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lovesick-feelings · 1 year

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UPDATE: This is just a repost for the tags. The original reblog will be kept up! Original AU made by @soleilxe please go check out their blog they are a genius (๑♡ ⌓♡๑)

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I had to get this one out in case the DLC mysteriously dropped out of nowhere! (ʘᗩʘ’)

I absolutely love this AU so much! I am telling you rn that when I first read this I couldn't stop thinking about it and i was so sad that it was never expanded! So I ended up drawing a small comic (this is like my first time doing something like this so sorry if its messy! ) and that was supposed to be it but I ended up writing a short fic as well (⌒_⌒;) Btw this is just my spin on things so sorry if I made any errors!

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"Irreparable," the company claimed. It made no sense to Sun and Moon. From what they know the incident occurred the night an unexpected visitor came by. On the morning management came in, they were met with their main star missing, busted animatronics, and a disheveled mall. To think that the boy they met that fateful night caused all this was… strange, to say the least. At least they were perfectly fine! Yeah, they had a bit of trouble avoiding the flames resulting in slight damage but they were working! With a few repairs and replacements, everything would be right as rain! However, that didn't stop Fazbear Mall from permanently shutting its doors.

Even after conversations they overheard between co-workers, workers leaving as soon as they arrived with salvaged valuables, and the final click of the lock shutting the doors permanently, Sun was in denial.

"They'll come back for us! We'll just have to wait till then!" Although Moon was still troubled by the events that night, he still held onto hope.

"Yes, yes you're right. In the meantime, we should clean up~"

"That's the spirit!" Sun cheered.

The first few months played out like this: waiting and cleaning up whatever they could in anticipation that the company or someone would return. However, those beliefs slowly slipped away with each passing month. Sun tried so hard to keep them distracted from their situation but it’s difficult when you wake up in the same hell every day. Nowadays when he tries to comfort Moon every word comes out unsteady. If only he could make them more believable.

Moon couldn't handle it. It was all his fault. If he'd just fought back none of this would have happened. But how could you fight against something you didn’t know was coming? The night he became corrupted haunted him endlessly. It didn’t help that they also became more beat-up after several failed escapes he made. Though he was grateful for his brother's support, it felt more like lies and empty promises as time passed. Failure after failure, shame, and guilt built up. It was always at his lowest when he felt the same corrupt urges he had that fateful night back.

"SHUT IT! JUST SHUT IT! IT'S THE SAME THING EVERY SINGLE DAY! NO ONE IS COMING FOR US!!"

"...sorry" Sun whimpered.

It was always too late by the time he snapped back to his senses. It was like he was stuck in an endless loop of mistakes. All he could do was apologize and blame himself again.

With no business and no people to tend to days have been spent pacing and cleaning the decrepit daycare. Today was no different. Sun wiped his hands in the desk cabinet causing thick layers of dust to fly in every direction. Every item out of place has already been put back in its original spot long ago. All there was left was the tedious task of wiping away dust.

Moon never understood why he was so keen on getting into the smallest crevices. He couldn’t deny he had his fastidious tendencies but Sun always went above him. He always claimed it was a good way to pass time but Moon knew better. Even with the new body allowing both of them to be present at once Sun still was never the biggest fan of shutting down for long periods. Normally, Moon would push him into resting but Sun seemed to be in a better mood today and he didn't want to disturb him.

The crash of crumbling rubble made them jump from their spot. It was loud enough to hear across the daycare. Their eyes were drawn to the ceiling and they noticed a huge hole. Sun frowned. Was the building finally caving down?

"Must've been a rat"

"whAT?-" Sun choked out.

"What do you mean by a rat? A rat does not cause a hole in the ceiling to collapse!" Moon's only response was a shrug. From where they were it looked like it was around the ball pit area.

"Let’s check it to see-"

"NO"

"WhaT WHy?" Sun’s voice glitched from surprise. He didn’t expect such a sudden response.

"Because it's most likely nothing. The building is just deteriorating again…" He stated plain and simple.

"Well yes but-” Sun paused for a moment, “B-but we may as well check to make sure nothing is wrong!" Moon didn't respond. It’s going to be nothing again and he really wasn’t up for disappointment. Knowing Sun, they were bound to end up there regardless.

"Okay," he grumbled. Moon could feel Sun slightly bounce up. He sighed as they walked around the desk and towards the ball pit. As they continue their journey, Sun can sense Moon slowing down.

"Moon, what's wrong?-"

"Shhh listen" Sun paused. He didn't know what he was trying to listen to but he did so anyway. There was something in the distance. Were those… footsteps? The bots trudged closer to the sound quietly. For the first time in ages, their sensors picked up someone.

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"Dammit..."

This was your fifth time wiping your clothes off debris. You knew buildings like this had weak floors but you didn't expect it to give in that easily! You would say you’ve been through worse but you’ve never been through something like this. You’re honestly not sure if watching Youtube videos of failed urban exploring counts as an experience.

This was supposed to be your biggest project yet. Entering the abandoned Pizzaplex had been done before but nobody had ever explored past the ground floor. You had one goal: Record as much exploration as your camera storage will allow, upload all footage to your channel, and satisfy the hungry viewers with the possibility of getting that sweet YouTube money. What you hadn’t anticipated was falling through the floor and being trapped in one of the areas 30 minutes into your exploration. Now you have to find a way out.

You looked back at the ball pit and shuddered, thinking of what might have happened if it hadn't stopped your fall. Walking over the chipped rainbow bridge you pulled out your flashlight and observed what was in front of you. You had to admit the place didn’t age as badly as you thought! It has its flaws from the fire but you were surprised by how much stuff still survived.

The bright cheery colors that once painted this daycare have dulled to darker hues. Somehow the kid's chairs were neatly pushed into the tables and toy barrels were still stacked on top of each other. You looked over the massive play structure. They were still standing strong and tall beside some large dark spots in some areas which you assumed was also caused by the fire. A few of the giant mascot cutouts were hanging on the sides while others that had fallen were carefully propped up against the walls. When you shined your light on one of the aisles, the light didn't reach much distance.

"Geez this place is huge..."

You took a few steps before hearing a scuffle. For a second, you assumed it was some small animal. At least that's what you hoped it was. You were about to turn back when you heard it again. You whipped your flashlight in the sound’s direction.

"Hello!?" You kinda cringed at how hoarse your voice came out. You darted your flashlight for a bit until you caught it. You froze. How long was it standing there? You pointed your light at the animatronic.

Even from a distance, you could tell how huge the animatronic were. A split separated the two sides, which gave the appearance of two heads. Among them, one half had dark yellow skin and a crown that resembled rays from the sun, while the other half had darker blue skin with a nightcap resembling a moon. Each had two pairs of arms. Their clothes or at least what remained of them were tattered. Parts of their endoskeleton are exposed most noticeably on their face. Their glowing eyes pierced your soul. What felt like hours of silence were finally broken when their soft chuckles turned into hysterical laughter.

"NEW FRIEND!!"

"NOPE! NOPE! NOPE! NOPE!" You bolted in the opposite direction of the playground. As you ran you tried dodging as much debris as you could without falling over. As you approached the wall you could see large wooden doors. That's the exit! You weren't able to slow down your speed in time causing you to slam your arm against the door. Thanks to your adrenaline pumping you couldn't feel a thing. You tried pulling open the door only to hear clicking noises. IT’S FUCKING LOCKED!!!

“New friend!”

“New friend~”

“New friend!”

Their calls were growing closer.

You looked around until you crawled into one of the kiddie slides. You climbed your way up, lying flat on your stomach. You were pretty high up. There was no way they could see you as long as you didn't lean against the bars. The metal grating grows louder as the robot approaches where you once stood.

"N-new friend please cOME BaCK!!" He wailed in distress like a mother trying to find her lost infant.

“Shhh you’re going to scare them~” You gritted your teeth. Yeah, like they hadn’t scared you to death already. Unlike the other voice, this one was hushed and calm. As if it was a situation he knew all too well. The other voice gasped and quietly apologized.

"Where are you, new friend?~" There was intense silence. They let out what sounded like a disgruntled sigh before the scraping faded away. Once you were sure they were gone you took a breath of relief. You didn't realize you were holding your breath the whole time. Your heartbeat was so loud you were afraid they would hear it. 'What even was that…?' You tried to recollect your thoughts. Everything happened so fast that you couldn't comprehend what was happening. When you tried thinking back about what happened all your mind could replay was the moment you stared into their ghostly irises.

'Okay, that's enough…’ You sat up. Another deep breath calmed your heart. There has to be another way out of here. You peer through the cage. From your vantage point, you couldn’t get much. There were only two things you could see from where you were: the front desk and the children's pit in front of it. You had to get a better view but how? You sure as hell wasn’t about to sneak down again. You looked towards the bridge connecting the two playgrounds. Despite its aging, it still looked sturdy enough to cross. Maybe this was your chance? You didn’t want to risk getting caught but you also didn’t want to die either. Well, there's only one way to find out…

A small knock made you recoil back. You turned your head to the slide you came from. No. There’s no way they could get in here. With how big and clunky the animatronic look, they’d probably fall apart the moment you hit them.

Upon getting up, you were met with jelly legs. You're gonna have to crawl this one out. You navigated carefully through the colorful maze. The number of dead ends you ran into got ridiculous. Sometimes you felt like you were crawling in circles until you finally found it. You silently cheered for yourself. The bridge was only a turn away!

Something wrapped around your ankle before you took another step. Your head spins to see several pairs of hands gripping your ankle. You couldn't scream before those hands brutally dragged your body down the slide. The suddenness of it all caused your head to bang against a turn. You hit the floor with a loud thud holding your head. All you could do was lay limp on the foam flooring. What even happened? You could feel your head throbbing from the pain. A giant shadow loomed over your figure. Rough, metal arms wrap themselves around you in a cold embrace.

“Found you, friend, ~” The two laughed together making a strange combination of a cackle and a giggle. You wish you could fight back but you feel so nauseous and weak. All you could do was stand there awkwardly as you got crushed. Dread overwhelms your body.

“We were so worried about you, friend! You shouldn’t run away like that! I-I mean what if you got lost or h-URT!?” Their grasp on you was tightened as he spoke. The voice coming from what you assumed was the sun’s side made you tense up. His voice made your ears start ringing. Was he always this panicky?

“Now, now there’s no need for that anymore.” His hand cupped your cheek tilting it so you could face them.

“It won’t happen again~” The drop in his voice made it sound like a death threat.

“Besides-" He resumed back to himself.

"Think of all the fun we'll have together~!” Sun’s eyes lit up.

“Oh, you’re right! We have so many activities we could do now that we’re together!” They easily pull you up and swing your body around.

“We’ll have soooooo much fun~!” Moon chuckled

“We could play charades!”

“And tell stories~!”

“Oh oh, we could finger paint too! I haven’t done that in so long!!” The two exchanged enthusiastic opinions about everything they planned.

You honestly felt like you would puke. It was too loud. Your head was throbbed and your whole body was aching. Everything felt so overwhelming. You didn’t care about exploring anymore, you just wanted to go back to the comfort of your home. You tried holding back the tears brimming in your eyes. The robots tensed when they heard soft hiccups. Hot tears rolled down your cheeks. Your body was lowered, bringing you closer together. Moon’s eyes widened while Sun’s eyelids drooped when they realized you were crying.

“Friend, what's wrong?” Your cry turned into a full-blown sob. Sun and Moon quickly sat down. Laying you on their lap, they gently rocked you back and forth with their arms propping you up. Your sobbing could be heard throughout the whole daycare all the while Sun and Moon tried calming you down. They rubbed circles around your back whispering reassurances.

“It’s alright~”

“You’re safe now!”

“There’s no need to cry~” Their hands whipped your tears away. Your body becomes less tense.

“Did we do this?” You opened your eyes realizing they were looking at your head. Their concern was evident. You flinched when their fingers grazed the area you hit.

“Oh sorry! I-I-I didn't meAn tO do THat! WE-”

“Sun.” Moon interrupted

“We can fix this. As long as we follow instructed procedures they will be fine~”

“Oh right right! Sorry about that, friend” You could feel their fingers tenderly stroking your hair. They cradled your body while whispering soothing words.

You could’ve easily pushed them away and made a run for them, but you didn’t have the motivation to do so. You were beyond tired to fight back. It was getting harder to hold up heavy eyelids and the animatronic also seemed to realize this.

“Shhh rest~ You will feel better after a good sleep~” You had to admit their voice was comforting. This couldn’t be so bad right? They seemed nice enough. So it was okay to shut your eyes for a bit. You lifted your eyes one more time to see theirs. If only you were more awake you would’ve caught their lovesickness plastered on their faces gazing at you. Maybe then you’d realized sooner the situation you were now trapped in. You felt two soft taps on your forehead, mocking a kiss before slipping into darkness.

“Goodnight, Starlight~”

“Goodnight, Sunshine!”

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rainofthetwilight · 2 months

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LEVI I WANNA GIVE YOU TRAMUA ABOUT ARIN

So, we all know that Arin is struggling to improve his spinjitzu and he feels useless and just wants his parents back.

…He feels jealous. And we know that he doesn’t have an elemental power according to Doc Wyatt.

And he will *probably* fight Sora if he finds out that Sora “helped” his Object Spinjitzu.

What I see from Arin is that he is slowly getting traumatized..

And I have multiple questions from where Arin’s arc is going.

My biggest question is, is the ninja holding Arin him back or his parents holding him back? I think it both.

Not to mention that there is so much foreshadowing to Arin’s arc.

And why do I imagine Arin is just trapped in like, a cage full of insecurities, or trauma? And I can imagine that he can’t get out of that cage.

Ras said that Arin is not improving since the first time they met, Egalt said that Arin is useless, Sora is improving and might be able to learn spinjitzu, and most importantly, Lloyd’s and Arin’s relationship is slowly falling apart like Wu and Morro.

My poor Arin is just having one HECK of a trauma here. And I swear to the Fsm if the writers gives Arin has even more trauma in season 2 part 2 than part 1 I will throw a chair.

But who knows…? Someone said that it was a cannon event that every sunshine character has an angst arc.

Sorry for making you insane, Levi I just wanted to share this idea with you just for fun.

And also, do you think that Arin is going through 5 stages of grief or..? Idk, I wanted to ask you and tell me what’s your thoughts on this.

AHDHAJDBJAJDJAJSNANA YEAH I'M. I'M NOT OKAY RN 👍👍👍

also absolutely do NOT apologize for making me insane I am literally loving these asks so much bro SHDJAJDJW 😭 I love analysing silly lil lego characters w/ you all <333

the thing about the foreshadowing is that it actually feels very intentional, like obv I know foreshadowing is pretty much always intentional but like..you get what I mean?

they are constantly reminding us how much of a great person arin is, in s1 especially. he's a good friend, he's kind, he trusts people quickly, always has that hope in him and so much more. something is definitely going to happen, even if the whole sora helping him thing didn't happen, he is going to be put through the wringer whether if he actually gets an evil arc or not

plus, he already is traumatized. loosing your parents and neighborhood all in one day while navigating an entire new world with so many new places and people on your own (at first) , while only being atleast 10 years old, is pretty traumatizing all in itself. but even after all of these years, he still had hope, he still had hope that his parents and heros could come back. and guess what? his heros did come back, and what did he exactly say again?

''if I loose hope the ninja could come back, then I loose hope that my parents could come back."

even after the ninja came back, his parents didn't. all these years he relied on his hope for the ninja to come back to bring his parents back aswell, but their whereabouts are still unknown. add that to the extreme pressure of saving the world from ending and the amount of self doubt he has, that's when the shell of his hope finally began to crack

in s1, the return of the ninja gave him even more hope than he had before. he was still excited and animated, and finally got his dreams to come true (becoming a ninja). the thought of his parents holding him back didn't plague him as much as now, because that hope in him was still there and it only grew stronger each adventure. but now, even after a long while since the ninja had came back, his parents were nowhere to be found. and that just hurts

dude the insecurities part AGHDJS...the weight of being a ninja was finally becoming heavy on his shoulder and that only added to his frustration and anger of not being good enough. he sees his friends around him improve, and be useful in a way, unlike how he had failed time and time again without achieving results. and with egalt calling him useless and ras constantly reminding him how he still hadn't improved, and he feels jealous even tho he doesn't want to, and it just made everything worse.

I'm also thinking abt how sora accidently reminded him of how he didn't imporve aswell, by saying "your spinjitzu is just as good as when I met you!". and even though she meant it in absolute good faith, that's just it to arin. that's it, he was still in the same level he was the first time, he didn't improve. and with how he got angry at her when she was only trying to cheer him up after what happened, I can't even imagine what would happen if the news of that spinjitzu throw help thing comes out

ALSO. ARIN GOING THROUGH THE FIVE STAGES OF GRIEF. DUDE NOW THAT I THINK ABT IT..

anon had also sent an ask abt this too!!!

so like, now that I actually think abt it, what if that hope was actually just a cover of his denial? the five stages as we all know are denial, anger, bargaining, depression and acceptance in that order. so like...what if that hope wasn't really hope, but instead a disguise for denial?

whenever the topic of his parents came up, especially in s1, he kept denying the fact they wouldn't come back. same with the ninja, he still believed they were out there

and now in s2, we see his self doubt and his trauma catch onto him. we saw how angry he was at himself, even to the point of shoving lloyd away when trying to comfort him and almost snapping at sora when she was trying to do the same. we don't see much of that 'hope' like in s1 anymore. it's much more..sadder, more angrier even

and with all this, he's most definitely going through them, now on the second stage. first in denial of his parents and the ninja not returning, and now anger at himself and the world for hating him like this

when I tell you I am so so excited to see what they do with arin's arc w/ all of this going on for his character I am not lying bro, I'm so insane AHDJSKDJJW 😭👍

#ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago spoilers #dragons rising spoilers #ninjago arin #levi's asks #ty for the ask!#levi's analysis #also sorry it took a while to answer these asks!! school's been kicking my ass 👍 (and final exams r in like 2/3 weeks 😭)

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mulletmitsuya · 1 year

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Toman groupchat

Warnings: swearing, suggestive, homophobia (as a joke), and one poop mention

Desc: the boys are trying to find out how cat boys defecate

Mikey: it doesn't matter

Mikey: if Kazutora was a real cat boy he would shit in a litter box

Mikey: that's all i'm saying🤷‍♂️

Baji: don't say that then tf??

Mitsuya: usually i don't ask but this seemed unprovoked

Mitsuya: what are you guys talking about

Mitsuya: i'm gonna regret asking this tbh

Kazutora: i shit in the toilet just fine thank you

Kazutora: and i never claimed to be a cat boy😭. i'm just a boy that loves cats

Mikey: you said, and i quote "yeah i think i'm a catboy"

Mikey: fucking slut

Draken: then leave him alone? like what's the issue

Mikey: oh here comes sensible Ken-chin to save the day with his common sense that will most likely save hours of arguing🙄

Draken: 😐

Kazutora: ok fine maybe i said that but i didn't mean it like that. i meant i was a boy who also happened to like cats. Mikey you aren't listening to me

Kazutora: also why am i a slut???

Chifuyu: i mean

Kazutora: bro??

Chifuyu: no i'm joking lol

Baji: he's not

Mikey: it's your waist

Mikey: and your piercings

Mikey: you're a literal whore

Draken: Mikey

Draken: shut the fuck up

Baji: go fuck his sister to spite him

Draken: dude

Draken: can you ever be normal

Baji: nah

Kazutora: nothing's wrong with my waist?

Baji: you wear crop tops sometimes

Mikey: and your twink like, feminine like, small torso tempts those around you

Baji: don't get me started on those nipple piercing bruh, had me creaming all over the place

Mikey: chill😕

Mitsuya: of course

Mitsuya: of course this is an argument you guys are having

Kazutora: I'M JUST STANDING HERE???

Chifuyu: yeah guys leave him alone

Baji: are you typing with both hands? 🤨

Chifuyu: yes????

Chifuyu: 😭

Smiley: these damned homosexuals bruh

Smiley: sorry thought i was dming Angry

Angry: homosexuals are fine!

Angry: Smiley's homophobic, not me

Angry: please keep that in mind

Angry: i was going to reply with something along the lines "well i like gay people because they slay"

Kazutora: idk man i just feel like i'm being attacked for no reason

Mikey: stop being slutty then!

Baji: only be slutty in our apartment bro

Baji: problem solved 👍

Mikey: wait

Mikey: bro chill i was joking

Mikey: dress anyway you like fr

Draken: don't listen to them Kazutora, they're all delusional

Kazutora: ok...

Kazutora: i am a boy that likes cats and that is all

Hakkai: sorry to interrupt

Hakkai: but does that mean that Inupi's a dog boy

Koko: puppy boy in particular

Angry: bro came out of nowhere

Mikey: lol

Mikey: came out

Mikey: get it

Mikey: cause he's gay

Angry: i believe it's bi

Kazutora: i don't think it's gay to think Inupi's hot

Mikey: why not

Kazutora: he's pretty like a girl

Mikey: he has a dick and balls

Kazutora: ok fine 🙁

Smiley: koko and inupi

Smiley: they're the gays i hate the most tbh

Draken: dude can u stop 🤨

Smiley: no

Smiley: watch me tell Emma you're half gay

Draken: she knows mf😐

Smiley: i wanna call you guys a homophobic slur so bad rn

Kazutora: dude you can't do that

Kazutora: it'll hurt Baji's feelings

Baji: nah i'll just beat his ass

Kazutora: lol cause you're gay

Baji: ...

Baji: yeah?

Kazutora: what?

Baji: yeah? cause i like dudes?

Kazutora: ...

Kazutora: 😯

Baji: ain't no way bruh

Mikey: Tora you fucking idiot man

Draken: L

Kazutora: what'd i do???

Baji: did u think me being attracted to men was a joke

Kazutora: yes...

Kazutora: it's not??

Chifuyu: 😟

Baji: so all the times i physically grabbed your ass...that didn't ring a bell?

Mikey: or the times he stared deeply into your eyes and told you he loved you

Kazutora: i thought you were being sus with the homies

Baji: c'mon man

Baji: bro this isn't even funny

Baji: i thought we had smth fr

Mikey:

Mikey: Kazutora rn lol

Chifuyu: 💀

Draken: lmao

Smiley: Draken chuckled ☺

Smiley: he found the joke funny🤣🤣🤣🤣

Draken: let's go outside

Smiley: nah bruh you gon beat my ass

Kazutora: Baji let's talk bruh

Angry: he emphasized the 'bruh' which means he doesn't have romantic feelings for you

Angry: sorry Baji

Baji: fuck off megamind pubes head ass

Mikey:

Mikey: Baji rn

Baji: i'm gonna shove a cactus in every crevice of you body

Mikey: bro's mad

Baji: ayt

*Baji has gone offline*

Mikey: bro thinks i'm scared

Draken: why r you trying to find a place to hide

Mikey: i'm just looking for my phone

Draken: ...alr

Draken: ...

Mitsuya: what

Draken: Baji

Draken: where'd you get a cactus that big that fast?????

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jollyjolly · 4 months

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WHY DID NOBODY TOLD ME THIS STUPID THEORY ABOUT LOKI S2 THAT JUST CAME TO ME?!

(maybe someone did have the same idea, but somehow I haven't read anyone saying this?)

Let me try to put this in the most coherent way I'm capable at the moment.

It's literally 3:30 am. I'm grieving my old family pet. I can't sleep. My room feels like I'm slowly being roasted like a chicken on a spit...

So, I was trying to sleep when, OUT OF NOWHERE, I started thinking about Loki. Specifically, about that blonde McDonald's cashier. I was like, that kid was so sweet he reminds me of... MOBIUS... *🤯*

And here is the train of thoughts that followed that: That kid IS Mobius (did they ever mention the kid's name?) Sylvie went to make her life on one random timeline and unknowingly met the younger version of Mobius. Some time passed. They got to know each other, they fell in love, they got married and had two kids, at some point Sylvie got tired of that life and went away looking for another adventure... (another city? Another timeline? That's not that fitting to her? but maybe the divorce was a mutual agreement?) Mobius raised the kids as good as he could, and then later, he met another version of Loki (our TVA Loki) and he felt attracted to him, threatened him with a wrench blah, blah *SPAGHETTIFICATION*...

I'm writing this as fast as I can... I'm not thinking straight, forgive me.

I'm going to try to sleep now, but this thing is rattling around my brain and when I wake up I will revise this. I have to rewatch those episodes to backup or destroy these ideas.

What I can't remember, and it's basically the thing that initiated all this, is what's the blonde cashier's name. Maybe that was Mobius' name at some point in that timeline (And then, later in that same reality he changed it to Don??? It doesn't make sense???)

Another thing, did Sylvie ever met Don? *🤦🤷* (I'm questioning my abilities to recall info rn. I really need to rewatch Loki s2, as painful as that it.)

Anyways, that was the stupid theory, and even if it not a good one I kind of like it... Imagine Mobius falling in love with a Loki, not once, but twice in the same timeline and none of them not knowing it. Wouldn't it be so funny, and tragic? 😎🥺😭😔😌

Did someone already write a fic with a similar plot?

If so, please let me know 🥺 I'll read it 💓🌼

(I just know all this will sound silly when I regain consciousness)

#mcu loki #loki season 2 #loki series #lokius #Mobiusmmobius #Mobius loki #Deadpool3 #Marvel #Mcu #random thoughts #fic reader #fics recs #tva loki #I'm starting to treat tumblr like a diary just like god intented #deadpool

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sotteoks · 1 year

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Playing with the Prince | 🔞

──★ ˙pairing: I.M x Fem!Reader ──★ ˙warnings/contents: SMUT, p*rn with a literal crumb of plot, fantasy!au kinda, prince!Changkyun, mean dom Changkyun, lowkey bratty sub reader, power imbalances, fingering, oral (f receiving), mention of pet play, infidelity (brief mention of prince kyun being in an arranged marriage to someone else), sir kink, kyun spits in reader's mouth, unprotected sex please let me know if i missed anything ! ⸜ (｡˃ ᵕ ˂) ⸝ ──★ ˙word count: 3.8k ──★ ˙summary: you’re a mischievous maid who’s a fiend for the prince’s attention. ──★ ˙ a/n: this is literally so late for kyun's birthday bc i rlly tried to condense a fifty chapter webtoon into a oneshot oopsies why did i do that. ──★ ˙ heavily inspired by: 매도당하고 싶은 엘프님 by 사육실장.

Celebrating one more rotation around the sun meant one more year of knowledge gained. One more year of knowledge meant more responsibilities being bestowed upon him as he prepared for the role of king that was awaiting him in the stages of later adulthood. But for now, Changkyun would enjoy being the Prince of Seonjo. Compared to the princes from the other royal families, his personal life was fairly clandestine; the most that the public knew about Prince Im was that he was a polite young man promised to Lady Yebin of Maruhan, his longtime friend was Lord Jooheon of Maruhan, and he spent most of his days aiding his father’s magic research.

So no one would have guessed that Changkyun would be the type to not only have an intimate relationship with one of the maids around the palace; they also wouldn’t have assumed that’d he have no problem disappearing from the social event for a bit when he had caught said maid acting out of line.

The prince had decided to drag you away to a corridor that was blocked off for guests, away from the noisy hustle and bustle of the extravagant party being held in his honor on the main floor of the palace after you had began to speak candidly about the lewd sexual escapades you’ve been embarking on with him.

Every. Single. Detail of the sexual relationship between you and the prince had been discussed.

With the other princes and lords that he considered good friends.

And worst of all, with his fiancée.

By the time Changkyun had caught wind of what you were speaking about with his colleagues, it was too late; they had all gotten explicit recounts of events such as you being spanked for an hour in the palace’s study for making the prince lose his place in a book, the time you wore nothing but a leash and collar while being walked around the palace courtyard like a dog, and so much more.

When Changkyun came over to see how his friends were fairing, they were all guffawing and bantering about how they didn’t expect the well mannered Crown Prince of Seonjo to be such a deviant in private. His bride to be, on the other hand was silently fuming and had swiftly excused herself. Before the prince could even ask what they were talking about or where they heard that information, he spotted you trying to blend in amongst Lord Jooheon of Maruhan and Prince Minhyuk of Felgaron.

And thus, landing you in your current situation.

“Am I some kind of joke to you? Do you think I won’t punish you right now?” Changkyun seethes as he backs you up against a wall. The bumps and ridges from the intricate rose designs etched into the moulding of the wall dig into your back but as the prince cages you in with his arms, there’s nowhere for you to go except into his body. You shrivel in intimidation as Changkyun’s face nears yours, his gaze full of malice that burns so white hot you could have sworn it was making you melt on the spot; why else would you have sweat beading on the back of your neck and your thighs sticking together in this situation?

It’s not like you had been looking for ways to get the prince’s attention at his birthday party all night and trying to conjure up a plan for him to punish you.

“You’re really gonna punish me here? What if someone sees?” You ask demurely, fluttering your eyelashes up at him while placing your hands on his chest.

Changkyun rolls his eyes at you trying to feign innocence and modesty; you were good at acting, he would always give you that. But he knew better. You lived to push his buttons and see the limits of his patience all in the name of getting some blasphemous, degrading sex. He had read all about it in your diary when you accidentally left it in his room by some mistake. Though it was more than likely that you had intentionally left the small leather journal there on purpose so he could see it.

This time, he felt like you went too far because even if you were just conversing with the tight knit group of nobles he saw as friends, the chance of someone else overhearing what he did behind closed doors could tarnish the pristine public image he worked so hard on maintaining. Being able to manage such a favorable reputation was the sole reason he had surpassed his older brother in succession of the throne.

Palace guards had been stationed to block off the areas that guests weren’t allowed to wander through; but that didn’t eliminate all possibilities of someone happening to come across the two of you and perhaps that was what excited you the most.

“Don’t play coy with me,” Changkyun warns as his hand sneaks under the skimpy dress and frilly apron you donned, causing you to widen your stance to allow room for him between your thighs. Before even coming in contact with the sullied fabric of your panties, Changkyun felt just how much heat was emitting from your core. “Just the thought of being fucked where someone could see excites you, doesn’t it?”

His question barely registers in your mind as he finally gives you the long awaited attention you had been craving all night; the rough pads of his fingers rubbing your panty clad pussy and feeling the way your arousal had dampened the fabric. A light flush starts to spread across your cheeks and your hips buck toward his touch, shamelessly craving more of it. Feeling just as impatient as you, Changkyun’s hands go to hastily yank your panties off of you, tearing the delicate lace in the process and leaving the tattered fabric on the floor; but you’re in no place to complain because you knew the prince would just gift you another, nicer pair.

Changkyun’s middle and ring finger run up and down your folds, gathering your wetness before abruptly sinking into you and enjoying the feeling of how your walls clung on to his fingers; desperate for any type of friction. You moan out loud at the intrusion and instinctively pull Changkyun in for a kiss to quiet yourself. The action catches the prince off guard but he wasn’t going to complain; feeling your lips on him in any and every way was one the sweetest treats to him. He kisses you back with an unexpected amount of desire as his fingers plunge in and out of your slick heat and inevitably you’re the one who breaks the kiss as you pull away from him, crying out when his digits graze a sensitive spot within you.

Biting back some noise that was a cross between another loud moan and a sob, your hands reach to grab his shoulders to prevent yourself from crumbling under his touch.

“Is it good when I touch you here?” He asks, digits rubbing up against your gummy walls and intentionally pressing against that special spot within you to make you see stars. “Or maybe here?” A surprised gasp slips out of you when the palm of his hand intentionally bumps against your sensitive, swollen clit.

You claw at his shoulders as your brain tries to find the words to convey how you’re feeling, but it seems like the task is far too difficult when your mind is hyper focused on the pleasant sensation between your legs. The pace of his fingers increases and you can feel your climax just lingering around the corner.

“You like that, don’t you?” He teases as his fingers continue to move quickly, deliberately rubbing up against that spot with more vigor, making your legs quiver beneath you. Your teeth sink into your lower lip to suppress your moans and Changkyun does not like that at all. Knowing exactly how to bend and break you after spending so many long nights with you, he knows the remedy to your silence. Changing the angle of his fingers ever so slightly, he continues to rub against your g-spot but now with the addition of his palm consistently slapping against your clit as he thrusts his fingers in and out of your sopping hole.

“Please sir,” You pant out, helplessly clenching around his digits as you try to stave off the rapidly building climax. “Please fuck me.”

“Fucking is a reward, do you really think you deserve a reward right now?” He chides, his fingers unrelenting on your spasming walls. “I’m missing my own birthday party because you’re such an attention whore, you seriously don’t know how to act unless I have you on a leash.”

The wet noise of Changkyun’s digits fucking you echo throughout the corridor and he doesn’t doubt for a second that the guards who just around the corner could hear it. The salacious sounds of your dripping cunt mixed in with the little moans and whimpers you let out was accented by the faint sound of the orchestra playing in the main room just meters away. It was the epitome of an erotic soundtrack that the prince wished he could save to play over and over.

Being no stranger to your body, Changkyun can feel you on the brink of cumming. He knows exactly what to do to send you tumbling headfirst into bliss. What it takes to make you scream so loud that the partygoers on the other side of the main floor hear you over the live music and chatter.

But you’ve been misbehaving, so you don’t get to experience an orgasm. Not yet, at least.

You whine when Changkyun removes his fingers from your hole, only to receive a firm slap against your dripping cunt that makes you whimper. Your eyes widen in shock as Changkyun goes to kneel between your legs before tossing your calf over his shoulder and you watch his head disappear under the fabric of your dress; preventing you from seeing what he was doing.

Only through your sense of touch, you’re able to feel Changkyun’s warm breath fan across your thighs before his lips line a trail of kisses up along your inner thigh until you sense him lingering right around where you want him. But not quite touching you there. As you were in no place to complain and tell him to hurry up without being reprimanded for it, you could only eagerly anticipate feeling his tongue on you.

Changkyun had always been one to pray before eating a good meal; you were no exception to that rule as your dripping pussy looked absolutely delectable to him and made him think about all the ways he could break you. But the visual presentation was only half of the good part.

The smell was enough to fuel him with this feral kind of lust. His eyes fall closed as he licks a thick stripe up and down your pussy, slurping up the juices that leaked from your hole. You gasped at the initial contact of his tongue on your intimate parts; hands flying to his hair to get a grip because you knew you were in for a ride. He’s no prude and has no problem immediately going back in for seconds; his tongue was ravenous and tasting every part of you. When his nose ever so slightly nudges your clit, your walls clench around nothing and the action doesn’t go unnoticed by him.

The tip of his tongue licks a trail to your clit and you can’t help but buck your hips against his face as you finally get direct stimulation on the sensitive bundle of nerves. Changkyun’s tongue flickers at your clit lewdly before he takes the sensitive bundle of nerves between his soft lips and suckles gently while humming in delight. Your hips start needily rolling against his face, hungry to feel more of him.

“Please, sir, will you let me cum this time?” You plead between desperate mewls, your legs already trembling as his mouth occupied your clit.

You feel Changkyun hum against your skin once more as he contemplates his response. On one hand, you were supposed to be getting punished; while on the other, he was in a bit of a time crunch and needed to get back to his party before someone came looking for him. Perhaps it would be in his best interest to let you cum now then just continue your punishment after the guests cleared the palace. You probably wouldn’t even expect it which just made things even more appealing to him.

With just a few more languid strokes of his tongue against the swollen pearl to keep you on edge before the pink muscle slips inside of your sopping hole, Changkyun leaves no part of your cunt untouched. Lapping up the nectar straight from the source, the prince swears that being between your legs was far more intoxicating than any of the fine wines he had sipped on earlier this evening. Idle hands are the Devil’s playthings so naturally, one of his hands moves to occupy your clit, massaging small circles over it to work along with the actions of his tongue.

Each flick of his tongue brings you closer and closer to climaxing, causing you to let out more frequent whimpers as your legs involuntarily tremble; but Changkyun was so focused on devouring you, he didn’t even pay any mind to the way your walls fluttered around his tongue.

“Oh, fuck! Sir, ngh—” A bunch of garbled nonsense leaves your mouth before you hastily bite down on your own finger to silence the scream that nearly escaped you as you finally get your sweet release.

Without your usual loud telltale sign, it was only when the flavor of your cum hits his taste buds and soaks the lower half of his face, Changkyun is snapped out of the mini trance he was under and realizes he made you climax.

If it wasn’t for the leg you had dangling over Changkyun’s shoulder, you probably would have sunk to the floor. Slumped against the wall with half lidded eyes as you try to collect your thoughts, your body is so limp and sapped of energy you don’t even react when you see the prince’s head emerging from under your dress in an almost cute manner.

“You make a scene to get my attention, only to get tired after I make you cum once.” He scoffs, wiping away the glossy remains of your orgasm off of his face with the back of his hand. “Fucking pathetic.”

Slowly rising from his kneeling position, he stands up straight which forces your leg that was tossed over his shoulder to stretch; the slight sting of your hamstrings working more than they’re used to seems to bring you back to your senses. Much like a wilted flower who just needed some water, you perk up when you realize Changkyun wasn’t quite done with you yet. Silently watching the prince undo his belt, then his pants before tugging them down with his underwear and letting the fabric pool around his ankles, you can’t help but giggle.

“I thought you said fucking was a reward—” You began to taunt only to be cut off by Changkyun ramming his thick, hard cock into your hole that was still pulsing from the aftermath of your previous orgasm. With how slick your pussy was, he slid in with barely any resistance but every time the two of you had sex, your pussy struggled to stretch around his fat cock.

“Just shut up.” He growls lowly, his head falling back in bliss as he sheathes in the warmth of your walls.

You think Changkyun is giving you a few moments to adjust to the stretch of his girth while his hands explore your body. But really, he was trying to figure out the best place to grab onto you for the most leverage before he absolutely wrecked you. One hand grips your waist while the other holds on to the meaty underside of your thigh; both hands get a bruisingly tight grasp on you. Bracing yourself for what was to come, you looped your arms around his neck for some sense of security.

There’s no build up and no teasing exchanges before Changkyun starts thrusting into you animalistically, his full balls slapping against your ass. At this point, the only thing he has in mind is releasing his frustrations on to you as he continues to fuck you rapidly, causing you to moan incessantly with no regard for who could hear you. Each sound you make fuels Changkyun to piston into you harder and deeper, causing the little intricate wall designs in the moulding to dig into your back due to the force. The dull pain that bloomed across your back was a nice contrast to the bliss happening just a few more inches down.

“You feel so good, my love.” You moan out, solely to see what kind reaction it would elicit from the prince in his already angry state. Much to your surprise, you feel his cock throb inside of your sensitive pussy and your walls can’t help but cling on to him after the fact. “Aw, does the prince have a soft spot for me?” You coo in admiration as your hands affectionately twiddle with his hair that reaches the nape of his neck.

“Don’t start with that,” He warns, digging his fingertips into your thigh.

Though your words have some truth to them, hearing you speak like that when the reason he was upset with you was for divulging details of your intimate relationship agitated Changkyun and his actions become rougher and deeper; the tip of his cock kissing your cervix and you start feeling tears prick your eyes.

“It’s too deep.” You whimper, trying to squirm away from his hold to no avail.

“Is it too deep for you, baby?” He echoes mockingly; the pet name makes you clench around him in excitement. “Too fucking bad, you’re being punished, remember?.”

You’re only able to let out a breathless whine in response, enduring his hips snapping against your ass aggressively and filling the corridor with an erotic orchestra of your own composed of skin slapping against skin and obscene squelches made by Changkyun’s cock filling your soaked cunt accented by the animalistic growls that came from him.

“Open your mouth.” The familiar three word command is followed without much thought on your end. Obediently parting your lips and sticking your tongue out, you feel this ache within you as you wait for what you already know is coming. He takes hold of your chin between his fingers as he gathers his saliva before messily spitting straight on to your tongue; stringy bits of his spit dripping from his mouth. He doesn’t even need to tell you to swallow because it’s practically second nature to you at this point. It pleased Changkyun to watch you eagerly gulp down his pit, but it was exhilarating for him to feel the way your pussy pulsed around his throbbing cock while you accepted his saliva.

His eyes happen to venture down below to your point of connection and he sees the white ring of cream you’ve oh so adoringly left around the base of his cock. He can’t help but feel satisfaction wash over him upon seeing the mess you’ve made. And he’s even more pleased when he feels your walls pulsing around him, signifying you’re about to have another orgasm.

Rather than deny you of that pleasure like he normally would when punishing you, he works hard to bring you to that finish; adjusting your position ever so slightly to get better access to your sweet spot. The tight knot that had been coiled in the pit of your stomach was threatening to come undone as Changkyun kept filling you with every inch of his thick length.

“May I cum again?” You manage to squeak out, feeling your body about to fall apart under his touch all over again. His eyes meet yours and you’re met with that steely gaze that he gave you earlier right before scolding you. Normally, that expression would make you equal parts aroused and scared but currently, you were more scared he was going to deny your request. You’re practically already at your end, you just need some sort of confirmation it’s okay.

The desperation on your face as you await a response from him is amusing to Changkyun and you don’t expect him to pull you in for a sloppy, open mouth kiss before the waves of your climax start to wash over you and you cum all over his cock. You moan into his mouth as he continues to pound into you, prolonging your orgasm.

“Tch, I’m too nice to you. You didn’t even deserve to cum that hard.” Changkyun mutters against your lips as he now focuses on his own desires.

With your walls already so sensitive from your previous climax, the only thing you were able to do while Changkyun used your hole until he got his was to whine and moan whenever the tip would overstimulate that special spot within you.

Luckily for you, he hadn’t been too far behind. As he messily fucks into you, his hips begin to stutter while your walls squeezed him tightly. With a melodic groan, he shoves himself in deep before his seed disperses within you and your pussy is flooded with his cum.

Even as fucked out as you were, you don’t miss the way he lets out little gasps of your name mixed in with strings of curses as he continues to shallowly rut into you to ride out the rest of his climax and ensure he gave you every last bit of his seed.

Carefully pulling out of you, Changkyun finally sets down your leg and you briefly wonder how you were able to go so long supporting most of your weight on one side; but the more important matter at hand was making sure the prince looked presentable enough to send back to his party. As your underwear was torn, there wasn’t anything for you to put back on so you were able to focus on redressing Changkyun’s lower half and checking for anything out of place.

But of course, when one is as perfect as Prince Changkyun, there isn’t much that has to be fixed.

With his frustrations now quelled and your sexual desire now satiated, there wasn’t much to say to each other it seemed so you pick up the tattered remains of your underwear and shove them in the pocket of your apron.

Before the prince strolls off to resume pretending to enjoy mingling with the guests of his birthday party, he gives you one last command.

“Go wait for me in my bedchamber. And don’t make me have to go looking for you.”

#monsta x smut #monsta x hard hours #monsta x imagines #monsta x scenarios #i.m smut #i.m imagine #i.m scenarios #changkyun smut #changkyun imagines #sttks writing

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wanderpastme · 1 year

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Apple of My Eye Chapter 3

Chapter 2

I’m gonna be so real rn, I have no idea where this story is going. Oh also I’m not making the main dude (You) fucking stupid, I hate when writers do that… ok not that smart, but smart enough not to be a total dumbass.

Also, I am listening to Aleph by Gesaffelstein while writing this if you want to know my inspiration behind the chapter

It had been a few days since you woke up in this strange place, Wally Darling, or as He insisted on you calling Him, ‘Your Darling’ hadn’t left your side for a moment.

Today though, today was different.

Reluctantly, you opened your eyes, expecting to see the same beady little eyes of the devil staring back at you… but He was nowhere to be seen.

The room around you was almost deathly quiet as if waiting for something, anything to happen.

Glaring daggers at the door, you quickly made your way to it, Wally always made sure to lock it- the handle twisted with ease, the door swinging open like an invitation.

Glaring out into the darkened hallway, you planted your feet firmly on the floor refusing to take a single step out of the room. This seemed too good to be true, nothing ever came this easy.

Sitting down on the cold wood floor, you felt the home around you and almost let out a sigh of relief, the floorboards creaking under their own weight. It was almost as if the entire structure was… alive. Allowing Wally to come and go without a sound, while keeping you securely locked away, only allowing such luxuries, such as fresh air when Wally was around.

You scooted towards the door frame, knowing if you stepped even a foot out of the threshold, Wally would appear.

That’s what He wanted, wasn’t it?

To have you disobey so He could beat you into submission, make you fear Him, but you wouldn’t play His silly little game.

You wouldn’t let Him play God.

Running your finger down the edge of the wood, you stared directly into the darkness, daring him to come out, but all you were met with was silence.

“You know, My Darling…” You purred, purposefully using the name he loved so much, “I’m not going to leave, maybe I like it here after all”

You could feel the bitter taste of the lie in the back of your throat, knowing that it was far from the truth, but he didn’t have to know that.

Still, nothing happened.

“Oh My Darling, it’s so lonely without you here…”

Nothing.

Maybe he wasn’t here.

There was only one tried and true test.

Standing up from the floor, you quickly made your way to the window, opening it with ease.

“Hiding doesn’t suit you…” You whispered, keeping your back to the door.

“Why would I ever hide from you, Pet?”

You could feel the smugness radiating from him as he stepped through the doorway.

Maybe he had won this game, thinking you were too scared to leave him now, bending to his will.

That was far from the truth and you think both of you knew it.

Turning suddenly, you met the devil himself, standing only inches from you, his eyes bearing into you like they always did.

You had grown accustomed to his stares, now openly meeting his eyes with a look of defiance whenever possible, but you were also human… or as human, as you could be, and you could never hold his glare for long.

Sitting back against the windowsill, you let the cool breeze distract you for a second, the only comfort you had in this hell hole.

Wally leaned forward, leaning against the sill, caging you in his arms, his face cradled in your neck.

You could fall backward out the window, but you doubt Wally would allow that, pulling you back with his stupid magical powers, but you could still imagine.

Imagine the look on his face as he watched you fall, the horror at losing control of his favorite plaything, the anger, the shock, it probably wouldn’t hurt all that much, maybe you would be able to run. Watch as his stupid face faded in the distance.

The thought made you smile.

“What are you thinking about?”

He wasn’t even looking at you, but somehow he knew.

“You. Always you.”

That seemed to be the right answer, because he nuzzled you in closer, holding him to himself protectively.

“Wally- Oh! A new Neighbor!”

You could feel Wally’s grip on you tighten painfully as you turned to look at the new voice coming from outside, warning you not to look, but you ignored it.

You could feel his stare burn holes into your skin, but you were more interested in the new person waving up at you.

A smaller puppet stood on the grass outside, her poofy blonde hair bouncing with every step, a horned headband the only thing keeping it in place.

“Wally! Who’s this?” She grinned innocently.

Wally pulled you harshly from the sill, silencing any protests with a hand over your mouth.

“Be silent.” He hissed.

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odinsblog · 5 months

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Hoo boy 🤯

One of my aunts had children much later in life (auntie is almost 60 and has a daughter who is 12) and I stopped by yesterday just to say hi, and I walked into WW3

Like I’m just sitting there, minding my own business and being a good nephew 😇 when out of nowhere, my 12yr old cousin just blurts out, “Odin please tell her that 12 isn’t too young to be on birth control!”

Like, JFC. Are you … are you being serious rn??

I’m positive that the slow motion side eye I gave her was fucking severe enough to kill

Me: Well y’all, I’ll be right back

*me to myself: I have no intention of ever returning to this quadrant of the universe in the foreseeable future*

My auntie: No Odin, don’t go anywhere. You two are about the same age. I’d love to hear your thoughts—(again, my little cuz’n is 12, I’m almost 40, I’m a cis/het Black man, both my parents are Black, the 12yr old identifies as “biracial” and as “bi” period, and how tf am I anywhere close to being helpful? My ex gave me a cactus plant bc she knew I could never successfully grow plants in my house, and she said a cactus was a safe plant for me. And then I killed it!! I don’t even have any children! How am I remotely qualified? Why are I here??)

Auntie: Well, Odin??

Me, to myself: *Okay. No escape routes handy. Try to say something intelligent, and don’t cuss*

Me: *ahem* So talk to us. Why are you sO determined to get on birth control, and why NOW? Is there a boy? Has your mother met him yet? Please talk to us. This is a no-judgement zone, okay?? *staring intently at my aunt*

Yes, there is a boy. Yes, she’s “in love” 🙄

And by now the absolute gravity of the situation is dawning on me, and I’m starting to forgive my aunt for not letting me escape from their family convo. She was, apparently, taken by surprise as much as I was. She didn’t know about any of this, and she needed a buffer to compose herself, and I guess it was me that day

It’s such a long ass story

Anyway, after what seemed like hours of listening to the 12yr old wax on about how mature she believes she is, my aunt actually said, “I’m glad that you felt you could trust me with this,” and I think I almost fainted. Was definitely not expecting auntie to be so calm about it (sn: she’s an old, Black Pentecostal church lady auntie, so anything other than extreme anger + slut shaming is wayyy off brand here - hopefully it was genuine and not just something she said just bc EYE was present)

Then auntie asked her daughter to step outside so that the adults could talk (lol, I almost thought she meant someone else other than me and I nearly left the room with the 12yr old)

Here’s where the problem comes in: my immediate reaction was, if the kid truly thinks she’s in love + has clearly considered having sex, then put her on the pill or some other birth control immediately. But Auntie thinks it’s too early bc she doesn’t think her daughter is emotionally ready for sex, and not mature enough either (my 12yr old cuz’n thinks that if she takes a birth control pill on Monday, then she can have sex on Tuesday. I was stunned at how difficult it was to disabuse her of this notion - which apparently is “common knowledge” amongst her peers)

My aunt thinks putting her daughter on birth control would be encouraging a child to engage in intercourse, but I kept trying to drive home the fact that she IS going to have sex anyway, with or without contraception, and with or without auntie’s consent—that’s just a matter of fact, like taxes and physics and gravity

I kept saying, “just be glad she came to you beforehand, or at all, because now you have a chance to act and to protect her”

But then we found out about the boy. He’s a fucking mess, and almost 4yrs older than her

My aunt is leaning towards something like, “If she can demonstrate that she’s ready and mature enough, then maybe I’ll let her go on the pill when she turns 13 or 14,” and I’m like, what happens if SHE doesn’t wait until then?? Nobody can watch her 24/7/365 and if she’s determined to have sex, then she absolutely will

…I honestly do not know what the right answer is here, but I think I’m right?

And young Black girls “falling in love” and having babies with the first guy who is halfway nice to them, before they graduate high school, is already a thing™ in Pentecostal churches. I’m like, auntie what you have here isn’t a setback—this is a golden opportunity to help break a cycle

I know I’m old af, but kids seem to grow up so damn fast nowadays. At 12 all I wanted to do was play basketball, read comic books, and hang out with my friends. Don’t get me wrong, I liked girls and I knew they existed, but SEX? “Sex” was that blurry thing that you occasionally saw on the cable channels you couldn’t afford, as you were flipping through the channels to get to the X-Men cartoons. And I understand that I’m extremely slow here. After all, I was a Pentecostal church boy who took a “purity oath” and was a virgin until I was 25yrs old

Idk how parents deal with this kind of shit. I always thought that one day I would make a great parent, but every time I hear about the problems some of my family encounter with their children, it just chips away at that belief of me being “good parent” material. Lmao, my confidence that I would be a good parent USED to be bigger than Plymouth Rock, but now it’s about the size of a pebble

#a post about me

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storiesofsvu · 2 months

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happy thursday hoes. time for some law and some order

Well fuck…what an opening..

“but there are definitely still traces of blood” girl… that hammer is COATED wtf…

I would like to point out that the way Kate runs her squad is the legit way that squads run. The CO (whether it be captain, lieutenant or sarge) is gonna stay in the office, they’re piled up with paperwork, the brass, putting out fires, they’re not out in the field…. Like svu. Ugh. I’m already not prepared for svu tonight, I’ve been watching through velasco’s eps and his older seasons were so good, esp compared to this year…

So we’re really doing this Ukraine surrogate/adoption plot line again, hey?

(I mean it is slightly different so far but like, it’s the same idea, right lol)

Samantha crushing it in the wardrobe dept as per usual

I like this new DA so much more than mccoy. Sorry not sorry.

I haven’t been paying too much attention to what’s going on (surprise) BUT, wtf does this case have to do with the grand jury that was taking place at the beg of the ep? With the girl all “he doesn’t know I’m here, right?” like, that girl was the murder vic? Or am I on crack? What is the connection?!

Uugggh… saaaammm my baby just needs a HUUUGGG

Okay, im actively not watching Toronto, see ya in an hour for svu.

Starting off with some personal, at home comfort. This is what we’ve been asking for forever (now give us rollisi at home pls).

OHHH GOD WHY ARE WE ALREADY BACK TO THE MADDIE SHIT FFS.

“I googled you”

Oh booooyyy are we in for it now. HOW MUCH DOES NOAH KNOW?! CAUSE LORD KNOWS HE PROBABLY FELL DOWN A PIT OF NEWS ARTICLES.

WHY

WE DO NOT NEED TO BRING WL BACK TO THIS SHIT LET US HAVE SOME PEACE PLS.

Okay so we finally did get noah discovering where he came from. Woof.

Olivia kinda sucks at parenting sometimes. Like… he’s a kid, he’s an *adopted* kid who already knows about gramma Sheila and ellie… he’s gonna be curious, he’s gonna wonder, also what kid HASN’T snooped through their parents private things? Like yeah it’s not ideal… it’d be best for him to ask you a question and you slowly reveal into things or whatever but we all know she just would’ve shut him down right away anyways.

Lowkey love those heart lights in noahs room, ngl.

I’m not gonna lie. If it was olivia I’d be more concerned about him knowing/reading about William lewis and all the shit that went down than finding out johnny d was his dad…

You know what I think? I think this would be a great time to call you bestie amanda and have her over for a bottle of wine while you talk this through and see what jessie knows about her dad/how amanda’s gonna approach that. Also like, does billie just think sonny’s her dad or does she know? LOL. But will that happen? Obviously not.

Okay you know what, carisi is the second best bet so I’ll take this.

Olivia really needs to catch a fucking break

Carisi you sit like a whore. But we already knew that.

Is there not a way to trace this call? Or like, I know the phone is about to die but like…find my iphone even works on dead phones…use the stepmoms phone rn to find out where she is. Easy fix. Use your brains.

Man… parents on these shows are always so fucking trusting of their kids and they think they know everything about them. Like...what world are we living in?

Awweeee lil carisi back in cop mode!

Girl… you barely looked in that one, that’s not clear

Me: where do I know this actor playing the step mom from?

Checks imbd: ah. She’s been on svu as a diff character before. Of course.

We love a good parent who immediately offers up all their money to pay ransom of their kids bff with no question.

I swear to god it wasn’t raining 5 seconds ago.. I get that these are likely filmed on diff days but that really came outta nowhere

Olivia’s drenched and velasco’s barely wet… wtf lol

Oh god she’s really about to go feral isn’t she? Like, even velasco’s nervous af.

That’s exactly what I knew he was gonna say. Like, liv should’ve just said she was dead.

Okay what about the other three perps? Where are they?

JESUS FUCK. Velasco… be mean to me. yell at me.. degrade me. jfc.

Okay I love that when she told Velasco to put the perp in her car he was all “uh… that a good idea boss?” kinda unsure thing but as soon as she started going feral he was just all “yup. Okay. I know how to do this.” And was totally on board. That’s my boi

“youre lucky im not in IAB anymore” damn right bitch.

That’s a cozy ass looking sweater liv has on and I want it

He already knows about ellie…why are we starting there?

I can’t wait until this conversation sparks a “hey… can we go see grama Sheila? Is she still sick?” and liv THEN has to explain that gramma Sheila is in fact in JAIL because she kidnapped him

Okay… that episode was honestly really good. It was a nice balance of the at home/personal lives and the case.

OC time.

Pls god have a last time on cause I do not remember what was happening… baby bro joe was doing heroine? That’s all I remember

Is this his apartment or elliots apt? it looks similar but also I like it better lol.

Bernie is a blessing to this show.

Elliot all “an intervention?” as if they didn’t host one for him like two years ago?

Also I JUST watched the ep with Muncy’s brother this week and that actor is baby boy joe stabler so this is throwing me off.

Is this an apt or a hotel? CAUSE ITS GORGEOUS!! HOW TF ARE THESE STABLER MEN AFFORDING THIS SHIT IN NYC?!

“we don’t do that…” jet. Another fucking legend on this show

SO glad Bell’s back.

Clearly im not paying attention to this ep in case anyone’s wondering (and yes, it is because it’s a stabler ep…)

Leave it to stabler to be there less than 5 mins before beating someone

OH MY GODDDDD BELL LOOKS SO FUCKING GOOD IN THAT BLUE SHIRT

Thank god bell had bobby with her cause homegirl had a cane last week, there’d be no way she should be on a foot chase rn. Lol

Omg jet and bobby UC yet AGAIN. I fucking love it.

Jet being absolutely the person that likely annoys the hell outta her, love that.

#law and order svu #svu #law and order #law and order special victims unit #law and order spoilers #spoilers #svu spoilers #law and order organized crime

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okaaaay, first of all i just wanted to say that i've been OBSESSED with your writing and your fics about victor vale lately. it's just SO good???? just know you're changing lives out here

second of all, my request was yet another angst w victor (maybe with a fluffy ending??), but sort of inspired by the grudge by miss olivia rodrigo? i was just listening to this song rn and then this thought came to my mind all of a sudden 😭 idk if you're gonna like the idea, but if you don't, that's absolutely ok ❤️

Oh my gosh, thank you so much!! Changing lives? You're too kind. I absolutely love this idea; I don't listen to Olivia but I actually really like this song! It definitely gives Victor Vale vibes! I hope this is along the lines of what you wanted and please let me know what you think!! (PS, you said 'another' angst to fluff, did you request one of the others? If so, thank you for coming back and did you like it?)🤍

Warnings: ANGST, gets a little fluffy toward the end, spoilers for Vicious. 1.8k+ words

"The Grudge" by Olivia Rodrigo (explicit version)

Like a Grudge

The phone rings, and a rare photo of Victor smiling at you lights up the screen. Your day brightens as you answer. Summer is approaching quickly, but Victor promised to spend extra time with you on Fridays.

“Hey, Vic,” you greet, smiling at the flowers he sent you this morning.

“I’m leaving,” he interrupts, out of breath but emotionless.

“What do you mean?” you ask, sitting up.

“I have to leave. And I am never coming back.”

“You’re leaving school?”

“I’m leaving everything.”

“Why?” you whisper, remembering his promise from a few weeks ago. He said he’d be by your side through anything and protect you, hurt people before they could hurt you. And now, he’s doing the very thing he promised to protect you from.

“Angie.”

Your world shatters around you as the call ends. Victor chooses Angie.

✯✯✯✯✯

You sit up with a choked gasp, your sheets tangled around your legs as you wipe your hand harshly across your cheeks. Victor chose Angie like he always does. The memory of Victor betraying your trust, leaving you, and then hanging up on you still confuses you. Victor was your entire world, and he left, crushing your happiness between his fingers. Life without Victor is different than you expected, and the ghost of him haunts you every week.

The dead flowers on your desk are the only physical reminder of Victor, yet he never leaves your mind. Staring at them, you imagine Victor sleeping peacefully, unaware of the pain you’re experiencing, even years after losing him. You doubt he ever thinks about the damage that he did. Every single detail of the day Victor left you is vivid, but the slow, love-filled moments from before fade more each day. You cling to the memory of him, his voice choosing Angie, and the lack of care he ever had for you.

You kick your sheets off as your heart rate slows, pulling your knees to your chest. Part of you, deep down, wonders what it would be like to wake up beside Victor, leaving this nightmare you call life behind. You know what you’d say. Despite what he did, you still love Victor Vale with a deep, undying love that you hold to like a grudge. As his voice fades, the nightmare returning to its waiting place in your mind, you stand from your bed, passing the flowers on your way to another day filled with distractions.

Since Victor chose Angie, his voice has been ever-present in your mind. It morphs daily; his simple answer of “Angie” becomes “I chose someone better” when you feel like you aren’t enough. Angie Knight was a part of Victor’s life, but he was yours. Or, at least, you thought he was. You had never worried about him finding someone better and leaving you, and it came out of nowhere, changing your life forever.

✯✯✯✯✯

“What is taking you so long?” your best friend huffs, pushing your door open.

You stare at the flowers, and the pile of dead petals at the bottom of the glass directly mirrors your shattered heart.

“That boy did some damage.”

You shake your head, trying to be tough. “I don’t care. I’m completely fine.”

“Then why keep them?”

“Let’s call it a reminder of my past mistakes,” you answer, brushing past her as you struggle not to scream.

Your act that everything is fine, that you learned from the break-up and got over it quickly, is a failing façade. Under the fake walls you’ve built, you are utterly broken. The tough exterior hides the pain and tears threatening to spill over at any moment, but it doesn't make you feel any better. Victor made leaving you for Angie look easy, with no emotion in his voice as he said goodbye (though, you didn’t even get that, just "Angie"). If Victor made that look easy, you can make moving on look easy, even if it’s impossible.

Walking into the restaurant, you hope your friends celebrate the weekend without asking about your nightmares. You’ve regretted confiding that information to them since the night you called. You just didn’t want to feel alone, but the Victor-sized hole in your heart can’t be filled by gossip and perfume-coated hugs from girls who will never understand what you’re dealing with.

“How are you?” someone whispers.

You pick up your glass, taking a quick drink before raising it slightly.

“To cursed memories,” you say, deflecting from answering.

In your effort to forget him and block the memories out, Victor is the only thing on your mind. He never leaves, and for some forsaken reason, you don’t want him to.

“You should forgive him and forget him!” someone cheers.

“Then move on to the next!” your best friend adds.

Smiling, you wish you were strong enough to do that. Maybe desperation could force it, too, but you need Victor’s memory, or you’ll have nothing to live for.

✯✯✯✯✯

The first breath you take after getting in your car is cleansing. Your friends try to cheer you up and give decent advice, but it doesn’t help. Nothing short of finding out why Victor chose Angie will cure you.

Looking at your reflection in the rearview mirror, you go return to Lockland.

“I’m leaving. Angie.”

Right now, sitting in your car, you hate Victor, and you’re prepared to argue. It happens often: arguing with a ghost in your head, in your car, and in the mirror before bed.

There are hundreds of things you could have said instead of the tear-strained “Why?” you managed. When you picture winning, you lie about cheating on Victor or tell him you won’t miss him, anything to make him feel an ounce of the pain you did.

Winning in your mind is cathartic, especially when Victor falls to his knees, clutching your hands to his chest as he begs you not to go. Fantasising about when he’s sorry is fun at the moment, but when the nightmare returns and you remember the truth, it’s like you’re back in that moment.

There should have been a sign, a clue of some sort, that Victor was unhappy with you and looking for something new, different, or better. As you try to understand why he would do all this to you, you often wonder what you did to deserve it. Could you have saved everything by being less like yourself and more like Angie? Would calling Victor and telling him you loved him a few minutes earlier have changed anything? Victor had to have been unhappy and insecure, because you know in your heart that hurt people hurt people. Had you realized how hurt he was, you would have done everything in your power to heal him, to make him invincible.

“You hurt him too,” you whisper to yourself in the mirror.

It was never intentional, but Victor Vale was easy to hurt. You weren’t always there for him, didn’t notice when he needed to talk, or, evidently, when things were too much for him. You both drew blood, but those cuts were never equal. The scrapes you left on Victor will never hold a candle to the fatal stab wounds he gave you, and they still hurt.

✯✯✯✯✯

The flowers really need to be thrown away. Cleaning your room, you keep stopping to look at them. It’s been years, but moving on seems impossible.

“Coming!” you yell, snapped out of your thoughts by a heavy-handed knock.

Opening the door, you freeze. You should slam it, throw the vase, do anything to keep space between you. But you can’t move.

“It’s been a while,” Victor says, his hands in the pockets of his trench coat. “I- I just needed to check on you.”

“You needed to check on me?” you repeat quietly, holding the doorknob with white knuckles as you look anywhere but at Victor’s face.

“A lot has happened, and Eli,” Victor begins, but you don’t want to hear it.

“So now I deserve your pity and care? Last I checked, I didn’t.”

“You- can I come in? For just a minute, and if you want me to leave after sixty seconds, I will.”

You clench your jaw as you step back, counting in your mind as he begins talking.

“Your flowers are dead,” he points out.

“Your flowers,” you correct.

“Mine- those are from ten years ago?”

“Yeah, apparently vitriol makes flowers live longer,” you snap. “You’re wasting your minute.”

Victor’s brows furrow as he says, “I tried to be there for you, but when everything happened-“

“You tried to be there for me? You built me up to watch me fall, Victor.”

“I was trying to protect you.”

“From what? You?”

“Yes!” Victor shouts, his hands raising and falling. “Look, everything fell apart, and I didn’t want to drag you down with me. I know that I should have gone about it better, but I was running out of time and your safety was more important than answers or explanations. That’s what I thought, at least.”

“You betrayed me for my safety. That’s an interesting approach, Victor,” you say, crossing your arms across your chest.

“You don’t believe me, I get it. But we were in Merit - for Eli - and things started looking better, and being this close? I couldn’t pass the chance to check on you.”

“We?”

Victor falters slightly before saying, “Yeah. My, uh, my friends Mitch and Sydney.”

You nod, glad that he has everything but wants more.

“Well, your minute has been up for a while, so you can go.”

Trying to be tough, to be mean, you’re disappointed when the comment doesn’t come out as sharply as you intended. You haven’t looked at Victor yet because your eyes will betray your emotions. They will show that you still love him.

“I know you don’t care, I guess that’s fine,” you add, walking toward the door.

“It takes strength to forgive, but I’m not sure we’re there yet,” Victor says, cutting you off.

“You moved on, Victor,” you reply, missing the flinch at your continued use of his full name. He wants to ask what happened to ‘Vic,’ but you continue, “How is Angie?”

Glancing over your shoulder, you watch Victor’s eyes widen as he asks, “You think I left to be with Angie?”

“What else was I supposed to think?”

“I left because I killed her.”

You fall silent, a wave of memories crashing over you. The EO topic was a joke as far as you were concerned, but it explains the sudden changes in Victor and Eli and their subsequent departures. Looking up at Victor, you remain in place, unmoving and failing to find something to say.

“Why’d you keep the flowers?” he asks, cutting through the tension.

He confessed something, so you decide it’s only fair to do the same. “Even after all this, you’re still everything to me, Vic,” you whisper.

Victor's shoulders fall slightly before he looks over your shoulder to the window behind your table. Hearing a giggle, you turn quickly and see a hand retract into the bushes outside as the dead flowers turn green, blooming again.

#victor vale x reader #victor vale #vicious #vicious ve schwab #requests

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Hi!! Hello—I hope you don’t think I’m stalkerish, but I’m the author of Intrinsic Warmth and I came across your tumblr and oh my gosh I just wanted to say thank you ??? This is insane

I am so incredibly honoured (???) that you think so highly of my silly little Gojo fanfiction. Like, genuinely. Its description in your rec list nearly made me cry—it is so flattering and so ridiculous to me that people actually enjoy my little side hobby (which is IW)?? I write it with nowhere near the dedication that some ao3 authors do—I’m a hobby busybody as well as a school neek, which is why updates take so long!!!—and so I literally do not expect people to stick around to follow it, like, at all. And the fact that people do?? And that they look forward to updates??! I feel like I’m repeating myself but I’m genuinely in shock.

I’m trying to think of coherent things to say but I am struggling so hard, oh my gosh. I genuinely cannot convey how baffling it is to see people talking about IW in a way not directed specifically at me, like comments, or something (which is another thing!! The fact that someone—like, *you*!!—has put my fic on a REC LIST?!?! INSANE!!! *I* use rec lists! All the time!! Wtf?!?! Being put on a rec list, that’s for real ao3 authors, and I’m just someone who writes on ao3, man! Insane. Truly insane). So you know, this has been sent to the girls’ groupchat because I needed someone to freak out about it to.

I don’t even know what to say. I saw a post you made about saving IW in case ao3 went down again?? Firstly, I can assure you that ao3 is in no danger and that it’s not going anywhere—but dude, if for whatever reason some random bloody nuclear disaster doomsday apocalypse happens and it does go down, I will literally send you the latest chapters direct >:) Do not fear. Truly the least I can do, my lord.

Jesus, I feel like I need to do something! Like, is there something you want from me?? LMAO. I feel like a poser. It’s like at the end of 2013 wattpad stories where the author would host a q&a with their characters / themself. Can I answer some cool elusive question over here on tumblr?? IDK. I have no idea but I just want to show my thanks for genuinely making my week, good lord.

I think I’ve conveyed how bloody insane this is for me. I’m truly so grateful. This is wild. You’re the best. Thank you so much.

oh my GOSH. i just want to start this off by saying .. this is so embarrassing for me. holy SHIT this is embarrassing — and insane, of course, and shocking, and so so many things but i am so sorry you had to watch me fangirl 25/8 over your work.

right now how i'm feeling could best be described as a cult leader (because i think i've started a small cult in your name.. sorry) whose like deity has come down in human form to speak to them for the first time. like this is so insane, i can't fully verbalise how crazy getting this ask is 😭 in case you havent picked up im a big fan!! i know i sound absolutely insane rn and i sincerely hope i don't sound as big of an idiot as i feel but i have quite literally sent voice notes upwards of 20 minutes to my friend about your work like i am SUCH a fan

i have received so many asks, messages, dms of people who have read IW at my recommendation and it is so fully deserved :,) you are such an insanely talented wordsmith and i don't think i've ever read a fic that conveys characters in such depth and with that level of emotional complexity. i admire you and your writing so insanely much, honestly in the least weird, least crazy, least stalker way possible you are such an inspiration to me in my own writing — you are so eloquent and verbose, in a way i aspire to be !! so you're not only a fantastic writer but you're a baseline, inspiration, & motivator, and i can't thank you enough for that

i genuinely believe that intrinsic warmth is one of the most amazing things i've read on ao3, and my fav fic work overall like ever forever and ever like honestly i could be dead in the ground 6ft under and halfway to hell and i'd still find time for my monthly reread 😭😭 it's absolutely insane that you say this makes your week because oh my gosh, i will be thinking about this for the rest of the month. might even add "thatdesklamp noticed xx" to my bio for good measure ! honest to god in my silly little head u are a celebrity and im like a crazy fangirl jumping at ur feet like a chihuahua or something .. would literally jump off a bridge if you asked me to !

with all that being said, i don't think i am graceful enough to convey the absolute adoration i hold for you and your writing. like wow. like holy shit like woooow wow. that's all i've got left in me — you are amazing, i hope you know that . welcome to tumblr, trust that this will likely not be the last u hear of my fangirling :,) SO MUCH LOVE!

#don't even worry because this ask went straight to my gc so i could rave abt you even more #you ARE a real ao3 author are u kidding and in my humble unbiased opinion u are one of the best #im still in shock and will take 3-7 days to come out of a catatonic state rn so excuse this half-hearted response u deserve the world #mitz asks #TLDR: im ur biggest fan.

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the more i think about how top is treated and how his trauma is completely overlooked the more upset i get. the way they handled the top/boston thing is just kind of gross im sorry. top was literally coerced and assaulted (more than once btw) and no one cares!!!! and they could've done SO MUCH MORE with that storyline. top admitting and realizing what happened to him and mew understanding after his initial anger. that would've been such good character development for both them as a couple and individuals and maybe im giving the viewers too make credit here given their track record but it also would've helped them understand them (especially top) better as well. but instead we get this atom storyline which is just awful and mew's bootleg revenge 2.0. and don't even get me started on how his insomnia is barely touched on. all the other characters even fucking boston get scenes where we are meant to feel bad for them but not top. god maybe im overreacting idk but im just so upset rn.

totally with you, anon. however, i do think that top gets a lot of scenes where the audience is supposed to feel bad for him, tbh those are most of his scenes lol, it's just that the audience is refusing to see it. other than that, yeah it's fucked up how the drama has kind of just... dropped a lot of the stuff that's happened to him. like i defended p'den yesterday when it came to how top was written, but i almost want to take it back now. now i'm thinking maybe i misunderstood the original tweet and if it was really criticizing him or how he's been treated by the narrative. top is a well-rounded, interesting character who has gone through so much and the characters and storyline just keeps kicking him when he's down. i keep thinking that they're building to something, but they just keep leaving stuff out. it's like they've forgotten important beats of his storyline and traded it in for cheap drama. top's gone through fucking harrowing shit and it feels like only his fans give a fuck.

top is assaulted by boston, NO ONE talks about it - he doesn't even BRING IT UP when talking about why he slept with boston. mew clearly regretted burning the drawing (and this is explicitly stated in the book), but that goes nowhere. mew hasn't apologized once for the way that he's treated top since the breakup and doesn't seem to care about his feelings AT ALL he's so preoccupied with his own hurt. everything that top has done for mew hasn't been acknowledged at all. and yet he's the one called selfish? what the fuck?

they better do something new with boeing, because i am TIRED, anon. i'm just as upset as you💔

#ofs liveblog #anonymous #asked and answered

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hi marte, first of all i love your blog. i agree with most of your takes on larry situations and even their alleged break up rumours. i think they have been working on their career for quite some time and keeping the larry signalling lowkey. i know they are busy and stuff so i get it why the rumours are as such. honestly, i joined the fandom in 2021 and even since then I have seen much of their signalling as they used to do before that. i think I only ever experienced walls tattoo stunt and their long term love songs and sometimes the coded clothes. i don't buy into the blue greening. it's a reach. but lately I have been a louie larry (because I have more empathy for him, because his stunts are brutal and his career has been thoroughly sabotaged and discouraged. i stepped about of harrie train during holivia shit show and ever since then i have a bit taste in my mouth. my thoughts on harry can bit a bit extreme but I promise you it's all because I am just hurt and not a rad or something. my opinion is that, even when his stunts are bad and his image of a womaniser is not true, he at least get attention and career boost out of most of his stunts, except for olivia because it did do some damage but I'm sure if they intended to follow the original blue print, he must have gotten out less harmed. my point being, his closeting altho harsh, gets him somewhere while louis' gets him nowhere). at this point my main concern is just babygate and some boost to louis' career because when i look at him i feel so faint and hurt because he's been chained like that for so many years now. bbg is so disgusting i cannot even bring myself to speak my opinions on it. it just shows me a world that's so cruel and hateful. i still cannot believe how someone could agree to fake being pregnant and labelling a child to be someone else's and if brett is his father, i have respect for him running in minus because well, how could someone agree to put their own child through a mess like that? i haven't been in this fandom for a very long time as opposed to all you veterans but I'm already so tired of this. i saw changes in their pattern that began in august 2021 and that gave me a bit of hope that maybe they are going somewhere with bbg. i saw many takes that they are building a narrative and it will take some time to establish his good father image and i agree with it. if they wanted to go that route, it would be easier for him to end it. but it's been almost 3 years since then as well. and it's not going anywhere? how much are they building up? i think radio silence of louis' on this matter from 2017-2021 was actually far better than this. now i know some ppl say bbg is the only way he looks straight rn and we don't have any stunt girlfriend but in all honesty I would trade bbg+louis' career boost for 3 more olivia wilde if i had to. what I'm trying to say that I'm so fed up with their situation. i hope better days are ahead but i am running low on energy. (1/2)

Anon, i'm putting this under the cut, because you wrote a whole book!

it hurts to be called deluded and be the scrap goat of this fandom. louis' number are falling down day by day, he's stagnant, i don't see hope. i had better expectations with lt2 but it didn't turn out like that. is nobody paying attention to his career??? is nobody investing in him?? he has potential and i know if they could invest even 40% of what they do for harry in louis, he could do so much better than the rest of the boys. i know how he's got THAT end of the deal??? i wish they could end babygate because i really want to be free from this misery. i know i can always distance myself but my conscience is too cluttered with this to the point that I don't even enjoy their arts. i just want them to be free so i don't have this information lingering in my mind all the damn time. i had successfully distanced myself twice from them but then elounor breakup happened and i came back wanting for more. now hs4 will come and the whole 'its for my ex girlfriend' shit will happen again. i am young and sensitive and it hurts me that the world could be so cruel and i as a fan have to endure this pain on their behalf too. i know you're optimistic but im losing hope. everyday. i don't see any progress and sometimes i do think they have given up as well. who knows what's happening behind the scene? at this point I don't care if they are together or not. i just want fairness in this situation. they BOTH are in this relationship so why did louis get the bad end of the agreement? why didn't his career take off? (okay i agree he may not have the same range but im sure as hell sure that he can do a lot better than both liam and niall and even zayn if given a chance to be authentic). it makes me bitter in general. being their fan has made me a hater of the world in general and it's principles and unfairness. i just hope even if it's 0.00001% in me right now, that one day it will end. i know they don't have much time now to spark (louis 32 years old now, he must get the experience the joy of doing genuine numbers once because god i know he deserves the charting even if he says he doesn't want). am i thinking too much? i probably am but I cannot help myself. do you have hopes that it will end anytime soon? in another year? or it will take another ten? i honestly I'm losing so much respect for everyone in this situation, for human kind, for their sisters, for all the ladies who agree to do this shit. they don't deserve this. (2/2)

Hi, anon!

I know times are hard, but i can't know when they'll end bg, if things will change for Louis ever or when the industry will change. The only thing we can do is hope for better times. H and L, and us in fandon have lived with this current situation for years now. Little has changed for the better. Every good thing we get always has a backside and if things seem too good to be true, it always is. Therefore it's important to enjoy the good times when they happen and ignore the shit or meme the hell out of it. That's how you survive here longterm.

I know it's all very frustrating. There is very little we as fans can do to change the situation. We can only support them and acknowledge that they are in a difficult situation, and not hate them too much for what they do, but not praise them for everything either. I think things can change very rapidly, but we don’t know when change will come. I don't expect anything to change in the next two years at least. I'd love to be proven wrong.

#babygate for ts #holivia for ts #stunting #fandom #louis image #harry image

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i finally finished bg3 for the first time and am now wondering what your thoughts are on the ending/epilogue.

i kind of got lucky because i romanced gale (which gave him and my tav exactly the ending i was hoping for) and my tav's best friends were wyll and karlach so their joint epilogue ending was cool as well. but beyond that, i feel a little empty :( i could say lae'zel also kind of got closure for me, but astarion just had to run off screaming because the sun hurts him now and the others didn't even say anything. the moment before you head out for battle where all your allies say one last thing about you honestly felt more emotional to me than the moment you last see your companions.

i think a little celebration at the end where you could talk to the characters one last time would be cool but i wish we at least got DAI-style narration over pictures, just to know how everyone is doing (and i feel like that wouldn't be too hard to make?). it's like i got ripped out of the story at its storm-like climax and not at the "clouds parted, sun out: we get to finally go to sleep without worries" ending i'm used to in pretty much all media. idk if it's just me though.

NO IT IS NOT JUST YOU…. man i had so much to say abt this when i first beat the game but apparently i put it NOWHERE except into my best friend’s brain. so lemme see what i can say.

i also got the karlach and wyll in avernus ending and i rly liked it, that felt like a solid ending. nicely wrapped up their quest lines. but that was rly it?? nothing happened with shadowheart, the only thing i remember is her commenting that we’d be seen as heroes in baldur’s gate if we stayed. i had to convince lae’zel not to run off on me because i didn’t free orpheus, and i was mostly satisfied with that bc it seems like it opened her up to truly find her own path in life. i fucked up gale’s bc i didn’t really process the mystra deal so i told him to leave that damn crown in the water, and he kinda went “i guess that’s for the best” and that was like, the end of it.

so chronologically i ‘finished’ gale, lae’zel, and shadowheart, and then i got the astarion scene where he runs off because of the sun before karlach and wyll’s final scene. my literal love interest was in so much sudden pain that he had to flee the scene, and i didn’t get a single dialogue option to respond with? nothing but one companion making a smart mouthed and/or indifferent comment? and i couldn’t go after him bc that was immediately followed up by karlach’s final scene (which only had wyll and halsin present, for some reason). yeah you could say i was unhappy LMAO and that’s not even to mention his actual epilogue which - spoilers - is maybe two minutes of dialogue in an unknown location that doesn’t even discuss his hasty exit and feels barely more than a chat between friends. and now even THAT’S bugged 😭

anyway i think you’re so so right, i absolutely think we needed a final companion get together like in dai. they literally in the end dialogues talk about going to a tavern or something and i think had we gotten that instead of the disjointed scene on the shoreline it could’ve felt more conclusive and satisfying, bc it did feel very abrupt overall

also i think there was actually meant to be epilogue slides at some point? that could be a rumor though idk but that would’ve been nice too bc as it stands the only companions that i have any knowledge about post-game are astarion, wyll, and karlach. three out of nine people i had recruited. it’s weird! it’s disappointing! i came out of my first time beating the game mostly underwhelmed because act three felt so messy to get through and there wasn’t much of a payoff. i definitely see why so many people don’t finish act three…

anyway i’m typing all this in a car rn so i hope it makes sense but tldr you are not alone!! the ending/epilogue was largely unsatisfying for me as well 😔

#ty for giving me an excuse to talk abt this lol i can’t believe i never did…#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #anon #asks

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foosybit · 10 months

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Mayoi in PriPara Outfits Part 3

This is the last suuuuper long post of me wondering what pripara outfits mayoi might wanna wear ! If you're somehow here without coming from part 1 or 2 (since again, i wont be tagging this....) here should be a link to part 1 and also part 2 (sorry again foosybit followers for triple posting)

Please congratulate mr placeholder for coming this far, he's really putting the best work out there im so thankful he's here with us. also there'll be more brands other than holic trick now (even if it's still the main brand) so i'll be naming the brand in all of them

Gaarmageddon Red Dia from Love Devi !! a card theme was present in an outfit i would die if i didnt draw it. no original masc version cuz it's literally a card wonderland theme so say hi to pathetic pushed over vermilion mayoi. also at this point i was admittedly getting quite pooped from all the drawing so unless i really wanted to see something i just didnt do it lol

Hello ninja association again, no brand for this one cuz it's actually from a merch line so idk if it even exists outside the merch line ?? Which. Lets slow down a bit lemme tell u my shock when i find out that not only is there boypara but theres a ninja idol boy with partially yellow hair ???!?!!?!???! shinobu come pick up ur little bro he's out here performing in a wrestling ring !!!!!! so of course i listen to all the grand total of 2 songs he has and try to find all the images i can of ushimitsu (name of the ninja boy) and find this silly merch line where he gets to work at the ninja monja (which i believe is established as a thing he actually does if the wiki trivia section is to be trusted cuz as i said im nowhere near learning about him thru the show or stage play or whatever)

what the hell look at this dam ninja i am literally nowhere near learning anything about him considering im not even at episode 100 yet meanwhile the episode featuring ushimitsu just barely came out recently on the pripara yt but hes so my fav and hes also the blue one in a duo that works at ninja monja which is just like dorothy west i love dorothy west i love dressing pafe someone any pripara enstars fans out here do u get me do u feel me do u understand that by me saying this u can already guess i like 2wink and souma do u understand how it all connects AAHHHRG i might explode if i keep talking so lemme stop here while i can

back to the drawing, shinobus having the time of his life spinning that omelette good 4 him and mayois been delegated to rice ball duty lol loser

Lady Pirate from Holic Trick !! say hi to origin of mr placeholder !!!! hiiiiii !!!! uve been working so hard how does it feel to be home u better cherish it cuz ur coming back later, luv u mr placeholder. but ya self explanatory why i chose this outfit

Gothic Lace from Holic Trick !! hes such a pretty boy thats all i have to say for this

Adult Jumper from Pretty Rhythm (the brand in pripara) !! such a sweet and simple coord i dont think it needs a second version :]

Aromat Card Aroma from Love Devi !! it looks like the original has tarot cards but a card's a card in my book so they got the symbols. honestly it's mostly just me vaguely tasking inspiration from the original to create my own outfit but whateva im near the end and im having fun and i really liked this one so woohoo !!!! also that dress length is supposed to go to the ankle, it's just scrunched up rn hehe

Moonlight Purple from Baby Monster !! Last one !!!! I think the pripara characters deserve to have bigger hats dam !!! I think this is a very pretty outfit hehehe he's bound to get little shorts like these some day (me hoping and praying) !!!!

not one that i did cuz im too exhausted from all the drawing but i thought u needed to see this and imagine ninja association, kitty kitty meow meow ninja mayoi is so real in my head

wahoo thanks for going thru the whole thing !!! I feel like u can reeaallly obviously tell which of mayoi's aesthetics are the ones i like the most lol are any of us surprised that my favorite 5star of his is his feature scout ^_^ BTW!! if any of u want me to draw any enstars character in any pripara outfit I WILL SO DO IT !!!!!! or even aikatsu outfit hehe cuz i'm also quite attached to that :] altho i may take a while cuz college is about 2 start orz rip my free time !!

one last thing b4 y'all leave !! ya as i just implied, i actually watched a bit of aikatsu (enough to get to the second protag is all i remember) i just ended up with a greater attachment to pripara cuz it was my very very first anime, but yea yurika's eternally flickering flame go listen to it and imagine it's mayoi maybe even wearing his fs trust me on this one u have to experience it please please please please heres the full version too (no shade to the vers w ozora i just think yurika fits mayois voice more), anyway im on my knees begging for this to be what his solo ends up like just cover the song it'll be fine no one will notice trust me mayoi u gotta sing this

#foosys art tag

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queen-rainy-love · 2 years

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Part 8! (IM ON SCHOOL VACATION RN SO I HAVE FREE TIME—)

Clotted Cream finally stops running and sits down and leans onto a tree. He then hears someone coming and immediately climbs onto the tree to hide. Its Financier Cookie. She sees a ribbon on the tree branch and sees Clotted. She says hello and Clotted Cream jumps up and asks her what she is doing here. She said she heard about a magic incident and wanted to see (clearly sees that Clotted Cream was affected by the magic).

He tells her that he hates this place and asked her to take him back to the republic. She says not yet and tells him to come with her in her vacation home in the Cookie Kingdom. He begrudgingly agrees with her. When they get the her house she tells him that they’re going to spar (its a hobby they do to let out anger; they also talk sh** about things/people cause they both have anger issues, aka my hc—). The PL family are exhausted and almost gave up until Lilac and Herb came out of nowhere (they had tea with each other idk) and says they saw Finanicier with a teenager looking like CC following her into her house.)

(this is the longest thing Ive ever written what the f—???!!??)

Oooooo! This will be a fun part 9.

*The scene picks up after Clotted Cream ran away from the Parfait District. His legs kept running until the rest of his body couldn't keep up. Once he was past the kingdom's Forest District, Clotted Cream stopped at a giant tree and leaned on it to catch his breath. He slides down and places his arms on his knees.*

Clotted Cream: (Why am I here? Did father send me here? Is this a punishment? Who were those Cookies? They don't look like House Custard members. Except for that one young Cookie. Ugh! Why should I care?!)

*As Clotted Cream was furiously thinking, he heard someone walking up to him. Not wanting to be seen, Clotted Cream quickly started climbing the tree. Not long after, Financier walked up to the tree. Clotted Cream tried to hide as well as he could but it was quickly foiled when Financier noticed a ribbon from Clotted Cream's belt.*

Financier: Hello there. I wish to inform you that your ribbon is giving away your location.

Clotted Cream: (Shoot!) I...I might have wanted to be found. Did you think about that!?

Financier: Hmm. I usually know when a Cookie wants to hide and when a Cookie wants to be found. I may have been wrong this time. My apologizes. May I see who I am speaking to?

*Clotted Cream hesitated at first but eventually climbed down the tree. Financier kept her poker face but internally sighed in relief.*

Financier: (So it's true. He is a child. It's good to know that the Consul is at least okay. It even looks like the spell is almost done.) I see. You're the eldest son of Elder Custard, correct? I am the Paladin assigned to you by your father, Financier.

Clotted Cream: I...I am and it's...nice to meet you. But I don't know why father sent me here. I didn't do anything bad. I hate it here! I'm stuck with this weird family and I don't want to be there!

Financier: (His memory is still not back yet. I need to play along.) I'm sorry you are not happy about this kingdom. Your mother wanted me to make sure you have fun.

Clotted Cream: Then can you take me home? Now?

Financier: I cannot. We must stay here for a bit. *Clotted Cream huffs* How about we head to my summer home and wait for your family to pick you up.

Clotted Cream: I don't want to.

Financier: Please. Your mother will be worried about you if you don't come back.

Clotted Cream:...okay...fine...but I'm staying with you.

Financier: Very well. Let's go.

*Both Cookies walked back to the Cookie Kingdom. Once they reached Financier's home, she turned around to face Clotted Cream.*

Financier: I have a question for you. Would you like to spar?

Clotted Cream: Spar?

Financier: Yes. I have noticed that you were angry earlier. So we will be sparring.

Clotted Cream: Will it help?

Financier: Yes. I and a good friend of mine always find this very relaxing and help relieve the stress we've been building up. We can even talk if it'll make you feel better.

*Clotted Cream nodded and they both started to spar. As they spar and complained about someone, Clotted Cream started to feel better, almost like a weight has been lifted.*

*Meanwhile the Pure Lily Family had searched all over the Forest District and slightly passed the borders looking for Clotted Cream. They had come up empty-handed and were about to quit when they passed Herb and Lilac watering Herb's plants.*

Herb: Hello everyone! How are you today?

Madeleine: Well...we lost Clotted Cream and we can't find him.

Lilac: The Consul of the Créme Republic? How did you lose him?

Red Velvet: He ran out of the house and into the Forest District. Have you seen him?

Lilac: We did not see him.

Herb: But we did see his bodyguard, Financier walking a teenager who looks like Clotted Cream back to the kingdom.

Red Velvet: Where?

Herb: I'm guessing the Seaport District? Why?

Madeleine: Because that teenager is actually Clotted Cream...

Lilac: The rumor was true?

Red Velvet: Yeah. Now if you excuse us, we have to go to the Seaport District and pray that Clotted Cream comes home with us.

#cookie run kingdom #crk headcanons #clotted cream cookie #financier cookie #herb cookie #lilac cookie #red velvet cookie #madeleine cookie #hope this piece was great before your vacation is done #can't wait for part 10

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