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shootingmorningstar · 1 month
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Hello,
Can we get a platonic headcanon for Vaggie and Fallen Angel!Reader?
I've been so excited to write this one .ᐟ Vaggie deserves all the love, platonic and romantic alike.
Vaggie and a Fallen Angel Reader -- Platonic HCs .ᐟ
At first, I think she'd be wary of you. She knows she shouldn't be, you'd fallen to Hell just as she has, so surely you're also out of Heaven's favor. An outcast just like her.
She just can't seem to trust that, though. At least not initially. Not after the latest extermination where Adam had killed one of her friends. And this isn't even beginning to mention they killed Adam. Heaven is likely more furious at them than ever before. The very first man has been taken from them, and Vaggie's terrified of the strength at which she fears Heaven is planning retaliation.
How can she tell you aren't part of that retaliation .ᐣ What if you falling was nothing more than an act and Heaven had sent you to infiltrate their ranks .ᐣ The information you could report back to them could be devastating.
She doesn't even recognize you from her time in Heaven. That means you likely aren't an exterminator -- your job could be even more significant. The role of spy could easily be entrusted to you. This wouldn't be the first time someone had came to them and turned out to be a spy.
They were just lucky the first attempted spy was . . . well, the way Sir Pentious was. Is, but she doesn't know that. You could be far more lethal, you could be trained for this. And until Vaggie is completely sure you mean no harm to her, to the Hotel, to Charlie .ᐣ She's watching your every movement, every step.
Charlie was more than likely the reason you'd found the Hotel, anyway. She seems to have a knack for finding fallen angels at this rate.
You can't help but to accept the Princesses invitation -- you have lost everything. Your life, your friends, your status, even who you are was ripped away from you when you were sentenced to fall. You have nothing, and Charlie seems so earnest. It's strange, she's a demon, hellborn and the spawn of the devil.... but it's almost as if you can see a halo above her head.
And so you accompany her back to the Hotel. You'd heard tales of Vaggie -- one of Adam's favorite exterminators that had spared a citizen of Hell. She'd grown weak and disobeyed Heaven's rules, being forced to pay the ultimate price in exchange.
She was the furthest thing from what you expected. You'd heard she'd fallen for an act of mercy. It had inspired you, actually. Weren't angels supposed to be merciful .ᐣ Vaggie's act of kindness was what had spiraled your thoughts on Heaven's judgements and what had ultimately been your downfall, just like her.
You looked up to her. Even lost, heartbroken and confused as you were, you'd be lying if you weren't just a little excited to meet the same fallen angel who had shown you the way, even if indirectly.
Where was her mercy now .ᐣ Her eyes were so cold when she looked at you. You'd hoped to have someone who understood, who you could talk to and understand.
Again, it's Charlie who assumes the role of reason. She talks to Vaggie privately -- Vaggie didn't see how devastated you'd looked when she first found you. The golden blood that had soaked your feathers. They're partners, so Charlie asks her to trust her judgement.
It's also Charlie who pulls you aside and talks to you. She knows Vaggie better than anyone, explaining the way Vaggie was treating you isn't born of malice, it's fear. Just like you, Vaggie lost everything. Charlie is everything to her, and she's afraid your presence is going to endanger her.
You start to understand Vaggie a little better after that. Bit by bit, you're realizing just how cruel Heaven can be, and you suddenly get why Vaggie was so wary of you.
It takes time and patience, but she begins to come around. She sees just how attached you've grown to the Hotel and its cause and the hurt clouding her mind begins to clear. You're a soul treated cruelly by Heaven, just like her. Open up to her, tell her you fell because you thought all souls could be worthy of mercy.
She'll begin to open up to you, too. You become a secondary confidant to her. A lot has happened since she fell, so the information you offer her is priceless, too.
Vaggie loves Charlie with all she is, but it's so nice to have someone that's been in her shoes. You understand.
The best friend bond you build with Vaggie is so good for the both of you.
You give Vaggie another reason to maintain strength against Heaven in all that may come. They'd hurt another person she loves, and that keeps Vaggie fighting.
I loved getting to write this one .ᐟ Platonic relationships are just as meaningful as romantic ones, and it's wonderful getting to show that. As always, let me know what you think .ᐣ
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u3pxx · 2 months
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disco meshi au rambling below major spoilers for both disco elysium and dungeon meshi (only up until chapter 62)
BARKS anyways i was suddenly hit with a pang of "extremely normal about harry du bois" and thinking about the idea of harry being a former dungeon lord in this au
i'll copy-paste a bit of the rambling i did in tags (and clean them up) to catch you all up to speed
- ok so maybe harry + kim won't go dungeoneering on their own but maybe they were sent to investigate dangerous dungeons and sent to make sure those aren't threats anymore (kind of like the canaries) - maybe harry had become a dungeon master at some point and the part of him that was eaten was his memories. - GODD dungeon master harry is kind of giving me grief though. can you imagine what he would count as his perfect life. can you imagine when the illusion starts to fall apart and he's accepted that he will be consumed? but he doesn't get to die. that's his curse.
i have like several ideas on what things would be fun to explore in the au and one of those ideas is harry and kim being assigned to maintain the safety of a dungeon which just so happens to be: the dungeon that harry used to control.
(note: i do not remember that well what happens to a dungeon after the dungeon lord has been dethroned. iirc it does still stay there so OOF. imagine traversing to a dungeon and seeing things that should be familiar to you but you just cannot remember anything. it hurts when you look at it, but what did it mean to you?)
i just think that harry after being left, now an even more broken man than he ever was, being granted this false escape from his situation in the form of his deal with this demon. the kingdom he's built inside the dungeon, what if it was just a home. what if it was just a home, like any other home on the surface. surrounded by trees bearing apricots. what if it was a humble home for him, his wife, and their unborn children. what then huh orz
and then i thought: "hey now, didn't dolores have a line that LITERALLY had the words, "i will eat your mind"?" and then --
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Dolores Dei: "... it was *a hundred million years ago*. I was someone else then -- filled to the brim with love for you. Hanging on your every word. Oh Harry, you were the *coolest*... But I am no longer that person. This..." She points to herself. "... has taken her place. It will devour you. Harry -- I will eat your mind."
COME ON. MAN. DO I EVEN HAVE TO DO ANYTHING HERE ORZ
thinking about. the demon manifesting as this monstrous amalgamation. if i think of a better animal than lamb that symbolizes what dolores dei represents then i'll change it but MAN.
anyways. thinking about this comic ryoko kui wrote and thinking about the dungeon as a metaphor for addiction. thinking about a demon that devours and feasts on a person's desires until there is nothing left of that person and thinking about the pale that slowly grows and expands and turns everything into nothing at all. MY BRAIN ISN'T WORKING ANYMORE SO I'M SORRY IF I CAN'T EXPRESS MY THOUGHTS MORE COHERENTLY. HELLO CAN ANYONE HEAR ME DFGDHJK
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also, i think dora is an elf from a wealthy family in the au. just another layer of arghhhhgghgh to add above everything else. another reason why her family doesn't like harry is because he's from a short-lived race.
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amizuki · 10 days
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it will be forever funny to me how the flashback portraits of Wittebrothers made Caleb seem like he's had packing peanuts for a brain
(this post ended up becoming quite lengthy, and so did the tags somehow, because I kinda devolved into a rant closer to the end of writing this whole thing, so bear with me here)
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so we know that Philip and Caleb became orphans when both of them were still kids. after that, they ended up in Gravesfield and, to fit in with everyone else who lived there, picked up witch hunting and started thinking that witches are pure evil. Caleb knew perfectly well that he's the only family Philip's had left and that he even may be his his only friend, since, judging by the portraits, they've only ever hung out with each other and we don't know if those two ever made any other actual friends.
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until one day, during a witch hunt he and Philip were both a part in (something Caleb seemed happy to do, judging by his smirk there), he met a witch – Evelyn – someone he's been taught to hate and want dead by the townsfolk. someone who, again, in his mind, should be evil.
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but he just suddenly does a 180 and goes "damn, you can make fire with your hands, you're actually pretty cool"
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and then a few days (?) of talking to her later, he's running off to live with her in the Demon Realm, while simultaneously not giving a single fuck about the brother he's abandoning.
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(he even runs off with a smile, with a literal :D face, I fucking can't lmao)
Philip ends up seeing Caleb get dragged off through a weird portal and later follows along, thinking something like "no, my brother wouldn't just up and abandon me without saying anything. he probably got captured by that witch we saw together that one time! she probably used some demon magic to bewitch Caleb and took him through that portal to kill him or worse! I gotta go save him!". and, after spending god knows how long in that realm, searching endlessly for his missing older brother, he eventually finds him. but he also finds that Caleb is not only perfectly okay and not hurt in the slightest, he's also peacefully walking together with the same witch who "captured" him, even holding hands with her.
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and when enraged Philip tries to attack Evelyn, to protect Caleb from the witch who took him from his home, from his brother, still thinking that Caleb's under her control, Caleb just... gives him a hug and goes on to introduce the witch as his new wife to him (I'm assuming that portrait is the same day as the other three, if not the same scene), also adding on top of that that they're having a child. all as if nothing happened. treating the whole thing like everything's perfectly okay and just another normal day, fully ignoring the fact that he threw his brother away with no care or thought, leaving him completely alone, a full orphan, now with zero actual family left (in TTT, during their backstory, it's said that "Caleb did his best to take care of his younger brother", meaning that either they never got adopted in Gravesfield, or whoever adopted them didn't give a shit about the two, so they still mostly had to fend for themselves), all to go smash some random 5 out of 10 witchussy he talked to, like, 3 times. no fucking wonder Philip killed him!
(btw, jokes aside, it didn't seem like he intended to kill Caleb, because in that portrait where he's ready to kill with a knife in his hand, he's facing forward, while Caleb is actually to his left. so it just looks to me like Philip was gonna try to kill Evelyn again, and Caleb either jumped in front of her to protect her and got accidentally stabbed or he attacked Philip back, to, again, protect Evelyn, and Philip ended up winning that fight. but that's just my theory)
my brother in literal christ and literal titan – why in the FUCK are you just hugging it out with a smile on your face??? you ran off while giving absolutely no warning to anyone, especially your younger brother! why do you think he's here and actively trying to attack you and your new wife? you're not even trying to address the fact that you left him! at least when Luz ran off to a different realm without warning, she had a "I'm still at the camp" cover, so Camila wouldn't worry that much about where her daughter is, and even then she still felt bad for leaving her mother and planned to go back home once summer was over. this chucklefuck, on the other hand, just permanently portaled away to the Boiling Isles, knocked up a witch and fully settled down there, walking around with a big ol' smile and no care in the world. "Philip who? never heard of him"
the only thing that would sorta make this situation seem better (as in, not make Caleb seem like an overly naive ignorant brick), in my opinion, is if they added one more portrait – after the one where he meets the witch, but before the one where he leaves. in that portrait, Caleb would look like he's trying his best to convince Philip that witches aren't actually evil, and perhaps even try to get him to go live with them in the Demon Realm, all the while Philip's looking at him with either disagreement/disappointment/disgust or just rolling his eyes and full on ignoring him, while sharpening his witch hunt tools or something. then it would look like Caleb at least tried to make his brother change his mind, like he tried to offer him a chance to go with them. but no. with the way the portraits look in the final version it just seems like Caleb was fully on-board with killing witches since he was young, even pulling his younger brother along to think the same way, Philip also thought that Caleb was perfectly fine with killing witches, but once he actually meets a real witch (assuming they've never met one before) he instantly pulls an uno reverse card and just runs off with her, without so much as telling his brother beforehand.
I'm not trying to say that "Belos should've been redeemed, because he's the victim here and Caleb is bad and it's all his fault". he still murdered his brother and went on to manipulate everyone on Boiling Isles for centuries, with his end goal being the death of all witches, while simultaneously being stuck in the loop of "denial" and "bargaining" stages of grief – repeatedly trying and failing to recreate a perfect copy of Caleb, but also killing each one that came out wrong or went against him. Belos not being redeemed in the end was the right choice (ignoring the "Belos was always le bad" from King's dad), I agree with that. frankly, if he actually got redeemed in the end, I'd probably be seething for the next 3 to 5 years, like how I did after the Diamonds' "redemptions" in SU (yes I'm still pissed about that lol). I'm just saying that, from what was shown to us, Caleb didn't seem like that good of a person either, not as bad as Belos ended up being, but still not that great. and, once again, seemingly had a raisin for a brain.
(off topic, but during Masha's retelling of Wittebane's backstory, their "sounds like big bro got a hot witch girlfriend and little bro got upset" line was so fucking cringe, it gave me a fever for 3 days the first time I watched the episode)
k, rant over, I dunno what else to add
TL;DR: I think Caleb was dumb as a brick, because, from what was shown to us in their backstory, he seemed to have run off to Demon Realm and abandon Philip without telling him anything beforehand. when Philip came to BI to look for his brother, who he assumed was under control of the witch who "took" him, since he thought his last living family member wouldn't just abandon him, and when he eventually found him, and it turned out he wasn't in any danger at all, Caleb just brushed the whole "I left you for witchussy" thing under the rug and pretended everything was and is perfectly fine, even though it clearly isn't. rip bozo
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filmbyjy · 1 year
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IT TAKES TWO
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PAIRING: nishimura riki x fem!reader
SUMMARY: you've always despised nishimura riki. ever since he decided to jump onto the next girl when you broke up with him. your love for him lingered and you missed him. however, you knew he didn't like you anymore. or maybe he still did?
WARNINGS: this decently angsty and honestly idk what I even wrote. cursing and tons of them! very childish fighting between ni-ki and you. my brain can't comprehend wtf i wrote. kissing! idk if that's a warning.
WORD COUNT: 4.8K words
taglist[perm]: @ja4hyvn @ahnneyong @milklix @kar0ki @sugarsunoo
a/n: okay I lied. this has been in my drafts since 2022 but like still it’s been a year😀oh i didn't exactly proofread this. i did check the grammar a little whilst trying to write but it's not fully proofread.
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you pushed yourself off the ground, breathing heavily and sweating profusely. the mirrors were fogging up, a true sign of hard work had been done.
“great job (name). that would be all for today.” heeseung, a senior of the dance club, says. you smiled at him.
“thank you sunbae.” heeseung chuckles.
“you don’t have to call me sunbae (name)-ah. we can speak casually, of course i’m still older than you so you have to use a little formality.” you shyly looked away.
“o-oh alright heeseung sunba-i mean heeseung oppa.”
“better.” he ruffles your hair.
“hey hyung, are you done with her? jay hyung has been looking for you.” ni-ki says.
you gave him a hard glare. now, you may ask who was this ni-ki guy. well he was nishimura riki, a classmate of yours.
heeseung nods and he sends a small smile to you before leaving the place. ni-ki rolls his eyes.
“you do realise heeseung hyung has a girlfriend right?”
“yeah.” you in fact did not hence you formed a painfully obvious crush on him. “why do you care anyways?” you growled at ni-ki.
“jeez calm down tiger, I just noticed how you always try too hard to get heeseung hyung to notice you. it’s clear he has already set boundaries between you and him. he sees you as his little sister.”
“shut the fuck up.” ni-ki smirks.
“and what if I don’t, lee?”
“well nishimura, both you and I know this wouldn’t end nicely so I suggest you shut the fuck up before I make you.” you stare at him hard.
“think I’m afraid of you Lee? just cause your brother is Lee Minho? captain of the dance club? your dear brother loves me (name)-ie.”
you gave ni-ki the finger and left with your things.
ah the dynamic between you and the boy. the tension was too high, even your brother thought so.
“that’s where you are, what took you so long.” minho whines.
“save that whining for jisung. ah wait, forgot you are probably stuffing your tongue down his throat instead.”
“yahhh what’s with the uptight behaviour?”
“you know why Minho.”
“you and riki kid again? oh lord, you two are like cats and water. enemies.”
“you’re just saying that because soongie wouldn’t get in the bath water.”
“SHE WAS CLAWING ON ME AND THAT SHIT HURT.”
“cut her nails then.”
“what? no! she has to use those nails to attack anyone I hate. I’m training her, she’s our fiesty lion.”
“and how is training going?” you looked over at Minho.
“not well…”
“there’s your answer, let her live. she probably already hates you more than ever.”
“SHE DOESNT. YOU’RE JUST UPSET RIKI HASN'T KISS YOU YET!”
“now why would I want that demon child to kiss me?”
“the tension (name), do you not feel it?”
“no mr.krabs, I am not feeling it. the only tension I’m feeling is our hatred for each other.”
“yeah but that tension can be something more…like sexual tension.” you gave your big brother a smack on the head.
“we are 17, Lee Minho. get your mind out of the fucking gutter. moreover, I would never kiss someone like nishimura.”
“oh you two go by first name basis, watch him call you Mrs.Nishimura.”
“in your dreams.”
“BABEEE!!!” jisung clings onto Minho’s arms. minho leaves a cute little peck on the boy’s lips.
“ugh you two are disgusting.” you grumbled.
“hyungie, think we should find a boyfriend for (name)? she’s kinda extra spicy today.” jisung says.
“ay fuck you, you’re lucky you’re my brother’s boyfriend or else I would have roundhouse your ass a long time ago.”
“hyungie, she scares me.” jisung hides behind minho.
“(name), please don’t scare jisung. Oh and sungie, she just finished an argument with riki and she’s tired from dance practice. just let her live okay?”
“but she needs to release her tension.”
“you and everyone else are the same. I already told you that me and nishimura do not have any sort of tension besides the hatred we have for each other!”
“then if you don't, why don’t you go out and find a boyfriend? I bet you’d be a hundred percent way more happier.” jisung says.
“I would’ve had a boyfriend if I wasn’t a coward and confessed to heeseung sunbae and if he didn’t have a girlfriend!” you yelled. you froze after saying so.
“you like heeseung?” your brother says.
“minho, please don’t tell him. it’s no use of telling him if he already has a girlfriend.”
“he doesn’t have a girlfriend the last time I checked?” jisung says.
“what?”
“who told you that?” jisung asks.
“ni-ki.”
both minho and jisung shared a knowing look.
“(name), have you ever thought riki might have a crush on you? hence he said heeseung had a girlfriend?”
“what? why would he like me when he fucking hates my guts.”
“look (name), both you and riki are really dense and we hate it. we can tell the both of you like each other.” jisung says.
“you’re talking fucking nonsense, jisung.”
“(name).” minho looks at you.
“just drive me home and then you can go on your little date with jisung.” you shut your brother down. Minho sighs.
“alright, you’re okay with being alone at home with the cats right? mom and dad won’t be home early tonight.”
“are they ever home early?” minho wanted to answer but he couldn’t because it was true, when were they ever home.
he drives you home and drops you off. he rolls down the window.
“how about you order something if you’re hungry or-”
“i’m not going to the nishimura’s.”
“mrs.nishimura is usually home so if you want some home cooked food. I suggest going over.”
“yeah yeah. have fun on your date you two.” you rolled your eyes.
“(name), don’t do anything okay?” minho says.
“like what? have sex? that’s what you two are gonna do.”
“we aren’t-(name)!” jisung blushes.
“just get in the house, dork.” minho says.
“yes, my dear brother.” you bowed and went to open the door.
you entered your home and were instantly swarmed with Minho’s cats.
“doongie, dori where is your sister?” you asked the two cats. dori meows and walks, seems like it was trying to lead you somewhere.
you followed the cat and well you found someone in the backyard petting soongie.
“nishimura riki.” you mumbled under your breath. you watched him smile and pet the tabby cat. it rubs itself on the boy happily, tail curling in happiness.
why did he look so cute? wait-
the boy senses a presence looking at him and as such, he looks up. you stay frozen in your spot. he stands up and opens your back door.
“had fun staring (name).” ni-ki smirks.
“fuck off.”
“how cute, got you all flustered huh.” he teases.
“very funny. why would you get me flustered, nishimura.” you rolled your eyes.
“well, lee. if a good looking guy like me enters someone’s home and they are alone…why wouldn’t any girl get flustered?”
“that just makes you a pervert.” you bite back. ni-ki scoffs.
“fair enough. anyways, I’m here cause my mom told me to call you and your brother over but seeing as to how he left with his boyfriend…you’re home alone.”
“I can handle being home alone myself. I’m not a baby.”
“you wouldn’t be saying that when you were 13.” you gave the boy a sharp glare.
“I told you to not talk about when we were 13. also, can you stop bringing up the past? the past where you hurt me?”
“when did I ever hurt you?” ni-ki says.
“when we fucking broke up.”
“we were young, we both made mistakes. there is nothing for you to dwell over the past we had.” ni-ki rolls his eyes.
“you’re right. I shouldn’t dwell over it but I can’t stop these feelings.” a tear falls. “get out. you’ve already hurt me enough and you’ve lied to me a lot. there is no point of us seeing each other anymore.”
[flashback, 4 years ago]
both you and ni-ki were young and very much in love. no one knew you two dated, everyone only assumed you two were best friends. not even your family or his. which was weird considering the amount of time you two spent together, guess no one really cared.
he was popular with everyone and you were decently acquainted with everyone. there were tons of sneaky dates at the library and maybe cute little pecks here and there. they were innocent of course. that’s how your love was, an innocent puppy love.
but you wanted something more…serious. you sincerely loved ni-ki. you wanted it to continue in the future years and you even thought about marrying him. you were too in love with him. however, ni-ki just wanted something casual. he was too immature and young to think about getting in a serious relationship.
so he has never admitted he loved you. yeah, he confessed but he hasn’t said ‘I love you’. one day, you had confronted him.
“I love you, ni-ki.” you say.
the boy sits there stunned.
“love? don’t normally people who are in a serious relationship say that?” he questions.
“are we not in a serious relationship?” you asked. the boy laughs.
“why would we be? we are young. I still haven’t grown a beard!”
“so you don’t love me?”
“I like you but that doesn’t mean I realise that I want to truly like you with my full heart.”
“oh.”
“I still have many other girls after me, you don’t have to be the only girl I like. besides, we are also best friends. it’s kinda weird still.” he says.
“let’s break up.” you say not looking up at ni-ki.
“okay.” you looked up at him. how could he so casually say that? “i’ve been meaning to start dating aria from our class anyways. think I should ask her out now?”
no remorse whatsoever. that’s when your hatred grew for him.
“go ahead and fucking date her. I’m not your girlfriend anymore and neither am I your best friend anymore.” you threw the necklace. the necklace signified your friendship of 3 years. it was a matching one with ni-ki’s but since you two were officially not friends anymore you gave it back to him.
“what? we can still be friends (name).”
“not with someone who broke my heart.” you say. you cried on the way home. that night, minho had comforted you despite not knowing what happened.
he vowed to hurt the person who hurt you but up till now…he didn’t know it was ni-ki. the person he trusted the most.
[present time]
ni-ki knows you were crying. he remembers the day you had broken up with him. he was stupid he knows. which was why…he vowed to get you back and never let you go again.
but he can’t. he doesn’t know how to. the only thing he was good at was breaking your heart. he was bad at love and he was also afraid. which was why he couldn’t bring himself to hold you close.
he leaves your home. never to come back even though he really wanted to.
the boy enters his home, his mother eyeing his slumped shoulders.
“what happened? why isn’t (name) with you? she’s supposed to have dinner with us. also where is minho?”
“she’s not going to come. minho hyung is out with his boyfriend.”
“what do you mean she’s not coming. it’s dangerous for her to be alone in the house. go watch over her.”
“mom, she’s turning 17 and she’s pretty much independent. I don’t need to watch her.” ni-ki huffs.
“did you two have a fight? riki, sweetie you need to be less assertive. (name) is a sweet girl, you need to be gentle with her.”
“mom, can I please just get to my room?” Mrs.Nishimura sighs.
“fine, I'll just go over then. dinner is on the dining table, have some before you go playing your video games all night as per usual.” ni-ki hums. his mother going over to your home.
you hear a small knock at your door and went to open it. Mrs.Nishimura pulls you into a hug.
“did ni-ki hurt you again (name)? if so, I’m so sorry for my son’s behaviour. I have no idea why he is like this when the both of you were so close in the past.”
she quickly checks up on your face. it was obvious you had just finished crying, she sighs.
“I am so sorry this happened (name).”
“it’s fine Mrs.Nishimura.”
“no, it’s not. he is my son. you two were friends and out of nowhere you two just stopped being friends. I should have prevented it, I should have seen it coming.”
“it’s not your fault Mrs.Nishimura. it was ours, we-” should you really tell her? both you and Mrs.Nishimura were really close. even back then when you were younger.
“what happened sweetheart?”
“we used to date.” Mrs.Nishimura gasps.
“oh my, what did my son do to you?” she asks.
“we were too young, we didn’t know about love. well, mostly ni-ki. I wanted it to be sort of serious but ni-ki didn’t. he said something along the lines of me not being the only one he might fall in love with and there was no guarantee that he might still like me. I broke up with him and he was okay with it. I-” you start to choke up, “I love him.”
this stunned Mrs.Nishimura. she never thought this would happen. she knew it was hard for you and how much you’ve gone through with the heartbreak. she holds you close as you cried on her shoulder.
“oh sweetheart, I’m so sorry this happened to you. I didn’t know you two were once lovers. while I’m happy that you two did date, whatever my son did is not right.” she says to comfort you.
once you’ve calmed down, she caresses your cheek.
“how about you have dinner okay? it will make you feel better and if you’d like, we can chat some more and talk about what happened.”
“thank you, Mrs.Nishimura.”
“oh sweetheart, you can call me aunty. only if you’re comfortable of course.”
“thank you aunty.” she smiles before pointing to the thermal bag.
“go eat sweetie, I need to run back to my house to give my son a big scolding.” she says before she steps away. you held onto her wrist and she turns back to you.
“aunty, can you please not tell him? I don’t want him to find out that you know about our past relationship.”
“of course, sweetheart. in that case, I’ll just grab something for you instead. a sweet treat or something.” she smiles at you before she leaves.
you sighed. at least you didn’t have to lie to Mrs.Nishimura about why you and ni-ki fell out of the close bond.
the next day, you were walking to your class when ni-ki pulls you somewhere secluded. well not so secluded, it was just an empty classroom. the moment he stopped, you pulled your hands away from him, giving him the scariest glare you could do.
“what do you want?”
“my mom.”
did Mrs.Nishimura tell him?
“she knows about us.” ah so she did.
“and what about it? what we had was in the past, why do you care if she knows?”
“because she’s my mom (name). she was never supposed to find out about us.”
“you’ve always wanted to keep us a secret. have you ever thought about telling her or your dad eventually?”
“never.” ni-ki says
“oh wow, how selfish of you. i can't believe you. this is why we broke up. you never thought of being in a serious relationship with me, you never wanted to show me off and you wanted me to be a secret. I never wanted to be your sneaky link.”
“who said you were my sneaky link? (name), I liked you.”
“oh really? remember all those dates we had? hidden, kept away, that’s all i was. then with what you said after we broke up? you wanted to date another girl after I literally just ended the relationship. do you ever have remorse? was I ever someone important to you?”
“of course (name). you have always been the most important to me.”
“cut with the bullshit, riki. If you had ever liked me, you should have stopped me from breaking up with you but you didn’t. you left me to cry for days, get sick and made me hate myself for so long. do you know how hurt i was? i genuinely thought i’d die from crying so much. and why? because i loved you. that’s how much i liked your stupid ass and now i’ve sort of moved on from you, you stop me from getting the happiness i deserve? why are you toying with my feelings?”
by now, tears were already flowing across your cheeks. the silence was deafening and you just wanted to leave, and so you tried to but not without ni-ki pulling on your wrist and pulling you into a hug. you don’t even register he was hugging you until you feel your shoulders getting wet. ni-ki was crying, he let his walls down.
“i’m so fucking sorry.” ni-ki whispers. you tried to push him away but he only holds onto you tighter. “please, don’t leave me.” he whispers again.
you stood there frozen, you let ni-ki cry on your shoulders. you were already late to class so a few more minutes with ni-ki wouldn’t hurt or it possibly could. you feel small pecks on your neck, something ni-ki did in the past while he was cuddling with you. he freezes and lets you go.
“i-i’m sorry. i shouldn’t have overstepped your boundaries. we aren’t dating anymore and you have feelings for someone else now. i should respect that. i should go.” ni-ki leaves the room.
your heart still longed for him no matter if he hurt you multiple times, you wanted him to be selfish for once and realise that he is worthy of you. 
“nishimura riki, you have once again hurt me.” you couldn’t cry anymore even if you wanted to, you just went to class.
after school, you went to the dance studio. heeseung obviously knows you weren’t okay so he stops you from continuing the routine.
“hey, are you okay?”
“yeah, i’m fine.”
“(name). you know you can always trust me.” you breathed in.
“heeseung oppa, i like you.” heeseung’s eyes widened.
“oh, (name). umm, i’m sorry but i don’t see you like that.” he says trying to let you down in the most gentle way possible. you felt like crying and not because of heeseung but because of ni-ki. a tear slips out and heeseung panics.
“h-hey, i’m sorry. you don’t have to cry.” he wipes the tears falling. you laughed while trying to wipe the falling tears.
“it’s okay, i’m not crying because of the rejection.”
“oh, then what’s wrong?”
“ni-ki.” you say. heeseung tilts his head, you told him what happened. he was a little shocked to find out the reason why you two were enemies in the first place.
“(name), i think you should be upfront with him. tell him how you really feel, how much you still like him. ni-ki hasn’t dated anyone else and we have been wondering why. he never talks about why so we thought something happened, we never thought you were the reason why.”
“you make me sound so evil.”
“(name), you know that’s not what i mean.” heeseung huffs. you giggled.
“i know.” you hear the door crack open and followed by a slap on the arm and complaints. heeseung facepalms.
“boys.” heeseung says. they pile out. “how long have you been standing there for?”
“since (name) confessed to you.” jake says. sunghoon slaps the boy’s arm.
“curse you for being painfully truthful.” sunghoon whines.
jake shrugs, “well, i am not going to just lie about it.”
“we were eavesdropping, that’s equally as bad as lying.” jay says. jake pouts.
“well all of you know why me and ni-ki hate each other. even you minho.” you say. minho walks out from behind sunghoon, awkwardly laughing.
“sorry, (name). anyways, doesn’t that mean the reason why you cried so much when you were thirteen-”
“was because ni-ki and i broke up. yes, that’s why i cried so much.”
“oh my baby sister.” minho goes to hug you and you pushed him away. “I’m so sorry your heart got broken by a pubescent 13 year old boy.” you smacked his arm.
“god why did i have to have you as my brother.” you groaned.
“you love me (name).” minho says.
“yeah, unfortunately.” minho huffs at your words.
“okay so how are we going to get ni-ki to confess to you again.” jake says.
“jake there is no point. that boy is stubborn.” you say.
“you’re right, you should date me instead.” sunghoon says.
“dude, now is not the time to say this!” jay says.
“I was kidding. I mean, i’m park sunghoon. i’m sure, anyone would love to date me.” minho high-fives sunghoon.
“that’s my fav boy.” he says. you scoffed.
“let’s just drop this.” you grabbed your things and left the studio. minho runs after you.
“(name). come on, you have a whole team who are more than prepared to give you that cute high school relationship!”
“minho, i already said to drop it. I really don’t want to go through this whole problem over a boy who doesn’t like me.”
“are you sure he doesn’t like you, (name)?”
at minho’s words, your mind replays what happened earlier in the classroom.
“don’t leave me, please.”
ni-ki cried. he was never one to show his feelings. that was his most vulnerable state that you’ve seen him in. 
“yes, he doesn’t like me.” you say. you weren’t sure yourself.
“you’re denying it. i can see it in your eyes. you know something that we don’t.”
“minho, i just really don’t want to talk about this anymore. I’m tired.” you say. minho takes note of the painful tone you had. your voice wavered.
“alright, i’ll stop. you should go home.” you nod at his words and went home. minho sighs and goes back to where the others were.
“hyung, how did it go?”
“nothing much. i think it’s best if we ask ni-ki. the both of them used to date each other, clearly they still like each other.” minho says.
“jungwon, do you know where ni-ki’s class is?”
“of course, follow me.”
however, when they went to find ni-ki he was nowhere to be found. they decided to visit his home. as for you, as you were about to open the door. you could hear mewls coming from inside, you were worried about the cats so you went in. you noticed the cats surrounding ni-ki as he cries.
“why are you here and also you practically broke into my house.”
ni-ki was alarmed, “i’m sorry. i just walked in here aimlessly. my house is also locked and i don’t have the keys.”
“don’t you have classes in afternoon?”
“I didn’t go.”
“oh.”
ni-ki shivers. you went towards and placed a hand on his forehead. you sighed.
“you’re having a fever. come on, how about you go take a warm shower and then lay in the guest bedroom. i’ll grab some medicine from the cabinet.” you went to walk away but ni-ki grabs your wrist.
“don’t leave me, please.” he weakly says.
“I won’t, i’ll be here in the house while you go bathe. i need to grab clothes for you too.” ni-ki nods. he stands up to go to the bathroom. you left him a towel outside the door and clothes on the bed. you shut the bedroom door.
why were you suddenly taking care of ni-ki? he was the one who hurt you constantly and here you were. you shouldn’t be doing this. your heart aches. you decided to make him some warm honey water and grab the medicine from the cabinet. maybe you should make him a little something to eat, you weren’t sure if he even ate lunch. how did he even get sick in the first place?
you decided to make him a sandwich since it was the only easy thing you were able to prepare. you knocked on the door with a tray in your other hand. you heard ni-ki mutter ‘come in’ so you entered. you nearly froze in your steps when you noticed the hoodie he had on. it was the hoodie you had gifted him with while you were dating, it fit just nice since ni-ki had grown quite a lot.
the boy tries to dry his hair with the towel you handed him with. you placed down the tray onto the nightstand before grabbing the towel and helping him dry his hair. it was an unconscious gesture since you used to help ni-ki dry his hair after he finished bathing. he stays quiet. once you were done, you looked down at him. he was looking up at you and you looked away.
“i made something for you to eat before you have your medicine. there’s honey water too in case your throat is soar. I’ll be in my room-”
“stay, please.” he voices out.
“I have to study.”
“then study here. i need you, please.”
your heart races. you sighed.
“fine, i’ll grab my things and study here.” ni-ki nods and you go to grab your study materials and notes. you came back and placed your materials on the ground.
“you can do the work on the bed.”
“with you on the bed? i’m not your friend, nishimura.”
“i’m sick and you are technically responsible for me.”
“i am not responsible for you-”
“you saw me and helped me. this means you are responsible for me.”
“what are you? five?”
“you used to care for me when we were dating.”
“please stop bringing up the past.”
“the past that i miss.” ni-ki says. You froze.
“don’t lie to me. you never missed me. you only wanted to fool around.”
“I regret saying that.”
“well too bad, nishimura. we broke up. that’s it, that was the end of us.”
“it doesn’t have to end, (name).”
“if i gave you another chance, you’d just throw it away again.”
“i wouldn’t.”
“ni-ki.” you say.
“(name), i really really love you.”
what was this sick joke he was playing.
“i used to look forward to hearing you say that but now it just seems like a joke to me. you don’t have to put pity on me. i know i was desperate back when we were young. i just really liked you so much.”
“i am not joking with you, (name).”
“prove it then. if you love me so much.”
“I’m sick, (name).”
“well, that sucks then-” ni-ki leans in and kisses you. your eyes widened, you could feel his lips moving against yours. this was really passionate but soft. ni-ki has never kissed you like this before. your eyes flutter shut and you kissed him back.
ni-ki sighs into the kiss, his hands reaches up to your cheek to hold it. he tilts his head to slightly deepen the kiss. one that shows how much he treasured you and how sorry he felt for hurting you. you pulled away.
“i love you.” he says it once again.
“ni-ki, we can’t make this official.”
“i know. i’ve hurt you a bunch of times. we’ll take it slow.” you nod.
“i need to trust you first. i can’t bring myself to just forgive you.”
“alright. can i at least hold you?”
you nod before climbing into the bed. he wraps his arms around your waist. the both of you laid down on the bed. it was a little awkward but ni-ki still felt at ease knowing he was able to hold you.
A year later, you were in your bedroom playing games with ni-ki. he attempts to sabotage you in mario kart.
“yah, ni-ki!”
“too bad, babe!” he sticks out his tongue.
“hey! you guys started the game without us!” jake huffs. both you and ni-ki smirked at each other.
“we started first because i wanted to play a round with my girlfriend.”
“urgh, i am not over this. it’s been 5 months since you two started dating and you’re already pulling the ‘couple’ card.” jay says.
“oh, it’s been 5 months?” you say.
“5 months with my beautiful girl.” ni-ki squeezes you and pecks your cheek.
jungwon gags at the sight, “I liked it better when they fought.” 
“i have to agree with that.” minho says.
“young love.” heeseung shrugs.
“let’s back out of the game so they can play, ni-ki.” you pat his arm.
“okay.”
“IM PLAYING AS PRINCESS PEACH!” sunoo yells.
in the end, you got your happy ending.
with the same boy who hurt you.
nishimura riki.
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grvyrd-drms · 8 months
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creepypasta characters getting absolutely zoinked!!
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A/N: in honor of me getting so stoned i puked last night. how i think crp's feel about the mary jane.
characters: jeff, toby, ben, masky, hoodie, e. jack, l. jack, natalie/clockwork, jane, liu, nina, helen/bloody painter, puppeteer, jason, candy pop, zero, kate
CW: drugs obviously lol, flashbacks/trauma
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jeff: secretly too afraid to use lighters anymore so he sticks to dab pens. claims he "doesn't want weed all over his shit" but everyone knows the truth lmao. takes baby hits cause it hurts his lungs. 4/10.
toby: oh ABSOLUTELY handles it like a CHAMP. the one who's constantly ripping the bong that it gets annoying. he likes that it calms his anxiety and tics, and its one of the only times he feels like he can relax and get away from all his... issues. finishes peoples bong rips and joints for them. doesn't like blunts. prefers to smoke alone but likes when brian tags along cause it makes toby feel like he has a brother. helps people out if they wanna roll/learn/etc. 11/10.
e. jack: prefers to be in touch with his senses completely. afraid that if he's too careless he'll go all spooky cannibal demon on everyone. doesn't mind when other people do it, though. 0/10 just cause he doesn't smoke.
l. jack: never let this thing near any drugs ever. i feel like drugs wouldn't even work on them??? stoned toby once tried to get them to smoke cause he thought it'd be funny. they ate the joint. -1/10.
masky/tim: prefers his cigarettes. he already has issues with the constant DID switching he doesn't need anymore time skips or anything. likes feeling in control. in high school and college before it all got bad he definitely blazed it up though. 6/10 for past experience.
hoodie/brian: 100% was the one blazing it up with tim in school. hits pipes like a PRO. sometimes smokes with toby if they've been on good terms/its been a good day and the proxies aren't at each others throats. 8/10.
natalie: dooooeeessss not like not being in full control. can't handle it and it freaks her out big time. she'll start getting triggering flashbacks if she's high enough. when her and toby were dating she fucking hated whenever he got high. for effort, 2/10.
nina: the gf who looooooovessss weed and then is gone by the first hit. definitely takes a way too big hit and throws up after trying to impress everyone. she likes fruity vapes and puts stickers on them. 7/10.
jane: NU-UH!!!! does not go near drugs of any kind and gets nervous around intoxicated people. keeps her guard up when she's around anyone like that. she did once help natalie to her room when she was stoned though. and for that mom energy, 1/10.
ben: i have this little hc that ben just kinda. gets shit for people. being a part of the internet he can get anything ordered, anything shipped anywhere. as a fee he likes to charge people in weed (or something sexual if he's being a nuisance and likes the person). has never once bought his own bud and doesn't keep track of it. you'll get strawberry cheesecake and banana pudding in one bowl and you'll fucking like it. nobody will smoke with him due to that. 9/10 tho he blazes it up.
kate: never learned how to do any of that and doesn't really feel like learning. hates people too much to ask someone to teach her. gets intimidated whenever she sees toby and brian work out the mechanics of it all. 1/10 poor baby.
liu: DOES NOT PARTAKE IN ANY OF THESE ACTIVITIES AT ALL ‼️🙅 acts like he's too high (lol) above to do drugs. in reality he's just too awkward and scared to ask anyone to smoke with him. if anything he would have a dab pen cause he can't roll or pack for shit. 3/10 you'll get there one day buddy.
helen: casually smokes here and there to relax himself. not addicted, more of a recreational/medicinal user. 8/10.
puppeteer: this fucking GUY. in competition with toby for highest tolerance/biggest stoner. i mean look at him he's a theater kid and he has a beanie. thats like 100% stoner material. smokes blunts like theres no tomorrow. 11/10.
zero: definitely makes it into a competition and judges people if they can't handle a hit/finish their milk. every single time accidentally gets way too stoned trying to beat everyone. worst person to smoke with but her tolerance is incredible. 7/10.
jason: believes he has better things to do than get high and do drugs. always busy with his 'work' and his companions (the circus pastas) feel the same. 0/10.
candy pop: no one lets them near their stash. they have not once encountered any type of drug. no one is willing to share. so sorry buddy. 0/10.
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Do you also find the "symbolism" of Luz glaring down at Belos like his hallucination of Caleb cringy and confusing? I don't get what the point of that was other than "Luz representing Caleb finding a new life in the demon realm,” which makes ZERO sense considering she had no affiliation with Caleb (that goes to Hunter), and Caleb was the parent figure in him and Philip’s relationship. Not the child like Luz was with her mom. Honestly, WAD is so confusing...I don’t get what the message was...
I don't know where the "Luz represents Caleb finding a new life" idea comes from when we already have that with Hunter. He was made as a replacement and he ended up becoming more like Caleb than Philip originally intended (which has a lot of unfortunate implications for someone with identity issues).
Titan Luz glaring down at Belos as he grovels to her is supposed to represent how he no longer has any sway over her. That she won't let his manipulations gnaw away at her mind. That the only way to combat lies and emotional manipulation is to not engage with it.
This would all be fantastic if Belos ever had any amount of influence over Luz. Pretty much from day one, she has dismissed any attempts at connection from Belos; she calls out his lies and hypocrisy and it's only because she didn't know Philip and Belos were the same person that she was tricked by him.
Her angst arc isn't even really about seeing Belos as a person and how his goals are similar to her own (except for one line in WaD, which imo doesn't count). She spends more time fretting over how her friends will perceive her and how she's the cause of Belos' rise to power, which is just stupid. The fact that her angst arc has 3 different resolutions with no sign of growth from Luz in her journey just makes the writing even worse. She ping-pongs from accepting her friends' validation to pitying herself again, which can be realistic but in a story, there has to be a reason why the character is not progressing that connects with the character's development and themes of the show. Luz's angst really has nothing to do with her as a character, it's just for the audience to feel sorry for her and perhaps project their own feelings onto. So when Titan Luz does have that stare down with Belos, what was exactly accomplished? What did the character learn? Why is this a victory for them?
A better character to glare at Belos as he grovels for mercy would have been Hunter. His whole life he's been lied to, abused, and tried to win his uncle's respect. He had a confrontation with Belos in TtT but the victory was undercut by Flapjack's death and Hunter is hell-bent on finding Belos so he can't hurt anyone ever again. This plot thread is soon abandoned for Hunter supporting Willow's mini-arc and then the Hexsquad are effectively benched for the finale.
It would have been much stronger if Hunter was the one to face Belos silently, signaling that his uncle no longer controls him, that he will not even give him the benefit of a response. All while Belos rots away as he fails to bring back his brother again.
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In real need of some scruffy fluff. Seeing how gentle he is with her when she’s mentally very low just makes me feel so much better.
"Everything okay?" Dick asked, glancing towards you. It had been a run of hard days- the after math of your mother's death hit harder than anyone expected.
You'd been forced to say goodbye years ago- but that didn't make this easier somehow. You were curled on a chair watching tik tok's over Stephs shoulder- participating as much as you were able to. And anyone who knew you could tell that you were pretty medicated.
"She's talking again so that's something. And she's got appointments with her therapist lined up."
Dick nodded, "How are you doing?" No one ever seemed to Ask Jason how he was handling things. And they should. He looked tired.
"I'm okay," he said honestly. It hurt knowing your mom was dead- it felt like losing a link to his mom. Even if he had his own complicated feelings about her. "It's just... hard sometimes knowing how much she's suffering. And knowing how long this went on while she felt like she had to hide it from me. Until she couldn't anymore."
"But-"
"I'd rather know she's hurting than have her feel like she can't talk about it. I watched her mom use drugs to manage the ups and downs- the fact that she used Nicotine and allergy meds to do it amazes me."
"Yeah," Dick agreed. They'd all speculated at different times that you had a secret drug problem. But when Bruce managed to sneak a drug test, they'd always come up clean. Except for that nicotine and allergy medication.
"She's still here," he said. "Still fighting. Still trying. And I can handle no bones days and some manic cleaning demons along the way if it means we get some good days. She didn't ask for this and she doesn't deserve to be left alone for it."
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felice-jaganshi · 19 days
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My Fallen Apple
Lucifer X Reader
Chapter 10
It was Extermination day… Lucifer was pacing back and forth, like a tiger in a too small cage.
“Luci…” You wanted to help him, but neither of you could do anything. The nature of the Deal he'd been forced to make, made it so he was magically trapped in his home every extermination day. It was his own magic binding him too, the only way he could be freed today is if someone killed a hellborn demon. And he was terrified that it could be Charlie. 
“Not now love… I'm… unsettled.” 
 
“What can I do to help? Surely I can do something?” You tried to reach out to him, and he stopped pacing, taking your hand and kissing the back of it.
“I'm worrying you, aren't I? I'm sorry.”
“Just a little.” You say honestly, and try to pull him in for a hug. He comes along easily, falling into the comfort of your embrace with an aggravated sigh. 
 
Suddenly, he flinched in your hold, “Dazzle. I just felt Dazzle die! Oh fuck, Charlie's in trouble!” He tried to pull away but you held firm.
 
“Let me go with you! I want to help however I can!” You had this conversation yesterday, and it took all of your will to convince him he'd take you with him if he was able to get out on extermination day.
Now that it was actually happening however, he looked terrified.
“I- I can't! I could lose you!”
“I can distract Adam! If Charlie's in a bad position, one distraction could save her life, or someone else's! I have to try. Please! ”
He couldn't waste anymore time! He needed to get there now!  
 
“Fuck, fine!” He held you tight and opened a portal, finally able to get to the hotel. You saw Adam in front of Charlie, reaching out for her and you threw yourself from Lucifer's arms, wings ejecting to get in front of her. 
 
“Adam! STOP!!” You stand in front of him and he's frozen in shock at the sight of you.
 
“I- Becky?!”
 
“That's not my fucking name!!” He could never get it right! Just as you're about to throw a punch at him, he gets a surprise left hook from Lucifer! He went crashing into the hotel skylight.
 
You turn to Charlie as Lucifer helps her onto her feet. 
“Sorry I wasn't here sooner, sweetie.” 
 
Adam came back out of the skylight he'd crashed through, eyes locked on you.
“The fuck are you doing here?” He sounded hurt.
 
“You pushed me into hell, remember?” You lean into Lucifer's side, opposite of Charlie. Adam looks between the two of you. “I should thank you, actually. I met the kindest, most loving man in all of creation thanks to that fall.”
 
Charlie looks shocked to realize you're an angel too, but before she can say anything Adam is charging at Lucifer with a scream of rage and pain!
 
“Again!! A third fucking time! How many of my bitches do you have to take before you're satisfied?!” 
Lucifer let him get one hit in, shoving him into the wall before shape-shifting and flying up. It didn't even hurt him a little.
 
You watch in worry as Adam tries to shoot him, but Charlie puts a hand on your shoulder.
“He'll be fine. Dad's the strongest angel ever!”
 
When Adam blasts the hotel with his holy light, shrapnel imbeds itself into your wings and body. Lucifer dives to catch Charlie, leaving you to fend for yourself! Just when you think you're done for, Adam catches you.
 
You try to push away from him but he holds you tight. “Why?! What the fuck did I do wrong?! First Lilith, then Eve, now you?! I just- why won't anyone love me! ?” He's crying, you realize.
 
“Let me go! Luci!!” You call for help, seeing him holding Charlie, he looks up at you, panicked. 
 
“Becca! Don't worry babe, I'm coming!” He set Charlie on the ground before flying up to get you back!
But Adam was always a sore loser… he held you tight by the neck, out in the air. Your wings flapped sporadically, blood pouring from them. You couldn't breathe! Is… is this how you'd die? You've already died once,  why is the universe so awful!?
 
Lucifer is forced to stop where he is, “Let her go Adam! She's not a toy, she's a person! You wanna know why none of them loved you?! Because you didn't respect them! You didn't treat them like people! She's my best friend Adam, do you even have one of those?! A friend?” 
 
Adam's hands shook, “Fuck you!” He then threw you at Lucifer before shooting a light beam at you both!
 
Lucifer caught you, but now he couldn't shape-shift, and there wasn't really time to dodge! He barely flanked away and one of his wings had a massive hole blown into it!
Adam charged, and Lucifer kicked him into the ground, not yet registering the pain in his wing. He dropped down himself, setting you down and approaching Adam's crater. “You come at me, and my family! But don't forget, you're in my house now, bitch!” And he began wailing on him! It… was actually kinda hot.
 
Charlie pulled back her father's rage, and the adrenaline that had kept you standing wore off. Causing you to fall to your knees.
 
Some tiny girl ended up killing Adam, but you were too tired to summon a reaction of any kind. In fact… Why was everything so… quiet? That was your last thought before darkness consumed your vision and sleep overtook you. Fuck, not again…
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ssouhekii · 7 months
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a/n: I tried to find the most accurate feminine version of each name. i wasn't sure whether to turn nicole's surname into a feminine version or not, because of the debate about gogol being ukrainian or russian. i kept the surname the same, so sorry if it's inaccurate. not proofread!
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Feodora Dostoevskaya
- Her chief love language is acts of service, though these acts could border on terrifying if you weren't the one recieving the favors.
- You'd never doubt that she loves you, though, because to commit a crime for someone is the ultimate act of love.
- You think.
- She'll take care of any major inconvenience for you without you even mentioning it to her.
- If someone had stolen your identity, she'd find them, steal their identity back, and take you on a shopping spree.
- She has eyes everywhere, so never try to hide something that's burdening you. She'll figure it out, and help you fix it anyways.
- Feodora has never known how to express herself truthfully all that well. She may not be able to write a searingly beautiful love poem to the one she loves most, or show them a boombox below their bedroom window and blast a song to declare her love, but she can do other things.
- Her other favorite thing to do for you is play music. Nothing makes dear Feodora happier than seeing you in her audience, big or small, for the cello.
- Aside from cello, she can also play the piano and the harp.
- Feodora mostly plays classical music. However, she'd maybe be convinced to learn a pop or rock song for you. Only for you, though.
- She's also a great listener. She'd love to hear anything you have to say, losing her analytical skills as she gets lost in your voice.
- The only thing that the genius "demon" of the Decay can't figure out is how to stop biting her nails.
- Luckily, you're there to help, buying her press ons or even very short acrylics to stop her biting.
- Unfortunately, rats have very strong teeth. She appreciates the effort, and does her best to stop, though.
Nicole Gogol
- Nicole's chief love language is gifts.
- Whenever she sees you, she'll bring you something. It may be small, just a rock she found or a deck of cards, or it may be huge.
- Like, she-snuck-a-car-into-her-overcoat-large.
- The types of gifts will depend on how you react to them.
- If you get easily freaked out, she'd love to bring you someone's eyeball from her escapades for halloween, or matching lockets with both of your hair for your birthday.
- You're still not sure how she got your hair, and she won't tell you. A magician never reveals her secrets.
- However, if you're not all that squeamish, she'll surprise you in other ways.
- Have you ever seen an albino cat? A two-headed snake? A three-eyed fish? Have you?
- She'll take strange things from any circuses or shows she's travelled with, either to give or just to show you.
- Of course, she wanted to give you all the two headed animals, but you said there wasn't enough space in the house.
- You may serve as the voice of reason in the relationship, but Nicole has smarts of her own.
- She loves to read philosophy books with you, and ramble about her own theories.
- Even if you don't understand, she's glad you listen.
- Nicole loves to put on little magic shows, just for you.
- You've seen every attemptible trick in the book, and you wouldn't hesitate to see any of them again.
- Nicole moves so smoothly when she performs her tricks, and performs them so delicately that you're reminded of how much she cherishes you.
- She wouldn't do any of this for anyone else.
- Occasionally you even get to play assistant to Nicole, watching doves flit away while her arm wraps around you and holds you tight.
- You're always in the audience for dangerous tricks, though. She doesn't think she could bear to see you hurt.
- By the way, Nicole is really strong. Really, really strong. When she works out in the mornings, you often serve as a weight for her push ups.
Tatsumi Shibusawa
- Tatsumi's chief love language just has to be words of affirmation.
- Though she'll shower you with gifts and pay unending attention to you. her favorite thing is to compliment you.
- You are, after all, more amazing than any jewel she's ever seen.
- She loves to show off and impress you. Tatsumi is very vain, so seeing your eyes on her in wonder puts her on top of the world.
- She often tailors clothes for you. She knows your measurements by heart, and many visits to her have been accompanied by a gasp of surprise at a whole outfit completely unprompted.
- Speaking of which, you can expect to wear lots of matching clothes now.
- Whenever you go out, you're often matching. If not a full outfit, you both at least have silver necklaces on.
- Though cold, Tatsumi is a very sentimental person. She will keep anything you give her, and even a paper heart will recieve the same care as one of her crystals.
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dirtytransmasc · 1 year
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The lyle and mansk get captured by the metkayina ask lives rent free on my mind and i've just been imagining this little human kid who is appsrently very VERY traumatized walking around with two giant recom ex (maybe?with time????) Rda guys bodyguards who play and mess with him but also don't let anyone (Jake and neytiri, anyone else are kinda ok bc they are like....prisoners still but they don't get away without a few growls ) get close to him. Also i think it would be funny Jake recognizing any of the two
jake knew them, not well, but still, he knew enough that he didn't fucking want them around. lyle was quaritch's lap dog, mansk was supposedly a fucking psycho, black ops type psycho, and now they're playing all buddy-buddy with 'his kid'. neytiri only see's demons when she looks at them, they disgust her, she wants to kill them, and she would if it weren't for ronal and tonowari and ronal insisting they be left alive.
ronal feels something, eywa telling her to keep them alive, to give them a chance, if only for this little boy's sake (I totally believe that if someone told her she was 16-17, almost an adult by human standards, despite looking so tiny and young and broken, she would lose it. he's just a baby, truly, after everything he's been through, and she see's it). so she protects the remaining recoms because they protect the boy in a way she can't; they have built up months of trust and understanding, they know this boy inside and out, and he allows them to get close. tonowari trusts his wife, though a bit wearily as they are trained military goons in advanced na'vi bodies, not something to mess around with. but the look in the boys face as he clings close to them, the few and far apart smile he shines at them when they tell a stupid joke or begin to ever so gently rough house with him, its worth the risk.
spider is, to put it bluntly, is not doing well. he still has no home, not that he knows of (ronal and tonowari are desperate to take him in, but he can't see that), and his family went from group of ragtag recoms to just two, the three of them barely surviving the loss of everyone they had left to love, to cling to. he's tired, everything hurts, he's tired of being watched like a fucking ticking time bomb, tired of having the two people he has left being treated like glorified lap dogs. but he has lyle, who can always make him smile, even when its hard, and mansk who makes him good food and gives him moments of joined solace.
the boys are just happy to be given this second chance, a chance to be more then just RDA dogs, but were they even really that anymore? sure, in their human lives they were dogs, taught to sit and heel and bark, taught to bite on command, but now? now they were just tools, their lives had no meaning, no value. but now they have the boy, they have a soon-to-be home, if their well-trained observation skills are anything to go off of, and for the first time in forever, they feel like they can breathe.
they never let jake and neytiri even think about approaching the boy, only allowing ronal and tonowari, the kids, and with some hesitancy the other villagers. they don't want to isolate him, he's had more then enough of that, but they need him to be safe. spider spends most of his time with them anyway, finding ways to annoy them, climbing all over them, telling stories by the fire, curling up in their laps to catch what little shut eye he can manage. they manage to be a little family, to some extent, and that's ok, they make it work.
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silverynight · 4 months
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I'll just leave this dialogue and go to sleep:
Muzan was finally defeated, his sister was back and they were all safe from the demons! Everything was fine!
But still, something was missing... something that could fill her life in the future, soon her sister will be grown up and will think about her own life and her own happiness, as it should always be...
But what about tanjiro? What will he do? That's what he thought at all costs that starry night, he and all the other hashiras were having a small celebration for the fall of demons and muzan and now after having fun, they were all looking at the sky, at the light and at the stars, each one thinking about what they will do in their future to finally be happy
And if we have to be honest, we all know what the Hashiras' main goal is now that they are free, and that goal was there with them, smiling and looking up with her usual gentle smile, but at the same time, it conveyed a melancholy feeling, a feeling that Shinobu quickly recognized and became a little worried
"Did something happen tanjiro? It's so quiet all of a sudden" said shinobu, making all the hashiras look at the boy who just closed his eyes and continued smiling
"I'm fine miss shinobu, I'm just thinking about everything that happened and how happy I am!"
"That's great, my boy! We defeated Muzan and the other demons, everyone is safe from those damn things!" Rengoku spoke with his exaggerated but also remarkable happiness
"I can even think about my retirement much more calmly, it's time to just take care of my fiancées" 'with you included in it of course', was what uzui concluded in his thoughts
"Yes...taking care of the ones we love, that sounds good..."tanjiro thought, he...was feeling so bad seeing everyone around him living their lives while he will be left behind...alone...And the more he thought about it, he trembled a little and his lips became more trembling from crying
"Tanjiro, sweet....are you really okay?" Mitsuri asked, looking and noticing that the boy was looking strange, Tokito hearing the question, decided to get a little closer and lightly took his hand
"You know you can tell us anything, we trust you more than anyone here" tokito said looking at tanjiro then most of the hashiras agreed
Tanjiro closed his eyes, took a deep breath and looked down...maybe it wouldn't hurt if he opened them a little, right? Your sister will live, the hashiras will live, your friends will live...What will be left of him besides memories ?
"I was thinking about what my future will be like and how I will be alone, I love my life, but since the fateful day my family died and my sister turned into a demon, I haven't had a rest and much less did I think about myself, I love pleasing people and being there for them but I can't help but wonder who was there for me, you know?"
He continued as his hair covered his eyes "it's a selfish thought, I know and I'm so happy that we are finally free but I still feel incomplete, my sister will grow up and get married and I won't be by your side anymore, same thing with you and my friends, all living their lives freely while I'm left alone"
He looked up again smiling as a small tear fell down his cheek "I just really want to know.....if someone will ever love me and be there for me when I need it...Will I ever be loved by someone?"
(That's it, if there are any grammatical errors I apologize 💜)
Aoi listening to all of that and thinking that even after all Tanjirou has been through, he's still the same oblivious sunshine.
Because there's no way the Pillars won't marry him as soon as they can, as soon as they get a sign that Tanjirou likes them back.
She sighs and notices the hashira looking at each other before smiling kindly at Tanjirou.
And then, of course, they attack him with hugs and kisses to make him realize that, as long as they live, he'll never be alone again.
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starlightshadowsworld · 4 months
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Bsd except when the Orphanage finds out Atsushi's ability they have him taken away by the government.
They consider killing him before he can become trouble. but Fukuchi intervenes.
This reasoning being that an ability user that can turn into a tiger and one who can regenerate, will be a very valuable asset in battle.
And given that reasoning and the man is THE Ouchi Fukuchi, they readily agree.
Atsushi is kept in a cell much like the one he'd have in canon. Except this ones got guards.
He's rarely ever called his name and treated like a lab rat. The absolute joy they had when they discover he can regenerate.
His only real visitor is Fukuchi, who trains him. Sometimes he'll tell him stories and tell Atsushi he'll be the key to peace.
This all comes ahead when the ability war begins, Atsushi is around 10 and despite his young age no one had any issue sending him into battle.
His fellow soilders are all uncomfortable about it though, some even think it's a joke until they see Atsushi on the battlefield.
Atsushi fights to survive, he fights like it's the only thing he knows how to do. It's the one and only time he's free and he revels in it.
And given his regeneration, he's basically unkillable.
Somewhere along fighting a war and trying to survive, Atsushi meets and befriends Yosano.
A lot of the soilders wanted to keep him from her, believing him to be a monster. If Yosano was an angel than Atsushi was a demon.
Yosano thinks they're all idiots and bandages Atsushi's wounds despite him telling her he's fine.
He doesn't talk much, he's simply not used to it but he listens to he'd rant about her day.
And when he's not fighting, Atsushi will help tidy up her station.
Yosano is the first to hear him laugh at a joke she makes and she lights up, because I knew you could laugh I knew it!
The moments they have together remind everyone harshly that they are just children. They have no place in a war like this.
The two become like siblings, bickering one moment and than joking the next. And being a year older than him, Yosano is very protective over Atsushi.
Though he's just as protective over her. The day the soilders turn on Yosano, Atsushi is right infront of her growing at them in warning.
He doesn't let anyone so much as lay a hand on her.
The day the only other soilder Yosano was close to (Tachihara's older brother) dies, is also the day everyone learns Atsushi can't regenerate from everything.
He's injured in an explosion, the fire from it burning him. Yosano rushes to his side and heals him, hugging him tightly. Crying that she can't lose him too.
Unfortunately when the war ends, they are separated. Atsushi is knocked out and taken away whole Yosano screams at them to let him go.
She loses herself, becoming a shell of who she was and horribly depressed for the next few years.
Atsushi had confided in her what his past was like and she promised no one would hurt him again.
To Yosano she failed him.
It's not until Ranpo asks her to join the agency, dropping not only s metal butterfly clip but a dog tag in her lap.
Atsushi's dog tag.
"He's not here, but he's alive. But you just leave that searching to me alright? There's nothing that the best detective like me can't solve."
It took longer than she would have wished but one day a knock is heard at at the infirmary door.
And there stands Atsushi.
He looks worse for wear but he's alive and he's here and that's all that matters. Yosano hugs him close, both are teary eyed and he hugs her back.
Ranpo smiles, leaving them to reunite. Though questions linger in his mind... What did the Presidents old friend have to do with this?
Did they hide Atsushi away because he was a child soilder, or was it for something more?
Ah well, Ranpo decides can wait another day.
Little did he know that bringing Atsushi to Yokohama meant he was exactly where he was supposed to be.
It's just that none of them knew it.
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autistichalsin · 3 months
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I'm really fucking tired.
All I wanted was a space to obsess over a fictional man, who brought me a ton of healing, in peace.
This group has made it their mission to chase not only me away, but anyone associated with me. They called me a rape fetishizer for writing CNC fic. They called me a pedophile for making an omega Halsin headcanon. They called me a self-hating lesbian/lesbophobic for saying it's TERFy to demonize queer male sexuality. They mocked my abuse by my mom, and when called on it, laughed that I deserved it for saying how Mint's actions remind me of her sometimes. They accused me of retraumatizing myself because of the fic I wrote, when THEY were the ones who retraumatized me by causing me to have a flashback to my mom abusing me. They accused me of absolutely vile things, and today they questioned if I even was "really" abused because of the fic I wrote. They repeatedly mocked my special interests and then got offended and played victim when I said this was ableist. They've sent suicide bait to me and my friends.
They've harassed others: they harassed a bi SH fan for asking them to stop saying it was icky to ship her with men until she left the fandom, they harassed someone who made a mod to turn Scratch into Astarion so they could see the animations (even calling this person as bad as Cazador), they harassed someone for making a headcanon about Astarion dancing with Tav, they harassed a lesbian who herself headcanons Karlach as a lesbian and doesn't like Karlach/Dammon but explained why others do, they harassed my friend Mish for saying she was okay with me writing CNC, they sent suicide bait to another friend of mine and said she deserved to get raped so she would sympathize with Mint, causing her to have a mental breakdown and have to go to the hospital for 24 hours, and every time someone pushes back against them, this group weaponizes their identity by saying that person is bigoted against their identity- while ignoring (at best) the marginalized identities that person has, or at worst, furthering oppression against them (I.E. their repeated ableist comments, including one of them snarling at another user about "enjoying your grippy sock vacation")
And despite all these vile things this group of people have done, people are still believing them and sending more harassment to myself and my friends in their defense.
I'm fucking tired.
I'm tired of defending myself. I'm tired of losing people I considered friends to their lies. I'm tired of having my inbox invaded by these vile people.
They are wearing at my mental health and this already made me relapse on one of my addictive behaviors and I am fighting really hard not to do the other one. I'm tired. I loved this fandom and I loved contributing my ideas. I get so many messages from people saying I made them feel seen or made them connect to Halsin's character, and getting a message from a survivor that my posts gave them the words they were lacking for what happened to them and they were able to work through it in counseling was honestly one of the best things to ever happen to me. I really don't want to lose that. Ever. But I can't keep doing this.
I'm not bigoted to my own identity. I don't hurt people. I don't fetishize rape. I'm tired of being a broken record and not being believed because that group is so good at fragilizing themselves. I can't do it anymore.
I just wanted to share my thoughts about a fictional bear man because it made me happy and so many parts of him gave me courage. I wanted to give up cynicism like he did. I wanted to find his strength to take care of people.
But I am honestly very close to regretting ever joining this fandom. I have gained so much from it, it helped my mental health immensely, but this shit has put me in an even WORSE place mentally than i was before I joined.
I don't know what to do. I'm just tired of the way, no matter how much I epitomize "living your best life" I get treatment from these people that I honestly wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.
I have a lot of painful feelings right now and I don't know what to do anymore. It just hurts and I think everyone would be better off if I'd never made this blog to begin with.
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uniquecellest · 3 months
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I've seen clips of Hazbin Hotel floating around and I have some thoughts:
I think Vaggie might die. BUT I do not think she will be permanently dead. I think Adam and/or Lute will knock her out but she will appear dead and instead will take her back to heaven and will wipe her memories from the moment she let the child go free up to when the Hotel is attacked and she is knocked out. Obviously Adam or Lute will then fill her head with lies and will turn Vaggie against Charlie specifically.
I think with the dead executioner, I don't think it was anyone in Hell. I think it was Adam or Lute so they can go to back to Hell to kill more of the souls down there.
With Lilith's disappearance it could be to protect Charlie and/or Lucifer or it could be that she's a big boss in what is coming. OR Adam/Lute/Sera or Eve (if we ever meet her) kidnapped Lilith and plan to use her as a weakness against her husband and daughter.
Angel Dust visiting Heaven with Charlie and seeing his sister and she doesn't remember him.
Angel and Vaggie getting kidnapped in Heaven along with Lilith and the three don't remember their friends or family down in Hell (cue Angel's brother coming in and knocking his ass back down PLEASE)
Sera isn't a bad or good. She has nuance to things but she does have a heavy burden to bare.
Emily will start to question but Emily won't be the one to fall it will be Sera or Sera loses her wings trying to protect Emily
Lucifer meeting his siblings again and Charlie meeting her aunts/uncles
Despite Angel meeting the requirements to enter heaven, it's not about what a person does if they reform it's about whether the person themselves actually wants to be/feels like they deserve to be in Heaven. For instance, Angel still has his contract with Valentino something that even Sera probably can't get him out of, and in the moments we see Angel improving he probably thinks/feels that he still does not deserve Heaven.
Alastor isn't real and is possibly someone created by Lilith's own musical voice/magic.
Alastor is Lilith in disguise
Alastor may say that he views Charlie as a "daughter" to get under Lucifer's skin, but he actually does and has trouble expressing his emotions about it without pissing off Lucifer
I need Jeremy Shada in this
Specifically I need Jeremy Shada's character and Jeremy Jordan to duet together in this show
Seviathan did something to Helsa or Charlie and framed the other for.
Upon that discovery, Helsa and Charlie - still rivals - grow a respect for each other and will help each other on occasion
Lilith has met Angel Dust before and views him like a son (get squashed Valentino)
Valentino will do something to tear Angel away from all of his friends. In particularly Charlie, Husk, and Cherri Bomb are the ones hurt the most and the ones Angel tries to make everything up to
We get to Angel's demon form in the finale
Charlie tries to talk to Vaggie but Vaggie just shuts herself out and leaves the hotel.
Lucifer tries to reassure his daughter that there is the possibility Vaggie was going to tell Charlie but she wasn't ready and Adam exposing her before she was ready has shaken up her foundation
The kid that Vaggie spared comes to help her
Vaggie is actually friends and keeps updates on the kid she spared
Lucifer hears how Adam pronounces Vaggie and punches (like the fight with the hyena's in Lion King and Rafiki hits one with the back of his hand without even looking; that's Lucifer with Adam)
Adam actually had it planned that everyone in heaven worried about a Hell uprising that he has been preparing his executioners to actually stage coup against Sera so Heaven can be what he wants
Adam was actually the first human in Hell and is the one that caused Lucifer's fall
Lilith, Lucifer, Charlie get offered the opportunity to being angels
Someone is pitting Adam against Heaven and Hell and in turn Adam pits Heaven against
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Hi there! 👋 may I request a one-shot where Gojo and Getou has a Yandere s/o? Who they don’t know is a Yandere until she decides to massacre all of the people who clapped over Riko’s death in front of them after seeing how upset they made them. And they, though are at first shocked that their seemingly innocent s/o would do such a thing, somehow manage to love her even more for it and the three of them decide leave jujutsu high together.
The little angel is also a demon
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You wanted to scream when you saw Satoru covered in blood carrying a body wrapped in white cloth.
You've known Riko as long as they've known her. It was their mission to escort her. However, you joined them because you didn't want the two to scare the poor girl.
You didn't want them both to get mad either.
And you can never choose between them. You can't say one is better than the other. You love them just the same.
You're the one stopping them from doing something they'd regret.
There's no fight when you're around. There's no arguing when you're around.
They have told you more than once that seeing you smile makes them unable to do anything wrong.
Especially when it comes to something that in a negative way can also manifest itself to you.
And something that is bad for you cannot exist.
They told you so many times.
You can't listen to someone insulting them. You can't watch them lose to anyone (although that almost never happens).
You wanted to whip the necks of all your superiors who ever had something they didn't like about them.
According to your lovely boyfriends, you had an innocent smile. You were like a little angel to them who changed their lives. Like a light that chases away all their negative thoughts.
They didn't expect your negative thoughts to be even more violent than theirs.
Satoru laughed at how jealous you are, even if you have two boyfriends with you. Two at a time. You are one, so small to them, but you keep them both close to you.
It might have been surprising. There were two versions. Or they're holding an innocent girl who's so sweet and cuddly to them. Or this sweet girl is holding them.
Many people have thought of the former. That they are more jealous, that they control you with their love.
The truth is that you control them by giving them your affection, and you get the same from them in return.
They are overprotective and also sometimes possessive.
You can't go anywhere without them.
However, the rules are simple.
You are also possessive. And also they can't go anywhere without you.
They pamper you. They care with their love.
In return they get the same.
It was all slowly changing you.
To them, you were still innocent and sweet. So tiny in their hands. You succumbed to them in almost everything. You were just for the two of them, and they could do what they wanted because you wanted it too.
Their little angel.
Demon for others.
A demon for those who have come among you.
You show contempt for anyone who did something they didn't like.
Over time, to the point that you thought what would happen if you got rid of the intrusive man who was bothering them.
But you were afraid that they would hate you.
Your biggest fear is that they will leave you. That they will stop loving you. And that you will no longer have them next to you. You won't have anyone to be an angel for again.
You knew you were a real demon.
Someone possessive who thinks about killing someone who annoys your boyfriends…
Especially when you know something is going on with them.
When you saw Satoru covered in blood, you immediately wanted to murder whoever did this to him.
His immaculate white shirt was red and torn. His pants that fit him so well. His face stained red. Whole neck. Blood in his snow white hair.
It ruined his image. You wanted to cry looking at him. You knew it must have hurt him a lot.
Would you like to take care of him now? Make him relaxed. Make him pay for all his hard work.
So is Suguru.
You saw that he was also injured. He's covered in blood. You wanted to do something for both of them right away. For them to feel good.
Your hands were shaking.
Out of anger. With the desire to do something else, and not just stand by.
Satoru looked at you.
Then Suguru looked at you as well.
Suguru held out his hand to you.
You ran over to him, hugging him. Ignoring the smell of blood wafting from his clothes.
"It's fine. Easy…" he murmured, stroking your hair.
Tears flowed from your eyes.
With your cheek pressed against the dark haired boy's chest, you looked at the other boy.
"Satoru…" You nodded, not even trying to hide your red eyes.
"I'm okay…Don't worry, baby." He said looking at you and then at the floor.
"Satoru, take Riko… And (y/n)." Suguru spoke up, massaging your arm before lightly pushing you towards his friend.
"Suguru, are you going to… Kill them all?" he asked with a serious, half sad face.
You looked at the smiling people around you who were clapping.
"It shouldn't matter if they're alive or not… They clap because she's not alive."
Satoru nodded his head at you so that the long haired man would notice that you were next to them.
You noticed it.
Satoru didn't want you to see or hear about it.
It doesn't matter that you thought about murder yourself.
Just this one time you could get carried away.
These people rejoiced at their defeat. You couldn't allow it any longer.
"Sugu, let's go already. I have to take care of you. I can barely keep myself from doing something..." You said looking at him with sweet eyes.
"… you heard her, Suguru. Don't let her cry anymore. You know I hate it."
You wanted to kill everyone around you. Now.
Grabbing your hand, Suguru started walking towards the exit. Just like Satoru.
By the time they got back to school, you stayed outside. You walked slowly along the paths and thought what to do to not think about it anymore.
You can't forgive someone for laughing at the failure of your loved ones.
You knew what you had to do to forget about it.
Same day. Not more than an hour after that incident, you went there again.
You didn't like blood. You preferred to be an angel to them, untouched by being brutal and deadly.
But at that moment you were too deadly.
An hour later, all you could see was scarlet puddles on the floor, showing the reflection of the ceiling.
The foul metallic smell made the room feel hotter. The air is heavier. It was nauseating
You knew what you did for them.
You knew they wouldn't be proud of it.
You knew it would make them hate you.
You could only regret it now. Because you can't turn back time.
You do not regret that the smiles disappeared from the faces of these people.
Your only regret is that you won't see Satoru's and Suguru's smiles so easily after all this.
It is possible that they will never look at you differently again.
You may have lost them at this point.
By securing your future as a murderer, you deprived yourself of their love.
You started crying as you ran out of there. To get somewhere else in the shortest possible time.
Because you knew how it would end for you.
Everyone knew that an angel could also be a demon.
They haven't seen you all day.
They were worried. they called. To see that your phone is in your empty room.
They've been looking for you everywhere.
They were furious and terrified.
They blamed themselves for scaring you.
They were unaware of what really happened.
Until their superiors gave them an important mission.
„Yesterday, after an escort mission, the dead bodies of everyone who belonged to the cult were found dead. Remnants of (y/n) (l/n)'s cursed energy .Considered a murderer, classified as a curse user, (y/n) (l/n) is sentenced to immediate execution. Gojo Satoru and Geto Suguru will find the wanted woman and make a judgment immediately."
They didn't know if they were supposed to laugh at what they were told.
You couldn't kill that many people, could you?
Their little angel wasn't as holy as they thought.
But no one said they wouldn't love the little demon just as much.
Ruthless and innocent. Deadly and sweet. So cute for them. You hated everyone they hated.
And in that moment you took revenge for them. Cutting off the faces of everyone who rejoiced at their failure in the mission and Riko's death.
Even if you are going to die now, no one has said when that will happen.
You will die, but for how long no one knows. In a hundred years, maybe more.
Nobody can make them do something they don't want to do. Nobody will order them.
They can't make their hearts filled with love for you slow down when you're gone.
Especially not now when their hearts began to beat even faster when they realized that you are able to do anything for them.
So they will do even more for you.
You will all break the rules.
To be even happier than you have been before.
It didn't take them forever to find you.
They both knew what places you would go or wouldn't go.
Besides, they knew you wouldn't go very far.
Even if you went crazy, they still knew you because you couldn't change completely in such a short time.
Even if your attitude has changed and you have become a different person, you will always be their angel to them.
Two madmen had their angel.
Now their little angel has two madmen for himself.
An angel starting to grow horns.
But to them, even a demon is cute and will get love. As much love as possible.
As they walked the familiar path leading to your house, where you were when you wanted to be together so that no one would disturb you at school, they only thought that it was cute.
You worry about them so much that you can do more than get pissed off.
You did everything for them.
They thought it was cute.
It shows how much you believe in their love.
You become ruthless.
Your love becomes ruthless.
It finally shows how hard you try not to let anyone spoil this nice life for you.
They can't spoil your nice life at the behest of someone you hate.
They can make it even more fun. Bring you even greater happiness.
Their little crazy angel.
Crazy people can live even happier.
You are the person holding them.
They will tighten your grip on them even more so you won't let go. May you spend all the minutes of your life together.
The next 100 years will be 52,560,000 minutes.
When they saw you lying on the bed, hugging a pillow, they both felt like their hearts ached.
Because they hated the sight of your tears.
You knew what awaited you after all this.
And you hoped they would come to you.
"…I know you came here to kill me. And at least I'm glad you're here." You said, keeping your mouth and nose in the pillow, inhaling the pleasant scent.
Satoru suddenly grabbed your chin, pulling you to look at him.
"Sweetheart…" He murmured with soft eyes.
"I'm sorry…" You groaned closing your eyes.
Suddenly you felt a tug on your clothes.
You looked down. Suguru ripped the gold button off your jacket.
You saw Suguru rip off a button from his jacket, and then he ripped it off Satoru's jacket while the white haired man gently held you.
You saw the boy drop three buttons on the floor and come over to put his hands on your shoulders from behind.
You looked at the smiling Satoru in front of you.
"Baby… Where would you like to go with us and never come back here?"
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