#word magnet

[mysticsparklewings]

Inktober 2022 Day 30: Gear ⚙️ 

I do like how this piece turned out, though it’s not quite as fitting for Inktober as I’d like—I was in a hurry and mistakenly thought the prompt was gearS plural, not geaR singular. 😅

Oh well; No point in being too hard on myself with only one day left…

More about the art & my process here: https://www.deviantart.com/mysticsparklewings/art/Inktober-2022-Day-30-Gear-935027147

#inktober2022 #inktober #writetober #alcohol ink #yupo paper #magnetic poetry #word magnet #fridgepoetproject #fridgepoetry #visual poetry #magneticpoetrycabinet #magpocab #freeverse #poet #poetrybyme #poetryart #gear #gears #machine #apparatus #xxmysticwingsxx #mysticsparklewings

[the-meme-monarch]

shirt that says “tick magnet” instead of chick magnet but the font is still styled flirtatiously like in cursive with like maybe heart graphics or something

#i feel like it’s important ghat it not have tick images on it #so it can be mistaken initially as saying chick magnet #words from the monarch #anyway my brother and i went walking in the woods earlier today and i was so brave about it #until we walked through tall grass and i got worried about ticks

[notwhatiam]

With this amazing gift from @missroserose, plus the Shakespeare magnet poetry set I already had, I can finally achieve my goal of writing conspiracy theories in iambic pentameter.

#conspiracy theory #conspiracies #Shakespeare #word art #word magnets #magnetic poetry #poetry magnets #iambic pentameter #conspiracy theorists #conspiracy magnets #Shakespeare magnets #fridge #gift #poetry #writing

[cryptid-condor]

the deer prince and the golden doe

from chapter 34 of Salt00's fic Chick Magnet

please click for HD tumblr is killing this one

#what's up nerds #fire emblem three houses #claude von riegan #fe3h #chick magnet took over my life for like 2 months #i've never managed to get through any fic over 150000 words before but uh..... here i am #i'm on chapter 79 #its like really damn good #i haven't even played the golden deer route yet but i would die for all of them #i feel like the shading on this one is way better than what i did for Dogs of Heaven #i'm getting better! i need to learn how to not do soft shading tho jeez #on the plus now i know how to make glowing molten gold which is the best part of the whole picture tbh #the working title was 'dear deer prince' which is very fun to say #i am going to TRY 52 pieces 52 weeks again but i'll see what happens #but this is week one! and pic one #all my rat

[kingsmoot]

crazy to me that grrm lives in a world where most fans of his series dislike theon because i have never lived in that world. myself. life is truly a rich tapestry.

#tbh i think theongirls sort of gravitate towards one another so #before being violently flung apart like non-opposing magnets due to minor differences #but u know my point is just that i have never experienced a predominance if theon haters #i just sort of hear about them and i take people's word for it

[chiscribbs]

Your donnie is so adorable!! I absolutely love the way you draw him!!

Oh, why, thank you! He's flattered ❤

#So nice of you to notice his undeniable charm and magnetism (his words not mine). #Seriously tho this is very sweet - thank you sm! :> #asked and answered #GA donnie #grown apart au (rottmnt) #leilanising

[short666bread]

Their fridge

#teddy visits like half the year #the word magnets are a gift shop souvenir from when they took teddy to visit a dragon sanctuary #teddy lupin #harry potter #draco malfoy #drarry #draco x harry #harry x draco #I realized the other day that I’ve basically consistently located them in nyc and spent like #the subsequent half hour leaking hc sludge onto my notes app #so like #might share that at some point #connective tissue #but like #not actually well thought out or anything

[neil-gaiman]

I'm just putting this up here so I can find it again. Russian Red sings All My Little Words in Spanish.

#Russian Red #The Magnetic Fields #All My Little Words #Youtube

[starseverance]

I've been stepping back from tumblr for a while because shipcourse makes me get angry and I don't like being angry, but honestly...

The fact is that antis often create proshippers* by treating neutrals negatively. I can't count the amount of people I know of whose neutral stance didn't last long because antis pressured them to state opinions or spread rumours about them.

I would ask "how hard is it to leave people who don't want to be involved in shipcourse alone?" but I already know that certain groups of people find that very hard indeed. Certain groups of people put their personal need to make themselves feel morally superior by harming those that they deem "bad" before everything else, and that includes the boundaries and needs of others.

When neutrals are harassed by antis, policed by antis, and continually pestered to pick a side, they won't pick the side that made them feel like they had to choose. These are nuanced issues and everyone is entitled to their own opinion, but more and more people are adopting the proship label because antis are harassing them whether they use it or not.

Antishippers talk the big talk about people being manipulated into becoming proship, but unsurprisingly, a lot of people prefer to be around people who don't make being in favour of harassment over fiction a core part of their online identity.

I may not be neutral, but shoutout to the people who are, because they have to put up with much of the same crap that proshippers do. People have the right to not take a side, to have criticisms of both viewpoints, to keep their opinions private, and to enjoy their fandoms without the fighting. Or at least I think they do.

*And for anyone who is confused or conflicted about what proship means: I would advise you to use the definition given by people who use the label, instead of people who hate people who use the label.

#discourse #sev's thoughts #shipcourse #i am aware that this will serve as a magnet for unsavoury people looking to twist my words and stuff #but I can't not say this #proship #fandom wank #proshipper #proshippers please interact #cw shipcourse #cw discourse

[480pfootage]

I want you to embrace me closely and gauge my limit.

Please make me believe that this is not a sin.

I want you to kiss me and repaint my body.

i feel like i'm gooing instane please pelaase please have crazy sex and kisses next chapter

nina needs to tenderly take of joan's glove and kiss up her arm OKAY okay

oh and always... go check out House of 1000 Corpses on AO3 and Quotev.. by @/itsabee and @/13tinysocks .....

#i feel like joan has a really tacky satin claok #okay i know i linked the project diva version i just love the models.. ESPECIALLY MEIKO BUT I DIGRESS #cannot believe joan didn't get to snuggle up against nina in a sleeping bag last chapter.... sighhhhh..... #joking i loved joan and jane they are so cute i hope they get to kiss soon #SPEAKING OF JANE... gosh.... the chapter where she sees joan's face and realizes that she isn't as scarred as she thought she would be... #she thought there would be someone like her n she felt pity (????? not the correct english word sorry) #ANYWAYS... jane you deerve so much love..... #creepypasta #nina the killer #nina hopkins #ho1c #creepypasta x reader #creepypasta y/n #oc x canon #magnet redraw #crp #old fandom #my art #p.awesome sauce

[wariomolly]

refrigerator magnet poetry ✨

set made by @ryannorth :D

#dinosaur comics #magnet poetry #refrigerator magnet poetry #described in alt text #i bought this set sooooo long ago i’m missing a lot of good words including #gay #:’(

[pancakeke]

would you say 40% weaker?

#the magnets were probably dogshit and below the strength the seller claimed #but the wording makes it easy to misinterpret in a funny way

[gayspock]

a dyke and the beautiful men that he collects, as if they were curious stones at the seaside

#Egg.txt #sorry this was about fat mac in its always sunny in philad- CAN YOU FUCK OFF. #CAN YOU STOP JUDGING M E WHEN YOU READ MY POSTS. GROWLS. BARKS. #LIKE A CHIMPANGZEE #but serious sauce its like its not an allure in that sense of the word #but like a magnetism like with stones at the seaside #yeah?

[blue-mood-blue]

Me, sitting in front of my tablet that has several writing apps downloaded onto it, with plenty of free time and absolutely nothing preventing me from writing: I wish I was writing :(

#suggestion for my idiot brain: HAVE YOU CONSIDERED YOU COULD BE #I do not like this experience of ‘my brain and the written word are doing that things that magnets do when you try to force them together’ #’and they go flying apart instead’ #maybe perhaps i will just sit in a word document and. let it happen. if it happens #maybe perhaps i will look up a prompt list #maybe perhaps i will continue complaining to the internet #THE MYSTERY. THE INTRIGUE #what will this writer do next?? the world waits with breathless anticipation #but it probably won’t be writing :P

[kyvl]

Bug baby

Please be mine

Linger on the soft smoke of my breath

Liquid desire bleeds from the lip

Kiss this disgusting thing

Heal my sacred self with your clever tongue

9/29/23

#love poems #love prose #original poem #poem #poet #poetry #prose #poets of tumblr #poets #poetry on tumblr #my poetry #poems #poetic #poems and poetry #words words words #poets on tumblr #poems on tumblr #short poem #inspired by one of my magnet poems!

[growing-home]

i spent nearly two decades of my life severely depressed and suicidal and for so long i believed wholeheartedly that it was my fault. i believed that the reason no medication or therapy had ever worked for my depression was because i wasn’t ACTUALLY depressed— i believed i was just lazy, bad, manipulative, and just using depression as an excuse for the inherent badness i thought was inside me. this was a story that was told to me and reinforced over and over again by treatment providers.

this past summer, i tried my 30th+ psychiatric medication, not expecting to see any results. the day i realized it was working was the day i realized that i was…planning my future???suddenly i no longer wanted to stay in bed all day and never go outside. i no longer wanted to isolate. i wanted to see people, talk to people! i started spending more time with friends and facetiming people and talking on the phone, things that i rarely did in the past. when i had been depressed, the only movies/tv shows i could focus on were super intense, fast paced, and scary or disturbing because that was the only way to hold my attention. after starting this medication, i started enjoying SITCOMS! i no longer felt like i was fighting to just get through every single day of my life.

there was such a clear and measurable difference in the quality of my life that i started to question why i believed that my depression had been my fault. it became very clear to me that a large part of my depression had been biological. i had not been lazy or bad. i had been sick. my brain was sick the same way other organs get sick sometimes. this brought up a lot of grief for me— grief for all the lost time that i’d spent trying to find something that worked, grief for how much pain i had been in for so long. but it also brought up sheer FURY at all of the therapists and psychiatrists who had treated me like i just wasn’t trying hard enough to get better.

i had been labeled treatment resistant, of course, and the only recommendations i had received after being given that label were TMS, Ketamine, and ECT. once i had tried all three with no success, i believed i was just a lost cause. i thought i was out of options. i was made to feel that way by so many treatment professionals. i was told that nothing was working because of my complex trauma and that once i healed from that then i would stop being depressed (as if it’s that easy to just fully recover from CPTSD!) i was told that i just needed to do more DBT, i just needed to live and breathe DBT skills and then i would get better, even though i’d done intensive DBT programs for years with no improvement to my depression. (yes, it helped me to change my behavior and quit self harm, but behavior change isn’t necessarily indicative of a change in mood. i could do all the right things all the time and still be in excruciating mental pain.)

i was told that i just wasn’t trying hard enough, or that i must have a personality disorder, or that i just needed to exercise more, or eat less, or eat MORE, or eat differently, or get a job, or get a dog, or do yoga, or acupuncture, or biofeedback, or find purpose in my life— psychiatrist after psychiatrist looked for something to blame everywhere but in the mirror. instead of admitting that they weren’t equipped to help me, they made me believe that it was MY fault i wasn’t getting better. and i believed them. for SO long, i believed them.

and now after finding a medication that works for me, i see everything so much more clearly. psychiatrists need to put their enormous egos aside and actually treat patients with treatment resistant depression instead of blaming us for suffering from a (partially at least) biological illness. if you’re a doctor and you know that a patients illness is outside of the scope of your abilities, either do more research and get more training to help them or refer them to someone who specializes in what they need. don’t keep them around letting them pay you thousands of dollars while you make them try the same thing over and over and over again and expect to get a different result. people act like things like ECT are a last resort option, and in doing so make people believe that if it doesn’t help then you’re out of options. but nobody ever tried me on tricyclics. nobody tried me on MAOIs. nobody told me about how some dopamine agonists like Pramipexole have had some success in treating treatment resident depression. instead i was made to feel like asking to not be suicidal daily was asking for too much. if you’re a clinician who thinks that’s asking for too much, you’re in the wrong profession. we can do better than that. we NEED to do better than that.

in my experience, out of every profession, doctors have some of the biggest egos i’ve ever seen. i say this as someone who is both mentally ill as well as physically disabled. many doctors HATE it when you do your own research. they HATE it when you have suggestions, or when you ask for what you need. it’s almost as if they feel threatened by it, like they need to believe that they are superior to their patients because of how much time and money and energy they put into going to med school— they need to believe they hate their hard work was worth it so they have a tendency to dismiss any ideas their patients might have. i don’t care how many years you’ve been in school. you do not get to tell your sick patients that it’s their fault they’re sick to justify your laziness and refusal to learn new things. put away your god complex and actually listen to your patients.

and the strangest part to me is that the longer you have been suicidal for, the less seriously they take it. the same way that the more chronically ill you are the less people believe you. it’s bizarre— when people see pain that is beyond what they can fathom, instead of feeling empathy, they tell you you must be faking it or that you must be looking for attention. i’ll never understand this. it’s as if they think that suicidality doesn’t need to be taken seriously unless the patient has successfully completed suicide. and i think it’s very clear how that logic is flawed. i was treated like i just wanted attention whenever i asked for help with my chronic suicidality and it made me terrified to ask for help with ANYTHING. i still constantly am afraid that if i’m too honest with clinicians then they’ll think i just want attention. attention isn’t a bad thing to want, all human beings need some degree of attention, but regardless that doesn’t negate the severity of a person’s suicidality. i wasn’t attention seeking by asking for help. i was STRONG. i was really fucking strong, far stronger than i should’ve had to be. i fought for my life every single day and i am lucky to still be here but it’s not luck that got me here. it’s ME that got me here.

i don’t want to make it sound like i speak for everyone who has suffered from TRD, because i don’t think that would be fair. i can’t tell you if there’s a med out there that’ll work for you. all i can tell you is that most psychiatrists prematurely tell chronically suicidal patients that there is nothing they can do to help them or that they’re out of medication options. if you’re a psychiatrist or doctor and you feel yourself getting defensive while reading this, i invite you to get curious about where that activation is coming from.

and if you are someone with treatment resident depression or chronic suicidality reading this, i am telling you now: your illness is not your fault. i don’t know if it’s going to get better or not, but i can promise you— it is not your fault and it never has been.

#my words #treatment resistant depression #treatment resistant #major depressive disorder #major depression #clinical depression #transcranial magnetic stimulation #tms #rtms #electroconvulsive therapy #ect #electroshock #electroshock therapy #psychiatry #psychiatrist #dbt #therapy abuse #therapy #ketamine infusion #spravato #ketamine therapy #esketamine #trd #cptsd recovery #trauma healing #chronic illness #chronic pain #mine