#vent post 2!

[h0neyfreak]

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#vent post 2! #because if I don’t put it here I might make an actual post about it #but I genuinely forgot how much the pro/anti brainrot makes me want to scoop out my eyeballs #the self righteous Um Actually depiction is not endorsement posts are just as bad #as all the #captions should have slurs and that gay dad game should rewrite for me posts #why are none of you capable of engaging with nuance I’m gonna scream #like can we all agree that JK Rowling writing a series where a male serial killer #dresses as a woman to murder people. might actually have some connection to her real life politics #and also that that situation is radically different from a 14 year old using the same premise in their fan fiction #i am just so tired of seeing this rich and enduring questions of the human experience and expression #reduced to pithy gotcha posts as if some 28 year old terminally online poster #has the answers and we’re all morons for not falling in line

[hai-nae]

meant to post these sketches a few days ago? a week? but, well, life.

#red dead redemption 2 #my art #my fics #arthur morgan #rdr #rdr2 #rdr2 fanart #young arthur morgan #and a wee little hs of wolf!arthur #today is the first day of the last 3 ive gotten to eat more than a single meal a day #my bp dropped at work n since it was a vision black out i had to post up in the friggin stall like batman on a ceiling so i didnt fall #which sucks since i have a manual labor job but luckily i didnt reach the shakin stage just kept gettin the dots n focus static #been sleepin n readin to avoid attention on hunger pains since i had no energy for drawin #finally got to have dinner last night since we got some money and i gotta say i dont miss the feelin of chokin on food i wanted so bad #man i love tags most ppl dont read em n i get some catharsis to vent in em

[ghoulcourier]

“We need more complex female characters.”

Y’all can’t even handle Barbara Howard (fotv).

“She never loved her family.”

Yeah, that why she tried to get her family into a good vault and fought so hard to do so. Yeah, she is part of the people that dropped the bomb, and yes she loved her family. That’s a complex character.

“Why didn’t she stop the bombs?”

Idk if we watched the same show, or if you missed the VERY OBVIOUS SHADOWY MASTERMIND IN THE WINGS. During the board members meeting, we see Barb look up at the observation room for the room they are in to see someone. Then she makes the bomb suggestion. It’s very obvious that even though she is working w them the dropping of the bombs is bigger than she is.

“Well, why are Janey and Cooper out and about when the bombs drop?”

I would usually wait till season 2 to get an answer for this but I’ll throw my hat in the ring for a guess. It was probably his weekend, and I doubt Barb knew exactly when everything would go down. I don’t think many Americans did which is why the intro to Fo4 is the way it is. Cooper probably rushed Janey to the vault. Janey, though she experienced the bomb, did in fact have a spot in the vault. It is assumed, otherwise Cooper would just be asking Hank/Henry about his wife, only. He asks about his family. Janey was probably allowed in, but Cooper’s betrayal of Vault Tec was probably the reason he lost his spot. Barb, freshly divorced, was probably not allowed to save him OR let him into vault. And even if she did leave him outside, he just betrayed her. He JUST divorced her.

If the birthday party scene is anything to go by, Cooper just put Barb’s entire reputation under fire. At Her Job. The same job that is allowing her safety, why would she let him stay in the vault at the risk of maybe losing her own spot and that of her daughter’s…?

Barb Howard is a complex character, don’t slander her just because she gets in the way of your ship. Y’all do the same with Maximus. The ghoul is my fave but with all the Barb and Max slander I need a g*n to defend them.

#fallout #fallout prime #cooper howard #barb howard #janey howard #the ghoul #nobody wants to use their media literacy skills anymore #lucy maclean #and its the same reylo ass yt ppl doing this #can’t believe we have a reylo 2 canon event #artificier.txt #vent post

[autisticdreamdrop]

autism regression needs to be talked about more.

you can lose so many skills. lose the ability to mask. lose the ability to control stimming. lose the ability to use motor functions. lose the ability to take care our yourself.

it's so hard.. it's so scary.. we just got able to write again and it's so bad. you can come out of regression, you can gain skills back in some areas or all areas affected but it's so hard and you can always be forced back. it's not fair.

#group post #autism #autistic #asd #actually autism #actually autistic #autie #autism spectrum disorder #regession #autism regression #level 2 autism #autism level 2 #level 2 autistic #masking #unmasking #motor skills #vent #mid support needs #mid support needs autistic #high support needs #high supprort needs autistic #mid to high support needs #mid to high support needs autistic

[ninadove]

So. There’s this show I really hate.

I didn’t even want to watch it, but I was forced to sit through literally all of it because my parents liked it for some reason that completely eludes me. Not only is the plot catastrophically bad and the characters inconsistent — it’s also very, very misogynistic in essence. Just thinking about it now makes me want to chew on the writing team’s bones.

I genuinely have nothing good to say about this show.

So. Do you know how many posts I uploaded to the corresponding tags?

ZERO (0)

Because there’s no point in spending energy on a thing I hate so passionately, and even less in ruining it for other people.

Don’t get me wrong — it’s OK to point out irregularities in writing, and to talk about specific aspects of a story that upset you. But uploading dozens of posts about how you Hate The Thing, Analysing The Thing Is Pointless, Everyone Who Worked On The Thing Is Stupid, and Everyone Who Loves The Thing Is Delusional, is maybe not the genius take you think it is.

It doesn’t make you smarter than everyone else. It just makes you boring.

#This post was written in defense of #miraculous ladybug #Which is getting INSANE amounts of hate right now #But it also applies to #rwby #Especially to RWBY actually #Considering the nature of the criticism around the show #At least: #1. Tag your salt posts #2. Stay off other people’s posts #3. AND ASK BOX apparently this needed to be specified #It’s just politeness at this point #anti rwde #vent

[actual-changeling]

I hope it turns out that Maggie is "just" a human. I hope it turns out that there is absolutely nothing supernatural or occult or celestial or whatnot about her, fuck, I hope it turns out it's NINA instead.

Fuck, I'm trying very hard not to be frustrated and upset, but I am. I am because it's been over a month and people are still taking Maggie's clearly neurodivergent, and more specifically autistic, behaviour and twist it into "oh look no normal human is like this she's so creepy she must be a demon or an angel" like are you LISTENING to yourselves?

YES she talks differently sometimes, yes she's emotional, yes she did ONE FUCKING SPELLING MISTAKE while she was literally sobbing her eyes out. People are like that, you know. People that don't drink and that didn't go to parties and don't socialize well exist. I'm that person.

I had absolutely ZERO thoughts about Maggie being a celestial because to me, she isn't weird. There is nothing off about her. She's like me, I felt SEEN, I felt recognized and acknowledged.

The worst part is that people LOVE headcanoning Muriel or Aziraphale or Crowley as autistic but as soon as it's not something people can either infantilize or twist into something else, they hate it. Muriel gets praised for the same traits that have people calling Maggie a villain.

Can we stop doing that? Can we stop taking people who are weird or visibly disabled or different and shoving them into the non-human box? Do you have any idea how dehumanizing that is for people who are like those characters?

We had canonically non-binary characters this season that are human, so why, and please fucking tell me WHY, is it impossible in your minds to have disabled humans around? Why does anyone slightly weird have to be a supernatural being?

Just because Maggie's behaviour isn't played off as a joke? Because she is allowed to be a middle-aged, lesbian autistic woman? Because you cannot infantilize her like you can with Muriel?

Please tell me because I don't fucking know.

#alex talks good omens #good omens #good omens season 2 #maggie good omens #maggie and nina #literally i am so fucking tired of this i cant #if anyone tries to start shit they'll be blocked #vent post #fucking hell #im so tired of the casual ableism people don't even know they're playing into

[blitzwhore]

It's always fun experiencing severe mental illness symptoms because of fiction, eh?

#helluva boss #Stolitz #helluva boss spoilers #helluva spoilers #I feel like I've finally managed to stabilise myself #Which is impressive. It's taken less than 24h. Thank you therapy #Last time a fandom left me emotionally in shambles (the last of us 2) it took me days to overcome the anxiety #Anyway the reason I'm talking about this is to hopefully give some visibility to the fact that this kind of thing can happen #When you struggle with mental illness #I'm not posting to vent or because I need help or anything! I'm fine! #But I do want others to know that it's okay if you're not fine because of something fictional you really care about and you're not alone #This is your reminder to think back to techniques that have helped you handle anxiety before if you're feeling shaken or on edge now #You got this!!!

[strrwbrrryjam]

i honestly think the reason why i and so many others connected with rdr2 so much is because, outside of the heartbreak, destruction and devastation, it's just, pure escapism.

if you don't play missions (missions the game doesn't force) most of the time it's just you, your horse and the great outdoors, you can spend your time fishing, gathering herbs, you can spend your swimming, camping in a field of flowers, sketching the fauna that you can find, you can go so long without interacting with anyone, it's nice, it's peaceful, it's, to me, perfect escapism.

its a game where i can live out my ideal fantasy of simply being free, at least for a while, something that isn't possible for me in real life, it isn't possible for me to simply up and leave, to explore and live life by myself, i have responsibilities, i have a future i need to work towards (no matter how hard it is to do so), so the next best thing for me to simply take a break, is red dead redemption 2.

#did i just turn my vent post into an appreciation post for rdr2? yes #idk. im tired n its true #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #strawberry speaks

[yurimage]

Now that it's Disability Pride Month, anyone who makes obnoxious diabetes jokes along the lines of "diabetes in a cup" or similar jokes personally owes me at least $10 okay thank you much love ^_^

Same goes for the people who immediately tell me about how much they would hate their life if they had to inject themselves with needles everyday like I do after I tell them I'm diabetic, your comment is not helpful or insightful! :3

Oh and people who ask me for the in depth medical definition on type 1 diabetes owe AT LEAST $30, I'm not your personal medical dictionary

#this turned more so into a snarky vent post but idc #you guys would not believe the shit I hear on a daily basis #I've encountered actual medical professionals who say these things to me #I've had hospital trips where my nurse didn't actually understand the difference between type 1 and type 2 #this shit is insane #I can't believe I actually put up with this daily and don't just start killing #zelle.txt #disability pride month #type 1 diabetes

[mortysmith]

In theory i like the idea that rick is growing and developing as a person. In practice it ends up falling short though, because no one balances him out. rick is getting better while no one else is getting worse, and it causes the whole thing to end up feeling a bit stale. The biggest draw, at least for me, has always been rick and morty's shitty dynamic, but it barely exists anymore because rick has been so watered down.

The ideal solution is literally just to make morty into a bigger asshole. Essentially flipping the main characters' personalities would offer a wide variety of conflict into the show, and would also help keep it "fresh".

Instead it feels the writers are pretending that they can't possibly do anything with morty's character, that they have to keep him the same anxious idiot he was in season one. I've said this before, but it's incredibly frustrating to watch the show have no problem with expanding rick's character while struggling with keeping morty's heavily stagnated characterization consistent. Where rick has space to develop between multiple seasons, morty is constantly forced into one of two boxes (smart/stupid) depending on the episode.

#rick and morty #again i dont hate ricks therapy arc i just hate that morty doesnt have a parallel AntiTherapy arc #not to mention how. even if morty IS more bitter it usually only lasts for like an episode #there is no smooth progression or development. the show is just ping ponging between him being an idiot vs him being capable #this is why im sooooooososososo badly hoping the roy machine comes into play again. #otherwise this is genuinely offensive treatment of a main character #genuinely at the moment i feel like fandom understands morty better than the writers. #this is a half vent post to be honest im just so tired of the rick bias within the staff. Like make. a new show at this point #i also have thoughts on the way rick has been written these past few seasons and um . #well it feels lile fans are in the writers room and im afraid this is a negative. it sort of seems like the show is trying to- #sweep ricks past actions and behaviors under the rug #as if he isnt literally the worst person ever. up until recently i guess. #like its just frustrating seeing mortys abuse being handled so haphazardly? like the s5 2 crows episode #it just feels like the writers are trying to fill out a checklist instead of writing them as people. #“what we had was abusive dont you see?” who talks like this #okay im over it(lying) #rick sanchez #morty smith

[emberglowfox]

closing time

#you know situation's dire when sparks breaks out the color block sona vent art LOOOOOOOL #sparks speaks #vent #again to all my new-ish followers i do post stuff like this from time 2 time PLEASE block one of those tags if you don't want to see it #long post #edit: fine to rb idgas #ummm NEway. i go back to college in like a month and the thought of it makes me want to curl up and die. idk if i can do it again tbh lol #i dont know how i survived the first time #<- LYING he does. and it was by letting the dissociation he is currently bitching about swallow him completely #if i really committed and tried i could probably claw my way out of this. but there's really no point when i'll just fall back into it soon #the forgetting my entire life does suck though. it does suck. #its really cool learning you've lost the only thing you thought you couldn't lose. #anyways. i'm fine im chillin i just. needed to get this out #if youre reading this preciate you. drink water

[coffee-bat]

ngl i finished season 4 but i'm still sooo fucking irrationally angry abt how jon was treated by everyone in it

he's one of the 4 people who literally save the world, and he ends up in a coma for 6 months from his injuries, and then everyone is unhappy that he wakes up and they tell him straight up

he first tries to no-anaesthetic amputate his own finger, then gets 2 ribs torn out, just to save one person (who tried to kill him), then spends 3 days trapped underground and probably gets his shit crushed (he's audibly in pain there?), just to save her, and when it's done not only does noone make sure he's okay but i'm pretty sure he doesn't even get a thank you

he gets stabbed, and once again noone even makes sure he's okay or helps him

he's forced to starve himself, then not only does everyone yell at him when he acts out because he's literally starving, but they also want to use him to do things that actively make him hungrier

there's more but god every interaction he had in this season made me feel violent

#its 2:40 am. fuck it. vent post #i know some of the characters realistically have explanations for the behaviour but fucking hell im not sure if i can have sympathy for them #like hoooly shit ok youre stuck in a situation you dont likebut that doesnt mean you should be allowed to take it out on the guy going- #-through unspeakable trauma who didnt even cause your problems like you claim he did. ughh #ramble #tma #the magnus archives #tma spoilers #tma season 4 #jonathan sims #im not tagging the other characters bc i dont want their stans getting angry at me :/

[ohhalazia]

ʏᴏᴜ'ᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛ ᴍᴇ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴄʜᴏᴋᴇʜᴏʟᴅ

☆ seonghwa in wonderland symphony no. 9 vs ’chokehold’ by sleep token ☆

#ateez #seonghwa #park seonghwa #ateez edits #ateez gifs #my gifs #reposting this from like 2 months ago because i realized the ability to find my tagged posts was turned off #anyway please be nice i havent made gifs for tumblr in years #and this sets deeply personal aaaa does this count as vent? maybe

[poopyboiman]

I hate putting people on blast but I already said multiple times that I don't want people reposting my art, not only did this person repost it but they didn't even credit me

whoever you are please take it down or at the very least credit me

#i've had a very shitty week and this just made me loose it #im fucking furious #dont go harras this person #DON'T REPOST MY FUCKING ART #tf2 #team fortress 2 #art theft #vent post

[spiralhigh]

this is like a year old and super out of character bc i only drew it to blow off steam but i still like how it came out so

#a lot of people are tagging this as bpd which is funny considering this is vent art and that’s a disorder i don’t have #this post is about being schizospec and not being able to relate to people and so seeing love as something reserved for objects/concepts #and being autistic and obsessive leading to a ravenous desire to hyperanalyze and pick apart those things #and consequently not wanting to put a living feeling human being through that dehumanizing version of love #that’s why it says ‘’something’’ and not ‘’someone’’ #it is specifically NOT about being extremely attached to people. it’s about the opposite #anyway. #edit: AND FOR FUCK’S SAKE THIS IS NOT ABOUT BEING A ‘’YANDERE’’!!!!!! #nagito komaeda #komahina #kamukoma #(i guess it could be any komaeda ship but those were the ones i intended) #(and even then not really cause again. this is pretty out of character or at least a major oversimplification of komaeda's character LOL) #anyway #danganronpa #super danganronpa 2 #sdr2 #danganronpa 2 goodbye despair #tab draws

[the-sleeping-idiot]

... don't mind me.... just a little vent.

#art #drawing #clip studio pro #sketch #team fortress 2 #tf2 #tf2 spy #vent #vent post #angst #sleepingidiot