#diary of a newbie

[creatively-cosmic]

revisiting a part of our Lore and thank god these demons are ok (+bonus unrelated oz doodles)

#only ogs remember our ok ko arc that consumed our entire existence for years #brain diary #oz/newbie #turbo #k.o.

[toastsnaffler]

we have four (4) new hires this week and they're being let out of the office induction to have lab tours today so we're getting our first good look at them and I'm gonna be real with u guys one of them looks dykey asf.....

#statements dreamed up by the utterly deranged 👆 #u guys r just gonna have to trust me on this one. idek her name i wish theyd introduced the newbies to us as they went round #maybe ill catch some of them in the canteen later.. we'll see #sorry for being insane at work i just have a type it makes smth short circuit in my brain........ #ANYWAY. god it would be so nice if there were other gay people at my work im on my hands and knees in the desert #.diaries

[nikkapaloma]

Hello Tumblr! 💖

#newbie #ballerina #songwriter #singersongwriter #my diary #music artists #princess aesthetic #pink aesthetic #pink princess #hello tumblr

[divorcedbrat]

Currently cozy

#cozy #warm and comfy #warm and cozy #warm and snuggly #dating blog #divorceblog #datingafterdivorce #divorce diaries #lostinla #osrs runescape #osrs #newbie

[tarczar]

this app will just recommend me stuff from media regardless of if I have interacted with it or not and even if I dismiss the posts-tumblr just thinks I'm a good omens guy or an anime gacha game guy.

there are a LOT of neurodivergent people [autism is in the air] I feel TRULY in my element a lot of the time. I love reading lengthy analysis posts and fun facts that shit is tight!!

I'm in the weird middling era of my life before I'm a voting-man and having a lot of friends of different ages on discord was crazy enough. but seeing people of all ages (mostly older than me) on hERE is insane cause they like/reblog my drawings now! horrifying thought! [positively] you all seem nice :] but I'm also a little afraid of every cool internet stranger that likes/reblogs my posts 'cause I'm a shrimpy hermit.

#also i think i should have tags for filtering through my stuff #I'm a social media newbie please forgive #i have a bunch of original content in my vault like a TON of ocs #i haven't posted about them cause fanart is just so fun but i hope people like them too! #anways blruajdh rambling over #woopee 30 days passed #diary comics are fun

[yea-baiyi]

ok BUT. vegaspete immortals au.

pete quietly joining kinn’s clan of young, feisty new immortals without revealing that he is hundreds of years older. pete hiding his years behind the brick wall of his smile, deflecting conversation about his past. pete’s ruthlessness and lack of care for humanity occasionally slipping out, but being brushed under the rug.

pete getting kidnapped by vegas, the lieutenant of the rival clan. vegas torturing pete, thinking pete is young and innocent like the rest. pete maintaining the facade (out of pity for this young, naive child, who has no idea what he is stepping into). right until vegas taunts him and he snaps.

#vegaspete #kinnporsche #kinnporsche the series #vegaspete feral posting #this doesn’t count as a meta #writing stuff #fic stuff #ig #i want to develop this au actually it could be really interesting #porsche as the traditional newbie entry point to all this #and vegaspete as the late stage sudden intense romance. #can u tell i accidentally started reading some old vampire diaries fics from my ao3 bookmarks at 1am last night. #like just picture the scene where both vegas and pete smile at each other after they kiss. but with this context #vegas is an amateur compared to pete. he has no idea what he is playing with #i just absolutely love the twist on the genre that pete creates. he’s such an anomaly

[eikooowie]

#eiko oowie activity #eiko diary #new Yume newbie homework

[mydimensionconcept]

INTRODUCTION: ME

Bonjour :)

I’m Kream! I’m 17.

My recreations are to read, write & learn about new topics

If you want to learn more about me & my other socials here's my carrd,

But most importantly read it for the rules of my account

WHY THIS ACCOUNT?

This account is like a diary for me & for you I'll say. I'm trying to do something different from the other accounts I see all over the Internet.

I know that for some it's more hard to achieve all this aesthetic we see everywhere: the hot girl, it girl, businesswoman, etc (I'm talking about girls/women but every gender is targeted). Not just with things like the organization but also with the motivation.

My point is that for some earing success stories isn't the best way for them to elevate themselves but it's better for them to follow someone path at the same time. With their dark and radiating moments (me haha).

Also mental health.

As someone with a lot of them I think that most of those “self-concept/care” accounts don't talk enough - in my opinion - about it while it’s a big part of people struggles. But they express themselves more about the statics way to reach this ideal.

And it's why I'm here! I think that even if I can't represent everyone I want to at least help people like me, regardless of their identity, to relate because I also want to be that hot/dreamy/it/rich girl even with my problems.

I know that some of you don’t know or just deny their problems and feelings. That you try to be better, to be perfect and I feel that too. I’ll not encourage you to follow this obsessional path but we’ll fight it together. Slowly. Because we want to be better right?

WHAT IS IN THIS DIARY?

Here my path will be expressed. My mood, my vent but also self-care hack, self-concept and goofy moments! Don't take this account too seriously. It's just a way to help myself while helping others. I want this account to be a safe place, a reference for people and a book to read and relax while learning new things (^-^)/

More precisely I'll speak about feelings, society, school, self-concept/care, my goals, books, series, my interests generally (go read my carrd page to know more) and more. Every day I'll try to furnish something different here.

WORD OF THE END

To conclude, this blog is a diary. For you, for me and our future self because it's what all of this is about:

Me, myself & my self-concept

PS: if you wanna talk my dm are open! (TW&CW: I'm suicidal, depressive with bdd and I've been anorexic so really don't be afraid to reach out to me. I'm here for you and I care)

#librarians #makeup #lipstick #library card #newbie #journaling #journal #tumblr diary #diary entry #personal #personal diary #my diary #mental heath support #blog intro #introduction #women writers #writing

[theforgottenlittleprincess]

https://linktr.ee/littlestoftheones

I made a silly link tree to consolidate and it just looked fun in all honesty… I also made an OF that isn’t linked yet since I haven’t done anything with it yet… I waaaas getting mentored on reddit about how to get back into adult cam stuff and how to be successful on OF buuuuut with all the drama over something the ceo did reddit has gone all to hell in a hat basket… well… ok it already kinda was but this time someone like set the basket on freaking fire and doused it in moonshine cause it is bad… so… now I dunno what to do… I don’t want any OF that is totally nsfw and like clickbait level dirty cause that’s just not me.. I want to have fun doing this… I mean it 80% fun/keep me from loosing my 💩

10% confidence building/a little lonely 5% I’m bored (and probably high) 4.5% curious and like 0.5% half hoping for a little bit of financial independence… not holding my breath though… but… now wtf do I do T-T

#linktree #stuff i made #self promo #i don’t know what to put here #i don’t know what i’m doing #small biz #newbie #stoner #420 #dear tumblr #tumblr diary #yeah idk #now what #just fml #please

[bigmeandragonlady]

not me getting upset about the writer for tvd saying magic made everything easy/was an easy button again

#the vampire diaries #tvd #how uncreative can u be #esp with an emotionally charged newbie witch #the fact that bonnie didn't accidentally blow anything up is a travesty

[imaramennoodle]

fellas is it gay to cut wood with the person you have a crush on

#god this hellsite hasn't heard my incoherent crush ramblings for so long #anyways she's in tech now!! #she did join w her friends and her friends all vaguely scare me but I feel like they're gonna flake out after a few meetings but #also maybe not #they weren't there today for whatever reason maybe thats what I'm basing that on #and by friends. I mean two friends that I don't know. #we have almost the same friend group I think thats why she joined because a lot of our friends are in it #I can't wait to horribly confuse everyone new at the first performance #we have this thing pre show like ritual for tech it's so much fun but also very very confusing when you experience it the first time #we gave the newbies tours too. told them that the tech director would get them if they didn't wash their paintbrushes off well enough #god I should start a diary or something

[girlmedusa]

the way the older fanfic authors actually wrote…. like they had individual voice!! like you weren’t guaranteed the best but if they were grown (25 and up) and that fic was posted before 2013 you were in for a treat. the new fanfic girls know nothing.

#the difference between an og and a newbie #the og had a 9-5 and KNEW they didn’t have to be authors to be good writers #they respected a copyright too #diary

[mejoella]

Hiyiiii!

It's meeee.

"I definitely can't remove you, that I like, totally from my life because I'm trying to stay mentally sound but there's a place of control, a place where the month passes by without me saying hello to you.

Still in the place of control even though it's hard....but all's good."

#real life #control #sacrifice #mental health #newbie #feelings #one sided feelings #dear diary #doing well #writing inspiration #creative writing #writing #thoughts #spilled thoughts

[mairient]

Admin's Presentation

eyoh I'm Vera, pleased to make your acquaintance.

pronouns she/her, 16+ y/o, italian, queer aroace.

pfp: STARember (artist of tgcf's manhua)

banner: official genshin impact event

i like drawing, writing, reading and wasting time on the internet otherwise playing videogames on my computer/tablet. i'm a digital artist with an uncertain artstyle [finger artist and self-taught so don't expect too much from me]. i like to write angst, but my writing skills sometimes just... go fuck themselves and i won't put down anything for weeks because *yes*. [probably Tws] blood, death of the mc/secondary characters, maybe spoiler alert etc.

my favourite type of games are mostly with a pixel like graphic, rpg horror, gacha games, indies and otomes.

fandoms i'm in: the apothecary diaries, tbhk, hsr, twist, chainsaw man [eventually updating more].

Admin's playing atm: paper lily, hsr, r1999, a date with death, fears to fathom-home alone

this blog is a safe space 🏳️‍🌈

DNI: homophobics, transphobics, pedophiles, proshippers.

Twitter (yes, i won't call it "X")

Instagram

#hsr #tbhk #twst #chainsaw man #the apothecary diaries #newbie artist #newbie writer #writing shitposts #and nope

[morethanastrangerlessthanafriend]

Diary entry 5

Trips

- ..Then I took the plane from Oslo to Myanmar, spent a few days there. After that the last destination was Kuala Lumpur.

- My god, woman, where haven’t you been?

- (Your arms. Your mind. Your heart.)

#trips #i love her #younglove #couple #dear diary #daily diary #diary entry #i dont like this #lost love #poem #poetry #unrequited love #im sorry #i dont even know #poetic #romance #romantic #partner #newbie #am i doing this right? #doing my best

[rantsnraves]

Why does it hurt when you love?

They say it wouldn't hurt if it isn't love. Then why does it have to hurt when we love?

Love is supposed to be a joyful feeling. It's supposed to fill our hearts with so much happiness that it would've made us wanna love more. But why is it that when I give love, all I get back is pain?

Am I doing it right? Is this really love? Do I really have to beg for love to make me feel the happiness that it should have given me?

#feelings #emotions #loving #hurt/comfort #personal diary #emotional #newbie #follow me #follow #talk to me