#or whatever. so. i dunno

[chaotictomtom]

this month's rough i might absolutely need to do commissions

#so scary + i immediately get absolutely dog shite at drawing whenever it's a commission #i also can't open commissions for only a few characters i know i'll be comfortable drawing for commissions cos i know i can draw them okay #cos' that's not really how commissions work yknow #duuuude every other week i have this debate in my head it's awfuuuul #i need the money so bad just too much pressuuuuure auuuug #*augh #could try to push through and finish EVERY sketchbook pdfs + the saw and brba pdfs #and hope anyone will be interested :(((((((((( but that's unlikely from how the bear zine and my 1st pdf sketchbook thingy went #aw man #was thinking abt selling prints but isn't that inprint website starting to fuck artists over. by paying them so so late + #aren't they going into bankruptcy and artists should just not get into it and leave it far behind to not get fucked over more #or am i thinking abt another website #same for redbubble deleted my acc way back when they fucked us over once more #aoouuugh i dunno what to do #don't feel like doing a patreon equivalent on kofi cos i already post tons of my drawings on here it wouldn't rlly be more exclusive content #or whatever. so. i dunno #head in hands.

[forecast0ctopus]

not divulging my thoughts on star trek (2009) rn. but this scene is like a cartoon to me

#technically the first star trek film i ever watched. back in 2009 lmao #i was in the third grade so hardly counts #star trek #star trek aos #jim kirk #james t kirk #captain kirk #aos kirk #star trek aos fanart #star trek 2009 #this has been in my drrafts for a month and drawn for like two but. whatever #thougbt maybe id finish the rest of the page. havent yet! maybe later #so if you ever see this guy twice thats why lmao #i have so many wips though so i dunno

[buggachat]

Part 131 of my bakery “enemies” au!

fun fact! I was going to add another panel to the beginning of this part, but my computer kept crashing. so um. pretend something like this is there:

First / Prev / Next / All

Kofi

#ml #miraculous ladybug #miraculous #marinette dupain cheng #marinette dupain-cheng #nino lahiffe #alya cesaire #djwifi #my art #bakery enemies au #im gonna go a day or two without plugging in my tablet to try to see if it's the culprit of the crashes. i dunno #for the record: you can still expect daily uploads. the next ~5 parts are complete as a buffer #and my comic is completely backed up so whatever #but idk why my computer (that literally just got out of an intensive repair where literally every part of it was replaced) is being bitch<3

[vanlegion]

#RVB #rvb #Red vs Blue #dexter grif #Epsilon church #a pinch of salt #But srsly just a joke meme #S19 looks like it's gonna be badass with all those sexy animations #but im still a tiny bit bitter we are gonna lose seasons15-17(18) #it just doesnt make sense to me #so many real moments #and not just with my two favs but with others as well #Red Team never gets nice things like Plot Advancement #i have an idea for an art piece and i need to get it out asap #my biggest hope is perhaps whatever happens doesn't happen right away. . . and after they win the fight they still party #like a calm before the shitstorm #they win #they party #then maybe everyone leave chorus? #THEN things go sideways? #Dunno... but we'll see soon enough #PS Yes I know Donut was also like the Duotagonist for 15-17 #which again #Red Team Problems ; u ;

[front-facing-pokemon]

#trapinch #i knew this one was gonna be good. no eyes. no mouth. just trapinch #pov. you are about to be bitten. or something like that. i think trapinch has a pretty interesting typing but it's mostly just because #i like ground- and rock-types that aren't. made out of rocks or whatever. i dunno if it actually has a dragon typing until it hits vibrava #okay it doesn't it's just a ground-type. but ground/dragon is interesting. i'm always surprised vibrava isn't a bug-type but it is still #interesting. imo. bug/dragon. 4x weakness to ice my belovèd #want the same downside as all the dragon/flying types for no reason? ground/dragon is your typing! garchomp typing i think #technically garchomp is dragon/ground as opposed to ground/dragon but no one pays attention to the order of types #except for Me… in my pmd ttrpg i talked about yesterday to me and like two weeks ago to you guys #anyway i'm hungry so i'm gonna go queue up vibrava. their eyes are a bit messed up so forgive e

[tangledinink]

ninja turtles are here for projecting and processing grief, apparently.

i've seen lots of 'the death of future donnie' comics, most recently ofc being from @somerandomdudelmao (i went back and forth abt tagging but then decided i would, because this is directly their fault, /pos) and then, of course, all the fan content that was made in response to said comic... and i love seeing so many people make so much awesome work! but it's also really fucking sad.

so often in the real world, there are no goodbyes, no dying in the arms of a loved one, no heroic sacrifices, there's just... death. people just die and it sucks. especially because in real life there's also no cool storyboarder assuring you that there's gonna be a happy ending and you'll see them again. and so it's like... then what?

i dunno. i was just sad about it for a while, and i wasn't really sure what to do with that, but i guess this is my answer. sometimes you don't get to say goodbye or hold them when they leave you, and you dunno if you'll get to see them again. but you can still have the mark they left on the world and hang onto that. because no matter what, once upon a time, they were there, and you remember. other people probably do, too.

#this isnt really fan content so im probably not justified but whatever #directly inspired direct answer #i dunno why this is getting me so bad but for a while now I've just been like #damn death SUCKS bro i miss my dad and my twin #and im absolutely surrounded by content of ppl being like “NO LEO HIS TWIN HOW CAN HE BE W/O HIS TWIN” #and im like #YEAH WHAT A NIGHTMARE HAVING UR TWIN DIE-- #lmao #anyway this is really messy and loose but i just wanted to make it #and get it out of my head #and be done with it #idk #rottmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt bad future #rottmnt bad timeline #rottmnt donnie #disaster twins #rottmnt movie #f!leo #f!donnie #grief #death #the death of donnie #tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #fidgetwing #rottmnt apocalypse #rottmnt april #sibling death

[only-lonely-www]

So basically ATLA brain rot has hit me like a truck

#atla #avatar the last airbender #zuko #toph beifong #what happened was I was forced to watch the live action #which is actually pretty good if you get past the first few episodes #and if you don’t have someone in your ear telling you it’s awful the whole time #first episode is definitely the weakest and that’s 50% gran gran’s fault #aang and katara are also pretty flat but whatever #sokka’s good and zuko’s fantastic actually #they did goof on a few things but overall I think it’s a fun time #just don’t expect it to be as good as the cartoon and you’ll be okay #ANYWAY it got me missing toph #so i rewatched the blind bandit episode #and then wound up watching the entirety of books 2 & 3 in a few days #and now I’m brain rotted #which is especially weird considering when I first watched it I was like #yeah that was good! and then never thought about it again #i dunno what changed but i need help it’s taking over my life #wanted to draw Sokka too but he looks hard to draw #and i had enough trouble with these two #maybe someday #sorry for rambling in the tags goodbye

[brainrotisseriechicken]

pirate au able thingy

(couldn't fit in her markings without overloading the piece/covering up my rendering which i am Very proud of but atleast some of them r there if u squint rlly hard )

#scp 076 #scp #scp foundation #scp fandom #scp fanart #fanart #illustration #the hands barely perceptible because that angle is hard as shit to paint ok #i wasnt using any references for anything because i was stubborn and i might just die from a nervous attack if i did #she/her able #dunno how to feel about this one but its postable so ehh #whatever

[aroaceleovaldez]

in honor of me being unable to draw right now, have these doodles from the other month i guess

#pjo #riordanverse #nico di angelo #will solace #jason grace #solangelace #< is that the ship tag for these three i Do Not Know #percy jackson #< he's here too i guess #my art #dunno how to do image IDs on browser yet if you can so descriptions in captions #also if anyone's curious about my shipping opinions it's Whatever's Funniest. hope that helps

[treasureplcnet]

btw i love revenge stories i dont think anyone should ever move on peacefully. a bit obsessed with the way weissman went to the synagogue and rabbi and asks, "my choices killed a child. would god take mercy on someone like me?" and the rabbi says "it's not god's mercy you should look for. its the child's" and like you think that would spur this man into charitable activities and to maybe look out for orphans but instead he goes on a 24 hour revenge bender that ultimately ends in two revenge killings and his own death. what's better than righteous anger and wrath and love twisting someone into the worst but also a truer version of themselves <3

#like im not even reaching here. (sort of am. whatever) #rabbi goldstein essentially goes 'think of esther. you need to be a man she would take mercy on. be someone she can forgive' #and it takes all of 10 minutes for karl weissman to decide yeah ok what i need is double homicide #do i think esther would have wanted revenge in her name. dunno. maybe. #she is 11 and very much the victim of this story. maybe she would have wanted karl to just live. kids are cruel and kind in that way #but to be fair this is esther 'fuck with me and you'll hang like a dog' jankovsky #so im willing to believe she was rooting for him #also the immediate choice to make elias suffer by shooting his leg (? maybe arm) before actually killing him #i dont know. the deliberate cruelty right after he visits the synagogue. an act of defiance. giving himself up after its done. it gets me #i love . I LOVE REVENGE :) GREATEST PLOT POINT EVER!!!!!!!! #sorry everyone about the bodies thoughts. i have no idea how long this is going to last #bodies netflix #karl weissman

[vse-kar-vem]

everybody's waiting at the ball 👁️🪩💡🌟🕯️

#FOR YOU TO SHINEEE LIKE A LIGHTHOUSE AFTER ALLLLLL~~~ #joker out #bojan cvjetićanin #kris guštin #jan peteh #jure maček #nace jordan #thank you to eryka c28hunter for helping w my chronic inability to draw jan peteh !!!! 🥰🥰 #sorry this design is so cliched and overdone #whatever #THE NEW SONG???? OH MY GOD? they weren't kidding about it being different and its grown on me so much #i've been looping it on and off over the past two days and OUGh the vocals at the end always hit i dunno #hope that guessing at their outfits paid off btw some (kris & nace) were easy some (jan and bojan) i had to spot in the background #AND JURE'S i had to base off a single dim bts photo WHERE HIS BACK IS FACING THE CAMERA 😭 #anywayz ..... half term hw am i right ! have to get started on that #joker out fandom is sooo lucky i am in school otherwise it would be over for everyone 100% #my art

[saxandviolins88]

"She'll run out of time before she accepts she's out of sync" Out of Sync - Devo

#transformers idw #transformers #constructicons #prowl #i ain't tagging all these bitches sorry #Call me a fake fan or whatever lol #bruh I love devo so fcking much y'all aren't even capable of understanding #maccadam #constructiprowl #if you squint #will I ever draw real constructiprowl? dunno

[focsle]

I hate websites I hate managing websites so much. I'm always clenching my fists waiting for the day GTW completely breaks. I just wanna draw comics man.

#the plugin I'm using has been unsupported for years #and I'm like...waiting for the axe to fall #it seems like the only one being regularly updated is one that caters more to the webtoon kind of format #and the second I read about how to integrate things my eyes glaze over I HATE computers #Dunno how they work...don't want to fuck with things lest my shoestring whatever completely collapses #so I just cross my fingers and hope nothing catastrophic happens #god i wish i could apply to hiveworks or something #I could look into transitioning to comic fury or something but that just...I don't want to start over again #I just want something that's Actually Fuckin Supported but i guess the nature of technology is it'll never be stable for more than 10 years

[toxi-works-at-culvers]

@maip--macrothorax sent to the seaside for his health

#i dunno how i feel about how it turned out but i dont feel like fuckin with it anymore so WHATEVER #asks #my art #digital art #artists on tumblr #artwork #illustration #drawing #artistsupport #fnaf #five nights at freddys #fnaf fanart #henry emily #fnaf henry emily

[front-facing-pokemon]

#oh‚ look! another pokémon that people are extremely normal about and could never be strange about! #pheromosa #pokémon that look like women with hourglass figures and huge eyelashes. not to mention that this one is supposed to be an alien #dunno why we need it to be. like. this #but fine #for these i WAS looking at the USUM alola pokédex for the order. to make sure i didn't miss regional forms. and i'm realizing now that #in the USUM pokédex‚ blacephalon and stakataka come before pheromosa and buzzwole #but bulbapedia says the national pokédex lists all the ultra beasts in a different order #so i'm just here hoping that the previous entries of the usum dex didn't happen to not align with the national pokédex #they usually do‚ in my experience. whatever order new-gen pokémon are in in the regional pokédex‚ they typically appear in the same order #in the national pokédex. this is just. a weird exception‚ for some reason. who knows why‚ but if the ultra beasts end up a tiny bit out #of order‚ i apologize

[derpiedoxie]

A maniacal boi!

He sees that you’re not sleeping, naughty naughty~

#I drew sun and immediately after moon got jealous and possessed me to draw him so here we are #I changed the colour of the frills and bows and took the sleeves away AGAIN for whatever reason #Krita crashed while drawing this #cries #thank god for autosave #this drawing was also an excuse to use really dark shading and red highlights #dunno why but they’re so fun to do #fnaf #fnaf security breach #fnaf moon #fnaf sb #moondrop #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddy's security breach #fnaf daycare attendant #daycare attendant #fanart #digital art #security breach