#hatemyself

[charlottan]

hi teacher sorry i waited to start the assignment until the due time because of the terroors

#hatemyself #hoping he still takes it #i think he will #this was such a bad week for satisfactory update six to come out

[xxxneverbeinggoodenoughxxx]

#ich schneide mich damit ich mich nicht umbringe #svv #suizid #buch #trigger #it's time to move on #larissa braun #books on demand #faye #cailan #Depressionen #Familie #Liebe #Hass #Selbsthass #hate #hate my life #love #hateme #hatemyself #hass #suicidial #probleme #angst #selbsthass

[owlcide98]

Dude. I literally have no one. The ones I had close with me distanced themselves from me because I fuck up everything as usual. I am just a sick dumbfuck who doesn't know how to act around people. Fuck me.

#depression #depressed #anxiety #hatemyself

[valiantplaidshepherddreamer]

I've been thinking about me, my daily routine, my inner emotions and everything in my life, I realized that the only thing I've been doing constantly is forcing myself to live, everyday I survive waiting for the present day to end and then another day to come and end again, like I'm just waiting for the time to pass as if eventually something will happen, I wait, I endure, I say to myself "nothing left, you'll end this soon". My whole life is waiting for the moments to end because its tiring and difficult, I never experience the joy of walking up and getting excited to try something new or to learn something I like or to do a task that I'm passionate about. I'm scared of continuing to live this way, I'm actually terrified of the thought that I'm wasting my youth and my efforts being anxious, stressful and empty.

I just wonder how does it feel to live a life with passion and excitement ? How does it feel to walk up with energy to work and interact the whole day ? How does it feel not paying attention to the time because your in love with what your doing and you don't want it to end ?

I think I live because I have to. My heart longs to go somewhere else.

#life #depression tw #anxitey #lonliness #tired #mental health #weak #spinless #depression #losing desires #passion #love #hatemyself #i feel empty #empty #down #alone

[silent-pain-15]

Du hast keine Zeit mehr für mich, also hab ich keine Zeit mehr für dich. 💭

#life #true #you broke me #hatemyself #posttraumatische belastungsstörung #depressiv

[allaboardthesimptrain]

Anyone else w bpd that's cheated on their SO I'd love to chat, figure out why we do this dumb shite yknow

#bpd #actually bpd #bpd splitting #living with bpd #actuallyborderline #quiet bpd #bpd feels #actually mentally ill #bpd thoughts #mentally ill #sad #cheating #hatemyself

[heartbrokennlost]

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one of my flaws is that i can never truly let go. i tell myself that i’ve moved on and try to believe that i’ve healed but still find myself imagining abt what could’ve been bc those fantasies bring me comfort from the cruel reality that it’s over and nothing will ever be the same.

#lost #depression #hatemyself #mental health #kms #why #life #relatable

[mummacookiesmind]

Not much better...

Not really feeling any better. In fact probably worse.

I am pretty over weight due to some medication I started taking 3 years ago and because my diet and exercise suck. It has been piling on since the end of 2019 and the covid hit and lockdowns came and I just ballooned. I have not managed to shift any since then despite trying and failing multiple times.

I actually can't but clothes because nothing feels right. I simply walk around in jeggings and massive t shirts and mens hoodies because it makes me feel smaller. I hate looking in the mirror and I rarely do unless I have to put make up on for something. It's gotten so bad and I just don't know what to do.

I simply want to crawl under a rock right now and pretend I don't exist. I should not be this miserable at 31. I should be enjoying my life and actually getting somewhere.

#depression #anxiety #weightgain #noconfidence #wheretoturn #down #hatemyself #bleugh #socialanxiety #noclothes #nofood #justhide

[shivermind]

#thoughts #feelings #depression #hatemyself #sad quotes #gedanken

[killthesimpleplaces]

Having a sleepover with my skinnier and pretty friend and she's on FaceTime with her boyfriend while good old jolly fat me is scrolling thru thinspo and depressed tags hoping to be skinny and happy with myself 🤣😂🤣😂. I used to see this in the movies but I didn't think it would happen to me😖. Maybe I'll have a glow up like the movies.

#i'mtired #proana #idontfuckingcareanymore #i'mimeantforthis #anorexia #bulimia #hatemyself

[summer-of-athena]

April 27, 2022

Diet: Bad

Exercise: Fair

I literally ate two donuts AND two bags of Cheetos? Am I a fucking whale?? There's no hope for me, I'm so disgusted.

At least I had the decency to go on a midday walk. Tomorrow is protein shakes and a gym session because 🤢🤢🤢

#hatemyself #entries #for myself #fml #sk!nny #4na #growingbyshrinking #weightloss #not pr0 anything #hate my life #mi4

[xxxneverbeinggoodenoughxxx]

Ich hab einfach keine Kraft mehr für das alles

#hate #hate my life #hateme #hass #hatemyself #suicidial #probleme #angst #selbsthass #depressive #depression #depressed #sorry for being me #sorry #sorry for this #im sorry #i am sorry #svv #sv #borderline personality disorder #borderline #psycho #psychiatrie

[silent-pain-15]

and I can't stop asking myself...why do I hate myself so much...🥀

#life #true #truestory #hatemyself #selbstzerstörung

[cosasquemeescriboamimismx]

Just a piece of shit

#hatemyself

[gaymer-hag-stan]

#f(x) #Amber #Amber Liu #Amber Josephine Liu #Liu Yi-yun #K-pop #Pop #Girl Groups #hatemyself #Youtube

[ganggangster]

Just a bad bitch with bad anxiety.

#helpme #dumb #anxiety #baddie #hatemyself