#seventeen is therapy

[i-wanna-getbetter]

19th September 2023

#study blog #study hard #studyblr #studyblr community #studying #bujoblr #bujo #bullet journal #seventeen is therapy #seventeen #study with me #study #study aesthetic #study habits #study inspiration #study motivation #study notes #studyinspo #study tips

[soldrawss]

You hurt them like they’re nothing (Oh, oh)

#my art #TOH #toh hunter #the owl house #toh spoilers #ok LISTEN #before i draw a bunch of soft stuff for the new ep #let me get this out of my system because i've been WAITING FOR THE NEW OUTFIT TO DROP #No more sad hunter #gimmie RAGEFUL hunter #Give me a hunter that is so vindictive and angry at the trauma and abuse he endured growing up #give me a hunter that FIGHTS BACK #Of course i want this boy to go through a process of healthy healing and grieving and growing up #not being fueled by any sort of revenge agenda #but BEFORE HE GETS THERAPY #I want him to absolutely LOSE his entire shit at least ONCE #and (rightfully so) #break Belos's nose even more #i want him to just get one good punch in #song insp was SEVENTEEN GOING UNDER by sam fender #because the vibes were delicious

[jjunhui]

self indulgent seventeen gifs: [ 1/∞ ]

#*250 #*350 #*500 #*750 #seventeen #the8 #minghao #svtcreations #hourlyminghao #uservince #userfairy #shuaria #userzaynab #userbbie #svtdaily #svtsource #i require therapy #:) yeah #a.gif

[maxsix]

#choi seungcheol #scoups #seungcheol #svt #seventeen #svt scoups #seventeen scoups #yes good yes very good #yes i'm going feral and i don't know what kind of therapy can help me now

[bunabi]

I think leliana wrote that last message. Cool that she follows your blog

I'm honored

also sorry @ Leliana for saying I'd eat barbequed nugs like popcorn

#I was overwhelmed by the Yummy Tummy spirit (Hunger Demon) #but the templars made me all better (hit me with shields and swords for seventeen consecutive hours) #I even got free cognitive behavioral therapy (rite of tranquility) #I will be making a hefty donation to the chantry for their help (they robbed me) #replies

[girlwiththeheadphones]

“all i wanted was to be someone worth your time” // on distant older brothers and mourning the memories you never made.

The Haunting Of Hill House

Stranger Things

X

Madds Buckley

The Edge Of Seventeen

X

Original Artwork By Josi McPherson (editor unknown)

The Chicks

#web weaving #older brothers #sibling issues #brother issues #distant older brother issues #older brother issues #siblings #stranger things #max mayfield #the edge of seventeen (2016) #the edge of seventeen #can you tell i spoke about my brother in therapy today and this was my way of coping

[mari-reads]

okay but enemies to lovers au! with woozi where he has to work with another producer/composer/songwriter who is seemingly unorthodox and laid back about the music making process which really bothers woozi, who have such reverence and fixation to working 24/7 on his craft, but what’s even more annoying is that they are actually super talented. woozi can’t help but develop an annoyed admiration as they show their sincere side to the craft, their spark and passion when in the zone makes his heart restless, and he sees that they have actually similar levels of perfectionism and attention to detail,,,but they live by the motto that you need to let go and live life to be able to create, and yeah writing about life and love as you observe it is cool but to live and feel it is the greatest muse,,, woozi makes a mental note to himself that the bpm of his heart when sitting next to them is definitely inspiring something in him

#I had to get this out my head even if it’s in the most word vomit form possible #like him and yoongi talking so passionately had me thinkingggggg #woozi #seventeen scenarios #woozi svt #svt #im trying to actively practice a no self cringe lifestyle so here’s my exposure therapy #ps if you’re a writer writer pls use this to write an actual story with dialogue pacing and all that good stuff I can’t be bothered with #just tag me

[dreamlogic]

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#chronic blogging #shit chat #well at this point both of my parents (who i inherited my Just Tough It Out streak from) have #upon hearing how bad my post-hysterectomy pain has been #told me 'umm no you need to go see someone.' and 'please just go to urgent care i will pay for it if your insurance won't.' respectively #haunted by the ghost of my right ovary (sharp stabbing pains & debilitating muscle spasms around the incision site) #it's been 1.5 years since surgery and it's getting worse not better #at my 1mo post op i was like 'hey right side hurts a lot worse & the incision seems really wonky & off-center. thoughts?' #they said it was nothing to worry about give it time i might still be feeling pain up to 6mo post op #sooo 8mo post op contact surgeon again 'hey remember that thing i mentioned? yeah still hurts bad enough i struggle to walk sometimes' #she says eeehhh maybe you developed pelvic floor dysfunction or always had it and surgery made it worse. read this book & do some stretches #book stretches & muscle relaxers helped for a bit so i just carried on but it was not improving in fact becoming more persistent #lil over a year post op contact surgeon like 'HEY do not ignore me i am in an amount of pain that is NOT NORMAL and you WILL see me' #drive 1+ hrs for her to poke at me for ~10 minutes ignore most of what i was saying and determine it's just muscle spasms do more stretches #said physical therapy MIGHT help if i did it 2x monthly for at least 6mo. which would've involved commuting over an hour during the workweek #no THANK you i'll just keep doing my stupid stretches. and the thing is. #the stretches ARE helping. i feel my overall balance/flexibility/stamina improving #but that by contrast is making the STABBING PAINS WHERE MY RIGHT OVARY USED TO BE all the more obvious #'oh it's just muscle spasms' well why the FUCK are my muscles spasming around THIS SPOT EXCLUSIVELY for SEVENTEEN MONTHS STRAIGHT #i have essentially no pain on my left side at all. i feel overall just fine & dandy but i am convinced there is something #like. very seriously wrong on the right side causing this #and yeah if my surgeon won't listen to me maybe i will check myself into urgent care and demand an ultrasound #(which btw i asked for during my last visit & she told me it was unnecessary & to fuck off) #but now the two people who instilled me with a very deep mistrust for the medical industry #and from who i learned from via a lifetime of observation how to dissociate from chronic pain in order to function #are telling me 'yeah no this is bad you need a DOCTOR.' umm. i probably need a doctor. #was talking w/ E last night about degrees of pain & like. avg day is like 4-6 on a 0-10 scale. good days 2-3. #i don't consider calling out from work unless it's like an 8 or higher cause i'm just so used to it. #i'm sick of it. so fucking bored with being in constant pain. i want my life & energy back. i want a personality beyond Oh Just Tired back. #i wanna be able to enjoy touch again with immediately hitting overstimulation threshold due to pain.

[ontowanderlust]

Manliligaw

PROMPT. When Yoon Jeonghan gets rotated as this month’s Decking Officer, no secrets will remain safe. 😌🤭

PAIRING. ?/Physical therapist!reader; Platonic! Yoon Jeonghan/Reader; Work spouses!Jeonghan/Reader

TAGS. Physical therapist!Yoon Jeonghan; Physical therapist!Reader; Colleagues; Work spouses; Slice of life; Random events; No plot in the works talaga; Blossoming relationship?; Self indulgence

GENRE. Crack/Humor

NOTES. *Deep breaths* lezzgo. Okay soooo hi! Ngayon lang uli ako nakapaglapag ng postings hehe. Tbf, daming hanash ang nangyari sakin so mej naging busy lang. Actually meron akong sinusulat na one shot pero di pa siya tapos kaya eto na lang muna. Just a bit of a backstory, random musings lang to with dearest Cel tas sabi ko sige gawan ko ng mini stories so tadaaa. May isa pa akong idea pero gagawin ko na lang siya kapag may inspo na uli ako. 😌 Self indulgent lang din talaga tong au na ‘to kasi onti na lang mukhang masisiraan na ako ng bait. 🥲

TERMINOLOGY. DECKING OFFICER: one who’s in charge of setting the patient’s schedule aka Scheduler. Kung baga, sila may hawak ng oras ng lahat ng therapists and ng patients. Masarap kaibiganin kasi sila usually nagddecide kung anong klaseng patient ang makakasalamuha mo for the day. ENDORSE: kapag walang available na therapist at saktong vacant ka, expect mo sa’yo ibibigay ang patient na yan. Usually, nagagamit yan kapag bagong sulpot yung patient. Yung akala nila okay lang mag walk in anytime. 🥲

🏷️. @moonwonuu (tagging cause why not di ba?)

#seventeen filo smau #seventeen x reader #seventeen #seventeen smau #svt filo smau #svt x reader #seventeen yoon jeonghan #seventeen jeonghan #svt yoon jeonghan #svt jeonghan #seventeen jeonghan filo smau #mini series feat. jeonghan ng physical therapy department #na narotate sa pagiging decking officer

[tilda-rothery]

Today is hard, tomorrow will be harder.

I was fine until you smiled at me, a photo behind the glass.

Grief is neverending.

You are always with me, but you are never around.

Are you proud of me?

I have work, I don't want to cry.

I need a minute

#seventeen years #im an adult now #grief - the invisible tattoo on my heart #feeling all the feelings today #writing is therapy

[i-wanna-getbetter]

7th May 2023

My mind is a mess, but I'm trying my best.

#study blog #study hard #studyblr #studyblr community #studying #exams #new studyblr #study #study aesthetic #study space #exam study #seventeen #seventeen is therapy #Spotify #study motivation #study notes #mock tests #productivity #studyinspo #studyspiration #studystudystudy #studygram

[helianthusamoenus]

It’s baffling when I realize that the shadow was me all along. The angry voice who wants to see my loved ones suffer so they knew what I went through, the fearful voice who shrieks whenever I dare to do something, the voice who sneers at the minimal demonstration of needing space, begging to not be forgotten or abandoned, wasn’t really a shadow who loomed with its one eye watching me. She was a teenager, enraged version of myself wanting to escape, run and make justice for all the things she repressed her anger for. She’s the one who screams at anyone daring to not reply to my texts, the one who has no patience left, who is sobbing to grab someone’s hand. It’s shocking to let the ‘you’re your own worst enemy’ thought really, really sink in and internalize it. It’s hard to accept that I’m trying to make amends with her, the one who wants me to take revenge on everything and everyone for her cruel stories. She fights with me, and I don’t want to relent, but isn’t it heartbreaking that the darkest part and the most toxic side of oneself has to fight with you sometimes in order to live instead of surviving?

#self introspection #random introspection #introspection #is this a rant #healing #the mortifying ordeal of being known #i’m so tired #shadow ego etc etc #my angry voices have seventeen years and are done w everybody’s bullshit #omori was my therapy in 2021 and this came out of it #aubrey protector #been feeling heavy these days #it’s called anxious attachment girl suffering over an avoidant attachment friend #i am my own worst enemy

[pocketramblr]

I love titles that have double meanings, like yeah it's Yumi and a dude who paints Nightmares, but it's also Yumi and this artist who is himself kinda a nightmare

#lowercase nightmare mind you. but nightmare nonetheless #the utter tragedy of being a nineteen year old without access to therapy who was once something even worse: a seventeen year old #but really Painter nails that. i cold close my eyes and know exactly where he'd sit among my students. #ugh and when it clicks why he did That. head in my hands.

[maxsix]

#mingyu #kim mingyu #seventeen #well......................o...k #if he was afford to get his AP watch wet #he can afford my therapy bills

[agnesandhilda]

who doesn’t have childhood trauma. genuinely

#bolo speaks #I was being screened for therapy and the lady asked me if I had childhood trauma and I said no but I do have teenage trauma and she said #that that counts bc I'm nineteen and Haven't Been Around That Long and. well it's something to think about #I feel like a decent number of things about me are contextualized knowing The Incident happened when I was seventeen

[ashmp3]

My little sister asked me to work out with her and to make her a plan and i was like sure… you can pay me by watching gose with me 🤷🏼‍♀️ And she said Okay. Another successful business transaction.

#when i do her nails she also watches gose with me as a thank you and she likes it so ……. win win for both #i get therapy and gose she gets free nails/gym plan and spending time with her super awesome sister and seventeen. #tt