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blusthings · 2 months

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i'm tired

i'm tired, i have been for a while. it's hard and i can't really begin to describe the shit im going through. i cry every night, i cry at the smallest inconvenience. i can't lie, can't tell my parents, can't support myself financially, can't move out, don't have a job, don't have friends or family, don't have a car or any means of transportation, i can't get around to even escape and refresh.

this is what i signed up for, i know. but i'm tired

#lou rambles #vent shit #i feel trapped somehow #i need therapy man

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toodetudpimedas · 4 months

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I want to create something worthwhile. Something I could be proud of. To put all my love for a character into the art.

There are so many feelings I cannot fully express.

I feel trapped.

#vent shit

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voidsquidd · 2 months

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Yeah it's fine to lie to me again, keep fucking lying I don't mind what's even the point anyway

FUCKING LYING BITCH

#vent kinda #vent post #vent shit #tw vent

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blueseaprincessa · 8 months

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My ass brain tells me that I am probably not enough and I am boring rp partner.

#zizzy rambling #OOC #vent shit #sorry sometimes i need it

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traveling-madness · 8 months

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Not at all insane that i have to structure going out to dinner or getting takeout around whether or not I work the next day because I Know it's going to make me sick and unable to move much so I plan that around my days off. I have a normal functioning human body.

#non-movie bables #vent shit #we found another thing to test me for but im like #so tired #and now i have the chronic illnesses equivalent of sneezing and nobody saying bless you so the devil gets into my soul #so even if i stop sneezing (being sick as fuck) she'll still be there

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i-am-iron-man-3000 · 8 months

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One of my friends mentioned the other day that she vents to her parents and me and the rest of our friend groups were in disbelief like “HOW DO YOU VENT TO THEM?!?!?!?!” but the again my friend group is 90% Alphabet Mafia members who are still in the closet and picking out their wardrobe lol

#i-am-iron-man-3000 #lol #friends #vent shit #parents #lgbt #alphabet mafia #gay shit #lgtbqia+#pride #omg #lgbtqplus #lgbtqai #lgbtqia #lgbtq #lgtbiq #lgtbq community #lgtbtq #lgtbi #lesbian

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paperandpencilsandskips · 2 years

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I hate crushes, why am I sitting in a bakery thinking about all the things i could do with my crushes and also making bread and sighing all the time lol

I am literally just so boring lmao

#vent shit

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vilea777 · 1 month

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sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

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worthless-mess · 7 months

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"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

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actuallymagsdump · 7 months

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#actually bpd #bpd #bpd blog #bpd feels #bpd mood #bpd shit #bpd thoughts #bpd problems #bpd stuff #bpd vent

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s17s17 · 20 days

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Getting to spend an ungodly amount on pot to drown out myself for even longer to endure waiting after losing all the rest of my life so far to waiting. Hurry up and wait for a situation I probably won't survive, but if I don't go I die anyways. Great.

#mine #vent shit #drug mention #I didn't have enough saved when I got cut from work so now it's just time #I can't do anything on this side and I can't reach the other side without enough money to make a certain series of steps #and it's fucking frustrating to see them so close but be held back where I just have to keep quiet and nice #best part is being off work and on drugs means I've got fewer people than ever #the handful I did deal with are pretty well gone #the main person I see on a regular basis is still the one responsible for keeping me down #therapy post your way through that bullshit

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voidsquidd · 3 months

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//TW// Suicide + self harm + eating disorders + abuse

-MASSIVE VENT-

Things are so bad rn omg, I hate that I feel this way at all, ik it's bad and ik it's only my fault

I don't have to be there for them, I don't have to deal with all of their fucking issues but if I don't then I feel like anything bad that happens is my own fault. And bad things do happen when I'm not there to help them. Sometimes I feel like I can't actually let them be alone for a day becuz I'm sure by the end of the day they'll be about ready to kts, and that has happened before.

We didn't talk for maybe a day and they almost offed them self in that day and almost relapsed into multiple different things, it was horrible and it was my fault for not being there to comfort them for a single fucking day. I love them but I legit can't do this, I'm not going to be able to be there for them as much as they need. I've already done so much, skipped school and missed out on hanging with friends becuz they were struggling, or even just outta paranoia that something bad would happen. Hell I can't even take a bath without worrying any more becuz ofc some shit happened while I was having a bath and now I'm scared to leave them for that long without being able to check on them

I wake up I check on them, I get ready and I'm always checking thru their messages that I missed to see what they say and they almost always say something bad, I go to school and I think about them and then at break I check on them and then I do the same at lunch, once I get outta school I check on them and look at the messages I've missed. They consume every single one of my thoughts

And then they lied to me, they fucking hid things. I stood up for them and said that the whole time I've known them, they've only lied once, but turns out they had been lying the whole time I knew them, they had been hiding shit from me and then got angry with themselves when they couldn't recover while actively triggering themself and bitching bout calories, like idk maybe ur not getting better becuz ur on about trying to drop to 200 becuz u used to be able to and apparently 500 is too much for u now, so sorry the amount I eat daily is for fat ppl, and maybe ur not getting better becuz ur counting the cals of individual mushrooms. If u wanted to get better then why are u doing this, and why are u hiding it from me, why didn't u tell me, why did u say u were fine when u were thinking about killing urself and why did u say ur sh wasn't tht bad when it was, when it kept bleeding, when it was infected. And u still didn't go to a doctor for u infected cuts. And why did u say that about me? I can't look at myself anymore, I feel like my body triggers ppl but u triggered me and now I wanna starve more than ever, if u hide things and say horrible shit on secret accounts I can do the same, and I'm gonna fucking starve myself more than ever, I'm gonna go days without eating, will my body trigger u then? U won't fucking know becuz u don't have this app

They won't go to the doctor for their head injuries either, they should've months ago but always found a reason not to and now the wounds healed and they've probably got fucking brain damage, the doctors won't find shit and they'll just keep getting hurt and losing brain cells each time.

Its like they don't wanna get better with how little they listen to my advice, I'm trying to help meanwhile they're acting like what is clearly sh is fine and that they're fine.

Be fucking honest for once

If this relationship fails is becuz I lost trust after the months of lying. I've already thought about ending it multiple times becuz ik I shouldn't have to feel responsible for all this, and that they would be dead without me, but I feel bad leaving them and I still love them

It hurts me sm but I do love them a lot

And idk if I could ever leave, even if this doesn't stop, even if they keep doing this and making me panic and feel insane, even if ik they're not worth it and that I could so easily trigger them over just calling out their bullshit

I think I might start threatening to leave them, otherwise they won't listen and they won't get better

If I hurt them they'll let me becuz their standards are so low anyway

Ik I'm not perfect but I sure as hell wasn't a liar until this point, I was actually trying but now I don't feel like trying becuz I don't feel like they actually respect me, I feel like they like the fact I help them and that's it, ik they'd settle for less then me but that's becuz they've been so abused they don't know how else to be treated, I really don't need to go the extra mile to make them like me when they'd like me even if I hurt them

Ik I'm not perfect but they've pushed me too far and I can't keep doing this

I hope they somehow see this, I hope they learn how it feels, how I feel. Idk how they would find this but they better and I hope it hurts them and ik I'm shitty for wanting that and ik I'll regret this eventually, ik I will

Ik they'll cry and hurt them self and maybe attempt suicide but rn I can't care

I want them to know how it feels

#vent shit #ed vent #sh vent #personal vent #vent post #tw abuse #toxic relationship #kms #i want to ⭐️ve #i wanna lose weight #self h@rm

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traveling-madness · 2 years

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selling my BPD on fb marketplace who wants it

#non-movie bables #vent shit #please I just want to actually be so normal about things and not just say that

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estadoanemico · 6 months

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ya estoi cansada de vivir,,

#vent #vent shit

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rainywhispersblog · 5 months

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