and it’s finally Friday ! I feel great about my test so the day is going great, and it’s only going to get better because tonight Noah is taking me out on our first official date. He doesn’t want to count tacos during lunch period as our first date, which I get, but that’s not what I’ll tell our kids….okay Nat let’s not get ahead of ourselves.
I get home after school and rush to my room to get ready. I take a boiling hot shower to wash away the oncoming nerves. Will he want to have sex? No. right? That's crazy..no way. Right.? It our first date, he couldn’t possibly expect that…but I mean he’s had girlfriends before. Maybe I’m in over my head…I’m an inexperienced, never had a boyfriend virgin loser….No. Noah is a nice guy, he likes me. Kyle’s words are just getting to me. This is going to be a great date and Noah is a great guy.
I decided to wear my dark green wrap dress, black tights and ballet flats. I don't normally wear makeup but I decided to put on a little mascara and blush and I use concealer to cover up the fading bruise on my eye. I brush out my hair and pin it half up with a clip.
Noah texts me that he's outside at around 6:00. He didn't tell me what he had planned but I'm excited either way.
As I approach the car he hops out of the driver side seat and greets me with a happy smile and moves to open the door for me. “Hi” he greets me with a warmly “you look beautiful” he pulls me into a gentle hug.
Wrapping my hands around him to return the hug I smile at him and climb into the passenger seat.
“So, what do you have planned for this evening?” I ask curiously.
“A little this, a little that…don’t worry Natty, I have the perfect evening planned” he winks at me and I can’t help the blush that floods my face.
Fifteen minutes later the car pulls into a small parking lot outside of a brick building with a sign reading “Holts Roastery and Records” a record store? That tracks.
“I’ve seen you wear some pretty cool band shirts so I was thinking finding some new records would be fun, plus the coffee here is pretty good” Noah comments as he throws his arm around me walking from the car to the front door.
We walk inside and order. I get a hot chai latte and Noah orders a mocha. We get our drinks and walk around the records and music, I see a lot that I recognize, l mostly listen to classic rock or oldies like Led Zeppelin, Rolling Stones or Otis Redding. Noah is pulling out bands I’ve never heard before like Megadeath, Slayer, he hands me a Bring Me The Horizon CD and says “just listen to this, if you can give me anything at all, listen to this”
I laugh softly and take a sip of my tea taking the cd “okay, I’ll listen to it, cross my heart”
We continue browsing the shelves and talking before heading to the checkout counter where Noah plucks the cd from my hands to pay for it “my treat Natty, I want to have all the credit for introducing you to the best music you’ve ever heard” he finishes paying and we toss our drinks heading back out to the car.
“Nights not over yet, don’t worry” he laughs “one more stop and then the best burger of your life”
Noah drives us to the park near the lake, we park and walk hand in hand and he leads me to a bench. We sit and take in the warm evening sun as it’s on its path to disappear.
“I come here a lot to write, it’s one of my favorite spots” Noah comments softly “I was hoping to bring you here sometime”
“It’s a lovey spot, thank you for bringing me” I return in a gentle voice. The sun is dipping more into the horizon and the sky is filled with a beautiful orange glow.
“It’s so beautiful” I whisper, staring ahead at the glistening lake.
“Yeah, it is” Noah agrees but his gaze remains fixed on me as his hand comes up to brush the hair off my neck.
I turn to face him and before the next word leaves my mouth his lips are against mine in a kiss that quiets all thoughts.
His lips are so soft and warm against mine, he moves his hand to cradle the back of my neck as the kiss deepens slightly, my hand moves to hold onto the front of his shirt not wanting this kiss to ever end but knowing we will eventually need to breathe again.
Pulling away to rest his forehead against mine as we both attempt to catch our breath Noah speaks first “I’ve been wanting to do that since- well- for a while”
I move to fix his hair behind his ear “well I’m glad you did” I giggle and move to kiss him quickly again “now I remember you mentioning food? I’m starving”
He laughs and kisses me one, two, three - six more times and then we’re back into the car and headed to a nearby diner. We both order cheese burgers and milkshakes. He tells me more about his home life and I talk to him about my dad, him leaving, his anger but also his love for music, how I’m mad at him but I also miss him.
After we eat Noah takes me back home and after saying goodbye in his car for about fifteen minutes I reluctantly head inside to get ready for bed.
As I’m getting ready to lay down I hear a knock on my bedroom door.
Padding from my bed I open it to see my brother Kyle standing, arms crossed “so what? Now you’re dating him?” He spits out.
“Not that it's any of your business, but yes.” No sense in lying.
“You’re an idiot. He’s only doing this to piss me off” his bitter laugh cuts into his last words.
“Well then I guess it’s working. Listen Kyle, I don’t care how you feel about it, or if you think he’s playing some game. I really don’t care” I go to shut my door but he pushes past to invade my space.
“So you’ll let him whore you out just to get back at me?”
Oh fuck you, I think to myself.
“What I do, and who I choose to spend my time with is none of your business and I’m not whoring myself out you dickhead. It’s a date. It’s what young people do. You would know if you acted somewhat decently to people.”
I gesture towards my door “now please, get out of my room I am trying to study”
“You’re not going out with him” he seethes
“Yes. I. Am” I stand my ground “now get out!”
“No” he moves to grab my shoulder but I move back and using all my strength push him out of my door, shut it and twist the lock.
He’s banging on the door and screaming.
“Just go to sleep Kyle!” I scream at him “Fuck off and go to sleep, you’re acting crazy!”
First there’s silence and then he’s throwing his whole body weight into the door and bringing it off the hinges.
“KYLE!” I scream before he’s throwing me to the ground with his hands wrapped around my neck.
————-to be continued here!
muahahaha I looove cliffhangers 🫶🏻
Also I do not like the formatting on tumblr lmaoo I am still figuring out how to make things look cohesive and sectioned in a functional way…let me know if you think there’s a better way to format and I will try!
Thanks again for reading!!! I looooovvveee youuuuu
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powerofelvis · 1 year
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Merry Christmas, Baby
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Pairing: Elvis Presley x f!reader
Word Count: 1K
Warning(s): Fluff that’s it.
A/N: I don’t know what happened with this one. Y’all may like it, but I felt like I could have done better with this one. This request is for my darlin’ @crash-and-cure! I’m so sorry if you don’t like it baby, my brain just wrote this. As usual, this is day 3. I’m probably gonna post another one tonight to make it up to all of you!
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Christmas was always such a challenge for you being Elvis Presley’s woman. It wasn’t because of the glitz and glamor of it all, but it was because you were never able to figure out what to give the world’s most famous man and the world’s most incredible gift giver. Elvis was truly prodigious when it came to giving gifts, mostly because he was always giving—even when it wasn’t the holiday season. You would visit every department store in town in hopes to find something that he maybe didn’t have. 
Here it is, a week before Christmas, and yet you were still empty handed. 
It wasn’t unusual for you to be stomped on what to give Elvis for Christmas, but this year was a bit different. He made it known that he wanted to throw an extravagant Christmas party for 
everyone. He wanted the lights, the music, the works so as time ticked closer, you were truly at a loss for what to give your husband. You wondered how you would get out of this stomp—until you saw his spirituality collection looked awfully bare. 
You knew there was one thing that Elvis loved more than anything in the world was his relationship with God. He would always be up during the times of the night, reading over his numerology books and writing things down that he had heard from the Lord. However, you had no clue where you could get such books, unless you went to the local bookstore. “Jesus baby, what has you lookin’ like a spring chicken this morning?”
You nearly jumped out of your skin at Elvis’ voice as he walked into the kitchen, where you were currently sitting in front of your morning coffee, hands in your hair—deep in thought. You gave your husband a small smile, taking in his appearance as it seemed he was getting ready to leave for the day. Good, he can leave and I can go find my gift for him. “Oh, it’s nothing, baby. I’m just thinking about the Christmas party next week. We have to get so much done,” You began as you could see his face contort into a smile. 
“There’s nothing to worry about, baby. I have everything handled. You just worry about having my gift ready, sugar. I know you’re gonna knock me off my chair again this year.” Your heart jumped into your throat because you didn’t have his gift yet, but you were indeed going to knock him off of his ass. Once your husband left for his daily duties of being a famous superstar, you went off to find his gift.
Christmas finally made its appearance, you being the first out of the bed as you raced down the stairs. Elvis peeked his head out of the door, clearly scared awake at your abrupt departure from your shared bed. “Baby, what in the hell has gotten into you? You jumped out of the bed like someone lit a match under your ass.” He laughed as he watched you from the top of the stairs. His present had finally come and you were filled with Christmas joy. 
“It came! It came baby, come see what I got you!” Elvis came down soon after, clearly confused about what had you so happy. He wrapped his arms around your waist, pressing his lips to the shell of your ear. “Darlin’, what made you so excited this morning?” You turned around to him, placing a wrapped present in his hands. You had asked them to wrap it with their best wrapping paper and ribbon. Only the best for your Elvis. 
Elvis unwrapped his present, his eyes lightening with joy at the spirituality book that was engraved with both of your signs and initials. Recently, he was becoming more obsessed with spirituality but his schedule was so busy that he didn’t have time to get more books. It may have seemed like something meniscal to the normal people, but he knew that his wife took pride in the little things. One of the main reasons that he married her.
The tears fell from his cheeks as he wrapped his arms around her, pressing his lips to hers in a sweet kiss. “Doll, it may not seem much to you, but I’m truly blessed to have you. How did you know that I wanted this?” You wrapped your arms around his neck as you pulled him into a hug. “I knew how much you were into spirituality lately, so I decided that I would gift you something that was from the heart. I know you have everything already, baby. But one thing that is priceless is your love for the Lord.” 
He pressed his forehead to yours as he sniffled a bit, the emotions at its peak and it wasn’t even noon yet. He reached under the tree to grab one of the presents that he had for you, placing it in your hands. “I’ve waited months for you to see this, baby. I hope you like it.” You giggled, noticing that his boyishness was showing. He always wanted you to like the gifts that he gave you—sometimes to the point that he would offer to return the gift and buy you something that you liked. 
You didn’t waste time on opening the box that was in your hands. It was a necklace that you saw in the store window the other day, but it was engraved with your name and his. You didn’t even know that he knew that you wanted it as he was always gone because of the strenuous schedule that his manager had him doing. You were full of emotions, but nothing would pass your lips. Instead, you pressed your lips on your husband’s sweetly. 
“Merry Christmas, Baby.” Elvis whispered against your lips softly before returning to kissing you. For the remaining day, you were surrounded by family and friends, but it felt like it was only the two of you. He never left your side, wrapping his arms around you and following you like a lost puppy. You were truly in love with this man, lucky to be his. This was a beautiful Christmas indeed. 
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IMAGINE, You and your friend are playing a game which whoever loses would have to propose to a stranger. Story made short-- you lose, your friend laugh his ass off in your misery. You are a person of your word so you went and grab the candy ring that your friend says is the ring for the proposal (still laughing like a lunatic) and went outside to look for the first stranger you see. (So you get this damn game over with.)
Strangely no one is around until you hear someone walking.
"hiiro you better look where you going--"
"it's ok aira--"
You want to kill yourself as you see the first person. A cute tall guy with red messy hair. You felt so bad and cringe to the max you felt you died and revive over and over again. Your mind work fast to think it a sentence as you felt your friend who's recording the whole thing from the window of his house (where you two played the silly game) laughing his off again. But since the other friends of this "hiiro" isn't near yet. This would be great!
"excuse me." You run toward the stranger. "Oh, hello there. What can i--" he stop from his jagging as he stared at you with a wide smile, you felt guilty to your bone. It's not like his going to believe this shit.
"I know it's odd but I have fallen in love with you at first sight. I thought the world was a dark place but your my light in this dark world the moment I see you turn from that corner.... Would you like to be my significant other? I know it's fast development but I can wait too... But I really love you... *Fake tears." You somehow says those with a straight and honest as you can be. You went on your knee to offer a ring, which is a candy ring to him. He look confuse as heck but since your giving him something he accept it. It's food give the dude a break. "Ah... Sure--" he was about to finish his reply but his friend who just walk out of the corner who saw the, sight scream. "Hiiro wait up ---KYAAA A PROPOSAL IN FRONT OF MY SALAD?!" and says some idol shit and bluh bluh you don't understand, probably hiiro think the same as you.
"NVM IM SORRY TO BOTHER YOUU." you quickly run away in embarrassment because someone else sees you did that. You went back to your friend who's haft dead from laughing already in the floor. You kicked his side which made him groan in pain but still laugh as a response.
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"hiiro!! hiiro!!! who is that!!!???" Certain unit leader of alkaloids is being questioned while being shaken by aira Shiratori. They have return back to their dorm as aira need a private room to question this friend of his who have lucks in the world to rain upon him. He have a looks, the talent, the brain. Now a girl who probably his s/o behind their back propose to him in board daylight?!
"nom. Nom. Idk." Hiiro says as he noms the candy ring. He never eat sweets from the city before and it's a good kind too! "They said they "fall in love with me" and want me to be their "significant other" ." he casually says this which made the other two who was watching the scene on their own corner stared at hiiro. " What? Is there something wrong? Sorry I don't understand city people common sense." He added.
"oh my, hiiro is quite the charmer indeed to have those situations to happen to him." Mayoi quietly commented.
"so what's your reply." Tatsumi ask him. He think that it's probably those silly trend with kids those days.
"you don't accept right?" Aira start to shake Hiiro. He don't know if idols are allowed to date or be married in their agency so it's better be safe than being in the bottom of the food chain again.
"... What does that mean if I did?" He innocently ask
"hiiro it mean your going to have to marry them." Mayoi joked even through he knows it's probably a prank. "Significant other mean is asking you to be their wedded partner for life. Husband or legal lover... A partner to start a family..." He added which made things worse.
"oh! I see! I see!" Hiiro eyes suddenly have a determine look as he stood up ready to leave.
"wait wait where are you going!?" Aira and mayoi now worries as they forget hiiro have different common sense than others.
"to my brother!" He says with a determination.
" Ahmm I'm afraid to ask why already... Imsosorryimmadethesituationworse..." Mayoi suddenly went to his corner to grow mushrooms as an idea why hiiro would go to his delinquent of a brother after hearing what he said
"to tell him that I'll bring new addition to our family! Dad would be proud!" He sparkle and shined as he says those, which almost blind mayoi.
"GAHHHH YOUR INNOCENT MIND KILLING MY SOUL " (mayoi)
"HUUUH?????" Aira cannot believe this bitch. And hiiro is gone before he can argue that it's probably a prank or a joke.
...
Hiiro indeed told his older brother about the news, Rinne at first choke on his drink his drinking before he hold a laugh but cant bare to laugh at his cute little brother face as he show him the candy ring he already eaten as proof. His unit mate behind him is laughing silently at hiiro through which made rinne to shoot them a warning look. No one is allowed to laugh at his brother even through he act dumb.
He did what good older brother would say: you have to chase your run away s/o before their old pops die, to bring home!
Which made the already worse misunderstanding worse than it's already is. And that moment you sneeze on your part time job on a local podcast station. You college ask if your fine and you said yes. You don't realize your life won't be fine anymore since that very day.
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A/N am I high when I write this? Yes. Probably
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scribbledghost · 8 months
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Thoughts
Pairing: Neighbor!Agent Whiskey x Reader (no y/n)
Rating: PG
Word Count: 1,186
Warnings: Panic, Intrusive thoughts, angst, hurt/comfort, fluff, reader has OCD
Notes: If you thought the rest of my fics were niche then hoo boy are you in for a ride. Anyway this fic is 100% wish fulfillment and 100000% For Me, I just decided to share it. :)
(Also: I know this technically isn't the recommended method to help someone who has a reassurance-seeking compulsion but shhhhh let me have this okay I'm Going Through It right now)
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Jack’s bleary eyes blink awake at the sound of his ringtone coming from his bedside table. As his eyes and his brain adjust to the waking world, he briefly registers the bright red digital numbers on his clock - it’s two thirty-seven in the morning. He gropes around in the dark and grabs his still-ringing phone, blinking through the offending light when he turns the screen to face him as he thinks something along the lines of someone had better be dyin’. 
Your contact stares back at him.
The angry reaction to being woken up leaves him in record time as he answers; it’s not like you to call so late, after all. In fact, it’s not really like you to call at all. Usually if you need him, you send him a message.
He hears your broken breaths and sniffles before you speak, and he’s instantly upright in bed as he calls your name gently through the phone.
“What is it?” he asks. “What’s wrong?”
“I’m - I’m sorry,” you stutter, and now he’s out of bed and grabbing a shirt off the floor as his mind immediately races to the worse case scenario.
“It’s alright, baby,” he soothes, “just tell me what’s goin’ on so I can help you.”
“It’s late,” you continue, and it’s unclear if you even heard him. “You’ve got work tomorrow and you should be asleep and so should I, but-”
“Hey, hey,” he calls to you, letting himself breathe, if only slightly. It seems your earlier apology was for waking him, not for the reason his mind was telling him.
Thank god.
“It’s okay,” he reiterates softly, “it’s alright. None’a that matters right now. Just tell me what’s got you so worked up, an’ I’ll help you.”
“The - the thoughts,” you say, and your voice breaks as you sob, “they won’t stop. I keep trying to get them to go away a-and they won’t. They keep telling me that something’s wrong, that I’m sick, and I can’t make them stop.”
Jack’s pulling on his boots as you continue.
“...I just want them to stop, Jack.”
Your tiny, vulnerable voice breaks his heart.
“I know, baby,” he says, “them thoughts are lyin’ to you. You’re okay. Just stay on the phone with me for a little bit longer, I’m comin’ to you.”
“You - you don’t have to,” you stutter, but he stops you.
“I know I don’t have to. I want to.”
He’s now grabbed his keys and is out his front door. Thankfully, he lives right next door, so there’s no need for a drive this early in the morning. 
“Almost there,” he says as he crosses your yard and steps up your front porch, taking notice of the dim television light coming from your living room window. Suddenly, he’s thankful you left him a spare key when you went on vacation last month.
You must hear the key in the lock, because the other end of the line goes dead just as he opens your front door.
As he locks the door behind him and toes off his boots, he’s acutely aware that he’s clad in pajama pants and yesterday’s shirt. He’s sure he must be a sight.
But then again, so are you.
Jack spots you on the floor atop a small pallet of blankets and pillows. He’s certain you tried to sleep there when you failed to do so in your bed. The television is on a low volume, and he’s too focused on you to pay much mind to what’s on it. You’re curled in on yourself, arms around your knees and your head ducked low as your shoulders shake with tears.
“Oh, sweetheart.”
He makes his way to you, knees creaking in protest as he sits down beside you and pulls you to him. You continue to cry as he tucks your head beneath his chin and quietly soothes you among comforting words.
“It’s alright,” he says softly, registering how your breathing becomes heavier and more disjointed. You always did tend to cry more when he’d comfort you. “It’s okay. Jack’s here. Jack’s gotcha.”
You continue to apologize in between sobs. Apologize for waking him, apologize for calling him over, apologize for apologizing. He stops you at every turn - he won’t have it. The last thing he wants to do right now is have you feel like you’ve inconvenienced him.
“I just wanna be okay.”
His heart breaks all over again.
“Oh, darlin’,” he sighs as he kisses your forehead. “You’ll be okay. Everythin’s gonna be alright. I promise.”
After a few more minutes, the sobs give way to shaky breathing and sniffles. It appears that the worst has passed, but Jack knows it’s still far from over.
“I tried,” you say softly. “I tried to make it by myself. I know calling for reassurance is a compulsion. But I don’t see my therapist for another week, and I haven’t heard back from the psychiatrist yet about changing my medicine, and I just-”
Jack gently shushes you, bringing a hand up to thumb away the few errant tears that have strayed since he last did so a few seconds ago.
“I know ya tried, sweetheart,” he says. “It’s okay. I ain’t ever gonna be mad atcha for callin’ me for help. No matter what time it is or what I got goin’ on. I promise.”
“I’m just… so frustrated,” you reply. “I know they’re intrusive thoughts and the best way to make them go away is to acknowledge it and not give in to the compulsions. But I… I couldn’t…”
“I know, baby,” he soothes. “You’re tryin’, and that’s a big first step. But you gotta remember, this ain’t gonna go away overnight. I know you want it to, but unfortunately that’s just not how this goes. You’re gonna be okay. It just takes time.”
You pause, the quiet television droning on in the background.
“I’m not goin’ nowhere,” he assures you. “I’m here.”
“...Thank you,” you mutter softly as you lean against him.
“Don’t gotta thank me, sugar.”
Another pause.
“...I think I’m tired.”
“You wanna stay here? Or d’ya want me to take you to bed?” Jack asks.
“In here.”
He maneuvers you onto your pallet, pulling your weighted blanket over you as he grabs another from your couch.
“You don’t have to stay here,” you say as he wriggles down next to you on the floor.
“I know.”
“You can take the couch.”
“I know.”
“Your back is gonna hurt tomorrow.”
“I’ll be fine, baby.”
The back-and-forth continues for a few more minutes until you seem to tire out just enough to turn to him and curl into his chest.
“...Love you, Jack,” you say quietly. He kisses your head in response.
“I love you, darlin’.”
He’s already made up his mind to call in sick to work tomorrow. He’s sure you’ll fight him on it, and he’s even more sure you’ll fight him when he suggests you do the same. But it’s been a heavy night, and you’ll need the rest. 
Either way, he won’t leave you. That, he’s completely certain of.
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