#I am now ruined

[whisperofthewaves]

I had finished The Goblin Emperor today and thought I could just pick up an ya book with tissue-thin characters right after that. how naive of me.

#nothing important #I've read 90 pages of the ya book and can't move further #I am now ruined #at least for a time #the goblin emperor #alsothe names are somewhat hard to wrap your head around at first but I really do recommend the audiobook. I loved that guy's narration #and voices #it was just the right balance - the voices were different enough to easily recognize who's speaking; there was great emotion in appropriate #paragraphs and on top of all that the narrator did Not ride the loudness scale like a vicious rodeo bull #which is something I find very frustrating in some other audiobooks where I either strain to hear or wince in pain every 10mins

[u3pxx]

KIM KITSURAGI - “Is that. My kineema.”

COMPOSURE [Medium: Success] - Something in him is about to break, *big time*.

EMPATHY - And it’s not going to be pretty, do something!

- DRAMA [Formidable] - Everything is fine!

- “Sure is.”

DRAMA [Formidable: Failure] - Surely he’s aware that he’s not the *only* person in the world who owns a Kineema?

YOU - “Is it really *yours*? I mean, plenty of people have their own Kineemas, right? Like working men, government offices, uh, firefighters I guess, maybe even animal control people? Exactly! A million different people who could’ve driven it into the uh…”

DRAMA - Pause, my liege! Ixnay on the Ineemakay!

YOU - “It could even be our *mysterious* joyrider!”

KIM KITSURAGI - Your frenzied babbling falls deaf to the lieutenant's ears. Instead, he approaches the broken vehicle, sunken in the ice. He moves with a caution and gentleness you haven’t seen him display before.

INLAND EMPIRE - It must be cold and lonely down there, in the icy water. Maybe he could sense its sorrow, calling to him…

PERCEPTION (SIGHT) [Easy: Success] - His hands, which are always stiffly placed behind his back, are trembling.

ENDURANCE - This is the shuffle of a tired, tired man.

HALF LIGHT - He’s going to do something drastic because of you. Oh god, terrible! You’re a terrible liar! You can’t look at this, you just can’t!

VOLITION [Formidable: Success] - It's not *you* who drove his kineema into the sea. You have plenty of faults, but this one is decidedly not yours.

KIM KITSURAGI - He kneels down with his head bowed, casting his face in shadow. He plants a hand on the ice to stabilize himself, squinting to get a better view of the motor carriage. “Detective, it says ‘57’ on it.”

YOU - Sweat drips down your brow, and you feel a terrible headache coming. “Maybe our joyrider has an affinity for that number?”

LOGIC - He's not stupid, he knows that it's not that.

KIM KITSURAGI - “57.”

YOU - “What about 57?”, you brace yourself.

KIM KITSURAGI - “Precinct 57.”

YOU - You wince. “Kim, look-”

KIM KITSURAGI - “When I woke up in the Whirling-in-Rags with no memory of what happened during the days before, I've taken note that something of mine has gone missing.” He grits his teeth. "A very. Important. Something."

He runs his hands over his face, messing his already unkempt hair in the process. Regret creeps up on his features. “God. Fuck. They’re going to fire me over this, they’re not going to hear me out.”

EMPATHY - Desperation settles in the lieutenant's tone. Sadly, you find yourself in agreement, even if you don’t want it to be the truth.

YOU - “People are more valuable than machines, Kim.”

KIM KITSURAGI - “Not people like me.” He rasps.

YOU - “…”

KIM KITSURAGI - Before you can say anything more, you fail to notice the lieutenant carefully walking onto the edge of the ice. He looks over the frigid water, a dizzying blue that mirrors and distorts his exhausted face back to him.

YOU - “Kim?”

KIM KITSURAGI - Seconds pass as he looks to be contemplating something. Out of nowhere, he casually takes another step where the ice ends and the sea begins. It happens all too quick for the lieutenant to even voice a call for help— if he even wanted to — his body plunging into the cold water before your eyes.

YOU - “KIM!!!!”

uhhh bonus stuff? sorry i have swap au brainworms pfttt

(im not sure what skills kim has at the moment so rn he only has narration as his inner monologue ok whoops, i would like to keep harry as the guy who thinks in dialogue trees so im still figuring it out pfttt)

also, this was done bc i wanted to expand on these old scribbles of mine, just like an idea, i just think that he'd be having an even worse time wheezes

#disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #harry du bois #den's disco swap #disco elysium role swap #HI nobody look at the fact that. i am a novice writer at best DFGHJFGH #i had idea for some comic dialogue but it ended up being this instead whoops. i mean i could still draw this as a comic #anyways. i was like. trying to reverse engineer my idea of how kim can change into his bomber jacket instead of his uniform. #which. i dont think you can do with just simple convincing bc that thing is fused to him in spirit so there has to be like a good reason wh #oh it gets ruined! how? it gets like wet or smth! how'd that happened? he threw himself into the sea #also isnt it fitting that my memory problems is making me not remember the things that happen in disco elysium very well wheezes #so whoops if the characterization is a lil off lmaoooooo #but i have been trying to figure out how i want harry to be in this swap au #i dont think he's as well as he wants you to believe he is. and just the image of him pushing this 'youre allowed to be in denial about + #this' to kim about the kineema was so vivid in my head and idk if that tracks but hell. its in there now dfghdjfg #starry don't look #sunnysidedraws #sunnysidedisco

[ruubesz-draws]

Quality time with the eldest (Earth) and the youngest (Minus One)! Whatever could go wrong??

Yet again, another cat moment for Minus One. He likes Legendary the most out of all the brothers

Goodbye, Minus One... you will be missed :'(

(Pro tip! Be careful with your belongings at the beach. You never know what might happen to it)

#godzilla #godzilla x kong: the new empire #godzilla minus one #godzilla earth #godzilla ultima #shin godzilla #godzilla x mothra #earth and minus one having some quality time #but then ion dragon had to ruin it #it's always that guy #at least minus one is strong enough to defeat him lol #and he's safe! #he enjoyed his lil flight #but do it again and Earth will defo have a heart attack #and probs destroy the whole planet #and we don't want that now... #do we? #btw #I STILL SHIP GODZILLA AND MOTHRA AND I AM GOING TO DRAW SHIP ART JUST YOU WATCH ME HHHHHHHRRRGGGG #anyway Ultima is into science so he's been... busy ig #shin is just shin #i wish i could sleep like shin #do not repost #my art

[achillean-knight]

#A taste of whats to come for my AU comic.... the same one with mask bot don't worry #I've committed to the mask bot series now lmao #Anyways this is MUCH further in the story bc I am impatient and wanted to draw my other concept for the small series in a different light #now with more developments. #fnaf #fnaf au #my fnaf au art #the puppet #the puppet fnaf #the marionette #charlie emily #cassie fnaf #cassie #fnaf security breach #fnaf ruin #the blob #the blob fnaf #the tangle #my art #oh yeah ignore the writing error if you see it I just realised I made a mistake JKHDSSJSK

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

"See you tomorrow"

MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 4 [prev parts]

#better drawn mdzs #MDZS Disco Elysium AU #mdzs au #Lan wangji #wei wuxian #yiling laozu #Happy Belated Halloween! #digital art #Thank you all for your patience as I drove myself into a madness only known by those lost at seas alone. #I put a lot of time into this one! It's not perfect but I am very happy with it + I am so happy to put down the tablet pen. #Digital art has some nice features but I'm sticking with traditional! I need a month to recover from the 2+ weeks of torture. #Okay lets talk about the AU and the comic now #Disco elysium has some of the best existential-horror-dream sequences I have ever seen. #The dialogue here is heavily inspired by The Final Dream - A scene I'd love to talk about more were it not so heavy with spoilers. #My AU is a lot more complex than a simple character swap but I really felt like LWJ + YLLZ fit this scene. #The final dream is about being unable to move on from a lost love. From something You made holy. From something You ruined. #It is about realizing that no matter how smart you are or what you offer or how you try to change - #You will never be able to turn back time. You will never ever be able to fix what is broken. That you also have been broken for a long time #You are a fuck-up who worships the nail covered ground of someone who did not want to be holy. And even though it hurts- #You cannot let this nightmare go. The pain keeps the love close. It is worse to forget. You promised to remember. #WWX died thinking LWJ disliked him. LWJ lost someone he thought was revolted by his love.

[mintjeru]

i just think they would be good friends

bonus:

open for better quality | no reposts

#kaveh #mamere #salsa #alhaitham #genshin impact #genshin #fanart #myart #doodle #comic #in my head they all met bc i'm running around fontaine w/ kaveh and alhaitham on my team #kvthm are on a little vacation swimming and exploring the ruins and visiting the opera house <3 #as for world quests i loved mamere's and the dialogue at the end of that one really got me #i've been focused on quest progression so only now am i doing exploration #i've been taking pictures of kaveh near the easels hehe #well. i've been taking many pictures in general bc fontaine is very pretty #i think this took me 2 or 3 days total to complete whew

[harukaenthusiast]

i liked the trailer today ! However, top ten Little Dudes with issues,

#arvenfanboyposting #pkmn sv #kieran pokemon #sv dlc spoilers #indigo disk #pokemon sv #rival kieran #sv dlc #the hidden treasure of area zero #SORRY. I am not Normal over this onion looking fuck #he’s so Ruined what happened to him.. he had the stars in his eyes NOW WHAT!!!

[existennialmemes]

"I will not explain the joke"

Not me. I'm dying to explain the joke. All you have to do is ask and I will be literally delighted to write you a three paragraph explanation complete with links to reference materials.

#shitpost #shitposting #neurodivergent #neurodivergent memes #actually autistic #autism memes #autistic memes #audhd #i hate not getting the joke #if you don't get the joke i am SO READY to explain it to you #idc if it ruins this joke #now you'll know and you'll get the next joke about it

[princeofmoth]

My personal (canon) interpretation of how that scene played out in episode 3

#jrwi #jrwi show #jrwi the suckening #the suckening #the suckening ep 3 #jrwi emizel #emizel tucker #jrwi arthur #arthur bennett #my art #jrwi spoilers #jrwi arthur bennett #also Emizel 1000% listens to Vanessa Carlton prove me wrong #this bit has now spurred on an entire playlist of ‘bad’ early 2000-10s music that I am certain Emizel (and soda) would know every word to #it is now my most and least favourite character playlist I’ve ever made #and it is ruining my Spotify #worth it

[knife-filled-plushies]

i love these two so i decided to doodle them hsjfhskfj

tiny bit of style experimentation

#pastel doodles! #sun and moon show #tsams #the sun and moon show #tsams forkface #forkface #ruin monty #tsams ruin monty #forkface x ruin monty #as an added note i'd like to think their relationship is relatively simple #they just like each other-like being with each other-enjoying one another's company #ruin monty talks and forky listens #it was basically a 'i like you' 'so we dating now?' 'cool' #they love each other on a very simple and sweet level #am i talking about a relationship that has never fully been onscreen? yes and im not ashamed of it #i love them hjfhsf #still sad that ruin monty died before we could see them together :(

[1driedpersimmon]

🎉 finally!

(Prev: X)

#ff #ffxiv #sesame #Kaiien #little guys I am not tagging I am lazy #anyways… #Kaiien did it!!!!! finally!!!! #sesame too!! #now they can be happy for a little bit before I decide how to ruin their lives hahahahahahhaha

[jazzkrebber]

netflix I'm in your walls

#an emmy nominee #they literally just made a game for it #the cast are literally all best friends #i need them and they need each other #what am I supposed to do with my life now #shadow and bone cancelled #six of crows spinoff cancelled #shadow and bone #six of crows #grishaverse #crooked kingdom #ruin and rising #siege and storm #wylan hendriks #jesper fahey #wylan van eck #wesper #kanej #helnik #kaz brekker #inej ghafa #nina zenik #matthias helvar #leigh bardugo #malina #zoyalai #genyadavid

[gum-iie]

“oh hello.”

#no i am not over boattore #genshin impact #dottore #i kept thinking that he'd pop up during the ruin golem quests #can you imagine his face if he saw the god damn ruin golem moving--WALKINg?? #buT YEAH GUESS WHO FINISHED THIS???? #THIS BITCH #YAAAAAAAA #i have met the one (1) serious piece quota for the year and will now be shitposting until january #zandik rights #procrastination doodles

[lunarr-stuff]

Softly the Clouds enveloped the Sun's desperate arms..... ⛅⛅⛅⛅ manga redraw that went so perfectly right

the manga redraw in question hahah i got ruined haha

#my art #stableboys #sun wukong #ao lie lmk #sun wukong lmk #lmk fanart #lego monkie kid #lego monkey kid fanart #clip studio paint #digital art #art #monkey king #ruined #they ruin me #and then i am left a sobbing mess #haha #HAHAH #now so must you MWHAHA

[barry-j-blupjeans]

woke up this morning with a strong vision of a taz balance au that is literally the same as canon but the umbrastaff is instead this umbrella hat

i could not decide if this would take the place of taako's wizard hat or if he'd put the wizard hat over/under it. both options are hilarious

Image description: an umbrella-shaped hat with green, blue, red, and yellow segments, attached to a black headband that rests atop a mannequin's head. End description.

#taz #taz balance #edward just gettin fuckin' SUCKED into taako's hat #incredible #i am speaking #i know. i know what happened to the jean umbrella post but #this idea is too good not to share for the risk of ruining my notes again lsdkfksdf #damn i thought i posted this this morning but apparently i put it in drafts. rip. here it is now lskdfsd #image id by anistarrose #thank u !!

[foxy-alien]

Um if youre still taking requests : Wake ..? Or Pyrrhawake !

"Anyone who spaded your mum would brag about it."

#I AM SO OBSESSED WITH WAKE NOW #i am also shaking tumblr for ruining the image so please click to see better #commander wake #tlt #the locked tomb fanart #awake remembrance of these valiant dead #tlt fanart #Also i am still working on requests! there are some really fun ones that i want to give good attention too