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Its absolutely terrifying knowing no one will ever understand me.. they'll "try" but no matter what I do no one will ever be able to understand unless they were able to go into my brain and experience it themselves. There's so much TOO much all the God damned time and I'm going insane. People will say they care or understand the feeling but no they fucking don't.
I've spent my whole life trying to figure my shitty brain out and you really think you can know me after only hearing 1% of what made me like this? You think you "understand" that my brain tortures me 24/7? even if you had bpd and all my other disorders you'd never be able to feel what I feel and understand me. I'll be alone forever no matter what I do.
I'm so fucking sick of people doing whatever they want to me and expect me to just sit there and take it. I'm. Done.
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I haven't felt this hopeless & stressed out in a while.
I'm tired of being in physical pain. I'm tired of having endless doctors appointments. I'm tired of having anxiety and having the people who should be caring for me tease me about said anxiety which causes me to be unable to receive the care I need.
I'm fucking over it. I wish there was a surefire way to kms because I'm so done. I feel like I'm wasting everybody's time. I feel like I'm wasting my life. Every day is spent in physical and mental agony and I'm so done with it.
What even is the point anymore?
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She won't ever get back together with me again either. Her family despises me I already know that. She's at her grandmas house too. I just hate that I can't be with her. I hate that I've let her down. I hate that I'm seen as a nobody by her family just because I don't make enough to come over there despite the fact that I've been trying
It makes me feel so hopeless
I'm just starting to be really self destructive
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Turn on "prevent third-party sharing" in your settings!
Go into your settings, click on your blog name, scroll down and enable "prevent third-party sharing". I'm gonna be honest, I question how much/if this even prevents any AI bullshit, but do it just in case anyway.
Edit: On Mobile it's the Settings Gear, Visibility, Prevent third-party sharing.
You have to turn that on for all your blogs separately.
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last three seasons spn are crazy. its just dean being borderline suicidal while sam tries to fix it by basically dangling his keys at him and going : “dean look! cowboys!” “dean look! strip club!” “dean look! haunted action figure.”
Meanwhile castiel is like i see that dean is suicidal, this is clearly my fault so i will remedy this by dying.
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I'm so fucking dumb I need to just shut the fuck up and stop caring.
I haven't been this pissed off in a long time but fhdfrdgFfUCK I never wanted to let myself be in this stupid ass situation again but here I am. Shaking trying not to cry in bed.
I'm such an idiot for trusting anyone again.
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I'm tired of existing and I am so tired of not being allowed to choose whether or not I exist.
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