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19burstraat · 5 months

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ketterdam dashboard simulator

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who up boeking they canal

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drydens follow

I can't believe some of you log on here and thirstpost about barrel vagrants. it makes me so sick. these men are the very pits of society and have never honoured ghezen a day in their lives. there are so many other young men who make their living in a reverent way. have some dignity.

#ghezen #inghezenssight #ghezenhonouring #churchofghezen #handofghezen

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omg HOW is kaz brekker winning this he's SO problematic he's not even good for the economy he killed members of his own gang and kidnapped councilman van eck's son

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cranky coz your gang fell apart aren't you

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guys is this a mandela effect or what bc I SWEAR this painting used to be in the university district art museum, I literally saw it this week??? but I went today and it was GONE?????? there wasn't even a plaque?? guys pls I'm so confused why is everyone acting like this is normal for ketterdam? do priceless antiques just VANISH? am I being gaslit?

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stadhall-clerking

guys I'm so sorry I've been MIA :( I found out that my landlord was using my rent on the staves rather than fixing my black mould problem so I pushed him out the window and told the stadwatch he must have fallen and died because he wasn't honouring ghezen and got away with it. anyway I think maybe the black mould explains the dirtyhands/sturmhond fic I was writing sorry :( but I WILL finish my fairy queen of istamere meta post once I've moved into my new lodging

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SUBMISSION: sometimes I lie awake thinking about the time I fell down an entire flight of stairs at the slat when kaz was at the bottom, and he just stared at me (still lying on the floor), and then asked if I'd changed the beer kegs at the silver six yet. GIRL NO?!?!?!

#submission #dregs #dirtyhands #admin comment: laughed so loud my upstairs neighbour threatened to shoot me

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ADMIN NOTE: if the razorgulls don't fucking stop sending anon hate to this blog we'll tell dirtyhands n he'll send you your own IP address back

#see what happens you hack job seagulls

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kerchtourismboard

it's us, the real kerch tourism board, here to tell you what we're putting in the new summer season pamphlet. we got 1) three pages all about kaz brekker that end up being more of an advertisement than a deterrent 2) list of slipperiest spots in the barrel where you will fall over and get a concussion when ur drunk 3) top 10 ways to get your wallet stolen by a child in broad daylight 4) paintings of the komedie brute 5) advert for sten's stockpot 6) map of public toilets

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kerchtourismboardreal follow

we are not affiliated with any degenerate impersonator accounts who claim to be us. we are the only real kerch tourism account.

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grafcanal smells like piss and you should bite everyone you see wearing the mister crimson costume

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it's all 'fuck sten's stockpot' and 'I got food poisoning from the special at sten's stockpot' until you realise you don't have the money for cilla's fry, and then you come CRAWLING back to the loving arms of sten's stockpot and our special. you fucking traitors. you'll be back! you'll all be back

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what's in the special sten's stockpot

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it's a surprise ;)

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nah I thought this was the real stens lmao

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bert smit you still have 45 kruge to pay on your tab and if you don't cough up we'll send our debtors to break your legs

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exchangingbabey follow

my grisha girlfriend who still wears a kefta and says things like 'nikolai lantsov is a bastard': ugh they're still debating whether or not the council of tides should be able to control kerch shipping, I hate inter-country politics

me: I think I hauve the queen's lady

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#I wasted a full hour making this #six of crows #crooked kingdom #soc duology #kaz brekker #ketterdam #soc #grishaverse #shadow and bone #my post #dashboard simulator

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orchidsangel · 5 months

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jason meeting you for the first time in book club and he’s head over heels

gonna spam your inbox with jason asks btw hi

wait this is so cute, like you've got me thinking (this got way longer than expected)

there's a bookstore you go to frequently and on the last friday of every month they host a book club. you've been one of the members for a while now, and you know every name, face, and life story of everybody in the group by now. so, when you walk in on the last friday of this particular month, you definitely notice the unfamiliar man sitting amongst people you've already gotten to know. he's handsome, with dark hair, and green eyes, and he looks like the type to be playing beer pong on a friday night, not critiquing the plot of some newly released murder mystery. you'd be lying if you said you weren't intrigued.

regardless, you take your seat and the meeting starts. everyone takes turns sharing their opinions, each person stating how they couldn't see the plot twist coming, and that they found the book incredibly riveting. when your turn comes, you politely explain that to you it was predictable. there was only one real suspect with a clear motive, anyone else would've been a stretch. it was too easy to deduce what had actually gone down that night, and you didn't think the book needed 450+ pages to get there.

the opinion is pretty well received, except for this one person in the group that's always always irks you, asking "and how exactly did you figure that out? because if none of us did, i have a hard time believing that you did." you could give them a play by play of exactly where the author went wrong, how too many of the clues had obvious explanations, and how any semblance of common sense would lead you to the real killer. but instead, you opt for a simple "i don't know, just got lucky i guess," followed by a shrug.

the sharing continues until you get to the dark haired stranger sitting almost directly across from you in the circle. every person in the room is staring at him intently and you don't blame them, it's not often a guy as hot as him joins in on your monthly activity. you almost think it's a joke, a prank, he's being hazed, he'll open his mouth to speak and then bolt out the door leaving you guys in the dust. but instead, he calmly gestures to you, "i agree with them. far too easy to figure out, don't get me wrong it's well written but it heavily relies on the reader conveniently forgetting details from the previous chapters." he gets it, this guy gets it. you chime in, "exactly, like when they reveal that the mistress was on the boat the entire time, but they hinted at her being on the boat within the first chapter." no one asks for any follow up this time, simply accepting the pretty man's word as law.

everyone finishes sharing their opinions and then it's time to mingle. you walk around, catching up with acquaintances you hadn't seen in a while, and the stranger watches you from across the room. watching you seamlessly interact with the people in the store before turning your attention to the shelves upon shelves of new and untouched books. brushing your fingers across the spines, and occasionally pulling one down to read a blurb.

he watches you make your way down the aisles, dipping in and out of his field of vision, and back to the main area where everyone's chatting, before spotting him and heading over to where he stands; a book in hand. you hold it out for him and he takes it, looking up at you curiously.

"a good mystery. if you're looking for one."

"thanks."

"yeah, no problem."

you walk away, and he watches your back as you head over to the rest of the group to say your goodbyes and head out. but before you exit, hand holding the door open, you turn towards him and give him a small wave, before the sound of the bell on the door jangling invades his ears, and you're no longer there.

his eyes follow you until he can't see you through the window anymore and he looks down at the book, it's something he's read before. but it's good, and he knows you know it's good because you recommended it to him. so even though he's already read it, he'll read it again so he has something to talk about with you in a month when he gets your name.

#☆ messages from friends ☆#jason todd i’ll love you forever #jason todd x reader #might have to expand on this

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tytarax · 17 days

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Dance of the Damned

Curious fact: I'm taking a course at university about death, and I have a lot of material wahahaha

I just wanted you to know, this fanfic will have 20 chapters or something like that

It was the first time in a long time that I saw Lucifer that way, he looked serious and worried.

We were both kneeling on one knee in front of Emily, looking at her in silence as we processed what had happened.

What was she doing here?

____: Hun, what happened? Were you... expelled?

Even though I already knew the answer, I didn't want to believe it, I wanted to hear it from her.

She eventually nodded.

What I feared...

Before she could continue, she started crying again. I showed her some tissues and something to drink so she could calm down, and I asked her to excuse us for a moment.

We left the room and started talking.

Lucifer: I didn't think they would do it again...

____: I think the same...

Lucifer: ...Who... who is she?

____: Well, she is Sera's younger sister, she was... she was created to be your replacement as far as I know. She has- no, she had a similar relationship to the one you had with Michael.

Lucifer: I see... The last thing I wanted was for someone to follow in my footsteps.

____: Lu... Let's go back inside

Entering the room again, they found a calmer Emily.

____: Hello Emily, I see that you are... emm... you are not crying so much anymore. Would you mind telling us what happened?

Finally meeting their eyes, she nodded.

"After you went to heaven I got quite angry with Sera, it didn't seem fair to me about exterminations, so I genuinely wanted to help Charlie redeem sinners, do what I could from up there. Then the first sinner arrived. and I was so happy, even though Sera wasn't. Since then some time passed and I became quite resentful of everyone who was allowing this. Eventually, because of my way of thinking, the elders and wise men of heaven made the decision to... Expel me... Sera didn't do anything about it, she just looked at me with disappointment while... while I fell. It's the last thing I remember before you helped me come here."

You and Lucifer were in shock, what was heaven planning? First, Lucifer 450 billion years ago had a different thought than the others and was expelled, now the same thing happened to Emily, precisely Lucifer's replacement. Both were in charge of giving joy to heaven and divine creation...

What are they hiding?

What are they trying to do?

Stop interfering

What do you mean by that!?

The things between heaven and hell are our problem, I thought we had already made it clear to you

Michael, you expelled another angel from heaven!

Michael: And how does that affect you? It doesn't affect you in the slightest, the only reason you bother is because unfortunately you were created with emotions.

____: Do you want me to tell you how it affects me? They are destroying the balance!

Michael: And they don't? They sent a sinner to heaven

____: He was redeemed, by God… Don't come and complain about overpopulation because in heaven there isn't any, in hell there is.

Michael: Now who is damaging the balance? You are taking sides and that is not your job. Focus on collecting souls and everything you do, don't do other things.

____: And what does God think about this?

Michael: Don't you dare use His name. He has nothing to do with dirty sinners. So don't bring Him into the topic.

____: So what? For every redeemed sinner who is sent to heaven, are they going to send an angel to hell?

Michael: Emily's way of thinking was corrupted, just like Lucifer's, and if she thinks like him from such a young age, hell is her place.

____: I can't believe what you're saying…

Michael: I'm not going to extend this meeting any longer, no more sinners are going to come to heaven, Emily will stay in hell, and you go back to your boring routine and stop sticking your nose where you don't care.

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pistatsia · 6 months

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20 Questions for Fic Writers

@ciunasboinin thanks for tagging! This was such a fun to write 1. How many works do you have on Ao3?

27 works.

2. What's your total Ao3 word count?

197,001

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Blue Lock!

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Birds and wings (kaisagi) (1965)

Kaleidoscope (kainessagi) (973)

dreams (noego supremacy) (737)

sun compression my beloved (kaisagi) (450)

pyrrhic victory (kaisagi) (367) and (for representation of some clear kainess) Flower Crown (351)

5. Do you respond to comments?

I do! Sometimes it can take a long time because most of the time between university, work, language courses, immigrant problems, care for my flat and pets I'm partially dead, but I'll always answer. Though sometimes when I'm too tired I ignore really short ones (from five or so words) because I don't know what can I answer for that.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

pyrrhic victory (kaisagi). I still feel sorry for Isagi when I think about it. It's kinda OOC because of the circumstances I build there, but I still think that that's a quite possible acting for Isagi in that situation. He's just seventeen, after all.

As for kainess, then directly it's house of cards, and indirectly float: major spoiler below, skip italics block if you plan to read 'float'.

Because while Ness believes that "rules" (Ness is useful = Kaiser is not leaving him) which he and Kaiser have will grant him control… actually they mean nothing. The whole scene with spirits (when Kaiser brags about them foolishly thinking that he'll follow long-gone rules about human and gods) along with the loneliness theme is a huge metaphor for that. Kaiser will destroy everything on his path if he'd want to, just of pure boredom, and no rules will ever stop him. And, of course, one day this "everything" will include Ness.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

"sigh" probably Birds and Wings. I'm still occasionally thinking about orphaning it, but I won't do it since my friend will behead me in instant if I'll do that haha In my defense at that time it still wasn't clear how bad are kainess problems - they looked like two silly plushes, so Kaiser is much softer there, and Ness is in his mentally-stable era. Like, Kaiser still uses Isagi a bit, but also helps him a lot of course. This is explained by the injury that put his career under the threat and after which Kaiser is kind of reevaluating his life a bit, but of course now I realise it doesn't work that way with him haha. It's pure romance, basically. I still feel my teeth getting rotten when I think about the epilogue. As you may see, I don't really like it.

Through this was the fic because of which I've met one of the best persons in my life, so of course I'm also quite grateful to it!

8. Do you get hate on fics?

From myself lol Through I've never got anything bad from my commenters, everyone is always so sweet and nice.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

I try to avoid it as much as I can haha. Don't like to write it. Through actually there's a lot of feelings and relationship aspects which can be shown through the sex, so it's kind of sad - I'd liked to be better with that. If I write then I try to finish it as fast as possible haha so usually they're rated M and have a really non-graphic smut. Sometimes that really affects atmosphere of the writing (in bad way), so for example I think it's visible in charity project (kaisagi), which just can't be written without a smut scene

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

Nope, and not that I want to - maybe I did when I was younger, but I almost don't remember that time. Though I've mentioned Esperion from Ao Ashi in Birds and Wings!

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Nope, at least I don't know about that.

12. What's the longest you've ever spent working on one fic? And the shortest?

Longest - it's really hard to tell, since there are a lot of fics which I write quite fast but I think for months about the idea, settings and thoughts I want to show. Maybe it was Pilgrims (kainessagi), took so long for both research and writing. I've rewritten it multiple times, and at some point I had 12k words in my cut-out document and 2k in final one.

Shortest - I don't know, probably cyclicity (kainess) or summer in your eyes (tabiori). I wrote both of them in span of 3-4 hours. But again, it also involved a lot of thinking before haha

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Nope, never. This may be interesting but it involves too high level of trust and organization between writers to do that

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

Oikage once and forever.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I have so much of them. I think "electrical dreams" for academic rivals kaisagi without existence of Blue Lock - I've been thinking about it since March or April. Isagi gets in German university in the last attempt to continue playing football, and Kaiser have lost both football and Ness because of his own overconfidence. They meet, but for both of them this moment is almost the worst in which they could have. Also there are awesome background tabiori. But it includes so much smut (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠) And drama haha I've started it multiple times, but it just doesn't sounds right. Not sure if I'd be able to write it the way I want.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Oh… Not a good question to answer for me with all of my self-esteem issues haha But if I'd say about myself, most of all I love how I'm determining the central theme of the work and then build the whole story around it. I have few works where I allowed myself to be silly or simply writing angst of course haha, but mostly I take this part of writing really seriously, especially in the long works. The central point of my writings usually is absolute acceptance, and when I write it this way I really start to feel some hope towards myself as well.

For example, Kurana (Snuffy & Lorenzo if they met a few times before) is about how you never may know how your impulse act of kindness towards less-fortunate can affect one's life. How you can give someone hope and will to live by simply being a human. Birds and Wings are about how a single person, who finally believes in you can change your life in an instant, and how much of hope and self-esteem this can grant. How all of us are becoming better near the person who trusts us. And Pilgrims are about total acceptance of yourself, including all the bad and good and gray parts. That in the world so huge sooner or later of course you'll meet someone who'll understand you as no one else does, even if their experience is slightly different. That even in a world where you're alone one day you won't be.

Also my planning skills! I always write a plan before starting a long work, even with small one sometimes. Sometimes it changes in the process of writing, of course, but it's still nice to have a base like that. And I also write down there parts of dialog or small acts which I want to add. This can take weeks or months sometimes, but in result works becomes better than it may have been and much fuller.

And maybe the fact that I can force myself to write even if I don't want too or too tired, because else I won't write a single word in months :D

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Oh, I can rumble a lot about it haha. Sorry if it sounds kind of pathetic. But in short, I think it's either a weak English or the fact that in the end there's almost nothing which can be said about my works. I see that works with the same or lesser amount of kudos get 2-3 times more comments, and of course I'm jealous a bit of it because of my perfectionism, but most of all I'd just like to know why my works don't create similar wish to share the thoughts which appeared throughout the reading. What do they lack, what should I improve - I'd like to know that to become better. Maybe I'd like for a beta reader to read and criticize some of my works so I'd know where to dig, but again this requires a high level of trust.

I also think that characterization variety is my weak point - I'd say I have canon-like understandings of them, of course, which is shown for example in charity project or sacrifice (kainess), but I write a lot about same characters. And it will quickly get boring if I'd explore them from the same side. So my works often have entirely different characterizations, which especially visible with my kainess fics.

And the fact that I'm always trying to jump over my head in everything, and sometimes this badly affects the resulting work.

Also probably the fact that I don't read now as much as I did when I was younger, and of course this limits me in my writings. But usually I'm too tired to process normal literature. Through nevertheless I've almost finished Hesse's Steppenwolf and "The Orange Balloon Dog" of Don Thompson (through it's about art). Hope I'd had more time at the break between semesters.

I'm also almost unable to write something short just for fun (because I want to ✨show✨ something, but usually I don't have much to lol), and this really limits me. I have ~120 ideas in my drafts, but I would never write them because I know they will turn out too empty for my taste, and I'll dislike it the way I dislike some of my both posted and unposted works. Also it's hard for me to write works with more than 30k words, since I'm too laconic and can't make myself to add more scenes when I criticize myself that its 'unneeded' - even if it's purpose is to show development of characters relationships. The fact that I prefer to finish work first and only then publish it chapter by chapter because I'll afraid than else I would abandon it and disappoint someone just adds to it. Too short for maxi fics, too long for drabbles, the drama of my life.

But in the end of the day my main reader is me, and most of time I'm satisfied with my works! Of course there's a directions in which I want to evolve, but still the way I write now is the style I've always adored in other's authors works while I grew.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?

I know only two languages aside of the English (and basics of Czech and French which I've almost forgotten), and they can't be used in bllk fics. Once I tried to add something like that in German (when my friend who knows it a bit helped me) to Kaleidoscope, but this was a mistake haha

Through I know plenty of programming languages 🫡 One day I'll write Sae analyzing his famous statistics data in R and it will be the end for y'all.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Oh, I don't remember, this was so long ago. Probably Once Upon a Time or BSD.

20. Favourite fic you've written?

sun compression for sure - it gives me so much hope when I think about it. Love this feeling of soft calm wind filled with the sun after the storm - the feeling of serenity, if you get me. The feeling of recovering and starting a new life, leaving all the bad behind, finally looking into the future with hope. Still can't believe I've written something this beautiful. And I really love setting of Baden and kaisagi which I've written there.

#how the fuck do I have 6 years of work experience completed CS degree with honors and one in process but can't use CSS code on this hellsite #pistatsia writing #blue lock #bllk #kainess #kaisagi #tag game #fanfiction

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artificial-ascension · 1 year

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Just a few Smiley HCs, not a big long post just some I swear

He's a demon. He makes it everyone's problem

He's like 450 years old. Everyone keeps asking about major historical events and his response "I wasn't there I was doing other things"

Sometimes he has a reason, like that he was several hundreds of miles away and very young at the time, other things not so much

He got invited to the Boston Tea Party by his brother and didn't go because "He didn't hate tea or British people enough to care"

He did see Alexander Hamilton get shot in person though

Oh yeah also he has a brother. They're not actually realated they were both just born around the same time and got adopted by the same person and stayed together even after they left their pride

Oh speaking of which Smiley's species is weird. I won't give details (I'll put those in another post) but he's actually this weird shadow thing that looks like a weird mix of Slenderman and Pride from FMA. He possesses human bodies because he's not yet strong enough to exist in his true form in the 3rd dimension for more than a few minutes

They also reproduce through a weird version of mitosis meaning no one knows who's related to who and everyone is adopted. Sometimes his species forms large groups called prides but it's also common for them just just roam around either aline or with a few friends

Smiley is unfortunately alone, having not seen his brother for awhile

He has EJ though. They're queer platonic

Smiley's asexual because his entire species is. His ability to feel romantic attraction is debatable. He likes EJ but he's not sure if he considers them in love

He definitely feels something for Nurse Ann though. They met after the Civil War when Smiley first started killing his patients. Ann had a massive crush on him and Smiley decided to manipulate her, eventually killing her as well but fkr the time they worked together he definitely felt something towards her and said feelings have grown over time

Ann on the other hand was resurrected by Zalgo to hunt Smiley's species as the whole species had stopped listening and also they eat other demons sometimes and several individuals had wronged him personally so he just decided to have someone get rid of them and Ann was the perfect candidate he decided

150 years later the undead demon hunter x the demon who killed her ship is... going strong? There's alot of tension between them. Smiley still loves tormenting her and she keeps falling into the "I can fix him mindset" but at the same time They're both really horny for eachother in every way imaginable

His sense of humor is fucked. Everything is funny to him. His favorite movie is Repo! The Genetic Opera and he adamantly believes it is a comedy (That movie contains gratuitous murder scenes with silly sound effects, for context, and he can't get enough of it) His weird blue liquid is only blue because Zydrate is blue and he wanted his to be blue too, so he put food coloring in it

Smiley acts mostly human but alot of the time he can be found acting just a little... off...

He stands weird. He normally keeps his hands shoved in his pockets and tries to stand straight but sometimes he forgets and ends up walking around hunched over with his arms held weird. He alwaus goes up the stairs on all fours

He makes weird noises alot. Generally he only makes them around other demons (EJ has begun to understand what each of his clicks and and cries meam) but sometimes when he experiences alot of emotion at once he'll let a chirp or two slip

He lays weird. He's super flexible and constantly bitches about having to follow the laws of anatomy (in his true form he has no bones, organs or anything else. He's an amorphous shapeshifter) He sleeps and lays curled up like a cat

Also he purs. He's very very cat like but only around certain people

He eats alot too. His metabolism is super fast and he's got dangerously low body fat. Of course at the same time he's a picky eater and prefers his own home grown and caught food. He will eat a few store bought snacks (mostly sweets. Not a particular fan of too much sugar but he will enjoy a cookie from time to time)

He's an amazing farmer. He has a greenhouse where he grows all sorts of things. Tomatoes, strawberries, peppers, spices, everything. He also raises fish, crab, shrimp and cray fish via hydroponics. He also has chickens and a regular plot of farm land that some of the others help him look after

He grows weed too. Alot of it. Smiley fucking loves doing drugs. Back when heroine was in cough medicine he woyld sit in his clinic on a slow day and drink it. Unfortunately drugs are harder to come by now a days. The only stuff he has easy access to is Salvia which is effectively LSD the plant but phycodelics have other effects on his species so he can't use them. He doesn't drink either, he has a very sharp sense of smell and cannot stand being around alcohol so he just gets high and smokes cigarettes. Seriously he smokes like two packs a day and you'd be hard pressed to catch him sober

He's also the masnion weed dealer. He gives it out "for free" but if he gives you weed you owe him something now, so it’s best to have something on hand to trade with him

Also gives people vegetables. He grows way too many for him to use all by himself. This has gained him the nickname Dr. Pepper

Other nicknames include Doc Smiles, Dr. Feel Bad and The Good Doctor Smiley, the latter is widely knkws to be an oxymoron

He is an actual good doctor knowing a wide array of modern medicine, home remedies and old healing techniques form back in the day. He just like to kill people though. Demon instincts and shit

He gives alot of his patients organs tk EJ, he alsk has a special rule about no eye stuff which he claims is for EJ's sake (Eye stuff brings back very bad memories for him) but Smiley cannot handle seeing things happen to eyes either

Smiley is very manipulative. He's spent a long time around humans and knows how to manipulate them. Most demons are actually veey honest creatures however Smiley is not above lies and deception to get his way

If he can't manipulate someone into giving him what he wants he either gets aggressive (While he may appear frail he isn't, thanks to his demonic influence over his physical body he's quite strong. Also tall. He's 6'4 making him the tallest person with a human body in the mansion. Also his teeth are super sharp snd he will bite) or he tries to guilt trip

450 year old demon claiming he should get the last slice of pizza because he's neurodivergent and minor

Which is somewhat true. He's not fully developed yet as a demon and still has about 200 years before he will be, but the actual age he acts is determined by his physical body. His current human body is 38. Not a minor. He dose have PTSD though from being an army medic in several wars along with some mild abandonment issues

Ok I'm done with him. Done done done. Here. Take these.

#dr. smiley #creepypasta headcannons #dr smiley

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0ssianic · 6 months

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Server maintenance is happening, my thoughts before 4.2 drops (and organizing my thoughts re genshin lore in general)

So the thing I really want to see is the combination of a dragon sovereign's and an archon's power. We've seen that Neuvillette can't permanently hold back the Primordial Sea, and so far it's unclear if Furina's plan is going to be enough. I've seen people posting about wanting Neuvillette to get the gnosis, but I want them to work together so bad I believe in my girl. If the OG sovereign's power was split 50/50, then they both need the other.

I believe that the game's told us that Nahida is the youngest archon, but most of the archons died or fell in some way during the cataclysm. In summary:

Zhongli and Venti, OG archons, are still alive and kicking

Ei has been around since the archon war, but became archon 500 years ago when Makoto died

Nahida is the reincarnation of rukkhedavatta

Egeria died 500 years ago, Furina would've become archon. Furina is probably older than 500 y/o since Nahida's the youngest

Murata: not enough info, but not the OG pyro archon

The Tsaritsa isn't the OG cryo archon, but she's definitely older than 500 y/o (Venti has said that he used to know her well before the cataclysm)

It's a popular theory, but I also think the hydro gnosis is in the Oratrice and Furina put it in their as part of whatever her plan is, but the act of doing it caused her to lose a lot of memories. We've seen it happen before with Nahida's story quest, where using too much of her power caused her to lose her memories. Whenever Furina talks about the "wisdom of the gods" (I don't remember it exactly, but she's been repeating it which makes me think its important), to me it sounds like she's trying to believe in what her past self did. Without her gnosis, she's mortal, and wants to believe that what the "god" version of herself did was right and going to work.

I think it happened 400-450 years ago based on the various Narzissenkruez quests. There are books that talk about the new form of energy & machines, the Opera house, and the new Iudex (Neuvillette) that are from ~400 years ago in game. The Oratrice would have been made around this time (and Furina splitting the gnosis from herself).

I don't know how yet it relates to the prophecy, but the game has made it clear that cycles/samsara is important. Furina's teaser trailer makes it seem like the prophecy has already come to pass. As a stretch, it's possible Furina's been using the energy generated by the Oratrice to reverse the effects or reverse time until some more permanent solution is found. (The demo goes the idea of "pre scripted" and being able to change fate or not. Plays can be put on multiple times, with the same ending).

Another possibility is that Furina's consciousness has been split in two: one part is in the Oratrice and the other is the one we've seen. It could be that the Oratrice part of her is currently alone in there. It would follow with the dualities we keep seeing with her (pneuma & ousia, two outfits, how one of her eyes is different from the other)

And of course the major loose thread is whatever's up with Childe and the Narwhal, which have to be related to the Abyss. My guess is that the Narwhal is what's been causing the rising sea levels and is somehow the key to the prophecy, given that it's the new trounce domain boss, if I remember right.

We haven't seen a Nail yet in Fontaine, so I suspect one of the new areas will eventually have it. There's been one in every nation so far, and there's nothing to suggest the pattern breaks (unless we get to see the Nail come down or it's added as the expansion to Fontaine after we're introduced to Natlan)

#genshin impact #this is a bit more rambly than i thought it would be #spoilers

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beforethepoison · 8 months

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A couple days ago I was following this "influencer" (blergh) lady and she posted this picture: "Little things in life for me" and then she tagged @chanel.beauty.

I thought how ironic she associates the brand that is absolutely expensive and she says that "little things in life for me" (with certain connotation associating to the "simple things")

Seeing her instagram more times, I realize that I caught myself taking picture of my glasses. The most expensive thing that I have of a brand. And I thought of posting on instagram sorta copying her style.

After a time thinking, I realize how RIDICULOUS it was for me that never done that kinda stuff to do that: Post a picture of a object just because it has a brand. ( Armani glasses R$ 450)

Me, myself I can't never have a life that she has. Or try to simulate one. Never. The door of my bedroom has paint coming off. There is water leak in my livingroom.

I have a wood piece that is over two bar tables to be my dinner table.

We have to pay attention on kinda "aesthetic" we admire because it's like a poison. We find cute pictures online,and then when you realize you are wanting to buy expensive stuff that you don't even need.

And to be quite honest, this influencer only does ads. She doesn't do anything interesting. She only has a great camera that costs R$18.000 and a lot of money and lives in a big city. Having money can make you very cool indeed.

And I wanna say that even if we have poor resources, we can still make cool stuff, we can make art.

this text is also a note to myself so I remember that the "Little things" are not brands, or being rich to be cool. Money can make anyone "cool"

but the essence of life, or what I believe, the important things are not the ones that we don't see or flaunt it.

#note #fuck chanel #fuck influencers

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the-firebird69 · 1 year

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And Jason escaped using our son's method he saw the little pocket bike was the light cycle said he had to ride it then they had the other one the other room and said I have to ride that not big but not big enough to ride it the second one so he had to eat like a madman wasn't working yet do you like a madman in escaped and the cops pulled the girls over following him so he tried to figure out what they're doing told the girls so he stopped for the girls in the hospital I told the girls to head out and they fled he took off my son said they're away he told us the cops after him hit the gas he knows how to ride and could not believe how hard it was Jamie got mad and said you're going too fast too quickly slow down and start practicing Jason had enough the news is right enough to get away so it worked on it. Most appreciated and Tommy f will soon he's gotten away from them many times and he knows what he's doing. Jason got away and said no way said how many horsepower is it and it couldn't believe it it was only like 15 horsepower and is going 200 mph not kilometers the cops couldn't even see him cuz he was so far ahead and Cars saw go by and was saying what the hell is that. Because that's the Phoenix. The name is sticking and the colony of the Phoenix lifecycle company cuz they look different it's made by eagle motor company, that we might make it into a subsidiary like hard not kicker 5150 is it's completely different process and different manufacturing line for light cycles they already have a bunch of companies making them they can't seem to make it fast enough or cheap enough these are cheap you can make them fast so go ahead and setting it up design it's sleeker it's it's thinner it's smaller in the very fast and he's got a medium one and full size one and a huge one and it looks kind of like Brad's with the tires are big but boy is it haul ass it's going to make a trike and a car version and here's how it goes we want people on these to stop the clothes they made tons of them

20 cc's light cycle pit bike and we sell the gear with it for kids for children too and it goes about 70 mph you can put a limiter on it looks exactly like a light cycle and with his weight going to go about 60 he's first side and he almost wet his pants it was so cool to him and he heard about the method and you put it up on the mantle and it's a entertainment center and cast a movie that the things that you attached to it and as a radio that's built in it's really an entertainment center. And there's the next size up and that's like the adult entertainment center and that's what we designed the other day it's about 50 in Long and this would be 49cc or 125 cc's. The medium one which is like a Honda rebel size that switch down into a light cycle this one is 250 cc's or 350 cc's. There's a medium light cycle in the size of a regular sport bike a little bit bigger it's like a superbike size but squish down into a light cycle. The medium is 350cc or 450 CC and there's a large one that's 450cc or 550 CC and they're all chain drive everything is high tech they're all alloys they have all the cows and they have the systems that hold you on and they're all very fast and have safety devices. Do we have an option on the medium and the large one to go to the shaft drive and with it while we're thinking about that

Right now the pit bike size is about $1,200

And the very small one that's bigger than the pit bike is $1,500

The rebel Honda rebel size is about a 2500 there's a jump there because it's very high performance and the top speed is about it's about 600 miles an hour the one before this is about 400 if it's souped up and comes out of the box at about 250 in the small one the pit bike we'll go about 80 if you soup it up and 70 out of the box

The medium light cycle is a real bike is $4,500 and top speed is about 800 has a 350 and 450cc option

And the large is about 7,500 so 450cc or 550 CC and it goes about 1200 miles an hour

Thanks for on sale now it's from the light cycle company and it's a little bit different design it's very safe and powerful and strong but they're made to be less expensive and it may have had a positive effect on the top speed and performance because they weigh less

I only have a complete line of light cycles including off-road in the car and the trike and with a shaft drive and even with a turbine and five cycle but that won't be for some time for real until the sales get up there and confidence is in the consumer we need we need people to have confidence the others don't sell that much but they do it

Thor Freya

These are our cycles it's Hera and I mostly we help design or no we designed the bikes and we had people go through it and critique it and try and say if there's anything wrong or not the reason I designed them like this way is to make them less expensive they don't have a lot of beef to them but the parts are very strong and I lightened it up a little with an alloy which is not much money they came out very cheap and very strong and very fast and I'm redesigning my sim light cycle based on it and that has a different power plant and I have more reinforcement but it's made for for much faster use and heavy use and the fly cycle too and I'm getting a lot more speed out of it and Hera mentioned it and boy is she an angel she is really good at this and it's a engineering and design and I have to hand to her she did a great job today and has backed me up the whole time and I'm okay it's kind of a little bit boring and it's probably boring for her too

Zues

He means the day-to-day stuff is not very exciting and the show itself is kind of very lame and the mall was better than what's going on here and there's people cross idiots and Walmart and it just is going on and on and on he says it might be the name of the store and the same with Publix so we are looking at that but wow that's weird only from him

Hera

I'm going to look at this heavily I do understand what you're saying these people like programmed and stuff and what they're doing is so nutty and dangerous and hell we have to watch out for it so checking it out if it is we know what to do

Thor Freya

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bmacreadz · 2 years

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"The Invisible Life of Addie Larue" by V. E. Schwab

I debated whether or not to write about this one because I didn't even finish it. However, since I've dedicated this blog to reviews, I decided to go ahead and tell you all what I took away from "The Invisible Life of Addie Larue."

This story follows Addie Larue's past and present lives. Although she's lived for over 300 years, V. E. Schwab mainly focuses on moments of the past that lead to her immortality and her present life in New York City. The author does a great job at describing some of Addie's more "major" decisions to the reader, but her descriptions are unaccompanied by any action. Consequently, the story lacks adventure, which I expected given the premise of the book.

This is a book that focuses on the present "action" in alternating paragraphs. One or two paragraphs will walk the reader through Addie's present, then the next two or three will bring the reader back into Addie's past - which seems very limited, despite her having experienced all these exciting moments in history.

I can't say too much about what the book did or did not include, given I stopped reading less than halfway through, but I will say that I was unimpressed, unexcited, and just plain bored. I hate to leave a story unfinished, whether I'm enjoying it or not, but I could not justify forcing my way through the entire 450 pages. Maybe I did myself a disservice, because there are people who have really enjoyed this book. There are plenty of good reviews on it, and plenty of people who found it to be an incredible story. I am just not one those people, and I have yet to regret letting this story go unanswered.

I prefer action, adventure, romance, and excitement. I enjoy great writing, character-development, and intensity. I spent a short time trying to find these things; nevertheless, I believe it would have been a fruitless pursuit had I finished the whole book. I took a chance on "The Invisible Life of Addie Larue," but I can't say that I'm disappointed because I wasn't really expecting all that much from it. If you decide to read it, I hope that you find more enjoyment. I sincerely hope that the next reader, and the next, and the next are the types of readers that books like this are made for, because I believe life is too short to waste precious time on unenjoyable stories.

#book review #the invisible life of addie larue #ve schwab

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orrible-orrible-orrible · 3 years

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#I offer nothing but brain rot on this blog #but thank you for all the 450 people who decided to follow me #I can't believe you would subject yourself to this madness #have a kiss 😚😚😚😚😚

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violetarks · 3 years

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"there will only ever be you."

anime: tokyo revengers

character: sano 'mikey' manjiro

summary: y/n watching her boyfriend beat the absolute hell out of her brother was her breaking point.

a/n: afab! reader, she/her pronouns used, third perosn pov, !!spoilers for ep 18!! onwards (set in the timeline where mikey kills kazutora) this has been an idea for a while, should be mikey x reader but in this sitation,,,??? optional second part here

Y/N stood there, a few steps behind Draken. Her eyes were glued at the scene everyone of Toman and Valhalla had stopped to witness. And with every punch thrown by the blonde, a harsh impact followed and possibly even a cracking of a bone. It was like a nightmare. Blood everywhere. The two people closest to her fighting it out. Well, more like Mikey beating the crap out of Kazutora.

"Mikey..." Draken says, widening eyes at the severity of the situation. He went to step forward, but hesitated. "What have you done?"

Y/N is the next to move, breathing heavily as she moves forward slowly. "Kazu—..." She exhales, walking passed Draken, "Kazutora?"

Mitsuya then becomes the third person to move out of the nearly 450 people there. The difference between Mitsuya, Y/N and Draken is that he is running. To Y/N.

He stands in front of her, arms out to block her. "Don't, Y/N. It's... It's dangerous." He claims, furrowed brows. He never would've guessed he'd be saying that about her own boyfriend concerning her safety. "You can't stop him. Mikey's too far gone now. I... I can't have you getting hurt."

She changes her gaze from the ground to him. And Mitsuya can say for sure that the glint in her eye showed the most fear he's ever seen on her face. He doesn't know what to say.

But he can't let Mikey hurt his own girlfriend. He'll come to his senses soon.

"Please." She says, voice wabbly and lips quivering. She grabs Mitsuya's sleeve, tugging him with shaky hands. "Let me through. That's my brother, Mitsuya. Kazutora, he's—"

She's hyperventilating. Mitsuya holds her shoulders, pained look in his eyes as he stops her from bolting forward, towards Mikey and Kazutora. She's struggling against his grip, shouting out her brother's name to get something, anything to tell her that he was still there. That Kazutora was still there.

Draken snaps out of it, seeing Mitsuya unable to keep Y/N still. Because he's tearing up as well, now dawning on him that his childhood friend would be gone. Mitsuya was crying into Y/N's shoulder, who in return was clenching her fists at the fabric on his back.

He turns to the other side of the battlefield, seeing Chifuyu holding Baji's body, tears streaming down his own cheeks.

Shit. What the fuck?

The Second in Command walks towards the other two, holding onto Y/N's wrist and pulling her back. "You have to calm down." He says through gritted teeth, closed eyes. He can't bare to look at her right now.

"Stop him, Draken!" She cries out, "Kazu's not gonna—"

"Y/N." He says sternly, seeing the other get himself together.

Mitsuya takes a deep breath in, holding onto Y/N's other wrist.

Tears are pricking her eyes as Kazutora's blank ones are suddenly turned to her.

He was the one to introduce her to Mikey, those few years ago when they had just established Toman. She was a year younger than them all and originally, Mikey didn't take any interest in her. It wasn't until Draken had exposed how much time the two spent together that Mikey believed he liked her in that way.

They started dated a few months later, Y/N asking if he had a crush on her like normal kids would say. When he admitted it, Y/N had immediately taken them both to Kazutora. She asked for his permission, to which Kazutora rolled his eyes at and waved off, saying to do whatever they pleased.

Kazutora did admit a few weeks later that he expected Y/N and Baji to date. Which made Mikey keep her away from Baji for about four days.

None of that would've happened if it weren't for Kazutora.

Mikey's new happiness never would've bloomed if it weren't for Kazutora, the same guy who took his old happiness away.

Mikey can't hear his girlfriend's cries for help. He's only focused on the purple appearing on Kazutora's face as he lands punch after punch. His heavy breathing while he holds his childhood friend by the neck, squeezing as tightly as he can. He knows that at this point, he should be stopping.

But he can't stop. Or more-so, he won't stop.

He knows Kazutora is still alive. He's breathing, ever so slightly. So he can hear it when Mikey speaks.

"You took him away from me. Do you have any fucking idea how that felt?" He scowls lowly, only for Kazutora to hear as he pulls him up from his collar, "You put me through Hell. To be a 'hero'? Since when did I become your enemy?"

Kazutora's eyes are nearly lifeless. He coughs out blood, fingers twitching at his sides. He couldn't even bring them up to wipe his face. Maybe they were broken. But all the pain was in his neck and his face bones.

"It was..." Kazutora has to clear his throat to speak better to Mikey. Who hates it. "... all your fault."

Mikey's eyes zone in on Kazutora, drawing a punch to break his nose. He can feel it break from under his knuckles. He growls through his teeth, shaking the dual-haired boy frantically, "Don't you ever say that shit again! You did all of that, Kazutora."

He's staring up at the sky, unable to focus with his vision becoming blurry. He can't focus. On anything. He can see Mikey's blonde hair blowing in the wind, but he's unable to see his eyes. But he can feel it, the sense of murder in his eyes. Directed at Kazutora himself.

"You fucked up my life." Mikey scoffs, shoving him into the dirt floor, "You fucked up your own life. But even worse, you fucked up Baji's life." He points to the lifeless body of Baji. "How the Hell could you do that to him? He stuck by you, through all the shit you put him through. Baji... He deserved better. Than you, than me, than anyone."

Kazutora's hearing is muffled. But he can only agree. Baji did deserve better. He had stuck by him through everything. Why was Kazutora stupid enough to believe that Baji would betray him?

"You're going to fuck up Y/N's life too." Mikey spits out.

Kazutora can suddenly hear better.

"She trusted you. She believed you had an explanation for everything." Mikey informs the brother of his girlfriend, shaking his head. He holds a hand to his face. "Y/N couldn't wait for you to be back from juvie. She wanted to spend as much time with you as possible. Why the Hell do you think I let Chifuyu be her bodyguard to her visits to you? But you were a selfish prick and left her here."

He kneels down and grabs Kazutora by the top of his hair, tugging him up and facing him to Y/N. She's still struggling, watching in anxiousness.

Mikey grunts, fist tightening with Kazutora's hair thread in between his fingers, "I love her, Kazutora. Too much. So much that I'm not gonna' take the one thing you love away from you, not like how you did to me." He glares down to the boy, anger burning at he sees the scared look on his face. "I'm taking you away from her."

He draws closer, tugging Kazutora's head back. "She doesn't need you, not like how she thinks she does." He claims through harsh tones, "And you won't ever get the chance to apologise to her, just as you chose not to do to me."

Kazutora can feel his eyes stinging with tears.

His vision gets even more blurry as he begins to stream with tears.

He didn't mean to leave Y/N behind. He loved his sister and wondered every day what she was doing. If she wasn't visiting him at juvie, then who would she be with? But never once has he apologised for what he's done, resulting in the way she was now.

Y/N was distant with her family now. Only close to Kazutora out of them all. She tried getting close to Draken, Mitsuya, Chifuyu and Baji just as much. But it didn't work. Mikey was the one who she could crumble to. Kazutora knew that and hated the thought.

His thoughts are interrupted as Mikey throws another flurry of attacks. Angry sounds emitting from the boy.

"Kazutora!" Y/N shouts, ripping her arm from Mitsuya and Draken's grasp. She finally runs towards the two in the middle of the circle. She's running for her life.

Mitsuya moves to get her when Draken stops him. "It's fine." He says, shaking his head, "I think... Mikey's done."

But Mitsuya can see that Draken isn't looking at the Commander at all. He's looking at Kazutora's body on the ground.

Y/N makes it close, stopping when she's only a few feet away. She's breathless and crying and her head is racing. She watches as Mikey stands up from Kazutora's body, bare back finally relaxing. Y/N doesn't know what to do now.

"Get away from him." She whispers out with a soft voice, not at all harsh like it should be.

Mikey obeys, stepping away from Kazutora and staring at the floor. He's unable to look to her, face, knuckles and arms all bloody. Y/N's breath hitches at the sight of the two. She feels a pain in her chest.

Mikey doesn't say anything as she kneels beside her brother, leaning over and holding his face in her hands. She's scanning him for any sign of life.

But it doesn't matter how much she worries for Kazutora. He knows he's right when saying that Y/N doesn't need him.

"Kazutora?" She mumbles out, lifting his head to lay on her lap. She uses her sleeve to wipe the blood off of his face. "Kazutora, please, are you...?" She can't help the wave of tears that emit from her. Tears fall on her brother's face. But she gets no reaction. "Answer me. You're not gone, I know you're still with me. You can't—"

She sobs, loudly and uncontrollably. She's making no move to wipe her tears away as Mikey stands behind her, blood dripping from his fists. The two gangs whisper among themselves, but not enough for Mikey and Y/N to hear.

They ask who she was and why she was there. Others answer that she's Mikey's girlfriend, or that she's Kazutora's sister. Some even respond that she was Kazutora's whole life. Either way, they were right.

She hunches over Kazutora's body, face buried in his chest like it used to be when they were little. Y/N coming to Kazutora about her problems and her brother comforting her. But now, there was no comfort at all.

"You can't leave me again." She whimpers out, hugging him tightly, "I... I just got you back, how could you leave again? I'm—I can't do this by myself. I don't want to be here alone."

Mikey's heart aches at the cracks in her voice. But she needs to learn that she never needed Kazutora. She has everyone in Toman. She's better. She doesn't need to rely on that guy.

She needed to grow up like Mikey did.

"Why couldn't you have just helped with my present for Mikey?" She asks, voice muffled in Kazutora's shirt, "I already had it planned out by then but you... You're so stubborn."

She gets no response at that. And that's when Y/N knows for sure that she's really alone now. No more 'older brother Kazutora' to come help her when she's upset, no more 'cool sibling Kazutora' to come with her to the shops and grab some food to eat. No more Kazutora.

There was only ever her.

Sirens are heard and the gang leaders begin to warn everyone. They tell them to scatter, meet back at their bases after. As gang members run off, Y/N is left there, holding onto her brother for dear life.

"I've got it covered." She hears someone say behind her. She recognises the voice. Kisaki. "You and Y/N should get going. This guy will be taking the blame."

She only hears Mikey hum in return. As she lifts her head up from Kazutora, she gets one last look at his bloody and bruised body before she lifts her hands. Blood. Related blood doused her hands.

Draken puts Mikey's jacket over the Commander's shoulders, saying nothing to him. He couldn't. Then, he makes his way over to Y/N, pulling her up to her feet as she continued to silently cry.

"We have to go." He says quietly, not looking down to Kazutora's face. He looks over to Mitsuya getting Chifuyu up from were he sat. "We'll get you cleaned up and... you can stay with one of us."

He knew she couldn't face her family after this. Maybe for a while. He'd let her family know that she had a project or something.

Y/N only follows them once Mitsuya and Chifuyu pass. She holds onto Chifuyu's jacket to guide her, eyes on the floor as she hides from Mikey.

Later that day, it was decided that she'd stay Mitsuya's. Both her and Chifuyu. Since Mitsuya's parents were away at the moment and his sisters enjoyed spending time with his friends. And perhaps they could cheer them up, even a little.

Mitsuya seemed to be the best candidate.

Mikey was a definite no, even though Emma could've helped Y/N. Draken's place wasn't suitable for that time either.

Mitsuya had distracted his sisters as Y/N and Chifuyu washed the blood off their hands. They had showered separately and changed into better clothes. All the while, they spoke nothing. All in their own mind about that day.

Y/N pulled the blankets up to her nose, sleeping in the guest bedroom of the house. Chifuyu had taken Mitsuya's room whilst the siblings slept in their parents' bed.

Usually, she'd be texting her boyfriend at this time. But she didn't want to. Not after today.

The sisters recognised her as Mikey's girlfriend, trying to get her to play with them. Y/N had thrown on a smile and agreed, sitting down in the living room and watching them play dolls. Chifuyu was helping Mitsuya in the ktichen for dinner.

She had this vibrant aura that Chifuyu was confused by, since he was still like how he was at the fight. Y/N was a good actor.

Although, her mind races when she sees a text from Mikey.

mikey <3: come outside

mikey <3: please

She slides on her shoes after making her way downstairs, careful not to wake anyone up.

And there he is. Mikey stands outside the gate with his hands in his pocket, staring at the ground. He doesn't move at the sound of her coming closer.

She stands in front of him, the sound of the night being heard. She crossed her arms over her chest, cold. "What is it?" She asks in a quiet voice, not able to bring herself to speak any louder.

Mikey's brows are knitted. He's trying to gather the words to speak to her. He already broke down before. Draken was there. He only kept quiet as his boss broke down.

But Mikey needs to do this.

He looks up to her, eyes devoid of any emotion. She's a little hurt by that. But she doesn't say anything, but Mikey called her here to speak. He needed to do something.

"I think we should break up." He says. Monotone.

And she's crying again. She hates crying.

She brings her palm up to her face, wiping the tears away. Because how could she not expect this? After today, anything was possible.

"Okay." Is all she replies with. And it's over between them.

No more kissing each other 'good morning', 'goodnight', 'goodbye'. No more cuddling after being away from the other for too long. No more helping Draken manage Mikey on a daily basis. No more Mikey sneaking into her room for a sleepover.

She's lost everyone.

But despite that, she finds herself walking closer to Mikey, hands dropping from her face.

She tugs on Mikey's jumper, making him loosen up his arms and take his hands out of his pockets. Y/N leans into him, arms going around his neck as she nuzzles her face into his shoulder.

She's holding onto him for dear life, as if to ask him not to leave. No matter what he's done, he's supposed to be there for Y/N and love her. And she was meant to have him close.

Neither of them say anything as Mikey hugs her back, feeling her tears stain his clothes. He's running his palm up and down her back, comforting her as much as he could. He knew what he was doing.

"Please, don't go." She murmurs, tightening her arms around him, "I can't lose you too."

"You should hate me." He replies.

"I do." Y/N states, forehead against his neck as she squeezed her eyes shut, "And I hate Kazutora. But I still want you both to stay."

She can feel the way he stiffens up. At the slight motion, she begins to shake with a laugh, "What am I going to do? Now that... you're both leaving me?"

"You'll figure it out." Mikey says, a sigh running from his lips. She should be able to sort it out, especially since he did. And she'll become stronger than anyone he knows.

Y/N pulls away slowly. She holds Mikey's face in her hands, forehead against his. For the first time in a while, Mikey allows himself to fall into a relaxed state. He's closing his eyes because he can rest for even a little while.

She leans forward and kisses him. It's as much passion as she could possibly muster, pouring her love and care into it. This is the last kiss. She knows it and so does Mikey. Her tears pour against Mikey's cheek as he holds tightly around her waist. He is kissing back just as eagerly, since what he can't say should be put into actions.

He's holding onto her cheek, brows furrowed as his heart races.

This is really it.

Shit. It's over.

Pulling away is painful for the both of them. Because they're out of breath and their hearts ache to just hold each other for a while longer.

Y/N takes her hands off of Mikey, and a few seconds later he lets her go.

She takes a step back. "Mikey...?" She whispers out, seeing how his eyes stayed on hers, "You know I'll always love you, and you only. If you ever come back, please come see me. I'll wait for you."

She was always good at that. Waiting for someone she cared about.

Mikey gives the slightest smile he could. But it's heartbroken.

"Please find someone better." He asks of her.

"I won't." She disagrees.

"Try." He orders.

"I don't want to." She raises her voice a little this time. She holds a fist up, gently placing it against his chest. "Mikey, no matter what happens to you or to me, I'm dedicating my heart to you and you only."

Mikey places a hand over his face. He bows his head a little to leave. He just makes it about two metres away when Y/N grabs his attention again.

She huffs out, no more tears in her eyes as she faces her now ex-boyfriend, "Sano Manjiro. There will only ever be you."

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daphnedauphinoise · 2 years

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What products do you use on your hair? And how do you style it?

I can't really answer what I use as shampoo and such because I use medicated prescription products that is specific to my hair needs. However, I can talk a bit about styling my hair. I have curly hair naturally ( mix of 3A & 3B) but I have been straightening it often these days so I have been trying to find a balance of keeping my hair healthy with all the heat I have been using.

Inkey List Hyaluronic Acid

I dunno why but Hyaluronic acid for hair is just revolutionary for me. I mean the science isn't anything brand new but I still get excited using the product on my head. I think that most of us neglect our hair in comparison to our skin which is really unfair so I have started introducing some of my favourite skincare concepts into haircare. I have been using the Inkey Hyaluronic Acid Hair Treatment on my hair for the past couple of months but it is already my HOLY GRAIL and something I know I will use past the grave. I truly believe that this is the reason my hair doesn't look strangled even though I have been using heat so much more. I use it straight after I semi-air dry my hair- hyaluronic acid is best used on top of wet/damp skin and hair-and then I follow up with my curly hair routine. Out of everything on the list, I would highly suggest for everyone get this. I would say that it is very well priced (£10) for the quality of the product and the product lasts as well. I have been using it every time I wash my hair and then when I feel like I need to revive my curls, I dampen my hair with a spritz bottle and reapply this to redo my curls.

Redken Extreme Play Safe Treatment

I feel like a little goes a long way with this hair protectant serum. I don't have as much to sing about with this product but It genuinely is a good solid product. I personally find it rare to find products that do as they have been advertised but Redken doesn't disappoint. This heat-protectant can withstand temperatures of 230°C (450°F) which a perfect for all hair types. (Check what temperature you should be using heat for your hair type) I like how soft my hair feels afterwards and I like the smell as well, it's pleasant.

Percy Reed BYE BYE Hydrating TLC Hair Mask

I love this mask. To me, this is what I think of when I think, Hair Mask. It is thick, it is luxurious, it smells nice and most importantly, it does what it says. I discovered this earlier two years ago in my BirchBox subscription and I fell in love immediately. A little goes a long way and I use it once a week when I am not using my Olaplex no.3. The best course of action is to follow exactly what the packaging says so I do exactly that and I leave it on for half an hour to an hour. I love how super soft my hair feels after I use the mask. The packaging is also super duper cute and I love the chic illustrations of the lady; she is who I wanna be when I am older. I love British haircare brands, I personally think they are very strong in the game and it is nice to support national brands.

Philip Kingsley Finishing Touch Polishing Serum

Shiny hair comes from your diet and genetics BUT Philip Kingsley is a helping hand from God. I cannot tell how amazing this product is. Genuinely life-changing. Again, I discovered this in a BirchBox subscription and I was about to write a thank-you note for Mr/Mrs BirchBox for including this when I used it. Essentially, it is a finishing serum that you use after you finish everything but this is beyond anything else I have used. You can use on curly hair and straight hair and the results are phenomenal either way, which as a Curly girl we know that’s rare. The shine is the shinest shine, my black hair cascades like a waterfall over my shoulders and I always get so many compliments and ‘Please tell me where I can buy it’. You need to try it to experience it but nothing has left my hair softer than this product. Like silk, cashmere, baby's butt soft. I have had people nuzzle into my hair, hold it wrapped in their hands and continuously caress in a borderline creepy way when I have this on. And the smell! It smells so so nice but in a neutral way. I know that doesn't make sense but again, you have to wear it to get it. This is another one of my HOLY GRAIL! and I will up down in hell doing Satan's hair with this and my hyaluronic acid. I love love love Philip Kingsley and I trust them with my hair but they have truly knocked it out of the park with this one!

I don't really have much to say on styling, sorry. I just straighten it like normal or use rollers for 90s style. I have a hair master-list up which has the tutorials I use for my hair and which actually is probably better than written instructions. I like to do the classic blow dry look that is very popular nowadays when & straighten my hair. Unfortunately the bounce in my hair is just my hair trying to curl back up. Writing this I realised how much I rely on home DIYs for my haircare, more so than store bought products.

Much Love,

Daphne xoxo

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silverhallow · 2 years

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I still have NO idea how this has happened but somehow I have hit 500 followers... this place where i ramble about my life... write ridiculous amounts of fan-fiction and basically just thirst of Luke Thompson has gone crazy...

I was going to do a 400 followers but literally... by the time i blinked i was past 450 and didn't have time... so... anyway i'm having a little open house celebration in my ask box. Honest and open!

Now, just a few things before we get into it:

Please use the following emojis to let me know the ask you send is going to be for the celebration, and not just a general ask.

Yes, you can send multiple asks!

Not that you need my permission, but yes, you can go anon.

Tagging this #Ash's 500 Followers just incase you wanna block it.

Sooooo what about the topics??

👩🏻‍💻About Me:

Self-explanatory, ask questions about me you wanna know. Some questions I won't answer. There are limits... like you don't need to know my bra size but most things i'll answer!

📖Story Time:

This is for anyone who has a question about ANY work I've done. Any questions relating to a story I've written and i will answer them honestly. if they include spoilers... i will mark it with a ‼️ and put it below the cut... but just make sure you tell me which story or AU you are asking about!!

😍Head canons:

Also self-explanatory. Send in a HC. Doesn't have to be Bridgerton, but preferably about something I know... how you could know that i hear you ask... shoot me a DM if you're not sure. I can't react to something I haven't watched or read. Or Simply ask me a HC about a character or couple... and tell me which AU or story... and i'll write you a short (maybe not short) drabble or answer!

🖋Writing Questions:

Questions about writing, the art form, it doesn't have to be just my own writing. it could be anything... anything you wanna know about my process or anything... use the emoji and ask away.

🔥Spicy:

Any questions that can be considered NSFW. This includes sex questions, sexy head canons, etc. If you are going to send an ask with NSFW, make sure it has no other individual question types, because I'm going to be tagging it #ash's spicy asks.

💭Opinions:

This can be Bridgerton related or not. Can be on fandoms, shows, history, films, food, music. Seriously ask me anything!

❓Help:

Send me situations or problems and I'll try give some advice. I am old and experienced believe it or not.

You can send multiple asks. If a question is a mix (for example, Story Time and NSFW) send in both emojis with your questions!!

My Box is open now so please ask away!!

i'll reblog this once a day for a week so there is plenty of time to get involved 🧡

Thank you to the amazing and incredibly talented @sophiamariabeckett for making my header 😍😍😍 Its amazing.

#Ash's 500 Followers #Follower Celebration #Ask Ash #ash’s asks and answers #ash’s asks

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thespamman24 · 3 years

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I can't believe you have over 450 followers.. they grow up so fast

I know right?

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amygolden1104 · 3 years

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My opinion on Covid19 and vaccination

Alright, I'll preface this by saying that this bill is about the vaccine for Covid19 (mostly Pfizer, as it's the one mostly administered in France, where I currently live ; this will be relevant a few paragraphs below). Also, this post is particularly focused on the vaccine, and I will ramble, just so you know.

Firstly, I know a lot of people are wary of the vaccines, which I can understand. I myself didn't want to be vaccinated. As for the reason why, I believe this will explain it :

Source : https://www.bbc.com/news/health-54027269.amp

For those who want a little more detail, during those 5 first years, multiple things are tested, such as toxicology, adverse effects, whether or not its efficiency is working, and if there are other treatments, whether this one is actually an improvement or not. Even once it's approved, there is still a years long follow-up, in case of adverse effects, immediate and not.

This is a lot of work, and it takes years.

Now, I'm not saying the vaccines we have today against Covid19 are bad, but we did rush it through, and as such, there simply can't be as much of a broader view, so to speak. What about the adverse effects ?

Once again, if it was up to me, I wouldn't have gotten vaccinated.

Unfortunately, the government is pushing for 100% of the population vaccinated. They keep saying on the news that it's not mandatory, but then, they force you to vaccinate of you don’t want to be confined.

Now, I know some of you will think "Yeah, she won't vaccinate to protect her family, but she will to go to the restaurant or the theatre", but that's not it. I'm really introverted. But I'm also a student. If I want to continue my studies at the university, I have to vaccinate.

To put it in simpler terms : either you get vaccinated, or you can't live anymore, now and ever.

Now, there's another thing I want to speak about, the reason which finally pushed me into writing this : so there have been rumors that vaccines can affect your period. I know there's already been tons of "testimonies" of people who no longer have periods, have periods more painful than usual, etc.

Now, I know not to take everything that I read on the Internet as always true, and there has been no proof that those problems correlate with their vaccinations. According to the website of the newspaper Le Monde, there have been 310 reports in France (Pfizer and Moderna) and 450 in Spain (all vaccines), who began vaccinating around the same time. In the UK, who began earlier, there have been 28 943 reports.

Just wondering.

Now, my period can be weird about when it happens, as it can vary between two weeks. Nothing to be alarmed at. However, mine always last a long time ? And they are often painful. But last time, just after my first injection, I barely had two days and I didn't even feel it. I wasn't even taking painkillers or anything ! Now, tomorrow is my second injection, and I'm kind of apprehensive.

While we're at it, another reason why I'm apprehensive is how my mother reacted to the second dose. See, she was completely alright after the first one. Her arm hurt her a bit, she was running a slight fever, but nothing to be worried about. It was to be expected.

Now, her second injection left her completely bedridden for 3 days. Although, I don't want you to believe that everyone is the same ; my uncle felt absolutely fine after both times. But my mother was completely out of it with pain and feverish the first day, and the next two days were barely better. Unfortunately, I'm my mother's daughter and there is a chance I may be affected the same way she was. Which will be kinda bad since I'll be travelling to another country for a few days the day after.

Anyway, if you stayed and read the second part of this thing, thanks ! I'll feel less alone. While we're at it, does anyone know of any studies or articles about the effects of the vaccine ?

Have a good day !

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