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sammrz320 · 8 months

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I honestly feel like the world would be much happier without me.

I don't bring smiles, inspirations, or meaning to other people. All I give out is just disgust, pity, ignorance, and many other negative feelings.

I'm nothing, and I'll always be nothing...

The only thing I'm good at in life is giving up, and not even a single soul would ever notice me falling off the radar, like I'm never noticed walking amongst others.

Suicide may be the only peace I've got, because love is a straight up lie and fiction, and every breath I take brings more pain to me.

#bullshit rambling #suicide boost #struggling #suffering #unwanted and hated #that sums me up perfectly #life only brings more problems and no solutions

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tarlosmalec · 10 months

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Fanfics on AO3 are very well tagged these days. You see barely a few authors (mostly amateurs) who don’t tag their works. Most of the time, if there are no tags, then there are summaries and warnings listed in the author notes.

So if you’re reading a well-tagged work and going to comment shit about it, don’t. You know what you’re going to find in there. If it’s not something you like, just leave.

Don’t harass those authors, man. These platforms are just creative outlets to most of them, an escape from their realities. A lot of times, these are the things that keep them going. Don’t be an asshole about it.

Don’t like, don’t engage. It really is that simple.

If you’re really brimming with hate that much, find some other ways to let it out. Idk, maybe smash a plate, pick up a sport, whatever. Just don’t hate on people for doing what they can to keep going while not harming others.

Damn, but the audacity people have here to put others down like that. Yikes.

#fandom hate #fanfiction #fanfic #ao3 #ao3 writer #authors deserve better than your unwanted bullshit #supernatural #destiel #teen wolf #sterek #harry potter #drarry #sherlock holmes #johnlock #stop fandom hate #stop bullying #fanfic author appreciation day

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treedecor · 2 years

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I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. How am I supposed to be happy in a place I so clearly don't belong

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syl-stormblessed · 10 months

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brb just gotta go scream about how Ianthe was so focused on the fact that she was Ianthe Tridentarius that she failed to realize when she stopped being Ianthe Tridentarius entirely and became Ianthe Naberius instead

#tamsyn muir is so sick and twisted #i hate her so much #i would pay her a bajillion dollars if it meant that i could read alecto the ninth right now #vin speaks #the locked tomb #tlt #the unwanted guest spoilers #tug spoilers #ianthe tridentarius #the unwanted guest #nona the ninth #alecto the ninth #nona the ninth spoilers

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vengeful-horde-of-angry-ghosts · 10 months

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I AM VINDICATED! GIDEON IS NAIVE AND NOT USED TO PEOPLE AND A TOTAL DUMBASS BUT SHE IS NOT STUPID!!!

#gideon is not a himbo she just acts like one #smart gideon is a hill i will die on because i hate the gideon is a himbo thing so much because it's blatantly false #himbos don't use words like crepuscular and penumbral #making her into a nice dumb himbo does her character a great disservice because she is at her core good while still being a spiteful asshol #tagging every gideon is not a himbo tag I've ever used #i will die on this hill #but Pal has my back #and Pal is scary smart #just like Harrow and Ianthe #so it means something when he says it #tlt #gideon nav #kiriona gaia #kiriona my beloved #the unwanted guest spoilers #the unwanted guest #angry ghost thoughts

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sleeplessdreamer14 · 3 months

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Secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought. Maybe I just wanna be yours, I wanna be yours, I wanna be yours.

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I spotted an opportunity and I seized it

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im-permanently-damaged · 2 years

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nonagesimeows · 9 months

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The saint of ew

#i hate her so much <-lying #the locked tomb #tlt #tlt fanart #the locked tomb fanart #ianthe the first #ianthe tridentarius #ianthe naberius #the unwanted guest

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silently-screaming-insidee · 2 years

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What's the point in talking anymore no one listens to me anyway 😕

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locked-in-the-tomb · 5 months

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A Theory (or, Jod help me, I'm yanthy posting again)

As per always, I've been pondering the implications of The Unwanted Guest and what it might mean for Ianthe in atn. And I've come to a realization.

(Major spoilers for Nona the Ninth and The Unwanted Guest to follow.)

It's been a hot minute since I've reread htn, but from what I recall, Ianthe generally presents as femme and seems to push "femme-ness" on women in general, to the point that she manipulates Harrow's body so her hair grows out and there's an entire scene in which she dolls up Harrow in preparation for the big lyctor dinner party.

But then in ntn, we see Ianthe: 1. Is strutting around 100% of the time in a uniform that could be described as either gender neutral or literally masculine 2. Is calling herself a "prince" (recall that Naberius Tern was a prince) 3. Has literally renamed herself Ianthe Naberius (a female and male name shoved together, among other things)

(Another detail I want to mention from htn: Ianthe's eye is color constantly changing, showing how she is struggling to assimilate Babs.)

Moving on the The Unwanted Guest, we see Ianthe taking on anonymous dueling opponents and criticizing their form, then recounting Naberius' duel with Gideon as though she were present (she was not).

Now, consider this in light of the other lyctors, who lived for thousands of years without noticing themselves taking on characteristics of their cavaliers or recognizing it happening in the others. You'd think if a lyctor generally started virtually transforming into their cavalier as quickly as Ianthe, somebody would have picked up on that by now, right?

Now consider the one thing that makes Ianthe different from every other lyctor in the series: she ate her cavalier's soul against his will.

My theory is that Naberius is trying to take control of Ianthe. They are a house divided against itself. I think in atn Ianthe is going to be torn apart (maybe literally??) by the division in her soul. Hell, maybe we'll even see Babs take over for a scene. They are already a half-dead Frankensteinian wreck of a human being. Even though Ianthe is far from the worst (in terms of committing large-scale atrocities) character in the series, I think she is going to end up suffering one of the nastiest fates. Because for her, after a lifetime of trying to find a way to prove her worth, losing herself forever is the worst thing that could happen. Ianthe can't prove that she's better than everyone if there is no Ianthe! Ianthe Tridentarius is gone. (Long live İ̵̧̡̛̤̟̗̟͈̼̻̰̺͉̺̂̏͐͆͗͂͊͝ă̴͔̞̺̥͕̗͚͗̏̿̍̏̈́̎̏͊̆͑̚͠ṋ̴͕͕͕̥̰͓͖̬̪̖͖̩͙͗͜t̸̖̘̓̈́͜h̵̛̪͙̯͚͙̲͕̫͓͙̪̽̓̓̆̏̂̒̀e̸̡̛̫͙̩̭̼̙̤̱̪̩̦͇͑͒̂̈́̆̀̐̑̄͜͜͠ ̸͎̣̫̹̱̦̯̘̥̞͌N̵̢̨̢̛̬͉͖̰̖͈̝̦͗́̈̀̈́́̄̕͝͠ͅą̸̧̢̡̩̼̯̯̻͎̯͔̻̺͗̿̽̒̉̑͂̀̋̾̔͐́͘͝b̵̨͎̪͖͍̙̮̎̓̽̾́̉͂ę̷̩̻̼̼̙̯̭̩̘̳̖̅͗͐̍͘͜r̸͕̲̘͚̘̮̙̺̟͙̐͛̏̎̔͛̂̌̓̈́̐̿͆͌̏i̴̠͙̗͎̣̻̽̃͐̇̚͜ư̷̛͙͔͉̅̀͂̎̉͠s̶͙̤̗̻̫̹̯̞̦͔͛͑̌̃̒̏̊̊͌̉̆̄́̕).

Basically, we're going to find out what happens to someone who consumes a soul against that person's will. And it isn't going to be pretty.

#ianthe naberius #ianthe tridentarius #naberius tern #the locked tomb #the locked tomb spoilers #the unwanted guest spoilers #the unwanted guest #atn speculation #the locked tomb series #who cares about babs?#ianthe would hate me for how much pity i feel for her #she can handle worship terror even hatred #but pity would break her #sorry babe #you're the universe's chew toy #you'll never rise above second best

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skeletoninthemelonland · 24 days

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never lay down in bed right after eating. don't think about staying on your phone for nearly two hours in that position. don't sleep either. acid reflux is real and i hate that guy

#uhhhh eat healthy and drink water etc etc #yknow. the exhausting but healthy things we gotta do to keep our silly billy bodies workin #i hate how this adds up to anxious thoughts djsfjdsbhjqklfehpiJADAASFGHJIOPA #i tried drawing today but it felt so draining and pointless #the floods + university strike + the cold + lack of routine + overall anxious thoughts but ig everyone is going through it too #i'm just glad my house is not under water now. my pets and things are all here and i do have blankets to warm myself with #but damn.#when your mind is not occupied with the routine it starts bothering you with unwanted thoughts #and it's not good when everyone else at home is going through the same stress #it feels just as hopeless and stressful as it was during the covid pandemic #in a way we are 'under quarantine' and isolated. unsure if it's gonna directly affect our lives.#i heard the water levels are rising quickly and people are coming in seeking public shelters...#lol idk how this went from acid reflux back to the floods. see that it's def something we can't stop worrying about rn.#what if i wake up with water on my ankles tomorrow? the videos we saw showed the water coming in so fast it's fucking scary #there was no way to just pack everything and move before it got worse.#starbstalks

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tsaun · 7 months

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I watch way too many rom coms. I think it started because I don't believe in love, or at least I don't believe in love for me. Love is what happens to other people. It's reserved for books and movies and TV and poetry, not a guy like me who dreams more than he lives. Love is reserved for the doers, and I'm certainly not a doer. So I'll live vicariously through some characters on a page or a screen, and I'll dream. Because that's as close as I'll ever get to love in this lifetime.

#feeling unloved #unlovable #unwanted #nobody cares #tw depressing thoughts #why #i hate this #i feel alone #unrequited affection #never been chosen #never asked

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felizusnavidad · 26 days

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yesterday he winked at me twice & today he smiled at me with the cutest smile i've ever seen

#i wanna kill him #this guy is the biggest trouble i swear to god #the worst thing is that i am not immune to this smile #and i hate myself for that #but sincerely can you hear me?*#the unwanted delivery guy*

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askunwantedguestnarrator · 9 days

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Tell me a joke

Yourself.

#the narrator tsp #the stanley parable #the stanley parable narrator #tsp #tsp narrator #the narrator #the stanley parable unwanted guest #unwanted guest au tsp #ug!au #(NO HATE TOWARDS YOU POOKIE HES JUST A JERK)#(MWAMWA I LOVE YA)