#so yea i gave up

[thewinterpillarhashira]

i owe everyone a smol collection and commentary to wips/scraps i did before, during and after the fime i went into ur average cliche hollywood cringe emo phase

^^ THIS. oh my god, where do i even start about this.

MY GOSH this was like, the last thing i did b4 i fully succumbed to burn out as a whole LMAO

i made this becoz i got inspired by marc brunet doing yoneyama mai’s style vid that passed by my feed as i scrolled through hoards wanting even a single dose of motivation to prevent what i knew was an upcoming artblock.

and y’know me, i HEART yoneyama sm. so seeing that was my absolutely yumyum cup of tea—temporarily 😭

u see, EVERYTHING WAS GOING SO WELL⁉️ until i reached my limit at (unsurprisingly) hair shading.

needless to say, this was scrapped becaz—sure, the idea was overall wonderful—but the way i did the blue moon weed flower and the lighting was just NOT it for me at all. nuh uh (i essentially went through a major sob story era after this BUT i convinced myself it was just a phase—and guess what? IT WAS!! showed myself i own me n i do me 🗣️ WHOS THE ALPHA⁉️😈)

(..i aint ever physically, mentally, emotionally nor spiritually recovering from typing that.^)

^basically, after struggling to find myself for a while, i soon fortunately managed to get back to it in the slightest!;) andddd so, recently, i alas decided to do something just for me.

no more frieren fridays(+apothecary dairies) were honestly hella extra upsetting when it happened during an existential crisis moment. but hey, i got to finally draw some characs i rlly love!

these are some 30 min warmups to both challenge and to have fun myself considering its been quite some time since ive picked up my pencil and done smth worth my while.

personally content with this. moreover, it genuinely helped a lot for me to start drawing stuff again;)

^now a quick sketch i did with a palette that was somewhat out of my comfort zone.

if you’d notice, i usually use pastel colors when i do things—which i realized as i reminisced my journey and the friends we made along the wa-

in short this was a lil tryout i didto NOT do’at 💪

nothing much to say here other than that this is my forgotten genshin oc whom is now practically a test dummy for me to use whenever i have to experiment colors bcuz she doesn’t have an official one (yet…jk thats never happening sux to be her 😂🤣)

^notbing much I've got to complain about here

it's literally just a mulihaohao art style study

with ri as stelle lmao

i merely got too lazy to get it done

will prob finish....ext year-

..last but DEFO the least, a hu tao with miku fit sketch i ditched

#foolishnyx #OKAY I HAVE A GOOD REASON FOR THIS. #i had NO clue where i wanted tje lifhting to go. #I HAD EVERYTHINF PREPED #or so i thought #BCUZ TURNS OUT I WAS SO EXCITED TO DRAW RHE IDEA THAT I FORGOR THE MOST BITAL KEYPOINT THAT KEEPS ME GOINF DURING COLORING #THE DAMN RENDERING N ALL!!!1!1 #so yea i gave up #genshin impact #hoyoverse #hatsune miku #hu tao #genshin hu tao #hu tao genshin impact #hu tao fanart #sketch #wip #scrapped art #artists on tumblr #digital artists on tumblr #😢😢😭😢😭😢😡😡 #sousou no frieren #frieren at the funeral #frieren: beyond journey's end #frieren fanart #frieren ubel #land frieren #ubel frieren #genshin impact oc #genshin oc art

[xiaoming56]

NEW MIC CONTENT 😭😭😭😭 I USED TO PRAY FOR TIMES LIKE THESE. It might hav js been 4 pages worth but ILL TAKE IT!!!! Hav these rough drawings as tribute for more mic content pls horikoshi🙏🙏🙏

#i missed him sm #anyways i hate drawing kurogiri #like its so hard n for whattttt😭😭😭 i kinda gave up #literally drew a black smudge n went yea ok #bnha #boku no hero academia #my hero academia #mha #present mic #yamada hizashi #hizashi yamada #cloudmic #shirakumo oboro #oboro shirakumo #kurogiri #aizawa shouta #shouta aizawa #erasermic

[feels-for-the-fictional]

You can't tell me our main man Jim, Jim Kirk, James Kirk, James T Kirk, James Tiberius Kirk, CAPTAIN stack of books on legs James Respectful and Sensitive Tiberius Kirk does not know about Vulcan hand touching and their significance.

This man. JAMES KIRK. Looked at Spock, clearly vulcan spock, hands firmly planted behind his back Spock. LOOKED him up and down, and despite absolutely knowing it would not be considered impolite if he didnt offer a hand shake, looked at Spock, tall drink of water Spock, Vulcan sensitive hands used as terms of affection Spock, and was like hmmmm absolutely will make this Vulcan shake my hand. AND SPOCK gave like 1 second of thought before he was like yes absolutely here is my hand to hold for you and you only. I AM DECEASED

#yea so I woke up still crazy about Them Meeting #snw #when will I get off my bullshit #remember when I was like ohhh boohoo the show is good without kirk we dont need a kirk and spock meet up #remember that #I FUCKING LIED #they gave me like 10 seconds of these two white boys looking at each other and holding hands and I HAVE BECOME UNHINGED #thank u snw writers for this blessing #LOWER DECKS LIVE ACTION EPISODE NEXT WEEK OMG #I WANT BOIMLER TO MEET KIRK SO BAD #I want Mariner to 1000% ask Spock where Kirk is #and also for her to be like huh you look different then I thought you would #AHHHHHHH I AM SCREAMING #spirk #star trek #ty

[kagoutiss]

oot zelda doodle i liked :’-)))

#tloz #ocarina of time #oot #zelda #my handwriting is very very bad so i actually added alt text/image description #which i should already be doing with everything anyway. i wanna go thru and update some old stuff with that too #but yeah anyway. all the stuff this series presents about being Fated To Be Something or Fated To End Up Somewhere #even if that thing or place is ultimately Horrible and the consequences primarily occur off camera or post-canon after the Happy Ending #characters who end the story with pretty much nothing and also you find out later they inadvertently cause a far worse disaster #than even the one they gave up everything to prevent #oot zelda’s infinite number of issues and almost guaranteed lack of happiness or normality for the rest of her life #even after ‘fixing everything’ in literally the best possible way she could figure out how. given everything she knew #and then blaming herself for accidentally allowing everything to go wrong in the first place. by trying to fix it #and she was literally just a kid going insane from prophetic visions while simultaneously being disbelieved by everyone around her #except impa but she’s a whole other situation entirely. with a whole other set of baggage on the other end of the spectrum #i just rambled sos so much oops. anyway yea oot zelda #its fine. i throw up when i think about her. its fine

[vilayrou]

you'll NEVER guess who

#nee nee nee is so them coded im not debating this #jax #ragatha #the amazing digital circus #ragatha x jax #ragathax #bunnydoll #the meds they gave me made me pass out and when i woke up i was like yea. yea i remember those two

[salemontrial]

Why the FUCK didn't Sasha apologize to Quinni.

#no im so pissed about that. #dude you don't give an autistic person a meltdown that big over something that hurtful #and just #walk away scot free #last time someone gave me a meltdown that hardcore I cut them off for a month. #that might just be the bpd tho #but still #quinni doesn't seem like the type to just. be chill without an apology and hearing sasha explain herself #and then she makes her her vice?????????? #she already acknowledged sasha is only in it for the power trip #sasha didn't even do anything in the investigation she just followed quinni around #which as she should #but she hasn't made up for how she treated quinni AT ALL #in fact she's just gotten MORE of a performative activist #like why the fuck was she such a bitch to missy abt spider #i get it yea. ur friends sometimes have dogshit taste in men but you don't need to make them feel like trash abt it #and the way she was like 'he fetishizes u for being black omg its probably asian girls next omg i dont feel safe' #THIS ISNT ABOUT YOU????????. #also she 100% jumpstarted quinnis identity crisis #with how she was constantly switching between infantilizing her and undermining her autonomy over her own decisions #and treating doing things quinni wanted to do and the specific way she needed to do them as a chore #and then victimizing herself!!!!!!! #like from experience that relationship dynamic IS abusive to autistic people it just is #idk if nt people get it but it's really fucking awful to come from your partner #anyway. until sasha apologizes to both quinni and missy this will continue to be a sasha hate page. #heartbreak high #heartbreak high season 2 #quinni gallagher jones #sasha so #missy beckett

[hajihiko]

while he doesnt play a direct role, dr0 (released before sdr2) describes kamukura as like. a rumor at the school prior to the tragedy (even a part of a group of things kyoko was investigating at hopes peak at the time)

so its very funny to imagine the dr1 kids being like 1) hes real ? 2) WE HAVE HIM IN OUR CUSTODY ? scary shit

It's like those "I heard he killed a man with a thumb" "I heard he knows every digit of pi" rumours but every one is true

#I tend to zero in on the tragedy of it all but yea it's kinda funny lol #Kyoko slightly mad that the dude is just. Sitting there now. Gave himself up willingly and all #Makoto: Izuru Kamukurs the ultimate ultimate? Idk sounds wild ... Wait there he is holy SHIT. Wait he's just a dude. Wait ... #He's my age?? And just kinda. Sad.. #'so is it true you were being kept in a secret high security lab in school??' #'no.' #'i knew that was too crazy to-' #'there wasn't much security and it was just a regular room in the school.' #'... Oh.' #Not an art

[sealrock]

my newest weird guy still doesn't have a name but he has a cute face. and cute sharp teeth.

#mypost. #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #ffxiv oc #before anyone points it out: yea i gave him patroclus' face template because it was too good NOT to use. patty is back to his old face now #my homie said he looks like he listens to mcr and like yea that tracks #if s9 doesn't line up with what i have in mind for him i have a backup plan #so far he's a weird combination of denji csm and zidane ff9 #why does he have sharp teeth? because he thought it would be cool #i imagine he's no older than 19. he looks like the one goth kid that tagged along with his normal family out at the mall #the makeup is to make a statement of some sort since his mask also has a crying face #and he continues wearing his makeup like this even after the events of dawntrail

[archgabrielangel]

Still thinking about that one time in Hammer of Thor when magnus remembers annabeth telling him that they can't give up on randolph, literally saying "He's family, Magnus,... We can't give up on family." do yall think she was thinking of luke when she said that? because even though he did kinda get magnus killed, his intentions and heart were in the right place just like luke😭 luke wanted revenge for the awful shit the gods had done to him so he walked the wrong road and killed and sacrificed anyone who got in his way just so he could make the world "better". and randolph sided with loki (somewhat) and got magnus killed so he could get his family back. uhh anyways

tl;dr the magnus, randolph situation in HoT probably reminded annabeth of her and luke and that is the reason I cry at night

#please tell me I'm not alone in this #like randolph got magnus KILLED #that's not something you just forgive someone over???? #honestly if it was me i would've left him he was too far gone #but annabeth never gave up on her family until its death so she advised magnus to do the same #AND HE DID😭 #he NEVER gave up on randolph #every chance he got he tried to convince him to leave loki and try and leave the past behind him #so yea</3 #magnus chase #magnus chase and the gods of asgard #mcga #mcatgoa #annabeth chase #pjo #percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #heroes of olympus #the hammer of thor

[pixelatedquarter]

I offer you A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More The World Ends With You style Fall Out Boy sprites

#fall out boy #fob #a little less sixteen candles a little more touch me #shit i never really art so i dont have an art tag #andy's outfit is so busy she's trying so hard to put all the pixels to good use #also yea i completely gave up on giving a shit abt that background i just needed something that wasn't a blank bg to show them off #my toxic trait is that i will return to the media that hit me like a truck during my formative years and put them in a blender #ask me about the dcd chicago reapers twewy AU at your own peril

[mattodore]

finally updated my game for growing together and the first thing i did when i opened cas was make this guy... say hi to rajan 👋

#river dipping #my sims #simblr #ts4 #ts4 edit #basically mia for two days bc i was updating my game and cc hunting for infants and fixing mods and i come back w/ this #WHO is he? you ask #...............................idk just some guy kdjfngsjdnkjnsdgk #literally no refs no aesthetic board just made this guy from scratch after i realized i forgot to update stand still in cas #which meant the infants were all glitched and i couldn't do anything with them #like i was annoyed so i just started fucking around in cas instead of fixing the problem jfgkdjhg #i've fixed it now tho (i think) so i'm loading the game back up as we speak!!!! #i actually wanted to check on some sweaters i recolored and then i'm gonna make a baby for the sole purpose of putting them in theo's arms #>:) #also yea i went through the trouble of updating everything knowing that horses drops soon <3 #i'll just wait another four months to update again 😁 #...........also seriously this is just some guy i don't really have anything i need him for #i gave him outfits for all the categories too like....... why? idk but he was fun to dress #i'll probably throw him in either attilio's legacy gameplay (...pour one out for our forgotten men) or the new !! casual oc save #ALSOOOO need to edit the sim lush made me so it suits my sim style more and i'll put the sim in my saves too #i'll probably bring her back out whenever i DO update to horses kdjnhkjgnh i think her and attilio could be ranchers together

[skepsys]

? something...

#destiny 2 #nimbus #idk if ill finish this so into the tag with ye #after like 5 minutes i gave up on looking at refs and just let it rip so. yea

[angelsdean]

imagine if spn were an actual soap opera. imagine like 5000+ episodes. rewatches would take forever

#it would be. so much worse. but HIGHLY entertaining #absolutely no consistency. constant retcons and timeline shifts #characters soo ooc because none of the current writers have watched the first decade of eps #sam's been recast 10 times already. there's only so many times he can have a face-altering accident !! #ketch DOES have an evil twin #destiel went canon with cas in a female vessel but then they brought misha back and just have not acknowledged it #many amnesia plots #more of john's secret kids coming out of the woodwork #that one post that was like. kelly kline as one of john's kids. yea exactly #jo would've been one too like kripke originally planned #birth order would go: dean kelly sam jo adam #possibly ben braeden also john's #just. SO many secret babies #also maybe mary had a secret baby before meeting john. would give dean so many complexes and disorders #who could be mary's secret kid? maybe asa? she gave him up for adoption but kept tabs on him #ok new birth order for all the winchester / campbell kids: asa dean kelly sam jo adam ben #this is insane why did i think of this afdkfkdk #if anyone reads these tags i'm sorry / ur welcome #vic.txt #soapoperanatural

[drawinruner-boyo]

thought ‘bout them,

missed them,

then redrew them! :]

#oKAY so real quick— #I COMPLETELY forgot I gave Glenn the half hair up style (which I also gave to Nick in a doodle a lil back) so uhm #yea that’s a thing that’s goin /lh #anyways I miss them a healthy amount #and that’s all really <3 #dungeons and daddies #dndads

[t1taniumninja]

misc doodles

#lloyd garmadon #acronix #morro #zane #zane julien #ninjago #lego ninjago #remind me to never draw acronix again the top portion of the outfit was such a pain that by the time i got to the bottom half of the outfit #i just gave up and bullshitted it so it’d be easier to draw #*looks at reference image* yea i’m not doing that

[iwillperishallthatihate]

kinda crack toh theory

ok so the collector is op as hell and i feeel like the only way of defeating them is by draining them of their magic. like why hype up the draining stuff so much if it was just for the end of s2. and who do we know that drains magic and kinda neeeeds to live off of drained magic:

vee.

so hear me out. vee cannot go back to the boiling isles she’s traumatised AND she’s found a home with camila BUT she cant go to school she cant meet up with her camp friends in public and stuff while looking like her basilik self. she clearly likes them so itd be a shame if she couldn’t stay friends with them

my idea is that vee’s gonna, or maybe all the trapped basiliks, will drain the collector of their extremely powerful magic and like be fed for a lifetime so they dont have to go around hunting witches for magic AND vee will have enough magic stored inside of her to be able to live freely in the human realm as a luz twin and/or still be her normal self when she’s at home. also i really love her half human/half basilik design so bonus for me

as for the collector, the show has a lot of themes about looking after kids and making sure theyre safe so they’d probably turn into a normal kid with little to no magic, get adopted by someone and grow up as a normal person. tbh think he just needs warm milk and a DS

#yea so thats my s3 theory #yes they could potentially get a switch but i think itd be funnier if luz just gave him like her battered up ds #toh #toh spoilers #the owl house #the owl house spoilers #vee #toh vee #vee toh #vee noceda #the collector #theory #toh theory #toh meta #toh s3 prediction #i talked? gross #draining spell