#and my pills

[blueaubrey]

First time posting my knitting to tumblr. Look at my Bug Son

#knitting #amigurumi #knitters of tumblr #hand knitted #pill bug #isopods #stuffed animals #my knitting #1k #5k #10k #50k

[teaboot]

On of the less intuitive things about love, I've found, of any kind, is the importance of needing things.

I didn't realize it until recently, but I've always seen love as something requiring sacrifice, selflessness, patience, and generosity- to ask for nothing is to be the best person I can be, small and quiet and never in the way, always happy and helpful, self-sufficient and present when desired.

It's only as an adult, now, that I'm beginning to see the selfishness of wanting nothing.

I cut my friend's hair in my kitchen the other day. They wanted a trim and I had the skills, so I offered, and was genuinely excited when they stopped hesitating over "bothering me" and took me up on it. It was a peaceful afternoon, and we had tea and chatted for an hour or more.

My brother and I shared popcorn at the movies a while ago. When I came time to pay, I pulled my card out like a wild western sheriff and slapped it on the machine before he could fight me for it first. The satisfaction was delightful.

Someone called me crying on the phone the other day. Kept apologizing for disturbing me at work, talking about how they were bothering me on my lunch break. I was telling the truth when I told them that really, I was flattered and honored and relieved, knowing that if they were hurting I would know, that I didn't have to worry in silence. It felt good to hear them slowly come down, and to know that they knew it would be better soon, and to hear them laugh wetly on the other end. We're getting together for a visit next week.

It's hard to need things, if you've trained yourself not to. It's hard to want things, when you don't know how to want anymore. Trusting people is difficult, and so is relying on them, but I don't know where I'd be without the people who rely on me.

I've heard a lot of people say, "Nobody will love you unless you love yourself". I've had a lot of thoughts about it. It's not right, but it's not wrong, either, I think.

"Nobody will love you unless you love yourself"... I've always taken that to mean, "You will not be lovable until you develop a positive view of yourself as a person".

Now, I think it's sort of inside-out.

"Nobody will love you unless you love yourself"... because nobody can show their love to you in a way that you can accept until you treat yourself kindly, and learn what you need, and what you want, and how to ask for it, and then give that vulnerability away.

Love, for me, is someone I ask for a ride to the airport. Whether they end up doing this or not is irrelevant.

It's not needy, or selfish, or taking up energy. It's giving the gift of being wanted, and needed, and thought of. It's giving someone the security of being part of someone's life.

#Ramble #Sorry I just took my sleeping pills lol #Seepy

[darkwood-sleddog]

Because @staff is too cowardly…

#tumblr #not dogs #why staff doesn’t use pills to better understand the users I’ll never know #anyways. #reblog for greater visibility or whatever #I’m using all like 4.5k worth of my follow count to be a little bitch about this

[julianplum]

🌿 🌹 🌱 🥬 ✨ // nasturtiums // gouache on hot press paper

#my art #gouache #illustration #painting #cottagecore #art #botanical #artists on tumblr #queer artist #trans artist #nasturtium #edible flowers #foraging #garden #gardencore #cottage aesthetic #cottage garden #bugs #isopods #pill bug #moth #moth art #flower art #floral art

[sparkytheandroid]

you're in her dms im in the windows screen saver maze and im fucked im so fucked please help

#adderall really feels like the limitless pill #every time i take it im like “wow THIS is what being productive is like!” #like some people thats their normal? #fuck you #no fair get down on my level

[oceanmoss]

#this^ is so real rn im so sleeep deprived it's crazy and im fighting the urge to ruin every relationship in my life UGHHHH #IK I SHOULD JUST SLEEP IMMEDIATELY...... #maybe i'll take a sleeping pill like i can't keep living lije some sort of tortured demon #🧷

[six-improbable-things]

Because I’m curious, I wanted to make a couple of polls. This one is essentially a poll version of a post by @mookybear12404

Please reblog for sample size!! And feel free to tell me about your first characters!!

#poll #dnd #d&d #dungeons & dragons #dungeons and dragons #polls #random polls #my pills #dnd polls

[k-nkypills]

‘My daughter is fine!’

Your son has a raging praise, size, breeding & free use kink, loves getting called good boy or pup and gets emotional when shown human decency and care idk what to tell you bestie <3

#pills for my beloved #agender nsft #trans nsft #bd/sm switch #nsft trans #‘nsft’ #mlm nsft #mlm ns/fw #t4t bd/sm #nblm nsft #cw breeding #cw free use #praise k!nk

[viyojo]

#splatoon #v #scribbles #my art #i know. easy joke. but I just got off a week of no drawing and mid terms give me this #also slow pilling myself into swears for comedy 👍

[adobe-outdesign]

great gift ideas for the Neopets 1% getting mad over people being able to actually enjoy UCs now

#neopets #neotag #outdesign posts things #I need to buy one of the chill pills just to keep in my SDB because it amuses me more than it should #greatest hits

[overstimulated-autism-creature]

Placebo Meme

#meme #funny memes #tumblr memes #placebo meme #funny stuff #funny jokes #relevant interactions #a little bit #hehehe #if you catch my drift #placebo #memes #dankest memes #fake news #unreality #dank humor #danq #but spelled with a q #art #ye olde internet #post #amusing #a little guy #giggles #mystery pill #oddcore #daily memes #memes daily

[schizopositivity]

i see reminders to take your meds all the time and thats great but heres your reminder to get your meds refilled! to call your pharmacy! to pick up your refills while the pharmacy is still open! you cant take whats not there, its super important that you stay on top of getting your refills

#this post is for me lol i have to tell myself this rn #i was putting off picking up my refills #so now ive been out of my antideppresents and appetite increasers for days and im struggling #tw meds #tw pills #pills #meds #medication #pharmacy #neurodivergent #mental illness #nd #mental health awareness #schizophrenia #schizophrenic #psychosis #actuallyschizophrenic #pseriouslypsychotic

[slowcurse]

he is going to heaven

#my art #isopods #isoposting #flipnote studio #pill bug

[poetrylesbian]

I'm curious because I was discussing this with my grandparents at dinner the other night. They have fancy little crystal dishes they put their meds on to have at breakfast and dinner, and I showing them the mini pharmacy I carry around in a dirty old pencil case.

This isn't counting anything recreational lol

#also i was prescribed even more stuff and my weekly pill box cant fit it all anymore so im curious

[gilyoungroach]

#voltron #klance #vld #gotta take my pills #its only because of the fanfiction i swear

[tampire]

Willow Pill with Kerri and Sasha Colby

#Willow Pill #Kerri Colby #Sasha Colby #Trans #Transgender #rupaul's drag race #rpdredit #RPDR Season 14 #RPDR Season 15 #Tranos #My Gif #Winners #Drag Queen #I love them so much #a full circle moment #LGBT #lgbtedit #Sapphic #mother is mothering