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#so i dont wanna do it. i dont wanna push these projects forward. and i dont wanna collect more data from 2 other sites bc i kno the more i
arolesbianism · 8 months
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What's up gamers I'm bored
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years
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#im just gonna b a whiney bby for a sec bc im tired and i spent too long out in the sun :-P#we left at like 7.30 for sampling and got back around 4 so like it was a long day. it wasnt too awful tho#only kinda awful. but thats not what i wanna complain abt. i wanna complain bc we have this project looming#bc our machines r coming back. so i have to make sure i can connect the stupid cameras thru code stuff and make sure the chambers r built#and i dont wanna do any of this bc i kno this project is gonna cause me physical and Phycological pain#like all the projects we're collecting for. last time i had to work with the samples i got a little too close to a like full of breakdown#so my brain and body dont wanna do it. and this specific project has potential to b even worse that what i usually do so fml#sigh... i just dont wanna be here doing what im doing anymore. ive stopped having fun. my boss is like wow u r gonna be the person ppl#think of on X topic once u get all this published and its like. god i dont fucking care.#when i think of the data all i can think of is how awful it was collecting it. everytime it cuts a bigger and bigger wound in me#like i think its done long term damage to my psychy. i burned out too hard too many times.#so i dont wanna do it. i dont wanna push these projects forward. and i dont wanna collect more data from 2 other sites bc i kno the more i#collect the worse its gonna be. ugh. whatever. im sure itll b fine. bc im less invested in what im doing so maybe this time ill have a#healthier way of dealing with it idk. im just sick of it. and that's really sad.#ugh. whatever. i have a big meeting with a guy tomorrow and idk what device im gonna use to zoom with him#bc my computer screen is fucked and the camera makes me look like im at the bottom of a well...#i need a new computer... agh. whatever ive gotta reread some of his papers#i hope he likes me. he's at a way too prestigious school so im like. way too intimidated. but like im sure he just wants passion#ans ive got passion. Hopefully ive also got the stuff for knicking a full ride scholarship as well#yea right... but idk ill fucking go for it bc why not#hhhh i just wanna b in a future what i have the perfect phd program and its all sorted out#unrelated
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crazyco0tz · 7 months
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{Painting stray kids nails!!}
Warnings: cursing, the SMALLEST insecure barely mentioned.
(Not proofread)
Chan
Finally, Chan finally has a day off but that is not stopping him from working at home and you knew that. Walking back into the living room after getting ready for the day just to see your boyfriend, who promised to take a break, working on the sofa.
“What happened to a day off hm?” You say in a sarcastic tone while sitting down next to him. “ I forgot my due date for this project was shortened..” he whispered. Sighing at his overworked tone you reach for his hand to message, Chan first tried pulling his hand back to type faster but you fought back “you can type perfectly fine with just one hand” giggling at the end of your sentence
He Flinched at the sudden pressure you put on his palm trying to relax him but you notice his past polish has scratched off, he just painted them to and was really proud of himself for thinking of the star design all by himself. Dragging your fingers over his nails you figured you’d fix it for him since he wouldn’t have time to do it himself. “I’ll be right back channie~” looking back at you with confusion “why?? Where at u going?” Smiling at his almost worried tone you respond with a quick “you’ll see” before walking to your craft cabinet which housed your nail polish’s for some reason
Coming back to the sofa with polish, towels and a fan to dry it faster. Placing everything on the coffee table in front of you then flopping back down next to him where he hasn’t even noticed what your planing on doing.
“Give me your hand darling” not looking up from his computer he flops his hand In your lap. You Lean forward to grab the black nail polish and opening it easily, you put the open bottle in between your thighs, picking up Chans limp hand kissing the back of it quickly before picking up the polish brush and pressing it on the base of his pointer finger.
The cold liquid scaring Chan out of his work, you were holding his wrist very still so luckily his flinch didn’t make a mess. “W-what are you doing?” He stutters “I’m fixing your nails silly, now be still for me I don’t wanna mess it up” he looked back at his laptop for a second before softly closing it
You notice his movement and was quietly proud of yourself for it, throwing his laptop aside him then inches himself closer to you to rest his head on your shoulder watching you recreate his nail design perfectly with a calming smile on his face.
Minho
“Min I told you to WAIT for your nails to dry BEFORE petting your shedding cat!!” You mumbled at your boyfriend who just pet his fluffy cat 5 seconds after you told him not to. “I couldn’t help it she pawed at my hands she needed pets” he declared with his hands out infront of him with cat hair all over them. “Yeah I know you love your cats but guess who has to do your nails all over again!” You say dramaticly, obviously you weren’t mad at him your just messing with him I mean it was just a black coat on his nails, nothing special.
He pitifully looks away from your “angry” face as you aggressively pour nail polish remover on a towel. “Gosh your so lucky I’m as patient as I am” softening your gaze as you rub off all the cat hair and polish. “Well on the bright side I get to spend more time with you right?” You tsk at his attempt to be brighten the mood, which work.
After you messily repaint his nails, you grab both his wrists to gently blow on his nails, jumping away from your breath his giggles a little. “Stop moving min I’m trying to dry your nails faster!!” “I can’t help it?! It feels weird” you mumbled something about how sensitive he is as you grab the LED light and drop it infront of him. “Fine just put your hands in here and KEEP THEM THERE” he pushes his hands into the light as you go to throw away the dirty nail polish towels
As you open the trash you remembered what was still sitting next to him. The cat. “MINHO DONT YOUR DARE TOUCH THAT CAT.” you yell from the kitchen “YOUR NO FUN Y/N!” you both start laughing at his response. Walking back to the table he was sitting at and thank god.. he actually listened. “Wow look your nails are actually dry!” You joke smirking at him. He wasn’t laughing at your joke tho. “What you think I’m that incompetent y/n?” “Yes”.
Changbin
“BABE!!!!” you hear from your boyfriend at the other side of the studio “WHAT BINNIE??” You respond quickly, you haven’t gotten a response yet but you hear his footsteps getting louder and faster towards you suddenly he slams the door open and you were met with a bright eyed changbin!
“Yesss??” You say with delight since your always happy to see his sweet face. He takes a breath in then pulls out a box he has behind his back which you somehow didn’t notice at first, “look look I got these new nail polish pens and they just arrived!! They had pastel!” You smile softly at how happy he is “Ah that’s really cool bub do you want to try them out!” Sitting up from your position on the couch. “Duhh I wanna try them out?!” He says sassily putting his hand on his hip “well your in luck I just cleaned my nails off” you wiggle your fingers infront of him but he shakes his head “no I want you to do mine!” You aw at his excitement before jump off the studio couch to walk over to his desk, dragging an extra chair with you
You set up the chair next to the one that was already sitting there, quickly sitting down you pat the chair next to you waiting for him to sit down. Basically throwing himself in that chair he rips open the box’s to see 10 beautiful colors fall out. “What color do you want bin??” He brings his hand up to his cheek to rest on it while he thinks. “ maybe the shiny purple and pink one? OHHHHH can you make a little dwaekki?” Your palms are already sweaty cuz your not very good with nail art “uhm…I can try..but it may not look good” grabbing the purple to put on a background, then the pink..
Your boyfriend basically bouncing in his chair while keeping his hand as still as possible with excitement in his eyes. You’ve started over so many times cuz u couldn’t get the ears right. And you failed yet again sighing as u reach for the paper towel again when changbin stops you “hold on hold on you’ve wipped off your design so many times I wanna see it before u get rid of it!” Your eyes widen then look back down at his hand “no no you shouldn’t see it just wait until I make a good one you won’t like this one” “but I like everything you do..” he pouted, feeling a bit bad u agree to let him see it “fine..look” you whisper
Expecting bin to think it’s ugly and wanting you to try again you pick up the towel to wet it with remover, looking back up at him expecting a disgusted face but instead was met by his cute smile “I love it!” He exclaimed putting his Honda out and wiggling his fingers “they’re perfect thank you thank youuuu” he pulls u In to hug you making sure to not get polish in your hair. “It’s not the best bin sorryy” kissing him on the cheek before pulling away. “No no I love them!!” You watch as he waves his hands around to dry with the most adoring face your ever seen, giving him one last kiss before cleaning up.
Hyunjin
Hyunjin always likes being your little test subject, wanted to try a new eyeliner, you try it on Hyunjin, wanted to try a new hair curler, you try it on Hyunjin. And he was totally fine with it frankly he loved to attention. So when you got a new set of nail polish but didn’t want a new color on your nails just yet you went to find Hyunjin
He was practicing alone which he does a lot so you didn’t have to worry about the others. Walking into the practice room with a little hello to let him know who it was. “Hey sweetheart do you have a few minutes by any chance?~” you say fluttering your eyes in a joking way “yeah I should probably take a break, what did u need y/nnie??” He says while sweat drips down he face “oh nothing much just got this new set or nail polish and wanted to tr-“ “YES” he says a little to quickly “ok then!! Sit for a second I’ll go get towels”
Running back into the room with towels in hand you slide up to Hyunjin on your knees (doing that makes me feel so cool ngl) while he’s looking at all the colors, he looks up and smiles at you then hands you the box back, you grab the box and then his hand, placing his hand on the towel “keep your hand there for a sec” you say with a bit of strain as you rip the box open
“What color are you gunna do babe??” He ponders “all of them, ima make a rainbow, if your ok with that sweetheart” “of course I am:)”
You had decided to leave all the bottles open for easy access since you’ll need them all regularly, clearly forgetting how clumsy your boyfriend really is. You got to the color orange as you paint it on you ask Hyunjin to nudge the yellow closer to you. But when he pushed to bottle it got caught on the floor board spilling the littlest bit out of the bottle. You quickly picked it up right and put the orange away to clean up the small spill before it stains
After wiping it with a towel you look up to Hyunjin who has his unpainted finger up to his mouth looking rather upset. “Its ok baby it was barely a drop??” You say putting your hand on his arm “y-yeah I know but it was a new bottle..heh I do that a lot dont i-“ You sigh “we’ll yeah but it’s not that big of a deal I promise, a lot of things can be cleaned up no matter how clumsy you are~” you pull his hand away from his face “cmon let me finish this hand” you smile kissing his finger tips which earned a smile back.
Han
We both know he is the one who brough the nail polish to you, and he was the one begging for you to do his nails because he “couldn’t get this one design right” which you agree too
“So what are you having trouble with?” You giggling slightly “this ONE star on my pinky I can’t get it right:(“ pushing his pinky in your face “fix it!…please” he says with a toothy smile. “Ughh fineee give me the polish hannie” he turns around looking for the color real quick before handing it to you dropping to his knees in-front of you, then plops his hand in your lap.
“Ok now watch just incase someone isn’t around to help u with your precious stars.” You tease. He watches in aw as you draw out a perfect star on such a small finger, “that’s how you outline ok?” “MHM MHMMM!” “Now you Fill in the star from the tips to the middle in straight lines” he gasped at that because he has been scribbling it in instead of using straight lines. “Done!” He is genuinely shocked at how you did that “omg your so cool y/n seriously thank you so muchhhh” you laugh “ofc baby” he starts slowly blowing on his nail.
Felix
Felix was notified the day before they were going to record a new code, he already had clothes picked out for tomorrow so he really had nothing else to do, as he sat on your bed staring at his hands he had an idea. Quickly running to his make up drawer which also has his nail polish inside. Grabbing his favorite color then went to go find you
He found you in the kitchen leaning fully against the counter while eating a cookie and scrolling through your phone, you noticed him in your peripheral vision then lowered your phone to talk to him. “Hey sunshine whatcha up too??” Noticing he definitely had something in his hand. He walks up to the counter than sits on one of the elevated chairs, opening his hand while he says “can you do my nails real quick please?” He was always so polite and you loved that about him “of course but I’ll have to be fast I have more cookies in the oven” he hummed in hunger lowkey wanted one of those cookies
You grab the color and opened it swiftly “rest your hand on my wrist it’s easier” you direct him “okayy” painting his nails went rather fast since it was just one color and just when u finished the first hand the oven when off. “Hold on i need to get that” you turn around, grab your mittens, and slowly take the cookies out and set them on the cooling tray.
Turning back your your sunshine you grab up the bottle again to start the other hand, only 3 minutes later you were done “there you go lix, just let them dry ok just stay there for a sec” he looked at you very offended “but I wanted one of those cookies?!” You snicker at him “you can’t wait??” “NO!” You roll your eyes and turn to grab a cookie turning back again to feed it to Felix, but right before it touches his mouth which was wide open, you swiftly change directions To take a bite yourself instead. “WTF?!?!” He shouted “hey watch your mouth” you laugh finally letting him take a bite himself. “Hmm this good” he mumbled “yeah I know I made it?”
Seungmin
He always liked coloring or drawing on you or your nails it relaxed him so much, you didn’t care about ink poisoning at this point, he was currently drawing a little dog on your inner wrist when you noticed his faded polish. “Hey” you nudge him a bit to get his attention “hm?” He looks up at you since he was laying on your lap “can I do your nails real quick Minnie?” You ask sweetly as you twirl his hair a little which you only do as a last resort since he can be stubborn sometimes, but it wasn’t necessary since he was already really relaxed after a long day
“Uhm..mhm sure” he whispered, he went to get up but you stopped him “no stay there the nail polish is on the table next to me” you pet his head to get him to lay back down, you stretch over to grab the polish and a tissue, he is currently laying with his head and upper back on your lap with his hands on his chest, you figured you could just paint his nails where he is, so you lay the tissue on his chest but under his hands and you got to work, slightly holding his hands up with yours and the cold feeling of the polish made him very tired.
By the time you were done he was about to fall sleep which you didn’t mind, so while he was there you gave his a little hand message which send him out but you knew if you stopped it would wake him up so you layed there with him in your lap messaging his hands for atleast 30 minutes while watching a show and listening to his little snores.
Jeongin
Similar to Seungmin expect he was asleep when you started painting his nails anyways, you always wanted to paint his nails for him but he always said no for some reason so you figured if you buttered him up all day with love and messages and acts of kindness then maybe when he wakes up he won’t be upset about it. You already had the polish in your pocket then you sat down next to him offering for him to rest his head on you, which made him fall asleep.
Slowly moving his hands over to your lap with brush in want everything was going smoothly until the last nail, he TWITCHED!! You froze hoping he didn’t wake up, after a while on nothing you cleaned up the nail and fixed the paint, finally your done I thought of waking him up but you ofc let him rest so you lay back your self after closing the paint and setting it aside…..”you could have just asked me y/nnie..”
Your eyes shot open at the sound of his very much awake voice “uhm..how was your nap baby??” You say nervously “what nap?” ….he was awake the whole time…. “Did I Wake You up innie??” You Look down at him slowly just to be met with his cute fox eyes “no silly I was never asleep!” Widening your eyes you hope he isn’t mad “you did a good job tho y/n I like it, you didn’t have to butter me up just to paint my nails yk… but I did enjoy the attention..” you sigh in relief “aw im glad.. how about tomorrow we go get McDonald’s huh??” “Sounds…nice…” now he’s really gunna fall asleep.
I PUT MY BLOOD SWEAT AND TEARSSSS INTO THIS OMG….
I’m proud tho😇
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Thank you for reading thoo bye sweeties!!
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awritessomething · 9 months
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𝐀 𝐑𝐞𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝 | tadashi hamada x fem!reader
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𝙨𝙪𝙢𝙢𝙖𝙧𝙮 | after Tadashi successfully finished building Baymax, there’s a reward in order.
𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙘𝙤𝙪𝙣𝙩 | 3.3k
𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀 | smut, oral (m!receiving), pnv, switch!tadashi, facefucking, public sex (sorta? kinda?), hair pulling, riding, wall fucking, praise kink, some dirty talk, bit of crying, unprotected sex, overstim and dumification, multiple orgasm, pet names like baby and sweet girl, getting caught at the end, fluffy smut(??), non-proofread writing
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Tadashi Hamada had spent days and nights working in his office at the San Francisco Institute of Technology. His girlfriend had zero interest in science before meeting Tadashi, after that, she was forced into liking it. She was just as smart as him, enrolled in a nearby law school. Still, she spent more of her time spent in Tadashis lab than she did in her own home. He spent all of his time working on his doctor-like robot, Baymax. Baymax could perform over 10,000 medical procedures, so it took an awful long time for Tadashi to figure out how to get him to be able to do that. She had always believed in him, she cheered him on during the hard times and kept him going when things seemed too easy.
They’d been dating for months before Tadashi was finally finished with Baymax. He had put a little couch in his lab so that his girlfriend could sleep as he worked and not feel forced to be awake all the time. It was his cheers of happiness and excitement that woke her up as she felt his hands start to shake her. Her eyes shot open to see him with the biggest grin on his face.
“I finished! Baymax is complete!” Tadashi announced and her jaw dropped in shock. She jumped up onto her feet and just stared at him for a second as he looked like he was about to bounce off of the walls.
“What?!” The girl screamed and he just nodded again, his smile never once dropping even the slightest bit. Seeing his nod of confirmation, she jumped forwards and up into his arms, Tadashi spinning her around. Their hug was tight and just full of excitement. Both of them were just so happy, Tadashi being happy for finishing his very long and time consuming project, and she was happy just because he was happy and she loved him. With his hands still firm on her thighs, she leaned back a little bit to look at him. Her hands cupped his cheeks, squishing them together a little bit. “I’m so proud of you, Tadashi.” She told him and his cheeks turned a rosy pink. Leaning forwards, she peppered kisses all over his face as he laughed and set her down.
“Wanna come back to my place? I know a way we can celebrate.” Tadashi leaned down and gave her a quick kiss but realized what she had just said. They had sex before, multiple times. They just never actually talked about it so he felt that it was weird for him to have said something like that. It wasn’t that she was weirded out by his words, she was just surprised that they came out of his mouth. If there was any sort of sexual talk, it was usually from her and that was still rare. “We dont have to, we can go out to dinner too. Sorry, what do you want to do?” He backtracked so quickly she barely even had a moment to think.
“What? No, no I like the first idea. Why don’t we stay here though?” She put her hands on his chest and pushed him down onto the couch, walking away to lock the door. Once the doors were locked, no one outside could see in, which was good. It took an awful lot of noise to be heard through the walls as well, which would be put to the test. Their friends were in the bigger lab only a few doors away, working on their own things. Tadashi watched as she checked the windows quickly before digging and turning back to him.
“Come on.” He opened up his arms and she smiled, sitting down on his lap and bringing him into a kiss. Tadashis hands found the curve of her waist, latching onto that as she kissed down his neck. Her cold fingers slipped under his shirt, tracing his abs and making him shudder. “Take off my shirt.” Those words were meant to come out as a demand, yet they left in a whine. Tadashi could feel her lips turn up into a smile against his skin while she leaned back to pull off his shirt.
“We just got started, Tadashi. You’re already begging me?” She teased but he shook his head, his confidence being far too high from his achievements to admit to the begging that he let happen by accident. Of course, tonight would be all about him, so she decided to quit the teasing. Tadashi pulled off her shirt with ease, throwing it to the side with his before his hands rushed to unclasp her bra. The black lacy bra was thrown to the side, leaving her a bit disappointed that he hadn’t taken even a second to appreciate it. She quickly forgave him once his mouth latched onto the sensitive skin on her breasts, sucking on it and nipping with his teeth. Her back arched and their chests touched, Tadashis hands finding their way down to her shorts.
“You always spoil me with these little shorts.” He whispered, voice deep in her ear as she let out a breathy moan. “Stand up for me.” She stood immediately and he helped her unbutton them, the piece of clothes falling to the ground. He expected her to sit back down on his lap, to keep her panties as the only thing that she would wear. He expected her to drip right through them and onto his jeans, leaving wet spots that would surely be noticed if anyone saw him. Instead, she dropped to her knees, unbuttoning his pants and pulling them down to his ankles. He lifted his feet as she fully removed them, his boxers going right with them. He felt so exposed.
“You’re so hard, I haven’t even done anything yet.” She smiled and leaned forwards, letting his cock press up against her face. It favored length rather than width, being a tad bit longer than the average but keeping it average when it came to width. Still, it was absolutely perfect. Tadashi’s breath hitched seeing her so close to his cock, feeling how her hands ran up his thighs and just got closer to touching it. Once her fingers wrapped around him, he let out a gasp, involuntarily moving his hips up to try and get more. The salty bead of precum was dripping down, threatening to reach her fingers. Instead of letting that happen, she put out her tongue, licking a long stripe right up his cock, licking up that little drop as well.
“Baby- come on… please.” Tadashi put out his hand, running his fingers through her hair. Looking up at him through her lashes, she nodded but backed away. “What are you doing?”
“Stand up.” He did as he was told, standing up and wondering what she wanted him to do next. She reached out and touched both sides of his hips, moving so that her head was against the wall instead of by the couch. Tadashi looked down at her, so confused as to what she wanted him to do. Her hair was tucked neatly behind her ears, a bit nervous to tell him what to do. “Fuck my mouth.” Tadashis jaw dropped, unsure of why she would ask him to do that. She had given him a blowjob before, in fact she had given many, but she had always been in control.
“I don’t want to hurt you.” He shook his head and went to step away but her hands remained on his hips, keeping him in place.
“You wont hurt me, and anyways, Baymax is here to help.” She begged, pressing a sweet kiss to the tip of Tadashis cock. It was begging to be touched, it’s regular light pink color turned into a raging red. He trusted her to know her limits, but still told her to tap on his thigh three times in a row if she wanted him to stop and twice to slow down. With a bit of hesitance, he agreed. Honestly, he was excited to try something new as long as it was with her, but he just didn’t want to hurt her. He wouldn’t be able to forgive himself.
The moment that she took him in his mouth, all of Tadashis thoughts vanished. His high IQ just disappeared as all he could think about was getting off using her. The first couple of thrusts were nice and slow, very experimental. Tadashi glanced down at her to see her with furrowed brows, looking right back up at him while his cock was stuffed in her mouth.
“Oh fuck…” Tadashi moaned, putting his arm on the wall that he could rest his head on, the other moving down to her head. She felt his long fingers thread into her hair, finding a way to grip onto her head as he grew more confident with his thrusts. His jaw was clenched and the bottom lip sucked under his teeth to try and hold back some of his sounds. All he could hear was the sound of her throat every single time he thrusted into it, he loved how it just took him in.
Every once and a while he would open his eyes and look down at her, and every time he did so, she was staring back up at him. This time he looked down and saw her eyes filled up to the brim with tears as she blinked and one streamed down her cheek. He immediately pulled out of her mouth and was so worried that something had happened and she got hurt.
“Are you alright? Did I hurt you? Oh my god I knew this would happen I-“ she cut him off immediately with her begging.
“No, Tadashi, keep going. Please, I need your cock in my mouth.” She cried, reaching out for him. He looked down at her with a shocked expression, not expecting her to like it so much. Still, he accepted and gently slipped it back in, her tongue swirling around him. He was so close now, if she had kept speaking for one more second he might’ve cum right then and there.
His hand found its way back to her hair, head falling back as he pushed her head all the way. The tip of her nose touched his abdomen as she felt tears run down her face once again. He thrusted into her throat while holding her head there. She took it as best as she could, holding onto his legs for a bit of support. It would probably hurt to talk for the next couple of days from how her throat was being used as a fuck toy.
“So- oh my god… so fucking good for me.” Tadashi groaned, fucking himself as deep into her throat as possible. At his praise, she let out a quiet whimper that sent vibrations through his cock. A choked moan left his throat, he no longer knew how to contain himself. His thrusts were getting much messier and his breathing was ragged and quick, he was close. She could barely even breathe at this point, but she held on for as long as she could. With a few more thrusts, he was cumming, trying to pull out of her mouth but being trapped by her hands. He thought of himself as too much of a gentleman to cum in her mouth after being so mean, but apparently it was just like their usual sessions.
“Good job, come on. Are you ok?” Tadashi helped her up from her knees, seeing the little wobble that she had. She nodded, still catching her breath and swallowing the final drop. Sitting her back down on the cough, he went to get her water bottle from the table. He was still rock hard and she laughed at this.
“What are you laughing at?” He rolled his eyes, handing her the water bottle and sitting down next to her. His fingers messed with her nice black panties, wanting to take them off. He stretched the fabric and let it come back with a snap. Her head turned as she set down the bottle, reaching over and smacking him on the head.
“The only person I ever laugh at is you.” She informed him while moving to sit on his lap. Her hand gently stroked his dick while Tadashi struggled to hold eye contact through the pleasure. His cock was still so sensitive, if she put him inside he believed he might explode. “Do you like that?” She had lifted her hips and was positioned right over him, teasing both of them by rubbing him back and forth along her folds.
“I like everything about you.” With that answer, she dropped down onto his cock, taking him balls deep in one quick go. Tadashi’s head fell back and he didn’t have enough of a warning to mute his moan, letting out a deep and guttural groan. His hands flew to her hips, now moving so his nose was in the crook of her neck as he panted.
“Come on, you’re doing so well. Cant you give me just one more?” Her hand moved his face so that she could look at him. She brushed his hair out from his eyes to get a better look as he looked up at her so desperately. Tadashi nodded once he was ready for her to move, and so she did. Her bouncing started off as slow grinds, working up to the merciless riding.
“Shit- slow down! I wont last.” He complained, but he really didn’t want her to slow down at all. She knew his body better than anyone, she knew how to get him to cum in five seconds or how to edge him for five hours.
“I don’t need you to last, I need you to just feel how great you are.” She leaned forwards and brought him into a sloppy kiss, swallowing each other’s moans. They were so loud, someone must’ve heard at this point. “Your cock fills me up so good, Tadashi.” Her moans and praise made his eyes roll to the back of his head, gripping her waist so hard she knew it would bruise. They were supposed to be going to the pool in a few days.
“Yeah? Can anyone else- fuck- make you feel this good?” He choked out and she moaned out a no. Feeling his urges now fully take over, he grabbed onto her hips, pulling her all the way down onto his cock and picking her up. She whimpered quietly, wondering what he was doing. He pulled out and set her down, spinning her to face the wall.
“Tadashi? What are you doing?” She asked but gasped as his hand hit her back, bending her over as her hands reached for the wall. His fingers wandered back into her hair, collecting enough to pull it back into a makeshift ponytail. His other hand moved to her face, sticking two fingers into her mouth that she welcomed and sucked on happily. His thrusts were hard, knocking the air out of her each time that his skin hit hers. The sound of skin slapping was so loud as her moans were muffled. His sounds had turned into deep groans and grunts.
“So fucking good for me… perfect pussy.” He whispered and her eyes rolled back, fists balling up against the wall. He took his hand from her mouth but she kept her lip under her teeth to quiet herself. His newly free hand slipped underneath her, finding her clit to rub at. The second his fingers made contact with her sensitive bundle of nerves, her back arched further and she let out the loudest moan yet.
“Yes- oh fuck! Tadashi!” His name came out almost as a scream. With just a few more thrusts, he felt her walls clench around his cock as her legs shook uncontrollably. It might’ve been the best orgasm that she had ever had, he had to take his fingers from her hair to muffle the screams. Pulling out, he gave her a second to recover before picking her back up, holding her against the wall this time.
“One more, baby. Just give me one more.” Tadashi whispered in her ear as he slipped right back into her with ease. Her legs shook and eyes rolled back just from the feeling of his cock inside of her. She came just from that. “Good job, but you’re gonna need to take a bit more.” Her mind had just completely gone, all she could think about was his cock. With every earth-shattering thrust, her nails dug deeper into his back. Long red marks would be seen all down his perfect skin, everyone would see them at the pool. Neither of them were thinking about that though, not anymore.
“Tada- oh my god.” She couldn’t even say his name fully anymore, any words just coming out as incoherent babbles. He was so close, only needing a little bit more. One of her hands ended the torture on his back and moved up to his hair. The other continued on with the scratching, this one just gave a few hard pulls.
“Come on, I’m so close.” Tadashi groaned, chasing his orgasm with all that he had. She have one last scratch in the exact spot that he needed, also pulling his hair with just the right strands. His legs shook as he pushed himself as deep as he could go inside of her. Long spurts of cum filled her up to the brim, being the cause for her final orgasm. The only word he spoke was her name as he came, holding her close while his hips rolled against hers to get out every last bit.
Pulling out was painful, feeling so sore after such a long and rough session. According to the clock, they’d been going at it for two hours. He kneeled down to watch as his cum leaked out, using one finger to gently push it back in. She was just standing there, scared to try and move.
“Come on sweet girl, lay down.” Tadashi laid her back down on the couch, walking away to grab himself a pair of sweats. He always kept an extra pair of pants. She had covered herself up with a blanket and was ready to drift off to sleep. It was obvious what they had done, the smell in the room along with their clothes scattered along the floor. Tadashi walked over to where his girlfriend was sleeping and was leaning down to give her a kiss when the door burst open.
Standing there was his little brother, Hiro, and his aunt Cass. The sleeping girl woke up and was absolutely horrified to see who was standing there. They all just kind of stared at each other in shock. Tadashi looked around and saw their clothes everywhere, using his foot to move the piles behind him.
“Couldn’t you have knocked? What if I was naked?” He finally spoke the first word and Hiro just sighed and dropped his head. It was the wrong choice of words for the situation that they found themselves in.
“Well, she is.” Aunt Cass pointed out and the girl hid her face under the blankets. “Get dressed, it’s late and dinner is ready. We thought you died so we came over here instead.” She walked away and Hiro followed. He felt absolutely traumatized, also because when Tadashi hadn’t been facing them, both saw the red marks on his back. Cass wanted to make jokes about it but knew better and kept her mouth shut.
Once a few minutes had passed and they both got dressed, they walked out of the room together. Some heads peaked out of the labs and looked at them, making silly faces to show they knew what had just happened as well. Tadashi wrapped his arm around her waist as they walked, feeling her hide her face in his arm. They would never live this down.
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Leon's Nightmare 2- Chapter 5- I Hate You.
Typical violence tws, demons and all that. Children involved this time tho.
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Drew can't stop pacing. He doesn't know what to do, what to say. Who to call? "Drew, please." Taker sighs. "Dont. My daughter is out there with some demon and I have no idea where Leon is or if he's even okay!" Drew barks. "Leon is fine." Kane grunts out. Everyone but shawn looks at him shocked. "You can talk?" John asks confused. "No. Just projecting a voice so drew can understand." Kane states. Taker squints. "Thats what you've been working on? A fake voice so people can understand you?" Taker asks. "Damn right." Kane huffs.
"Focus people please!" Shawn barks. "I can't sense Leon." Taker admits. "I can. Try going a layer down." Kane tells him. "A protection hex? But why would he put one of those on? Especially if he is possessed" Taker asks. "He didn't." A new voice states. They all look to see val stood in the doorway. "Valentina?" Drew asks. "Wheres athena?" She asks walking in, Matthew close behind her. "Shes been taken." Drew admits.
Valentina looks straight at taker. "You bastard" she hisses moving towards him. "Stand down" a weak voice grumbles. Drew looks as Leon leans heavily against the doorframe. A baggy hoodie on, pale as a ghost, holding his ribs. "Leon.." Drew sighs. "You did what you could." Leon cuts in, using Matthew to move forward.
He leans against the table, eyes locked with taker. "Whats going on dad?" Leon asks. Taker sighs. "Why is athena being targeted? What was that thing? Are the other kids in danger?" Leon asks. Taker runs a hand over his head, avoiding Leon's eyes. "Dad? Dad answer me!" Leon barks, slamming his hand on the table. "No! Athena is the only one they could take." Taker snaps. Shawns eyes widen in realisation.
Leon straightens slightly. "What did you do?" Leon asks quietly, his eyes beginning to water. "You came to me..before athena was born..asking for advice...praying for change.." Taker begins quietly. Leon's breathing picks up.
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"Whats wrong Lee?" Taker huffs sitting on the sofa. Leon lowers himself onto the coffee table, eyes full of tears. "I don't know what to do dad..." he whispers. Taker watches him. "What? Whats wrong?" "Drew really wants kids but...but with my history...they ain't allowing it. Any method..and I.. I don't know how to tell drew its nothing to do with us...its me..all my fault." Leon explains, his voice breaking. "Lee.." Taker sighs. "He deserves kids dad..he deserves the world." Leon whimpers. Taker sighs and pulls his son into a hug. Determination filling him. "And he'll get them. I promise." Taker whispers.
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"What did you do?" Leon asks quietly. Taker shakes his head. "WHAT DID YOU DO!" Leon yells. "Leon, I did it out of the kindness of my heart-" "kindness of your heart? I do everything for you, everything you tell me to! I could of gone anywhere! I could of done anything! But I stayed here for you! I stayed here for pa!" Leon begins as Taker stands and starts to walk past him. "I can't do this. I thought I could but I can't." Taker sighs. Leon grabs his arm and pulls him back. Ignoring the burn it causes himself and taker.
"Thought you could do what? Huh? What are you trying to tell me dad?" Leon pushes. John and cassie stand, watching the pair. Leon examines his face. "Are you trying to blame me for the way this family is? the accident? You wanna blame me for that now? The day after my daughter goes missing?! YOU'RE GOING TO BLAME ME FOR THAT?!" Leon yells. "YES! Yes, because it all started with you. It always links back to god damn you" Taker growls pushing Leon back against the table. Leon's eyes widen. "Taker!" Shawn gasps.
"Everything is you" Taker snarls. "You wanna know how you got your perfect family? Me. I prayed and when that didn't work I turned to the books. The things I know best. And all you had to do was chose a pure soul and what did you do? You picked Valentina god damn Addams!" Taker yells. "Val.." Leon trails off as he looks at her.
"Shes not born to the valley" Leon states. "You think that makes you pure?" Taker asks. Leon thinks back.
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"Easy cowboy" val huffs. Her hands covered in something dark. The same dark as the hex on his chest.
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"It wasn't Matthew.. " Leon whispers. "You're a witch" Leon gasps. "Got me..my mama was raised with black magic..these things don't stop in the valley Lee." Valentina whispers. "The other kids have drew. Drew and shawn? The purest souls I've ever met. All you had to do was make sure they were born from a pure soul. A pure soul will always cancel out the evil. And you didn't." Taker snarls. "How was I supposed to know?!" Leon snaps. "You destined my kids to a fate of hell and now you want to blame me?!" Leon yells standing back up.
"I hate you. I hate you so damn much." Leon spits. Drews eyes widen. Taker takes a stunned step back. "I didnt destined them to anything. You. You cursed this family. Not me." Taker whispers. "Fuck you." Leon's voice cracks. "They died for you. We all will die for you. And you don't even have the heart to feel a damn thing." Taker snaps. "Fuck you" Leon's voice is weak, broken as he pushes past his father. "Ill get her back myself. My baby, that YOU damned. Not me" Leon hisses as he walks out. "Lee.." Shawn sighs. "Leave him." Drew suddenly speaks, shocking everyone. "How do we get athena back?" Drew asks.
"I have a way."
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Leon closes the motel door as just stands there. His head is racing. So damn bad.
He thinks about it. How did taker hide it from them all?
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"The cross is special. It doesn't burn us"
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"He put a hex on the cross..." he whispers. "Thats why she started seeing things...that's why she could cross over.. because she wasn't wearing it.." Leon gasps. A sudden rage fills him as he thinks about what just happened.
His father blames him for something he wasn't even born for.
His father blames him for everything.
Deep down, Leon thought it was the case. But to hear it? No kid wants that.
He moves to the bathroom, straight to the sink to splash water on his face. This is when he spots the stain on his hand from the hex. He begins scrubbing at the skin, even when the stain is gone, he continues scrubbing.
They all see you as a monster now.
You took their lives and ruined it.
You are the problem.
If you were gone, athena would still be here.
You monster.
SMASH, CRACK.
Leon's fist connects with the mirror before he punches the phone off the wall and begins to destroy the motel.
He doesn't stop until his knees give out. He falls down in the middle of the room, blood pooling on his fingers. His vision begins to blur as his breathing becomes heavy. His eyes fill with water. "Why? What did I do to deserve this?" Leon chokes out as he hunches over.
"Dont I deserve love? Don't I deserve a happy ending?!" He cries out as his hand grasps the dirty carpet.
"Can't I be free?"
"I can help with that." A new voice speaks.
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John frowns as his hands start to hurt. "You alright?" Cassie asks quietly. He gasps as the pain shoots through his arms, hunching forward slightly. "Ah" cassie looks at me, the author, "you suddenly remembered our abilities? Forgot about them didn't you?" She asks. I smirk and nod at John. Cassie frowns and looks at John. "Hes not possessed anymore. I can never feel him when he's possessed" John hisses. Cassie side eyes me. "John?" Cassie asks as John closes his eyes and holds his head.
John grits his teeth at the pain. "Lee" he growls. He opens his eyes back and gasps at the dark room surrounding him and his brother. "You need to let me go" Leon whispers. "Wha...what?" John asks confused. "Let...me go.." Leon repeats before disappearing.
John looks around the dark area. "Lee? Leon!" He calls. "LET ME IN!" John gasps as he's shoved forward from behind.
The Manor forms around him, except...its different. Strange. Old. That's when his eyes land on her. Firey red curly hair, bright green eyes, pale doll like skin. Beautiful.
She's stood in the middle of the dining room, a item held in her hands, holding her attention. "Hello?" John tries. Nothing. Both their eyes move to the man who enters. Dark hair, bright blue eyes. "Athena darling, Its getting late." John's eyes widen. Athena? That makes him-"i know that Thomas but look. Look what my mirror is showing me" athena turns the mirror. John moves and pauses in confusion.
Leon.
Old Leon at that.
"A man?" Thomas asks. "Hes our grandson." Athena states. "Okay, athena...What's going on?" Thomas sighs, moving closer. "Hes damaged....traumatised and I know who's behind it. We can change this, we can stop him getting that scar!" Athena tells him. "Athena, even if we could, we shouldn't mess with the future." Thomas reminds her. "Its Paul. I keep having these nightmares...visions...he hurts our boys. He hurts our grandchildren. Their children." Athena tries. "Athena, I know you've had issues with Paul lately but this is too far. I'm going to work with him tomorrow and then ask him to keep some distance for awhile. And right now, we are going to go upstairs, kiss our youngest good night before going to bed. Then tomorrow, we will feed both our boys and send them off to school." Thomas tells her. "Yes..yes of course..w..where is-" "hes out with friends. Now cmon" Thomas grunts leaving the room.
John looks back at athena. Athena looks back down at the mirror. That's when John sees it. Him. John watches the fat man rush past the back window. "Paul?" John whispers rushing towards the window. He watches Paul rush towards the back. "No no..th.." John figures the house layout is the same, and he isn't wrong as he reaches the back door. He watches in horror as kane climbs out of bedroom window. How Paul opens the basement doors and starts the fire. "Nobody stands in the way of my plans athena. Nobody." Paul smirks as the fire builds. "Paul?" Kane whispers, scared and confused. "Im taking you to your brother." Paul tells him. "And mama..papa?" "They are with him. They asked me to do this" Paul lies.
John's heart breaks. Shatters.
"You maybe a witch Athena, but you will not be able to save you or them." He mutters.
"The fire...how does take-" John gets cut off as the world around him fades. It fades to the valleys graveyard. John looks to see taker knelt infront of the family gravesite. His head bowed low, Latin leaking from his lips. That's when John spots the demon. "You see...that baby? That baby is what opened hells gates. He destroyed your family. And he will do it again." The demon explains. "How can I trust you?" Taker grits out. "Have I ever lied to you? I told you about kane. I told you about Paul. Hell, I opened your eyes too Shawn. That sweet little soul" the demon purs. Takers head snaps up. "I told you-" "yeah yeah, keep his name out of my mouth." The demon huffs.
"Look, believe me or don't, I will be coming to collect what's ours. With or without Paul's hand in things. The Prince, will need to become king." The demon tells him. "No..please" Taker whispers. "Ill do anything" Taker pleads. "Oh I know. I'll be sure to cash in on this later, for now, I'm needed elsewhere. Go home." The demon mutters. That's when John realises he's staring right at him. The demon smirks and waves at him before disappearing.
John's eyes shoot open to see Shawn knelt over him. "Baby? Are you okay?" Shawn asks cupping his face. John sits up, his eyes landing on Taker. "It wasn't his fault. You know that and you still blame him?" John asks. "John?" Cassie asks. Then it hits John.
"Ill be sure to cash in on this later."
His eyes land on Leon's painting, drew took a picture of it planning to show taker. They printed it for those with not so good eyes.
John looks at taker with knowing eyes. "Why? Why would you?" John whispers. "I explained myself. I do not need to explain anymore." Taker tells him. "You know, selling your sons child does need some sort of explanation" Matthew comments. Taker glares at him. "And what do you know mutt?" Taker spits. Matthew growls at him, eyes flashing red. "As a mutt, I know damn well how important family is you do not sell them out to a damnd demon" matt snaps. Taker turns fully to him.
"This isnt helping." Valentina snaps. "All this fighting is not helping at all!" She barks. "Taker didn't sell athena. Taker made a deal to protect us all and me and Leon? We fucked that up. I didn't realise athena would be wholeblood." Valentina sighs. "Wholeblood?" Drew asks. "Leon is wholeblood, cassie is half-blood. Beau, Ophelia and cas are half-blood. Athena is wholeblood. H is just like you and shawn. Humans cursed with gifts from the valley. That nightmare you had wasn't a nightmare drew." Taker explains. "The valley accepts us in and the longer we stay, the stronger we get" Shawn states.
"Athena was never supposed to be wholeblood." Val whispers. "If anything Beau shoulda been, right?" Drew asks. "No. Because beau is yours. Drew, we did it because they weren't allowing Leon to give you the kid you wanted. And then I was told they suddenly had a change of heart and I.. I still wanted a child. Leon helped. So, beau was the gift from the demon, but athena was the only thing he could dig his claws into" valentine tries to explain. (In other words adding beau as the oldest actually fucked up this entire storyline but I put my whole heart into taker and Leon's fight and don't want to rewrite it and ruin it)
"Where would he be keeping her?" Matthew asks. "Somewhere Leon can't go." Taker states. "So purgatory..." Matthew sighs. Valentina looks at him. "We need to find Leon." She whispers.
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Athena sits by the water, watching the fish as they follow the stream down. The world is cold, bleak looking. The monster left her here, explaining he couldn't stay but he'd be back. And well, she couldn't exactly leave.
But she was quick to learn the only safe space was near the water. The monsters lurking here seemed to shy away from it. Even if they wanted to kill her.
She hugs her knees to her chest as tears leak. She misses his siblings. She didn't get to see Beau before she was taken. She misses her dad's. Her mama.
She can already tell they are all split because of it.
She tenses at a soft snarling noise behind her.
She couldn't sit here doing nothing. Not now.
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2022 in review
in an effort to blog about art on my art blog more i will be writing a post covering my work in 2022 and maybe some aspirations going forward into 2023
2022 was the year of learning to paint! at the beginning i was really frustrated, a lot of my pieces were very hit or miss and i couldnt tell why some sucked and some fuckd. i nibbled at some online courses for fundamentals, James Gurney’s Color & Light book and Marco Bucci’s painting videos, and was looking for a mentor at one point but i think i stopped cuz i broke my thumb briefly lol
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a piece from december 2021 that is just a bit random and i think representative of my stabbing in the dark
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studying...
in June i split a schoolism sub with emma and it was an amazing decision. i think if you have limited time to practice drawing or dont know where to go the best thing is to take a course, and ive taken cheap or free courses online but the tutors on schoolism are top of the industry and the quality of their teaching is stellar imo. literally felt my brain explode with knowledge they are the best of the best. i finished the painting workout course with wouter tulp and ive dipped in and out of numerous others since then. its cool bcus u can study at your own pace.
July was artfight, i did talk about it here so not gonna repeat myself heh
then i was really busy with my MA, its been so fun and so exhausting. a year is so short and i want to try all the printing techniques and ceramics and everything cry. but hey now i know indesign and can make my own zines and stuff which is amazing. i also tabled at my first market :) i did really like it and would love to do more, dont want to put pressure on myself to do that this year but at least wanna visit them and scope out the audiences and stuff.
school really is making me appreciate traditional art again, tbh it is nothing like digital. you just cant get that chaos or physical resistance from your materials in digital, everything is very deliberate and constructed and almost predictable. ive started to incorporate more traditional work into my pieces where i can, especially photobashing. i can use photos i offhandedly took years ago and it feels really nice to get to repurpose them.
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a spread from my school project, a book about one of my passions (i chose the story of how i got into elden ring!!!) i made it from paper cutting, photobashing, and digital. (im going to sell pdf and physical copies in the new year)
so circling back to the start of the year, i think you can see marked progress in my illustrations that ive posted here. i think i learned a lot about techniques within a painting but i want to learn more about pictorial composition bcus my default tends to be 3:4, portrait, charas centre, and i want to break that habit and tell more effective stories :)
over the past 2 years ive been incorporating more realism into the characters i draw and trying to be really deliberate with what features, proportions etc they have.
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a 2021 isa and a 2022 isa
i think i want to maintain this level of detail because its descriptive enough for my needs but i want to push it to be more dynamic and stylised. i really admire the way disney animators like jin kim do it. its because im not confident enough with structure and anatomy to really play with it.
on the other hand with life drawing i really want to do more realism and capture exactly whats in front of me because i think i rely on style as a crutch too much hahaha.
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from december. proud of these!!!
thats whats on my mind really. again really dont want to put any undue pressure on myself and i am going to be really busy until october at least. i am seriously proud of my progress in 2022. and im really looking forward to playing bloodborne x
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july 30, 2023; 7:21 pm - life updates
hi, tumblr! its been a minute ~ how are you guys? isnt it so weird that july just decided to be a blip and is now over like it never actually happened even though it was a super busy month? either way, im here to update ya'll on how ive been and other things and if youre interested, just keep reading along; either way, i love you!
family:
bittersweetly, wala na kaming bisita sa bahay; ang weird kasi my mom pointed out na we had visitors nga pala ever since may, thats a lot of time to have people over at your house and to not have privacy; it is sad though to have the house this quiet again but i, glad for the memories we all made over the course of everyone's stay
i treated my mom to a mani pedi session yesterday and it was really nice and relaxing; i finally got my nails done again and im so happy!
other than the aforementioned, we dont have a lot going on except the fact that we're going to a lunch buffet on saturday so atleast we have something to look forward to
im just really excited for the rest of the year and what that holds for me and my family
personal life:
im in a much better headspace and i am truly grateful for whatever or whoever helped me along the way
july was tough kasi i kept pushing myself to my limit without really noticing and again its very bittersweet kasi a part of me is super proud na i can actually juggle so much but at the same time my mind was not doing okay
but im glad im better now; maybe it was just a bad and busy week but i know for a fact na hindi lang yun yung week na ganun sa buong buhay ko so atleast now i know i can actually handle it
i finished reading happy place by emily henry already and i love that book so much; it being about people around my age made it all the more relatable + its super funny + it hits a little too close to home knowing that im the same as the protagonist; overall, its such a great book and i wish i could read it for the first time ulit
been trying to download bumble again pero literally my phone wont let me kasi it always prompts me to fix my payment method sa apple id which is totally fine btw but it always ends up being in error so i just take that as a sign na downloading bumble is just gonna be a waste of time anyway
i need to buy clothes kasi 1.) i wanna invest in them (again, my mom has a point na i need to stop repeating my outfits as much as i do) and 2.) i have an event to go to on the 11th ata so i need to dress up for that
i also want to sell some of my stuff kasi day by day i just keep realizing na i have so much stuff and instead of throwing them away, might as well make some money out of them
work:
im relieved that work is better now; not as busy, but busy enough to keep me on my feet without actually killing me mentally
i love my officemates; i love how the board takers are back and that the noise is back too
na approve na din kaagad yung revisions namin for our community library project which means we get to go to ikea already and purchase the stuff we wanted to for the project
feels kinda weird din talaga to not have been able to go to the office for a week cause of the weather kaya tomorrow im really gonna push myself to go kahit na alam kong uulan parin kasi i just know im gonna be lazy as fuck if i dont go to the office nanaman
regarding our team building, again, im not so keen on pushing through with it this august kasi 1.) its raining, 2.) mahal na since we're booking for the same dates, and 3.) again, i have no idea what our budget is to begin with so its really hard to plan anything anyway
and yeah, thats it for my life updates ~ im beyond excited for august, so here's to making the last day of july super fun and productive and memorable in whatever way it could be
ingat kayong lahat especially since for sure uulan parin this week!
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These freaks 2.0
So, when i was about 14 or 15 i wrote an adlock/teenlock fanfiction. i was obsessed with sherlock at the time and was a huge adlock shipper. Ive only just been able to find th original fanfic and i thought i would rewrite it at 20 years old as ive not been in uni for a while but hope that my writing has evolved comapre to when i was a teenager. so here it is
i present to you... THESE FREAKS.... the rewrite
THESE FREAKS
I woke up at 6 am with bleary eyes and the thought of one person in my mind…
Him
The wanna be detective
The nerd
The….freak
I didn't see him as a freak but everyone else did. I haven't approached him as I dont think he would be interested. He doesn't seem interested in anyone. He talks to John Watson but thats it really. 
I pull my school jumper over my head and tie my tie around my neck. Worrying about the exam which is fast approaching, I quickly skim my flash cards. Cells and adaptation science filling my head. I want to do well, i want to go to sixth form, i want to get out of here.
Whilst on my way to school, as usual, dad is just on the phone with some white man that obviously has so much privilege it makes my stomach week.
He doesnt even say ‘have a good day’ when i slam the car door. Listening to my playlist, I walk with my head down towards the school yard and walk past all the lad lads and all the popular girls. Sally Donovan and Anthea are picking on Molly Hooper as usual. Molly has been their target this year. The poor mousy girl runs off with her textbooks held tightly against her chest, her arms wrapped around herself as if to hug herself. I should probably go and see if shes ok, but i wont. Dont want to make myself a target do i?
Orla Garlands ‘why am i like this?’ starts playing. How fitting….
Then i see him.
He’s quietly listening to music aswell. I wonder what hes listening to? What lyrics could possibly be projected into his brain? His beautiful brain.
A short boy runs up to him and start screaming about him not being met on the bus. Thats John Watson for you. He’s quite high strung when it comes to Sherlock Holmes.
Sherlock Holmes…. What a strange name.
Its not like its ancient like ‘Irene’... I hate my name. Hopefully one day ill grow to love my name. But it wont be today. 
I feel something push my forward and woosh past me. Its Anderson of course. Typical. I dont even know his first name. Hes just weedy and uptight. Hes an arsehole.
The idea of this exam springs into my brain. Christ. I feel like a pit has emerged in my stomach.
Yet he seems absolutely fine. 
He will probably end up going to Oxford or Camrbidge. We wouldn't last anyway. He’d realize how pathetic I am and get bored.
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On my way to form I still listened to my music.Anything to dull the sound of the school bell. That shrill sickens me.I Quietly observe everyone that passes by. Its too busy in these corridors. This school is full of idiots. Well, not all of them are idiots.
She's just fascinating. 
Her hair is so dark, like a raven's feathers. And those eyes.They have a stripping quality. Like the minute you look into them you can feel your guard disintegrate. How does she do it? 
Thats why i dont really speak to her. Its strange that she has this affect on me.
That when i feel something slam into my chest.
Of all people, why did i just propel myself into him. SherlocK Holmes has just been head butted in the chest.
I then look up and see those piercing eyes. They are so interesting. I believe he has that traits where one eye is a different colour to the other. I am deadlocked. Stuck in the vise of those eyes.
I need to say something, ive been staring at him for too long.
‘S-s-sorry….I am not really all there today.’ I chuckle awkwardly hoping that my hair isn't now a mess and i haven't gotten mascara on his shirt. 
‘No worries, its my fault..’ he says in his rich baritone voice. I can nearly feel the boom of his voice in my chest. 
‘Where are you off to?’ i question. 
‘Same place you're going’ he said with a wink.
Stupid…ofcourse….Im so stupid.
‘ Oh…um…ofc course….yeah.’ I couldn't have been more awkward.
‘Walk with me?’ he says, that voice still booming despite the fact that he was speaking quietly. 
‘Yeah sure’ and then we walked slowly to form.
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After some conversation about the imminent exam, we get to our form room. 
‘After you’ sherlock says politely. 
‘Um…thanks’ i say shyly. I need to grow some balls. Hes just a boy.
I usually sit on the other side of the classroom than sherlock.
Ofcourse that was till today.
Ofcourse today is the day the room did some swapping around. 
Jim moriarity tried to throw a chair at anderson so the class abit of swapping around.
Anderson sat next to sherlock with Jim next to Anderson.
‘JIM,SWAP WITH IRENE!’ shouted mr Lestrade. 
My head snaps to Sherlock, his head doing the same. I couldnt quite read his face. Was he happy about the decision? Or was it a look of disdain?
I slowly grab my things and swap with Jim. Of course today is the day this happens. I look back at Molly who still has mascara smudged under her eyes. Poor Molly now has to sit next to the most tapped boy in the year.
Of all days she has to sit next to me. This feeling is so abnormal to me….worry.
She slowly makes her way towards me, her slim figure brushing past Mary Morsten.
 ‘Um… hi again’ I rene says with a slight hindrance to her approach.
‘Hi’ i look down at my book and wait to feel the air shift as she sits down. We sit there for a second.
John knows my thoughts on Irene Adler. Hes always had a feeling I thought about her alot. He just knew.
Throughout the class, we would whisper something to eachother. Mainly iy was  her asking about a question in the homework and me explaining it maybe abit too extensively, 
I was surprised she was even speaking to me. I thought she would be messaging her friend Kate or something. Kate was Irene's supposed best friend but I noticed that there was sometimes friction between the two of them. All the boys in the year seemed smitten by Kate and yet no one paid mind to Irene. Irene is so much more interesting than Kate. I've heard rumors about Kate but I don't pay any attention to gossiping.
Charles turned towards myself and Irene and says ‘well,well. Looks like someone is flirting wit the school freak!’ That when Sally chimed in and says ‘Which one?’
The whole class explodes in laughter and murmuring.
I could see Irene's hands shake whilst she grabbed her bag and darted out of the room.
I hate this school. I need to get out of here. 
I dart through the corridor, trying to find a way to escape. 
Then i see the cleaners cupboard and make my way towards it, slamming the door behind me as i enter the room.
Im not going to cry. Im too strong for that.
I then hear two knocks on the door followed by ‘ are you in there, Irene?’
‘Who is it?’ i question
‘Its Sherlock’
Oh god, Oh god. Oh god. Thank god i wasnt crying
I unlock the door and let sherlock in, him locking the door behind him.
‘Um…Hi’ I say. Trying to start a conversation.
‘Hi’ he smiles at me. Ive never really seen his smile before. It was strange but stunning at the same time.
We stand there for a second before i sit down crossed legged. He joins me.
‘How…how do you not let it bother you?’ i ask him. He never seems bothered by the word ‘freak’.
‘They are just idiots’ he says ‘the only word their tiny brains can think of is freak, itys actually quite embarrassing for them’ we then giggle.
Id never looked at it like that.
We stop giggling and look into eachothers eyes.
We are really close to eachother.
‘Youre not a freak’ he says ‘ youre just fascinating’
We are even closer now.
‘And….beautiful’
This was so out of character to me. I never thought he would think anyone was beautiful.
Before I can consider it more, I feel his hand on my face and his lips on mine…
So this is happening. This is actually happening. 
Our lips then detach from eachother… and im stunned.
‘ Wow… that was…that was new’ i say. Im so dumbfounded.
‘Um…sorry….um… I didnt realise what i was doing’ he stutter whilst he’s this.
Its silent before i pull him in again. It was like a drug and i needed a hit.
….TO BE CONTINUED.
i will now write a part two on another post so if you would like to follow this story then keep an eye out.
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dualityvn · 2 years
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you...you know just how to push my buttons and it is infuriating (pls continue i am having the time of my life rn) Anyway hi, hello, its me again, pls enjoy my Thoughts
Since you didnt give me clarification on if they can be in separate rooms or not, we just gonna roll with both as the answer and move on. For now. But since id have to be even more bonkers insane than i already am to try and wrap my head around that little schrodingers concept, today were working on the assumption that they cannot be in separate rooms because honestly, that seems like the more likely outcome to me.
So, they cannot be out of eyesight of each other for whatever reason, this leaves us with two options
They just cant be far apart for whatever reason
There is only one physical body
Im really hesitant to just slap one body on the and call it done, even tho i do think thats the most likely situation, so thats what we're gonna focus on. If there is just one body that also presents a load of new questions;
is the person whos not in the body at the time still aware of whats going on with the body?
if they are, can they respond in any meaningful way, either though directly speaking into the others head, or projecting their emotions to the other?
If they arent aware at the time, can they recall the memories of what happened later?
if theres just one body, what kinds of things trigger them to switch out? (Examples are gonna work with Person A and Person B because I dont wanna get into main persona shit today)
Person A falls asleep which triggers Person B to come out
Person A feels strong emotions causing Person B to come out
If Person B is aware when Person A is in control and Person B has a strong emotional reaction they are able to push to come out
There is a healthy dialogue between Persons A and B which allows them to communicate when they would like to come out
For the Record, this is where I am in writing this when you dropped the song and I am going Fully Feral oml (thank you btw). This changes some things but i am already committed to this train of thought so we press on.
Some additional arguments for both sides of them being aware of the outside and not being aware of the outside, you said Tenebris is curious about humans and my thinking is if he was able to observe human interactions directly through Keith that curiosity wouldn't be such a prevalent thing. But there is also the aspect of Tenebris disliking shallow people, presumably because of what has happened to Keith in the past that implies at least some degree of awareness. This leads me to think that while they may not be fully conscious while not in the body, there is awareness, my thinking is something like shared memory. This would help them to develop communication with each other to discuss boundaries and the like, but that could have easily come just from them being around each other since childhood so idk. Ultimately I have no real clue, just a couple guesses i am throwing at the wall to see what sticks.
Thats it for now, i didnt wanna over load it and talk about if do have two separate forms they just cant be far apart because that is another very juicy idea and i want to do it the justice it deserves. once again thank you for everything i am having a Blast
I'm glad you're enjoying this, hehe. Reading these theories is a lot of fun. I don't think I've dropped enough hints for you guys to figure out so many details, but I love the commitment.
Looking forward to your theory about the version that doesn't share a body!
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gingerbreadmonsters · 2 years
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dude im so fucking excited for the next project meridian, relistening to it rn and my fucking god its so upsetting (in a great way) no one gives any sort of shit about love, james is such a bastard (WANTING TO USE THE CODE FOR HIS OWN SHIT ARE YOU KIDDING ME YOU ASS) marcus is also a bastard (i get doing some real dumb shit when youre lonely and in denial BUT HOLY SHIT DUDE WHAT, i dont wanna be that empathetic to him cause he was using love even if it did end up hurting him, it was his own fault and he didnt stop it, he makes me feel a lot and i wanna put him in therapy) the other staff resented love as says brian SPEAKING OF he, him being rude and short with love and that still being the only relationship that wasnt deeply toxic for them is heartbreaking, his log was ouch, understanding that love will feel isolated and used (as he says they were) without the code and saying the kinder thing would just be to wipe their memory, and deciding not to cause "we'd lose progress", but him also saying theyre gonna let love chose what happens to marcus, i care him
ALSO marcus making that code is pretty impressive ngl, like it was taking over everything else within lovely, strong shit. sry for ramble im so psyched to see what happens, im glad eriks still making this story
this is an excellent ask and i am SO excited for more project meridian now hehe ✌️
this post does NOT contain spoilers for today's audio (seeing as i haven't listened to it yet), but under the cut anyway bc i rambled lmao
and you're absolutely right - it's REALLY interesting to be placed in this perspective where the listener character is unreliable, where we're not sure how many of our actions and decisions are fueled by this obsession code, where we can't be certain of what we know and what information (like the hidden 'project meridian' data packet) we have inside us. it makes for incredibly compelling storytelling and conceptually i think it's FASCINATING 🤩🤩
and YES we love a bit of moral ambiguity!! inconsistent and flawed morality!! characters who are in conflict with each other and themselves, who are not universally good or even liked!! project meridian to me has always been a series that pushes everything to a logical extreme, if that makes sense - a robot in love who is overwhelmingly obsessed, a sad man who is debilitatingly lonely, a mysterious corporation that is unflinchingly greedy. everything is over the top and spilling over itself, but it's approached in a very realistic and empathetic way, and that makes it far more accessible and less predictable, which i enjoy v much! 🥰✨
tbh i feel similarly about james as i do about vega, especially in his latest audio - it's very clear that we are being manipulated, but it's really interesting to observe from an out-of-universe perspective. it leads to a fun conflict of interest as well: do we want the listener character to turn to the dark side and take them at their word, or resist? what would either of those scenarios look like going forward? how is this going to be resolved? OOH it's so much fun 🤠🤠🤠
(also i agree with marcus' technical skill - it can't have been easy to hide code like that inside an android who is basically being examined at every second of every day! although come to think of it, how well did he hide it...?)
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youretooclosetome · 4 months
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01/13
maybe this is the start of my journaling road. maybe ill start getting better if i write things down and i get them out of my head. i doubt it, but it doesnt hurt to try.
i didnt do much today. i mean, i worked. corrected some mistakes on our project and drew up a full background. played some pz with b but thats all. i ate a full dinner. thats a pretty neat win for someone who hasnt eaten a full meal in days. i laughed. i hung out with the guys. i avoided my dads question if whether or not anythings wrong. even if it was, i wouldnt tell him.
i watched a video on a james bond movie. i think it was skyfall. the villain said one of the most interesting things ive heard in a while. "life clung to me like a disease." how absolutely lame and cheesy would it be if i said i understood that? i feel sick. ive been feeling sick for a couple of days. i cant eat properly, cant sleep properly, i cant even stare at my face in the mirror. i look disgusting. i feel disgusting. i feel sick.
i cant say im emotionally better than last time i spoke about how i felt. i dont think i can ever face him again when it comes to feelings. i cant get the look he gave me and the way he spoke to me out of my mind.
"youre only 20. youre so young"
i hate the fact i know his words are right. i am too young. i am too young to feel like this. but what can i do when this is the only way ive felt for so long? nothing can take away this feeling of pure, deep loneliness. not even he could. not even my friends can. not even my family can. so why keep pretending like they can?
im tired. i can feel my eyes well up with tears but i cant cry. my body hurts. my heart hurts. im constantly anxious. i dont wanna turn to my pills. they make me feel like a zombie.
im tired. i feel like im faking every single interaction i have. i force myself to feel happy. i force myself to laugh. the only person that makes me feel safe is always away on the weekends. i feel like a prisioner. i dont know of what tho.
im tired. the only reason im pushing forward is because i know i have people counting on me. if it wasnt for my projects, i wouldve already been dead. i mean that.
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bubsdolan · 3 years
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can you write about sucking graysons fingers? i cant stop thinking about it
it was no secret grayson dolan had the most mouthwatering hands known to man, his veins so prominent and fingers the perfect length that catered to your needs. your eyes were fixated on them any waking moment, your hormones only heightening when you watched the way his hand would flex and clench around the steering wheel. subconsciously licking your lips as you urged to reach forward and put them in your mouth. 
“wanna suck my fingers, mama?” a cocky grayson addresses you whilst waiting at the red light. he noticed your sudden change in demeanour as he was in the middle of chewing your ear off about upcoming projects he was currently working on. he quickly noticed the way your eyes followed his hands intensely, your thighs clenching together whenever he turned the wheel with the palm of his hand. something he knew made your pussy throb.
“wh-what?”
you finally looked up at your boyfriend with doe like eyes, noticing the attractive smirk dancing across his features as he made an even bigger attempt to rile you up by reaching over and brushing his fingers agasint the bottom of your plum lips. pulling it between his thumb and forefinger as he chuckled at the sound of your staggered breathing from the bare minimum of his touch.
“put them in your mouth, baby.”
you didn't have to be told twice, your nimble fingers connecting with his own and guiding them to your awaiting lips. grayson was more turned on than he liked to admit, watching the way you hungrily sucked on his fingers, humming in satisfaction as you do so. 
grayson shifted in his seat in order to get a full view of the way your lips suctioned around his fingers, your eyes watering as you try your best to take them as deep as your gag reflex will allow you. being encouraged by the words leaving grayson’s mouth that has you begging to be fucked in the back seat.
“my naughty little girl, huh.. love sucking on daddies fingers dont you, baby.”
with your mouth preoccupied, you can only responsd with a nod and a hum masked by grayson’s fingers. your tongue swirling around his digits faster as you could feel how damp your core was becoming by the simple act. grayson always had an overwhelming affect on your body. he owned it after all.
as soon as the sensation reached its peak, it was gone. grayson ripping his fingers from your mouth abruptly and bringing them down past the waist band of your his sweatpants in order to rub agasint your dripping pussy. his two lubricated fingers now collecting your arousal as you bucked your hips further into him. 
“taste yourself.”
bringing his glistening fingers from your core to your lips, he pushes them back into your mouth and watches in awe as you clean them up. licking and sucking at your cum as you leave no spot left untouched. your moans muffled as you taste yourself.
“fuck, you're in for it big time when we get home.”
“my little slut.”
as the light turns green, grayons pulls his fingers from your mouth once more with a slight pop. turning back to face the front as he puts his foot down to get you home as soon as possible, his pants already proving just how much he is going to wreck your body. how he’s going to treat you like his little fuck toy.
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ecstaticmari · 3 years
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YOU!!! PLEASE GIMMIE YOUR MARI HCS RIGHT NOW BC YOUR MIND IS SO HUGE AND I REALLY WANNA HEAR WHAT YOU THINK OF HER! MWAH THANK YOU <33
mari thinks shes always right and shes def a “my way or the highway” type of person
shes bad at recognizing when she actually hurts someone elses feelings (ie. sunnys stress and unhappiness with the violin) like she really is just “i do not see it”. like honestly i do not think she reconized what was going on with sunny until it was too late
sunny is def more of “suffer silently” type of person and mari was too caught up in trying to make everything perfect that she didnt catch the signs. which im not excusing her actions but like, lack of communication is key to what happened.
mari is kinda implied to be a pedestal child. parents favorite. n like. This is a form of child abuse. mari was pedestal child and sunny was the Other one. different kinds of abuse, still abuse tho
which i feel like is smth overlooked a lot like mari probably had her own shit going on. she probably thought being pushed past her limits is normal. like both mari n sunnys situation with their parents was awful just in different ways. also i can imagine her perfectionist tendencies came from this too like. shes scared of messing up or being imperfect in any way so she pushes herself past her limits to make sure shes perfect in everything
but yeah just. i think having all these unrealistic expectations and all this pressure on her is smth she sees as. normal. also like. maris 15. yes, she shouldve been able to acknowledge sunnys feelings as his elder sibling, but shes still a kid whos also still developing herself n again probably thought this was Normal.
but yeah basically what im saying is i think mari can be genuinely mean and pushy without realizing shes being like that
she enjoys teasing others n pulling what she thinks are harmless pranks but she never rlly has the intention to hurt others but sometimes it Happens but shes not good at reading that stuff u need to Tell Her. shes a little shit and proud!! also stan a queen whos bad at social cues and is in the toxic mindset where she believes shes always right and can do No wrong.
also pls understand im not trying to make mari look like a complete asshole or anything!! shes a nice person and loves her friends dearly, but she enjoys causing problems on purpose and can 100% be an asshole but shes not trying to purposely hurt anyones feelings. also shes 15
my biggest reasons for all this (besides subconsciously projecting. this is possible) is the unused dreamworld mari sequence (which i know isnt canon but i feel we should put it into consideration bc we dont have too much on maris character honestly despite her huge role. also this sequence was written with the purpose of being in the game so we can safely say its canon to their personalities)
like.
in the unused sequence, we see her be kinda be.. mean? mainly after hero disappears. mari is openly rlly annoyed when hero vanishes without Saying anything.
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kel expresses a lot of worry and uncertainty and mari just. REALLY brushes it off. even when kels like “hero wouldnt run away without saying anything somethings wrong. we should go back”
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when her minds Set on smth she doesnt wanna listen to what anyone else says. What she says is always right after all!!!! also even when the player/omori themselves say they dont want to continue, she forces u to go forward... shes a bit stubborn
but yeah thats just how I interpret her character with the little we have
and completely unrelated headcanons:
- (modern au) she’s read a handful of warrior cat books because sunny likes them a lot. maris probably a mapleshade stan
-she enjoys scary stuff! horror games, books, movies, haunted houses... she loves dragging her friends to scary places or making them watch scary stuff with her. she loves watching them squirm
-she stims!! “plays” the piano on tables with her fingers, shes a pacer, obsessive nail biter, flaps her hands, bounces her knee, hums, makes noises when she Really excited..
-actually isnt a great cook lol. she has a few recipes she knows by heart that she does rlly rlly good but thats it? if shes making smth shes not familar with she needs help and guidance.
-bigender bisexual disaster. she/he pronouns. its canon i dont make the rules
-if she had lived, she would of never grown past 5’5 and wouldve become one of the shorter ones in the group.
-cram schooler, obsessivly pratices.. she pulls off so many all nighters
-mari swears. a lot. she just tries to avoid doing it infront of the kids and youd catch her dead before she swears infront of her parents. sunny knows she swears n does Not give a shit. mari has def slipped up infront of the kids tho. mari is where aubrey learned her swear words ❤️
- toxic postivity !!!! kel got it from somewhere
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rintarous · 4 years
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fwb!suna
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hottie alert wee woo wee woo fbi arrest him also if you’ve read the timeskip in the manga and it briefly shows suna can i just fucking tell u like holy shit hes fucking h+t + p.s implied sex <3
you two probably met at a random party thrown by terushima 
and he was kinda popular with the girls so he had girls beside him the entire time you first noticed suna
but little did you know he had eyes on you the moment you walked in
he’s definitely going to thank terushima for throwing this sick party my dude
as the night gets deeper the more you got yourself wasted
like duh? its a college party 
same goes to suna but lucky for him, his alcohol tolerance is spot on
so a few shots of vodka and any more of that shit wouldn’t hurt him
and now you’re kinda wasted and shit just walking around the place, greeting people here and there
when your eyes landed on suna,, again for the 2nd time tonight
homeboy was kinda looking for you too the whole night
cs u were hot shit just like he was
and so you approached him
he’s kinda surprised that you were the first one who made a move on him
so a little chit chat here and there later he finally asks you the question
“wanna get out of here for a bit?” he whispers in your ear a bit seductively
and thats how you found yourself entangled with him under the sheets if ya know what im saying ;))) 
but the entire time you guys were doing the deed, you two cracked jokes here and there
and this weird ass friendship was born
so you two both agreed to be friends with benefits whenever theres a party or u just need a good release 
you didnt mind it cs you know for a fact after this party is over, you’ll never see him again cs you never saw him on campus anyway
so after how many rounds later you two are finished and you two go back downstairs to the party
like nothing happened
except for the fact your lips are swollen and theres a bunch of hickies on suna’s neck 
ngl he really looks,,, hot 
so tbh u were kinda lowkey bummed out that you might never see him again
what you didn’t know was he slipped his number on a piece of paper when he slid his hands on the back of your jeans
but u dont text him
CS UR SCARED BAHAHAHAHA
so fast forward a week later after that party
you were kinda lonely and u wanted to see him again cs duh friendship
you had this project for this one class you have and you and kita ended up being partners
but your project was about some theory about computers and such and you’re just like what the fuck??
luckily for kita, he knows someone who’s taking a computer related course or something related to your said project and guess who it is ladies
thats right it was suna fucking rintarou
“i know someone who can help us” kita says, grabbing his phone and scrolling through his contacts
“cool. what course does he take” you ask as you took a peek 
“electrical engineering” - kita
boi u were shookt when suna comes rolling in the cafeteria where he was going to meet his friend 
“hey kita-san” suna greets and when he turns to you he just had this biggest smile on his face
“holy shit it’s you” suna beams, glad he FINALLY got to see you again
and like right off the bat you were red again like how the fuck did you not notice him before
he was hot AND an intellectual
anyway
the three of you spent majority of your time working on your project at your apartment
cs it was closer to school and kita still has to go home to take care of his granny and shit so he leaves p early but he gets shit done so its okay
so you alr know what happens next
when u’re feeling stressed over this goddamn project of yours,,,
suna graciously gives you a quick fuck to let out your frustrations
and thats like every other day
man you were starting to be head over heels over that bitch at this point
he just knows where to hit it you know??
kinda hard not to fall for someone that attentive 👀
so gradually, those quick sessions of yours turned more affectionate?? if you say so yourself
like it isn’t as rough like it used to be anymore?? like he’s scared of hurting u or some shit
and u couldve sworn he gave you heart eyes when you two made eye contact during sex
which never fucken happens??
oh boi this dude got you wrapped around his finger
but what you didnt know is that its the exact same thing to him, you got HIM wrapped around your finger
so for the first time ever you ask him to stay over
“can you stay?” you mumbled, hiding your face away from him after your session
suna GIGGLES
“thought you’d never ask”
lowkey tho y’all spooned the entire night after cleaning each other up
and after that you two started avoiding each other
you were crushed dude
but you didn’t want to catch feelings cs thats against the unspoken rule you had with him when you two agreed to become friends with benefits
kita notices this and asks you what’s wrong
and you basically asked him his opinion abt your situation rn
and hes just like: “well if you like him that much, why won’t you just admit it to him? cause it seems like he feels the same way” 
and u were like contemplating about it
so on the final day of working on your project,,, you decide to confront suna about your feelings for him
after kita leaves ofc
when he does leave, it turned awkward inside your apartment
like dead silence
as he was packing his shit back to his bag and you were like standing in front of your front door staring at him, hands shaking
“uhh suna?” you squeaked as he basically towered over you, “can i tell you something?” 
suna flashes you his signature smile, “sure! what’s up?” 
your mouth went dry and suddenly you don’t know basic words
you looked like a fish out of water just opening and closing your mouth a bunch of times
you just couldn’t find the right words nor express yourself so you did something you knew you did best,, you kissed him
you cupped his cheeks and kissed him like there was no tomorrow
and now suna was obviously caught off guard 
he dropped his bag and his hands immediately went flying to your hips
he kinda pushed you against the door as you slid your tongue into his mouth, tugging his hair slightly 
you pulled away first, putting your forehead against his, staring at his eyes
“i really like you” you mumbled, cheeks turning pink 
suna has never felt this ecstatic
“fucking finally” he huffs out, kissing your nose. “i thought i was the only one getting attached” he smiles
and after this you two continued your previous actions and obviously ended up getting hot and steamy in bed ;)
the end <3     
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oceanbaby888 · 3 years
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Hey babies! I'm back from my break! And I just wanna say:
MARS IS NOW IN CANCER!!!!! 🔥♋♋
Ik ik it's been in cancer since yesterday, yet, here is what you may need to know for your astro forecast!
We know by now Mars is that planet of action!! Its direct, blunt, aggressive, and cuts through the bs.
And we have Cancer. Generally known for being on the softer end. Very nurturing. Loves family and all things THEY know they can enjoy. This is because Cancer expresses 4th house themes (family, comfort zone, roots, etc.) being the 4th sign and all.
So, we have Mars in Cancer. Dont be fooled, this doesn't mean you will be scared to fight. This means you'll fight for what MATTERS to you! Meaning, keep in mind that while Mars is a fighting energy, that doesn't mean heavy Cancer placements may find themselves fighting EVERYTHING in life, it just means they may be a bit more direct about defending and protecting what MATTERS to them. Cancer is still a cardinal sign(the modality that is associated with taking initiative mainly) and it's a crab at that and it will pinch the hell out of you 🤣🤣😭.
Generally, this means you may find yourself a bit more defensive about your relatives (at least the ones you care about), home life may get more rowdy, and you may be more defensive about your comfort zone and not letting anyone push you out of it right now(even if the other person may mean well).
Yet, to be more specific, this may differ depending on what house mars in cancer transits for you.
If Mars in Cancer is transiting in your:
1st house: Definitely may be a bit more protective about your self-image and not letting anyone misunderstand you. You may be more clear about who you are in the world and how you fit in. Especially if you know as a Cancer rising loving and protecting is a big part of who you are.
2nd house: You may find yourself defending or being more protective of assets, money, and materials. Especially if they come from a close source like family. You want no one fucking up that bag or messing with your sentimental values. Esp if its like an heirloom (this is because Cancer is associated with the past, so passed down things are of importance to you possibly rn).
3rd House: Definitely may have a more forward approach to how you speak, esp if we're talking about signing contracts. Writing may be more forward and direct as well. Also may be protective of siblings and neighbors around this transit. Yet, do be mindful to not argue with women alot in your neighborhood or your mom during this time since cancer does rule women. Driving is also something to be mindful of as well (dont wanna fear monger, just be mindful on the road like always 😊). Activate that defensive driving!
4th house: Protective of home environment. Lol I hope nobody is getting into it with your family because you may be right there with them around this time. Or vice versa, you may be getting into it with them at home (I hope not 😰). Dont want others penetrating your comfort space rn. Also may be very forward in your approach if you're looking for homes or work in real estate. You may just be like "okay well how much is this and how far is this location from my job, etc."
5th house: Definitely will defend children during this transit. Also, if you play a sport, you may have more energy during your games in this transit (idk who is playing sports in a pandemic, but I know someone is). Anyway, I digress. You also may have a more direct approach in how you want to foster your next creative project and you have alot of energy for it.
6th house: May find yourself defending people at work. As in if you see someone getting bullied at work you may just be like "hey man, stop fucking being a dick to xyz" lol or something like that. Your health may see alot of attention as you have the energy to tend to it. Be mindful of eating too many spicy foods as it may hurt your stomach.
7th House: Defending people in general lol. But remember, some people need to defend themselves as well so dont go overboard with it. You ain't tolerating any mess especially if its within a group of friends. You will definitely become the "mom" friend in this transit and get folks together if you see them bullying others. You also may be very protective of your romantic partner as well. Not letting anyone disrespect your baby iktr.
8th house: Joint assets are going to be your focus here. Making sure no one fucks it up. You also may be very vocal and defensive of your sexual health (as you should) because people like to underestimate how important that is. Also, if you hear about someone talking about your friends or family (gossip is secretive=secrets=8th house), you may find yourself defending their honor in their absence.
9th house: Very protective of your ideas and not letting anyone shut them down! Your ideas and opinions matter too! Also, if you see a friend being bullied by a teacher (9th house = teachers), you may just call the teacher out! (Tell me if you do 🤣🤣♋). Your are firm in your spiritual growth and not comparing yourself to others. You know your higher self and are growing and no one can take that away from you.
10th house: OOO the career moves and getting that bag!!! You are not playing. 10th house represents capricorn, the opposite of cancer. Cancers are usually not a fan of the public(cancer =4th house = privacy), so publicity (a 10th house theme) may not appeal to them until now LOLOLOLOL. You may make some career moves to get your name out there or may feel more confident in public than usual. Even if you really arent a publicity person, who may mess around and do something in your career that may garner attention/respect. People may look up to you more for your willingness to defend others and passion for people.
11th house: You definitely may feel moved to protect the people in your community/your friends. You may find yourself doing this on the internet as (11th house = Internet). May be very vocal in defending issues that are dear to you and wanting people to be aware of that, even if it's something people may not care for yet. 11th house represents progressive thinking, so these issues you're defending people may not understand, but defend them anyway.
12th house: Okay, this is a little tricky. While you may feel the need to defend, you may not know why, but you know you need to. Intuition may help in this case. Also, you may be very protective of your secrets, the 12th house represents the subconscious and things we may not be physically aware of, like secrets. May not tell people what they shouldnt know and if they ask, you may be a little direct like "because it's my business" LOL. Definitely dont wanna cause issues unless you intuitively know FOR A FACT somebody on some bullshit.
That's the astro forecast! I know I didnt cover everything but I hope you're more aware of whats to come with Mars in ♋.
Love yall,
-Claude
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shhh-no-ones-home · 3 years
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model citizen ricky horror x reader
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college au
prompt: Character A sitting in a college 7am lecture and Character B sitting next to them pouring an energy drink into their coffee and says, "I'm going to die." (First interaction)
Song: pretty little distance by as it is
tag list: @musicsexandpizza69 @svintsandghosts @theoneandonlykymberlee @alilpunkrock @cynic-spirit @thisplace-ishaunted @lifeisabitchandsoareyou @xyours-eternallyx
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i walked into the room and huffed as i took my seat, reaching into my bag for my notebook and a pen. i hated having a 9am again and missed being able to sleep-in like i did last semester. this was the first day though and i was hopeful my mind would change about it as the course went on. it probably wouldnt though. i sat there, catching a few more students walk in as i looked down at my phone.
nothing was too exciting yet and the teacher hadnt even shown up. i was more-so ready for the new art class though. it was my major after all and i was pretty well known by the professors at this point. as i sat there, a loud clatter grabbed my attention, making me look to my right. there was sat a shorter, skinny kid, with long inky black hair tucked under a beanie. my eyes went wide as he cracked the monster in his hand open, pouring it into his half=full trenta cup from Starbucks. he looked over at me and smiled.
"im going to die."
he said in the most sure-fire tone before putting the lid back on the cup and chugging it. i sat there in horror staring at him.
"are you okay?"
i asked and he shrugged, looking at me over the top of the cup. he had the bluest eyes i had ever seen, even in the low light of the art room. i was a little start struck for a second before shaking myself out of my daze, watching him put the cup down against the desk with a thud.
"if i pass out during class just push me out of the way and ill figure something out later."
he said, turning forward. i went to say something just as the teacher walked in.
"y/n! good to see you back. we missed you last semester."
professor crane said, looking to the student teacher as he ducked behind him and paced quickly to the front desk. his gaze followed him too before he shrugged and turned back to me with a smile.
"whatever, im sure he missed you too. but either way its good to have you back in class and i look forward to seeing what you come up with for the showcase in march."
i nodded with a smile before he walked away to the front of the class, instructing everyone to take their seats.
"you come here often?"
i heard from the kid next to me, hearing him laugh to himself as he took another drink of his coffee/monster concoction.
"yes, actually. im an art major."
i said a little dumbfounded. he nodded.
"cool, im here for film."
i drew my brows.
"youre doing film?"
i asked and he winked at me, looking to Brian as he turned the projector on. i opened my mouth before closing it quickly, feeling a little more confused than before.
"alright, first things first. i only make a syllabus because administration says i have to. the schedule is shit and we will most likely be doing something completely different so i suggest you keep a planner or something to keep track of your assignments. secondly, i will get to it later but i want you to start thinking about your projects for the spring showcase in march. we have a few short months so after you learn the basics of form you will be instructed to sketch something in your own style and present it to the board."
my mind went in and out after that, trying to catch quick glances at the kid next to me without being suspicious. every time he moved i could feel my heart pulse, giving me anxiety that he could actually pass out or something.
"y/n, your partner for this project will be mr olson."
brian said, standing over me and looking between the two of us. i nodded with wide eyes as he moved to the two kids behind us.
"guess that means we have pretty high chances at getting an A."
he said, raising his cup in cheers. i looked down at the assignment sheet, grazing over it and groaning. we had to come up with a comic strip in different style parts; the first panel a base sketch, the second panel a hard sketch, the third panel color blocking, and so on. god this was gonna be a nightmare.
"you dont seem too enthused."
the kid said amused. i sent him a testing look.
"im not, ive done something similar before and you have to get every step just right or they take points off. and we have to prove what parts we did."
i said, rolling my eyes. i looked over to him, blinking as a camera flash went off. i drew my brows as he looked down at the screen on it.
"where did you even get that?"
i asked, trying to inspect him. he sent me a smile.
"i always keep it on me. im ricky by the way, and you look great."
he said amused and i breathed deeply.
"y/n."
i said, looking back to the paper.
"well y/n i think this is going to be a great partnership-"
"alright!"
brian called, cutting him off.
"you have your assignments. i have nothing else for you today so you are welcome to either stay here and work until class time is over or you can leave and work on it on your own time. i dont really care either way, just get it done."
i hummed to myself before stuffing my notebook and the assignment sheet into my bag and standing up. i caught a glimpse of ricky starting at me with wide eyes as i turned to leave.
"what are you doing?"
he asked and i looked between him and the door, pointing at it.
"leaving, its not due for another week."
i started off, hearing him shuffle around before chasing after me.
"hey wait! cant we like plan what we're doing or something?"
he asked and i shrugged, looking over to him as he tried to put his paper in his backpack and hold the camera and cup of coffee. i stopped, staring at him as he struggled. i rolled my eyes, taking the cup and the camera from him. he looked to me in shock and i raised my brows.
"get to it, i dont have all day."
i said and he finished what he was doing, zipping his bag up and slinging it over it shoulder. i handed him the cup and camera back and kept walking.
"so uh, what kind of thing did you have in mind for this project?"
he asked and i looked to the sky, squinting but trying to think as we made it outside.
"i dont know, maybe a ball of some kind?"
he raised a brow, shuffling his feet as he tried to keep up with my long strides.
"like masks and large dresses?"
he asked and i nodded, opening the door to dinging hall.
"something like that yeah."
he nodded as i led us to a table.
"that sounds cool, i could get behind that."
i sent him a knowing look.
"you seem like the kind of guy who would."
i said, pulling my sketchpad out. he raised a brow, sitting beside me.
"whats that supposed to mean?"
he asked and i sent him  a look.
"im assuming you like vampires, and the Edwardian thing usually goes hand in hand with that."
he sent me a nervous smile.
"is it that obvious?"
he asked, rubbing his hands against his pants. i nodded.
"thats okay though, cause i like them too. so much so that i have costumes already, we can pose for each other. i think youd look great in this."
i said, sliding my phone across the table to show him the outfit i had for it. i just hoped it would fit him.
"you seem like youve been planning this for a while."
he said through a laugh and i shrugged.
"i just like to feel fancy, the projects on the other hand kind of fall into my lap."
i said, flipping through a few pages in my book. he placed his hand on one before taking it from me and looking over it.
"this looks insane."
he said and i looked around awkwardly.
"in a good way?"
i asked, finding his gaze.
"oh! yeah! of course in a good way. it looks super cool. i see why you wanted to do the ball thing now."
he commented, noting the sketch i had done already that was similar. it is what i was used to after all. he set the book back down in front of me and sent me a wide smile, picking his camera up and taking another picture of me.
"why do you do that?"
i asked and he laughed.
"i need models for my art and i think now that we've met you would be a great subject."
i set him a look, trying to hide the blush creeping its way up my neck.
"you really think so?"
i asked bashfully and he nodded.
"oh yeah, absolutely. and now that we're partners i think it will give me ample opportunity to find a new muse. you wanna be a subject for a music video?"
i sat back, a little taken aback.
"you want me to do what?"
i asked and he laughed, putting the camera on the table.
"in about a month my band is gonna need some girls for a video but its cool if not. i can live with us just being art project partners."
i cleared my throat, rubbing my hands together under the table.
"how about we get through this first and ill get back to you on that?"
he smiled knowingly at me, raising his coffee to me in cheers.
"sounds like a plan to me."
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