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justasadpoet · 2 years
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Is this it?
My head is pounding, 
My heart is going too fast
I try to focus on your voice 
“Shes gone” 
This can’t be real,
I refuse to believe it 
She can’t be gone
My mom screams 
Holding on to her for deal life
Begging her to come back 
Nanny sands outside the room staring her,
Her daughter, 
Her baby
Dead. 
The doctor stood with us,
Hearing us sob 
Scream 
And beg for him to save her. 
There was nothing he could do
Her corpse laid on the bed
I wish we could trade places. 
She deserved to live 
Why did she have to die? 
No one talked on the ride home. 
Amie played her favorite songs 
We cried 
The music drowning out our sorrows 
It’s been over a year 
Since she took her last breath 
Since we buried my aunt 
My moms sister 
My nanny’s child 
My uncles wife
My heart hurts 
My eyes are still puffy from the tears. 
Yet life goes on
We can’t live in that moment forever 
Eventually we must move on. 
-L.C.T 9/27/22 1:04pm
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passionateif · 1 year
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When fantasy is better than reality...
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It's these moments I feel my weakest,
Anger, frustration, jealousy bubble to the surface.
i'm nothing.
It is nothing.
I don't deserve to eat, to live, to breathe
I'm a broken rube Goldberg machine
Even if I wasnt broken, I'm useless, something simpler would benefit instead.
Second choice? No I'm the last choice.
Every. Damn. Time.
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thtstonedpoet · 3 years
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One day
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brokenteenagesoul · 4 years
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my heart hurts in ways that cannot be expressed,
unable to breathe as if something is pressed,
pushing against my poor chest,
wish I wasn’t depressed,
when can I rest?
— poem written about previous lover (my poem)
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itsshainy · 5 years
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Emptiness
I asked my instagram followers to send me some words I should write about...                   Emptiness Emptiness  that’s what we feel sometimes but how come we feel empty yet so full?  full of emotions, feelings, thoughts etc. how come is what I want to know... 
- shainy
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demon-city · 5 years
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unknown.
i fear the unknown-
outside the box- is rejection. 
it’s cold and i’m shaking.
it’s risk. 
i stutter. 
i pinch and pull at my fingers trying to get the words out.
it’s pain. 
i cry. 
i squeeze my head and scream the words out.
it’s too much. 
my thoughts are the only ones who hear the words. 
no one is here.
so i go inside the box.
but inside the box- is discomfort. 
it’s hot and i’m aching.
it’s dark. i can’t see.
it’s still pain. 
it’s my own rejection.
it’s anger. 
nothing is proven. 
no one is here. 
so i go outside the box.
it’s fatigue.
what is it made of? 
why is it here? 
where is rationality? reality?
can i destroy it?
can i cut it out- of me? 
maybe if someone listens- it will go away.
but no one is here. no one listens.
and the box- the words- the pain- i protect.
because it is the only thing that is known. 
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theartisticnookworm · 5 years
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Bleeding
Sometimes I just wanna forget everything that makes my heart ache
Make it all fade away just for a moment
Sometimes the memories your brain makes
Are too much to bear all at once
Please go away, leave me in this dark silence of the night
i know i cant make this right
The only noise i hear is the sweet hush of wind sweeping across the windowsill
and the desperate ringing in my ears
Reaching out for anything but the ideas that thunder through my mind
Just like the storm outside, the patter of rain hitting the glass
Alone with the clouds of heavy thoughts hanging over my head
Maybe I do just want attention?
Trust me, you don't even have to mention
the pretty boys in my dm's
did you ever think for a moment, that perhaps I'm just lonely?
perhaps i really dont have any bad intentions
did you even think?
you have me up so late
i wanted to fall asleep early tonight, but instead my mind is a busy traintrack with no destination
i need some rest and relaxation
but your simple words claw and wrestle their way into my heart
Leave a prick with their thin, razor-sharp thorns
Bleeding
I think of those words as i use the razor blades to slice open my flesh
Bleeding
I bet you didnt think of that, did you?
Well. Its too late
the damage has been done
so don't pretend to care now, just because your sick, guilty conscience told you to
you'd be better off to leave me alone
maybe I won't carve as deep
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Pitiful Cries of Unwarranted Compassion...
Languid poetry drips from eradicated, poisoned fingers.....
those poised high above poignant keys of the typewriter beside thine pane-less window.....
I fucking called out to you, my sweet, paramount Aphrodite of genuine complexity.....
but you lied.
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I hope your mirror cracks and burns.
~September 3rd, 2018~
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tmcpoetry · 2 years
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tazatta18 · 2 years
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Can't you hear my silent screams? They are so loud they echo in my dreams. Behind this face that carries a smile Lies a dark road that goes on mile after mile. My silent screams have been going on for years, But it always falls on so many deaf ears. How can they hear these silent screams in my mind? They can't hear my thoughts if I keep telling them I'm fine. What can I tell them? These silent screams carry no words. It's just feelings of sadness and darkness that come in its herds. How can I explain so people understand this? It's like walking around in a suffocating black mist. It's holding on to happiness like holding water in your hands. It just trickles between your fingers and disappears into the sands. I can't explain how this feels; it's so extreme, So I hold my mouth shut to cover my silent screams. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .. ..... .... .. . . #poetrycommunity #poetrylovers #poetry #englishpoetry #sadpoetry #depressed #depressedpoems #alone #lost #darkness #dark #bohemian #depressionquoutes #depression #hurt #hurtpoetry #poetryisnotdead #crying #smile #deadinside💔 #dead #death #confused #loneliness #sadlife #sad #sadness #lucifertaz https://www.instagram.com/p/CWyBQqiMvrN/?utm_medium=tumblr
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justasadpoet · 2 years
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Him
He smiled at me from afar 
I felt my heart skip a beat 
My cheeks flushed 
His smile- man.
It can make anyone fall in love. 
Don’t let that face fool you. 
He hits hard. 
Not just with his smile
But with his hands 
My body is covered in welts
The inside of thighs are covered in bruises. 
The marks from knees became a constant reminder. 
He is stronger 
He is more powerful. 
My friends say how lucky I am. 
“He’s so sweet” 
“Gentle” 
“Calming” 
If only they knew, 
That behind closed doors he's different. 
he’s .. 
Scary 
A monster, 
By the time I finally got away, 
My legs and arms were scared. 
My head was messed up. 
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder. 
Generalized Anxiety Disorder
Panic Disorder 
Major Depressive Disorder. 
But I'm lucky right?
The devil slept in my bed 
But I’m lucky right?
My body is covered in hidden scars. 
But I’m lucky right? 
Why does no one believe me? 
Is it because he’s hot? 
Is that really it? 
The devil is hot. 
So I must be lying right? 
-L.C.T 9/27/2022 1:23PM 
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ofdarkcolours · 6 years
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JOSEPH, 3 AM THOUGHTS
in this deep blue sea I am drowning,
I was greeting you with greetings every year since our friendship went downhill but you always shoved it away.
you make me feel that even if I call out for you when I'm dying you'll shove me away and laugh off cause I'm dying.
how many years shall I wait for our friendship again?
is it just me who's wanting it back?
the fact that I can't take a step and call out for you whenever I see you cause you might've forgotten everything about the girl who was once your bestfriend?
even if I got hit by a truck infront of you, you'll never look back at me.
I loved you as my best friend and always will.
Joseph.
I'm sorry for the things that I've said but that's what I feel. depression isn't easy and I thought you'd understand me but you didn't.
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So that's my first poem, I wrote it quite a while ago, I fact I wrote dozens, a deep dive into my dark depressed side ☹️☹️☹️. . @prilaga #poetrycommunity #poet #poetrysociety #depressedpoems #poetsofinstagram #poetrygram #poetryloving #poetryporn #poets #depressedpoetsociety #depressed #slampoetry #poetryofinstagram #depressedpoet #poetryisnotdead #instapoet #poetryislife #prilaga #depressedpoetry #poetrylovers #poetsofig #depressedpoets #poetsociety #poetryislove #typewriterpoetry #darkpoetry #depressedteens #poetssociety #streetpoetry https://www.instagram.com/p/CAfb1PHAJfr/?igshid=1qlc4zol2noz
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thtstonedpoet · 5 years
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evolx24-blog · 5 years
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• The Sixth Judgement. Chapter Five - Order Made ______________________________________________ Source: https://evolnovel.wordpress. #literaturelover #writerslife #writersofig #writerofinstagram #poemwriter #poemsporn #poemsofinstagram #poemsdaily #poemsofinsta #poemsoftheday #poemsofig #sadpoems #instapoems #poemsaboutlife #deeppoems #depressedpoems #poeme #poem #poemgasm #poemsbyme #hopequotes #quotes #quotesoftheday #quotestagram #despaired #paradox #commit #hopeless #loveless https://www.instagram.com/p/Bvj0ZasFLmU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1q6sncqs0mzvl
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