#sorry to my good followers

[awaiting-my-escape]

Oh just in case I'm being scrutinized by someone who really could be doing a million other things that would be actually responsible instead of neurotic, obsessive, and narcissistic, the incorrect label you were looking for was "pretentious", but that's more of that whole projection thing that's textbook for narcissists and is not an accurate label.

Like for real I'm just trying to live my life and grow as a person so when I said I wasn't going to play narcissist's games with people who would rather waste time clowning around trying to "win" rather than also being mature and responsible and growing as people, I meant it. I don't need to dig for receipts, I never had any desire to use them, but even if I did they've not been made hard to access. I do not want to be involved in nonsense and if this were truly a game that I was forced into, I would quit.

If I am forced to continue playing a game which should have never been started, I will release what I have and the outcome will be brutal. Quit while you're ahead. I know it's virtually impossible for me to win a narcissist's game, but I absolutely know how to make everyone lose. Do not force my hand.

#personal #sorry to my good followers #idk why I keep getting tossed into the same BS but while I clearly haven't learned how to avoid it I sure as hell have learned from my past #I make a point to try to be understanding and process my emotions in a way that leads to constructive solutions and avoids anger #and in general it works #but now that I know that I've been being purposely undermined and the boundaries I set were intentionally disregarded? #yeah now I'm mad #I understand how narcissists work I just don't know why #maybe some chronic diet-related nutritional deficiencies coupled with certain addictions led to inadequate fueling of the brain? #still doesn't excuse narcissistic manipulation though #my therapist helped me piece together a lot of this #and I sent her unaltered screenshots so I know I'm not misrepresenting anything on my end #I was just manipulated into not regarding the red flags by a narcissist until their unfounded envy pushed them to attempt sabotage #and it's pointless because that's not going to help them unless they literally derive pleasure from trying to deliberately cause suffering #and at that point you're just being a societal plague #aka a detriment rather than a benefit to the world #do you think that a smart and rational person would choose that? #would someone who wants the world around them to be better opt for that? #if you want to be destructive then just don't get me wrapped up in it. #it's plainly unethical.

[o0kawaii0o]

Wet cheese

#it started out as a normal redraw and a good opportunity to practice a wet aesthetic #(wet fabric and wet hair and stuff) #and then it became somewhat thirsty? 💀 #trust me that was not the intention yet here we are #I'm sorry to the people how started following me for my latest s/tardew art 💀 I promise that will return too #one piece #sanji #op #ig zosan with the extra pic?? #o0kawaii0o #redraw #sanji pre time skip

[ryssbelle]

Drew a bunch of Marinettes in a bunch of different artists styles it was a lot of fun!!

Artists who's styles I mimicked: @buggachat @hamsternamedmarinette @ladybeug @sabertoothwalrus and @anna-scribbles all epic artists 🤟😎

#my art #marinette dupain cheng #miraculous ladybug #miraculous fanart #style mimic #sorry for the @s btw #yall should go follow those artists if you dont already also #this was sort of inspired by a post the three artists on the top row made #i think they all got together and drew with one another #which is really cool #but i was genuinely confused because i mimic styles a lot #and ive seen others do it too so i was just like #wow they really know each others styles really well #until i thought about it and read their posts some more #style mimicking is really freaking fun and i think its really good practice #and a good way to explore other ways of doing things #like you really have to learn new techniques and get out of your comfort zone #also anna scribbles i could not find a recent pic of marinette in her main outfit #so thats the only marinette i drew in different clothes cuz i couldnt find a more recent ref of you drawing it #anna scribble marinette has privileges thats the others dont #but ye #i also threw my own style in there as a frame of reference to what me draw like #ive drawn marinette before just not in a loooong while #sabertooth walrus was the hardest for me to mimic cuz they have a broad range in their style #so its like which sabertooth do i wanna be in this pic #Buggachat has such a distinct style thats very clean and consistent which is amazing so they were easy #being easy or hard arent bad things either it also has to do with like styles meeting up with one another #buggachats and mine arent too too different in some shapes and aspects #so yeah itd be easier plus they drew marinette like 3 sec ago so i have more recent of a ref #as opposed to sabertooth who i have a recent ref of ladybug but not marinette so we got two diff styles in one

[wigglebox]

Sad Bois’ Story Time

Bonus:

#destiel #supernatural #spn #good omens #Ofmd #Crowley #castiel #ed teach #Blackbeard #our flag means death #spnfanart #spn art #wiggleart #long post #sorry for the length of this but this conversation popped in my head yesterday and I had to scribble it out before I finished up other art #obligations and commissions lol #why is Cas part of the sad bois when he’s not even sad? #because he and dean don’t fit in with your normal romance plot beats #like good omens and Ofmd does #like it’s not a bad thing to be following romance plot beats because that’s how romance usually goes! #destiel just is really strictly anti narrative be it them organically happening or refusing to follow basic story structure lmao #but also taking all the romance tropes #ANYWAY—

[caycanteven]

I don't remember what I was going for, but here's a sketch horror boi <3

~Sorry I haven't posted for a hot sec, been working on these commissions and some stuff on the side! Hoping to get some of the finished ones posted today and not get sidetracked again. Doing the same on my other socials too, cause I'm a goober with a brain of a goldfish teehee.~

#my art #sans #sans au #caycantdoodle #cay talks #undertale au #horror sans #horrortale #horrotale by sour apple studios #axe #horror sans aka axe #i always liked axe #it's just hot teehee #sorry for my inactivity as of late #im pretty sure i have to do a follower thank you too #goodness heavens

[ceilidho]

Saw a clip of a blond rugby player man and now I’m thinking about ghost… in those ridiculous shorts.

oh yeah I'm so into a ghost/reader rugby au.....especially if it's not a professional league au....

like he just plays weekday nights at the local rec centre and in amateur matches (he's a welder during the day....sorry the metal mask calls to me). very few people come to actually watch the matches because it's just a local league, but you happen to be one of the familiar faces in the crowd because you've been having a hard time trying to make friends and you thought it'd be a nice way to get out of the house and do something new.

but Simon always remembers a face and he can't help the way his gaze keeps being drawn to the stands, where you and a couple clusters of fans are sitting and nursing tea in paper cups. he asks around at first, trying to find out if you're someone's relative or girl, but all the guys just shrug, no answers.

so he approaches you himself at the next game, leaning over the railing separating the field from the stands, covered in sweat and grass stains and bleeding from his right eyebrow, and asks you to follow him to the back for a bit. outright propositioning you because he figures you don't have a man, so there's no issue with him trying out for the part.

#and YEAH you follow him sorry my reader character isn't STUPID she knows when good dick is available to her

[pbnmj]

doodles from between uni and gotg3...... rocket and nebula i love you guys so so so much

#sorry i know this is the spidey blog but like. gotg3 is unfairly good everyone #gotg #gotg3 #rocket raccoon #nebula #not spidey #my art #also neb isnt specifically saying aang and zuko are like them. i think she's saying she thinks the gaang is like the guardians #or they watch the fast and furious movies and nearly die over it. thats also possible #but also shes kind of like aang is like me. bald. and rocket rolls his eyes like 'drax is bald too' #followed by her giving him the silent treatment LOLLLLLL

[birdsareblooming]

evangelicals are a fucking disgrace and none of them are seeing heaven

#sorry just saw the images of supposed christians in the pro isreal rally and speeches and felt fucking sick to my stomach #you have burned the texts of your god and follow genocidal fuckwads instead #your god is not my god and your heart is blackened #if you do not think any good god wouldn't condemn you you're already too far gone #free palestine #im so fucking sick

[sergle]

(re: sssniperwolf and jacksfilms) It's laughable that she escalated it that hard. Don't get me wrong, I'm pretty sure stalking him like that is illegal and it's terrifying regardless, but Jack said in a stream (can't remember which one) that he wasn't about bringing up past controversies of hers or cancelling. And now she shows up outside his house (wtf!!!). Like he was willing to only call her out for stealing and freebooting but she's gone and stalked him and Jack doesn't seem like the type of guy to take that shit. Actual WTF moment from her part. wild

omg long post below bc apparently I have opinions: YES!! THAT'S WHAT'S SO INCREDIBLE ABOUT THIS... Jack has been genuinely diligent about keeping things on-topic in his streams, and hasn't brought up any of her other Stuff, or anything Personal. Despite the fact that she kickstarted the whole thing by making it INCREDIBLY personal and attacking his physical appearance... His goal has been to call out and bring attention to content theft, and he's stuck with it. Dude's also cared about this for years, and she's not the first content thief he's criticized. He just hates the way that freebooting has become so accepted-- to the point where youtube praised her for "coming up with such creative video ideas"? Hey! Ew! Dude wasn't trying to get her cancelled though, there was no smear campaign of her character. He's been rallying to get her to CREDIT the creators that she relies on for all of her content. It would set a precedent for all other "react" channels on the platform for one of the biggest channels on youtube to actually give credit where credit is due. Or, god forbid, get permission first? It's not hard. It's already done the job of making some other people who do "react content" self-analyze whether or not their content is transformative, and to maybe care about crediting the creators they rely on for their genre to work. There is a way to make this kind of video that isn't so slimy. And making fun of her lackluster-at-best reactions is so far from even being a big deal. Bc she literally does just sit there and say nothing. Plus, his goal has a clear End built into it: if she started shouting out the creators she takes content from, and put links directly to their pages in her video descriptions, the job would be done! That's what he's asking her to do. Real bare minimum stuff. It legit would have been easy to steer away from the content theft and to also talk about her history of lying to her audience! her ghosting a dying kid with cancer who was a big fan of hers! the fact that she's been arrested for armed robbery! her history of transphobia! He would also get more clicks that way, which is what she claims is his sole goal- to get more clicks. I'll bring it up though! She's been a terrible person the whole time, and has kept a steady course of manipulating her audience of young children and/or, let's be completely honest, simps- into thinking that she's a Wholesome creator. (And now, into thinking she's an innocent victim.) All of the actual effort put in by her has gone toward optics, not the content she puts out. A carefully constructed online persona, for one, but also literal appearances. Jack totally can't say this, bc she already went off the handle and said the only reason he doesn't like her is bc he Hates To See A Woman Be Successful. But I can! That was a cheap shot for her to use that argument when, for once, it's not applicable! Much the opposite, even! Dudes online wouldn't go to bat for her if she didn't look the way she does. And it weakens any case she'd have against him by making baseless claims like that. She banks hugely on being an attractive woman to get her clicks/following. A massive amount of effort is put into her appearance. The makeup, the lip fillers, putting her hair in little pigtails, the chokers and tube tops, the big non-prescription Nerd Glasses, the thumbnails where she has her mouth open in That Expression?

I don't even have to say anything. But making a weird facial expression and putting your hair in pigtails aren't moral failings. Showing up at someone's real life home (whose address you shouldn't even have access to), filming the front of their house at night, doxxing them to your audience of millions of people? Because you were mad at them online? That is fully scary! Yeah girl I'm pretty sure that Jack can press charges! There is absolutely no way to take the moral highground now that she's literally stalked him, and doxxed his home. She tried to goad him and Erin (Jack's wife) out of the house, also, which creeps me out even more-- because what was she planning to do? The fact that she's been arrested for violent crime before does pop into my mind! lmao! Jack was streaming a game at the time that she was outside his home, and these clips of him, his friends, and Erin reacting in real time to what is genuinely a scary situation have been taken down in case he needs to use them in legal action. Shit is legitimately serious!

#sergle answers #long post #LONGEST POST ON EARTH I'M SO SORRY #saying all this out loud only takes a few minutes but typing it... girl this is a BOOK #clearly I have thoughts on this Online Drama but also this isn't online! #these are people who exist in real life. and compromising a person's safety bc he criticized you for stealing tiktoks #is a real life thing. this isn't confined to online spaces! you can turn off your computer to get away from An Argument #but someone going to your house?? that's absolutely terrifying #and all of this is just because he's been telling her to credit the creators. it could have been resolved so simply. #I hope he takes legal action against her bc he genuinely has grounds to do so. #and I can't imagine how terrified and upset I would be if someone was outside my door. filming my house for their audience. #also the 'what if the roles were reversed' argument is rarely made in good faith... but she's already brought up the topic. #this would be getting even more coverage and the optics would be Even Creepier if a strange man with millions of followers showed up #at the home of a woman- just bc she criticized his videos- filming her home address for all to see and trying to get her to come outside. #It's just as creepy that sssniperwolf did this as it would be coming from ANYONE else #it's been downplayed bc her being a little skinny woman means that A Man shouldn't be threatened by her #which. even if she wasn't going to Do anything. any one of her rabidly loyal online followers MIGHT. she's not the only one who could go to #his house now! anyone could show up. #sergle.txt #Jacksfilms #Sssniperwolf

[takesfew]

My current hyperfixation

These idiots 🐍❤️🐙

#twisted wonderland #azujami #jamiazu #ashenviper #azul x jamil #jamil x azul #twisted wonderland fanart #disney twst #twst fanart #azul ashengrotto #jamil viper #twst #they’re so precious #good I love them #I could rant for hours #sorry to my ex red dead followers but this stupid Disney anime game is all over my brain rn #my art

[dammarchy211]

THE COMMITTEE FOR RAPACIOUS INTERLOPERS AND MANIACAL ESPERS !

drawing dump I definitely can’t fit all of them in but here’s most of em lol. Neo Cortez the founder and Head of C.R.I.M.E. Got a complete redo which I actually Like now so’ll probably expand on him more

#for all of you Ant fans out there I have a bunch of ant related memes I have drawn/am going to draw them with so . there will be Ant #for all of you Cheri fans out there sorry u don’t see her as much it’s just so much easier to be able to the pile three ocs worth of #drawings into one post than just one oc</3 #there is stuff of her I need to finish or post dw tho 🫶 #my art #psychonauts #psychonauts fanart #psychonauts art #psychonauts oc #character design #psychonauts original character #psychonauts ocs #Dexter Fahrenheit #Dr. Batty Sawbones #Wanda Whelk #Neo Cortez #the SpongeBob meme is when Dexter follows them back into CRIME HQ and they’re like …. well we can’t just let this ten year old leave #he knows where our base is— #he actually snuck back onto the Tiltrotor CRIME uses for missions sometimes rather than sneaking directly into the base fun fact for u #CRIME HQ has cloaking psychic-tech . the Tiltrotor not *as* much #tw alchohol mention #hi sorry thes tags are getting long #the one with Dex in the red shirt is a good few months before he left to join CRIME #he’s still kinda got a black eye and he is not being supervised at home-

[psychopompoi]

hyena girl doodle

#nsft art #kemonomimi #artistic nudity #my art #sorry if this jumpscares anyone following me but my more spicy art is getting literally 0 notes on twt so i was wondering if its the twt #algorhythm or just the art quality.....?????? #hyena girl #minors dni #what else do i tag. trying not to flashbang someone with buff girl goodness here #drawing #artwork #illustration #suggestive

[assiraphales]

sometimes I think to myself 'wow i'm really annoying about zoro n luffy' but then I hear from other people in the fandom that people have lowkey tried to downplay their relationship for years and then I don't feel so bad. this is ur reckoning. welcome to the thunderdome

#zolu #one piece #going to be me with sanuso as well I fear #the bonus of having collected the variety of followers as I have over the years..... I can really push my agendas lmao #oh sorry u followed me four years ago for good omens? mistake number one. now here's some borderline soulmates for ur dash

[korrasamibottles]

And with your help we can make it 60-80%

#i saw sooooooooo much lichen yesterday. peace and love on planet earth. #huge clumps of reindeer lichen which was really cool because it's not super common around here. and it grows so slowly #so big clumps are a good sign re: the health of that particular area. #also saw pixie cups which are my favorite. if you don't have a favorite lichen.....you better fix that😐 #sorry to any new followers it's not always atla tlok hours here. sometimes i have to lichenpost.

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Jin Ling: Master Sleuth

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jin ling #When you're so good at acting gay that you manage to fool even *this* fruity kid #Jin Ling's internalized homophobia once again saves the day #What a world we live in. #Jin Ling really said “Sorry my uncle's gaydar is so bad. Go out and frolic in the forest or whatever.” #Sure MXY's reputation helps out *and* the fact wwx was playing into that reputation #but at this point wwx has not caught feelings. This might imply that JL might actually have a good gaydar #The power is stored in his antenna. It's actually magnetized and repelled by magnetic forces similar to its own. #I ended up cutting it from the script but I really love the convo that follows this moment. #the 'two phrases' scene means so much to me. Its about realizing that there are times you *need* to put your pride aside #It doesn't matter if you feel its 'cringe' or makes you look bad. You can't connect with others up high on your self-made pedestal #I could go on but I'll leave it there for now B*)

[knifebaby3000]

“cemetery drive”, 27 may 2023

#digital art #artists on tumblr #dimitri fire emblem #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #fe3h #my art #[ points ] that's my husband #this is a runaway warmup... didn't think i was going to take it all the way. and. then #sorry to everyone who followed for fanart i do not do it often but pls rest assured i am rotating this man in my mind constantly #i have like 4yrs of dima scribbles in my sketchbook and he's crying in 99.999999% of them btw #pls know me by my [ checks notes ] crybaby long-hair wasian dimitri #pls also know that i hate his heroes armor so much bc it BARELY makes sense but it looks so good.............