#this is so awesome seriously wtf. smiling from ear to ear

[smallpox-juicebox]

Hey! I was wondering if you were alright with podfics? I just found your "into the sublime seas" and really enjoyed it and didn't see a transformative works statement yay/nay/ask first on your profile so figured I'd just check in and see. I'd, of course, be leaving credit to you and the text in both audio and on the post. Regardless, really enjoyed and thanks for sharing!

hey!! Thanks so much for asking and a thousand times yes!!! cant wait to listen <33

#this is so awesome seriously wtf. smiling from ear to ear #thank you so much for your interest and your kind words ^^

[justsomefluff]

OMG I LOVED that reaction you did, and the scenario like thing was really good!! I loved it, thank you!! Can I request another reaction (mini-scenario)? Like ATEEZ confessing to their crush while they (ATEEZ) are drunk? (San said Yeo does aegyo/is cute when drunk I'd like to see this ^^)

This is so cute, I would pay good money to see them tipsy no lie lmao. also this is fluff and crack at the same time so...I hope you like it lmao

Hongjoong:

(^ he’d do this during a drunk confession you cant change my mind ^)

Okay so when he’s drunk I feel like he sees himself as being really composed and cool

but in reality... not so much

and, even if he hadn’t been planning on confessing to you

oh boy, his body starts shaking a lil and you’re low-key like... 911?

like his body is telling him to ABORT MISSION but once his drunk brain has made the decision there's no going back

So, in his mind, this is what he’s saying out loud okay

“Y/n, I just wanted to let you know that I have some serious feelings for you. I know you may not feel the same way, but I just needed to tell you.”

Super awesome, everyone wishes to be that composed right?

Well here’s what he really said:

“Listen here, you cute mother-, no I shouldn’t swear at you, my bad. I’m totally in love with you right? Watchu think bout dat?”

and then he’s quiet, and smiling bc he’s proud of himself and you’re just like um????

like that’s not how you imagined this would go

But you also know that he’s gonna be super embarrassed about this in the morning so you just say

“Let’s talk tomorrow, Joongie?”

and he smiles at the nickname and nods and kinda puts his head down

You honestly cant wait to tell him you feel the same when he’s sober

and make fun of him for getting wasted

Seonghwa:

so Seonghwa, unlike Joong, is actually pretty composed

like at first, he’s wildin’ and everything

but then he just calms down super fast

like so fast you get whiplash

and he just smiles at you and you’re like “...freak”

then he frowns and he’s like “I like to look at pretty things that make me smile”

“You make me smile too, Hwa” :)

then he just grabs you into a hug and starts swaying you guys side to side

like some awkward and forced middle school slow-dance 

“What are you doing?”

and he shushes you to preserve the moment but you're like “I want answers”

then he finally leans his head down and his lips are brushing the shell of your ear so softly you barely notice

“I think I love you”

he strikes me as the kind of person who wants to confess but also isn’t ever 100% sure he wants to confirm that he loves you so he throws that “I think” in there to cushion the blow if you reject him

but, luckily for him, you do feel the same

you just turn your head ever so slightly to the side and peck his temple

he smiles and rests his head on your shoulder and squeezes your hips before wrapping his arms around you completely

“I kinda need to hear you say it”

“I think I love you too, Hwa”

Yunho:

okay this big ole baby right

I feel like he’s the kind of drunk who is crazy for a little bit but gets tired really fast

so after like an hour of insanity, his eyes are drooping and you’ve settled on a couch (or seat, wherever your location might be)

and he smooshes his cheek into your thigh and you’re totally aware that he’s gonna fall asleep on you

but you’re cool with that, I mean who wouldn’t be

and after a couple minutes of silence, you think he’s knocked out completely

he suddenly turns his head to look up at you

and you look down at him to ask if he’s okay, or if he needs anything

he just starts laughing and then this IDIOT

pokes your double chin (bc I mean why does he have to look at you from that angle) and goes “How is it that I like you so much, even your double chin is cute?”

part of you is like “omg he likes me” and the other part of you is like “...im gonna slap him. don't talk about my double chin”

so, given your inner turmoil, you're silent for a minute and he starts to pout

“you don’t like my double chin?” and he makes a double chin and grabs your hand to make you poke it

“say you like my double chin too, please”

“Yunho, I like you too... double chin and all” (you had decided that you are not going to slap him after all)

and thats kind of the end of the night bc after that crackhead confession he actually falls asleep

but you are lucky enough that he remembers it all the next morning and it becomes kind of a thing in your relationship to make double chins at each other then say “I love you” 

Yeosang:

drunk Yeosang and aegyo here we go

whiny baby voice and big eyes and pouting all the way

like he’s not so much into doing the cutesy actions like finger hearts and stuff

but refers to himself as “Sangie” and talks about himself in third person too

CLINGY

not necessarily cuddly, but always has to be holding your hand or else he’ll cry

calls you pet names like Jagi and my love and stuff

and at first you’re like aw he’s a cute drunk and tease him a little bit

but then he pouts even harder and murmurs “I'm serious”

you’re like O.O

“you mean it? you really like me, Sangie?”

nods his head furiously like you seriously think he’s gonna get a concussion for about .5 seconds

like okay I get it, you mean it, please stop doing that your head is not a maraca

“I like you too”

cue the biggest, goofiest, toothiest grin you’ve ever seen

makes big ole fishy lips at you, and points at them to ask for a kiss

so you just give him a quick peck, bc you don't really want either of you to be drunk for your first real kiss

but that satisfies him for the time being :)

San:

Sannie best boy, I cannot stress that enough

the sweetest lil drunk okay

tries to take care of you even though he’s the drunk one

thirsty? he’s gonna get up and get you a glass of whatever you want even if he spills half of it trying to give it to you

hungry? he’ll get you some if you agree to share

so halfway through a tub of ice cream he decides to lay some truth on you okay

“I like my ice cream like I like you”

and you, of course, having seen that meme, respond with “ugly?” and you cackle at your own joke

but he’s so offended

“apologize to yourself and this ice cream”

“wtf? why?”

“because ice cream is the second most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen after you. apologize”

literally holds the tub of ice cream up to your face, and will literally carve a sad face into the ice cream to make you apologize quicker

and when you apologize he eats the sad face and draws a smile

sentimental cheeseball is all he is in that moment okay

“you really think I’m pretty?”

he looks at you like “...duh”

“I think you’re pretty too, Sannie” and he smiles so big :’)

and both of you know that this would be the start of a really happy relationship aww

Mingi:

I bet Mingi is the cutest drunk okay like if you thought he was a giant puppy before get ready you aint seen nothin yet

and you don't even get a warning before he confesses bc he says it so out of the blue

like his whole plan was to drink some liquid courage iykyk and then he was gonna confess

but he ended up getting a lil more tipsy than originally intended

and he just blurts it out and he’s stuttering and lisping and just struggling to get all the right words out

but you just think it’s super endearing

“Minnie, are you drunk?”

he starts blowing raspberries in the air and starts shaking his head “you think I’m drunk?” 

literally hiccuping after every word lmao

like yes, Mingi, I think you're drunk

still blowing incredulous raspberries all over the place

and you blow one on his cheek and he starts giggling like the baby he is

“why you do that”

“bc I like you too, Minnie! also you were starting to spit and I needed you to stop that”

he giggles and nods at you, just happy that you feel the same way

nuzzles his head into your shoulder and plays with your fingers for the rest of the time youre together

Wooyoung:

okay he’s a crackhead already so I don't even think alcohol would be something he’s even offered most of the time lmao

but when he is all hell breaks loose

no subtlety about his confession at all

like he literally screams it at you

he had been paying extra attention to you all night, which you didn't even notice bc you liked him too and never imagined he felt the same

so you’re like he so friendly and clingy when he’s drunk

but five minutes later he’s like “DID YOU KNOW IM IN LOVE WITH YOU”

and you’re so taken aback because

1.) he just screamed in your face

2.) he just screamed that in your face

and then he’s quiet and just staring at you, waiting for a response

you’re so dumbfounded that all you say is “you too”

but thats enough for him

“GOOD THATS AWESOME”

and thats basically the end of the conversation bc he gets easily distracted

you have to remind him the next day that that conversation had even happened actually

and he’s like “oh yeahhhhh”

then you’re able to actually talk about what you both feel and be almost normal for about ten minutes lmao

Jongho:

since he’s on the quieter side compared to the rest of the group, I think this shows even more when he’s been drinking

but it’s almost concerning how quiet he is

like if you had never seen him drunk before you’d probably be really worried

and that’s exactly what happened

you went to check on him to see why he wasn't joining in the fun and he looks at you, a little teary from the alcohol

or maybe he’s just deep in his feels who knows

we’ve all been there amiright

and he’s like “just like you a lot you know that?’

you’re like “I was most certainly unaware of that, sir”

and he apologizes??? like why???

“I like you too, doofus, why are you sorry”

then he smiles and means it for the first time that whole night

he feels like he could crack all of the apples in the world he’s so happy

side-note: he probably could break all them apples fr

so basically you just made him the happiest apple murderer in the world

he’ll break all the apples for you baby

#ateez #Ateez hongjoong #ateez seonghwa #ateez yunho #ateez yeosang #ateez san #ateez mingi #ateez wooyoung #ateez fanfic #ateez fluff #ateez crack #crack #fluff #fanfic #kpop #imagines #ateez imagines #ateez reactions #reactions #ateez scenarios #scenarios #atiny

[evolsinner]

⊱┊15

"think fast, cupcake,” kayrem throws me my phone from his bed.

i catch it in the doorway, smiling brightly, there should be a thousand missed calls from, “what the fuck did you do to my phone?"

"oh, nothing," he grins psychotically. "just a factory reset, new sim, blocked some shit, i blocked the emergency dial pad too. thought it was…i dunno ‘useless’, if you will. you can only call me, father and mother. oh, and it's connected to my phone so i can see whatever you're doing."

i stare at him.

"cool, huh?" he trolls me.

"'cool'?! you made the entire thing ‘useless’!"

"chill out," he rolls his eyes and lifts up the basketball. "still works so it ain't that useless."

"this is so fucked up!!"

"listen, if it makes you feel any better, most of it was father's idea," he spins the basketball around on his index finger. "i told him to at least let you have one good friend to call."

"how thoughtful.”

"whatever, 'least i tried," and aims the basketball to the hoop in the corner. "...fuck," he mutters when he misses.

"wait, you're right, can i? can i at least have someone on here to talk to, other than..well, you guys?"

"goes against father's wishes, sorry," he shrugs.

"please?" i urge, picking up the basketball and tossing it back at him.

"no," he says, catching the ball and going for another aim.

"kayrem, c'mon, pretty please?"

"i said no, okay? now quit bugging me."

"argh!" i groan. "fuck off and go to hell! don't ever talk to me again 'cause i fucking hate you and your stupid as fucking face!"

"you done with your lil tantrum, tough cookie?" he leans up on his elbow.

"arghhh!"

"roséah!" mum shouts from downstairs. "tone it down!"

kayrem chuckles at my expense.

i glower at him.

"now get down here, both of you! dinner's ready!"

just as i turn to leave, kayrem opens his fat mouth again.

"your shorts are riding up by the way. i can see your cheeks. might wanna fix that."

“ARGHHH,” i run and get on top of him. "you're, not, FUNNY."

"shhh, you crazy bitch!" he laughs, shielding himself. "did you not hear what christella just said?"

"you're! the! worst! brother! ev~"

a pair of lips smash onto mine, and at once, i ease down with a moan involuntarily slipping out of my throat. my brother's sinful tongue plays around inside my mouth and i let mine join in with the fun. via the hems of my shorts, he creeps his hands upwards, squeezing my ass cheeks. i grind on his stiffening bulge, and he groans deeply, bucking up his hips in response for more.

"harder, baby," he says between the kiss.

"mmm.." the battered butterflies in my stomach kick up a stampede and i'm becoming wet without my consent. "..kayrem..s..stop," and i try to pull his hands out of my shorts.

he's won again!

"do you? do you really want me to stop?" sarcastic in his tone, he continues to knead my ass and kiss me at the same time.

"..yes.."

"when do you want me to stop?" he stalls.

"n..now."

"sure?"

i can't seem to answer, too lost in his woo.

finally, our swollen lips part away.

"why do you keep doing that?" like using his lips as a weapon.

"'cause," he smirks. "works every time."

a tiny smile forms on my face and kayrem takes a polaroid of it with his eyes. gosh, those glinty orbs are somethin'...shit! oh my god! i'm straddling my brother and the door is wide open!

"something wrong?" he questions like he doesn't see what's wrong with this.

"rosé marie, kayrem lavanda!" dad calls out this time. "i want yous downstairs now!"

'lavanda', kayrem's middle name. it's been a long time hearing it be said aloud. i don't like using it or even thinking about it. as children, we would address each other by our middle names, hence why he still calls me 'marie'. the as long as i'm here, marie, nobody can hurt you.

"dinnertime," i say through my passing wave of depression.

he lifts his body up so that he's leaning on the bed's slat headboard. "baby, you were so wet for me yesterday night..." a whisper echoes through my ear canal. "and even this morning... especially this morning."

the butterflies in my stomach transform into dragonflies, "let me go."

"and why should i do that?" he teases.

"because, you're my brother."

"does that turn you on? the fact that i'm your brother?"

yes, "no.”

"i think you like how my dick is rubbing against your wet pussy lips." he leans into my ear, "i can smell your arousal."

"what the fuck?! you disgust me!"

"maybe that'll teach you to not wear slutty clothes in front of me."

"how is wearing shorts 'slutty'?!"

"after dinner, let me fuck you again, marie.”

“what?”

“you heard me.”

"listen," i say seriously.

"all ears, cupcake."

"stop it and let me go, for real."

"hmmm, first gimme a kiss, then i'll let you go."

"no."

"no?" he raises his eyebrows, entertained.

i raise mine like 'soz not soz' and i get ready to get off him.

"rosééé and remy..." little footsteps run up the staircase. "mummy and daddy said to come down already."

“remy?” i look at kayrem like wtf.

“he likes me better than you,” kayrem smiles.

"ugh, let go, loser! he’s gonna see us!”

"then kiss me," he solidifies, not freaking out at all.

he wants to play smart? alright, fine.

i put my mouth right next to his ear, "how about i suck you off later?" then i give his ear one long seductive lick.

kayrem's undoubtedly taken aback as his grip around me subconsciously loosens and his body reeks of awful lust. awesome. i slide right off him.

"guys," maxi grumbles, reaching the door, "hurry up, daddy is getting angry and mummy sent me up to get yous."

"yeah, we're ready, maxi," i put my arm over his shoulder, "let's go." i look across at, "..remy, just needs a second.”

guess i don't need to know what he'll be thinking about for the entire supper.

#romance #poetry #story #siblings #words #teacher x student

[z-iridest]

virgin s/o first time with dabi, bakugo, kirishima and midoriya

(A/N: Okay, Imma do this in headcannons and not really showing real detail [just cuz I'm not quite used to writing smut ngl], but the boys will be aged up to 18+ for this if they already aren't in cannon!

For the record, I added how old u guys r when u do it.... Just for the hell of it....)

Warnings: Mentions of sex, cursing (It's Bakugo, what'd u expect?)

MHA Boys- First Time with a Virgin (Female!) S/O:

Izuku Midoriya

(20 years old)

This boi.....

This soft bean has been with you through everything ever since the first year of U.A.

This boi fell in love with you the moment he met you, and has cherished the hell out of you ever since

Having graduated from U.A., you were both his main supporter and his partner in fighting crime since the two of you started in the pro hero business about 2 years ago

Which is why he wanted to take your relationship of 5 years to the next level

He wanted to prove how much he loved you by making love to you, though each time he tried to initiate it, you kept shying away.

After the third time, he confronted you about it.

"Princess... Am I doing something wrong? I know I get carried away when we make out sometimes, and I'm sorry if I made you uncomfortable at all."

It takes so much gentle reassurance, but when you finally tell him you're a virgin, he's shocked to his core

How can someone so beautiful, someone he's lucky to be with, still be a virgin?

"Princess, you know if you're not ready for this, we don't have to.... I'd never force you into something you don't want to do, and you know that..."

Aaaaand, cue the infamous Midoriya rambling you've come to know and love him for

You cut him off with a kiss, a sweet loving kiss that he immediately melted into before telling him that you were ready for it, and wanted your first time to be with him

If you thought he wasn't flustered asking you about this, he's definitely flustered now. This is his first time too, after all.

He nodded before kissing you, the tender, loving kiss that you had come to know and love

It gradually got more passionate and before you knew it, he was on top of you, kissing down your neck

Profuse apologies everytime he thinks he's hurting you

"You're doing so great, Princess." "I love you so much." "You're so beautiful."

Those words constantly spill out from Izuku as he makes love to you

Aftercare is just as sweet and gentle as he is

After sex cuddles? You better be ready to fall asleep in his arms afterwards....

Unless you both have energy for more than one round, that is....

Katsuki Bakugo

(20 years old)

Just like Midoriya, this Explosion Boi has been with you through your guys' first year at U.A.

How'd you catch his attention? Plain and simple....

He bumped into you in the hallway, and with a, "Watch where you're going, nerd!" Started to walk away.... That is... Until this came out of your mouth:

"Why don't you watch where you're going, asswipe?!"

That led to an arguement and a couple months later, you were part of the BakuSquad.

Fast forwarding to where you two are now 5 years into a steady relationship

Bakugo seriously considered you his endgame, his forever girl.... The Katsuki Bakugo doesn't fuck around when it comes to shit like this.

So, everytime you flinch away from him when he gets handsy during makeouts...

Explosion Boi is thrown for a loop

Like, is he doing something wrong? Wtf?

As a 20 year old, Bakugo legit is being as patient as possible, but the 50th time you flinch away from him, he finally confronts you.

"Every time I start getting handsy when we're making out, you jump away from me and say you're hurting. The first time, I backed off, but this is the umpteenth time. So, either I take your ass to the doctor right now, or you're lying to me and you need to fucking be honest with me and tell me what the hell I'm doing wrong."

When you tried to run away from the situation, he was instantly on his feet, capturing your hand in his before you could take another step away from him. The annoyance had softened down, his tone as he spoke almost pleading.

"Baby... You know you can talk to me about anything. If I'm doing something wrong, talk to me about it. Shit, babe, the last thing I want to do is make you uncomfortable, but you gotta let me know when I do so I can fix it." He gently cupped your face in his hands, making you look into his vermillion eyes, the eyes that held so much love for you. "Please, no running this time. Y/N, tell me what's wrong."

The pain on your face hurt him, he always hated it when you were upset about something. He wanted you to be happy

When you finally told him that you were a virigin and you didn't tell him because a magazine had said that guys hate virgins, the first thing that came to mind was to reassure you. First thing he did was pull you into his arms, holding you to his chest, letting you hide your face for the moment.

"Fuck them! How many times have I told you not to believe that shit? They don't speak for me. I think it's fucking awesome that you're a virigin, it just means you've been waiting for the right one." He kissed the top of your head before he continued. "I fucking love you, which is why I'm not gonna fucking force you into this if you're not ready for it. Even if we do it, it's your call for when we do it. My job is to be patient and wait for you. I love you so much." He gently made you look up at him, gently caressing your face before peppering your entire face with kisses to really hammer his point home. "And quit hiding that goregous as fuck face, you hear me?" He asked before ending the sweet assault with a tender and sweet kiss on your lips. "You're my fucking everything, Y/N."

When you guys finally do the deed, you better be ready to be calling the shots

"You're so fucking beautiful, babe." "I love the hell out of you." "You're doing great, baby." "Take your time, my goregous Queen."

Some of the things he says during sex

He will treat you like the queen you are

Aftercare, he cleans both of you up and automatically cuddles you

No exceptions

Eijiro Kirishima

(20 years old)

Shark Boi over here.... He was smitten from the moment he met you

The first year of U.A., he spent a good majority of getting your attention, working up the courage to ask you out...

The moment you had said yes to him, you became his whole universe. Yeah, he still had his dream of being a pro hero, but now, he had someone to share that life with

Nothing could have been more perfect.....

Fast forward 5 years... If you ask him, life still couldn't be any more perfect. He comes home to your goregous, smiling face and those lips he could kiss all night if you'd let him

He wanted to take things to the next level, wanting to make love to you for the first time

The problem? He hadn't been sure how to bring it up

Hence the makeout session. It had started off as a sweet little kiss during a cuddle session and one thing led to another....

But, the second he started getting handsy and getting carried away, you had pulled away and jumped away from him

"Whoa, whoa, baby, what happened? You've never jumped away from me like that before. You okay?"

You try to assure him that you're fine, that you had just gotten a pain in your side just then, but the sweet, worried look in his eyes told you he didn't think you were being honest.

"Babycakes, please be honest with me." His voice is pleading you to tell him what's going on

It takes so much patience and gently prying on his part, but when you finally tell him, he fully understands

"Aww, baby, that's nothing to be ashamed of. I think it's awesome that you're still a virgin, like, seriously! Actually... I'm a virgin too. When you feel ready, we'll do it.

When you guys do end up doing it, he is so gentle and careful with you

Just like Midoriya, he's apologizing soooooo much everytime he thinks he's hurting you

This baby boi doesn't want to hurt you at all

"You're doing awesome, baby." "You're so beautiful, babycakes." "God, how'd I get so lucky with you, hah?" "I love you so much."

The aftercare is as gentle as he had been with you during the deed

Did someone say cuddles? UwU This boi is all over it!

"I love you, Y/N... You're my whole universe."

Dabi

(27 years old)

Now, on to the bad boy of all bad boys.....

To be blunt, he had no idea that he'd end up falling in love... Especially with someone like you

If you were an angel, pure, sweet and oblivious to his dirtiest flirts, he was the devil in your life

Guess you could say you two were literal for the phrase "Opposites attract."

Currently, he had you on his lap as he made out with you, the little giggles that erupted you being music to his ears

But, just as he started to get handsy, you pulled away from him... Much to his annoyance...

After a while, he figured out why you had pulled away from him... You were a virgin.

The second you told him you'd never had sex before, this tumbled out of his mouth before he could even think to stop it: "Are you fucking kidding me?"

At the cute pout that appeared on your face as you defended yourself, he pulled you into his arms and kissed you, making you shut up for a second so he could get a word in

You were adorable when you rambled, but when he had something to say, it was better that you hushed up and listened to him

"Relax, doll, I'm not making fun of ya." He kissed you again. "If you want, I could teach you. If not, that's fine too. You call the shots as far as your first time goes. When you're ready, I'll be ready."

After some consideration, you decided that you wanted him to teach you that same night

And, boy, did he teach you....

"Take your time, baby doll." "That's it, doll." "Good girl." "You're doing so good, babe."

These are just a few of the things he'd say during sex (besides cussing XD)

Cleans you up after, and for once is really soft, pulling you into him to cuddle with him

No way in hell was he gonna let you go now...

(A/N: FINALLY complete... I'm so sorry it took so long 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 FORGIVE! Anyways, how this was worth the wait)

#My hero academia #virgin s/o #first time headcannons

[luciferloveschloe]

s5 thoughts

okay, holy crap. so this is probably going to be long and rambly, and i’m writing it without having seen a single gif set or reaction from the fandom – scary. anyway, more below the cut! also spoilers, obviously.

first of all, asjsdklasjsjsjajkfds – i loved it so freaking much. canon deckerstar, fucking finally???? that sweet kiss in ep5? them not immediately breaking up again and instead working together on the issues they’re facing!? omg. it had so many amazing moments, and so many great stories for our characters, and so many little weird things that have always defined this show, and i am so so happy with it!!!

have some thoughts on every ep! i’ve only seen it once so this is far from elaborate meta, but i have to scream into the void somewhere before i dive into the madness of my dashboard. a little cautionary: there’ll be a bit negativity, but I’ll always put it in brackets so you can skip it easily.

5x01: really sad devil guy

i guessed mr. said out bitch would turn up in hell, and it was such a cool episode! i loved how they interwove it and showed lucifer ruling hell and them solving the case at the same time. and how michael showed up? they almost had me fooled there that it was actually lucifer. well done!

(the thought that it has already been thousands of years for lucifer again is so incredibly sad, like i really can’t think about it for long. an old otp of mine was separated for 20 years and i’ve always found it unbelievably cruel, so thousands of years is just… i don’t care that he’s used to greater spans of time, i really can’t think about it for long. and i don’t like that everybody just accepted that he’s gone now. that there was no rescue plan or anything like that.)

5x02: lucifer! lucifer! lucifer!

friggin’ michael, seriously. amazing scene with the wings though! and chloe bringing burgers and fries to the penthouse, omg. and that ending with her shooting him?? and that she knew something was wrong since their first kiss? i screamed. you go girl!! i was getting kinda worried through the episode but this ending was perfect. and a nice little nugget of knowledge regarding what they’re thinking about lucifer in heaven. very curious what michael’s grand plan turns out to be and what god’ll have to say to all of that!

(maze though. i get she’s going through a lot and i do emphatize with her but the constant scheming… i don’t know if i’ll ever really warm up to her.)

5x03: diablo!

the clowns in the hell loop, lmao. and their actual reunion and lucifer’s soft smile and chloe immediately embracing him again and them holding hands – someone hold me. of bloody course everything went to shit right after, but this was so very sweet! and lucifer bonding with dan, amazing. and the meta of course, lmao. their confrontation at the end ripped my heart out, but it hurt so good.

(the michael/lucifer fight wasn’t as spectacular as i’d hoped, but whatever!)

5x04: it never ends well for the chicken

unexpected, but totally awesome! such a fun ep, and i love that we finally know the backstory for his ring! and step-satan, yay!

(trixie kinda playing lucifer for maze felt a little icky, though, and i’d have loved it if they confirmed that she actually believes in him being the devil.)

5x05: detective amenadiel

again, lucifer and dan bonding, amazing! the case was pretty fun too, but amenadiel’s revelation was the best by far. i’ve never exactly thought of the whole miracle/immunity situation like that, but it’s such a great interpretation. it’s not that lucifer finally has a challenge in chloe, it’s that she’s the only human with a chance to see him and love him for who he really is, and… damn. if that isn’t some big romantic shit. and i bloody loved the kiss at the piano!!

5x06: blueballz

these little loved up idiots holding hands and flirting on the case?! aiaiaiai can you tell i’m still smiling from ear to ear??! lucifer being jealous and tribe night and the guys collectively trying to calm charlie down… amazeballs. also dan reveal? did not see that coming, not at all, but it was a nice punch to the gut after they finally got along again and lucifer even wore his stupid bracelet. and new devil face, again! this one’s actually a little bit scarier than the last one. and the deckerstar sex scene, for real, without interruption? loved it, loved that chloe was apparently on top and his awed little “incredible…” – be still my heart!!

(i mean i’m greedy and it could have been longer or more explicit but i get that filming these scenes sucks and that’s what fanfic is for, anyway.)

5x07: our mojo

i melted at the morning after scene!! and did not see the mojo storyline coming at all, but it was fun, and they’re such a great team together! dan’s scene at charlotte’s grave was so powerful. and the scene in the flower shop, I could only think of @thewolffgang’s fic! chloe hyping lucifer up was so sweet, but then it was so scary seeing him paralyzed like that. that sweet penthouse balcony scene, and then dan trying to ruin the evening. i don’t know what it means that he’s not vulnerable around her anymore (and i don’t necessarily like it) but i hope they’ll resolve it together in the second half of the season.

5x08: spoiler alert

just, holy crap. these last episodes really had me at the edge of my seat. watching lucifer realize chloe’s been kidnapped?? painful, but good shit, good good shit. him thinking they’re too late and chloe is already dead? god, no. that little “detective?” broke my heart. but him doing all the detective work? amazing. i was so bummed for ella though!! i really thought pete was a good guy, but oh well. so creepy, omg. i’m so grateful that there was no cliffhanger with chloe’s rescue. i really, really liked how god showed up at the last second. can i have the next episodes now, pretty please??

(what was the point of charlie’s flu, though? and wtf does michael think he’s doing? and maze, really, with the questionable alliances?)

overall i feel like s4 felt a little tighter or more coherent, but i don’t care because deckerstar is finally canon and there’s a ton of great potential for the next half and i’m so deliriously happy because of that. yay! going to check my dashboard now, wish me luck!

#my posts* #lucifer spoilers #s5 #lucifer on netflix #so excited to hear what everyone else thinks

[ccatvalentine]

murder house | pilot

introduction

Season 1 - Murder House 

Episode 1 - Pilot

word count: 2,438

1978 

Far above , the branches twisted like distorted limbs reaching out. The forboding tree reaching out towards you. The open gates, showcasing a gnarled, old looking- house and a young girl standing  on the front lawn

CRASH! A sound crashes as someone throws a rock at the window of an abandoned house and shatters it. 

Bryan jokes “Hey, Troy. You're a dork.”

“Hey, shut up. Hey, freak.” Troy insults.

On Bryan’s way to the front door, Bryan blows some kisses at Addie who stares back at him, keeping a straight face.

“Excuse me. You are going to die in there.” the mysterious girl warns.

 “Shut your mouth, or we're gonna kick your ass!” Troy says,angry at the girl.

Bryan “We got bats.”

Troy moans “I hate trees!”

As they enter the house, Addie chants “You're gonna regret it. You're gonna regret it. You're gonna regret it.”

Troy “Yeah!”

Bryan “Yeah!”

The boys smash everything inside of the house with their bats.

 “Troy” Bryan says he looks at the door.

 “Awesome, go,” Troy forced.

“No, you go, shithead.” Bryan says, not wanting to go first.

The boys go down the stairs, not knowing the dangers that they are about to face.

 “Check it out." Troy pushed.

They find a room full of jars filled with human's and animal's parts. Troy picks up a jar containing an ear and drops it. As a result, it shatters onto the ground.

“It stinks in here. It stinks like shit. You remember last summer when we get the raccoon stuck in our chimney? That's what it smells like. Let's go find it.” Troy says, disgusted.

“No, it smells bad... I'm getting out of here.” Bryan says.

Troy goes further into the room, poping his crackers, while Bryan turns around, up the stairs. Suddenly, the popping stops. Bryan stops his ascension.

 "Troy? " Bryan questions.

(A bottle rolls across floor)

 "Troy? Who's down there? Cut it out, Troy. Cut it out." Bryan asks again, scared. 

 Bryan finds Troy on the ground, his throat slashed while Troy is reaching out to him, unable to utter anything. Suddenly, Bryan turns around and sees a terrifying creature called the infantata, running in their direction.

As a result, Bryan starts screaming bloody murder as Addy simply stars back at the house.

‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵

18th July 2011

Ugh this is soooo boring, I don't know why my parents aren't divorced already, whatever, it's not like I care. 

 "Mommmm are we there yet?" I complain.

 " We'll be there soon honey. " mom says looking at me from the mirror thing.

Vivien : The light is different out here. It's softer.

Violet : It's called smog.

Ben : You should be excited, Vi. You can stop sneaking cigarettes and just start taking deep breaths.

Violet : I need to go to the bathroom.

Ben : We're almost there.

Violet : I need to go.

Ben : Vi, it's a freeway. Really, where do you want me to pull over? Maybe the Honda next to us has a bathroom or something.

Violet : Bet if the baby had  to piss , you'd find somewhere.

 "Hey! Don't call me a baby!" I pouted.

Vivien : Really? Violet, I hate that word, unless I'm saying it.

Ben : I'm really glad we named you Violet, instead of our second choice. Same with you Eve.

Violet : Which was?

Vivien : Sunshine.

"lol, cringe." Violet shoots me a ' wtf' look.

Ben : It's funny. Come on, you gotta admit it's funny.

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Currently, we’re at the front of our brand new house and dad is ringing the doorbell.

Ben : I love it. Don't you love it, hon? I mean, it looks even better than it did online.

Vivien : Yeah, it's interesting.

“How about you Evelyn?” Dad asks me.

“I think it’s cool and superrr creepy. :) it’s totally haunted!” I beam while Violet keeps on thinking, ‘why does my sister have to be so creepy?’

Violet : Great. So we're the Addams Family now.

Ben : Hey, crabby pants. Come here.

Vivien : What are you doing?

Ben : Isn't this place amazing?

Suddenly, I see an old looking lady open the door.

Marcy : Welcome. It's a classic L.A. Victorian. Built around 1920 by the doctor to the stars at the time. It's just fabulous. These are real Tiffany fixtures. As you can see, the previous owners really loved this place like a child. They restored everything.

‘Tiffany, in that super cool famous store I see big celebrities like Lady Gaga buy and wear???!’ I think, amazed.

Vivian: Gay?

Marcy : What do you think?

Ben : Tiffany. Wow.

Marcy : Do you cook?

Ben : Viv is a great cook. I got her cooking lessons a few years ago, and she ended up teaching the teacher a few things.

Marcy : Cooking lessons... romantic. Aren't you a psychologist?

Ben : Psychiatrist. You said something on the phone about there being a study that I could use as a home office? I'm planning on seeing patients here, so I can spend more time with the family.

‘That’s kinda cool I guess : I wont have to deal with seeing the patients every day. Privacy, at last.’ I smile, happy at the idea.

Marcy : How refreshing.

(Vivien puts her dog down, and it goes running outside the kitchen, yapping)

Vivien : Violet, honey, would you go see where Hayley we-nt? Oh, never mind. Eve, try not to trip sweetheart!

“Hey fluffy, what’s wrong?” her eyes widen (she just came up with this) “I know! It’s ghost... spooky. 😃” Whoever the ghost was, decided to prank her by tapping her on the head lightly. “ Aaahhhh!!!” she screamed while running into her mothers chest while her mother was confused. Nevertheless, she’s pulled her daughter into a hug. “Mom! This shits haunted, so cool!”

Violet was used to this, username to her sister being obsessed and fascinated with scary things. Violet signed and went up to the dog,” What are you yapping at?”

That was soooo epic! Finally, I get to feel a ghost!!😊😃😀 im watching as the loser attempts to open a random creepy door, oh she’s done it, finalllly. I see her go in a bit and peek inside while she goes down the stairs. it's dark and creepy but whatever cool I guess.

‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵

I was walking back to the living room?? area. 

Vivien : This wallpaper is peeling over here. Looks like maybe there's a mural underneath it.

Marcy : The last owners probably covered it up. They were modernists. Speaking of the last owners, full disclosure requires that I tell you about what happened to them.

‘Wait?! something happenedddd???’

Vivien : Oh, God... they didn't die in here or anything, did they?

Marcy : Yes, actually, both of them. Murder-suicide. I sold them the house, too. They were just the sweetest couple. You never know, I guess.

‘omgggggg ghostsss!!!! i called it! 😉’

Ben : That explains why it's half the price of every other house in the neighborhood, I guess.

Marcy : I do have a very nice mid-century ranch, but it's in the Valley, and you're going to get a third of the house for twice the price.

Ben : Right.

Violet : Where did it happen?

Marcy : The basement. 

Violet : We'll take it.

‘:) operation find ghosts!’

‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵

Ben: Come on, babe, let's go to bed. Leave that for the morning.

Vivien : I'm a little bit worried about Violet, you know, these kids here are very different. I don't know if she can handle another year of not fitting in. Same with Evelyn, her friends at her old school weren’t a great influence on her.

Ben : You mean... you can't?

Vivien : Can't believe this place doesn't freak you out a little bit. 'Cause of what happened here?

Ben : My repulsion is tempered by the fact that this house is worth four times what we paid for it, so let's not think about it.

Vivien : This is your professional advice, Doctor, just denial?

Ben : Come on, let me give you a little love. Moving here, buying this house was the exact right thing to do for us and our family. It's a good thing and we deserve some good after all the shit we've been through.

Vivien : I've got some stuff I want to... unpack down in the kitchen. I appreciate that you're trying. I'm trying, too.

Ben : Okay.

Vivien : It's just gonna take some time.

‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵

Currently, I’m at the campus of my new middle school. I see a group of bitchy-looking girls out front.

Maria : Hey! Student council passed a rule against blowing bubblegum.

Katy : yeah, you could choke on it.

‘tf okay karen.’

“I'm new, I didn't know, sorry.” i roll my eyes.

Maria : What the hell is wrong with you? People sit here, they eat here.

“You don't know me. Why are you doing this?”

Katy : Maria's grandmother died from choking on gum, she takes this pretty seriously.

Maria : Eat it... eat it or I'm gonna kick the shit out of you.

“No. What?”

Cathy : Come on, , that's enough.

Maria : No, no, no, I want to see her eat it.

“No. No.”

Maria : Eat it, eat it.

Katy : Maria, seriously, she's like 10.

Maria tries to force me to eat the gum, but I take the gum out of my mouth and place it on Maria’s head. Maria screams.

Maria : You are dead! You are dead!

‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵

Currently, I’m peaking, leaning around the corner of my sister’s door.

Tate : This one I did after my dad left. I was ten, I think.

‘Who’s this?’

Violet : Last week, first day at my new school... sucks.

‘Ouch, that looks like it hurts.’

Tate : Westfield, right? The worst. I got thrown out of there.

Violet : I hate it here. I hate everyone. All there bourgeoisy designer bullshit. East Coast was much cooler. I mean, at least we had weather.

Tate : I love it when the leaves change.

Violet : Yeah, me, too.

Tate : Why did you move here?

Violet : My dad had an affair. My mom literally caught him in the act.

‘Yeah, why don’t they divorce then????!!‘ I acidentally slipped as i had been leaning into the door to much. oof

Violet: what are you doing here? wait, were u listening in on our conversation?!

“err, maybe?”

Tate: Who’s this?

“I’m Evelyn, Violet’s better sister, epic ghost hunter😼😎“

Tate smiles lightly, violet says, “whatever, come here.” she puts me on her lap while they carry on their conversatio 

Tate : That's horrible. If you love someone, you should never hurt them... never.

Violet : Right? I know. And the worst part is that six months earlier, my mom had, like, this brutal miscarriage. The baby was seven months old, and we had to have this macabre funeral. Have you ever seen a baby coffin?

Tate sits near Violet and gently touches her wrist.

Tate : I'm sorry.

Violet : Why are you seeing my dad?

Tate : Don't ask questions you already know the answer to. You're smarter than that.

Violet : Want to listen to Morrissey? He's cool and he's pissy and he hates everyone and everything.

Tate : Got any Kurt Cobain on that thing?

Ben : What are you doing in here?

I turn my head around and see dad by the door

Violet : Just listening to music, Dad.

Ben : You need to leave, Tate. I'm sorry. He shouldn't be in here, and I think you know that... please.

Tate : What's that thing you think I'm afraid of? Fear of rejection?

Ben : Stay away from him.

Violet : Dad, nothing...

Ben : You heard me!

Tate : No! Bullet, bullet, bullet!

‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵

im in the kitchen with mom eating some sweets and i see a women and a girl.

Vivien : I want you to stay out of my house.  Do you understand?

Constance : Can I smoke in here?

Vivien : No. Adelaide, answer me, please.

Addie : Can I pet your dog?

Vivien : No, Adelaide, I want you to stay out of the house. I want you to stop coming in and opening things up and telling me that I'm going to die.

Ben : She said that?

Constance : She says that to everybody. Say you're sorry, Addie.

Addie : No, they did it.

Vivien : Who did it?

Addie : The twins.

Constance : Shh.

Addie : Can I... pet your dog?

Vivien : No, Adelaide, listen to me. I want you to stop coming in here without permission. Am I clear?’

I wisper to mom, ‘why does she always come in the house, i can hear her a lot.’ mom just shrugs

Ben : Vivien.

Vivien : Am I clear?

Addie : Yes.

Vivien : Thank you.

Constance : Time to go, Addie.

Ben : Hallie!

Vivien : Are you okay?

Addie : She shouldn't have done that.

Constance : Sorry about all this. You touch my kid one more time and I will break your goddamn arm.

‘awkward, now thats a TRUE karen’

‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵

im at school and this bitch is trying to fucking fight me

Violet : I'm not scared of you!

Maria : Should be!

Kids : Fight, fight, fight!

i spit 

Maria: little bitch!

‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ・❉・ ʚ˚̣̣̣͙ɞ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵ ‿︵‿︵

Vivien : Hey. Whoa. Come here. What happened to your face?

“Fell down.”

Vivien : Come here. Sit, sit, sit. Boy or girl?

“Girls. Three of em.””

Vivien : Hope they look worse than you do. You know their names?

“I'm not narking.”

Vivien : You know, we can easily move you to a different school. There are a lot of really good private schools right in this neighborhood.

“I'm not running away. I'm not scared of them. Not afraid of anything.”

Vivien : It's like that time in kindergarten, when you insisted that I bring you home from the slumber party 'cause all the other girls were sleeping without the nightlight on. I know you've gotten the short end of the stick, lately. This move, and...your dad and I haven't exactly been great to be around.

 “Why don't you guys get divorced, if you're so miserable?”

Vivien : We still love each other.

“ You could've fooled me. I thought you hated each other. Well, at least you hated him. I don't blame you. He was a shithead. Sorry.”

Vivien : It's okay. He was a shithead. You know, we got a lot of history. Your dad's been through a lot, I've been through a lot. Guess we need each other. What are you scared of?

“You said I'm not scared of anything, so... what scares you?”

Vivien : Lately? Everything. Life will do that to you.

#american #american horror story #murder house #murder #ahs #fanfiction #fanfic #ff #horror #thriller #drabble #story #stories #ahs coven #ahs murd #ahs murder house #american horror story asylu #american horror story coven #american horror story murder house

[taestykooky]

My Evolution in Stanning Jaebeom / GOT7

Ever since yesterday? Was it yesterday? I’ve lost track of time...I’ve been hugging my body pillow and rolling around in bed squealing and moaning “Jaebeom-ah”. I’ve literally accomplished nothing, the dishes are still in the sink, the cat has been destroying everything and I don’t even care... I’m a fucking mess. Did I even eat anything? Thank god I didn’t have work, tomorrow however is going to be a challenge. How am I suppose to go back into society like this? His oh delicious body, that darn belly button and happy trail with his damn gorgeous face keep replaying in my head. *sigh*

When did I become so fucking thirsty for this man? When did the admiration and love for him turn into this? Like yeah, I’ve always been a huge fan, his smile always brighten my day. Don’t get me started with his eyes... his voice, oh god but like I can still partly function after hours of calming down. But this, I don’t even know what to do with myself. Every time I look at him now, even when he’s acting all cute, I’m lusting for him. Like shit sis, a picture of him just sitting there at a fan sign has me all hot and bothered. Wtf?

A part of me is screaming, “girl, pull yourself together! He ain’t even know you exist.” But like I know and but I just can’t stop. It’s just crazy to think back when I first saw him during the dream high/bounce era, I thought he was cute. It was so innocent. When he debuted again with GOT7, I was excited to see and get to know him & the others. Of course, he became my bias but it was pure admiration of who he is and how talented he was.

Was it during the Just Right era that I found him to be more attractive than usual? I think that sounds about right, that scene with him in the car...And then came MAD’s If You Do, boy did my heart fluttered. I remember replaying Tic Tic Tok over and over just to hear his sexy voice. That song did things to me especially his “내 맘이 너를 원해 나와 같기를 바래, 나에게 너를 맡겨 You know you like it, baby”. Seriously? I replayed that part so many time I felt sorry for the rewind button.

Looking back now, he was the joy of my life, something to look forward to after school. I struggled a lot during that time but GOT7 was my light through it all and still is.

When Fly came out, I was absolutely in love with it. His voice starting it was heaven to my ears and he looked so damn fine...(maybe this was when the thirst slowly started?) I remember singing along so much that even now when it comes on randomly on my iTunes that I just instinctively singalong.

Oh boy and then Hard Carry. The whole Turbulence album is one of my all-time favorites. 니꿈꿔 (Dreamin’) was on repeat for the longest time, like his voice is so clear and delicious. I still squeal when it comes on and singalong like the fangirl I am...

The beginning of DefSoul. This boy was already out to destroy me...I should have seen it coming. His voice is really divine though. I remember being nervous to click on Bad Habit because that little inner voice knew he was going to wreck me. And oh god, he sure delivered. Don’t get me wrong I love everyone in GOT7 but hearing just Jaebeom’s voice is just absolutely heavenly. Holic is still being played every night before I head to bed. I guess 2016 was when the thirst began.

Next was the Arrival album, it’s another of my favorites, just like Turbulence, I can listen to the whole album on repeat and I did lol... Paradise & Go Higher were played back to back A LOT. Never Ever was always playing on my desktop when I was doing things and I’m not gonna lie I always stared at Jaebeom’s parts because I have issues...

Then holy shit, JJ Project made a comeback! Verse 2, dear lord, I remember being so sad because I couldn’t afford the album when it first came out. My paycheck wasn’t gonna be there for another week. I cursed at myself for going out to eat a few days before with some girlfriends... When I finally got it, I was so ecstatic. That album was absolutely the best. Fade Away was played so many time, I really can’t get enough of him.

7 for 7 *sigh* I swear my heart melted for this album. It was so soft. I listened to it a lot at night. Jaebeom’s vocals in You Are is one of my favorites. I’m not even gonna talk about the two mv for You Are & Teenager. It was just all squealing, singing along, and staring. 2017 was my holy grail, being blessed with 4x the Jaebeom was heaven and boy did I needed it that year.

Ah, 2018, it started with DefSoul blessing us with 5 tracks. I still can’t decide which one is my favorite between Think of You, Channel & Don’t Touch Me.

His mullet also made a debut which honestly, at this point, I’m already so whipped for him nothing he does will disappoint me or turn me off. I actually liked it and I’m usually not a fan of mullets *shrugs*

Eyes On You was a nice album, I enjoyed it. I was low-key jealous of Hyolyn...Look’s mv was played too many times, I really missed them. I was so busy in 2018 that this was the first time I saw them since their Teenager mv. I usually watch their V-Live & Web Series but life is cruel lol...

I actually missed a lot in 2018, I still need to catch up on everything I missed. But thanks to me being so busy, I delayed buying Present: You which turned out to be a blessing for my wallet. I ended up buying the repackaged album instead.

Miracle was full of emotions, and all the sub unit’s and solos were awesome~ Not Jaebeom related but King was one of my favorites. Sunrise *sigh* his voice really makes my heart yearn for him, 1:31AM especially. That 2Jae should make a debut already... Think About It made my heart hurt for some reason, idk this whole album had me in a weird headspace.

I realize I didn’t mention the Japanese albums but I do have 2 of them (I Won’t Let You Go & Moriagatteyo) and bought 3 tracks (My Swagger, Turn Up & The New Era). Their Japanese promotions are hard for me to follow and keep track of, not because I don’t like it but I don’t even know they’re promoting it until like it’s over.

And now we’re in 2019! Starting off with more DefSoul because he’s so sweet and amazing. I thought it was hard to pick a favorite before with vol.2 but vol.3 is just too hard. I just love the whole damn thing too much. His voice is so addicting and his English has improved so much it’s driving me crazy.

When I thought it couldn’t get any better, Jus2 makes a debut. Ugh, he’s really doing too much. The whole Focus album is just sinful. Every time I listen to it, all I do is have unholy thoughts. That body roll/wave whatever in Focus on Me had me swooning and his mullet is gone and he’s back with that fuckboi haircut looking so god damn good. I was watching the special for Focus on vLive and I didn’t realize it then but it was one of the times I was truly happy and enjoying myself this year. Just watching him talk about when he wrote the songs and explaining them made me so happy.

SpinningTop: Between Security & Insecurity, it’s been out for 2 months now? And I still don’t own it which makes so sad lol... There’s nothing but dust & lint in my clutch. Eclipse *sigh* I’ve been playing it on repeat and I’m sure my neighbors are sick of it. I feel like I’m burning holes in him when I watch him. Oh god, and the astronaut video, I never loved him more. Is it wrong that I want to be his fingers...not to be nasty or anything...

Lol, anyway, I haven’t listened to the rest of the album yet because I want to hear it together on the cd cause I’m weird like that. It’s killing me, I really wanna hear what Page is like. Their spoiler video was a fucking tease. They literally didn’t give any lmao...I totally wasn’t staring at his legs the whole time. Why am I like this??

The World Tour, the thing that started this whole rant. They are gonna be here in California again and once again I can’t afford the tickets. Looking now, the ones in LA that I want are $805-227, the ones I want in Oakland are sold out but I would settle for the $407-342 ones...but I don’t have that kind of money plus my car is in repairs *cries*.

But I probably would die if I went because look at him... All these fan photos and videos of him are enough to bury me in the ground. The shirtless video and pictures are really what did me in. I didn’t realize I was so fucking thirsty for him. I knew I was thirsty but not this thirsty. I never knew I could feel this way for someone that I know is unobtainable.

It’s been 7 years since he’s debuted, 5 years with GOT7 and it’s been the best 7 years of my life. Watching him continue to improve and become the man he is today has been truly a blessing. Even though, I’m a hot mess over here being a thirsty ass...my feelings did start out pure and innocent. Those feelings are still there and just evolved into something more. He just does things to me but can you blame me? He knows what he’s doing...

But seriously, looking back from the very beginning to now, I am grateful for everything he has done. All the joy and happiness he brought me throughout these years are worth the suffering.

Thank you, Jaebeom-ah for everything, even if your popularity fades one day, you’ll always be my number one.

#got7 #lim jaebeom #jaebeom #super long rant #so thirsty #the apple of my eye

[whydoifeelsoold]

Seeing iKON live for the first time: a reflection

So last Thursday and Saturday I saw iKON live for the first time, in Sydney and Melbourne respectively. Here are my thoughts. 

Random thoughts:

- Before the Sydney show I was nervous af. Honestly, I couldn’t eat, couldn’t concentrate on shit, I was trembling, I was alternating between rambling like a madwoman and sitting in silence staring into space. My poor sister thought I was losing it. Think Hanbin in On Hiatus when Bobby texts him he’s outside his house and wants to speak to him in chapter 4. I was THAT. 

- I was so nervous because I felt like there was SO much at stake. I’ve written sooo much about these boys (over 337,000 words?!), I’ve spent so much time (enjoyable time lol) wondering about them, hypothesising how they’d respond to different situations, basically doing full on character studies. I was so scared that I’d go to the concert and what if....I’d gotten them wrong, I’d totally misunderstood them...what if they weren’t quite like what I imagined. What would happen then?? Would I be disappointed in myself?? Disappointed by them?? That wouldn’t be fair to them at all because they are PEOPLE not CHARACTERS!! And I would be disappointed in myself about that too!! So anyway, long story short, I was terrified some kind of disappointment would be inevitable. 

- So of course I was nervous (bats aggressively swooping in my stomach) right up till when they finally appeared. However, I was amazed that instead of feeling awe, or surprise, or disbelief, when I saw them lined up about to begin Bling Bling, I just felt insanely happy. Like childishly, innocently, joyously happy.

- I was so thrilled by how good the vocal line sounded live. Their voices sound SO clear, strong and full of colour. It was amazing to FEEL their voices echo and project in the room. The sound was better in Sydney however, for some reason their voices were more muffled in Melbourne, not sure why. May have been to do with my location in Festival Hall. 

- I wish Sydney iKONICS were a bit more friendly to one another. I felt like a village idiot when I smiled at some people and they just looked at me with confused, dead eyes. Like come one guys, can’t we all bond over this incredible experience?! Can’t we kill time in the massive-ass queue by getting excited together (But Sydney is a catty city, so that didn’t surprise me too much tbh) ?!?!

- They were all SO so So sweet and very endearing. They were just...adorable. I felt so affectionate and proud of them. 

Now, about the Boys themselves:

- They were all INCREDIBLY handsome in real life. Even more handsome than on tv or in photoshoots. Like, I dunno what it is about seeing them in real life, but they were just really stunning. 

- In Sydney especially they were tired (but did a very noble job of pushing through). In particular Hanbin, and I felt a wave of concern for him when he was bent over puffed at one stage. Bobby and Donghyuk were up there hyping up the crowd with “WHO WANTS ANOTHER SONG” and poor Bin was just shaking his head laughing, trying to catch his breath. You could really tell he was ready for a good 15 hours of sleep. 

- In Melbourne they all seemed to be more rested, except maybe Bobby. He did his very best not to let on he was tired, (and don’t get me wrong, he still had plenty of energy) but he was a bit more reserved in Melbourne than in Sydney and struggled to get his words out more when speaking english. Every now and again he seemed a bit distracted in Melbourne, like maybe his concentration was off. 

- The one thing that DID blow my mind, was that ALL of them - but especially double b - were exactly as I had imagined and written them to be. As a writer, I’ve tried my best to interpret them as accurately as possible from the sources given to us: tv shows, performance recordings, the music, the survival shows, the interviews, the radio appearances, etc. etc. How this whole time I’ve also been acutely aware, that no matter how hard I try, how can I truly get a “vibe” from someone when I haven’t seen them in person. Seeing them live made everything make sense. 

- Bobby had this gorgeous, outward energy, just the way I imagined him to be. He was so sweet towards the boys, but also devilishly cheeky and when he got the chance. As for his interaction with the audience, you could really tell he wanted to give us a good performance, it was like he really wanted to give us a gift and for us to love it. You could really feel how lucky he felt to have us there screaming and singing along, how appreciative he was (like dude, no, thank YOU!! NOT US!!). In Melbourne a small smile he shared with Hanbin suggested that special connection which made my heart soar. They clearly have a very deep connection, whatever that may be. Overall I would describe him in real life as Generous and uplifting. 

- Han Fucking Bin, my ultimate bias. Oh god. I was blown away by how similar he is in real life to how I have imagined. He had this incredibly complex, fascinating energy riddled with paradoxes. He was eccentric yet very in tune with the crowd, dorky yet intimidating, reserved/shy but very sweet, rather dreamy and in his own world, yet always very in control, unassuming yet also proud and a bit aloof. Maybe aloof isn’t the right word...maybe detached? But I guess what I’m trying to say is that I think he has a very good poker face, it’s his professional/leader face. He takes his responsibility to deliver a good concert very seriously and so he doesn’t always look like he can “let himself go.” But at the same time, I really got a sense that underneath the poker face he was feeling a lot, thinking a lot. He was doing a lot of work, but keeping that to himself.. Finally, he struck me as someone who has made the brave commitment to be himself unapologetically, but he’s still learning who exactly he is. I’m really excited to how he turns out, but if my gut feeling is right, he will only continue developing as a person, he won’t just find himself and stop there. He is like a pokemon, there are going to be many evolutions for him and that’s EXACTLY why I love him so much. I would sum him up in real life as Sensitive and Inquiring. 

- Jinhwan was just as feisty, cheeky and cute coy as I imagined. He was in high spirits, and I think he’d impressed himself with his english skills so he was very confident on stage, he really knew how to work the crowd. I really got a sense of his love of attention. He was so charming, cute and willing to indulge the crowd. I didn’t see his mum-side but I’m glad about that because I feel like he doesn’t need to be in that mode when all the boys are having fun on stage, he can just focus on being his naughty, sexy self. I would summarise him as Playful and Engaging. 

- Donghyuk was a total darling and omg he looks soooo handsome in real life. I really got a sense of his attentiveness towards the fans, he really did his best to engage with us, asking questions, complimenting the city he was in, joking around, singing other songs whenever he got the chance. Diligent and Caring, that’s DK in a nutshell. 

- June!!! So June was like Chanwoo and Yun, they kinda let the other boys take the floor and lead the show. Totally fair enough. I can’t begin to imagine how vulnerable one must feel when you have no idea wtf the being said and you’re up there on stage with everyone watching. Two things with June. One, I could NOT believe how dramatically handsome he was in real life. Like, his raven-black “comma-styled” hair, the way it contrasted so boldly with his pale skin, his muscular tallness, the way his white t-shirt hung off his frame so casually yet perfectly, his striking brows, strong profile and chiseled jawline...like, he was GODLY.  Out of this world. From another universe. He was stunning. In terms of the vibe he gave me in real life: Cool and eccentric. 

- Yun!!! Bless him!!! I really just wanted to hear more from him...although i totally get why he didn’t have the means to express himself more. But what he couldn’t communicate through words he really poured into his singing and interaction with the fans. I was really impressed by his voice live, he has such a nice warm tone. And he really put heart into his lines and high notes. His showmanship was very impressive. I would summarise him as heartfelt and emotive. 

- Chanwoo was SO SO gorgeous in real life. Even from where I stood at the back his eyes stood out so well. He was reserved but not lacking in confidence, he was shy but also very sincere and sweet. His vocals were brief but his husky tone is awesome. I would summarise him as observant and alert. 

- Overall Seeing them was really amazing, it was such a positive experience. All I feel now is the bittersweetness of it all. Before I didn’t know what it was like to miss them, that wasn’t something I had to deal with being a distant aussie fan. But now I’ve seen them twice in three days, I now know what that is like to be in their presence. And honestly, I miss them so much already. my heart feels bruised. Laaaaaaaame. 

p.s. @mvssmallow I hope you have regained hearing in your left ear. I’m sorry I yelled so loud and so consistently throughout the ENTIRE show. You’re a legend for putting up with my drunken nerves. 

@notsolonelyinthisworld @drinkyourjuicejinhwan @jennicullen @gurrchoo @runsoftbin

#reflections #ikon #ikon live #kpop #kim hanbin #kim jiwon #Kim Donghyuk #kim jinhwan #ikon fanfics #koo junhoe #jung chanwoo #song yunhyeong

[woildismyerster]

you’re writing is so lit like wtf so can i get some soft boi jack kelly where no one dies (@thefandom)

Get, rekt, fandom

“Close your eyes and open your mouth,” Jack said with a grin.

You snorted.  “What are we, eight?”

“What are you, a chicken?”

You paused.  “I mean, yeah.  I don’t trust you with my mouth.”

Race, who sat on the school lawn a few feet away, snorted.  “That’s not what you said last night.”

“I guess we really are eight,” you said dryly.

Jack was sitting crosslegged across from you.  “I can’t believe this.  After being friends for all this time, you don’t trust me?”

“With my life, yes.  With my tastebuds, no.  You probably have a handful of dirt or something.”

He put a wounded hand over his heart.  “Rude.”

“It’s still true,” you said with a shrug.

He wheedled for you to give in, and it took all of your strength not to.  It was difficult; instinctually you wanted to do whatever Jack asked of you.  If Jack told you to jump off a cliff, it’s possible that you would do it before thinking it through.

Even so, though you wanted to open up just so he would smile at you, you refused.  More likely than not, he had something gross.  

When the lunch bell rang, the lot of you got up to go back to class.  Most of your friend group took Senior English together, but Jack was in AP Art.  When you reached the stretch of hallway where you and Jack would split up, you grabbed his arm.  He looked at your hand, perplexed, but didn’t pull away.

“What were you going to give me?”  The curiosity would kill you if he didn’t say.

He pulled a bag of Skittles out of his pocket.

“Oh,” you said.  Those were totally harmless.  You held out a hand.  “Can I have some?  If you didn’t do anything to them, that is.”

“Of course not,” he said smugly.  “You didn’t trust me before.  Why would I reward you now?”

“Because you love me?”  You smiled sweetly.

“Not that much,” he said with the same sickly sweet tone.  “Don’t expect the worst of me, Y/N.  You’re the only person who might get the best.”

He walked away, leaving you confused and strangely happy.  

It was too cold to go on a walk, but you and Jack would only be home for Christmas break for a few more days.  You had to make the most of your time together before shipping off to your respective colleges.  

“Why don’t we visit each other?”  You only turned your head a little; just enough to peek at his face.  The small movement let the winter wind sneak through a new gap in your hood and scarf.  “You’re only an hour away from me.”

Jack’s breath created a cloud of steam when he sighed.  “I dunno.  It’s easier to not do something than it is to do it, I guess.”

“We were so close in high school,” you said wistfully.  “I was so sure that we were going to keep everything going.”

“We text all the time.”

“It’s not the same, and you know it.”  When he dipped his head in acknowledgment, you brightened.  “We always could, you know.  It’s almost the new year, and I haven’t chosen a resolution yet.”

“That would be your resolution?  Spend more time with Jack Kelly?”  His grin was teasing, but it softened when you nodded.  “Y/N, that isn’t necessary.  We can just agree to try harder.”

“No way,” you snorted.  “It’s a promise.  I’ll swear it.  You’re stuck with me, in person this time around.”

“Why?”

You looked at him fully this time, wincing when the cold brushed your face.  “What do you mean, why?  Because I miss you.”

“Are you going to promise the same things for the others?  Some of them are closer,” he pointed out.  

“It’s different with you,” you finally said.  Because you had liked him in high school.  Because nothing had changed since then.  Because after all this time, you thought that maybe things could really happen between the two of you.

“How is it different?”

“I think you and I could make it work,” you said, irritated.  Why was he fighting so hard?  If he didn’t want to see you, he should come out and say it.  “I think that we care about each other, so I think we could keep any promise we make.”

“‘We?’”

“Sure,” you said.  “You wouldn’t talk to me so much if you didn’t care at all.”

“That’s not what I meant,” he said.  His eyes were fixed on your face, his smile fading away.  “Close your eyes, Y/N.”

Your brow furrowed.  “Why?”

“For God’s sake,” he huffed.  “Will you just shut your eyes?”

You did, raising your brows sarcastically.  “Happy now?”

“Very.”  As soon as the word faded from your ears, something warm was pressing against your lips.  Your eyes shot open, revealing Jack’s face against yours.  His eyes were closed, and he brought his gloved hands to hold onto your forearms.

He exhaled through his nose, and another burst of steam shot right into your eyes.  You gave a snort of laughter, and Jack pulled away.

His cheeks were pink, but you couldn’t tell if it was embarrassment or cold at the root of it.  “Sorry, I misunderstood.  When you said that you cared, I thought -”

You reached out to grab hold of him, to keep him from retreating too far.  “No, I’m sorry.  I was surprised.  You understood perfectly.  I want to see you more, and I want you to kiss me every time.”

“You’re asking for a lot,” he said with a crooked smile.

“You seem willing to give it,” you retorted.

“You aren’t wrong,” he said.  He wrapped an arm around your waist when he started walking again, tugging you along.  The arm made you feel warm from head to toe, though your coat was thick enough to keep you from really feeling the weight of him.  “Fine - my New Year’s Resolution is to see you more.  We can work out the rest later.”

You grinned, leaning into his side.  It made walking kind of awkward, but you didn’t care.  “Awesome.  You know that you’re stuck with me now, for at least a year.”

“Ugh.  I take it back.”

“Not allowed,” you said gleefully.  “It’s a one year contract.  You have to deal with me for a year.”

“Alright,” he sighed.  He smiled and pressed a kiss into your hat.  “If I have to.”

“Alright, Y/N, close your eyes.”

You did as Jack instructed, holding out your hand so he could lead you into his apartment.  He had signed the lease in August, so you had a place to stay when you came to visit him for the weekend.  It was your one year anniversary, so he wanted to do something special.  In the words of Race, the two of you were hella broke, so you knew that Jack had been improvising.

“Here’s what I want you to picture,” he said.  “There’s a picnic setup, with the checkered blanket and fancy basket and all that jazz.  Quality booze, food that’s way too expensive to put in a basket, and candles on tacky candlesticks that don’t belong outside.”

“Classy,” you said with a smile.

“The lights are dim.  There are roses all over.  I mean all over, Y/N.  The ground, the furniture, in a vase on the table.  Probably in the toilet.  Everywhere.”

“Big spender.”

“That’s kinda the problem,” he said.  You heard him open the door, and he tugged gently on your hand to bring you inside.  “Open up.”

You opened your eyes, and your grin broadened.  His bed comforter was spread across the living room floor.  A cardboard box sat on the edge of the blanket, holding a box of pizza inside.  A bottle of cheap wine from Walmart sat in a bowl of ice, ready to fill up Jack’s Star Wars mugs.  A few daisies were scattered on the floor, the rest in a vase on the table.  Scented candles were resting on various, non-hazardous surfaces.

“I really tried,” he said.

“It’s perfect,” you said.  “The epitome of romance.”

He sat on the blanket, patting the side of it as though you wouldn’t know where to sit.  “Not gonna lie, I thought I would be able to afford to be a big spender by now.”

“Not gonna lie,” you echoed, “I thought we agreed to save money for the important things.”

“I could only afford a pizza.”

“And now we get to eat pizza,” you said reverently.  You reached over and squeezed his hand.  “Seriously, Jack, this is great.  Anniversaries don’t have to be a big deal.”

“They should be.”

“There are candles.  That’s pretty big,” you pointed out.

“I got stuff to make smores,” he admitted.  “I thought we could roast marshmallows on toothpicks.”

You laughed.  “I love you.”

“I love you too,” he said.  He poured wine into the cups, raising his into a toast.  “To the end of our year long contract.  I’m free, at last.”

You clinked yours against his.  “Believe me, I’m as relieved as you are.  What’ll you do with the freedom?”  

He put pizza on the plates, eyes twinkling.  “Hang out with you all weekend.  We’ll definitely make out.”

“Nice,” you said with an approving nod.  “So, we’ll do the same stuff as always?”

“Sounds good to me.”

You clinked your glass against his again.  “Great.  Let’s eat.”

#Newsies #newsies fanfiction #newsies x reader #jack kelly x reader #Jack Kelly #ally writes

[softstraykidsimagines]

Boyfriend!Seungmin Stray Kids

ALRIGHTY

Our lovely fluffy Seungmin

He’s lowkey becoming bias wrecker for me whoops

Let’s get started!!

During when he has a crush on you

Ohhhh boy

He’s gonna be insanely shy

It’s adorable

He’ll try to do little things to make you happy

From complementing you

To buying you something small like a key chain

But it’s always something meaningful

Something that reminds you of him

Let’s not discard the fact that anytime he actually does something like this for you

He’s gonna sprint away before you can even thank him properly

And he’ll hide somewhere so that you can’t see or hear him squeal with joy

Ok it’s official I am soft for Seungmin

You don’t really have too much doubt about him liking you

You’ve picked up remarkably fast how shy he is with you compared to when he’s with the rest of SK 

And you figured he had an ulterior motive when he happened to just “think of you” and buy something

Or when he teases you but quickly apologises and tells you he doesn’t mean it 

He’s just not very subtle 

So you’re rather upfront with him one day when you ask

“Soooo, I’ve been wondering…. why have you been so sweet to me? With all the nice gifts and stuff?”

He would immediately go red in the face

His eyes would go wide

And he’d just stand there a moment with his mouth hanging open not knowing wtf to do

And you feel kinda bad tbh

No one likes being in such an awkward situation so the way you just asked him out-of-the-blue seemed almost cruel

He finally managed to stutter out

“W-well umm…. I k-kinda… sort o-of l-like you…?”

It deadass took him a whole 30sec to finish

And you’re doing an Irish jig on the inside cause

WOOT WOOT he likes you too!!

“I really like you too, Seungmin” you say quickly before he can run off in embarrassment

He looks at you hella confused like

The person he’s liked for so freaking long likes him back?? Or is he dreaming??? Whatishappeningrightnow????

SeungminHasStoppedWorking.jpg

So you tell him where you want to hang out in the future

And there we go you’ve successfully planned your first date woohoo!!

Dates with this bean are soft and laid back

Ice cream dates

Coffee dates

Just wandering-around-for-no-reason dates

It’s so relaxing

Of course until one of you holds the other’s hand

Then it’s skyrocketing heart rates

And pink cheeks

At the end of your 2nd or 3rd date, he’d finally muster the courage to kiss you....

On the cheek haha you thought 

As you’re saying goodbye

Leaving you flustered af as he runs away yelling that he’ll text you later

I don’t think he’ll have the guts to kiss you first tho 

It’s up to you my friend

You’ll be sitting on a bench somewhere, just talking

And he just

Randomly

Pokes your cheek.

And you look at him like wtf man why

And he just turns away grinning

So you get cheeky, planning on making this sudden burst of confidence melt faster than snow in the sun

So you swoop in and peck his cheek

He blushes like crazy but he refuses to let you win

So he looks at you a moment

With a slight smirk on his face

Seriously where did all this confidence come from he was a shy child a minute ago tf?

And he kisses you right on the nose

Needless to say that surprised you

And spur of the moment

You decide you’re gonna kiss him smack on the lips

His eyes are wide as all hell

But he relaxes a split second later, kissing you back softly

You both part smiling slightly

Before he whisper-screeches, hiding his face in his hands, all embarrassed

And you also blush like crazy, also fighting the urge to run away

GAH THIS IS SO CUTE 

When he introduces you to the rest of the group

Oh

My god

It’s gonna be chaos I swear

Everyone’s gonna welcome you politely and enthusiastically

And then they’ll start poking fun at Seungmin

“AWWWW they’re so lovely! How on earth did you get them to date you??” Says Jisung

“I bet he pays them” replies Minho, cackling

“Must have been a lot of money” chipped in Changbin, enjoying himself 

All the while Seungmin makes a face like ‘this is the shit I need to put up with all the time good lord’

“Come on guys! Of course y/n didn’t agree to this for money” yells Jeongin

Seungmin is about to thank him when he finishes:

“They obviously came to meet me through Hyung” and he sprints off at top speed with Seungmin hot on his heels screaming bloody murder

“Please take care of him, y/n” Chan says quietly while the other boys guffaw at the two youngest’s behavior. “He really likes you”

And that’s exactly what you do

You guys have got each others back

No matter what

Someone tries to offend you in any way, shape or form 

And he’s there in front of you like a human shield ready to fight 

If he gets sick you’re there as quick as a flash with everything he needs, all the way from cold remedies to recipes for hot soup

While you’re making sure he’s not burning up, he’ll just whisper

“Can I just cuddle you? I swear I won’t sneeze on you”

So you just lie there holding each other the entire day

He keeps his promise and doesn’t sneeze on you btw

When you’re sick, he’s not gonna know what the hell to do

Lost puppy 

He’ll run around trying to find the right meds for you (he’ll take the time to read each label to make sure it’s the right one)

He’ll try to make soup it doesn’t work

But after a while he’ll calm down and sit with you to watch something on TV

Apologising that he couldn’t make your fav meal 

Makes up for it by buying takeout 

Man I want takeout now :(

He can sometimes feel down about the day

Something might have happened at the fansign/performance, he might feel really tired and fed up with work

So it’s your job to be there and comfort him 

You just wrap your arms around him and sit with his head on your shoulder 

And he cries silently with you, grateful that you’re with him 

Guess who’s emo while writing this

Sometimes days can get bad enough that he starts to shut you out all-together 

Seungmin isn’t the direct type 

He isn’t gonna start an argument because he’s stressed 

He’s gonna avoid any kind of conflict 

So he avoids you, ignores you, refuses to talk to you when he’s too upset 

Because he doesn’t want to lash out and hurt you 

But he’ll notice when he does this that it actually does hurt you 

Almost more than an argument would 

Because you want to help 

And he won’t let you 

So he’ll eventually come to talk to you, his head bowed and eyes glimmering with tears 

And he’ll just hug you, asking for you to forgive how stupid he can be 

RIGHT back to fluff because I don’t want to cry rn 

He loves to teach you to sing his parts in every song 

He feels you can understand his work better and be closer to him 

You two will end up sometimes randomly singing his part in a song at the top of your lungs in the dorm, in turn pissing off the rest of the boys 

You’ll both have singing competitions: who can sing the highest, lowest, longest, or most dramatically 

And you both end up collapsing from laughing too hard 

He’s gonna try to speak English around you 

Just so he can practice 

Have you heard his awesome accent during ASC that is a yes from me I don’t want to forget that 

He might ask you for help but he’s mostly too stubborn and proud to so he’ll struggle for a while until you ask if he wants a helping hand 

“Hey, need help for the pronunciation, there?” 

“Nope! Nope it’s fine! I’m fine! Toooootally fine” :D 

You two like trying to learn new recipes to cook for the rest of SK 

It’s actually super fun 

And you both manage to make a few dishes without setting the dorms on fire *applause* 

And you make breakfast for them too: fried eggs! now I’m really hungry aw man 

And the boys are already teasing you talking about how you’re couple goals and how well you two go together 

Making the both of you sprint back into the kitchen, giggling like children

Seungmin is gonna ask you to meet his family first 

But it doesn’t scare you that much 

For a good reason:

He’s an angel, so he must have been raised by angels logic

You meet them and they melt when they see you 

You chat, they share pictures of Seungmin when he was little he’s gonna be close to crying from embarrassment because “COME ON YOU JUST MET” 

His sister adores you 

Tells you about the pranks she’s pulled on her poor bro in the past 

Which warrants a death glare from Seungmin 

All in all his fam are your fam because they love you as much as they love Seungmin 

He’s a lot A LOT more nervous about meeting your parents 

He’s pretty damn close to fainting when the day to meet up comes 

Pale as sheet istg 

So you gotta be there for him to cling onto like a baby koala 

Save this boy I beg of you

Nearly hides behind you when he first greets your parents 

Basically leaps out of his skin every time someone raises their voice even a little bit 

But he gets a little calmer after a while 

And starts to genuinely smile and laugh 

By the end of the day he’s a happy squish with no sign of nervousness

Success! 

In the evenings he likes to buy a crap-ton of snacks and sit with you to binge watch your fav show 

You two will probs have a competition to see who can catch the most food in their mouth sigh 

He loves when you poke his left cheek 

He’ll act cute with you if he’s asking for something 

And it’s so freaking hard to say no damn it!!

He’ll have a fucking heart attack if he sees you wearing one of his hoodies or denim jackets like how many does he actually have??

But he’ll love it 

He’s gonna grin from ear to ear saying how cute you look 

Will not let you go throughout the night

Just wants to cling to you and snuggle you to death the entire evening 

You’ve probs already guessed that he is definitely not gonna be the first one to say ‘I love you’ 

Nah he’s way to shy and lowkey scared to 

But I bet you’re gonna do it kinda by accident 

You guys have been having a dance competition 

He’s gonna be jumping around all energetic and happy 

Because he’s having the time of his life messing around with you 

And you’ll accidentally let slip: 

“You’re such a dork! This is why I love you so much” 

And both of you stop laughing and stare at each other 

While you’re mentally going OH SHIT WHAT HAVE I DONE 

But Seungmin suddenly screams like a little girl 

He can’t contain himself

Runs at you at full speed 

And tackles you into a bone-crushing hug 

Making you both topple over onto the floor laughing 

Without letting you go, he’s gonna say, all giddy “I love you too!!! I was scared to say it but I’m not anymore I do love youuuuuuu!!” 

And the rest of the day you’re both skipping around, making SK wonder wtf happened to the two of you

“Are they possessed or something?” -Hyunjin 

“Who even knows with those two” -Chan  

“Guess we’ll never know” -Felix, chuckling 

Half the time they don’t get at all what happens between you two lmao 

When Stray Kids are away, Seungmin’s gonna want to FaceTime you whenever he’s free 

He’s a pouty boy who misses you senseless and forgets how to function like a proper human being when you’re not around 

SK are having to tell him specifically what to do every other minute because he keeps daydreaming about when he gets to see you again smh 

He’s gonna be so.freakin.hyper on the way back from wherever the boys were 

No one wants to sit next to him on the plane because they know all he’s gonna want to do is talk about you 

And they get enough of that on a regular basis anyway 

But they’re happy at how energetic he is when they land and he can finally see you 

He’s gonna Naruto run to you and hug you so tightly whispering how much he missed you 

And you’ll be laughing like 

“It’s been two days, buddy” 

“Yeah but it feels like AGES! It’s been an eternity and I was going insane!!” 

Seungmin most likely won’t go public about your relationship until after a year to a year-and-a-half

Wants to make sure you’re 100% ok with it 

Because he knows there will be a bit probably a lot of drama on the net about you 

He’ll post a cute selfie of the two of you 

You’re both smiling happily 

And he’ll caption it: ‘Hey everyone!! This is y/n, we’ve been together for quite a while now, and I wanted to introduce you! I hope you welcome them warmly!’ 

The internet isn’t going to shut up about you for an eternity holy shit

The entire universe ships you two 

You’re the adorable smiley couple

That everyone 

And I mean everyone 

Loves to bits 

A/N: YAY! It was really fun to write about this adorable fluff ball :D 

Also, there aren’t NEARLY as many Seungmin GIFs as there should be!

Hope everyone has a lovely day!! And feel free to request anything! Ciao <3

P.S: I love this GIF so much it’s not even funny 

#stray kids #seungmin #kim seungmin #stray kids seungmin #imagine #stray kids imagines #seungmin imagine #stray kids seungmin imagine #kim seungmin imagines #jyp #jyp entertainment #boyfriend

[jericho-rk3k]

Lil’ Brother: Laugh & Live

A/N: It has been weeks since I updated and I apologize! I have finally got over my procrastination and this is the result.

Prompt: You get to spend a day free of worries with the Winchesters and your brothers.

Pairing: Platonic

Characters: Y/N, Dean, Sam, Gabriel, Lucifer, Castiel

Warning: Fluff, weirdness

Word Count: 1839

“We are going to the lake today, right?”

Golden rays of sunlight entered the dining room through the windows and the sound of steel forks and spoons clinking with each other diffused with the cheery chirps of birds perched high on the trees, and the mouthwatering aroma of breakfast engulfing the whole room.

Perfect morning, right?

At least not for you guys, it had been weeks since your father had turned you humans so you could have a better understanding of them. The first few weeks were in vain as you angels experienced various things you have never felt before like hunger for example. Sam has to constantly remind Lucifer and Castiel to regularly change their clothes and take a shower as they would go on days without a shower and put Dean into a coma.

Lucifer was the first one to react to your question with mocked confusion written all over his features, “Says who?”

You pouted at your older brother childishly and crossed your arms, clearly pissed.

“Cut it, Luci, we promised him weeks ago,” Sam interfered as he patted your small back. Gabriel and you had lived among humans long enough to handle yourselves but the other two angels were the problem so you guys had to teach them how to be humans and it was extremely frustrating for the Winchester brothers and you (with Gabriel sneaking out to hook up with women and being a pain in the ass rather than helping).

Lucifer mumbled a ‘Whatever’ and continued eating his breakfast, occasionally shoving vegetables into Sam’s plate, earning a glare from the younger Winchester.

“We’re all going?” Dean piped in, his cheeks stuffed with fried bacon, “these are good, Y/N, you should cook often,” he complimented with another spoonful of bacon into his mouth.

After you guys finished your dinner, everyone dressed up and got ready.

The ride to the lake from the bunker was awkward and constricting, as you and the other three angels, Lucifer, Gabriel and Castiel had to sit together in the back, with you sitting on Castiel’s lap due to your small body. Lucifer constantly breaking into his infamous good morning song with his annoying voice.

“Lucifer, I swear if you don’t stop singing, I’ll drop you here in the middle of nowhere and let some animals have you for dinner,” Dean threatened, his glare evident in the atmosphere although you couldn’t see his face from behind.

“My legs are beginning to hurt,” Castiel who has been quiet the whole time announced, starting to get uncomfortable from the cramped space and your weight on his lap.

“C’mon, baby boy,” Gabriel cooed at you like he was trying to his coax a cat to come to him, and his arms spread wide open for you, “Come to big brother Gabriel.”

You laughed at his silliness and was about to change seats when you felt a sudden pull from behind. With a small ‘Ouch’ you landed in Lucifer’s lap, his signature smirk gracing his thin lips.

“You dick, you had him the whole week last week, isn’t that enough?” Gabriel asked his older brother as he attempted to snatch you from the death grip Lucifer have on your frail body. Gabriel’s action led to a massive battle that none of you could stop him and Lucifer, who were scratching and hitting each other like 8-year-olds, Castiel and you stuck in the middle.

In the end, you ended back in Castiel’s lap who wanted nothing but to break up the fight between the immature archangels, completely ignoring the pain and the numbness of his legs. As for the other angels, they were glaring at Castiel with such menace that a normal person would melt into puddles immediately, red scratch marks on his arms and faces.

Thankfully you guys arrived at the lake soon enough and finally got the chance to stretch your legs and prevent any fights from breaking out again.

The lake was just as you remembered decades ago, except that there were fewer trees and more houses situated on the grassy field. The chilly breeze pecked your skin like it used and the smell of nature and grandmas’ baked goods engulfed your nose the same way it did hundreds of years ago.

You quickly ran to your favorite spot which is a clearing with an oak tree in the middle of it; a wooden swing blanketed with a thin layer of weed swinging lazily to the wind.

“Is this the-?”

“Yes,” you replied to Castiel eagerly, the memories of Castiel and you spending extremely idle days in the summer and laying on the ground at night stargazing and talking about every subject that the two of you could come up flashing before your eyes.

“You guys know this place?” Dean questioned as he surveyed the peaceful surroundings, hazy recollections of rare days when he could have fun with Sam flooding into his mind. The both of you nodded at the same time grinned at each other like you were up to something.

“Tag?” You asked your brother and he nodded while the others were looking at you with disbelief.

“What are you, 5?” Dean chuckled mockingly, shaking his head.

“At least he doesn’t flirt like a horny teenager,” Lucifer defended, his hands on his hip and lips contorted into a knowing grin.

“Well, I don’t throw temper tantrums like a spoilt 5-year-old kid and have daddy issues,” Dean responded with sarcasm that rivaled the Devil.

“Can you guys stop, please?” You mumbled with disappointment, your eyes fixed on the ground. The quarreling went silent and you suddenly felt vulnerable when all of the eyes fell on you with tears in your eyes.

“He’s right, Dean, Luci,” Gabriel said seriously (for the first time in a while), “it’s the first time in a while we actually have time to ourselves and you two shitbags are fighting.”

Lucifer and Dean suddenly grew embarrassed and apologized to you quickly with remorse in their eyes.

“Alllright, now you guys do the handshake and we will play tag!” Gabriel suddenly went from serious to full hot chocolate as he grinned ear to ear maliciously.

“WHAT!? No!” Dean and Lucifer yelled in unison, startling you a bit as you jumped slightly. The two grown men glared at each other, their fists balled into fists.

“Do it, Dean,” Sam encouraged his brother, obviously failing to hide his amusement as his last word trailed into a low chuckle. Dean gave a ‘WTF-mixed-with-anger’ face to Sam and reluctantly grabbed the angel’s hand with such force that he came stumbling forward.

“So, Cas, you’ll be it and count to 10 before you start!” Your cheerful voice pierced the tension as you hurriedly grabbed Gabriel’s hand and took off in a direction. Dean was next and he was nowhere in sight when Castiel finished counting, leaving Sam the only one in sight.

After 15 minutes of the game, nobody was in sight except Dean who was having a beer on the wooden deck next to the lake.

There were a few seconds of silence until Sam voice yelling ‘Oh shit!’ penetrated the tranquillity, his body following behind, Dean stared at him quizzically until he spotted Castiel who was chasing his little brother like a fucking dinosaur.

Looked like someone got too much into the game.

Sam made his merry way to Dean who was clearly forbidding him not to which led both of the brothers taking off, poor Dean and his pitiful beer time.

Dean almost got away when he bumped into someone so hard that they went flying into the lake. Normally, he would run away but that someone wasn’t anyone but you!

As he was trying to pick you up from the lake, Sam ran into him and the three of you fell back into the warm lake with a loud ‘splash!’

You and Sam erupted into fits of laughter with a pissed Dean and a confused Cas who was simply confused about why the three of you were swimming in the lake.

He was about to ask when a force behind him sent him into the lake as well, the water dissolving his confusion with more confusion. Lucifer’s loud laugh boomed throughout the field, joined by yours, Sam’s and Dean’s.

Gabriel appeared behind his older brother and attempted to push Lucifer into the water but to have Lucifer sidestepped and his butt kicked into the lake. Gabriel emerged from the water seconds later and grumbled curse words at Lucifer who was still laughing his ass off.

“Luci, you totally win this one,” you giggled, pure happiness embracing your whole being, your face wrinkled with laughter.

“I know, sweetheart, now, catch me!”

“Wa-!”

You were just protesting when Lucifer came flying into your arms, you with a small body and weak arms failed to catch him and his weight sent the both of you sinking into the water. You thought you were going to drown when you were suddenly pulled to the surface by none other than your attacker, Lucifer.

Spitting out water, you glared at Lucifer and splashed water on his face. His annoyed feature bringing a smile to your feature. He threw a bucket of water at your way, later which was joined by the others splashing water at you.

After an hour of fun and water, all of you finally decided that it was enough and you climbed back to the ground, laying on the grass to let your clothes dry before going back as Dean would probably murder you if any water comes close his baby.

You were huddled between your brothers for warmth, their presence bringing a sense of safety to you although there was no danger, at the moment. You were so close to taking a nap when you felt something touched your nose.

“Boop! Wake up, cutie, we’re going,” Dean said as he helped you stand your ground, brushing dirt and grass on your clothes. You smiled at him before tugging on his sleeve (you were tugging on his heart too, with your cuteness).

“Wait, Dean!”

“Yeah?”

You came closer to him and looked up at him, a wide smile on your lips, “Thanks for bringing me here today… it-it was awesome! Thank you for your patience, Dean.”

Dean, in return, chuckled, his green eyes brightening with joy.

“Aww, come give me a hug,” said Dean, his arms opened for you.

Being an innocent little angel, you failed to notice the sarcasm in his voice and wrapped your shirt arms around his body, your face buried in his bottom chest, which made Dean burst out in laughter and hugged you back.

“You’re my best friend and I love you,” you giggled softly.

“I thought no chick-flick moments, Dean,” Sam teased, hands on his hips.

“He’s just jealous that you don’t hug him, Y/N,” Dean whispered into your ear as your pale cheeks turned into millions of red hues at the distance between you and Dean.

“C’mon here, Sammy, join our hug.”

“What? No, Dean!”

#supernatural x male reader #supernatural one shot #supernatural fanfiction #gabriel #lucifer #dean #sam #castiel #supernatural #gabriel x male reader #lucifer x male reader #dean x male reader #sam x male reader #spn one shot #spn fanfic #male reader #reader insert #angel!reader

[hangonimevolving]

Attempting some gratitude, for once.

I need to post this, before the thought and the mood from which it’s sprung both dissipate into thin air.

I suck at gratitude, on the whole. Seriously, I do, and I know I need to work on that. I’ll spare everyone my sob stories, explanations, justifications, etc. for why I have had a hard time with gratitude in recent years, but suffice to say - I am aware that I suck at it, and I heard somewhere that the first step to solving a problem is admitting you have one.... so fine. I admit it. I’m ungrateful and unappreciative in my life most days.

But today, I’ve had multiple - MULTIPLE - moments of just feeling this weird, inexplicable, warm and fuzzy, happy, sigh-inducing THING just bubble up in me. And I was like WTF is this feeling?! Why is my tummy all glittery and light? Why am I sitting here on the sofa smiling for no damn reason?! OHHHHH! Wait! Is this.....gratitude?! HOLY SHIT, I think it is! So I’m gonna write it down and note it for all posterity. I, Evolver, have felt gratitude on this 7th day of September, 2018.

It all started last Saturday night, where, right in the middle of Labor Day weekend and my sister Rithers’ visit to our hike in Miami along with her hubby, Uncle K, and her kids H20 and NiNi, our 5.5-year old Vevvy fell ill. We thought that perhaps he was just overly exhausted from a long and happy day in the pool when he felt warm to the touch on Saturday night, but mid-day Sunday, during a beach excursion - Vev’s FAVORITE thing in the world, he completely fell apart, acting listless, fatigued, and not having fun at all. One look at him, standing statuesque on the beach, staring out to sea longingly while tears rolled down his cheeks, said it all: “what is going on?! I’m so confused, mommy! I’m in my favorite place in the world, and yet I feel so miserable! What is happening to me?!” A hand on his forehead revealed that he was burning up. Without a moment’s hesitation, Dr. Spouse loaded him up in the car and headed for home, while I remained at the beach with Dey to host Rithers and co. a while longer. Poor Vev needed a shower, some kiddie Tylenol, and bed rest, stat.

the “I am siiiiick” face :(

Over the next seven - SEVEN! - days, Vev would continue to have relentless fevers or 101-103F even with continuous children’s Tylenol and Motrin. He also developed monster congestion in his sinuses and nose, headaches, body ache, and general fatigue. I was sincerely shocked and more than a little intimidated by his congestion snot (keeping it real), which was so thick and oppressive, it would choke his throat and inhibit his from breathing if he dared to rest in even a semi-reclining position. 

The poor kid had no choice but to be completely upright if he didn’t want to gag on his own phlegm, which meant that he (and by transitive property, I) could really sleep no more than 90 minutes at a stretch for four nights straight. He was miserable, and I was doing everything I could to help him, staying with him each night either on an air mattress in my bedroom, or just holding him against my shoulder/chest in my bed while he desperately tried to sleep and breathe at the same time. I felt awful for him, and mused for a moment about parents whose children have respiratory disorders like CF who live their lives this way.... good health is such a blessing that we all take for granted.

As much as I hated every minute of Vev’s suffering, there was something a bit nostalgic in holding him sleeping in my arms for several consecutive nights. Wasn’t there a time in the not-so-distant past where this was the ONLY way he’d sleep?! I bitch and moan all the time about how clingy, dependent, and non-self reliant my kids are — but it has been years since Vev needed me at night this way. My Vevvy has grown up a lot.

And to his credit, despite all this sicky misery, he was really a trooper while ill. Against his traditional character, when sick or not, he really didn’t complain much - just went quiet and kept to himself for days, forming a little nest on the sofa each day with a warm blankie, big box of Kleenex, and his iPad, not really asking for much at all except quiet and rest. He never really complained when I had to give him medication, and he did his best to heed my urges to drink clear fluids even when I could tell he really didn’t want to. And - forgive the TMI here - but you know your kid is really growing up when they begin to have some way of forewarning you and/or running to the bathroom on their own steam and hitting the preferred target of the toilet when they’ve gotta vomit. Fortunately, Vev only puked twice this week, and I suspect that too was only bc he gagged on his own copious snot — but both times, he announced “throwwww uuuup!” to me before sprinting to the loo and handling affairs with no mess and accurate aim. HALLELUJAH! This should be considered a major developmental milestone!!! (And yes - poor, poor kid! I really am glad it was only the twice, because that must have sucked a lot for him!)

Yeah, so.  He’s growing up.  Way to go, buddy!!!... and, sniff.

(supposedly this says “Mommy I love you ”...  but he always starts writing at the bottom of a page and works his way up.  He may also be of the mind that “Mommy” is spelled “mom-E.”  Yes, we’re gonna work on it)

It was only yesterday, Thursday, that we got an official pediatrician diagnosis of his illness: the flu, as in the legit flu virus, or Influenza A. The word came too late for antiviral medications to be of any great use to him, unfortunately, but I was grateful anyway that we got a halfway-decent pediatrician BRILLIANT nurse practitioner who needed my assertive request demand for a prophylactic prescription or Tamiflu for Dey. We’ve had shitty luck in South Florida with pediatricians who appear to be reactionary and unnecessarily nonsensical in their responses to my requests for help - but this time, our pedi NP was A+. She treated our family like competent, educated people and did things that made sense as far as ensuring this highly-contagious virus wouldn’t spread to another healthy child living in the same household. I wish she could be our regular PCP (but of course, I bet she can’t be, bc she’s not a doctor. Grr, fucking managed care. Oops, hold it - I’m supposed to be channeling gratitude here, not my customary bitchiness. My bad.)

Anyway, speaking of Dey, I’ve got to brag about him a bit here too. At 3.5 years old, Dey’s baseline is definitely chill, go-with-the-flow, glass-half-full, and a pleasant, happy and easygoing “whatever you want, dude!”-ness that Vev NEVER was at that age. It’s been really awesome to see. But this week, his general outlook on life, combined with impressive moments of being a team player, cooperating, helping out, and exhibiting formidable empathy really made me sooo proud.

It’s certainly understandable that he’d be potentially jealous that his older brother got to skip an entire week of school while he still had to go. It would be even more understandable since they are actual CLASSMATES at school this year (yes, our Montessori school groups ages 4-6/preschool, pre-K and kindergarten in one classroom, so they’ve been together at school and at home since the start of the academic year). So I was very impressed when Dey accepted his brother’s illness and his need to stay home from school, while he was forced to go. Without one word of complaint, he’d get up each morning, eat his breakfast, get washed up and dressed out in uniform, gather his things, then visit Vev quickly and dispense a goodbye hug and a “hope you feel better, Vev!” before loading up in the car for school drop-off. What a trooper. At afternoon pick-up, when I’d ask about his day at school, he’d say with a little frown, “oh, school was okay...but Vev wasn’t on the playground.” It was kinda weird feeling my heart simultaneously break a little, but also burst with pride at how much he loves his brother. Sweet kiddo. 

At home, each afternoon he’d run excitedly to Vev to see how he was doing, his face full of hopeful anticipation that perhaps today, Vev was feeling better and could play with him... but when he’d find Vev too miserable and tired to play, his face would momentarily fall in disappointment, but then he would muster some compassion and understanding, silently shuffle away, and find a quiet game to do in the vicinity, just so he could be nearby without disturbing Vev. Or, cuter still, he’d snuggle down on the opposite side of the couch as Vev, and tune his iPad into the same YouTube video Vev would be watching, so they could give each other silly smiles and glances during the funny parts. The boy would periodically race off in the house to find his toy doctor kit, and would affix his little plastic stethoscope to his ears so he could “give Vev a checkup” and “make him feel better.” 

(Dr. Cutie Pie is in)

It was adorable, man. His whole world spins because of his brother. It’s so touching. I don’t know how it is that I managed to have two kids who love each other so much, because karmically I’ve done NOTHING to earn this. My sister and I were rotten to each other as kids, and only really turned a corner on it in our... what, our late 30′s?!  Haha :)  But I’m so grateful for these two dudes. These two little people are the best of friends, and they can’t live without each other. The feels.

One more funny brag about Dey. Dr. Spouse and I often jokingly refer to him as Dory, i.e. the lovable blue fish, voiced by Ellen DeGeneres from the Disney movie “Finding Nemo.” Dory’s schtick is that she’s easily distracted and has short-term memory. 

Fittingly, Dory is one of Dey’s favorite cartoon characters, and he’s not shy to let the world know....

Anyway. Remember that whole prophylactic script for Tamiflu? Mind you, I was so grateful to get it. But. Ummmm, pediatric Tamiflu tastes FOUL. It is seriously the most bitter, disgusting, viscous goo I’ve ever gingerly licked to mentally prepare myself for my kid’s reaction to. I began fearing Dey’s reaction, and the ensuing tantrums to come over the five-day course of the drug. But I spoke matter-of-fairly to Dey about how this was a medicine he’d need to take to keep himself healthy, and that it would be a little bit yucky, but that I’d give him a HUGE spoonful of sugar right after to make it taste better (and THANK YOU, blessed Mary Poppins, for your genius). 

 Luckily, little Dory just took my words at face value without any further thought, opened his mouth, and downed the nasty shot of devil’s semen Tamiflu that I dispensed into his mouth. Immediately his face went every shade of red, purple, and white, with a coordinating expression like “what the hell is this shit?!” — but I swooped in there prepared, like a crack-smoking Mother of Batman, giving him a swig of water then heaping a MASSIVE spoon of white sugar directly onto his tongue. The result was nothing short of magical - the kid instantaneously closed his eyes in pleasure, turned up his cute little round cheeks to the ceiling with a huge smile on his face, and loudly cooed “Mmmm!” as if it was the best damn thing he’d ever eaten in his life. Moments later, the sugar fully dissolved, Dey matter-of-fairly reminisced with a RainMan-esque tone, “hey mommy, that medicine was kind of yucky for me. Kind of salty. Kind of spicy. But the SUGAR WAS YUUUUUUMMMMMY!” I worried that at the next dosing (and man, the kid’s gotta take it morning and night, poor little dude) he’d run screaming from the salty spicy medicine, and wouldn’t fall for the sugar trick — but amazingly, when I announced “medicine and sugar time,” the child came RUNNING to me with a huge grin on his face like he’d just won the lottery. He gulped down the medicine like a champ, swigged the water himself, then began changing “Su-gar! Su-gar! Su-gar!” till I ladled a bit into his mouth.  Naturally, my mind spun forward a bit, concerned that his ease of overcoming the Yucky Taste Barrier and downing this stuff for a cheap reward might translate into some unsavory teenage and young adult behaviors (err, tequila shot champion in the making?!  Please god, help us).  But, for now - eternally grateful for my little Dory’s easy distractability and forgiving memory!!! Vev, at that age and even now, would have NEVER gone along with this!

(is it just me, or do they even kinda sorta look alike, Dory and Dey?  No one else sees it?!  No one?!!!  Hmm...)

Anyway. In conclusion, it’s not normal for me to have something kind of bad happen, like the flu hitting one of my kids, but finding some good in the mess. But here I am, in spite of myself, awash in all the warm fuzzies.

1. I’ve got two healthy, happy kids, when many people have children with serious health issues and have to live their lives watching their kids sick and miserable all the time

2. my kids are growing up, becoming wonderfully independent, self-reliant, empathetic and helpful. But they still sometimes need me, and that’s nice too.

3. They both have such fun, distinct personalities.

4. I admit that it’s pretty awesome that my second kid is so chill. Love them both to bits, but if kid #2 has been more ornery and neurotic, I think that would have sucked. Having a chill kid #2 is a godsend.

5.  They frigging LOVE EACH OTHER.  It’s a goddamn brotherly love fest up in here.  

6.  Last but not least - the flu sucks, but it isn’t forever, and life will go on.  Soon, in fact.  And we’ll be onto the next adventure together.  Look forward to seeing what it’ll be!

#Vev #Dey #parenthood #influenza #flu #brotherlylove

[writekindofwrong-blog]

Voice of an Angel - Keith x Reader

Anon Requested: Could you do an imagine for our one and only emo Keithy boy where his s/o (whom he's never heard sing before) is singing with Lance and they sound like REAL GOOD and Keith gets lowkey jealous and also all like 'wtf you can sing? Oml!'

A/N: I had a lot of fun writing this one, space karaoke people...space karaoke! Sorry it took a while to get out requester, hopefully you enjoy it, thanks for the request. :D

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A surprise. That’s what Pidge had said, she had a surprise for everyone.

As Y/N followed Pidge down the corridor with the rest of the group, she began to wonder what on earth this surprise could be. Knowing Pidge it was either: a: something really awesome, b: some ridiculous prank or c: Some complicated machine that she had rigged up and that only Hunk would understand.

“So what do you reckon this surprise is, something good, something bad or something complicated?” Keith whispered in Y/N’s ear as he walked up beside her.

Y/N couldn’t help but smile at the fact that Keith had basically voiced her inner thoughts. This certainly wasn’t a new occurrence, she and Keith were often on the same wavelength, it was part of what made them a good couple.

Y/N tried to read Pidge’s facial expression, she was smirking, which told Y/N absolutely nothing about her plan.

“No idea, but I say we stay near the doorway just in case we need to escape” Y/N suggested and Keith smirked and nodded in response.

But as soon as they entered the room after Pidge, Y/N knew that this was Pidge’s most awesome surprise yet; Lance seemed to agree as he rushed forward, his eyes wide, with a huge grin on his face.

“Is that a... Karaoke machine?” Y/N asked as Lance was looking at the machine, practically bouncing on the spot.

“Yup, I managed to get one from the space mall last week, took a some tinkering but Hunk and I managed to get it to play songs from Earth” Pidge said, pushing her glasses up her nose with a smug grin.

Lance rounded on Hunk, with a shocked expression “Hunk! How could you not tell me about this buddy?”

Y/N was surprised too, Hunk had many strengths, but keeping secrets (especially from Lance), was not one of them.

“I’m sorry, I wanted to tell you but Pidge really wanted it to be a surprise” Hunk said sadly, pouting slightly at Lance.

“Hmm, well I guess I can forgive you...If you come and do a duet with me”

“Oh yeah totally, what do you wanna sing?” Hunk asked.

Lance and Hunk browsed through the songs whilst the rest of the Paladins took seats on the sofa’s.

“I am so looking forward to hearing some of your traditional ballads” Allura said clapping her hands together enthusiastically.

“Well there’s some Altean songs on there too, so you and Coran can have a go too” Pidge offered, which made Allura and Coran equally excited.

“Hmm what about Toxic? Or maybe Sex on Fire?” Lance suggested as Keith sat next to Y/N and loudly asked if anyone had any ear plugs.

Lance scowled over at Keith before Hunk nudged him and pointed to a song on the list. “Yeah! That’s a good one, let’s do it!” Lance said enthusiastically before coughing and readying himself near the microphone.

As it turned out Hunk had chosen ‘Don’t Stop Believing’, it also turned out that neither Lance nor Hunk were as bad at singing as Keith had initially believed, and Lance was certainly...Enthusiastic.

When they were finished they received a loud round of applause and Lance took an exaggerated bow whilst Hunk rubbed the back of his neck and smiled sheepishly.

Next up was Allura and Coran who chose an Altean song called “Blown straight to Wazblay”, it was much slower than the previous song and had a lot of lyrics that made no sense to Y/N, but Coran and Allura appeared to be enjoying themselves.

“Hey, you wanna go up with me next?” Lance asked quietly, nudging Y/N in the side, as the Altean pair appeared to be reaching the end of their song.

“Um, I dunno...I’m not that good at singing” Y/N whispered back

“Don’t worry, neither is Lance” Keith said with a smirk, not even looking in Lance’s direction. Before Lance could retort however, the room erupted into applause again as Allura and Coran finished their song.

“C’mon Y/N it’ll be fun, I’ll even let you pick the song if you want” Lance pleaded.

“Fine, fine, only because I know you won’t shut up about it otherwise” Y/N relented. In all honesty she loved to sing, she used to be in a choir when she was younger and she’d taken part in a couple of school musicals as the lead female, she’d had a great time too... But then her school work had gotten to be too much and she’d had to give it up.

She gave Keith a quick kiss on the cheek and he told her to break a leg as she headed to the microphone with Lance. She managed to find a good song fairly quickly, she showed Lance and he beamed “See, I knew you were the perfect choice Y/N”.

Keith watched as Y/N settled in front of the mic and the music started and as soon as Lance sang the first line, Keith nearly groaned.

“Summer lovin’, had me a blast”

But when Y/N sang the next line the groan caught in his throat and he had to cough in surprise, because...Wow.

“Summer lovin’, happened so fast”

Y/N was a really good singer. Lance wasn’t terrible, as much as Keith liked to tease him, but Y/N? She was on a whole different level. Even Lance seemed surprised and almost forgot to sing the next line.

Looking around Keith could see that everyone else was equally impressed, but that was soon forgotten when it came time for the “tell me more, tell me more” parts of the song, which everyone (other than Keith, who was way too focused on Y/N) joined in with, even Coran and Allura quickly got the hang of it.

It wasn’t just her voice that made it impossible for Keith to take his eyes off of his girlfriend, it was how she lit up as she sang. She clearly really loved it and was giving it her all, even shimmying and swaying in time with the beat.

And all of this made Keith’s gut curl in jealousy, because he should be the one up there with you, making you feel like that, certainly not Lance and certainly not when they were singing a romantic duet together.

His jealousy quickly melted into embarrassment though when Y/N sang the line “Then we made our true love vow” whilst looking directly at him and shooting him a quick wink, which caused a couple of the group wolf whistle and Keith to turn pink.

The embarrassment faded away back to awe though when Y/N sang that final line.

“But oh-oh those su-ummer nights!” Because Keith realised, Y/N, as good as she had been before, had been holding back and Keith was now pretty damn sure Y/N’s singing voice was the most beautiful thing he’d ever heard.

Even Lance was so shocked he couldn’t join in, he just stared at Y/N with an shocked expression.

When Y/N had finished she looked around in confusion at the stunned silence that descended upon the group, it only lasted a moment however, before the whole room began cheering, clapping and whistling in appreciation for Y/N’s performance. She looked over at Lance who could only reply with “Hey don’t look at me, that was all you”.

Y/N quickly scurried back to her seat next to Keith with pink cheeks and smiled sheepishly at Keith.

“Why didn’t you tell me you could sing like that?” Keith queried after a moment.

“It never came up” Y/N shrugged “Besides I’m not that good”

“No seriously, you were amazing up there, you light up the whole room when you sing you know that?”

“You’re just saying that”

“No I’m really not, don’t believe me? You know as well as I do that when Lance is willing to give you all of the credit for something he helped with, you must have done an amazing job” Keith finished with a smile, Y/N had to laugh at that because he had a point.

Keith opened his mouth to say something else. “Hold that thought Keith, this is gonna be good” Y/N said, pointing to Pidge, who was dragging a reluctant Shiro to sing with her.

“Now this is more like it” Keith said and wound his arm around Y/N’s shoulders as Pidge and Shiro started to sing ‘We Will Rock You’ and the whole room (Keith included) began to stomp and clap in time with the beat and sing along with the chorus.

#keith x reader #keith imagine #voltron x reader #voltron imagine #keith scenario #my writing

[iraniq]

Work related ...

Finally back to work. I had 10 days off, but my co-workers asked me to come earlier; apparently we had some important ass guests at the hotel who needed care, and most of my them barely spoke English, so I was their last hope. I work as a waitress in the restaurant in one of the oldest hotels in the town, we have the name of vintage cosy place to stay, we don’t heve all the lux, but we have the feel-like-home charm.

I arrived for the second shift. My co-workers were outside on the table, smoking and talking, they started to laugh when they saw me. I looked at them confused, but they simply waved away the question. I was just gonna ask, seriously this time, when a nice sports bike arrived at the parking. A guy dressed in leather got off, and waved at us. They were all suspiciously silent. He walked in our directon, since the entrance was nearby us. He just took his helmet off and I screamed like crazy. This was the freaking Shannon Cristopher Leto. He laughed and approached me.

-          By your reaction I get you know me. - I just nod my head, my hands on my mouth so I won’t scream again, tears in my eyes. - Come and give the old man a hug.

I rushed and hged him. He huged back. His famous hugs, squeezing me but at the same way it was gentle. After couple of seconds I manage to mumble.

-          You are not old!

-          Really, come on … you are like what 20? I am probably the age of your parents. But. Thanks … for being gentle on the old man’s feelings – he laughed again

-          My parents are the age of yours. – I smiled.

-          Really? - he was surprised -  … the last child?

-          The first … and the only one!

He smiled. I could feel my co-worker’s eyes on us, but they simply got “blind” for our conversation.

-          Late child, ha?

-          Yeah, my parents were too busy climbing mountains. - he made a “wow” face - But not like your brother … more like … hiking, not climbing … - I totally lost it. – … just walking in the mountains like Mountain tourism …

We were heading inside while I failed to talk, his hand was still om my shoulders. 

-          How many times have I told you not to bother the girls, you animal! -  Jared approached us. Shannon pointed at me with happy dog face. J started walking at my direction with open hands. I huged him and he swinged eft and right with me in his embrace. - I was looking for you … aww I want a piece of that action too. - I suddenly felt someone else hugging me too. It was Tomo. – Hi! – he poped behind Jared and smiled.

-          She is one of us now! – Shannon proudly stated, pointing at my triad necklace.

-          Can we keep her? – Tomo asked. Jared only smiled, briefly holding my hand. – You better hide, if my wife sees you, she will totally steal your earrings and run away. – the siblings laughed.

-          What?

-          Vicki, my wife …

-          I know her, I mean, I’ve seen her, she is very cute.

-          And beautiful too … - he winked – But she loves long and feather earrings and yours are both. So you better run.

While we were talking another person entered the restaurant from the hotel’s entrance. Talking on the phone. Jared waved him to join us.

-          We are all here! – Shannon said.

-          Working again? I toughed we are on a vacation.

The man looked at him confused.

-          You dare talk to me like this?

Tomo and Shannon laughed loudly, Tomo even hid behind on of the flower pots.

-          You? – he spoke again. – The so famous workaholic and perfectionist. You … dare ask me this!

At this point Tomo was sitting on the floor crying of laughter, and Shannon was sitting on the little couches with his helmet on, but I could hear him, laughing too. And I was stupidly staring at them talking.

-          Yes, Lallo, I am asking a friend, why he isn’t enjoying the vacation.

-          Aha … - he wasn’t amused.

I looked even more confused … and then it hit me!

-          This is … - Jared started, but when he saw me he stopped. – I get that you know who this is?

-          Alessandro Michele, the Gucci creative director and also your bff. – I blurred out.

-          Exactly! – Alessandro said and smiled warmly, shaking his head to greet me.

-          Christopher … leave my husband alone!

-          Jeez, Vicki, I hate when you are calling me like this. – he took his helmet off.

Ok … it gets weird now … the woman who just entered and shouted at Shannon, was Tomo’s wife … and Constance, walking behind her, searching for something in her huge bag. Vicki stayed besides Tomo, grabbing his shoulder, to lift him from the floor.

-          Wft … Oh my … ― she suddenly grabbed my face – I love them!

-          Run! – Tomo whispered. Vicki took her phone out of … I don’t know where, and took a picture of my earrings.

-          I can tell you where I got them from. – her eyes were now glued to me.

-          Tell me! – she demanded waving her hands, but in a playful way. – and no, the original was “teach me”, so technically this wasn’t marvelous joke.

I laughed. Did she just …

-          They are from the mall, not this one.. - I pointed out the direction, apparently a wrong one, because J held my hand and fixed it at the right direction, winking at me. – … right, not this one, the other one, on the second floor, it’s not a shop, like … workshop in the hallway.

-          Thank you sweetie, she kissed my cheek.

-          They will suite you fine, on your haircut, it will be visible.

-          I like her already! – she looked at Tomo.

-          Have anyone seen my keys?

-          Mom, not again!

-          Shannon Christopher Leto, it’s your favorite thing since a child to steal my keys!

He was obviously annoyed, and Jared was fast enough to cover my ears, finally letting go of my hand.  His big brother tapped his shoulder in “thank you” manner. And approached their mother, sneaking in the bag.

-          Found them! – Emma walked into the restaurant. – I took them by mistake.

-          See, it’s not my fault.

-          Yeah, it’s not his fault.

-          Jared Joseph … don’t make me give this poor girl the “let me tell you about their childhood” talk.

-          Poor move mom! – Shannon hugged her, and spun her around, to face Emma.

-          So … you weren’t joking when you said you were all here … ― I was still in shock.

-          I never joke!

-          Oh, Please!

-          Mother! – they both said, and we all laugh.

-          I didn’t get your name? – Jared asked, I barely managed to mumble it – Oh, an Angel, I can see the resemblance.

Behind his back his mom shacked her head, and smiled, rolling her eyes.

-          Mom, I can see you, you know.

-          Yeah I know.

-          We are late! – Emma said, checking on her iPad. – If you insist we can come again later.

-          Of course we will come again! I have to show my new best friend my new earrings! – Vicky winked at me, they all waved goodbye, Shannon even pinched my cheek, and they all left.

The afternoon was slow, I cleaned everything, polished the cutlery, folded the napkins … technically I did and fixed everything I could and it was only 17:30. “Seriously” I toughed. My co-workers, laughed at me all afternoon, saying Jared was here with his family, so they can say their opinion on me. The Hotel was empty, as they were booked all the rooms. It’s not a big hotel. So I had nothing to do.

Around 21:30 I was sitting watching “Sherlock” on the TV, when someone slowly opened the door.

-          Sweetie are you here? – it was Vicky.

-          Yes, here.

-          Look! – she posed, showering her new earrings.

-          They are awesome!

-          Right! Thanks for sharing the info! – she hugged me again. – At what time do you close?

-          In 30 minutes.

-          Cool, we are in room 43, all of us, it’s quite the place.

-          Yeah, recently they had a renovation on the 4-th floor, now 44 is in 43 too.

-          Aww … so that’s why it’s so big.

-          Yeah …

-          So, we are there, come when you are ready.

-          Oh …

-          No excuse! Jared is not taking “no” for an answer. And he can be very persuasive, believe me, it’s creepy sometimes. But it’s fine, we love him even like that. – she laughed.

-          No … I … I want to, but I am not allowed, if my bosses see me there I will be fired.

-          How will they know, we won’t tell.

-          There are cameras, in the hallways, and you are like super famous and important, and they are probably constantly watching, to make sure all your needs are satisfied.

-          Really …

-          Yeah …

-          Now what?

-          What now?

-          You better say you have a work tomorrow, something … personal, or university!

-          Why?

-          Because Jared will call your boss, and will demand you to be allowed to stay with us.

-          What?

-          Yes, that’s Jared.

I probably looked more shocked than I toughed.

-          No … no cruel intentions, he just likes to meet new people, and we all liked you, so now he wants to know you better. That’s what he does for a living, besides the band and the acting, mostly meeting new people is his thing.

-          Aha … well, I’ll thing of something. – she smiled – Thank you, and congratulations on your new earrings. Who got them for you? An admirer? Maybe a potential boyfriend?

-          My husband! – she whispered.

-          OMG! – we both cracked laughing.

-          You are here, perfect! Get your things, the party already started. – it was Jared. – Vicky? I know you miss … your friend, but don’t you have a husband to go to? – she hissed, and they both laughed. I swear this people have more inside jokes with each other than all the inside joked of all the people in the world combined.

Ok, that was it … I was going lie to Jared Leto … the person that I admire the most … that I can’t go to the party he is making in his room, although I was especially invited … wtf is wrong with me … besides the fat that I was still a collage student and needed this job, because of the money, and I couldn’t lie on my parent’s back because they retired already and are trying to leave peacefully … and I would probably, no most definitely get fired if I go, and I will be called names, because everyone will thing I slept with him … and will call me whore and slut ... but mostly, they will think poor of him, that he is doing this to his fans, and pretty young girls who are falling for him … I can’t miss being with him, I admire everything in him, not only his looks that’s WOW, but his gentle heart too, his personality, his soul, although he wouldn’t even remember I existed after he leaves the place but still ... what do I do … ???

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@diyunho @rhina988 @nikkitasevoli @auntiemama1 @wolfgirl1074 @jayded-reality @cadeathens ... what sould she do, help! What would you do? ... 

#30 Seconds To Mars #30 seconds to mars imagine #jared leto #shannon leto #tomo milicevic #mars imagine #imagine #my writing

[demon-animatronic]

Crowley Stories: Demon Boy

Short story based on this post I made at 1 AM last night: http://regularpsycho13.tumblr.com/post/164999732117/wtf-is-thisi-dont-even

Random OCs at the beginning with reader at the end. 

This is literally just a stupid thing I had to write so my mind would stop asking me to. 

Demon Boy - The Actual Story

A few years ago, Katie was still new to hunting along with a few of her friends. But they knew all they needed to know about certain monsters and how to kill them. One monster that wouldn’t leave her alone was the king of the crossroads, Crowley.

“C’mon kitten, I know you need a drink.” Crowley smiled, watching her on the other side of her living room.

“No. I’m not about to let you get me drunk and convince me to sell my soul.” Katie replied, rolling her eyes.

“I don’t want to have your soul…unless you really want to sell it to me. I just want to go out and have fun is all.” Crowley replied.

“She said ‘no.’ Now get out of here you damn demon! Before I stab you myself.” Her friend, Jenny, said as she came into the room.

“I know you want me, darling. Why not give me a chance?” Crowley asked, ignoring Jenny.

“Because I DON’T want you!” Katie lied.

“Crowley, last warning.” Jenny said, taking a blade out.

“Urg fine…” Crowley rolled his eyes. “See you later, love.”

With that, he disappeared.

“God I don’t get what he wants with me.” Katie rubbed her face.

“Probably your soul.” Jenny replied. “He needs to go find a new one to bother already.”

“Tell me about it.” Katie sighed. Truth is, Katie DID want to spend time with him. But she knew what her friends and other hunters would think. Besides, he’s a demon that could very easily play her like a fool.

So every time Crowley came and asked her about going out, she would say ‘no’ when in reality, she wanted to be with him.

After months of trying, being rejected and threatened by Katie and her friends, and clearly not getting anywhere, Crowley eventually stopped going to her place and left her alone.

That is until five years later. Now she’s a skilled hunter but living alone since her friends got relationships and are busy with them when they aren’t working on a case.

As Katie turned to leave the house for a bit, she was surprised to see Crowley, now with a beard, standing there and staring at her.

“Crowley?” She muttered, surprised to see him.

“Hello kitten.” Crowley smiled.

“What…What are you doing here?” She asked, feeling her stomach flutter with butterflies when he said her old pet name.

“Just wanted to give you a little update on me…” Crowley now grinned.

“What kind of a update?” She asked, curiously.

“Just that…” He took a few steps towards her, noting how she wasn’t getting a blade or anything out. “…I’m the new King of Hell.” He was now right in front of her and whispered the last part into her ear before leaving.

“What….” Katie mumbled. “…No way….”

Katie quickly grabbed her phone and called up her friends, who proceeded to tell her that they already knew and that he may be more powerful nowadays so she should be careful.

“I don’t get it…why would he come and tell me THAT!?” Katie asked Jenny.

“Hell if I know. Maybe he still wants your soul.” Jenny suggested.

“Right…surely he’s more powerful now so could it of been a threat? Since I never went out with him a few years ago?” Katie asked.

“Maybe.” Jenny shrugged. “Just keep a weapon on you at all times.”

“I always do.” Katie replied before saying goodbye.

She dropped the phone and sat down on the couch with a huff. Now she DID need a drink. Deciding that’s what she’ll do, she grabbed some weapons and her car keys before heading to the nearest bar.

There, she asked the bartender for the strongest thing they had and that she needed it.

“Stressed out?” Crowley asked, sitting beside her.

“No.” Katie banged her head on the counter. “Why are you here?”

“Just drinking with my friend, (Y/N). And no she isn’t a demon.” Crowley chuckled.

“Ahh…so you’re Katie, right?” You asked.

“Yes…how do you know?” Katie looked up to see you point to Crowley from the other side of him. “You…told her about me?”

“Yep.” Crowley nodded and checked his phone. “I need to take this…”

The girls watched as Crowley stepped outside the building.

“So… you knows he’s a…” Katie trailed off.

“Demon? King of Hell to be exact? Yep. And I’m a hunter myself.” You said, sipping some of your beer. “You aren’t bothered by him?” Katie asked.

“Nah.” You shook his head.

“But what about your friends? Or other hunters?” She asked and you shrugged carelessly.

“Sam and Dean are disappointed but they know I can watch out for myself and if I do need their help, they’ll be at my side within seconds.” You said.

“Oh….the Winchesters…” She mumbled.

“Hm hmm.” You hummed with a smile.

“Well…” Katie started. “To tell you the truth, I always did like him but I was afraid of what he would do…being a demon and all…not to mention my friends and their disapproval…”

“Sucks.” You said. “You really missed out.”

“What do you mean?” Katie asked.

“Had you given him a chance, you would’ve seen that he isn’t a normal demon.” You replied.

“Yeah he’s the King of Hell and was King of the Crossroads. What does it matter?” Katie questioned.

“Not what I meant. He isn’t like other demons because I can see the heart he still has inside.” You replied, taking another sip of your beer.

“He still has a heart?” Katie asked, surprised to hear that.

“Yeah.” You stated. “If you gave him a chance, you would’ve seen the kind of man that demon could be. Especially if you’re super close and he really cares about you. Hell, he may just save your life if you’re close enough.”

“No way…” Katie said, amazed.

“You’re lost.” You said, not trying to sound mean. “Now we’re more than just good friends.”

“Yeah…guess I did miss out.” She frowned. “But aren’t you the slightest bit worried about him turning on you?”

“Nope. I had known him long enough to know he wouldn’t do that and from I heard about you, you never gave him a chance to prove that he can be a really good friend.” You replied.

“No…and I regret it now…” She said, rubbing her head with her hand.

“I’m back, darlings.” Crowley said behind you.

“Awesome.” You smiled as he sat back down in-between you.

“Crowley? I’m seriously sorry for not confessing my feelings towards you before. Are you willing to try again?” Katie asked, unable to take the two of you being cute together.

“Sorry but you should’ve thought of that five years ago.” Crowley smiled as Katie burst into tears and ran out.

“Okay that was mean.” You said. “Granted I was a little mean too but you could’ve rejected her more gently.” Crowley thought for a moment before shrugging.

“Like I said, she should’ve thought about her feelings more five years ago instead of trying to take me from you now. Especially since I’m actually happy with you. Now, finish up your drink so I can get you back to the bunker before the boys notice you’re gone.” Crowley said and you nodded.

“Okay.” You shrugged. Though you did turn back every once in a while to see if that girl had come back in. She did.

But she was just watching you from afar. Clearly still upset about how the whole thing turned out. Just to torment her, Crowley put a hand under your chin and leaned your head in his direction to kiss you on the lips. Staring in her direction as he kissed you.

#Supernatural #Crowley #Mark Sheppard