I just spent 6-ish hours on the side of the road because the car broke down. Have some Morro art
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Um... I think I just quit my job, and now I'm panicking. My manager cut my hours without telling me, then told me he needs to cut even more labor Monday through Wednesday (I work Monday-Thursday and Saturday). I was the cheapest paid manager and had been there the longest, working the hardest. It took me over a year to even get this stupid job because of my anxiety. And we just moved and have new bills and rent costs more. I want to cry and scream and dance and laugh. Break down and curl into a small ball bundled in blankets and scream out to the world freedom. I'm all over the place about this.
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i wish i could talk about what upsets me without having the story turned around to make me look like i’m the one in the wrong
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The dilemma I am facing with wanting to go get a little treat but not wanting to get dressed
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Lowkey wanna do some stuff that would harm me but I'm at a point where I don't care
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Ambivert. At first, I didn’t really know if I’m an intro or extrovert until I stumbled upon the word ambivert. Being all at once at the same time. I don’t know if that made sense. In my teenage years, I used to think I’m an extrovert. I always wanted to go out, I couldn’t stay long at home. My feet always brings me somewhere even where I’m not supposed to. Mid 20s is when I started to question myself. I felt like people are so draining that I just wanted to stay at home. Even communicating felt like a lot of work. But, I also realized I still want to explore sometimes. I still want to enjoy the world and socialize. But I also tend to want to be alone. It’s so hard. Feeling like a very outgoing person at the same time feel like you couldn’t make an effort to do anything else than watch a movie. I want some quiet time drowning in white noises. I couldn’t be relaxed in complete silence but doesn’t want to hear people talk or make loud sounds. Also, so frustrating to want to talk to your friends but don’t have the energy to do so. The urge to say Hi, and the resistance to have small talks. Sometimes, I don’t know if I’m really an ambivert or just plain drained.
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nobody talks about the fact that you can have all this crazy shit in your head, and want to open up and talk about your feelings but no matter what, you just can't make out the right words and properly put your thoughts and emotions into words
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