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ncteez · 3 months
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oh no, he's in love? (k.m.g)
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Mingyu knew that sleeping with you was a bad idea, especially when he learns that you’re now dating his son, Chan. He pulls himself back into reality and moves on from the situation, allowing the two of you to end the small fling without suspicion, or rather, he tries.  or the one where your re-established crush and now boyfriend, chan, finds out that his dad knows you better than he does.
― part one here! 
ao3 | m.list | leave feedback and reblog to give mingyu a boner. 
minors do not interact. 
WORDCOUNT― 15.1k
PAIRING― dilf!mingyu x afab reader  | chan x afab reader
CONTENT―  angst, there is no daddy kink nor is there sub/dom dynamics involved with this fic, mingyu is in his 40s, reader is in her 20s. 
SIDE CHARACTERS― chan as mingyu’s son, jihoon as chan’s ride home when ur mad at him
WARNINGS― borderline cheating, alcohol abuse, morally gray choices need to be made, chan disowns mingyu, reader can be lifted and carried by mingyu.
NOTE― *runs away very very fast, so fast that no one can catch me and make me face the trials of what this fic may have done to some of you* not proofread because hahahaha nope. 
smut tags under cut:: 
smut tags :: pussy drunk mingyu, reader is almost entirely silent through the smut but you’ll get why, pussy devouring, kitchen counter sex, couch sex, missionary, eye contact, making out, finger fucking, cream pie/unprotected sex
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You keep running through explanations in your head, more for yourself than anyone else. When you pushed that crush you had on Chan away, it was clearly because you were horny and he wasn’t picking up the hints. The crush never actually died, your interest just skewed to someone who appeared more ready to pleasure you when you needed it the most. The fact that it happened to have been Chan’s dad? Well, we just won’t talk about how that factors into it.
The explanation of an insatiable “horny level” high enough to fuck Mingyu? It manages to calm you down each time you’re actually with Chan. He’s entirely unaware of what happened between you and his father and you’d prefer to keep it that way, which is why you haven’t seen Mingyu in over a month, and why you avoid seeing him any further. 
After that first night with Mingyu, you saw him a few times after and continued your little fling with him until Chan made himself more prominent in your life, more so than he already was. He made his feelings clear, he stepped up, he started hanging out with you one on one rather than consistently inviting you to parties with him. It was easy to fall back into your original mindstate about him especially without the alcohol being involved. Wanting to hold his hand, wanting to kiss him, wanting to touch him. He stepped up and asked you to be his girlfriend about a week after you stopped seeing Mingyu all together. You expected to be asked, in all fairness, so it was the right thing to do. 
Mingyu never texted you nor did he ever call even before you stopped seeing him, he always just responded. You were thankful for that, despite remembering how you laid with him in his bed the last night you spent with him, wondering if that feeling in your stomach was something deeper than arousal. Small secretive hopes that those small words of “I never want to assume, that’s why I don’t text first.” with an even smaller explanation of “It’s not because I don’t want you.” would become something more. 
Still, those budding hopes don’t matter now, as Chan continues to make himself the center of your love life. There is something on your mind that bothers you though. The fact that there could be a future together with Chan and knowing that you can’t avoid Mingyu forever. 
God, you’re so right about that issue too, because of course Chan is happily texting you as the semester comes to an end. Of course he’s setting up dinner with his dad and inviting you to meet him properly for the first time. 
You: chan, i’ve met your dad a billion times
Chan: yeah but not as my girlfriend! 
You: fair but, i’ve already met him lol, i’d rather we just hang out without parents around
Your brain pounds at the idea of pretending you haven’t met Mingyu on levels deeper than you should have. It also pounds at the idea of seeing Mingyu’s reaction to you doing what you’re doing. He must think so lowly of you, to fuck him and still be brave enough to enter into a relationship with his son? You’re sure he already knows you’re dating him, but like, you’d rather not see him see it? 
Chan: babe come on, i wanna do coupley things with you! just pretend you’ve never met him, plus he seemed cool with the idea and even said he can make up my old room if we wanted to sleep over. 
The pit in your stomach grows at the very idea that you’ve never been in Chan’s old room before, but you’d been in Mingyu’s many times. Enough to remember the creak of the boards just at the base of his bedroom door, enough to know where he hangs his jacket outside of the closet, and which side of his bed he tends to sleep on the most. 
Unfortunately, and with a world of reluctance, you know you can’t avoid Mingyu forever. The thought alone that he already knows drives the bubbles in your stomach up to your throat, leaving a bad taste in your mouth as you give in to your boyfriend. Chan, the one you chose, and the one you know you will continue to choose. 
You: alright, alright. what should i wear?
Chan: can you wear that one skirt 
You: NO
~
Now, after a long night of overthinking and trying to come up with an excuse to not see Mingyu again, you’re sitting on your bed wearing the exact skirt Chan wants you to wear, waiting for him to pick you up and drive you to the most awkward situation that could ever happen to you.
You’re really hoping he doesn’t opt to sleep there and expect you to be beside him. Something inside tells you that he’d be able to smell the weakness on you, or the nervousness around his father. After all, Chan is more mindful than you gave him credit for originally. Only having learned this through his never-ending string of apologies of never reciprocating your hints previously. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to, he had said, he just wasn’t sure if he was ready at the time. 
That was, until he noted how you kind of backed off. He didn’t want to fumble a girl like you, and so, he leaped further than any man ever had done with you. Mindful, he is. Of himself, of you, hopefully not of anything else though. You’d really rather he not take note of any lingering memories in his childhood home regarding your naked body pressed against whatever surface Mingyu has had you against.
Trying to act like Mingyu hasn’t had you pressed against the washer in the laundry room is harder than you thought it would be. Trying to pretend you haven’t touched him, or kissed him, or made him moan is insanely difficult to do. Those images and sounds were burned into your mind the moment it happened, and even now, when you get intimate with Chan, you find yourself finding the differences between the two. Which is….not good.
For instance, Mingyu is bigger. All around, he loomed and could do absolutely anything he wanted to you, but he was polite and never took advantage of his size or age. He was gentle and kind, even when his deep thrusts hurt. He always kissed you when you winced, always told you to hold onto him, and always thanked you for taking him so well. 
Chan, on the other hand is–a good size of course, not as thick or as long as Mingyu, body stature not nearly as big either but, the sex is hot, messy, clumsy even. 
He’s cheeky and selfish for his pleasure, but so are you, so the dynamic is something that turns you on beyond belief. Having someone so eager to touch you felt amazing. Chan never quite knew where he wanted his lips, tongue, or fingers first and it always feels so good to let him determine that himself. 
 The first time you finally had him between your legs, you could argue that he gave you some of the best head you’d ever had. Until you remembered how Mingyu did it. How desperate someone twice your size and age was for you to get on his face, how ready he was to make you feel good even while neglecting himself. Chan doesn’t do that, he likes to hold you down when you squirm, and he certainly doesn’t allow himself to be neglected for too long.
Both of them fuck so differently, and both of them fuck exactly how you want them to. Or, wanted them to, if you’re talking about Mingyu. It’s just, you only know of the love from Chan and the presumed fantasy of what you think Mingyu’s love would feel like. 
As you sit here, comfortable and pleased with your current sex life, you can’t help but miss the way you were held by Mingyu. His big arms felt so safe, even when you weren’t in any position to feel unsafe. You can’t compare the two, truly, but you still try. Internally wondering which is better despite already making the choice of being Chan’s girlfriend. 
Naturally though, you cannot live your life through sexual hopes and dreams like this when you’ve got Chan right here, giving his all to you. So, you let it rest, even when the thoughts flood your mind. 
The memories and thoughts of Mingyu will die as the days pass, right? As you and Chan establish a good foundation, and eventually fall into something more serious than just a mid-college relationship, right? There’s no harm in remembering fondly until that happens, right?
Right, well. You still have to officially meet Mingyu again, so. 
Even now, as you’re with Chan and pulling into his father’s driveway, your brain finds itself reverting back to how Mingyu used to open the door for you when you were alone. Always that little smirk, always a tight and warm hug before it immediately turned to minty fresh kisses deepening by the second.
When he opens the door this time, he appears to be nothing but a doting father. One who doesn’t have desperate arousal pressing against his jeans when he looks at you. It’s a reminder that he isn’t opening this door for you alone this time. He’s not inviting you in to put those broad hands on your thighs to spread your legs open for him. No, he’s inviting you in for fucking dinner with your boyfriend. His son. 
He doesn’t appear to be bothered though, nor does his eyes linger like they used to. He greets you the same way he greets Chan, only glancing at your hand in his son’s grasp for a moment before offering the two of you a smile.
“It’s about time I got to officially meet her.” Mingyu calls out with a chipper tone, reaching his hand out to you for a hand shake. “Now that you’re seeing me at a decent time, without dragging my insane child to the couch to sleep off his bad decisions, I’m the actual Mingyu.”
You reluctantly reach for his hand to shake it, the warmth of them no longer there from when he used to hold your hips or caress your cheek. They’re cold this time, but his smile is warm. You avoid eye contact, mostly looking straight past him rather than choosing to try and read his features. 
“It’s kind of weird seeing you when the sun is out, Mr. Kim,” You comment, feeling a little bit shy about all of this despite how bold you normally are. “Kind of nice that we are all here to meet without Chan dry heaving against me.”
Mingyu pauses at the name you just called him, accepting it and dipping his head politely at you with a soft and accepting smile.
“Oh yeah, for sure.” Chan laughs, squeezing your hand in his and dragging you inside, forcing you to brush only slightly by Mingyu, who steps back to give you the space. 
On one hand, that comment meant more than you meant it to, but it was also the truth. For one, you should never be calling your boyfriend’s dad by his actual name, and two, even if you never got to experience getting into Mingyu’s bed, still you’d have only met him in the middle of the night after wild college parties. Even those days when you slept over and went home the next morning, the sun was out but it didn’t change the fact that most of your waking hours with Mingyu were spent when the city was blanketed by night. 
The atmosphere feels so awkward in these circumstances and the worst part is that they’re not supposed to. If you had just kept your hands to yourself, if Mingyu was just….not so fucking hot. Even now, as you avoid eye contact with him, you watch the way he steps around the kitchen with confidence as he prepares the last of the dinner. You watch the way his shirt squeezes his biceps and the way his fingers hold a bowl. 
You are stupid to have come here so soon.
Unintentionally you rub your legs together as you watch him, as if your body will react regardless of what your heart tells you to do. Chan is off to the side moving his hand from the table and to your thigh, completely unaware that the movements from you are from unwanted arousal and not nervousness. 
“What’re you being so shy for?” Chan whispers, squeezing your thigh with care, dipping his head down to make eye contact with you. “Like you said, you’ve already met him before.”
He has no idea that the simple touch to your thigh is driving you insane right now, and you can’t even react to it the way you want to because you wouldn’t know if you’d moan the wrong name if you end up being intimate with Chan here. It feels insanely overwhelming just sitting here at the dinner table and the worst part is that it absolutely should not be like this. As if that’s not already well established in your head, 
“I know, but it’s weird pretending like it’s my first time meeting him.” You whisper back, trying to relax your body and keep your eyes on Chan. 
You can’t help but feel like he can see straight through you, despite knowing there is absolutely no way in hell he could. 
“It’ll feel better, don’t worry. I know you’ve only talked to him a few times, but he’s pretty down to earth.”
Chan really thinks you’ve only met Mingyu in passing when dropping him off. God, the guilt is overwhelming as you lean into him, dropping your head on his shoulder and sighing. You can’t even tell if this looks dramatic or awkward, but thankfully, Mingyu appears to be avoiding your eye much like you are for him. 
When dinner is ready and the three of you are sitting together and eating, it does somehow get easier. The way Mingyu plays it off, the way he carries the conversation, the way he says he’s proud of Chan for finding such a nice girl, all of it makes you feel as though he’s decided to move forward. Like he’s genuinely okay with this, like he’s moved on and you were just a notch in his bedpost. 
Which, it’s true, but you can admit that you feel uneasy with the way he no longer looks at you the way he once did.
Which is good, for him at least. You think you’ve moved on too, at least in a logical sense, but you can’t help but feel a little stab in your heart each time Mingyu acts in support of this relationship. Not that you wanted him to fight for you, or to be mad, it’s just that you really thought that maybe the two of you had a little fire starting together. Given, you’re the reason that was snuffed out, who are you to feel even the slightest bit upset that he’s being a supportive father? 
After all, above all, he is the father of your boyfriend, and not just that notch in your bedpost. You have to co-exist with him for as long as you and Chan are together, it’s better that it’s this way.
There’s a relief in the way Mingyu appears to truly not mind. He still looks at you softly when your eyes do meet, but they’re not guilty or apologetic. This is how it’s supposed to be, it’s how it was always supposed to be. 
“So, are you guys sleeping over?” Mingyu asks, grabbing his glass and taking a sip to wash down a bite of his food before looking between the two of you. “Chan, I made up your bedroom and hooked up one of the gaming systems.”
Chan nods with a fond smile before looking at you and tilting his head in question. 
“Are you good to sleep over?” He asks you, hand going back to your thigh under the table and giving you another comforting squeeze. 
You don’t want to, but Chan is still obnoxiously bad at picking up hints, so when you shrug he smiles and nods. 
“Sounds good,” He smiles, looking back at his dad and taking another bite of his food. “This is nice.”
Mingyu hums in response.
“Yeah, it’s about time you brought someone home to meet me, I was starting to think you thought I was lame or something.”
Chan laughs, tipping his chair a bit as he pulls his hand from your thigh and slouches like the college boy he is. 
“You are lame,” Chan jokes in a chuckle. “But really, dad, I just didn’t click with anyone until now.”
Mingyu pauses and then gives Chan another smile and a nod. 
“That’s really good to hear.” He compliments, standing to his feet to take his dishes to the sink.
~
You try not to be too touchy with Chan while you’re here. You’re too hyper aware of what it feels like to be touched in this house and what it does to your mind. Unfortunately, Chan is the perfect type of boyfriend you would have yearned for before all of this happened. 
He’s touchy, he’s clingy, he’s needy. Honestly, he’s all over you after dinner. On the couch he used to drunkenly sleep on, his hand is planted to your thigh, drawing little hearts with his fingertips. His lips are constantly in search of yours when Mingyu sees himself out of the room, usually to grab a drink or to go to the bathroom. 
It’s not that you pull away, but you kind of do. He seems understanding enough, knowing that you likely just feel awkward being all touchy in his dad’s house.
“He’s not even in here,” Chan prods gently, kissing against your neck. “And you look so good today.” 
You both love and hate how into you he can be. It’s something you think you’ll give in to time and time again, but still, you feel like you’re morally at a wall when he does it here. 
Even by the time the two of you make your way to Chan’s old room, you find yourself staring at the door Mingyu has closed behind you several times. His door. You know the layout of his bedroom like the back of your hand, every creak of his floor, every pattern on his window curtains. 
The guilt stays with you the entire time you’re here, and you really just can’t wait to leave. It feels like you’re a prisoner of your own fucking brain at this point, and honestly? You want to go to sleep and not spend another waking moment with your fucking boyfriend within these walls, ever. It’s too overwhelming, too awkward, and in all honesty, kind of painful with the way Mingyu seems entirely unbothered.
You’re trying to be unbothered too, even as Chan lays you down in his old bed and crawls on top of you. 
“If we’re quiet...” He starts, trying to lean down to kiss you, trying to love you the way you usually like it. But he’s quick to take note of your body language, with the way you almost curl in on yourself as he makes his attempt. 
“Hey,” He soothes, rolling off of you and clinging to your side. “It’s okay.” He continues, whispering to you and peppering little kisses against your shoulder. “We don’t have to.”
You nod quietly, turning to face him and looking at him.
“It’s not that I don’t want to.” You say, trying to make him feel less bad about it. “I just don’t think I can physically get turned on in your dad’s house.”
A lie. 
He chuckles at you with a nod. 
“Would you rather not sleep here tonight?” He asks, like, genuinely asks in a way to try and make things more comfortable. 
You nod, feeling a bit bad and like you’re making a big deal about it, even though to him, you’re not. 
“Come on, we can go back to your place.” He says, both of you still very much awake and not entirely ready for bed anyway.
“Won’t he wonder why we’re leaving?” You ask, tilting your head. “I mean, he made up your room and everything.” You nod your head to the gaming system sitting untouched, ready for use. 
“Nah, he’s just nice like that. He won’t mind.”
And, well, Mingyu really didn’t seem to care. Which, arguably, makes you feel stupid for being worried about it at all.
In fact, he barely gave either of you a nod when Chan opened the familiar bedroom door to say goodbye for the night. Both of you waving politely to him with no excuse or reason as to why you’re not staying. 
You’re aware that Mingyu knows why though. Which is probably why he didn’t offer an ounce of care or confusion when the two of you inevitably stood at his door to tell him. 
At the end of the day? This visit was tortuous only because you made it so. In your head, it’s hard to pretend. Fortunately though, Mingyu seems to have no fucking problem forgetting that you’ve ever spent a single moment alone with him. 
You try not to hurt over it.
~
Chan has this effect over you where as long as the two of you are together, he calms you to the point that you almost forget about Mingyu entirely. That is, of course, until you’re actually face to face with Mingyu himself and you have no other choice but to recognize the choices you’ve made. 
Thankfully, there isn’t much of a reason to be around him despite being in a committed relationship with his son, and that only gives you more of a reason to fall back into a comfortable mind state the second you’re out of that all too familiar childhood home of your boyfriend. 
Every single time, without fail and completely without intention, Chan manages to remind you with every kiss and touch that you’re where you’re supposed to be. With him, beside him, under him, just…anywhere with him. It feels so right when your brain isn’t running a mile a minute over the hidden secrets within yourself. 
You can genuinely say that Chan makes you happy. You can even say that you’ve never been happier in a relationship with another person. Never more comfortable, never more safe. So, when the two of you are invited to a semester-end party over at Jihoon’s place just a week later, it’s natural that both of you jump for the opportunity. 
After all, it’s been a while since you last attended a party at all, and Chan has since calmed down as well once the two of you got exclusive. It’s nice, really, without the alcohol flowing and heightened emotions. 
Every conversation from before, up to Chan asking you to be his girlfriend was sobering and pleasant. If anything, having a couple of drinks now that the two of you are falling into a routine together would be a nice change of pace for the night.
The two of you deserve this relaxation together anyway, for sure you do. After how you felt dealing with Mingyu face to face, after a rough semester, after fucking passing your exams, fuck yes you’re going to go to this party and let loose with a boyfriend you’re growing to love so dearly. 
You can tell Chan is excited too by the glint in his eye and that fond smile as he watches you get dressed and ready beside him.
“I won’t drink much so we can go back to my place and cuddle up later?” is what he whispered to you as you pinned your hair out of your face. You were happy to hear him take responsibility for what used to be a somewhat of a drinking problem. 
Unfortunately, his promise of not drinking much became more and more empty as the night went on.
For the first hour, he seemed to stick to his words. Sipping on one single drink up until the end of the hour and he goes for another. Then another, and another, up until he goes off for “one more” only to be lost in the crowd of people wandering around jihoon’s frat house. 
You stand in wait, swaying to the beat with a mere drink and a half sloshing around in your belly as you think to yourself. It’s okay. He’s just letting loose for the first time in weeks and you don’t want to seem like a pushy girlfriend or a mood kill during the middle of a party that you both very much deserve to attend.
You and Chan being in the relationship doesn’t mean neither of you get the freedom to have fun and get absolutely plastered, even if there was a slight promise of doing no such thing. You want him to have fun after the stressful semester. Especially considering how you had to practically force him to study just so he could get his GPA up. 
You want him to not feel guilty for drinking a little too much like he’s done so many times before. If anything, you need to be the supportive girlfriend, letting him lean on you and leave slobbery, wet kisses down your jaw through drunken slurs of love and adoration towards you. 
Are you a bit disappointed? Yes, of course you are. But you also don’t mind going with the flow, so flow you do. Back and forth through the rooms, mingling with Jihoon, Joshua, that one guy, and that other girl. You’re having a great time chatting it up with relaxed and giggly friends, feeling like maybe you could even use another drink or two, up until– oh.
Chan. Right there against the back door with some pretty drunken girl petting on his arm. Giggling, dipping her face, all while he says something to her with the same snicker and smirk he typically gives to you during a date or just before an intimate moment with you.
Suddenly, you remember when you let that fleeting crush on him dwindle as time passed. Sure, partially it was because of Mingyu but there was still another side to it. This side of Chan. When he’s drunk and entirely out of his mind around pretty girls and strong beverages. Always so single looking, always so flirty, never picking up hints.
He never picked up the hint that you liked him, and while he explained that away to you, watching him now makes you feel like all of those words were just to save face. He didn’t pick up the hints then, and he certainly isn’t picking up the hints now as your face falls to that of a frustrated glare. The girl notices, raises her brow at you, and then looks back at your boyfriend. 
Chan barely glances at you but when he does, it’s almost like you didn’t come here with him at all. It’s almost like neither of you ever even started dating in the first place. 
Is this all it takes? A couple of drinks and one pretty girl for him to lose all interest in you? What about you though? Is this all it takes for you to completely lose all interest? 
You’re the only one with a right to lose interest, arguably. 
Considering the way Chan looks at her, the way his hands reach for her. 
There, a girl who isn't you, to be specific. He practically ignores any hint of discomfort from you while simultaneously allowing this girl to cling all over him, run her fingers through his hair, and even so much as sipping from his drink. She glances at you again.
She fucking smirks at you.
You’re dumbfounded, appalled, and overwhelmed with rage within an instant as you stand and watch. Each person who steps in front of you or between you and your boyfriend appear to be entirely invisible as you watch, because you can’t recall a single second where you weren’t seeing the two of them up against that fucking door clear as day. 
It’s like he’s reverted back to every doubt you ever had about him, that safety you had started growing accustomed to being ripped out from under you by some woman who you’re sure he hasn’t even caught the name of yet. 
Does it hurt? Tremendously for the amount of time you’ve been with him. A few weeks shouldn’t hurt this badly to lose. 
And it’s not hard, really, to take what’s yours, or rather to throw away what’s supposed to be yours. It never really has been when it comes down to situations that force you to act on instinct. After all, Chan was the one who got serious with you. He’s the one who asked you to be exclusive. He’s the one who finally jumped in after you’d been dipping your toes in to encourage him for ages. 
And now, he’s going to fucking explain himself. You deserve to know why your boyfriend of just over a month and a half, who was previously your best fucking friend, manages to grow bored with you within the blink of an eye. If Chan can’t handle being in a relationship while alcohol is involved, he’s going to have a big decision to make. Right here. 
Right now. 
You make your way towards them, all while glaring at the woman with her hands in your boyfriend’s hair as she makes her pathetic attempts to dance sexy against him. Chan, on the other hand, is so fucking dazed and in his own world that you can argue you don’t know this man at all.
“Chan.” That’s all you say to have him raising a brow, looking at you as if you’re interrupting something. 
“What’s up babe?” He responds nonchalantly, smiling at you and leaning into the girl. 
You pause, taking a breath as you stare them both down with a grimace.
“Can you leave?” You demand more than ask towards the girl, and she scoffs only for a moment before Chan takes it upon himself to shrug her off of him and shake her away. 
You watch as she rolls her eyes and walks away, and never in your life have you wanted to slap another woman so badly. The worst part is that it isn’t even her fault that this is happening. Chan clearly didn’t tell her that he, you know, has a fucking girlfriend. 
“What the fuck was that?” You dead pan, staring straight at Chan and forcing him out of a state of bliss with your tone. 
“Babe, babe. Relax.” He slurs, smiling and chuckling throughout the words. “Just having fun!” 
You stare at him dumbfounded. Offended. Fucking appalled yet again. 
“Are you joking?” You roll your eyes much like the woman did, crossing your arms and fidgeting on your feet. “If I’d known that you would suddenly become single from getting shitfaced then maybe we wouldn’t have come to the party at all.” 
“Oh, so now you want to control me?” Chan shoots back in another slur of words. “First you force me to study, now you’re trying to make me stop having fun? Such a fucking buzz-kill.” 
You sigh, unsure as to why you thought he wouldn’t be so stubborn. Then again, you know drunk Chan better than you do the sober one.
“I really thought that once we started dating, you’d be more mindful of this. Of us.” You nearly plead now, reaching for his cup only to watch him pull it out of your reach like a child. “You need to stop drinking.”
Chan just stares at you now. You watch him try to adjust his eyes forward, and already you’re aware that he’s seeing two of you. His expression gives you nothing more than a feeling of disgust, knowing well enough that drunk words are more truthful than the sober ones.
“Chan, you’re cheating on me already.” You try to explain the gravity of the situation again. 
“I’m not cheating. I told you, I was just having some fun.” He explains away with a dopey smile, moving his weight to his other leg and blatantly stumbling over nothing as he sways himself back into a shitty-show of drunken balance.
“Yes, because it’s fun to have another woman’s hands all over you when I’m literally right fucking here?”
Only now are you actually shocked by his response. 
All he does is shrug at you with that same smile. One you’d normally want to kiss right off of his face because it’s so cute and endearing. 
But no. Instead, you feel disgust. No hurt, no pain, just…you feel gross. Embarrassed, even.
“This is childish. We’ve barely been dating over a month.” You state as a fact, uncaring if he can process the words at all. “I’m not doing this. We’re done. Have Jihoon take you back to your place.” 
And before he can even fathom saying something back to you, you leave. 
~
It’s a very bad feeling to walk into a party arm in arm with someone you imagine being with for a long time, and then walking out of that same party not three hours later alone, and seemingly broken up. 
You meant what you said though, even if you could practically see your words go through one of his ears and out the other. It’s too early in the relationship to be dealing with that. Arguably, there should never be a time in a relationship actually, where you have to practically force someone out of your boyfriend’s too-welcoming grasp. 
Ah, it’s shameful really. Given that you did your best to be a good girlfriend to him despite what happened with his dad, yet he couldn’t even offer you the decency of at least pretending to love you while drunk? 
You really didn’t pay much mind to his drinking until now. You knew he was a bit of a mess before but most college kids are, you thought. Seeing it first hand and how it can impact your relationship though? Yeah, Chan has a drinking problem and it’s one you’re not willing to work through with him. 
Partially because you’re hurt by what he’s doing and partially because the guilt of everything that happened before you started dating stresses you the fuck out. 
Maybe it’s better that you keep your distance from not only Mingyu, but Chan too. 
And you know, that sounds like such a great idea. You could start over, you could find someone new and slowly get to know them before eventually falling in love, getting married, so on and so forth.
And as you simmer over the frustration, too, too sober, you jump into your car and start driving. Where? You’re not sure. The path you’re going doesn’t lead to home at all, but you continue nonetheless. Paying too-close attention to each stop sign and red light, until–
Well.
Is it really so shocking to find yourself here of all places? 
It’s a quick trip up the steps and the knocks you lend the door are even quicker. 
There’s so much resentment inside of you at this moment when none other than Mingyu creaks the front door open. His son just fucked you over, his son was supposed to be a good boyfriend, his son just threw you away for some girl at a fucking frat party and you want to know why. 
Sure, you should be standing in front of Chan right now to get the answers, but you’re not. You’re here. You’re fucking here, on Mingyu’s front porch, glaring at him much like you’d be glaring at his son.
Mingyu, on the other hand, is shocked to see you at his door by yourself. He reluctantly lets you inside without a word spoken. He sees the expression on your face and can’t help but feel the anxiety in his gut bubble up to his throat. 
There’s tension in the air as he looks at your eyes, noting that they appear to be a bit raw. 
“What happened?” Mingyu asks, standing by the door with a look of concern as you make your way to his kitchen as if you have the right. “Where’s Chan?” He adds in a voice with even more concern. 
To you, as you sigh and look at him when he makes his way into the kitchen behind you, all you can see is that same protective father from the night you and Chan almost slept over. 
“I broke up with him.” You roll your eyes, ignoring how glassy and wet they feel. 
No, you won’t cry over this. 
“Oh, I’m sorry to hear that.” He tilts his head with question, and you know he has more to say about it but you don’t really care to indulge him right now. 
“Did you raise him to be that way?” You ask, looking down and feeling frustrated. “To get bored of a relationship after a few weeks?”
Part of you knows these words include double edged swords. Who else would Chan have learned this from, anyway? With Mingyu and his all-too-caring hands acting like there’s a fucking spark somewhere in the room when you’re with him to Chan doing the exact same thing only to have both of them act as if you moving on isn’t a bother? 
“I most certainly did not teach him that.” Mingyu defends himself with a huskier tone than he’s ever used with you before. “What did he do?” 
“This girl was all over him tonight and when I split it up he got annoyed with me over it.” You sigh, rolling your eyes as you plop down on a bar stool. “Practically told me I was trying to control him, so I broke up with him.”
“Ah,” Mingyu nods, leaning against the counter. “He must have been drinking. I did tell him he needed to slow down on it, but he doesn’t exactly listen to me.”
“He doesn’t listen to fucking anyone.” You throw your arms up, eyes threatening to tear up against your will. 
Not because you’re sad, but for so many reasons aside from that. One, you just broke up with Chan. Two, you ran to fucking Mingyu over it? Three, you miss Mingyu and that’s the obvious reason as to why you’re here but that doesn’t make it right. And, well, four, the fact that he didn’t immediately smile and kiss you upon learning you’re single again is beyond frustrating.
Mingyu really did move on. 
He really did let you cut it off.
There’s a long moment of silence before you hear Mingyu sigh and look at you, studying your face with a tense jaw.
“Well,” He starts, “Is there a reason you came here over this? I don’t know what you want me to say.”
You’re not sure why those words shock you, but they do. In reality, from outside of yourself anyway, you can see how strange it must be that you came running to snitch on Chan. What’s worse is that Mingyu probably thinks you have some sort of ulterior motive behind being here. 
Which, yeah, maybe you did. In your rush of frustrations even you didn’t understand why you ended up here over this. Maybe part of you did want the comfort from him. Maybe you do want him to side with you, and hug you close despite being the one who broke it off. 
Still, Chan did fuck up. 
What part of your breakup should lend you the opportunity to come running back here though? You ghosted Mingyu to date his son. What gives you the right to be sitting in his kitchen right now? What do you expect him to say about all of this? 
“Oh, I’m so sorry babe, let me make it better.” or “I knew he couldn’t treat you the way I can.” 
Ah, fantasies. All of them are fantasies. As much as you’d love for Mingyu to say these things to you, realistically, he wouldn’t. 
He couldn’t. 
And somehow, knowing that and realizing it hurts a little more than breaking up with Chan. It’s proof that Mingyu lost interest in you too. Hell, you’re sure he lost interest the second he learned of you dating Chan. Given that he was suspiciously supportive of it, and that he even seemed happy about it? 
Perhaps he was just happy that whatever you and him had going on was over. Maybe he was relieved that he didn’t have to ghost you himself. 
Maybe you were stupid to involve yourself in any of this. Stupid to so boldly seduce Mingyu, stupid to willingly jump into a relationship with Chan, stupid to somehow believe that Mingyu would care at all about the situation as a whole. 
You guess the two really are alike, and that Mingyu did raise Chan to be cold and uncaring when the mood strikes him. 
“I guess you’re right.” You sigh, sniffling once and wiping your face before shooting up and onto your feet. “I really shouldn’t have come here.” You avoid his eye contact, feeling too many emotions to be willingly seen right now. “and I think I should go home.” 
He looks at you, nodding slowly.
“Yeah, that would be best.”
Stupid. You feel so fucking stupid. 
And as Mingyu watches you turn away from him, he can hear your sniffles. The way your shoulders tense to try and hide that you’re feeling embarrassed and utterly pathetic, he tries not to give in to that emotion. 
Yeah, you guys had sex. He knew it was wrong, but even so, he would still feel a pull in his chest to find his son’s girlfriend crying in his kitchen over something that happened. Whether he slept with you or not, it’s only human to want to comfort someone. 
But he can’t. Given the circumstances, if Mingyu so much as closes distance, he fears that you’ll see it as an invitation. Or perhaps, he will treat it as one himself. Now isn’t the time, and never should it have been time to invite you into his bed the way he did previously. 
He needs to be careful in this situation, regardless of how his heart pulls. 
Never did he want to see you hurting internally like this. 
And so, he tries to leave it alone. He tries to block out the sound of your shuffled footsteps walking away from him, and even harder does he try to block out those silenced sniffles from you. 
You feel so out of it as you make your way to the door. How you got into this situation isn’t too difficult to understand though. It was so easy to fall into it, and goddamn did it feel good at first. Now though? Ah, it hurts. 
Sure, you liked a guy and he turned out to be an asshole. That’s something that has and will happen to you time and time again, but you guess the whole fucking his dad thing makes it a lot worse in your head. 
Even so, you don’t know why you thought you could come to Mingyu for comfort. Like he’d wisp you off your feet and throw his own child under the bus. Your ego needed a check, and goddamn did both of these guys give it to you. 
That’s his son and you’re just…a girl. 
To think you’re really alluring enough to keep Chan from straying his eye…to think you’re enough to get Mingyu to side with you and touch you again? 
So fucking stupid. 
And god, this walk to Mingyu’s front door feels damning. You swear hours pass with each step but you’re sure it’s only been a few seconds. 
You realize that when you step past that front door, it’ll be the last time you’ll ever be in this house. The last time you’ll ever feel the gravel of this driveway under your tires, the last time Mingyu will ever see you walk away from him. 
It wells up inside you when you reach for the doorknob, unable to wait much longer to just move on from all of this. You want to lock it all behind this front door, instead of living with it yourself, forcing Mingyu to do it instead. 
Then, in a sudden twist of fate, you feel your body shiver at a rush of cold air behind you followed by warm arms wrapping you up entirely. 
You feel as if the breath is knocked out of you at the feeling, that cold door knob in your palm radiating with heat now as your hand is pulled away from it. You’re pulled from the door entirely, actually, and a rush of emotions hits you when you feel Mingyu’s broad chest against your back. 
You can’t help it. 
The tears on your cheeks are more from frustration than sadness, and you’re quick to try and wipe the arms that the tears fall against, but he still just holds you there. Strong arms forcing you into a reality that felt so far out of reach just moments before, forcing those warm tears to continue falling out of disbelief now, rather than frustration. 
You’d love to believe that this is just your mind playing tricks on you. Knowing you came here just to see if Mingyu would let you waste another night without Chan and with him. Running on emotions, really. It’s a trait you should probably work on, but really. You do wish it wasn’t real. That these arms around you really are just phantom weight that your heart is conjuring up. 
That the chin dropping to your left shoulder isn’t a man that’s been violating your thoughts time and time again. 
That this isn’t exactly what you want.
“Don’t hate me.” Mingyu whispers against his better judgment. He can’t help it though, the need to think of himself upon watching you touch that fucking doorknob hit him harder than anything else could have just moments ago. 
He never wanted to be in competition with his son, but fuck. He wants to at this point. He knows he can be what you need and he wants to be what you need so badly. Does he understand why? Of course he doesn’t. Something about this is so wrong and he knows exactly why it’s wrong. Does it stop him though? 
It almost did. 
“I don’t want you to leave here hating me.” He continues. 
The whisper against your neck feels so warming, sending goosebumps all over your body but you try to stay where you are. Even with your knees buckling under you, even when he holds you up and tighter against him. 
It’s the first time in several weeks since you’ve felt these arms around you. And fuck, you thought you’d be able to get over how they feel, you really thought that this heavy and overwhelmingly gentle grip would be a thing of the past. After all, it’s all you needed it to be, but here you are, feeling heartbroken over the fact that you kept yourself from this for far too long already.
You feel butterflies in your stomach flutter up to your throat, swallowing around a pathetic whimper of emotional release. 
“Just stay the night.” Mingyu adds after hearing your whimper, somehow holding you impossibly closer. 
You stand frozen, listening to his words and wondering if this is real. You feel too warm to pretend it’s not happening though, and it takes a moment to work up the courage to turn in his grasp. 
You almost forgot what it felt like to not be teased or played with. Chan really was so playful with you, to the point that it almost felt cruel at times. Mingyu though, the way he steps back and gives you the space to simply look at him? Gives you the time and space to contemplate the situation and decide whether or not you want to navigate it at all? 
At this moment, looking at him and his apologetic stare, seemingly feeling sorry that you’re going through what you’re going through while simulationaly wanting you, you can’t help but let the feelings for Chan die once and for all. 
If you’re really about to do this with Mingyu, you can’t do the back-and-forth again. You have to choose, and the choice is so fucking obvious. 
Arguably, it’s always been obvious. 
And as you keep eye contact with Mingyu, you can see something in his head break. That softened look in his eye turning to something….unabashedly crazed. As if to tell you to take the reins before he does it himself. It serves as a pleasant reminder that you’re not the only one weak when it comes to being alone together. 
You’re not the only one with guilt, temptation, and lack-of-care for morals when the two of you are together. 
You’re not alone in this. 
Mingyu is falling just as quickly as you are. 
Tumbling, spinning, fucking rolling in the idea that this doesn’t have to end. 
Honestly, with the matching gaze, Mingyu almost wishes you would walk away from this. From him. He almost wishes you could be smarter than he is in this situation. Wishes you were stronger than him and stronger than this. 
But he’s thankful that you’re not, because having the ability to watch you blink up at him like this again is flooring. In fact, he’s spent countless nights trying to push this very image out of his head due to respect for his son. 
Where is that respect now? 
Nowhere within him, and god is he thankful for it. Why should he have respect for a relationship that’s no longer there? Why should he continue to deny, deny, deny? 
He’s not in denial anymore, not with those pretty eyes looking at him like this. Not with those lips parting for each hopeful breath. Not with those hands gripping onto him for dear life, hoping for nothing more than a hug but knowing there’s so much more behind said hug. 
God, he’s melting again. For you, he’s fucking melting. 
“You need to tell me to stop, right now,” He says in a hopeless whisper, as if someone else can hear him. “Because I’m tired of pretending I have self control around you.”
And you react to those words with another pretty blink and a short shake to your head. Solidifying that he isn’t alone in the need, that he isn’t insane to want this, that he isn’t hated by you. 
It doesn’t take much, really, for him to take a step backwards. He can feel you walk with him, so he continues, walking back, back, back. Your body instinctively follows him, and you think you would follow him to the ends of the earth if you could. 
Back. Back. Back. Until the two of you are in the kitchen again, and his back hits the kitchen counter, sending a roll of paper towels to topple over and fall onto the floor. Neither of you pay attention to it, and instead hold each other in wait. 
When he drops his hands slightly, loosening his grip around your waist, he breathes out once before licking his bottom lip and fixing his gaze on your lips. 
To think either of you have self control at this moment is insane. He knows it, you know it, and god fucking damn, the entire universe would know it if they could so much as feel the electricity in this room. 
A single blink more up at him leaves him nearly breathless. No more waiting, no more offering space for if you want to pull away. No more outs. He swoops down and lands his lips on yours like he never stopped before. Like it’s natural, like this is where his lips are supposed to be. 
And all he can think of at this moment is hoping you never tell him to stop. Hoping that you’re both lost in this situation enough to experience something together just once more, if that’s all it can be. Even if this is all the two of you can be, he wants it. For as long as he can have it, he fucking wants it. 
You feel that want through his harsh kisses. Like he’s trying to swallow you up, so intimate with it, so into it. Pouring his whole soul into the way he moves his tongue against yours, the experience behind the way he breathes as he kisses is just as flooring as it always has been. Even now, you don’t compare it to the way Chan kissed you. Mingyu became the standard for everything in your head before, and it was silly for you to ever think someone else could take over that role. There is no comparing Mingyu to anyone else.
Silly, silly fucking thoughts. Logical thinking be damned, Mingyu was the logical choice all along. Morality bringing him down to a fucking notch in your bedpost? An insult. There’s something here, and to ever think that the two of you “just fucked” is so demeaning and belittling. 
You knew there was something there. And now, he’s proving it after spending too much time pretending that he couldn’t. 
You feel him move you, pushing forward, deepening the kiss and still managing to spin both of you around so that he’s pinning you against the counter now. 
“Missed the way you held onto me,” he says breathlessly, lifting your leg and holding it against his waist. “Missed the way you look at me.” He adds, more mindlessly than he has ever been, seemingly lost in the moment with you. “The way you just came into my bedroom and– fuck, i think about it so much.” 
No words have ever hit your heart so hard before. As if all this time he was pretending to be okay with your relationship. As if he did care, probably too much. 
As if he truly did miss you. 
And he proves it with every breath, grasp, kiss, and movement. It’s like he doesn’t have enough time in the world actually, to have you up against him like this. He almost rushes himself with it, pressing you more against the counter than against himself now. 
It only takes a few seconds for him to hoist you up on the counter and shrink down himself. Now he’s the one blinking up at you with fond concern on his face, fingers tugging at your shorts to imply he needs them fucking gone ten minutes ago. 
Your breath hitches for what you think could be the millionth time since you got here, but you lend him a little lift to get your shorts and panties off in one go. 
“Ahh,” He coos after tossing your clothing to the side mindlessly, both hands gripping your legs and spreading them wide as he stands back up to his full height and fits himself against you again. “Still so pretty,” He continues his string of compliments to you, dipping his head down just to get another taste of your lips on him.
His mind is entirely unsure of what to do first now that your bottoms are off, really. He’s spinning for you, and his hands search and grip all over you at the very idea that you’re propped up on his kitchen counter right now. 
The same counter he used to cook dinner for you and his son. 
Like a fucking dream.
And you can feel how hard he is when he presses against you more and more. His kiss so deep, his hips against you and reminding you of everything he’s made you feel before. Already you feel like you’re flying, but you know better than anyone that he has all the ability in the world to make you feel as if you’re fucking soaring. 
“Mingyu–” You choke out between kisses, trying to get a word in. “Let me.”
And just like the first time he ever felt your hands on him, he feels the way your palm slides down and cups his length to its best ability. His eyes go blank, the feeling so familiar and good to him that all he can do is throw his head back with a breathy chuckle. 
“Fuck, missed you.” He states as if it’s final, pressing his hips more and more against your palm as he dips right back down to kiss you even harder than before. “You have no idea.”
And then it’s like a spiral of messy, wet kisses, and his hips going from needy thrusts against your weak hand to suddenly having your hands gripping the edge of the counter as he sinks down and just…
“God,” You gasp at the first feeling of his warm tongue. “Mingyu…” 
He’s not tasting, he’s devouring. 
And he doesn’t respond, instead, he flutters his eyes shut and breathes deeply through his nose so that he never needs to pull his tongue out of you again. 
It’s like he can’t get enough of it. Never has he missed the taste of a woman on him like this, so wet and pretty when he’s licking. More and more dripping out of you just for him to swallow up and daydream about later. 
His tongue has a mind of its own at this moment when he flicks and sucks every part of you he can reach. Your clit only abandoned momentarily so he can lick deep into you before trailing back up with a deep and heavenly sigh of relief. 
His hands remain at your thighs, gripping you so tightly that you can tell he’s afraid you may dissolve in front of him. That all of this is just some wet dream that he’ll wake up from just before his own release. 
But no, you’re here. In the flesh, feeling this grip and feeling that feverish tongue greedily eat you from the inside out. Both of you are seemingly overwhelmed with the fact that it’s happening again. Or rather, finally you’re together again. 
And you can’t help it when your fingers find purchase in his hair, moaning out and echoing his name against his kitchen walls. He moans alongside you, feeling those gentle fingers scratch against his scalp in such a sweet and pleasurable way. 
If he could show you how much he needs this, he would. But this is all he can do for you to prove it, and he hopes that it’s enough. 
It isn’t long before he’s losing composure, flicking his tongue so fast against your clit that you can’t help but overpower his grip and close your legs around his head. He chuckles against your clit at that, keeping up with the assault of his tongue, listening to the way you pant above him, feeling you pull his hair, all while your legs unintentionally choke him out.
Fuck, it’s too good. You’re too good.
So, he continues and laps away like his life depends on it up until you practically lift from the counter, using your legs around his shoulders as your only form of balance when you press so hard against his tongue that all he can do is press back.
He has no breath at this moment, sucking your clit so hard into his mouth that his cock, quite literally, nearly explodes in his pants right then and there at the sheer desperation you share with him at this moment. 
And then your legs instantly loosen and you fall limp against the counter, your cum pouring out of you with each clench and shake of your body. It takes everything in him to pull his tongue away, but fuck, he needs to swallow those pretty, whined little sounds you’re giving to him. 
Quickly, he slides two fingers into you, fucking them in hard just to feel the clench of you through your orgasm, and his lips are immediately sucking your bottom lip between his teeth. 
Your mouth is slack as he tastes each sound, out of breath himself as he tries to lend all of his power behind his fingers, pulling more sounds from you before sinking them in one last time and leaving them there as he kisses the last of your orgasm out of you. 
“Shh,” He shushes you when he uses his other arm to pull you closer to him, which only forces his fingers deeper into you. “Baby, shh.” He continues to soothe you through it, still kissing, still feeling your slick gush around his fingers. “You’re shaking.” 
That little chuckle he lets out when he says those words brings you back to reality, the body-shocks of your orgasm finally subsiding just to tune in to the lack of guilt he feels. In fact, he seems proud. 
And he fucking should feel proud.
“Fuck,” You breathe against his lips, wiggling your hips and only then feeling embarrassed by the pool of wet you’re sitting in. “Mingyu, fuck.” 
He finally pulls back, keeping his fingers in you still, and tilts his head at you. 
“Mm,” He hums, nodding to himself. “Did you forget?” 
You blink at him in a daze, clenching his fingers unintentionally and wincing at the jolt of pleasure the pads of his fingers offer to your g-spot. You find yourself shaking your head, despite not knowing what the fuck either of you are saying right now. 
“Forget how much I love using my mouth on you?” He whispers it in such a filthy and deep whisper that almost instantly you’re clenching your legs around his hand. And he only chuckles again.
“Come here–” He says this time, pulling you from the counter and quickly holding you up on shaky legs. “Hold on to me, sweetheart.”
Ah, memories rush to your mind. He’s said that to you before only this time there’s more behind it. You cling to him easily even as he dips his hand down and leaves no room for question when he skews his sweatpants down. 
“Leg,” He whispers now, wrapping an arm around you and tapping the bottom of your right thigh. “Up.” 
And you listen to his directions in a daze, lifting one leg and wrapping it around his waist as he uses a strong hand to hold you up. Both of your arms shoot around his neck when you feel it, the tip of his cock being tapped against your still sensitive clit. 
“You okay?” He asks one last time, holding you so close to him that he truly can’t help but buck forward before you lend him any sort of answer. 
Your head falls against his shoulder with a frantic nod, and his body moves on its own as a response. He immediately presses his hips forward and up while simultaneously sitting you right back into your mess from before. There, you fall back against both of your palms and wrap both of your legs around his waist when you feel the stretch. 
It’s so strange to know this familiar feeling of him sinking into you, and somehow you think you love it more now than you ever did before. 
He’s quick to lean over you with a slack jaw and low rumble of a moan, one arm wrapping around your waist to scoot you forward on him when he starts to move his hips. 
Slowly at first. Just feeling you again. 
His mouth remains slack, throat drying out at all of the sounds he wants to give you. God, you’re so wet for him always. The fit is so good. The way your pussy grips him with each drag out, only to pulse around him with each push in. 
“You always take it so well–” He chokes out with another low moan, snapping his hips forward to quicken his pace. “Fuck, don’t ever–” He stumbles over his words, trying to hold them back but unintentionally saying more and more with each moaned out breath. “Don’t leave like that again.”
The words hit you harder than anything else right now. Even as he plunges his cock in and out of you so deep, it pulls nothing more than a whimper out of you with a quick shake of your head. You shoot up, arms wrapping around his shoulders, fingers buried into his hair. 
Instantly you cry. Like you needed to hear Mingyu do more than just ask or plead. You need him to tell you what he wants. You need a threat. A demand. 
“That’s it baby,” He smiles against your ear, pressing in deep and flexing his cock to stretch your walls out around him. “Hold onto me.”
And you do. You hold him as tightly as you can, feeling him and only him at this moment. 
He only moves faster after that, fucking into you with more force than you ever remember him doing before. He presses into you so hard, and pulls out even faster, only to press back in harder, and harder, and harder. 
Over and over again until you’re practically yelping through each thrust. Until he’s releasing small, animalistic grunts. 
Until he can’t do it anymore. This position, in this room? It’s not enough. 
He lifts you easily, loving the way you cling to him like a goddamn koala, keeping his cock buried into you as he walks you quickly to his couch. You land against the soft cushions in a mess of movements, and his hardened chest lands against you just a moment later. 
As if he never stopped, he’s right back to dragging his hips back and forth, this time with more comfort, and his lips immediately fall to your neck. 
His hands? Right up your shirt, groping, pinching, pushing, pulling. 
He’s going absolutely insane, spiraling into a world of nothingness with you as he plunges into you like his life depends on it. Grunting and breathing you in and out, feeling his own weeping cock yearn to be deeper, deeper, fucking deeper in you.
You can’t even think straight, unable to remember if he’s ever been with you like this before. Your mind is so foggy, so in love with the man on you right now that you don’t really even care. 
People always say that actions speak louder than words. Never once did you imagine that a person could move this way with you and speak so loudly with skin alone.
Never have you felt so wanted.
Never have you been so needed. 
And he doesn’t stop. His hips keep pace with each moan against you, his hands search and find, only to search again and grip you so tightly that you fear he will leave swollen imprints. 
You don’t mind. In fact, you want nothing more than to have Mingyu lose himself with you. Still, you can’t muster up any coherent words for him right now, because every sound you make is broken and dripping with the need for more of him. 
Forever more, nothing less. 
“God,”  He breathes out when he looks down at you, hips still moving at a painful pace. “When you look at me like that–”
His eyes roll back for a moment mid sentence before he’s heaving in a breath and his hips slow to a long and languid drag.
“When you look at me like this, it’s so hard to not–” He holds his words back with a shameful chuckle, shutting himself up with a kiss to your lips as he furrows his brows and puts his focus back into his deep thrusts. 
His words run circles in your head though, finishing his sentence for him in so many blissful ways that you feel your body tense at the pure excitement. Feeling his hips spread your legs with each thrust, making you feel sore all over, all of it, excitement.
“Hard not to, what?” You manage to breathe out against his lips, and his hips stutter at the way your voice breaks with each press into you. 
“Don’t.” He nearly pleads, pulling his hands from you and instead using them to rest at both sides of your head, balancing all of his weight there as he drops his forehead to yours. “Don’t encourage me right now.” 
You blink your eyes at him when he lifts his head again, feeling the way he slows his hips to a stop only to hold himself in place, throbbing inside of you. His eyes remain on yours, as if he wants you to challenge every word he says to you right now. 
“Hard not to–” You breathe out, feeling him snap his hips as if to warn you. “What? Mingyu.” 
He stares into your eyes, sucking his bottom lip in as he tries to remain composed. You only clench tighter around him though, causing a sort of sobbed groan to leave his throat this time.
“Tell me.” You whisper this time, clenching around him again and shifting your own hips to fuck yourself on him. 
His eyes squeeze shut as he drops his forehead against yours once more, chuckling out another moan at how impossible you are to him. 
“It’s hard to think I don’t want this.” He admits in a shaky breath, feeling the way you slide his cock in and out of you with pleasurable ease. “You.” He continues. “Hard to believe I’d ever be satisfied with you doing this with anyone other than–” 
You pause, clenching unintentionally only to feel him take over again, dangerously close to his own orgasm. 
“Me.” He finally says, cutting you off from responding by lifting from you entirely, angling his hips, and fucking dragging his hips back and forth just to send pointed japs against your g-spot. 
After being so…protective? Or possessive, maybe? He can’t help but feel embarrassed by his intense need to have you. Not just now, no. Not just because he’s horny out of his mind for you, but because he’s already felt the frustration of not having you while you stood in front of him. 
With your hand wrapped with his son’s. 
Never again. 
He wants this more than you know, more than he should ever admit to you.
“Mingyu–” You try to get out, but he throws a hand forward, more forceful than he’s ever been when he slips two fingers into your mouth just to keep you from enticing more truth from him. 
The way you suck in those fingers with a moan is enough to drive him over the edge, but he tries to hold off. 
He really tries. 
But he can’t, as he falls forward with his fingers loosely hanging from your still licking mouth, and there, he empties himself entirely into you. 
“Fuck–” He groans in frustration, his body jolting with each pulse. “You’re so–” 
You can feel each pulse and push of his thick ropes of cum, shooting inside of you only to squelch out with each little push his hips offer. And his face, nuzzled so close against your neck now that you can feel the way his breath stutters with each wave of the orgasm. 
All the way until he manages to lift with dizzy eyes, pulling his hips back to leave you empty as his cum drips out and onto the couch. 
There, he stares down at what he’s done to you before panic washes over him. 
It’s too late to go back now.
“You’re so–”
Silence, as every thought leaves his mind when he looks at you. How could he have ever formed words in the first place when you look up at him like this? 
Like he’s the whole world. 
~
The next morning, you sleep deeply next to Mingyu in the bed you missed so much. With the scent of him surrounding you and the weight of his arm thrown over you. His big and heavy limbs holding you close even in his deep sleep is enough to keep you locked into your own restful sleep. 
You feel so safe, so warm, so comfortable. Like this is where you belong. 
Nothing inside of you pulls with anxiety at this. In fact, you’re entirely too happy over the fact that you found yourself here the night before. Who cares about the circumstances anyway? 
And as you lay there, half-asleep to roll over and nuzzle your nose against his neck, you breathe in deeply, lulling yourself back to sleep in his warmth.
That is, until you hear a ‘click’ of his doorknob turning and instantly you feel your full heart shrivel to almost dust. 
“You’re fucking joking.” 
Oh my god. The fear of opening your eyes is intense but you know that voice like the back of your hand. Your eyes open against your own will and your body turns over to see Chan, standing right there at the door with a murderous glare directed at you. 
You wish it took you longer to process his figure, because honestly, you were feeling so warm in Mingyu’s grip, but now Mingyu, himself, is aggressively pulling himself away from you and rolling out of the bed. 
He’s standing to his feet instantly as if he wasn’t just attached to you at the fucking cock. On the plus side, at least, he put on sweatpants before the two of you fell asleep together. Unfortunately, he also put one of his shirts on you to sleep in too. 
What Chan is seeing in front of him is nothing that either of you can explain away. 
“You’re fucking my dad.” Chan deadpans with a bite in his voice, standing there as he heaves in a breath that seems to get more and more angry as the seconds pass.
“We broke up.” You manage to mutter out, unaware of how to handle a situation like this but knowing deep down that if you continue to see Mingyu, he still would have found out eventually. “You cheated on me, remember?”
Chan rolls his eyes at you.
“Yeah, yeah.” He waves you off just to adjust his eyes over to Mingyu, his father.
Mingyu, towering on the other side of his bed, looks apologetic. He’s unable to explain himself because what Chan is seeing right now is really the only explanation he needs. 
“You’re fucking my girlfriend?”
“We broke up!” You cut in again as you repeat yourself with a louder voice, standing from the bed and attempting to walk up to him. Mostly to try and avert his eyes from his father.
The way his eyes look straight past you and at Mingyu is terrifying enough to have you stumble back once you get too close though. It’s like Chan is seeing red, and arguably he has every right considering if anyone should be scolded, it’s definitely you. 
“Chan,” Mingyu tries to soothe the conversation as he finally processes what is happening, his voice coming out calm and collected. Not wanting this to escalate, in fact, dead set on making damn sure that it doesn’t escalate.
Another harsh shake of his head, another roll of his eyes, and then he’s fixing his gaze back on you. 
“You looked pretty comfortable, how long?”
You look to the floor, then turn to look at Mingyu. Both of you look entirely guilty, surely, but there’s something in you that feels proud. Maybe even relieved that it’s out in the open. After all, like you’ve already said twice, you broke up with him. And for good reason, mind you. 
“Why does that matter?” You answer with a bite to your tone now, essentially answering his question. 
“You cheated on me?” His voice raises, “With my dad, and still have the audacity to be upset with me over some girl at a party?!” 
“No.” Mingyu speaks up. “We stopped. Last night was the first time since–”
“Am I supposed to appreciate that?!” Chan laughs out of dumbfounded rage, stumbling back and out of the doorway with a shake to his head. As if his eyes have to be deceiving him. “What do you mean ‘we stopped.’ ?!” 
Chan feels overwhelmed. Like, he knew he fucked up with the way he acted, and really, he does care about you but what in the fuck? This is what he gets for trying to fix it? For coming to his dad first thing in the goddamn morning for advice? This is really what he gets? To see you, all cuddled in and smiling with that stupid fucking pretty face, in his own father’s t-shirt? 
Fuck that. 
He immediately turns on his heel and stomps towards the front door.
“Chan, hold on!” You call out, gripping his jacket to keep him from leaving. “I was the one who came onto him! Mingyu didn’t even–” 
“Mingyu.” He repeats the way you say his father’s name when he turns to face you, disgusted by how naturally it came from your lips. “What else do you call him?” 
You stand there in awe, looking even more guilty. You remember how Mingyu told you just to call him by his name, and so that’s all you ever called him. Never any pet names like what Chan is implying.
“Did you whine and cry for it like you always do for me?”  He seethes out, inching his face closer and closer to yours. “Was it worth every second?” 
“That’s enough,” Mingyu starts, walking up between the two of you and pulling your hand off of his son’s jacket. “Chan, that’s enough.”
Chan watches how gentle Mingyu is with your hand, eyeing how you let go the instant his fingertips touch your skin. His mind is fucking spinning in betrayal right now. 
“We need to calm down before we talk about this.”
“There’s nothing to talk about.” Chan barks back, nearly spitting in his father’s face at the way he acts like he’s not the one guilty. “You’ve been fucking my girlfiend.”
And oh, poor fucking Jihoon, standing off to the side with his mouth permanently open in shock. Honestly, Chan was anxious before coming here, questioning Jihoon over and over again on how to explain himself and fix what he fucked up. The last thing he expected was to see none other than Chan’s girlfriend rushing out of Mingyu’s room without pants on, fucking glowing with that after-sex dew.
Oh god. This sucks.
“Chan!” Mingyu raises his voice this time, grabbing his son by both shoulders and forcing him to look at him. 
And when Mingyu goes to try and explain himself, there’s nothing he can say. He simply looks at his son as his stoic face turns to that of realization. 
All Chan can do is laugh at the audacity before shrugging Mingyu’s hands off of him and glaring at you once more. 
“To think I wanted to fix things.” He breathes out, grimacing at you before shoving past you and going straight for the door. 
Chan knew he fucked up with you, but it’s not like he slept with the girl. Sure, he was in the wrong to flirt, and to let her be all over him like that, but he’s not the one who went off and fucked someone last night. The fact that you could have broken up with him and fucked literally anyone else is flooring to him. He would have forgiven you if you had it in your heart to forgive him first. 
But this? You not only went for his dad, but it hurts more knowing that his own father reciprocated?! More than once, apparently? 
You’re both guilty. 
You’re both disgusting. 
And with that, Chan slams the front door behind him and Jihoon is left staring at the shaking walls before turning to look between you and Mingyu.
Only then do you notice Jihoon there, widened eyes and a big gulp of air. 
“Fuck.” You groan, feeling dizzy and nearly falling to the floor right then and there. 
Jihoon is quick to see himself out of this awkward situation, and it’s not long before you hear the car peel out of the driveway and down the street. 
Fortunately, Mingyu is quick to come up behind you, hugging you as if everything that just happened wouldn’t stop him from touching you again. 
Or maybe you’re just too hopeful, because within an instant, his once warm hands feel cold and shaky against you. This hold on you feels…different.
Like it’s out of obligation, not out of want, or need. 
Instantly, you’re expecting him to end this right now. To end all of this with you, and it hurts more to think about how he should do that. You wouldn’t blame him, hell, no one would fucking blame him if that’s what this hug you’re getting from him is telling you. 
It hurts. Of course it hurts. The inevitable of what any rational person would do in this situation bubbling up as a mass of anxiety in your throat. You can only remain quiet, feeling the soreness take hold on your heart. 
Despite Chan being rightfully upset, despite what you’ve done, despite what Mingyu has done, you’re upset over it all simply because you can’t realistically be with Mingyu at the end of the day. No, not without ruining his life. 
Not without both of you losing Chan, and to even expect him to do that in the first place should have been your first red flag regarding yourself. 
You played them both, unintentionally, but with the best intentions at the end of the day. 
And when you feel him hold you closer, that soreness inside of you settles just a bit. All he has to do is drop his chin to your shoulder and talk against your neck with a shaking breath. 
“He’s not going to forgive either of us if we continue.” He whispers in a voice that seems both broken and firm at the same time. And he nuzzles his nose against your neck, inhaling deep before releasing a drawn out sigh with a tighter hold on you. “I understand if you want to be with my son, but I won’t be able to pretend I’m happy for either of you from this point forward.” 
You pause, feeling the anxiety well up and jumble in your head. 
“Is this an ultimatum?” You shake yourself from his grasp, feeling overwhelmed, guilty, happy that he’s suggesting that maybe, just maybe, he’d fight to keep you for himself. 
But no. Instead, Mingyu stands tall, no longer shrinking himself to your size and glancing at you with a slow and stubborn shake of his head. Now, he’s unable to keep his eye trained on you, the weight and shame of what the two of you are doing is pushing him down, down, down.
“It’s wrong.” He explains as if you don’t know. The reality is that you do know, you just prefer not to listen. You prefer not to learn from this. “I can’t just pick you over my own son.” 
You try to step forward to try and keep him from speaking. You’d do anything to keep him from speaking right now, but he isn’t budging. He doesn’t break like he usually does when you’re this close, in fact, he takes a step back and away from you. 
You feel your heart hit the floor at that moment. 
“So, it’s not an ultimatum.” Your voice cracks. “I just lost both of you.” 
Mingyu can only nod, trying to ignore that crack in your voice and the tenseness in your shoulders. 
“Which, somehow, doesn’t shock me.” You lend a pained laugh at the situation alongside a sniffle. 
“Realistically.” Mingyu finally responds, his own voice wavering just for a moment. “I shouldn’t have given in, and I shouldn’t have led you on either. We both knew it couldn’t work.” 
Why do you feel blamed for this?
“And at this point, I can’t give approval of you pursuing my son either. There’s too much between us that has happened, I wouldn’t be able to handle seeing you again.” 
“But what about everything from last ni-” You start, reaching forward and trying to grasp him, unaware that you’re about to start pleading.
“Don’t.” Mingyu’s voice wavers again when he says it, pulling away from you for what he hates for the last time. “Let’s just leave it.”
And with that, you’re left with no choice. 
You leave, realizing that Chan probably knew from the moment he pulled in considering your car sits in the driveway proudly. 
There’s nothing left here for you. 
~
Days turn to weeks, and weeks turn to months with no contact from Chan nor Mingyu. Which, that much is expected but you were still hopeful for a few weeks there. 
Not even that you want Chan based on everything that’s happened, more so that you feel like he deserves the deepest apology you could possibly offer to another person. It appears he doesn’t want nor does he need it. Every text is met with the reminder that you’re blocked. 
In time, you try to move on too. Each day is becoming easier and easier to forget how you felt, which is insane considering how deep you thought it was originally. There’s still love there, somewhere, but you’re well aware now that there’s nowhere to put it, and there is no one who wants it either. 
So, you just…exist with it until it dwindles deep enough inside of you that laughing and meeting new people becomes easy. 
Chan, on the other hand, is moving away. Thanks to Jihoon and his pre-planned transfer for the next semester, Chan was quick to jump on the plan with him and try his damndest to get a transfer in too. 
It worked out, and he left the city with his best friend in tow without so much as telling you, better yet his father. 
In fact, he doesn’t want a damned thing to do with either of you, and feels no pain or interest in thinking about what happened any longer than he already did. Months passed differently for him. They passed happily. 
And, well, that leaves Mingyu with his internal fight for his son’s forgiveness after all this time passed. 
Not a day has gone by where Mingyu wasn’t fighting with himself on whether to get on his knees and fucking beg Chan to talk to him, or to give in, again and again, just to see you. Just to feel you. Just to hear you. 
He’s going fucking insane, actually. Thankfully though, after months worth of attempts to gain forgiveness, Chan made himself very clear that he never wanted to speak to Mingyu again. Well, that leaves little to no room for Mingyu to keep trying. At least not for now. 
He is forever thankful to Jihoon though, despite knowing what he’s done to Chan, Jihoon still sends him update texts. 
“Chan has a new girlfriend,”  Mingyu found out just last month about that. 
“His grades are really good, but I wouldn't suggest asking him home for the holidays. He plans to spend them with me and my family,” Mingyu heard just a week ago. 
And, well, despite the fact that his own son has rightfully disowned him, he still feels proud that Chan appears to be happy and doing well. Even with a father as useless as he is these days, he truly is proud of him. 
So that leaves us here. Cool winter air outside, heated arguments and painful words left long forgotten to burn little patterns into every heart that was involved in the situation. 
If there’s anything Mingyu can fuck up now, he can’t imagine the outcome being worse than it already is. He tried everything to fix the situation, and it appears that this is just how things are going to be from now on. 
Without his son. 
But not without you.
~
After a long and exhausting day out with your friends, you feel good. Happy, even. Genuinely happy for the first time without the weight of past situations weighing you down. You were happy to make it home and even happier to enjoy a nice and warm shower alone.
Because finally you feel okay being entirely alone. You feel comfortable.
That is, until you check your phone and notice that you received a text message hours prior to now. Your stomach instantly drops reading the name, because you really thought you’d never live to see the day where he reaches out to you. 
Mingyu: can we talk?
Mingyu: just talking. nothing else. 
The fact that he still had your number saved. The fact that you remember how the gravel of his driveway felt under your tires when you went to see him. The fact that you can remember the coolness his kitchen counter offered to you the last time you spent the night, and the warm bed you woke up in before it went cold. 
Just like that, you’re back to square one. Reverting back to all that is Mingyu, and all of that silent, reluctant love he gave you despite the problems that would arise. 
And upon Mingyu finally seeing you again, he really, really can’t help it. 
Immediately, he’s giving in to a woman who ruined his relationship with his son without her so much as trying, giving in to the touch and feel of another person, and giving in to his own weakness.
He missed you. 
He always fucking misses you.
And at the end of the day, that’s really all he can say about the entire situation. He misses you, and despite the fact that Chan will never forgive him for this, the truth of the matter is that sometimes two people grow feelings for each other regardless of the surrounding circumstances. Chan wasn’t going to forgive him to begin with anyway. 
Regardless of losses and gains. Regardless of the whispering in town. Regardless of the pain and heartache that could inevitably come from this, Mingyu cannot keep his heart to himself. 
Especially when you so willingly accept it. Here, tangled in the sheets of his bed, hands intertwined his with, hushed breaths and warm tears. 
He doesn’t think he could ever regret what he’s done with you. In fact, it’s possible that he’d be willing to lose much, much more than to give you up again. 
There’s only one thing that drives a person to go to such drastic lengths. It’s not selfishness, it’s not lust, and it’s certainly not spite. A nagging feeling so ingrained within the heart, digging and prodding until the sorrow overflows that empty piece and fills a person with so much dread and dilemma that all they can do is either rip their hair out or fucking bite the bullet. 
Some would say it’s love. 
Mingyu would say it’s you.
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Learn your place
Summary: You challenge Joel's authority at a meeting. He does not take it well. In fact, he'll teach you where your place is.
Pairing: Joel Miller x f!reader
Word count: 4.8k
Warnings: smut, 18+ mdni, dom!Joel, brat tamer!Joel, age gap, wet hair Joel, dry humping, unprotected sex, oral (m receiving), edging and orgasm denial (f), humiliation kink, degradation kink, praise kink, lots of dirty talk, spitting, face slapping, creampie, bathtub sex, mirror sex, cum eating
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A/N: This is the first time I'm writing for Joel and I'm so excited! This is loosely based on a dream my bestie had. I decided to turn it into a Joel oneshot and gift it to her (and to all of you, of course) for Christmas. As always, comments and reblogs are very appreciated. Divider: @saradika-graphics
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They sent you to meet the Boston group immediately out of the quarantine zone. They came all the way here to settle the score with your rival gang, who tried to fuck with them too.
You set up this meeting to deal with those motherfuckers together and, why not, maybe even establish a new partnership.
There's three of them, one has an angry scowl on his face - you notice him immediately. You can see by the way he walks that he's fuming, but what really gives it away it's his eyes. You've never seen eyes so expressive - looks that could kill. He’s just your type - dangerous, older man.
"You must be Joel." you cross your arms and try to look tough.
His dark eyes scout you as you try to appear as impassive as possible. You notice the way he's looking at you from head to toe, intrigued.
“I am.” he answers, a subtle smirk on his face.
"Good. The others are waiting for us. Let's go."
You sneak back into the QZ and then to the headquarters of your group, an apartment building on the outskirts.
While you have the meeting in the basement, you feel Joel's gaze on your body. You try not to look at him too much but it's hard. He's magnetic and charming, sitting with his arms crossed right in front of you. You keep exchanging looks as the others talk.
Right when your group leader says something about what happened with the rival gang, he starts talking.
"Just tell me where their hideout is - I will go there now and kill them all like the rats that they are." he says casually, shrugging.
"That’s not a good idea." you instinctively reply in a quiet voice.
"What the fuck do you know about this anyway?" he snaps at you, not enjoying the way you challenge his authority.
"You can’t kill everyone who steps in your way." you try to be superior and keep calm, not wanting to give in to anger yet.
"That's the only reason why I'm here." he growls back.
"If you do so, FEDRA will be on us and will ruin all of our plans, including yours. I have worked my ass off to be where we are now and I will not allow that." you stand up from your chair and look at him from head to toe "Now shut up, and listen to what we’re going to do."
"Are you giving me orders?!" he snarls as he stands up and starts walking towards you.
You two look at each other in the eyes, making the room atmosphere unbearable for everyone except the two of you. The others are silent, feeling the tension, the anger, the looks you exchange.
"Hey, you two. Calm down. We came here to find a solution, not to fight between us." Tommy, Joel’s brother, intervenes, but it has now become a challenge to hold your gaze into each other’s eyes.
"Joel. Let's hear what they have to say. They know the territory and the people better than we do." he adds.
Joel looks at you from head to toe. "Fine." he growls as he goes sitting back in his chair.
The rest of the group goes on talking about the best strategy to adopt, but you two are too busy glaring at each other to even bother paying attention to what they’re saying.
After what it felt like years, a compromise was reached. Joel, his group and a couple of your guys are supposed to go there and scare them off, just to give them a warning, an ultimatum.
Everyone finally leaves the building and you remain alone to complete some minor tasks before heading back home.
It’s only a matter of minutes - you’re almost done with your assignment when a heavy storm breaks out and not long after, you hear a loud explosion coming from the city.
You’re just about to go check the window when you hear a loud banging on the door and immediately go see who that might be.
It’s Joel, to your surprise, and he’s completely drenched due to the storm outside. You must admit he looks even better with wet hair.
"Fucking Fireflies blew up a building and now FEDRA is patrolling the streets. We split up. This house was the closest to where I was. I need a place for the night." his voice is authoritative - he is not requesting it, he is demanding it.
"Look who came back begging for my help after showing me no respect at all. What if I say no?" you cross your arms and lean on the doorframe, a smirk on your face.
He scoffs and shakes his head.
"So willing to spare those fuckers' lives, but when it comes to help your new ally, you refuse?"
"So… you're my ally now?" you taunt him.
You see that look on his face again, his eyes full with rage staring back at yours.
"Are you having fun?" his voice is firm and cold.
You chuckle, seeing how quickly he gets pissed off.
"You can bet I am. Come with me, I'll show you a spare room we have."
He nods and follows you upstairs.
"That'll do?" you ask as he looks around the small apartment, hands on his hips, knee tilted out. He gives you another nod in assent.
Just as you turn around to leave, you feel a hand grabbing your wrist firmly.
"Hey. Where do you think you're going?!" he pins you to the wall, his left hand leaning on it so that you can’t escape from him. You hold your gaze and look at him in his dark, angry, lustful eyes.
"Did you enjoy speaking to me like that earlier?" his voice is firm and low-pitched, almost a growl.
"W-what?" you are caught by surprise at the way he grabbed you and at the way he’s addressing you right now, and you don’t know how to react.
"Did you really think I'd let it pass by? After the way you spoke to me during the meeting?"
You are speechless, you suddenly feel hot, your breathing is getting labored and your chest heaves due to the abrupt tension filling the room, but you still try to challenge him with your eyes, glaring at him like earlier, not wanting to appear weak in front of him.
"Little brat. Disrespecting me like that, speaking to me like that, and now looking at me like that. You think you're tough?"
You keep holding your gaze, staring directly at him.
"Stop it. Now." you try to act stiff and impassive, but the intense way he’s looking at you is making you falter.
"Still trying to speak to me like that?! There's nobody here to impress, no one can protect you here." he goads you, his face getting closer to yours.
"Protect me from who?"
"From me. Little brat." he grabs you by the hair and starts kissing you in an angry, passionate way. You lean into the kiss as he sticks his tongue in your mouth, welcoming it and doing the same with yours, savoring the faint whisky taste on his lips. You can't help letting out a moan at how much you're enjoying it. When he hears that, he pushes you further against the wall and starts to rip your clothes off your body feverishly, beginning with your shirt. His lips trail down to your neck as he unhooks your bra and unbuttons your jeans, yanking them over your ass together with your underwear in one swift move.
"J-Joel..." you sigh when he runs his hands all over your naked, quivering body, feeling how soft your skin is, playing with one of your hardened nipples as his teeth sink into your neck.
He turns you around, slamming you against the wall.
"Shut up. You need to learn your place. I will show you where you belong." he growls lustfully.
"H-how dare you… Asshole-" you let out in an aroused sigh as he brings your arms behind your back, holding them still in the tight grasp of his hand.
"I told you to shut the fuck up. You don't get to speak to me like that, do you understand?!"
He gets close to your ear.
"Speak when you're spoken to. I said - do you understand?" he whispers darkly as he lets his right hand slide between your legs and starts touching your clit, feeling how wet you got for him already.
"Y-yes..." you moan.
"I knew it." he smirks "Acting all tough and badass earlier, but you're dripping between your legs. This pussy is begging to be fucked, isn't it?" he rasps, his hot breath on your neck as he slides two fingers inside of your achingly needy cunt, earning a desperate groan of pleasure from you when he does. You can’t hide anymore how much you want this.
"Yes, it is." he growls in your ear, answering himself, pleased as he hears your breathy moans when he draws circles on your clit, his fingers soaked in your arousal up to the knuckle.
“Now let me see how obedient you are and take your clothes off." he orders as he keeps teasing your slit.
You step out of your boots and jeans in a rush, now completely naked at his mercy.
He then grabs you by the arm and takes you to the bathroom, forcing you to kneel in the tub as he opens the tap to fill it with warm water.
He starts to slowly unbutton his flannel shirt as he has his gaze locked on yours. You look at his face, at his dark eyes that are devouring you in hatred and lust.
When he starts to unbutton his jeans, you divert your eyes from his and look at the bulge in his underwear.
"Hey. Eyes on me." he lifts your chin with his hand, but it’s hard to resist when his erection is right in front of your face.
“What are your eyes looking at, hm? I saw that. Disrespectful brat. I believe I said to look at me.”
You try to mumble some words but you can’t speak, too aroused to even think of an answer.
“Answer me. Were you looking at this?” he grips his cock tight in his hand, and you try not to look away from him this time.
“Look at it.” he grabs you by your hair and forces you to look at the deliciously thick cock in his hand as he slowly strokes it before your face.
“Do you want it?” he coos darkly.
You nod lightly, entranced by the way his hand slides on the thick shaft, following its movement with your eyes.
“I didn’t hear you.” he rasps as he lowers himself to your level and closes the tap.
“Yes, Joel, I want it. Give it to me.”
“Still giving me orders? What did I tell you about giving me orders?”
“Please, Joel, give it to me.” you plead.
“Hm, that’s better.” he says as he walks into the bathtub and sits.
He grabs your waist and makes you straddle him, and then he starts to kiss you again. He cups your face with his hands as he sticks his tongue in your mouth. You abandon yourself to him completely, following his lead and feeling his erection brushing against your lower belly.
"Here." he grabs you by the hips so that you can start grinding against him. You let out a moan when you feel the tip of his cock brushing against your clit and keep dry humping him to give yourself pleasure.
"Look at you - getting off on my dick like the desperate slut that you are. Hmm? You like it?"
"Fuck. Yes." you let out in an aroused sigh as you keep rolling your hips on his.
His hands keep guiding your movements as you go on kissing each other.
His lips start to trail down your neck, covering it in kisses that make you groan uncontrollably as you keep dry humping his cock.
He grabs his cock in his hand as the other one pushes your butt down to make you sit on it. You feel his thick girth stretching your needy walls, feeling every ridge and vein as you slowly sink down on it, making you both moan looking at each other in the eyes.
Once he’s inside of you completely, you start riding him, your hands on his shoulders as the water ripples and sloshes and he looks at you, a dark smirk on his face when he sees how much you're enjoying it. You get close to him to moan on his mouth, to see his reaction. He gets close, so close to your lips, but that's when you pull away to tease him. He growls, grabbing your hair with his hand and bringing you to him, taking what he wants, sticking his daring tongue in your mouth one more time. The longing, passionate way he’s kissing you and his thick cock stretching your walls bring you close to the edge already. You feel the tingle of the orgasm approaching, your breath gets even more laboured and you start trembling. He notices, feeling you shake under his touch, panting on his lips.
"What?! Already? No. Not yet. Don't you even think about it." he digs his fingers in your butt cheek to push you further down on his cock, impaling you, and grabs your head with his other arm, holding you still against him as he starts to brutally pound you, making your eyes cross.
"Fuck! You're gonna make me come!" you scream.
"Hold it for me." he replies in a low grunt in between thrusts.
“Joel-” you plead in between moans.
"Not yet. Not yet."
You moan louder as your grip on his shoulders tightens and your eyes squeeze due to the pleasure.
"Hey. Eyes on me." he reminds you.
You open your eyes and your nails start scratching his skin in a desperate attempt to obey his order, making him grunt.
"I can't Joel, I can't, please-"
"Stop it. I said not yet."
“But I’m so close!” you whimper.
He sighs as he slips out of you, leaving you needy and empty, making you whine as you feel your climax fading away as you were right on the edge.
"Get up. Now."
You comply whimpering as you both get out of the tub, now in front of each other.
"On your knees." he orders, and you obey immediately.
He lets out a dark chuckle when he sees how obedient you got.
You look at him in the eyes as he grabs his cock in his hand and trails the tip on your lips, only for you to give small licks to it, tasting your arousal on it.
He pushes its tip in your mouth and you welcome it, avidly sucking it while looking at him, smirking at you. He grabs the back of your head and pushes his cock into your throat, making your eyes squeeze shut.
"What is it? What is it, huh? Acting like a badass earlier and now you can't even take it all in your throat?" he keeps your head still, cupping it in his hands, as he thrusts into your mouth getting off at how welcoming and yielding you have suddenly become. He pulls your head away from his cock and you gasp for air, your face is drenched in spit and precum and you have tears in the corners of your eyes.
"Look at me. Oh, you don't act like a badass anymore, huh? Where's that superior look you gave me during the meeting? Where is it? You looked at me from head to toe but damn, look at you now. I want to fuck you. You need to learn your place."
He kneels before you, lowering himself at your level.
"I want to fuck you." he growls articulating his words as he passes his thumb on your lips, cleaning the spit from your mouth.
“Now get up.” he orders as he pushes his thumb in your mouth and you suck it, feeling your needy cunt clench when you hear him saying those things as he looks you in the eyes.
When you stand up, he grabs your chin and kisses you rabidly and lustfully as you walk towards the bed, where he pushes you down and lays on top of you, leaning on his elbow as he grabs his cock in his hand.
“Let’s see if you still act like a badass now.” he slides his cock inside of you, smirking at the way your lips part in ecstasy and at the moan you let out, your eyes opening wide at how delighted being so full of him makes you feel.
Once he’s deep inside of you, he starts to slowly thrust in and out of you. He cups your face with his hands and gets close, so close that you can feel his hot breath on your lips.
“Can you feel how wet you are?” he whispers.
You nod, smiling at him, hearing the obscene sounds your drenched pussy makes as it helplessly sucks his thick cock in, clenching around it in ecstasy, making you roll your eyes.
When he sees that, he immediately sets a brutal, devastating pace. You’re enjoying it so much that you can’t hold back your screams and can’t even look straight anymore, your eyes squeezing shut in bliss.
"Fucking look at you. Slut. You can't even keep your eyes open." he slaps you in the face and makes you smile and clench around him, so unbelievably turned on at the humiliating way he’s treating you.
"Your dick is too good." you mumble.
"Hmm? Too good? Show me. Open your mouth."
You do, obeying his command instinctively, sticking your tongue out for him, and he spits inside. You moan provocatively as you savour his saliva in your mouth and then swallow it.
"You like being fucked and treated like the fucking whore that you are, don't you?" he grabs you by the jaw, forcing it open, bringing your face close to his and spitting in your mouth once again. You lick your lips greedily, humming and looking at him in the eyes as he treats you with such disdain.
“Enjoying this dick so much, you can’t even answer me. What would little miss strong independent woman from earlier say if she saw you now, hm? What would she say?” he goads you, but the only result he gets is you getting even wetter and louder.
He gets up on his knees in front of you as he spreads your legs to bury his cock even deeper inside of you. He grabs your arm to lift you, so that you’re now straddling his lap, his cock pleasurably rubbing against your clit as you groan helplessly. He’s holding you tight in his arms as you wrap yours around his shoulders. He passes a hand in his hair to comb his wet hair out of the way. You divert your eyes from his to admire his thick bicep as he does, biting your lip when you get a glimpse of that, but he grabs your chin.
“Look at me, fucking look at me.” he growls “Where is the thug smuggler from earlier, hm? Where is she? You wanted to look smart in front of everyone, but where are you now? Where the fuck are you now? Who the fuck do you think you are? You wanted to act bossy with me. With me. You need to learn your place when you talk to me. Understand?”
You nod as he keeps talking to you like that, beginning to feel the tingle of your orgasm between your legs.
"Come on now. Let me see how good you are at riding my dick." he smirks as he lays down on the bed so that now you’re on top, your hands on the sides of his head and his fingers digging tight into your hips. You immediately start riding him, feeling how wet you are - your arousal drenching the both of you, making everything slick and slippery and hot. You let your hips roll, feeling his cock sliding in and out of you, your clit brushing his skin, getting you on the edge of your orgasm again. You try to keep everything inside, hoping he won’t notice how fast riding his dick gets you embarrassingly close in no time.
“I can see you’re almost there. You can’t hold it anymore, can you?”
“I can’t - can’t take it anymore, Joel.” you stutter.
“I told you no. Not yet. Hold it.” he orders in a calm, low voice that has the opposite effect, getting you even closer.
“Joel, Joel, I can’t-”
He grabs your hips so that your pussy is now grinding on his cock, making it a torture to hold it in. You can tell he’s having fun with it, looking at your desperate face, hearing your pleading voice, feeling you clamp around him.
“Joel-” your hands curl into fists, grabbing the bed sheet under him out of desperation.
“No, you can’t hold it. I can see that. You can’t. You’re such a whore.” he mocks you.
"Please, please let me come." you plead him.
He smirks as he looks at you.
"Beg me."
"I beg you, Joel. I'm begging you. Please, let me come. Please, please please-"
"Begging me?" he chuckles "Couldn’t ever imagine the proud woman I saw earlier downstairs begging me to let her come. Give you a little bit of dick and look at you - a begging girl? Holy fuck, you're pathetic."
"Please, please, please" you keep chanting, even more turned on by how he's treating you.
"Fine. If you want it so much, you can have it. You can't help it, hm? You can't help coming on my dick. Let me feel how tight your little pussy gets for me. But don't you even think it’ll be over. I'm not done with you. Now come, fucking slut. Come. Come!" he snarls.
You finally let it all out and come on his dick, screaming loudly, spasming around him uncontrollably. You try to keep your eyes on him, but they can't avoid rolling up.
"Coming so fucking hard you can't even look at me. Whore." he chuckles darkly.
As the feeling of the orgasm slowly fades out, you pant and stay still to catch your breath as he keeps pounding you.
"More. Please, Joel, more." you let out in your post orgasmic haze, smiling at him, your eyes nearly closed, feeling blissful and dizzy.
"More?! You want more?!" he snickers "Aren't you an insatiable whore?"
"Don't stop fucking me, Joel. Don't stop."
"Still giving me orders, I see."
"Please, don't stop."
"So pathetic. Bet you want to come again. Do you want it?"
"Yes. Yes, please."
"Then obey me."
You nod.
"Let me see it. Let me see that beautiful pussy getting pounded by my cock."
You lean back and stand on your feet and hands, legs spread wide open to give him the best visual, just like he wants.
"Good girl. Now ride it."
You start riding it and he grabs your hips to guide you - he lets his dick slip out almost completely, only leaving the tip inside for a few seconds. You look at him, shaking and whimpering at the lack of his cock. When he hears that, his gaze goes from your pussy to your eyes, and that’s when he brings your body down, slamming it deep inside of you as he watches you throw your head back due to the pleasure of feeling so full of him once again.
"Hey. I told you to keep your eyes on me." he grabs your chin and slaps you in the face.
He keeps guiding your movements by holding you by the hips to help you move up and down in conjunction with his thrusts.
"Will you look at that? So beautiful." he starts to touch your clit with his thumb and you lose it completely, letting out a loud, breathy groan.
"How badly do you want this?"
"So. Fucking. Bad."
He keeps rubbing your clit as he thrusts into you relentlessly, until you feel your orgasm approaching once again.
Just when you're about to come, right when you’re on the edge, he stops.
"What the fuck, Joel?!" you snarl at him and he smirks in response.
"Look at the angry whore from earlier. I was wondering if she was still with us. Here. Here's your orgasm, you needy slut."
He starts rubbing your clit again, driving you over the edge in no time, making you come. He looks at your pussy spasming around his dick as you groan loudly, completely out of control.
Once the feeling fades out and you come back from your high, he puts the very same thumb he used to make you come in your mouth.
"Suck it."
You do, brushing it with your tongue, licking it clean, savoring your orgasm as he keeps railing you.
“Come on. I’m not done with you. Stand up.”
Your legs are shaky as you obey his order. He brings you to the bathroom, bending you over on the sink, in front of the mirror and immediately sticks his dick inside of you so hard that air leaves your lungs in a breathy moan and stays still.
“Fuck yourself on my cock.” he orders, his gaze locked on the mirror.
You start to move your body to obey his order and feel his dick slipping in and out of you. You bite your lip moaning provocatively as you do.
“What a fucking whore. You make me want to wreck you.”
“Please, Joel, do. Wreck me.” you plead groaning as you keep fucking yourself on his dick.
He grabs you by your hips, pushing his cock deep inside of you, and resumes the brutal pace from earlier, making you roll your eyes.
"Fuck. What now? Look at you. Look how pathetic you are when I fuck you. Look at yourself. Did you really think you could go against me like that? You looked at me with those eyes, such a strong woman. Now look at you, look at yourself in the mirror."
His dick is so good you can't even lift your head.
"I said look." he grabs you by the hair and pushes your face against the mirror.
You’re an absolute mess - wet hair sticks to your face, flustered and hot as he keeps giving you his cock.
"Where is that gaze now? Where is it?! Where is that gaze now that my cock is inside of you?! Do you like how good I’m fucking you, huh?! Your pussy is so wet, I'm going fucking insane! You are enjoying it so much, I can feel it, aren't you?! Tell me. Speak, whore."
"A-ah... Y-yes I am" you can only mumble.
"Say that you're Joel Miller's whore as you look at yourself."
"I am Joel Miller's whore." you drawl, subjugated by the way he’s dominating you, taking genuine pleasure in saying that.
He starts to rub your clit with his fingers, making you roll your eyes and smile.
"Who is making you come so fucking hard?"
"You!" you scream, on the edge of your orgasm already, panting and shaking in anticipation.
"Scream my name when you come, fucking whore."
You can only let out the first syllable of his name before it’s turned into a loud scream. He holds your hair tight in his grasp so that you’re forced to look at yourself as you come.
He grunts when he feels how tight you get for him, strangling his thick cock in your grasp.
"You can't even speak properly, you look like a completely different person from before. Don't you feel ashamed, slut?! Oh fuck, your wet pussy is making me come. Do you want it? Do you want my cum?? Speak, whore." he rasps.
"I want it. I want it, Joel. Please, I want all of your cum." you pant in bliss.
"I can't fucking take it anymore, I'm coming. I can't stop... Your pussy is so fucking perfect. I want it. I want to fill you up with my cum. I wanna put you back in your place. You won't be so daring in looking at me like that next time. Let me give you a hard lesson. I-I can't-" his voice is hot and desperate as he gets close to his own orgasm.
His grip on your hair and hip tightens and he snarls as he comes, giving you a few hard thrusts, pushing his cock deep inside of you and filling your wrecked pussy with his hot cum, pulsing and throbbing inside of you, headily panting in your ear.
He slips out of you slowly, making you look at his cum dripping out of you. He collects it with his fingers and brings it to your mouth.
“Eat it.” he orders.
You immediately welcome them into your mouth, looking at yourself in the mirror as you taste the salty bitterness of you two blended together, humming in pleasure as he pushes his digits in your mouth.
“Yeah - that's what you fucking get. Don’t you ever, ever, disrespect me like that again. I hope you did learn your place.”
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(Perv)Sub!Mike Schmidt x Dom!Fem!Reader
Summary:
You and Mike have been dating for a few months now, and you have a great thing going. You're both very horny people who are more than happy to indulge in your desires with each other. So why is it that you find him hiding a dirty picture from you when you catch him masturbating one morning?
(Perv)Sub!Mike Schmidt x Dom!Fem!Reader. Established Relationship. Smut. Takes place outside the movie's canon.
Word Count: 5,100
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Full list of warnings and author's notes below the cut.
Warnings: This is primarily a smut fic; this can be read with or without considering the events of the film, and has no spoilers for the plot of the movie. There are dom/sub dynamics here - Mike is more submissive and the reader is more dominant; because this is a pre-established relationship, the characters have been settled into these dynamics for a while and even though it's not discussed during the fic, we can assume they have established safewords and fully talked about each other's boundaries so everyone is safe and well cared for; she reader has female anatomy, and uses she/her pronouns (but with all my fics, most of the pronouns used are you/yours); this fic does use Y/N. 
For the main smutty parts: some dubious consent - Mike took a picture of the reader’s underwear/up the reader’s skirt before they were dating (when she was sleeping and could not consent) she was physically attracted to him at the time and would have consented to the photo being taken if he could have asked and finds the idea of this happening to be hot but he never asked permission and hid this from her well into their relationship; the reader finds this photo and ‘punishes’ Mike for it even though she likes the photo and enjoys his perverted thoughts about her; descriptions of masturbation - Mike jacks-off when the reader is not looking/not in the room and she walks in on him; mentions of Mike being gagged; mentions of Mike being tied up and overstimulated (multiple orgasms); mentions of Mike eating the reader’s pussy; Mike is called ‘good boy’, ‘Mikey’, ‘baby’; mentions of the reader riding Mike, mentions of creampie kink; mentions of orgasm restriction (toward Mike); marking kink - mentions of the reader biting/marking Mike during a previous sexual encounter; Perv!Mike; mentions of sexual photos being taken with consent (of the reader and of Mike); hair-pulling (towards Mike); thigh riding - Mike rides the reader's thigh as his punishment; mentions of a cock cage (not actually used in the fic); mild pain kink; some descriptions of subspace (even though it’s not called that in the fic); degradation kink (the reader verbally degrades Mike); mentions of spanking; undertones of humiliation kink; mentions of underwear stealing (Mike stole a pair of the reader’s panties in the past); (mild) Mommy kink - Mike calls the reader Mommy (once or twice, it’s not all that prevalent in the fic); finger sucking.
A/N: Here, I did go far beyond what was in the original request, but I saw the mention of Polaroid pictures in the request and my mind immediately went to perv!Mike?? I’m not even sure why. But I had fun with this lmao. And I keep thinking of writing a kind of ‘prequel’ fic of the situation where he originally took the photo, but idk. Anyway, I hope you enjoy it! If you want to see more Mike Schmidt fics from me, definitely let me know by reblogging this or commenting on it.
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When you got out of the shower, the last thing you were expecting to hear was the distinct sound of moans coming from the bedroom. 
Not that you were at all disappointed by the needy, choked off sounds that your boyfriend Mike made. You were just… surprised. 
After the night the two of you had before, the fact that Mike had the desire to masturbate was surprising to say the least. 
You thought that you would have tired him out and left his cock sore and worn out for at least a good day to follow. It had been a rare night when the two of you had the house all to yourselves - Abby was sleeping over at a friend’s place (Mike often credited you with Abby being more open and sociable and feeling up to doing things like this where she wouldn’t have before) - and so, you had certainly taken advantage of that. You enjoyed a night where you could get him in bed without having to gag him or shove his face into a pillow in order to assure his silence. 
You had indulged in his sounds, in fact. 
You had spent the night with him tied to the bed, curious about how many times you could make him cum before his body outright gave up. The answer to that burning question was four, which was a record for him. After the forth orgasm spurted up over his belly, covering him in even more mess, you continued to milk him through it and his softening dick gave you nothing but pathetic clear drips of non-cum - he wept and begged you to stop, threatening that he might pass out from the efforts. 
With the satisfaction of the answer under your belt, and taking in the sight of him so debauched one last time, you finally untied him. And then he spent some time between your thighs, enjoying a reward for being such a good boy, shoving his tongue deep inside of you while the morning sun warmed the curtains, signifying that the two of you had truly been at it all night. 
The two of you eventually slept for a few hours in the morning. After waking up from the haze, you had peeled yourself out from under his heavy grip on your waist when you read the numbers on the digital clock sitting on his nightstand, seeing that it was almost noon - Abby would need to be picked up from her friend’s house soon, and you wanted a shower while Mike was still asleep. 
The last thing you were expecting was to emerge from the shower to the sounds of him getting off yet again. One thing you knew for certain since you had started fucking him - he was insatiable. He was seemingly always horny the moment that he got you behind closed doors. (And often, he couldn’t even wait to get you behind closed doors - something you loved, even if it was inconvenient.) But you thought that a night like last night would tire out the libido of someone even as horny as him. 
But you liked a challenge. 
If he wanted his cock to be truly sore, if he wanted his balls so thoroughly drained - then you would pin him to the bed and ride him with harshness and haste before you had to go pick Abby up. It would be a waste of a shower, but you usually found the feeling of his cum sticking to the inside of your underwear to be a fond one. 
“Mikey,” You called out the playful nickname as you walked out of the bathroom and into the bedroom. 
You had a towel wrapped around your chest - mostly to keep the chill of the air off you and to keep your wet body from dripping all over the carpet. Modesty wasn’t really a thing between you and Mike, not when you were so intensely familiar with each other’s naked bodies now. 
At the sound of your voice, Mike let out a choked sound, and you saw his movements pause - which was entirely strange. It’s not like you hadn’t seen his naked cock before. It’s not like you hadn’t seen him masturbate before - several times, you had him do so just for your viewing pleasure. 
If he wasn’t allowed to touch himself as a punishment, you always told him so very clearly. But last night, you made no such rule. You simply expected that he wouldn’t want to after the thorough fucking you had given him. So you had to wonder why he was trying to hide from you. 
You walked to stand on his side of the bed, and he stared at you with wide, startled eyes, covering his hard cock with both hands. The sheet was draped around his thighs, revealing his nakedness, as well as showing off the many purpling bite marks that you had left on his chest, stomach, hips and thighs the night before. He was an absolutely perfect picture of sweet debauchery that you would hold fondly in your mind forever. 
“Baby, what are you doing?” You inquired gently, entirely curious as to why he had stopped. “You don’t have to hide from me.” 
“I - I thought you would be in the shower… longer.” He breathed out, pure guilt on his voice. It was almost adorable, seeing how he could go from fucked-out and begging to completely shy about his own desires. 
“I would have invited you to join me in the shower if I knew you wanted more,” You chuckled, stepping forward and running your fingers through his hair, petting him like the sweet puppy that he was. “Needy little thing, aren’t you?” 
Mike leaned into the touch, closing his eyes - the surge of soft pleasure that your simple touch pushed through him caused his arms to go loose, dropping away from shielding his crotch. This made him inadvertently drop something onto the sheets that he had been hiding from you in his closed fist. 
You noticed the ruffle of what sounded like paper and saw the object fall out of the corner of your eye. So you abandoned gently stroking your fingers across his scalp in favor of investigating what it was. 
Mike’s eyes widened in horror and he froze up, completely stiff as you picked up the polaroid picture, and raised it up to get a better look at it. 
Immediately, you knew it was a picture of yourself. 
You knew that Mike had a collection of dirty shots of you. It had only been a few weeks into your sex life when he had pulled out the camera and shyly asked to take pictures of you. You had bargained that he could take as many as he wanted, if you could take some photos of him in return. He kept his pictures of you in a shoebox under his bed and you kept yours in a special jewelry box on your vanity. 
But this picture wasn’t one that you recognized. 
It was your ass - a shot of your dress pulled up from behind, revealing you wearing a simple pair of cotton panties (not something you would have worn for the other ‘photoshoots’, not some impressive lingerie). In the photo, your legs were lazily parted, revealing the way the underwear was slightly caught between the lips of your cunt, even showing your pubes sticking out slightly from the fabric. If you weren’t mistaken, based on the color, that was Mike’s couch you were laying on. 
But when had the photo been taken? 
“Look, Y/N, please, I’m so sorry-” Mike swallowed harshly, desperate to get some air into his lungs as he begged for your forgiveness. “You were just so pretty - and - and - I couldn’t help myself. I know it was awful, just - please, please, don’t be mad.” 
That was when it clicked in your mind. 
You recognized the pattern on the fabric of your dress. You had worn it on the first night you had babysat Abby for Mike - back when the two of you weren’t even dating yet. That night, you had fallen asleep on the couch after you put Abby to bed. And later in the night, you thought nothing of it when you saw Mike’s polaroid camera sitting on a random side table when it hadn’t been there before. It hadn’t even crossed your mind as suspicious after he had woken you up, thanked you for helping out, and let you out the front door for the night. 
That dirty little pervert. 
You resisted the urge to grin at this realization, putting on a stony face and faking anger. You couldn’t have him thinking that this action would pass without punishment. Even if you heavily enjoyed the idea of being a perverted little admirer of you before the two of you even got together. 
You reached over and put your hand on the back of his head, this time digging sharp nails into his hair in a fierce, unforgiving grip instead of petting him so gently. He winced as this, and you noticed a distinct bit of precum weeping out of his still hard cock at the action. You yanked on his head harshly, forcing him to look up at you while you turned the photo around and shoved it in his face. 
Instinctively, knowing that it would likely only make his punishment worse to oggle over his mistakes, he looked you dead in the eyes, resisting the temptation to stare at your ass in the photo. 
“When did you take this?” You asked, already knowing the answer, but wanting him to say it. To emphasize your words, you yanked on his hair again and jabbed the picture closer to his face. 
He breathed out harshly, but didn’t fight against your grip, keeping his large, glossy, guilty eyes staring up at you. 
“Look, I know I did a bad boy thing, I know it was bad, but please, please, I’ll make it up to you.” He begged so beautifully. “I’ll be a good boy, I’ll be a good boy for you, I promise.” 
His words were pitched soft with need, and it was a unique tone that made your stomach clench. As tempting as the offer was, you couldn’t go soft on him now. 
“Answer the question!” You pressed, tugging his neck back even harsher with your grip on his hair. 
“It - it was a long time ago!” He rushed to answer. “I - I shouldn’t have done it, I know that! I’m sorry, I’m so sorry!” 
“Why did you do it if you knew it was bad?” You asked. 
This was the most interesting question to you. The thing you were most curious about. 
You wondered why Mike felt the need to invade your privacy with something like this when you simply would have given in to his advances if he had asked. 
You had been attracted to Mike since you met him. The entire reason you had taken on the job of babysitting his sister was because you found him to be so intensely attractive, and you wanted to get to know him better. At the time, he was someone who seemed shy and generally anti-social, you yearned to be closer to him. That night, if you had woken up and caught him staring at your panties, you probably would have taken them off and given them to him as a gift just to see his reaction. 
You were too curious to know why he felt that he had to sneak such a dirty photo of you and to this day, even after all that the two of you had done together - still kept that photo a secret. 
“I - I -” 
Mike’s whining stutters were cut off by the sound of the phone ringing. 
You heaved out a sigh and let go of him. On your way along to answer it, you shoved the photo into your purse, which was sitting open on his dresser. He was curious as to why you chose to keep it from him rather than destroying it. He heard your voice brightly from down the hall as you answered the phone and spoke to whoever it was on the other end, and he tattered with nerves as he heard you walking back down the hall. 
“Get dressed.” You barked at him when you reentered the bedroom. “We have to go pick Abby up. We’ll finish talking about this later.” 
Later. That certainly left a lovely slice of doom hanging over his head. 
You had your back turned to him, picking clothes out of the drawer he had cleared for you in his dresser (one step closer to you moving in, he had thought wistfully while moving your stuff into that drawer) - but this left one thing on his mind. 
“Okay.” Mike croaked quietly. “How should I-?” 
He trailed off, and you turned back around with a tee shirt and panties in your hand to see him loosely gripping his still hard cock, slowly beginning to touch himself again. 
You realized that he was asking you how he should finish off, and this caused a wave of spite to roll through you. He thought he still deserved to cum. 
“I didn’t say anything about your dick.” You said, tone harsh and biting. “You don’t get to cum right now. I said get dressed, so get dressed.” 
You dropped your towel casually, moving to get dressed for yourself. This caused a whine from him as your nakedness was once again revealed - something he had seen so many times now that still caused his cock to throb and weep precum, his eyes utterly fixated on the tantalizing sway of your breasts as you leaned down to hook your feet into the fresh panties you had picked out. 
Mike let out a breathy whine, but took his hand off his cock. He looked at you with utterly pleading eyes, clearly wanting you to reconsider - but you wouldn’t budge from the subject. When he didn’t make a move to get up from the bed, you said something that you knew would put some urgency in him. 
“Don’t make me get the cage.” You threatened quietly. 
Mike was up in a moment, moving toward the bathroom to freshen up, eager to follow your instructions. His dick ached at the thought of the cock cage that you had gotten just for him - it was one of the most torturous punishments you had thought up yet. Sometimes he spent whole days with his dick trapped in the metal, unable to get hard, absolutely dizzying - making him silently resent the key worn around your neck that everyone else perceived as an innocent piece of jewelry. 
The two of you got ready for the day and the conflict was soon forgotten when you had Abby in the car. You took her for lunch at some cute little diner that one of your friends had recommended - Sparky’s - and while you ate, you listened to Abby chatter on excitedly about everything she and her friend had done the night before, including ordering pizza, watching a PG13 rated movie (which Mike pretended to disapprove of), painting their nails, and staying up all night telling ‘scary stories’. You were proud of how far she had come, sharing her imagination and joy with others and having some true friends of her own age now. 
After lunch, you and Mike had taken Abby to get some new shoes because she complained that hers were getting too small, and then after some browsing around the mall, it was time to go home and make dinner (if it wasn’t for you, those two would rarely eat anything that wasn’t pre-packaged). After dinner, you helped Abby work on a solar system project for school while Mike napped on the couch (and you couldn’t blame the guy, he had a tiring time the night before). 
You had since put Abby to bed, and busied yourself with cleaning up, glad that Mike was still asleep while you did the dishes. It always pleased you when he slept well - one of the reasons you liked to wear him out with sex was because it was a more natural sleep aid than his medication, and caused him to have a deeper, dreamless sleep without the stupid nightmares. You were more focused on the tasks in front of you than thinking about any possible punishment you might give him over it. 
The fact that Mike had taken a pervy photo of you was all but forgotten in your mind even as you were cleaning up the kitchen later that night. 
The photo and the controversy, the burning questions you had about it only came back to mind as you were attempting to scrub a combination of dried glitter glue and pasta sauce off the table and you noticed Mike not-so-subtly creeping around behind you - attempting to reach into your purse. 
He was trying to take the photo back. 
You quickly tossed down the cloth you had been using to clean up and moved toward Mike instead. You were on him before he could blink, taking his wrist in a bruising grip before his hand could successfully come out of your purse with the photo. 
“What are you doing?” You asked, even though you already knew exactly what he was up to. 
With your thumb pushing harshly into the pulse point of his wrist, and your eyes glaring daggers into his - he was quickly becoming light-headed and soft, the way he always did whenever you were on top of him or when you called him baby boy in that fond, sweet way that you often did. He couldn’t conjure up any real explanation, not when he was feeling this way. 
All he could manage was: 
“But - it’s mine.” He breathed out softly, almost a whiny protest - as if you had taken one of his most precious toys and stashed it away because he had misbehaved. 
In a sense, that was exactly what you had done. 
You could only imagine how many times he had masturbated to the photo before you had caught him. How many times had he cum, looking at that picture of your barely covered ass and pussy before the two of you even got together? Before he even saw you naked for the first time? How many times did he make himself cum when that was his only source of sexual material for his fantasies around you? 
It was these burning questions and the thumping ache between your thighs that spurred your next move. 
You used your hold on his wrist to handle him how you pleased, knowing that a little bit of pain made him so easily pliant to your wills. You shoved him into the small kitchen and shoved him up against one of the counters, beside where your purse was sitting, and he huffed out a quiet whine as you trapped him there. You easily caged him in with one of your hands on either side of his waist, slotting your legs around his so that your thigh was right up against his denim clad crotch. 
You pressed forward slightly with your knee, applying a slight bit of pressure that might be painful on his tender cock and balls (especially after last night). But the roughness of the hard seam of his jeans pressing against his tender flesh, even through his underwear, only lit sparks through him and added to that soft, mushy headspace that he was in. 
He refused to look at you now, shifting his gaze off to the side as you pressed further into his personal space, pressing your nose against the side of his unshaven face. 
“It’s yours?” You posed in response to what he had said, your tone utterly mocking. “It’s yours, is it?” 
You reached off to the side and flawlessly grabbed the photo inside your bag without looking (the texture of a polaroid very unique to feel for) - and you held it up in his view, forcing him to look at it while you spoke again. 
“Then surely, you can explain to me how a good boy like you came to own something like this,” You said, your voice dripping with satire toward the ‘good boy’ title he had given himself earlier that day. 
“I’m sorry,” He whimpered, clearly apologetic about the subject. But- 
“That doesn’t explain how you got this, baby.” You told him, clicking your tongue in a scolding manner. “Come on, tell me about it.” 
You used a hand to grab him by both cheeks between your fingers, forcing him to look at you while he explained it. 
“I - I took it.” He admitted quietly. “I took a picture of you. When you weren’t looking. When you were… sleeping.” 
Again, something you already knew. But it was more satisfying to hear him say it, especially with the sharp bob of his throat as he gulped around his fear. 
“You just looked so pretty, I - I couldn’t help myself.” He whispered, clearly timid to admit his lack of self control. 
Though him lacking self control around you was an intense turn-on for you. 
“After everything I’ve given you, you just had to go and take. You had to be a greedy, filthy, bad boy,” You scolded him sharply. 
“It was different then.” He said quietly. “Then… I - I thought I couldn’t have you. I thought you wouldn’t give me anything at all. I - I didn’t think you’d ever want to fuck me.” 
“Oh?” You huffed quietly, your breath puffing out across his cheek, surprised by this revelation. “So you took this picture because you wanted a filthy little piece of me? You didn’t think I’d ever touch your pathetic needy cock so you had to perv on me in secret, huh?” 
He let out a sharp whine at this. It was rare that you degraded him so harshly, rather than praising him sweetly. Surely enough, even if it was unconsciously fueled by lust, his hips bucked toward you, dragging his cock along your thigh, still trapped inside of his jeans and rapidly hardening from the state of the conversation. 
“Look, I’m sorry-” 
“If you say ‘sorry’, one more time, I’m gonna spank you so fucking hard that you won’t be able to sit down for a week.” You threatened, your voice low and dark. 
He let out a whimper at this, and you weren’t entirely sure if the idea appealed to him or sounded like a true threat. He didn’t tempt you by speaking up again, so you continued. 
“Enough with the sorries.” You told him sharply. “How many times did you jack off to this picture without telling me? How often did you look at it, touching your hard, needy dick and thinking about what my cunt might feel like? Huh? Tell me, baby.” 
Mike jutted his hips again, grinding his hard cock against your thigh. 
“Please-” He croaked out. 
Clearly, he was begging for you to release him from the conversation, and to attend to his aching dick. But you didn’t have plans to do either. 
“If you want me to touch you again anytime soon, you’re going to get off against my thigh.” You demanded harshly. “Or you’re not going to get off at all.” 
Mike let out a pathetic, warbling whine in protest, sounding a lot like a kicked puppy. But still, he began to move more consistently against your leg - you stiffened your muscles on purpose and raised your thigh tighter against him, pushing your leg further into his crotch. This movement forced a puff of air from his lungs as you put more pressure on his hard cock. 
“And you’re going to answer my questions.” You added on, reaching behind him and grabbing his hair like you had earlier that day, knowing that a tight tug on his roots would certainly make him more pliant. 
“Ah! O-okay!” He shouted in return, and you hushed him gently. 
“When were you gonna tell me that you’re a dirty little pervert?” You asked, a mocking laughter dancing in your voice. 
Mike started up a rhythm as he fucked himself on your thigh. He whined in the back of his throat, his brow creasing - partially from the heat stirring in his gut and partially from the embarrassment of your interrogation - before he managed an answer. 
“I - I wasn’t.” He answered honestly. 
“How many other secret pervy pictures do you have of me?” You asked. 
“N-none!” He was quick to respond, eager to clear himself of this guilt. 
He definitely wasn’t going to tell you about the pair of your panties that he had stolen the first time he was over at your place. He also wasn’t going to mention the fact that he had snooped in your bathroom to see what brand of shampoo you used and bought the same one just so he could have your scent on tap. He didn’t need you thinking that he was totally pathetic.  
“Don’t lie to me!” You demanded, giving a sharp tug on his hair. 
“‘m not! I’m not! That’s the only one!” He slurred out, becoming more hazy and pleasure drunk as he ground himself harder into your thigh and his cock leaked into his underwear. His brain was absolutely fuzzy from the streaks of pain coming off his scalp when you pulled on his hair like that. 
“How many times have you jerked off to the picture?” You asked. 
More than once a week since he had taken it. It was his favorite guilty pleasure. 
Earlier that day, he hadn’t even meant to take out the photo and jerk off to it. He had been more than satisfied with everything that happened the night before. But when he had opened his nightstand looking for his watch to put it on for the day, and the photo fell from its place stuck underneath the drawer (a perfect hiding place, in his mind). And just like when he had taken the photo, as soon as he saw you so perfectly posed there, he just couldn’t help himself. The sight of your panties sticking out from under your dress just got to him. 
His cock was hard in seconds and next thing he knew, he was sitting there pumping his cock in one hand and holding the picture in the other, listening for the sound of the shower running and hoping he would finish before you did. 
Something about you was so absolutely intoxicating to him, sent his brain back to caveman levels of hormonal and caused him to make the stupidest dick-driven decisions ever. 
“Mommy,” He begged quietly. “Mommy, please.” 
Your stomach clenched - it was a name he used in an attempt to soften you up, trying to make you pliant to his big eyes and whimpering breaths. 
He grabbed both of your hips and tried shoving his face into your neck to hide himself as his hips stuttered against your leg, humping hopelessly like a needy puppy. You yanked him back by the hair before he could fully hide himself and he exhaled in a needy, simpering tone, deflating like a balloon as his shoulders sagged. For a moment, he stopped the movement of his hips altogether - as if expecting you to take over in some way and make him cum. 
“Mommy is only sweet to good boys.” You whispered in his ear. “Mommy punishes dirty little bad boys who can’t take their head out of their dick long enough to behave.” 
He squeezed out a hot breath, seemingly deflating more. You used your free hand to grab his hip, and began guiding him to hump along your thigh once again. 
“Come on, baby.” You encouraged him. “If you don’t cum like this, you don’t get to come for a week.” You gave a gentle warning. “Are you gonna be a good boy? Or are you a stupid little perv? Hmm?” 
The harsh degradation behind your words, the motivation for him to be seen as a good boy in your eyes - that truly got him going again. 
“I’m a good boy.” He said quietly, fucking himself against you, moaning quietly as the friction caused sharp tingles against his cock. “I’m - I’m a good boy.” 
“Show me.” You told him firmly. “Show me what a good boy does.” 
“Please,” He breathed out. “Fuck, Mommy. Please!” 
You knew that he needed more, and you did pity him to an extent - so you gave another tug on his hair and slipped your other hand under the back of his shirt, raking your nails across his back, making claw marks that you knew he loved. The stinging feeling of your nails biting into his skin causing pure sparks that sent heat straight between his thighs. When you leaned in and sharply bit his neck, that truly sent him over the edge, causing him to lose all sense of rhythm and having him bucking wildly, mindlessly against your thigh as he flooded the inside of his underwear with cum. 
“Fuck! Y/N!” He shouted. 
“Shut up!” You bit back. 
You stood back up to your full height, shoving your fingers between his lips to gag him. You knew that you had to be mindful of his volume when she was so deep in it, so absolutely lost in the pleasurable haze that he didn’t care how loud he was being. 
He rode out his orgasm gagging slightly with your fingers pressed against his tongue, his eyes tightly screwed shut, a light sweat gathered on his brow as he continued to hump against your leg, carrying himself through it. 
After a few moments, Mike’s rattling moans turned into harsh, open-mouthed pants around your fingers as he caught his breath, and you eased your fingers out of his mouth, enjoying the thread of spit that came off his lips far too much. 
When he collapsed his head onto your shoulder this time, you let him. 
“You’re - you’re not really mad about the picture, are you?” He asked, gently huffing the words into your shirt as he struggled to catch his breath. “Because if-” 
“I’m not mad about it.” You clarified, moving your hand from under his shirt to pet through his hair calmly, wanting to reassure him of this. “In fact, I think it’s pretty hot.” 
“Really?” He asked, his gaze shooting up to inspect your expression, almost not believing your words. Even though you were always very honest and transparent when communicating your feelings to him. 
“Yes.” You answered honestly. “I think it’s hot that you found me so attractive from the moment we met.” 
“‘Attractive’ is a bit of an understatement.” He mumbled quietly in response. 
Interesting.
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aemondsbabe · 5 months
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The Queen
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summary: dairy/letters & lingerie kink || alicent stumbles across a secret of yours and is more than happy to make it come true
pairing: modern!alicent x f!reader
warnings: mature/explicit, 18+ (minors dni!), no use of y/n, afab reader, wlw, pre-established relationship, dom!Alicent, sub!reader, queen honorifics used in the bedroom, lingerie kink, use of a leather crop, oral sex (f receiving), fingering, thigh riding, let me know if i missed anything!
word count: 3.3k
a/n: happy day seven of 12 days of smuff!! i went into a fugue state and wrote 10 pages in 2 hours. the hold that olivia cooke has on me should be studied by science. anyway.
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Alicent’s POV
She was humming, swaying her hips to a new album she’d downloaded earlier that week as she smoothly moved the duster along the wooden surface of your nightstand, careful as she guided it between the lamp and the small potted plant you loved so much. Getting a bit too into the music she was listening to as she tidied up your shared bedroom, though, she accidentally bumped against the growing stack of books on your nightstand. 
“Shit!” Alicent hissed as a few went tumbling to the ground. Sighing, she bent down to grab them, half-heartedly cursing you for insisting on buying new books before you’d finished the ones you had. 
“Huh?” She wonders outloud, pausing the music on her phone when she sees her name scrawled in your familiar handwriting. Her fingers brush over the soft, leather bound book as she picks it up, her lips pursing as she reads the words “Personal Journal” embossed on the front in fancy gold lettering. Her brown eyes widen and quickly glance around the room, despite the fact that she knows she’s the only one home. Biting her lip, she runs a finger over the spine of your diary, weighing her options. On the one hand, she knew it would be a horrible invasion of your privacy to look but… well, what if it was something important? 
She shook her head at the thought. She wasn’t going to be one of those snooping partners! You already told her everything anyway, it’s not like there would be anything in your diary she didn’t already know! You were basically an open book, in fact, it was one of the things she loved most about you – your willingness to be so honest and transparent. 
No, she thought, carefully setting the diary back on your bedside table, I’m not going to! I’m simply – 
Okay, sue her. She’s only human and her name was right there! She’d make it up to you. 
Glancing around one more time, she flipped open the leather-bound book, flipping through it to the page she’d spotted a moment ago. She found it pretty quickly and nervously bit on a nail as her eyes scanned over the page, noticing the date first. It was from only about a week ago. She read on.
I’m not even sure how to bring up the topic, it doesn’t really seem like something you’d just bring up at the dinner table? Like, “Oh, honey, yeah work was great today! Kevin from accounting is finally getting married, I know! Can you believe it? Oh. yeah, one more thing! Can you boss me around in the bedroom like a drill sergeant?” I mean, come on. 
What if she isn’t even into it? What if she wants to be the submissive one? I don’t think Alicent’s totally vanilla, I mean, there have been so many sparks of… something. Sometimes she tells me to do something, usually innocuous like making sure the door’s locked before we leave or to get the laundry hamper from the closet but… God, the way she says it makes me shiver. And when she’s talking on the phone to someone at work? That authoritative voice makes me melt. 
Sigh. I just need to find the courage to ask. 
Alicent finally finished the entry and looked up from your journal, blinking as thoughts raced through her head. After a minute, she closed the notebook and placed it carefully back on your bedside table, just like it was before it fell off the table. 
She could barely keep the smirk off her face as she grabbed her purse and keys and shut the front door behind her, a devious, delicious plan quickly forming in her head. 
She knew exactly how to make up for her actions. 
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Reader’s POV
You sigh as you unlock the front door, quickly tossing your keys into the small bowl on the entryway table before kicking off your shoes.
“Babe?” You called, furrowing your brows at how unusually quiet the house was. Alicent’s car was in the driveway and normally she’d be playing music by the time you got home but today… nothing. You’re about to call out again when the sound of heels clicking down the hallway makes you stop in your tracks, your bag falls from your hand as your girlfriend finally appears from around the corner.
“Good day at work?” Alicent asks coolly, tilting her head as she leans against the doorway. Meanwhile, you feel dumbstruck as your eyes scan over her appreciatively, taking in every dip and curve as if you’d never seen any of them before. Your eyes skim over her outfit, a black, lacy bustier perfectly framing her chest, with a matching black thong clinging to her soft hips, fishnet stockings held up by an enticing garter belt, all the way down to black, pointed toe heels. She’d even taken the time to straighten her usually curly hair, smoothing it down into a clean, nearly intimidating style. 
She smirked, brown eyes sparkling at your awe-struck expression, smiling when your eyes finally landed on her face; you couldn’t help but swallow when you saw that she was wearing that expensive red lipstick she only brought out for special occasions, the one you love so much. 
Her heels click on the wood floors as she strides over to you and it’s only then you realize that she has something in her hand – a black leather crop. The sight of it makes your knees weak. 
“I asked you a question, baby,” she says gently, locking eyes with you as she gently cups your cheek with in her hand, “It would be rude not to answer.” There’s a hard edge to her voice that makes you lose what little train of thought you had.
“I… uh,” you stutter, blush rising to your cheeks as you stare helplessly at her, fighting to keep your gaze locked on hers, “W-Work was good, yeah. Same as… as usual.” You finally finish, your chest already heaving as you rub your thighs together, desperate before you even know what’s going on. 
“How wonderful,” she smirks and leans in, giving you a sweet kiss like she normally would, but today it has your head spinning, “What do you think of my little surprise?” She asks, though there isn’t really a question in her tone – she already knows your answer.
“I love it,” you breathe, hardly giving her time to finish speaking as you let your gaze wander over her yet again. “What, uhm,” you cough nervously, “What gave you the idea?”
She smiles again, shrugging; you nearly jump out of your skin when she softly runs the leather crop up the inside of your thigh, starting at your knee and stopping tantalizingly close to your core. “Just got the sense that maybe you’d be into it…” She says casually, like you’re talking about the weather, “Was I right?”
All you can do is nod your head, but that’s not good enough, apparently. Her eyes narrow and she wraps a hand around your neck, not too harshly, mostly just sitting it there but it’s enough to make you whimper in the back of your throat, breath catching as her perfectly manicured red nails just barely dig into your delicate skin. “I don’t think that’s the proper way to address me, is it?” She coos, a faux pout to her lips. 
“N-No,” you say shakily, your eyes searching hers, “No… ma’am?” You try, inwardly cringing at how your voice squeaks. 
She clicks her tongue like a disappointed mother, the sound going straight between your legs, as she fixes you with an intense stare. “Baby, you know how I sometimes call you princess?” She asks, smiling proudly when you eagerly nod, “Well, tell me. Who’s more in charge than a princess?”
Your throat goes dry and you swallow thickly, darting your tongue out to wet your lips before speaking. “T-The queen?” You ask softly, pride feathering out in your chest like the train of a peacock when she smiles and nods again.
“That’s right!” She praises, almost as if she was speaking to a child; perhaps you should be offended at her condescending tone, but, if anything, it just makes your heart beat faster. “The queen. Do you want me to be your queen today, sweet one?” Again, you nod, so she continues. “So, address me properly.”
“Yes, my queen.” You breathe the words, core clenching softly around nothing. 
“Very good,” she praises, leaning in and lightly brushing her lips over the pulsepoint on your neck, “Do you want to keep being a good girl for your queen?”
“Yes, your grace, please.” You say with an eager nod, feeling like you’ll explode if she doesn’t touch you, or so something soon.
“Then be good for me and go to the bedroom,” she nods as she speaks, her big brown eyes looking directly into yours, “And strip.” She finishes coolly, leaving you no room to argue. 
You nod quickly and practically leap down the hallway, blushing when you hear her giggling behind you. As soon as your feet hit the soft rug in the bedroom, you tug at your clothes, quickly shedding your sweater and work trousers before unclipping your bra and sliding your underwear down your legs, haphazardly shoving everything into the hamper because you just know she’ll say something about the mess if you don’t. Finally, not knowing what else to do, you stand by the bed, arms clasped in front of you.
She doesn’t make you wait long and you bite your lip in anticipation as her heels click slowly down the hallway, smiling shyly when you finally meet her gaze again as she enters the room. Just like you knew she would, her eyes immediately dart to the hamper and her smile widens when she sees your clothes from today resting on top. 
“What a good girl I have,” she praises as she saunters over to you, her hips swinging enticingly as she moves. Without another word, she sits on the edge of the bed and gently places the crop down next to her on the bedspread, before she beckons you over with a crook of her finger, “You like your queen’s special surprise for you, huh?” She questions, tilting her head as she peers up at you, her hands resting gently on the curve of your hip. 
“Yes,” you nod, your eyes trailing down to her cleavage before you can help yourself and it’s only then that you notice that she’s breathing nearly as hard as you are, a blush extending down her pale neck and chest, “I love it, my queen, so much.” You nearly whisper, dizzy at the thought that she might be enjoying this just as much as you are. 
“Don’t you think you should thank me for your surprise, princess?” She asks coolly, smirk widening as she sees a look of realization in your eyes. 
“Yeah, yes, please,” you nearly beg, already tempted to sink to your knees.
She smirks at your eagerness, all but laughing when you whine as she pushes herself back further, out of your grasp and into the center of the bed, making enough room for you in front of her. Again, she crooks her finger and you hastily follow after her, kneeling between her fishnet-covered legs. With another smirk, she silently spreads her legs, bending them at the knee enough that the heels of her shoes dig into the bedspread. 
Something between a gasp and a whimper escapes your lips as you let your gaze travel down, between her legs, where you’re met with the shocking realization that the black thong she has on is indeed crotchless. Your eyes stay glued to her center, now beautifully framed by two strips of lace fabric; the sight makes you lick your lips without thinking, taking in the way her folds shimmer, even in the low light of the bedroom. Finally, you manage to rip your gaze away and lock eyes with her again, your blush deepening at the hazy look in her eyes as she leans back on her elbows. 
“Go on, princess,” she breathes, that familiar, aroused rasp finally present, “Thank your queen.”
You spring into action, wrapping your hands around her soft thighs as you lean in, kneeling between her legs. Your eyes flutter as you look up the length of her body while you press soft, sweet kisses to the inside of her thighs, your eyes widening when you see her lean over and quickly grab the crop. 
You jolt as she brings it down, smacking one ass cheek with it, not enough to hurt but enough to leave behind a pleasant little zing. “I don’t believe I asked you to tease me,” she admonishes, a playfulness to her tone still as her other hand brushes into your hair, red nails scratching soothing against your scalp, “Thank me properly.” She commands, guiding your head to exactly where she wants it.
You’re more than happy to obey and you press a kiss to the center of her folds, right on her clit, moaning against her as you feel it twitch against your lips. She lets out a breathy moan as your tongue licks a long, straight line up her center, right down the middle, before your lips gently seal around her bud. 
Your eyes flutter closed again as you softly suck at her clit, moaning lowly in your throat at her familiar sweet taste. You move in just the way she likes, kissing and licking over her heat with a practiced ease, pride blooming in your chest with every moan, whine, and sigh of your name. You shake your head against her, attempting to bury your tongue in her twitching core as the tip of your nose teases her clit, your chin dripping with her when you finally pull back. 
“Princess, fuck,” she breathes above you, head tilted down so she can watch as you feast on her, “Fuck me, come on.” She orders, giving another sharp little spank to your bum with the crop. 
You do as she says, smiling as you flick your tongue over her bud while you glide two fingers through her folds, making sure to get them nice and wet before you slide them carefully into her, relishing the long moan she lets out as you do. You can’t help but whimper as her walls clamp down tightly, pulsing around your fingers as you crook them up in the way you know she loves, your lips sealing softly around her clit again, eyes fluttering as you watch her chest heave. 
“Good fucking girl,” she whimpers, accentuating each word of praise with another slap of her crop against you, the pleasant sting you clench around nothing, “Make your queen come, princess, good girl.” She moans, tilting her head back as you redouble your efforts. 
Your arm aches as you fuck your fingers into her, keeping them quirked up against that small rough patch within her, but you pay it no mind, focusing only on the hand in your hair and the taste of her in your mouth, your hips canting desperately in the air. 
You flick your tongue against her bud once more, in just the right way, and it sends her over the edge with a gasp. You moan into her as the hand in your hair tightens and her walls rhythmically squeeze against your fingers, nearly tight enough to push them out. You move steadily, bringing her through her high as you have so many times before, only stopping when she finally goes lax against you. 
You press kisses against her thighs and hips as she comes down, breathing heavily above you. Eventually, the hand in your hair tightens once more, and you sigh happily as she pulls you up. 
“You did so good,” she praises softly, her voice breathy as she presses her lips against yours; she moans softly as your tongue licks into her mouth before she pulls away to trail kisses down your neck, “So good for your queen, my sweet princess.” You sigh happily, eyes fluttering shut as you straddle her, one of her legs between yours.
Your eyes shoot open as she bends her leg, pressing her fishnet covered thigh firmly against your center with a knowing smirk. “Goodness,” she gasps, her beautiful brown eyes widening once she feels how wet you are against her, “I think you deserve a reward too, for treating your queen so well.”
“Please, holy shit,” you gasp, your hips already moving on her leg, the pattern of her stockings adding a delicious friction, “P-Please, your grace.” You quickly correct yourself when she brings her crop down once more, making your back arch. 
“Good girl,” she whispers, mouthing at your neck. She lets the crop fall to the bed again as she cups your ass with both hands, guiding your hips as you move against her, “Take what you need, princess, you earned it.” She breathes, smirking as you shudder above her. 
You nod mindlessly, swallowing thickly as you already feel the knot in your stomach tightening dangerously, each drag of your clit over her stockinged thigh sends shockwaves up your spine. Your breathing gets heavier and heavier as you get closer and she smiles happily, bouncing her thigh against your wet core in the way she knows drives you insane. 
“My beautiful little princess,” she whispers, red lips ghosting over your chest, “Behaving so well for her queen.” 
You fall apart once her lips seal around one of your nipples, sparks of pleasure bursting behind your eyelids as she carefully sucks the sensitive bud into her mouth, gently teasing at it with her teeth. Your body tenses up as your walls clench again and again, your fingers grabbing at the sheets as you gasp her name. 
Finally, your eyes flutter open as your high subsides. Thankfully, you have just enough presence of mind to roll to the side, cuddling against her as your chest heaves. 
“Holy shit,” you breathe through a small laugh, your face flushed as your eyes meet hers. 
“So, you liked it?” She asks, a shy lilt to her voice now that both of you have had the chance to come down. 
“Liked it?” You question, staring at her wide-eyed, “I… I loved it. That was incredible.” You breathe, pressing a soft kiss to her shoulder, “Where on earth did all that come from?”
She giggles softly, a guilty look appearing on her face. “Promise you won’t be too upset with me?” She asks softly. 
“Of course,” your reply is instant as you card your fingers through her soft hair, “Just tell me.”
“I was cleaning a few days ago, when I had that day off,” she explains, swallowing as you nod along, “And I… may have accidentally knocked your diary off the table and then got curious when I saw my name and… yeah.” She finishes, teeth biting at her lower lip. 
Your face reddens a bit, instantly knowing which entry she must’ve seen, but you merely shake your head, about to tell her not to worry about it when she starts speaking again.
“I do feel really bad about it,” she sighs, continuing quickly, “I know it’s a breach of trust but I saw my name and then… I’ll make it up to you, I pr – !” 
She gasps as you cut her off with a sweet kiss, shaking your head dismissively, “Consider it made up.” 
“You aren’t mad?” She asks hesitantly.
“Mad?” You echo, laughing softly, “My sexy girlfriend bought ridiculously hot lingerie, and a riding crop, just to surprise me and fucked me to within an inch of my life and I’m supposed to be mad at her over a little diary?” Both of you dissolve into a fit of giggles as you finally finish, nuzzling happily against each other, “I think not.” You quip, smirking as your eyes search hers. 
“Okay, yeah,” she says with a small eye roll, “I am pretty great, huh?”
“And oh so humble,” you laugh, pressing kisses over the curve of her shoulder before leaning back to smirk at her, “Your majesty.”
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nimmee · 2 years
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This will be Nanamin Kento NSFW. I have been thinking of writing this for a long time. I did write a really long-ass post but tumblr just malfunctioned and I lost my post. Nevermind the obstacles here is a shorter version. I'll write fully detailed blurbs based on these head canons.
Note : a lot of these headcanons are inspired from different posts that I have liked and reblogged on my account. Please go check their blogs out. I do not intend to steal or cheat.
(Minors DNI)
Here we go :
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1. Nanamin is a Switch. He loves dom-ing, he loves subbing. He loves to switch from one to another.
2. He has Mommy/Ma'am kink where he's the sub. He has a Sir / Daddy kink too where he is the dom.
3. Kento is a shy yet curious man, he loves discovering new things. He's very open to new experiences. Toys? Yessssss. Bondage and handcuffs? Yessssss. Knife and blade play? Yessssss absolutely. Bring it own he can handle it.
4. He Is very vocal. Dirty talk is his thing. That is his technique both in love and war. Given his cursed technique and how explaining his plans to his opponent makes it stronger, its symmetrical to love making for him.
5. Foreplay baby. He is the expert. He loves it. Wants it. Needs it. Makes it. He's the king of foreplay. All kinds of foreplay, dirty? Soft? Dangerous? Scary? EroticMassages? He knows his game.
6. Aftercare baby. This man is the living-breathing human form of aftercare. Our ex-salary man loves it. He enjoys both Giving and receiving aftercare. He would pamper you until and after that wap of his lover's heals, he doesn't care if it would take hours, days or weeks to heal the wreckage, he would show and shower his lover with all his love, care and affection. He would run baths, give relaxing massages, put medicine on his lover's bruises, carry them to bed. The next morning it's breakfast in bed and cuddles and snuggles.
7. When he's subbing for you, he means to express his undying, indestructible devotion to you. His body, soul, heart and mind all yours. When he subs he means worship. He means letting go and giving in to you. He is completely yours. You have complete control over him. Given the fact that he's always in control, this is Nanamin's way of letting go of that control completely with you and for you.
8. Consent. Period. 'Consent' is Nanamin Kento's middle name.
9. Kissing? Making out? He's a lightweight. He can't handle make out sessions that last more than 10 minutes. Kissing turns him on, like TURNS HIM ONNNN. he can't make through a 20 minute make out session without getting a boner. Kiss him for a bit longer when he's about to leave for work and all he would think about all day is how wants to kiss you more. (Makes sense why he's a foreplay expert).
10. Fluff kissing? Without any sexual ineundo? Yessssss absolutely. He loves kisses all kinds of kisses. Tummy kisses? Navel kisses?. Neck kisses? Bare back kisses? Kisses behind the knee? Kisses on the toe? Kisses on palms? Kisses on wrist? Eye kisses? Nose boops? Forehead and temple kisses?. He loves it all.
11. Sexual kisses? Neck and jaw kisses drive him crazy. He melts when you (his lover), drag and pepper slow and soft kisses on his jaw, bite and suck at his neck, lick and suck his earlobe. He almost lost it when you first nibbled at his earlobe. Nipple kisses? The first time you had put your mouth around his nipple, sucking and licking, swirling your tongue around, he had let out a frightened whimper, then sat up alarmingly and froze for a moment. Scared and embarrassed you had asked him if he was alright and apologised for crossing any limits. All he could do was stare at you wide eyed, brows furrowed and whispered that he hadn't felt that kind of pleasure ever in his entire life. He had the same reaction when you sucked at his Adam's apple and his collar bones. He was amazed at that sorcery. Loves it when you slowly drag kisses along the whole length of his spine and pepper his bare back with pecks and kisses. Gets immensely turned on when you kiss his love handles and lick and suck at his navel. The anticipation of dangerously low kisses drives him impatient.
12. Loves those two dimples on either side of your spine at the base of your back. He loves how his thumbs fit perfectly in them as he grabs your ass.
13. His moans and whimpers are pretty af. He gets a tad bit high pitched when subbing and begging for more, which you find absolutely hot and adorable at the same time. His early morning just-woke-up-voice moans are so deep and delicious that most of the time you kiss him as he moans in pleasure, so that you can taste his delicious whimpers and feel that deep vibration of his voice in your chest too.
Bonus : 14. He and his lover has lactation kink. Which both of them accidentally found out. He's he sub here.
Bonus : 15. Our man Kento knows the difference between foreplay massages and aftercare massages. He makes you come atleast 2 times before he relieves himself along with one more of your orgasm. He could go for three rounds straight without hesitation, but only if you want him to. He's satisfied if you are happy. Also orgasm ratio (yours : him) 7:3. (based on fem reader). Now do the math. I'll leave that to you.
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Loving her is Red (1)
Hawks, known to be the fastest hero in Japan and a man who does things his own pace. A man whose life has never been completely his, from the moment the Commission had taken him in, he never really had anything to truly call his. Hawks is the cocky, laid-back Wing Hero whom society adores and fawns over, the flawless facade no one saw through because they prefer it over Takami Keigo who came from a poor and harsh begining.
So why is it that the one person who could see past the mask, is a woman who just happen to hate the Commission?
Or in which Hawks falls in love with someone he shouldn't have. Good thing the feeling is mutual.
Warnings : Hawks is a big birb man, he acts like a bird, he courts like a bird, he has a nest, kind of hawks centric, Takami Keigo is a HUGE SIMP, cursing, HPSC bashing, Endeavor bashing. Written in Hawks' POV, 3rd POV. Mentions of abuse.
I headcanon that those with mutant quirks like Keigo are bigger in size compared to anyone else, so they are forced to take (expensive) suppressants to be smaller to look much more 'normal' and approachable. Inspired by Horus in Gods of Egypt and Hawkman from Black Adam, Keigo in his original form is bigger and much faster with talon-like nails.
The love interest/reader has female genitalia, with she/her prounouns. In this household we love thicc women, thicc thighs save lives, world hard and cold, tiddies soft and warm, implied to be a virgin. Codename is Valkryie. Implied to have a bird-related quirk. Is nicknamed Pidge (lady and the tramp style), Kid, Dove and Angel by Hawks.
(I tried to be inclusive to black readers so the fic rarely mentions the hair and skin, everyone is beautiful so synonyms of it is used alot)
Slight slow burn, pinch of angst, lots of fluff, smut, porn with plot, and they were roommates, slight enemies to lovers.
Foreplay, dom/sub, rough s*x, size difference, size kink, overstimulation, implied breeding kink, wing kink, feather kink, creampie, cum eating, cunnilingus, handjob, seasonal rut, aftercare.
Smut will be in part 2
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Love is an unfamiliar word for both for Hawks and Takami Keigo. Neither of Keigo's parents loved him nor did they display love for each other. The 'love' the public and his fans give him as Hawks is superficial, they only love the mask he showcases and that's it. The Commission isn't any better, they trained him to be a child soldier, a little puppet they can order around for the sake of 'peace'. His admiration for Endeavor came from the fact that his only reprieve as a child was an Endeavor plushie.
He has never known love but that's fine, as long as he does his purpose, it was fine.
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He'd be lying if he said he never questioned the Commission but he'd be an even bigger liar if he said he didn't know the exact moment he started crack.
On top of all his already full workload, the Commission gave him another thing to think about. An agent from Might Tower who they were planning on partnering him up with, was suddenly attacked by five armed men while coming inside her apartment. Fortunately, she was able to freeze them before they could do any real damage to her. Her neighbors heard shots being fired and quickly called the authorities. She had a few scratches and bruises but she was mostly fine.
In his defense, he did ask what did that have to do with him, to which the President replied "Like I said, she's an agent that we were going to place under your agency. She's an important asset with her skills as an analyst. However, with the sudden attempt on her life, we decided to have you always with her, to ensure such a valuable woman wouldn't get taken out too early." Apparently, they want him to act as a bodyguard for a while due to her skills and her knowledge, making her an important asset (he hates how they talk about her like she's an object that was going to be discarded after using).
it was a pretty solid story, he had no reason to be suspicious. He was ordered to escort her from her apartment, he had to divide his wings and put all his feathers in a backpack when he came to pick her up, so no one would recognize him.
When he entered her room, she was clearly no damsel in distress, considering she caught him by suprise when she attacked him. If he were any ordinary man, he would have died then and there with how fast and precise she was. However, he wasn't ordinary, so he was able to keep up with her, although in the end she was able to pin him down (which was pretty impressive).
There was a certain glint in her eyes, one he couldn't really pin-point what, that tells him that she wasn't who she says she was. He told her he was Hawks and he was there to pick her up by the order of the Commission. She didn't immediately let him go (which was fair), but with enough reassurances from him, she did got off of him and apologized. But she made it extremely clear that she didn't trust, in her words, an HPSC rascal.
Her eyes should have given him a clue.
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Hawks will admit, she was good. Obviously, she was efficient at her job, her work ethics were things to envied. She made work much easier for him and everyone involved.
No, that wasn't he meant, no, not at all. What he meant was that she new what buttons to push to get him riled up. He and Valkyrie were told that they were to share a space to work more efficiently. Which meant he was at the recieving end of her judgement of the Commission and her teasing remarks. She wasn't shy of her criticism and disapproval of the Commission's methods. Not to mention she regularly calls him 'HPSC rascal'. Hell, she gave him grief over the amount of times she saved his ass from their joint missions.
It was a juxtaposition to her serious, no-nonsense persona she shows in front of everyone. To get back at her, he started calling her 'Pidge'. At first it was just to tease her, to get a reaction out of her, but as time went on, it became a term of endearment to him for her.
But it wasn't all bad. For as much as a little sh*t she was, she was equally kind. Because they shared a house paid by the Commission, they saw each other everyday. Which made him see a much different side to her. Despite the fact that he was pretty much useless when it comes to cooking, she just shook her head and asked what are his preferences. Didn't judge him whenever his feathers were a mess, didn't question his temporary nest that was placed in the corner of his room.
However, Hawks still had a job to do. So every now and then, he would ask for a report on what she knows and gathered from her work. He also kept an eye out for her, making sure no man one does any funny business with her. Which leads him to his current predicament; seething quietly in his office as her apparent 'right-hand man' was chatting her ears off. The man was clearly obsessed with her, calling her 'Valkyrie-sama' and kept going on and on about how merciful she was. And the worst part was; she entertained the younger man.
He swears it's not because he's jealous, but the young man was just so irritating, the absolute disrespect towards him, the number #2 f**king Pro Hero.
Even when the younger man had left, Hawks can't help but notice just how much attention Valkryie gets, both from men and women. It made sense, she was beautiful and approachable, of course everyone wants her attention.
What bothered him was the fact that those who approached didn't even bother looking at her gorgeous eyes, they immediately look at her ample chest. His eye twitched when a particularly shameless man placed his disgusting hands on her shoulder, Hawks sat up a little too quickly which made his chair fall over due to the speed. Valkryie looked at him with concern while the man had flinched.
"If you don't have any further business with either of us, please see yourself out." He left no room for any complaints with how cold his glare was. The man was quick to leave his office with his tail in between his legs.
Hawks glanced at Valkryie, only to see her with a mischievous smile on her lips.
Oh, I am f**ked
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Seven months.
They have been living in the same house for seven months. The Commission had been on his ass, reminding him that if she seemed suspicious, he should investigate and immediately report to them.
Turns out, the other reason the Commission made them live together for a while was to keep an eye out on her, because the men that they caught that attempted to attack her said "she isn't who she says she is." Or something like that.
The thing was.... he had noticed. He noticed so he followed her one night four months ago because she hadn't returned from her 'work', and would you look at that; she was talking and having coffee..... with Twice from the league of villains.
And yet... he didn't report the incident to the HPSC. Why?
Well, because he had eavesdropped into their conversation and realized that they were just... talking, as if they were friends. Making debates just how screwed up amd corrupt the government and HPSC is, making fun of their co-workers. They were laughing and looked like they were having a good time.
So he left and went back to the apartment and pretended not to know. Pretended he didn't watch her be friends with a villain when she got back, he just greeted her like he did everytime.
Hawks can't help but wonder why he hadn't told the HPSC, but Keigo knows why he didn't.
Because he fell for her....You know, like an idiot.
Hawks did the one thing he most likely shouldn't have. Keigo fell in love with someone he shouldn't have. The HPSC would have his head if they found out. He could have done what they taught him to do, he could have ratted her out.
Instead, everytime an agent from the Commission calls him, he'd say she's clean... like a liar.
The things you do for love, right?
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Three months later.
They had a fight. Not for the reason he had expected.
They fought.... because he was too careless in a battle with a nomu. It made sense, spring was coming, which means his seasonal rut was coming too. He was starting to feel the signs of it.
The battle ended with the duo winning and Hawks having a gash on his left side which Pidge had to tend.
Which leaves the two of them in a rented cabin (thanks to the nice granny) in the middle of a snowy mountain just a month and a half before spring. Their fight went from him being too careless to her being friends with a villain. She had the audacity to look offended when he spilled that he knew she was friends with Twice.
He sneered, saying "You don't get to call me careless when you're out there making friends with a villain, which could get your license revoked. So tell me, Pidge, who's really careless between the two of us?"
"At the very least, I'm not a puppet who's treated like garbage despite being a loyal soldier, Hawks."
Not going to lie, that hurt. But she wasn't wrong. Lately however, he hasn't been the HPSC's loyal little lapdog, he's been lying to them for a while now.
"Oh , I wouldn't say I'm loyal, considering I haven't told them of your little 'escapade'." He can't help but sass her.
She scoffed, despite the fact that she had an amused look on her lovely face. "Why not? Why haven't you told them? That's what they taught you to do right?"
He didn't even realized what he was saying before it was too late. "Because I love you, Pidge."
Her head snapped towards him with her eyes wide. His own eyes widen when he realized what he just said.
Oh kami, what the f**k have I done? Sh*t, sh*t, sh*t, what do I do??? I can't take it back, f**k, I am the world's biggest fool, a damn idiot, fuuuuu–
"–why?"
What?
It was his turn to snap his towards her with an incredulous look on his face. She had the audacity to look flustered, "I mean, why would you disobey the Commission, the people who raised you, for someone who regularly calls you a prick and rascal?" Her eyes refused to make contact with his.
He took her fiddling hands in his much bigger and rougher hands, rubbing his thumbs over her knuckles. This made her finally look at him, to which he gave her a small but genuine smile.
"I don't think you understand, I have never, never felt so free until I met you, until I'm with you, Pidge." He chuckled, leaning towards her "You make me feel less like the child soldier the Commission raised me to be and more like a normal guy who is in love."
She looked even more flustered, "O-okay, but why do you love me? You're the number two pro-hero, you could have just about anyone, so why me?" Her tone said it all, she was unsure if he was being genuine with his confession.
"Yeah, I could but I won't. Why would I give my love and trust to someone who just see the mask and not to you; you who won't hesitate to call me out, and yet you treat me like you would anyone else? How can I not fall in in love with you, when you don't judge me whenever my 'perfect' mask slips? Whenever I'm pissed and tired, you'll ask me to talk about my day instead of telling me to just suck it up. You don't expect me to act perfect all the time, and I love you for it. You are evrything I've dreamed of and more."
It wasn't the man who the Commission raised was confessing, it was Keigo. Takami Keigo who never thought he'd fall in love but always longed it. Hawks who threw away his identity for the HPSC to become a pro hero like Endeavor, suddenly became Keigo again.
She giggled despite the fact that her lovely eyes were welled up with unshed tears, "How can't I be fond of you when you are such a silly bird? Whenever your hair was a mess, it made you seem more normal and not the fabricated image you show to the public. Honestly, you are so weird but I guess you're my weird bird, huh?"
"True, but you shouldn't go saying things like that, it's dangerous." He shook his head while fondly smiling at her.
She tilted her head, "Like what? Why?"
"Calling me your weird bird, it's dangerous because most raptors mate for life. Do you know what that means for me?"
"....ah."
"I'm more like a bird than the public would like to admit. " He shook his head just thinking about how the public always denied him being more bird-like.
"...I don't want to seem nosy, but does that mean you go through a rut?" She softly asked him.
His bushy eyebrows furrowed at how accurate she was. How–?
"How-what gave me away?"
"Well, you said it yourself, you are more bird-like than the public would like admit, honey." The nickname made him think of them in a domestic setting. He should probably focus at the topic at hand.
"Yeah, I go through a rut every spring for about two weeks."
"Well, it is pretty normal isn't it? Most people with quirk like yours have that effect on them, I'm not exempted from it either but it's milder for me." She nonchalantly explained. Of course, her quirk was a transformation type not a mutation, so the effect on her was different.
There she goes again, being attentive to him. How can he not fall for her?
"Yeah, the upcoming weeks leading up to my rut will be hell."
"I see, that makes sense. It's probably very difficult for you to do without a partner."
The two of them were quiet for a few minutes.
Ah, f**k it.
"Takami Keigo." He blurted out. She looked at him with confusion written all over her pretty face.
This was so awkward but very necessary if he wants the relationship to work out. (At least, that's what his handler said. Thankfully, his handler was secretly going against the HPSC, so he wasn't too worried.)
"It's my name, I-I just wanted you to know." No one, absolutely no one besides the commission knew his name. He was going against every single thing the HPSC taught him and yet he couldn't find it in himself to regret it.
She nodded and confessed her own name.
"Can I say your name? Just once, please?"
Well, what was he supposed to say? No? Of course not.
"Yeah sure, just don't say it out loud whenever we're in public or with people we can't trust, yeah?" He couldn't afford to endanger her more than she already was, so they'll have to pretend to be just friends whenever they're in public. A small price to pay if he was being honest.
"Keigo..." why did he like his name being said by her? Was this what they called being 'down bad'?
"Again..."
"Keigo."
"Again."
"Keigo."
Hawks–no, Keigo lifted his large and calloused hand to cup her warm cheek. "May I–?"
She smiled and nodded, "So chivalrous, of course you may."
He chuckled before he closed the distance between them.
Despite the fact that they were in a secluded cabin, sharing one futon while it was cold outside, nothing felt more perfect.
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unfortunate-brat · 2 years
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𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 (𝐈𝐈)
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Pairing: Therapist!Danneel x Latina!Reader, Jensen Ackles x Latina!Reader
Word Count: 1k
Summary: When her boyfriend asks to try new things in the bedroom, Y/N seeks out help from a professional. Mainly a woman who’s known to improve sex between couples or at least that’s what Y/N had believed.
Warnings: oral sex, Daddy!kink, hint of dark elements, dom!danneel, unprotected sex, mentions of drugging, spitting, dirty talk, handcuffs, deception, death
Challenge Used: Bee’s Birthday Bash
Created For: @negans-lucille-tblr​
Header Credit: (x)
A/N: And this is the second part !! If you’re looking for more, make sure to let me know with a comment in your reblog of this fic ;)
𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀 𝐆𝐔𝐈𝐃𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄 (𝐈)
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Y/N looked between the pair before shakingly rising to her feet, grabbing the nearby brown purse and heading out the door. There was too much to deal with right now, too much swarming around in her mind about Danneel and how Jensen basically deceived her into thinking they were exclusive. 
No wonder he said it was okay if they got all cozy, he wanted them to fuck! 
Y/N feels disgusted, how could he use her for this sick fetish? Or whatever the fuck it was and how could she go along with it for the most part? Maybe it’s the fact that you loved the bastard. Her mind adds, storming down the parking garage to the sleek Audi parked in the corner. 
All she knows right now, is that she’s gonna go home, pack whatever is easy to pack and move out of that apartment. There is no point to sticking around, no point to try and understand Jensen’s logic. 
Y/N unlocks the car, quickly getting in and bringing the engine to life with a roar. Pulling out of the building as fast as legally possible. If she can beat Jensen then that’s gonna make things easier. 
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The home is empty upon arrival and Y/N immediately gets to work. Packing in all the essentials and clothes, then shoes. Surprisingly not as much as she expected but that just makes this go by faster. 
Within an hour all the luggage's and duffels were packed, immediately placed in her trunk. Looking back at the home, Y/N willed herself to not go back in and see a photo of Jensen one last time. We don’t need him or his sick fantasies. 
Getting in the car, she brings the engine back to life once more and backs out of the driveway. Pondering on where to go, not like she had parents, or friends to hide her away for a bit. The woman sold her old place to be with Jensen, believing they were gonna make it through. What a lie that was. 
It’s another two hours until Y/N figures a hotel might be best, a rest point to gather up the steps in a solid plan. And having checked in, lays back on the mattress. Eyes boring into the ceiling before letting them shut. It’s not long that the woman knocks out, drained from today’s ordeal and her mind doesn’t let her forget that either. 
Practically replaying the very scenario in that office! Over and over, each touch feels more real than the last. In the sense that Danneel is re-enacting every detail. 
“ Such a good girl I have, you want Daddy to keep going?” She coos, having handcuffs hold Y/N hostage and legs spread wide open. 
Y/N sees herself nodding, drooling at the thought of Danneel continuing to touch her in such a filthy yet pleasurable way. “ Does it make you wet? Knowing I could do anything I want to you right now? That I could fuck you so good you’ll see stars?” The redhead swats her core, chuckling darkly when Y/N moans. 
“ Oh baby girl, you can’t even think right now huh? So high off your orgasms that all you want is to be used like a cheap slut?” Danneel runs her fingers through Y/N’s dripping folds before playfully pushing a finger in. Letting out a line of spit as it lands on her clit, an extra lubrication for a thumb as it rubs circles on top. 
“ D-Daddy want more please!” Y/N hears the plea leave her lips and turns away in disgust. Shaking her head and hands to whisk it all away. However the dream doesn’t end, shifting to another scenario. This time Dee was riding her face, back arched and palms toying with those breasts of hers. 
“ Hmm, fucking love it when you eat my pussy baby girl. I want you to get all of it, don’t lose a drop.” Y/N isn’t even awake for this one, practically asleep and Dee’s just riding on without a care. 
“ Tongue out, come on now.” Danneel pinches Y/N’s nose shut and watches her gasp for air. Immediately latching onto whatever was available-Dee’s pussy-and sucking harshly in hopes to get some oxygen back. 
And while the redhead is mewling, Y/N notices she’s not alone in this nightmare sex dream. Jensen steps in, cock hard and tip leaking precum. “ Fuck, you look good there babe. But I think you’ll get a better reaction if she was awake. Allow me.” 
With no foreplay or preparation, Jensen slid home, lifting both of Y/N’s legs to wrap around his waist to hit a deeper angle. Pulling Danneel’s hair back and kissing her roughly, groping both tits. 
Y/N stands next to her body, screaming to wake up and end this. That this isn’t hot or okay to do, she was manipulated into this and nothing about screwing Danneel was attractive. That was cheating and the fact that Jensen didn’t care should have been a red flag.
Though it’s not much help as the visual goes away, Y/N stuck in pure black darkness, voices echoing around her. “ Fuck, she looks so innocent like this. I want to taste her again.” 
“ Patience, when she’s ready, Y/N will let us in. We pumped her with enough shit for it to work.” 
Y/N looks around, seeing another copy of herself just standing a few feet away. “ We have to wake up, this isn’t meant to be happening!” 
Though her twin doesn’t reply, merely stalking closer until Y/N feels something sharp and steps back to see a knife in her heart. “ W-what is…”
“ I’m tired of being a prude, of living such a normal life without any excitement. You know how good it felt when she touched us there, how good it felt to call her Daddy. I won’t let you take that way, I won’t let you be in control anymore. I don’t need logical reasoning, I have Danneel and Jensen to do that for me.”
 And before Y/N could protest, the pseudo nightmare is over and she wakes up in bed. 
It’s not the bed that was in the hotel room but a different one with a very naked Danneel waiting in the corner. “ How are you feeling, baby girl?” 
And for the first time, Y/N doesn’t feel the guilt rushing in and smiles. “ Better, thanks for helping me open my eyes a little more, Daddy.” 
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10,000 nights - Chapter 3 - Fucking Celestial ** Smut **
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A03 link - https://archiveofourown.org/works/30666221/chapters/77215172
Playlist - https://huxs-waifu.tumblr.com/post/650653939084279808/via
Part 2 - here 
Masterlist - https://huxs-waifu.tumblr.com/post/670776247958257664/10000-nights-masterlist-the-cloak-seems-intent
Chapter Summery
So we are here on the date finally! prepare for super kinky times ahead with smut filled chapter also some more strange goings on. sorry, this chapter ended up super long compared to the others but we have some nice long smut ahead !
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Warnings
There is smut in this chapter and slight mention of blood, as well as medical conditions.
Vaginal Sex
Hand Jobs
 Slight Doctor Kink
Doctor/Patient
Creampie
Sex
Porn with Feelings
Woman on Top
Dom/sub Undertones
Older Man/Younger Woman
Darcy insisted after that party that I keep in touch with her about the "wizard". On video call, we were going through a debate on what to wear on the date that evening. I didn't have a clue what we were meant to be doing. He just told me to meet him by a restaurant in union square. The rest of the party last week Tony insisted that I worked even though he'd been the one to push Strange to me. Small Glances in each other's direction was enough to keep him distracted the rest of the night. I really couldn't deny though the feeling of his touch in the closet had awoken my senses. Not just the fact he was a superhero but the whole presence of another body next to me. New york was lonely and a big step after my ex. Before him, my health and other secrets had seemed a burden or inconvenience to many other lovers. Maybe Strange would be different having been through his own trauma; Promising to tell him tonight of my quirks so he can make up his own mind on the subject.
"Well, I was just going to wear this." The dress is a simple dotted emerald green A-line, with a scooped neck and cut out flounce sleeves.
"You've got to wear something sexier than that!"
"So you're saying I've got to go tighter, to loosen him up!" Holding up a sage green body con dress with lattice mesh overlay.
"Exactly I'd lay you in that too!" Darcy taking a gulp of coffee, while she listened.
"It's sexy but I've not tried wearing it since using this." Going up under the skirt of the dress I have on taking out the insulin pump from the cycling shorts I had on underneath.
"That's right I forgot your part Tamagotchi. Can't you conceal it somewhere?" holding up the scrap like thin fabric, looking between her and the garment.
"Well, it's going to be uncomfortable up my ass for the evening."
"True we need to leave that area free for any other intrusions that may happen on the date. What underwear were you going to use?"  
"Well this doesn't really need a bra, due to tightness" quirked an eyebrow.
"Wait I have an idea!" Putting down her coffee quickly.
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Walking to the date I can't help but feel eyes on me. The dress tight did make me wiggle more than normal, trotting along, hair waved, swept over one shoulder. Shame I had to lug a bigger than average bag with me on dates, the tote bag more practical than cute for supplies that are needed everywhere I go. Waiting on the sidewalk, clicking my heels together at the back in a nervous fashion, I have a warm presence wash over me. Brushing next to my arm was the tall man I'd been looking for. In a nondescript blue shirt and linen trousers, he seemed unfazed like he hadn't found me yet.  He stopped looking over the heads of the crowd and then down at me. Talking a double blink he head actually whipped around looking then back down at me. A twinkle in his eye made me guess he was stunned by the transformation I'd gone through, in this skin-tight dress, heavy makeup and golden hair bouncing around; framing my round face.
"Well you can stop gawking at me you've seen me before." I break the silence, crossing my arms across my chest. The tight dress squeezes me more threatening to spill me out of the spandex I have on drawing in my curves.
"Not like this! Upon your first meeting, I seem to remember you were in a wet hoodie and our second you were a waitress." he finally replies
"Well sorry if the waitress thing was a secret kink of yours Dr. Strange but you me got me like this tonight."
"Oh no my dating history has a lot of range, some were even air hostesses!" His brain is catching up.  
"Well, you won't see me in a blue uniform any time soon even if it does match your eyes." My own connecting with him; just like when we were in the cloak.
"Don't you worry with my abilities I'll just magic you into if needed." becoming cocky again, putting out a hand to lead the way.
"Doing things against people's will isn't that a villain tactic?" Trying my best to blush as his hand attached to my lower back to move me along.
"With my abilities, I probably make you do anything I want, villain or not, little one." My head misting over slightly at the giddy warmth that travelled through my body, one from the touch and two from the blatant flirting he was doing.
Strange was already getting nervous for once in his life. This was a completely different social interaction than what he ever remembered having. A witty, incredibly pretty looking woman that was somehow so normal yet fascinating at the same time. In his daydream, he failed to notice that his hurt hands had slipped on to her back caressing the overlay of the dress. As if he'd done this a 1000 times before on a date.
Walking a little while we come to a coffee cart, suggesting we maybe grab something. Not wanting Strange to feel obligated to take me to a full restaurant, despite me looking a million dollars. I knew if he was just doing this because of Tony, he did not have the time to waste on me. Hoping though that due to his large protective hand on my back it was more than that. Things had been pretty quiet while I drank coffee, still holding Stranges tea in my other hand, So to break the silence, I started rambling on about why I moved here and some long mathematical possibilities of me meeting a superhero out of everyone in New york. Finally taking a breath to drink again.
"You're quite intelligent, you know, Chrissy." Strange states out of nowhere, smirking, I couldn't believe how enthralled he was by just me speaking. Forgetting that he could see millions of possibilities at a drop of a pin. He drew down to my form getting dangerously close to my face again like at the party. Not touching at all but faces sensually tracing each other's lines, like the world was starting to disappear around us in a heated flurry of sexual tension.  
"Oh, really I'll take that as a compliment coming from you then? Mr Sorcerer Supreme, please save them for the bedroom.” both of us choking on what I came out with. Jostling the tea in my hand in a giggle trying to flirt. A bit escaping and sploshing on to his tunic. “I'm so sorry! let me get a napkin!”
Turning to head back to the cart, It all happened so quickly. A shadowy figure ran past me, all I knew was pain blacking my eyes. Looking down, I saw a thick dark red patch forming against the green spreading out quickly. “Chrissy” is all I hear as it seems like I fall forever passing through different wells of time. Falling through a portal after portal. Waking up landing on a bed. Arms hooked under me, Shock tensing me even as I feel the soft, cool sheets around me.
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“Chrissy, Chrissy are you with me?” Strange's face is slightly beaten, looking at me with intense blue eyes working me over with some genuine worry.
“Strange what's happening?” coming to slightly still unaware of the new surroundings.
“A being came for you, I think it's something after me. It must have attacked you knowing that I'd follow it, I'm so sorry this should have never happened to you.”
“Shh” looking into his features. Bring up a hand to caress his cheek, lovingly “Please it's not your fault. Neither of us saw it coming. You rescued me.”
“Well, what else was I going to do for a damsel in distress.” Resting his head into my hand. All of this becomes far too familiar, very quickly. To the outside eye, this Scene would look like two lovers in bed whispering sweet nothings. Not two strangers that had met a week ago in the rain. Yet it seemed right. Right there and then we fitted, not another soul around to tell us otherwise.
My mouth feels dry with worry remembering the cut. “My pump!” I blurted out. “MY stomach is wounded,” bring my hand up to see a large red splat covering it from the clutching the dripping mess. Yet I did not feel pain.
“Your pump?” he says quizzically. “What are you on about?”
Taking a deep breath “My diabetic pump. I can't have it off for over an hour or my blood rises too much.” explaining knowing he was once a real-life doctor and would understand. “ How come I don't feel pain?”
“You're diabetic?” he brain taking a moment to process the information. “You're diabetic that's something I did not predict in this situation” He brings his head down, feeling the need to take care of me even more at that moment, cupping my cheeks. The energy passes through me like morphine relaxing my muscles and making me smile a giddy smile. “You do not feel pain yet as I suspended you in time, the pain hasn't formed yet for you. I'll make sure you're not in pain while I do this.” removing his hands from my cheeks, sweeping down my form, he takes in every curve and dip of my form he sees. Strange readjusts so each knee is straddling my legs. Rolling up my dress revealing my red lace panties, my legs cross out of reaction and a tiny bit of arousal grows having the tall man so close. His breath hitching so slightly upon seeing my hips. Swallowing loudly he tried to keep the job in hand so to speak. His shaky large hands start to remove the singed parts of the spandex and tubing from the burnt edge cut. His right hand comes to rest on my tight to try and steady himself, determined to do it normally ."You know I didn't get a chance to say due to our encounter, you do look pretty tonight."
"Pretty and intelligent, wonders never cease Mr strange by your new compliments." My normal self returning.
His hand carefully passes down the tubing. To the pump strapped on my left thigh by a frilly garter. His scar riddled hands barely touching my inner thighs. Shooting more arousal through me at the caressing touch. He looks up through his dark lashes, eyes hooded and filled with mischief or arousal. I couldn’t tell in the darkness of the room we were in. The cloak joins us by the bed as he carries on with his newfound Device. "Now if you can conceal this from me under your clothes. Should I be worried about anything else you have on you?" picking at the garter, playfully.
After using a small spell to seal the bleeding wound, he creates a tiny portal pulling out new tubing reattaching it, the device beeping and rewinding. He draws up my body, those keen blue eyes bore into my own dark blue searching them. Pushing my head back into the pillow giving my best come hither eyes, shyly blushing which produces a smile from him. The flash in his eyes gave away that he liked the way I looked under him at that moment.
“So I'll take it, that's why the cloak is so odd around you? If you're diabetic your hormonal makeup is different to most.”
“Yeah, something along those lines. Maybe it just knew I needed a doctor to look after me. All those nights ago at your door, I was having a diabetic low. The cloak wanted you to help me.”
“Someone decided to be sassy and call me a “Grumpy old man” if I remember events correctly?.” coming closer to my level, breath washing over me before smirking.  
“Someone was out of it and couldn't see how dashing you are, Mr strange”
Bending in with his head cocked to the side he plants a kiss on me. Surprised, it is the first long-awaited kiss between us two. I begin working into the kiss, a small green portal starts to pop open followed by more popping and sparking around us. He draws back quickly and they pop out of existence. "That's never happened before." Panting slightly from the renewed air now he's pulled away.
"A bit rusty old man ?'' Cupping his face, stroking his cheek out of reassurance, giggling lightly "or am I just sparking that much enjoy you can't control yourself"
“How you vex me little one.“ He lets out a feral kinda growl before attacking my lips again. Small Portals sparking and popping again into existence. Hands finding his hair tugging on the greying patches. My leg hooking up around his back. Drawing his crotch in further as he starts to rut slightly into my exposed underwear. The cloak decides to cover us over draping on our heads protecting us from any of the piping energy that was appearing around the room.
My own groans permeate into his mouth, tugging him closer and closer by his soft locks. He eventually pulls away still shrouded by the cloak in semi-darkness.Apart from his neckpiece that had fallen from his shirt, the green eye glowing between us. He looks down at the exposed panties again and the growing wet patch. That beard quirks a cocksure smile. "I've still got it then"
"But is That all you got ?" Quirking an eyebrow back. His response is to roll his hard-on back into me teasingly. pressing into me for a few aching seconds.
Eagerly attacking his trousers, my hands fishing for his now very hard member. Strange before the accident would have boasted about his size as it sprung from his boxers but being more modest now just let me admire it before moving forward with our steamy session. His numb hands doing their best to slide down into my panties. Creating an unrestrained hum of approval from me as he attempts to move them away grazing at my clit.
Helping again I remove my panties. As he sits upon his knees, Darcy was right, the outfit definitely has an effect on him. His member erected and bobbed as he removed his clothing. Feeling bold, talking his cock in my hands, giving it a gentle tug, dragging my hand back and forth a few times. Eyes sink into the back of his head as he takes in the feeling of another hand on him. Falling back down over me caging me in. Applying another array of varied kisses on my lips and jawline. All the time supporting himself on his elbows, struggling to stay hoovering for too long, lightly pressing his weight into me. He turns it into attacking my neck, mixed with hot little quacky moans.
"Wait. If it's hurting you don't be a hero." Clutching at his face drawing in, our foreheads pressing together. "Your hands have done enough for me tonight, let me help you." Shuffling from under him. Getting a leg over him, the dress riding up completely over my hips. Hair created curtains around my face while I tugged on his greying temples for another kiss. Sliding slowly on to his member, his hands finding a light place to rest on my back. Feeling his cock notch into me inch by inch, producing a satisfying breath from both of us at the same time. Sliding up under the dress, rough scars glade over shoulder blades then back down to hold at the hips that were snugly on his keeping me in place as we both got used to the new sensation.
Strange spread out under me, his hands gripping the best he could. Totally blissed out as he entered me, the stoic man unravelling in that very second. My own eyes roll into the back of my head, feeling his cock full sheath in me, hitting a little sweet spot. Pulling at the sage green dress up over my head finally discarding it on the floor. The door to the room opened and closed out the corner of my eye, a red tail disappearing.
"Looks like the cloak embarrassed by the aftermath of its doings."
" I can assure you I can do the next without the cloak's help." Giving his hips an experimental jut upwards without warning. His dick sliding in deeper, making me mew.
"Ah remember I'm meant to be treating you!" Attaching my hands to his shoulders. Starting a rolling motion with my hips. Causing him to fully let go. His hips pulling upwards into every roll of mine. Finding our rymth the trusting, getting faster. Skins become slicker with sweat. Using my rump to grip he sits up slightly. Still neatly bouncing me on his cock. Hands dance up to my chest shaky cupping each breast, With unfeeling thumbs trying to catch the nipple. All while lunging into another kiss. This time with no cloak to cover us,  the stars and portals pop around the room lighting up our bodies. His cock and my hips getting more urgent in their thrusts.
"I've changed  my mind about earlier," releasing me from the passionate kiss," you're not pretty."
"Way to kill the mood, prince charming." He replies with a spank on my ass cheek making me yelp in surprise.
"Let me finish. You're not pretty. Your FUCKING celestial like this. You take me so well." His hips working overtime into me as my walls start to clench at his words. Leaning down to kiss him again.
Whispering into his lips "well your fucking magical " Moaning out in a lust-filled groan at the pace completely taking over us.
"You're so close, it's like I can feel your nerves lighting up." He says almost teasingly, through more calculated thrusts.
"I'm I'm..." his lips attack my jiggling breasts. Suckling on them as I cum. The long-forgotten but the familiar pull of lust spilt over, the flutter milking his member. Punctuated by strangled whispers from me and a deep growl in the back of his throat that seemed out of character.  
He is completely undone at this point and trusts becoming more sloppy with the new wetness. Mumbling into my chest "I want to paint your insides so much right now." Both sets of hips working each other in unison.
Clutching him making him look up "Then do. Make me feel fucking celestial again. I'm covered" His trusts deepens, clutching me so tight. holding me in place as his member twitches a pile of hot creamy seed into me finally.
Both our bodies are worn out and panting he falls back bringing me with him. My head landed softly on his chest, hearing his heartbeat more deeply with the skin to skin contact. “Wizard, you live up to your title that was definitely magical.”
“Stephen.” he says in a croaky manner “ Call me Stephen, you're passed using my nicknames. You were passed using it the moment you said I could cum in you.” Placing a kiss on my forehead, this time drawing me in close to his neck. Seeming to want as much human contact as possible.
“Stephen. Stephen strange, I like it” Resting my head further down on his chest, as we laid there bound together in time, no cloak needed
Part 4 - here!
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ameliasbitvh · 3 years
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ahhhh! thank you all soso much for the 300 followers! i just hit 200 last week?! how are there 300 of you? i honestly don’t know, but i started this account as a place to just read smut and then i decided to post on here. the reason why my first post was angst was because i was being a slut for angst to feel something in those few moments- okay i’ll stop myself right there. for this milestone i’m going to do mutual appreciation for the moots i’ve interacted with the most so far! (if we’re moots and u wanna interact pls do, i’m not scary!)
okayy first up,
@underappreciated-spoon-321
i love you so much bby, i could not believe it when you followed me. i was legit crying happy tears and i specifically remember you followed me after i posted “needy” random lol.
your writing is immaculate, absolutely lovely. ur smut *chefs kisses* i love that you put up with my shit photos that i send you and that you actually ask for more- but it baffled me when you first interacted with me, this was my reaction
*deep breath* “omfg! (ur username) just interacted with me, wtf do i do?!” also ur nick name reminds me of belly from dear, draco.
i’m not writing a lot, bc for your sleepover i wrote you a damn paragraph 😭 but i love u sm belly!! 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩
@dracoskinks
ARI! i love talking to you, bc i can talk about anything and when i say anything i mean anything. like kinks, porn, random draco scenarios, etc… you are one of the funniest people i have seen on this app.
ur blunt and funny at the same time, it just makes it more fun to talk to you. ur smut is soso good, bc i don’t find a lot of smut with a dom!reader and sub!draco.
i remember you followed me, so out of curiosity i checked out your blog and saw your piss kink fic and that did it for me. after that i followed you back and we became moots ajnwja. when ur first account got terminated you scared me so fucking much, because i thought you were going to leave tumblr forever. don’t. ever. play. like. that. again. i’m glad we became moots bc i fucking love you <3
@opalsheart
I LOVE YOU SM! i think u were the first moot that i interacted with in direct messages, bc you had tea to spill, and ever since than we’ve been #4lifers. you send me edits and hate on t*m felton with me on instagram. you were the first mutual to know what i looked like lmaoo. u r an absolute goddess, bestie, like what- i know that you can pull anyone you want, so stop playing when you talk about someone.
even though we have a fucking 12 hour time difference, we still find time to talk to each other. it is so fun talking with you and the fact that when we talk it’s night for one of us. you let me send that stupid tik tok of ed sheeran and t*m felton to you and it probably haunts your dreams now ajnwajsj-
i appreciate that you study ur MF ass off for your exams, bc i could never. and you even send me those cute memes when i wake up- also we better be watching those true crime documentaries, bc i’m still waiting. idc if we have a time difference :) anyways ILY SM ELLIE !! <3
@laceycallisto
okay- where do i even get started with this. we first interacted when i reblogged that draco fan fic and we reblogged talking about how desperate we were trying to find that iconic fic. and i forgot that the creator could see all the reblogging we were doing- you texted me directly about adding my name into your tags, which obviously i agreed to. then we just started talking about random shit like how we were superior because we were june geminis. or how we talked about being in love with remus lupin.
i have vivid flash backs of how your remus fic hurt me. i cried my false lashes off proof reading janajaj- bestie- you’ve seen me cry ajnwja- your writing is ethereal, i don’t know how you can see that? your so nice too, like girly u gave me ur netflix within like a day of knowing each other 💀 we watched bridgerton in two mother fucking sittings. we ate that bridgerton hoe up!
all ur input on the scenes were so funny like the “with child” and “dicking” comments 😭 i love how it’s so easy to talk to you about everything, like how dumb i am- even talking about the privilege of being poc and not burning in the sun. bruh u even let me tag u in dumb tik tok videos, like what?! and i think your the only mutual i have that’s in the same time zone as me… also we better binge the next season. but ily sm, ur like my older sister, even if u say ur life is shitty 😭 <3
@dracomalfoys-wh0re
honestly, kacia. i owe a lot to you for my account being “found” or whatever, bc you reblogged a fic of mine, i’m pretty sure it was “common room” and that’s when i started getting notes and followers najajwjwj- you might not know that but i do 💀 i will forever remember that.
you literally were one of the first accounts ever- to follow me. and i won’t lie, i went crazy when u followed me because i love your fics so much! you are so funny and blunt too i swear 😭
and can we talk about your tom riddle fic? like?!the fact that you really showed tom’s true personality and character. every world had me enthralled further into the fic, the way you wrote him is exactly how i think tom riddle would act towards his s/o. his toxicity and gaslighting is too accurate.
moving on from the discussion of your fic, which is amazing, ily sm babe!!
@yoooespinosa
we’ve interacted a few times and when u texted me directly saying that you thought i was sweet, i literally went, “omg- people think i’m sweet” in a good way, not bad jkwajjw- can i just get started on your writing, because oh. my. fucking. god. it is the most captivating and heart breaking thing i’ve ever seen- the emotions that you put into every word completes the entire fic. every angst piece that you have written, made me cry or made something inside me just twist with sadness. it is truly lovely and magnificent.
how do ur fics not get thousands of notes? because everyone should see what you write, it’s unfair that others haven’t seen your fics. when u explained your dream to me, i swear you practically wrote a whole fic 😭
i remember u said that you wanted to do a face reveal, but we’re scared. bestie what are you scared of? you look like an ANGEL!! and if anyone were to disagree, they are obviously blind. but ily bestie <3
@o-rion-sta-r
BESTIE BAE ORION i love you so much!interacting with you is honestly so fun. and i remember like literally yesterday we were trying to figure out ari’s time zone and we were freaking out. you, ari, and me all have a fucking time difference 😭 it sucks so much!
at least every day you ask me how my days been and i think that’s so sweet, because before i got on tumblr people didn’t ask that question. i appreciate that you ask me that and just random questions in general, because i love interacting with you so much. and you should start writing bby! i will reblog anything you write, also ily sm <3
@ilygw
we don’t talk a lot, but you seem like a fun person! i love seeing all the edits you post on here, bc honestly i need more ferret boy content. i know there is a lot, but i feel like i’ve seen all of them. until i see you posting a new edit and i’m like, “okay… i guess i haven’t seen every draco edit” but that’s all i have lol, ly!!
@arcaneslut
to be honest, you seemed so intimidating to me. i know you said you’re not, but to me you seemed really scary even though i knew you weren’t 😭 i just interacted with you recently and you are so sweet i swear! i love all ur fics, especially “and then i felt nothing” because when i read this fic you better believe i was crying so hard- to the point where i couldn’t breath- everything was written so beautifully, i couldn’t believe it.
i love how one thing we share in common is losing our phones 💀 but i just wanted to say thank you for explaining the whole sleepover and celebration things to me! even tho we just started interacting i already love u!!
moots bc i’m in love with all of them: @just-a-smol-spoon @dreamy-clousds @dracoskinks @unedibledaisyduck @thatsassyhufflepuff @a-aexotic @l0vely-lupin @gothboutique @wolfstar4lifee @littlemissnoname13 @deatthfairy @arcaneslut @ladyvesuvia @laceycallisto @dracossweetprincess @the-lonely-poet-loves-to-weep @realityblocked @harmqnia @yoooespinosa @opalsheart @lilscloud @cupids-crystals @mellifluousart @lunas-kisses @malfoysmainb @klauscarolove @crystxlss @beforeoursunsets @marrymetheonott @queeriacs @electriclocean @dlmmdl @o-rion-sta-r @sfdlm @ilygw @desiredmalfoy @underappreciated-spoon-321 @draco-and-tom @hellounicorn @mugglesthesedays @dracomalfoys-wh0re
if i didn’t tag u it’s bc i can’t tag more than 50 blogs :(
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marigold-doms · 4 years
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Can you do a reaction for Ateez when they are your best friend and you prank them by calling them daddy but it turns into something more because of the name. If you request are open tho I don’t know if they are or not😅
Admin Mika🌻: This took me too long to do:( but I hope you enjoy the reaction love!!~ sorry for any errors! please comment or reblog guys💕🥺
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—🌻hongjoong—
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You’d be playing around on his computer while he records and edits his songs.
It’s all fun in games until you accidentally delete his progress.
He pauses in disbelief before turning to you. His hands shoot to his hair and he begins brushing it back. All in silence. Until—
Your eyes meet and you instantly find amusement in his anger.
“Aww, Daddy, I’m sorry!”
His anger melts into shock.
He never expected to be called such a name
ESPECIALLY
From you.
“W-what?”
You realize how much he’s stunned by the word and you smirk at him. “Is Daddy still mad?”
Hongjoong remains silent for a second before getting up to lock the studio door.
Click. “Unbelievably mad. Guess you’ll have to suffer the consequences of your actions, Doll.”
—🌻seonghwa—
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This mans is always trying to take care of you and at this point you’re kind of annoyed at the fact that he’s going in on you for not wearing “proper” clothing.
It wasn’t your fault that you wanted to look good.
At this point you think it’s because you were being stared at by literally every man that you had pasted on the night out. Seonghwa hated seeing the stares that these men were giving you.
It was absolutely heathen-like for them to be drooling after you as if he wasn’t standing right there next to you
You get back to his apartment where you were gonna spend the night and after listening to him nag some more you finally turn to him. Struggling to take off your heels.
“Okay then Daddy, fine.” You roll your eyes, not noticing that the name triggers him.
He inhales sharply before pushing your unexpectant body against the wall.
“Don’t call me that if you can’t handle what I’ll do to you.”
—🌻yunho—
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You’re tickling each other but this time yunho has found a way to completely cheat his way to victory.
With your wrists trapped in one of his strong hands as his other wiggles against your sensitive skin.
Words are struggling to come out of your mouth and by the second you’re about to burst in a painful array of laughter— you didn’t want to lose.
“Daddy stop!!”
Yunho instantly pauses. Staring at you in disbelief as you catch your breath.
“What did you just call me?”
You sit up and glare at your best friend. “You were cheating. I had to find something to say.”
He huffs at you and laughs at the ridiculous thoughts going off in his brain— an embarrassing tent was rising in his pants and he hated that he was straddling over you... all of it was... extremely hot. You looked so delicate underneath him and the thought of you calling him daddy set off a fire that he didn’t know he needed to be ignited.
To his dismay, your arms reach up and take advantage of the situation, tickling him and causing the big giant to burst in laughter.
“I won’t go down without a fight!” Yunho shrieks as he tickles you back.
—🌻yeosang—
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You didn’t mean for it to slip out like it did but you called Yeosang daddy... Your kink came out and in that instant you wish that you would just disappear from the face of the earth.
As soon as Yeosang laughs you knew that you would never hear the end of it.
“”Daddy”?” He finally stops, his face turning serious before he leans back and sets his feet apart. Sitting across from you and flashing you a smug smile. “Is that what you’ve been wanting to call me y/n?”
You shake your head ferociously. “No! I just—“
“You just what?” A corner of his mouth lifts and you see the glimmer in his eyes. What he turned on?? “Couldn’t stop your imagination from going wild and finally had to speak it into existence?”
You press your lips together. Not wanting to stumble more than you had already did.
“You aren’t gonna let this go, are you?” You bite your bottom lip anxiously.
Yeosang chuckles, pulling you into his lap as his hand gently caresses your back. “Oh, Babygirl. You will never hear the end of it.”
—🌻san—
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“Say it.”
He has you pinned to the wall as he stares you down.
“No.”
“I won, y/n. Now say it.”
You squint at him. “Why do you want to hear me say it so bad?”
“Because I won. Now, hurry.” His face is so close to yours that you can smell the sweet scent of his cologne.
“....Fine.” You bite your lip, suddenly losing the confidence that you had earlier when you said that you wouldn’t lose to him. “...d-daddy...”
San’s smirk flickers before he tilts his head at you. “Huh? say it louder. I can’t hear you well.”
You shove him and try to avoid the expectant look in his eyes. “I know you heard me.”
“Come on baby...” He presses his lips against your ear. “Please, Say my name...”
(👁👄👁...see wut i did there...? Heheh )
—🌻mingi—
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You were genuinely curious about how mingi would react if you called him daddy.
He had mentioned it to you a few weeks back when you asked him what his kinks were.
Maybe you’d sway him. Maybe you wouldn’t. You just couldn’t help but imagine what his reaction might be.
So,
Per usual, you sit next to him. Throwing your legs over his lap and snatch his phone from his hand.
“Whatcha doin, Daddy?” In the most nonchalant tone of voice.
Mingi practically chokes on his own spit.
He blinks at you before trying to grab his phone from your hands.
Immediately you shove the phone underneath your body and you lay on the couch where mingi’s body naturally follows as he topples over you.
His nose brushes yours and there’s a tingle down your spine when he squints his eyes seriously at you.
“You call me daddy thinking I won’t do anything about it?”
HIs hand slowly creeps up your arm before finding its rightful place around your sensitive neck.
“You better not forget to say it when I ask you to.”
—🌻wooyoung—
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Hear that??? That’s the silent sound of me barking at my laptop.
WOOYOUNG HERE iS A LITTLE SHIT OKAY?
I don’t care what you think this man is like as your best friend, bf, husband, lover—HE IS A BRAT (but a dom, don’t forget that) THROUGH AND THROUGH.
As your best friend, you don’t even have to call him “daddy”... it can be something fatherly-like & he will ASk you to call him that as his nickname. He’ll even use the word in 3rd person.
“Daddy’s hungry.”
“Daddy doesn’t like your tone.”
“Don’t make Daddy punish you.”
He does it to annoy you but also, he’s literally projecting his kink.
I’m not gonna even explain anymore.
As SOON as you give in and finally say “daddy” that is ALL this man will talk about. He’ll tease you. Taunt you. Annoy you... (Arouse you) with that word until you finally adopt it as your own.
“Now tell me baby... What’s my name, again?”
What an annoying—but hot— little shit.
—🌻jongho—
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Oh. That name? Daddy?? Yeah this name means authority to him.
we already know how jongho feels about having power over people.
He’ll do anything he can to show you how strong and able he is.
This is a name that he definetly couldnt wait to hear from his s/o— it’s just....
He didn’t expect to see his contact name under it.
It was originally a joke that you and wooyoung had... you just never found the time to change it until you realize it’s too late.
He holds the screen in front of your face.
“Why is this my contact name, y/n?”
You can’t answer him fast enough because you already see the look on his face.
He’s smug and be the looks of it he seemed amused?
“I would love...” He traps you in your chair between his muscled arms. “To actually hear you scream that into my ears...”
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So Much Like Stars - Part TWO
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Pairing: Boba Fett x Female Reader
Part TWO (Read Part One HERE)
Rating: Explicit (18+ ONLY)
Summary: During a trek through the mountains, you discover new things about both Boba and yourself.
Warnings: Explicit sex, p-in-v sex, hand feeding, breathplay, choking kink, power dynamics/power play, royalty kink (?), dom/sub dynamics, pool sex (kinda you'll see), unprotected sex, coming inside (do not do this in real life), age difference, dirty talk, spit kink, offscreen oral sex, AFAB reader, safe to read if triggered by pregnancy
Word Count: 10k+
A/N: Major apologies in order for the delay on this one! It's been up on AO3 (here) for a hot minute but it took me a bit longer to get around to posting it here. Anywho... here it is. Let me know what you think! I love to get reblogs/comments/messages so very much. As always, no use of Y/N, and please heed the warnings. <3
The early hours of the following day fly by like ash in the wind.
You and Boba leave as soon as you are able, gathering necessary supplies into packs and preparing for the grueling trek ahead of you. You notify your father of your departure - he is not happy about it, but he learned long ago that he has little sway over the decisions you make.
You also find Boba a cloak that fits over his armor and that doesn't hinder his ability to reach his weapons. It's thick around his neck, which is why you'd insisted he wear it.
He'd stopped complaining once you were about a kilometer out from the village gate.
The howling wind swirls around the two of you, snow and ice collecting on your clothes. The journey is not an easy one, but with Boba's natural strength and your knowledge of the terrain the two of you handle it better than most.
Boba's steps are always audible behind you, even when the air around you seems to be screaming. You appreciate his closeness, because far too often people have been lost and never found because they fell too far behind.
It's easy to become lost in a place like this. Being found tends to be a matter of life and death.
The sheer cliff faces and shifting dunes of snow present the most hazardous challenges on your journey. One single misstep could have either of you tumbling down, and as you walk you only gain elevation, increasing the distance between you and the ground below. It's terrain that you've traversed plenty of times, but you don't know how well-suited Boba is to such harsh elements.
You glance back at your companion when you come to a turn, sheltered from the biting wind and driving snow.
"Faring alright back there?" You have to yell to be heard, but Boba nods.
"I'm doing just fine, princess. Seen worse than this."
You raise your brows, even though he can't see your face through your mask. "If you say so. We'll be on this trail for the rest of today and most of tomorrow. Then we'll turn off and find the source."
There is, of course, the risk of encountering an ongrol. The idea of it looms over your journey like a dark cloud, and you keep alert to any shift in the wind or in the landscape ahead. The constant drone of air around you would typically mask the sound of any movement, but your ears have become attuned to listening for things outside the wind. Footsteps, especially those of a creature larger than yourself, will be obvious. The ongrol are not known for their stealth - if they want to attack, they'll do it with a thunderous leap and a swipe of razor-sharp claws.
You'd been telling the truth when you told Boba it was rare to escape an encounter with one alive. Boba had shown you the fire-blaster on his arm, and the two of you have no shortage of weapons, but still you worry. You keep alert, listening to the world around you.
Though your focus has a tight hold on your mind, you can't help but let your thoughts wander to Boba, and to the events of the previous night.
In all your life, you've never met a man quite like Boba.
Not only did he sense your needs intrinsically, it seemed as though he saw right through you the moment he laid eyes on you. You recall seeing his visor tilt toward you in the meeting room; you hadn't known it then, but now you can imagine what he'd been thinking. Boba saw your presence at that table and immediately knew what kind of girl you are.
It doesn't speak well to your sensibilities as a village leader, if you're being honest with yourself. This is the first foreigner to visit your people, and you let him into your home, between your legs? You suddenly feel rather guilty about it, but a small voice in your head reminds you how good it felt.
How good he felt.
Maker above. Nothing in your life could ever compare to the things he made you feel last night. Armor against skin - ice against fire, rough edges against smooth curves. The smell of him in your nose as he pleasured you, unkempt and raw. The splay of his hands on your hips as he took, and took, and gave you so much in return.
Boba knew exactly how to take you apart. And you'd only met him that day.
You didn't delude yourself into believing this could continue. He does not belong here, and you certainly can't leave. Above all else, your people need you, and to leave the planet would be to abandon them.
You steel your heart into acceptance. You'll enjoy Boba's company for as long as he's here, and then things will return to normal. You'll figure out how to hide the kyber and no one will bother you. Your people will live on in peace.
Whether you will ever find peace after knowing what it is to be with Boba Fett is another matter entirely. But you can't dwell on that, or you might decide to do something drastic.
You let that thought slip from your brain quickly, replacing it with memories of last night. Despite yourself, you smile beneath your mask, surely blushing as well. Though your steps forward are certain and sure, your center heats up at the thought of his hand around your throat, of his thick cock moving wickedly inside you.
From the depths of your mind float up a few words he'd said, a phrase you'd forgotten until just now.
Come for your king.
Odd, his choice of wording. It sends a shiver down your spine, but then you give it a moment of thought. Surely he didn't mean king in the context of you, of your village - that wouldn't make any sense. But then again, he couldn't mean --
You furrow your brow. Yes, it was the heat of the moment, but he still said it.
There's a possibility of something more there, something much more than just a bounty hunter in search of a handful of credits and some relief for the night. You remember how he'd asked if you knew his name, like he'd expected you to.
Do you know the name Boba Fett, princess?
Boba Fett. No, you have no knowledge of that name outside the armored man trekking behind you.
Who is he?
You frown, but decide to keep your questions to yourself for now. You're nothing if not careful - keeping your cards close to your chest is a skill you've more than mastered.
Boba Fett, no matter who he is, will be none the wiser to your doubts.
-
That night, once darkness begins to envelop the air around you, you lead Boba to a small, secluded, empty cave safe from the cold wind. There's a dark scorch mark on the ground, evidence of a past campfire.
"I've used this cave a number of times," you explain as you take off your pack, setting it on the ground with a groan. The weight on your shoulders never gets lighter. "The cold shouldn't reach us here, especially once we get a fire going."
Boba hums, unrolling his bedroll, which is a collection of mats and blankets identical to yours. "I know a few other ways we could stay warm, princess."
You look over at him. His back is turned to you, large and imposing in the dim light.
"Do you?" you ask, light with a hint of a sly smile in your voice. You lean your staff against the cave wall and crouch to begin extracting your own bedroll.
Behind you, you hear a gruff chuckle. The deep, rumbling sound of it makes your breath hitch. Boba Fett may be an enigma to you, but that doesn't mean you feel any less strongly for him now than you did last night.
In fact, the close quarters of this cave mean his words are more than just teasing.
You turn and spread your bedroll out beside the spot where you'll set up the fire, and you see that Boba has set his up so that it's perpendicular to yours, the corners overlapping.
Next you take out the meat and bread you brought along, as well as flint, some firestarter, and a few bricks of coal that will burn through the night. You prop yourself on your knees to get the fire started, and once the flames have sprung to life, you lean forward to set up the small spit to cook your meal.
You're just arranging the cut of meat on the metal spike when you feel movement behind you. The fire beneath you is searing, so hot that when you feel hands on your hips, you lean back into them to escape the heat.
Boba's hands grip your hips tighter and you yelp as he drags you backwards. His fingers land on your thigh, grasping at and arranging you until your back is flush with his chest. Your legs are tucked in between his, which are spread out in front of the two of you.
You look up at him. You're seated in his lap, but the layers of clothes and metal between you prevent you from feeling anything distinct.
He reaches a hand up to tug at your face mask.
"Let me see you," he murmurs.
You let him remove the cloth covering your mouth and nose, and then he slides your goggles off of your face. You're sure you've got marks around your eyes from wearing them for so long, but Boba doesn't seem to mind.
In return, you place your hands on the bottom of his helmet, fingers curling under. He allows you to press the small latch beneath your index finger and slide his helmet off, the warmth of his breath ghosting across your face as soon as you can see his mouth.
You lift Boba's helmet all the way off and set it to the side. He puts a hand on your waist, firm and grounding, fingers curled tightly into your ribs.
"I've been many places in my time, but I admit I've never met anyone quite like you, little one."
His words are smooth as silk, soft and tender in your ear. You smile and raise your brows, glancing from his eyes to his lips and back again.
"Surely you've met more than a few pretty girls in your travels," you reply.
Boba scoffs. His grip on your thigh tightens, pulling you close.
"I have. You…" he shakes his head, and you watch as his gazes slips down to land on your mouth. You bite your lip and your heart races at the way his pupils dilate at the sight of it.
"You're different, sweetheart."
The new pet name makes you shiver, subconsciously pressing closer to him. "Is that right? I can hardly believe I'm much different from anyone else."
You're baiting him, goading him into saying something more. You've never been one for compliments - they've always felt forced, almost disingenuous. Not with Boba.
"The girls I've known either want my head on a pike or can't look me in the eye," he tells you. You chuckle softly - you don't blame them.
"Is that 'cause you'll shoot them if they do?"
Boba grunts and pinches your side, making you squeal. You laugh, full-bodied and silly, at your own joke, spurred on by Boba's tickling.
He leans down, large body curling over you. Your giggles peter out as his lips press against your ear.
"What if I said yes, little one?"
You blink. Slowly, you turn to face him, so close that your noses are brushing.
"If you said yes?" you whisper into the air between your lips.
He hums.
You take a moment to study the scars on his face before grinning, soft and lazy. Your hand, resting on his knee, gives a gentle squeeze.
"Then I'd tell you there's more than a few men in that village who can't look me in the eye."
Your words seem to take Boba by surprise for a moment, from the way his eyebrows bounce up. It's true - when you were younger, boys in the village would try things, stupid dares and pranks you took none too lightly. There's one in particular who, if he looked at you funny, would get a blaster shot to the knee thanks to the shit he's pulled in the past.
They've learned their lessons.
"Is that so?" Boba's voice has gotten slightly deeper. It rolls through you like thunder, filling the small cave with its resonance.
You nod, a smirk playing at the edges of your lips.
His eyes flit down, gaze following the subtle movement of your mouth. It's too much - the closeness, the heat of the fire and of his body and of the way he's looking at you. You bring your hand up to rest on his shoulder, gripping his armor.
And you kiss him.
You press your lips against his, open and pliant, unable to save yourself from how much you want him. Boba groans and returns the kiss, tongue sweeping into your open mouth, licking into you like he's a man starved and you're his next meal. You savor the taste of him, because you can't pinpoint exactly what the flavor on his tongue is, and you know that must mean it's something uniquely Boba.
He shifts his hands to rearrange you, placing your legs on either side of his own so you're straddling him. Your palms come up to rest on his neck and jaw as his land on your hips, pulling you down so you're sitting right on his codpiece. You gasp at the feeling of it through your clothes. Boba bites at your bottom lip, pulling it between his teeth, before releasing you.
You open your eyes, not having realized you'd closed them. Boba is staring at you, but you can't read the look in his eye.
"What?" you murmur, searching his expression for any hint of what he might be thinking.
He hums, hand on your hip flexing, squeezing. "Nothing, sweetheart, just…"
You wait for him to finish his thought. His brows furrow ever so slightly as he looks back at you. Behind you, the meat sizzles from the heat of the fire, filling the space with its aromatic scent.
Boba shakes his head. "Nevermind."
Before you can respond, he presses forward to kiss you again. You want to encourage him to share what he was going to say, but it only takes a swipe of his tongue against your own to have your eyelids fluttering shut and your thoughts quieting.
He kisses you like the sun - hot and insistent, reminding you how fleeting it all is. You've only ever seen the sun a few times in your life, but its brightness seared your mind in a way not dissimilar to the way Boba's laying his mark on your heart.
You let him kiss you deeply, unhurried, until your brain clicks on long enough to remind you that there's food cooking behind you.
You extract yourself from Boba's hold, which makes him grunt in displeasure until he sees what you're doing. In your pack there's a plate and a cloth, both of which you retrieve and bring back to the fire. Carefully you take the meat off of the spit and put it on the plate, along with the bread.
Boba watches, legs still spread as he sits, leaning back on his hands. You take the plate and sit between his thighs again.
You make to tear a piece of the tender meat off, but you feel a hand on your arm, preventing you from doing so. Confused, you look up at Boba, who simply rips off his own bit of meat. But instead of bringing it to his lips, he raises it to yours.
Wordlessly, you lock eyes with him and open your mouth. His stare is hot, intense, as he feeds you, your lips closing around his index finger and thumb, tongue licking the excess juices off his skin. You take a moment longer than is strictly necessary to taste the pads of his fingers, hollowing your cheeks and sucking his digits like you might something else of his.
You chew the meat once he's pulled his fingers from your mouth. He watches intently until you've swallowed, and then he takes a piece for himself.
As he eats, you find yourself full to the brim with curiosity about him. Once he's finished with his bite, you ask the first question you can think of.
"Last night you mentioned your father. I'd like to hear about him."
Boba raises his brows. He tears off another chunk of meat, offers it to you, and you take it. He speaks as you chew.
"His name was Jango. I -" he seems to consider his words, eyes darting down to the ground as he thinks "- he wasn't technically my father, but he raised me as his son. I traveled with him as a boy, until he was killed by a Jedi."
You frown. "What's that?”
Boba looks at you funny, tilting his head. "You've never heard of the Jedi?"
You shake your head no. "Are they human?"
"Some are," he explains. "They're Force-users, claiming to fight for peace and justice in the galaxy."
His voice is bitter, but you don't blame him, if what he says is true. "But they killed your father."
Boba nods. "They will tell you they fight for what's good and right. But they are no worse than those they call enemies."
"Who are their enemies?"
"The Empire. Dark users of the Force." Boba studies you as you take in this information. You've heard of the Empire, and the Republic, but clearly some information was omitted from your village's records.
"And the Force is…?"
Boba shifts, grabbing some more meat for himself, which he eats before replying.
"I've never fully understood it myself, but from what I gather it's an energy present in all things. The Jedi and the Sith can manipulate it to their will."
You have so many questions, but you know asking them will only make you more confused. Energy in all things? That sounds… well, it sounds overwhelming, to be truthful. It sounds like magic, which your father always told you was the stuff of fairy-stories.
Boba feeds you another morsel and you eat, thinking.
"Can they 'manipulate' blaster fire?" you ask once you've swallowed.
"I don't think so. They tend to deflect it with their lightsabers, which are swords powered by kyber, coincidentally."
You wrinkle your nose. "Swords? I'd take a well-timed blaster shot over a sword any day."
Boba laughs, hearty and full. He wraps an arm around your shoulders and pulls you close, pressing his lips to your temple.
"That's my girl," he mutters. His words send a shiver down your spine.
Boba continues to feed you as he tells you about his father and his own travels. You learn about his time on Kamino, where Jango's DNA was made into clones, and that Boba himself is an unaltered clone of his father. You learn about Obi-Wan Kenobi and Anakin Skywalker, legendary Jedi who proved difficult for both Boba and Jango at various points through the years. He tells you about meeting Fennec Shand on Tatooine and about another companion of theirs, a man who just goes by the name Mando.
He doesn't tell you about the scars, so you don't ask.
When you're falling asleep, eyes drifting closed as your head rests on Boba's chest, you wonder at the life Boba Fett's led, how such excitement and pain ultimately finds him here, holding you close.
All you've ever known is this planet, your people. Perhaps the universe, in its vast, unknowable expanse, is really here beneath you, in Boba's stories and his scars. You think maybe it's okay that you aren't meant for more than your cold village, because at least you can travel through the galaxy just by listening to him.
At least you can know the taste of the stars just by kissing him.
-
The next morning is decidedly less relaxed than last night. You and Boba pack up hastily and you're on the trail when the first light of the morning is just beginning to show.
Hours pass in much the same way that they did yesterday. Snow and wind beat at you, but you press on until you reach the area you're no longer entirely familiar with.
You see the map in your mind's eye as you lead Boba across the rocky terrain. You're sure of your path, even though it's beyond any place you've been to previously. Somehow you just know, like the trail is programmed into your feet. Everything seems normal until the wind shifts and you catch the sound of something else on the air.
Throwing an arm out, fist closed, you immediately come to a halt, and Boba follows suit.
You're in an open expanse of snow and ice, still trekking upwards, but now a good distance away from any sheer cliff faces. You tighten your grip on your staff and listen, ears drowning out the howling wind to pick out the other you'd just sensed.
Something's ahead of you. Something large. You can hear the shifting of its weight, the silence of the space it takes up.
You glance back to Boba and nod. Carefully, quietly, he walks up to stand next to you.
"Up ahead," you tell him, voice as low as possible so as to not be heard by anyone - or anything - other than him. "Something big. It has to be -"
Your mouth snaps shut when you see it. Up ahead, a pair of glowing blue eyes emerge like beacons out of the fog, looming over you even before you can see the rest of its body. The ongrol moves forward, massive steps fading in and shaking the ground under your feet. You clench your jaw and ready yourself for what you know is coming.
You look over at Boba, and when the visor turns to face you, an unspoken agreement passes between the two of you, perfectly clear despite lack of words and facial expressions.
The ongrol doesn't allow you a moment longer, though. Its massive form is now visible through the driving snow - white fur with glowing blue stripes, pointed ears with long, flowing tips, and massive fangs.
You draw your blaster.
The moment it senses the two of you, it looks down and roars. Immediately it's charging forward and you fire off a volley of shots, though they don't seem to do a whole lot of good. Boba's hand comes down like durasteel on your arm and he jerks you back, positioning himself between you and the monster. He aims his fire-blaster at it, hosing it down with a torrent of flame. The ongrol yelps, then snarls, and you watch as it raises its massive paw, claws extended, piercing blue gaze zeroed in on Boba.
In that split second there's a feeling that comes over you, a gut instinct that pours over your body like warm water. It fills your skin, your nerves, your bones, so fully that your mind goes quiet in the wake of your body taking control.
As if you'd done it a thousand times before, you plant your feet and thrust your hand towards the beast, palm open. A feeling like electricity surges through you - not painful, but equally powerful and all-consuming.
The ongrol flies away, launched through the air, as if pulled by some invisible force.
Its cries echo against the mountainside as it falls, tumbling and rolling down a cliff face you can't quite see.
Boba whirls around to look at you, and the last thing you see is his visor coming closer as you collapse and the world goes dark.
-
The first thing you notice when you wake up is the warmth surrounding you. It's everywhere, like you're lying in front of a fire, and your immediate instinct is to turn over and fall back asleep. Your tired brain wants nothing more than to bask in the heat and enjoy it for as long as it will last.
But then your eyes flutter behind their lids, and you catch glimpses of something glowing, bluish-green in a way you've never before experienced. With considerable effort, you open your eyes wide, and the sight before you brings your mind to full awareness. You struggle to tuck an arm under yourself and push up slightly, getting a better view of where you are.
You're lying atop your bedroll, your staff on the ground next to you. Immediately in front of you is a pool of water, still and steaming, that glows a bright, shimmering combination of blues and greens. No, wait… the water itself isn't glowing - rather, it's reflecting light from the walls.
Walls lined with crystals.
You still feel exhausted, despite having just woken up, but the sight of the kyber makes you jolt to a sitting position. Your head swims, dizzy and drained.
From behind you, you hear Boba's voice.
"Woah there," he murmurs, a hand coming to rest gently on your shoulder. You squeeze your eyes shut to block out the rocking motion of the world around you.
When you open your eyes again, Boba's sitting to your left, facing you.
"What happened?" you ask, your memory of the events of this morning still foggy and distant.
Boba hums. "Well, you tossed that cat across a mountain with your mind."
You frown and look up at him incredulously. His helmet's off - in fact, he's also taken off the rest of his armor as well as the top half of his flight suit - he's left in his pants, undershirt, and boots.
His arms are bare. It's the most of him you've seen - his biceps bulge, large chest straining against the tight shirt he wears.
Your thoughts circle back to what he just said.
"Run that by me again," you mutter, searching his face for any hint of a lie. Boba blinks, raises a brow, and stares back, keeping the eye contact.
"You used the Force to kill that lion, princess."
His face is stone-straight. He's not lying to you, not that you can tell.
You groan, squeezing your eyes shut and rubbing the heels of your hands across them roughly. Stars erupt on the back of your eyelids, and for a moment, your nausea abates. It comes back to you in flashes - the creature's eyes, the sound of its roars on the wind, the feeling that overcame you when you watched it raise its deadly claws at Boba.
It's nothing you've ever felt before in your life.
"So…" you pause, trying to sort through the situation. "So - does this mean… how is that possible?"
Boba puts a hand on your calf, firm and grounding. "You want my theory?"
Hands still pressed to your eyes, you nod.
"The water. It's infused with kyber, which is what has healed your people, but it must have also awoken a Force-sensitivity in you."
You take a few deep breaths, the exhaustion and nausea slowly leaving your body with each exhalation. Boba's thumb rubs your skin softly, a simple back-and-forth motion that brings your racing mind back down into your head.
Carefully, you take your hands from your eyes. The world has finally stopped spinning. You look over at the pool to your right, into its calm, tranquil waters. Steam rises from its surface and dissipates before it can reach the cavernous ceiling above you. Kyber dots the walls, green and blue all around you, mesmerizing and radiant.
Sweat is beginning to gather under your eyes and on the back of your neck and between your breasts. You belatedly realize Boba has undressed you to your undergarments, so you sit there in little more than your underwear and a sleeveless top.
You stare at your hands, fidgeting between your thighs, and look up at Boba again. A million questions are floating through your mind, but you're not sure he'll be able or willing to answer them all. You bite your lip, brow furrowed.
"Does this mean I'm a Jedi?" It's the most pressing question on your mind, because if what Boba says is true, you're not so sure you want any part in your newfound gifts.
Boba shakes his head. "No, little one. All Jedi are force-users, but not all force-users are Jedi. Or Sith, for that matter."
In your lap, you turn your hands so your palms are facing up, cradling one another. Nothing has changed about them - still the same jagged patterns of lines as always. Still the same, but with this new… sensitivity, they feel foreign.
The Force feels like a new limb, a new sense that's now made your body a stranger to your mind.
"What do you remember from yesterday?" Boba asks, rough voice a soothing balm to your racing heart.
You tilt your head, trying to gather your memories together. "I remember walking up the mountain, and then there was the ongrol. I tried to shoot it, but that didn't work, and then you pushed me behind you. You threw your fire at it, and then it -"
Suddenly, you feel yourself getting choked up. It washes over you like a gust of cool air, returning to the emotion you felt in that moment on the mountainside. You blink a few times, swallowing down your panic and fear at the thought of it.
"And then it raised its paw, and I thought you were going to die."
Boba says nothing, just waits and lets you continue.
"All of a sudden this feeling came over me, like an instinct, and then there was this… this buzz that I felt. I just did it. I don't know how I knew how to."
Boba nods. He's looking at you with an expression you can't quite place, soft and severe all at the same time. It makes you shiver despite the heat that surrounds you.
You avert your eyes, instead focusing on his hand where it lay on your leg. His fingers nearly encircle your calf. You reach out and take his hand in yours, drawing it close to you, running the tips of your fingers over his knuckles, his wrist, the silvery scars that interrupt his tan skin.
"From what I understand," Boba murmurs, curling his fingers into yours ever so slightly, "it's supposed to take years of training for a Force-user to wield that sort of power, princess."
You glance up at him. He's smiling at you now, dark eyes sparkling.
Something about his expression, combined with what he just said, hooks into your brain and sours the taste on your tongue. You recall your doubts from earlier, doubts about who he is. Why would it matter if you - a village girl from a desolate snow planet - have more of a gift than most? Why would he care?
Your immediate reaction is that he's flattering you, like he did the other night in front of the fire. For some reason, your instinct tells you this is different, that he's got motives beyond those he's revealed to you.
Instinct has proven to be on your side lately, so you follow it headfirst.
"Why did you call yourself a king?"
Boba's smile vanishes, and the tension between you grows tenfold.
You grasp his hand firmly. Your faces seem so much closer now.
"What?" he asks, even though you know he heard you perfectly well. You narrow your eyes, not liking whatever game he's playing at. Boba Fett doesn't seem to be the type to play dumb, and you're certainly not the type to fall for it.
"You heard me," you say, voice calm and monotone. "Why did you call yourself a king when you were fucking me?"
Boba chuckles, a deadly sound that would have unnerved you if you were anyone but yourself.
He raises a brow. "Interesting question. Didn't you like it?"
"I liked it a lot less when I realized you had no reason to say it, bounty hunter."
Your voice is acidic, like venom hissing out from between your teeth.
"Or am I mistaken?"
Boba hums, but it feels more like a growl with your close proximity to him. "You sure you want to fall down that sarlacc pit, little one?"
You clench your jaw, giving your answer in the way you stare unwaveringly into his eyes.
His eyes flit down to your lips and back up again. You lean back slightly in response, refusing to let him distract you.
"It's not an official title, if that's your concern," he says.
"What sort of title is it, then?" you ask, guarded heart racing once again.
Boba tilts his head to one side, taking a long moment to look at you. His breathing is slow, steady, and you try to match your own to it, but his next words throw you off balance.
"A stolen one."
You blink, a fluttering sensation erupting in your chest - and not in a good way. It's as if your heart has tripped over itself in an attempt to flee him.
He brings his free hand up to cup your cheek, tender and authoritative as he runs his thumb along your lower lip. "I killed the man who last sat on my throne, so the title is now mine."
You frown, despite the digit near your mouth. "What's your kingdom, then? Who are your subjects?"
"Those like me," he responds, without hesitation. "Hunters. Mercenaries. People who are willing to do most anything for some credits."
The dots are beginning to connect in your brain, and you're not sure you like the picture that's forming.
"Criminals. You're - you're a crime lord," you mutter.
Boba chuckles again, a smirk forming at the edges of his lips. "Something like that."
A conflicted feeling rises in your chest. You twist your chin out of his grasp, looking away and into the waters beside you. Had you known this was the man you were dealing with, would you have let him between your legs that first night? You'd like to think not. But then again, a voice in your head reasons vehemently, you knew he was a bounty hunter, and how is that any better?
You purse your lips. At the moment you're not entirely sold on what your conscience is telling you to do, which is to cut him off now and end whatever it is that exists between the two of you.
In your lap, you're still holding his hand in both of yours.
"I want to trust you, Boba," you admit. He puts his other hand on your thigh as you turn back to face him. "But I'm not daft."
He opens his mouth to speak, but you aren't finished. "I know it may not be in your nature, but I would appreciate some clarity here. What does this... this Force sensitivity really mean? I'm not some spoiled, naive princess, either - despite what you may say."
Boba is silent - his brown eyes are as intense as they are unreadable as they look at you. It drags on long enough that you get restless. You let go of his hand and turn away, tucking your feet up under yourself to stand.
The water has been calling to you each time you’ve looked at it, and you can no longer resist its draw. Tentatively, you touch a toe into the shimmering pool, marvelling at its warmth.
You walk forward. With each step, you feel as though you're gaining life, absorbing energy you hadn't known you'd lost.
The water is up to your thighs when Boba finally speaks.
"The Force will die in you if you remain here for the rest of your life, princess."
That gives you pause. You turn around. Boba is shirtless now, but he's still reclining as he was. It takes a major effort not to let your eyes drop down to his abdomen, enticing like a beacon in your periphery.
"You want to know what I’m thinking, is that right?” He asks the question like he half expects you to say no.
You nod. Around you, the warm, steaming water is rippling with your movements, but it shimmers in a manner more than can be described as distinctly natural. Almost without thought, you step backwards, submerging yourself further in its enticing warmth. Your fingers and palms skim the surface.
"I wanted to ask you to join me. To come back with me."
It almost makes you laugh, the way he says it so seriously. A disbelieving smile crosses your features.
"You know I can't leave my people," you reply. "You've known that since the start."
Boba sighs. "I have. I was still tempted to ask, regardless. Ever since the tavern."
That's interesting. This whole line of conversation is peculiar - you get the feeling he rarely needs to explain himself in such a way to anyone.
"Why? What use am I to you?"
He stands, but does not follow you into the water. Instead, he walks over to another part of the cave and leans against the wall, observing you.
"It's always been selfish," he admits. "At first I just wanted you as a crew member. You have a way for negotiating, or at least the type of negotiating that would be useful for my sort of operation.
“But then you revealed yourself to be this needy little thing, so desperate for me to fuck you, and I could just picture you in my ship, or in the palace, spread out and wanting me wherever I am.”
Those words, low and promising, cause a certain sort of wetness to pool in your underwear, one that can’t be blamed on the water that surrounds you. By now, you’re up to your collarbones in it, hands no longer visible to him as they remain at your sides.
You hook a thumb under the waistband of your panties and slide them off, slowly floating down as the water pulls them from your form. When they get low enough, you tuck them under your heel to hide the garment away.
Boba gives no hint that he sees, so you assume he cannot tell.
“You wanted to bring me back as a rare specimen, to show off to the criminals who work for you,” you retort, though something deep within you preens at the idea.
Something hidden and unknown until that night in front of the fireplace.
He just hums. “Yes.”
You can’t decide if his blunt honesty is a fault or a virtue. Right now, it’s mainly serving to bring heat to the space between your thighs. To hide your arousal, you narrow your eyes, trying to focus on why exactly he thinks he can just… whisk you away to some strange planet.
“And now,” you reply, “what's your reason for asking me to come back with you?”
He shrugs. “As I said, without training, the Force will die in you. I have connections to nearly any type of creature in this galaxy, Force-users included. I am your only hope if you want to keep your gift. If not, we go back down this mountain and it’ll be as though I was never here.”
That does present an interesting twist. The gears in your mind turn a bit faster, thinking on what exactly this may mean for you.
You consider where you are in the present moment - the reason Boba is even here in the first place. You consider your duty to your people, and you consider the long life your father has ahead of him.
How much time you have before you'll need to take his place.
How little time you might have if someone else realizes what this mountain holds.
"You said this kyber puts out some sort of signature, one that others can pick up on."
Boba raises a brow, and you see that he catches on to what you're proposing.
You continue, because if you don't, you'll convince yourself the idea is foolish. "This Force-user could teach me to hide the signature, no?"
"I don't see why not," Boba replies. In his eyes you see a glimmer of humor, like he thinks he's got you wrapped around his little finger. The way you're talking, you're on the verge of agreeing to return with him. He's got it in stone - his negotiator, this girl who needs him so strongly.
You see through him, though. He's tough to read, but you're learning to look between the lines.
Boba Fett is a criminal. For your whole life, you've studied law and order, learning the diplomatic ways of other planets and societies. To go with him would be to align yourself with everything you should hate, everything you should fight against.
But you are, after all, more than just a meek princess. You're a leader, a role model, a strong woman and lover of your people. Are you willing to dispense with your morality in favor of this Force training? In favor of following this man who has stolen your heart like he stole his throne?
"Say I did go," you start, and he doesn't even bother to hide his small grin. "Say I go with you. What does that look like for me? I will not be reduced to some pleasure slave, hidden away in your palace."
Boba shakes his head. "You will be free, my dear. You and I will work together, for both of our benefits. When I need a kind, unrelenting negotiator, you will speak on my behalf. In return, I find your training."
It sounds too good to be true, especially considering the major aspect to your relationship he has not yet mentioned.
Your eyes finally flit down to his chest, broad and thick in a way you never knew you'd like so much. His arms and shoulders are equally as enticing, the knowledge of how strong he is only serving to make his body more attractive to you. He is scarred, long-healed gashes across his skin the echoes of unimaginable pain and fire. As your gaze drops lower, tracing the skin of his abdomen as it disappears into the waistband of his pants, you feel something tighten in your chest. In the space between your hips.
Seeing him like this is intimate, almost more so than that very first night, and he hasn't even touched you.
"And what else might I expect, traveling with you?" You ask it knowing he sees the way you're looking at him.
Boba hums, as though he's giving the question some thought. He pushes off from the stone wall he was leaned up against.
"You know where this will go, princess."
His hands drop down to hook into the front of his pants, fingers toying with the clasp there. Your eyes follow the movement, entranced. The tendons and muscles in his arms flex and ripple as he works his hands, movement capturing your eye like a mouse to bread.
"I do," you reply, "but I want you to tell me."
His gaze darkens at your words. You watch as he deftly unfastens his trousers and pushes them down, stepping out of them and towards you. He moves unhurriedly, but with clear purpose.
You feel like you're one of his bounties, caught in the crosshairs of his rifle. Trapped.
Excitement courses through your veins.
"The first place I'll fuck you will be the ship," Boba says as he walks forward into the water, his thick thighs flexing with each step. You're too caught up in watching him approach to think to respond.
"Before we even leave this planet, I'll have you screaming against the durasteel, begging for my cock."
Your brain goes a bit fuzzy at his words, at the force of the arousal that hits you. It's like the moment he starts speaking to you like this, all higher function in your mind shuts off, full only of the images he conjures with his voice.
Boba's getting closer, and before you know it, he's within arm's reach.
All at once his hands are on you, rucking up your top to search out your bare skin, warm under the water. You reach up and put your hands on his shoulders, savoring the heat of his skin on your own.
"Once we get to Tatooine," he continues, pressing his lips close to your ear, voice like honey flowing over you, "I'll get you the most expensive dresses credits can buy, and we'll go to the clubs and cantinas and everyone there will want what's mine."
Your grip tightens, nails digging into his flesh. Boba finally pushes your top all the way up and off. He absentmindedly tosses it behind him, landing with a wet smack against the stone floor of the cave. His palms find your breasts and he squeezes them, kneading, flicking his thumbs over your nipples.
The feeling of it, like sparks shooting through your chest, makes you gasp, light and breathy.
"You'll sit on my lap at the sabacc table, and all those filthy criminals will know exactly how much you love getting fucked."
Boba runs a hand down your side, the other still toying with your breast, and you watch his face as he realizes you're no longer wearing your panties.
His jaw clenches as his fingers curl into the meat of your hip. He dips his head down so his nose brushes against yours, his breath cool compared to the heat of the water.
"You're a temptress, little one."
You can't help the small smile that floats across your lips. "What was that about how much I love getting fucked?”
He hums, dark and deep, the sound nearly a growl with the way it reverberates around you. Boba slides his hands down beneath your ass, and then he's hauling you up and pressing you against the wall to your left. You squeal at the sudden movement, legs locking around his waist and hands gripping his shoulders even tighter to keep from slipping away.
You feel the heat of a cloth-covered bulge against your burning, most sensitive skin. The sudden pressure of it makes you gasp, smiling, breathing in the air he's just exhaled with how close your mouths are.
Boba holds you with such ease. It's as though you're floating, featherlight in his arms.
"Watch it," he mutters, leaning in to graze his lips against the shell of your ear, the broad plane of his chest covering your own.
"Or what?"
It’s clear that Boba is more turned on than annoyed by your teasing, despite his words. He adjusts his grip so his broad palms fit even tighter around your hips, pressing his erection solidly into your bare core once again, rolling his hips wickedly. The water enhances everything - the throbbing in your cunt is amplified tenfold and you can hardly contain yourself.
His words only serve to drive you madder, lips and teeth pressed against your neck.
“Or I’ll make sure every last man in that village sees the limp in your walk before I take you away,” he growls.
You moan at the thought of it, at the thought of walking past your friends and fellow townspeople in such a state. The things they'd say - the whispers - would never get back to you, for you know they respect you too much, but oh, would they talk.
Boba shifts, reaching down to finally free his cock from his underwear. Almost immediately, you feel the hot length of it pressed up against your pussy.
“Yeah,” he mutters, moving his hips and torturing you with the drag of his dick. “They’ll all see how well I’ve fucked you - how good their little princess takes a bounty hunter’s cock.”
Your eyes slip closed as you cry out, shaking with how much you need him. “Please, Boba!”
His shoulder muscles ripple under your palms and he groans. "I need to get you ready for me, little one --"
"No," you cut him off, voice little more than a whine, pulling him closer as best you can in your desperate state. "I can take it. Right now, I need it, I need you, Boba--"
With a grunt, Boba lines himself up, hands like durasteel on your hips as he pulls you close in tandem with the thrust of his cock. You moan, high-pitched and uninhibited, when you feel his hot member pierce your cunt. Your folds part easily for him, the head sliding into your pussy like it was built just for this.
Your legs tighten around Boba's waist as he starts fucking you, dirty promises and filthy imaginings rolling off his tongue. His voice strains with each thrust, and it all just feels so divine.
You think you could live like this, if he'd let you. Get addicted to the way his cock moves inside you and never spend another day without it.
"That's it," he mutters, teeth bearing down on your neck, surely leaving marks that'll turn black and blue in a day or so. On a particularly sharp thrust, you're jolted back, legs trembling in his hold.
"Maker, Boba." You open your eyes and see the way he's looking at you, teeth slightly bared and brows furrowed. He looks vicious as he uses you.
"You're so tight, princess. My fat cock fits in your little cunt so well," he grits out, your body still jostling with each thrust. Your eyes are fixated on his face, on his mouth, watching the words spill out from behind his lips.
For a moment, your brain provides a sliver of sass, making your eyes sparkle with mirth, even as your tits bounce against Boba's bare chest.
"You fuck pretty good for an old man."
Boba growls, a deep chuckle combined with a moan sounding from somewhere deep in his chest. His thrusts slow and he leans back, taking in the way your body is wrapped around him. Your hands fall to your breasts, pressing them together and flicking your thumbs over your nipples.
He snaps his hips up, hard, slamming his cock into you and forcing a whine from your throat. You can feel his balls smack your ass, even under the water. "You're desperate for it, princess. Desperate for this old man to fuck you like you need."
He rolls his hips again, rhythm slow and steady and deep. The air around you seems to rock in tandem with him.
"Yeah, you'll love Tatooine," he drawls, exhaling through his nose. "I could take this sweet pussy right on the throne and no one would say a thing. They'll all watch their King fuck a woman young enough to be his daughter."
You moan loudly, silken walls clenching and fluttering around his cock as it pounds into you.
He hums. "You like that, huh, little one?"
Despite yourself, you nod, squeezing your eyes shut again. Boba's left hand comes up to grip your chin, fingers like iron against your jaw. His thrusts get shallower, lazy, like he's become distracted from the fact that he's currently balls-deep inside you.
Your hands find his chest, getting your fill of his searing hot skin against your own.
"Open," he demands, and you do, tongue resting on your bottom lip.
Boba hesitates for a moment, and in that split second, the world around you is still once again. "This mouth," he murmurs, "is just begging to be filled, isn't it."
The words make you clench around him, an involuntary reaction to the thought of putting his cock in your mouth, of laving it with attention and worshipping it like it deserves.
Your eyes are still closed, so you can't see as he closes his mouth and works his jaw for a moment, gathering saliva on his tongue. You only feel the jarring sensation of spit landing in the back of your throat, filthy and debasing.
"Swallow it, little girl."
Eyes fluttering open, you do as you're told, and you know you'd do it a million more times if it means he'll look at you like he is right now, eyes dark as space itself.
"Thank you, my king."
You don't know what compels you to say it, other than the fact that it just feels right. Boba smiles, a sly thing that makes his dark eyes sparkle with something dangerous, and he begins fucking you again.
His hand slips down to your throat. Not tight, just resting there, a reminder.
Boba Fett licks his lips before speaking, the steam from the water around you making his face look almost eerie in the glow of the kyber. "You take me so well, my queen."
He picks up the pace again, and soon he's jackhammering into you with the same fervor as before. Your mind melts into a puddle inside your skull, only able to focus on the push-pull within you and the building crescendo that accompanies it. Boba's fingers tighten ever so slightly on your neck, and you respond in kind, curling your nails into the meat of his pecs like claws.
The fire within you is licking up your legs, winding through your ribs, and you gasp when it feels so close it's unbearable.
"Boba, I'm gonna - I need --"
He cuts you off with two simple words: "Touch yourself."
And so you do, the fingers of your dominant hand flying down to rub your clit and draw your orgasm to its inevitable peak. You press the pads of your middle and ring fingers to the bundle of nerves and frantically work to bring yourself off.
The sparks that shoot through you at the feeling of your own touch, combined with Boba's continued movements within you, force you up and over the edge of your climax in rapid succession. You cry out, the sound of it echoing far above your heads.
There must be something about the water, because the sensation is unlike anything you've ever experienced before. Your whole body seizes, straining against the hand that's wrapped like durasteel around your neck, and a tingling sensation shoots down your arms and legs to your toes. You've heard tales of the afterlife, of nirvana, of pure euphoria, and you think this must be it, because you can hardly comprehend the full-body pleasure that engulfs and drowns you.
When it passes, you go limp in his arms, head draped against his shoulder.
Boba finishes not long after, spilling into you. His spend is hot where it fills you, hotter than the water, and it's like an ancient lock has been fastened shut inside your cunt.
Your king carries you back to the dry stone floor. He lays you down and kisses you softly, heatedly, passionately. He kisses you as a lover should, like you're consummating a bond. A contract, signed in the twist of his tongue against yours.
The two of you do not leave that cave for a long while, taking the time to explore one another's bodies in every way you can dream up. You finally taste his cock, swallow his cum and find you love the taste, and Boba likewise licks and eats your pussy like he's a man starved.
When it's time to depart, you do so a changed woman. Boba Fett's body has left its touchmark on your soul. Now that you know true pleasure, the gratifying gift of submission to him, you couldn't imagine not going with him for at least some time. Leaving with him has become a need more than a want. You'll return someday, to rule and guide your people as you should, but not before you explore life with Boba for a while.
He promises so much, so many experiences and pleasures and truths. You can't let those promises go unfulfilled.
-
When Din enters the throne room, he surveys the space, as he always does when he walks through a doorway. Little is out of place.
Boba is seated upon the throne, conversing with a supplier, helmet betraying exactly as much emotion as Din's own does. From the grip Fett has on the arm of the throne, however, it's clear the negotiations aren't going to turn out well for the snivelling merchant.
Shand is leaning against a wall, jar of spotchka clutched in one hand, gesticulating with the other. She's smiling, which is rare for her, as she speaks in a tone Din can't quite hear.
Next to her is a girl Din's never seen in the palace before. She's dressed rather strangely - a thick cloak with fur trim over dark clothes, pants tucked into leather boots and some sort of shirt-tunic on her torso.
Certainly not suitable for the weather on Tatooine. In fact, Din would wager that's the clothing of someone from a snow planet.
He walks further into the room and catches the attention of Fennec and her friend. They both look at him; Fennec only for a second, but her companion's gaze lingers. Din thinks he sees something akin to curiosity - perhaps surprise - in her eyes, but it's hard to tell.
Her head turns to look directly at Boba, eyebrows raised. The other bounty hunter dips his head in acknowledgement.
Din stops in his tracks, unsure of the dynamic he's just walked into.
"You're excused," Boba barks, waving a hand at the supplier, who yelps and scurries out of the room.
He then rises from his seat and makes his way down to where Din's standing. He removes his helmet - an action that still makes Din tense up, even with everything that's happened - and tucks it under an arm. He sticks his other hand out and Din shakes it, nodding once.
"It went well, I assume?" Boba's almost smiling, which is a rare sight to see on his usually sullen visage.
Din nods again. "Yes. He's doing… he's doing great."
If he took his own helmet off, Din's smile would be clear as day.
Boba claps his hand against Din's shoulder, an amicable gesture that Din must remind himself is a sign of friendship, not posturing. Old habits die hard.
"I've got someone I'd like you to meet, Djarin," Boba says, turning towards the women who stand, watching them, not too far away.
They walk over. Fennec takes a sip of her spotchka, while the girl glances between him and Boba. For the life of him, he can't figure out where she might have come from, or what her role will be here. She's pretty, that much he will readily admit. Her eyes are bright and alert in a way that tells him she sees more than she lets on, and her stance is simultaneously relaxed and braced for conflict. He knows it well - it's as easy as beskar to spot.
She holds herself like a warrior.
She’s also young - certainly the youngest in the room.
Boba's voice pulls Din out of his thoughts. "This is our newest crew member. She'll be helping us with our… over-the-table dealings, in exchange for training."
Confused, Din tilts his head. "Training? What kind of training?"
"That's where I'd hoped you'd be able to help," Boba tells him. The girl looks from Fett to him, eyes focused right on his own through the visor.
"I need guidance in the Force. Boba said you have connections to people who could help me master my Force sensitivity."
Well, he supposes that's at least somewhat true. Ahsoka may be willing, but given how it went with Grogu, he wouldn't count on her.
"I'll see what I can do," he responds. As is his habit, he props his hand on his belt, hip jutting out just so.
The girl's eyes flicker down and back up again.
Boba clears his throat. "In the meantime, the princess and I have other matters to attend to."
He reaches out to her, and at first Din thinks he's going to grasp her shoulder in his firm grip like he tends to do with all of his close acquaintances.
Din quickly sees that this girl is much more than just a close acquaintance.
Boba’s hand finds its place on her neck, thumb tucked under her jaw and fingers wrapped around the base of her skull, tangled in her loose hair. As if they’ve done it a million times before, they lean towards one another. The girl’s eyes flutter closed, a soft smile on her face, while Boba’s study her unabashedly.
Their lips connect, heatedly, and Din knows his surprise shows in his movements. He glances over to Fennec, who just smirks at him.
The couple in front of him kiss one another completely without shame. Boba’s grip tightens to the point it looks almost painful, but the girl simply presses closer in response. She brings a hand up to rest on his chestplate, the only bare skin visible besides her face and neck.
Despite how warm his cheeks feel, Din can’t look away. He feels a rush of blood out of his head at the sight in front of him.
Boba and his lover kiss for another long moment before pulling away. He slides his hand to her hip, casually pulling her along as if he’d simply taken her by the hand.
She falls into step beside him, looking more comfortable than Din’s ever seen anyone next to Boba Fett. As they walk away, the girl glances back at Din, her observant gaze piercing right through him. Right through the beskar of his helmet.
And then she turns back, content in the embrace of the most feared bounty hunter in the galaxy.
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I am sure you have noticed it too. 90% of your asks are anonymous. What’s your theory behind it? Is it because these people have non-porn blog and don’t want to be associated with a nsfw blog, let alone one like yours (I mean that in a good way)? Is it because they are intimidated by your intelligent, deviant and sometimes brutal answers? Is it because they know you in real life and don’t want to oust themselves to you? Or is it You who chooses to answer only anonymous asks and ignore the rest? Also I get a feeling that it’s the same handful of people asking you these questions, what’s your guess? Also what do you think is the demographics (in terms of gender and sexual orientation) of your anons? —— I understand that the answers to all the questions will be your best guess, nevertheless, I am curious.)
I have noticed this for a while and have resisted asking but here we are…..
I haven't counted, but 90% is probably in the ballpark. That's never seemed odd to me... I've been logged in to two other Tumblr accounts with large follower counts, and despite both being run by approachable, sweet girls, the vast majority of their asks were anons. (The ones that weren't were mostly "I want to rape you, fuckpig" comments from dudes who actually thought that would hook them up.)
Back in the days before we had DMs on Tumblr, I had lots more "signed" asks... but once there was a way to reach out to me without public exposure, most of the known entities turned to wholly private communication.
In addition, known entities who are happy to be associated with me are more likely to just mention me in one of their posts, and get a response via reblog.
Today, most of the non-anons I receive are preceded with "Please don't post this..." They're from people who want to talk, but are assiduously polite, and don't want to just barge into my personal space.
I also get the odd submission, but at this point, I'm extremely conservative about the photos I'll post... I received a lovely one a couple weeks ago, for example, but a little speck of nipple can be perceived, and I'm not going to give Tumblr an excuse.
If someone approaches me as a person with a name, I respond to them like a person. If someone approaches me as an anonymous nothing, there's a pretty good chance I'll be at least condescending in my response, if not full-on mean. And my audience loves it when I give myself permission to be a dick.
RE: non-porn blogs... there's something to that, and it doesn't just apply to SFW folks. There are plenty of girls with sex/kink blogs out there who are hesitant to talk openly to me because they don't want their followers lecturing them about their taste.
In addition, the predictable behavior of men means that I am slightly more careful about posting signed asks. As soon as I reblog/answer someone, they inevitably start receiving shitty messages/asks from random assholes... I don't like contributing to it.
It's also worth noting that a lot of people turn to me for advice about the doms they meet online, and as a rule, said doms are not terribly fond of this. (Most of these guys would be upset at their girls' talking to anyone, but some of them are particularly unhappy when I'm the "anyone".) To them, an anonymous ask often feels like less of a betrayal while seeking my counsel.
RE: intimidation... Considering how many of my asks specifically mention "I'm afraid to approach you", I'd say that's definitely a factor. It's one thing to think, "Oh, I want to be degraded and bullied by this awful man", and another to actually experience it. (The fact that I don't do that to known entities who haven't asked for it doesn't seem to matter.)
I doubt any of my anons know me outside of Tumblr.
RE: the same handful. There are undoubtedly people who go on ask-jags and pepper me with loads of questions, but it's worth pointing out that what you see here is a mix of current asks and stuff I've pulled out of the depths of my overflowing inbox... in just the last few days, I've posted "new" asks from last weekend, six months ago, and a year ago. (There's one in the queue from 2019.) Now, my fangirls tend to be die-hards, so it's possible that it's the same five chicks across the last seven years, but all signs point to it being more diverse than that.
As for the demographics, that's obviously a wild guess. Once upon a time, I'd have said it was 10:1, women to men, but since the pandemic, things are more like 5:1. (That and the fact that I've seen a giant uptick in asks from seemingly sincere but kink-clueless people has resulted in the "softening" of some of my content... the more men and newbies I have looking, the more I feel like I need to tread carefully.) There are transfolk of all types following me, and again, more women than men. I have a lesbian crowd out there, which seems to be split between girls with fantasies of horrible guys "fixing them", and doms who feel a certain kinship with how I think about this stuff. I see the occasional gay sub-guy pop up, but they comprise the smallest slice of My People. And finally, there are those who find me completely unappealing on a sexual level, but love my writing.
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Sooooo NSFW alphabet (as a whole) for our dear clone boys? Wolffe or Cody...u decide ❤ thank u
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A/N: I decided to go with Wolffe on this one because, I like Wolffe.  Also, I think I’ve got a better grasp on his character. And, just as a reminder REBLOG AND COMMENT IF YOU LIKE THIS!!! Likes mean nothing on this site and the tags hate me personally.
A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Panting, sweating, and holding you close.  He seriously loves nothing more than pulling you against him as he presses soft kisses all over your skin.  You practically have to bribe him to let you go long enough to wash up after.
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
He loves your ass.  There’s no getting around it.  He loves the way it feels in his hand.  He loves the sound you make when he squeezes it.  And most of all, he hates to see you leave, but he loves to watch you go.
For himself, Wolffe is pretty proud of his chest.  He loves the feel of your hands on him.  He knows you watch him when he’s training with his brothers.  And you’ve made it your mission in life to kiss an admire every scar on it.  How could he not appreciate your efforts?
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
It’s a tie if he prefers cumming in your mouth or in your cunt more.  Either way, cumming inside you is the best feeling in the world for him.  It’s like he’s proving to himself that you’re his.  It’s his cum inside you, nobody else, and you’re letting him.
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
He still has your panties from the first night you had sex.  He’s not proud of it, but when he’s been away from too long, he likes to hold the lace as he jerks off.  He would never tell you.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Let’s go with limited before he meets you. Obviously none of the clones even see any sort of potential sexual partner until after their training is over, and after then it’s kind of few and far between.  Wolffe has had a couple of one night stands with some women who have come into 79′s, but that’s about it.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Doggy style.  Cliche? Yes. But true. He loves having a perfect view of your ass as he cock slides in and out of you, coated with you slick.  He loves the control it gives him.  But he especially loves covering you with his body and bite into your shoulder as you both cum.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
Not really.  He can be a little cheeky at times as he teases you, but most of the time it’s fast, rough, and completely erotic.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
He keeps it pretty trim down below.  He knows you’re not a fan of a mouth full of pubic hair when you suck him off.  The least he can do is keep your comfort to a minimum.
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
In the moment it’s like he wants to absorb your body into his. Even when he’s taking you from behind, he grabbing and pulling and kissing your skin like it’s the only thing keeping him alive.  So, romantic? Maybe not.  Intimate? Yes.
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
He’s away a lot and every now and again needs to let off some steam.  He shares his bunk with his brothers, so getting off there without leaving some evidences is a trick.  Most of the time he waits until late at night on the ship and slips into the showers when nobody is around.  It’s then a matter of turning on the warm water and picturing you’re in there with him.  He’s gotten off plenty of times to the thought of your lips wrapped around his cock as the water pours down both your bodies.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Praise kink. We know Wolffe has his own reservations about being a clone.  While he’s gotten better, the idea that he’s one of literally millions ways on him at times.  So to have you call his name, praise his fingers, his cock, his lips and know that he’s the one making you see stars is everything to him.
Also totally a Dom.  Not full blown latex and whips, but he does like the idea of tying you up and letting him do what he wants to your body.
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
His favorite place is your apartment on Coruscant.  If he’s at your apartment, good chance you’re both on leave so the probability of being call away or interrupted are slim to none.  He once kept you in that apartment for three days straight after not seeing you in months.  All you did was fuck, eat, sleep and fuck again for almost 72 hours.
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Honestly, just you whispering into his ear and telling him you’re horny is enough to get him going.  You add and kiss and a small bite on his neck and he’s ready to take you against the nearest wall.  You’re own assertiveness combined with the fact you want him to be the one to take care of you is all he needs.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
You humiliating him.  Seriously, degrading him or hitting him or anything like that just gets him frustrated and upset.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
He man loves a good blow job. I wasn’t kidding when I said it’s a toss up for him between cumming down your throat or in your pussy.  The sight of you on your knees with your lips wrapped around his cock has gotten him through plenty of lonely nights.
That all being said, he’s excellent at giving.  Although, he almost exclusively uses it as a form of torture.  There was one memorable night when he tied your hands to the headboard and decided to see how many times he could make you cum with just his tongue and fingers.
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Most of the time it’s rough borderline feral sex.  Lots of hair pulling, biting, bruised hips and a couple of broken headboards.  If you’re both not panting like you just ran a marathon he considers it a slow night.
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
On the rare occasion you’re working along side each other, quickies are definitely a thing. He never has a quickie while on duty, but he knows there is no way you guys can get enough privacy to had a full sessions.  So, the solution is quickies in empty shower rooms, abandoned tech rooms, and even once an empty med bay.  He’s not sure when he’s going to see you again and doesn’t want to waste the opportunity
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
Wolffe really is up for anything, so long as you talk to him before hand.  He wants to makes sure you’re comfortable and safe with whatever you guys try out.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
His stamina is actually pretty impressive.  You’re not sure if it’s just pent up energy since you guys so rarely get to see each other in person or if he’s just like that.  Either way, he can go three rounds on an average night.  They fluctuate in terms of time depending on how much foreplay is in between sessions, but it’s enough to leave you both exhausted and spent by the end of it.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
Wolffe doesn’t really have any toys for himself.  The mocking he would get from his brothers if they ever found it is enough for him not to risk it.  But, you do have a nice collection of toys in your apartment the pair of you like to bring out every now and again.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
He is such a tease.  There is just something about you tied to the bed, bucking your hips as you try to fuck yourself on his fingers begging for him to let you cum that is oh so satisfying.
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
He certainly is loud.  Add that to another reason why your apartment is the best place to have sex.  He grunt and groan and whispers dirty things in your ear only to get louder and more wild the closer he is to cumming.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Absolutely none of his brothers really realize how bad he has it for you.  Wolffe more than almost any other clone knows how to divide his private life from his personal life.  Even if you work together and go off to random corners of the ship for a quick one, literally nobody catches on.  The man has the best poker face in the GAR and you can quote me on that.
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
I’m convinced all the clones are hung and you can quote me on that.  An eight inch thick dick, the lot of them.
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
Pretty high, which surprises everyone besides you.  Every chance he has to touch you, he does.  You wonder if it will cool down once the war is over because there’s no chance any time soon.
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
He’s out pretty soon after you finally call it a night.  Grant you are too, but he’s out like a light.  Nothing short of a bombing is going to get him up.
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Ownership - Chapter 29 (A Kylo RenxOC AU)
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Cora Ardmore and Kylo Ren work for rival companies, but they don’t know that until after they spend the night together. Once their identities are revealed to each other, it’s a question of who will cave first?
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Warnings: BDSM club, Language, Fetish wear, Sexual situations, A creepy dom who does not understand consent with some creepy kinks, Cock warming, Alcohol, Voyeurism, Dirty talk, Possessiveness 
Chapter 29
Cora Ardmore
Over the next few weeks, Kylo and I had made sure to lie low regarding the story. I hadn’t even touched my notes or recordings, instead focusing on this month’s Resistance issue. Leia had heard the news and checked in on me a few times to make sure I was okay. It had been hard to lie to her the first few times, but now it was easier than I liked. It felt wrong to lie and keep secrets from her, but I couldn’t out Kylo to her. Not until the story was out, at least. Kylo and I carried on as normal, going to work through the week before I came over Friday evenings and spent the weekend with him.
This weekend we were visiting Phasma’s again, I wanted to try it out again, and I felt it would be a much-needed distraction for both of us. Hopefully, this time Kylo could keep his focus on me. The outfit choice this time was a lot more revealing and sexier than the first one. A black latex body suit that had a zip along the crotch if Kylo wanted easy access, the body suit came with a belt, gloves, a collar and bunny ears. After adding fishnet stockings and heels, the outfit was complete. Turning in the mirror to look at the back to see the bottom of the suit was thong like to show off my ass. After applying makeup and straightening my hair, I was ready for the club. Whilst this wouldn’t have been my first pick, I felt confident enough to wear it.
Kylo was in the same leather pants as before, only this time he’d opted for wearing a strappy black harness across his chest. “Eyes on me tonight, right?” I asked teasingly. “How could I take my eyes off of you when your dressed like that?” After getting our coats on, we left the house and Kylo drove us to the club. We skipped the line and headed straight inside like before. After handing our coats in, we went inside to the main area and ordered drinks at the bar. This time we had shown up a little later, and Phasma was already out and mingling with the crowd. If she had spotted us, she hadn’t shown it and kept her distance.
Kylo and I took a seat along the sidelines as we sipped our drinks and enjoyed each other’s company. “Are you up for trying anything tonight?” He asked. “Maybe after a few drinks I will be.” “You don’t have to if you don’t want too. We can just observe.” Smiling softly, I kissed his cheek. I knew after how badly my first time had gone here; he wasn’t looking to pressure me into anything. Any trips here now were completely on my terms. Kylo sighed and dug his phone out of his pocket. The caller I.D came up as Snoke, meaning he had to take this.
“I’ll be back in five minutes. Sorry. Maybe take a look around, see if anything takes your interest,” Kylo suggested. Once he left, I had another sip from my drink before looking around. It couldn’t hurt, maybe I would find something I wanted to try out. The first section I came across was the spanking section, there were some benches in use, other doms had their subs across their knee. Multiple tools were being used to inflict the pleasurable sting, hands, crops, whips, paddles. As I was about to move on to the next section, I accidently bumped into a tall, broad male with short black hair, hazel eyes and a strong jaw of stubble. He was dressed in black latex shorts and boots.
“Sorry,” I apologized. “Your dom should know better than to leave you unattended, little one,” he replied. Something in his voice and the way he was looking at me had me feeling uncomfortable. Swallowing my nerves, I tried to step past him, but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back, ignoring my sounds of protest. “Where are you going? Your dom isn’t here, meaning anyone can take you off his hands. You look like you need lessons in obedience,” he growled, pulling me in closer, “if you were my sub I’d have you kneeling by my feet and crawling around this place, I’d use that pretty mouth as my fucking ash tray.” My discomfort had turned to fear as this guy clearly didn’t understand consent. He was much bigger than me, and my attempts to push him away seemed to do nothing to deter him.
“Let go of me. Please,” I demanded, although my voice didn’t have a hint of confidence. Before the creep had a chance to say anything else, Phasma was at my side, standing tall with a stern look on her face. An expression I’m sure she reserved for most of her subs that disappointed her or broke rules. “You were told to let go. If you can’t understand basic consent, then you are not welcome here. Do you understand?” She growled. The creep let go of me and walked back into the crowd. Phasma placed a comforting hand on my shoulder. “Are you okay?” She asked, concern evident in her voice. “I will be when Kylo gets back.”
“Let me get you a drink,” Phasma insisted. She wasn’t the kind of woman to take no for an answer, so I followed her to the bar where she ordered us two cocktails. “I’m sorry if we got off on the wrong foot last time. I understand I probably didn’t make a great first impression,” Phasma apologized. This caught me a little off guard, this was the last thing I had expected from Phasma. And I suppose I couldn’t continue to be mad at her when she’d rescued me from that creep. “I think you’ve made up for that tonight,” I replied. “I’m glad. However, Kylo should know better than to leave you alone like that. I’m glad I was there to intervene when I did.”
Kylo finally came back from his phone call, smiling at the two of us seemingly getting along and having a drink together. “I’m glad you two are getting friendly,” he remarked. “I’m not so happy that you thought it was a good idea to leave her alone,” Phasma scolded him. “Why? What happened?” “Another dom thought she was up for grabs, had a hard time taking no for an answer.” Kylo turned his attention to me, placing a rather possessive hand on my knee, “are you okay, Kitten?” Nodding, I placed my hand over his. I felt more at ease now that he was back. But instead of feeling afraid of what happened, I now felt angry. Just because I was dressed quite revealing and had been left alone, didn’t mean that guy had any kind of claim over me.
Phasma left the two of us alone, and it wasn’t long before Kylo and I found comfier seating. From across the room I could still see the creep watching the two of us, glaring at me as if I had somehow offended him. A wicked idea crossed my mind, and I leaned in closer to Kylo. “How about you let me keep your cock warm, sir?” I suggested. Kylo’s mouth fell open in surprise before a smirk spread across his lips, “here? In front of all these people, Kitten? That’s very bold of you.” “Please, sir.” “Are you asking me this because there’s this guy whose been glaring at us for the past five minutes?” “Maybe.” “And what better way to show that your mine, Kitten.”
Kylo patted his lap before freeing his fully hard cock from his pants. Eagerly, I unzipped the crotch piece before sliding myself down on to his cock with a moan. Kylo growled and wrapped a possessive arm around my waist whilst his free hand wrapped around my throat. He kissed across my neck, up to my ear. “Your mine, Kitten,” he snarled. “Yes, Sir. All yours.” Maybe this was also my way of telling Phasma that Kylo was mine as much as I was his. A few people had noticed the obscene display and were trying to subtly watch. The creep just seemed more pissed off, and I couldn’t help but smirk smugly in his direction. Kylo’s hips bucked, forcing his cock deeper into me as well as a loud moan from me.
His lips and teeth continued to trail across my neck and shoulder, the hand that had previously been wrapped around my neck now trailed down the front of my bodysuit until he toyed with the open crotch piece. “Because you’ve been so good tonight, Kitten, I think you deserve a reward,” Kylo declared “and once you’ve had your reward, we’re going to go home where I can ruin you over and over again.” His fingers slipped inside the latex where he gently circled my clit, my hips bucking into his touch. He smirked against my neck, the loud music drowning out any words we exchanged and my moans to the people who were watching.
The fact that people were watching surprisingly only turned me on more. It was the feeling of being desired, being envied. Kylo nipped his way back up to my ear. “Fuck, I’d have you like this all the time if I could, Kitten. If I’d known you liked being watched, I would have done this sooner. All these people watching, I bet they don’t know who their more envious of, me or you. You really are perfect, Kitten, and I’m so glad your all mine,” Kylo growled. Kylo continued to rub my clit, now applying more pressure and rubbing faster so that I would cum quicker. He knew just exactly how to work my body perfectly. As I neared my climax, my walls clenched around his cock, earning a groan from Kylo.
“That’s it, Kitten. Cum around my cock, cum in front of all these people. Let them know that I’m the only one who can make you feel this good,” Kylo continued to encourage. Within seconds Kylo brought me to my climax, my walls squeezing and twitching around his cock as I cried out my pleasure. Kylo groaned and growled in my ear, his hips bucking against mine as he sought his own relief. He stroked me through every wave, my clit throbbing against his fingers until he had wrung me dry. My back rested against his chest; my breathing heavy as I came down from my high. The people that had been watching went back to whatever they had been doing before and the creep was long gone. Kylo placed soft, tender kisses to my temple, cheek and neck, “such a good girl for me, Kitten. I’m so proud of you. Let’s get you home so I can reward you more.”
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Where You Want My Lipstick Part Four
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Thanks for all of the likes/comments/reblogs/replies. I’ll be honest, I was pretty nervous posting this story and the positive feedback has made me feel way more confident, so yeah. Thank you!!
The warnings below lists a running/growing list of warnings that vary from chapter to chapter. Not everything on the list below will be in every chapter.
Warnings: This fic has explicit sexual content.
Sugar daddy-esque relationship, oral sex, dirty talk, fingering, vaginal sex, Daddy kink mention, Dom/Sub dynamics, alcohol, under-negotiated kinks, possessive behavior, jealousy, public sex, cock warming, shower sex, phone sex, praise kink If you dislike these, please don’t read. Thank you. Pairing: Andy Barber x Reader Summary: I had gone over to his every Friday for the past two months like clockwork, and my friends had complained that I never went out with them any more. 
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I can't come over tonight.
I had been hesitant to send the message, but the sooner I sent it, the better. I felt Andy's head turn toward me in my periphery. I had gone over to his every Friday for the past two months like clockwork, and my friends had complained that I never went out with them any more.
AB: Everything okay?
Promised some friends I'd go out.
Mad?
AB: Course not, sweetheart.
I smiled at that, careful not to turn the full force of it in his direction as our boss drew his attention to the case at hand.
AB: Why don't you come over afterward? You can stay the night and we can make up for lost time on Saturday.
I did glance over at Andy then, taking in his strong profile before I looked back down at my laptop.
Sounds good to me.
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My phone buzzed as I was getting ready. I'd already done my hair and picked out what I was going to wear. I had thrown on a ratty old tank top to do my makeup in and was nearly done when I heard the FaceTime ring. I frowned as I reached for it, then flushed when I saw who it was -- or rather, what it said.
'Sir' was at the top of my screen, with a black heart emoji beside it. I rolled my eyes a little, trying to push down the initial bout of excitement that welled up in me before I answered it.
Andy appeared on my screen, smiling. He was home, on his couch, it looked like, but still in his work clothes.
"Hey," I greeted.
"Hi there," He said, grinning.
"When did you put your number in my phone?" I asked.
"Few weeks ago, you left it open. I didn't do any snooping, I promise," He added. I hummed, setting the phone down on the soap dish so that I could see Andy as I finished off my makeup. I didn't really care, even if he had done some snooping - there wasn't much to snoop through.
"You miss me already?" I teased, glancing down at the camera. It wasn't exactly a flattering angle, but he didn't seem to mind.
"Feels weird without you here," Andy admitted, catching me off-guard. I had figured he'd brush it off with a joke or tease me back.
"Feels weird to not be there," I returned before I looked back at the mirror, picking up my lipstick and putting it on. It was one that he had bought me - a reddish-brown called Americano. I held the tube up for Andy's approval and he chuckled, nodding,
"Good choice."
I leaned into the camera, puckering up as if to kiss it before I picked the phone up, heading into my room. Andy and I chatted about my friends, where we were going. We typically frequented the same places, but tonight they insisted on trying somewhere new.
"You might have fun," Andy offered, "Maybe more fun than your usual place. Maybe it'll become your new usual." I shrugged, unconvinced, and sat on the edge of the bed, eyeing the time. I didn't want to be late.
"I'd be having fun if I was with you," I pouted. Andy looked thoughtful for a moment before his hand came up and loosened his tie.
"Well, we could have a little fun now."
I raised a brow, watching the mischievous smile that spread over Andy's lips.
"What kind of fun?"I asked.
Andy didn't answer.
In fact, he hung up.
I blinked at my phone for a few seconds as if I had done something wrong, or the phone had, but when it didn't immediately wink back to life, I tossed it on my bed with a mutter of, "Fucking men". I got up, tugging my tank top over my head and tossing it into the hamper in the corner of my room.
My phone rang before I could get my dress on- its usual ring, not Facetime. I walked over to it, wary, and eyed the contact before I answered, bringing it up to my ear.
"What are you wearing?" Andy's voice rasped in my ear, and I couldn't help the laugh that left me.
"You saw what I was wearing," I pointed out.
"Only part of it. Besides, I wanna hear it from you. Now get yourself comfortable, sweetheart."
I hesitated before I climbed onto my bed, laying down, pressing the phone to my ear.
"Settled?" Andy asked.
"Uh huh... Are you?"
"Don't worry about me," Andy excused.
"But--" I stopped myself, squirming in my place.
"But what?" Andy urged.
"... Want this to be good for you, too, sir," I said quietly.
"Oh, sweetheart, it will be," He soothed, and I felt myself relax a little more.
"I'm wearing the black lace bra and panty set you bought me," I admitted, smoothing my freehand over one of the lace cups of the bra. Andy made an interested sound.
"Didn’t you have a shirt on a moment ago?" he asked. I blushed as if he was there, staring me down.
"I-- I took it off when you hung up. I was going to get dressed, I didn't think you were gonna call back." Andy laughed, and I was glad he couldn't see how embarrassed I was.
"I wouldn't abandon you like that," He promised, "Interesting pick for a night out with the girls, though. Hoping you'll get lucky?"
"Not when I'm out with them, no."
"Oh? You have other plans?"
I rolled my eyes. Was he really going to make me say it?
"Well, I believe the plan is for me to come over to yours afterward," I reminded him.
"So you're wearing them for me?"
"No, I'm wearing them for me. You're just going to benefit from how hot I feel when I wear them."
"Do you now?" Andy asked. "What about them makes you feel hot?"
I licked my lips, thinking.
"The bra makes my boobs look really good," I said finally, trailing my hand over the lace again before I slid it down to the band of the thong, "And the thong makes my ass look awesome-- And..."
"And what?"
"And... Well sometimes it rides up a little in the front. And if I'm wearing jeans and the seam hits in just the right spot..." I sighed, slipping my finger into my underwear and trailing it over my pussy lips.
I heard Andy shifting on the other side of the phone, the tell tale 'clink'ing of his belt buckle as he undid it. I closed my eyes, sliding the rest of my hand under the waistband and pressing lightly to relieve some of the sensation that was building.
"Sir?" I asked.
"Yes, baby?" He murmured.
He'd been calling me that more lately; I liked it, maybe a little too much.
"Are you touching yourself?"
"Yes," Andy groaned. I felt my clit throb at the admission and I closed my eyes, letting my legs spread a bit wider as I tapped lightly at my clit, the way Andy had our first night together.
"What are you thinking about?" I asked, slipping my finger between my pussy lips to feel the wetness gathering there.
"Thinking about how badly I wanna be there right now," Andy admitted, "Between your legs, eating your pussy with that thong still on, pulling your bra down so your tits just spill out over the top. I wanna ruin the pretty things I got for you. I wanna eat your pussy until you can't take it anymore and then I want to pull that scrap of lace aside and fuck you until your screaming my name--"
I whined, teasing my fingers over my clit.
"You want that, sweetheart? Want everyone in my building to know how much you like to get fucked?" Andy cooed, sweet voice practically a menace over the phone.
"Yes," I sighed, grinding down against my fingers, "Want them to know-- Oh god, Andy--"
"And then I want to pull out and cum all over your pretty tits and your face," Andy groaned, "And cover you in me-- Fuck!"
I bucked against my hand as I came, my grip on the phone becoming a bit more lax as I listened to Andy cum, too. I listened to his heavy breathing on the other end, relaxing as I sank back down against my pillows.
"Still with me?" Andy asked. I smiled.
"I mean I probably have to do my hair again, but no other casualties," I said. Andy laughed softly on the other end.
"Sorry, sweetheart," He murmured. I shook my head, despite the fact that he couldn't see me.
"Don't be. It was hot... And should tide me over for at least an hour." Andy snorted.
"Go fix your hair. Text me when you're on your way, alright?"
"Alright," I agreed, “I’ll talk to you later."
"Bye, sweetheart.”
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I was awoken by the feeling of lips at the base of my spine. I didn’t open my eyes, move, or make a sound. Andy’s beard teased over the same spot a moment later. He leaned over, pressing another kiss to my back, and then another tease. I felt Andy’s hands slip under my hips before he turned me over. I went easily, body lax, legs spread with Andy shouldering between them. I felt him kiss the inside of my right thigh, then my left. The kisses drifted upward, back and forth until he reached my center. I felt him nose along the fabric of my thong. I felt him pause before he mouthed over the same spot. Was he watching me, waiting to see if I would look at him? I didn’t dare open my eyes to peek down at him on the off-chance I was right. He stroked his fingers along the edges of the fabric before he pulled it aside. I felt Andy’s hot breath, then his tongue tracing along my lips. I sighed, shifting a little before stilling again. Andy’s hands slipped under me, wrapping around my hips as his teasing licks increased in pressure. My hand found his hair, weaving my fingers into his hair and gripping lightly.
“Andy-- Oh,” I whined, trying to ignore my sleep-roughened voice as I tightened my grip on his hair, “Fuck me.” Andy turned his head, smearing his lips against my inner thigh. “Not yet,” He murmured. “But--” I started, but Andy shushed me before leaning up to suck a mark at the crease of my hip. I tried to wriggle away from the pressure, but Andy’s hand on my other hip kept me in one place. The scrape of Andy’s beard against my thigh, the harshness of his mouth distracted me as he slipped a finger into me. My mouth fell open, unable to help the moan that left me. Andy echoed it, and I squirmed at the vibrations against my clit. He hummed against me again, slipping in another finger as he slid a hand up to fondle my breast. I covered his hand with mine, sleepily pushing down the cup of my bra. He thumbed my nipple in slow circles, mimicking the motion against my clit with his tongue. I ground down against him, whimpering and trying to talk Andy up. When he wouldn’t move, I leaned across the bed, opening the bedside drawer and pulling out a condom. I felt his head lift and heard him laugh. “You’re so impatient,” He said, kneeling between my legs. I sat up, kissing his chest as I ripped open the packet. I looked down, rolling the condom on and stroking Andy a few times. Before I could try and scoot back to get my mouth on him, Andy wrapped my hair around his hand. He yanked my head back, lightly at first, and then a little harder when I didn’t look right at him. I let my head fall back, looking up at him and opening my mouth when he ran his finger along my lips. Andy leaned down, kissing me deeply, and I sighed, working my hand over his length as I sucked his tongue. He groaned, letting go of my hair and pulling me up to straddle his lap. I steadied myself against his chest, resting my forehead against Andy’s as he eased into me. I closed my eyes, tipping my head back as I adjusted. Andy wrapped his arms around me, pulling me flush against him as he bottomed out. I squeezed around him when he didn’t move right away, and he gave my ass a sharp slap. "Don’t you start, baby,” He laughed, “Or this’ll be over before we have any fun.” “I don’t know where you’ve been, Barber, but I’ve been having plenty of fun,” I teased. Andy smiled, mouthing along my collarbone as he began to grind into me. I closed my eyes, rolling my hips in tight circles and meeting his thrusts. “Feels so good,” I murmured. “Yeah?” He grunted. “Uh-huh,” I nodded a little, careful not to knock his head with my chin, “Your arms feel so strong-- And you feel so good, Andy.” I lowered my head, resting my forehead against his temple. “You always feel so good, and you always take such good care of me,” I went on, feeling Andy’s hold tighten on me, his pace picking up. Andy turned his head, mashing his mouth against mine before I could say anything else. My whines and moans were muted against his lips. When we weren’t kissing, we were just brushing against one another’s lips, panting into each other’s mouths. I could tell when Andy was getting close. He lowered me onto the bed, a hand snaking between us to rub harsh circles over my clit. I came calling his name, and he came a few moments later murmuring mine against my neck. Andy settled down beside me, breathing harshly as he came down. I looked at Andy for a few moments, taking in the flush that had spread across his neck and chest, and the sheen of sweat. I got up, heading over to Andy’s bathroom. I cleaned myself up quickly before I wet washcloth with warm water. When I came back, Andy had thrown away the condom and pushed himself up against his pillows. I felt him watching me as I wiped him down, and caught my wrist when I got up to put the washcloth back in the bathroom. He leaned up, pressing a kiss to my knuckles before letting go. 
After disposing of the washcloth, I came back to the bed and crawled in beside Andy. He drew me into his side, pressing his face into my hair. I wrapped my arm around his middle and slid a leg over his, closing my eyes. I wiggled my hips as I settled in, and I heard Andy hum. “I’m not ready to go again yet, baby. Give me a few minutes, huh?” I laughed, looking up at him. “Good morning to you, too,” I said. Andy reached down, pushing my hair back from my forehead. “Much as I like it when you call me ‘sir’,” He commented, “I love hearing you say my name.” I smiled at the admission. “Andy,” I whispered. His smile widened as I added, “Andy, Andy, Andy, Andy.” Andy leaned down, giving me the softest kiss. He settled back again, closing his eyes. “You have fun with your friends last night?” He asked. “Yeah, last night was nice,” I said, tracing my finger over his chest. “Tell me about it?” Andy requested. I hadn’t expected him to want to hear about it, but I told him what we’d gotten up to. At least, most of it. I had half-expected Andy to fall back asleep as I talked, but he pulled himself out of bed to make coffee for us a few minutes later. I got up to get dressed and follow him out, and stopped to check my phone before I did. I found two texts. One was from my friend letting me know that she had gotten home okay. The other, well.
Max      it was good to see you last night I pursed my lips. Running into an ex wasn’t usually people’s idea of a good time, but seeing Max hadn’t been...Unpleasant. And he’d picked up our entire tab. “Coffee’s ready, sweetheart,” Andy called from down the hall. “Be right there,” I called back before turning back to my phone. I hesitated before dismissing the message, leaving it unanswered.
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500 Follower Prompt List
Hi y’all! I hit 500 followers (OH MAN HOLY SHIT) recently, so I decided to do another drabble game. I had a lot of fun on the last one...I may not have time this week to finish any, but I’ll definitely get them done this weekend. I’ll choose 5-10 (depending on how I’m feeling) and write them.
Send me some numbers and a member (or some members, fuck it) (and a genre if you want something other than straight smut), and I’ll write something.
Dialogue
“Let me show you why you should stay in bed.”
“Are you trying to turn me on right now? Because it’s working.”
“It seems you forgot to wear any underwear tonight.”
“I see you’ve started without me.”
“Wanna taste?”
“Less talking. More fucking.”
“You’re really going to make me beg for it?”
“Are you going to eye fuck me all night or are you going to do something about it?”
“You’re so sexy when you’re all hot and bothered.”
“Forget the bed. Let’s fuck right here.”
“Fuck, I love the sounds you make.”
“Please… Don’t stop.”
“Please. I need you. Now.”
“Get on your knees.”
“This cock isn’t gonna suck itself.”
“Maybe I’d rather take my time.”
“I just wanted a taste.”
“Oh god, how can you manage to switch from cute to sexy in under a second?”
“I know all of your weaknesses.”
“You heard me. Take. It. Off.”
“Angel in the streets, freak in the sheets.”
“If you don’t like my teasing then why are you moaning?”
“I’m gonna fuck you so hard that you forget you ever even met that asshole.”
“I know for a fact that you can be a hell of a lot louder than that.“
“You make a sound and it’s game over baby.”
"If I have to pull over, you won’t be able to walk for the next week.“
“Can you feel what you’re doing to me?”
“You’re not allowed to cum without my permission.”
“Holy shit, you’re so fucking sexy like that.”
“Don’t think I’m letting you get away with that, darling.”
“The things that I want to do to you, baby...”
“Dammit, we made a mess.”
“What do you mean not yet? You can’t expect me not to cum when you’re fucking me so good!”
“You’re going to regret that, sweetheart.”
“Were you dreaming about me again?”
“I want to see those pretty little lips wrapped around my cock.”
“Bend over, I’m not kidding.”
“Look at me. Now.”
“You know I hate it when you do that, right? Keep doing it.”
“Is that a dare or an invitation?”
“You know how to make me cum, so do it already.”
“That date sucked. Wanna bone?”
“Slap my ass again, and I’ll make you fuck me in that closet.”
“My dick isn’t that big. You can handle it.”
“Stop turning the wireless vibrator up every time someone walks by. You’re going to get us kicked out.”
“I like it when you call me a drunk whore.”
“You’re hard/wet? I won’t believe it til I see it.”
“That’s what I am, right? Your cock slut?”
“Don’t hold back, baby.”
“Show me your nipples.”
I can make you cum harder than that.”
Why don’t you come here and kiss it then.”
“Your parents would be royally disappointed if they saw what you have on right now. Even more disappointed at what I’m thinking about doing to you.”
“Oh, the things I’d do to that pretty mouth.”
 “Make it hurt, baby.”
 “I’m going to die if you don’t let me cum.”
 “The more you kink shame me, the more I’m picturing you naked.”
“Wow, you take cock like it’s your day job.”
“I’ve never cried during sex before, but I guess there’s a first for everything.”
“You’re so fucking sexy when you do that.”
You’re a bad girl/boy but I love you so I’ll let you get away with it.
“Just for that, I’m gonna suck your clit ‘til you go blind.”
“Sorry I came on your favorite blanket, I owe you.”
“You’re going to get us arrested.” “Oh, I’ve always liked the idea of you in handcuffs.””
We’ve roleplayed that six times already, come up with something new.”
 “Not to make things weird, but I thought about you when I came last night.”
“There’s not enough makeup in the world to cover up this hickey, what did you do to me?”
“Next time you do that, make sure it’s on my dick.”
“I’m about to miss this important phone call but oh my god your mouth feels too good to stop right now.”
“You’re really bad at hiding how turned on you are.”
“I’m bored. Come over and sit on my dick.”
“I would obliterate your pussy, and you know it.”
“You like it when I call you my little prince/princess?”
“That’s a lot of sass for someone who ruined my bedsheets and still hasn’t apologized.”
Your choice, send me a line of dialogue that you choose - specify in ask
Trope
Loss of virginity
First time saying “I love you.”
Only one bed! Oh no!
Dancing
Secret Admirer
First time together
Getting caught
Showering together
Trapped in a storm
Caught masturbating
In an elevator
Glucose Guardian
Workplace rivals
Accidental nudes/sexts
Being dared to have sex/kiss
Choose your own - specify in ask
Kink/Scenario
Spanking/Impact Play
Lingerie
Painplay
Exhibitionism
Sensory deprivation
Bondage
Dom/domme/sub dynamic
Humiliation (public or private)
Orgasm denial
Overstimulation
Gags
Begging
Safeword use
Cumplay
Group sex/threesomes
Voyeurism
Rough sex
CBT
Role playing
Hand partialism
Anal
Choose your own - specify in ask
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