timelessstardust99 - Tumblr blog

timelessstardust99 · 2 months

Text

❝I remember you❞ | Alastor Hartfelt x Time-Lord Reader PART 2

quick note: here is part two everyone, sorry it took so long to do, have been caught up with my other Hazbin Hotel story on Wattpad lol I'm sorry if Alastor is a little ooc in this part, but there will be a reason as to why he sounds a bit different, hopefully. If people like this part, I may make a series based on this concept. Anyways, on with Part two.

summary: after y/n had regenerated, something in the back of Alastor's might told him he knew who this man was.

Alastor watched, his eyes gazing at the man who laid on the couch now, golden particles leaving his mouth once in a while. The others had noticed the red deer demons silence, and we're getting a bit unnerved from it. His smile was strained as he could feel a tear leave one of his eyes, he lifted a clawed hand to his cheek and whipped it away confused, looking at the small tear drop on his fingers. "Al? Are you okay?" Alastor startled when Charlie came to his side, worried for her friend who seemed lost in thought. He tried his best to grin at the blonde.

"why of course my dear! Why wouldn't I be?" He spoke, his voice with an overlay of more static than normal, which made Charlie and the other wince at the sudden sound.

"you just look, uh," Charlie tried, getting over her shock of the sound, "you just look like you recognized him, is all." She was observant. "And the look you give him, it's worrying us."

"speak for yourself Char-Char," Lucifer pipped in, not a least bit interested in Alastor affiliation with the alien on the couch.

"dad!" Charlie hissed, glaring at him.

"what the fuck?" Husk said, getting the attention of everyone in the lobby. Behind Husk, was a glowing white crack that was too close for comfort next to him. Alastor's eyes widened.

"Husk, get away from that!" He yelled, rushing to the cat demon and yanking him back over the counter, his microphone momentarily forgotten. "No one goes near it, if it touches you, you'll cease to exist." The deer demon quickly went to the time-Lord who was resting, as Angel and Charlie both helped Husk up, everyone now on high alert.

"the hell does that mean?" Lucifer asked, "and how do you even know what it is?"

Alastor ignored the question and put his hands on the time-Lords cheeks.

"y/n! We really need you doll! Come on, how do you wake up a sleeping alien?" The others watched the panicking Radio Demon, wondering what was making him so panicked when the crack was on the other side of the counter. "Oh, I'm really sorry y/n." Alastor raised his hand and slapped the sleeping man in the face, which caused him to jump up and yell in pain. the deer demon backed up as the time-Lord held his cheek.

"oi! What the hell was that for?" He asked.

"problem." Alastor gestured towards the crack. y/n raised a brow and stood up, but stumbled when one of his hearts stuttered, Alastor held his arm.

"oh, you've woken me too soon. I'm still baking," another golden hue came from his mouth.

"you'll be fine." Alastor rolled his eyes.

"oh, pushy little companion you are, it's a wonder the doctor keeps you lot around all the time." y/n pushed off Alastor and towards the crack, his sonic in hand. "Interesting. Seems to be a crack in time, it would explain how I got here." He scanned it and read the data. "What? Nothing? Oh, don't tell You're busted."

"still talks to his sonic," Alastor muttered, picking his microphone up. y/n looked towards him with a raised brow.

"what was that Alastor?" He asked with curiosity.

"uh, spoilers?" Alastor shrugged.

"you see it right? I'm not just losing my shit?" Angel leaned down to both Husk and Cherri, watching the time-Lord and demon interact.

"yeah, it's almost like they're old friends. But that can't be right, he just changed in front of us." Cherri said.

"he did say something about a time crack or some shit." Husk said, leaning over towards the counter and grabbing his cheap booze and taking a swig.

"so, is he like a time travel?" Charlie asked, coming into the conversation.

"bull shit, the other angels would tell me something like that if it was plausible." Lucifer glared over at the two, who were talking about the crack, as if they were long time friends, and with the life like his and the doctor's, no one would be surprised.

"you know, you seem to know a lot about this? Have we met in the future? Are you one of the doctor's dead companions?" y/n put his screwdriver away, and poked the other man in the chest.

"I wouldn't know, my dear." He lied, grinning down at the man. Goodness, it felt good to finally tower over this man. His human form was tall, but not nearly as tall as the time-Lord's.

"if you're lying --" a sudden whooshing sound echoed through the hotel, which had heads turning. "The TARDIS! Oh, the doctors found me!" y/n exclaimed as the TARDIS materialized near the front doors, the two doors opening to reveal the newly regenerated doctor, leaning against the frame as he smiled at the man. "Doctor!" "y/n!" The two exclaimed, running to each other, and hugging each other. They could deal with their regenerations later. They let go.

"y/n, you have no idea how worried I was, I thought I lost you forever." The doctor said.

"I missed you so much Doctor! Where's Donna? I need to see her, tell her everything about --"

"Donna's gone now, y/n, I'm sorry." The doctor said.

"oh." He debated. He loved Donna, she was like an older sister he never had, even though he was thousands of years older than her. The doctor looked up from his spot in the TARDIS and noticed the demons looking at him.

"oh my, where did you end up?" The doctor asked.

"Hell. Pretty fitting huh?" y/n smirked, trying to hide his hurt from losing Donna without saying goodbye to her. "These are my friends," he gestured to them, but the Doctor's eyes stayed on Alastor a little longer, feeling like he knew the deer demon.

"oh, that reminds me, Amy, it's okay to come out!" A beautiful red head appeared, looking at the colorful array of demons before landing on the other time-Lord.

"is he also?"

"yes, I am. Hello miss Amy, your quiet beautiful." He smiled.

"thank you." She shied away from him.

"hello, yes, if I may, we seem to have a little problem." Alastor said, pointing towards the crack.

"ah! Right, well, let's get this done Doctor!" The two ran in front of the crack, pointing their sonics at it, before closing the crack. "Wow, that was a lot easier than I expected."

"doctor, how did it get here?" Amy asked, going to stand by Alastor.

"it's following us, well, y/n, say goodbye to your friends, we need to go." The doctor said. y/n frowned, knowing he had no choice but to go. He didn't belong here when he was alive, too many sinners wanted a piece of him.

"wait, you're leaving?" Charlie asked, sad to lose her friend.

"afraid so, but maybe, we'll see each other again." He nodded, saying goodbye to the sinners, and leaving Alastor for last, wrapping his arms around the taller man to bring him into a hug, which made the younger man stiffen. "If you are from my future, were you a companion of mine?" He asked.

"Spoilers, my dear." y/n chuckled as Alastor hugged him back, before he left to the TARDIS. "Well, friends, Allons-y!" "Geronimo!" The two aliens exclaimed.

"oh we're doing that are we doctor?" He asked, going into the TARDIS with the doctor and companion.

Alastor watched, his smile on as he felt that his past self was gonna have such a time being a companion of y/n.

I rushed the ending, I'm sorry, but I hope this is good for y'all. I really love this idea, ngl, it's so unique and I deeply love both Hazbin Hotel and Doctor Who <3 anyways, leave a comment and tell me what ya think! ^^

#eleventh doctor #wendigo alastor hartfelt #alastor hartfelt #hazbin hotel #doctor who #x reader #lgbtqia #alastor x reader #demiromantic alastor #aroace spectrum #asexual alastor #time travel #time-Lord reader #vivziepop #demon character #deer alastor #amy pond

26 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 2 months

Text

Thank you to everyone who got me to 2500 likes!

#2500 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

0 notes

timelessstardust99 · 2 months

Text

close friend ✦ imagine

SPOILERS FOR BITS OF EPISODE 8

pairing: alastor hartfelt x hellborn! reader (platonic marriage)

Summary: y/n gets sucked into the princesses dream of the hotel by their husband after trying to enjoy their day off from work.

When you had been summoned by your husband, you had just wanted to relax and enjoy your day off from work.

The shock you felt when you were greeted by the bubbly princess had flustered you, because you weren't used to talking to royals.

Alastor had first explained who you were and what you do was quite the shock. Being married to the Radio Demon, platonic or not, wasn't something demons had expected Alastor to do.

He looked at you and Nifty as family and occasionally took the both of you on trips to Lulu Land after everything at the hotel was taken care of.

He would sometimes out of nowhere want your attention or lean his elbow on your head (you were a bit shorter than him).

He wasn't the most affectionate but would sometimes call you "dear" or "sweetheart" whenever the two of you were alone.

No matter that you were Hellborn, he was still happy to have a friend like you that would continuously listen to his broadcasts. He was also happy Rosie had taken a liking to you, but he already knew she would. She was a sweetheart.

You were one of his closest friends and when he had found out about platonic marriages (courtesy of Rosie of course, she knew almost everything about things like this) he knew he would ask you to be by his side.

While the two of you grew closer, you couldn't help but be glad you had married Alastor. You were the happiest you could be, and of course your parents were proud as well.

And as you stayed at the hotel, the other main four (of course not including Husker, Alastor, and Nifty) had been considered family.

And as time went on, the battle between the hotel staff (along with the cannibals from cannibal Town) and the exorcist angels, had destroyed the hotel you had come to love and was worried sick when Alastor disappeared after he held off Adam.

When everything was over and done with, you were relieved that Alastor was alive and well, which, after the failed extermination, you didn't want to leave Alastor's side for the whole day, fussing over him and the injuries he had sustained.

And once everything had settled down and you had gained a new room at the hotel, you had became a little more protective over your little family, and that protectiveness had gone over to Lucifer as well, even if he was the King of Hell.

Another chapter of yours and your Husbands lives were about to open, and you didn't know whether it was good or bad. And with the knowledge of Alastor's soul being owned by another demon gave you a feeling that nothing will be happy. Not with a life like yours.

I'm sorry if he's ooc, I just really wanted some fluff with him and of course he wouldn't be overly affectionate, because it's Alastor, but he does care about the reader and loves them just like Nifty.

#wendigo alastor hartfelt #alastor hartfelt #x reader #gender neutral reader #hazbin hotel rosie #aroace #aroace alastor #platonic marriage #they/them pronouns #aroace characters #lgbtq #best friends #rosie hazbin hotel #platonic love

77 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 3 months

Text

I really want to write an Alastor short story with the reader being Alastor's biological mother (with her being in heaven), but it would be angst with a happy ending.

Like, that would be so cute, him seeing his mother again.

#wendigo alastor hartfelt #x reader #alastor & reader #platonic #aroace alastor #alastor hartfelt #short story #angst with happy ending #fluff and angst #mother and son #the reader is Alastor's mother #female reader #mother

47 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 3 months

Text

❝regeneration❞ | Alastor x time-Lord! reader

(SPOILERS FOR THE END OF SEASON 1 OF HAZBIN HOTEL)

note: this has been stuck in my head for a while, and I know it's random, but I really wanted to write a crossover one shot between HH & DW because I love these two shows so much T-T

Summary: after the battle between the extermination angels and the Hazbin Hotel staff, y/n had thought that all the drama was finally over and she could get back to trying to figure out how to get back to the doctor and their companion... That was the plan, but the universe seemed to have another plan stored for her.

y/n smiled at her friends, feeling relief washed over her as they finally finished constructing the new and improved Hazbin Hotel.She couldn't stop the swelling feeling in her stomach that something else would happen that day, but she had ignored it, continuing her conversation with her friends. If only she could include them as one of her companions, but the universe would never allow that, she doesn't even know why the universe would allow her in hell like this. She wondered if the doctor and his companion were looking for her.

It's been months since she last saw her fellow time-Lord and the human companion he had accompanied them. She had never been fond of humans, or human companions. Their lives were a blink, and they had such evil in their hearts. But after getting to know those human companions of his throughout history, she couldn't help but get attached to their species and their planet. Everything was so fascinating about them, especially when she had gotten sucked into Hell by accident when something had pulled the TARDIS. It was blurry on how they got separated, all she knows is that the two are either lost or are looking for her.

Her teeth grind together as she feels something beneath her skin pulse hard. No, not now. "Uh, hey toots, you okay?" Angel dust asked, which stopped everyone's conversations. y/n looked at them, a golden hue glistening from her skin.

"y/n, you've got, uh something on your skin." Lucifer said, pointing at his face. She stood up from her spot on the stool in front of the bar.

"no. No, no, no, no." y/n said, her body facing her friends. They've never seen a regeneration, they knew she wasn't humans, but the fact that this was how she would end her life, in hell of all places. She looked up at them, fear lacing her features. "No, please, I don't want to go. Not yet, I..." Tears started to stream down her face. Everyone looked at her as her hands started to also glow with the same sparkly golden hue. Alastor's smile strained, watching the person he surprisingly got close to, look at them helplessly.

"what's happening to you?" Charlie asked in a panic, wanting to help, but not understanding what to do. y/n turned around to face the front doors when she heard a voice she hadn't heard since the incident with TORCHWOOD.

"I'm regenerating..." She breathed, watching as a familiar blonde smiled her way. "Rose..." She said, watching the blonde walk up to her slowly.

"uh, who?" Angel spoke, confused.

"the first person to ever see this face. She's in another dimension, with another me. They're happy... She's happy." She watched the blonde raise a hand and put it on her cheek.

"I miss you," Rose whispered, letting her face go and backing up from her slightly.

"I miss you too. I'm sorry I never got the chance to tell you sooner," y/n said sadly, wishing she could actually feel her, but she couldn't. The time-Lord turned back around to her friends, her eyes meeting Alastor's. If there was anyone else she wanted her new face to first see, it would be the Radio Demon.

She held a hand out towards him, walking slowly to him, before stopping, the pain of the regeneration was great. She looked up at the ceiling, her arms now out. "Get back!" She heard someone yell as she screamed in pain, the energy leaving her body as it reshaped her cells into a new person. She didn't want to leave, but it was time. Sometimes, she hated to cheat death.

Once it was over, she leaned forward, gasping for breaths. Something with her voice sounded weird, but she didn't understand it. She grabbed her face and gasped, "oh my God! I'm a man!" y/n exclaimed, surprised with the new regeneration body. His eyes landed onto Alastor, who looked just as shocked as the rest. Never in their lives before death did they ever witness a regeneration. It was all new to them.

y/n walked quickly towards Alastor, which startled him, as he backed away and into the bar, sitting on one of the stools as y/n went between his legs to get a good look at the demon's face. y/n ran his tongue over his teeth, and gasped again, "new teeth! Ha! Now I know how the doctor feels! Hey, you're pretty cute for a dead guy!" y/n looked over Alastor's voice again before getting out of his space. "Boy, am I hungry. You've got apples? I sure do love apples! Honestly, I can never be sure though. New mouth, new rules. Such as, I have to go shopping for some men's clothes. Wow! I haven't done that in years!" He laughed. Though, before anything else could happen, he suddenly felt very sleepy. "Oh, boy, someone better catch me."

"are... Are you gonna faint?" Charlie asked, walking slowly over to the new figure.

"mmm, in about, twelve seconds." He stuck his tongue out. His eyes rolled in the back of his head as he fell forwards, Charlie catching him as the radio demon rushed to them.

"what just happened?" Angel was confused, like all of them.

"I have no idea." Vaggie shook her head with a sigh.

"I think I'm gonna need a drink after this." Husker grumbled, watching as Charlie and Alastor out the newly regenerated y/n on the lobby couch.

"you and me both," Lucifer nodded. Things would only get more interesting from this moment on. Especially with y/n already choosing his own companion, even though they're already dead. But what's the worst that could happen? By definition, he was a God, and he could do anything he wanted. Screw what the universe thinks, he doesn't have to be alone anymore. Sure he had the doctor and the companion, but he never had a companion of his own. Hopefully it'll be more forgiving to him this time.

This is just a one shot, but if anyone wants a continuation from this, I'll be happy to write this whole crossover into a short story, or something. Yes, it's still an Alastor story, and I know he didn't talk in this one shot, I just didn't know what he'd say in this situation, considering it was new for everyone in the hotel.

65 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 3 months

Text

heart eyes | carmilla carmine x fem! oc

note: Magik was nineteen when she died in 2009 and now she's biologically fourty-three (I'm just assuming Hazbin Hotel is set in 2024), and Carmilla is in her mid 40s-50s. (Her wiki said that anyways). Magik is Abroromantic and Asexual. The only people she doesn't mind touching her are Alastor, Rosie, Angel, and sometimes Charlie (possibly Carmilla as well in the future).

This one shot is from my book on Wattpad, and it's an Alastor & oc (plus other characters, mostly Alastor tho), and I had really wanted to write something for Magik (oc ) and Carmilla, cause Carmilla is so cool and I love her design T-T Alastor and Magik have a brother-sister relationship, they're strictly platonic.

pairing: carmilla carmine & magik garcia (romantic)

Shit. was the first thought going through Magik's head as she gripped her hair in despair. Shit, shit, shit. Her ears flattened against her head as she groaned in displeasure. Angel and Husk both looked at her, the spider demon leaning over to talk to his friend. "Is she all right? She's been like that for the whole day." He asked the cat demon. He opened his mouth to reply, but Magik beat him to it.

"No, Angie, everything is not okay. Oh, this is so bad, why must it be me?" Magik cried in confusion, trying to understand how she even did this to herself. The two looked at her confused.

"What does that mean?" Husk questioned, raising his eyebrows, trying to figure out what she was talking about.

"I mean this," she turned to look at them, her golden pupils were shaped into pulsing hearts, "every time i look or even think about that woman, my eyes automatically do this." She spoke, her ears flicking in irritation as the small tail she had wagged furiously.

"Oh! Awe, you have heart eyes," Angel awed at his friend, his hand going over to pat her gently on the head, being mindful of her little antlers. She snapped at his hand.

"Do not "awe" at me. This is terrible! I don't know how this even happened, I'm never attracted to anyone," she said, turning to look back at the counter with her thumb in her mouth, trying to not have a mental breakdown.

"You know, it's not a bad thing to like someone, kid." Husk said, leaning over the counter next to Angel.

"Yeah, and who is this lucky person that's got you all worked up anyways?" Angel asked. Magik sighed, scratching her cheek.

"You promise you won't laugh at me, right?" She asked.

"No." The two said. Magik mumbled the name of the person she was crushing on, "sorry, you'll have to speak up kiddo."

"Carmilla Carmine." She huffed, hugging her middle as she turned her head away from her friends.

"Wait, seriously?" Angel spoke first, a light airy laugh leaving his lips.

"You said you wouldn't laugh..." Magik mumbled. Husk nudged the younger male, which had Angel look at him and be met with a glare.

"We're not laughing Magik, just surprised is all. She doesn't seem your type, her being an overlord and all." He shrugged, taking a swig of his cheap booze. Magik looked at both of them, her heart pupils still prominent and bright.

"I actually didn't think you could like anyone, with the way you always act. No offense, doll, but you're not that approachable. Especially when Al's around you." He admitted, taking the drink Husk had made him and took a small sip of the pink alcohol.

"Neither did I! I didn't even know I liked women! Oh no, what if people find out!" She gripped her hair again, worried that if people found out, she'd definitely be the laughing stock of hell. No one as high ranked as Carmilla would go for a low ranked sinner. And Magik wasn't even that much of a sinner. She still has a grudge against heaven for that one.

"Jeez, calm down toots. It's not the end of the world." Angel rolled his eyes.

"Yeah," Husk nodded. She looked at them and then banged her head against the counter and groaned again. Shit! she totally forgot the meeting she was supposed to go to with Alastor, yes, she wasn't an Overlord, but Alastor loved having her tag along with them. He always thought it was fun. With the new revelation of her pupils dilating into hearts, she wasn't very thrilled in tagging along with her brother figure.

"Magik, my dear, oh I missed you. How are you?" Rosie spoke as Magik came into the meeting room with Alastor next to her. The cannibal walked over to the jack rabbit demoness who wore sunglasses (very Crowley of you Magik) and gave the short adult a hug, bending down a little to reach her height.

"Hi Auntie Rosie," Magik said, using the title Rosie insisted on her saying. Rosie only grinned, letting her go and leading her to sit in between Alastor and herself. "And I'm all right, I'm a bit tired today. Eye bags are dreadful." She sighed, lying as she pointed at the glasses that hid her pupils. Alastor raised a brow at that, but didn't say anything.

The meeting started as she stared at all of the Overlords, most of them she didn't even remember their names. Then, her gaze went to Carmilla and her eyes instantly softened as she inwardly sighed. Oh, I hate my life. She thought, trying to fight the giddy smile that threatened to spread across her thin lips. Why did it have to be you? She was not happy right now. She knew her pupils had grown in size and knew the hearts would be a lot better to see if she had the glasses off.

"Is there something you'd like to say, Magik? You've been staring at me for quite a while?" Carmilla's voice brought her out of her head as she looked around, confused.

"What?" She asked, her ears flicking, the smile she didn't realize passed her lips quickly turned to a frown, though her pupils were still the same. "No?" She was confused. Why was everyone looking at her?

"You've been staring off into space, my dear." Alastor told her, his static filled voice catching her ears. She looked up at him.

"No I wasn't," she denied.

"Whatever you were doing, stop it." Carmilla glared at her. This demoness wasn't an Overlord, so she couldn't understand why Alastor insisted on having her in some of these meetings. Magik looked dumbfounded until she understood what she had done and her face turned red in embarrassment. Why me? smoke sizzled out of her ears which surprised quite a few of the Overlords as she silently groaned. "And why are you wearing sunglasses inside?" She asked.

"I uh... Have a black eye?" Magik lied in uncertainty. Rosie gave a tilt of her head.

"I thought you had eye bags?" The hellborn was clueless sometimes, and it usually made Magik's life a nightmare. Magik gave an unconvincing smile.

"That too... I'm a poor sleeper... Hehe..." Oh, kill me now. She felt like crying. All this because her pupils are hearts. Carmilla rolled her eyes and then they finally went back to the meeting, everyone momentarily forgetting Magik and her embarrassed state. Rosie however, had an idea what had happened, and her grin seemed to widen. She may be clueless sometimes, but she would know a little crush when she saw one.

#carmilla carmine #carmilla carmine x oc #female oc #demon oc #jack rabbit demon #heart eyes #abroromantic #asexual #asexual character #aroace #wlw #lesbian character #aroace character #alastor hartfelt #hazbin hotel rosie #overlords #hazbin hotel #vivziepop

13 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 3 months

Text

No one:

Absolutely no one:

Alastor:

Their beef is my roman empire, I freaking love my two dorks 🥺

Top Four favorite Characters:

Lucifer & Alastor (tied for first)

Sir pentious (nearly tied with Lucifer)

Angel Dust

Emily (she's just, so cute. Her little squeak is like, the most adorable thing I've heard 😭)

(made with mematic)

#lucifer magne #lucifer morningstar #alastor hartfelt #alastor #the radio demon #alastor and lucifer beef #hazbin hotel #vivziepop #heaven and hell #sir pentious #emily hazbin hotel #angel dust #anthony hazbin hotel

448 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 3 months

Text

[SPOILER FROM EPISODE 8 OF HAZBIN HOTEL]

❝what just happened? Ffffuuu***kkk❞ *yells in lowercase*

This is by far my favorite Alastor quote, mostly because of his real voice. It sounds so goofy but it really suits him 😭

#alastor #hazbin hotel #favorite quotes #second favorite character #asexual character #aromantic character #vivziepop #funny quotes

23 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 4 months

Text

I have made a Celestial Toymaker x female! oc story on Wattpad (Loading_Stories_01) and only have like, one chapter out rn. It goes along with the plot of "the giggle" but would be a short story. It has a happy ending though lol.

here's the cover:

#doctor who #the toymaker #celestial toymaker #female lead #cannon x oc #niel patrick harris #wattpad fanfiction #doctor who 60th anniversary #donna noble #fluff #rose noble #shaun temple #sylvia noble #fourteenth doctor

12 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 5 months

Note

please continue second best if you didn’t plan on doing so already!! id love to see an ending to it!! it was so nice and i wasn’t really expecting that twist! much love!!

A/N: Thank you, to this lovely anon! I’m so happy that you enjoyed Second Best. I hope that you enjoy this story! Much love!!!

Number One Priority

Ganger!Doctor x Reader

Summary: After the events that occurred on St. John’s Base, the reader falls into a deep depression. The Doctor comes to terms with how much he ignored your needs, in the time before these events, and tries to form one last ditch effort to do right by you. Sequel to Second Best.

Warnings: mentions of character death and depression

Word Count: 2051

The Doctor fiddled with his new sonic screwdriver, the TARDIS having made him a new one after his previous sonic was destroyed with St. John’s Base and the Gangers within. There were a few new changes made to it, which he couldn’t quite figure out, but he assumed that it was because of the psychic link made to it by his Ganger. The thought of him was more upsetting to The Doctor than he imagined. The link between the two of them was strong, considering that The Doctor willingly created his Ganger, offering him all of his memories. He was fully prepared for his Ganger to be different than him in thought processes. He had seen many clones in his long life, none of them were ever completely identical to the person who was cloned. He did not expect his Ganger to get close to you, however. He should have guessed, but he admitted that he was stuck in his ways. The Doctor assumed that because Amy was the first face his current regeneration saw, his Ganger would feel the same way about her, but naturally his Ganger would have their own personal favorite person. You were his Ganger’s first face.

The Doctor could sense how sad you were at the Ganger!Doctor’s death, even before the signs were evident. He knew that he hadn’t been the kindest to you. He offered you the universe, a room, a home away from your life on Earth, but possessing practically anything at the snap of your fingers doesn’t make a person happy. People needed people. That’s why The Doctor sought out companions, that’s why Rory always fought for Amy, and that’s why you and The Ganger!Doctor were drawn to each other. The Doctor knew you needed someone, and he hated a part of himself for not caring for your emotional needs earlier, but he knew that he had the opportunity to correct some of his emotional neglect and bring back the person who cared for you as much as you cared for him.

Many adventures past and you still hadn’t left your room, or if you had, you asked the TARDIS to keep you away from The Doctor and whatever companions might be on board at the current moment. You didn’t see a point in interacting with them and you were fearful that if you left your room for longer than a food run, The Doctor would ask you to leave his ship. You wanted to remain in the TARDIS, you didn’t have anything to go back to on Earth, but you could not even obtain enough energy to take a shower most days. You knew that there was no way you could keep up with The Doctor’s boyish antics, but you did not want to give up your opportunity to see the universe.

After your shower one day, you sat in your towel in front of your closet. You were not thinking about what to wear. You were thinking about whether or not you should leave the TARDIS of your own free will before The Doctor could kick you out.

A knock at your door drew you from your thoughts. You knew that it was the Timelord, so you took a deep breath before allowing The Doctor to enter your room. He bashfully looked away from your body, and you apologised for your lack of clothing. He said that you were fine and asked if he could sit on your bed. You nodded in response. The Doctor stared at your wall before speaking softly, but unable to look at you.

“Y/N, I just wanted to apologise for my poor treatment of you.” You interrupted him, saying that everything was fine, but he wouldn’t allow you to speak that way. “It’s not okay, Y/N. I played favorites with my companions and I shouldn’t. I offered you and Amy and Rory and River the opportunity to see everything, anything you could want in the universe. I said that I would show you that. Well. I’ve shown you many things, but not the most important.” You asked what he was referring to, but he wouldn’t elaborate.

“I really enjoyed and am thankful for the opportunity to see the universe, Doctor.”

“I know, that’s why I need to introduce you to one last adventure.” You became so fearful when he said this, turning toward him and reaching out to him.

“I don’t have a home outside the TARDIS, Doctor. I have nothing to go back to.” The Doctor faced you, confronted by the fear in his eyes. He knew that he could brighten your life by what he had planned, but it broke his hearts to see you so scared.

“One last adventure, Y/N. There are more adventures available if you ever want to take up the offer, but, for the moment, this adventure takes precedence.” The Doctor hates endings, you could not wrap your head around how he was so cheerful at the thought of you leaving, causing you to wonder if he ever liked you at all.

“Doctor, I don’t want an adventure, if it means that I have to leave.”

“Oh, Y/N, I am positive that you will prize this adventure above any you had ever been on with me.” He stood up and brushed off his pants, “Now, get dressed! Today is an important day!”

You dressed slowly after he left, unprepared and anxious about what The Doctor was preparing, but you pushed forward and silently walked to the console room. The Doctor was bubbly and bouncing around the console. He was even humming a blissful tune. The TARDIS landed, and instead of bounding outside as usual, he made a quick call on the phone attached to the console.

“Is everything ready?” He spoke quietly, as if he was hiding something. You couldn’t hear that response, but by The Doctor’s excited reaction, the response was positive.

“Excellent, we will be out momentarily!” The Doctor hung up the phone and turned to you, gesturing toward the door. You were solemn, but you moved to the door. You breathed in deeply before opening the TARDIS door.

When you exited the TARDIS you saw a grassy meadow, the breeze moving the blazes waves of green. There was a blue house, large enough for a decent sized family, cozily nestled next to a dense forest. You turned to The Doctor to ask what all of this was about, but he only pointed at the door of the house you heard creaked open. You looked to where the Timelord was pointing, you face dropping when you saw who stood in the doorway. You couldn’t help but turn back hopefully to The Doctor, who nodded reassuringly that this was not a dream. You ran to the Ganger!Doctor, who met you halfway, before wrapping his arms tightly around your torso in a breathtaking hug.

“How-how did you survive?” You ghosted your hands over his face in disbelief. You eventually settled on placing your hands on his shoulders, comforted by the fact that he truly was real and this wasn’t a dream.

“Well, technically I didn’t, but I did, but I also didn’t. You understand, right?” You questioned if his rambling explanation revolved around the molecular memory of Gangers. “Yes! That’s it! New body, same mind! I knew I liked you for a reason, always so observant!” The two of you laughed in unison at his boyish excitement. You stared at him for a moment, scared that he might disappear if you were to look away. You reached up to straighten his bowtie, unaware of the Ganger!Doctor’s loving smile he gave because of your act of intimacy. You quickly jumped back to look at his face.

“Wait! What should I call you?” The Ganger!Doctor smiled curiously.

“What do you mean? I’m the Doct-”

“I know, but it's a bit,” You turned away from the Ganger, looking toward The Doctor leaning against his TARDIS. “Awkward calling both of you by the same name.”

“What about John Smith?” The Doctor quickly piped up behind you.

“Smith, John Smith … John Smith … John Smith! I like it!” The Ganger!Doctor, or rather John Smith, said the name in a different tone each time he said it.

“Yeah, I thought you might!” The Doctor mumbled behind you, turning to his side, to play with the TARDIS door handle, to give the two of you a bit more privacy.

You quieted your tone, in case The Doctor heard you, “I’m so happy to see you again, but why are you here and what is this place?”

“If you want it, Y/N. It will be our home.” He looked so hopefully toward you.

“Our home? Why would you want to be with me, there are so many better people.” You brushed off the possibility of being happy with him, you didn’t think that you were good enough to be with someone as kind as him.

“Stop that, Y/N. I told you before that you are my number one priority.” He raised a pointed finger toward you to show the seriousness of his point.

“Really?” You couldn't really believe what you were hearing, just as you didn’t believe him when he first said it.

“Cross my hearts.” Again to add credence to his point, The Ganger!Doctor used his hands to physically cross his hearts. You felt like you were going to cry out of happiness and finally feeling accepted by someone, so you hugged The Ganger!Doctor, hiding your face into his shoulder. The Doctor hesitantly stepped toward the two of you before speaking.

“I’ll leave the two of you to fix things up and plan and be back in a mo.”

“Wait! You're not kicking me out!” You turned to face your friend, but continued to hug The Ganger.

“Of course not! Both of you are perfectly welcome to travel with me and see the universe, if you so wish, but everyone needs a home base.” You looked into the eyes of the Ganger!Doctor who looked so happy and hopeful to have a life with you and you would be lying if you didn’t feel the same way. You said that you would really like to live that life, causing The Ganger!Doctor’s smile to grow. Even the Doctor smiled at the happy moment.

“Now go explore your new home and life, Y/N. I will be back soon to see if the pair of you want to travel.” You ran to hug The Doctor before he could enter his TARDIS, and you thanked him for doing this for you.

“Of course, Y/N. You deserve love and happiness, just like everyone else. It is an honor to have helped you on your journey to your very own fairytale ending.” You hugged him again before he shoved you off toward the home and The Ganger!Doctor, whose hand you clasped happily as he led you into your new home.

The Doctor looked onto his TARDIS monitor, calibrated to show him what was going on outside. Just before he was about to zip off on an adventure to buy your budding romance time, The Doctor saw, through an open window, his Gangerbrush his thumb against your cheek before he leant in and placed a delicate but strong kiss to your lips. You bashfully looked away after the kiss ended, smiling brighter than The Doctor had ever seen you smile before. He saw your pure joy that was emitted whenever you caught the Ganger!Doctor’s stares, how red your face became when you blushed after kissing him back, how tight the two of you held each other when you would hug, as if the both of you were afraid of losing the other. He knew that the two of you were meant to be. It saddened him that he could not be perfect for you and that he wasn’t there for you when he should have been, but he knew that you were in good hands and that you, inturn, would teach his Ganger much. And of course, you were just a phone call away. But what mattered now was your happiness and future with the person you loved and loved you passionately in return.

80 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 5 months

Text

❝i hate goodbye's...❞ | 11th doctor x gn! reader & ganger! 11th doctor x gn! reader

pairing: the doctor & the reader | ganger! doctor x gn! reader

summary: the doctor has to leave his best friend on Earth for reasons unknown to them, and it sets a whole slew of emotions tumbling out their mouth, but he knew that it wasn't him that they loved.

warning: angst with a happy ending (for y/n, sorry doc).

y/n stood in front of the man they had grown to love, the frown on his face telling them everything they needed to know. What had they done to make him look at them with a look like that?

"doctor...?" The young adult asked, feeling their eyes become moist with their unshed tears. "... Have I done something wrong...?" They asked, afraid of what his answer might be. Had they really done something so bad the doctor was putting them back where he found them.

He ignored their question, his gaze looking anywhere but them. Then, after a beat, he caught their gaze, his own eyes caught the e/c color he'd always loved. There were unshed tears gathered at the corner of them. They could hear the crackling and loud bangs of the thunder and lightning, both being drowned out by their holding stare. The TARDIS was behind the bow tie wearing man, tall and ominous as it always was.

He sighed, his voice wavering as the salty tears streamed down his cheeks, mixing with the heavy rain the two had stood in. "Why... Why..." He whimpered, grabbing at his hair, a pained sob rippled through his lips.

"doctor." They took a cautious step towards him, but he shied away.

"why does it always have to end this way?" He asked no one in particular, remembering his times with Donna before he had to erase her memories of him. Why did this always have to happen to him? Every person he comes into contact with either dies or he has to leave them. Why couldn't he have one thing? Why wouldn't the universe grant him this one thing?

"doctor, you're scaring me." They spoke, looking at him with concern, "what's happening?" He caught her gaze again, his eyes tired with exhaustion.

"I'm sorry y/n..." He said, remembering the exact words y/n had said to him years ago, when he first regenerated into this face, and way before he lost Amy and Rory. They were smiling at him, their hand clasped tightly in his as they both watched the married couple snowball fight. It had been Christmas that year and the four of them decided to battle it out with the snow. Rory and the doctor vs y/n and Amy, but it had turned into a war between the husband and wife. Laughter was all the two heard.

"how long are you going to stay with me?" He had asked them. It gave him a sense of deja vu. They looked up and smiled.

"Forever." The sincerity of their words made his heart swell, for they were the exact words Rose told him. He looked at them, to see they were watching Rory and Amy having fun, a smile on their face. The love they felt for y/n was Rose all over again, he would lose them too, and he'd be heartbroken.

"Sorry?" They asked, "I don't... I don't understand." They said, tears falling down their own cheeks.

"I'm sorry," he repeated, this time it was clearer. He wiped his tear stained face away, "I wasn't fast enough to save him." He told them. y/n looked at him with sorrow, but masked it with confusion.

"doctor, you're not making sense. There has never been anybody else but you." They said, the next words tumbling out with how much raw emotion they held, "I love you, please. I love you." The words tumbled from their lips. He knew that they hadn't meant it towards him.

"Stop." He said, turning to the TARDIS and walking towards it with slow steps, with his head down. y/n went to go after him, just as he opened the doors. Was he gonna leave them, here, on the streets in the rain? "You can come out now," he said solemnly, holding the door open, y/n stopped their chase, eyes widening when they landed on a familiar face. He wore the same outfit that he'd had when they first met after he was accidentally cloned by the Flesh.

"hello." Was his first response, the doctor leaned against the wall of the TARDIS, his arms crossed and his eyes watched both of them, his hearts aching. y/n's tears fell harder as they broke into a run, the Ganger doing the exact thing, catching them with his arms and lifting them up off the ground and spun them around, a happy laugh leaving his lips.

"how? How are you alive?" he put them down as they put their hands on his cheeks, feeling his skin, "I saw you melt from the sonic. You died," they whimpered, their tears still running down their face.

"the doctor," he looked from them and to the hurting man, who gave them both a small smile, "he saved me. Made me again, so we could be together again, my love." The Ganger said, looking back lovingly at them. y/n turned their head to the doctor, a sad smile on their face. He kicked off the wall, stopping far from the two.

"I can't grow old with you y/n, but he can. He'll give you a life you deserve. One that I can't," the doctor admitted to her, as she got out of the Gangers arms to step forward a bit, with concern. "Don't give me that look, okay." He chuckled darkly "I'm sorry I couldn't save him sooner," he said.

"doctor... I do care about you, you know that, don't you?" They asked, the Ganger watching with a frown. Why was it so hard to watch?

"but not love. I know, and I care about you just as deeply, and i want you to be happy. With someone who can give you a chance," he said, his hand now resting against the cool TARDIS door. The rain has finally stopped, leaving them in their cold and wet clothes, but they didn't care. The Ganger doctor walked up beside them, and took their hand in his and brought it up to his lips to kiss it softly. He sighed, bowing his head, "I hate goodbyes," he said.

"then don't think of this as a goodbye, doctor. Think of it as a "hello"." The Ganger said, smiling at him. The doctor returned it sadly.

"will we ever see you again doctor?" They asked. He looked at them.

"the universe is a big place. But I'm certain our paths will cross again." And then he entered the TARDIS, the door closing as the machine started to disappear right before them. The Ganger doctor wrapped an arm around their shoulder, and gently guided them around, their own arm wrapping around his waist as they started their trek down the street.

The Ganger leaned slightly down to their ear, whispering the name not many would know, and y/n was one of the lucky souls in the universe who would know. They stopped, fresh tears running down their cheeks as they turned in his arms, before pulling his head to them, softly kissing his lips.

Hopefully, the Universe would give the doctor a chance. Just one chance, so he's not alone anymore. y/n wished nothing more than to see her best friend happy. And in return, he gave her someone to be happy with, even if it wasn't him.

So, how was the angst? I'm not the best at it, but I hope I did pretty well, especially referencing Rose T-T the doctor just can't seem to be happy, not even in little fanfics, my poor baby. Does anyone have a recommendation of the doctor angst?

#11th doctor #the doctor x reader #the doctor x you #doctor who #angst #the doctor hates goodbye's #the companion fell for the doctor again #x reader #gn reader #crying #an emotional confession #ganger doctor #ganger doctor x reader #the doctor

19 notes · View notes

timelessstardust99 · 5 months

Text

Star gazing | 14th doctor x female! reader (part i)

NO SPOILERS (okay, maybe slightly)

Pairings: 14th doctor x reader

Warning: slight spoilers, nothing major, hopefully (the meep counts as a spoiler I think)

Characters: the doctor and the reader.

Summary: after everything with the meep had finally ended, the doctor thought it was best to stay the night at the noble-temple household, slowly getting closer to y/n who reminds him so much of his late wife.

y/n sat on the roof of her goddaughters shed, staring up at the vast openness of space. It was calming, relaxing even. Just today, she had battled some evil alien by the name of meep and nearly lost the earth because of the meep.

She had also met a strange man, he was named the doctor, he knew Wilfred a long time ago and apparently he knew Donna and Sylvia as well before she came into the picture. Growing up, she had heard of a man in a blue box that could travel in space and time, she was quite the spunky kid growing up and loved everything about the stories and would attempt reenact the stories, as if she herself lived them. Her imagination was good, she could imagine anything and she could do it. That's how she got her career. She was determined.

Startled out of her thoughts, she saw the strange man in question climbing up onto the shed, struggling to steady himself, which caused the young woman to raise a brow. Once he was steady enough, he looked up and saw y/n there, and he grinned. "Oh, hell y/n, I didn't realize you were here." He lifted himself up and sat right next to her, "why haven't you gone to sleep yet? I'm sure you're exhausted from today," the doctor questioned. She bit her lip and turned away, staring up at the stars again.

"sorry, I've got lots of things on my mind, hard to sleep really." She sighed. The two were shoulder to shoulder, the silence between them was awkward or had any sort of tension. The doctor glanced her way, noticing small details, little ones that remind him so much of River. Everything she did today reminded him of River, and he couldn't explain. He nudged her.

"well, that's no good. You humans need your sleep." He joked. y/n laughed, shaking her head, her slight curls (or whatever style you have/want) bounced on top of her head.

"yeah, suppose you're right, doctor," she looked over to him, him being caught and frozen by those e/c pools of hers. "But, I just can't seem to. I mean, after everything, it's a wonder I'm still sane. That alien nearly killed me and my goddaughter and her family and almost millions of others." She pulled at her hair in frustration, before slumming, the doctor watching her closely. She glanced at him, "you know, growing up, I heard the stories of you. The amazing doctor my mum would call you, thought you were a myth." She shrugged, nudging him back.

He chuckled, "amazing, huh?" He asked, "I think I'm far from that, dear." He froze at the word he used, hoping she didn't catch it. She wasn't River. River was gone, and so were Amy and Rory.

y/n stared at him with wide eyes, before smirking, "dear? No one besides Donna or Sylvia calls me that." She gently pushed the doctor. "Don't tell me you fancy me doc," she laughed. The laugh was so familiar to him, which helped sooth his aching pain.

"no, sorry, it slipped." He admitted, "you just remind me of someone... Someone important." y/n stopped laughing, her smiled going soft.

"they must be important if little old me rinds you of them. What's their name?" She saw his face and tried to backtrack herself, "I'm sorry, you don't have to tell me --"

"no, no, it's fine." He sighed and rubbed at his eyes. "Her name was River Song... She's gone now." He said.

"well, she sounds nice, this River woman." She leaned back on her hands, her hair cascading down her shoulder, "wish I could've met her."

"yeah." He said, watching the stars alongside her, their shoulders close as her head gently leans against his shoulder. He tensed at the feeling, but soon relaxed. "Oh, I have to ask. Donna said that you were back only for a month from college. What do you study?" He asked after a beat. She got off his shoulder and beamed.

"archeology. I'm becoming an archeologist, so I can travel the world and find hidden discoveries and artifacts that have been lost in history!" She grinned. The doctor stared at her in shocked silence as she went back to watch the stars. But, River was an archeologist. Don't tell him this is the universe's way of playing a crude joke on him. "Someday doctor, I'm gonna change the world. And people will know who I am. I'll be a great archeologist, I just know it." She looked at him to see him looking at her with nervousness. "What's that look for?" She asked. He smiled at her gently.

"heh, spoilers," he chuckled. She shook her head at his weirdness and went back to the stars. What did the world have in store for him? Only time would tell, and he already knows he hasn't got any left.

note: it's a bit short, and just to clear it up River and the reader are not related. They just look similar in style and career choices, that's it.

#fourteenth doctor x reader #rose noble #doctor who #x reader #female reader #donna noble #meep doctor who #alienxhuman #shaun temple #sylvia noble #doctor who 60th anniversary #one shot #fluff

77 notes · View notes