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#she was like can i show you something ^_^didnt wait for an answer came over and started showing me some video that was like Dont talk abt
nomaishuttle · 6 months
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girl im so sick of sarahs shit i font get what her fucking deal is
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sophswritingthings · 5 months
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hear me out… emotionally constipated mizu with an EVEN MORE emotionally constipated reader.
think mizu is bad? pfft— boy, have u met reader? i just wanna read abt mizu awkwardly trying to pull the first move on reader / initiate contact.
pairing: mizu x fem!emotionally distant!reader
warning(s): swearing
a/n: PFTTT I CAN JUST IMAGINE MIZU BEING LIKE “SHIT WHAT DO I DO SHE DOESNT FUCKING ANSWER TO ANY OF MY FLIRTING?? I LITERALLY PUSHED HER AGAINST THE WALL AND IT DIDNT WORK? THAT USUALLY WORKS??? FUCK???”
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you had been sitting across from her, settled comfortably on your seat as you ate your food. her eyes watched you carefully behind her glasses.
you were beautiful. gorgeous, even. the way the sun hit your brown eyes just right, or reflected an almost blue ray against your black hair.
she loved it, and yet you didn’t seem to really want to talk to her—and when you did, you had a stone cold expression on your face. she could be the same way, yes, but she really liked you. and she really wanted to tell you.. or do something with you—but she was so afraid of fucking up with you, she couldn’t even try.
so, instead, she looked from afar.
she looked from afar and she waited for the day maybe, just maybe, you would come to your senses and actually talk to her.
but for now, she’d wait.
a few days later, mizu and you were sitting next to one another—sat at a puppet show on tanabe island that ringo had dragged you both to. you seemed to light up at the idea, the most emotion she’d seen a while—so she went along with it anyway. maybe she’d be able to make some sort of move.
and that was her thought, right now.
she was sitting next to you, her legs crossed. your knees were pressed against one another’s, the closest she thought either of you had ever gotten to each other. 
your hand was rested on your knee. it looked so soft and small.. it’d fit in her hand so perfectly.
but trying to grab it would probably get her punched. or stabbed. 
yet she thought.. you were kind of worth the risk.
her hand was twitchy, shaking and stumbling her way closer to yours. she placed her hand overtop of  yours, feeling your hand twitch.
you looked up at her, your eyes wide as the moon, she was sure.
“is this…” she mumbled, “alright?”
“its—“ you cleared your throat, blushing as you adverted your gaze. “y-yes, it’s fine.”
she nodded slowly. she let pulled her hand back, only for a moment, flipping your hand over and placing her palm against yours. it was warm, and god it just made her stomach flutter.
her thumb rubbed against the top of your knuckles, glancing at it every so often. she felt your grip tighten against her, as if you were holding on for dear life.
you shifted a little closer to her, resting your forearm against hers. your head slowly came down, resting against her shoulder. you were snuggling up to her.
you were.. snuggling up to her?
she felt like she was dreaming. she damn well may be.
she didn’t care, though. dream or not, she had you close to her. and though she wasn’t one for expressing feelings.. she couldn’t help but do it with you. especially because you weren’t very good at it, either. you didn’t enjoy doing it, it was obvious.
neither did she. but you two could figure it out.
she was willing to try. and it seemed like you were, too.
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a/n: pathetic girl failure when it comes to feelings
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crybyemissamericanpie · 3 months
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Academic rivals - Coriolanus Snow x fem!reader (PT,1)
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needed to put the story in 2 parts cause I wrote too much, and i cannot change first or anything, idk my tumblr is acting weird
TW: Mentions of death
Coriolanus Snow and Y/n Y/l, the top students of the academy,for years now. They didn't really hate each other,they just like a challenge, and with the hunger games coming up and both of them going to be mentors soon enough, the adrenaline just grew
Everybody is seated in the class room, the teacher calls the names out for the student then tells them their score and their grade "Coriolanus snow,99%, A as usual" The teacher says as she looks at Coriolanus with a small smile putting the paper in front of him, as she walks back she reads out"Y/n Y/l-"The teacher stops, as if she is double checking her reading"29%, F"Says the teacher, the small shock and disappointment in her voice could be heard as the students eyes light up and immediately look at y/n in silence, she puts the paper down in front of herShe looks down at it and the teacher goes on to say the other grades.
She starres at the F, with her head down the entire class until the bell rang, and Coriolanus came over to her desk as the last student left too"Didn't expect that" Coriolanus says, as he looks over her shoulder, his eyes observing her paper
They were academic rivals of course, but after all they've known each other since babies, they hid in the dark days together, and when the tests disappear they can real be friends
"So didnt i"she says, her eyes not moving from the paper, blinking a few times as her eyes feelt like it was burning a hole through the score and the grade next to it
"Is there a reason?why this was so bad?"Coriolanus asks, he knows there is no such a thing that y/n wouldn't study or didn't remember the test, he knows that something is on her mind
"The games"she says, her mind running off. She speaked her truth, no matter if Coriolanus would take adventage of her weakness, making her think about the game more so she would be humiliated at the next test again
The games, it was the 10th game of the Capitol putting kids in an arena, then watch them fight to stay alive for their own enjoyment, or 'to remember what has the districts done' at the rebellion, it was stupid
"Stressed?"he asks,Coriolanus himself didn't know what to think of the games, he thought it was smart that they used it to show power, that they are still stronger than the districts no matter what
"Scared"She replied,the only thing scary wasn't just to watch kids fight to death but that she might get attached to her tribute and what if they can't win after all its 1 vs 23 , expect if they make allies, but either a disease, thirst, hunger, poison or a tribute is gonna kill them no matter what, it was cruel
"You're too smart to be scared about that,it haven't even begun"Coriolanus point out, that makes Y/ns head turn"yeah I don't even know which kid do I have to see die" She barks at him, frustrated a bit
"And..-and what if your tribute won?"Coriolanus tries to make this more positive"still gives them trauma"She replies as her eyes stares into his, as she observes him a bit more
Was he gorgeous, she thought, he was always fine, his blonde curls, his blue eyes,kissable red lips, he could steal anyone's heart in a heartbeat, oh but was he clueless, she thought again, he was always like every capitol born, agreeing with everything the Capitol does, even when not saying it out loud she knows. But he isn't like the Capitol themselves, yet.
Coriolanus sighs giving up to fight for his own opinion and to make it a bit happier, he straightens up a bit, fixing his red uniform"I'll see you later"says Coriolanus, not even waiting for her answer, he walks out of the room, leaving her alone in the cold classroom
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bridgyrose · 11 days
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The Ever After doubles as something of an afterlife. There are characters based on people Team RWBY (and Neo) knew who previously died, though they're not really the same.
(This will be a fun idea)
Ruby took a few, slow, deep breaths as she paced around the forest she and her team were in. The Ever After. They couldnt possibly be in a place that was written about in a fairytale. It was all supposed to be make believe, a story designed to help young kids figure out the world around them. “R-right, the… the Ever After. And we’re… sure this is where we are?” 
“I figured you’d be much more excited about this,” Yang said as she put a hand on Ruby’s shoulder. “Like a dream come true.” 
“We need to find a way out,” Ruby said as she started to walk forward. Find a way out, find a way back to Remnant, to Vacuo. Be the hero, the one who would stop Salem… all of it on her. Not that she had any idea on how to stop Salem. Ozpin didnt have a plan, she didnt know where to start with trying to find out a way to stop her, Yang was still missing her prosthetic, Atlas was gone… 
“Gah!” Ruby yelled out as she slammed a fist into a tree. She panted as she watched her hand shake, a sprinkle of rain came down onto her along with a crack of thunder overhead. Her head still reeled with the thought of being told Penny was dead. 
“Ruby,” Penny’s voice called out in almost an echo. “Ruby!” 
Ruby nearly perked up and looked out in the direction she heard the voice. “Little, you said there’s a village down this way, right?” 
“Yes, there is,” Little answered. “Should be where Jinxy is and where we can find Yang’s arm.” 
“Great! Then we need to start-” 
Weiss frowned and put up a glyph to stop Ruby from rushing off. “We still dont even know how far that village is. We cant run off and expect to find it.” 
“Weiss is right,” Blake said. “We still dont know how everything is laid out or if the village is that close.” 
Ruby frowned and looked around the glyph for a moment and towards a bridge in the distance. “I heard Penny! She’s down here!” 
“Penny’s dead.” Weiss sighed and dropped her glyph. “I know you want her to be down here, but I watched her die.” 
“I know you said she’s dead, but… I really heard her voice.” Ruby took a few steps down the path, her voice cracked as she spoke again. “M-maybe it works differently if she died in that space. Maybe she really did end up down here.” 
“She might have a point,” Yang said. “I mean, we ended up down here too, right? So what’s to say that anyone else who died up there didnt end up down here too?” 
Ruby smiled a bit and started to run down the path. “I’ll race you guys there!” 
“Wait Ruby!” Weiss called out. “Slow down!” 
Ruby used her semblance to rush down the path and across the bridge, her heart pounded at the thought of seeing Penny again, to feel the warmth of her touch, to finally tell her exactly how she felt. Far too many words had been left unsaid for far too long and now she could finally have the chance to say them to her. To finally come out and to tell her-
“And here we have a fine ruby, great for decoration!” Penny’s voice said. 
Ruby stopped at the edge of the village, a blush across her cheeks as she looked out towards the denizens and the cart they surrounded. And there stood Penny, or at least a puppet like doll that looked like Penny who stood next to a racoon. But it had to be Penny. She sounded just like her, her emerald green eyes sparkled in the sun just like they did when she first met her in Vale, no doubt it was her.
With a deep breath, Ruby walked over to join the crowd and watched as one of the denizens grabbed the ruby that Penny had been holding. A small smile crossed her lips for a brief moment as she watched Penny grab the next item for auction. 
“And here we have a pretty black bow,” Jinxy said as they motioned for Penny to show off the item to the crowd. “For this rare object, I’ll part with it for the small price of… one’s first kiss.” 
Ruby froze for a moment as she caught a good look at the bow, recognizing it as the bow that Penny had worn. The green power symbol that held the bow together was all too familiar of the one that Penny had worn. She slowly started to raise her hand, just for the chance to talk to Penny once more. 
“And sold to the girl in red!” Jinxy said as they pointed to Ruby. “My assistant will take your payment.” 
Ruby slowly walked up to Penny, her heart pounded in her chest as the world almost seemed to come to a stop. Here she was, ready to tell Penny exactly what she had been wishing to tell her for weeks, for months. And now, she was going to kiss her. 
Once she reached the top of the stairs, she smiled as she looked into Penny’s eyes. “Penny, I’m glad I found you again.” 
“Penny?” Penny said as she cocked her head a bit. “My name is Penelope. But I am afraid I do not know who you are.” 
Ruby froze for a moment as she took another look at the Penny in front of her, her fingers shook as she gently reached for the bow. “But you’re… you’re Penny. We were friends.” 
“I think I would remember someone like you in my life. But, I can not say I remember much from my ascension. Jinxy found me a couple days ago and offered to let me be here since my purpose is to help those around me. And you still owe us payment for the bow. Unless… unless you do not have a first kiss you can give.” 
Ruby felt her heart shatter the longer she looked at Penny. Every facet of her was the woman she had grown to know in Atlas over the last few weeks, the same friend she had made all the way back in Vale. And yet, sitting right in front of her, was someone that she didnt know anymore. The Penny she had known was gone, and in replacement was the Penny that was here as part of the Ever After. 
Jinxy let out a sigh and put a hand on Ruby. “I’m afraid we’ll have to sell the bow off to the next person if you cant make the payment. Maybe there’ll be another item that you can make a payment for.” 
Ruby slowly nodded and turned to walk off the stairs. Her legs shook with each step, her heart felt like it was going to pound right out of her chest as it tightened up with each breath, even the words she had wanted to say wouldnt leave her lips. And yet, all she could do was get herself back to the crowd to join her team who had just arrived and listen to Penny’s voice. 
“Sorry about that everyone,” Penny had said as she pulled out the next item. “We will auction the bow again, but for now, the next item will be this golden scepter!” 
“All for the price of a hug!” Jinxy added. 
“Everything okay, Ruby?” Yang asked. 
Ruby shook her head and went back to watching the auction. “No. Lets… lets find your arm and then find our way out. We have friends waiting for us.”
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lqfiles · 2 years
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— kisses 4 2 , haechan
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— synopsis ; game night at your friend's house takes a turn as you find yourself in a room with the hottest guy you’ve known all your life and what you could’ve only imagined seems to come true.
pairing — haechan x reader
genre — best friends to lovers, fluff, slight angst.
warnings — some innuendo, truth or dare game.
a.n ; 2 BADDIES 2 BADDIES 1 PORSCHE!
wc — 1.7k
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"how much longer are you going to take?" a deep voice spoke right next to your ear. you yelped and almost dropped the cans of pepsi you had struggled to hold onto. "what the fuck? what is your problem hyuck?" you asked with frantic eyes looking at the cans that could've been splattered open if it wasn't for your reflexes.
you heard him chuckle. "sorry that i didnt know you'd react like this? i was just getting a bit impatient you know? i need my sugar rush." he walked over and without saying, grabbed a few of the cans. mainly the ones he knew would fall if not held onto well. "maybe if you waited a few more seconds i wouldve been there by now." you sent him an unnoticeable glare. "sure." he said with a grin.
the two of you walked back to the living room where the rest were sitting in a circle, chatting and waiting for their drinks. "she made it guys, everyone clap!" chenle announced as the one person they had been waiting for finally made an appearance after 7 minutes. everyone joined in on the clapping as you rolled your eyes and placed the drinks down. "don't forget to say thank you haechan!" haechan grinned as he placed the drinks down and grabbed your wrist to make you sit down, before you could respond back to the claim he made.
"so what's the first game?" jeno asked as he opened his can to take a sip out of it. "easy, truth or dare. pussy's need to get a punishment." haechan suggested excitedly and everyone seemed to agree almost immediately. and thats how a night full of truth or dare started.
"jeno, truth or dare?" haechan asked with a slight smirk. it was like, no matter the option, he had something planned. at least that's how you interpreted it. jeno just smiled in return. "i chose truth." haechan let out a scoff and muttered a small 'pussy it is'. "it's always going to be pussy, hyuck." jeno smirked and the room let out a bunch of gag noises at the comment that definitely held a double meaning to it. "who was your last crush?" haechan asked seemingly bored already.
"yoo sieun, met her during the summer, haven't seen her since." jeno answered and haechan seemed even more bored than he was at the start. the rounds continued and everyone had gone at least twice by now with no backing out. it was haechan's turn after a while and he chose truth. chenle couldn’t help but show the grin that grew on his face as he had THE question that could change relationships.
"who in this room would you kiss if given the chance?" chenle asked, expecting haechan to back down and take a punishment. instead everyone seemed speechless as he let out the next few words.
"easy! it would be (—) no doubt." he said, voice lacking any emotion that could indicate he was joking or playing around. he looked around to see everyone's astonished face. "what? if it has to be someone i'd rather let (—) receive it than any of you. I'm the closest to her after all."
this time all the eyes diverted to you who looked at haechan as if he was crazy. "wow, he really gave us a reason too." jaemin mumbled, but it came out louder than he thought since it was silent. no one seemed to move, seemingly not being able to process whatever haechan just said. haechan sighed before speaking again.
"anyways, truth or dare (—)?" he asked, eyes observing your every move. you were just as speechless. it was such a random confession that no one seemed to believe. haechan wouldn't mind kissing you. his long time best friend. saying it out loud would make sense as to why he chose you, but how could you not feel flustered. the hottest guy you've known your whole life just told you he would kiss you if he had the chance.
"i-... truth." haechan's eyes remained locked with yours and you wondered what he could be thinking of. those curious wonderings soon were gone as he spoke again. "would you kiss me if you had the chance?" he asked, voice lacking any type of joking tone and you could feel your breath hitch. he looked intently at you as he awaited the answer he wanted to hear. so you gave him that. the answer the both of you wanted to hear.
"yes.. yes i would, hyuck." and before haechan could process the words, chenle's ear piercing screech overtook the tension that had filled the room. "they're about to kiss guys! they're definitely going to fuck!" chenle cheered and jaemin pushed him aside as all of you couldn't help but laugh. "alright that's enough playing games, lets all go to our assigned rooms." your friend aliyah suggested and everyone seemed to agree. standing up and emerging back to their rooms as aliyah cleaned up. and as you walked up the stairs to the room you shared with aliyah, you heard haechan call for you from the other side.
he send you a small smile before mouthing a 'good night' and dissapearing into his room. what had just happened?
that night you hadn't closed a single eye for a few hours. thoughts on whether or not haechan meant those words, what would happen to your friendship, if he would actually kiss you, spiralled through your mind and all you wanted to do at this point was beg haechan to clarify whether or not it was a joke.
you got up from your bed making sure not to wake aliyah up. right now fresh air would do you good, you thought. you went downstairs and decide to stand at the front door. gazing up at the stars, you started counting them without thinking.
after some time, you felt warmth engulf you and you turned around to see a wide awake haechan, holding a blanket around you. "you're going to get sick." he muttered, pulling you inside. it was awkward. no words were exchanged for a minute before he finally spoke. "well, good night (—), you should go to sleep." he suggested before walking up the stairs.
"hyuck." you called out and he stopped to look back at you, a worried expression on his face. "can.. can we talk really quickly?" you said, almost biting your nails as those words felt nerve wrecking. haechan immediately nodded, waiting for you to walk up the stairs with him. he held the door to his room open for you and you thanked him.
his room hadn't changed a bit. like usual, not too dirty, pretty basic except for the gaming set in the corner. it really did scream 'lee donghyuck' you had realised from the amount of times you had been here at his and his friend's house.
he must've noticed how you were lost in thoughts before he took a small step closer. "hey, if what i said made you uncomfortable, I'm sorry. i didn't mean it like that. i never wanted to put you in such a situation." you looked at him with surprise. it wasn't everyday where you'd see this side of haechan. his apologetic and vulnerable side, yet here he was, a look of terror on his face as he imagined you wanting to end the friendship right then and there.
"so... you didnt want to kiss me?" you asked, trying to hide your disappointment to which he panicked again. "of course i would want to! its the only thing i ever think about when i see you, gosh its like one of the only things i ever wanted to do." he responded back desperately. he was saying anything he could trying to get you to not be upset at him, even if that meant rambling and being honest.
a silence over took his room and he wondered if he had fucked up as you looked at him. he couldn't even read your expression like he usually could and it scared him.
"then kiss me." you blurted out, followed up by a silence.
"you want me to kiss you?" haechan asked to confirm he heard that right. you nodded your head but noticed the hesitation on his face. "no wait, it was a stupid idea. im sorry-"
before you could even finish your sentence, haechan's hands had reached out to cup your face in between his palms. his face only a few inches away right now. his eyes wandered everywhere. from every corner to your eyes to you lips. you noticed the way he licked his own. but he didn't seem to proceed with it.
"are you sure you want this (—)." he asked, scared that he forced you into it. he would never be able to live with the fact he forced you out of your comfort zone just to get a kiss if that was the case. but you shook your head, giving him a small smile. "I'm one hundred percent sure i want this. i just need to know if you feel the same way i'm feeling." you told him and you saw how his own smile grew back. "oh, i will definitely show you how i'm feeling." he said before his lips met yours.
almost immediatly you reciprocated the action, wrapping your arms around his shoulders to pull him closer. he did the same by wrapping his around your waist and holding it tightly. as the kiss progressed, you could feel him walk the two of you backwards towards his chair and you couldn't help but smile, which he copied. you separated from him to stare him in the eyes. he was so beautiful up close like this you thought. "that was a great kiss." he said as he gazed all over your face and adjusted the both of you on his chair.
"aren't we crossing the boundaries for best friends?" you chuckled as you played with strands of hair around his nape. "as if we didnt cross it when the both of us admitted to wanting to kiss each other." he grinned back. "are you going to continue complaining or do you want another kiss?"
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the-offside-rule · 1 year
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Esteban Ocon (Alpine) - Bad Reputation
Requested: on wattpad
Prompt: Bad Reputation by Shawn Mendes
Warnings: mentions of s€x
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"Wait. You know her?" Esteban asked in confusion. He was with his friends at his house. The boys asked to see the girl that he was always banging on about so he gave in and showed them her picture but he wasn't expecting anyone to know who she was. "Who doesn't know her? She used to be Brandon's fuck buddy mate." Esteban's world came tumbling down. He had spent so long looking for the perfect girl and this just...now what? "You're wrong." Esteban mumbles. "What? Mate, are you okay in the head? She's basically a whore." That was the final straw. "Get out of my house. All of you." He grabbed their coats and chucked them to his friends. "What do you mean? Why are you getting so mad over a whore?" Esteban wasn't having any of it. He shoved them out of the door and locked it behind him. He had to see Y/n. He had to know the truth. He ran to his phone and looked desperately for her contact. The phone began ringing and just as quickly as he dialled the number, she picked up. "Hey. What's up?" Her cheery voice said through the phone. "The guys are gone home. Do you want to come over?" He tried his best to not sound phased but deep down he was. It frightened him. "Yeah sure. I'll be there soon. See ya!" She hung up and he was left in silence.
His doorbell soon rang and it didn't take long for him to answer. He swung the door open and felt a relief seeing her beaming smile and bouncy eyes. "Are you doing okay? You look awfully pale." She said concerned. He nodded and brought her into his living room. She sat down and watched as he paced. "You're clearly not okay. What's going on?" Esteban ran his fingers through his short hair. "I don't know how to ask this, how to put it into words without-" He let out a loud groan. "You're really starting to worry me Esteban. What's up? Just tell me. You know you can say anything-" She didn't finish her sentence because she was cut off by Esteban. "Did you sleep with Brandon?" The colour drained from her face. She remembered that name, that person. She remembered everything he did to her and how Esteban could have easily gotten ear of the wrong side of the story. "I didn't sleep with him but if you'll let me, can I please tell my side of the story?" Esteban nodded. He wasn't mad, he just wanted to know why she didn't tell him. He wasn't going to let her ex affect the relationship he wanted with her.
"I was seventeen when I met him. We began dating not so long after and because I'd never had a boyfriend before, I kinda didn't care. I was like every girl around me, normal apparently. At my eighteenth birthday, he asked for a handjob and I said no because I wasn't ready. He then asked for a nude instead so he could at least do it himself so my inexperienced self agreed because I didn't want to lose him. I thought he cared about me. So I did it and sent it but then-" She paused to stop herself from crying but couldn't help it. The tears streamed down her face. Esteban felt horrible. He didn't want her feeling this way and he felt somehow responsible. "He sent it around to his friends and said we had sex which isn't true at all! I wanted to wait because I wasn't ready, I wanted it to mean something and now he just runs around telling people that I'm a whore and I can't seem to get anyone to stay all because of him. He's just- I hate him so much and it takes a lot for me to hate someone. "
"Hey, it doesn't matter. You've got me at least. I didnt believe a word of what I was told about you. I knew they just git the wrong side of the story." Y/n smiled. This was the first time she felt comfortable around someone in a long time. She got trust issues with everyone she met but now Esteban came an d knocked them all down, he actually listened to her talking. "I don't know if this is a misopportune time or if it's inappropriate at this moment but I love you. I have loved you for a while now, I just didn't know how to go about it really so I'm saying it now. I love you." And now he's saying she loves her? Her day can't possibly get any better. "You really love me? You don't care about-" He cuts her off with a kiss. She melts into it, just taking in every moment of this wishing it would last forever. "I don't care about who you were, I care about who you are and who you are going to be. I love you, end of story." He wipes the tears from her cheeks, leaving traces of mascara mixed with tears on his thumbs. "I really, really love you too Esteban. I- this is going to sound silly but do you mind maybe kissing me again?" That was all the confirmation he needed. He had secured the girl he loved not for her looks but for who she was inside and for him, it was the inside that mattered; her Bad Reputation didn't do anything for him, he loved her for her normal, caring self, for her.
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shelfwar · 2 years
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Nick Bradshaw (Goose) X Read Near Death
⚠️ Bad language, near-death experiences, plane crashes, blood ex
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The smell of jet fuel enlightened my love of flying as our group of Top Gun students made it to our designated planes. Today I was flying with my RIO Skunk on just a training exercise, along with the other pilots  in the class, but something just didn't seem right. Anyway i just brushed it off as I climbed into the pilot's seat, besides my jet was Mav and Goose. Great balls of fire i found goose insanely attractive, but i knew deep down he didnt really like me. I mean look him, he's just a little kid in a 30 something year old man, which wow.
Anywho after being cleared for taxiing the 4 of us saluted each other as we climbed into the air. "So Blu, you gonna beat Mav out here on training time?" "Pfft, Goose you know I'm gonna beat your pilot." I chuckled as I flew next to them. "Hey Blu?" "What Mav?" "Say hi to the birdy!" I looked over and saw Mav flipping me off as he flew below us.
"Real mature Maverick" Ice said as he looked our way. "Dude fuck off." Goose chuckled. "I second that Goose" "Thanks Blu!" He chuckled before Viper came on the coms. "Alright ladies, let's get this show on the road!" "10-4" I said as I banked left.
In hour into our training, at the last second someone said birds before I could react I saw flames coming from the left engine. "Fuck!" "2,000 meters from ground Blu!" "No shit Skunk." "Shit, engine one failed." I said in a panicked tone as the jet decided to decent very quickly. "Eject!" Skunk yelled as he pulled the lever. The canopy opend up before I could say anything I hit Eject but it didn't work. "Shit! MAYDAY MAYDAY BLU IS GOING DOW-" I screamed as the plane crashed.
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The world was black around me as the smell of burning jet fuel burned my scenes. I slowly opened my eyes to see my leg bent in a awkward position, it's definitely broken. I looked around my surroundings as I all I could see is smoke and the wrecked plane. Flames started to engulf the plane as birds chirped beautifully. I noticed that I landed in a forestry area that had a water source nearby, the trees above me created almost a roof over my head.
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"Blu! Come in Blu!" Suddenly heard Gooses voice yell into my ears. Wait my helmet still works!! I let out a groan as I lulled my head right closing my eyes ever so slowly. "COME ON BLU PLEASE ANSWER!" "Goose she's probably unconscious." "No she can't be! COME ON SWEETHEART PUSH YOUR LOCATER ON!" "Goose, we'll find her." I heard both Iceman and Maverick say sadly to him. "No, Please y/n, I love you. I need you to push that button so I can see your beautiful self again." The words echoed in my head as I passed out.
In between being conscious and unconscious I could heard Skunk yelling my name as he slowly picked me up. "Viper I turned on our location beacon." "Copy that Skunk search team is on there way." "Is-is she okay?" "I dunno Mav, looks like a broken leg as far as I know." "Shit!"
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When I finally awoke I felt my one leg hoisted into the air as I felt a warm hand on my hand. I slowly opened my eyes to see the searing lights of the med bay as bleach assaulted my nose. To my right I saw a familer pilot sitting or I should say laying next to me that had Goose written on his helmet. I moved my hand a little as his head rose up to meet his eyes with mine. Goose had dark circles under his eyes as a sleepy grin appeared on the man's face.
"Hi Goose." "Your okay" "As far as I know, yes I'm okay." I let out a dry chuckle as he looked at me sincerely. "How long was I out. Goose?" "A day, I stayed by your side since you got here. I kinda felt like it-" "Shush, it wasn't your fault Goose." Goose looked down and smiled. "Yeah, know I hope you heard everything I said over the radio." "Oh, Goose your voice was the first thing I heard. Goose, I love-" Before I could even finish my sentence he leaned over the bed and kissed me softly. "I love you y/f/n. I swear if I lost you, and and I was such a dumbass for not confessing that I like you." "Goose, I feel the same, before this whole mess I should've told you my feelings. Goose your my best friend and I want to take that a step further." "What do you mean?" "I think you know dumbass." I chuckled as he leaned in again as our noses touched. "I know, and that's a yes." He chuckled as he kissed me in a more passionate kiss than before.
"Wow, look what Goose just did. He confessed his feelings for Blu." "About damn time Mav."
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The most remarkable thing will always remain as one of my fav fanfiction works EVER (not only Steddie fanfiction, but like, overall) and something that always gets to me its how it feels like a love letter to Joyce and Hopper and the Found Family trope -even if that wasnt exactly your intention!
Like, Eddie saying something like "my partner's father" because Hopper was Steve's father in all that mattered!! Or the fact that you can hear Hoppers voice in one of the records, or Eddie asking for Joyce permission "to marry one of her boys" like!!!!!! They are family!!!!!! They found each other on the worst time of their lifes and Joyce and Hopp took a look at those kids, asked "is no one going to adopt them? Is no one going to show them what a loving, caring parent is like?" and then didnt wait for an answer!!!!!! This fanfic is a great example of the reason why the steddie ship has me on chokehold -came for the silly boys falling in love, stayed because of the family they all built together
Love the fact that you are continuing with that tradition on the regency au - give me Hopper and Joyce adopting a bunch of loveable misfits in every!!!!! single!!!! universe!!!
thank you!! that is so kind and wild to say!!!
ireally wanted to write a love letter to dads as part of remarkable (steve’s accidentally parenthood to a bunch of kids, and of course also hopper) and i live that folks have responded so well to it. hopper is such a great dad, even if he’s incredibly flawed; and i feel the same way about joyce!!
i want to explore a little more of joyce + the parentification of jonathan in the series, which i think i might explore in the wishbone verse through the lens of joyce’s relationship with stevie; but suffice to say i think she is also a great mom who is flawed and hurt and doing the best she can.
(meanwhile, wayne is over here vibing, just like “i’m happy with my single idiot thanks, that seems like a lot of work” but then ends up with all of them too lol.)
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GLAD UR INTRIGUED BY MY KDMM CAT LORE. i have a lot of it 😁 (insane)
okay so kdmm have 4 cats: violet, lofi, megatron 3, and kido jr. kido named the former half, momo named the latter half
violet - small guy, black fur. pathetic sopping wet beast. he hides when guests come over. he always looks like the 🥺 emoji. he always makes this long high pitched meow like "meeeeeeeeee" whenever he's overwhelmed bc Everything overwhelms the poor guy. he sticks by kido's side bc they're calm and quiet. he loves momo but her energy can be a bit too overwhelming at times. momo's working on being more calm around him bc she wants him to be more comfortable around her. back to kido. violet follows him around everywhere. kido has to shoo him out of the bathroom when they go in and violet's outside the door making sad meows waiting for kido to finish. he's so overdramatic!!!
lofi - white fur, a bit bigger than violet. Crazy Ass. when kdmm first got him he was chill and normal for like. a day. then he showed his true colors. he loves fucking Jumping onto shit. knocks things off the table. kido and momo have to be So Careful to not put any glass in places lofi could reach and smack it off the surface it's on. he's so hyper and is always bothering the other cats at least kdmm can keep him under control with toys. for a while, that is. oh, and he has the job of getting rid of the mice that make their way into the house
megatron 3 - light gray fur, chubby. bigger than violet and lofi. the most mellow cat in the group. she's like. half awake all the time and it's funny. violet and lofi use her as a pillow. momo gave her her name bc she thought she'd be like lofi and be full of energy and having a badass name like megatron 3 would fit. bruh megatron 3 is the exact opposite of lofi. mega doesn't cause any trouble and she's so easy to handle, but if you try to wake her up from her naps she Will kill you. just let her wake up at her own time bro. kano learned that the hard way when he came to cat-sit for kdmm. she's also hibiya's favorite as she's easily approachable unlike the aforementioned cats and that helped him get used to being around cats again. oh yeah, and mega has a habit of trying to sleep on kido and momo's faces when they're laying on the couch! not cool bro!
kido jr. (my personal favorite. momo's too) - the biggest cat. green fur???? how???? anyways momo named her that bc she was literally like the cat version of human kido, but more cranky. kido claims he doesn't see the similarities between them and kido jr at All (denial). kido jr even has a tuft of fur that obscures her right eye just like kido did in their teen years. just like violet, she's also not a fan of guests coming over, even if it's the other dan members. she either hides with violet or she, glaring at them from behind a table/wall. menacingly. little freak. unlike the other cats, momo just found kido jr in an alley and took her home 🤷 kido didnt say shit bc yay more cats! kido jr absolutely does not fuck with hibiya bro. i think she can sense his cat hating energy or something. she's also protective of the other cats, especially violet, like the big sister figure of the group or something (yeah she is not beating the kido tsubomi allegations). speaking of her disliking guests, she cannot fucking stand kano. she'll come out of where she's hiding and just GLARE at him in the open. kano still loves to tease her so he'll dangle toys in front of her face and kido jr will just fucking kick his ass. deserved! kido jr also gravitates towards momo more than kido. like when momo's laying down or sleeping she'll go and rest on her chest. kido may or may not be a tad jealous of this. she still loves kido jr so much tho. oh and kido jr pissed on kano's shoes once.
kdmm usually have either kano or hibiya to cat-sit when they're out :3
ask is long so im putting my long answer under the cut :3 (i dont wanna make it a nightmare to scroll thru for myself) lots of pet headcanons under the cut. kidomomo & harutaka because... duh!!!!
OH MY GOOOOOOD CAT LOREEEE!!!! THE NAMES ARE EVERYTHING megatron 3 is my favorite. i have a kitty cat like that too. damn 4 cats.. well that's a lesbian couple alright. living the fucking dream
i feel like all the kidomomo cats would also have very bedazzled collars because momo can't be normal. kido gets home theyre like. erm. whatcha doing. and momo's with a headband to keep the hair out of her eyes and a very bright light like she's operating on something but she's gluing tiny rhinestones to a cat collar and she's like. nothing just listening to some podcasts. kido's like Okay Then. momo also dresses the cats. also is covered in scratches for completely unrelated reasons... maybe.
momo is a social media queen i think at least one of these cats is instagram famous if not all btw... right?? come on
kido is all into the Good cat environment so they're adding cat stuff everywhere. like invests in cat trees and little cat hammocks and even grabs some power tools to put up shelves on the walls for the cats to jump around in. momo sits there to watch them do it like 💗💗💗 but. momo would eventually step in because kido cant actually use power tools and their pride is very stained but hehe. pouring some lemonade for momo as she puts up shelves isn't that bad either. kido instead is the one impressed and sitting watching their gf be resourceful !!!!
hibiya having to move into a place with FOUR CATS is crazy. rip little guy.... i also hc kano as a crazy cat person and seeing u mentioned him a couple times IM GONNA ASSUME U DO TOO. i think kano has AT LEAST 5 cats and is always fostering some here and there!!! so there's at least like 10 cats at his apartment at all times and at least 5 are permanent kitty roommates. shintaro going to kano's and then momo's.. He's like im full of cat hair AND I DONT EVEN HAVE CATS!!!!
oh and of course haruka and takane. (pretends to be fucking normal) <- shintaro is also annoyed with this one he's like WHY DOES EVERYONE HAVE A FUCKING CAT‼️‼️‼️‼️ hibiya is also like THATS WHAT IM SAYING‼️‼️‼️ well setomary have like a thousand dogs. can anyone have a normal amount of pets please. yes. haruka and takane do💗 1. one kitty cat.
anyways harutaka cat💗 i will yell back at u my hcs as some sort of offering since u also did with yours ALSO ITS MY BLOG I can talk about harutaka cat. i ALSO have a fancat (like a fankid but better bc its a cat) it is a black cat with long fur and her name is actor💗 Haruka names the cat. DUH. hes like Did you know cats sleep like 16 hours everyday. takane's like Why are you bringing that up as an answer to me asking WHY ARE YOU NAMING THE CAT AFTER ME. it is simple. takane = cat.
canon had haruka fall in a fountain bc he was so determined to pet a cat and i just... have got to translate that into haruka being a crazy cat person. the dream of his life is having a cat. he sits takane down like it's a matter of life and death he takes her hands he says they need to talk about something important he is ready for the next step he is ready to be a parent. takane almost kills him when he finally spits out PLEAAASE CAN WE ADOPT A CAT:3 but then they do💖
haruka is so insane about it he's really nervous and even whines while getting all the cat stuff bc he's like but takane!!! we havent even MET the cat yet how can we know what kind of litter it likes !!! or what kinda toys!!!! or what kinda food!!! takane is having the patience of a saint because they know how excited haruka is but also JUST BUY THE DAMN LITTERBOX
awwww but i do also imagine takane pretty excited too. yknow how takane remarks how nervous haruka got before the festival even tho he's usually really chill. and she was also very nervous but still keeps it together to help him calm down. i think its something like that. *punches wall cries all night* WHERES THE HARUTAKA STIMMING PIC
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erm erm erm. yeah💖 takane is also excited i think it's them who choose the cat because haruka is like cat overstim. he wants to take all of them. he has cat toys lying around at home just to play around with the street cats. so walking into a shelter!?!?!?!? Mission impossible. takane's the one who sees the grumpy dusty ass ball of black fluff cat at the corner and is like. YOU.
erm. most spoiled cat in the history of spoiled cats. when she arrives immediately its fur gets all shiny and shit. 2 only children adopt their first pet ever = spoiled cat. it is simple. also they both work from home so they're ALWAYS THERE WITH THE CAT!!!!
and harutaka apartment = nap central btw. Haruka: GROUP NAP TIME STARTS IN 5!! everyone bring ur blankies. takane's like stop calling it group nap time its just us two. but then when they get the cat she has no more arguments. its group nap time bro. get in here. haruka's the kind to go looking for the cat to bring to bed. literally wakes it up from its own nap just to make it nap with him.
oh by the way the cat is kinda grumpy but super clingy like dont touch me but i can touch u💖 again. takane = cat. a lot like ur kido jr one. the same essence.
cat is especially clingy to haruka. he says its cuz he's her faaaavorite :3 and takane's like yeah because when she headbutts ur phone to make u put it down to get pets YOU DO IT and if shes asking for food when she shouldnt eat YOU DO IT and also YOU FEED HER FANCY EXPENSIVE ASS WET FOOD and when she's on ur lap and ur legs are totally asleep YOU LET HER STAY and ur generally just letting the fucking cat boss u around. haruka's like ........i'm her favorite though.
also the cat hates shintaro's guts bc i think that's funny. he cannot approach a hand without getting a hiss. it seems to be normal to ayano and others though. she's not particularly friendly and mostly doesnt care abt people. except haruka. she loves that guy. takane is ok too also takane SHOULD NOT ACT like it doesn't love cuddling with the cat. she does💖 NAP CENTRAL‼️‼️‼️Group nap time at harutaka apartment with the haru and the taka and a little cat. peace and love on planet earth
shintaro hears takane's complaining about haruka letting the cat boss him around and he's like. does she realize she's just describing her own fucking relationship with him. whatever. harutaka cat parents for real...
actor is no good with other cats so i doubt there would be a kidomomo cats playdate but im sure they make them videochat and the mekadan gc is generally FILLED with cat pics from kidomomo harutaka and kano. and dog pics from setomary. general any animals from seto. seto rly sends the most bizarre pics and everyone's like where even ARE YOU.
shintaro tries not to send tono pics bc when he does the whole groupchat will break for AT LEAST an hour because no one will stop sending bnuny. buyny. bunny.
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bteezxyewriter12 · 1 year
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Soulmate/ 9
Pairing- Hobi x Named Reader
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Hobi POV
I'm so pissed at Namjoon for what he did to Joanne
How he just left her, then didn't even call or text the day his baby was being born
I could never tell her, but I was there when Kiara was being born
I found out from Yoongi it was happening when he asked me if I could get a hold of Namjoon because he couldn't
After I called and he didn't answer, I went to the hospital
I got there and sat in the waiting room
I wanted to be there for her even if she never knows I was
I had to hide when I saw them wheeling her into the delivery room
After I sat back down but her mom had to stay in the waiting room too and she recognized me
"Hoseok?", she asked
"Um yeah.", I answered
"What are you doing here?"
"Um I wanted to be here for Joanne. I know Namjoon isn't here so I thought someone should be. Please don't tell her"
She sat down next to me, "So you came."
"Yes"
"Why? She told me what happened between you two. She was a wreck for so long because of you."
I was surprised that she didn't say it angrily
She just said it like it was facts
"Honestly, I've been a wreck too. I didnt mean for any of that to happen. That girl, she kissed me, I pushed her away but I did keep it from Joanne and that's my fault."
"Why didn't you just tell her?", her mom questioned
"Because I was afraid. I was afraid she would leave me. And I told this girl after the first time it happened that I was never going to do anything with her. She didn't like that so, she kissed me two more times, had her security take the pictures and she sent them to Joanne using Yoongi's name. All because I said no.", I told her
"Have you told Joanne this?"
"No. I didn't find out until months later. I hadn't spoken to Joanne in months and I didn't know if she would of talked to me. It wouldn't have mattered anyway."
"Of course it would have mattered!", her mom exclaimed
"How?" I asked doubtfully
"Joanne isn't stupid Hoseok. She would have understood that that girl was setting you up."
"I don't know. She was really upset when I said some thing stupid.", I admit
"You mean when you didn't know if you liked kissing the girl?"
I hung my head
"She told you?"
"I'm her mother of course she told me. And I told her that you were probably upset and confused and just said something stupid.", she said
"You did?"
"Yes. Men stay stupid things all the time.", she rolls her eyes.
I can now see where Joanne gets her sassiness and sarcasm from
"So let me ask you. Did you like kissing that girl?"
"No. She wasn't Joanne. After I got over the shock I pushed her off me." I told her
"Well I can tell you that Joanne was heartbroken and because you lied, she didn't believe you anymore and didnt trust you. And you can't have a relationship without trust."
"I know", I whispered
"But that can still change if you tell her that that girl was behind everything. That she did this to separate you."
"I can't tell her. She's having a baby with Namjoon. She's with him.", I said
"Ha. Namjoon. Don't get me wrong he seems like a nice kid but he is not ready for any of this. That clearly shows by him not being here. He puts his career first, which is not a bad thing but it is when you have a baby. They aren't good for each other. And she doesn't love him. Not in that way."
Her mom looked at me right in the eyes
"She loves you."
"Um what?", I answered, complete shocked
"She loves you Hoseok. I'm her mother, I know it, I see it. She thinks I don't see how sad she is all the time or that I can see through her happy act. She never talks about Namjoon. Yes, she defends him when I give her my opinion but she doesn't gush about him to me like she did with you."
I don't know
That doesn't mean she loves me
I wish it did but it doesn't
"She still has pictures of you and her, she never threw them away. I know because I was cleaning her room and I found a box of the pictures and everything you ever gave her. I've caught her staring at those pictures when she doesn t think I'm around. People don't keep those things if they still don't care about the person. If she loved Namjoon she would of thrown all that stuff away."
I had no words to say
I had no idea she still had all that stuff
"I can't tell her. She's trying to work things out with Namjoon. I can't come in the way of that."
"Tell me, how do you feel about Joanne? Right now?"
"I love her with all my heart. I never got over her, I'm still in love with her. I miss her so much." I confessed
"Then fight for her"
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I wasn't sure about what her mom said
Until I walked into that room and I saw her
Until I saw her beautiful baby
Until I saw everything I could have again, if I just say something
I wasn't going to say anything at that point
She just had a baby
But when she started crying, I just wanted to hold her and kiss her and make everything better.
When I walked out of the room, I decided that I'm going to give her some time to be with her baby but then I'm going to talk to her and tell her everything
I'm going to fight for her
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J POV
When Namjoon first came home, he kept his promise
My mom went back to New York when he came back
He helped with Kiara as much as he could
He changed diapers
He held her at night when she cried
He played with her
He came to the doctor with us
He spent so much time with her, she was always in his arms, he was always smiling at her
He didn't want to let her go
He was being a dad
But all that crumbled when he said he had to start writing for his new album
He spends all his time doing that
He gets upset every time she cries
Every time her crying woke him up
He always stressed and tired
He leaves early to go to the studio and doesn't come home until late
He stopped helping me with her
I have to do everything
Alone
Anytime I ask for help, he snaps at me that he's busy and can't help me right then
Or he had to write the lyrics
Or he had to compose the music
Or he had to record
He's missing everything that our daughter is doing
The most crucial time when he should be bonding with her
And I'm getting more and more pissed
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Kiara just turned two months today but again Namjoon was no where to be found
He was there for her when she turned one month
That was when he was still around
Namjoon finally comes home, late again
After Kiara finally went to sleep and he hasn't seen her all day
"Where the hell were you Namjoon?" I ask
He rolls his eyes and I want to smack him
"Where do you think I was Joanne? At the studio."
"Again?"
"Yeah, I told you about the album."
"Why can't you do some of the work here?", I ask
"I can't work here."
"Why not?"
"Because...", he trails off
"Because why?"
"Because..."
"Yeah?"
I'm waiting for his answer
"Because I can't focus!", he yells
As if on cue Kiara starts crying again
"Jesus!", he yells, "I can't work with her crying all the time."
"You do know she's an infant right?", I snap
"I'm not stupid! I know that. She's just always crying. I can't concentrate, I can't sleep, I'm stressed and I can't make her stop. Her crying is driving me crazy."
I glare at him, so fucking upset
"Maybe she wants her father! Have you thought of that? Maybe she wants you! She doesn't see you much so when you're here she wants you. And the only way she can tell us that is by crying.", I shout back, "Maybe if you pick her up when she's crying, she'll stop."
"Joanne I can't do this. I thought I could but I can't."
My heart drops, "What does that mean?"
"I'm not ready for this. I'm not ready to be a dad. I can't do this. This is not the life I want. I'm only 24, I'm too young for this", he says quietly
Is he kidding?
"And you think this is what I wanted? You think I'm ready for this. You're too young? I'm only a year older than you! Did you think I wanted to be a mom at 25? A single mom?", I yell
Kiara is still crying and I leave the room to get her
Namjoon is standing in the same spot when I get back with her
"I'm sorry Joanne. I can't do this."
"So what? You're just going to leave?", I spit out
His head drops, "Yea"
Is he serious?
After everything he's just gonna leave
He takes an envelope out of his bag and hands it to me
'What the hell is this now', I think
I shift Kiara to my shoulder, taking the envelope
She has her head on my shoulder and is quiet now, just looking at me
I take out the document that's in the envelope and I read it.
"Are you fucking serious? Namjoon please tell me this is a joke."
He shakes his head
"You're really giving up your rights to her? To your daughter?", I snap shocked
He wants nothing to do with her
Or me
How could he be like this?
Seriously, to an infant?
This is going to far
He just nods, "I don't want this Joanne. I'm sorry but I can't take care of her like you can."
"But you don't have to sign your rights over.", I tell him
That's like he's abandoning her
Which he is, I realize
"Yea I do. I can't make any decisions regarding her. I don't know what to do. Maybe later on in life but I can't now. It's better to just let you have her. I may not be around much but I can see you're a great mom. You put her first and I can't. You deserve to have her.", he says quietly, "I can help you financially if you wa..."
"I don't want your money Namjoon. I just wanted you. You're help, for you to have a relationship with your daughter. But I guess that's not going to happen."
He shakes his head, "Not now."
I sigh, at a complete loss of what to do
Everything is just falling apart around me
"I'm going away to do few shows for a week. You can have the apartment if you want or if you want to move out you can. Just let me know."
I actually can't believe this is happening
"I'm sorry", he turns and leaves the apartment.
I put Kiara in her crib, then I go to my bed and cry
I'm just completely devastated
He thinks I can do this by myself
I can't
I just do it because he's not here
I don't know how I'm supposed to live and care for a baby all alone
I can't believe he signed his fucking rights away
Who does that?
I hug my pillow, crying into it so I don't wake Kiara up, letting myself fall apart
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"So he just left?", my mom asks over the phone
"Yeah."
"And he actually signed his rights over to you?"
"Yeah"
My mom curses in Spanish
"Now what?", she asks
"I don't know mom. I can't afford this apartment by myself. I don't know how I'm going take care of Kiara, work and make enough money. I just don't know.", I sigh
I'm in huge trouble
I can't afford child care
I don't want to hand my baby over for someone else to raise
But if I don't work, I don't make money
And I'd only be able to afford a studio apartment with the amount I make
I'm screwed
"Joanne. Come back home.", my mom says
"What?"
"Come back home. To New York. You can live with me until you get your footing. I'll help with Kiara", she suggests
"Mom, this is my home.", I whisper
"No Joanne. Korea was supposed to be a temporary place until you finished high school. You decided to stay. But it was never meant to be your home. Your home is here in New York. Your family is here."
"Mom", I start
"What do you have there? Nothing. There is nothing keeping you there and you need help. You can't watch Kiara and work. Come back here at least for awhile until Kiara is ready for school. Then if you want to go back, go back.", she says
"I..I have to think about this mom."
"So think"
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My mom is right
There is nothing keeping me here
And I can't afford to live here on my own and with a baby
So I decided I'm moving back to New York
It's the best option
I have help over there, my family is there and Kiara won't be alone with just me
I hire people to help me pack and ship my and Kiara's things
I let Namjoon know that I'm taking Kady and leaving
I also let him know if he wants to be in Kiara's life down the road, he can be.
I'm not going to keep him from his daughter or Kiara from her father, rights or no rights
I'm not a monster
I don't tell Hobi
I can't
Or I'll lose it
I still love him so much but no one wants to raise someone else's baby
I have to do what's best for Kiara
So in December, Kady and I get on a plane and leave Korea
For good
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standingonsound · 1 year
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so im having some issues on a wip that's a follow up to my iono fic so i wrote a quick little thing to try and reinvigorate myself. idk if it's going up on ao3 or anything but assuming i manage to work through all my plans i like having this out since it shows that rika did try to help iono with her issues
also i didnt do any editing so its probably rough as fuck but whatever
Rika knocks on the door. She waits. The sound of music rumbles from inside the apartment, but no one comes to answer. She tries again. Her fingers toy with the ring of keys hanging from her belt. She has a spare key. She can just barge in. It’s how she got into the building up to this point. She doesn’t want to enter the apartment without permission though. It’s rude, disrespectful.
But this is important. Iono’s performance review for the past quarter is concerning, and the League is considering cutting her loose. Rika knows what the problem is. She covered for Iono, and is the only reason her friend still has the job at all. Rika needs to warn her, to get Iono serious about improving her performance.
She knocks a third time. When there’s still no response, she plucks her keyring from her belt loop and shoves the key for Iono’s apartment into the lock. She turns the knob and cracks the door.
“Iono?” she shouts over the music. “I’m coming in!”
She pushes the door the rest of the way. Iono’s apartment is a mess, as always. Iono is sprawled out on the couch, her head in the lap of the friend who’s been visiting. It would be cute, if not for the blank looks on their faces or the drool dripping down her friend’s chin. 
Rika’s heart skips a beat. She thinks the two are dead for a second, before Iono jerks awake and lifts her head.
“Izzomone ‘ere?” Iono mumbles.
Rika’s fear turns to anger. She storms up to Iono. “What the hell is the matter with you!?” Rika restrains herself from attacking or grabbing the other girl. To occupy her hands, she makes sure the friend is breathing. She is.
Iono blinks a few times, looking Rika up and down. “Rika?”
Rika squats so that she can get in Iono’s face. “What the hell is this?” she asks. “You said you were cutting back.”
Iono has the decency to look guilty. “I am, I swear! But Roxie came to visit and we thought it would be fun to get high. This is the first time in a while.” She’s not even trying to use her normal voice. Instead, her voice sounds deeper, almost gravely.
Rika strokes Iono’s cheek. She’s gaunt, half-starved. Her teeth are yellow and she smells like it’s been a while since she last bathed. She didn’t look this bad the last time Rika confronted her about her drug problem. “What’s going on with you?” Rika asks. “Is there something you need to talk about?”
Tears well up in Iono’s eyes, but she blinks them away. “I’m fine,” she says. “Work’s kinda stressful, that’s all.”
“You mean the Gym?”
Iono shakes her head. “Streaming,” she answers. “I’ve been getting raided by trolls. They’re griefing and costing me subs and ad revenue.”
Iono tries to lift herself out of Roxie’s lap, but she needs Rika’s help. After getting her upright, Rika sits down next to her.
“Listen, Iono,” she says. “I didn’t come just to say hi. Your League performance reviews are crap. You’re not keeping your Gym open regularly enough, and when it is open you’re not accepting enough challengers. Then, your battles are lackluster, too. You’ve been keeping your Pokémon sharp, right?”
Iono twiddles her thumbs. “Like I said, I’ve been trying to cut back. It’s hard. I get, like, sick. I can’t even get out of bed.”
Rika pities Iono, but going easy on her at this point would doom her. The only way forward is to push. “They want to revoke your Gym license, Iono. I talked them out of it this time, but I won’t be able to save you again.”
Iono buries her face in her hands and sobs. “I’m sorry. I’ll do better.”
Rika hugs her. “I’m here for you, whatever you need. We can get you in NA and—”
“No!” Iono jerks out of Rika’s grip. “If my sponsors find out they’d drop me. I have to do it on my own.”
Rika takes Iono’s hands in hers. “No, you don’t. I’m here. Anything you need, I’ll help.”
Iono rests her head on Rika’s shoulder. “Thanks.”
Rika pats her on the knee. “Don’t worry about it. I’ll always have your back.”
Roxie chooses then to stir from her daze.
“You alright over there?” Rika asks.
She jerks, turns to Rika. “Who’re you?”
For a moment, Rika considers being mean. “Rika,” she says. “I came by to check on Iono.”
Roxie squints, suspicious. “I’m Roxie,” she says.
“Charmed,” Rika says.
The conversation grinds to a halt.
“Well, I should be going.” Rika stands up. “Iono, please remember what we talked about. For your sake.”
Iono’s face is red, and she struggles to look Rika in the eye. “I will.”
“Thanks.” Rika tips her head to Roxie. “It was nice to meet you. I’ll see you around.”
Roxie nods, but doesn’t say a word.
Rika leaves. She worries that she hasn’t really gotten through to Iono. Drastic measures might be necessary, but Rika doesn’t want to put her friendship in jeopardy. For now, Rika decides to trust her words got through to her friend. Iono needs to get her act straight. If she loses her position as a Gym Leader, she won’t be able to keep her apartment. Rika wouldn’t let her end up on the street, but it’s not like she makes enough to support someone else. Larry would help her make ends meet, but that wouldn’t be fair to him. He already does way too much.
Rika spares a backwards glance at Iono’s apartment door. “Good luck,” she whispers, then heads down the stairs.
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oi! 9 and 14 for the salty asks?
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9. Most disliked character(s)? Why?
hmmm... ok i didnt think this was gonna be a hard one! then again, everytime i get a question like this i have a hard time coming up with an answer.
Oleana and Rose are up there for their writing 100%. I don't like how Oleana is just a crazy secretary in the games. im so so SO happy about her Twilight Wings Episode; but i really wish that we saw this in-game (then again i havent. seen the dlcs AT ALL so if she does show up again... i wouldnt know lol). Rose is just.... a mess. Like, I see people debate whether he's good, or bad, or morally grey, but thats the thing- I feel like his character is all OVER the place and he was just. Done so badly. I'm ok with these two otherwise but when it comes to their character writing its just. help me
Professor Bellis(?) From Pokemas. Why do you use so many languages in your dialogue PLEASE
Paulo, at least his character arc rn. Please DeNA just hurry up and make him evil already or whatever its taking forever. also give my girl Tina some time to shine on her own.... i love Paulo but DeNA drawing this out longer than it needs to be.
Can't think of any other characters I'd say I actually dont like for once.
14. Unpopular opinion about your fandom?
i need every single fandom member on twitter to move to tumblr STAT im not logging back on there for pkmn content /hj /lh
People can complain about how no one hates pokemon more than pokemon fans, or how pokemon fans are never satisfied, but thats because these games are just... disappointing coming from GameFreak.
Like, ok, I wouldnt call Pokemon Legends: Arceus terrible. I thought it was great! It was really fun and I played it for MONTHS. But theres issues that reflect how badly the time constraints are on the games quality: Its storyline and graphics aren't the best, they arent complete shit but they are pretty disappointing coming from a 90 billion dollar game development company.
I'm not saying that means they should be perfect at making games, I'm saying that means they should have the time and money to create something at least enjoyable in every aspect. Another example with SwSh: Good graphics, great character design and beautiful environment design for the towns, but oh my god did the plot of the game suffer.
PLA also came out with no Pokemon HOME compatibility as well as BDSP, which is also disappointing: you think that these games would have compatibility soon after release but that didnt come out until May 18th, approx. 4 months after PL:A came out. IIRC, Sun and Moon got Bank compatibility 2 months after their release. These games are coming out missing core features and adding them so much later! It's disappointing.
With ScVi coming out tomorrow (despite being leaked COMPLETELY) I can't say my hopes are too high about it, and its likely I'll have to wait until Christmas for it to see the whole thing for myself. ScVi apparently began development in 2019, but unless it can reflect that it's been given the time it needed, they have GOT to stop cranking these games out every year.
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Please take a guess who I accidentally locked out of the house yesterday?
In my defense, it genuinely was an accident! I thought he was in his room because like 2 hours before i had to leave, I heard him talking to his friend. And i had to run some errands and I even yelled out that i gotta go but didnt really expect an answer. And then like 40 minutes later I received a text from one of my older neighbors saying ‘i have your brother’ with a photo attached of this man on her couch flipping the camera/me off. Turns out, he left without saying a word to (a different) neighbors house to show her qaf. He took my dvds of S2 with him to show her! Like a little kid in the early 00s!! But then the neighbor had to leave, so he went home and I wasn’t there so he went to the other neighbor who texted me to ask if he can wait there cause he was a little cold. Guys, i locked him out in one of his fake merch shirts (again, in my defense he’s now wearing them over a long sleeve so he was okay…kinda), pajama pants and slippers. I came home like two hours later and he was already waiting for me, sitting on the floor in front of the door, holding the dvd case to his chest and if looks could kill, you wouldn’t hear from me anymore, the only thing he said when i got out of a car was ‘you fucking dick’. IN MY DEFENSE: he left his phone and keys at home so I’m not completely at fault here. Anyway, i went to thank the neighbor for letting him stay with her and she told me, that he knocked on her door, asking if he can wait in her house cause his sister is a dick and locked him out and that before he came over, he tried to climb the fence since one of the windows in the back was open but he got stuck like mid air/halfway up on the fence cause of his cast (he like put it in the middle of two metal bars to pull himself up and then couldnt get it out) and he barely managed to get unstuck for a good 5 minutes. For some reason he didn’t tell me about that, i wonder why? And as hilarious as the idea of me coming home and finding him just casually dangling on a fence with a cast stuck in it, thank fucking god he got down and went to the neighbor afterwards. But just so you know: he and the first neighbor watched a few eps because they bumped at each other on a walk and she asked how he’s doing and he told her all about Brian and then ran home to get dvds to show her (reading this back it makes it sound like a plot from a criminal minds episode or something but she actually helped me look after him when he first came from the hospital cause i couldn’t get time off. So she knew the type of weird he is and yes, the whole neighborhood has had to deal with him in one way or another and only 2 people hate him-according to him). Anyway then he made the second neighbor watch it too because he saw that she had a dvd player so he asked her if they can watch and i guess since he was gonna be there for a bit and she is a sweetheart, she said yes (btw both of these two women are like 50-60 yrs old soooo) and then he put on 2x02 and 2x09 for her, which i dont even know how he jumped from one to the other but basically he made an older woman watch an ep about viagra and Brian fucking a priest. He said it showed who Brian is the best for a newbie. I might have to move once he leaves.
I did feel bad and i also wanted to thank her, so today we made her some cookies and we took them to her. Just so you know for context: during this time i did mention the fence situation and he looked scandalized that his secret was told. And when we got to her house and she opened the door, he “pointed” to her with the broken hand and went ‘i told you that in confidence!’ In a really high pitched voice. And then stormed off like a little kid. Mind you, we live across the street and I’m already getting ready to apologize and to strangle him later on. And then when he got to our door, he turned around and shouted ‘we still on for our walk tomorrow?’ and she went ‘you know it, i already can’t wait!’ So turns out he actually made a friend! And i honestly don’t know how he does that because he’s only seen this lady a few times and never fully spoke to her until yesterday. Anyway i wanted to send this to you so that you know that the crazy is still happening.
DEAR SWEET ANON!
He's recruiting your entire neighborhood to the QAF fandom, he needs people to discuss his Blorbo with!
And you went and locked him out... (although leaving without his keys is entirely on him). Poor guy in his homemade merch with his/your DVDs. Although this proves my theory than he makes friends wherever he goes.
I am so curious about his thoughts about why show 2x02 and 2x09? Like if he's trying to recruit, what about those episodes does he think are going to lure someone in? Not that I disagree, I'm just curious about his reasoning!
(The priest and viagra definitely show who Brian is... agreed)
Although... given his climb over the fence, maybe there's not a whole lot of forethought going into these decisions.
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deltacommagreen · 2 years
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5.15.22 dream
5.15.22 I remember drawing my answers to the audio final on the sidewalk by the fountain, because i didnt have any paper. Tyler came over to help. Ryliegh was worried about me. I was really upset because it was gonna be late and i couldnt find a single blank piece of paper. The final was about the presidents. I checked my email and i think he sent me something specifically about being late. I was in some observatory area in philly. i was on the roof of a building with a guard rail made of windows, so you could see all around. The floor was metal. I was looking for meteor strikes. I could tell something was coming that would change things but i didnt know what it was. A bunch of small meteors kept landing, and me and some other people would chase after them to see what happened. But eventually i knew that all those meteors were small, and that i need to stay waiting for the big one. And it came. It entered the atmosphere looking pretty small, but as it descended toward us it got huge. It hit the earth and everything shook. Ejecta filled the air, and swept toward me faster than anything. I pulled my blanket over my head and fell to the floor. When i came to, decades had passed and a war was going on. The commanders were my friends from before the impact, but older. I was introduced to them by a program designed for people like me, who survived and awoke much time later. I was still in the observatory, but it was more futuristic than before. It felt like a video game, and this was the tutorial. I was walking past minigames, where you had to solve puzzles to get gold stars and #RR symbols. I wanted to collect them all, but i had a lot of trouble with the puzzle. Eventually I gave up and my friends from music school went back to Nano’s house. It was a really nice futurist suburb place, with the basement somehow open-air connected to the living room it was underneath. We went to that basement and nano said ‘whoever wants a drink can have one’ and i started walking toward the fridge and someone asked her to repeat herself and she said it again. My friend chris was looking for a drink. I thought he was looking for beer and he couldnt find it, so i grabbed one right in front of him to show him, if that was the case. He didnt seem to care, and kept seraching. Somebody important came to the door. I woke up feeling like i should be running from something or something was late
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Our little love - mafia/soft Yandere au OT7 Drabble
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So I might’ve started this with a little angst and really soft hints of yandere behaviour however I think I might do a part two for this with a little bit more yandere and jealousy vibes (I got ideas okay, just needed a starting point)
“Tell me why I shouldn’t put a bullet in your head little love?” Even with the gun pressed firmly against your head, the cold of the barrel threatening to do as he said, you know Yoongi won’t do it, even if you deserved it.
All seven of them stand around you, no matter which way you face you’re met with the disappointment and the consequence of your betrayal in their eyes, but you refuse to look down in shame, you deserved to feel the guilt that pumped in your veins.
“He asked you a question Y/n,” Jin doesn’t have the smile he reserves for you on his face, all their demenor’s are cold, and you are the reason why.
“You love me,” you whisper, looking Yoongi dead in the face with no fear.
“I thought you loved us too,” Namjoon steps forward, breaking the circle around you, coming close to stand next to Yoongi. He has his hands in the pockets of his black blazer, silver hair pushed back.
“Was it all a lie?” if a voice could break you it would always be Jungkook’s, he was the one it took the longest to become close to, and when you had you could see the softness in his eyes despite his career. Of course he would sound the most hurt, he trusted you the most.
Yoongi, with his unfaltering gun, was the other member of their team that took you almost as long as Jungkook to get close to. While Jungkook was just shy, Yoongi didn’t trust anyone, he pushed people away, hurt them to keep them far, you learnt that the hard way. While his eyes looked like they held no emotion in this moment, you knew better, he had shown you his soul, you could see behind the barrier of his expression.
You took his wrist into your hand and pressed the gun harder against you.
“You should shoot me,” it would be better to be dead than live without them, they would never forgive you for what you’d done. The betrayal cut too deep, these wounds wouldn’t heal.
Yoongi scoffs, but you don’t let his wrist go.
“I told you all she shouldn’t be trusted,” he says to the others. “Why would a girl like her fall for men like us?”
You can feel the pain in his words, because above all else, no matter what he says, Yoongi just wants to be loved. They all do, that’s why it was almost too easy.
“Well now we know, don’t we babe?”
“That wasn’t my intention,” you swallow the sob that threatens to rise in your throat, you hate seeing him like this, you hate that you’re the reason why they’re hurt. Every time they came home with a bullet, or a cut or wound, it would kill you inside and you realised then you were compromised.
“No your intention was to infiltrate our defenses and rat us out,” Jimin’s the one to chime in, standing next to Tae who looks at you like you’re dead to him.
“Detective L/n, did you really think we’d never find out?”
You look to your side to make sure Jimin could see the honesty in your eyes.
“It wasn’t my intention to fall for you,” you sound like you’re choking with the way you’re holding back tears, but you don’t want to cry in front of them, it would feel like giving up.
You were assigned to go undercover to infiltrate the uprising gang called BTS, they climbed the heirarchy of organised crime too quickly, too dangerously, something had to be done. You went in with every intention set to take them down until you got to know them, love them, and you knew then you couldn’t do your job. The internal battle to do what was right but felt wrong and what was wrong but felt so right was causing all your morals to be questioned.
Tae scoffs at you now, not believing a word from your mouth.
“I don’t think we should kill her Hyung,” he says to Yoongi, “she needs to feel her betrayal, it would be too easy to escape us with death.”
Namjoon hums in agreement. The cold of the gun leaves your skin and you almost feel unsteady without it. Yoongi doesn’t look at you anymore now that it’s not there, instead he takes your wrist as you previously had, and they walk you to the car. You don’t fight, or talk, or argue, or ask what they wanted to do to you.
The boys had trusted you infinitely, while others had agendas and seeked their downfall they knew you were the only one that wouldn’t betray them, how wrong they were. For your safety they kept an eye on you, when you went out one of them would follow to ensure their little love didnt get into trouble or worse, get hurt. Imagine their surprise when you walked into the police station.
You didn’t tell them you went in to hand in your notice, unable to continue with this lie, it didn’t matter, the damage was done, anything you said would be meaningless.
Your sat inbetween Jungkook and Hoseok, who still hadn’t uttered a word to you, but you could see him restraining his hurt and anger. Jin was in the drivers seat with Yoongi beside him. The others must’ve taken the other car, you don’t really acknowledge it you’re too deep in your own thoughts.
You don’t come up for air until you feel a hand soft on yours in your lap, Jungkook doesn’t look at you, just at how he’s stroking the back of your hand with his thumb comfortingly. You don’t mean for your heart to swell in your chest, pushing the tears up and out.
Jin and Yoongi don’t miss the way your bottom lip trembles in the rear view mirror, the small sniffles or the tears glistening down your face that you wipe away quickly with your other hand. Hobi puts his arm around you, still looking out the window as if you’re not there, but his actions show what they all know in their hearts; they still loved you.
“Why are you crying baby girl you’re not the one with the knife in your back,” Hobi mumbles. They think you’re scared of what they’re going to do with you now they know, but that couldn’t be further from your mind. They want to reassure you, but the words are stuck in their throats.
“You need to be punished darling, otherwise you won’t learn,” Jin can see you nodding to his words in the mirror in acceptance.
“I know.”
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You expected them to put you in the cellar where they tortured their enemies, you don’t even realise you’re in the living room until you’re placed on the couch. You don’t look up until Namjoon is standing in front of you.
He traces his finger from the edge of your jaw to your chin, your eyes big on him from his soft touch. The calm should scare you, but the only anxiety you have is over whether you should hope for another chance or whether they’ll throw you onto the street when they’re done.
When a tear hits Namjoon’s hands he frowns, they didn’t expect this from you when they confronted you with what they uncovered. They expected you to reveal another face, the true colours beneath the girl they all fell hard for, kick and scream and throw insults their way over the life they had, how awful they were, how they didn’t deserve to be loved. But you kept quiet, eerily quiet, and they didn’t know what to think anymore.
Letting you leave was out of the question, whether you wanted to stay or not. Not because they were concerned that you had seen too much, they didn’t care, they couldn’t imagine their lives without you anymore. The trust might’ve faded, but their love for you was real. Yoongi might’ve created a farce with the gun to your head but it was done to see your reaction, the truth behind the last 6 months of your relationship.
They expected you to beg for your life like every other person at their mercy, but you always defied their expectations.
“You’re so quiet my love,” Namjoon says to you. “Nothing you want to say to defend yourself?”
You shake your head, no there was nothing you want to say or explain.
“Then you take your punishment without complaint?”
You nod without hesitation.
Namjoon releases a deep breath, building the nerve to do what they knew would reveal whether your feelings for then were real or a lie you fabricated for your job. But he wasn’t one to easily be vulnerable, especially not after the blow that they faced today.
Jimin can sense it, the words on their leader’s lip, and he decides to take over. Namjoon steps aside as Jimin kneels on the floor in front of you. He takes your hands that are fidgeting on your lap and place them by your side on the seat, resting the weight of his head there instead.
He hugs your lap with so much love you can’t mistake it for an illusion, he rubs his head into you as much as he can.
“Stay with us,” if his actions weren’t a shock to your system enough, his words pushed you over the edge. You look into each of their eyes and the vulnerability you had learned to recognise was there begging you to want to stay.
“But I...” you don’t know what you want to say, the beating of your own heart was overwhelming in your chest. “I- I hurt you all so much.”
Yoongi hums in agreement, stepping forward to stroke your hair back, the hurt was still there they couldn’t lie to you, but losing you would be worse.
“Do you love us?” Jungkook asks taking a seat beside you, Taehyung sits by your other side. Jimin rubs little circles into your thigh while they wait for your answer.
“So much,” you confess. “I couldn’t do it, I- I”
Your words break off in a sob, as Tae takes your hand in his and presses a kiss to the back of it, a weight lifted off his chest. Jungkook pulls you into him, arms wraps around you as you let out your cries and the man in your lap places little kisses on the expanse of your thighs. You feel overwhelmed with the love theyre displaying when you were expecting their hate.
“But I dont understand,” you cry, “why aren’t you all angry, why aren’t you yelling at me?”
“We love you too,” Jin smiles the way he only reserves for you, and you feel thankful for it.
“It doesn’t matter how you got to us dove,” Hobi comes to kneel beside Jimin, wanting to be close to you too. “If it weren’t for your job you wouldn’t have met us.”
“I don’t know about that Hobi,” Namjoon chuckles. “You were meant for us my love, we would have found you one way or another.”
“We forgive you,” Jungkook kisses your hair. “Just don’t leave us.”
“We wouldn’t let you go even if you tried,” Tae voice rumbles in, leaning his face against your neck while the youngest holds you, still latched to your hand.
“You’re ours,” Jimin’s muffled voice comes from your lap, he’s pressed his face into you.
They would never let you go, and you don’t want them to. You thought all they wanted was love, but now you think you’ve reflected your own desire into them, they just wanted you.
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imthebadguyyy · 3 years
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A/N - based off of this sinful photograph
Suggested listening - Wildside by Normani and Kiss It Better by Rihanna
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Wildside
Pairing - Lewis Hamilton x Reader (fem!littlemix!reader)
Fandom - F1
Summary - You've been on tour for a while, and you miss your loverboy. But when he surprises you on tour, its bound to get spicy.
Warnings - smut (not well written)
The snap of hips. The soft groans and moans. The sound of pants. The sound of Rihanna's 'Kiss It Better' blaring through the walls. The bed knocking against the wall as Lewis's hands squeezed your hips, the intensity of the thrust pushing the bed against the wall. The high pitched moan that left your mouth as you reached your high, eyes closing as stars exploded behind your eyelids, as your boyfriend came right after you, your walls clenching as he came. Even after reaching your high, you didn't want to open your eyes, far too consumed in the earth shattering pleasure that was coursing through your veins, until a soft hand reached to pull your chin up, soft brown eyes looking into your own, clouded with lust and euphoria.
Pulling your mouth into his in a heated kiss, Lewis moved his hand to rest on your bare stomach, squeezing your tummy softly as he deepened the kiss. Pulling away he let his head droop onto your bare chest. "That was.." he began, far too blissed out to think of an adjective. "Godly" you said, chest rising and falling rapidly, trying to come to terms with the intensity of your orgasm. Laughing he leaned back up to kiss your nose, before standing up and walking to the bathroom. You heard the tap running, and the sound of the dustbin opening and closing. You closed your eyes again, the aftershocks still coursing through your body.
Opening them again slowly, you saw Lewis walk towards you, towel in hand, and a lazy smile on his face. He gently cleaned your thighs, finishing with kisses on both of them. He reached up and wiped your torso, which was gleaming with a thin layer of sweat, before running the towel over your nose, cheeks, eyes and mouth. He dropped the towel in the clothes hamper near the bathroom door, pulling on his boxer shorts and and pulling out one of his t shirts from the cupboard. "What about the clothes on the floor" you piped up, finally beginning to wake up from your post pleasure state. "When did it get so messy?" He said, spotting 5 different clothing items in 5 different corners of the room. "When you decided to run your hand up my dress in a restraunt" you replied, throwing him a fake glare.
"You liked it" was his cocky reply, smirk spreading over his face as you flushed and ran a hand through your hair. "I did not" you lied, watching as he raised his eyebrows. "Oh really ? Thats not what you were saying 5 minutes ago- oh wait, you weren't saying anything at all. You were too busy moaning my name to say anything else-" "OKAY fine I loved it. Now shut up and bring your fine ass back for cuddles"
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That was a month ago. Now you've been away for nearly one and half months, away with the girls on the LM5 tour. You loved touring, it was the best part of being a singer, getting to see the music you girls made together come to life on a stage in front of thousands and thousands of screaming fans. It was a thrill like no other. The only problem was that you were away from home. Distance was never an issue for the two of you, after all, he was a Formula 1 driver. It was very rare that he was home, except during the breaks and the gaps till race weekend, but ever since you two had started dating, he tried to be with you whenever you could. Sometimes, your shows would be in places where the races were too, and then he'd definitely turn up. But it was a difficult thing to do all the time, and some nights on tour were spent pulling all nighters as you talked to each other on the phone, till one of you eventually fell asleep.
But you knew when you started dating him, this wouldn't exactly be a regular relationship. The two of you were doing your dream jobs, and they were both extraordinary. And you were willing to put in the work you had to put in to make the relationship work, and you did. Yet here you were in Madrid, feeling heartbroken and desperately wanting your boyfriend by your side. It had been a rough couple of weeks, you were jet lagged and tired, and although this was the second leg of the tour, and you had had a break, it was tiring. It was hard going to bed every night alone, when all you wanted was to cuddle your boyfriend.
Little did you know, Lewis was feeling the same. In fact he had missed you so much, he had told Angela and his publicist to cancel all events for a week, while he flew out to Madrid to see you. He had missed you, he had missed you more than he could put into words. But he also wanted to surprise you. Pulling out his phone, he scrolled down to Leigh Anne's contact, and sent her a text.
Lewis, Leigh Anne
Hey. Is Y/N asleep ?
Hey! No, she's in an outfit fitting.
Okay that's good. I need your help with something.
Sure how can I help ?
I want to surprise her by coming to see you guys in Madrid.
Oh thats wonderful ! She's been a little down in the dumps. I think she misses you.
I miss her too.
Let me know when, and I'll send a car to pick you up.
I'll be there on Saturday. Landing at 3:15 and I should be at the hotel by 4:30. Then I can get ready and surprise her at the show.
Okay done. I'll send the car around 5:30,so you can rest for a bit. You should be here by 6. The show's at 6:15.
Thank you! Can't wait : )
I'm so happy youre coming to see her ! I'll let the girls know.
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As soon as he had finished texting, Lewis decided to start packing, the prospect of seeing you again sending a buzz of happiness running along his veins. God, he had missed you a lot. He turned to Roscoe, the dog sitting by his feet, looking up at his dad with his head cocked to one side. "I'm going to go see Mumma, Roscoe" he explained, smiling as the doggo barked in response. He wouldn't be able to take him to Madrid, he'd have to leave him with a dog sitter, but he couldn't feel too bad about it, since he had had Roscoe with him even when you were gone. And besides, Roscoe enjoyed the dog creche. He couldn't wait for Saturday.
Later in the evening, he sat down with a glass of wine, while the ringtone of your FaceTime rang through the empty house. After a few more seconds of ringing, the call was picked up, your tired face coming into view. "Hi darling" he said, noticing the tiredness in your eyes, and how much you were struggling to keep them open. "Hi bubs. Did you finish eating?" You asked, rubbing your eyes. "No, I've ordered soup" (did anyone get the reference ;) "Oh okay" was the reply. "What about you? What time is it?" "Its 9:20 AM" you replied, gently rubbing your eyes again, forcing yourself to stay awake.
"9:20? Thats pretty late baby. Why are you still sleepy?" "We were recording till 4 AM, so Im functioning on like 5 hours sleep right now" "Oh damn. Go back to sleep then baby" "Can't, rehearsal" was you reply, making him furrow his eyebrows. "Okay I guess. But don't tire yourself out" "I won't" "I love you" he said, smiling at you. "I love you"
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The Madrid show was always a fun one. The fans were loud and you loved it. They were one of the best crowds you girls ever played for, and the show had its own adrenaline and excitement. But it was difficult to give a 100% when you were tired, but you really tried, you did. During Power, you hit highnotes you didnt think you could, during Woman Like Me you danced like there was no tomorrow. During Wasabi, you brought your sass level up to a 1000. It was during Bounce Back that you caught sight of a very familiar face in the audience. Unable to actually grasp if you had actually seen Lewis, you turned to Jade, who was on your side, and looked back at the crowd and back to her, asking for confirmation.
The smirk she gave you was answer enough. After that, focusing on giving an excellent performance increased tenfold. Every swirl of your hips, every flip of your hair, every wink you threw at the audience, it was all five times sexier. In the crowd, your boyfriend was well aware of what you were doing, and it was fair to say that you were succeeding at it. He could feel an uncomfortable sensation around his pants region, as his cock twitched uncomfortably in his pants. He couldn't wait till the show was over, and you two could have a show of your own.
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"That was amazing darling!" Lewis said, spotting the 5 of you in your dressing room. "Oh look its Mr. Loverboy!" Perrie said, cackling as you rolled your eyes at her, before running up to your lover and jumping into his arms. "Hiya Bub! I missed you!" "I missed you too love. That's why I surprised you. I couldn't stand another day without you at home" he said, wrapping his arms around your waist to keep you stable as you jumped into his arms. A chorus of "awws" echoed throughout the room, as the girls watched your cute little interaction. What wasn't cute however was the comment Lewis made in your ear, hiding his face in your ear so that the girls couldn't see. "I can't wait to get back to the hotel. I saw the performance you were putting on for me baby. You have no idea how hard I got, how uncomfortable I was standing in front of so many people when all I really wanted to do was fuck you"
You could feel your mouth become dry, and your heartbeat quicken, and you could feel the area between your thighs become wet. You tightened your grip around him, letting your crotch rub against his very softly. "I think it's time to go" you mumbled against his ear. "Okay girls, as lovely as it was to see you, I think it's time we go back to the hotel. I'm pretty worn out from travelling as well" "Yeah I'm pretty tired too" you replied, faking a large yawn. "Alright then, we'll see you guys tomorrow!" Leigh Anne said, leaning forward to give you a hug. After you finished hugging all the girls, the two of you made your way to the car, eagerly waiting to get back home.
The car ride home was tense. The tension was apparent in the air, reverberating through the air, choking you in a way you revelled in. The air was thick with tension, and it was suffocating you in the best way possible. It was almost too much to take. When the hotel came into sight, you practically leapt out of the car, and rushed to the door, an equally ruffled Lewis beside you. But he was not going to give in to you so easily. He enjoyed seeing you flustered. And he was not a person that gave someone what they wanted when they asked for it,no. He was going to have you desperate for it. Smirking to himself, he made his way to the reception, grabbing you by the waist as he went.
Throwing him a confused look you followed, slightly frustrated. "Hello sir, how can I help you?" the man at the reception asked, eyes going slightly wide as he recognized the two of you. "Hi! I just wanted to ask, till what time is your pool and spa open?" He asked, sliding his hand down to the back of your dress. "The pool closes at 10 pm sir, and the spa at 9 pm. We open the pool at 7 am and the spa at 11pm"he replied, struggling to maintain his professionalism as he spoke to one of the best drivers in Formula 1. "Alright thank you. And what time does breakfast start?" Lewis asked, hand pressing down on your ass, ever so discreetly. "Breakfast is from 6-10 am sir" "Thank you so much"
Next to him, you were fuming. Of course he was going to ask questions to which he already knew the answers to. A painful throb between your legs made you let out a small whimper, and the man at the reception looked at you with concern in his eyes. "Ma'am are you alright?" He asked, eyeing your stiff posture and tense state. "Yes, just tired, thank you" you replied, a little stiffly, but it was hard to concentrate when Lewis's promise of fucking you senseless kept replaying in your mind. "Alright then, good night" Lewis said, biting back a smirk at your flustered state. He knew getting you all riled up would lead to some seriously earth shattering sex, and he couldn't wait. But first, he definitely wanted to tease you, to push you over the edge, just a little more.
Your room was on the 16th floor, and as the two of you made your way into the elevator, he eyed you up and down, eyes lingering on the curve of your breasts. The minute the door shut, he pushed you against the wall, capturing your lips in a steamy kiss you'd be remembering the next day. His hands moved to your ass, squeezing hard, eliciting a moan from your lips. The moment your lips parted, he was pushing his tongue into yours, his other hand coming up to pull on your hair roughly, relishing in the gasp that left your lips. As suddenly as he started, he stopped, pulling back and standing almost nonchalantly against the wall.
Trying to wrap your head around what happened, you gripped the wall with your hand, feeling your legs grow weak to a point where you felt like you couldn't stand on your own. You could feel your wetness dripping, threatening to run down your thighs, as the throbbing became even more painfully exciting. You looked down at the floor, eyes closing as your frustration grew more and more by the second. Finally, with a little 'ding', the elevator stopped at the 16th floor. The moment the door opened you stepped out on wobbly legs, trying your best to walk properly. But of course, that wasn't going to happen. As you turned one long corridor, Lewis suddenly grabbed your waist, pushing you against the wall again, to reach down and suck on your neck. You let out a gasp, and tried to run your crotch against his, but the retaliated with a slap to your ass, smirking when a high pitched moan left your lips. Lifting you up against the wall, he mumbled against your ear "the key card" your clouded mind was unable to process the words, too consumed by slight relief you were getting. "Get the key card baby" he repeated. This time you noted it, reaching down to his pants pocket to pull out the key card. You couldn't resist running your hand over his cock, feeling how rock hard he was. The thought of him fucking you senseless returned, and you let out a groan.
Grabbing the card from your hand, he opened the door, propping you up against the door in your bedroom. His eyes were filled with a raw, animal desire, as he dropped the card on the floor and reached up to unzip your dress. He ripped the zipper down, your dress falling to the floor in a crumpled heap. He locked his eyes on your heaving chest, hand reaching up to grab your chin, pulling you in for a searing kiss. His hand slid up your torso, reaching behind to unhook the red lacy bra you were wearing, letting it drop to the floor as he took in the glorious sight in front of him. You waited, wanting him to just touch you, but he just stared, eyes looking into yours, clearly saying "beg for it"
You couldn't help the soft "please" that left your lips, too desperate for some sort of touch. "Please what?' Lewis said, tightening his grip on your waist. "Please" was all you could say again, nearly whimpering again at the rough look in his eyes. "Use your words baby. Now, please what?" "Please just touch me!" You finally gasped out, moaning loudly when he licked a stripe down your chest before taking your right tit into his mouth. His hand fondled the left one, running his thumb over your erect nipple, the rough pad of his thumb sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body. His mouth sucked on the skin of your tit, before moving down to bite down on your nipple. You gasped again, pain and pleasure coursing through your body as his tongue ran over your nipple over and over till it nearly felt raw. He switched his actions, moving his mouth to your left tit instead, letting his hand harshly fondle the other. He continued the same process of biting, licking and sucking, till he was satisfied with himself. "I fucking love this baby. Seeing you all wet and needy for me. So what do you want? My mouth? My fingers? My cock? Or does my baby want them all ?" He asked, watching as your pupils dilated and you let out a strangled moan.
You let your crotch rub against his thigh, gasping when the friction went straight to your core. "Look at you darling. I asked you what you what you wanted, and you picked my thighs? Well, I want to see you dripping. I want to see you cum on my fingers, my mouth, my thighs and especially on my cock. I'm going to make you cum over and over and over again till you can't even stand on your own fucking legs. I want your thighs to be shaking around my head. I want to see you moan and groan and scream my name so loud, by tomorrow everyone in this hotel will know my name, because you'll spend all night screaming it" you moaned again, his words going straight to your core."Please Lewis, God, just make me cum please!" The desperation of your cry was enough for him to carry you to the bed, dropping your body onto the soft mattress.
He pulled of shirt, unbuttoning every button so you could see him do it. He could see your eyes grow dark, as his compass tattoo came into sight. You had told him it was one of your favourites, and he had used it against you ever since you had told him that. Smirking at you, he climbed onto the bed, lying down between your legs. You pushed yourself up against the headboard, spreading your legs wide for him. His eyes grew dark, as your core came into his view, shimmering with your juices. A near animalistic growl left his mouth, the sound hitting your core. He moved so that he was situated right in front of your core. He let his eyes take in the sight of you in front of him, snapping back to reality when you let out a groan of frustration. Throwing you a devilishly reassuring smile, he inched neared and nearer, till his nose was nearly touching your clit. Then he just lay there. Not moving. You could feel your heartbeat hammering against your chest, chest heaving up and down, an alarming intense feeling growing in your tummy. Finally, when it became too much you let out a small scream of frustration "Oh for fucks sake Lewis please just fuck me!" Your outburst brought a smile to his face. "Oh I will. Just not yet" and with that, he ran a finger along your slit, before finally slipping it into you. You let out a moan, finally getting the friction you had been desperate for. His fingers circled your clit, thumb gently pressing down, before he removed it,only to slam it back down on your sensitive clit, earning a scream of pleasure from you.
He slipped a second finger into you, scissoring around your clit, as your desperate cries of "oh, oh baby! Fuck, fuck lewis-" were lost in the heat of the moment. He leaned his head down to your core, letting his tongue run along your slit too, before licking around it, collecting your wetness on his tongue, before letting it harshly circle your clit. You bucked up into his mouth, feeling his tongue wrap around your clit. He sucked the nub harshly, his fingers still moving in and out of you. "Oh God, Oh GOD, Lew-I- oh! Oh God!" Your broken moans were music to his ears as he sucked your clit into his mouth. You could feel a strange intensity growing in your stomach, feeling a lot stronger than your usual orgasm. The band in your tummy was threatening to snap, but you needed that something more to help it snap. That something more came when Lewis sucked your clit into his mouth, letting it rest in between his teeth, before flicking it with his tongue.
With a cry of "Oh fucking hell, Lew-" you camr gushing into his mouth, your juices coating his fingers and gushing onto his tongue, as he let you ride out your orgasm on his deadly skilled tongue. Well, he had got his wish. Your thighs were shaking around his head, as your body tried to come to terms with the intensity of the pleasure coursing through your body. Looking down, you saw him with his painfully hard cock, grinding down on the sheet, as he let out a moan at the relief the bedsheets gave him. Raising an eyebrow, you patted your thigh, signaling him to come over to you. "You loved on me so well bubs. But I can see how hard you are. Do you want to use me to get off?" You asked, watching the effect you had on him. All he could do was nod, as you sat up on your knees. "Stand up" you ordered, getting up from the bed as well.
You walked over to the wall, letting your body rest against it. Somewhat confused, Lewis followed you, standing in the space between your legs. "I tried to get off using your thighs didn't I? I think you'll enjoy it as much as I did. So use me. Use my thigh. Get off" looking at you in pure shock, your boyfriend moved forward, groaning when you pushed your leg against his throbbing cock. He relished in the friction, slowly beginning to move against your leg, moaning when he began to rub against your leg. He began to hump your leg faster, as the pleasure began to build up in his body, before you reached your hand down to cup his length in your hands, moaning when you realized your fingers didn't quite meet. You ran your fingers along his length. You pumped him, letting your thumb circle his sensitive tip, eliciting a soft whine from him. You circled faster, moving down to your knees, and letting your tongue run up his shaft very softly. Above you, Lewis slammed his hands against the wall, groaning when you took him into your mouth.
But a part of him still wanted to cum inside when he was fucking you (in a condom, because wrap it before you tap it) so he pulled you back up, smirking when you whined. "I know baby, but I just really wanna fuck you now. Back on the bed please, unless you want me to take you here against this wall" practically running, you clambered onto the bed. You watched as Lewis pulled out a condom, ripping the packet open before climbing back on top of you. He let his hand rest on your hip, eyes temporarily losing some of the animalistic need that had been present in them. Leaning down, he connected your lips together in a kiss, a searing, intense kiss that took your breath away. "Ready love?" He asked, looking into your eyes, looking to see if there was even a slight hint that you didn't want this. But you did.
With a sudden jolt, he thrust himself into you, groaning when your warm walls clamped down on him. His hips thrust into you, starting off slow, letting you adjust to his massive length. "My sweet baby,taking me so well. Does it feel good?" You couldn't even respond, mouth agape, as his the pace of his thrusts increased. "Answer me" he said, suddenly stopping. Almost crying out at the loss of pleasure, you looked at him with desperation. "Yes yes, fuck it feels so good, please don't stop!" "Thats all you had to say baby" he said, before pushing in again, slowly. Then, he pulled back out. Looking at him in confusion, you gasped when he slammed back into you, a high pitched moan of "Lewis!" leaving your lips. He moved so that he had a better hold of your hips, rocking the both of you back and forth, the intensity of his thrusts was so much that the bed knocked back against the wall. What he wasn't expecting was for you to take his left thumb up to your mouth, running your tongue over it before sucking on it.
Moaning, he started thrusting into you even harder, shifting so that he was directly hitting your g spot. "Oh, God ! Oh fuck, Baby that feels so good please keep going keep-oh!" The cry that left your lips was so loud, you were sure Perrie in the room next to yours had heard you. "Fuck baby, you take me so well" Lewis said, as he nearly hammered your g spot. He was so, so damn close to cumming, and when you leant up and bit a sensitive spot on his neck, he came, gushing into the guard between you two, but he wanted you to cum to, so he reached down to pinch and rub your clit, still riding out his orgasm in you, moaning when you came with a scream. He winced when your core spasmed on his sensitive cock, and he pulled out slowly, before collapsing next to you. Panting, you curled up to him, letting your hand rest on his compass tattoo. "Okay that was Godlike" you said, earning a tired laugh from your lover.
"Yeah it really was. I missed you" he said, allowing you to nuzzle into his neck, leaning down to press a kiss to your forehead. "I missed you too" you replied, kissing the tattoo. "I love you too" As you lay there together, still revelling in the moment, your phone buzzed. Reaching over to check it, you saw your groupchat with the girls flooding with messages.
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Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - Y/N, I'm filing a noise complaint. 🍆
Jade ✨ - Pez 😂 let them be. It's been a while for her.
Leigh 🦋- She really got some tonight huh? 😏
Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️- LOL she did !! And it was obviously some goooood 'some' *wink wink*
Jade ✨- I could hear em too, and Im on the other end of the hall.
Leigh 🦋 - I know I did too! Must be some damn good sex. 😏
Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - Go Y/N !!
Jade ✨ - Can't wait till she reads this.
Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - Are they still going?!
Leigh 🦋 - No 😂 she's reading the messages. Y/N!! Yoohoo!
You - yes I'm here 🖕🏽
Jade ✨ - Did you have fun babe 😏
You - ..... yes
Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - babe you can't really say no because we heard you
You- Im not saying I didn't have fun. But you guys need to calm down.
Leigh 🦋 - But its funnn
You - okay byeeee ❤
Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - Going for a round 2 😏?
You - okay I said bye.
Leigh 🦋 - she is !!
Jade ✨ - Go babe !
You - I need to leave this group.
Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - No we love you !! ❤
Leigh 🦋 - Yeah don't leave us ❤
Jade ✨- Don't leave meee ! ❤
You - Haha I'd never leave you girls ❤ now bye.
Jade ✨ - bye babe !
Perrie 🧚🏻‍♀️ - bye you sexy minx 😏
Leigh - bye hun 💙
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Smiling to yourself, you put your phone away, to see Lewis looking at you with a raised eyebrow. "Who was it?" "Just the girls" you said, cuddling back up to him. "What did they say?" Giggling, you looked up to him and kissed his neck. "They said they're going to file a noise complaint. And they asked me if we were going for a round two" "Were we really that loud?" He asked, looking at you in surprise. "Yeah, even Leigh heard us and she's at the end of the hall!" "Damn" Lewis said laughing. "Well," he said, looking at you again, with a cheeky look in his eye, "they were right about one thing" "And what is that?" You asked, smiling at him mischievously. "We are going for a round two"
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