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borderline-culture-is · 4 months

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bpd culture is starving yourself so your fp can worry about you when they see you and so you can feel relief that they're giving you attention instead of everyone else

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#borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #actually bpd #bpd culture #bpd safe #bpd fp #fp #fp bpd #starv1ng #starving tw #starving cw #tw starving #cw starving

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bitchliteraria1906 · 30 days

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Hunter and Vee aren't picky with food at all and are very messy eaters due to eating too quickly. The reason being that they often didn't eat enough in the Emperor's coven, and sometimes they have trouble remembering that they're safe now, and that no one is going to take the food from them and let them starve as punishment like Belos used to.

Camila immediately picks up on this and always reassures them that it's okay, that meals with family/friends are supposed to be calming and fun, that there's no need to eat like they're fighting for survival in her house, because they're not. The fighting is over, they're safe kids with normal lives now.

Or: Camila only had to do this for Vee, and then Vee herself did this for Hunter and they bonded over the shared trauma.

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lavleyart · 1 year

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Another case of “I will repost my art so it looks good in the theme” ^o^

Vai Astor from 2020! I still like that artwork even tho it is old.

#astor #astor prophet of doom #age of calamity #astor age of calamity #fanart #hyrule warriors #the legend of zelda #astor gerudo outfit #gerudo outfit #cw starving #cw ed #cw underweight #tw ed

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flagsandtags · 5 days

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do you have a term for an alter who formed due to the trauma of starving/not having enough to eat?

Sorry, I'm not sure I feel comfy making hyper specific alter orgins like that

#cw starving #tw starving #starving mention #disordered eating cw

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blindlyadored · 11 days

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i literally did nawt eat ALL DAY !!! TO SAVE ROOM FOR THE RAVIOLI W VODKA SAUCE MY MOM PROMISED 2 MAKE ME TODAY BC THAT SHIT MAKES ME HELLA FULL !!! THAT SHIT'S ONE OF MY COMFORT FOODS !!!

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN I HAVE TO EAT CHICKEN AND YELLOW RICE NOW ??? DID THAT SHIT ALL 4 NOTHING SMFH !!!

#LIKE CHICKEN N RICE MY DAD MAKES IS GOOD BUT . YOU BREAKING PROMISES !!! i'm not eating this shit smfh i'm probably gonna go to bed later #for those who're gonna beg me to eat 2day ; only ate chips as of now but my mom bought those bacon egg potato n cheese breakfast bowls 4 me #so i might actually eat one of those #𓊈⠀✙⠀𓊉 posts #tw starving #starving tw #cw starving #starving cw

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mathmetists · 4 months

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Have been looking for a lost Loki fic for some time and have nearly giving up hope. Pls send help!!

Things I remember:

- was on ao3, but can’t remember if completed or not, and on the longer side (def 30k+, prob more)

- the plot was prisoner!Loki in the dungeons of Asgard starting pretty much right after the Avengers movie. He was refusing to speak to anyone (pretty much no one was allowed to visit him also). After some months Frigga goes to see him and he agrees to tell the entire story of what happened with Thanos in exchange for a favor. After Frigga leaves he succumbs to his condition and wounds and wakes up at the healers (and gets angry bc he isn’t dead but I could be misremembering)

- some details: Frigga sends him a pice of cloth that keeps away nightmares; pretty sure his cell hangs midair to discourage escape attempts and he makes it swing back and forth when he’s alone; Odis’s birds are also featured;

- details with CW!! a part of his sentence was to be whipped for every year his presence cursed Asgard or smth like that; the favor he asked Frigga for was a rope; his main reason for ending up at the healers was he was actively starving himself and not eating the food given to him

Please if anyone has it/ knows of it lmk!!

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phantom-howls-shit · 7 months

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Goretober 2023 Day 3: Starving

#neo art #phantom howl shit #the nightmare realm #tnr #nightmare realm #tw starving #cw starving #goretober #goretober 2023

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spicykat9 · 1 year

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Artie ai tried to starve himself in protest, Dylan Ai is upset and makes him eat but still refuses cuddles and playtime.

Oof...This is getting a bit dark...

#waleseng #england ai shenanigans #wales ai shenanigans #cw starving #dubcon

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strangersteddierthings · 8 months

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The thing is, Steve has learned, that becoming untouchable isn't all he wants it to be.

People were too quick to try and reach out for him, ask for more than he was willing to give. He hadn't wanted to give up his first kiss to some random girl at some random boy's twelfth birthday party because of spin the bottle. He hadn't wanted to play Seven Minutes in Heaven with Jenny Jackson or Linda Simons at Tommy's birthday party the following year. He did want to take Mary Linscott to Snow Ball, but she just wanted to make out behind the bleachers instead of dance with him. He didn't want to do that but then Brian called him stupid for not wanting to, and asked if he was queer. So, Steve had turned right back around and dragged Mary back under the bleachers, kissing her until it was time to go to prove Brian wrong.

(Even though Steve knows Brian isn't wrong. That Steve had wanted to ask Brian to the dance as much as he'd wanted to ask Mary but knew better than to do that. He saw how they treated Eddie Munson last year for the suspicion of liking other boys and Steve wasn't going to let that happen to himself.)

Brian had congratulated him after and asked what base he got to. Steve didn't want to get to any bases, but he couldn't say that, so he just punched Brian in the arm and said 'more bases than you' which was true because Brian's date didn't kiss him even once.

Then Carol Perkins approached him at lunch, shortly after Snow Ball, and asked if Steve would be her first kiss. Not because she wanted to kiss Steve, but because she wanted to kiss Tommy H, but didn't want to be bad at kissing. Steve agreed because he liked Carol. Not in the way she liked Tommy, but mostly because she'd asked.

No one had done that yet.

She came over to his house on a Saturday because she didn't want Tommy to catch them and think she didn't like him. They made out in his room because, despite his parents being home, they didn't really care who was in his room with him or if the door was open or shut. Probably didn't even notice he had someone over. She leaves an hour later.

By Tuesday Tommy and Carol are an item and by Friday they were Steve's best friends.

However, for reasons Steve doesn't understand, more girls keep asking him to be their first kiss. And maybe it's because he's already got a reputation, or maybe Carol let slip he'd said yes when she asked, but Steve finds himself kissing a lot of girls he doesn't want to. He doesn't know how to say no. Can't find a reason too. Brian's words play in the back of his mind every time he thinks about saying no.

(Are you stupid? Are you queer? He doesn't want to be either of those things, and given his grade in biology and pre-algebra, he's really only got a hope of avoiding the queer label. His father would tolerate a stupid son. He doesn't think he'd survive if his father had a queer one.)

There are a few girls he's been crushing on that ask him and that was nice. One, Alice Baker, even becomes his girlfriend for a month. His first relationship.

Soon eighth grade gives way to being a freshman and Steve, who has always been handsome and cute, catches the eye of upperclassmen now.

And Steve's not sure how it happens, but he ends up moving past first base with another girl whose name he can't remember, or possibly never knew. He doesn't remember asking her for hers when she led him into one of the bedrooms at the house this party was at while he was way too tipsy.

And then it just grows. The reputation and what people expect from him, and he doesn't want it, but he's never said no before so can he start now? Doesn't he need a reason to say no? If he doesn't have a reason, does that make him queer? He should be wanting this. What boy doesn't want this?

And maybe he does want it. But not like this.

He doesn't want to be slightly drunk at yet another party, following the first girl that grabs his wrist and pulls him after her into whatever secluded area they can find. He doesn't want to keep saying yes when he wants to say no.

The summer between freshman and sophomore year he confides in Carol. It's a risk. Carol can be cruel, quick with her words to tear you down, to spread the rumor that will ruin your life. But she's also fiercely loyal.

He tells her he's tired of kissing people he doesn't want to.

Carol is quiet for a long time, and Steve almost thinks he's made a mistake. But then she speaks.

"Okay. Let's make a plan."

And they do. Then suddenly Steve is untouchable. Carol teaches him how to see the weakness in people and call it out. How to wield his facial expressions as a weapon and a shield. How to put on the air of being the most important person everywhere you go so well that everyone else begins to believe it. How to fall back on the fact his parents are rich, gone often, and, almost most importantly, well known in the community. It gives Steve's name a weight to throw around.

More importantly, all of that culminates in people no longer asking things of him. Instead, they look to him to take the lead, they wait to be asked. It makes Steve feel in charge of his life for once.

But now.

Now, years later, having survived a spring break from Hell and averted the apocalypse, Steve watches Eddie hang off Argyle with ease, fling an arm over Jonathan's shoulder while laughing at a joke, easily pull Dustin into a headlock or wrestling match.

Easy touches that Steve should be able to do, too. A jealousy wells inside him almost as much as the unease he feels in his stomach at the mere thought of letting them know they're allowed to reach out and touch him, too. That Eddie's allowed to reach out and touch.

But then he remembers what happened when he let people have that power over him and he can't bring himself to do it.

It settles in Steve, then, the realization. When you become untouchable, you're unable to touch.

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@nburkhardt @i-less-than-three-you adding my own lil bit of angst into the mix now (:

#pre steddie #my fic #cw dubious consent #internalized homophobia #steve kisses a lot of people he doesnt want to because of peer pressure and his own fear of not fitting in #it is also implied steve has sex with people when he didnt really want to #steve harrington has bad parents #touch-starved steve #also if you know the song that last line is from i am smooching the top of your head softly

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waokevale · 7 months

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