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starbiology · 5 months
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Misc. photos from the past year or so ~
#image commentary in tags once again since they don't allow captions anymore and I feel weird using the alt text for that --#1. napping bapy boye sneeping on his own foot as if it were a pillow#2. The little primrose that I have seems to bloom sporadically all year around as long as I bring it inside and don't let it freeze#in the winter. This was a flower that came up randomly like mid november lol#3. Rainbow where you can see a little bit of a second rainbow near the bottom of it :0#4. CHILDREN.... love to see them.....#5. Halloween Candy ranking tierlist. not important enough to post on it's own. so throwing it in with one of these I guess lol#I am also not really a candy person at all and prefer bready stuff like cakes rather than chocolate bars (if I even have to have sweets#at ALL which usually I prefer savory food). I suspect the apple is controversial but.. I do love apples .... huzzah#actually am having applle and peanut butter snack right now as I'm writing this lol#6. Various bowls/cups/etc. that I got from a store at COMPLETELY different times like.. years apart from each other#yet at some point realized that they all mostly match in paint color and seem to be part of the same pattern#But I totally didnt make that connection until a few years ago when I was putting up dishes. I just bought them all invidually because it's#like 'oh cool! a cat' *1 year later* 'oh cool! a cat!' etc. lol.. I guess it must be a popular design if it's been around being sold that#long.#7. carne asada burrito and matcha bubble tea... oughhgh.... again one of my very rare meals where I actually go and get something..#probably my favorite meal currently. Something about the Chronic Anemia makes me crave beef burritos madly despite only having one#maybe twice a year or so ghjbhj.. plus the beans.... onions.... many of my Diet Forbidden foods... Also of course the little aishas#are there.... somehow they shall split the meal together even though it's like 10x bigger than their bodies.. they are also hungry#and vastly anemic... huzzah to them...#8. I've had this shirt for a long time but it fits very weird so I can never find a way to use it in outfits?? But I recently had#an appointment where a doctor needed to be able to look at my back and it's one of the only actual Shirts that I have (mostly i just own#long robes or tunics or jumper dress type of things that would be hard to lift up or etc. like... I dont even own a single normal 't-shirt'#or anyting aside from one giant tshirt that I sleep in in the summer lol.) So I wore this there.. I forget how much I love the pictures on#it.. how pleasant... little hummingbird... AND I think one of the flowers is supposed to be columbine ... !#photo diary
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bekkathyst · 2 years
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BEKKATHYST FIRST GIVEAWAY IN AUSTRIA
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Please read thoroughly before entering!
Hello lovely Tumblr folk! It’s that time again- I have a giveaway for you all. This is our first giveaway since we have finally finished moving and are now settled in Austria - and back in business! 💜
We have an online store that could use your support!
About us: My business is a small, family run establishment that I started here on tumblr in 2013. I’ve been lucky enough to grow to the point where this supports me, my partner, and our daughter. In the US we also had a brick-and-mortar shop in which I employed my mom and a few of my siblings. However, we closed it to be able to move to Austria, my home country! 💜 I strived to put compassion and ethics above all else in my business, and I hope that shines through. We have a website but also run many fun sales directly here on Tumblr.
This giveaway will have two winners.
What the first winner receives:
The assortment of crystals pictured above! If the winner chooses, I can also include some tea and cookies local to me here. There are 14 crystals in total and a handmade (by me) rainbow moonstone pendant. The full retail value is about $450
A $100 gift card that can be used for our online store or tumblr sales!
What the second winner receives:
A $50 gift card that can be used for our online store or tumblr sales!
Rules:
You must be 16 or older. (If under 18 you MUST have parent’s permission)
You can be from anywhere in the world! I am shipping from Austria.
Shipping is entirely free, I will cover it. But if you live in a country that that charges import tax, you are responsible for it. If it gets sent back to me, you will need to pay shipping to have it sent again.
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At the end, each entry will be assigned a number and the winner will be chosen by a random number generator.
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fatkish · 23 days
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Bakugou X reader Safeword perhaps? I’d rather there be zero smut but if you want to add the moments right before the reader Safewords out make it as less explicit as possible, I just want comfort not smut
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(Sorry, this is just my favorite picture of Bakugou’s faces. It doesn’t really have anything to do with the story. Also I hope no one minds but I decided to go a different route with the safe word ask. I hope you enjoy it)
Bakugou x Reader: Overwhelmed
Bakugou knows that being in certain social situations can be overwhelming and taxing for you. That’s why he came up with the idea for you to have a safe word that you can use in public places to communicate your needs to him without having to struggle or stress yourself out
Since you guys live in Japan, you both decided that you should use a word in a different language. This can be any word but I’d personally use a word like ‘Comfort or Overwhelmed’, so whenever you say that, it tells Bakugou that you need comfort or to leave wherever you are
If you guys are out shopping and there’s too many people or there’s so much going on that it’s too much to process, then all you have to do is say the ‘word’, and Katsuki is taking your hand and walking away to a place where you guys can be alone and take a minute to process things
If things are too much, he’s totally okay with leaving even if it means he’s going to have to return later to finish whatever task he needed to do. Nothing is more important than your comfort
Bakugou isn’t the type to push you to go out of your comfort zone. He knows how you feel and will only encourage or push you if you ask him to.
An example of this would be:
You and Bakugou were out shopping for groceries at a flea market like event. Bakugou wanted to get fresh ingredients that are farm to table. Neither of you expected the media to be covering the event. Once the media recognized Bakugou, despite his attempts to disguise himself, the media swarmed him. Not only was the crowd overwhelming but when they saw you, they immediately turned their attention to you and started asking questions.
The moment that happened you grabbed Bakugou’s hand, using Morse code, you tapped the safe word on the back of his hand. The moment you finished, Bakugou dropped what he was doing and wrapped his arms around you, telling the media to f~~~ off, he used his quirk to blast you guys into the air and went to the roof of a building.
Once there he helped you breathe and started doing exercises that your therapist had given you or that he had learned from his experience. He would ask you to either breathe with him, breathe in for four seconds, hold for four seconds, breathe out for four seconds, hold for another four seconds and then repeat and breathe in for four.
Or he’d do something like the rainbow room or other grounding techniques. He’d ask you to name something you can see that is the color that he says. For example, name something blue. You’d say the sky if it’s a nice day. Something red, you’ll say his eyes. Or he’d use the 5 senses countdown. Name 5 things you can see, 4 things you can hear, 3 things you can feel, 2 things you can smell, and 1 thing you can taste.
After you’ve done that he’d ask if you want to go home or try to continue and based off your answer, he’d do whatever you’re most comfortable with
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leo-fie · 4 months
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Progress Pride Flag Quilt Block Pattern & Tutorial
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Don't you just love the flag of our people? Do you have an inner grandma that years to make stuff? Do you want to combine these two things and make a queer quilt?
Well, I've got you.
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Behold the pattern! And my lack of graphic skills, so I drew it on paper!
Basically it's a bunch of rectangles, one half square triangle and a fuzzy cut circle. I don't know shit about quilting and I was able to come up with it. Why Centimeter, you ask? Because I'm German and that's what I'm familiar with. Why weird measurements and not jelly rolls and layer cakes and stuff? Because I'm German and quilting is not really a thing here.
Onto the tutorial!
You'll need:
A scrap of fabric of red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, black, brown, light blue, pink, white each
additional fabric for the border
Cutting mat, quilting ruler, roll cutter
sewing machine
thread
pins
double sided interfacing
iron and ironing board
fabric sheers
compasses
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Step 1: Cut everything. Duh. We'll take care of the circle later, don't worry about that now. The half square triangle is exactly what it sounds like. A square and then you cut it diagonally. That's why I didn't give the length of the hypotenuse.
(Note: I'm making two blocks at the same time, that's why there's so much fabric. Also this is a middle of the night project, hence the lighting.)
I'm using all kinds of different fabrics, different weights and drapes, some stretchy, some transparent, so I needed to interface some of them.
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Step 2: Sew the rainbow together. 0,5cm seam allowance on everything, that's exactly the edge of the foot on your machine. Double and triple check that everything is facing the right direction before sewing. The seam of yellow and green does not get sewn fully, only 21,5 cm! That's important later! Also backtack there. Don't forget to iron.
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Step 3: Sew the strips to the half square triangle. For this you have to switch between the sewing machine and the ironing board constantly. Attach the shorter strip diretly to one side of the HST, iron it open. The second strip of the same colour gets attatched to the other side of the HST and the first strip. Look at the pictures closely if you're unsure how that works. Also the strips are longer than the triangle. We'll square that up later.
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All strips attatched will look like this. See how the two strips meet at the tip!
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Step 4: Cut the rainbow part to size. The seam between yellow and green is 22cm long. The shorter seam from before and some seam allowance. The outsides of red and purple are 44,5cm long. You will cut a little triangle from every single colour. Do this slowly and carefully. Maybe your fabrics have stretched a bit (mine did). Don't worry, it will be ok.
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Step 5: The Y seam, part one. Y seams are tricky, but there's only one for this block. So put your straps part on your rainbow part and line them up so that the tip of the strip part overhangs the seam between yellow and green. Remember that it's not about the edges of the fabric, but where the seam will be. So position the strap part so that the 0,5cm seam will meet the yellow-green seam.
But don't sew all the way! Leave 0,5cm at the tip!
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Step 6: The Y seam, part two. Now, fold both the rainbow part and the strips part in half and if you've done the last step correctly, the remaining two edges will allign. Pin and sew.
I can't explain it better than I've done here, I'm sure there are tutorias out there. Good luck!
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Step 7: Square up. Iron your block to that everything is nice and straight and flat. Then use the fabric edges of the red and purple to cut the remaining ends of the strips. Use the HST to cut the white. Be careful, the long side of the triangle is on the bias and likely stretched a bit.
I already added borders here. I'm making a pillow case.
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Step 8: Fuzzy cut and raw edge applique. Double sided iron on interfacing is essentially double sided tape. It has two types of glue, one gets activated by 2 seconds of heat, the other by 5 or so (depends on the product). The second side is also covered with a paper that needs to be removed before the second glueing. Read the instructions of the product you are using!
Use your compasses to draw a circle on the protective paper side of the interfacing. Cut it out roughly. Then place it with the rougher side on the backside of your purple fabric and iron for 2 seconds on middle heat. If you've just ironed your fabric before and the ironing board is still hot, wait for it to cool down. Also let the fabric cool down after applying. Then cut out your circle. The interfacing will have stiffened the fabric, so that shouldn't be a problem. Then remove the protective paper, place the circle on the yellow triangle where you want it and iron for 5 seconds. Let cool.
And you're done! The applique at this point is only secured with the interfacing, but it should hold fairly well. The quilting will secure it further.
And that's it. BTW, did you know that this design was made by Valentino Vecchietti for Intersex Equality Rights UK in 2021? Now you do. Happy quilting!
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guardian5tiger3 · 11 months
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Tarot Reading - Pick a Picture .
General/whatever comes out.
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Pile 1 .
You might be feeling a little sad lately ,possibly influences by other persons in your energy. You may be looking for guidance and spirit is wanting you to work towards building yourself up more financially and possibly becoming more stable. Being able to fully rely on yourself is the best way to avoid conflict with others surrounding you. You may have someone close to you, possibly a sister for some specific few people, who is looking at something and seemingly away from you. Sometimes you have to accept things for what they are and build yourself up and form a better connection with yourself . Deep down this person loves you no matter what. This can also be a part of yourself.
You're definitely learning in some way or another how to be there for yourself and be content with yourself. Don't let anyone be deceitful towards you at this time and try your best to trust yourself . Follow your heart, how you feel, and listen to what you naturally already know is right. You already have all the answers within.
Side note, some of you, it is also possible this person close to you or whoever they may be relating to you, is actually confused and in a way only doing or saying whatever it is as a reaction to something else. They may just need you to say something and stop being stubborn and something if you possibly have been or they might just be fishing for you to say something .
Peace and love.
Pile 2 .
You may be being confronted with a choice on how to respond information.
You might feel compelled or know you should focus elsewhere and," turn the other cheek."
Running away from things is not always the best solution to problems.
Think like a gambler, is it worth losing whatever or whoever you are looking away from?
Think rationally and try not to be too impulsive at this time.
Make sure if you care about someone to consider their emotions but do always put yourself first. Try not to get too caught up in your imagination and ground yourself.
You may be healing family wounds at this time.
I keep getting something about a pet fish.
If you have any pet even past on ,they might be trying to convey to you to be in a more Buddha like mental state if that makes sense.
Don't be naive or ignore problems, though. Healing is very important and you never fail to feel better in general in life after you accomplish a phase of healing.
Make sure you're giving to the right persons.
If you're confused, slow down and chill for a while.
Let yourself feel emotions, especially if there is some heartbreak you're trying to keep down.
Thank you. Peace and love.
Pile 3.
You might be ignoring advice or guidance from some people for the sake of individuality and or it simply just doesn't suit you.
I'm very proud of you if that's the case.
Water like in your picture is significant somehow.
At the end of the day, you have a certain destiny and even though some people may care about you and love you it doesn't mean you have to live your life according to what will make them happy or proud.
This could , for some of you, also just be accepting that you aren't the type to make money in a way that's considered as "normal."
But, if someone loves you, they'll love you regardless of what you choose to do with your life.
And final message for you-
Be happy . :) 🌈
Thank you. Peace and love.
Pile 4
Someone might have told you something upsetting in some way, perhaps it has caused some type of disturbance in your life.
Somebody might need to move out and are having trouble figuring it out or accepting what you feel like you're losing.
There is you showing up as coming out better on the other side of whatever this situation is.
Try to hold onto your faiths at this time and let your intuition guide you.
I most definitely see a rainbow at the end of the storm whether the storm is a few raindrops or a full blizzard..
Based on the energy I got from whoever gave you some type of information, it is about time you experience a fresh new start. You might meet new people soon.
I see you walking into a phase of self discovery in this next part of your life, probably the next few months. Always remember, for every situation that has cons there's bound to be pros.
However defensive you've been about yourself, keep it up. I see things about to be resolved or you're going to be in a calmer state soon.
Peace and love people.
Thank you.
🎈
-tiger girl
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lillysilvermoon · 7 months
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Messages for Eclipse Season
Please read the description below!!
Hi guys! 👋 I know, has been too long, but uni is taken all my energy 🥲 BUT, I had to come here to give yall this message, will be quick (at least that's what they told me lol) but important. I'll say this right away: Aries, libra, Pisces and scorpio probably will feel with more intensity this eclipse and its effects).
Now, this is super unusual but for each pile Selene, Nyx and Hades have a message, I don't know which one will be but it's a message from them related to the eclipse, I've never done this before so I hope yall liked and this reaches everyone who the message is meant for. Shall we?
Pile 1
Messenger: Selene, Goddess of the Moon
Change is on the way and yall need to prepare for this, for what I see here either you are in a hard moment right now (eight or Swords) feeling like you have no choice, helpless or after the eclipse this is how you will feel for some reason (probably the changes that will occurs) but don't worry, you can't see the bigger picture but this is for your own good, it will teach you a lesson. After this you can expect to be much more empowered, strong and independent (or this is what this change want you to learn in order to receive what you want, because right there is a lesson you need to learn). After the storm there ir always a rainbow, a new beginning and can be romantic (ace of cups almost always is about romantic beginnings) or just related to a new beginning emotionally.
Also, if you are working on something, congratulations!!! All your efforts will be paying off, probably dome kind of collab will come for you and will be a very successful project. (P.S: this is specific I guess but: no more fights, you will be in peace soon, no fights, no stress, this domestic related I think.)
Signs: books, Aries, Gemini, days 7, 12 and 8, Saturn.
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Messenger: Hades, God of the Dead and King of the Underworld
This eclipse will bring you financial changes, I think actually just a confirmation lmao all of you already know how well succeed you will be. Well, this is your confirmation: you >will< be succeed, very succeed. If you made a spell with Him or have petitioned to Him in financial matters, yes, He will help you. You can 100% expect some improvement in your business life, career, good opportunity for investments and all thing related to gain money. But, for some of you, and this is a small portion, you need to take better care of your shadow self, learn more about you shadow is necessary and very important and He want you to give this more attention - He is being very serious... it's actually very important, no jokes - and your emotions in general, please make some effort to know yourself better, know how to regulate your emotions, you needed it.
"You are doing great, stop overstress yourself thinking everyone is mad at you, they aren't! And you think I am you can just ask you know" (Pile 2 can we be friends please???? You&me = twins I'm the same 🤡)
Signs: 66, 99, 5, Jupiter, scorpio, Taurus, Capricorn and Sagittarius, rivers and water places are important (not astrological speaking, real life).
Pile 3
Messenger: Nyx, Goddess of the night
Either you are facing some challenges in work or personal life or just in life in general, but you are being assertive and determined, or this is what the Eclipse Season will bring to you. Just know that you have the energy to endure it and you WILL succeed, be sure of this and never ever doubt yourself again, you will learn to be more independent and stand up for yourself, communicate your boundaries clearly and base your decisions less in your emotions and more in facts. If you have faced all of this the Eclipse you bring you to calmer waters and reach the end of a very difficult period (in this case this is the change the eclipse your bring, honestly? I fell like this pile is very 50/50 with half in the first case and the other half in this one). A lot of you is feeling down and deflated after going through this tough time, she asks yall (from both situations) to stay in tune with your intuition, your inner guidance because doing this yall will be victorious.
Signs: Pisces, taurus, Gemini and Aquarius, 12, 8, 5, 4, Pluto, Saturn, mountains.
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nadia-zahra · 1 year
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Unexpected Byler Proof
Netflix posted this for the upcoming Stranger Things Day
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They chose to put in a lot of key props/costumes/sets from through out the show because everything is supposedly going to get tied together s5. But I’m gonna point out the shit that hints byler endgame and it saving Hawkins s5
First piece of imagery: the rainbow over Hawkins
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Now obviously the rainbow is a gay symbol, but it’s also been seen numerous times around Mike/Will. Here's off the top of my head:
s2 Will’s rainbow rocket mentioned in shed scene
s2 Will’s snowball date is wearing a rainbow hair clip
s4 Mike standing in front of the Rainbow connection at Suzie's
s3 Max with rainbow sleeves sitting between Mike and Will
s2 Mike and Will stand in front of rainbow Apple sign in the AV club
s4 Will holding a rainbow rubber band ball when talking to Mike
Also, the lyrics from the never-ending story from s3 go along with this picture's byler saving Hawkins imagery.
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"Rhymes that keep their secrets will unfold behind the clouds" = Will's secret about being gay, being in love with Mike, and the truth about the painting and his speech will be unveiled to Mike. Mike's secret about not being in love with El and instead with Will will be unveiled to Will and El. Their secrets unfolding will be the first step to defeating Vecna.
"And there upon a rainbow is the answer to the never-ending story" = once Will and Mike confess their secrets, they will become a couple and join together to defeat Vecna and save Hawkins from what feels like to them a never-ending nightmare. Hence, the netflix pic having a big rainbow over the word HAWKINS.
Let’s look at this rainbow over Hawkins a lil zoomed out
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The arcade sign, vecna’s clock, a hellfire shirt, and a tiger face within the hawkins highschool sign are in the immediate surroundings of the Hawkins rainbow. All these things correlate with byler saving Hawkins.
The Tiger correlates to Will-- in s4 he had multiple tiger objects in his room. He had a tiger figurine on his dresser, a tiger stuffed animal beside his bed, a tiger picture on his dresser, and another tiger picture behind his easel.
@aemiron-main made this post and @doriandrifting made this post that explains how arcades/games are byler coded. I’m not sure why this piece of byler evidence correlates to byler saving Hawkins, so if anyone wants to figure that out that’s be great!
Vecna’s clock being next to Hawkins just show that vecna is going to be the main threat s5, the person that byler is going to kill.
And let’s look at that Hellfire shirt
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It’s got a tentacle/vine going through it with lightening striking it to the right and a demogorgon behind it to the left. I think this Hellfire shirt is Mike’s because 1) he’s the first person shown in the series wearing it 2) unlike Dustin and Eddie who wore shirts and jackets to cover it, Mike wore it as a stand-alone piece. So, the vine going through Mike’s shirt could mean he does indeed get Vecna’s curse s5, and with the demogorgon and lightening surrounding the shirt, it could also mean he gets trapped into the Upside Down similar to Will s1. Maybe when Will and Mike to save Hawkins, they'll be fighting Vecna in the ud because of Will possibly going there to save Mike. From the show, there's proof of Will going to the ud to save Mike; in their last heart-to-heart st4, Will follows Mike to sit together on the upside-down couch.
Second piece of imagery: the dice
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Now there’s a couple of things to discuss with these dice but first and foremost I just need to get this out of the way: WE WERE RIGHT AB THE GAME FORESHADOWING S5!!!!!!!!! *throws fist in air victoriously*
Ok let’s get down to business. The 20 is what kills Vecna, not the 11 in the st5 foreshadow game. The fact that they included this dice roll in the pic means that it was important plot-wise. There're already clues from the show that tell us Byler = twenty (here's a link to a previous post I made ab that), but we're focusing on the new evidence this pic brings to the table. The things immediately surrounding the dice should indicate who the 20 is, and the things immediately surrounding the dice is Mike's sunglasses and Will's wizard hat. Something involving Vecna's is again seen next to byler imagery with his rose-door being the only other thing immediately next to the 20 dice. Again, it's hinting that byler is going to kill Vecna.
But let's look at how now Will's imagery is caught up in the vines and Mike's are free-floating. This alludes to Will being caught by Vecna during the battle and Mike having to be the one to save them by confessing his secrets. (EDIT: I should’ve clarified better, but I think this is Will getting trapped by Vecna during their final battle because of the rose door being right next to his trapped hat. When Max was trapped by Vecna in the UD that rose door was always there floating above them in the air.) I've already speculated that this is going to happen considering Mike's seen by Will as "the heart" of the party and has always been the one to save Will in the past (s1 Mike was nice to El which led to her helping them. In s2 he figured out the Mindflayer could spy on them + what he said to Will in the shed scene gave Will strength to tell them how to kill the Mindflayer), but it's nice to see another sign indicating what is to come.
I think that's all the byler saving Hawkins evidence within this pic, but I still think it's batshit crazy that there's any in it to begin with.
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animusbell · 1 year
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Paranatural: On Max's Possessor Being Purple
In this post, I speculated that the Sphinx who is obviously possessing Max might have purple spectral energy. Because, you know, black isn't a color of any regular light rainbow, and it's been associated with purple a couple times.
...But that's all pretty loose evidence. And it also wouldn't explain why it's possible for it to do things like possess him, since spectral energy color is pretty dang important in this comic!
First of all, why purple?
Starting with the weaker evidence, Max's spectral energy displays a (mostly) violet aura here, when he's reaching out to his bat -- notably not using his bat's powers, just using his own spectral energy, which he hasn't really learned to control yet.
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2. Max glows purple when he gets possessed and levitated by a spirit inside him -- and I'm assuming it wasn't the grudge who just flung him off the train. And although it's a different style, this is also a purple aura surrounding his regular spectral energy, like above.
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3. The cat-eared chair is purple... inside of his dreamscape, where we see several other hints towards sphinx-related theming.
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4. Also in the dreamscape, when Max says "I don't do promises," there's a purple background when Boss Leader jolts and notices something else. It's possible that Max's words invoked his spirit, since we know Sphinx powers trend towards making words into reality, and promises are just words!
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And adding to this: We don't know how well Boss Leader can see spirits who are intentionally hiding themselves, but it seems at least a little weird to only barely notice someone ostensibly connected to Max's brain, sharing his senses. But what if that being wasn't as connected to Max's brain, because of the spectral energy not quite matching?
Precedent for energy color mismatch
Mina says this in relation to using her "chartreuse" spectral energy to connect to the Ghost Train's teal.
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Who's she referring to here? Could it be... her former mentor, Agent Summers, AKA June Puckett?
June is seen doing metal work, is implied to have died in a fire-related incident, and her hand has what might be scales. And we know a fire and metal guy with scales! It's Forge!
We know that people can inherit spectral energy color -- not genetically, just through exposure, like Isabel with her grandpa. So it's possible that Max inherited his color from his mom, whether as a long-delayed response to living with her for years, or if her ghost hung around him for any time afterwards...
And if June Puckett has black energy, that would make a lot of sense if she was a medium for Forge... he's got grey energy! Grey and black are similar in their lack of specific hues, but not the same color, which would explain Mina's comment.
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But also...
Assuming the above is true, Forge's shade of grey is really not dark! It's a pretty mid-value grey, actually closer to white than black at its lightest parts. (I don't think grey energy has any special properties -- it's just the distance that's notable.)
Now, we know that white spectral energy "works as if it was each color simultaneously." It seems pretty likely that black energy does not share this property, or indeed have any notable special properties, because...
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...those properties would probably be noted by the many people who already have them.
But maybe it does have one hidden use, even working just like every other color: if you have black spectral energy, you're still equally close to every other color! That means, although it would be a bit of a challenge, any color of spirit (or at least the darker ones) is possible for you to connect with!
(It would certainly be a useful trait for another black-energy spectral who, say, collects tools and converses with them... especially when not every spirit can hop out of their tool and re-heal as easily as Eightfold could.)
So picture this: You're a sphinx with purple spectral energy, and you need a way into Mayview. Fortunately, while on your last legs, you find a family on their way to move there. What a bounty! You possess the boy, he's gonna bloom into a purple spectral who can heal you up, and you'll be in Mayview, easy peasy.
Unfortunately, when the kid starts turning spectral in town, his energy is black. How is this gonna replenish your energy? And you're trapped - You're just gotta wait for this kid to die?
Fortunately, it turns out this kid is the son of, uhhh, Miss Prodigial Spectral Energy Medium Color Mismatch Expert herself, and through some natural inclination of either Max's or just the nature of his energy, he actually starts to heal you! And you're able to connect to his mind, at least occasionally, although he doesn't fully manifest your powers...
...At least, not in a way that anyone's noticed, yet.
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The Nature of the Beast (Black Ooze)
This post includes spoilers for Welcome Home a little bit, but there are also several spoilers for science fiction/horror movies/tv/stories.
It's nothing new though, I think the most recent reference is Deep Space Nine. Also !Spooky Pictures!
A history of oozing blob-like creatures in American film and television--
Ominous Obsidian Ooze:
According to tvtropes.org, this trope (of oozy black stuff) is called “Ominous Obsidian Ooze.”
It is defined by a black ooze, often shiny and often in stark contrast to its environment (and of course the example picture is Supernatural) . It is believed to have evolved from the prevalence of and concern about oil spills and other pollution.  I think, for me at least, that pollution does really fit the vibe.  It reminds me of Pollution from Good Omens.
So black ooze (the creature/entity) often leads to pain, mutation, unnatural death, and “even a Fate Worse Than Death.”
(So help me if we find out Sunny is the weathervane on Poppy’s house…)
Anyway, the ooze is speculated to have evolved from a fear of pollution, but also basic human fears such as water too dark to see into and water that you shouldn’t drink. 
The closest association I have from this trope is the Stephen King short story, "The Raft," which was dramatized on Creepshow 2.  I saw this as a younger kid, and the whole thing was spooky.  There is a group of teens at the lake, probably playing hooky and definitely smoking cigarettes.  They swim out to a raft in the middle of the lake (think floating wooden platform) and then this black slick on top of the water appears, and starts stalking and eating them, and they are trapped. 
Just for you, I went to see what the plot is because I probably have misremembered all the important bits. 
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Raft_(short_story), OK, so, college kids, one of the girls sees pretty rainbows on the surface and touches it, and she gets sucked in and “ripped to shreds”
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So, then the beastie pulls someone through the cracks on the raft, and they are no longer safe on the raft.  The remaining woman faints, and the remaining guy can’t swim to shore while it is eating because he’d be leaving the woman to die, and he couldn’t swim fast enough while hauling her.  They spend time taking turns watching and then end up committing the sin of sex, so death it is.
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The thing that I find interesting in this portrayal of the black ooze is that it is attractive to the viewer.  I guess secondarily, I find it interesting that this is a monster of inevitability, kind of like the Evil Dead universe, where they are trapped in one spot, die upon leaving the safe zone, but at the same time are convinced that they will die if they remain in the same place.  What I’m trying to say is that someone needs a chainsaw hand.
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(Evil Dead has some black goo in the form of on or coming out of Deadites.)
Of course, there is a version in DvD, named “Black Pudding,” deltailed as “large ooze, unassigned.”  So thank goodness the ooze in neutral.  It is very strong and has a strong constitution.  Immune to blinging, charming, deafening, exhaustion, fright, and being knocked prone.  It also can eat through 2-inch thick wood or metal in 1 round.  It can also climb, including hanging upside down on the ceiling.  They can be split apart into separate entities of a smaller size with certain hits taken.  (https://www.dndbeyond.com/monsters/16808-black-pudding)
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This is actually pretty reminiscent of the puppetmaster creature that I saw before, the Puppeteer Parasite, which seems to be somewhat cross-referenced to the pudding monster.  The Puppeteer Parasite catches a ride and eats your life force.  It can make you do things.  (I believe that Skip from Dropout’s Dimension 20, Starstruck is a creature similar to this.) https://www.dndbeyond.com/monsters/2506151-puppeteer-parasite
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Star Trek had its own version of the black blob monster, Armus from the episode, “Skin of Evil.”  The concept in this episode is that the people of Vagra II had found a way to remove all evil from themselves and it mainifests as a black goo that can take the form of a human shape.  It could also absorb people, and inflict psychic damage and physical weakness while you were in there.  This guy famously killed Tasha Yar.  For some reason, I must usually skip this one, because it is very vague for me.  Anyway, it wants to torture people (castaways normally, they abandoned him on this planet) he wants to find a way to find those that made him for revenge purposes.  Picard pulls a fast one (Look, a three-headed monkey!) and they beam up and take off. https://memory-alpha.fandom.com/wiki/Armus
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Fun fact:  Later that year, Ensign Mariner, furious over Boimler being promoted to lieutenant junior grade and transferring to the USS Titan, threatened to "feed [him] to an Armus." (LD: "No Small Parts")
You could make an argument that Odo from DS9 is a creature of this type, as he is a shapeshifter that spends a necessary amount of time in a liquid state regularly.  If he doesn’t, he will be forced to revert (forced by his body).  Any time Odo is in a liquid or shifting state, however, he is gold. 
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He doesn’t know if there are any others like him at the beginning, but as the show progresses, he forms a difficult relationship with his extended family, who exist as a sort of single consciousness, like the Borg, but more evolutionary instead of tech-based.  When the changelings are in their natural state, they essentially look like a gold ocean on the planet’s surface.  While this is dark, it also has the gold highlights.  In fairness to the theme, though, these are not good people and they believe themselves to be god-like creatures or at least more worthy than anyone else.  There is a whole period of the show where the paranoia of who is humanoid and who is changeling reaches a fever pitch. Listen, I could talk DS9 all day.  (https://memory-alpha.fandom.com/wiki/Changeling)
I think the original version of this being is the classic movie monster, The Blob.  “The Blob is an amorphous mass of alien goo that appears in the 1958 film of the same name. Appearing as nothing more than a mass of red gelatin, this creature possesses animalistic intelligence, acting purely on the instinct to feed. It feeds on flesh and gains mass as it consumes other creatures.”
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Common tropes for ooze monsters:
Mesmerizing
Grows when it eats
Eats all life forms it comes across (the changelings qualify for this, but only in the conquering sense)
Eats the inexperienced
Can’t be killed by guns, electricity, or fire
Inescapable (at least seems to be)
This quote:  “The Blob does little else except eat and grow”  Same girl, same.  But I think that the eat grow cycle is the thing that might be most important about this kind of monster.  Impervious to ways that humans generally attempt to control or avoid things, and dead set on eating everyone.  (https://monster.fandom.com/wiki/Blob)
For Welcome Home, that could be a direct link.  We have seen the black goo underneath Home grow during our time with the website.  We’ve also noticed stringy bits that have started to reach outward from home, like fingers looking to grab.  Whatever else this force is, I think the idea that it is trying to devour people/puppets in some aspect is the right idea. 
Coming soon, part 2, where goo in Welcome Home specifically is explored.
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I am completely unsure whether my mom deep down has realized that I’m trans and is refusing to acknowledge it or if she genuinely believes that I am just trying to push myself to experiment more with my fashion choices.
But my attempts to alleviate dysphoria without coming out did take an expensive turn today. I recently bought a few pairs of fem glasses (2 very cheap ones and one pair the same price as what I normally get), and one of them has since not only become my favorite pair, but is now what I think of as “my glasses”, rather than my boymode glasses (which are technically gender neutral, I just don’t really like the style anymore).
But now I feel weird seeing myself in my old glasses, so I wanted to find some way to justify wearing my new ones. The problem is they are rose gold, and while I 100% could wear these in public and nobody would notice or care, nor should they, my parents will look closely if I show up with new glasses of a different style and then they will confront me about them being rose gold.
So today my mom decided the fun thing to talk about would be to look at old pictures of me when my weight was healthier and had less hair loss, and say how much better I looked (and I agree, I looked way better objectively, but it does not feel like me and I have no desire to look like that again, so the whole thing just left me feeling awful and trying not to cry), so I decided to try and put a positive spin on it by playing a “game” where I picked out a pair of glasses and asked her to pick one for me, and I said it should be a completely different style, and then maybe if I liked one of them and it was cheap enough I’d get it.
So I picked a pair that looked basically like my current ones but cheaper and gold instead of rose gold, and she picked one that was basically exactly like my current glasses, but more masculine and without a frame on the bottom of the lens. And she was very against the ones I picked out.
So I decided to try and twist it a bit to sound like a spur of the moment thing and basically (but in a more convincing way) said that’s almost the same as my current glasses and she’s so stuck in seeing me in this same style, so just to prove a point about needing to try new styles and get used it it I’m going to buy the ones I picked out.
So later on I went and found a similar pair (I wasn’t quite happy with that pair), and bought them. I would have gotten the same ones I like in a different color, but they were kind of pricy (at least for me) and I didn’t want to spend that much. But also I found a rainbow frame that I think would be really fun for pride (the organization I work for is always short on people to volunteer for the pride parade, so I have a good excuse to go without coming out).
So now that’s 5 new pairs of glasses this year so far. Granted, 3 of them are very cheap and the other two are still cheaper than anything I bought back when I bought glasses at physical stores, but still. Especially buying a new pair that’s just a slightly worse version of my current glasses in a slightly different color because societal expectations of the gender I was wrongly assigned say that a slight red tint makes these unacceptable, and I’m not quite ready to come out and even though I could totally get away with these ones anyway normally, my parents are extra attentive and judgy about that sort of thing. If any of those things weren’t true I would just wear these day to day.
But I think it’s important that I slowly start dressing more like how I want to, to minimize the amount that it feels like I’m “suddenly a different person” when I come out.
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jatlokgwo · 10 days
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for @rainbow-strawberry-sherbert!!
i have no idea how to start this rip (dd= disassembly drone)
i useally say that am xiao and a dissasembally drone but im more concepts then anything else it goes
consepts: small flying dangerous flexable tail multiple forms/run like a dog and grab like a human watcher listener endless job to do
base: raptor birds (-> peregrine falcons) fennec foxes
2: demon (-> xiao is considered a demon adeptus and another word for dd is sky demon) feathery wings sharp teeth
3 (vaguely but there): otters finchs western dragons/wof sandwing scaramouche
"in view": adeptus xiao generic dissasembally/worker drone hybrid S (my kinsona) i like to show myself as a fennec like with the gifs
species by accosiation: ADEPTUS cat bees (-> friend called me minecraft bee coded) wolf dog theres a version of S thats uninfected any au
xiao is the minimum that you need to know to understand and before i had things to latch onto i jumped around sonas alot it was stressful and i only made things worse by interrogating myself witch is why i said to not think about it so hard and just draw whats fun =-= i found out im a drone by making a sona and then the sona feeling way more real then other sonas/ocs like chengcuo i was just bein silly ^^
sometime its also neurodivergent stuff (???) i cant understand facial expressions so i either exadurat them or dont really emote (i promise you that the xiaos are diffrent pictures)
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colors and color coding is also important to me!!!!!!
am small and can fly but am kinda flightless when xiao sits down his ingame model doesnt reach the floor and dds are kinda tall but i look more like a worker drone with dd features and there both short to avrege humans as xiao i had wings and a bird form (can fly) but i lost them when a dream-god ripped of my wings and dds have retractable wings but copper 9 has a constant death storm happeneing that acts like a blizzard so id rather walk and do my silly jumps sjchd
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its also a comfort thing!!! im a bird adeptus without wings or a bird form as a dd im a living wepon every even if the dream god tore them again dds can regen our heads i will have wings again in like a minute and if i really want to hen its awkward but of i angle it right there strong enough to break other drones caseing (my wings as xiao where normal feathers my life has also been almost constant trauma and i would pretend to use finchy looking wings to hide or hug myself and playing genshin was our escape we where still plural and we would listen to alot of genshin asmr and i think thats how i formed as a fictive) i think its also linked to my hyperfixation on md and my main comfort charater right now being a N (hes the yellow dd in the gif and my pfp :3)
ive also been gaslit and a defining part of being a dd is that you used to be a normal worker drone before you got infected with the absolute solver and it did some mlp infection stuff and messed with our memories theres a whole episode about it (cw for robot gore flashing lights anf 1 line of ablism against narcissists if you click the link its the episode) having anatonamy instead of wanting it is still kinda new to me theres a theme with them about how xiao was enslaved as a wepon for the dream-god and dds arnt supposed to be unique but xiao gets to be a person and the dds are unique anyways that i resonate alot with to its nice to see the systems that let the bad things happen be villians instead of when i tell people that the thing that hurt me was school and they try to find reasons why it was my fault
(hopfully this make sense brain wont give me anything else for now but if i think if something ill add it!! and if you have questions i can do my best to awnser them!!!!)
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This probably won’t shock anyone, especially on Tumblr, but I wanna share anyway because it’s freeing.
¡We’re polyamorous! We suspected it a while ago, but now officially coming out about it because we now have 2 girlfriends and a new crush.
~~ Happy rambles about our lovers / how we found out: ~~
We met our first girlfriend, M (she/fae/they), in September of 2023. She was the first lover who actually met our needs and paid close enough attention to learn our nonverbal communication and subtle tone clues (“eh” can mean yes or no, but it's yes if it's higher pitched & quick, & it's no if it's lower, drawn out, and wobbles in the middle (eh-eh)). Fae started to identify which laugh was flustered vs happy / amused vs anxious / uncomfortable. They started to catch on when we weren't okay and ask what was wrong before we had noticed a shift (so we usually said “nothing”, but as an unsure question)...and usually 2 to 5 minutes later we'd be like “oh.” and update that we're anxious, we're slipping into flashbacks, depression had upticked. She was also the first lover who ever looked at us adoringly, with what we later learned is called ‘heart eyes’ (we got used to boredom or annoyance). They like most of our music, which we hadn't realized was important to us. She cared about our pleasure, and they would ask about our needs and if we needed anything to change. Overall, fae raised our standards for a romantic relationship, & also for a sexual one.
M then built a (mostly unintentionally) fem polycule, with other nonbinary &/or woman-ish identifying people. S (she/they) came first, but they're pretty extroverted and we're very introverted so that wasn't super compatible (M is an extrovert by a small margin). Then F (she/they/fae) came into the picture, but they didn't respect our boundaries or establish any communication for consent so we didn't get along & we didn't feel safe around fae. And then B came into the picture.
B (she/they) has purple hair and lots of tattoos. We're queer overall, but dyed hair and tattoos make people of any gender attractive. She called us cute a couple times, but held back until we began to shyly flirt back in a show of interest and consent. They called us adorable, and we chatted a lot about gender and society and drug misuse (to the point is harms the user) and deep conversations. M let on to us that B was a shy gay mess, & unlikely to make the first move.
We decided we liked B and wanted to date her too, and were willing to make the first move. We hadn’t actually practiced polyam before, but decided to attempt to be bolder and do something about the crush that was starting.
So we went into the V-Day section at a Winco and picked out some more casual items— some plushies that were also pillows. A sun pillow for M (because she says we’re a light in their life), and a baby chicken for B (because she hadn’t been flirted with in a supportive and cute way before, & we thought the idea of “picking up chicks” would be cute n silly based on what we knew they liked). We also grabbed a chocolate flower that had a rainbow wrapper because it would be gay and fun.
On that Monday (not V Day) we swung up while she was with M and S, at S’s apartment (which M purposely arranged because she thought it was adorable & sweet that we like B). We brought M her pillow, which she immediately snuggled and smiled (had been having a rough day, so very good sign). We then said “I have more” and went back to the car to bring in B’s gifts. We handed her the flower first, then pulled the pillow out of the bag we’d hidden it in. They got excited, snuggled the chick into their face, and she exclaimed excitedly “¡you got me a plushie!” She then ate the chocolate, but kept the plastic stem for nostalgia.
We then got tucked into the corner of the (L shaped) couch, because M scooted over to encourage it. We chatted for a bit, then S went for a walk to get fresh air, leaving us alone with B and M. M was snuggled into our left side.
Tentatively, I said “you can cuddle if you want” to B. She immediately scooted over to snuggle happily.
For a few minutes, we stayed like that as B scrolled their phone nervously and smiled at her screen blushing.
But then M wrapped both arms around our left leg, snuggled in, & fell asleep. B set her phone down, took her hair out of its ponytail, and settled down. They grabbed our right arm to wrap it around themself, then fell asleep holding our hand.
I stayed there, frozen and excited, for a minute or two, then breathed gender euphoria and victory. B clearly liked us back, and seeing them both asleep was adorable as heck.
S got back, which woke both B and M up, and said they were exhausted and were going to bed but that she’d put on white noise so we’d have a bit longer. S went down the hall to the bedroom.
M got up to get food for everyone, realizing it was around 8p and we hadn't eaten since lunch. M brought mac n cheese over and sat down to our right on B’s other side. B (still tucked against us) looked to M and said “your boyfriend is cute”, and barely missing a single beat I took the opportunity— “could be your boyfriend too 👉👈”. B startled upright, and we got a very excited and enthusiastic yes, which meant we were officially dating 2 people and successfully practicing polyamory.
We finally got our first date last Tuesday, after a failed attempt the week before (they felt ill and we were trying to finish the onboarding process and schedule our work orientation), which went amazing. We talked for about 6 hours in happy ADHD rambles (them unmedicated, me medicated).
About 2 weeks ago, we met A (he/him). At first we were like, “cool friend, 10/10, and has trans masc boyfriend so safe and friendly”. But we started to catch feelings. We decided to nudge him about it, letting him know (synesthesia) that our girlfriends had gold sparkles around their name, and “apparently my brain now adds sparkles around then name of people I get crushes on”, and then nudged that 3 people had sparkles. He quickly caught on, and with that consent he began openly flirting. We’re not dating yet, but we might have a boyfriend soon. We weren’t expecting (as an introvert who rarely goes to social events) to successfully build a polycule, especially this fast, but...here we are I guess, & I’m excited and hopeful for the future ☺💖.
~~
Happy discovery story aside, ¡this is how I’m officially coming out as polyamorous! 💜 We added another LGBT+/queer flavour to our list, unintentionally 🏳️‍⚧️🏳‍🌈.
~Nico
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hungerofhadarr · 11 months
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ok sending u two!! :] 4 for andromeda and 9 for the trilogy (and whatever characters ur thinking of, if you want)
THIRTEEN SONGS COMING FRESH OFF THE GRILL !! Due to how long this will be I will put this under a read more ! Also I will be skipping any songs from the OSTs for the games bc . That feels like Cheating
Andromeda first …
1. Runaway - Tyto Grey
“But if you give me your Heart,
I’ll give you Mine.”
PEEBEE SONG . Specifically a Peeb in the beginnings of a romance . This song makes me think of her + Sara due to the singer calling their lover a ‘ Goddess ‘ but .. anything can be gender neutral if you want it to be . A song about someone wanting to run away , make a big name for themself before they can’ t , but not wanting to do it alone . It’ s not worth it alone . It’ s only meaningful if their lover and muse is with them . Idk man this is VERY Peeble to me . Definitely picturing a Remtech ruin confession for this song < 33
2. Pomok naka Poktoinskwes ( Casey MQ Remix ) - Jeremy Dutcher
MUSIC OF THE FUTURE . I can hear this playing in bars and nightclubs across the Initiatives many settlements . This is what Reyes hums while he works and what Sloane has playing when she’ s getting ready in the morning . This is what SAM has on shuffle in the Pathfinder’ s quarters and this is what Gil plays during long repairs . This is what bartenders dance to and what gets people moving . This is one of the first songs the Angara hear . They feel a connection to the chanting and the beat of it all . Yeah < 3
3. It’s Called: Freefall -Rainbow Kitten Surprise
“You could let it All Go, you could let it All Go
It’s Called: Freefall. It’s Called: Freefall.”
Ohhh god Vetra song . Vetra before she fully commits to the Initiative . Vetra still holding onto Milky Way contacts . People she cannot rely on but can talk to . People who do not care about her , but push her to join anyways . Vetra trying to get help without getting it . Vetra . This is her trying to talk to her contacts and getting nowhere but being told to just do it . This is her final bit of hesitation before she joins them . This is her in-between . Her final days with her Milky Way contacts who won’ t be following her
4. Honey in the Hair - Blackbird Raum
“I’m just walking in Circles…
I see the Lines in Chalk on the Ground.”
Not normally a band I listen to and think “ sci - fi ! “ but that is the point isn’ t it ! Early games vibes for me . The crew altogether but facing this mass responsibility . From the failing colonies to the dominating threat , from the political catch up they have to play to the political importance they’ ve gained all at once . The weirdness of it . The strange whimsy that comes with it . The feeling of going nowhere but knowing it’ s all changing . Knowing they’ ll be doing something so far out from what they originally planned to do , and having a strange sort of almost peace about it
Okok Trilogy time < 3
1. After Dark - Mr. Kitty
“Your lips were Soft like Winter,
In your Passion, I was Lost.”
STARTING OFF STRONG HUH . Me3 love confession . Literally fits any and all romance I think . I think this hit more harder for me3 only romances since the song is about that desperate yearning and wanting to confess before it’ s impossible to . This song is for all romances but I think it belongs to Femshep/Traynor and Mshep/Cortez a bit more . Also hurts a bit more when it’ s with Shepard and a character that cannot be romance bc it’ s like .. they never got that confession . That closure . There’ s something about the desperation and just needing to let the other person know . Even if they do not reciprocate . Just so they know you loved them . You always loved them .
2. Alien Blues - Vunderbar
“I try to tell you what I Think
And play it off like it’s a Joke.”
Hmm Joker : ) . The barely contained bitterness and the constant back and forth . Knowing he’ s ostracized and making jokes about it , but still being upset with it . Wondering what he could do differently but knowing it won’ t matter . Guilt with who he is , how he sees himself . Fits no matter what era of his life he is in . A farmboy . A pilot in training who isn’ t respected . A pilot with no ship . A man at the end of the world . A man mad after everything . A man who deserves to have a bit of bitterness
3. Come As You Are - Nirvana
“As I want you to Be
As a Trend, As a Friend,
As a known Memoria.”
Nirvana just feels like a band James would listen to , so it’ s hard not to connect him to their songs . This makes me thing of a younger James , at least a James before ME2 . He’ s struggling . He doesn’ t fully know what he wants to be or how he sees the people around him . He already has a streak for being less than cautious with himself . He doesn’ t know who will be there the next day , who he might have to leave behind . He can keep the memories , everyone can be kept in a memory . But he still needs to find how they fit in while they still know each other .
4. Sisters - The Halluci Nation
MORE MUSIC OF THE FUTURE . This is the type of song Jack would blast from her little hidey hole on a good day . Music that is illegally downloaded and shared around the Normandy . Glyph would play this to get the party more rowdy I think . A song to get people on their feel and MOVING . Someone DEFINITELY listens to this while in combat . Do I have a definitive answer ? No . Can I picture everyone listening to this on the battlefield ? Yes and I cannot narrow it down just yet . Get on your moccasins big boy we got a Reaper to take down
5. Repeat After Me - KONGOS
“So hard to leave what I've defended,
So hard to separate what's blended.”
Indoctrinated characters RISE ‼️‼️ this song is about religious / catholic guilt so be careful if you listen ! But I can definitely take this and apply it to Saren + Benezia very easily . Characters who have moments of clarity and knowing what the Reapers are doing to them , but not having enough power anymore to fully pull away . Too many ifs , too many maybes , too many nights spent hearing the whispers of the Reapers . Repeating their words while having that voice in the back of their heads questioning and wondering if they can still get away from all this . Just knowing what is happening to you but not being able to stop it and the realizations of your condition so few and far in between
6. Cluster - Slipknot
“So Cut, Cut, Cut me up
And Fuck, Fuck, Fuck me up.”
Combat theme . Everyone at the end of their ropes , the candle that was burned at both ends , the final push to tip them over . Angry with where they are , how they ended up there . How everything could have been simpler , how things could have been prepared for . The sort of anger that makes it hard to focus right , the kind of anger that numbs pain , the kind of pain that pushes further and further . I think Javik would fucking LOOOVE Slipknot but that is a different discussion . Idk man everyone has their limits and I think everyone deserves to got a bit batshit rage off the walls violence on the field after seeing the Horrors they have . Just for fun . Maybe for shits and giggles
( i have officially lost audio link rights here . uh Oh )
7. Curl - Jack Stauber
“When you turn the Master Key,
You’re Higher than a Star!”
Ohhh Crew bonding . Teasing each other . Hanging out together . Going on brief shore-leaves together . Reminding each other to try and live a bit . Remember the happy moments that they get , and not to let them go . It’ s them reminding each other they can still live , they are still alive and they’ re allowed to live . Take joy in the now , find joy in the now . Live now , even if it is hard . Even if it is difficult . Help each other find whatever joy they can , make sure they do not feel guilt for the joy . Giving each other something to look forward to , after everything is over . They’ ve always cares for each other , it’ s time to show it . Now that it matters more than ever
8. Fireworks - The Tragically Hip
“Complete with the Grip of Artificial Chaos,
And believing in the Country of Me and You.”
Oh hello Mr. Kaidan alenko . How are you . This song is so loudly Canadian it is hard to not picture him . This makes me think of Kaidan and his LI postwar . Learning how to live , navigating normalcy . Becoming more civilian than solider , after everything is over . Since I have my own personal biases I AM picturing Joker and Kaidan specifically . It doesn’ t help I believe that the Moreaus came from Manitoba . So it’ s both of them , going back to Canada . Settling down again , falling into a rhythm with each other . Just relearning what it means to be people after everything . Also the bit about seeing fireworks in the distance . Yes . Far enough away the sound is muted or just not there . Just watching the lights . Kaidan and his LI . Finding normalcy < 3
9. Gronlandic Edit - of Montreal
“I guess it would be Nice, to give my heart to a God,
But which one, which one do I Choose?”
Something about funky little beats and the tone of this song make me picture that blue archeologist . In between ME1 and ME2 . Those strange two years . Being a recluse , trying to figure out how to live again . She has to learn how to reach out to people , find her drive again . She’ s willing to stagnate , but that doesn’ t mean she should . And she knows that . Liara can have her struggles and weird girl moments anytime she wants . Because this song definitely is that . Liara lives in a state of limbo for six months and this was playing on loop the whole time . She’ s just feeling a little funny don’ t worry ( maybe you should worry )
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How I prepare for rituals.
Hello! I decided I wanted to make several posts regarding my personal practices and how I do things in case anyone wants to try them!
I thought it would be best to begin at the beginning and talk about how I prepare for rituals or spells, how I cleanse both myself and my space.
Preparing the altar:
I think different traditions have their ideas of how an altar should ideally look, and in a following post about casting circles my altar will look a bit different. My Fylgia is a deer, though I am often visited by a fox spirit as well, and so my altar has lots of deer things/a fox pelt. I usually change it to represent the seasons and when I had a shelf over it, I kept pictures of my beloved dead there. I think its good to put a bindrune for spiritual power and protection beneath the altar cloth (or skin in my case)
Usually before a ritual I will wash down my altar with sea water before I set it back up, I started doing this both to physically clean up ash and the like and to spiritually wash away old energies
Aside from physically cleaning my altar I also think its good to clean my space before a ritual. It might be just me but I think a clean space makes for energies to flow more smoothly, so I take out the trash/recycling/sweep or vacuum if I need to.
So that's that on the altar! I'll go more into it in my next post.
Preparing the self:
I love to shower or take a bath before ritual and usually try to focus on my intentions while I'm doing so. If I'm preparing to do a spell to increase my wealth, a soak in a gold and sparkly bath bomb seems like the appropriate thing to do, or incorporating roses into my shower before a love spell etc.
I think dressing for ritual is important too! Sometimes (most times.) I do things naked, but I also think its nice to put on a nice gown or robes and my jewelry or make a season appropriate flower crown to wear and stuff, I just feel better coming before the Gods either naked or dressed nicely.
Alpha brain state:
This is something I was taught when I was living in Salem and learning under Laurie Cabot. It's sort of a meditative technique used to shift into your alpha brain state, the state of dreaming, which I find very useful before divination or ritual or casting a spell. I made a video explaining this technique:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=st441KfSTLo&ab_channel=AislingAmalka
It involves visualizing the colors and number order of a rainbow in your mind with your eyes closed, when I do it my eyes sort of go up as if i'm looking at my forehead. You visualize a red 7, an orange 6, a yellow 5, a green 4, a blue 3, an indigo 2 and an orchid 1, and then generally I continue deeper into this state by counting from 10-1. When I finish ritual I close my eyes again and count from 1-10 and then 1-7 during my grounding process.
I hope you found this useful! Next I'm going to post about how I personally cast my circles and call the quarters.
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What We Learned From Podcasts This Week: Wizard Of Oz, Xylazine "Tranq" & Bread Tags
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This edition of "What We Learned From Podcasts This Week" truly runs the proverbial gamut, from the length of an iconic film to a new, deadly street drug to deciphering the age of bread you purchased via the tag. 
One of my most helpful podcasts this week was NPR's Life Kit, where I learned how to take better naps. Forget learning a second language. Now, that's a skill I really need to study in depth.
**************************************************** The U.K. podcast, Verbal Diorama is an example of a superb film history podcast that is sadly lost in the spacious landscape of podcasting. If you're a fan of film and film history (a TCM junkie) this podcast should be playing in your ears regularly. 
On the 200th episode of the show -- March 16, 2023 -- The Wizard of Oz was covered that week. Now, that's a tough assignment for a film history podcaster because this movie has been exhaustively covered. But our host, Em, brought up an interesting point about the length of movies. Today, superhero movies run three hours or more. The 2023 film, The Flowers Of The Killer Moon, had a runtime of three hours and twenty-six minutes.
But back in the olden times, filmmakers believed that movies over two hours could hurt box office receipts. When The Wizard of Oz was complete, MGM executives thought the movie was too long and sought cuts. 
For an advance screening, MGM executives had removed the iconic song “Over the Rainbow” because they felt it slowed down the film.
Associate producer Arthur Freed stepped in, telling studio head Louis B. Mayer, “The song stays—or I go,” to which Mayer replied: "Let the boys have the damn song. Put it back in the picture."
Can you imagine The Wizard of Oz without its signature song?
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 The Journal podcast explores the most important stories, explained through the lens of business. A podcast about money, business and power, The Journal is hosted by Kate Linebaugh and Ryan Knutson, with Jessica Mendoza. The Journal is a co-production from Spotify and The Wall Street Journal.
 On the February 21, 2023, episode of The Journal podcast, WSJ's Julie Wernau goes to Robeson County, NC, which is ground zero for a new dangerous drug called xylazine, or "tranq."
 Xylazine (also called “tranq” or “tranq dope”) is a non-opioid sedative or tranquilizer. Although not a controlled substance in the United States, xylazine is not approved for use in people.
In the last few years, drug dealers began adding "tranq" to fentanyl that was dispensed to their customers. From 2010 to 2019, the proportion of heroin and/or fentanyl deaths in Philadelphia where xylazine was detected rose from 3 to 28%. 
Xylazine also causes serious, recalcitrant skin ulcers and necrotizing wounds. In the episode, we meet Ashley, a young woman with these ulcers on her leg. Like so many others, Ashley got hooked after a doctor prescribed opioids after she suffered a broken foot. 
Research is still ongoing about why users get these open sores. Xylazine withdrawal is actually worse than opioid withdrawal and can engender violent behavior.
 Xylazine and fentanyl drug mixtures place users at a higher risk of suffering a fatal drug poisoning. Because xylazine is not an opioid, naloxone (Narcan) does not reverse its effects.
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 Salad with a Side of Fries is a podcast that lives up to its promise to answer questions on wellness and weight loss for real life, which includes drinking, eating out, and skipping the grocery store. 
After all, host Jenn Trepeck declares, "What’s a life without fries and dessert, anyway?"
Every Wednesday since August 2019, the podcast has cleared up myths, misinformation, bad science, and slick marketing surrounding our nutrition knowledge and the food/diet industry.
On the February 2, 2024, episode of its Nutrition Nuggets series, Trepeck explains a basic nutrition fact that seems to have escaped a lot of people. On the five-minute episode, Trepeck discusses what the different colors of bread tags mean. 
Now, I didn't even know that the colors of bread tags signified anything, and neither did the 20 people I asked at my gym. 
Trepeck explains that these color-coded tags indicate the date the bread was baked and packaged. It helps staff keep track of what was baked when, so they can rotate out older loaves as needed. Most grocery stores follow the schedule below:
Monday – Blue
Tuesday – Green
Thursday – Red
Friday – White
Saturday – Yellow
 Wondering where Wednesday and Sunday are? Most bread bakeries take a production break on those days. Check out Salad With A Chance Of Fries. It's one of the best nutrition and wellness podcasts in the audio verse. Recent episodes include the different aspects of heart health, remedies for weight-loss resistance, and midlife weight gain.
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