#theo is traumatized

[theosconfessions]

if youd like to read the stephens from the beginning you can over here

if youd like to read the stephens continued you can over here :)

dustin-i dont know,theo. she was pretty pissed about her tiktok.

theo-eh she can always make a new one. do this shit all over again. naw she doesnt get it. right now everything you did is just a temporary inconvenience.

dustin- what are you saying?

theo- i havent confronted her yet.

dustin- theo no. shes a kid. and you have tendency to be...

theo- kind of a cunt? yeah i know but so is she.

dustin- again. i say shes a kid theo. shes not a cunt. i hate when you call her that.

theo- even when shes being one?

dustin- theo she made a dumbass decision.

theo- that was calculated as fuck. i mean she had blake under her thumb for weeks before this. naw. this isnt happening again. let me dad here

dustin- your version of that is going to make her cry.

theo-good.

dustin- yeah no i hate it. i hate that idea. i dont want to hurt her theo

theo- well im not going in there to fuck her up kid. just going to talk.

dustin-and your talking is going to lead you to saying something super fucked up. i dont want her hurt for this.

theo- she doesnt get it dusty. just let me explain it.

dustin- hate this. i just know whats going to happen.

theo- [shrugs] ill take it easy on her..for you

dustin- sighs

#typoooooo but its fine haha #dustins like please do not traumatize my child please #theos like maybe maybe not #the stephens continued #theo kline #dustin stephens #the sims 4 #ts4 #the sims #simblr #ts4 gameplay #sims 4 #ts4 simblr #the sims community #the sims 4 stories #ts4 screenshots #my sims #the sims 4 cc

[lesbiradshaw]

once again thinking about how so much of s6 liam and theo’s relationship is about theo choosing to do the dirty work so liam doesn’t have to. he went from trying to harness liam’s anger for his own gain to trying to help him get it under control— and even in triggers when he does intentionally piss liam off so they can fight to cause a distraction, he keeps liam from killing nolan right after. he tries to comfort liam (in his own Extremely Emotionally Stunted way) during the car ride home by pointing out how hard he tried to avoid hurting him. he does it again in the locker room, telling liam he’s making progress by not killing gabe— right before stepping forward and smashing gabe’s face right back into that mirror for himself to get the information they need. theo throws himself at the ghost riders as bait because he knows liam, despite his harsh promises, is too good of a person to do it himself. he pulls liam into the sheriff station bathroom and reality checks him about saving his friends and himself (also in the most Emotionally Stunted way possible) because he knows liam is sometimes blinded by his own idealism. he pushes liam ahead of him at the hospital and takes bullets meant for them both.

for someone who claims to relish in his own selfishness, theo time and time again shows that he’d rather get blood on his hands as long as it keeps liam from having to get it on himself.

#yes s6 theo is still mean. he can be cruel and manipulative but also he plays that up as a mask in situations where when you look at his #motives it becomes pretty clear he’s doing/saying shit because he really does care #about LIAM even ​if not about ‘the greater good’ #its rotten work! not to me! not if its you! #theo doing the rotten work so liam wont have to be corrupted the same way he was ooooooh let me write that down #obviously liam is still traumatized and haunted by a lot of what happens to him bc it’s inevitable #but when theo is with him … idk theo tends to take on the bloodier tasks. intentionally. #hes not trying to preserve liams innocence or whatever because frankly i think naïveté frustrates him #but he’s trying to preserve liams goodness. maybe it makes him feel like he can rekindle some of his own. #him trying to make liam see the world for what it is while also wanting him to avoid the worst parts of it so he doesnt end up like theo #oh i feel faint #anyways #enjoy another analysis no one asked for #thiam #carolcore

[th30ra3k3n]

How can you be part of a perfect species? You're simply a medley of mistakes we could learn from and apply to the creatures that truly matter.

pain. pain. paiN. paIN. pAIN. PAIN. PAIN.

#taken from guardians of the galaxy vol. 3 #theo raeken #theo raeken needs a therapist #theo raeken needs a hug #theo raeken is a sad and traumatized bitch and so am i #thiam #thiam is endgame #theo raeken x liam dunbar #thiam aesthetic #thiam angst #thiam fanfic #thiam playlist #liam dunbar #theo x liam

[prettyboysdontlookatexplosions]

wait. sorry. catching up and. mike flanagan made elenaor and theo SISTERS???? sailor moon dub ass behavior….

#that is…. so confusing to me bc like #if you’re not into the haunting of hill house as a story about a traumatized lesbian with no friends #what…. like i think you got your books confused #to the degree that actually this takes some adaptational pressure off maybe #because if eleanor isn’t homoerotically obsessed with theo then #well. it simply is not an adaptation of shirley jackson’s the haunting of hill house #it’s some other thing that got mislabeled somehow. possibly through no fault of its own!

[kaleidoskuls]

“more than anything i was relieved that in my unfamiliar babbling and wanting to talk state id stopped myself from blurting the thing on the edge of my tongue, the thing is never said, even though it was something we both knew well enough without me saying it out loud to him in the street — which was, of course, i love you.” btw. if you even care .

#boreo #theo decker #so so so so so so so so insane and homosexual i swear to alllll the gods #that traumatized motherfucker is giving me Brain Damage™ #hashtag blorboposting . i love him #i Fucking jave this memorized. btw . if yuo evn care #it plays on a loop in my mind. broken record shit . hence the brain damage #boris pavlikovsky #borys volodymyrovych pavlikovsky. how i love him #they are both so riddled with trauma oh my gods #crying crying curling into a ball in the corner and sobbing my eyes out #then wiping my tears and bitin g my fingers offff. snarling growling #biting and clawing #gnawing on tgf. gnawwing on tjis fuckign book #throwing myself off the roof. landing and breaking alllll the boness #NO WAJT THAT RENINDS ME OF THEOS MANY SUICIDE ATTEMPTS #WHJLST DRUNK AND/OR HIGH #AND BORIS HELPING HOM DOEN THE ROOF DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH MEEEEE #CRYING SOBBING COLLAPSING DYING #the goldfinch #tgf

[clementinecalls]

thinking abt nolantheo religious trauma fic.................

#i can shove soooo many traumatic expieriences into their blank ass characters #nolan you are my own special guy #.....my freak if you will #theo raeken #nolan holloway #teen wolf

[ksbbb]

. “Don’t focus on them.  Just focus on me.” Thiam 😘

Focus (thiam)

It’s been way too long for Liam to be feeling this way, or he thinks it is, but Mason argues with him about it and still tries to convince him that it’s okay. That sometimes when the brain deals with a traumatic situation then it’s only normal to still have negative feelings about something. Or about someone and different places. It’s not really something he expected to deal with so soon, but seeing his former lacrosse buddies from his other school, the ones that locked him in a cage at the zoo, and threw lacrosse balls at him, caused a mild panic to set in. Then the thought of almost losing control here during the war doesn’t help him any.

He can rationalize that they most likely don’t even remember him, and he is a werewolf now, so the odds of them being able to trap him in a cage again, is very unlikely, but his mind still hasn’t completely caught up to his rational side of thinking yet. He keeps telling himself to remain calm, keep his breathing normal, and to ignore any feeling of anxiety coursing though him. He tells himself this, but he still can’t force his mind to catch up, and he’s staring to feel himself shift as they draw closer.

“What’s going on?” He hears Corey asks, it sounds far away, almost through a muffled door, as if his body isn’t here right now, and he wishes more than anything that he could make himself forget all about his time here.

“Am I…I don’t know. How long does it take to get a drink?” Mason starts looking around frantically, peering into the crowd, as he starts to panic almost as much as Liam, and starts rapidly texting on his phone. It causes Liam to panic more and he starts to hyperventilate.

“We did tell Theo to get us like 6 drinks because we didn’t want to have to go back.” Corey’s voice sounds high, panic rising in his voice, as Liam starts to feel his claws poking through his fingertips. “Oh..he’s not going to shift here is he?” Corey latches onto Liam’s shoulder, his fingernails sinking into him, and if he was able to focus on something other than the constant memory bombarding him, he would welcome the anchoring touch of a friend, but he can’t find anything to center himself.

That night burns into his memory like a fire blazing in the dark, and it haunts him to his very core when he remembers the pain, along with the embarrassment of being caged in, and having to hold in tears from the constant yelling from his peers. Blaming him for the loss of game, because of his IED. His IED that caused him to lose it on his former coaches car.

“Liam…”

His fangs slide over his tongue, and he can almost taste blood, smell the fear from his own scent, and his entire body starts to shake from the control of holding in his wolf, and holding in his shift. He’s not a new werewolf anymore and Scott would tell him to use his anchor, but he’s not sure he has one anymore.

He desperately bites down on his lip, drawing blood, and anger starts to boil over as notices one of them laugh about something. His erratic breathing starts to catch in his throat, and he’s slipping. Slipping out of Mason and Corey’s grasp, his own mind screaming at him to do something, anything but let them get away with it. Is that his wolf, or is it him wanting to shift? He can’t find the difference anymore.

“Liam…”

A low growl leaves his throat, a silence surrounds him, he’s lost focus on anything else, he can’t hear, can’t see anything but his former teammates standing in front of him. His skin is itching. Clawing at him to let himself shift, allow his own fear and anxiety to overpower him and take over. To not allow it to happen again.

“Liam…” A hand catches his just as he’s about to lash out, his eye flickers with yellow, and he turns around to roar, but comes face to face with Theo. His hand is pried apart and Theo sighs, gently running his hand over Liam’s claw marks. It soothes him, and he starts to notice more people around him. He looks around him to find his former teammates.

“Focus. Don’t focus on them. Just focus on me.” Theo appears in his line of vision, shifting him gently so he can face him. Holding his shoulder gently, and still running his hand over the wounds on his hand that have started healing.

A small smile plays on Theo’s lips as Liam blinks a few times and starts to breath normally again. Theo leads him over to a bench, and he sits down, his anxiety starting to fade, and he is handed a drink to sip on.

“I was gone for about ten minutes.” Theo ponders to himself, and he playfully pushes Liam’s shoulder, as he takes a sip of his own drink.

“Yeah. Well…maybe next time we can do something other than the zoo.” He takes Theo’s hand in his, gently running his fingertips over his palms, and decides that maybe he might have an anchor.

#answered #waterloo #thiam #teen wolf thiam #teen wolf #theo raeken #liam dunbar x theo raeken #liam dunbar #send asks #writer prompts #angsty but soft at the end #Liam pov #traumatic memories #thiam fanfic #theo and liam #short fiction

[bluebugsy]

The Unfair Heart ❤️

This is my very long series that l've nearly finished! I've noticed more people are discovering it so I thought l'd post the best way to enjoy and read it!

If you have any questions let me know!

#original character #draco malfoy #theodore nott #ao3 fanfic #ao3 #ao3fic #harry potter #drarry #aromantic #bisexual #polyamory #fred weasley #albus potter #scorpius malfoy #astoria greengrass #harry potter fanfiction #long reads #luna lovegood #pansy parkinson #pansy x luna #bd/sm kink #fanfiction writer #dark themes #strong women #FMC is traumatized #ao3 author #ao3 writer #draco x harry #draco x theo #george weasley

[onegianthotmess]

I’m just gonna say it, Theo would fucking hate the U.S.

THERE’S LIKE 102 GUNS PER 100 PEOPLE!

The poor boy would be too traumatized to go there-

Oh, and how do I know this? Because I’m an American, a Midwesterner if you wanna get specific.

#my poor boy #hed be clinging onto vincent for dear life #hes a grown man but hes also a babie who needs his big brother to comfort him because hes traumatized as fuck- #ikemen vampire #ikevamp #ikemen vampire theo #ikevamp theo

[tinywafflerat]

goofy video for a trend that probably died 3 years ago.

Presenting- Theodore without trauma!! (wow!)

ignore the thing at the end 🫢

also Theodore ask blog if anyone cares @asktheodore

#my ocs without trauma #cat oc #sfw furry #furry community #furry anthro #furry character #furry #furry oc #furry art #furry fandom #theodore #Theo #tinywaffledrawing #oc character #ocs #oc artwork #original character #original art #art #illustration #digital drawing #artist #artwork #my oc art #artists of tumblr #cat oc art #cat ocs #Theodore the cat #bro is traumatized #anthro

[han-merlin]

i never understood theo hernandez thirst until i faceapped his bleached hair ass and now i do 😭

Never understood- 😑😑😑 I, unfortunately for myself, have always understood Theo Hernández thirst. But there really is no accounting for taste

This though is crazy because he just looks like a superhero or something 😭 Thea Hernández the latest Marvel character

So dramatic

#theo hernández is my most beloved and this is traumatic

[wildcmbcrsupdates]

Adam DiMarco, Haley Lu Richardson and Theo James via haleyluhoo Instagram stories, 12/11/2022.

#adam dimarco #haley lu #haley lu richardson #theo james #i need to know what she's terrorizing theo with he looks traumatized ksjd;flkasjda;fsja

[lesbiradshaw]

liam’s anu-kite induced hallucination in triggers being a flashback to when he was a scared fourteen year old boy who couldn’t protect himself against a group of people who were supposed to be on his team rather than one about theo, the guy who once tried and almost got liam to kill one of the most important people in his life while shifted and was planning on killing him next even though becoming a monster that hurts people is one of liam’s greatest fears. theo actually being the one who pulls liam out of his head and keeps him from killing someone and talks to him about why he gets so angry when he’s really feeling afraid. layers. guys there are layers.

#in part liam def sees brett because brett just died and liam is obv . traumatized by this regardless of their past #frankly im still a lil confused ab whether or not the hazing thing actually happened bc on one hand #most of what the anu-kite shows people isnt real #but its rooted in reality and idk thats just such a specific situation to dream up #anyways. THERE ARE STILL LAYERS GUYS #s5 theo is literally the embodiment of what liam is afraid he could become and i think thats part of why s6 thiam is so . #like. theo knows how he got in that place and its why he does so much of the dirty work for liam #like telling liam to let go of gabe then smashing his head back into the mirror right after #the whole being the bait thing #shoving liam ahead of him so he wouldnt get shot in the finale #telling nolan to run so liam wouldnt kill hkm #constantly trying to reality check liam when hes being too idealistic #MANNNNNNNN #trying to be normal about them and failing #triggers was a masterpiece to me like the song choice in the truck scene is sooooo #thiam #6.16 triggers

[mattodore]

11 i 26 😊 for theo and matthias

11. What causes them to fight?

their personalities lmaoooooo. no, but being serious, what i mean by that is that theo is very irritable and he disliked matthias when they first met, so he'd always be mad at something matthias said or did—matthias however liked how vicious theo would get when insulting him... matthias is so annoying i pray he gets his ass kicked at least once a month. anyway... i think they also ran into some trouble because one of theo's main trigger responses is lashing out and running away, whereas matthias has a lot of problems with abandonment. i think early on matthias didn't really understand what theo was experiencing, so when theo would storm out on him he would get upset in turn. they also fought about theo's drug use at some point, which lead to them fighting about matthias letting sehyuk sell at his parties. theo's very jealous too (mostly just early on in their relationship), so he would start picking little fights over trivial things because he didn't know how else to voice his negative feelings over other people approaching matthias—thankfully, matthias knew how to navigate this from the jump because theo was very obvious in his jealousy. they had a lot they had to work through in the first few years of their relationship...

26. What are their favorite parts about physical affection/sex?

theo likes feeling wanted and he likes how safe he feels in matthias's arms. i've mentioned it before, but theo has always associated pain with physical touch... at a certain point it all got so twisted up inside his head that he sought it out, even, because he was starved for touch without it. so matthias is very different... he's never hurt theo and he never would. and matthias touches him a lot, so theo's head starts to reset a bit when they really start to date. like, oh, this feels nice, this is what it's like to feel good, this is what having your cheek touched is like when it doesn't leave behind a welt, this is how love feels. it's also... very hard for theo to be vulnerable and open, but matthias coaxes it out of him when they're intimate and i think they both like that. theo likes the emotional release.

matthias.... hm. okay, so glaring differences here. i'm like "oh theo likes feeling safe" and then i'm just gonna be honest and have to hit you with: matthias likes how much theo clings to him. I KNOWWW. i've got my head in my hands as i type this! but matthias's favorite part of any affection he shows theo is the way theo grabs and pulls at it. if he kisses theo's cheek, theo will tilt his head up for it. if he presses into theo, theo will push back against him. if he holds out one of his hands, theo will grab it with both hands. to be fair! you could argue that matthias's fear of being abandoned plays a part in this, because he likes seeing that theo wants him back in that way but um... i can't say it's solely because of that. matthias also really enjoys making theo feel good and giving him what he wants, whatever that may be.

#river dipping #asks #anonymous #oc extras #matthias evanoff #theodore doe #a burning house to live in #echthroi #new photo bc they're cute. theo's holding a phone in this but you can't see it bc of his thigh </3 #god...... you're like what do they fight about? and i'm like x y z 1 2 3 this that AND the other thing ! #like i said....... they have a LOT they have to work through #when both parties involved are traumatized undiagnosed unmedicated and still falling prey to their vices </3 #cw drugs mention #cw abuse mention #...vaguely? #nsft #...even more vaguely? #also what did i sayyyy about these taking me FOREVER to do #i'm sawrry </3 i just do so much thinking and i get very absorbed in anything that involves my ocs but especially anything w/ theo

[rabble-dabble]

this may be funny to me only but i'm laughing rn because my updated design for theoinnit is like if someone asked (begged) him to wear anything OTHER than the fucking red swamped hoodie he has on literally 100% of the time (including lava naps) and he goes "ok" and then shows up later in a long sleeve undershirt with a tshirt over it like. BUDDY

#text post #shitpost #theoinnit #dream smp #dream smp rewind #dsmp rewind #HE LIVED IN THE NETHER AND WORE THAT WHAT #laughing because it could be like 90 degrees with every smp member sweating and theoinnit is like 'man is it cold outside today?' #whether thats the effect of the nether or trauma or just him being Like That no one knows JSDHFKASDHFKSDAHF #tobias on the other hand is like 'you guys dont understand living in the nether for years does things to you.' #'we havent felt normal temperatures in AGES. this is below our average' #dw tho he thinks theo is. ALSO insane for wearing the hoodie. its made of wool how has this traumatized bitch just. not died from heat #some of this may be ooc but entirely relatable to me. i lived in florida and was asked all the time how i wore oversized hoodies in 90+ #its because i get. cold

[kaleidoskuls]

well fuck

#theo decker #is traumatized as fuck #and needs help #boris pavlikovsky #boreo #the goldfinch #tgf #donna tartt