#caughtinthewaves

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"I don't need to be saved!" "No, you don't... you don't need anyone... but you do deserve one.

caughtinthewaves

#quotes #poetry #spilled ink #caughtinthewaves #love #relationship #independent #hyper independence #save the children #deserve

[getcaughtinthewaves]

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[jamm-ing]

Who's your favorite surfer?

Beau Foster is my favorite, not the best.

Peribat: 6

Australiabitch: 7

#australiabitch #ask box #caughtinthewaves

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I just love those moments in life where the light bulb goes on over your head, where you finally connect all your problems from the present with your past . You see, subconsciously I’m much smarter than I ever realized, because I discovered early in life that my past was going to lead me to a future I didn’t want, a future where I didn’t like myself. So, instead, I did everything in my power to change my path, my future. But here’s the kicker, I did it too well, and all my fears of those negative qualities were so strong that I went too far the opposite way, and I created all new problems.

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I've never felt safe. I've always been on guard, alert, because I've always been the only one watching my back.

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#quotes #poetry #spilled ink #caughtinthewaves #self #safe #guard #alert #hyper independence

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Which monsters are worse, those that hide in the dark or bask in the light. I’ve learned to fear the light more than the dark, because those that hide in the dark admit to being monsters, while those in the light pretend they are not.

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I don’t know how to be vulnerable, I’ve never had the chance, never given myself that option. I have an armour and its how I’ve managed to exist, it's kept me strong, I’ve made it through everything… this is how I’ve survived, I know no other way

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Independent to a Fault

1. i don’t know how to be vulnerable                                                                         a) i’ve never had the chance, never given myself the option                                2. i have an armour, it’s how i’ve survived                                                                 b) it’s kept me strong, and i’ve managed to survive everything this far               3. i’m always the strong one, i’m always my strong one                                           c) i don’t know how not to be                                                                               4. once, i put everything of me into others and lost myself                                       d) i’m scared of that happening if i let you in                                                    You want me to let you in? I don’t even let myself in fully.

- caughtinthewaves

#quotes #poetry #spilled ink #caughtinthewaves #self #independent #love #relationship #independent to a fault #hyper independence #vulnerable #armour #survive #live #strong #scared #fear

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No one can love me more than I love myself, I am the only one that has been there through everything and seen the effort it took to survive, and I love myself for my strength in a way that astonishes me. No one can love me more than I love myself, and if anyone ever does it will terrify me

caughtinthewaves

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I just want to love someone that isn’t me

caughtinthewaves

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I've taken care of myself for so long, I don't know how to let someone else take care of me.

caughtinthewaves

#quotes #poetry #spilled ink #caughtinthewaves #hyper independence #independent #alone #love #relationships

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I like having people in my life, I just get scared because I start wanting them in my life, I start seeing what I've been missing, and I'm not good at letting people in. The closer they try to get the more my walls want to come down. I convince myself it's to protect them from the damage that I am, but I know that I'm protecting myself the only way I know how.

Caughtinthewaves

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Its difficult to see what society wants from you, the path it’s laid out for everyone, its difficult to turn away and recognize that the only path that matters is your own and you can build it anyway you want.

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Please, don’t make me save you, I don’t want to save you, you shouldn’t need saving. It’s not healthy, I have my problems, you have yours, we share the weight, don’t put it all on me. I can’t put it all on myself, I can’t carry it, I will collapse under mine but protect yours in the fall. You will survive, you will be saved, it’ll only cost me.

caughtinthewaves (Part ll)

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i am always the strong one, i’m always strong… i don’t know how not to be, i haven't been given the choice. You want me to let you in, i don’t even let myself fully in

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I’ve avoided it on purpose, I didn’t want it, I’d seen what it did to people, how not all of them recovered, how most pretended they were ok... I have never been good at pretending.

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