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namelessmewmew · 1 year

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[Image ID: Shown is a rough pixel art drawing of an anthro zombie raccoon character. They have bright purple fur and high rainbow pigtails. They are wearing various accessories, including a rainbow spiked collar, a rainbow spiked tail band, rainbow sleeves, rainbow chains, a large pink bow, some pink and blue hairclips and a studded belt. They are looking at the viewer. There a static/noise filter applied to the whole image. END ID]

Title: Z0MB1E RACC00N N0 CL1CKBA1T

Had alot alot of fun making this. :] The smiley's, stars and hearts are brushes I made X). Oh and I also made the static/noise texture! I wanted to create a old fuzzy image vibe but it’s also, like the watermark, meant to be obnoxious to nft fans/ai prompters! Two for the price of one!

Warning gigantic wall of text ahead.

Rambling: [about my irrational anxiety and ai prompted creations. I'm okay and please don't worry, k? I just wanted to mention alot of stuff that's been on my mind because lots of artists are probably also thinking stuff like this and might need encouragement. Their also may be typos and incoherentness, so if there is just let me know. probs will edit this later.]

Rambling [About anxiety] if you think that maybe some cheesy encouragement to make 'shit' art might do you some good.

Been going through the classic if I make bad art I am a bad person phase this year again and that combined with how busy I have been with studies and work I haven’t had time to work on improving my art so I have been telling myself that I just can’t make art so haven’t been making much this year honestly. [Again, I just have weird anxiety, please don’t worry k?] So, when making quick rough stuff like this, I feel alot more at peace with just creating stuff. I'll try to ride this 'you are allowed to make stuff that might be a bit or very shit' train for my sake for as long as I can. I feel alot more confident in making my rough paint 3d stuff, making a 'shit' voxel model, make something in 30 minutes in mspaint, draw something using highlighters and old lined exam pad.

Rambling [About 'ai 'art'] if you think that maybe some cheesy encouragement to keep going as an artist might do you some good.

I have been for awhile [and still am aiming for] my art skills getting to the point where I am able to make soft shaded anime paintings with amazing anatomy and super expressive faces and full detailed backgrounds, but with how AI Prompters have shown again how their are people [and big corps of course] that only care about the end product and could care less about human heart and soul, I have been thinking a lot about my relationship to the art I create and I think if you are self-conscious about your art not being good enough, or professional enough or reasonably feel mis-treated as an artist I think you should be kinder on yourself. That you should value the fact that you put whatever amount of skill and love for art you have into your art, whether you started a few seconds ago or decades ago. No matter if you think their are areas you really need to improve in or not. Wanting to improve or make grand things is wonderful and a good thing to strive for but like the whole point of art is just to connect with people, to express whats going on inside you, to analyze or interact with something you love like a video game, movie or book, to let your creativity fly and make your own thing, make a living off your passion by making paid art for people, or even just because you think it would be cool to make something! You, me and many other regular people that are artists and non-artists will continue to care about the soul behind art, about their being a person behind the art. We need to continue to care about human created art. If you are on fence about caring, I urge you to at least consider it. Not just but especially for the people that depend on it but also just for the sake about caring about such a base human thing that has been apart of our culture since basically since we started to exist!

I understand how it's hard lately to keep going as an artist and I am actively having to fight myself against discouraging 'I should just quit art' thoughts, because shit like Ai prompters getting hundreds of followers, selling ai 'art' commissions, training models off specific artists works [including recently decreased ones, mind you!] is very disheartening [Especially with it seeming like they have support of many big corps and sites, including da!] No one should be trying to tell you as an artist or lover of art to not be upset! You have very right to be! Especially if art is your livelihood! Especially if art is very something personal to you! Especially if you rightfully think people should just give a shit about art!

AI Art does suck AND it is actively harming artists work. Especially artists that depend on surviving on their work. If I have a chance of convincing you, someone, anyone that is on the fence or is extremely pro ai prompted creations, I might as well ask you to listen to artists and let them have at least a change to explain why and how ai prompted creations are wrecking the world of art and why artists are rightfully upset.

Please if you can support artists, support them, especially those in need. Doesn't need to just be financially, sharing and engaging with art you think is cool is something that matters as well! We are all just regular people that all are just trying to survive!

Done Rambling:

All of that negativity and positivity leads me to a thing I made spontaneously in 3 days: A very silly very short [2-3 minutes] twine game about the above zombie raccoon trying to escape a rave forest. I really enjoyed making the art for it! It's ‘shit’ and I absolutely love it!

Character[s]:

xX Arc Doom Glitter Xx [OC]

Have a good day/night further!

[MewMewMew~]

#Nameless creates #Furry #Furryart #eyestrain #tw eyestrain #eyestrain tw #Cartoony Blood #ask to tag

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shepard-ram · 3 years

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Antidote for the Lovesick [Antarctic Empire!Wilbur x Reader]

(Fluff, Not a request: Another one inspired by light anons asks- anyways I'm planning on working on my requests again after this. School will be out for the year soon so I will be writing more in a few weeks!)

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While the Royal family was well known by default, (and fairly well liked as far as monarchies go) none were as popular as the prince second in line for the throne. It seemed he made for the public eye, able to talk himself out of any situation. With the handful of poems and songs that made it to the people rumors and half-jokes that he must be part siren stired around him. There's no doubt that even without his crown he would have made himself an adored public figure.

It doesn't take much thought to see why prince Wilbur was a star in the empire's negotiations. The Emperor himself was a close second but he was often more fussed about internal affairs. The crown prince was intimidating and a genius when it came to battle, but all that confidence melted when it came to social interactions. Meanwhile the youngest prince... let's just say he hadn't developed the filter needed for the job.

So the poet prince sat at the table and charmed his way into countless treaties and alliances. Needless to say he got very friendly with many rulers and ambassadors alike. The more connections the better after all, but it was only a matter of time before the wrong person got a little too attached.

It was a simple meeting with some local nobles, and one enchantress. It could be It's own story. One starting with the prince's usual banter and a crush forming in its wake, but ending in a turned down confession and alot of shouting. By the time he retired to his bed a soon to be revealed curse was taking its hold.

That morning was filled with emotions and panic. At first he wanted to believe it was nothing more than a sore throat. However the more he tried to make any sound the more he was forced to accept what had happened. His voice was turned to a screech akin to a horse being stabbed. He desperately attempted to sing, only producing a sound that sounded as painful was it was to make. He wasn't just silenced, his voice was replaced with the one of dying demons.

His younger brother was the first he ran into. At first the youngest laughed, after all it was one hell of a noise, but he soon realized just how shaken the poet was. From there it was very quick, how the news spread to the rest of the family. The youngest still didn't stop trying to make fun of his brothers situation. But soon the royal doctors where at his bed chambers with whatever potions and medicines that they thought could ease the affliction.

As soon as they came they left without the barest hint of success. As much as the winged Emperor would've preferred to keep this a private matter it was clear they needed as much talent as possible. They needed more ideas and the skills to make a cure to the curse. So an invention spread to every city and almost every town. It was a simple one, explaining the princes condition and offering a hefty reward to anyone who could put an end to it.

This little piece of paper changed your life.

You were a rather young alchemist, specializing in all remedies natural and magical. The money stood out to you more than most. You weren't starving by any means, but no one in your little rural home town was exactly rolling in cash. Before you knew it you were packing up your things and getting the final "good bye"s and "good luck"s from your family and friends as you set off to the capital.

You weren't the first one to try, not at all. In fact you were one of last with the confidence to try. The thing is, you didn't have the herbs you planned to use.

"Why wouldn't you have them ready?!" You understood why the crown prince was on edge, things were looking more and more hopeless with each attempt. You stayed calm and explained it The best you could.

"The plants I need can be very precise with the conditions they need to grow in, and are often conned on the market. I trust my own abilities more than a salesman looking to make a quick buck." You knew your words reached the trio listening to the pitch, so you made your request. "All I need is the space to grow them and time, they'll take about two months at most. Maybe the royal garden?"

They shared a glance, but it seemed they already had the answer decided.

"How much space do you need?"

You quickly got to work, preparing the soil for the medicine and writing down some notes about the exact qualities of the future remedy. By sunset you were tidying up the servants quarters they had provided so you can stay close the growing ingredients.

On one of your first evenings you were tending to the young plants. That was until you heard a heavenly sound drifting from the other side of the garden. At first you just enjoyed the background music while finishing up your current occupation. As soon as you could you put your watering can down you stood up, very eager to track down the source of the wordless lullaby.

It was a painting, the clouds of bushes more than tall enough to hide the silent signer sitting in the middle of them. The grass while not gone completely was worn out, a clear sign the prince sat in the almost enclosed ring often. You stood in the opening of a leafy doorway. Watching in awe as he played a guitar, eye's closed with so much ease you'd believe it was creating the music by itself.

Eventually the music faded, and in a kick of humor you clapped. Startled he jumped to his feet, calming down a little when he saw that you didn't look at all hostile.

"Sorry for the surprise, my prince." You marked with a small bow. You didn't miss the little uncomfortable look that flashed across his face. "But I couldn't help but notice your song, it's absolutely amazing." You offered with a light voice. "I- I get the rumors now." You could tell you caught his interest with that. "Can you play some more for me, these plants grow faster and better with the company of music."

Rather or not that's just a myth you weren't entirely sure, but with a small smile he honored the request. He followed you out of his little hedge room and closer the area you were tending to. Sitting on a nearby bench watching you work on the newest attempt to reclaim his unnatural voice.

"How about I get to know my patient a little?" The music hiccuped in its players curiosity, silently prompting you to continue. "I ask you some questions, yes or no ones. It might be helpful when it comes to fine-tuning this" you gestured to the dirt that would soon be covered with fully grown medicinal plants. In return he gave his first answer, a nod.

Over the days you grew fond of the routine you fell into. Sometimes you would be asking questions, looking up from the garden to catch his answer. Sometimes you would be telling him stories from your home, about the many people who have come to you for remedies. Sometimes there would be no words, just the gorgeous calming sounds of his music. You could both feel how comfortable this was.

"Would you prefer if I called you only Wilbur?"

A happy nod.

Only Wilbur was very different from prince Wilbur. You've always thought of the prince as this fox, prideful and cunning and charming in untrustworthy ways. But only Wilbur wasn't on this higher devine level, he was a person. A person with passions and vulnerabilities. Only Wilbur melted ideas about himself you didn't even realize you harbored. You liked only Wilbur, that was certain.

You made a promise to both yourself and to him that day. You would lift the curse, you had to.

It had been 43 days, the herbs were ready. "Maybe music did make them grow faster" you entertained. It was the only day you were with the plants without Wilbur. He was in his bed chambers so you could focus on brewing.

You looked over your notes thousands of time over. When you took this job you knew it was going to be one of your most important ever, but now you weren't just curing a prince- you were curing a friend. You paused in setting up your equipment. The term friend felt, incorrect with how exactly you felt about Wilbur. You shoved down the thoughts and continued, now was not the time.

Was it hours, or was it a few minutes? You couldn't tell and you didn't care. In a glass bottle you held the product of your labor. Corked and wrapped in many clothes before being nestled in your bag just to be safe. You took a deep breath and set off for Wilburs room.

He hesitated taking the bottle from you, like he had grown attached to his own silence. When he did take the potion it was all still slow and methodical. As if taking the cork off wrong could ruin everything. It felt like your entire body was on stand-by, paused as he downed the entire container. With a small drink of water he waited for a minute.

Then with a little nod from you, he hummed. The simple notes never sounded so rich and deep, filled with over a month of built up thoughts and emotions. Two faces lit up hearing it.

"You- you really did it." Wilbur was so quiet. As if speaking too loudly could break the newly repaired sound.

Then laughter, and the rambling of words that didn't need to make sense. Because you could hear them.

Then a hug, one of so much more than gratitude. One accompanied with an over abundance of "Thank you"s.

"How could I ever make this up to you" He only now slowed down, only enough to take your input.

Looking over at a familiar instrument you gave that input to him, "Can you play some more for me, my prince." He chuckled, a sound that you already loved as he sat back down on the bed with his guitar.

You recognized the song. It backdroped your first siting of him. Only now did you finally hear it in its entirety. It was a love song. Lyrics sweet and sincere and raw all rolled up by the accompanying strumming. When the last cord drifted off he looked at you, eagerly awaiting your response.

"If I understood the rumors then, now I just might be a believer." How much of that was exaggeration, you honestly couldn't say.

"I'm assuming that's good."

"Trust me, it's more than good." Watching as put the instrument back. "You should probably go tell the others the good news. Especially so I can get my money" you added jokingly. With that you got one last hug and thank you before you both left the room.

As you were walking back to your room something hit you. The realization that this was over. You were going to your temporary room and packing up so you could leave. You never expected to bond with the prince this much, and in the moment you regretted it. If only a little. You swallowed the sudden mood shift and started packing.

"Hey where are you going!?" An already familiar excited voice rang out, running towards you.

"I'm getting ready to leave." You said, bluntly.

"Wait, really?" As if he didn't know you weren't moving in permanently. Without thinking he grabbed your arm like you trying to run away. "We're having a big feast tonight, to celebrate your achievement. You should probably be there."

"That sounds great." You could feel the wave of sadness fade off.

"I thought I always sound great." You chuckled.

"I really wish I could deny that."

"No you don't."

"Only because I wouldn't get my money if I could."

"Come on, that's not the only reason."

"Like it's any secret I care about you."

That put an end to his humor, "Here, let's get ready."

#shepard ram writes #mcyt x reader #mcyt x y/n #mcyt x you #dream smp x y/n #dream smp x you #dream smp x reader #c: wilbur #dsmp x reader #dsmp x y/n #dsmp x you #wilbur x reader #wilbur x y/n #wilbur x you

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fregget-frou · 2 years

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I’ve been really into Twisted since it’s English release so I made a yuu/mc

Their names Stire Baladan, he’s 17 and done with everything

Some more stuff about him!

Basic info

Pronouns: He/they

Full name: Stire Baladan

Age: 17

Birthday: December 12th

Star sign: Sagittarius

Height: 177cm (5’10)

Origin: [CLASSIFIED]

School info

Dorm: Ramshackle dorm

Year: first year

Class: 1-B no.6

Club: sigils and spells

Best subject: potions

Fun info

Favorite color: orange

Favorite foods: chocolate mousse, mushrooms

Least favorite food: lemons tarts, radish

Hobbies: origami, sewing dolls & clothes

Talents: quick learner

Catchphrase: “Hmf.”

Personality+other

They are almost always tired from just them being like that naturally and how uncomfortable the beds are in ramshackle (he’s been begging Crowley for a new mattress).

Believes that if you don’t have anything meaningful to say don’t say anything, so he prefers to just listen to everyone and only add when he thinks that it could benefit people.

Pretty weird moral compass; Has problems with understanding other morals of “taking the long way” around things. If it’s more effective and faster he’ll be doing it, even if it could effect others. Still, if it effects people he cares about they’ll find the next best thing.

Sort of a tsundere, doesn’t express affection very much vocally but does it by favors and spending time with people. That’s what their used to and tries their best when trying to make friends.

Actually was a HUGE Disney fan when he was a kid, he was internally freaking out when he got taken to twisted wonderland. His favorite movies are Arabian nights and princess in the frog.

Animals like him for some reason, so much so that if he goes into a forest at least one animal will stroll up to him and chill. He’s confused by it but just chills with them back so…(Disney princess who?)

Wants Trey to make mousse all the time but doesn’t know how to say it so he’ll just bring the ingredients and give him “the eyes” (it’s just him staring like 0-0) and it took a while for Trey to figure out Stire was requesting food. Spends alot of time in the kitchen, just enjoys watching him work and likes to help.

Understands Grimm wanting to be a powerful mage and tries to push him to do his work, ends up being a exasperated parent with a “I’m not mad just disappointed look”.

He’s most relaxed when he has background noise so Aduece and Grimm are perfect to study around because they never shut up.

Doesn’t say things happen til they come up, ex.

“Oh yeah btw me and Grimm accidentally collapsed the roof this morning while trying to close a door”

“-WhAT—“

Touch deprived so tenses up when getting touched. Hc that ace and deuce are touchy feely people. He’s dealing with it.

Jade 🤝 Stire: absolutely loving mushrooms.

Despises people who are high and mighty without reason, and HATES gossip. If you are going to talk bad about someone say it to their face or not at all.

#twisted wonderland #twist oc #freggzartz #freggzocs #why is the sprite so hard :(#twistyuu #yuusona

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psychewithwings · 3 years

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Bitter Taste: Iwaizumi x f/reader Pt. 1

pt. 2 here

THIS IS SO LATE and I’m a fuck up hahahaha (kinda ironic this was 2 weeks late for Mental Health Awareness month)

I am crediting my girl @kuso-deku for giving me Iwaizumi brain rot to begin with. I am also crediting @gixxie and @idonotagreebitch for helping me talk through my ideas... and crediting @doinmybesthere for the wonderful idea of a mental health awareness collaboration the link is here. PLS READ THE REST OF THE WORKS. Everyone deserves the love.

TW: manipulative male/female relationships, gaslighting?, subtle shit head crap that most men do (don’t worry Iwa is a peach as always tho, it’s Ushijima that’s the problem)

Iwaizumi stands and stretches in the cinema. The movie had been good, but long, he figured it was a little after midnight. “What’d ya think?” Kuroo asks as they exit the theatre. “I hated the ending…” Oikawa gripes, “I hate endings where everyone just dies.” “You are such a princess Tooru, I swear, it’s a metaphorical ending… did you not catch all the symbolism in the opening credits?” Iwaizumi sighs and turns his phone back on, trying his best to ignore their bickering. Slowly, notification after notification pops up… all from you. He blinks, surprised. You had declined his offer to join him for the film, stating you had previous plans attending a close friend’s birthday.

Iwa opens the messages from you. He sees first the selfies. You look beautiful, extravagant even. Your dress is beautiful, it compliments your figure perfectly with the corseted bodice. It’s white and so is your lace mask. Broad, feathered angel wings rest on your back. Angelic would have been a word he’d used to describe you before, but now, it was confirmed. He wants to keep staring at the photos but Kuroo and Oikawa are starting to become too curious about the contents of his phone. He scrolls and relaxes his face to look more casual. But it’s hard when your intoxicated messages are so darn cute.

hope the movie is good!

okay so I guess there’s an open bar? Is it my birthday too?

if you wanna come by after the movie I’msure you coul

this partyyyy suckssssssss assssssssss

wish id gon wiht u xx

You are clearly drunk and he laughs to himself before Kuroo peers over his right shoulder. “Well she’s thinking about you at least,” he smirks. Oikawa peers over Iwaizumi’s left shoulder, “ooo play the voice message.” Oikawa taps the message before Iwaizumi can give him an answer.

“Hiiiii Iwaaaaaa, hope you like the moovie and you’re having a good time, cuz I’m having a preetyy good time, they gots free margaritaaass. Okay byeeeee”

The guys laugh and Oikawa presses the next one.

“Hey Iwaaa, I made up a song about you, ready?

Iwaizumi

Doesn’t know what he does- to me…

Sshfhsijknfhahaha I cant remember the rest som’n bout… som’n I dunno. Byeee”

“Okay, Ushi says that I need to say sorry for sending so many…” you pause and then whisper, “drunk messages, but I’as only tellin’ ya I ssink ‘r awesome ‘n you should totally come to this party and hang out with me… you’re awesome, okay byeee”

Oikawa and Kuroo pause and look at Iwaizumi. “Ushi?” Oikawa asks, “like Ushiwaka?” Oikawa’s eyes are narrowed and he gags dramatically in disgust. Iwaizumi nods and walks to exit the theatre. “Wait… that’s her friend who’s having the birthday party?” Iwa grimaces as Kuroo chuckles. “No wonder you’ve had a stick up your ass all night.” Iwa glares at him, “they’re just friends… apparently… I don’t know, she said they’ve known each other for a really long time…” Kuroo claps Iwaizumi on the back. “I think you should definitely go to the party.” Iwaizumi starts to object but the ring of his phone draws attention, and he answers it. “Heyyy you're outta th’moviee, heheeheheha,” you slur. Iwaizumi laughs softly and smiles, “yeah, I’m out of the movie now, are you… good?” There is so much background noise, it almost drowns out your sweet sleepy voice. “I’m soooo good… … I just-” he can hear your voice drop to a drunken whisper. “I’z just hoping to see you today,” you mumble finally.

Iwaizumi can feel his heartbeat quicken, his head reeling. “Oh really?” He plays cool but then instantly regrets it when you give him a serious answer. “Yeah, I was really hoping you’d come to the party, even for just a little,” you murmur. Iwaizumi can’t help but chuckle. You were pretty cute like this, not normally so transparent. You were actually quite hard to read, so sweet but guarded and teasing too. You were a friend of Oikawa’s first and he had met you through him. He’d liked the way you sat cross legged on the couch smiling, chin in your hands while you asked questions and listened to his answers. Your eyes sparkle when you hear something you like, and your face lights up when you talk about things you find interesting.

“Ya don’t have to, I can just see ya another time,” you add. He’s been silent too long which causes him to speak without thinking. “No, I’d love to see you, I’ll head to you now.” Kuroo and Oikawa are silently cheering him on and Iwa turns away in embarrassment. “Really? Okay! I’ll drop my pin… as the kids are sayin’ these days hahaha.” “See you soon, drink some water okay?” “Mhm, I will, see ya soon!”

You were at a club owned by Ushijima’s family. A place called ‘Eagle’s Nest’. He’d only known you for a few weeks but he couldn’t help his infatuation. It was immediate, the night he had gone to Oikawas for game night. You spoke to him so easily not knowing him at all and laughed at his little side jabs to his long time friend. The way you looked at him… Iwa knew then that he wanted to see you smile, hear your laugh, and that he would be happy to assume the responsibility of making that happen.

He was surprised when you had declined his offer for the movie, feeling that you both had some definite chemistry, but Iwaizumi was even more surprised when you had said that you had prior plans with his old time rival Ushijima Wakatoshi. Iwaizumi hadn’t seen him since high school but they knew a few people in common, Oikawa being one of those people. Oikawa could sure hold a grudge but Iwaizumi took all of his comments with a grain of salt. Ushijima often came off entitled and cold, which would leave Iwaizumi with a bad taste in his mouth. Maybe Oikawa had the right idea holding a grudge… But grudge or not he wanted to see you, hear your voice and admire you all dolled up.

When Iwaizumi arrives at the club he is met with a large security guard. “Invitation?” he grumbles. Iwa remains calm but a small trickle of fear runs down his back. Iwaizumi gives the guard a casual smile before he starts to answer but he is interrupted. “Iwaaaaa,” you cry from the top of the stairs. The mask you’d had on is now resting on top of your head, the delicate features of your face now exposed. The floofy skirt of your dress bounces with your excitement as you run down the stairs. You crash into him, throwing your arms around his neck. You bury your face in his collar and still momentarily. Drunk and bubbly, you melt when Iwa wraps his arms around your waist in return, avoiding your costume’s wings. “Mmmm,” you hum, breath hot against his skin, “you smell good.” You pull back and stare into his wide eyes. “You look incredible,” he offers, a slight pink tint to his cheeks. You grin in return and simply take hold of his hand. “He’s with me,” you beam at the guard. Iwaizumi is doubtful this trick will work here. But he is surprised when the guard steps aside saying, “as you wish Miss L/N.” You giggle and pull Iwa towards the doors. “I’ll bring you some cake later, okay Jurou?” Jurou laughs, “just have fun darlin’.” “You’re the best,” you call behind you as you push open the doors. Iwaizumi can’t help but feel a twinge of jealousy knowing that you are on a first name basis with one of the body guards at the Wakatoshi’s club. How close were you with Ushijima?

Blue and purple lights illuminate the vast space while black tiles make up the main floor. The dance floor is sunken, in the middle of the club with a small set of stairs leading down to it. It’s made entirely of glass, beneath is a saltwater garden of different plants and coral.

“You’ll need one of these,” you explain, swiping a simple black mask from the welcome table. You hand it over to him and pull yours down over your eyes. Iwaizumi adjusts it to where he can see. “You look so handsome,” you admire. He grins, “what about you? You’ve got wings!” You laugh and adjust your mask back on top of your forehead. “I’m a swan, and Ushi said I couldn’t be a swan without wings!” You spin for him, trying your best to flap the feathered wings. Small pieces of confetti glitter rain from the skirt of your dress. Iwaizumi takes in your face illuminated by the lights of the club. Blue and pink dancing over your cheeks as you smile up at him. “What?” you giggle nervously. Just a few weeks but he is mesmerised by your everything. He shakes his head and tries to move on. He wanted to tell you how he felt but this wasn’t the right time. It should be when you’re sober, when you can take in his words properly.

You coax him down towards the bar. “You’re sure it’s okay to sneak in uninvited guests?” Iwa questions. “Well, I asked Ushi ‘nd he said it was okay, so yeah!” You grin but notice Iwaizumi’s reserve. “It’s really okay, I promise, let’s just get a drink,” you suggest and take his hand. “Only if you drink more water,” he smirks. You roll your eyes at Iwa, “I drank some water before you got here actually.” You look back at him as you both head down to the bar. “I’ll prolly regret that yurr seeing me like this tamorow, ya know,” you call over the blaring music. “It’s cute, you’re cute,” he assures as he leans against the bar, “I didn’t know you thought about me this much until I saw all the snapchats and voice messages and texts.” You cover your face in humiliation, “I knowww, I’m sorry but you were on my mind a lot, alot alot, and couldn’t stop think about ya, and the booze told me to keep on messaging…” You trail off, finding the last shred of your filter to keep you from talking. The bartender hands you your water and you take a long drink.

“Iwaizumi,” a voice projects over the baseline. Ushijima stands tall advancing towards where you both stand. His expression is neutral though, his eyes keep darting to you and then back to Iwaizumi. Ushijima is dressed as a knight, his silver mask hangs languidly around his neck. “Ushiwaka,” Iwa acknowledges, “this is a hell of a birthday party.” You giggle and point at Ushiwaka, “he’s 28 today; getting sooo old.” In that moment, Iwaizumi watches him do something he had never seen him do before. Smile… and then laugh. Ushijima wraps an arm around your waist and pulls you closer. “You’re just a baby, you’re only-” You wave your hand in front of Ushiwaka’s face, shushing him. “No, no, Iwa doesn’t knowww, don’t tell him,” you plead. “She’s only 23,” Ushiwaka says. You hold your face in your hands once more and groan. Ushijima pulls your hands from your face, “just barely twenty three too.” You glare at him and look back at Iwaizumi embarrassed. “Did she not tell you her age?” Ushijima asks Iwaizumi. Iwa shrugs, “She didn’t, but I never asked,” Iwa shrugs casually, addressing you now, “didn’t seem important since you carry yourself so well.”

You turn to Iwa, mouth open like you’re about to respond but Ushijima swipes the glass from your hands before you can finish. “Drinking water?” You look up at him. “But it’s my birthday… and this is a party… you need something stronger…” Ushijima beacons the bartender with a single flick of his hand. The barman pours three double shots of a clear liquid from a foreign looking bottle. Ushijima takes a glass and hands it to you, before handing another to Iwaizumi. Ushijima gives him a wink as he loops his arm around your waist, pulling you closer to him. He raises his glass, the violet lights illuminating the liquid. Iwaizumi follows his lead. “To my Juliet, the belle of the ball,” Ushijima bellows. You smile slightly and shake your head. “No no, to you Ushi, it’s your birthday, not mine, we are celebrating you!” Your eyes find Iwa’s, but you leave your glass raised. Ushijima grabs hold of your hand that’s still wrapped around the glass. “Cheers,” He tips the glass towards your lips and you swallow the clear liquor as he feeds it to you. You down it all in one go and Ushiwaka smiles wide once again. “She’s good, huh?” With that, Ushiwaka clinks his glass to Iwaizumi’s, “to you brother,” he assures. Iwa is surprised with the sudden sentiment. “And to you,” he replies before downing the shot. The liquor is surprisingly smooth, expensive, and strong. Iwa can feel his head starting to get light from the small portion that was in the glass and Iwa wasn’t a light weight. “Strong huh?” Ushijima smirks. Iwaizumi nods then turns to the bartender to signal for a water.

Ushijima turns to where you stand swaying slightly with the music. “Look at her, she gets drunk so easily,” Ushijima smiles. “How are you feeling, princess?” he shouts over at you. Iwa turns away and downs his water in disgust. ‘Princess?’ Ushijima shouldn’t be calling you that if you’re both just friends. You blink and give him a smile and a thumbs up. There was a natural innocence about you, a childlike wonder and curiosity, the embodiment of sanguine. Ushijima’s air was sometimes sinister, like he was taking advantage of your natural trusting nature. Iwa watches as Ushijima’s large hands rest on either of your shoulders and he pushes you back and forth like a pendulum between his palms. You giggle and try to push him away, “Ushi stooopp.” He laughs with you and continues pushing you around, “you’re so cute and small though, see?” He places a hand on top of your head and you still. “I said to stop,” you mumble. “And I did,” he retorts before letting you go.

Iwa watches the sudden weight of gravity find you as you stumble in your heels. He catches your arm just in time. Your arms find their way around his neck once more, your face in the crook of his neck. You pull away and Iwa examines your foggy eyes. “You okay?” You nod, pushing off of Iwa’s chest. You fix your hair, “it’s fine, he just messin’” you turn to Ushijima, “and someone doesn’t know when to quit.” You’re pulled away into Ushiwaka’s arms. He sways you back and forth, your back held against his chest while he says soft apologies. He whispers something to you and you nod. Iwaizumi wanted to pull you away from him. Not because he was jealous, but because the way that Ushiwaka was behaving with you was odd.

“Y/n is a little bit tired, why don’t you join us in VIP?” Iwa smiles and gives his thanks, trying his best to hide his scowl. Iwa follows after you and Ushiwaka, upstairs and under velvet ropes hoping that he will find a good moment to pull you away. But instead you are pulled onto the couch beside Ushiwaka. He lights a cigar and offers one to Iwa, but Iwaizumi declines with a simple, “no thanks, don’t smoke.” It’s strange the way that Ushiwaka keeps whispering in your ear, giving you sips of his drinks, and blowing smoke in your face. “Ushi, stop please, the smell is making me sick,” you whine. But he just pulls you closer to him, chuckling all the while and does it again. You’re laughing and poking his face, but it’s not out of joy... Watching Ushijima interact with you the whole night has been like watching a cat toy with a mouse.

Iwa grimaces when Ushiwaka tickles you. “Stop-stop-don’t-stop,” you giggle and howl. “She said to stop!” Iwa raises his voice. Ushijima’s eyes shoot towards Iwaizumi while you squirm off the couch. Your eyes are heavy as you walk towards a dark hallway and disappear into the shadows. Iwa’s eyes flick to the entrance to the hall. Ushiwaka sits in a contented silence, sipping a drink, “she’s so dramatic,” he sighs. He continues smoking, arm rested over the back of the purple velvet sofa. Ushijima takes a sip of his drink, swirling the ice in his glass. Iwa doesn’t move to break the silence no matter how expectant Ushijima’s expression was. He stamps out his cigar in the tray before addressing him.

“She’s awfully talkative, and incredibly fond of you…” Ushijima starts, an odd smirk painting his expression. Iwaizumi raises an eyebrow in intrigue and Ushijima’s face hardens. “She won’t shut up about you since she met you… it’s annoying...” Iwaizumi, remains quiet, the silence settling over the men like a thick fog. The only sounds are muffled club music and the ice tinkling against Ushijima’s glass. “I’m going to be honest as a friend… bad idea.” Iwaizumi can feel the rage bubbling inside his gut, “I don’t think that what’s going on between us is any of your-” He’s cut off by Ushijima.

“I’m really looking out for you Iwaizumi, girls can break hearts and Y/n is kind of known for that… she’s just a sweet soul, makes friends easily, but love? That’s harder for her… doesn’t have the best taste in men I’m afraid, I want to protect her and you from a situation where I can already see the conclusion… I get that you like her, everyone does.” Iwazumi leans forward, “does that include you?” Ushijima is stone faced, then gives a cold laugh. “You’re funnier than I remember, Iwaizumi.”

Iwaizumi rises and heads towards the hall you disappeared down. If he sat in front of him any longer he was going to say something he regretted… and you still haven’t come back. He slips into the dark hallway as you’re exiting the bathroom. Your mask has been removed and even in the dim lighting you look pale. “Hey, what’s happened?” You look up at him embarrassed, your dress almost as wilted as you are. “Got sick…” you mutter. You’re shaking slightly, arms wrapped around yourself. “Oh Y/n, are you alright?” he sighs. His arm starts to reach for you but he thinks better of it, pulling it back to rest by his side. His eyes widen as he feels the warmth of your hand in his. He didn’t figure that you would want to be touched right now. But your fingers interlace with his, your skin soft. “Are you good to drive?” you whisper. His hand instinctively tightens around yours protectively. “I only had whatever Ushijima gave us, it was strong but I’ve had water- yeah I’m good.” “Would you mind taking me home?” you ask, as you start to walk back towards the VIP room. “Sure, course,” Iwaizumi replies gently. He feels how your thumb brushes over the back of his hand in silent gratitude. The gesture has his heart beating hard against his ribs. Iwa walks forward, his eyes on you and nothing else. Your brow is furrowed and your expression painted serious which was unusual from how he knew you to act.

“Iwa’s taking me home now,” you announce and walk towards the stairs. Ushiwaka’s face hardens, “I can take her home, you shouldn’t trouble yourself,” he addresses Iwaizumi. You smile and turn around facing Ushiwaka. “But Ushi, ‘s ur birthday, you can’t leave this party jus’ ‘a take me home,” You turn to Iwa now. “Let’s go,” you say and Iwa nods, still holding your hand. “Where’s my hug, princess?” Ushijima calls after you. You stop in your tracks and close your eyes, taking in a deep breath. You drop Iwa’s hand slowly, hesitantly. You walk back slowly and stand before his open arms. He lifts you and you groan. You’re still hugging him tightly but not quite with the same intimacy as before.

As Ushijima places you down you turn to look back at Iwa when Ushijima catches your face with his large hand. He coaxes your face back towards him then leans down. Ushiwaka locks eyes with Iwaizumi as he whispers something in your ear. Then he presses his lips to your cheek, still not moving his eyes away from Iwaizumi’s. Iwa tries his best to remain neutral but he can feel his lip creeping upwards in contempt. Ushiwaka is too prideful for his own good it seems.

You take Iwa’s hand again, leading him towards the exit. An exasperated look rests on your face. “What did he say to you?” Iwa asks. You sigh and shake your head. “‘S nothin’, ya shouldn’t worry your pretty lil head ‘bout it.” Iwa can’t help but allow a smile. He raises an eyebrow at you, “think my head is pretty?” he asks. He’s met with your hazy gaze, “I do,” you say simply. Iwa wasn’t prepared for such a straightforward answer to his question.

Once out of the club, the valet pull Iwaizumi’s car around. He’s careful not to let you walk too far on your own. Sick, in those ridiculous shoes and still quite drunk, he opens the car door for you before hopping into the driver's seat. “Will you put your address in?” Iwa hands you his phone and you type it in as asked. “Thanks for doing this,” you sigh. “Yeah of course,” he says as he puts the car into gear. A few streets of city light pass by in silence. Your hands are resting in your lap but your body is still trembling. “I can- umm- pull over if you need me to…” You wave the thought away with your hand, “it was the smell of the cigar more than anything…” Iwa’s gut begins to boil again. Your voice is soft, almost defeated. He speaks before thinking better of it. “Does he always treat you like that?” You look at Iwa and make eye contact briefly before his attention is back on the road. “He was being a little extra weird today, maybe because y’all used to play volleyball together or… I dunno really, he just gets like that sometimes…” You trail off, allowing your thoughts to fade into the rearview. The silence is deafening and you feel the need to break it. “He’s really nice too though, don’t get me wrong, he cooks for me and calls to check in, he even gets me little gifts, so I know he cares.” Iwa shakes his head, “if he cared he would have stopped when you asked him to.” You take a breath, “I know but he was just having a night I guess…” Iwa pulls into your driveway as the GPS notifies him that he has ‘arrived at the destination’. He puts the car in park, “you don’t have to make excuses for him… it’s okay to be angry, if that’s how you feel.” You start to open the door, your fingers on the handle. “I’m not angry though, I’m just kinda hurt.” You open the door and start to get out, “okay, maybe a little angry too.” You laugh to yourself but not out of joy. It’s an ironic laugh and Iwa can hear the pain ringing inside of it. “Let me walk you inside.”

#iwaizumi #iwa #hajime #hajime x reader #iwa x reader #iwaizumi x reader #haikyuu #hq #hq x reader #haikyuu x reader #iwaizumi hajime #pls protect me iwa

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silvercrystalwhump · 3 years

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Sometimes you get called a Bitch at 6 AM

(Vincent and Kauri belong to @ashintheairlikesnow and Dmitri belongs to me)

This is based on an ask for Ash on her page. I decided to write a thing on it. Just cause tiredKauri is just mwah.

Vincent at his dark granite counters, whisking at some batter for pancakes. He did not have to be anywhere until noon today since the Director wants night scenes today. Since Dmitri had to be at his shop, Vincent thought to make him pancakes before he left. It is a quiet morning. Vincent can hear the morning bird chirping their little hearts out outside.

Everything is nice and quiet.

Then, his phone rings.

Vincent presses the answer call on his phone and brings to his ear, "Hello, Shield speaking."

"Bitch."

"Oh hello Kauri, How was your morning?"

"Fuck you, I need your help," Kauri says, voice slightly groggy from sleep most likely. Vincent can hear the sound of water running in the background and the tapping of a shoe on the floor.

Vincent tosses in some chocolate chips and holds the phone between his ear and his shoulder, "Whatcha need?"

"This stupid fucking fine, I can't pay for it and if I tell Nat she might have my neck and Jake is still drugged up on the damned futon that almost closed on him two fucken' days ago!"

Vincent sprinkles a bit of oil on the pan and turns the volume down on his phone a little before replying, "Futon? Did something happen because I'm fairly certain he has a bed because I bought Nat one for Christmas a few years back and she said that she didn't need one so she gave it to Jake."

Kauri rustles something and the sound of probably pots and pans falling onto the floor resonates through the phone. HE listens to Kauri hiss out curses as he shoves stuff away.

Vincent just flips one of the pancakes he poured. Leaning over and starting the coffee, he slides out a few things onto the counter for Dmitri and eventually himself. "Did something happen with Jake?"

"Shut the fuck up for a second!" Kauri snaps before muttering, "Why does Antoni insist on rearranging the whole kitchen once a month." Some more rustling later and Vincent glances over at the clock on the wall, 6:14 am.

Why is Kauri up this early?

Vincent sets the oven to warm and slides his plate inside and Kauri rips apart the house through the phone. Once the noise dies down on Kauri's end, Vincent asks, "What's the fine?"

"Something about unlawful protesting and trespassing but I wasn't even on the damn premises for crying out loud. Fifteen hundred dollars over some fucking fliers and some spite. I should've decked him!" Kauri rants as he walks around and goes through a door, "Fifteen hundred dollars!"

Vincent sets some of the pans quietly in the sink. Then, the sound of tumbling down the stairs and a groan rips his eyes upward. Dmitri stumbles off the stairs and props an arm up on the table.

"I hate your fucking stairs," Dmitri groans as he slides into the chair next to him.

Vincent stifles a laugh and slides the pancakes towards Dmitri, "Good morning, I'm on the phone I'll be back in a minute." Vincent grabs his coffee and steps out into the living room.

It's quiet on the other end for a moment before Kauri chuckles, "Who's that~"

Vincent sighs, feeling the curious mockery he through phone, "Nobody important."

"Nononononono that's not how that works. When NAt told me you were becoming more like me every time she saw you I thought she was joking," Kauri chuckles, "Apparently she was not."

"Kauri..."

He hears Kauri laugh on the end of the phone and the sound of a couch creaking, "So tell me, was he good?"

Vincent takes a sip of his coffee and shakes his head, "He's not a hookup, Kauri. He's just a friend."

"Hey, I'm not judging. Out of my," Kauri pauses, "Alot of hookups most of them I didn't even know their name. So I get it."

"He's not a hookup Kauri, I'm telling you the truth," Vincent mumbles, rubbing the bridge of his nose, "Do you want me to send Nat the money so she can help you with that or what?"

"Somebodies in denial," Kauri sing-songs, "If he's not tell me his name."

"It's not important Kauri, who do you want me to send the money to or do you want to give me your transfer numbers for your bank," Vincent groans as he leans back into his couch.

"I'll send them later, so what's his---" Kauri says as the sound of knocking dances through the phone "---Who the fuck is here at six in the morning?" Footsteps are followed by, "Laken? What are you doing here?"

"To apologize, for the argument," Vincent hears their voice through the phone.

Vincent looks up to see Dmitri leaning over the couch above him. He gives his tall boyfriend a drowsy smile and pulls the phone away from his ear. Dmitri places a kiss on Vincent's forehead and whispers, "I know you're busy but I'm headed out and I'll call you when I get back."

Vincent smiles, "Looking forward to it."

He returns the phone t his ear to listen to the tail end of, "-He's not even awake yet Laken. Something happened yesterday because he fell asleep with Jake so have a blanket and sleep on the couch I'll wake you when Chris' awake."

Kauri sighs and Vincent can hear him walking up the stairs. Kauri starts a computer and Vincent listens to an old chair creak under Kauri's weight.

"So, Mr. InDenial, what's his name then, Hmmm?" Kauri pokes.

Vincent buckles slightly, "Dmitri." He immediately regrets letting the word slip off his tongue.

"You hooked up with a guy named Dmitri, so was he any good?"

Vincent, now bending under annoyance and tiredness, spills, "No Kauri, he's my boyfrie--- why is this important?"

There's quiet behind the phone and then Kauri laughs, "You. A boyfriend. Holy shit! That... was not something I thought you were capable off."

"Ouch," Vincent mutters, "Please don't tell anyone, we're trying to keep this on the down low, please."

Vincent can figuratively see Kauri rolling his eyes, "Why would you need to do that? Publicity?"

"Publicity is the least of my concerns when it comes to that," Vincent whispers, his voice lowing unconsciously.

Once again, the ear-splitting silence echos through the phone before, "Almost forgot about him."

"Yeah."

The sound of the keyboard clicking brings Vincent back from his memories and into his living room. Vincent's fingers wrap around the edge of one of his pillows and his knuckles whiten.

"I pulled up my details, let me find the routing number- Jake what are you doing out of bed!" Kauri quietly yells.

Jake says something but the words don't register through the phone.

Kauri sounds annoyed when he answers, "I've already dealt with it, get your ass back in bed. I'll join you when I'm done with this bullshit. No- Go back to bed."

Vincent sets down the phone so Kauri can tell Jake what to do in peace. He exhales and now really wants Dmitri to come back.

"I don't know how Jake does this shit, every damn day," Vincent hear Kauri groan through the phone. He picks it back up and listens, "Getting up every day at the ass crack of dawn... and this isn't even the hardest part of the day and I already wanna sleep."

"Yeah," Vincent says breathless, "I can't imagine having to care for that many people. Hell, I can barely for the couple I have."

I can barely care for myself.

"Nat's gone dealing with Jameson. Jake was fucking stabbed! Chris is off in college and back for some reason, something happened too. Laken just materialized. Antoni hasn't been acting right and- fuck I just need a break," Kauri says, "I'm not good at being the one everyone relies on."

Vincent sighs, "It's not fun, having to worry about so many people and, at the same time, them worrying about you. I can't really help you directly with that but I know a place that doesn't ask questions. They serve coffee and scones there and, if you want, I can get you coffee one morning. To get away from the madness for a morning."

Kauri says nothing for a moment. A few breaths pass before Vincent hears a mouse click.

"No."

Click.

A second later, Vincent receives a text with a handful of numbers. He makes a mental note to send over the money as soon as possible. Standing up, he walks back to the kitchen and grabs his breakfast.

Kauri stayed on his mind for a while after that.

#vincent shield #dmitri o'brian #vince tries #kauri is also trying #just at something different

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the-fiction-witch · 3 years

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Love Angel x P8 42nd Street

TV SHOW: THE QUEENS GAMBIT COUPLE BENNY X READER RATING: SMUT!

Hi” Angel giggled from my floor as she sat in her little black panties and my grey button down done up enough for her not to be completely bare breasted but undone enough I could still see most of her

“Hi,” I smiled to her , returning my focus to my board, making notes where I needed to “Comfy?” I asked her as she was sat there on a pillow her back bend over a little so her head was upside down looking at me

“Very comfy.” she giggled “I’d be comfier with my sexy cowboy beside me”

“Would you now? I thought you said we needed to go out today?”

“I don’t need to go out I want to go out benny”

“Fine, where do you wanna go?”

“I don’t know, you know new york better than I do” she giggled “Take me some place fun”

“I will, when you get some clothes on”

“Uughhhh but I’m comfy” she whines

“You can’t be serious? You’d get arrested walking down the street like that”

“Don’t I look Beautiful?”

“Yes, you look very beautiful angel but I don’t know how new york traffic will do with you walking down the street like that” “Fine, I’m not wearing a bra though” she says getting up and going to the bedroom where most of her clothes were not hung up

“I never said you had to, simply saying you should probably put clothes on so you don’t get arrested for having your tits out.” I laughed getting up to get my belt and jacket too

“Don’t you like me with my tit’s out?” she giggled as she had taken my shirt off and was now in just her black panties wrapping her arms around my neck I smirked cradling her waist

“I do, you look so very beautiful with your perky breasts out but… I’m the only one who gets to see it” I smirked giving her a intense kiss

“That's enough” she smirked moving back and going back to the bedroom,

“Evil little angel” I smirked getting my belt on,

“It’s fun” she giggled getting a dress on

“Umm fun”

“Where are you taking me?” she giggled

“Somewhere fun” I told her sitting down to sort my wallet out

“Ummm what kinda fun?” she smirked coming over in her little black dress she smirked at me and put her foot up on my thigh as she slowly tugs her stockings up her legs

“You’ll find out angel” He smirked blowing her a kiss

“Could you help me?” she giggled as she pulled her stocking up to the little clips on her panties

“Alright angel” I told her giving her knee a little kiss fixing her stockings for her,

“Thank you” she smiled petting my hair moving her leg away "other one?" She giggled putting her other leg on my thigh so I smirked and kissed her bare skin as I pulled up the stockings soft nylon and attached the little clips for her

"Come on, we have stuff to do" I smirked slapping her butt before going and getting my jacket and hat, she got her shoes and her backpack so I took her hand and ushered her out the apartment and up to my car.

I did my best to keep where we were going and secret parking a little far away so we could walk but I think she knew, as soon as we turned onto the bussling, flashing, impressive 42nd street. She smiled hugging me tightly giving me a sweet kiss before she ran off with her backpack to explore, I followed her watching the neon light and cinema signs light casgading across her face and hair as she smiled so widely eventually I had to rain her in a little as she was getting lost a little too often and I didn't want to loose her in the crowds we stopped at the little mcdonald's getting something for dinner

"This is like the fanciest mcdonald's I've ever eaten in" she says having her fries

"Kinda, there's one in uhhh fuck where is it. I think in Vegas or something the fucking signs make out of diamonds" I told her

"You'll have to take me someday" she giggled

"Maybe I will" I winked as I finished up "so? As we're here. You wanna go see a movie?"

"Yeah"

"Anything you wanna see?"

"I spotted one that looked cool on the way in, but we got time, besides I need my picture" she smiled as she finished her food taking her cup with her as she stood I followed her out and she got settled sat in the subway railing handing me her camera,

I looked thought trying to get in central and nice even with all these people rushing past and cars in the background,

"Maybe smile a little more angel?" I joked and her response to that was to sip her drink and out her middle finger up at me, I managed to get a nice one of her sat there sipping her drinks straw the signs illumining her in a beautiful way her dress flashing a little leg, so much you could see her stockings top and the clips to hold them and of course her flipping me off, I took it over shaking the picture up and handing it to her

"awww Benny, it's perfect" she giggled giving my cheek a kiss "your turn" she smiled jumping down and taking the camera back I wasn't sure what to do so I just leant against the railing as she got the camera sorted I tried to pose I guess this is alot different then doing it for chess magazines, I slipped my hat off holding it in my hand as I learnt my arms on the railing "smile more" she joked so I laughed at her and put my middle finger up at her too and she ran back shaking the picture "aww you look very handsome" she smiled "come on cowboy we'll miss our movie" she giggled putting her camera away and tugging my hand I slipped my hat back on and followed her to this little theater I didn't see what they where showing but she got us each tickets "you wait here I need to powder my nose" she smiled giving my lips a little kiss and she rushed off I tried to look aeouthe place and it wasn't busy, maybe this wasn't a popular movie, there wasn't even a person at the snack counter, there wasn't even fresh popcorn in the machine at all, just a few bags of things and a tray in a little heating section with pretzels the chocolate in the slightly melting, ooww I wanted a pretzel, I'm sorry my chocolaty salty pretzel freind I cannot have you for there is no worker here… I mean I could reach it, but angel came back so I gave her a kiss and we headed back to where the actual screen was and it hasn't even started yet, there was a few people here but not many even given this didn't have alot of seats a couple down the front, a few werid looking guys here and there but that was about it we sat side by side at the back getting comfy putting out stuff on the seats beside us and I put my arm around her

"What are we seeing anyway?" I asked her

"Something I think you'll like" she smiled nuzzling her head into my neck as the lights went down more and the crackle of the film began as the screen came on I watched the credits confused by a few things, listening to the slow almost jazz style music that accompanied them as angel got cosy on me

"Angel? What is this?" I asked her as the credits finished and I began to watch the movie, I was a little confused but watched on that's a pretty woman, aww I think he likes her, oh no time for that time for dentistry, okay so he get some drugs makes him… ohhh… ooohhh… "angel" I whispered a little in shock "you know exactly what this is you evil little thing didn't you?"

"Yes" she whispered back kissing down my neck, as that woman got tied to the dentist's chair, he began kissing her and taking her clothes off I smirked and gently kissed up her neck as she moved her hand her eyes still fixed on the screen, putting her hand on my thigh

"Umm such a bad little angel" I groaned trying to fight with myself between staring at angel and staring at the screen I reached her lips and she passionately kissed me so I happily kissed her back making out with those soft lips hearing the sounds from the movie, the music and the squeals and moans of that woman I glanced to the screen as we kissed seeing that woman completely naked him biting in her breasts and spreading her legs to fuck her I knew how hard I was getting just watching it and from kissing angel, she smirked into our kiss moving her hand to stroke my crotch, I did my best not to moan feeling her soft hands rubbing in my forming erection as we made out till I pulled back "I take it… this is on your list somewhere?" I asked her undoing my belt not completely but enough she could slip her hand in if she wanted pressing my face against her so we could both see the screen as that woman got fucked hard against a dentist chair and I ran my hand across her thigh even higher gently rubbing in her though her dress but the moment I did I noticed something "ummm you bad bad girl. You didn't powder your nose, you took your panties off" I whispered give her lips a hard kiss "no panties, no bra, rubbing on my cock in a fucking porno theater" I smirked staring at her

"Yeah?" She whispered sounding breathy and sultry

"You are the best girl I've ever met" I groaned pulling her back to our make out as the film for even more intense hearing that movie moaning in my ear while making out with angel was driving me crazy but she knew it was she she wound me up more by slipping her beautiful hand down my jeans rubbing and stroking me over my boxers my hands instantly knew she was fair game if she's touching me so I grabbed her sexy breasts groping them and squeezing when I could trying hard not to moan moving one hand of those perfect beasts to slipp under her dress gently rubbing in her glistening clit I opened my eyes to glance at the screen seeing how not much hand changes still passionate sex going on, but I did notice something else, that couple in the seats at the front were gone, maybe this isn't what they wanted or it was and they wanted to go home..m I'll be honest that sounds pretty good right now, maybe not home. Maybe my car…. Or the bathroom. Leaving us as the only couple, everyone else watching the movie was some weird guys all sat alone but I noticed a guy a row of seats between him and us, he was turned away from the screen I thought a moment maybe we made a noise and he wanted to see what it was or something but we where quiet but our kissing noises and that would have been almost inaudible over the screaming of the movie, and he just sat there still looking at us I pulled back from the kiss but she kept kissing up and down my neck leaving a love bite on me I kept an eye on him making eye contact so he knew I saw him but still he didn't move "angel. I think that guy's watching us" I whispered to her slightly moving my hand away not wanting to let him see what we where doing even if he mostly likely already knew hence why he was watching she stopped and looked over at him

"Yeah maybe" she shurgs but she turned my face back to her "let him watch" she smirked moving up the arm rest between our seats moving a little onto my lap as we kissed, so she was only just perched in my knees so I could still rub in her I even slipped a finger inside her watching her jucies drip down my fingers her hand going fast practical jerking me off as we made out, the nosies getting louder as the sex in the movie got more intense

"I Wanna fuck you so bad angel" I whispered to her

"Then fuck me cowboy" she giggled I smirked pulling her back to our kiss taking my hand away returning it to her breasts as she moved her hand away too so I pulled her hips to sit right on my lap grinding against her slightly as we kissed when suddenly the sound stopped.

And the lights came on

"Oh. The movies over" I sighed "I was enjoying that"

"Umm me too" she giggled "aww I didn't get to see how it ends" she whines

"Well I'll tell you how it ends, the woman and the man both went home and fucked hard until they came." I smiled to her

"Sounds like a nice ending"

"It does, so… shall we head home and wrap this up?"

"Okay" she giggled getting her things and slipping her backpack in as I got my jacket and hat back in doing my belt up properly again as I did she slipped something in my pocket and headed out to the stairs I put my hand in pulling slightly out her soft cotton panties "you coming cowboy?"

"Fuck yeah angel" I smirked happily following her.

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nahoyaglock · 3 years

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📃 AS I AM CHAPTER 3 — Discovery

SUMMARY — You knew Kageyama Tobio since you both were in diapers, being close family 'friends'. You always wanted to befriend the quiet kid but no matter your efforts, he would never crack. When you transfer schools and meet Kageyama again, what will happen to your relationship?

PAIRING — family friend!kageyama x y/n

GENRE — fluff/crack/angst

WARNINGS — kags being a bigger meanie

WORD COUNT — 2.6k

FIND THE MASTERLIST HERE

It has been about more than two weeks since your first day at Karasuno, already creating good bonds with Hinata, Nishinoya, Yamaguchi, and even Tsukishima. You were pretty close to all of them, spending alot of time together at lunch or after school, and even during the weekend. They wanted you to feel welcome, after all, you even had a little text group chat.

(Sent October 10th at 11:15 am)

Y/N: [Good morning yall, and happy birthday noya!]

Shoyo: [HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOYA!]

Tadashi: [goodmorning and happy bday!]

Tsukki: [morning, happy birthday]

Noya: [GOOD MORNING, AND THANKS GUYS!]

You smiled down at your phone before shutting it off. Since it was Noyas birthday, your mom let him and your friends come over, it also being a Saturday. You planned to have a sleepover with your new friends, Kageyama, and Tanaka of course. You had finished cleaning your living room, and despite it being small, it was big enough to fit a bunch of enthusiastic dorks, and Tsukishima.

You had begun cooking lunch, making sandwiches for you and Hinata, who was already on his way to your house. "Good morning honey," your mom spoke softly, rubbing her eyes as she walked past you to the coffee maker. "Good morning mom, Hinatas on his way here already," you smile and finish the sandwiches, putting them on a plate and walking to the living room.

"Okay, I have work today so ill be out for a little bit, tell Nishinoya I said happy birthday and Kageyama I said hello," she chuckled as she started the machine. You nodded and heard the doorbell ring, causing you to sit up and smile in excitement, placing the play down on the couch. "Thats Shoyo!"

You hop to the front door and immediately unlock the door, greeting the orange haired male with a smile that was matching his. "Hey y/n!" He greets and you let him in, closing the door behind himself. "Hi Shoyo, I made lunch," you say and lead him to the living room. "Wow, your house is really cute," he giggles and sets his bags and blanket in the corner next to the couch.

"Im glad you think so, I think Tanaka is arriving next, but i could be wrong," you say and plot down on the couch, hinata following your movements. "When is Kageyama coming?" He asks and rests his head on your shoulder, head tilted so he can look at you, but you just shrug. "He hasn't answered me since I sent him the invite yesterday," you say before handing him the plate and taking your sandwich.

"What? He answered me this morning," Hinata said and pulled his phone out of his pocket, going to his text messages with Kageyama. "Yeah, he texted me this morning, asked if i was coming to the sleepover," he said and you sae him typing on his screen. You felt hurt, Kageyama always answered you, whether it was one word, or even one letter, he always answered.

"Ah, he might've forgotten, i wont hold it against him," you smiled and decided to shake it off, it was Noyas birthday and you were ready to have fun. You and Hinata watched a bit of Netflix and ate a bit more than just the sandwhiches you made. It had been about more than an hour since the next person appeared, hearing the doorbell ring as you were in the middle of showing Hinata baby pictures of you and Kageyama.

"Ah, I bet its Tsukishima and Tadashi! Or just Tadashi!" Hinata shouts, jumping up, you following after him with a big goofy smile on your face as you both run to the door. "Its definitely Tanaka! Im calling it!" You laugh, barely able to keep up with the small male as he opens the door. As you looked at the male at the door, you and Hinata both shouted at the same time.

"Tadashi!"

"Tanaka!"

"K-kageyama?" You questioned and Hinata sighed, walking back to your room, sulking. "Its just Kageyama," he complaimed and Kageyama glared at him. "Whats that supposed to mean dumbass!" You let him in and close the door behind him as he kicks off his shoes. "Kags, you didnt bring any bags? Like, more than one?" You ask and walk to your room, seeing him hesitate to say respond.

"I'm not staying over. I just wanted to wish Nishinoya a happy birthday, i thought more people would be here by now," he nonchalantly responds, almost irritating you. "Well, you could've answered my text with a yes or no, or tell me that," you say and turn to face him, kicking his ankle softly. "Sorry," he muttered.

You entered your room with Kageyama and saw Hinata checking out your wall of pictures, filled with pictures of you and kageyama as children, you and your mom, and your friends from Nekoma. "Hey, is that Kenma?" He asked, turning his head to look at you and Kageyama with a curious face.

"Oh, yeah it is," you answer and walk over to the spot next to hinata. "Ah, Inuoka! Lev!" He exclaims with a excited expression, carefully scanning the pictures. "Is this the Nekoma volleyball club?" He asked, looking up at you with admiration as you confirm that it is.

"Thats so cool! You know Kuroo?!" He said, looking at another photo, one dear to your heart. It was the last time you saw them, you had a sleepover at Kuroos house, all the boys attending. You were wrapped in Kuroo and Inuokas arms, the 2nd years sitting on the couch in the back with the rest of the members asleep, or running around.

"Yeah, he acts like my brother sometimes. This was from our last sleepover before i came here," you state and he puts it back in his place when he hears the doorbell. "Okay, this time its DEFINITELY Tanaka!" You slap Hinatas arm and you two, once again, race to the front door. "Its gotta be Tadashi!" He once again opens the door to be met with Tanaka, causing you to shout in glory, hinata groaning.

"Uh, hello to you too," he laughs and steps over Hinata who dramatically fell to his knees. "Sorry, we were betting on who would arrive next," you laughed as he put his stuff next to Hinatas and saw Kageyama come out of your room. "Hey Tanaka," he greeted and you all sat on the couch, continuing the movie you and Hinata had started. After about 30 minutes more, there was a knock on the door.

"Thats definently Tsukishima," You say and Hinata nods as you stand up to open the door, greeting the tall blonde, noticing Tadashi and Noya behind him. "Hey Tsukki, Tadashi, and happy birthday Noya!" You greet, patting Tsukishimas arm and hugging the last two. "Everyones here, so lets get started, hmm?"

As everyone gets their stuff situated, you head to your room to get your phone and order some take out and remind your mom to get a cake before heading back out to your friends. "Noya, you ca– Noya?" You giggled softly, seeing him wrapped in a giant fluffy blanket, and he smiles. "Yes?"

"Ah, I was gonna say you can choose a movie, unless you wanna do anything else before the food arrives," you bounce before taking a seat between Tsukishima and Hinata. "Movie please, i dont want to even know what hes thinking right now," Tsukishima said, his expression was serious. You elbow him with a chuckle that follows, "its his birthday, cut him some slack."

You all decided to play a few games with an old movie playing as background noise. Truth or dare, would you rather, never have I ever, and some board games, Tsukishima winning monopoly. He was currently boasting to Kageyama with a smug look on his face as the doorbell rang.

"Food!" You shouted and jumped up to answer the door, quickly paying for the food and closing the door before bringing it to the small coffee table in your living room. "Also my mom should be home in a few minutes so call down with all the cursing Tanaka," you laughed and opened the food boxes before grabbing some plates and utensils for them to serve themselves.

You guys ate and finally put on a movie, moving the coffee table to you, Noya, Tanaka, Tadashi, and Hinata could all huddle up on the floor infront of the tv, leaving Tsukishima and Kageyama on the couch. "Hey, im home honey. Hi boys," your mom called, a big bag in hands as she slipped off her shoes. "Hi y/ns mom!" Noya called and she brought the cake over to you.

"Happy birthday Noya, and hello Kageyama, its been a while since ive seen you, you're so big," your mom patted his shoulder and he nodded. "Hello Mrs. y/l/n," he spoke politely as Tsukishima quietly laughed at him. "Behave okay? Im heading to bed. Oh, and Kageyama, your mother invited us over tomorrow so i can take you home tomorrow, " she flashed a warm smile and your face lit up as you sat up from the cuddle pile.

"I haven't been to your house in years," you exclaim and placed a hand on Kageyamas knee, giggling. He shifted a bit, causing your hand to fall and he hummed, "because Tokyo is far." You roll your eyes and lay down back between Nishinoya and Hinata. "And im not sleeping over, my moms coming in 10 minutes to pick me up."

"Ah, well either way, ill see you tomorrow Tobio," your mom waved and left to her room. It was silent as you guys kept your eyes glued to the screen. Eventually Kageyama left, so Tsukishima joined the cuddle pile until you guys got tired. Hinata and Tadashi took the couch, Tanaka and Nishinoya draped over each other near the couch, Tsukishima laying next to you on the blanket that covered the itchy carpet.

You sat up, on your phone after your friends from Nekoma decided to blow up your phone.

"You still awake?" You jumped at the voice, thinking everyone was asleep, and you turned to the voice to see the salty blonde slipping on his glasses. "Yeah, my friends texted me," you whispered before turning off your phone, the room being engulfed by darkness and you took your spot next to Tsukishima. "So you and Kageyama?" He propped his head up on his hand as he looked at you.

"Yeah, he's weird. He hasn't been talking to me that much the past few weeks." You rest your head on the pillow and pull the blanket up over you. Tsukishima hums lightly before fixing his pillow, "is he always like this? He doesnt seem that way around the team."

"I guess? Hes always been dry and stand offish since we were children, but to other people he was different." You felt tired, and Tsukishima could sense it. "Rest, worry your head tomorrow." He pats your head before taking his glasses back off and lays down, you smile. "Thanks Tsukki."

"Dont call me that."

—

Once it became morning, Tanaka and Nishinoya were the firsts to leave, followed by Tadashi. You had just come out of the shower, finding Hinata folding his blankets and cleaning up the living room, and Tsukishima talking to your mom in the kitchen as he helped wash dishes. "Good morning mom," you yawned and grabbed a key from one of the drawers. "Im gonna stop by the store, wanna come with Tsukki? Hinata?"

Tsukishima looked at your mom and she nodded, telling him it was okay and that she'd finish the dishes on her own. You left the house with the two males, taking the short walk to the store. "You're going to Kageyamas right?" Hinata asked, bouncing to keep warm in the cold air. You nod and swing the keys around your finger, "yeah, in a few hours, oh! Let me text him."

(Sent October 11th at 1:17 pm)

Y/N: [Morning Tobio!]

[I'll see you in a few hours!]

As you waited for his answer, Tsukishima spoke up. "Not to.. seem like im putting you on the spot but.. doesn't he ignore you?" He kept his hands in his pockets and his gaze forward and Hinata gasped, "Tsukki that sounds mean!" He smacked his arm, causing the taller to look down at him. "I'm just saying that its not the best way to treat someone," he rolls his eyes and Hinata scoffs. "As if you can talk."

You sigh and laugh, placing a hand on both the males arms, "calm down you two, geez." They relax in your touch and Tsukishima continues. "Seriously tho, he could be just, y'know.. being a bitch," he he spoke, putting an emphasis on bitch. "Or he could be hiding something!" Hinata gasps and you laugh at them. "Yeah yeah, but its whatever really, this is how ive always seen Tobio, it'd be weird if he was any different. Though id like it alot if he DID be a little less dry."

You remembered the talk you and Tsukishkma had before, he always brought up Kageyama and your relationship with him. Soon you started to think the same was he did. Was Kageyama really just being mean? Isnt that just how he always is? Why does he act different around others? Was it you, or was it him?

—

You kicked off your shoes as you stepped into the warm house with a bright smile, "hello Mrs. Kageyama!" You greeted as she pulled you into a hug. "Hello y/n, my you've grown! Tobio is in his room, can you take him his plate? This one is your" She said and handed you two plates. You smiled and nodded your head like a gibby child and she patted your back as you made youe way to Kageyamas room. You kicked on the door because your arms were occupied.

You heard a bed creak and a few seconds after, the door opened and was almost closed back in your face if it weren't for him catching a glimpse at the plates. "Come in," he mumbled and let you in. You walked over to his bed and put his plate down on his bed and sat on the end as he closed the door. "Wow, your room has changed alot," you smile and look around the room at his posters and pictures on the walls.

"Mhm," he plopped back down on his bed and went on his phone. You noticed this and furrowed your brows, taking a bite of your food. "You know, for someone on their phone alot, you sure do ignore my texts alot," you mainly joked, but you guessed that he didnt catch on when his expression changed and he mumbled an apology. Was that guilt on his face?

You decided to stay silent and just scroll through social media and eat your food. After a few minutes of just silence, Kageyama finished his plate and got up to take it upstairs. "Hey Kags," you called before he left and you held your plate out to him, "can you take this for me?"

"You barely ate any thing," he said and you shook the plate a little bit, causing him to grab it, scared it would fall. "I'll bring you a meatbun," he murmured and left the room. You smiled slightly at the mention of meatbuns, and stood up to stretch your legs.

You grabbed a napkin from Kageyamas bedside dresser and wiped any food off of your mouth. He had a small trash bin in the corner of his room, so you went to throw away your napkin, looking at his posters and pictures on the wall. When you opened the bin, there was a large stack of pictures atop all of the trash.

All being pictures that had you and him in them.

#as i am*series #kageyama x reader #kageyama tobio #kageyama tobio x reader #kageyama tobio au #kageyama tobio fanfic #haikyuu fanfic #hq fanfic

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prince-pup-avery · 3 years

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🌸🌱My Introduction!🌱🌸

Name: Avery

Nickname: Sprout

Age: 15

Little Age Range: 1-5

Little/Switch/Caregiver/Dreamer: Switch and Dreamer

Have a little?: Mhm

Have a cg: No

Have sibbie(s)?: Yes! 2 and am down for more

Likes: Cartoons, animals, nature, art, counting objects, guessing colors of objects, being loud, background noise

Dislikes: meanies, being ignored, getting counted at like Im in trouble, being yelled at like Im in trouble, to quiet its creepy

Favorite Color: Green and Purple, all variants

Favorite Animal: All of them!

My favorite stuffies: Its hard to pick favorites but the ones I sleep and like to take with me are Bear, Mint Chip, and Breadloaf!

What I post: My art, reblogs, updates, fun ideas I have, ideas I went through with (ex. Stuffie Adoption🧸). I reblog stuff I want to look at later cus I like alot of stuff so its hard to find again sometimes

Extra:

I have add, anxiety, depression and bipolar disorder is a maybe. I do get mad easily and its scary when my emotions start getting big

I am here for any littles to talk to if they need a friend! I may or may not be in smol mode

Or if a caregiver is in cg space, Im here if you wanna talk to a little😋

Lemme know if you have any questions!

🌱🌸Welcome to the Garden!🌸🌱

Dni:No inappropriate or hateful interactions, whether directed at me or another human, race, gender, sexuality. Just no hate, be respectful and kind.

#agere little #agere sfw #pure agere #agere boy #caregiver agere #sfw agere #age regression #agere #agere community #agerespace

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errthel · 4 years

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Ay It's Goat Bois Turn

Pranking with Loki gone horribly wrong???

(E/c) eyes stared into his own, seemingly devoid of any emotion. The females pupils were dilated, giving off an almost forlorn look to them.

Those eyes bore into Loki, as if dissecting every secret he held in his immortal being.

The female was (Y/n), a female human who recently descended into godhood. The way she became a goddess was mostly unknown, only Odin, Thor, and other important figures knowing how she came to become one.

"Hey, your eyes, they look like goat eyes. Why is that?" the goddess asked the jester like god

The male was Loki, a god whose background was as unknown as the (h/c) haired goddess. He was someone who wasn't afraid to ruffle the feathers of his fellow gods, after all he was the Nordic God of Deciet, the Father of Lies you can say, and the most chaotic neutral god you would ever meet.

Loki was taken aback by the proximity the female goddess took, an inch between their noses being the only space that stops their foreheads from touching.

"My eyes?" Loki said, wondering why it was him who she questioned, considering that other gods also had odd eyes.

"They remind me of something else as well." she said before retracting back, giving Loki his space

The god instantly reverted back into his mischievous personality, pouting at the words the goddess said "Ehhh? What do they remind you off?"

"Something else."

...

Loki was ever intrigued by the mannerisms of (Y/n), her emotionless face and seemingly unfocused eyes was a beautiful sight to the jester god.

One day he saw the little goddess walking out of the grand library of the Palace of Asgard, carrying a few books. Seeing her made Lokis heart swoon and he immediately went to tease her and play a few jokes on her.

Changing his appearance to that of Odins, he approached her, blocking her way.

(Y/n) looked at the looming figure, having to cran her neck to meet the gods eyes. She sighed and pointed out "Loki-sama, this is not funny."

"Ehh?! You saw through that?" he said in faux surprise, of course she would see through that, she was his favorite person

"It is very obvious, Loki-sama, Odin-samas crows would make alot of noise so it is impossible for Odin-sama to quietly walk up to someone." she countered like it was the most obvious thing in the world

"True, true. Now my little lamb, do you want to have some fun?" Loki said, a 'kind' smile growing so big on his face that is almost shifted the placement of his eyes higher

"...sure..."

...

"This is your idea of fun?" the (H/c) said while they were fleeing the Greek Pantheon, trying to escape the seething Hermes who now had a head of bleached hair

"This thing called bleach is amazing though." (Y/n) said staring at the bottle of bleach in her hands while keeping up with the fast pace of Loki

Loki smiled his face twisting smile and just chuckled, "Hehe, I got it from the human souviner shop in Asgard."

"Wait! There's a human souviner shop in Asgard!" the female, while maintaining her monotone, her eyes had a glimmer of surprise in them

The god face twisted even more as he saw the females surprised eyes, with his face intensifying and probably having an oncoming hard on, he failed to notice the female who stopped right infront of him.

"*og mincraft hurt noises*" Loki rammed into (Y/n) who abruptly stopped running infront of Odin

They sort of tumbled down together, also rolling around a bit before stopping.

"Owwww....." the mechevious god said, sitting up and rubbing his nape, he looked down and saw (Y/n)

...

"Waahhhhhhhh!!!! (Y/n) don't leave me!!!!!"

"There you are~"

"Owua, looks like we have to escape together, (Y/n)." Loki said speaking to the godess, who was unconscious?

Quickly teleporting out of the Greek Pantheon with (Y/n) in his arms, he brought them on a hill with a magnificent tree, old with age.

Laying her down, he checked her pulse and determined her to be ay okay. He sat down next to her, his goat eyes looking at the girl with an expression no one has ever seen on his face.

He smiled and played down next to her, cuddling up to the now sleeping godess.

#record of ragnarok #anime #shuumatsu no valkyrie #oneshot

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littlemoondarling · 3 years

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Okay here are some fun questions for u I guess

1. What's your favorite show/movie/book?

2. What kind of music do you listen to?

3. How many languages do you speak?

4. What hobbies do you have?

5. Do you like winter or summer more?

6. What would you do if you won the lottery?

7. What's the longest time you've been awake without sleeping?

1-a- Favourite show: I'd say ضيعة ضايعة you might not know it cause it's local, but it is a comedy show that I really like. I put it on whenever there is nothing else for me to do or as background noise.

1-b- Favourite movie: it's a tie between Birds of Prey and the first 3 movies of The Pirates of the Caribbean.

1-c- Favourite book: The Song of Achilles hands down!

2- Mmmm I'm not really informed on music enough to describe my style, but I mostly listen to songs that have dark lyrics set to happy upbeat music (IDHBTF- Choke, and Rusty Cage- The Hearse Song for example)

3- Two! Arabic and English (I know a bit of French but not enough to hold a convo)

4- Drawing, cooking and bothering people 😇

5- Wiiinterrrr!!! I just love the cold and rain and wind and Thunder!! (Although it kinda makes me sad because we have alot of stray kitties and puppies that have nowhere to hide )

6- Hide my face and start my plans for world domination :)

7- Around 27 hours, not very impressive but I get tired quickly ;^;

Thank you for the ask! This was really fun to do owo

#ask!!#thank youu <33

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thatonereallytallbrowngirl · 4 years

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At this point studying has become inevitable unfortunately so um, I have finally decided to try to get myself back into the mood, which has never and will never be easy for me, I’ve literally tried and given up about 20 times but I’ll keep trying. Because of the lockdown and having no set schedule everything has been sluggish, it’s hard to sit and study seriously, I have however been able to have two proper sessions to study with some small tricks.

The main problems I’ve been facing are getting off of my damn phone and focusing.

I do have a few tricks to share that have helped me though:

If you cant get off of your phone while you study, include it in your studying process, this will get rid of the itch to constantly do something on your phone. You can download an app that tracks and motivates you to study, I have one called “study bunny”, it’s very cute. Also if you can’t ignore notifications and are tempted to open them, turn them off.

Another thing you can do on your phone is put on any “study with me” video you like. I watch, well, more like listen to them when I study, I watch ones that don’t have music, just background noises of them studying, it helps get you in the mood to study too, I used to have a stage where I couldn’t study alone, even though I can’t focus with people around me so this helped ALOT.

Experiment what works with you, time study sessions, some people like studying for 25 minutes at a time and taking breaks in between, some people study for longer, it depends on how long you can focus at a time, I usually study about 30-40 minutes at a time and then take a short break (5-10 minutes), just enough to get water, something to eat or just to relax for a few minutes, I can’t take longer breaks because I get distracted and then I forget to get back to studying.

If you get distracted by things easily, try make studying fun, make it more colourful, so you can focus on it, spend a little time on making it prettier so it motivates you to do it instead of it feeling like a chore. You don’t need a lot of pens or accessories to do it, just a few coloured markers/highlighters might help.

If you have a lot of books/notes that you have to study from at a time and if you get overwhelmed from them like me, try to organise them, maybe make smaller sections to study, make small goals and make a checklist for them, the more things you keep checking off the more motivated you get, it gives you a sense of accomplishment, I make really small sections, even the smallest thing I get done with helps me feel accomplished, something is better than nothing right??

Another really dumb one i do is when I don’t feel motivated I go on Pinterest and scroll through “motivational quotes” I know it sounds weird but it has helped me, even looking at notes other people have made helps me.

Make notes, make bullet points for them, learn in parts, make small flow charts if you have to, I have friends that replace lyrics to their favourite songs with dates and stuff they have to memorise, just make it fun, something that’s easier for you.

This concludes my list, atleast for now, one thing I’d like to say is please don’t leave studying for later, taking it slow and in smaller parts is easier, I admit I always leave stuff for the end and all it has ever done for me is given me so much stress, multiple panic attacks a day because I had so much to go over and I didn’t think I could do it.

START from even a single line, even if it’s a tiny thing, it’s a tiny thing more you know than you did yesterday, a tiny thing you’ve accomplished more than yesterday, a tiny thing off of the list of things you still need to do, you got this ✨.

#aesthetic #study aesthetic #studyspiration #study tips #studyblr #study blog #studyspo #study motivation #study notes #motivation

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paleononnie · 4 years

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Friday Five Fic Recs

So a few Bennguin fic recs to keep everyone entertained while we all social distance! I would like to say off the top that I’m not a *huge* stickler for perfect grammar. I joke that I can barely write myself through a scathing Amazon review (I confess so many random commas!) but as long as the story is strong and if not an AU, has a certain level of accuracy, I’m okay with that. So just a few examples: has a passing knowledge of locations in Dallas or knows that it doesn’t tend to snow very often on Vancouver Island (edit: except in the higher elevations. Not so much in Saanich) so there shouldn’t be mentions of Jamie or Jordie playing shinny on frozen ponds growing up. They would have played road hockey instead. Also just like Americans we sound different based on where we live or grew up so I’m not a big fan of mentions of The Canadian Accent. Jamie and Jordie definitely sound like they’re from The Island (ie: you can hear it when Jamie says “I love it!” in the latest Dude Perfect Stars video or any post game scrum Jordie does ever) Tyler sounds like he’s from the GTA. I have a good friend who grew up in Brampton too and they sound a lot alike although his seems to be somewhat tempered from the years that he’s lived in the US .

Anyhow, for this first one the picks will be kind of random although I’ll try to keep them somewhat lighthearted since I’m not sure if anyone truly wants to read apocalyptic or dystopian fic right about now and they definitely reflect what I personally enjoy so they might not be for everyone but next time if people are interested they can make suggestions for what they would like to see. That being said, any recommendation I make be sure to check the archive warnings and tags at AO3 just in case it’s not something you’re interested in or it’s out of your comfort zone. I’m pretty zen with alot (read: I am a fan of the sex) but that’s me. It might not be for you and that’s perfectly okay. Never feel bad about hitting the back button.

Romantic Motherfucking Best by lightgetsin

Jamie’s supposed to boyfriend this shit right up, and Tyler wants to see that.

This is an early one from 2014 and you might have read it already especially if you’ve been going through the tag after sorting by kudos but I think it hits alot of the right notes and considering that was from 2014, I can see how they made the interpretations and exploration of the Jamie and Tyler we see in those early interviews which I don’t think was always easy to do. Especially with Jamie. Yeah, they missed Tyler’s pineapple allergy but since that wasn’t well known until after the National Pizza Day clip Tyler did with SN in 2017, I don’t hold that against them.

Sweet Sweet Love by lightgetsin

“Sweet, sweet love,” Jamie repeats, because really there’s no option here but to own it. He raises an eyebrow. “You in?” He leans closer. “Dare you.”

“Oh,” Tyler says, sitting up straight. “It is on.”

Same author but this one just cracks me up every time I revisit it. Anytime someone writes these two goobers like the utter goobers they are, I’m there for it. Also the Jordie in this makes me cry laugh. And hey! There’s podfic available too if you’re so inclined.

Off-Ice Situation by orphan account

He waggles his eyebrows, grins and looks over at Jamie like do you want to tell them or should I? Jamie elbows him and everyone laughs, and neither one of them can stop smiling. Crisis averted.

I’m pretty sure that I recall this writer from before they orphaned their account and they had two other ones that tend to get a little more attention (aside: one which has Jamie and Katie breaking up which I figured was a little too…timely. I might recommend it in the future once the furor dies down.) but this one is fun. Includes one of the greatest Jamie and Tyler interactions outside of “Do you like horses?” “I like stallions more.”

Naked and Afraid by makeit_takeit

“I’m Tyler,” the voiceover says, laid on top of a still photo of a shirtless guy with a sick sleeve and a giant grin hanging by one hand from an outcropping of rock, flexing the not-inconsiderable biceps of his free arm as he mugs for the camera. The drop to the water below him has to be 10 meters, maybe more.

“I’m 26, from Brampton, Ontario, but I’ve lived all over the world.”

Jamie hasn’t really been paying that much attention - he’s eating dinner and looking at his phone, the TV more background noise than anything - but he puts his phone aside when he hears Ontario. As far as he knows, only one other Canadian has ever been a contestant on the show.

This time an AU. Jamie the awkward family charter boat owner and Tyler the wanderlust traveler without roots…until. I know nothing about the show so I can’t speak to how accurate a fusion it is but going into it not knowing anything, I just found it so entertaining and I could see hints of Tyler and Jamie here not that they were just characters that share the same names.

Door to Door by Ferritin4

“I work two jobs. I’m Tyler,” Tyler says, extending his hand. “Do you want to come in?”

Well, he’s not doing anything illegal, Jamie thinks, shaking it, because no criminal in the history of crime has ever willingly invited a cop into their house, and there is no one in the city of Dallas who hasn’t pegged Jamie as a cop within six seconds of meeting him.

Another AU. Jamie is a detective. Tyler is a bartender slash mechanic. Together? Well, they don’t fight crime but they have great banter. It’s not particularly deep, some familiar references (ex: Jamie needs a hair cut and new clothes) but it’s light and fun. Also starring Marshall, Cash, Jordie with special guest: Hilary Knight.

#bennguin #fic recs #friday five #jamie benn #tyler seguin

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onf-headcanons · 4 years

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ONF reaction to you flinching/triggered due to trauma during verbal fight (Hyung line)

Inspired from here

Warning its going to be a bit triggering? And angst for sure.

Either them raising their voice or maybe raising their arm up and you thought they are gonna hit you (they won't)

1. HYOJIN

If he is totally acting like how the natal chart i searched, he is really grounded with logical and practical thinking and if your point cannot 100 percent persuade his logic, ideas will clash for sure. And he is also impulsive

I can totally see he has the tendency to lost control and raising his voice if you are not the type to back down if both of your ideas clash. Of course no one will purposely tick someone off for fun. Ideas will still clash if both individuals having different pov and growth background

You have minor phonophobia and if its a male aggressively shouting, it triggers you more. Maybe your parent were like that or maybe you had been through the experience with someone older than you.

You would flinch a bit when his volume suddenly goes higher. Example you can see here (start from 8:04)

He saw you flinched and then comes back to senses. He quickly apologised as he sees your facial expression are not looking good, in fact going pale.

You suggest both of you to cool off because you think he is way too hot headed now and wants some distance because you want to hide yourself to cry it out without him knowing.

Bonus if you never really told him about this phobia of yours. So bonus if this is the first time you two had this scenario happened

Seeing you trying to back off, Hyojin quickly grabs your hand but then quickly let go when he could feel you are shivering.

You lock yourself in your room trying to overcome. And Hyojin is outside the room, probably leaning at the door regretting about his bad trait.

After an hour or two he will be knocking the door to check up on you with a glass of water for you. You let him in because you know he does not mean harm and he is being really careful towards you, asking you permissions.

He holds your hands firmly, apologies again. You mentioned that you understand he did mean not harm and it was a spur of emotion burst. He asked you if you are scared of loud noises. And you did not deny it anymore. Not blaming on you but he wishes you could tell him about it.

Then he will assure you that he will take note about it and then hugs you. Patting you on the back of your head and kisses your forehead.

2. Changyoon

I can feel he is more of a quiet type aggressive people. And does not really follow nonsense so if you joking around during serious conversations he will get triggered.

He is the type that holds his value highly and if you joke around of course he will think that you does not respect him. I do feel he is the kind who values mutual respect in both parties values. Again of course no one will go purposely tick someone off

Tendency to explode by raising his voice in anger while looking stern can intimidate the other party without too much effort.

Since stuttering is his default, so it is more prone to short words yelling or him raising his arm unconsciously

Plausibly him yelling "Yah!" But then stuttered and raised his hand to scratch his head. Because he was frustrated that he cannot find the perfect word

His volume won't be as powerful as Hyojin's but with the act of raising his hand, it freaked you out.

He quickly notices your changes and hurriedly denying your assumptions.

Keep repeating, "Aniya, Aniya..."/ "No, thats not it"

If you did not hold it in and cried he will goes ,"I was not planning on hitting you, seriously I swear! "

You in panic and he is in panic too.

Bonus if in the middle of this you tried to push him away and it made him even more panic. It nearly got him crying too. (because you got triggered maybe you have background of being abused)

Grabs your hands and rubs your skin with his thumbs hoping to calm you down. He will lean bit towards you so that his height is similar to you and looks at your face.

Keep apologising for scaring you while helping you to calm down. Either fanning you a bit while helping you wipe off your tears or

Hugs you tightly and pats your head while keep saying "Sorry."

Occasionally pushes you away to check on you by looking at your complexion. If you are still trembling, he will pull you back into his arms.

He will be gazing upwards and letting a sigh as he thought, " What have I done?"

Being observant and attentive for the next few days to make sure you are really ok

3. Seungjoon

It is scary when the usually jolly friendly one gets angry.

The moment he went into silence and his gaze turned stern with his lips pursued are the signals he is not amused

Will let out some short yells like "Yah!" Or "No!" Or even "Aish!". But his volume won't be that high. Because he is the type that values on passing the point to you, instead of yelling it to you face.

Has the tendency to ruffle his bangs when frustrated. Actually this episode of Lights On can get a glimpse of Seungjoon getting passed off by members. Its a fun episode but you can get the gist from his body language.

So during verbal fight you flinched when he raised his hand to push his bangs. It was a very unconscious move from him and he did not even thought you will get triggered .

Even though he tends to push his bangs or ruffle his own hair alot, but during that moment, your brain just linked the movement = plausibly getting hit

Again this falls to the maybe you came from abusive background or abusive bf

He will be startled and paused for a bit to get hold of the situation

Once he got it, he quickly explains to you that he is definitely not trying to hit you

If you turns around and trying to leave, he will reaches out to grab your shoulder but he does not pulls you back.

He moves from his stance to face you. In panic when he sees you cry.

Asking you if you thought it was scary or asking you if you really thought he will be hitting you as a confirmation.

He sighs as you nods, brows frowning too.

"Arasso, mianhe/I got you, I am sorry"

Mentioning he will be more careful of his body language from now on.

Bonus if he is trying to hug you but you push him back not because you don't want it, more like you acted by your reflex because you still recovering from the scare.

He might goes , "please don't push me away, let me be with you ok?"

Bonus if you finally let it out when you are in his arms, hands clinging to his shirt.

A/n : unsure if I will be doing dongsaeng line cos of busy work

#onf #onf imagines #onf scenarios #onf headcanon #onf headcanons #onf reacts #onf hyung line #will add more tags later

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pea-milk · 5 years

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for @yourappa and many others who requested <3

version deux! lets go! :o

what i’ll be using:

Photoshop 2019 ( ᵈᵒⁿᵗ ᵗᵉˡˡ ᵐᵒᵐ ) 🌙

Topaz Clean 3 and Topaz Studios 🌙

Loish Brushes 🌙

My hair brush 🌙

Smudge Tool 🌙

Avonlea’s (poolbrops) smooth actions 🌙

Okay first to note i use my own homebrew reshade in CAS to get a nice base for my image:

I edited out the flower cage, but the rest is reshade lmao. Reshade is not necessary to follow my edit and can just use a nice psd you like instead!

Time to mask your image! (unless you like the cas background then just skip)

Select Colour Range (Select>Colour Range) and set fuzziness to 0. Use the eyedropper to select your background. This will ensure that your subject will be completely outlined:

Click okay then select Inverse. Click Mask and then Double click on your layer mask to play around with with the settings till you’re happy with the result:

If you have to clean up any extra background lines that were leftover dont stress! I had to clean up alot around the flowers. :o(

Once completely masked and cleaned up, choose your background! It can be anything you’d like. I’m using a simple solid colour yellow!

If you remember from my november tutorial, I like to use a soft light layer to do the first part of shading. Dark reds and browns are good for this. Using a smart mask, estimate where the figurative light is hitting your sim, and then shade in the nooks and crannies to your desired preference. I’ll be using the loish soft shade brush for the majority of this:

FYI: pressing alt inbetween your new layer and subject will create a smart mask! This mask makes for drawing on top of your subject easier and makes for less cleanup.

Once you like what you’ve shaded, use the smudge tool I’ve linked to lightly blend. Remember to clean up any messy edges:

XTRA TIP: I like to blur my shading afterwards to completely smooth everything :o)

Here’s a comparison between unedited vs. the soft light looks like! You can stop here if you wish or continue with me for more over complicated editing lmao:

Now for more shading! Yay! Basically repeating the soft light technique, create another smart mask and shade with an off black on a Multiply Later. (Note: Unless you stopped at soft lighting, do not merge your layers yet!) :

XTRA TIP: take breaks from looking at your image! this helps just sorta centering yourself and gives a fresh perspective once you come back.

Again like before, you’re accentuating and creating details you did not have before! I’m still using the loish soft shade brush for this step.

Blend like in the soft shade step with the smudge tool (blur if you want for xtra smoothness) and clean up any messy shading.

A comparison of how this shading has made for a more dynamic image:

Okay now for more detailing *sweats*. Hair (w my hair brush that i provided), skin, clothes, the whole shabang! I draw hair, smooth any outstanding pixels, and pores and lil more detail to the face! I also used a Colour layer and a dark red to add a flush to my sim! :

XTRA TIP: Using a dark red on said colour layer with a low opacity can add more colour variation to your edit! I put more colour in his cheeks, shoulders and neck! Don’t go too crazy unless you like over saturated images lmao

You can stop here if you’d like and play around more with your image!

I now add eye shine and shadowing.

First I “round” my eyeball with low opacity of multiply. Smudge and blur like in the shading steps. Clean up as you go or else you’ll end with a flat lookin eye:

Then on another separate multiply layer, add the shadow. Think of that figurative light again when doing this. Draw your shadow along the edges of the upper lid. Change opacity to your liking once done. Blur at points that touch corners for a more dynamic shape:

Now for the eye shine. Use a lighten layer and doodle little dots or streaks!

XTRA TIP: Curve the shine! Like I said eyeballs are curved, so the light would be aswell.

Merge your layers! Phew! Finally! :o

Continue tweaking! One thing I like to do is play with rendered lights!

Duplicate your layer and then go to Filters>Render>Lightening Effects and futz around! Once done I set the duplicated layer to Overlay at an opacity lower than 20%! Merge any outstanding layers.

For highlighting I use the dodge tool on highlight effect and highlight lightly; eyes, tip of nose, chin, lips and center of eyelids.:

Now for a tonal shift. I don’t like over saturated images so I open Topaz Studios and pop my image in. I use the second black and white filter and set to 0.07:

This makes a nice cushion for my colours I guess. Idk I like it but you dont have to do it!!

Home stretch! Time to Blur! Blurring adds dimension to your edit and it’s really fun to do!

Blur at dark shadowed areas or areas that you think would be out of focus. Pretty straightforward!:

After this I use avonlea’s smooth action and then use a smart sharpen.(Filters>Sharpen>Smart Sharpen) This is essentially more tweaking and you can use any action you normally would.

Then add Noise (Filters>Noise>Add Noise). I use a gaussian noise distribution on 2.0 or below:

Annnnnddddd...Now Resize Image and we’re done! I resize to about these dimensions for edits:

( thank u @sadb0ysims for helping me with those crisp dimensions for tumblr sizing lmao )

Well that was alot and I suppose I could of simplified this but hey! I aint a simple lad. Hopefully this was easy to follow and remember not everything has to be exact! Editing is finicky and if you’ve seen my past edits, it’s a learning process as well!

Good Luck! You’ll do great! :o)

#woof thats alot #hope you like gifs #sims 4 #sims 4 tutorial #ts4 #ts4 tutorial #the sims 4

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