#The hoes look on with uncertainty.

[dankovskaya]

Why did he fucking do that 😍

#...............................security. #what kills me is how zoomed in it is on his face like you can't even fully see the gesture that he decided to invest in at that moment #The hoes look on with uncertainty. #ff7 #leon/mccree/every other man in a video game jumpscare btw no one has uploaded this part in jpn yet #vincent valentine

[senp1i]

GYM BRO’s? GYM HOES!

(SNSD Choi Sooyoung x Male reader) rewritten!! WC: 3440 + also if u previously read it then read after the keep reading, from then on ive added and changed the story

Sooyoung stumbled into the brightly lit 24-hour gym at stupid o'clock in the morning, unable to stay still in her apartment . With SNSD’s big summer/late-summer comeback announced, her schedule was absolutely shit lately between vocal training, choreography bootcamp hell, and a new diet that had her craving carbs 24/7. 

Call her crazy, but a good workout sounded way more appealing than yet another hour tossing and turning in bed. 

The location near their dorm was usually blissfully empty at ass o’clock in the morning too - perfect for looking like a disgusting post-workout mess without judgment. She swiped her membership card at the empty front desk, earbuds already queued up with a stupid EDM mix. 

Rounding the corner towards the cardio equipment though, Sooyoung came to an abrupt halt. 

Wait a damn minute...was that...a guy? 

Working out alone in the free weights corner? Well crap, so much for having the place to herself, she thought.

Squinting across the room, she vaguely recognized him - one of their fan-sites maybe? He seemed just as startled to no longer be alone, nearly dropping the dumbbell in his hand with a awkward fumble. 

“Oh shit! Sooyoung-ssi?” His eyes bugged wide, literally about to pop out, “Shit, sorry, I didn’t think anyone else would be here this late...” 

Sooyoung snorted, shifting her gym bag higher on one shoulder. “You and me both, dude.” An awkward silence passed of them just standing there staring. *sigh* no use being a bitch about it, she decided. Gym’s open 24/7 to members, even nosy fanboys. 

Tossing him a casual chin jerk goodbye, she headed towards the treadmills. 

“Well don’t let me mess up your sesh or anything,” she called over one shoulder, queueing up her go-to cardio playlist. Setting her phone on the ledge, Sooyoung hopped up on the belt and started jogging.

The familiar burn soon had her zoning out - eyes fixed on her reflection in the big wall of mirrors, volume cranked enough to drown out any other noise. 

Including the sound of fumbling weights behind her...as the same flustered fanboy now seemed incapable of  looking away from Sooyoung's sweaty reflection. His eyes tracked her bouncing boobs barely contained in the old Nike sports bra, and down to those leggings leaving nothing to imagination with each pounding step. 

((a/n: so for the sake of my sanity we’ll all pretend this is a treadmill and that the fila is a Nike, alright? Good.🫡))

Sooyoung noticed the attention after a few minutes, torn between rolling her eyes or biting back a smug grin. Fan service was part of the job after all - but she also knew damn well what she looked like working out in minimal fabrics. Didn’t mean she enjoyed feeling ogled like a piece of meat, but the ego boost was kinda nice. 

Nearly 45 minutes and 5 miles later however, tiredness sank in as Sooyoung began cooling down to a walk. 

Her leg muscles felt more like limp udon noodles at this point, chest heaving to gulp oxygen. Risking a glance behind her, she noted the fan seemed to be wrapping up his own workout now too - re-racking an impressive set of heavy dumbbells across the open floor space.

Sooyoung slid her feet to a stop on the treadmill, skin sticky with sweat. She bent down to stretch her quads and muscles briefly, back to the weight area. 

When she straightened up from touching her toes, the guy was much closer than expected - openly staring with those wide dark eyes.

"Feeling pretty bold over here aren't we?" Sooyoung arched an eyebrow, unflustered. His mouth snapped shut audibly, face and neck flushing darker.

"S-sorry noona!" he stammered, glancing away and raking a hand through his messy black hair. "I just uh...wanted to say nice workout? You really seem like you know what you're doing..." His awkward compliment trailed off into uncertainty, still avoiding direct eye contact.

Sooyoung couldn't help chuckling internally at just how shy this random fan was at interacting with her one-on-one, especially with so much exposed skin on display. She had to admit she didn't exactly mind the shy flattery. After over a decade pressure-cooking in the entertainment industry, it was actually sort of refreshing.

"I thought maintaining stamina is important for those long music show rehearsal hours," she replied easily, straightening up with a slight groan as her abdomen muscles protest. 

Noticing the guy's eyes follow the flex of her defined abs, she had to hide another smirk. Too easy.

"But clearly you know what you're doing too," Sooyoung continued with a glance at the impressive set of free weights he had been using earlier

"I don't usually see guys your age lifting that heavy without a spotter."

Pink still dusted his sharp cheekbones, but he met her gaze now without the prior dose of awkwardness at the indirect praise. 

Rubbing the back of his neck almost shyly, his lips quirked upwards.

"I try to hit the gym pretty consistently. Can't let you idol types have all the good bodies, you know." Y/N murmurs with a smirk, a smile.. somewhere in between

Was he...flirting back now? Sooyoung thought as she cocked her head, curiosity piqued by this boost of confidence in him, 

She noted that he really was very good looking, with feline eyes and a sharp jawline that complemented the defined muscles under his sweaty workout t-shirt. No wedding ring either she observed.

"Oh really now?" she challenged, arms crossing under her boobs subtly. Enjoying the way his dark, definitely interested gaze automatically tracked and traced her tits, she took a half step closer.

"Maybe you could...give me some tips then?" Batting her lashes innocently, Sooyoung gestured one manicured hand at the bench press station nearby. "My upper body strength is definitely my weakness in dance practice lately." She says, 

Y/N looks momentarily caught off guard by the bold invitation, his adams apple visibly bobbing in a hard swallow. But then he regains his confidence, lips quirking in a smirk again.

"It would be my pleasure to help demonstrate, Sooyoung-ssi” he says with his eyebrows raised and the smirk plastered on

Sooyoung watched with interest as the handsome fan confidently adjusted the bench press bar to a heavy weight for her petite frame. Clearly trying to impress her. Smirking slightly as he patted the black vinyl meaningfully in invitation, she walked closer. Intentionally lingering longer than necessary in his personal space before fluidly getting into position on her back.

The barely there bra did nothing to save her from the cold of the bench against her mostly bare skin. Goosebumps rising, Sooyoung tilted her chin up towards her impromptu trainer hovering near her.

"Well show me what you've got Mr. Gym Rat," she prompted cheekily. 

His appreciative gaze flicked down to where her nipples had peeked almost visibly through the sweat-damp bra barely covering them. 

Clearing his throat, Y/N carefully guided her hands into position holding the loaded barbell now held above only inches from her breast . 

Sooyoung noticed how his fingers lingered, thumbs sweeping the inside of her wrists.

"Right uh, form is pretty important obviously..." Y/N started out slightly unevenly. As he began explaining proper technique, one large hand pressed unnecessarily against her toned stomach - supposedly to demonstrate using her core muscles.

"Make sense?" he asked, unconsciously stroking along her defined abs with his thumb distractedly. 

"Mmhmm..." Sooyong managed, hoping she didn't sound as breathless to his ears as her own thudding pulse. She chalked it up to a normal physiological reaction - an undeniably hot guy was freely running his big hands all over her pretty much naked skin. It had been awhile since she got this type of casual intimacy with her crazy schedule and long-term even busier relationship. 

Noticing her physical response, Y/N's lips curved slyly. He leaned down close, caging her under the heavy bench bar. "Why don't we start with a set, see how you handle it?" The intentionally lowered voice raised involuntary goosebumps on her skin,

Swallowing, Sooyoung tried focusing on proper breathing and form as she guided the weight smoothly down. But with him hovering so intimately close, she became hyper aware of every inch of bare skin exposed to the gym air and his wandering gaze. 

Each brush of his fingers igniting sparks over her nerves. 

Biceps burning from exertion, she carefully guided the barbell back into its holders. Breath coming shorter, she couldn't resist looking sideways up at him through her lashes. 

Heart kicking faster seeing pure lust in his hooded eyes. She should tell him to back off, that she wasn't some groupie to take advantage of. Should remind him she had a whole career, a boyfriend even - a goddamn celebrity boyfriend none the less. But the words died on her lips as his palm smoothed down her stomach again.

"I think you need another set baby..." 

The risky nickname from his mouth sent a new flood of wetness between her clenched thighs. Recklessly she arched up into his arm, just enough to make her stiff nipples touch across his wrist. His low hum is satisfying to her ears.

Maybe she could blame it on the adrenaline crash later she thought, Or the fact that she hasn’t gotten laid properly in weeks thanks to her and Jung Kyung-ho’s overlapping schedules . 

But right now, feeling so desired and drowning in endorphins was exactly what Sooyoung needed after endless brutal days of smiling through every nonsense using her idol-persona as a shield

So here and now, Sooyoung threw caution fully out the window. Grabbing a fistful of her Y/N’s sweaty shirt, she yanked him down insistently, crushing their mouths together. He responded immediately, large hand pulling too-roughly in her messy ponytail to angle her head for better access. 

She bit and pulled at his lower lip sharply. "What's your name anyway?" Sooyoung asked against his mouth, just realising she had no clue who this fan who felt so good pinning her down was,

"Y/N..." he managed, kissing wetly down her throat. Hearing the breathless need filling his voice sent another slob of wetness straight between her legs. 

"Hmm Y/N-yah..." Testing his name on her tongue earned a responding groan. His hands slid boldly up from her shaking stomach to cover her neglected tits, kneading roughly through the thin cloth of her sports bra. White burst behind Sooyoung's shut eyelids, back arching off the vinyl bench. 

"Oh fuck..." she moaned out. The vulgarness is a stark contrast from her idol act coming out unfiltered. 

Y/N’s dark chuckle against her hammering pulse made her inner muscles clench on nothing. 

"That's it baby, tell me what you want," he murmured , thick fingers tweaking her hard nipples for emphasis.  

"Ahh!" Sooyoung whimpered as the sensation went straight to her clit, hands flying down to roughly shove down the band of her leggings and underwear before she peeled her sweaty bra over her head. Tossing it carelessly to show her gorgeous bare tits with stiffen nipples. His pulse racing double time seeing literal fantasy material come to life right in front of him. "Holy fucking shit..."  Y/N mutters,  staring open-jawed,

"Like what you see?" Sooyoung purred, noting his stunned expression. Inching closer she took his shaky hands, guiding them onto her exposed tits. Hot soft skin filled his palms and Y/N groaned at finally living out countless fever dreams.

"Fuck yes... You're even sexier without clothes noona."

He tested their size and weight gently. Watching with wide crazed eyes as she bit her kiss-swollen lower lip on a moan when he thumbed over her nipples teasingly, properly now that her bra is off.

"Been wanting to get my hands on these perfect tits for years..." he rasped before ducking down to capture one of the brown peaks in his mouth.

"Oh god!" Sooyoung's shocked cry as he lavished attention on her breasts with lips, tongue and a hint of teeth. He smirked around a mouthful of her boobs.

"Sensitive here huh?" Tweaking her spit-slick nipple sharply in emphasis.

"Yes! Fuck..." Grinding against his thigh slotted between hers searchingly, Sooyoung fisted a hand almost too-tight in his hair. Urging him to give equal attention to her other needy tit.

The power rush left Y/N lightheaded. Never in a million years did he imagine his long-time celebrity crush would be practically humping his leg whining for more. He needed to be inside her like five minutes ago.

With urgency he flipped Sooyoung, bending her over the bench. Groaning reverently at the sight of her flawless bare ass and soaked panties.

"Fuck you have no idea how many times I've jerked off imagining this perfect ass up in the air for me." He emphasised the filthy words with a sharp open-palmed spank to one plump asscheek. Her answering moan urged him on. Gripping her slim hips bruisingly tight, he dragged his still covered dick along her slit.

"Please Y/N-aah... Want to feel you inside..." Hearing Korea's darling beg so prettily to be fucked sent Y/N into overdrive. With shaking hands he shoved down his boxers, dick springing free and almost smacking her ass. Groaning at the first glide of his angry red dick through slick soaked folds.

"Tell me how bad you need this cock baby..."  He asks as he teases them both - rubbing his swollen purple head along  her pussy but refusing to enter. 

Sooyoung whined, circling her hips urgently. "Please, feel so empty... Fuck me oppa!"

That was all the permission he needed. Tightening his hold on her hips,, Y/N thrust forward - plunging into her  incredibly tight velvet heat in one relentless slide. Balls slapping harshly against her clit. 

"Holy shit!" They both choked out. Frozen for a second, from just pure bliss

Then Y/N was fucking into her hard and fast - years of suppressed longing fueling his brutal pace. The lewd slick sound of their smacking flesh filled the empty gym. Her sharp cries urged him deeper.

Draped over her arched back, he slid a hand down her shaky stomach. Through the neat patch of pubes to circle her clit in firm strokes.

"Don't stop, please...I'm so fucking close!" Sooyoung whined, sharply circling her hips with his still imperceptibly swelling dick nestled deep inside her. Y/N starts fingering her clit in fast strokes, wanting to push her over the edge,

"Be a good girl and cum on oppa's cock," he rasped directly into her ear. Licking along the line of her throat when she tossed her head back, mewling.

"Oh god, fuck yes I'm cumming!" Sooyoung wailed, vision white as she orgasms hard - cunt spamming erratically around him. Milking every last drop of cum from his buried dick as she shook through endless waves of dizzying twitches.

Y/N fucked her slowly through the intense aftershocks until her limbs went limp, slumping forward. Soft puffs of breath hitting the bench under her flushed cheek. Holy hell she looked completely fucked out like this - hair, a wild mess, his release leaking steadily from her well used pussy.

Unable to resist, he carefully pulled out his sensitive dick free with a wet sound and her whimper, making him groan again as even more juices dripped freely down her soppy cunt in globs now coating her thighs. Gripping her ass cheeks, he spread them eagerly - her slick puffy folds still shaking, twitching.

Ducking down without hesitation, Y/N licked broadly up the entire crease. Tasting the salty-bitterness of her orgasm mixed with his semen.

"Ohhh fuck..." Sooyoung jerked, overstimulated nerves clearly on fire. But he just hummed directly against her, the vibrations making her squirm as he straightened his tongue. Spearing deep into her pussy to taste everything,

He gripped her hips again to hold her trembling body still, continuing to spear his tongue relentlessly into Sooyoung's oversensitive canal "Oh god, oh fuck!" Sooyoung whimpered and gasped as the intense sensations crashed over her overloaded nerves. The lewd, slick sounds of his sucking filling the empty gym.

Just when her thighs started really shaking from the stimulation, he finally let up. Pulling back to admire his handiwork once more with a satisfied groan.

But he isnt done with his bias yet,, he pressed two thick fingers back inside her velvet heat. Smirking when she jerked and whined at that light penetration.

"Mmm , you'll take a little more for your fan ,right?" He purred slyly even as she shuddered through another weak orgasm.

Not giving her a chance to recover, he quickly lined himself back up. Nudging just barely inside once more.

Sooyoung blinked sluggishly up at him, lips parted and slick with spit, eyes filled with tears even. "Ohhh f-fuck I can't..." Sooyoung whined, still shaking through the aftershocks. But despite her pleas she eagerly pushed her ass back for more of Y/N's thrusting fingers.

"Mmm yes you will," he growled. "Gonna make you cum all night..."

The lewd sound of his fingers pumping her soaked pussy echoed around the empty gym. Her broken whimpers urging him on.

"Oppa wants that sloppy cunt nice and wet before you take this dick again."

Adding a third finger, he twisted them until she bucked sharply - abusing her g-spot mercilessly. "Oh shit! Oh shit don't stop..." Sooyoung babbled, rocking her hips desperately to get those thick fingers deeper.

Y/N chuckled darkly at how needy she was for it already. His free hand cracked down hard on one jiggling ass cheek, making her yelp.

"Fuck yourself on oppa's fingers just like that. Let me see you cum again."

Arching sharply, Sooyoung braced her hands properly - shamelessly riding his thrusting fingers now. The lewd sound of her soaked pussy sucking them in greedily echoed with her pitched cries.

Right on the edge, Y/N suddenly ripped his hands away - ignoring her scream. Gripping her hips tight enough to bruise, he rammed balls-deep into her still-spasming cunt. Bottoming out so deep she saw stars.

"OH FUCK yesyesyes!" Sooyoung babbled mindlessly.

Y/N set a brutal pace instantly - their slick bodies slapping together loudly. Obscene squelching noises coming from where their juices dripped down her trembling inner thighs.

"Yeah? Oppa's cock feels good pounding this tight pussy?" He rasped filthily against her ear. Her constant and almost musical 'ah-ah-ah's with every deep thrust said it all.

Flipping her easily onto her back not the nth time, Y/N hooked one slim leg over his shoulder - driving himself impossibly deeper. Loud smack of balls against her ass echoing.

Sooyoung's next orgasm crashed through her violently - back bowing off the bench as she wailed his name. Cunt spasming erratically, trying to milk his cock.

Not nearly done with her, Y/N manhandled her limp body into his lap , as he sat down on the gym’s vinyl flooring next - spearing up into her dripping hole once more. Sharp cries ringing out as he bounced her roughly on his dick by the hips.

"Yes yes fuck! Shit I can't..." Sooyoung babbled, still cum drunk and now full on crying. But her petite yet tall  body continued riding him eagerly. Tits jiggling wildly with the force of it.

Reaching around, Y/N's thick fingers found her throbbing clit again. Rubbing messy circles as she squeezed almost painfully a fourth time. Her rhythmic contractions pushed him closer to the edge too.

But he still wasn't done using her gorgeous body yet.

Pulling out abruptly mid-orgasm, he smirked at her wrecked wail. Manhandling her to knees, he fisted himself rapidly - aimed right at her sweat-slick back curved so beautifully before him.

"Look so fucking good on your knees noona... Now tell oppa what you need," he gritted out, squeezing the life out of his own dick,

Whining and grinding her ass back desperately, Sooyoung glanced over one shoulder. Eyes glazed and burned into his.

"P-please...want you to cum all over me oppa," she begged prettily, pink tongue swiping across her swollen bottom lip. "Mark me as yours..."

"Fuck!" Y/N roared, fist flying rapidly over his slick dick. Her nasty plea instantly triggered his release. He painted her back and ass cheeks in endless ropes of white hot semen - marking SNSD's lead dancer Sooyoung as claimed, way more claimed then her man could ever mark her.

Chests heaving, he eventually tugged her fucked-out body upright against him. She mewled weakly feeling their mixed cum and her juices now dripping freely out of her loose fucked out vagina and down her thighs and his.

"Let's get you cleaned up hm?"

Scooping her up easily, Y/N carried his pliant bias towards the locker room showers....... [A/N: lol pt2 coming out soon , i might finally surpass 5 if not 7k words, it'll be a personal milestone, took down the previous one cause i noticed typos and added bs, i didnt spellcheck it or even read through it prior to posting like an idiot, anyway req: @snsdyb]

#kpop smut #snsd smut #girls generation smut #male reader #x reader #pov smut #reader insert #request #Snsd sooyoung smut #Girls generation Sooyoung smut #Choi Sooyoung smut #smut

[thatsthewrongwallcraig]

hey, can you please write sub! lowkey masochist! kappa smut where he’s like totally obsessed with the reader and devoted? and he also has a hair pulling kink🤭

ARF ARF ARF! BARKING RIGHT AT IT!...and by that, I mean I added some puppy play because I like giving y'all a little whiplash 😘🐶

Worship

Summary: Kappa is begging to be touched. That's really all you need to know.

Pairing: Kappa x fem!Reader

Content Warnings: Kinky Smut 18+!, Two Idiots In Love Your Honor, Dry Humping, Affectionate Petnames, A Sprinkle Of Dumbification, Puppy Play Because Deep Down Kappa Just Wants To Be A Good Boy, One Sloppy Handjob, Premature Orgasm, So Much Begging, So Much Gratitude For Reader, A Teeny Tiny Bit Of Crying

Word Count: ~1,4k

A/N: I feel like I'm becoming more and more unhinged by every new fic and I love that for me.

Tagging the hoe squad (gender neutral!):

@crypticsewerslut @quicksilversg1rl @alalalaaallaaalaaa @bvg-w1res @milsthouqhts @roryculkinsbf @roryculkinsgf @amayalul

Weigh down on me

Stay till morning

Way down, would you say I'm worthy?

- Just Pretend by Bad Omens

Turning another page from the book that you were reading, you smiled to yourself softly. Gentle snoring blubbered out of Kappa’s half-way closed mouth, his head resting on your chest. He must’ve fallen asleep while your free hand had toyed around with frizzy strands of his black hair. You couldn’t blame him, not even the slightest bit, for just dozing off. If you just could, you would’ve, too, but a relentlessly racing mind kept you awake. All the what if’s, the uncertainties mixed with a heaping pile of overthinking was hardly shut down by the light reading you did, but at least it helped somehow.

Yawning a little, you placed the book onto the concrete floor right next to the old mattress and leaned yourself back against the wall, careful not to wake Kappa. Your gaze wandered down to his sleeping body. He looked so beautifully calm and relaxed all curled up into your arm like that…vulnerable even. You felt your heart swelling in your chest at the sight in front of you. You knew that he trusted you but sometimes it’s the little things that really hammered it down home.

“Such a good and pretty boy…” You whispered under your breath and placed a loving kiss to his head, inhaling his scent for a moment before you closed your eyes in a new attempt to find some sleep.

You didn’t really believe in it but you could at least give it another try, right?

To soothe your ever so loud thoughts, you concentrated on Kappa’s slow, peaceful breathing, acknowledging the tiny snores falling from his lips here and there and enjoying how his cheek felt all warm against your chest. For a second you wondered whether he’d fallen asleep listening to your heartbeat. At times he liked doing that.

“Huh…?” For a split second you were, in fact, about to drift off a little but then you felt Kappa pressing his form closer to you.

Curious as to what was going on, you opened one eye just enough to let your view wander downwards.

“Oh…” The corners of your lips curled upwards into an intrigued grin as you realized how he rolled his hips against your thigh, pressing his crotch to your skin in subconscious movements.

“Are we having nice dreams, huh?” Your voice barely audible and more of an amused comment to yourself as you opened both eyes to watch him.

In slow yet surprisingly aimed, little thrust of his hips against your thigh Kappa was dry humping you and you bit down on your bottom lip, feeling the rising heat from the friction of skin grinding against skin. With every small movement his hardening cock stroke over your thigh, the first eager droplets of pre-cum pooling at its head.

“You’re such a horny boy, no?” It rolled over your tongue in a light chuckle as you watched him, wondering what was going on in that dreamworld of his.

With your mind a little absent, your hand wandered back to the mess that was his hair, your fingers entangling themselves deep into it before carefully grabbing a whole fistful. You pulled slowly yet steady, dragging his head back inch by inch until his face pointed right at yours, the sensation apparently enough to wake him up just a bit.

“Uh..?” Kappa looked at you with half-lidded eyes, his voice drowsy and raspy.

“Naughty…” You stated, the grin still playing around your lips.

For a good moment he was completely oblivious to what was going on but after a few deep breaths Kappa must’ve started to grasp the situation he was in as his eyes widened.

“ ‘M sorry, I..” He started scooting away from you, his cheeks flushing with embarrassment.

“Oh no, you stay right there, naughty boy!” Your demand hit him in a serious tone as you yanked him right back to you, your hand still tightly intertwined with his hair.

At that a needy moan erupted straight out of his throat.

“Oh, you like when I do that?” The words had hardly left your mouth before you pulled his hair tighter, more vigorous.

“Yes, Ma’am…yes..” Kappa mewled, his eyes fluttering shut for a brief instance.

It sent a seething hot pang of arousal directly down between your legs seeing him like this, hearing his already desperate voice addressing you like that.

“Good boy…you really need me right now, don’t you?” You teased him, looking straight into his bright, steel blue eyes.

“Yeah..” He admitted, staring back at you with a silent plea.

“Yeah, what? Use your big boy words, Kappa.” Another jolt of longing rippled through your system.

“I need you, Ma’am.”, Kappa answered, his entire face flushed with a soft tint of red, “C-could you please touch me, Ma’am?”

“Hmm…”, You tilted your head to the side, “Where do you want Ma’am to touch you, huh?”

It took everything out of you to not grin widely as you witnessed how Kappa blushed even harder, his jaws clenching as the need for your attention and his own embarrassment fought for the high ground.

“Hmhmm, please..” His body squirmed as his crotch jutted against your thigh once more.

“No, no…”, You drew his head back by his hair a little further, mimicking a sympathetic frown on your face, “If you don’t tell me where, I guess I can’t help you, puppy.”

"My cock…", Kappa pressed out reluctantly," 'M so horny right now, Ma'am."

"Oh, I can see that.", You chuckled a little,"Then be a good puppy for me and beg."

Kappa nodded slightly, his pupils blown wide and his cheeks tinted red. His facial expression an already fucked out stare before anything even really happened, not a single thought left behind his slightly watery eyes.

"P-please…please touch my cock, Ma'am, I…I can't help myself but I'm so so fucking horny right now, Ma'am.", It cascaded right from of his quivering lips,"I..I'm just your dumb little puppy, Ma'am! Please…please…."

You couldn't deny it, his desperate begging made your cunt clench and throb. It was so deliciously pathetic.

"Hmm…I'm not really convinced, puppy." You shrugged your shoulders and Kappa looked like he was close to crying out of desperation, faint tears pooling at the corners of his eyes.

"Fuck… please, babe…I mean Ma'am, shit! Please, I need you to touch my cock…'m just your stupid, brainless puppy, Ma'am!"

"Hmhmm..see? That more like it.." You sat up straight and your free hand reached down between Kappa's legs, palming his twitching hard on.

He mewled at the touch and a few wayward tears started running down his flushed cheeks.

"T-thank you, Ma'am…good god, fuck..thank you!" He rambled as you let go of his hair.

Sobbing a little in relief, Kappa hid his face in your shoulder, pressing his head to your skin.

"I'm to thankful that you touch me, Ma'am.." The words got lost in your shoulder whilst you started stroking his thoroughly pre-cum smeared cock in languid, fast thrusts.

"I know…I know…", Your voice soft as you whispered against his forehead, "You're such a good little plaything for me, aren't you? I love you so much, puppy."

"I-I love you too..so fucking much…ah, fuck." Kappa's body turned rigid in your touch and a surprised gasp left your mouth as hot, sticky spurts of his cum covered your hand.

"I'm sorry…" He sniffled, his voice coarse.

"Oh, no…it's okay, babe. You were just so horny, don't you worry." You pressed a loving kiss to his forehead.

"But how about my good puppy now cleans up the mess he made?"

#rory culkin #kappa x fem!reader #kappa black mirror #kappa #kappa smut #black mirror: beyond the sea #black mirror #rory culkin x reader

[thegoldheartlocketandkey-blog]

911 Spoilers Season 2: You’ve been warned. 😅

Episode 15-18

Episode 15

• Bank safe emergency where Hen gets trapped.

• Eddie using his military background, believes the man collapsing is caused by a nerve agent.

• During the rescue Buck is watching Eddie drill the safe door.

I feel the need to explain myself and the reason why my notes say things like Buck is watching Eddie. The entire point of this little project of mine is to dissect the concept of Buddie and my reasoning for shipping them. Which means understanding Buck and Eddie as individuals and just noting down even the smallest interactions we see on screen of them together. Yes it’s a bit unhinged I’m aware.

• Buck being Buck and doing everything he can to save Hen. Which includes aggressively driving the fire engine to create a hole in the wall.

• Eddie, Buck, Bobbie looking through the hole in the wall. I think this moment would make for a cute background photo.

• The 118 get back from the rescue. Buck and Eddie hopping out of the truck together.

• Eddie being sassy, hands on his hips when cops find the money in the truck.

• Interrogations; Buck being adorable and confused. Eddie being annoyed and sassy.

• Buck and Eddie hanging the Welcome Banner for Chimney.

• Eddie worried about money. Taking on multiple shifts for Christopher. Openly stating that Christopher is worth the struggle. Also spending $150 on surf lessons. Eddie and Shannon working on their relationship. Eddie still holding her at arms length.

• Eddie and Buck being equally as sassy with the rest of the 118, while confronting Frank the actual thief.

• Buck sitting across from Eddie when Bobby, Athena, and Hen are trying to explain the crime. Buck being confused.

Episode 16

• Bobby Begins Again. The first 5 minutes of this episode broke me.

• No Buddie.

• We are introduced to how Buck first interacted with Bobby.

• Buck and Eddie standing close together when Bobby announces he’s being investigated and can’t act as captain.

Episode 17

• Eddie, Shannon, and Christopher on the beach "Playing Family"

• Eddie is unsure of his feelings towards Shannon. If he sees her as just Christopher’s mother or is he actually in love with her.

• Shannon tells Eddie that she might be pregnant. He is completely shocked.

When I say “playing family” I don’t mean it to sound dismissive or criticizing this family dynamic. They are a family, but they are playing into what others would expect from them. The interactions Shannon and Eddie have together feels like it’s for Christopher and not necessarily for their love of each other. Shannon being the one to ask Eddie, “what is this” show cases the uncertainty in the relationship.

• Buck is freaking out about figuring out a plan to get Bobby back as Captain.

• Eddie and Buck cleaning up and rolling up hoes and putting it back into the truck.

• Buck and Eddie pressed up near each other against the fire truck.

• Eddie bringing up his situation with Shannon to Bobby.

• Chocolate factory rescue; Buck and Eddie make eye contact while trying to pull man out. Eddie catching Buck and preventing him from falling into the chocolate.

• First Bombing victim rescue; Eddie watches husband tell his wife he loves her. Eddie contemplating his relationship with Shannon even more.

• Eddie FaceTiming Shannon, says “I love you”. As he hangs up, Buck appearing out of nowhere and asking Eddie “when’s the wedding?”

• Eddie is now contemplating remarrying Shannon.

• Eddie and Shannon go out on a date. Eddie goes on to give a speech about their relationship. Eddie begins to describe their relationship as something that drags him down, but that he knows it. He’s comfortable in their relationship.

I wish I was exaggerating. Eddie really thought that the best way to confess what he believes is love and wanting to reestablish their relationship as a married couple was to say she drags him down in a weird metaphor about chocolate she obviously wouldn’t understand.

• Eddie wants to propose but Shannon wants a divorce. Shannon tells him she’s not pregnant, she was just late. Both Eddie and Shannon are easily able to talk about how much they love Christopher.

• This interaction really show cases how amazing of a father Eddie is and how it comes easier to him than being in the relationship with Shannon.

• At the car accident scene Buck is the first realizes Shannon is the injured person. (At least the first reaction we see)

• Buck tying to keep Eddie calm and away from the scene, but ultimately failing.

• Eddie saying good bye was sort of cold and distant. You can blame the military for this, if you want another explanation for the behavior. I will admit that " be silent" will always be off putting and out of place. It honestly made the moment a bit funny and took me out of any sad emotions I was feeling.

• Did the 118 kill Shannon by not intubating sooner?!

Chimney and Hen have a scene right after explaining how she was going to die regardless of what they did. But honestly it does not feel that way. The entire situation just felt like a cheap and easy way to get rid of Shannon and not include her in the overall story anymore. Personally I wish we saw Eddie and Shannon go through the divorce and maintain a healthy coparenting relationship.

• Eddie picks up Shannon’s things. Has to tell Christopher that his mother died.

• Buck is visibly worried about Eddie.

• Eddie is cryng at the beach.

So my personal head cannon is that Eddie is gay man in denial, speaking as a woman who was once in denial of her sexuality. I might make a more detailed post of closeted/denial gay Eddie, but for now I will say that I wholeheartedly believe that Eddie really did think he was in love with Shannon. He cared for her, was attracted to her, had love for her, but not actually in love with her.

Episode 18

• We meet Eddie's family. 🙁

• His parents want Eddie to move back to Texas with the ruse that Christopher needs to be close to family.

• Eddie estabishes he has a life and family in LA. His tía reenforces this point. He definitely is also talking about the 118.

• Buck is searching for an apartment with Ally.

• Live Stream rescue; Where Eddie and Buck are being shipped by viewers. Comments like “they are a cute couple” graced our screens.

• Buck trapped under the fire engine after the bomb exploded.

• Eddie death glares the bomber.

• The collateral damage comment from the bomber almost sent Eddie on attack mode.

• Eddie being the one to pull him out from under the truck.

• Eddie being along side him in the ambulance.

• Buck waking up in hospital bed to Carla.

• Buck being destroyed over the fact that he might not work again as a firefighter.

• Ally kisses Buck passionately. It’s a bit off putting because we barely saw her in the season. Their relationship was definitely off screen and implied, I liked Ally, wish we saw more of her.

• Bobbie is back as captan. Hen states "Every thing is back to how it should be " Eddie corrects her with an “Almost" in reference to Buck not being there.

• Buck chose the wrong aparment with Ally given the circumstances.

• Ally doesn’t want him to be a firefighter. They breakup because of their lifestyle differences. They end up breaking up.

• Buck getting dressed up for Eddies ceremony. He should stay home to heal but states nothing is more important than this ceremony.

• Buck only thinks he only matters as a firefighter.

• Back sitting front row for Eddie's ceremony. Buck being so proud watching Christopher walk over to Eddie with the helmet.

• Buck and Eddie hug 🥰

Something I want to note. During the montage of Eddie’s ceremony we get all these cute little clips of Eddie and Buck and Christopher individually. Laughing, hugging, messing around. My favorite thing the editors did was post a clip of Eddie eating cake and than switching over to Buck eating cake or Eddie interacting with friends and family and switching over to Buck interacting with family and friends. I can’t say that was done on purpose, but I like to believe it was.

#buddie #911 abc #eddie diaz #evan buck buckely #buck x eddie #911 spoilers #911 fandom #911 show #buddie 911 #911 rewatch

[callsign-phoenix]

Ok I'm just being a hoe.

I HIGHLY believe that Jake loves when you're on top and taking full control. He's both turned on and surprised on how well you ride him. Or when giving him head, he's an absolute mess.

Thank you so much for sending this in, love!

Thank you @lt-natrace for looking this over.

A warning, of course this is smutty.

-Jake is used to being the one on top, he has found his role as the initiator because of all the experience he has, so he doesn’t expect that anyone would take control instead of him

-he expects you to be like the others, but oh boy is he wrong

-I don’t want to bring fluff into this because obviously this is about smut, but he’s not a relationship guy, and with you he desperately wants to be

-you need a few nights to become comfortable enough around him to take charge, but when you do it’s the best sex he’s ever had

-he intends to get going like usual but the gleam in your eyes shows him he’s wrong, and the way you look at him alone makes him freeze in uncertainty

-you use those seconds of hesitation to push him down on the bed, grinning at him as you kneel in front of him

-you’ve sucked him off before but he was the one in charge then, guiding you with his words and hands

-when he reaches down to hold your head you take it into yours, swatting it away with a warning look on your face

-he gets the message and doesn’t touch you, his hands entangling in the bed sheets because he desperately needs to hold onto something

-it’s cute to see him repeatedly gripping onto something to get a better hold

-you keep eye contact with him when you take him in your mouth, and he lets out a moan that’s a little too high pitched to sound like he’s in control of himself

-you haven’t even started yet

-you don’t spend long sucking him off because you’re scared he’d get off too soon, so you straddle him, pushing him to lay on the pillows with you on top

-once again he tries to set his hands on your hips but you push them away, holding them above his head and leaning in to kiss him

-he’s absolutely gone by then already, whimpers leaving his mouth when you slide down on him

-he could theoretically overpower you but not in that situation, the thought of you on top making him weak in every way

-he’s done far quicker than usual and you don’t get off, but you don’t mind that at all

-he’s very gentle with you afterwards but eager, wanting to return the favour

-he goes down on you, slowly regaining his dominance and with that his usual confidence until it is restored when you cum on his tongue

-he loved it and is kind of knocked out afterwards and you loved it too, the knowledge that you can do that to him making you feel even better than you have done in a long time

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[glindaupland]

The Phantom of the Opera | Seoul, South Korea | 잶팬텀 x 송크리 Review 6/6

October 14, 2023 - Evening

The Phantom of the Opera | 최재림 Choi Jae-rim

Christine Daaé | 송은혜 Song Eun-hye

Raoul, Vicomte de Chagny | 송원근 Song Won-geun

Carlotta Giudicelli | 한보라 Han Bo-ra

Ah, the perfect Phantom to finish my journey and relieve me from my tears after the painful two show Kim Ju-taek/Jo Seung-woo slam the day before! Yes, please erase the poor meow meow thoughts from my mind!

My 6th and final round of POTO and 1st round of 'Choi Jae-rim is a Traumatized French Man Double Marathon'. His only scheduled POTO show during my stay was the day before Les Mis opening night in Busan. So I did not have a spare day like I thought would and I had to hop cities the next morning to see him as Valjean. I originally had a seat up high, but I just had to move myself close on the floor again for my grand finale. Seeing a seat open up during cancellations near my favorite side of the stage, the side with the most action, pretty much sealed the deal. I've always wanted to see a ~scary~ Phantom so let's go out with a bang!

If you're looking for some Erik x Christine, wrong Phantom for you! There wasn't much sugar-coating here. CJR Phantom is the opposite of JSW and JDS Phantoms to me; he's the most like a dark fallen angel. He's dangerous, unnerving, and has a lot more confidence with his actions than the others.

Hannibal Rehearsal / Think of Me

The audience seemed especially hyped today lol. Park Hoe-rim always holds Piangi’s note in Hannibal for a very long time and people applaud him for it. The cheers were loud today though even though audiences usually didn’t make much noise to avoid being disruptive! At the end of Song Eun-hye’s ‘Think of Me’ there was also a very excited reaction from the audience. Love this cast showing off where they can heh

First Lair | MOTN/STYDI

He's the only Phantom to sing "넌 이곳에 오직 나만을 위하여 / You are here for me alone" as "넌 이곳에 오직 한가지 이유로 / You are here for only one reason" at the organ because he's just different and not like other girls okay During MOTN, he was was confidently luring and hypnotizing her with no hesitation or uncertainty. The way he moved his entire body, especially his arms and hands (huge hands goddamn dude), was very flashy and dramatic. He's "overdoing it", but in a way that's very fitting for his Phantom's eccentric personality. I think you can already tell something is off about his Phantom as a person here. You can hear it in his voice a bit too. It had a sort of unearthly mesmerizing quality to it. This is the closest to a mysterious dark angel out of the Phantoms. He's especially possessive, but it's more in the way you might expect and different from KJT Phantom. The way he draws her to him with his hands, the way he touches his lips when he comes around the organ towards her 👀 He even tugged her along a bit when he led her to the bride in the mirror and urged her to look at the gift. With SEH Christine it was interesting to see her slowly unwind throughout the song since she's the more hesitant of the two. A Christine like SJS is definitely easier "prey" for him

Here's a little taste of his Music of the Night. Some of his more dramatic movements are actually a little bit similar to how he moved as the Phantom in this song, but he has a specific strange aura when actually in character.

I Remember / Stranger Than You Dream It

...SEH Christine is a little too curious and innocent maybe. Because wow if I saw a big weird masked man looking like that while working I simply? Would not want to mess with him at all, not getting anywhere near him. While the music box played, he was breathing (almost grunting) very audibly and heavily in frustration. He was very tense and focused. She was very playful and even mischievous-looking as she tried to swipe at his mask. It was like a game to her. Right at the moment he seemed to find his flow, playing the music in the air with his eyes closed, she succeeded. He's the scariest one during the outburst! His voice sounded venomous at the start and his eyes were wild as he covered the side of his face with both hands. The way he tilted his head watching her was very off-putting. Actually rather than becoming sadder, he almost seemed even creepier as he got closer. My seat was very close on that end of the stage and as I saw him approaching I wanted to back away myself! But at the end, I did start to feel sorry for him. It was really pitiful seeing this magnificent and seemingly magical genius be reduced to...this. The other Phantoms appear more human here, but he truly did look like some dark being trying desperately to be like a regular human, trying to be a part of this world. The angel of music is not, in fact, an angel, but....well who knows what he is. When she returned the mask, he looked like he couldn't make sense of what was happening. I could see his eyes glistening a little like tears were threatening to fall. I think he felt especially uncomfortable looking so weak in front of her. His Phantom felt like he had everything completely under control, but he managed to be disarmed so suddenly. His face was now revealed as well as the hidden dark part of himself

AIAOY Reprise

Kinda upset that my angle made it difficult to see him because the angel wing was obstructing him the times he wasn't leaning forward enough. But also how does he even fit on there. And also how did he manage to be the one who moved the least? He must be folded like an origami piece up there. Anyway oh boy. When saying Christine's name the first time, he sounded broken and small while looking down. But the second time he slowly lifted his head giving a cold dark stare ahead and spoke in a low and threatening voice that faded off. He had this rage building up and spreading through him and began his final lines in a harsh growling voice. He's extra intimidating because he kind of just fully gets up making himself as big as possible. I was laughing during intermission when I was heading to the lobby and two girls ran by me in the aisle going "EEEEE 무서워요!! / I'm scared!" So true, girlies, so true

Why So Silent?

JDS/KJT Phantoms lift up Christine's chin when they finally address her, but he pulled her a little roughly towards him. Not a big thing but definitely got a yikes from me when I saw it!

Wandering Child

Oh he is so weird and freaky somebody's gotta push him off that mausoleum I don't like it (no I love it as an acting choice though I just mean it's uncomfortable) 😭 The way he moves his entire body so much is so creepy? How do I even describe those movements. He would crouch or lean forward in a lunging position, but also made these big gestures with his arms again and looked like he was trying to use some power to pull Christine towards him He used an odd sarcastic tone mocking Raoul like he barely even viewed him as a threat.

The Point of No Return

The trap is set and waits for its prey! ...But also, Christine, Piangi just grew like 10 feet taller turning into a brick wall of a man and you don't find this.... suspicious maybe? No? Okay... He opens that curtain and it's like:

ANYWAY He had such an eerie way of singing to me. There was this hypnotic energy again like in MOTN. Once again the hands...when he tips her head side to side with his fingers under her chin in his last lines of his verse it's like he's putting her in a trance. She actually looked a bit disoriented for a moment, but her expression was slowly changing like she was suspecting something was wrong even before she turned to him. He was scarily calm looking throughout the song. You mostly just saw his shoulders moving from his slow steady breathing. Occasionally he would slowly take a look at her to see what she was doing, but it was more like he was preparing himself than getting stressed. She touched him and he only flinched very slightly before reaching up to her completely ready to join their hands. He was practically pulling her down actually to touch her more. I think he was sure that he was succeeding. When she had discovered him, he closed in like a beast about to pounce with his hands in position to grab her in case she tried to flee. But when she threw the hood off he was taken off guard During the AIAOY Reprise "언제나, 어디든, 영원히 / Always, anywhere, forever" -> "Anywhere you go let me go too" was a painful cry as well as the word "어둠에 / (into) darkness" in "또 다시 지옥 같은 어둠에 / Once again into darkness like hell" later for Down Once More and he delivered his next lines in a terrifying voice. It was similar to the AIAOY Reprise on the angel. I have to admit it partially concerned me (just because here and Les Mis he had a few slight rough moments, he cracked a tiny bit at the very end of 'Who Am I' after an otherwise very solid note). Overall though I think he has amazing ability and it's just wear from the rough schedule he has unfortunately. The choices did work either way!

Final Lair

He is so unhinged and unstable. Now he had this rough vicious villainous tone and sometimes he used that mocking voice again like he did in 'Bravo Monsieur'. He practically hissed out the line about the world never accepting him. His gestures with his arms were so theatrical and huge and the way he moved about was so heavy, jerky, and unsettling. When he threw the noose on Raoul he had the most terrifying laugh and jumped a little spitting out his taunts loudly He stood up fast and leaned in close to her face to whisper “날 시험하지말고 / Don't test me” so very quietly before he screamed for her to choose. He said it with spite in his voice, but he was actually holding back tears when he turned around. He had been so dangerous before, but Christine managed to disarm him once again with her words. Christine dropped lower from her position on her knees with a sob. It wasn't out of fear, seeing him like this just seemed to hurt her. This kiss was an interesting one to analyze. Some people thought this part tends to make him seem unmoved? But I disagree with the conclusion some people had made around that time that his Phantom didn't change or develop. He wasn't very openly reactive to the first one, he was completely frozen. The second time he clenched and unclenched his fists until he pulled her hand away quickly and rushed off staggering and holding his head. I saw reviews saying he would simply repeat his actions over again based on his reactions. I personally just think his change is different. I think CJR Phantom thinks he knows everything and that he can control everything that will happen so it scares him when he faces something unexpected. I think this is why he started to finally unravel at the very end. He cannot predict anything Christine will do, she always does the opposite of what he would think. Love and compassion were the last things he would ever expect. I don't even think he knew what kindness looks like. But he finally understood in that moment and he also understood that he couldn't force her to be there with him now. Something I noted during this performance in particular: HGH Raoul tried to urge Christine that they need to leave, but SWG would seem a bit confused in the moment and look at the Phantom like he was trying to understand what just happened. It just especially stood out to me across from CJR Phantom because of how much of a threat he had been. He was trying to process this because of the way the Phantom was just moments before and almost looked like he maybe even pitied him in a weird way. Christine came back pretty early this time to return the ring and watched the Phantom while covering her mouth in disbelief. It was as if this was the one moment he finally showed his real human side to her. She could really see him as a regular man now. When he realized she was there, he was really startled and practically jumped away like he was bracing himself for something (perhaps thinking the mob had arrived for him?). He went over to her wondering why she had returned, but once he realized he softly sang that he loved her. She nodded knowingly trying to hold back her tears. He looked so small suddenly when she left him alone there

Please when I tell you Jae-rim got the loudest screams out of every curtain call I experienced lol. He was goofing off, but at one point the shrieking was so loud he looked a little embarrassed about it heh. Even louder than that though was his Les Mis curtain call where everyone just about lost their goddamn minds seeing him pick up and spin little Cosette (I was one of those people, I'm weak)

Anyway it's promo time! Here's some bonus videos for you to enjoy

POTO Medley in English from 2013 (Wandering Child -> MOTN -> Think of Me -> All I Ask of You -> - he could easily be in English POTO honestly since he speaks English very well. He sings the actual show pretty differently and his vocals have improved, but it's still very nice and interesting to listen to after all this time.

Ah next one is cursed I know I know...but he almost convinced me this show can be good like a very talented scammer. Please stick to only covers of this though... He's sung the English version before a few times, but here's the Korean one:

And some non-POTO promo to show off his range because he's kind of crazy

And that's it for all my Phantom reviews! 6 out of 6 shows yay! If you made it to this point thank you for reading and enduring. I hope my insanity brought you some kind of joy and entertainment. I just wanted to share everything I could so other people could have a taste in some way and so I could relive and document my memories. It was truly a dream experience for a longtime POTO fan to be able to see the show done in so many ways over just a few days.

#he makes me feel like the laziest person in the world #but guys his valjean...my heart... #as much as i enjoyed his phantom his valjean won the competition for me #anyway we love crazy bitches #오페라의 유령 #the phantom of the opera #poto korea #choi jae rim #song eun hye #song won geun #최재림 #송은혜 #송원근 #poto review

[luxmaeastra]

She set the food down. It was odd to her to not really know where she was. But the place was stocked with food and an oven so she didn't much care. She sat on the bed running her fingers through his hair. He'd at least finally fallen asleep. He whined pressing into the bedding before he cracked an eye open. He blinked at her and then noted the food.

"Is it poisoned?"

She scoffed.

"If was to poison you Nisc I wouldn't make it look so appetizing. Don't worry I'll let your accusation go since you're clearly grieving."

Her smile slipped though when he continued to stare at her in a confusion. She felt her heart begin to beat faster. Had she misinterpreted it? Had she - no she felt it, felt the tether binding them. Besides even with it she wouldn't have done all of this for him if she wasn't sure.

Of all the uncertainties in this world she was sure of him. Of how much he wanted her, of hoe much he'd do to protect her if she ever became that type of female.

But people change in grief don't they? Hadn't she after Eadwin? She titled her head and swallowed her hand moving back to her lap.

"Did you not feel the tether snap?"

//post that scene I told you//

Maybe poison would have been preferrable to the mess he was now in, his thoughts swam with all the negative outcomes that this situation could cause.

It wouldn't be the first time someone smiled at him so nicely while holding a knife, he had overstepped his bounds after all. She had every right to act in anyway she deemed fit.

Slowly he rose from the bed, his eyes still focused on her as he tried to figure out where this was going. He had felt something earlier in the haze of everything, how he had chased the sensation he gave him - happiness, a sense of completion. Yet how could he feel that way?

"I felt it," he finally spoke. "Are you sure you want it though?"

#Muse | Narcissus

[kakfightingring]

Week 2 Recap

High Score

cheetalive - Heading into the 2023 season, coach Michael Joyce knew it was time for a change. After years spent thinking he could divide his attention between the WHL and silly hobbies like "supply chain management", coach Joyce finally went and got himself fired from his side hustle at Dollar General to fully focus on fantasy football. The results were evident in week 2 as cheetalive dominated Kapernicklin, led by Daniel Jones (321/2/1), Keenan Allen (8/111/2) and T.J. Hockensen (7/66/2). But despite his newfound success, coach Joyce was surprised to learn that coaching in the WHL doesn't pay that well, leaving him looking for alternate sources of income.

Player of the Week

Through 6 quarters of football this season, Daniel Jones had been a complete trainwreck. But in the second half of week 2, he went off for 259 passsing yards and 2 TDs, along with 58 rushing yards and another TD. The only other QB in history to put up a comparable stat line in one half? You guessed it, Michael Vick. So, much like we once instituted a rule in Madden that only Michael was allowed to draft Vick, perhaps we create a new rule that only cheetalive can draft Daniel Jones.

Turd of the Week

Just when you thought Bidenomics couldn't do any more damage to this great nation of ours, inflation has struck perhaps America's most cherished market, the WHL waiver wire. Back in the halcyon days of 2017, you could get a Jamaal Williams for $22, a Derrick Henry for $15. Now a Jerome Ford will cost you $60, and a Tank Dell, TANK DELL, goes for $17. There's only one way to get this turned around, and it's by voting Doug Burgum for president.

(and you thought Burgum blew all his money on Monday Night Football ads)

Game of the Week

Breakin' T-Law vs. Breakin' T-Law - While Coach Reddy's squad was never in danger of winning it's game against Use Your Hand this week, a highly entertaining internal battle developed between their starters and bench. The anemic starting lineup couldn't even manage a single TD while Kirk Cousins racked up 4 himself from the bench. And while the Giants D bumbled their way to a negative -1 point day, the Steelers D was all over the field, putting up 6 sacks and scoring 2 TDs on Monday night, carrying the bench to a stunning 73-60.87 victory.

What 2 Watch 4 Week 3

Kak Fighting Ring vs. The Six - Despite uncertainty at QB, with Geno Smith back in the starting lineup after being benched in week 2, coach Desai has been able to rely on a prolific passing game. Stefon Diggs and CeeDee Lamb both rank among the top 11 WRs on the season thus far. On the other side, coach Kakkanad won a fierce bidding war for Jerome Ford, but seems content to keep him on the bench this week. One has to wonder if Ford might soon demand a trade.

Tricks Named Jim vs. Turdburners - After grabbing CMC at the top of the draft, things went off the rails quickly for coach Maghamfar as he followed that up with 5 straight WR picks, none of whom rank among the top 25 at the position for the year. This week he faces off against fellow cellar dweller Turdburners. Coach Africa's squad has been done in by disappointing play at the RB position, where Josh Jacobs and Alexander Mattison have combined for 108 rushing yards over 4 total games. The loser of this game will have a major advantage in the battle for the Sacko.

Power Rankings

bluemonkeyballs

The Six

32 Inch Apex Strikes Back

Use Your Hand

Brown Wives Matter

Kak Fighting Ring

cheetalive

Out With the Old Hoe

Kapernicklin

Tricks Named Jim

Breakin' T-Law

Turdburners

[hustleinformer]

When Anna Sagan moved home from Chicago to Fayetteville in Arkansas, she must have thought that her life was over. She had just lost her job as a marketing consultant, was in the middle of the Covid 19 pandemic like everyone else, and was uncertain about her future. Sagan didn't know that this would be the beginning of a new journey of discovery, happiness, and fulfillment. The 33-year-old from Los Angeles had just lost her job in 2020, sacked in the middle of the pandemic when everyone was struggling to stay afloat. With the confusion and uncertainty in the world, Sagan was almost sure that she would not get another job. Her only option at the time was to move back to her parent's home and wait for things to settle down. Anna Sagan on Her Big Discovery While spending time with her parents and contemplating her life, Sagan discovered her late grandpa's woodwork tools in the garage. She saw this as an opportunity to stay busy and so something meaningful. Sagan started using the tools to fix things around her parent's hoe. Before she knew it, she was fixing old furniture and making wine racks for her friends and family. The more Anna Sagan worked on small projects at home, the more she realized that woodwork was something she enjoyed and made her happy. She grew a career out of her pastime hobby and never looked back. She says that she is driven to do better by the comments she gets from her friends and clients. Whenever someone shows admiration for Sagan's work, she knows she is doing something worthwhile and is driven to do more for herself and her clients. Sagan hopes that her work will encourage and inspire people. She says that she has learned healing and life lessons from the woodwork that she hopes to inscribe in her work. For her, creating art pieces with wood is more than a career. It is a way of helping people see the unusual in the usual places. How Has The Journey Been? The woodwork journey has been filled with lessons, frustrations, and gratitude for Sagan. When she started, Sagan was n pro at what she did. She did not have any formal training to become a woodwork expert, but she had watched her grandfather at work. For her, that was a starting point. She started small and moved on to making things for sale. Sagan has made it her business to learn from every experience in her life to become a better professional. However, it has not always been about beautiful lessons. Some of them come with frustration from other people in the industry. See, woodwork is a male-dominated industry, and Sagan is a woman trying to cut through it. She has been ridiculed by men who think she is not good enough. A man asked Anna Sagan if she was the cleaning lady at one company because he could not imagine her as a woodworker. In another company, she lost her job because she distracted her colleagues. She was not fired for not knowing her job or even dressing indecently. She was fired because her femininity distracted the men in the company. However, Sagan is not giving up on her career because people think she is not good enough. She says that the biggest lesson she has learned is following her passion and doing what makes her happy. People would expect Sagan to be more female-oriented, but only she understands the gratification and fulfillment woodwork gives her. Sagan hopes to build her woodworking business in Los Angeles in the future. She is currently struggling to find a way to do it full-time. Sagan does not have access to a physical shop, and she had to sell all her old tools and equipment to make a move to LA. She hopes to figure out a way to be profitable in the near future. However, even though all the odds seem to be against Sagan, she is optimistic that she will grow a profitable woodworking business. Anna Sagan's Productivity and Tools Hacks Sagan says she is an early bird and doesn't mind waking up early to start a project. She says that over the months she has been in the industry, she's gotten good reviews for her work and believes that she will do better with time.

When asked about her most indispensable tools, Sagan says it's a good Sander. Here's how she puts it, "A good sander. Sanding is my least favorite thing to do. it can be time-consuming and mundane, so having a good sander (and one that doesn't blast sawdust all over the place) is really a game-changer." Any Words for Upcoming Woodworkers? Sagan's final words to people starting in the field are, "Don't doubt your ability. We are all capable of doing things we feel are impossible." If you'd like to connect with Anna Sagan, you can contact her on her website, blog, TikTok, YouTube, and Instagram accounts.  Read more at: https://hustleinformer.com/anna-sagan-finding-passion/?feed_id=66&_unique_id=647e3684eb7a4

[heartslobbf]

let’s talk about perfuma. imo, she’s one of the best characters in the show despite being underdeveloped, and i wanna explain why. she could’ve been extremely average, just some lanky flower girl that doesn’t believe in violence and loves everyone, but she is so much more than that (and it pisses me off that y’all reduce her to that).

in her introductory episode, perfuma is clearly in denial about the horde almost destroying plumeria. she doesn’t want to acknowledge the problem, wants someone else to take care of it for her. she’s scared of change, and that is because change makes you vulnerable. if things always stay the same, there’s a whole lot less danger and uncertainty, and therefore you’re safe. secure. perfuma’s kingdom is dying and she can’t bear to accept it because it is unknown to her. it’s putting her in a position where she is no longer secure. this fear of vulnerability can also be seen at the beginning of 1x10 when the princess alliance falls apart and she literally says ‘being together makes us vulnerable.’

the thing is, perfuma isn’t wrong. look at her choice of words. she says that being together makes them vulnerable, not weak. here, she kind of has the words mixed up, but we see that by s5 she has come to understand the difference. that’s what’s so great about perfuma, her motivation to do better, her hunger for self-improvement. it’s why she’s such an important part of catra’s redemption, actually, because she embodies the kind person catra is or wants to be.

let me explain: perfuma is an angry, impatient, short-tempered character. we are shown this again and again with her passive aggression to others and how easily mermista can annoy her with trivial things (sitting in her seat in the war room, for example). catra is also an angry, impatient character, but perfuma works every day to manage those emotions. she knows she needs them, she uses them as a tool (calling catra out, for example, is a time they were practically pivotal for getting her point across) but she also acknowledges they can hurt the people she loves. we know she does a meditation ritual each morning and we see in 4x02 how quickly she can unravel without it. she wants to be better. she puts the work in. that is such a valuable lesson for a character like catra who has always felt she’s just not good enough, she’s always going to be this angry and unlovable and no one can do anything about it.

so, 4x02. it’s a brilliant episode for perfuma’s character, really, and the first proper development we’ve had since 1x04. we see her anger, her impatience, but we also see her self-doubt. her belief that she’s inadequate, ‘just a flower girl.’ this is also when we get introduced to her little mantra that becomes a bit of a motif later on, ‘i can do this.’ we know perfuma doesn’t wholeheartedly believe this, but she says it anyway because she wants to. perfuma wants to be better. she will do whatever she can to be her best self, whether that be actually conquering her gripes with cacti or realising there’s a loophole with the roots (love that conflict resolution by the way, another good deconstruction of hero bs by spop).

this episode is also significant because it comes back to perfuma’s fear of change, of vulnerability. she’s thrown into a situation she doesn’t want to be in, one she feels miserably unprepared for, and she hasn’t done the one thing that puts her at her best beforehand, but she pulls through in the end because she is surrounded by people that support her, that listened to her and consoled her when she was vulnerable. 4x02 teaches perfuma the power of self-worth and the power of true, mutual, unconditional love, which can only come with vulnerability.

and this is where her character gets really interesting, in my humble opinion. ngl, one of the reasons i love perfuma so much is because she’s a pisces and i am too. i’m not gonna go astrology hoe on you rn, i’m just using this to demonstrate the part of her character that teaches others. pisces, if you don’t know, love to play therapist. we like to help the people around us with whatever strifes they may have because we think we’re fucking great at it. perfuma actually is.

you know how i said perfuma learns the importance of self-belief and vulnerability? yeah, she teaches both of those lessons to other characters in s5. like i said, perfuma is a character who values self-betterment and also happens to be a pisces, so when she sees scorpia, riddled with so much self-doubt and such low self-esteem, her immediate response is just i’m gonna teach that bitch how to love herself. and she does!

i’ve seen some people say they don’t like scorfuma because it seemed as though the writers just decided to ‘fix’ all of scorpia’s problems by giving her a girlfriend. that’s very dumb, first of all because they aren’t even together by the end of the show, they’re just interested in one another. second, the whole point of she-ra is that we’re stronger together. scorpia doesn’t go through growth in s5 because a girl likes her, she goes through growth because someone is showing her support and love for the first time in her life and that empowers her. you know, the worth that scorpia finds in herself doesn’t hinge on perfuma, like it did with catra. it’s about her as an individual, and perfuma so clearly makes it about that when her big lesson revolves around singing. scorpia loves singing. perfuma tells her she should do it because she enjoys it, a sentiment you’d never hear in the horde, and when scorpia does sing, she is actively rejecting the people who did make all her self-worth hinge on them catra. she’s doing something for herself, because she enjoys it, because it makes her happy, because she can.

it’s that same mantra: i can do this, i can do this. i really love how this was brought back from 4x02, how perfuma repurposed something that taught her such a valuable lesson for someone else. perfuma and scorpia are great foil characters actually, both constantly underestimated and thought of as weak by their groups, but some of the strongest characters in the show due to their deep value of love and self. i can do this, and i know i can because you believe in me, because i believe in myself. it’s brought back again in 5x10, when the last thing perfuma says before scorpia breaks the beam is ‘i know you can [pull through]’. she tells catra she believes in scorpia. it’s that belief, that support from other people that empowers the self to believe it too. we are stronger together, you know??

anyways, onto vulnerability. return to the fright zone is in my top ten episodes of the whole fucking show and you might think that’s a bit weird but i don’t. 5x10 encompasses so many important themes of spop so well and tells them with scorfuma and spinnetossa, our two side lesbian couples. this is significant since perfuma literally draws a parallel between her and catra at the end of the episode, and catradora and spinnetossa have always been significant to one another. i’m gonna say it, perfuma is the reason catra is finally able to confess to adora in 5x13. i’ve already talked about how important perfuma is to catra’s motivation to improve, but she literally makes catra rethink everything about strength and vulnerability, two words catra has a lot of feelings about.

catra fears vulnerability. we know this. she has such a deep love for those important to her but is never able to articulate it because she worries she’ll be taken advantage of, shot down, laughed at, whatever. all of this stems from the abuse she suffered at shadow weaver’s hands and her attachment issues, and it’s also why catra pretends to hate scorpia’s very open displays of affection and love: she sees it as weak because she has been taught to, but it’s all she ever really wanted to be.

we also know perfuma used to fear vulnerability. she doesn’t any more. the entirety of the episode leading up to her and catra’s heart-to-heart is her being vulnerable, putting herself in a position where she’s in danger but believing it’s worth it. and it is. despite what everyone said to her, perfuma is right: it was worth it. she got through to scorpia, even if it was only for a moment. she literally spells it out to us and catra with one of the best lines in the whole show: it’s hard, keeping your heart open. it makes you vulnerable, but it doesn’t make you weak, and i have to believe it’s worth it.

back in 1x10, perfuma was right: being together makes you vulnerable. horde prime tries to use people’s relationships against them, that’s literally the plot of save the cat, the point of pitting catra and adora against one another. he sees them as weak, just like shadow weaver deems adora’s feelings for catra ‘confusing’, just like light hope insisted adora was a danger to her friends as long as she was around them. they were all wrong. yes, they’re vulnerable. perfuma acknowledges that vulnerability puts you in danger, that it’s difficult to do that, but she knows it doesn’t make you weak. weakness vs strength is a big conflict in 5x10 literally introduced to us with netossa’s theories on everyone’s weaknesses in the first few minutes.

like perfuma says, friendship isn’t a weakness. it’s her greatest strength. her belief in love is literally what saves her and adora’s lives, it’s what saves everyone who got chipped, glimmer, bow. belief in love, both of others and yourself, is what saves adora in her dying moments. perfuma summarises she-ra’s entire fucking message to us repeatedly in 5x10 and she tells it to catra because catra is the one who will do the most with it. that glance at adora, it’s obvious what it means. perfuma is telling catra she should be open with adora about her feelings because you have to believe it’s worth it.

you won’t get anywhere waiting for other people to make the move. she-ra couldn’t heal plumeria’s lands, so plumeria had to fight their own battle alongside her no matter how much they felt unable to. the rebellion couldn’t move mara’s ship, so perfuma had to despite thinking she wasn’t strong enough. the reason they always win in the end is because they have each other, they have love and support and people motivating them to do better. just like perfuma motivates herself to do better.

it’s the mantra. i can do this. i can be vulnerable and still win, because i have love. and it’s hard, it’s so fucking hard to be vulnerable when you’ve feared it all your life and you’re so angry, so hurt, but you have to believe it’s worth it. and it is. it is, it is, it is, love is stronger than anything and being vulnerable for the people you love is the only way you can ever get what you want from them. perfuma as a character embodies that, having learnt it herself, and teaches the lesson to one of the characters who needs it the most.

adora is dying, and catra loves her, and she knows she does, and she just has to believe. adora is dying, and she loves catra, and she knows she does, but she doesn’t believe. not until catra teaches her too, in that moment, to realise they were all wrong, light hope, shadow weaver, horde prime. adora doesn’t need to let go, she needs to hold on and believe she will be pulled back up by the girl she loves. she needs to believe she deserves it. that it’s worth it.

and it is.

#ANYWAYS I FUCKING LOVE PERFUMA THANK U QUEEN FOR BEING THE BEST SIDE CHARACTER #sjdjeksmnf sorry this is long i tried to keep it short #I HAVE SO MUCB TO SAY ABT HER #shut up daisy #spop #perfuma #scorfuma #catra #scorpia #catradora #adora #spop meta

[sugawara-sweetheart]

Sakusa, sakusa, sakusa👉👈 54&58 size kink and cockwarming (from the smut list) 25 “I heard you crying” (from the kill list) 30 pregnancy (from ur fluff list) FAGSGSG I HOPE TRIPLE SAKUSA IS ALLOWED WHAHAHAHHA Thank u babes❤️🥺🥺

i hope you enjoy! thanks for requesting liyah❤️

fmk & prompts | sakusa kiyoomi

warnings: nsfw, size kink, cockwarming

fuck:

54. size kink

58. cockwarming

“take it.” sakusa’s words are a harsh hiss as you cry out, the burn too great even though you’d only sunk down on his cockhead. he was huge- long and thick, his cock traced with prominent veins and it always hurts to be practically split apart on his dick. “come on, you can take it.” he watches hungrily with his obsidian eyes, taking in your walls being stretched apart. one of his hand press down on your hips, the other rubbing soothing circles to your clit.

“k-kiyoomi!” you cry out, tears welling in your eyes as you force yourself to take more. but you know sakusa, you know he doesn’t care how long it takes or how many times your pussy starts to convulse around him, your wetness leaking down his cock as you cream all over him, you will take all of him- every single thick inch.

by the time you do you’re already tired, panting and your slick running all down your thighs and dripping over sakusa as you feel so fucking full, your cunt stuffed full with his long, thick cock. every thing feels so sensitive, every inch of his dick pressing against your walls and his cockhead almost nudging your cervix as sakusa exhales, head falling back at how good it feels so be surrounded by your warm walls.

“kiyoomi, no more. not yet.” you mumble, leaning forward to rest your head on his shoulder. he nods as he wraps his arms around you, running his hands soothingly over your back.

“that’s okay. we can stay like this.” he murmurs, pressing a small kiss to the crook of your neck.

marry:

30. pregnancy/baby

you know sakusa isn’t the most natural parent. anxiety, worries and uncertainties had nibbled away at him for nine months and now that he’s a father- a complete unexpected surprise- he’s even more thrown off, every action around his newborn daughter uncertain and wracked with nerves. but you know he’s trying and that’s enough, a smile settling on your face as you watch him feed your daughter with the milk bottle, his big hands carefully supporting the baby’s soft head, his dark eyes staring down into his daughter’s identical orbs.

“omi, now you have to burp her.” you say gently, stroking his bicep as sakusa exhales, handing you the milk bottle as he raises the baby and rests her against his shoulder, rubbing her small fragile back as she gurgles. “that’s it.” you smile, sakusa glancing at you and the corners of his lips twitching with an uncertain smile. a little burp releases from the baby, followed by the white froth of milk vomit, spewing all over sakusa’s shoulder as his body physically recoils, his face filling with disgust as you gasp.

“what the-”

“oh no, kiyoomi-” but you’re surprised when he merely forces an exhale despite the vein throbbing in his temple and his lip grimaced as he cradles his daughter, wiping away from the saliva and vomit from her little chin.

“better?” you’re stunned to see sakusa smile, almost cooing at his baby before he looks at you, eyes wide with pleading. “y/n, please get that vomit off my shoulder right now before i’m sick myself.” you can’t help but laugh as his lips stretch wider, a small chuckle leaving him.

kill:

25. “i heard you crying.”

it’s always like this.

harsh words. cold glares. an emptiness that has you questioning yourself, asking yourself why the fuck you’re still there. the tears sting as you hold yourself because sakusa is never there to do it for you. he’s never there to apologise.

you sniff and wipe the tears away when the door creaks open behind you, clearing your throat to hope your voice isn’t thick with tears. your body feels cold with the tension heavy in the room. it’s always like this.

“i heard you crying.” it’s a cold statement.

“kiyoomi,” sakusa’s brows furrow slightly as you turn to face him, his dark eyes empty whilst yours are bloodshot and teary. “do you love me? i-i don’t know if you do.” he doesn’t say anything. he doesn’t say yes or no to what you thought was a simple question. but the answer is clear in the cold glares, the iciness of his voice, how he stiffens and forcibly resists the urge to recoil when you touch him, how he just looks so utterly bored. it isn’t hard to tell.

you cry harder and sakusa just looks uncomfortable.

“i don’t like you crying.” is all he says before he leaves the room, the door snapping shut quietly behind him.

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[bakugohoex]

todoroki and reader bonding over ✨trauma ✨

”i want to talk about it now”

pairing: shoto todoroki x female reader

cw: trauma (absent father, domestic violence and todoroki’s shit upbringing) and angst

word count: 1000+

a/n: i dont even know how to explain this, it literally is just talking about trauma and like i’ll make sure to add what the trauma is in the cw

summary:  in which at the sports festival, you finally talk to the boy in your class who seemed to always keep to himself, you both unveil your own trauma that you went through

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Radio fucking silence between you two.

Literally you both have never spoken inyour entire your lives, even after these months of knowing him.

It was just blank stares; it didn’t help that you two were never even partnered up.

The boy seemed interested in you and your quirk but had never gotten to ask you about it.

Because it’d be so fucking awkward.

You were either too talkative or too quiet and he never knew the best moment to talk to you. 

You were intrigued with his father being Endevour having heard all the well horrific stories.

Both getting the chance to finally talk to one another after his fight with Bakugo.

Poor baby, the medal around his neck indicating second place, he didn’t know how to feel about the events with Bakugo.

His family coming up in his memories.

That’s where you came in, being the amazing girl you were you stopped him to talk.

You knew the signs he had been displaying whilst in the fight and needed to talk to him about it. 

“Todoroki, wait.” You had been out of breath running to where the contestants were coming out of.

“Oh, hi Y/n.” He didn’t know what else to say, his eyes were tired, and he kept going over the thoughts of his father.

You caught your breath, giving a small smile to the boy, “you did really well out there.”

“Thank you.” He was about to walk away before you grabbed his wrist, holding him in place.

“Can we talk, privately?” He tilted his head in confusion but nodded making you follow him to where the waiting room had been.

You sat in front of him, you looked at his confused face before speaking, “are you…okay?” It wasn’t how you had meant to start the conversation off, but it’s how it began.

“I’m fine, are you okay?” He spoke with the same uncertainty you had.

“I’m going to be straight with you.” You paused before taking a sharp breath, “why didn’t you fight with your dad’s side of your quirk?”

“Y/n, I don’t owe you an explina…”

Interrupting him your grabbed his hands that had been fidgeting on the table, he saw your movement making his trail off. Staring at your hands against his, “I know why, I’ve been in your position and I just want to say that if you ever want to talk about that kind of stuff I’m here. I saw the way you looked, the hatred you had for that side of your quirk and I understood it in an instant.”

“Y/n…” He didn’t know what to say, he had only known you as the confident yet reclusive girl, your past hadn’t been exposed to anybody. But he had always thought your life was boring and uneventful and that was why you never brought it up.

“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said all of that.” You let go of his hands ready to walk away from the situation, he notices the rip in the side of your shirt that he hadn’t seen before.

“Did you get that from the fight?” Nodding seeing the gash across your side you touched it making it disappear.

“If you hadn’t had had Tokoyami your first round you probably would’ve won.” He confessed being aware of your quirk, it was true, however.

Dark shadow wasn’t real, and you weren’t able to touch it allowing your quirk to not activate, the shadow having protected Tokoyami, you had lost when you had been pushed back by your side. If you had just touched the boy than you could’ve broken his bones but here you were defeat.

“I guess.” It was a mutter, and you were ready to leave again.

“Wait.” Todoroki called standing up, his arm out to stop you, you had turned to face him again, his hand just touching your own arm. “I want to talk about it now.”

He had spoken clearly but still seemed reclusive but you knew that the issues that both of you had regarded your parents was iffy. You nodded, moving back to the table and he began to explain everything that had occurred to him from the scar on his face to the death of his older brother. It had all come out in an instant and you had moved to sit beside him, holding onto his shoulder and bringing him closer.

“I’m sorry that happened to you, Todoroki.” It was a whisper as your hand had started to move through his hair.

It felt like comfort and you began your own story, the torture of your absent father and overworked mother. The way he would come in and out of your life making you trust him each time, saying it’d be better this time and then leaving without a word. The violence between your parents, the sobs of your mother, it had all come out and this time Todoroki was comforting you. Wiping the stray tears and holding you tighter, it was practically a comfort session where you confessed how you thought getting into UA would make him stay but he had left as soon as he came.

The boy of you stayed in each other’s arms in comfort, it was new to finally have it all out. The way his eyes and face had looked fighting Bakugo, it was face you had seen on yourself and you could see the hesitance in using his quirk. Even you had hesitated using your quirk, your healing ability from your mother and ability to break bones and organs from your father. It was how you knew the hatred he felt for the fire quirk, you had hated your fathers quirk for so long but had grown to see use from it.

Todoroki looked softly at you, even with this being your first proper one to one talk, he had confessed so much to the girl he had been intrigued by. He had thought so highly of you, how you probably lived an amazing life with how you smiled every morning, he had imagined your parents happily eating breakfast with you. But here you were in his arms hurt and alone and all he knew now was that he would protect you from them, protect you from ever getting hurt again. 

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[wistfulrat]

2 slow burns + 2 dark!draco fics, bc sometimes u want quiet mundane love and sometimes u want monstrous horrific love

The Malfoy Conundrum by Omi_Ohmy - 50k, M Harry’s miserable living with his memories at Grimmauld Place, so after a chance meeting he takes the opportunity to move somewhere new. His housemates, though, are rather unexpected. Especially the blond, pointy one

roommate trope + muggle draco + no plot just vibes is guaranteed to get me readin. everything is unrushed. you get to linger in the quiet development of something fragile and new. it’s like 90% them just watching game shows, arguing over dirty dishes, reluctant cooking lessons, conversations about house plants, etc. it’s a whole world that takes place more or less in a handful of rooms. which!! how austenian. stolen glances + blushing + a character jumping to wrong conclusions abt the object of their affection before making bold declarations of love? extremely my shit.

Each Breath My First by @jovialobservationanchor with art by @rama-thorn - 46k, T Malfoy’s words echo: "Conspiracy? Sedition? Did you stop to wonder what that means? I suggest you ask more questions of the Ministry before you demand them of me. You won’t like the answers."

u already know im a hoe for anti-govt/anti-corporation fics. and draco being the catalyst for harry to question his loyalty to the ministry? chef’s kiss. i simply love the messiness of 2 dudes with trust issues the size of a continent being forced to work together. the tension!!! harry and draco being flustered and pissed off by their repressed feelings. always dancing on the edge of cruelty and kindness bc they don’t know how to be normal to each other. harry being frustrated and wildly insecure about how much he cares. draco panic baking a shit ton of pastries when he thinks he's hurt harry’s feelings. the chapters-long build up to a kiss u feel will never happen until it does. or this line—Harry sees uncertainty like his own reflected back to him. “This,” Harry breathes, and raises a hand to draw Draco closer. like pls this scene and the way i am weak for their tentative reaching out. romantic as hell

you look so fine by michi_thekiller - 16k, E In which Draco is a Veela and Harry is his mate. Dark!Humor or Crack!Horror, you decide.

god i love the canon divergence of draco turning 16 and coming into his veela-ness but with the catch of like, straight up cannibalism. the horror that gives way to resignation and draco knowing he’ll always be a little bit of a monster. and his voice in this!! the humor, the dramatics. “Oh yes, Mother, let’s tell the Dark Lord that I can no longer eat people for him since I’m on a diet, because I must simply look after my girlish figure. I’m sure that will go over very nicely.” and years later when harry catches him and is repulsed as much as he is intrigued. harry who does not want to confront his own bloodlust when it comes to ridding the earth of death eaters. rmr when guillermo del toro said monsters, the patron saints of imperfection, have saved and absolved him. or when hannibal tells will i have let you know me, see me. this fic is extremely that. 10/10 eldritch horror + draco’s histrionics and constant leering. the lawful evil 4 chaotic good of this is unmatched.

Let Me Have You and I’ll Let You Save Me by Frayach - 6k, E Draco keeps coming back, and Harry keeps letting him. Draco can’t stay away, and Harry can’t live without him.

hell ya character studies that explore form!! this fic is 9 pairs of lyrical stanzas meant to contrast all the ways harry is this and draco is that--two distinct, contradictory parts of a whole. i’ve read it so many times and it never gets any less satisfying because the structure itself propels you to the next set of stanzas. each pair is a fragment of them and their messy relationship -- their ambivalence, social habits, public perception, morality, insecurities, etc. with the conclusion of every refrain implying this shouldn’t work and yet and yet! it’s the romance of meeting someone who is everything you lack and desire. the fear of not ever being enough for them and getting to have them anyway. immaculate vibes all around.

#hello it’s been a minute just imagine ive tucked this list into a cellophane bag with chocolate and candy hearts #also if you’ve read the malfoy conundrum #rmr ‘i could kiss you hrry pttr’ #that shit Gets me #drarry fic rec #weekly drarrys