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• "Themed Phrases" - Scenarios Collection •
Important note: I had to repost this work because Tumblr's algorithm censored my previous post, devaluing all the work I had to finish this piece. I hope that doesn't happen with this one :(
About the game: Both characters' names and themed phrases are in alphabetical/numerical order to facilitate your life as you read this work. Thanks for spending some time on here <3
Pairings: Childe, Diluc, Kaeya, Kazuha, Scaramouche, Venti, Xiao and Zhongli [separately] x Fem!Reader
Word count: 7,5K+ words.
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Childe
Scenario
28. “Is this too fast for you?”
36. “You don’t need to be shy, my love”
42. “Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle”
TW: Alcohol consumption.
After some glasses of wine, kisses were not enough: both of you needed something more efficient than that to bring relief to your desires.
"I'm feeling... I'm feeling weird" You mumbled against his neck, breathing in his cologne.
"I know you're. It's easy to notice you're excited" His breath hit your ear. "Or should I admit you're horny?"
"Ajax... Stop with your teasing for once"
You felt a kiss against your collarbone that made you shiver, despite the warmth the candles in the bedroom provided.
"It was your idea to drink, in the first place. You know I get... Like this" You muttered.
“You don’t need to be shy, my love” He pulled you to a quick kiss, right before smiling devilishly. "You know I'm around to help you"
And then in the middle of confusion, the reason you both were commemorating.
"It's our anniversary..." You unbuttoned the first button of your coat. "I may have something else for you"
His gaze became piercing, almost cornering you when you showed him your lingerie.
"Lacy?" He grinned. "You're such a sly girl, uh?" If the fabric of your coat wasn't thick enough, it would have torn.
Your breasts were now fully exposed, as they looked perfectly sculpted in the cup of the bra you were using.
You finished undressing and that was when he guided you to your bed.
Your heart was racing inside your chest when he took off his gloves.
"Can I?" He asked for consent while his fingers caressed your hips.
"Yes... Yes, please"
His tongue felt warm.
Your body shivered under his ministrations.
Sucking your clit right before swirling his tongue around your bundle of nerves was enough to have you whimpering.
"Ajax- F-Fuck..." Your hands pulled his ginger hair weakly, pressing his face against your intimacy even more, to the point that the words he tried to say were all muffled, because wet and slurping sounds fulfilled the bedroom as Tartaglia prepared you to receive him.
“Is this too fast for you?” He muttered when he broke the contact to breathe.
“Please… Fuck me already” The fatui only smiled, quickly taking off his clothes in order to get freedom to move properly.
“Lift your hips for me and put your legs on my shoulders”
“Ajax…?”
“Don’t worry, I’ll be gentle”
His thrusts were steady and initially slow.
"It's a shame you're now only wearing your bra. That set was pretty hot on you"
A fast pace was settled and you could barely move much or handle all the stimulation.
"You know how I feel when you're all obedient and devoted to me, right, darling?" A hard thrust of his almost reached your cervix, making you whimper and squirm.
"A-Ajax..."
"Shush… We're both almost there"
Your bodies reached the limit some minutes after that, having you both completely surrendered to each other during the rest of the night.
Diluc
Scenario
1. "I’m going to remind you exactly who you belong to"
2. "Friends don’t do this kind of shit"
36. “You don’t need to be shy, my love”
43. “I’m going to fucking wreck you”
49. “Such a needy little thing, aren’t you?”
52. “I'm not done with you yet”
The crystal glass containing an untouched wine was now a fidget on Diluc's hand.
"Tsk, who am I fooling? I despise this shit"
He sounded bitter, almost raged when he abandoned the glass above the table, getting up from his seat at the Winery Salon to walk towards you.
"I'm sorry I have to talk to her right now, Kaeya. Perhaps you can talk finishing your conversation after I'm done with her"
"Diluc...?" You asked confused, as he guided you upstairs with a tight grip on your wrist. "I'm not... I'm not done talking to him"
"Save it" The man hissed. "I'm losing my patience with you, and you're aware of that"
"Diluc... What have I even done this time?"
"You're mine, (Name). You're mine and mine alone. Still, you can't bring yourself to stop seeking attention from other guys, uh? Especially from Kaeya, that..." He didn't finish his line, he simply locked the door behind him, sighing in frustration.
"This is... This is stupid" You said quietly. "You were the one who was disinterested in me. You said it would only bring confusion to the both of us. I guess you were right, afterall"
"What are you even talking about?"
"Don't you remember? You were the one who said 'Friends don’t do this kind of shit', Diluc" You said firmly. "Our relationship doesn't mean much more than being friends with benefits for you, right?"
"You know I didn't mean that phrase in that way, (Name). You're everything I could ever ask for... That's why my blood was boiling with jealousy of seeing you so close to Kaeya"
"So it was all about jealousy...?"
"Is it so astonishing having me confessing something like that?" He took off his gloves slowly, guiding you to his bed with his steps.
"Diluc... He's probably still downstairs..."
"It's even better if he listens to anything" A soft chuckle left his lips. "Now strip of those clothes, because I’m going to remind you exactly who you belong to"
The only thing you remembered the next morning was how that single time felt so special and different from any other nights you shared together.
"That's my good girl... Look how wet you're with so little stimulation... Perhaps you were close to Kaeya only to make me riled up, uh?"
You didn't answer him, you only squirmed when his slim fingers brushed against the most sensitive spot of yours.
"You wanted to get me jealous so I could fuck you hard enough to remember you that you're mine alone?" He chuckled softly. "And I must admit it worked pretty well, dear"
Diluc said before his tongue started exploring your sex, with his fingers still there. He had the habit of collecting some of your essence with the tips of his tongue before swallowing all of it.
"I can never understand why do you taste so freaking addictive on my tongue"
Your hands shakily pulled his red hair softly, not making him feel pain, but pleasure as he savored your heat.
"Diluc..." His name was nothing more than a mewl that left your lips.
"Such a needy little thing, aren’t you?”
He was right, were you needy for him.
But you didn't answer him.
"Say you want me to fuck you senselessly against this mattress, my lovely"
Still no answer, only moans leaving your lips as his fingers kept stimulating you.
"My lovely?" His movements stopped abruptly. "Answer me" Diluc slapped your thigh, gaining a louder moan from you.
"Fuck me, please... I need you filling me up completely... I need to feel you inside of me right now..." You obeyed him.
"I’m going to fucking wreck you”
And so he did.
It was the first time Diluc was rough with you during sex.
He was fucking you raw on that bed.
"You know what you signed up for, (Name)" He said between the hard thrusts of his hips. "You know how much I despise feeling jealousy. It's only fair that I'm the responsible one to teach my little girl a lesson, uh?"
You simply nodded continually, not being able to say much when your body was being pressed against the silk bed sheets while Diluc ravished your body.
The belly bulge his length formed every time he bottomed out inside you made him arrogant about it.
"Do you see how much our bodies match? You were hand-made just for me to fuck you this good, baby..." His hand gripped your chin, lifting it up for you to watch him closely.
"You're perfect... The most precious thing I have" His hips thrusted against yours roughly enough to leave you sore the next day.
"Diluc..." Fuck, he knew you so well that he could almost read your mind thinking about how close you were.
"Cum with me, doll... Let me feel you squeezing me as I fill you up with my seed"
Your nails sank against the skin of his back while your legs kept him inside of you even after your high.
"Look at you... All marked up as mine, uh?"
Sleepiness followed your orgasm, but you could feel Diluc getting ready once again inside your heat.
"D-Diluc...?" You asked quietly, almost shy about what would happen next.
"You don’t need to be shy, my love” That only made your cheeks glow red even more. “Even if you’re worn out, I'm not done with you yet”
Kaeya
Scenario 1
5. “I forgot my suppressants and my heat is going to start soon-”
9. “Bite me”
15. “Now take a deep breath…”
17. “Don't pull out”
28. “Is this too fast for you?”
29. “I didn’t know you were so sensitive here”
30. “That feels good, baby?”
31. “You want me to claim you, don’t you?”
32. “Make love to me, please”
49. “Such a needy little thing, aren’t you?”
50. “I’ve been thinking about you all day”
54. “I just want to make you feel good”
55. “I may or may not have left some…. Marks”
TW: Omegaverse, heats, creampie.
"This feels... Uncomfortable" You mumbled, changing your position for the hundredth time that minute.
Sweat covered your warm skin but that didn't make you feel better.
It was only getting worse. You'd reach a point that ignoring your urges and instincts would only lead you to your own destruction.
"Kaeya... Please, come home" You whimpered, pressing your legs together so you could try to release some tension.
But things started getting blurry.
And the sounds seemed so stuffy.
You had fainted.
And your boyfriend found you weak, sweating coldly as your body kept trembling despite how warm your skin felt.
"I'm here... Hey, I'm home"
"Kaeya...?" You blinked torturously slow.
"Yes, it's me. I'm here to help you"
"What's happening...? But your thoughts were foggy, since you were way too confused to think straight.
“You’re burning up with fever”
“My meds… I’m irresponsible”
“It’s something normal, (Name). It’s not like any of us can control our cycles”
“I forgot my suppressants and my heat is going to start soon-” You got up from the bed so quickly that your sight became black and your knees faltered.
“How many times do I need to say to you that you don’t need to suppress anything from your omega nature?”
“Kaeya… This is a burden. I’m a burden…” Gelid and strong hands pressed your body against his own, trying to help you come to your senses.
His lips pressed a kiss against your damp neck, gaining a whimper from you.
“K-Kaeya…?”
“I just want to make you feel good” Another kiss met your skin. “Allow me to take care of you, my love”
Carefully your clothes were taken off by his skilled hands right before he helped you to lay down on the bed.
The silk bed sheets seemed cold the first seconds you laid on them, but they were less cold than Kaeya’s fingertips that traveled against your arm, then hips and finally thighs.
Shivering, you suppressed another whimper when he sucked on your collarbone, marking you as his once again.
“I didn’t know you were so sensitive here” Kaeya jokes, kissing the bond mark you received long months ago, during your first cycle together.
“Kaeya… I’ve been thinking about you all day”
“I know, love. I know. And I couldn’t take my thoughts out of you”
His lips touched yours, asking for the permission you gave him instantly.
Your tongues explored each other slowly, while little wet sounds were made and propagated through the bedroom.
The kiss finished when you both needed to breathe properly.
“Open your legs for me, omega” As if you were enchanted, you obeyed him without thinking twice.
Your intimacy was fully exposed to the one who claimed you.
His fingers eagerly collected some of your essence just so he could taste you on his tongue.
A smile formed on his lips when the captain saw your expression.
“You want me to claim you, don’t you?”
“Kaeya… I need you… Myself was never enough for me”
“Shush… I’m here now, remember? Just trust me”
“Please… Please!”
“Such a needy little thing, aren’t you?”
“Just…” You whined when his finger stimulated your clit. “Just make love to me, please”
The man pulled your body towards his, slowly penetrating your sex.
Some tears of reflex formed on the corner of your eyes just to be kissed away by your partner.
“Good girl…” You felt a thrust. “Now take a deep breath…”
A steady pace was settled as Kaeya made sure to mark every inch of flesh his eye could admire.
His hips now collapsed against yours creating lewd sounds that anyone could hear if they were close enough.
Your hands went from the bed sheets to his back, scratching him slightly in pleasure while you struggled to take him properly inside you.
“Is this too fast for you?” He asked concerned, afraid that your weakness would take the best of you.
“No… This feels… This feels s-so good” You gasped between his thrusts.
“Ah…” His voice carried a provocative tonality. “So that feels good, baby?”
You didn’t answer him.
It was not like you needed to for him to know you were close to your limit.
One of your hands went to his head, caressing his navy blue locks, guiding him towards your neck.
“Bite me” And so he did. Alberich’s sharp teeth sank into the healed bonding mark on your neck, bruising it once again and sealing your love one more time.
“Shush… You’ll be fine. It’s only some blood”
Some more seconds and you came undone under his body.
The soft squeezes against his shaft made him melt and get closer to his own orgasm. You were able to feel him twitching inside your walls and with that you enlaced your legs around his waist, preventing him from leaving your sex.
“Don't pull out” You whispered. “I wanna feel it. Fill me up to the brim, please”
• Time break •
His embrace was warm, despite the coldness from the room.
“Thank you” You whispered when he hid his face against the crook of your neck.
“We’re bonded, right? We should take care of each other all the time”
You smiled, caressing his hair.
“I’m quite sore”
“You must be… It took many rounds to control your dark necessities”
“K-Kaeya!”
“It’s not like I’m complaining though. Work was tough and at least you helped me to unwind” He kissed your neck once again. “Also… I may or may not have left some…. Marks”
Scenario 2
4. "I don’t care if they watch"
25. “Don’t cum without my permission”
35. “Can we cuddle afterwards?”
44. “Not so cocky now, are you?”
52. “I'm not done with you yet”
“When will you make me your priority?” You complained with tears in the corner of your eyes, but his attention didn’t leave the paperwork in front of him. “You’re always so careless… Don’t you ever think about what your own partner will think about your attitudes?”
“Enough” The captain got up from his seat, coming towards your direction.
You thought he would stop in front of you, but his steps didn’t falter one single time, until your body was fully pressed against the wall of his office.
“K-Kaeya…?” His hand squeezed your wrist, without the intention of hurting you, but only signaling that if you went a bit too far you’d regret it.
“Not so cocky now, are you?” Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion and anger.
“If you’ll only argue with me once again, I’ll leave”
“My, my. Perhaps I don’t have any other choice. besides claiming you in this exact office, right, my doll?”
“It’s not like this will solve our problems”
“But we can forget about them during some minutes and that’s enough for me”
“Kaeya… We are at the Knights of Favonius Headquarters. This is the last thing we should be-” A kiss was stolen from you.
Dominantly, his tongue slipped inside your mouth, exploring your own tongue with curiosity.
One of his hands was still holding your wrist tightly while the other held your waist strongly, pressing your body against the door frame.
“Take off your clothes, quickly” He whispered in your ear after he broke the kiss.
Shivering with his voice tone, you only had the strength to obey his words.
The woodend table felt cold when your naked body laid down.
“What if… What if someone needs to talk to you? What if someone sees us?”
"I don’t care if they watch" His gelid hands opened your legs wide apart, just to see how wet and ready you were for him. “Perhaps you get turned on by arguing?” His finger brushed your clit vigorously, making you squirm.
“Mhmm… It’s s-so sensitive”
“Look how prepared you are, dollface. I could start pounding you right now and you’d have no trouble with it, right?” His finger scooped some of your slick, bringing it to your lips. “Taste yourself”
You sucked on his finger, only to grow addicted to your own taste.
“See? You’re addictive” The captain unbuckled his belt, hitting your right thigh with the accessory. “I'm not done with you yet”
Standing still and without trousers, he finally penetrated you, already building up a fast pace within seconds.
“F-Fuck… This feels so freaking good” You whimpered, forgetting about any topic that you were arguing about. “Kaeya… Kaeya!” His tip brushed against your g-spot continually, making you melt with the stimuli.
“Keep moaning my name like that. It’s pleasant” His hand scratched your hip hard enough to leave a little mark.
“I’m… I’m so c-close”
“Don’t cum without my permission”
“It’s too m-much…”
“Only some more thrusts and you can come with me. Don’t you dare cumming before I say so. Or else, you’ll be in trouble and I won’t give a fuck we’re at work”
Your answer was a small whimper and a nod from your head.
Your body jerked up with his movements while his hips didn’t stop collapsing against yours for once. No thrust failed.
“Kaeya…?” You asked for permission when your legs started trembling around his waist. “Please?”
“Deliver it to me, my darling”
And once again your body obeyed him without questioning anything.
Your fiancé emptied himself inside you, marking you as his in another way before pulling out of you.
Your body was way too sticky to put your clothes back on properly when a knock was heard against the door.
“Fuck” You whispered, finishing dressing up.
“We will finish this later in our bedroom”
“Can we at least cuddle afterwards?”
“I’ll take care of you all night long, don’t worry”
Kazuha
Scenario
28. “Is this too fast for you?”
41. “Just let your body take control”
51. “Your scent drives me crazy”
52. “I'm not done with you yet”
54. “I just want to make you feel good”
The night breeze carried something sweet to his senses but he knew that such delicate scent he felt wasn't from the small tree that was part of his room's landscape.
"I know you're here" Kazuha said calmly.
"I missed you" It was your time to say something after not being able to see him for months straight. "And I'm sorry I couldn't come earlier than you expected-"
His lips shut your mouth with a delicate kiss.
"I understand that being an adeptus is draining, love. You have nothing to apologize for... But if we finally met today, I shall admit I just want to make you feel good"
He was perfect.
He was everything you could ever ask for.
You've never been with a man who could make you feel so human, so safe and so loved whenever you were together.
After his whisper, you could feel his hands on your shoulders, his fingers trailing down your neck, as his thumbs stroked your breasts above the fabric of your shirt.
His hand hoovered along your body, feeling your curves and the softness of your skin.
"Your scent drives me crazy" Your breathing strained with his tone and you shivered. Despite the warmth of the room, something about the words and the way he said them into your ears made you weak for him.
"Kazuha..." You whimpered when he finally guided you to his bed.
"Is there something wrong?"
"It's just... I'm not that good when it comes to receiving attention like this"
"Is this too fast for you?" Worry was all over his face. Forcing you to do something was never on his plans.
"No... I need you now, Kazuha"
• Time break •
He reached your soaked panties, pulling them down so he could fuck you with his skilled fingers.
You moaned soundly with your back arched, eyes closed tightly as you simply enjoyed that warm night by his side.
You haven't felt like this in so long.
You needed this feeling.
You needed his love.
And you needed him.
Your hips buck as you try to get away, but his grip is tight while his tongue savors all you had to offer him.
"Kazuha..." His name was nothing more than a whisper that left your agape lips.
It was hard for you to let your guard down like that, even if you trusted him enough to do such. Almost as the man above you could read your mind, he reassured you:
"Just let your body take control” He was growing impatient, just wanting nothing more than to be inside of you.
"I'll make you mine once again"
When he slides inside you, filling you up to the brim, you cry out with a mixture of overstimulation and euphoria.
He makes your love deeper every time he thrusts into your sensitive core over and over again with his body pressed against yours, his face oh so close to you that he had to steal some kisses from you.
Kisses that were hot and hungry.
His tongue sweeps across your bottom lip before taking it between his teeth.
Kazuha teases your mouth with his tongue, flicking it this way and that until you can no longer stand it, so you open your mouth, letting his tongue explore further.
Your whole body tingles from head to toe.
Everything else disappeared from your mind except the feeling of his body on yours, his hands caressing your body, his kisses and the way he ravished you in the most sinful way he could.
Your body would remember him after that.
Your body would show you belonged to him and him alone.
His cock twitched inside you when he was finally close, just when your orgasm ripped through your body.
Kazuha's voice sounded raspy against your ears after he marked your insides with his seed, which easily found its way towards your womb due the constant contractions of your tight walls.
"I'm not done with you yet”
Scaramouche
Scenario
5. "Shit, I forgot my suppressants and my heat is going to start soon-"* Edited to: "I'm still having heats even if I dope on medication…"
9. "Bite me"
17. “Don't pull out”
18.“Why do you smell so good?”
25. “Don’t cum without my permission”
32. “Make love to me, please”
35. “Can we cuddle afterwards?”* Edited to: “Can I cuddle you?”
TW: Omegaverse things
Finishing reporting your last mission to the Tsaritsa was incredibly hard when all you wanted to do was laying in bed and having someone to take care of your stupid heat.
"I consider your mission a success. Now leave." The archon said with contempt before you left the gelid room swiftly.
Your vision was blurred and your legs were weak enough to make the walking to your room difficult.
"It stings..." You gasped, trying to breathe properly since the oxygen felt heavy and inefficient. "I'm still having heats even if I dope on medication…" You were so lost in thought - talking to yourself - that you didn't notice there was someone passing by the corridor.
The collision was strong enough to bother your sensitive body.
"Can't you see I'm trying to pass this freaking corridor?" The harbinger said harshly before he knew it was you that had bumped against him. "Oh, (Name)... It's you… My bad"
"Scaramouche... Forgive me... I just- I just need to get to my bedroom" You runned through the last few meters of the corridor just so you could enter your place and lock the door.
"Fuck... This feels so overwhelming" You whimpered, with your body glued on the door frame.
Having the wooden door behind you being knocked on so harshly made your body shake a little.
"Open the door, please"
"Scaramouche… I'm fine, you can leave"
"I can smell your scent from miles away, omega. If there's something you need right now it's someone to take care of your heat, right?"
'How can him be so accurate?' You thought to yourself.
"Come on, we've done this before-"
Before he could finish his line, you opened the door slowly, blushing while you watched a grin form on his lips.
Pulling your body against his, the harbinger whispered in your ear, close enough to make your body shiver.
"I know exactly what you need, my love" The door behind you both was closed abruptly.
"So… Can I finally help you?" His fingers gripped your chin weakly, only applying enough pressure so he could make your lips touch.
His cold nose brushed against your neck, breathing in your sweet scent, before so soon, a kiss being stolen from you.
It started softly, almost showing his affection towards you but soon he deepened the kiss until your lips were sore.
"Why do you smell so good?" Scaramouche whispered, pressing kisses down your neck.
"Make love to me, please" You whimpered, gripping his clothes with weak and shaken hands.
"You seem to not be able to focus on anything else besides my hands. Tell me, my love. Do you want me to do something with them?"
"Touch me, please" You whimpered.
"Ah, I see. You're so obediently waiting for me to start playing around with you, yet I'm here, all words, no actions" His fingers left your chin to hold your face delicately, with his thumb brushing against your lower lip before he could steal a peck from you. "Let's get started with this" He whispered while laying you down on the comfortable bed before getting above you.
A soft squeeze on the flesh of your breasts was enough to make you whimper.
And the thin fabric of your shirt made you feel every stimulation of his fingers against your nipples. They always had been a sensitive spot of yours and Scaramouche seemed to understand that rather quickly with the help of your reactions.
Soon the soft touches were lowered to the level of your hips and thighs. The skilled fingers gained goosebumps from your body as the harbinger carefully explored your weaknesses.
At some point, you unconsciously opened your legs, giving him enough room so he could finally touch your sex. Pulling your panties to the side, he teased your clit with his middle finger until it was soaked with your slick.
"It seems you're nice and ready for me, even though I barely touched you" You felt his fingers brushing against your aching walls as he thrusted them into your sex. “Fuck, you’re perfect"
You swallowed dryly with his statement, trying to not sound that needy.
His fingers' pace suddenly became faster and the constant stimulation made you reach your high so easily it was almost comic.
"Your little sounds are so cute yet so sinful" The harbinger whispered, taking his fingers off your walls right before he licked them clean. "And your taste is so freaking addictive I could eat you up all night long”
“Scara… I need you now” You gasped, cheeks red in embarrassment.
“You made a mess of me, doll" You could see through his pants how hard you had gotten him. “Wanna feel it inside of you, my love?” You nodded.
Watching him taking off his shorts and underwear made you not pay attention to his next actions.
Your heart skipped a beat when he pulled your body close to his.
Your faces were really close once again that night as you felt the urge to pull him for a kiss before anything else could happen.
"Can I?" He asked for permission after corresponding to your kiss.
"I’m yours"
Even though you were ready for him, it was difficult for you to take him properly inside your walls.
The soft squeezes your insides made every now and then made him almost lose concentration while he built his pace up.
"You feel so freaking good~" He was strong enough to pin you down with only one hand, as the other stimulated your bundle of nerves. "I absolutely adore how vulnerable you look while I ravish you like this"
"Scara..." You squirmed under him as your orgasm got closer. "Deeper, please"
A smile formed on his lips before he took your legs from his waist to put them above his shoulders, allowing him to reach deeper within you.
You saw his frame through your blurry eyes: his hair looked so beautiful even when the indigo locks were messy because of his movements. His hand wasn't holding your own against the mattress anymore so you took the chance to caress his hair with love before pleading;
“Bite me” And your wish was finally fulfilled before the harbinger laughed quietly at how lovely you looked: red cheeks, plumpy lips, sweaty and marked skin with some of the hickeys he had given you. “Fuck… I’m close…”
“Don’t cum without my permission” He ordered, before thrusting against your sex even faster, making your hips sore. Holding back your orgasm made you feel weak, but obeying his orders to make him proud was worth it.
“Please…” You whimpered, marking his back with soft scratches. “Please, let me cum, master… I c-can’t hold it any longer…”
A smile formed on his lips.
“Deliver it to me, my darling” Was what he said before both of your bodies got soft due your climax. "I'm glad I finally made you mine again after craving you for so damn long" Pulling him to a kiss, you both exchanged glances of affection before you asked him for another detail.
"Don't pull out" You whimpered, bringing his body ever closer to yours.
"I won’t pull out for now…" You felt a kiss against the skin of your neck.
“Could you cuddle me?” You whispered shyly.
“So pure and so passionate…” His thumb brushed against your lips. “I’ll cuddle you all night long, my doll. And in the morning, I’ll still be here. I don’t care about the Tsaritsa rules”
• Time break •
The next morning, you still felt his body against yours, cuddling you with love.
“Scara…?”
“I’m here”
"Could you make me yours once again?"
Venti
Scenario
16. “I think we were a little too loud last night”
25. “Don’t cum without my permission”
26. “I think ropes would look lovely on you”
44. “Not so cocky now, are you?”
53. “Remember the safeword, you're allowed to use it”
55. “I may or may not have left some…. Marks”
"Being so vulnerable and devoted to your God is something beautiful, my muse" The bard's voice was nothing but a murmur against your lips. "I could almost write a song about our love, so the winds would tell the entire Teyvat the story of a mere bard and his loved one" With that, the kiss finally started, making you melt under his body. His tongue explored your mouth with delicacy, slowly sucking your own tongue every now and then before he broke the contact to breathe properly.
You felt something brushing against your arms' skin before you gasped his name.
"Venti..." A smile formed on his lips.
"I think ropes would look lovely on you"
"Ropes...? Are you planning-" A cute giggle left his lips before the god started bondaging your body to his taste.
"Your innocence is so sweet, my muse"
The first spot that got his attention were your breasts and a silly but meaningful idea crossed his mind.
His slim fingers traced patterns above your flesh, making you focus on what was he writing against your skin.
"M... I... N... E..." You whispered. "Mine..."
"You're a quick learner, my muse" His face got closer to yours so he could murmur something against your ear. "You belong to me" Lowering his head, his tongue now swirling around your nipples, making you squirm under him while his slim fingers traveled to your core, stimulating you to the point that tears of pleasure formed in the corner of your eyes.
"Venti... Just like that..." His fingers stretched you out for him for long minutes until your body couldn't take it anymore.
Your whimpers told him you were close, but letting you cum without having him inside you so he could feel the soft squeezes of your walls while he marked you with his seed was a waste.
“Don’t cum without my permission” He told you with a demanding tone, before letting his fingers go off you. "You should do as I say, right, my muse? You want to make your master proud, don't you?"
"Yes, Venti... I wanna make you proud of me"
"Ne, my muse... You provoked me all day long... Touching me, stealing kisses and whispering lewd thoughts against my ear... You really thought you're the one in charge in this relationship?" A soft chuckle left his lips before he entered your sex without much warning.
"F-Fuck... Mhm~" Your back arched a little in the perfect angle to show how deep he was into you with the bulge on your belly. "So... S-So deep..." Your eyebrows furrowed in pleasure as you felt his hips collapsing against yours at a hard pace.
"Look at you... You can barely talk properly, my muse..." He kissed your forehead. “Not so cocky now, are you?”
The ropes created enough friction against your skin to provide some pain that mixed with pleasure made you feel alive for once.
His length brushed against the certain spot that made you melt under him while he marked your body as his and his only.
"Barbatos-" His true name left your mouth when you felt overstimulated for the first time that night. "Too much..."
"Remember the safeword, you're allowed to use it”
"All I need is you, now" You said softly in answer, even though you were feeling so many sensations that your mind was foggy.
You didn’t remember much of what happened after you finally reached your climax.
You could say you whimpered when you felt his warm essence entering your womb, instinctively pulling his body against yours as you both came down from your high.
Your body was feeling too heavy and sleepiness made you fall into a slumber.
The next morning, the sunlight woke you up.
"Windblume..." Venti, who was cuddling you, whispered in your ear. "Good morning, my muse" You squeezed his hand as an answer, still way too sleepy to start a conversation.
"I think we were a little too loud last night" Was the only thing you said within long minutes of cuddling.
"Oh... You think so, my muse? But... I must admit that being a bit loud is part of my personality" He kissed your neck delicately to not hurt the sore skin from his hickeys. "Mhm... Windblume?"
"Yes?"
“I may or may not have left some…. Marks”
"V-Venti, come on... I still work at the tavern, you know?" You complained.
"Ne, it's okay, princess. People will simply know that you belong to me forever" His voice became mischievous. "And you can't say you weren't in the mood for some marks"
Xiao
Scenario
8. "You’re so turned on already? That was fast"
11. "I want you now"
14. “Ah fuck, I knew you’d feel good”
32. “Make love to me, please”
51. “Your scent drives me crazy”
52. “I'm not done with you yet”
55. “I may or may not have left some…. Marks”* Changed to: "I may or may not leave some marks on you"
Having the one woman that messed up with the adeptus' feelings right in front of him made him aware of what could happen next.
"Xiao...?" You asked quietly, getting up from your bed at Wangshu Inn rapidly.
"My apologies. Appearing out of nowhere like I do may scare humans like you. I just felt I should check on you, is all" His eyes glowed intensely inside the barely illuminated room.
"To... Check on me?" You asked confused, since he almost never showed up to you, even though he was always in the same area.
He didn't answer you, but a scoff of irritation left his lips, making you shiver.
"Is there something wrong? Are you hurt...?"
"I need to be honest, is all, (Name)" His voice carried some frustration.
You nodded, giving him space to start talking whenever he felt comfortable to do so. The worst thing you could do with Xiao was pressuring him in any way.
"I hate feeling like this. But you changed me. You managed to destroy the walls I passed centuries building up just so I could isolate myself from anyone or anything. You with your way of being... You showed me a side of myself I didn't even know was alive anymore. You showed me that perhaps giving myself a chance to start over isn't as dreadful as I thought..." He approached you with careful steps, checking your reactions to see if he could go any further.
Your heart skipped a beat with his words.
So after all this time you both had met... Xiao was finally able to comprehend what he was truly feeling?
"I'm stretching on this speech... What I need to say is... I love you, and I need you, (Name)"
The distance between you two disappeared when you pulled him to a kiss.
• Time break •
"Your scent drives me crazy" The adeptus almost whimpered against the crook of your neck. "I've been trying to deny my feelings towards you but it's useless... I think we just need to get carried away with our urges"
His hands moved swiftly across your body, your breasts, arms and thighs.
"I want you now" He moans as he pulls your panties to the level of your knees just so he could rub your clit against his thumb.
"Xiao..." Your voice was shaky. "S-So sensitive..."
"You’re so turned on already? That was fast" The adeptus teases as he feels you squeeze the finger he now pumped inside your heat.
Your little sounds made the most sinful thoughts cross his mind while he explored possibilities with your body.
"Good, good..." He murmurs as he continues to work your clit with his thumb while two other fingers stimulate your sweet spots. "Such a good girl you're, (Name)..."
"Please... I need more" You gasped.
"Make love to me, please” You moan as you feel his hands on your breasts just so his fingers could pinch your nipples.
He then slams into you, filling you so perfectly well that every muscle of your body goes into spasm. Your eyes water as you try to blink them back shut, but you can't stop the hot tears from streaming down your cheeks as your body continues to tremble every single time Xiao thrusts into your insides.
“Ah fuck, I knew you’d feel good” His voice was raw, showing the side of him he always tried to hide
"Oh gods" You mutter as you clutch his shoulders and kiss him, your tongue exploring his mouth as he kisses you back.
You feel his hands on your hips, then his fingers trailing down your inner thighs he holds you tightly during your lovemaking.
You can feel the tip of his length almost pressing against your cervix, and you can feel as your walls tightened around him as your orgasm hits you.
"Xiao..." You sounded like an angel to him. Pressing his body against your even more with your legs as his hips rock back and forth against yours non-stop, you soon felt he had finally reached his high.
A warm liquid marked every of your walls' crevices in jolts, as his breathing became uneasy right before Xiao stole a kiss from your lips.
An almost aggressive kiss that showed you his desires were not satisfied just yet.
"I'm not done with you yet” A weak smile formed on his lips as he brushed a lock from your hair out of your forehead. "May this night make up for the time we've lost"
"Still..." He continues. "I may or may not leave some marks on you"
"It's not like I'll mind them" You answered before changing positions.
Zhongli
Scenario
5. "Shit, I forgot my suppressants and my heat is going to start soon-"
11. “I want you now”
14. "Ah fuck, I knew you’d feel good"
31. "You want me to claim you, don't you?"
47. "Come for me, you've done so well"
51. “Your scent drives me crazy”
TW: Omegaverse things
"Shit, I forgot my suppressants and my heat is going to start soon-" You whimpered, thinking you were alone inside that place.
You could only hope your scent wasn't too strong or tempting at that moment. Afterall, with your status as an omega and having an alpha being your manager was specifically hard due your instincts.
Your nature could take the best of you at any moment and that thought by itself was almost terrifying.
"Hey" Zhongli's voice made you jolt in place. "Hey, it's okay..."
"Zhongli... You were supposed to come to work only t-tomorrow-" Before you could finish your line your knees faltered due to the weakness from your heat.
To your surprise, strong hands prevent you from falling, leading to both of your bodies pressing against each other.
"Didn’t expect to see me here?" His voice sounded confused. "Or it's only a deception I came here during such a delicate moment, my omega?"
“So you noticed that detail…”
"So warm, sweet and inviting" You felt a kiss against your nape. It was so delicate and desperate it made his mind sink into lewd thoughts. "You're aware of the truth, right?"
“Zhongli…?” He inhaled your aroma slowly, letting every note of your scent trigger the right sensations from his being.
“Sooner or later our natures will take the lead. It’s better to get to know each other while our minds aren’t so hazy”
“Please, m-make this stop-” You whimpered when his fingers pressed against the place a bond mark should be.
“Your scent drives me crazy” The man whispered, before carefully leaning you on the table of the office. “I’ll make you mine, and I’ll be yours”
Zhongli started kissing your stomach as his hands gripped your hips tightly right before opening your legs with strong hands, massaging your entrance right above the fabric of your panties.
Your back arched a little with the friction and you moaned.
"You're so vulnerable like this it hurts"
“Zhongli… I want you now… I need you now”
"You want me to claim you, don't you?"
"Mhm…"
He was already hard, ready to just penetrate you. Stroking his member and brushing himself against your folds almost drove him insane.
The one who was your boss penetrated you slowly, enjoying every inch of his cock being involved by your wet and warm walls. With his length now entirely inside you, his tip almost reached your cervix.
"Ah fuck, I knew you’d feel good"
Morax started his thrusts and your slick only made it easier for him to do what he craved and needed.
His lips captured yours in a warm and slow kiss and his tongue explored your mouth as he stimulated your clit with the fingers of one of his hands.
Everything quickly became too much to you, with your orgasm being so close it almost hurted.
"Alpha!" You whined, your nails scratching his back in pleasure.
"Come for me, you've done so well"
And your body obeyed him that time, and many other times later on.
• End of the post •
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Lilith in houses
Lilith in houses
Lilith changes a lot when traveling through all the astrological houses. Studying the house placement first is even more helpful, but over-all combining your sign and house can lead to the utmost understanding of this part of your natal chart.
Lilith in 1st house
Hiding your deepest desires and wishes is really hard with Lilith in 1st, even if the individual is a bit ashamed and tries to hide it, it just comes out pouring in almost every case. It is very visible and readable. These individuals might also feel a sort of dissatisfaction (the sign placement would help here, depending on the sign Lilith is in, the individual might incline towards those areas the sign represents, so you can discover or learn more about what the dissatisfaction might be about, for example a Taurus Lilith with a 1st house would indicate dissatisfaction of their possessions, wealth, security, image etc.). Some individuals with Lilith in 1st can feel like they are constantly not able to identify with themselves fully and struggling with it. For some, Lilith in 1st can cause body image issues, feeling ashamed of themselves, of their personality, of their looks.
Lilith in 1st can also be described as someone who reacts and subconscious so it can be hard to work with these people. The thing with Lilith is to always transmute it to the highest potential and form which is achievable instead of falling to the lowest instincts (undeveloped) which can cause pain. With Lilith in 1st, these individuals, should always examine their steps and the action they prepare to take. Also they should dig deeper and investigate just what it is that motivates them rather than trying to push themselves into something so they can get rid of the feelings of shame or to get a “hit”.
Lilith in 2nd house
The darker impulses of the 2nd house are all about money, possessions, survival and/or image. Lilith in 2nd individuals might be obsessed with all or either of these things. This obsession comes from fear. Avoiding to deal with this fear, with the obsession, they try even harder to achieve those things.
They might have experienced rejection which deeply hurt them, and the way their mind works is that in order to get over it, or beat it is to achieve everything materially and just show those people how wrong they were about them. This rejection has been carried out with them whether it comes from a past life in order to deal with it through a journey, or it directly happened to them it is very present and felt. These individuals also fear failure, losing everything and being left with nothing, having nothing, having no name, no legacy, no stable foundation, but that fear lives within them. If they truly accept themselves, they wouldn’t let themselves be operated and lead by fear. Their path to healing is through self-acceptance, self-love and inner child work.
Desiring material stability, beautiful things is nothing to be ashamed of, but it shouldn’t be a leading force leading to obsession which can lead to worse things. Keeping themselves in check and not feeding that obsessive streak is by celebrating achieving authentic success and it feels just about right.
Lilith in 3rd house
Before these individuals had walls up which guard them, they were probably so open to the world and got wounded and hurt. The wound is probably connected to communication/the truth. Maybe it has to do with writing, anxiety, over thinking, expressing oneself, social anxiety, public speaking, maybe even learning disabilities or just a different way of learning that others in their surrounding, a disagreement of what’s true and fake and false. All these experiences might have made these individuals super guarded and cautious in communication.
They either stay silent during communication or maybe they create a persona based on what others like to see and hear and want. In some form or shape their communication is sort of inauthentic, they also censor themselves because they carry the fear of being judged and misunderstood and they are afraid they might get punished for it. Lilith in 3rd can heal through a start of communication with their environment in a natural, authentic way, drop the persona, reveal yourself and don’t be afraid, don’t give a flying crap about those people. Through their healing they might learn that truths can be different and real, each of us experience things differently it is important to pay attention to all of the sides but that does not invalidate your feelings and your thoughts on the matter. It is valid and important to paint the whole picture. Interaction with nature and energy is also very healing, it can get the flow going. Don’t be afraid to use your words as they come naturally.
Lilith in 4th house
Lilith in the 4th can be found in early childhood, family, home, memories, relationship with parents here. The side of Lilith carried within the 4th house might’ve been hard to handle by the parents or the parents did not know how to handle those deepest desires and urges that Lilith causes within us in these individuals. Because of that they either suppressed Lilith because they thought it wrong to express it (accompanied by guilt and shame) or they were rejected in some way. A lot of the time Lilith deals with shame within us created by all these urges and desires, with the 4th house here it can be shame caused and felt by themselves, feeling self-disgust even as children. Even as they get older it doesn’t feel any less shameful, they need to heal their inner child.
The shame experienced can be connected with the sign Lilith is in. Inner child work is necessary to heal, as it is forgiving themselves and finding self-love. Lilith in 4th might be one of the slowest ones to go through the path of healing and patching up those wounds.
Lilith in 5th house
Lilith in 5th individuals were probably shamed about something that happened in their childhood by childhood peers/friends. They might’ve played with themes surrounding Lilith which were probably prohibited and/or taboo by society, especially the other children and their parents. They might’ve been deemed inappropriate.
Lilith in 5th individuals are probably really cool, expressive and futuristic but they are more often ahead of their time and are judged because of it and rejected by society. This rejection causes the wounds inflicted and shame that could play out in two different ways: they could either lean more on the obsessive side and display Lilith even more to others, the rejection make you want to express it even more, flaunt it even more, but you don’t accept them within yourself. All the attention is on Lilith here but it doesn’t help with healing. The other way would be suppressing everything and pretending to be “normal”. Which can mean living a double life or pretending these qualities and sides do not even exist. But as time passes, the pressure can become too much and everything can come pouring down as a tsunami.
Issues with children might be present as well, as we mentioned maybe their personal problems expressed since childhood, or causing them to not want to have children.
The healing path isn’t repressing or flaunting. Instead it is to go inward and leave all of these motherfuckers on the outside, outside. Work on yourselves, go inward, start hanging out with yourself, loving yourself which can only bring you closer to your authentic self and it can make you feel good about yourself. In some cases healing can start when these individuals leave their community/town and just find themselves in another place/city/state. But the way isn’t to show or prove anyone anything. It is about shifting the focus in another direction - themselves, self expression through authenticity.
Lilith in 6th
With the 6th house, here we are dealing with mentors as in teachers, parents, bosses or any other authority figures which are in positions of mentorship. With Lilith in the 6th the way these individuals accomplish their goals and their tasks might not line up with the ways of their mentors/authority figures (society) who consider what’s “right” or “wrong”.
These individuals have different ways about going on things and are/were probably scolded because of it. This can be expressed anywhere in their lives, during school, professional life, participating hobbies etc. The lesson with this Lilith placement is to follow their individual way of doing things, even if others do not appreciate it. But, this might develop differently for different Lilith in 6th individuals, some might turn to a way of slavery/servitude in order to survive (in childhood or a past life). They get troubled with what it is they “should” do and the real trouble is them finding their own voice when it comes to mundane life things. They definitely struggle with what others think and what they want them to do instead of following the beat of their drum.
The healing path here is to embrace Lilith and focus on the feelings inside, on the right that you think/feel/have a way to do. Lilith is an outcast for whatever reason anyway, especially for following her heart, which is something that you need to do. The Universe will definitely send them small struggles which turn into lessons each day to help them build up in order to follow up with their further work with following their heart and their gut instinct rather than the voice of society/authorities.
Lilith in 7th
These individuals more than any other Lilith placement might have trouble seeing Lilith within them. They might be the ones to look a partner that has Lilith qualities because they have trouble recognizing and acknowledging Lilith in 7th within themselves. They might sense these qualities but most are suppressed. There is a part of them that they do not embrace and own up which causes them to not use that part to its fullest potential.
They are inclined to end up with a partner which has qualities of their Lilith sign. The relationship itself might be forbidden in a way, taboo, on and off, obsessive. But it is important not to avoid these type of relationships, owning up their Lilith qualities can really be helped through these types of relationships, they awaken these deepest parts of them that they so masterfully suppressed. They attract these partners because they are the ones that can teach them how to express it; they just need practice to do so. It will be difficult at times and painful but it will be worth it.
Lilith in 8th
These individuals have probably experienced pain or trauma early on in life or maybe a past life. A very intense placement. The trauma/pain caused early on or in a past life creates fear. They might feel like they are always running from fear. The fear can create this, sort of, control issues, them wanting to control others, their surroundings or just, themselves.
They might push themselves to believe that this control will stop their fear somehow, or banish it from existence, but they are wrong. Dealing and healing will only help.
As we know, the 8th house is all about going through hell and then rising from the ashes stronger than ever, Lilith in 8th has than transformative power, so the changes are big that these individuals will transform, self-destruct then rise again. Trusting again in the Universe, in themselves is something they will need to re-gain, re-program themselves and such. They should figure out what that pain/trauma caused them, what they felt, sit it out, feel it again, learn from it. See the timeline, how the Universe helped and what did they learn from it.
The intensity of the 8th house here can be channeled into power and passion (especially in relationships) if they heal.
Lilith in 9th
With Lilith in the 9th, the individual’s thought process is different, the way their thinking is wired is different (topics like religion, philosophy, cultures, languages, education, sexuality, etc), but they lack good expression and therefore it can result in them being misfits in society. Lilith in 9th makes them feel different because it does not agree with society about some or many things (also take into consideration the sign which Lilith is in). Because of the suffering and hardships they may endure they will even try to fit in and conform despite Lilith’s position and they will try to hide and/or suppress their opinions and thoughts or the other case-scenario would be that they would flaunt their opinions even more but at their core they would still be insecure and will not accept themselves fully despite the flaunting.
Healing this should start by them figuring out why they think the way they do and how is that different from most, generalized society opinions, accept themselves and the way they think and also trust that there is a good reason (cause, purpose, mission perhaps (?)) that has lead them to think uniquely and differently.
Lilith in 10th
The 10th house covers public image (among other things). Their public persona carries the effect of Lilith and it is something they might feel they need to hide and/or control better. They probably want to be accepted and welcomed by the public and that would be suppressing Lilith’s influence (to some). The sign Lilith is in (accompanied by the influence of the house) will probably make others uncomfortable which would probably not feel good for the image at that very moment, but that is just the eccentric and magnetic influence of Lilith. For some individuals, this placement can make it a bit harder to settle on a career path that will be satisfying, the other case-scenario would be that other would stay at a job for such a long time even though it does not make them happy at all and they will suppress Lilith, while others might hop from job to job, searching for something that feels right.
When these individuals release the suppression of Lilith that’s when they will find peace, career-wise and with the struggles of their public image. They should honor themselves and their path instead of longing for some kind of popularity, instead of playing by some societal rules that only make you that more miserable and unhappy. To heal and start somewhere is to recognize the reactions of others are based on them and their experiences, not on you, your flaws, purpose or your way of being, you are perfectly fine, we often-times project and channel our inner rage/confusion/loathing onto others who are different and unique and do things differently from us, who are different from us while we are stuck in this system accordingly.
To heal is to commit to yourself just the way you are, your authentic self. Get to know yourself, learn about yourself and your depth and work on how to improve, heal, better yourself and fuck that public image it will never be perfect.
Lilith in 11th
With Lilith in 11th there may be a rejection felt from groups, especially early on in age. These individuals constantly have that feeling that just tells them that they do not belong and fit in anywhere (whether that’s in society as a whole or a small friend group). They just have a deep need for acceptance and might feel shame and guilt for not being able to get it and fit it.
They might differ from desperately wanting to, trying to fit in, or just totally giving up and starting a path of aloneness. A thing to work on is acceptance, but acceptance from yourself, realizing that you have been gifted such unique traits and a special personality that makes you stand out. Figuring yourself out and your differences, acceptance and then, naturally, you would be inclined to offer your gifts to the world willingly.
In the beginning these individuals are naturally drawn to groups who will not accept them, but working and healing on themselves will also naturally draw them to groups of people who will be accepting and perhaps even like-minded as them.
Lilith in 12th
12th house is all about hidden-everything, which means hidden Lilith or to be more exact, the effect is hidden, shadowed which makes the individual subconscious to it or totally oblivious. The other way would be that those around them won’t notice their Lilith influences at all. As I’ve mentioned above in other house placements, the sign has a major influence too, for example Lilith in x (a sign) that draws attention somehow but it is in the 12th house will result in feeling all of that but not wanting or just not acting on it. It’s hidden from themselves and the people around them.
There could also be some types of blockages that restrict tapping into the Lilith power for these individuals. A lack of knowledge, a lack of drive, motive etc. Sex could also be a big subject here, the individual is so subconsciously trapped within self that they cannot understand sexual activity let alone enjoy it, after one has healed Lilith and accepted it can enjoy and delve into sex. Lilith in 12th can be very wild and reckless because she is most suppressed here and also hidden. Some of these individuals might have been bullied a lot also. Lilith in 12th healing can go as far as past lives instead of just childhood trauma/wounds/toxicity, the karma and healing can spread as far as a past life it can make the healing process even harder for this placement. Escapism is also likely with the 12th house, so indulging in activities/substances/behaviors/patterns which are of that nature can also mean the person is running from their deepest instincts, self, but others may decide to start healing right away.
Connecting the physical body and mind is one key to healing. Our bodies are vessels and they are our messenger, they can let us know when something is wrong (chills, a bad feeling in your stomach, every inch of your body saying ‘no’, sleepiness, dizziness etc). Once something is up you can dig deeper, especially if it is anxiety, and discover Lilith, discover what shames you, what guilts you. To realize this connection can also be helped by spending time in nature, grounding can be a wonderful way to start healing.
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Uzi thunk…pls…
"Uzi Doorman those things killed your frikin' mother"
Did you know that Uzi's on the villains wiki? Bc I sure didn't.
Anyway Uzi Doorman hcs under the cut
Main character time lets go, jumping straight into this one:
Uzi will eventually turn into a murder drone (see my post about N for details)
Uzi absolutely refuses to say that she's dating N on principle (this is a lie and she knows it)
Uzi is always really tired, doesn't matter how much sleep she got
Uzi got over killing people waaayy too fast for everyone else's liking
Uzi's slover runs hotter than the dds but she needs to be colder, so she has to drink a LOT of oil
Uzi's tail sometimes gets stuck to things with it's spines
She tries to have a decent relationship with her dad sometimes: but it's hard to get through to him
Uzi wants to be a parent just solely so she can prove to Khan that she would be a better parent than him
Uzi sometimes experiments with her admin rights for N and V while they sleep (she once set their eyes to flash with rainbow colours and had a midnight disco on her own)
Uzi uses the healing powers of the solver to make even more dangerous tools and weapons without the risk of getting hurt
If Uzi ever found Beetlejuice the musical, she would spend days just listening to the soundtrack
Same with a lot of musicals and bands actually
The last time Khan left Uzi alone in the house for more than 12 hours, a large section of the bunker was lit on fire and destroyed
Uzi is oddly supportive of all the weird things N gets up to in the worker colony
V however has been shouted at multiple times for dropping on top of drones from the ceiling
The books Uzi uses to reach her locker are textbooks on doors that her dad wrote
She is the only one in her class that finds it weird that they can't just download the knowledge into their storage like, you know, a robot would
If she could find the spare parts, she would modify herself in any way possible (starting with extendable legs)
Uzi loves any weapon she can get her hands on and is thoroughly disappointed by her lack of claws from the solver
Uzi has a personal vendetta against a pipe that runs through her classroom after it burst and nearly short-circuited her
Uzi would be top of her class if she ever bothered to do the actual work
And if Lizzy didn't always get her dad to lower Uzi's grades
Uzi still hasn't figured out how to bypass her automatic censors, so every time she tries to properly swear she just goes *beep*
Khan fully blames N and V for activating Uzi's solver
Uzi occasionally will sleep hanging upside-down with N if they are caught out by the sun while hunting together
That's about it for this post, there are more but they start going a bit off the wall after here
Currently writing this instead of preparing for my art exam on Monday, 10 hours of lovely silence to enjoy being understimulated as all balls in... yay :(
At least I might get in some more thinking then
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PSA
hello everyone!! a bit of a serious post today.
i don't want to sound whiney. but i have noticed a bit of a tone in a couple of my asks lately?? very few of them, let me assure, but a couple people seem to be frustrated at the speed/rate at which i answer asks. so i wanted to help clear the air.
REASONS I HAVE NOT YET ANSWERED YOUR ASK (THAT I AM VERY GRATEFUL TO HAVE):
i am in the process of answering it
sometimes i get asks for certain fics, to either write or to help find. and these things take time! sometimes i get very lucky and fics hit me as soon as i see them, but more often it takes me days or weeks! and fic searches take me even longer!
2. i have other ideas
you guys have a lot of great headcanons and fic premises! i do too. i've been in this fandom since june of 2016, there's a very VERY long list of things i want to write. things get added to the roster, i promise.
3. i am busy
i am in school full time and working part time and volunteering and preparing for teacher's college admissions. writing is my favourite thing to do every day and while i do prioritise it i cannot have it as my first priority. often, this blog gets pushed back when i get busy, as much as i wish that wasn't the case.
4. i am overwhelmed
sometimes the asks pile up. i try to answer comments as they come but for some reason asks work a little bit differently in my brain?? idk. it can be harder for me to force myself to start answering them, even though i love receiving them and when i'm in the mood i could answer fifty at once.
and very, very rarely:
5. i simply do not vibe with it
it happens occasionally. i have a very niche corner of headcanons and stuff i enjoy writing, so it's bound that every once in a while someone sends me an ask with their ideas that just aren't what i personally would read/write. doesn't mean the idea is bad or that i don't enjoy getting excited about your ideas with you, it's just not always going to be something i have the train of thought to write :)
i hope that's not disappointing! i know there are a couple asks that have been sitting in my inbox for over a YEAR. i am getting to them, i promise. one such ask has even inspired a novel-length fic that i'm still working on. finally, i want to remind you guys that i am autistic, and as much as i'm fully capable of handling myself online and everywhere else, i do struggle to read and understand tone and social cues and as such can often miss offense where it is intended or find it where it is not. i can't even tell you if the two examples i included are actually objectively rude/demanding, i can only tell you that they felt that way. there is no need to censor yourself or be anxious to shoot me a message, just maybe remember that i'm doing this for fun? and it frustrates me when it's treated as if it's a job. if you're worried about coming off as demanding, let me know and i'll post some examples of requests that i don't find demanding at all, only excited (which is, and i can't stress this enough, the vast majority of every message i see). thank you guys and ily <333
#:) sorry this is a bummer on my usually chill blog#ive just been. very sensitive lately and i dont want to build resentment#<3#personal
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Censored Release
Imagine having been locked up for days, maybe even weeks, serving me whenever I please and begging to be allowed to serve me sexually only to be presented with my feet to worship.
After enough time has passed, I say the words you’ve been longing to hear, making my desperate little cock push against the cold metal of your cage.
“It’s release day pet” I say softly, looking down at you as a smile forms.
You keep your gaze down, hoping more than anything that I’ll allow you to see more than my feet to help you along.
“I’ve prepared something extra special just for you today beta” I say as I take my necklace off and toss is in front of you “and yes, you have permission to unlock the cage and set my little dick free.”
Carefully you unlock yourself, feeling your cheeks flush knowing just how true it is that you’re currently unlocking my little dick.. you also know once the cage is off, your hands go behind your back, you control yourself to stay limp and keep your gaze on the ground or my feet. Break a rule and release day will not be happening.
As you’re unlocking the cage, you listen to me opening up my laptop and see it get placed on the floor in-front of you.
“You may look now pet.”
“Thank you Mistress.”
And there it is. Your special surprise.
A whole collection of provocative photos of your Goddess and even a couple of videos.
You start to feel my little dickie growing when you realise that they’re all blurred out in any area I feel may be too much for you. You quickly look at the floor and take a deep breath, making sure you don’t lose release day privileges.
“I saw that pet” I whispered into your ear before standing up again “but the control you had over my dick was impressive and as I’m sure it was just a momentary lapse of concentration as your beta brain got overwhelmed by these photos, I’ll let you off. Now, you may touch. Enjoy beta.”
“Thank you my Queen” you reply, fully erect before your hand even touches my dickie.
—Let me know if you want a part two?
Also, any betas out there desperate for some censored porn of this Goddess, let me know!🥰
#bd/sm mistress#bd/sm goddess#sissy domination#female dominance#foot domination#censored for losers#beta faggot#beta boi#beta sissy#queen rose writing
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Abstraction Chap 1/? (TW SFW VORE and VOMIT)
Summary: Pomni and Ragatha go on a late night walk around the tent… it does not go as planned
Notes: I'm aware there are most defiantly grammar and spelling mistakes, but eh, I wrote most of this in the middle of the night as that's when I have the most motivation. not sure if there will be more chapters, but we'll see
also this is my first post here.
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Pomni was on her knees wincing as she stared down at Ragatha. Pomni was starting to abstract, a black amorphous shape covering the right side of her face with a large colorful eye within the darkness. Pomni was ten times her normal size and was, at this point, towering over Ragatha. Ragatha looked up at Pomni with a worried expression. She was trying her best to not feel fear but it was hard as she saw more of the darkness cover Pomnis body.
“Pomni, It will be okay. we’ll get through this,” Ragatha says
“TOGETHER?” Pomni says multiple versions of her voice can be heard as she spoke.
“Together.” Ragatha says as she places a hand on Pomnis' now massive hand. Ragatha feels an electric shock through her arm as she touches Pomnis hand she winces as quietly as she can But Pomni notices as she pulls her hand away from Ragatha.
“I'M SORRY!” Pomni says again with multiple voices. Pomni then sits up and looks at her hand as the darkness starts to envelop her body. Tears stream down what’s left of her face. She looks down at Ragatha when she feels a compulsion, ‘Keep her safe’ Pomni thinks to herself, as she feels her control slip away, rage starting to take over her thoughts.
Ragatha stands in front of Pomni not able to hold back tears any longer. As she watches Pomni start to lose control. She needed to run, but she couldn’t, she can't just leave Pomni to be put in the cellar with the other people who abstracted. Before Ragatha can even take a step Pomni reaches out and grabs her. She screams in shock, closing her eye, as she prepares for her body to start glitching. But it doesn't come. She slowly opens her eye, just to see all of Pomni’s eyes staring back at her. Ragatha feels a wave of anxiety hit her as Pomni stares at her.
Ragatha whimpers not quite knowing how to react to seeing Pomni open her mouth. As she’s moved closer to Pomni’s open mouth she finds her strength and starts to wiggle in Pomni’s grip.
“Pomni, what are you doing?!” Ragatha yells, Pomni responds by simply shoving Ragatha head first into her mouth. Ragatha yelps as she is squished into the dark, wet maw. Teeth closing behind her. She feels her heart rate increase. She has a moment of disbelief at first not able to react., then the tongue under her starts to move. Ragatha tries to push herself away when she's pinned against the roof of Pomnis' mouth. She panics as she's rolled around in Pomnis month; Getting covered in saliva in the process.
“Bleh! Pomni stop!” Ragatha yells spitting out Saliva as she’s unpinned from the roof of the mouth.
“P-Pomni?” she says as everything seems to stop for a short moment. Then gravity shifts.
Causing her to start sliding toward the back of the throat.
“OH F@#K!” Ragatha yells, the swearing still being censored. She goes to push herself away from the throat, when the tongue lifts her up, shoving her back head first into the throat. It's tight making it hard to breathe. She kicks her legs as they are free from the throats tightness. But she hears a loud gulp around her as she is shoved fully into the esophagus. She whimpers, hearing one more gulp as she slides further down. She hears Pomnis’ heart beating rapidly as she passes by it on her way down. Pomni says something but it’s hard to make out with the whoshing of lungs and rapid heart beat around her.
To Pomni it felt weird the movement as Ragatha slid down her throat; nothing had ever felt like this before. She didn’t dislike it, though she wasn’t sure she liked it either. But she couldn't really focus on it much she needed to keep from Abstracting.
Ragatha feels the esophagus tighten even more around her, feeling like she’s being crushed. But soon she’s Squeezed into a small but more open space. The Stomach. She tries to sit up in the new environment as best she can. But she can't see anything, it's pitch black.
After a moment of just hearing Pomnis’ heartbeat and panicked breathing. Ragatha see’s a colorful abstracted eye appear across from her. After it looks around it locks onto her. She feels a chill go down her spine as it stares.
“R–RAGATHA? ARE YOU ALRIGHT?” Pomni says in her multiple voices.
“W-why? Why would you do this?” Ragatha asks, fearful of the answer.
“KEEP SAFE,” is all Pomni says, as she starts wincing in pain. Ragatha knew that in this world the Stomach served no real purpose. But then why was that the first place Pomni thought to put her to keep her safe?
“Hey, Pomni are you–” Ragatha is cut off by a particularly jerky motion as Pomni seems to have stood up very quickly.
“What's happening?!” Pomni gave no response, just more wincing.
Pomni could barely hold it together as more of her became abstracted. Feeling more enraged at each passing second. ‘I have to keep it together’ she thought as she held an arm over her stomach. Able to feel every small movement Ragatha made inside her. I cant abstract what would happen to Ragatha if I did? Would it be like what happened to her with Kaufmo? But inside?
As Pomni thought more and more on what bad could happen if she did abstract. She started to notice the abstracted parts going away. Or at least shrinking somewhat. She kept thinking about it until it was only on the right side of her face. Though as she kept thinking on it she noticed the abstraction on the side of her face wouldn't go away. No matter how hard she tried. That’s when she finally heard Ragatha’s yelling.
“Pomni, what's going on!? The eye that was in here is gone!”
“Ragatha I somehow got most of the abstracted parts of me to go away!” Pomni noticed her voice was back to normal. Ragatha was silent, seeming to be in shock.
“Okay, that’s great, does that mean you could, you know, let me out?” Pomni then realizes that she probably should, as the moment ate Ragatha she wasn’t thinking clearly.
“O-Of course!” Pomni says then only a second later realizing she’s not sure how to.
“Do I just like, gag myself or… what?”
“I guess?”
Pomni hesitantly sticks her fingers down her throat causing her to instinctively gag. She feels Ragatha’s weight travel up her throat and into her mouth. She quickly spits Ragatha out into her hands. She quivers at the session at first, before looking Ragatha over to make sure she’s okay.
Ragatha shivers at the sudden change of temperature. Then she looked up at Pomni to see half of her face was still abstracted.
“Pomni, your face…”
“Oh yeah I couldn’t get that to go away So i guess I’m stuck with it heh…” there’s an awkward pause at Pomni’s attempt to lighten the mood.
“Can you see out of it?” Ragatha asks knowing it’s not a great question to ask right now.
“Yeah but everything looks weird. Like things look more saturated through it somehow.” Ragatha looks away.
“Maybe Caine could fix it?”
“I don't know what if he puts me in the cellar anyway because of this?”
“Maybe he won't? I dont Know I’ve never seen this before… everyone I’ve seen begin abstraction didn’t come back from it,” there’s a long pause between them when the lights come on in the tent,
“Is it Morning already?!” Pomni yells, feeling dread fill in her chest. She almost thinks of eating Ragatha again to keep her safe When she hears the unmistakable sound of Caine popping into the tent. What she wasn't expecting was for him to be right in front of her face.
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OKAY OKAY I have to finally express my thoughts about Kuro II after the rewatch
Me and Null agreed that episode 1 is just... a lot better than a lot of the characterization going forward. Despite the eye gouging (I cannot defend this. Alois is very mentally ill and needs to take it out on someone and I think he has misogynistic tendencies and self-hatred for his own femininity that he decides to hurt Hannah because of it) Claude was written more how he should have been the rest of the series-- stoic, annoyed, but ultimately showing glimpses of care or something adjacent for Alois.
Delete the filler episodes and add more Trancy house development in general.
Alois is a lot less malicious than I remember. Before the duel happens he's literally just going to show Ciel to the bathroom. He only tries to hurt Ciel when his life is on the line, and even then, he begs Ciel to try to understand him as he's dying.
NONE OF THE REVENGE STUFF MAKES SENSE!! WHY WOULD AN 11-YEAR-OLD ORDER THE DEATH OF THE PHANTOMHIVE FAMILY! Ciel is smarter than this! I know demons are charming but Ciel is an extremely smart kid and literally solves crimes every day. When Alois starts explaining things, you'd think that after the duel Ciel would actually try to process it before all the torture stuff happens. Also, why would that "arsonist" allegedly hired by Alois confess to it? Was Sebastian paying him off? We know none of this actually happened!
GOD Ciel's characterization is horrendous. He kills the alleged arsonist without remorse and then is prepared to kill Alois then, later on, is like "ugh I could never kill that easily" YOU JUST DID??????? Also, when he becomes a demon, he completely leaves his servants without any regard for their well-being despite them caring for him for three years. Even though he's a demon and such now, he's not going to change his personality like that. Sebastian was under orders by Ciel to find new staff, and instead of just hiring a really good cook, maid, and gardener who had defense experience or whatever, he took in three people who had nothing left but their abilities and showed them genuine kindness. It's debatable how much of the kindness was really Sebastian's but it stands that Ciel would not abandon his servants. At the very least, not Tanaka, who he's known all his life. He wouldn't do that to Lizzie or Soma or Agni either! He cares about all these people. So he and Sebastian are just wandering around flower fields forever? Why don't they just go back to Hell where Sebastian will still be his servant?
Another point with the demon thing: I fully believe that it was just done to pander to Sebac1el shippers (censoring so this doesn't come up in a search for the ship because that is the opposite of the goal here).
I forgot how creepy Claude was in the later episodes. There were parallels between him and previous Earl Trancy that should have served a stronger narrative purpose but just made it look like he was sexualizing the two boys.
There's only one scene that actually intends to make Alois' CSA feel disturbing, and it's when he's laying motionless in bed and saying how Trancy looks at him with hunger in a different way than Claude does. They were so close to the point! Also, one of the maze questions is about Alois pretending his trauma didn't happen so why do people insist he enjoyed his abuse?
When summoning Claude, why was none of the contract about getting away from Trancy???? "I don't care about that old pervert" YOU ARE BEING BRUTALLY ASSAULTED?? Sorry Alois would have def ordered Claude to kill him in my mind.
Every scene with Hannah, no matter how serious, portrays her in a sexual light and I HATE it.
WHY WOULD SCOTLAND YARD THINK THAT CIEL IS ALOIS. THEY HAVE WORKED WITH CIEL FOR YEARS.
The maze idea was cool but, again, executed poorly.
Grelle's characterization is better than Season 1 in terms of showing her skill.
The Hannah contract was still confusing after multiple watches and idk what was going on in that writer's room.
I think that's it for now but dear god. This series is so much. If all of Kuro II Tumblr was hired to write it then it would have been genuinely good
#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji ii#black butler#black butler ii#alois trancy#ciel phantomhive#claude faustus#sebastian michaelis#hannah anafellows#black butler analysis
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Heyo! So it seems like you've watched a bunch of K-dramas and I was wondering if you have any recommendations for a first one to watch for someone who's never watched any Korean shows, let alone many dramas either? I know this is vague and of course tastes vary, but does anything come to mind? Not sure if it's a common sub-genre, but bonus if they aren't super dark and grim. Thanks so much, love your writing!
i love foreign dramas! most of what i watch is from korea and china, but i've watched a few really good ones from thailand and japan too
some of these exist multiple places, but if it's possible to watch it on viki, that's my recommendation. their translations tend to be the best
business proposal (korea, netflix) is a really good intro to kdramas and covers a lot of common tropes, plus the main and secondary couples have FANTASTIC chemistry, which can be rare. a woman pretends to be her rich friend on a blind date, but it ends up being with the ceo of her company and identity shenanigans and hijinks ensue. if you like this one, you'll also really like what's wrong with secretary kim? (korea, viki) but i'd watch this one first because it's a little bit less wacky
the romance of tiger and rose (china, viki) is extremely cute and stars zhao lusi, who i love. a scriptwriter gets trapped in her own alternate historical drama script as a character that she kills off in episode three and has to try and change the story to ensure her own survival and falls in love along the way. it's meta enough that it gives you a good sense for the vibe of historical/fantasy chinese dramas. the acting can be a little meh from some characters in this one, but the leads are all great and respective emotional support characters for the male and female lead are hysterical
word of honor (china, viki) is i think a digestible-ish intro to the wuxia genre, but honestly you just kind of have to jump into wuxia and trust you'll figure out the tropes and world basics as you go. a dying former leader of an assassination organization gets stalked by an unhinged serial killer who's also an excellent cook. they fall in love an adopt a son. the ending here isn't fully happy as some beloved characters die
mr. queen (korea, viki) is one of my absolute favorites and straightforward enough that i don't think the politics are too confusing for someone going in with no background in historical korean culture and politics. a male chef drowns and ends up in the body of queen cheorin, the main wife of the king from the late 1800s, and is determined to return home and NOT fall in love with the king. it's unintentionally very queer and the acting and plot is really a plus here.
bad buddy (thailand, youtube) is a bl drama that is about the sons of neighbors who hate each other going from eternal rivals to boyfriends. it's cute and the chemistry pops off. thai dramas are top tier for non censored queer content, but be prepared for some awkward dialogue and a lot of product placement. the chemistry of the leads tends to make up for this. a tale of 1000 stars (thailand, youtube) is one of the worst offenders of this, but the leads carried that show on the power of their vibes and sexual tension alone. kinnporsche (thailand, dramacool) is the best thai drama i've watched, but i would not describe it as light.
crash landing on you (korea, netflix) is another favorite, but you do need to just disassociate a bit from the fact that it takes place in north korea. a successful girlboss ceo is paragliding, gets caught in a storm, and ends up north korea. a military official finds her and after some light threatening agrees to try and get her back to korea instead of turning her in or killing her, but to pull this off she has to pose as his fiance. the relationships in this one are so good, and it's a happy ending for our main, but it takes some trials and our secondary couple does NOT end happily ever after.
i'm currently going feral over love like the galaxy (china, viki), but i think it's better appreciated after consuming another historical chinese dramas so you have socio-political-trope context for what's happening
goblin (korea, viki), untamed (china, viki), and nirvana in fire (china, viki) are some of my ABSOLUTE FAVORITE shows but i think opening with them would be a mistake and you'll miss a lot nuance going in cold
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Random Story Time!
My friend has been having some trouble making friends at college. One of her biggest issues is basically being too nervous to say hi back to people, so I jokingly said that she should make business cards. We laughed about it and such and I'm sure she thought I was mostly joking (if you're my friend, you know that there's always a slight chance of me being 100% serious), but I have a deep dedication to committing to the bit.
Which brings us to the image above. Obviously I had to censor her information but the message is still there :)
I thought it was hilarious and was fully prepared for her to just keep laughing but she's printed and cut a bunch of them out and we went over plans on how to give them to people without causing her more anxiety and now I guess she has business cards for when people say hi to her in the halls and she panics? Which is honestly such a vibe to think of someone receiving one of these and I hope she follows through
TLDR: if you're too anxious to say hello in the halls, a simple business card stating you have anxiety might do the trick!
#friendship#lmao#school#college#anxiety#social anxiety#making friends#tips and tricks#mental health#business cards#never challenge or encourage me to do anything i WILL do it out of dedication to the bit#story time#weirdly long post#vibes#funny#love#friends#how to make friends#socialising#social skills
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without further ado... Sparks Austin recap
I won’t elaborate but the two days of travel to get here were very exhausting and trying. I rolled up to the venue, prepared to maybe sit during some songs and nurse a Diet Coke.
I had never been to Austin before and boy, is it a music oriented city. Not just the venues but the people, the culture. There were multiple fans in Hippo tour shirts, a fully cosplayed Cate Blanchett, and lots of women in beautiful dresses. The Moody Center’s hallway had snapshots of all the cool people that had played there. I love venues with history!
I was worried that the venue set up would be annoying or awkward but I got to my front row seat and I was 4 feet from the stage, just off to the left of Ron’s piano - the perfect view.
The show started... a lot of U.S. venues had audiences who mostly sat and then got up during MTCYDT but the two thirty something hipster dudes behind me stood the whole time so I got to stand and dance :) And a good chunk of the crowd on the left stayed standing too! I was drenched with sweat maybe 4 songs in and it was amazing. All my tiredness and stress melted away as I was loudly singing and dancing.
This crowd was electric, so loud and responsive and to the Latte cuts too! Not just the hits! People were going crazy for TGICIHL in a way that Milwaukee was more subdued about. Russell smiled at me really big early in the show, probably because I knew the words and was loud and enthusiastic. I got a cute SMWS Russell tummy jump video which I will post later.
During Nothing Is As Good As They Say It Is, I obviously knew the way Russell sashayed and waved his arm back and forth during the chorus from other shows and was mimicking him. He locked eyes with me and we did the hand punctuating thing at each other during that TWICE.
I am a “woo”er I will freely admit that and so I am constantly obnoxiously screaming and clapping and just being super loud. So I obviously was screaming my head off when Ron got up for Shopping Mall Of Love. During the second chorus he looked DIRECTLY at me and went “yeah ✊” I will post video later but I was shakinggggggg.
There were lots of loud applause breaks and late-ish in the show (can’t remember when), Ron looked directly at me again and mouthed “thank you”. Like no thank YOUUUUUUUU KING!
I know Russell bounces around a lot on stage, HOWEVER, the way this stage was set up, it was probably a bit harder to get to our side of the stage, but he came over a lot anyway and I have to think it was partially because of me because he seemed to almost be finding excuses to come dance with us even when he was about to have to start singing again 🤗
Eli dancing and feeling the music was so slay I love that short king jfdgkjrfkjg
I’m not sure how or why Russell would ever EVER feel self conscious about his tummy.... I was lucky to get it captured during SMWS... during MTYCTD though he danced over and it was too fast for me to get filmed but I basically was 4 feet from the man and watched his tummy bounce out from under his t-shirt for a good 5-7 seconds... mesmerized is the most polite way to put how I felt in that moment but oh my fucking god 😵💫😵💫😵💫 [redacted] [censored] [an oncoming train whistle obscures what i’m about to say] but suffice it to say [meme voice] I think I hauve covid...
And the open collar and sweat obviously..... yeah.
As I divulged to a few of you and was encouraged by @jefffreybeaumont, the plan was to make a sign that says “YOU’RE MUCH HOTTER THAN THE GALLAGHER BROTHERS” because in interviews they’re always being asked how they don’t fight like the Gallaghers or the Davies. The secret spice was typing it out in Barbie font. I somehow managed to not get it wrinkled in my over 1000 mile 2 day voyage and held it up during the shuffle. I don’t think Russell could read it because he was farther away but during the shuffle I held it up. It was hard to tell Ron’s reaction because I was multitasking but I watched later and sent it to @rhythmthlef and she says his face showed “bemused self effacement” fdkjgkldjsfkg.
Something I’d stupidly personally worried about for ages was that Ron and Russell didn’t care about the U.S. as much - the U.K. has always embraced them and I’d worried that they didn’t think of these shows as special or meaningful because radio stations here don’t give them the time of day and they don’t always sell out. Since Chicago, I don’t worry about that anymore. Their faces shine with excitement, pride, and pure joy at EVERY SHOW. They’ve gotten more fans since TSB and opportunities that they wouldn’t have gotten ten years ago, even in the U.S. I mean, NPR Tiny Desk! Wow. Russell was emphasizing that the feelings of the shows “don’t go away when we go to the next city” and I could tell that he really meant it.
Eli came out for the encore in the bucket hat and a red Southern style bandana - very cute. The man who took the photo handed Russell his cowboy hat beforehand and Russell says, “Oh yeah, my hat.” He then proceeds to put it on, smirk confidently at the audience, and say, “What’s up, yall? You from these parts?”WHAT IS WRONG W HIMMMMMMMM GFHJDKJGFKLDSJFKDS CALIFORNIA DOOFUS!!! And I fought for my life squeezing into the pic but I’m in there! Right behind the keyboard!
The pic is taken and I know my chance is now. I start screaming for Ron (who was a bit closer to me) but he doesn’t hear me. I then start screaming at the top of my lungs “RUSSELL!!! I HAVE A LETTER!! RUSSELL!!” and after about 7 times he hears and sees me and meanders over and takes the letter and 2 rainbow Sparks logo acrylic pins (the ones I sold to some of yall a couple months ago)! I’m not sure if they’ll wear the pins but I had to try. I do hope they read the letter - they really do mean everything to me. I was unsure that I’d get their attention at all, so I didn’t get the moment I handed it on film, but I do have a video of Russell holding and then glancing down at the letter. They were leaving the stage and Russell stopped to hold hands with multiple people on his way offstage.
I stood there for a minute, very emotional, then made my way out. As I left, a security guard off to the side went “Hey, you sang all night man, that was great.” and I just replied “They’re my favorite band, you’ve gotta be passionate, y’know, thanks!” Even non fans know I’m a real one kgcjkgjfdkjgfd.
My Lyft driver was super sweet and chatty and I rode back to my hotel feeling like I was floating on a cloud.
Random sidenotes: A) They cut “Toughest Girl In Town” which I didn’t realize til later - I’m sure they’re getting tired near the end of the tour B) Eli is truly such a talented guitarist? He slayed the Bon Voyage solo. He was right in front of me so I really got to see him shine (in my brief moments not zeroed in on Ron and Russell) but obviously the whole band is amazing C) I sent Alissa snaps of me during Beaver O’Lindy and they said “You’re almost singing louder than Russell is” kdgfjkdjkg D) This was the one time I didn’t cry during It Doesn’t Have To Be That Way because I was sweating so much that [Lucille Bluth voice] I couldn’t spare the moisture E) I will share a few videos but I swear my singing is horrendous and embarrassing so just the key moments jfdgjfi F) I used almost 10GB of memory on photos and videos...
The plan is to get a Sparks tattoo within the year. I’ve gotta do it. They are so special to me. I’ve been into bands before and I don’t regret any of it but this feels different and special. This truly feels like where I belong as a fan and a person and as someone who has always felt strange and awkward and out of place. But there’s one place and one song and that’s Sparks.
SparksTour forever ✨
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Here is the letter:
Dear Textbook Publishers:
We are deeply troubled by the news of some textbook publishers yielding to the unreasonable demands of certain government representatives calling for the censorship of school educational materials, specifically textbooks. We write to you out of concern that those who are charged with supporting the education of this country’s students, such as yourselves, may be tempted to water down critical information to appeal to the lowest common denominator.
We urge any company who has not yet given in to this pressure to hold the line for our democracy. Our country’s future is at stake. You hold enormous influence in shaping how our great nation’s history is told, and the consequences of your actions will reverberate for generations to come. Honestly grappling with our legacy has long been a cornerstone of American patriotism.
If we are to continue striving for a more perfect union, then we must carry out our duty of ensuring future generations understand our full history as well as the contributions of all its people. That includes learning from our mistakes. These lessons are vital to preparing our youth to fully engage in a free and fair democracy.
Sanitizing our educational texts for the mercurial comfort of a few today ultimately limits the next generation’s ability to make informed decisions for themselves. Moreover, the negative impact that censorship and book-banning has on this nation’s students – many already marginalized and underrepresented in society – cannot be overstated during a time when we are facing an unprecedented youth mental health crisis. Each and every single student in the United States of America has the right to exist, to be seen, and to be represented. It is an important priority of our administrations to ensure that any educational materials censored to appeal to political pressure do not negatively impact our educational goals and values in our states.
As such, please know that we will be working closely with all of our school districts to ensure they are fully informed of which texts include comprehensive and accurate educational information – and which have been inappropriately censored – when they consider procurement of instructional materials for the nearly nine million students our states serve.
The letter was sent to the following publishers: Cengage Learning, Goodheart-Willcox, Houghton Mifflin Harcourt, McGraw Hill Education, Pearson, Routledge Taylor and Francis Group, Savvas Learning Co., Scholastic and Teachers Curriculum Institute.
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Day 2 — Gaz
Your very own sinner
Kinktober day 2: Roleplay | T!tfucking — Fem!Reader
NSFW, MDNI — TW: Religious imagery, mentions of religious trauma
This one got taken down from T!kT0k a few hours after uploading it full there so now it’s fully censored and I am fully pissed 🤠 anyways, enjoy my fav boy Gaz in a semi wholesome context hihi -Midnight
“Come on, just give it a shot. Please?”
You groan in response, for what is probably the seventieth time this week. It had been nearly a month since Kyle had started bugging you about ‘spicing things up in the bedroom’, and he’d been dead set on trying roleplaying ever since.
As much as you could brush it off as a silly phase of his at first, it is harder to ignore him now that his lips are pressed to your nape, his hands grabbing at your hips with just a tad bit too much force for it to be innocent.
“Kyle, I’m trying to get ready here.” It’s an attempt at dismissing his shenanigans, and it’s also true. A few stray hairs are sticking to your lipgloss, and your arms are twisted behind your back — knuckles brushing against your clingy boyfriend’s chest — and fiddling with a rebellious zipper on your white top; you and Kyle are preparing for a Halloween costume party some friend of his was throwing. You had decided upon matching costumes. Something cliché, sure, but it was the best you could come up with with the short notice.
“I know, means now’s the perfect time, love.” He is met with yet another roll of your eyes. He snickers behind you, looking at the reflection in front of him. An angel and a devil, both looking back at him.
We did say it was cliché.
“Make yourself useful and help me with that top, yeah?” You sigh, arms falling back to your sides in frustration, your eyes meeting his in the mirror.
“Mh, with pleasure, baby,” The sergeant mutters in your ear, nails grazing up the exposed flesh of your back towards the source of your annoyance. It makes your spine straighten and tears a soft, held-back moan out of your throat.
Kyle chuckles. “Your back’s always so sensitive, God, I love it.” His words make your cheeks heat up, and his warm breath on the shell of your ear is like a match in a gas tank. Calloused hands delicately pull the fastener up, his fingertips pressing slightly into your muscles to flatten the fabric of your cropped lingerie-style top.
You swear you can physically feel the tension rise inside the small bathroom of your one-bedroom apartment. It is beyond you, how you still get butterflies when your long-term boyfriend flirts with you. You’re not one to complain, though.
“Thanks,” You reply in a breathless whisper.
“You’re beautiful,” He murmurs, resting his chin upon your shoulder. There’s a sweetness to his tone, something more genuine than the shameless courting he has been relentlessly shooting at you all night long. It’s just gentle. Soft, even. “My sweet little angel… Bet I could corrupt you.”
Ah, there it goes.
His strong arms snake around your waist, pulling you flush against him. There is no room left for you to doubt his arousal, now. You look at his mirrored image as he scatters kisses along the pulsating vein of your neck, your hand finding their way to his own in a familiar motion.
“This top on you, baby, the things I wanna do to you right now…” You bite back a smirk. Kyle has always been good at both sweet whispers and dirty-talking, and truth be told, his efforts are slowly paying off. Right now, you’re the powder, he’s the fuse.
It’s only a matter of when the spark will ignite the both of you.
“You’d want me dressed in a trash bag, love,” You reply, a sheepish smile tugging at the corners of your lips.
“You’re right.” You know you are. It still earns him a soft scoff on your part.
“But dressed like that? God, bloody fucking hell, I could just—“ He halts himself with a sound, something somewhere between a sigh and a whimper, palms trailing up towards the swell of your chest.
You don’t think he notices when your hands grip the edge of the sink a little tighter.
He does.
“I want to take you to Hell myself so we can sin together, angel.” His voice is suave in your ear, and although you manage to keep a face close to straight, the goosebumps everywhere on your body betray you. His thumbs travel over the ivory velvet of your top, over the hardened buds that peak through the fabric, and your lips part in a breath.
There are the ass men, there are the legs men, and then there’s Kyle ‘Gaz’ Garrick. Who likes to be buried balls deep between your tits.
The man smiles into your hair, gently pinching the sensitive flesh between his thumbs and index fingers.
“Please?” He repeats, and it’s the slight crack in his gravelly voice that sends you crumbling down.
“Fuck,” You murmur.
“I’m trying,” He responds.
Cocky bastard.
“Can’t pretend to resist my handsome devil much longer, can I?” You internally cringe at yourself for playing along with his religious-trauma-inducing scenario, but any embarrassment on your part is wiped away with the way Kyle’s face lights up in the mirror, and with the twitch you feel low against your backside. He really is enjoying this, isn’t he?
No words are even needed. He takes a half-step back, grabbing at your hips, and yanking you around to face him. One of his hands lifts to your face, cupping your cheek, pulling you in for a kiss, while the other drops low and pushes at your inner thigh, prying your legs apart.
“Be a good little angel, drop to your knees,” he mumbles against your mouth. Heat pools in the pit of your stomach. You obey, a string of saliva breaking between your lips as they part.
For a moment, everything is rushed. Kyle unbuckles his belt, you seize it and throw it God-knows-where. You pull his trousers and underwear down, his length springing free, and he racks his fingertips in your hair to comb it back. He pushes your back against the side of the bathtub to make it arch and you place a kiss right next to his hard-on.
“God-”
“Don’t name my Lord in vain,” You tease, and you see his tongue poke at his cheek behind his smile. Both amused and frustrated.
You reach back to unzip your top — after all the trouble you went through to get it fastened, seriously, the things you do for him — but your attention is drawn away by a thumb pressing into your gloss. You welcome it.
“No, keep it on, if we’re to sin, I want it to stain you, baby.” It feels even more blasphemous when you look up at him with those doe eyes, glimmery pink lips wrapped around his finger and shining under the light of the bathroom, your synthetic wings pressed down against the porcelain of the tub. A real-life angel submitting to him, he thinks.
The heat that paints your cheeks puts your cream blush to shame. Maybe you are into this.
His free hand hooks underneath the velvet of your costume. He lowers himself and pulls on it, just enough to let his cock slip in, inching between your squeezed tits. Soon, his tip peeks through on the other side, a rosary of precum droplets rolling down the sensitive flesh. Both his hands grab a handful of each mound, pressing them together around his shaft. A desperate moan slips out of his chest.
“You’re twitching already?”
“For you? Always,” he breathes out. It’s his way of worshipping you: His chestnut eyes gazing deep into yours while his body venerates yours in the simplest way possible.
He pulls out, then bucks his hips back in, over and over. A kind of lascivious melody grows, a choir of moans highlighted by the rhythmic slapping of his skin on yours. You snake a hand down your torso to take care of the wetness that’s soaking the flesh between your thighs.
“You feel like Heaven, bloody Hell–” He mewls, mostly to himself. The way his thrusts pick up to an almost frantic pace is a clear signal of how close he is.
“Don’t ruin my makeup–” You warn. You might like the way you look with his essence smeared across your face, painting obscenity over your skin, but you’ll be damned before Kyle can have you pull out your palettes again.
“Stick your tongue out and swallow me, then,” He grunts, fingers tangling in your hair to bring your face down, pushing his way inside your mouth with a string of new curses.
You swirl around the tip of his cock, and Christ, it feels good, but the mock innocence in your eyes when they meet his once more has them rolling to the back of his head, long ropes of his warm seed spilling down your throat.
He pulls out without a warning, and the white slick trickles down your chin and onto the creased velvet of your top before you even have a chance to swallow it.
The devil pulls you up against him, tongue quickly finding yours. You’re both a breathless, sweaty mess.
“Such a messy little angel…”
“Baby, we’re gonna be late—“ You try to object when his hand replaces yours inside the lace of your underwear.
“We already are, let me show you what true sin feels like.”
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Genuine question, do you think Taylor will get a lot of hate if she chooses to be honest on TTPD about her own experiences? If it was anyone else, they'd get away with it but Taylor has been cursed since the beginning of hr career to be moral policed by people on the internet about how she's "weaponzing her feelings" and "capitalizing off of her serial dating antics".
I don't agree obviously, but it scares me that Taylor might censor or even hold back on her songwriting because of it. I think she already did so with SNTV (my opinion).
She's under a lot of spotlight now, and also a lot of scrutiny. Great power an responsibility yada yada.
Anything she says has the potential to be blown out of proportion and she knows it. She knows that if she had a bad experience with Joe and is transparent about it, she'd be accused of "sending her fans to attack him to fulfill her petty desires" etc, very similar accusations to the ones thrusted upon her during Red TV release. I can't even say it's misogyny at this point because other FEMALE artists do the same (tell their side of the story) and manage to garner widespread public sympathy. Taylor truly is an anomaly, and currently her fanbase has expanded to a dangerous level and it's stretched taut, a single indiscretion can rip apart everything.
I feel like Taylor has learnt how to better navigate a situation like this, because this has happened so many times to her in the past. I feel like she truly is treating the game as a game now that she knows how to play, and I fear we might never see her be fully honest with us again (not that she owes us anything, but a lot of fans think this is going to be a Red situation but I don't think so. I think she's gonna hold back on her vulnerability for self preservation purposes).
I fear the albums might start sounding more generic or manufactured as a result of it. Taylor's superpower is her songwriting...and right now virtually EVERYONE has their pitchforks ready, prepared to dissect every word she says on her new album. Taylor doesn't typically like inciting controversy, so she's probably gonna play it safe. She's chosen to go nearly radio silent a week before her album release and I don't blame her. She teased ONE lyric on the eclipse day and got a ton of shit for it already. That is NOT normal.
Idk what do you think?
frankly, i relate to none your concerns fjaklsdl 💀 i think you need perspective. get off swiftie twitter or fauxmoi or wherever lmao.
i think we've seen plenty of proof that taylor is going to be honest in her music. she'll probably continue to limit press in order to limit her words being taken out of context and limit bad faith reactions to her music. that's all she can do short of censor her music which she's pretty much explicitly said she doesn't want to do.
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Let's Rewind! Toast watches Voltron: Defender of The Universe (1984)
Season 1, Episode 43: Voltron Frees the Slaves
Season 1, Episode 44: Voltron vs. Voltron
Episode 43: Voltron Frees the Slaves
Do I recognize this episode name? I think so
Allura - tries to be positive, Hunk - immediately pessimistic
Like I fully agree with hunk here don't get me wrong but cmon man enjoy the peace for a bit like Keith said
"Lotor you are my son, may I be forgiven, and some day you will be king, may the evil gods help the planet. I have a special assignment to see if you could prove worthy of the throne"
LMAO ZARKON ISN'T EVEN HIDING HIS DISDAIN FOR HIS OWN SON ANYMORE, I LOVE HIM FOR THAT
Idk why zarkon keeps trusting Lotor with destroying Voltron, like dude do you not remember the last 42 episodes lmao
oh I don't recognize this episode, was I wrong? I kind of know the looks of these characters, weird
also a girl died in front of her lover by missile strike and ofc that was censored, but it was a funny one because we get no context as to why the guy just starts sobbing
Have other planets been named after Zarkon after being taken over? Why is this one just now being called Zarkonia
DID HAGGARS CAT JUST PUSH A GUY OFF A CLIFF?? WILD
is Voltron a universe wide legend then? I know that's probably obvious by now, but it's still wild to hear, and believable honestly since our cultures share the same stories in the same ways
well these kids are stupid if they think they can take lotor hostage, like itll probably work because its dotu and everything goes in their favor but still
I definitely recognize this episode now, I just don't know the plot like I thought I did
"this is a man's work!" kill die maim
I know that was them trying to be brave and then setting up the only girl there to fight them on it to help to show she's strong but ugh
aand immediately the plan gets fucked because haggar's cat spies on them, if one of those kids doesn't die ill be disappointed
even better they're used as hostages, though that's gonna go south for lotor real fast
im sorry no launch sequence for the team? i guess they were saving money this episode
at least the team knows it's a trap and is prepared for it
animation error, the little girl's dress is the same blue as her brother's, but it goes back to an off-white when it zooms out
"That mighty robot will be desTROYED"
Lotor has no patience for kids confirmed
"Voltron doesn't know the gravity of the situation, but I do!"
Lotor stop using good puns to trick people into thinking actually funny, you may be a clown, but you sure aren't the kind that makes people laugh
DID THEY NUKE THE KIDS WHEN THE TEAM CAME BY? THAT IS SUCH A WILD TURN FROM "CHANGING GRAVITY TO SLOW DOWN VOLTRON FOR THE ROBEAST TO GET HIM"
they're all alive though fucking somehow because everyone merged into this weird orb thing
nobody remembers a goddamn thing about how it happened
WHY IS PIDGE SUDDENLY THE SMART GUY NOW, WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE HAS A SCIENTIFIC EXPLANATION BRING ME BACK FERAL REGULAR SMART PIDGE
sorry hold on, were the kids trapped on a whole different planet? This is why we need context good god
now that they're saved the team is going to actually free the real planet
this robeast just looks like a regular mech again, what happened to the monster designs I liked those a lot
was that dodge a jojo reference
voltron has been automatically calibrating their weapon fire this whole time?? I feel like the team should be rusty after that because it's been a while since they became a team
does voltron have a retractable mace as a weapon, what the actual fuck why don't we see these cool weapons more often
oh a classic scene, one strike from each opponent where one gets hurt but one truly loses
of course voltron wins because he pulled out blazing sword
the fight scenes this time around for voltron v robeast was actually pretty cool, I was more invested in it than I thought I'd be
these kids wanna be part of the vf huh? Inch resting ideas are coming to me
the planet name is Bravura by the by
/episode end
Episode 44: Voltron vs Voltron
Now this one I know FOR SURE
i love when episodes open with zarkon complaining, he's such a mood
Haggar's cat is just a full-time nark isn't he
"I provided a glamorous touch by darkening the circles under his eyes!"
Haggar turned Voltron emo by giving him black eyeliner
Pidge I know fighting in a giant robot is cool, but I don't think it's good to WANT to fight lotor every time you visit a new planet
the implications are implicating
honestly I totally forgot they came to planet Yadyl already, but it's nice to see SOME consistency in the show for once
why is it always children who recognize something is wrong, like I get that nobody would see that the robeast this time is a voltron dupe but why is it only the kid who's like "hmmm why does voltron have an escort with him??"
i think my gif this time around will be of the kid weirdly digging in the sand to leave voltron an early warning LMAO
I know the team is forming voltron to go to yadyl and properly celebrate with them, but it's still wild to see that voltron comes out even when there's no emergency
this other kid KNOWS it should be the governor who's answering the transmission from voltron, did he assume that someone else answered for him or is lotors impression of the guy just THAT good
team - sees people staring at voltron in fear
keith: no people- HEY THERE'S AN ARMED ROBOT, THE SOS WAS RIGHT, EYE BEAM
AND THEN HE PROCEEDS TO BLOW UP THE ENTIRE TOWN WHEN THERE LITERALLY WERE CIVILIANS
how is the team not getting more bad will from some other planets like how hard is it to have a planet go rogue on them for not thinking their actions through
lotor why are you running INTO THE EXPLODING TURRETS
I'm on zarkon's side here, you should be dead dude
animation error, dupetrons leg went from blue to yellow after sand blew on it but then went back to blue in the next cut
the chest on dupetron just turned into the drule skull symbol, haggar really did make him goth LMAO
oh man this thing really is getting to voltron, we haven't seen the blazing sword formation get interrupted before
Keith how did you know the signals were getting picked up, i can't just feed into the belief that this man is some tactical genius without some SUBSTANCE
its just some dude in dupetron,, also which they'd say that beforehand so i wouldnt assume it's a robeast and when it's really an overly complicated mech
WHY DO THEY KEEP SAYING RED LION IS HUNK, LANCE PILOTS RED LION ASSHOLES KNOW YOUR GODDAMN BASICS MY GOODNESS
also who knew that voltron could detach his arms and then the arms can act as their own units WHILE STILL BEING ABLE TO FORM BLAZING SWORD, insanity
i changed my mind i know what i want to be the cover gif for this episode sidnvois
/episode end
#voltron#voltron dotu#voltron defender of the universe#80s voltron#let's rewind!#toast talks#second episode brought to you by my cat chewing on my cables#hes such a fatass lmao
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Also (fully prepared to be told im Reaching) I do think there’s an uncomfortably racial element to all the talk about tiktok censoring things. Very much in the same vein as people drumming up yellow peril rhetoric not long ago and saying “THAT CHINA APP IS GETTING OUR AMERICAN CHILDREN ADDICTED TO THEIR PROPAGANDA!” Painting an image of tiktok moderators as ruthless and authoritarian and pushing the masses toward a new dystopian set of behaviors is, in too many instances, a dogwhistle
#and ftr a lot of those videos/accts aren’t even being removed they’re being#(if we are to believe what these people insist is happening) ‘shadowbanned’#by which they seem to mean that the posts aren’t getting as much engagement as expected lmao#bc ‘the algorithm refuses to pick them up bc of their content’ pleaaaase whgdgdvdfdf
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