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chiiyuuvv · 4 months

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heyy can I request xikers reaction to you being insecure about something in yourself(anything, u name it) thank youu and I love your writing 🤍✨

• PAIRING — xikers x fem!reader

• GENRE — comfort, insecurities, yeah

• WORD COUNT — 695

• AUTHOR'S NOTE — Everything that i have written has been pulled from here so if there was something i didnt name or you'd like to read more about, i highly suggest it :)

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"I'm not going to get into that college"

First and foremost, minjae understands the pressure to get into a certain college in order to please your parents. But you wanna know whats more important? Why do you wanna go? Other than pleasing your parents. After a long talk and cuddle, you should come into a better sense of whether or not college is something you want to do. But either way, you should always believe in yourself! ♡

"I don't have many followers"

Junmin's going to take away your phone. Not because you did something bad, but so you can take a break. Go outside, turn on do not disturb and take a walk with your lovely boyfriend. Its a win-win for you, him, and his dogs. A win-win-win, technically ♡

"I don't have a good fashion sense"

As someone who likes to dress a certain way, sumin knows what its like, but he has a tip; dress for you. When you wear things that make you happy, you often forget about the others around you, and their opinions. It also helps you stand out from the crowd. Wear what you like ♡

"I cant do any better"

Grabbing both of your hands, jinsik will give them a tight squeeze in front of the mirror, making you repeat the same mantras every morning. They may feel silly at first, but over time they help you convince yourself that you are worthy of whatever you desire ♡

"I dont have many friends"

First, hyunwoo will talk about the importance of friends. Friends that help you grow to become the better you and give you a good laugh. Friends that would never judge you for their own benefit. That being said, you need to eliminate the ones that dont actually care for you. Worry less about the quantity, and more about the quality. Who cares if you only have 3 friends? As long as youre happy and growing, thats all that matters ♡

"I'm not pretty enough"

Beauty is subjective. You may be insecure about one thing, but junghoon, 9 times out of 10, finds it really stinking cute. But what he feels doesnt matter, what others think doesnt matter. How you think matters!! So stop worrying about other peoples eyes and work on your inner self. If youre happy.. youre at peace, and if youre at peace, you start to smile. And thats very attractive ♡

"I'm not that smart"

"Why dont you think youre smart?" Seeun would ask, his chin resting against his hand. "Why do you want to be smart?" These questions may be dumb but they have meaning. We all have the ability to learn something. After all, life is about experiencing things and growing from it. It all just takes time, so dont stop believing in yourself, 'kay? ♡

"No one will miss me when im gone"

Although you may feel alone and think no one would care, yujun would care. Yujun would always care. But, stop worrying about the future, you know? Live your life in the present with no regrets. Every moment spent worrying is a moment spent not really living. When you obsess over that type of stuff, you are missing out on whats in front of you. And when you miss that, you wont realize the people who love and support you ♡

"I feel overweight"

Hunter will take you to the gym, but not just so you become 'thin' and everyone will accept you, to focus on being healthy, mentally healthy too. Focus on getting in shape with a well balanced diet and exercise program. Hunter will help! ♡

"People talk behind my back"

"Do you know that for sure??" Yechan would ask, poking his fork in his salad. "Because most of the time, its just an imaginary conversation you have in your head. Stop worrying what other people think and focus on your well being. But what you said is true, expect to see me at your school." He finishes, shooting you an innocent smile ♡

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soopkreem · 2 years

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Do you have any jeremy blaire headcanons ? hehe

Hi! I’ve been thinking about him lately for some reason, you bet I have!

I see him as this typical charming yet proper bossman when you first see or interact with him as a fellow Murkoff employee - as a subordinate, however, you may see him as intimidating and a little hint of coldness. His business smile did the work, mostly.

Upon rereading Murkoff Account, he gave me the impression of calm and subtly dangerous - the type of person in a company you might want to distance yourself from but can’t because he’s your boss. And he - of course, understands this dynamic and will abuse it whenever he wants (though rare).

I know he was implied friends with Trager, but considering how Trager speak and behave towards the Pauls, he might see their friendship as a “filler of boredom”. Doesn’t see him as genuine friend, but a person who is annoying enough to keep him sober late night while working - and Trager knew this, but he just shrugged it off and doesn’t really care, as long as he’s allowed to babbling to Jeremy all day long (yes, Jer is surprisingly patient...).

So I’ll list some stuff I’ve been thinking about here randomly haha

Jeremy has a balance diet. His morning routine consists of going for a jog and do some heavy lifting to keep his body fit and healthy. I think he’d keep his dignity on the top - he doesn’t like to be seen as weak, he doesn’t need anyone’s help, therefore he’s taking extra care of himself. I think that’s mainly why he is able to survive the whole MMA incident until the very end - he’s just fast and calculating.

As I said before, Jer is considered calm. But will lash out when in danger or frustrated. He is considered formal and kinda polite, until he’s not. I can imagine everyone would drop their stuff once he yells out something to someone. It’s like seeing a person who is never angry, but once they lose their patience, they turns scary.

It’s a fun oportunity to include my HC of him having to wear a sock suspender because why not haha... im sorry i just like him too much this is so biased but who cares amiright suspenders are sexy...

It’s not about Jer/Dick HC sheet so I won’t give too much of them together here, but it’s possible that Dick chooses for his fashion style considering Jer is not really up to date with everyday outfit himself. (Yes I called Trager Dick, you have no option except go along with it)

Elaborating the point above, Jer indeed calls Trager “Dick”.

Sometimes he’s unpredictable. Breaking the stereotype of a charismatic bossman, he can fix his broken stuff by himself - like coffee maker, his car, or television. People expected him as someone who would never get his hands dirty, but he’s capable if he wanted to. In fact, he sees it as enjoyable, probably because it’s been so long of him managing stuff in MM thus simple things like fixing things is his way to run away from work stress.

Probably has a favorite fountain pen. His name is written on it. If he carries it everywhere until his death, Miles probably steals it just to make his spirit go angy.

Jeremy has something from his past resulting him to distance from any serious romantic relationship. Some call him noncommital, some see him as an overworked man who doesn’t see relationship as an option. He had a romantic partner before, and he loved her so much until they separated. Since then, he prefers either one night stand or not-so serious relationship. But if he somehow manages to finally falls in love again, he will show it, and dammit, he’s serious about it.

Regarding his sadistic personality, I just think he’s just lacking expressions to show it. He liked to see Dick being shoved into the engine... or rather, doesn’t really mind at all if he sees it. It’s just “fun, i guess?”, at least you’ll just get a smirk of him - tho it’s just basically fun to see Dick finally getting what he deserves after tormenting Jeremy with his blabbering back when they were friends. Idk, just a nice detail I saw in Murkoff Account hahaha

Sorry, it’s kinda long o[-[ I had too much fun thinking about him despite rarely draw him hahaha

Side notes:

This man sometimes reminded me of Phillip Coulson and Grant Ward from Agents of SHIELD if they’re mixed together for some reason...

Jer/Dick reminds me of Shrek/Donkey dynamic. I know you’re unable to unsee that forever, and I’m not sorry.

#jeremy blaire #added to #outlast hc #outlast

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punks-just-tired · 2 years

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INTRO POST:

I’m Dorian. I’m 20, trans, and studying childcare, specially to work with autistic kids like myself. I go by he or they pronouns. Both are cool.

I would love to be mutuals with anyone who has similar views and music taste! We can share music recommendations, discuss politics and activism, share fashion tips (especially around thrifting and DIY) and send each other memes!

MUSIC:

I love pop punk like green day, NOAHFINNCE, Nova Twins, Bowling for Soup etc. I also like other stuff in the punk genre like NOFX, Black Flag, The Oozes, Anti-Flag, Pennywise, Misfits, Dead Kennedys, Gum Disease, Skinny Girl diet, bikini kill, Doki Doki, Pinkshift, The Descendents, Bad Brains, Bad Religion and The Clash. In terms of emo, I love My Chemical Romance, All Time Low, Falling in Reverse and Panic at the Disco. As for grunge, I listen to nirvana, pearl jam, Alice in chains, sound garden, the sonic youth (not sure what genre they come under), Radiohead and silver chair.

POLITICS:

I consider myself a democratic socialist, but I’ve ordered a book on anarchocommunism to better understand how it would work. Im not incredibly politically literate but I’m trying to read more. Im generally anti-police, anti-prisons and anti-borders, though my opinions aren’t fully informed yet so I’m not ready to engage in debate around those topics (I will be once I’m better read). Im pro freedom of speech and anti censorship to the exclusion of material that could be considered hate speech. Im pro Black Lives Matter, pro trans, pro gay, feminist, pro land back and encourage my fellow Australians to “pay the rent”. I am all for decriminalising non violent crime, especially drugs, and wish we had better rehabilitation clinics for recovering addicts. I am pro free, quality education and healthcare. I vote for the Greens Party alongside independent candidates with similar views.

FASHION:

I enjoy embellishing and reworking old and thrifted clothes. I don’t dress one way exclusively and try to just dress in a way that makes me feel good about myself. My current WIP is a plain, white jacket I thrifted that I’m embellishing with paint and embroidery:

#punk #grunge #emo #altfashion #alternative #alt #leftism #socialism #queer community #transgender #trans #neurodivergent

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moss-gender · 2 years

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obligatory intro post!

heya! im river. this is my tumblr!

about me

age: 29

orientation: queer/demi/arospec

gender: agender (ae/aem/aer or they/them)

neurotype: autistic/neurodivergent

disabilities: chronic anxiety, psychosis (mostly paranoia and derealization but also depersonalization and dissociation, also delusional), chronic gi issues, auditory processing issues, ptsd

ideology: leftist/ancom leaning

privileges: white, middle class upbringing

spirituality: buddhist witch, believe in a lot of weird bullshit (the line between this and psychosis is blurry sometimes)

relationship status: relationship anarchist

special interests: entomology (insects) + arachnids + isopods + myriapods, hyenas, lucid dreaming, writing, paleontology, diy dollhouses/miniatures, j-fashion (menhera, decora, spank kei, cult party kei, fairy kei, punk lolita, bittersweet lolita, gothic lolita, yami kawaii, yume kawaii, mori girl/boy, harajuku street fashion), candy gore art, farming rpgs (especially sos, ac, minecraft), personality quizzes, sanrio (cinnamoroll is fave), queer microlabels, ancient civilizations, techware fashion/art, furry art, cringe art, dreamcore, weirdcore, old web, AEW and pro wrestling, mycology (mushrooms), mandela effect and reality shifting stories, cyberpunk fic and art, diy fashion and decor, survival skills, mythology, etc (may add to later)

what I'll post besides special interests (tag list):

me: things that i vibe with

current events: news (you can block this)

feel good: positivity

art: art i like

humor tag: shitposts and memes

queer: queer stuff

gender: gender stuff

aro: arospec stuff

friends: cute animals and critters

important: psa and important info

life hack: self improvement, etc

mental health: tips, awareness, education, etc (will probably tag specifically too like bpd, psychosis, ptsd, adhd, anxiety)

sw: sex work stuff

m a: mutual aid

fashion: j-fashion as well as faecore and punk fashion

want: things i wish i could have (may or may not have shop links)

recovery: things pertaining to either alcohol, self-harm, ed, or bpd recovery

resources: resources i want to remember

my posts (formerly “river says things”): diaryposting, life updates, thoughts, etc *I will probably just say vent posts from now on. idk my name

may tag friends if something makes me think of you!

current tags for blocking purposes: ableism, racism, transphobia, queerphobia, whorephobia, current events (rn "roe v wade" for example), sexual assault, sex, rape culture, diet culture, gore, creepy crawlies (for insects et all), hate crime, unreality, police, police brutality, abuse, addiction, ed, relapse, substance (sometimes will talk about psychedelics), slut shaming, csa, pedophilia, food (for people with ed or for during Ramadan), anti-semitism, islamophobia, please note that as of 06.28.22 i have started tagging again so be cautious going backward!! also!!! let me know if i should add something!

fandoms in case relevant (in rough order of how high the interest is): sanrio, animal crossing, minecraft, junji ito, skyrim, our flag means death (ofmd), what we do in the shadows (wwdits), king of the hill (koth), trailer park boys (tpb), russian doll, beastars, kuragehime, everything everywhere all at once, hannibal, x files, buffy... will add more as they come to mind

feel free to send me asks! im not always good at responding so if i forget it's not personal!

Edit 05.09.23: I no longer support AI art. This has been true for a while but I haven't updated my intro. If you go back far enough you may find some art. When I first got into it I thought they used only free photo databases and only art that had entered public domain. I know this was naive now. I liked the hyperrealistic style renders that could generate character inspiration. I didn't know how much art was being stolen and how many styles were being replicated nonconsenually. Honestly when I got into it I was being very delusional. So it took me a while to accept that what was happening with AI art was happening. Using AI art tools for fun was not as completely harmless as it first appeared. I don't want to help that industry, but I do hope one day AI art could be different. Not a threat. Because the programming potential would not be a replacement of human art. AI programming is a special interest bc I think the field needs people who care about the ethics of how AI technology is used. I sometimes blog about AI art in reference to this interest in understanding the industry of AI as a whole and how it can be used for justified choices.

#rye says things #intro post #river says things

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cherryredmistakes · 2 years

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i would actually like to know your answers to every one from the coquette asks bc im very curious<3

aw okay!!!

(Favorite fashion era) I actually did a presentation on different fashion eras a few years back! I love all of them but right now I’d have to say 70s or 90s

(Favorite brand, store, designer) I buy most all of my clothes from the thrift store and don’t buy much makeup (I use Ipsy) so I’m pretty lost in that department

(Painted nails, nail extensions, or plain nails) I prefer to have my nails naturally long and almond shaped and gel nail polish! Right now I have a dark red (my go-to) but for the summer I might switch to a brighter red or white with hearts for a bit

(If you had to pick one lipstick, blush, or mascara/extensions?) I know it’s not on here but eyeliner. But out of them lipstick!

(What is one piece of jewelry you wear all the time?) I love my evil eye necklace! I wear it whenever I go out just for protection and it’s also really cute and goes with most everything

(What is one other accessory you wear all the time?) probably my heart shaped sunglasses! It gets a bit grey around where I live this time of year but also incredibly sunny at times

(Braids, pigtails, or loose hair?) Loose hair! But I love wearing braids and ponytails and all other kinds of hair stuff

(How did you get in to the coquette aesthetic?) tumblr! I started out reading fics on tumblr then went on to Ed tumblr (my Ed was rlly bad at the time) and then found coquette through that!

(How long have you been in the coquette community?) probably a month or two! I’m still a coquette baby

(Favorite Lana del ray song?) I don’t have a favorite per-say but more of a song I’m just obsessively listening to at the moment which is happiness is a butterfly :)

(Favorite musician?) Taylor swift! I’ve been a fan of her since I was a little kid and She has such a range of music so I can find music for whatever I’m feeling like

(Do you have a celebrity crush? If so who?) I have a lot! But rn Paul Dano is my biggest celebrity crush

(Favorite book?) Call me by your name! I don’t read as much as I want to but I’m hopping to start reading more this summer

(Favorite fruit or berry?) strawberry’s or raspberry’s!

(Do you have a favorite drink?) I have a lot depending on my mood, iced caramel latte with skim milk is my go to coffee, diet coke if I want soda, peace tea in razzleberry for tea (ik it’s not really tea I’m just lazy and it tastes good), and a icee in cherry or brisk strawberry melon if I want something sugary

(Do you have a favorite food?) I love sushi, I have it every time a go to the grocery store

(Roller skating, biking, or hiking?) it’s not on there but skating! (On a skate board) I really want to learn how to roller skate and get some roller skates though

(Dream date?) It really depends on the person but something that allows us to talk and have fun that compliments our mutual and separate interests and leaves something to remember it by and lots of photos taken but not so much that it takes over

(Fairs, museums, or concerts) concerts! I love music

(Do you play video games? If so what’s your favorite?) stardew valley! It’s my favorite game ever and so fun and relaxing

(Favorite card game, board game, or other non electronic game?) card game-garbage it’s fun and easy and my mom and I love playing it

(Are you religious?) I’m not sure yet, still figuring it out

(Do you have pets?) Not really but my dad has a cat

(Cat Person or dog person?) cats!!!!

(If you had to choose would you rather have a pet snake or pet rat?) both tbh but rat would be my final choice! I love rats there very sweet!

Thank you for asking!!!!

#mental illness #girlblogging #girl blogger #girlblogger #lana del rey #kate moss #coquettecore #coquette community #coquette aesthetic #coquette

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nanesuma · 9 months

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Been a bit journal

It’s been about 5? Days since I dropped you, It was terrifying but exhilarating dont worry Im not about to be some adrenaline junkie now I never want to feel that again it was extraordinary but horrible I felt the breeze keep me steady in a way I've never felt. I never noticed it but needing to hunt every day plus the mostly meat diet has really gotten me in shape I mean I wasn't horribly out of it before but I have definition now and proper muscles. I should really fashion a bow to keep my distance and let me hunt bigger things but that's not important right now, a lot has happened so I might need to extend this page somehow

Here’s what I know about the incident on the 12th

Something shot an arrow or bolt at me

I couldn't recover anything fired

It yelled in either rage or a war cry

I think it knew I was tailing them but judging from how off-target it was either inexperienced with its weapon or didn't know what I was

I should obscure my form as much as I can from now on and try some sort of camouflage

To prevent anything like this from happening again I looked for something I could use as fabric but sadly I am no weaver so I had to go with something cumbersome, reminiscent of a game I used to play really. Using my earth magic as straining as it was to do I managed to put together an outfit of stone I grew plants into it later on

I discovered plant magic while trying out some earth magic techniques which let me make my stone shawl, it’ll have to do until I find a town to commission something of fabric, im sure I could sell some of this metal to a blacksmith for some coin I have a sheet with what I want on it already though I can't attach it to this journal, the basic idea is a large cloak with an overlapping poncho built into it that would completely cover myself including my hands, I’m going to make some stone plate armour to go under it to help build more strength while also giving me an amazing defence though this shawl is already pretty hard to move with I’m starting to get the hang of it.

It’s hard to fit 5 days of discoveries into one entry given how much I find out each day so im going to try and summarize everything

I made a magic fuelled forge using the ideas I had with the blacksmithing

I’ve turned the metal into a sword it doesn't look very nice but it's sharp enough to protect me, I tried to make it a shortsword but it's rather lopsided

I made a shield but it was too thin to really use so I melted it back down

I made an axe so I can improve my cave, I’m slowly figuring out hinges and I feel im pretty close

I always had a bit of a knack for woodworking so my wall is mostly done but I fear clay isnt strong enough to hold it to the cave forever, I’m thinking about pouring some molten metal onto it to hold it there but im not sure if it will catch fire

I’ve tried my hardest to figure out any kind of life-detecting magic, in the meantime, I've marked down a few spots things tend to go

I cleaned off the journal and made sure its good as new

No sign of any new carriages or anything maybe this is a shortcut people take with great risk

That's all really, could be more eventful but I’m keeping a few things to myself for my sake. Its really hard for me to put together a timeline without writing in here as stuff happens.

The slimes have been happy and enjoying a more varied diet, I wonder how they multiply they dont seem to have any bits

I should figure out how to weigh stuff and make some dumbbells, I might just pull four equal-sized chunks of rock out of the ground and put that on some bamboo hope it holds up and do some workouts. I dont wanna be sore if something attacks though

Your long lost daddy - Nanesuma 17/1/1

#isekai #creative writing #fun

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peysk · 1 year

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at one point. in highschool. i went on an improvised diet which i'd later in life learn to be a ketogenic diet. at the time i just decided to cut out the types of foods i knew i ate too much of and that i assumed were evil, based on the modern folk taxonomy of healthy vs unhealthy foods that diet culture taught me. I also started doing some generic exercises every single day, something that i'd later learn to call a "one punch man reference". after having spent a (short) lifetime hating my body i finally not only liked it but loved it. I didn't even realise, but there was a period of my life in which i gladly took selfies. it's not even the distant past. My current allergy for my reflected image is rooted in unhealthy thoughts so old that they encircled then suffocated a whole ass section of my formative years in which my reaction to a camera was different from the one of a cartoon dracula making contact with the sun. it's bananas.

anyway, It wasn't healthy then and it wouldn't be healthy now for me to try and get back on my bullshit again but like it sucks. Im supposed to fix my habits, my character, my ideas and learn how to be a good person for myself and others. at least starving yourself and swearing off pasta bread and cookies is simple to conceptualize.

Like culturally we give shallow people so much shit but can you blame them. The world is so complicated but you can navigate it so simply and with so much less friction if you decide that a rigorously maintained regimen of diet, fashion and affectations can be an adequate substitute for actual social behavior. How can you possibly persuade someone playing a social game well to instead log off from it and embrace a whole world of pain confusion and uncertainty. I dont think questioning every accepted norm and actively pushing against them has done me that much good.

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lee-kangin · 1 year

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yeah! it must be interesting to go from games with the people you regularly play with to a completely different assortment of people & in (comparatively) limited time too. would love to get into the heads of people who strategize teams lineups lol!

oh i hadn’t heard about that! i dont think ive actually watched much of you quiz before 🤔 ill have to figure out where its available. also for ila! i think hwang heechan has done an episode for them previously? i dont remember who was hosting at the time though.. i mainly pay attention to eps where they’re cooking in the thumbnail lol >.< it’ll be exciting to see what guesung’s ep is like though! im still suprised with how quickly content is planned to come out though, like wow.. sounds so busy to go almost straight from a world cup to all this!

hm.. if diet (?) isnt a constraint, personally i think a drinking show would be fun to see just because i like that sort of balance of chatty but not super personal. i think its particularly fitting since they’re not like. formal celebrities? idk, i guess for some people the draw really is the fame but i cant help but think it must be at least a little awkward for the people that just wanted to play a game professionally lol ;w;

also the idea of we got married is killing me, whenever i hear the name i just think of how people used to call it we got bearded 🤣 in the alternate reality where it was still airing, that would be an absolutely hilarious episode 😭😭

yes!! i saw heechan’s photoshoot for marie claire too and it was cool! like definitely a different direction than i expected tbh, i liked the one photo with the pearl necklaces particularly ; well, no idea how offers are handed out but my only hope is that whatever shoot he ends up doing isnt for something like burberry or gucci.. like maybe i just do not have the taste for that.. kind of fashion but i do nott like the clothes they have to wear for those specific brand endorsements 😭😭

oh and sorry i just noticed the tags on your post with them in the swimming and djskfjjs he is very otter emoji.. 🦦

hope your week has been going well btw!!!

hiii anon!! omg i would love to be a fly on the wall when they decide the starters or the team lineups, stuff like that is so interesting to me! ofc i have my own opinions on who should be starting but it’s interesting to see what professional coaches or managers think and the way they strategise ☺️

you quiz is available on dramacool!! at least that’s where i catch my eps haha. and yes heechan was the first football player to be on ila, i think it was around 3 months ago? anyway forgot to mention it but his ep was literally so cute 🥺 loved seeing his interactions with his teammates and fans!! and it cracked me up bc all the hosts were wearing wolves (heechan’s team in the prem) or sk nt jerseys (even fabien who was hosting at the time) apart from key 😭 it KILLED me 😭 but yeah i’m rly rly excited for guesung’s ep too!! i hope he gets to be on the actual show and interact with the hosts, unfortunately heechan couldn’t bc he was already back in the UK at the time 🥲 guesung must be so busy like with all these variety show things + rumours that he might be trying to transfer during the winter transfer market + if he doesn’t, then k league starting in feb … the life of a footballer is not easy I suppose 😭

oh yeah i agree w you, i do like the vibe of chattiness that a lot of the drinking shows have! it truly must be kinda awkward to have to go through pr lessons and figure out what you want your TV Persona to be as a football player like damn you’re rly just here to play football 😭 AND HELP WE GOT BEARDED … haven’t heard that in a while 😭 man imagine them pairing up the players … the superior timeline 🙏🏾

yes heechan’s photoshoot was rly lovely! i like the one that seungho did for dazed korea too!! i’m not picky about what brand honestly but i have to agree that i don’t like a lot of gucci photoshoots 😭 the clothes are just not my personal taste 😭 though i do have my exceptions! and YESSS guesung is so 🦦🦦🦦 in those pictures … i saw someone say he looks like a baby floating for the first time in those mommy&me swimming lessons and it’s funny but also SO TRUE 😭

my week has been kind of exhausting but i’m doing okay!! hope your week has been going well too 🥰🫂

#re heechan’s ila ep it was so funny bc he sleeps shirtless and all the hosts were thirsting over him EJFJSNDKSKAD #anyway love hearing from u anon!! 🥰#rahul answers

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troubleabroad · 1 year

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STRANGE & UNUSUAL

Could really get used to waking up to the manhattan skyline everyday. We walked down a few blocks from the apartment to the chelsea highline. The chelsea highline was once home to part of the railway system of new york, however it has now been converted into a little over 2km of urban parkland sitting above the hustle and bustle of a section of manhattan We got the usual fuel to start our trip, street vendor hotdog, and started the walk along the old train tracks of the highline. Its quite impressive what they’ve managed to do with just an old train line. Its full of gardens, greenery, little stalls with food and drink options, art installations, views of the city and hudson river. Quite a peaceful place amongst the craziness that is manhattan. We strolled along the tracks until we reached the end, and our next stop, the Chelsea Market. Some of manhattans best and most popular food can be found here. From high class sushi, pizza, tacos and even pasta bars that roll the pasta in front of you! We had a look at a couple of the little pop up stores they had there, then it was time for the main attraction. Food. For me, it was straight to the seafood merchant for a lobster roll. Ive never had a lobster roll before, so the idea of a maine lobster roll really got me going. The restaurant, if you can call it that, was super impressive, with its own fresh oyster bar next to a fresh sushi bar and then up the back the lobster station. People were tucking into a bit of everything, but most had gloves on and were attacking lobster claws like they were going out of fashion. I made it to the ordering counter and ordered my lobster roll. First impression, a lot smaller than i was expecting. But size isn’t everything, As i know all too well. It was delicious. Mix of sweet and savoury, with a nice bun holding it all together. If they weren’t megabucks back home i could make it a staple of my diet.

Buggalugs not being a seafood eater was not taken by anything on the menu, but that’s okay as she was set on hand pulled noodles. So further into the market we went, where ewe found the noodle merchant and its mile long line. But this is what were here for, so we took our spot and waited for our order to be taken. Once at the front, buggalugs placed her order, while i felt like a garbage guts, so headed back to the seafood fellas for some sashimi. We reconvened with our food and dug in. If the lobster roll was excellent, the sashimi was perfect.

The lady over charged me, so threw in some extra pieces. Bless her cotton socks. The hand pulled noodles were also excellent. Good amount of heat, chewy, fresh and really nice lamb with it too.

Rolling out of the market we decide that the 30-45 minute walk was not going to be possible. So it was into and onto the New York Subway. Has not gotten any cleaner since i last rode it. But there’s something about the combined smell of urine, stale water and dirty train brakes that makes it feel safe homely. We boarded the train and made it back to time square in one piece, we even somehow got off at the right part of the station and made it street side! Not far from where we got off was the official ticket sales desk (for tightarses) for broadway shows. Theres always something happening on broadway, but as an experienced broadwayer, I’ve seen a lot. (Im artist you know), we decided on a new show, Beetlejuice! Thats right, your favourite Tim Burton film has been adapted into a stage show. Which is written by Australia’s own Eddie Perfect! (The same man who played warnie now writes broadway shows). Theres not much point detailing the show, you’ve either seen beetlejuice, or you haven’t. So you know the story or you don’t. I don’t need to retell it. What i will tell you though, is that it was exceptional. Casting, writing, length, costumes, scenery was all 10/10. I highly recommend getting a ticket (get a ticket to new york whilst you’re at it) After the show we walked the blocks of New York back to get some more late night pizza, then to CVS (The local pharmacy) to purchase some drinks. Because this is america, and you van buy alcohol from the pharmacy. It truely is the land of the free! We’ve got a relaxing day tomorrow, buggalugs is off to the museum, whilst I’m hitting up greenwich village.

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boujeebardienvythisplease · 2 years

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Buuje P - FNF Freestyle

Yessss! Im going on vacation this weekend only. Im going to Florida. I be back who knows when but I be back to work on Envy The Dolls. Im just waiting on my order from DoorDash I order a 24 cans of mountain dew just waiting for them should be here in 5-8 minutes by now. But ummmm anyways on today agenda I have alot I woke up late because I was feeling the NBA crush boyfriend of mines lol . Just joking naw it just a crush on basketball player from the Mavericks but I be gone this weekend. Thank You Lord.So! my order has arrived and I order the wrong thing... I order diet mountain dew oh will it’s not great but it great. So! Anyways on October 1st I will be getting my Samsung Galaxy Tablet out of the pawn shop and then , also getting my Iphone 7 and my moto g pure phone out and my Samsung Galaxy A11 phone out of the pawn shop I believe that is like 4 items I put in the pawn shop that I have to get out hopefully before November 1st . But I will do that okay... I said I was going to save my little $13 dollars but I didnt I was bored so I brought me some soda from Dollar General off of DoorDash okayyyyy. So today agenda is:

1. Drawing Case Designs Apple & Android .

2. Tattoo drawings.

3. Fashion basic croquis and clothes on the body drawings.

4. Random art drawings.

5. My project that probably gonna last all year long which is “ The Art Grid Art Poster for my background wall paper for youtube channel. That going to say Subscribe to The Bardi Oh.

6. Quote List with Price Chart.

7. Blogging.

8. The Comic Book.

10. Packaging Stickers.

11. Lastlyyyyyyy yes my favorite part the Coloring Book. Okayyyyy. Im Out.

Oh yeah and in between time I study my GED and for Phlebotomy and Design Graphic Design & Fashion Design. Yayyyy!!!!!!! Im out oh.

The podcast.

The website .

The blog site all coming soon.

Please follow me on social media sites :

1. Facebook.

2. Twitter.

3. Instagram.

4. Tumblr. of course the site im and u all r reading and im on now posting away.

5. Tik Tok where I do product videos. and How to tutorials.

6. Twitch tv : where I do Gaming tutorials how to game and also my where I show you how to do my character designs my customer service characters team that will help you with your products watch animated tutorials on how to work your products with my gaming character design okay. And watch the panel in animated style. Thank You.

7. Piniterest and DevianArt and Animo Art : Where you can see all of my drawing and comment on them and buy them whateverrrrrr u suppose to be doing liking and buying my art and also on RedBubble and Depop and Poshmark and Pateron.

8. Courses coming soon on skillshare yes I wont to be a teacher on skillshare showing you about my products and everything else.

9. Last ok i promise this the last oneeeee n after this u can leave : Social Media Promotional Cards, Flyers, Business Cards, Thank You , Discount cards everything else up under the sun.

Im out now.

Bye.

God Bless from : The Bardi Oh host of podcast show “ Envy The Dolls Art Days for A designer

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baldgirlandherwigs · 2 years

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🧑‍🦲baldie tuesdie (“toosdee” is how ppl in the south USA often pronounce “Tuesday”) Months ago, this was the first night since being bald that I tried on different dresses and outfits to “go out” bald. I didn’t like it. (Im shocked IG got rid of the photo shoot function) Ugh also, ever since being put on thyroid medicine, my hair has grown back some, but still patchy and sometimes falls out, and I’m gaining fat and water weight so quickly! I mean I guess I was underweight there in the photo. (🤷‍♀️? I dont know! I was never conscious of my weight I never dieted! Ppl just started telling me i was grossly thin! But now that none of my pants fit and I have to buy all new clothes $$$, now i am conscious of it and rather annoyed. And since it’s bc of medicine—I don’t think diet and exercise can help!?) Does anyone have any #thyroid and fitness advice? #levothyroxine #synthroid Thanks & Love! ☮️💟ash Side Note: amazing free people dress found for a fraction on Amazon!! . . . #normalizebaldwomen #baldgirlandherwigs #baldgirl #baldwomen #hairloss #hairlossjourney #womenshealth #healthandbeauty #healthandwellness #healthandfitness #bald #weight #weightloss #weightgain #fashion #wiglife #wigs #dresses #baldwoman #freepeople #freepeopledress #amazonfinds https://www.instagram.com/p/CS9GwLyCOFf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Oh Kris, oh baby, oh. Okay, I'm dumping a bit here, and I hope I don’t strike a cord within you, but overwhelming curiosity has me wondering if you might agree:

What if because they're the only human in Hometown, they don't recognize that they differ from other humans? They assume that their deviations from "the norm" are due to being human? What if their discomfort/confusion with being autistic coincides with their species dysphoria?

What if that's why Toriel constantly checked that human caretaking guidebook out from the Librarby? Because everything the guidebook said about human behavior only applied to neurotypical humans?

What if, because they think that their autistic traits are due to their humanity, they never get properly diagnosed and never receive proper treatment?

Oh my god, autistic Kris makes the entire possession situation even more upsetting. They're quiet, they're not talkative, but the Player forces them to interact with every enemy and person and vendor and chest and piece of furniture, never letting a piece of dialogue or flavor text go unseen. The whole forcing Kris out of their comfort zone thing really just hits harder.

Holy shit, holy shit, I'm convinced of its canonicity now. I'm convinced. There's too much subtext that just fits perfectly. Like, as much subtext as their nb-ness (kind of subtext? Kind of not).

>i hope I don’t strike a chord within you

You did, everything related to this shit does, but thats fine I know when I have to distance myself from it and i dont blame others for it. So I’ll treat it more about kris the fictional character and less about my life experiences, using the latter only to inform the former. Thoughts under cut. again I dunno if this post will Disappear later on lol

-I disagree. I do think kris has very little knowledge of other humans and has maybe never seen one irl, but the human standard and the monster standard seem just close enough even in monster-only hometown kris is weird. Kris is aware they’re different. I think part of it may be them conflating both physical and mental differences. both compound to make them feel extra isolated

-the book, i never thought it was about That, though I can see toriel noticing the differences. I think toriel took it out constantly because of the different challenges that came w a human kid, aka diet, clothes for winter, illnesses, blood and injuries, puberty, etc. maybe there was a behaviour aspect to it but I dont think it was the main reason. I think kris has a female/xx/afab body because afab autistics are so good at masking it makes a clinical difference, which is why everyone refers to kris as a weirdo but the A word is never brought up. They’re just good at covering up the deeper shit

-The diagnosis thing is another reason why I stick with femkris (I’ll just use that for brevity cus picking the terms is hard okay? Correct it in your mind). I got diagnosed at 21. i dont doubt they would finish teenagehood without a diagnosis, if they ever get it at all. I dont think it’s necessarily because of the species thing so much as people just sticking to “weirdo” and “quirky” and never bothering to research on a deeper level (as tends to happen irl)

-As for the nb thing, I’ll be real, Per the net’s definition im a “desister”. I was abt to buy a binder and socially transition at age 19. My hairs been very short for years, my fashion very androgynous, i get called young man/boy/sir outside and inside the net constantly and I was always ostracised by girls... I like femkris because it brings back memories from that time and the % of autistics who transition (and desist, detransition, or just stay in their new identity) is high (so like the whole thing is interconnected). sometimes I scarcely feel like a human at all, much less like whatever standards people have for “girls”. I use they them for kris because of nostalgic value/cus it’s what the game does. I think they’d probably stick to being nb for life cus monster kid does too without any problem. This parts projection and very cringey. I am sorry you had to read this kek. I would rather not go on a rant about this part of my life because I know no one cares

Finally on the possession and it being canon- I don’t like the way the fandom acts about the possession sometimes. I think kris has enough of a will even under Player to give strict boundaries. Kris saves Susie of their own will for example, and if you make them say something they don’t want to they will twist it around to be a joke or sarcastic. I like to think when the game gives you an option to do something, it is because kris, consciously or subconsciously, is willing to do it, and if they really don’t want to do something, they won’t let you. But only two chapters are out- we just don’t have enough information to know this yet

I also don’t think it’s canon. I don’t think Toby fox went out of his way to write this in deliberately, because I know my autist brain loves pattern recognition and connecting little dots of information, cataloguing and labelling it, and that is probably how I come up with all the random shit i do. I wouldnt take it as canon until either the game or Toby make it explicitly stated. Its just something I like to think for fun or comfort, and I would def not use it to enforce anything

Like the other post, if this gets trouble from tumbler dot com it shall go in the gutter

#deltarune #kris deltarune #vsa answers #not even gonna add a drawing here this is pure analysis #autism bullfuckery

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brilapse · 4 years

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LOOK AT THESE PHOTOS. LOOK AT THEM.

I. USED. TO. BE. SO. FUCKING. THIN. AND. SEXY.

JUST LOOK AT THEM. TF. TF. TFFFFFFF.

I NEED to get to this again. I was healthy and fit, I wasn't skinny skinny, I was thin and still curvy. My hair was always done. My makeup was done more often.

I'm really hoping starting these anti-depressants again helps me, gives me more motivation to eat healthy, workout, dress fashionably, do my hair and my makeup.

I've been on them approx 7 days now, and it can take 2-3 weeks to stabilize in your system and you start to feel the positive effects.

The past couple years my depression has been getting gradually worse and worse, and these past few months, it has been BAD with being isolated inside and working from home due to covid, but im working on it. I just took a 2 month paid medical leave from work with drs approval, and im starting meds again and starting up therapy again and im on a healthy foods only diet and forcing myself to walk at LEAST 4 kms a day. Im hoping to be down 30 pounds by the end of 2 months, and then another 30 after that. So by Jan 2021, im back to the size I was above (well a size or two above)

I'm 60 pounds heavier than I was above, so I went from a size 3 to size 12-14. I will get to at LEAST a size 6 again by the time these 2 months are up. I'm making this PROMISE to myself right now.

Time to turn the tables.

#mine #me #personal #selfie #my post #my life #myself #my photos #workout #thin #skinny #thinspo #depression

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anything for yuta please! he is so hot in the latest comeback i cRI

im having a break currently and BOY im so happy to write for you!!! +++ i’d like to take this opportunity to ask you all to stay safe and healthy!

yall know what’s gonna happen. yes you’ve guessed it right i’m doing a strangers to lovers au

so let’s assume you look like your twin bc well…. you’re twins

BUT your twin is the popular twin, and you’re mediocre. AND you two go to separate schools

you’re going to an all-girls’ science school because your life is already hectic you don’t wanna make it anymore hectic with men

your sister goes to a nearby art school. so you know what that means; f r a t b o y s.

also you’ve been knew that your sister is a bit of a player herself

like you’ve had boys coming to your house, crying, begging for your sister to take him back

nonetheless, though, you still love each other and depend on each other a lot

like, whenever you feel like getting a boyfriend, she’d help you out (even though your relationship ends up in flames about 3 months later because the boys you dated are all fratboys that couldn’t appreciate you enough). and in return you’d help her a lot with getting ready for dates or with her studies

so one day

you were in your school, watching a bunch of girls do a practice match of volleyball with another school because you were bored

then you got a text from your sister saying that she needed help and that it was a level-10 threat

i mean,,,, LEVEL 10? that has to be serious

so you dashed tf out of your school

by a few minutes, you’d arrived to your school

your first instinct was to go to her classroom

so you did

and then you saw a bunch of men hogging around your sister’s desk

so you were like?? wtf is going on

“what are you guys doi-”

before you could even finish your sentence, one of them yelled, “there she is!”

and another yelled, “get her!”

you were freaked??? first of all, you actually put in efforts in how you look today, you’re not about to let some crazy men ruin it for you

so you ran for your life

as you were running you wonder what your sister had done for these men to decide to kill her

thanks to your teacher for forcing you to join tons of cross-country runs, you managed to get away from them

you ran into a room and in the midst of panic you knocked onto something, and it all fell apart

you cupped your mouth

from what you can see, you probably knocked over some arts student’s sculpture

there wasn’t anyone, though, so you started looking around to hide before any art student walks in

as you were running towards what looked like a storage room, someone stepped out

he had blonde hair, and was just crazily handsome

but that wasn’t the point

he saw you, and then looked over behind you

“what the- hey! did you do that?” he asked

you weren’t sure if he was angry, or if that’s just his normal face, but eitherway he was really handsome

you looked behind you to the broken sculpture again, and shrugged hesitantly

“may…..be…..?” your voice squeaked at the end

he gave you a look, before walking past you, “if you haven’t noticed i had been working on this for a very long time, asshole.”

his intonation wasn’t angry, but it still left a sting when he said that

you felt guilty

“i’m sor-”

“oh shut it, yuna, save that sorry for my friends that you’ve fucked.” he scoffed as he started cleaning up your mess

you were confused for a second, before everything clicked

he must’ve mistook you for your sister

you laughed awkwardly

“um, i’m y/n, not yuna” you said

he stopped sweeping, and then shot you a confused glance

“since when did you have a whole identity change?” he asked sarcastically again

you’re usually annoyed when people gave you an attitude, but you weren’t this time. maybe because you deserved it……?

“oh no, yuna is yuna. i’m her twin!” you smiled.

he stopped again, and looked at you

he clicked his tongue, and then stared at you from your head to your toe

“well…. you do have a better fashion sense than your sister.” he said

you didn’t know why, but you felt supeeeeeer happy when he said that

“i didn’t know yuna had a twin?”

“oh i go to the all-girls’ school a few miles away from here.” you told him

by now, he was done cleaning up the mess and was working on another sculpture

you wonder why he wasn’t SO mad at the fact that you literally broke a what seemed like months of hardwork

you walked over to the blonde, but he didn’t give you any reaction

“why aren’t you throwing a tantrum that i broke your masterpiece?” you asked

he gave you a glance before going back to his new sculpture

he shrugged, “i felt like it was ugly anyways.” he casually said

you nodded, and then just watched him work on his clay in silence

“so why are you here?” he asked, breaking the silence

you chuckled, “some boys are chasing my sister. i guess this is what she meant when she was having a level-10 threat.”

the guy chuckled too

“aren’t you gonna help your sister?” he asked

you shook your head, “she can handle this on her own. i’m sure her new jock boyfriend will help her out.”

“oh yea, i’m sure johnny will. everyone’s scared of him” he agrees

“you’re not so bad, y/n. i’m yuta.” he held out his hand - that had so many clay on it

it seems like he knew exactly what he was doing as he gave you a smirk to see if you were gonna shake hands or not

you took this as a friendship test - or something - so you took his hand

he made a playful look of disgust, “ew, can’t believe you took my hand like that.” he laughed

you’re pretty sure that was the first time that you saw him properly smile, and he had a really pretty smile too.

“your smile is so pretty….. i wish mine was like yours. when i smile i look like a goat.” you said as you simultaneously rested your face onto your clay-ed hand

“oh GOD!” you yelled, and made yuta laugh

“dumbass!” he claimed happily, before wiping a finger onto your nose

“HEY!” you yelled, and wiped some onto his face

yuta didn’t flinch, instead he was simply laughing

after a moment of laughter, he sighed softly, and then looked at you

“just between the two of us, you’re the better twin, y/n” he confessed, and you giggled

he smiled again, and went on with his work

“how do i get these off my face by the way?”

he chuckled again, “you can’t” he joked

but your dumbass, who has never had experience with arts, believed him

so you were panicking

“what the- um… shouldn’t we get these off our faces?” you asked, nudging him

he shook his head, “i like it on mine. it’s a concept of van gogh’s.”

your heart was really gonna sink in your stomach, he didn’t have as much clay on his face as you did!

“that’s nice, but we should get it off our faces”

you said, nudging him even more

then, he burst out laughing again.

“you’re so funny” he told you

“you can’t be this clueless. of course the clay can be removed. just wash it with water later, idiot” he said, and shook his head

“oh” you said, a little bit embarrassed

then, you got a call

you fished your phone out just to see your sister calling

you signaled yuta to be quiet and he nodded

yuta didn’t have to hear your sister’s voice to know that she was furious at you

“wow! thank god, right? hope you don’t break his heart too.” you said sarcastically

yuta laughed at your snarky attitude

“yes i’m at your school, but a bunch of boys started chasing me thinking i was you.” you explained

“you know what? don’t come home if you’re gonna stay angry!”

you ended the call and turned back to yuta

“well, she’s mad.” you told him, and he nodded

“i love her and all, but she’s the most annoying, irritating, picky, selfish person ever when she’s mad.” you scoffed

“you can always sleep in the streets tonight” he joked

you gave him a look, and he looked away, still thinking it was a decent joke

“just lock her out,” he suggested

“i can’t, she has a spare key.”

“that’s tragic”

you nodded in agreement

“you can come over to my house if you’re comfortable enough” he winked when you looked at him

“but i bet you won’t do it, you look like you don’t have the balls to stay a night with a boy” he shrugged casually as he kept his eyes onto his sculpture

“bet.” you said, and he genuinely looked shocked

“what the hell, are- are you serious?” he stammered, which you found funny

“i mean, sure, why not?”

“aren’t you worried that i might be a serial killer?” he asked

you shrugged as you leaned onto the table in front of him

“so you’re my own version of joe goldberg? sign me up” you joked

he laughed, “you’re brave”

you let out a peace sign as a respond

“we should order in some pizzas tonight then, my treat!” he happily exclaimed

you had been staring at his face for so long - since you first met him

and you can’t help but call him handsome in your mind each time too

you weren’t really that much of a believer in love at first sight but come on, now. yuta has the looks, the talents, the personality, the respect, the humour. and to top all of that he’s got a bit of an attitude. he was screaming boyfriend material into your ears at this point

when he realised you weren’t giving out a response to a pizza night, he froze

“are you on a- um- are you on a diet? do you wanna eat something with low calories instead or-”

taken aback you immediately refuse, “oh my god, no, no! pizza is fine for tonight.” you told him

he let out a sigh of relief

“my ex used to freak out whenever i pick something to eat and it’s not up to her standards, sorry.” he explained

you rolled your eyes at the thought, “that’s plain annoying.”

he nodded in agreement, “it’s a different story if she had something to eat in mind, but no. she lets me decide and then throws a tantrum when i suggest something simple, or some shit like that.” he grunted

you chuckled seeing him annoyed

“hey, what time is it, by the way?” he asked

you opened your phone, and showed it to him, it read 7:48 PM.

“you wanna get going? talking about food is making me hungry.” he explained

you nodded, “me too.”

he started cleaning up his desk, and you helped him out

afterwards, the two of you went to wash the clay out of your hands and faces, yuta not forgetting to splash some water onto you while you were at it

the campus was dark and half-empty by then, some students were giving you looks for splashing water at each other, and you had to admit it was a bit embarrassing

“my house is kinda close to the campus, do you wanna walk or do you wanna take the bus?” he asked

you took a while to think, “since we’re gonna get fat tonight, let’s do some exercise beforehand.” you suggested, and he was fine with it

so you two started walking together

it all felt ethereal to you

the weather was great, it was windy in the right ways, the sky still had a hint of purple and pink to it

you had asked yuta a question that had probably excite yuta, because he was talking with full enthusiasts, and you were enjoying yourself seeing him so passionate about something

then, he absentmindedly swung an arm around your shoulder

and you’re just there like ‘OwO’

but you didn’t want to ruin the moment since he was still talking so passionately

so you acted like you didn’t notice it and carried on with the conversation

plus, you were lowkey (or highkey) enjoying his warmth. he’s a very warm person >:(

then, you two reached his apartment, which looked really nice

when you entered his apartment, it was a bit messy, but it was still pretty

you came to a conclusion yuta was a man of STYLE!!!!

“sorry if my place doesn’t live up to your expectations” he said, but you immediately disagree

“this is a really nice place!” you assured

he kinda gave off a playful look before sitting next to you on the sofa, “so if i were to bring you here on a date, would you like it?” he asked

you were taken aback by the question, but that doesn’t mean a smile wasn’t going to form onto your face

you immediately looked away, still having a hard time removing the grin off of your face

“i don’t know, you haven’t asked me on a date to your house yet.” you told him

he laughed, before poking his head onto your shoulder to see your reaction, “so you want me to ask you out on a lazy date?” he asked

you pushed him away, completely embarrassed, “bro like, shut the fuck up” you said playfully, which made yuta burst out laughing

“your reactions to everything are just so cute.” he told you before softly letting a sigh out

“thanks, we’ve been knew that i’m cute.” you joked

yuta made a disgusted face jokingly too, which made you laugh out of embarrassment

both of you took a really long time to finish off your meals becuase both of you were busy criticizing the shitty netflix series that you were watching

by the time both of you were tired, it was already 4 in the morning

neither you nor yuta could believe that both of you had been talking for that long

but it was undeniable that both of you were enjoying each other’s companies so much

at this point you were ready to propose to this man

but OBVIOUSLY you didn’t wtf

also, by now, you were both cuddled up by the sofa while tall girl was playing on the tv

“do you wanna watch another movie after this?” he asked, you nodded absentmindedly even though you were falling asleep

“how are we gonna get to school tomorrow?” you mumbled groggily

yuta was silent for a while and then he said, “let’s just skip tomorrow!” he suggested

you were falling asleep, yes, but the thought of skipping school excites you

you didn’t always skip school, but you wouldn’t turn down an opportunity either

“that’d be great,” you told him, before laying your head back onto his shoulder

“you know what, y/n?” he asked, you hummed as a response

“let’s go out on a date tomorrow.” he whispered, and then lied his head onto yours

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erixyin · 4 years

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MLQC Boys - reacting to MC cute drunk Part 1

[look dont ask me where this has come from ive just been reading a lot of mlqc reacts and head cannons and i got inspired.]

[No one asked for this and no one probably expected this but you’re going to either sit and read it anyway or you can scroll past. Really from my recent reblogging history you shouldn’t be surprised.]

[the idea came from me and my boyfriend because when i get drunk, as a lightweight, im either the cutest little button you ever did see and act like a child or i am a seductress. Ive decided to go with the fluffy option because thats what my heart desires and i can’t write smut to save my life, nor do i want to - no hate just can’t do it]

Fanfiction i guess?? Part 1 [yes i will be doing all the boys, at some point]

Category: FLUFF

Pairing: MCxLucien

NOTES: switching POV? Kinda? Second person. Idk man its bloody midnight and i need to sleep. Its been playing on my mind. Its really bad but i hope u like it regardless.

ENJOY

Lucien:

You had been on a night out with the girls, you had just finished a really big project at work and you were all over the moon. The long nights and work on the weekends really had done a number on all of you so it was Willow’s idea to celebrate by having a special day out - which inevitably meant you were going to end up at a bar or a club of sorts.

You had messaged Lucien of course once it had been completed, you had rang him a few times but all calls had gone straight to his voice mail. You were concerned but you dropped him a text saying what was going to be happening tonight and decided to enjoy the day regardless. He was probably working on his own project and you didn’t want to disturb him

Three double rum and cokes and 4 round of shots later... to say you were drunk would be an understatement. Kiki managed to get you a taxi home bless her and you had messaged her when you had gotten into the building. You decided to pass on the stairs and go for the elevator.

Honey you couldn’t crawl up the steps if you tried and your heels were off too.

As you reached your floor you decided it would be a GREAT idea to give Lucien the gift you bought for him now. You “””sneakily”””” [you made THE most noise trying to get into your apartment] got into your apartment and plopped your shoes down and grabbed the fish plushie you had bought to remember the Aquarium date you had had with Lucien.

Boi loves his fish. Is a hoe for fish

With bare feet you wandered up to his apartment door and knocked on it kinda loudly. You giggled as you held the fish plushie tightly to your chest.

Odd. No one was responding. You sat down on the floor because your feet were hurting. As you got comfy the door opened to reveal a very clearly sleep deprived Lucien.

Confused. He look down at you on the ground holding a giant fish. “Is... everything alright?” His voice was low and sounded nasally.

[it’s 3am MC let the poor boi sleep]

“Luci!” You squealed as you got up to hug him only to stumble into him. He caught you, still a little stunned but chuckled deeply. “Luci, Luci, Luci look what i got you!” You said as you held the fish plushie literally millimetres from his face.

Lucien smiled slightly at his nickname the girl was blurting out in a childlike fashion. He concluded that she must be drunk with her hair loose, her bare feet and her bold attitude.

“What’s this?” He said stepping back to look at what the girl was holding.

“Fishy!” She said holding it u closer to him. She was on her tip toes

“Ah this is the the red lion fish also known as Pterois volitans. It has no known definitive predators and its diet consists of-“

“FISHY!” You pressed the plushie into his face. Lucien had nothing else to do but accept his fate.

You heard a soft “silly girl”

You grabbed his hand and started to pull him towards the sofa. “Where are we going?” He smiled micheiviously and looked directly into your eyes.

“You are still in your lab coat! That is rude!” You said with a tone of mild annoyance.

“Are you worried about me?” He asked in his silky smooth voice of his

“YES you need sleep.” You said folding your arms across your chest.

“I was only working on a last minute project. Besides you’re the one who needs sleep.” He purred, his soft voice lulling you into a sense of tiredness.

You sat down on the sofa and slowly rested your head on one of his pillows. Still holding his hand tightly. He sat down next to you.

“Luci” you yawned. Boi was still highly amused at his new found nickname, “you need to sweep too otherwise.... you’ll... lose focus....” you let out another yawn and decided to rest your eyelids

“Is someone sleepy? I didn’t expect to have a late night visitor” lucien chuckled softly. His lilac eyes stayed on the girl and his pupils expanded with full adoration

“Not.... sleepy.... just....” and then he heard nothing else but a gentle snoring sound.

He gently removed his hadn from holding hers. He sighed. She was so trusting of him. So trusting that she got a fish teddy bear for him and drunkenly went into his apartment without sensing danger once. He went back into his bedroom and scowered the room to make sure no traces were left. He saw that the window was open and exhaled deeply. He went back to the girl sleeping soundly on his couch. He took off his lab coat and draped it over her gently. She wriggled under the new smell and touch. He studied her sleeping face. So at peace with everything. She really trusted him that much.

Inside he felt a sharp pain in his chest. He looked away from her as pain contorted his face. He stood up to go get the medicine in his bathroom cabinet but he heard a soft sound of “Luci....” he turned to face her and she was still curled up with her eyes closed she held out her hand.

He sighed and sat back down holding her hand. Maybe he was going to get some sleep tonight afterall

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