#my ps

[heywoodvirgin]

The only thing I can tolerate listening too these days are the YT Ambient Blade Runner music

The only thing that brings peace to my scrambled brain

#mood #music #my ps #personal

[leilawhittaker]

MMCU + Fic Covers!

Mirror Mirror, an Avengers fic starring Leila Whittaker

ft. Hayden Christensen as Clint Barton and Evan Rachel Wood as Natasha Romanoff

The Other Side of the War, a multi-marvel fic starring Rebecca Barnes

Everybody Else’s Girl, a multi-marvel fic starring Jace Barton

ft. Simon Baker as Ulysses Bloodstone and Gratiela Brancusi as Wanda Maximoff

You’re On Your Own, Kid, a multi-marvel fic starring Jace Barton

Out of the Woods, a Black Widow fic starring Alex Romanoff

Dancing With Our Hands Tied, a Thor: Ragnarok fic starring Alex Romanoff

New York Minute, a Doctor Strange-Spider-Man fanfic starring Saoirse, Aiden and Haven Hendrix

ft. Naomi Scott as OC Sita Strange, Thomas Doherty as Harry Osborn, and Nicola Coughlan as Gwen Stacy

The Lightbringer Legacy, a Defenders fic starring Jezebel Murdock

ft. Andre Dae Kim as Danny Rand and Holland Roden as @notaboutcat's OC and my goddaughter Tessa Nolan

On Each Other’s Team, a fic loosely inspired by Agents of SHIELD starring Riley Branson and Vira Kovaleva

ft. Natasha Liu Bordizzo as Daisy Johnson

Apres Moi, Le Deluge, an Inhumans fic starring Cassia Amaquelin

The Edge of Glory, a Guardians of the Galaxy fic starring Adira Dragozera and Lyra Dash

Sound & Fury, an Ant-Man fic starring Lydia Forbes

BONUS:

Gods and Monsters, a prequel fic going over Leila’s backstory pre-SHIELD

Mirror, Mirror: The Ultimate Guide, aka the wattpad fic I use to post playlists etc

TAGLIST: @arrthurpendragon @notaboutcat (lmk if you'd like to be added!

Credit:

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#my ps #mine #ocappreciation #marvel oc

[savemewattpad]

treasurefam <3

@ocappreciation @arrthurpendragon @notaboutcat

#oc: andi gates #fd: national treasure #fic: beyond seven stars #fc: rachel nichols #national treasure oc #my ps #mine

[nooling]

LOOK I JUST REALLY ENJOY THEIR FRIENDSHIP OK?? You can't tell me they wouldn't hang after their respective personal quests (spawn ending ofc)/emotional breakdowns over their own mortality

EDIT: I forgot to watermark these so now more than ever PLEASE don't repost

#baldurs gate 3 #astarion #astarion ancunin #karlach #bg3 #Karlach 'I could kiss his pointy little face' cliffgate #karlach cliffgate #karlach bg3 #bg3 fanart #my art #I discovered CSP is a lot better than PS for animating #consistent artsyle? I don't know her #I just like their vibes #they seem like they'd be there for each other #maybe karlach just wanted someone to talk at her about absolute nonsense while she processes her own mortality bc that girl needs some help #I JUST REALLY LIKE THESE TWO

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[alistairlowes]

YOUNG ROYALS (2021-2024) - FINAL SCENE

#young royals #young royals spoilers #spoilers #wilmon #young royals edits #it's me my sd netflix my screen rocorder and my pirated ps against this world

[blumineck]

What's the difference between a rogue and bard? Presentation!

If you like this sort of stuff, please go check out the full video on my YouTube! It took me forever to make and I nearly cried about 4 times during the editing/posting process!

And as always, huge thanks to my Patrons for making this stuff possible!

#PS sorry for posting this later here than on other apps #I had to delete a bunch of apps to make room on my phone for the full video #and then I got locked out of my account #but I'm back now baby! #archer #archery #nerd #d&d #dungeons and dragons #fantasy #TTRPG #ranger #rogue #bard #fighter

[stevenrogered]

When this quest is done, can you maybe swing back here and try to get me out of this thing? You think you had to ask? Just making sure.

#pjo #pjoedit #percyjacksonedit #percy jackson #tvedit #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson series #percy jackson spoilers #annabeth chase #thcrin #walker scobell #disneyedit #cinemapix #tuserkaz #pjo tv show #pjo tv series #leah jeffries #mystuff #these kids are wonderful actors #this crashed my ps 4 times lol #1k

[fluffsnake]

hug your local trenchcoat angel today

#this is from a year ago #but I hated it at the time so I don't think I posted it idk??? #either way happy 5th fellas #destiel #deancas #spn fanart #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #destiel fanart #ps I don't particularly like it now but Cas needs all the hugs he can get so #hug his ass #my art

[imanes]

some people are truly off their rocker and i don't want to attribute it solely to shit i see on twitter bc I've heard this irl a few times these past couple of weeks but i did see someone on twitter today questioning why Palestinians have children... why the fuck not? these children are the hope for a better future; they're the continuation of aeons old bloodlines; parents have a right to have kids even under apartheid. what your question suggests is nothing short of eugenics imho and truly completely disconnected from the humanity of Palestinians and their rights to full, dignified lives with choices and possibilities. like imagine being pro-choice until one of these choices is "can i have a child if my people are being ethnically cleansed". so long as there is life there is hope and that isn't just a trite little saying it's a way of existing and resisting.

#ps btw i do not want children of my own and yet i can understand people who want to build #a family despite the challenges they face like it really doesn't take rocket science to guess WHY

[nicolloyd]

what he lookin at me for

#is it even a ninjago season if the bounty isnt destroyed #ps i dont actually think its been 312 days since drs1 part 1 i just counted the days since it was aired lol #ninjago #lego ninjago #lloyd garmadon #ninjago lloyd #ninjago spoilers #dragons rising spoilers #my art

[feyyyd]

paul: mansplain, manipulate, manslaughter feyd: hot damn

#*my gifs #dune #dune part 2 #dune spoilers #duneedit #feyd rautha #paul atreides #feyd x paul #austin butler #timothée chalamet #i do not like how this looks (rip my ps skills) but i had to lol #this is probably the worst thing i ever tried to colour and i come from kpop stage giffing im so sorry

[lieu-rey]

thinking about javier after the gang fell apart...

uhhh some thoughts below⬇️

what javier did between the events of rdr2 and rdr1 has always been in my mind. I just think he was an absolute mess. he wasn't coping with the fact that he not only lost the family he tried so desperately to hold onto, he also realized that he fucked up horrendously, and there's no going back to fix it and the guilt and regret eats at him like nothing else.

he really just. stops taking care of himself, I don't think he cuts his hair short yet but he lets it grow and doesn't care for it like he used to. he doesn't sleep, he never bathes, he drinks and cries when he's alone, he just wanders between cantinas in nuevo paraiso, hoping he stays under the radar of the government.

i like to think something happens that makes him snap out of it, whatever it might be. when he does, his hair is so matted he just ends up cutting it all off with his knife

like those 12 years are something I want to elaborate on bc it's still wild to me that rdr2 javier and rdr1 javier are the same person

#rdr2 #rdr #red dead redemption 2 #javier escuella #red dead redemption #im bonkers over this guy im so serious #i need to sleep its so late rn and i gotta wake up early #2am angst<3 #ps im going back to my roots [using the default pencil brush on firealpaca] #my art

[jess-the-vampire]

i'm losing my mind rn you have no idea

forget the beta luz and amity aus where they're the older siblings of the canon characters, where's my aus about this utter insanity?

#ps i did such a good show accurate hunter how did i do that #anyways the pitch and pilot are driving me insane omfg #the drastic wild changes from design and personality are really what sells it to me #the owl house #toh #toh hunter #the golden guard #golden guard #hunter toh #toh william #prince william #toh pilot #hunter noceda #hunter clawthorne #hunter deamonne #hunter wittebane #toh art #my art

[hellcifrogs]

Sakura week day 2: Teammates - Sasuke's been away for a while and needs to catch up. As always, team 7 loves each other, but also really get on one another's every nerve <3 -> Day 1

#my art #naruto #ffreire art #team 7 #sakura week 2024 #haruno sakura #uzumaki naruto #uchiha sasuke #sai #cant believe i got it done 😭 ps crashed right before i started coloring #and im a dumdum who doesnt save my progress frequently enough

[inkskinned]

what is with men being mad any time a woman raises her voice where did that even come from. someone posted a video of a small electrical explosion, and the top comment was of course the woman screams. the second comment is women try not to scream challenge, level impossible. i had to go back and watch the video again. there is, somewhat fainty, a little gasp emitted off-camera, more of a yelp than a scream. it is mostly lost in the crack of the explosion. afterwards, you hear her voice, shaken, say, are you okay?

i am helping one of my friends train her voice pitch lower, because she wants to be taken seriously at work. she and i do each other's nails and talk about gender roles; and how - due to our appearance - neither of us have ever been able to be "hysterical" in public. we both appear young and sweet and feminine. she is cisgender, and cannot use her natural voice in her profession because people keep saying she appears to be "vapid". we both try to figure out if our purposeful voice lowering is technically sexist. is it promoting something when you are a victim to it?

a storm almost sends a pole through a car window. in the dashcam, you can hear the woman passenger say her partner's name twice, crying out in alarm. she sounds terrified. in the comments, she is lambasted for her lack of calm. how is that even fucking helping?

in high school, i taught myself to have a lower voice. i had been recorded when i was genuinely (and righteously) upset; and i hated how my voice sounded on the phone speakers when it was played back. i was defending my mom, and my voice cracked with emotion. it meant i was no longer winning the argument: i was just shrieking about it.

girls meet each other after a long summer and let out a little joyful scream. this usually stops around 12-14, because people will not tolerate this display of affection (as it has the effect of being passingly annoying). something about the fact that little girls can't ever even be annoying. we are trained to examine each part of our lives (even joy) for anything that could make us upsetting and disgusting. they act like teenage girls are breaking into houses and shrieking you awake at 3 in the morning. speaking as a public school educator: trust me, it's not that bad, you can just roll your eyes and move on. it does not compare to the ways boys end up being annoying: slurs in graffiti, purposefully mocking your body, following you after you said no. you know, just boy things.

there's another video of a man who is not allowed to yell in the house, so he snaps his fingers when he's excited about soccer. the comments are full of angry men, talking about how their brother is unfairly caged. let him express himself and this is terrible to do to someone. eventually the couple has to address it in a second video: they are married with a newborn baby. he was trying not to wake the infant up. there is no comment on the fact women are not allowed to yell indoors. or the fact that it could have been really alarming or triggering for his wife. sometimes i wonder if straight men even like women, if they even enjoy being in relationships with them.

for the longest time, i hated roller coasters because it always felt inappropriate and uncomfortable for me to scream. one of my friends called me on it, said it was unusual i'm so unwilling. i had to go to my therapist about it. i don't like to scream because i was not raised in a safe situation, and raising my voice would have brought unsafe attention towards me. even when i am supposed to scream, it feels shameful, guilty. i was not treated kindly, so i lack a basic form of self-protection. this is not a natural response. it is not good that in a situation of high adrenaline - i shut up about it.

something very bad is happening, i think. in between all the beauty standards and the stuff i've already discussed - this one feels new and cruel in a way i can't quite express. yes, it's scary and silencing. but there's something about how direct it is - that so many men agree with the sentiment that women should never yell, even in an emergency - it feels different.

is the word shriek gendered automatically? how about shrill or screech? in self defense class, one of the first things they tell you is to yell, as loud and as shrilly as you can. they say it will feel rude. most women will not do this. you need to practice overcoming the social pressure and just scream.

most women do not cry out, even when it's bad. we do not report it. we walk faster. we do not make a scene. what would be the point of doing anything else? no matter what we do, we don't get taken seriously. it is a joke to them. an instagram caption punchline. we have to present ourselves as silent, beautiful, captivating - "valuable."

a woman is outside watching her kids when someone throws a firecracker at them. she screams and runs towards her children. in the comments, grown men flock together in the thousands: god. women are so annoying.

#warm up #writeblr #this one has bothered me for a bit #any time a woman does something even passingly annoying we treat it like a fucking crime #hey man. women are allowed to be annoying. everyone forever is allowed to be passingly annoying #as long as they aren't hurting anyone/thing #like u wanna know something? i find it super annoying that men don't wear seatbelts #why arent there thousands of comments on driving videos thats just like : men try not to die in a car crash challenge #''this briefly annoyed me''. okay??????? AND????????????????? go get ur self a cookie and calm down about it #ur not entitled to control other ppl's experiences and emotions just so u can maintain ur own peace #if being briefly annoyed ruins ur whole day! you! need! therapy!!!! #men try not to become immediately angry about nothing challenge: level impossible #ps author is nonbinary. we didn't even get into the gender presentation thing #the fact men think it's SEXY that my voice is on the lower end....