#when is it my turn to be loved

[kageyamatobiyogurt]

4:56 p.m [bokuto koutaro]

thinking about taking a seat on the couch next to kou and his immediate instinct being to wrap his arm around your middle and pulling you into his lap.

you really can’t miss the way he nudges his cheek into yours, following with a, “hey pretty baby”

#when is it my turn to be loved #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu hcs #hq #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu characters #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu boys #bokuto koutaro #bokuto x y/n #bokuto x reader #bokuto x you

[trennoandgreggo]

KAI 😭

#when is it my turn to be loved #i need a bf like this #jesus they're so cute together

[hyvnlx]

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#hyunlix #when is it my turn to be loved #I’m soft #definitely need therapy #that one twitter post that said they seem like 1 if you zoomed out #thank you for telling me #they make me insane #hf nation how we feeling #feeling extra single ;( #felix #hyunjin #hwang hyunjin #lee felix #stray kids #skz #stray kids tour #kpop #lee know #bang chan #han jisung #seungmin #jeongin #changbin #maniac

[lost-in-the-hellaverse]

Little miss obsessed with love because fictional characters male/and or female gave them high expectations for a relationship with all the media they consume and they consistently question when will it be their time to be happy like that.

#little miss #fictional characters #when is it my turn to be loved #shower thoughts #deep thoughts #overthinking #fan fic writer

[thatguywasvaping]

i'm rewatching ST 1 and that scene in the last episode where Mike promises El to go to the snowball together IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING I'VE EVER SEEN WTFFF

#when is it my turn to be loved #stranger things #mike wheeler #stranger things 4 #st4 #eleven hopper #mileven #and like the way they hold hands #crying and throwing up

[teyvatmoon]

i just wanna be picked up and spun around by diluc and given a little kiss and telling me how much he missed me even though it's been only a couple hours andandand he's soft and warm and I'm going to cRY

#when is it my turn to be LOVED #diluc simping #omg diluc <3 #a lil kiss kiss as a treat?? #diluc just one chance PLEASE

[hello-sapphic-mess-here]

i'm literally weeping

#when is it my turn to be loved #valtteri bottas #tiffany cromwell

[handsomegentlebutch]

It's the atmkidn of drunk again! Where I look at engagement rings and pretend I have someone to propose to

#butch speaks #when is it my turn to be loved #i have so much love to give

[hobipx]

ME ??? WHEN ???

#cute #romantic #when is it my turn to be loved #god?? #i need this #relationship #private but not a secret #boysandgirls #bisexual #<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3 #i hate love #no i actually love love

[lostgirllove]

It’s all i want you know, just to feel loved

#couple #love #feeling safe #all i want #when is it my turn to be happy #when is it my turn to be loved #when is it my turn god #just hold me #keep me safe #i wanna scream #i wanna cry #why not me #mitski #i bet on losing dogs

[out-at-sea-tonight]

sometimes i lay in my bed and close my eyes and pretend that someones cuddling me, then i open my eyes

#i just want love #when is it my turn to be loved

[agustdeez-nutz]

just wanna say. if you're in a loving relationship. go fuck yourself <3

#this a joke #but also #when is it my turn to be loved

[kavaleyre]

• The Hanged Man •

“Compared to what Falin went through? This is nothing.”

#my art #laios touden #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi laios #hanged man #falin touden #dungeon meshi spoilers #cw blood #walk it off kid walk it off #I really thought hanged man was a good choice for this moment #hanged man is all about sacrifice and introspection and intuition #and a moment of trials that lead to clarity #also when he was falling??? with the blood out of the dragons mouth??? #stunning #i love him so much #the line art for this was so fast and then I colored and revolted the flats for like. 20 hours #like how it turned out in the end tho #kavaleyre

[ransomnote]

#love it when my polls turn into a new form of poetry

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[queerdraws]

Fanart for a snippet of my most favorite heartbreaking moment from swordsmans's fic bone-breaker ospreys mate for life (rated E)

#zolu #luzo #one piece #comic #i love this fic i love this fic AAUUGHH!!!! #this scene exploded my heart #okay so artist note luffy only has forehead bandages in SOME panels in his post-raid outfit #he doesn't at the post-raid party itself but he does on the hillside spectating the momo / marine guy fight #so i guess he just got a knock on the head at the party or something?? #his cheek bandage also switches sides between when he's recovering post-raid and the party #u never realize how impressionistic oda is w detail stuff until u gotta place patterns on clothing n bandages on boys #anyways very happy w how page 4 turned out #luffys autism stare n big big smile