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g1deon and pyrrha + gideon and harrow throughlines scattered in all of tlt continue to drive me insane.
the initial investigation scenes post the 5th deaths where the 2nd house tries to pull cohort rank control of the situation, gideon & harrow immediately sneak away to learn that the winnowing trial was developed by the second house and cohort founders, g1deon & pyrrha. winnowing as incorporating the other, refusing distractions for the sake of true control, loyalty and duty.
gideon is wearing his sunglasses, rifling through their things. she doesn’t see it as a real place someone would live in, only a stop along the way to somewhere else, more whole.
she sees a gun on the wall that her mother's ghost will use the river memory of to try and kill harrow in the dream of cannan house:
It took Gideon a long time to realise that she was looking at something goddamn ancient: it was a blowback carbine gun. She’d only ever seen pictures. ….. The hairs on the back of Gideon’s neck had risen when the lights came on, and they hadn’t gone back down, as if her intrusion might well tempt time back to claim its grave goods. GTN chapter 19
Carbine rifle, read the key. For a moment she pitied Judith Deuteros’s last seconds. To be killed with this ancient piece of grave goods! It would have been like being set upon by a ghost out of time. HTN chapter 18
gideon reads "one flesh, one end" for the first time. she tells harrow these people were living in each others pockets, the same phrase she'll later use to describe the two of them. pyrrha spent nearly 10,000 years locked in a drawer in gideon the first’s mind bc he couldn't bear to let her go. gideon tells harrow how they feel like strangers despite growing up together.
harrow cant stand the thought and in less than a month harrow will lock gideon in a drawer and gideon the first will relentlessly try to kill harrow in her waking hours to spare her the agony he'll never learn is closely parallel to his, and when she fails to hear his real name her brain starts bleeding:
And he had said: “Ortus, have pity.”
“This is my pity, Lord,” said the Saint of Duty. HTN chapter 20
g1deon was john’s oldest friend, he carried that suitcase in his loyalty to him. then he becomes an amnesiac, immortal thanergy void, absorbing and nullifying the echoes of that catastrophe. founding the cohort that flips planets in the exact mirror to the ecological tragedy they all sacrificed everything to spare earth from. over and over again.
He didn’t even ask me to explain. That was the kind of guy he was. He and I had grown up on the same street. I’d spotted him for mince pies all the time as kids, so stands to reason he let me cut off his arm and carried a nuke for me. John 1:20
in g+p’s room harrow says that theyre all the ninth house has ( = you’re all that i have). gideon firmly says shes "NO ONE'S son or daughter"
but in less than a year gideon’s mother, sitting opposite her father, will recognize pyrrha with a sense of profound relief before her revenant is unceremoniously killed. gideon will watch through harrows eyes, in hiding:
Harrow, I will never forget the look on her face as long as I live, or as long as I die. (…) It was the smile for your old cellmate who’d just landed back in prison, the one that told them at least you were in it together—or more correctly, the smile of someone stepping out of jail after serving a very long sentence, having seen someone there waiting for her. Someone whose presence meant total reprieve, someone she hadn’t expected. It was a little bit mocking. It was deeply relieved. HTN chapter 50
i don’t have a conclusion to this rn i’m just……much to think abt. the displacement of grief, the loyalty through control, how it just happens over and over and over again and they just bear witness as tools or trapped souls or revenants, clinging to anything they can even if they don’t remember it.
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1-800-call-ria · 10 months
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hii! can i be ur 🧸 anon? or maybe 🍒 anon... mmm i cant decide lol also i dont know if my ask sent so im sending this js in case
anyways chenle thoughts??? gwah not to be a gf stan but i think abt him sm- esp after istj came out (he carried btw!!!) his voice is just my absolute favourite i dont know what to say
speaking of his voice... i feel like he just might be the type to constantly reassure ppl?? just imagine coming home after a bad day... chenle notices ofc n gives u a big hug then with his sweet voice he just quietly reassures u that ur okay, swaying the two of you side to side-
ig that'll be it for now 🤔 js a small taste of my thoughts
Bf!Chenle thought #1
FIRST OF ALL OFC YOU CAN BE WHATEVER ANON YOU WANT !!! ur my first so you get to choose (i’ll spoil you 😋) second YES he absolutely slayed the house down this era like it’s crazy (ilhsm idk if you can tell). I love his voice too and I really hope you like this and i hope i’ll hear from you soon :)
warning: use of ‘mom’ for reader to daegal, over use of Baby? (not edited so pls tell me my mistakes 💔)
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As the first chenle stan (top delulu gf right here), he is definitely a physical touch and words of affirmation girly.
He’s come home finally after so long while being on tour and doing promotions and such for ISTJ, it’s like you haven’t seen him in forever. You’ve had probably the worst day ever where your hair didn’t look right, you couldn’t do this or that right, and most of all you’re not with Chenle.
Right after everything was done he wanted to surprise you by just showing up to your (and his) apartment.
“Y/N? Baby? We’re home!” He calls out, holding Daegal in one hand and his bag over his shoulder.
Chenle’s surprised when he doesn’t see you in the kitchen, usually you’re eating or making your food this late. He looks around the living room also seeing your not in that room either. Finally putting down Daegal telling her to ‘go find your mommy/mummy’
Not even a few seconds later she’s running to your bathroom door, scratching and whining. Even rubbing her head against the door before running back to Chenle, yipping and whining once again to the door. Obviously he takes the hint and knocks on the door.
“Are you in there? Daegal and I are back, she missed you. After our calls she would start whining….” You can hear his smile in his voice, “I missed you too you know, even if you are annoying.” Of course he would find a way to say something like that. It makes you crack the faintest smile. You really missed him.
“Hey baby? Can I-?”
You open the door for him before he can even finish his sentence. Daegal is in his arms and he’s smiling at you, jokingly shaking her paw and mocking what’s supposed to be her voice ‘hiiii mom, I missed you soooo much’ .
If he wasn’t your boyfriend and if you were in a better mood you probably would’ve joked about it. Saying something about how stupid he was or even pushing him away. Instead you settle for pulling her into your own arms petting and hugging her and placing her right beside you on the floor.
As soon as she’s put on the floor Chenle pulls you into the biggest hug ever. He doesn’t even need to be told you’re not feeling very well. He says that you’re easy to read, in reality he pays attention extremely well.
“You’re okay, I promise. Whatever you’ve been thinking I need you to stop for a second and rethink.” His arms pull you even closer to himself, and they start moving up and down your back. Tears start to well in your eyes and you realize just how much he means to you.
Eventually he pulls you back so he can see your face, even bringing his hands to your arms holding them there letting his thumbs rub your arms.
“I love you,” He kisses your forehead.
“I love you,” He kisses your nose.
“I love you so so much,” And he ends with pulling you into a kiss. When he finally pulls away he brings you once again into a tight embrace.
You’re not all of a sudden happy and healed, but you sure do feel better with him by your side.
“…Now why did our child get a hug before me.”
“Zhong. Chenle.”
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kirbyofthestars · 4 months
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ok um look at the images at the bottom first because this is an ask and i cant put them first HELP. just screenshotted the wiki since i dont feel like getting them from the game itself even if i have the costume . head in hands okay
so . for context langue de chat is a Very ambitious overachieving lawyer who takes great pride in themself but also crumbles easily under any sort of pressure or stress. This costume makes me want to gnaw on something because GOD DAMN does this tell us a lot like THEYRE A FUCKING WORKAHOLIC. BY DEFINITION. They cannot fathom NOT working for three seconds while theyre on vacation. they usually speak in a very professional and confident manner but they use so many elipsies(or however you spell it the three dots) here Girl their ass does NOT know how to relax!!! "Ah! I got sugar water on the files!" THEIR ASS IS NOT RELAXING STOP WORKING LITTLE SHIT YOURE ON VACATION!!!!!
also in the last image i included thats their costume banner, you can see them playing in the water with their parents which is actually adorable but i think its safe to assume their parents planned this vacation for them and they literally just. Dont know what to do with themself. So used to working 24/7 whether it was in school or lawyering and they dont know what to dooo GAUGDJJ girl youre so fucked up
(also the left side of the photo is cappuccinos banner which is another piece of one full photo which i think is ADORABLE i fucking love that detail)
and then you can see by their lines they actually start to adjust to everything and they learn to relax and have fun and end up Really really liking it and i absolutely love that for them yes girl have fun!!! its not really mentioned or implied in the costume itself but i like to think that theyre carrying around the sodas to feel useful. Like they hate not feeling productive and their parents never asked them to but theyre carrying it around awkwardly because they want to feel like theyre doing something good
this isnt from their costume its from a cutscene from the update a few months ago but theres a scene from this one camping update where they say they remember camping with their family as a kid and that they studied in the tent the whole time GIRL!!!! they were STUDYING while camping and they say it all proudly like they see nothing wrong with it like its a completely normal and reasonable thing to do Their ass is NOT relaxing!!!
ok sorry this ended up longer than expected um. if you dont want to read/respond to this thats fine HVSJF /gen i just really love this stupid goober. Kills them affectionately
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sorry for the late reply ive been super busy with school but THIS IS ADORABLE OH MY GOODNESS???? thank u for educating me abt blorbo i feel wiser now. they look so so happy playing in the water im glad she gets a nice vacation :]
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gay-salt-amber · 2 years
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Cheka being raised in Savannaclaw
They already practically raise him because hes there all the time
More recently its been because Leona wants him there instead of his brother just dumping the kid onto them like hes theirs
Ruggie teaches Cheka how to read and Jack is trying his best not to laugh because he knows Cheka is young and learning but oooh boi some of the mistakes are fucking hysterical
Deuce and Epel drop by a lot and Epel makes Cheka lil apple turnovers in the shape of cartoon characters and its Chekas favorite food now
They often find Cheka asleep on Leonas chest and Ruggie cant help but give a loving sigh before leaving the room (after a photo is taken ofc)
They ask Lilia for parenting advice to the point that whenever Leona calls he goes, "What has the child done this time?" And the faes basically on speed-dial
On a more angsty note, I feel like Leonas dad would be the type to slap/hit/do anything physical to their kids as punishment and Leona thinks its fucking stupid cuz it doesnt teach shit but his brother uses it on Cheka alot so that was basically all Ruggie needed to see Leonas brother do to Cheka in public to go, “This is my child now” and walk off with Cheka
Another angsty thing is when Cheka quietly asked, “Uncle Leona? Can I ask something?” And Leona nodded and Cheka went, “Does my dad love me anymore?” This caused Leona to instantly stop whatever he was doing and go, “What makes you think that while at eye-level with Cheka and hte boy goes, “Well he leaves me here whenever he goes to do anything, he never takes me to do anything fun, momma tries to get him to spend time with me but he never does..” Leona pulls the boy into a hug and goes, “If he doesn’t, me, Ruggie, Jack, Epel and Deuce love you. So does everyone else here.”
The moment Cheka started coming to RSA regularly, Crowley instantly added more kids stuff, like a small lil playset outside, kids food at the cafeteria and Sam now carries kids stuff in his stop if he didnt already
Ruggie gets so much baby fever from being around Cheka
Deuce takes Cheka on nice little walks in the morning and he ends up carrying Cheka on his shoulders by the end of it
The other students can swear theyve never seen Leona genuinely smile at a child before Cheka started being at RSA practically 24/7
All of the Epel 5 will sit down and help Cheka with school work if he has it later on, they have to put certain people on specific subjects cuz Epel cant do math to save his life but Deuce can, Leona helps with history and Ruggies helping with LA
One time at school, Cheka was asked what his dads name was, the teacher was expecting an obvious answer and Cheka said, “Leona Kingscholar” (obviously a bit more mistakes then that cuz hes like 5-6 but y’know) and Leona legit got a call during class because of it and hes so happy abt it but keeps his cool (I kinda wanna see a full fic on this 👀)
What are your headcanons?
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Oh, okay! Let me toss the question back at you--how about you and Netzach? How'd you two meet and what kicked off your relationship?
Only if you feel like sharing, of course!! /gen
~ librarian-lover 📖
ofc ofc!! thamk fur the ask @librarian-lover! /gen sorry i took so long two answer :'3 and sorry abt how long the answer is, too! /lh
i dont have a whole story planned out yet (beclaws chronic illness is a meanie) nor a name fur my s/i, just vaguely put twogether bits and pieces here and therer, but im hapy two share my ideas!! ill put them under the cut so that the post isnt 5 meters long /lhj
Local Idiot™ somehow manages two get hired at L Corp /lh
they start out in the welfare depawrtment, as one of the furst mempurrs
they dont dislike being there, but being that deep underground offsets their agoraphobia a bit- not enough two cause them panic, but it definitely makes it so that their mental corruption levels rise quicker
so they sign up two transfur two the safety team instead (beclaws control team is "too yellow" and info team is too menacing and safety sounds. not scary and ok maybe they just enjoy how green the halls are there if they cant have bloo)
they happen two bump intwo netzach on one of their furst few days there and they introduce themselves two each other
and while my s/i's attempting two make small talk (and mostly failing), theyre kinda like.. "huh, something abt him seems kinda sad.... oh, people have said that about me a lot! and im purretty touch starved, maybe he needs a hug...? wait, but it'd be weird two hug someone yew just met, right?? maybe i can be his furriend or something thatd be supurr awesome and nyaice-"
they're having All the Thoughts™.... they just cannot stop Thinking™ /lh
so they're trying two come up with excuses two talk two him day after day- while noticing his alcohol and enkaphalin usage, which... kinda worries them. they've definitely been stressed enough themself two the point where they've wanted two turn two drugs... was this a similar case??
efurry time they try two go up and talk two him, though, their voice just... won't come out.
so they have the idea of writing a letter instead! maybe thatd be easier..
theyre very nervous, and constantly state how "its not a crush or anything, i just wanna be furriends and get two know each other meowre!" followed by something like "oh but no purressure if yew dont want i mean i just want yew two know im feeling this way is all!" beclaws they're not quite sure if 'friend-crush' or 'squish' is an ok term two use, beclaws feelings are confusing. the way their brain automatically thinks of the worst case scenarios also makes it so that the letter starts off with something like... "if yew're reading this im purrobly dead or i dropped this on the floor somewhere"
they put said letter in an envelope and seal it with a white heart sticker that they color in the queerplatonic flag colors and write netzach's name on the back.
and they go "ok tomeowrrow im delivering this!"
tomeowrrow comes. they fold the letter intwo their pocket....
and they dont have the guts two deliver it-
"ok ill just carry this around in my pockets while working. in case i die or something.."
they still make attempts here and there two try and deliver the letter two no avail
other agents in the safety depawrtment have obviously taken notice of this and occasionally tease them about having a (supposed) crush on the sephirah of the safety team- meowre in a teasing playful way than anything else
but these teasing interactions turn out two be a bit of a blessing- the whole safety team kinda grows closer twogether with these mischievous lil interactions and hangouts (my s/i included ofc- im just keeping it vague beclaws i wanna make it so that others can bwoop their nuggets intwo this kinda scenario if they wanna ehehe)
uhh i dont have meowch else past this point but like.
theyre sneaking around during netzach's meltdown (although they very definitely shouldnt be, they want two be of help somehow- think of a scenario similar two how the sephirah meltdowns play out in teequeue's playthrough on the lp archive?)
afterwards, they meownage two listen in on bits and snippets of the manager's talk with netzach after his meltdown
that kind of... intensifies their feelings twowards him! like "whoa thats so cool of him actually two keep mewving furward even when life is so scary... i wish i could be like that"
so it becomes not only "i wanna be his furriend" but "i think... i really look up two him."
followed by "and also... its confusing but i wanna give him platonic kisses. does that make sense?? are- are platonic kisses a thing??"
ofc theyre just kinda talking two themself in their head trying two figure out "its not romantic but i think i wanna kiss him?? but! thats purrobably weird ill just say its a squish and try two deliver that letter..."
they. still dont meownage two deliver that letter even after the fall of L Corp
but thankfully, they get another chance two in the Library!
there, they actually manage two work up the nerve two talk two netzach, learning furrom their past mistake of just letting the oppurrtunity slip by- and they do it on their furst day, too!
they actually get along quite well and are p relaxed with each other!
my s/i doesnt drink (just beclaws they think there are better tasting and smelling things out there) and they encourage netzach two purractice some moderation beclaws they just worry like that a lot
often times after receptions, they nap snuggled next two each other (meowch two the delight of my touch starved s/i)
the qpr really only "started officially" after my s/i was explaining two another assistant librarian that "even tho i wanna kiss him it isnt romantic but i cant explain why it just doesnt feel romantic"
but they were explaining loud enough fur like. efurryone on the floor of art two hear beclaws. "what is volume control im neurodivergent also stop making me so flustered /lh"
netz has (purrobably?) nefur heard of anything like that befur, but is willing two give it a shot
so theres always kisses on the cheek or forehead pre-reception and purrobably meowre kisses and closerer snuggles post-reception. sometimes occasionally kisses on the lips, lots of hand holding or havin an arm around the other or little ways of showing physical affection (ᶦ ʳᵉᵃˡˡʸ ˡᶦᵏᵉ ᵗʰᵉ ʰᶜ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ⁿᵉᵗᶻᵃᶜʰ ᶦˢ ˢᵘᵖᵘʳʳ ᵖʰʸˢᶦᶜᵃˡˡʸ ᵃᶠᶠᵉᶜᵗᶦᵒⁿᵃᵗᵉ) tl;dr: local idiot joins lobcorp, tries and fails two befurriend netz, meownages two actually gain the nerve two talk two him during the events of ruina and talks a little too loudly but it turns out two be ok beclaws qpr
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kunikame · 2 years
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rant & slight idolish7 spoilers warning !!!!!
i verbally cannot describe how much comfort i7 brings me, genuinely. no matter how many times i watch it i just dont get bored of it, instead i notice new details and see new meanings behind certain words, scenes and actions. i love the characters so much ... theyre just so ... so adorable and relatable, you cant avoid them growing on you. the songs too !!!! the songs and characters make me so so happy, i adore them !
sogo and his violent impulses 😭 its always the quiet and composed people i swear. him collapsing from stress is very relatable. i admire his reasoning for doing music, i wish i had the same resolve HAHAHA except i vant even bring myself to tinker with my piano anymore :,)
tamaki and his childishness. it might be annoying to some, and he is very hard to deal with for sogo, but i think its endearing. hes self aware about being a bit on the dumber side but still tries his best .. i just wanna give him a hug and headpats and i hope he and aya get to be together again soon :( let the siblings be happy fr ...
yamato and his sincere want for the others to be happy and successful. what started out as a revenge mission became genuine affection toward the other 6 and i think thats amazing. he just gradually took on the role of the older brother/tired dad without even realizing and now hes stuck with them doing his best to ensure their happiness because he genuinely loves them :(
nagi and his comedic relief and wise moments ! i think nagi is reduced to simply comedic relief by most as he is just a silly pretty boy 80% of the time but hes actually very smart and theres so much we still dont know about him !! i sure hope we get some insights to him soon. and haruki aswell !!! i need to know more abt their friendship and the songs and everything !!
iori and his cute traits. he may be the youngest but he acts like the most mature (after yamato and sogo ofc) and his sincere want to ensure the success of i7 is admirable if im being honest. i adore his less composed moments though! makes me realize even picture perfect people have their quirks :) i love his friendly banters with riku and how he likes cute things and stationary and how he takes care of riku and mitsuki and and i love iori a normal amount i promise
riku and his sincerity. whatever hes feeling, you can just tell. hes so easy to take care of and while he might be insecure, hes really what holds them all together. he just shines as their center and hes so precious and his energy just makes you all warm n fuzzy and his smile just radiates joy and . i wish i could keep him in my pockets and carry him around.
mitsuki and the way i relate to him. the insecurities and being swallowed by them, running away from my problems and being the 2nd choice or not even a choice at all, not feeling good enough and just being average at everything i do, always being outshined and everything. hes so effortlessly funny and precious and i love his energy and his pretty smile and the way hes just so .. sunshine. yknow? i kin him can you tell
i could talk about i7 for ages but this is tumblr and not a fic so nobody will read it anyway HAHAHA i feel like im writing a diary entry or something. i could go on and on about how happy this show makes me even if i cry because of those specific mezzo n mitsuki insecure arcs but im gonna keep it short for this post haha
sorry i nerded out on the tl! if you read this i hope i piqued your interest in i7 (if i didnt still thank you for reading!) and if you didnt i hopr you have a great day after scrolling /gen
maybe one day when someone asks me abt i7 irl ill go on a longer rant and my eyes will sparkle and ill wave my hands around animatedly while talking about the show but then ill realize im rambling and im probably annoying and theyre not really interested but theyll be looking at me and asking me why i stopped talking except that wont happen bc fics arent real and i genuinely am annoying to most people HAHAHAHA !!!!!!!!!!
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bbgthoma · 2 years
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you havent been to inazuma? oh well youre in luck cus the archon quest has so much thoma like…. hes like the zhongli or the amber of inazuma so 😍😍 ALSO HIS HANGOUT EVENT IS SO CUTE <33333
feeding you with more thoma brainrot 😁😁👍
ok but imagine
angry thoma
like maybe someone physically hurt someone he loves (you can imagine this as you lmao)
he can feel anger bubbling up inside of him
he tries to contain it but the person says something bad about you and before he can stop himself, he punches the guy in the face
he was always someone who thought that things were bette solved with words,. but sometimes he cant stop himself
dotes A LOT on you afterwards 😭
“are you ok?”
“no, dont move, ill carry you”
etc
he’ll also tend to wherever the guy hurt you
expect to be showered in kisses, have your favourite food made by him, and for the next week he’ll want to be near you as much as possible to make sure youre okay
im literally writing this on the schoolbus LMAO sorry if its ooc 😭😭 not totally sure how to write angry thoma but i wanted to try
(also im thinking abt starting a writing blog, what do you think)
I WANNA GET TO INAZUMA SO BAD BUT DAIN’S QUEST WONT LEMME😭
NO OKAY CUZ I CAN IMAGINE THOMA AS SOMEONE WHO IS THE TYPE TO GET A LIL VIOLENT WHEN BEING MAD, SPECIALLY IF IT’S BC SOMEONE HE CARES ABOUT GOT HURT. like, it’d take 3 men to stop him from beating up that person😰 he’d burn their wrist or neck of anyone
nah cuz i agree that he’d fill you up with kisses. ppl baby thoma sm but he’s one of the most mature genshin characters😭 he is aware of how much housekeeping is harsh but he takes his responsibility and do it intentionally and let’s both agree on how he’d ground the kamisatos for not doing their job, just as a dad friend.
OMG U SHOULD START YES, i’ll be the first to read ur first story/headcanon/one shot/etc. TAG ME IN IT PLSS
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dysaren · 7 months
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classmate!gojo ✮ |headcannons
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a/n: hi its been a while. sorry ive been busy >-< anyway, in honor of gojo heres some headcannons since i absolutely miss him and i feel bad that i used to make fun of him :((
MDNI -> warnings: afab reader (but anyone can read yk), sfw&nsfw, pet names, comfort, overall rotting fluff, you and gojo take the same classes blah blah blah (aka classmate gojo), squirting, fingering, inpublic stuff(???), toys, mating press, creampie (wrap it b4 u tap it!) other stuff (not proofread cuz im lazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
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sfw:
-classmate!gojo who watched you walk into class one day and couldnt stop looking at you and how you look so fucking pretty trying to write down important notes
-classmate!gojo who asks you for a pen but god knows he doesnt carry ANYTHING and just mooches off mfs. (you gave him a pink pen with lil strawberries on it + he never gave it back (ofc he didnt.))
-classmate!gojo who got paired with you for a certain project. he tried to do the work you gave him but when you got it back, you had to edit it and basically change the entire thing. (he tried his best)
-classmate!gojo who asked you if you could tutor him becuz hes so lost. repays you back by buying you all your fav snacks and candy
one time he brought you to this fancy restaurant as a thanks. (he thought it was a date but you ddidnt know that!)
-classmate!gojo who confessed to you by going on a lil amusment park date (you rejected him at first, but he wouldnt stop talking abt it. you relunctantly agreed after he started begging out loud in public.)
"so." gojo says as he carries the giant ass stuffed pikachu plushie that he'd won you at one of the game booths. "what do you think abt us baby?" he asks.
you look up at him. "what do you mean by 'us?'" ignoring the petname he had used for you.
"i meant" gojo stops in his tracks and stares at you. "us...as in, you know..."
"oh!" you say, not shocked at all. you kind of saw this coming.
you smile, walking away from him as he stays in place "nah!"
gojo is silent before he starts catching up to you.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN NAH?????" he yells.
you dont answer, leading him to a conclusion he didnt want to go to.
you eventually lift his spirits by pulling him by the collar and giving him a big smooch on the lips, the giant stuffed bear blocking everyones view of the two of you.
-classmate!gojo who goes back to his dorm all happy and skippy, annoying geto with the events of the evening.
"she kissed me suguru." gojo smiles as his dormate washes the dishes, clearly ignoring his blue eyed friend.
"she kissed m-" "SHUT THE FUCK UP." geto interrupts.
-classmate!gojo who starts sitting beside you, taking up the spot of your deskmate, who is clearly annoyed that they'd been replaced.
but gojo doesnt care cuz now he gets to fawn over you as you try to concentrate in class (you cant cuz you can literally feel his breath on your skin)
nsfw:
-classmate!gojo who cannot go like 10 minutes without touching you. whether that may be sexually or not.
he loves watching you try not to moan as he plays with your clit over your panties.
-classmate!gojo loves putting you in the mating press!
hes pressing your knees to your chest as he grabs your ass and moves you up and down on his cock instead of him thrusting into you. (OHMYGODSSADSA)
-classmate!gojo who wants you to wear a lil anklet w his initials on it so that he can watch it bounce against your ankle as he fucks himself balls deep into you. just like how the matchin necklace he gave you bounces against your tits.
-classmate!gojo who loves to make you squirt. the first time he did it was when he was eatin you out. he fully came in his pants the moment he saw it happen. he ended up eating you out for hours just so he could see you drip all over his sheets again.
-classmate!gojo who bought a remote controlled vibrator that he asked you to use while you and him presented your project. of course, you didnt know that he was going to turn it on when you were infront of all of your peers, but the moment he tucked his hand in his pocket and pressed the on button, your eyes widened and you had to pray that he was gonna be nice and keep it on low mode.
(this is so unrealistic but i have my fantasies shush.)
btw, yall went to the janitors closet after and fucked like bunnies.
"youre so fucking wet y/n. i cant belive youre this wet from having all those people watchin you." gojo smirks, pumping his thick cock into you, fastening the pace.
"s-shut up..." you say, trying to compose yourself as he grinds you into him even more.
"awe princess... you know you liked it." your boyfriend grunts, spilling his cum inside of you.
youre shaking as gojo pulls out of you. he lets out a final breathy moan. "now i want you to walk into that class with my cum stuffed inside of you." He fingers you, ensuring that his seed doesnt drip out.
(btw obvi, everyone knew you fucked.)
overall, classmate!gojo is truly in love w you and couldnt imagine spending a life without you.
little did you know, he has a big fat fucking ring stashed in his dresser somewhere just for you.
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currently thinking abt ellie,,,,,
this will contain spoilers for angel (including the final battle) so if u wanna read angel without spoilers then dont look!
anyways so i was thinking abt ellie's development,,,, emi used to be my favorite character by a long shot despite ellie being the true protag, but as i developed the story more i got sm more attached to her
like. she starts off as this lonely kid before meeting hop. and then her father dies and her life goes off the rails, made even worse by assholes like rose, and emi's shenanigans. then in endless holiday, at her lowest point, she learns that before she can love others, she has to love herself, and she finally gets closure for her father's death after finding the photo of her family + hop's family he always kept with him
she ran away from a life that was so cruel to her, hating herself for everything that happened, and then she finally gets closure and begins to rebuild her life
and the best part is? she actually succeeds! the next time we see her, after a little under a decade, she and hop had made up, and it's like shes a completely different person. she's kept her sassy and mean personality, but it's very lighthearted and her friendship with hop feels genuine. she's a lot like her childhood self, except more mature and wise. ik im the one writing this but it feels great writing her penelope's diary-era character bc it's just the peak of her character development. ofc she's not perfect, but she's the best she's ever been, and its just a generally hopeful conclusion.
she's also funny! laid-back, sassy, and confident ellie in penelope's diary is such a funny contrast from her cold, angsty, and insecure character in endless holiday. in arawan there's this running joke where she always complains abt the heat (totally not projecting haha)
i honestly cant wait to write more abt ellie (once i actually finish angel and stop writing joyce angst lmaoo), ik angel isn't too big but its by far my favorite work. maybe the next post will be abt carrie + friends bc carrie is <333
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many-gay-magpies · 2 years
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okay as much as i would Love to answer your whole post in detail and address the whole thing i can’t put a read more in my ask so i’m gonna limit it some 😭 would dms be more efficient? yes. am i writing this ask anyway? also yes.
and yeah i meant the Whole cb WHAT ARE THEY FEEDING THEM?? HOW LONG DID SUNGHOON HIT THE GYM FOR?? I DIDNT KNOW JAY’S VOICE COULD D O THE THINGS ITS DOING RN. NIKI IS OUT HERE LIVING HIS BEST ANGSTY TEEN LIFE.
“he’s selectively deaf” JDKSJDEB. no but fr i really do see jaan as a rigid, stubborn type, a stickler for rules when he’s the one making them but an absolute loose cannon whenever given an order. thankfully his “i do what i want” attitude doesn’t cause Massive problems bc he has a sense of responsibility and at least one braincell. jino, on the other hand… we’re just glad he’s cheerful and not particularly rebellious
CRAZY CAT VAMPIRES!! going back to noa with cat-like tendencies i imagine him padding around with a cat held in one arm “as a buddy” and everyone like “how has that thing not cleared you to death.” no but the guys having these old people tendencies is so funny to me it’s like a steve rogers situation where every once in a while it hits that “oh . oh right you may look like me but you’re Old” just heli smiling contentedly whenever he understands a pop culture reference or jaan crocheting (which is an even Better image now that i talked abt him up there) or jino learning to out-bake anyone’s grandmother (of course, being able to use his body as an oven helps)
no yeah . yeah sooha wanting to show them how to enjoy life as teenagers and then having to realize she couldn’t have a normal fun teenage life either and all of them working through it together and now i’m crying
i appreciate the chart and stuff bc there’s just So many ways to interpret vampirism and lycanthropy- disease, hereditary, extreme states of being (life or death), and each of them have so many implications and it’s fun to explore!! i wish we knew more abt solon and the guys’ origin UGH
- vrvr anon
man i always forget the limitations of this form of communication <///3 HSJFBVJV im just thankful tumblr apparently got rid of that word/character limit that they had on their asks for a while at least im assuming they did. that would have made our entire thing far less convenient
NO YEAH THE COMEBACK. HA. WOW. jay's voice DEFINITELY does a thing at the beginning of future perfect and i do NOT know how to feel about it. hybe needs to close the gyms fr because how much more ripped is sunghoon gonna GET. and yes u go riki get in your angsty edgy teen phase!!
jaan gives me chaotic lawful energy honestly—he's made his own set of rules and he sticks to them to the letter, but anyone ELSE'S rules? its fair game. jaan and jino both have the potential to be absolutely insane loose cannons (and sometimes ARE if the situation calls for it) but theyre stopped from being complete harbingers of chaos by the fact that jaan is actually oretty rigid and responsible (in his own strange way) and jino is happy-go-lucky cheerful instead of aggressively rebellious. if those two aspects of their personalities did not exist the world would be screwed.
NOA CARRYING A CAT AROUND "AS A BUDDY" PLS I CANT. THATS TOO SWEET. and maybe because hes tall af he can carry several more cats than his brothers and hes always just like (while holding six cats) "its the benefit of having long arms"
ive never watched a marvel movie of my own volition but i got weirdly involved in the fandom for some reason a couple years ago and because of that i Know Some Stuff. so now im thinking about heli being the ULTIMATE out-of-touch grandpa of the brothers, because hes the one out of all of them thats the most focused on protecting them and making sure they stay hidden, so hes never taken the TIME to get involved with the pop-culture of the time. and then when he actually starts to slow down a little and give himself time to LIVE instead of survive (thanks to sooha), and he starts looking into pop-culture more, he gets ABSURDLY PROUD anytime someone (like shion, because you KNOW shion would be the brother thats absurdly invested in everything pop-culture just because he thinks these modern humans are very entertaining) makes a reference to a meme or movie or something and he actually gets it! so like you said hes just sitting or standing there with this big old content grin on his face and he goes "i understood that reference!" and sooha or jino pat him on the shoulder like "yes u did good job heli" LMAO
"oh . oh right you may look like me but youre Old." KSGFJFBFJ EXACTLY and this could be said by either sooha (who even though she WAS born at the same time as them in our au, was conscious for significantly less of it) or OTHER students, in a hypothetical world where the brothers get less terrified for their lives, sooha makes more friends, and heli admits it wouldnt hurt to have a FEW more harmless teenagers in on the secret as long as they're harmless teenagers sooha trusts. which also brings to mind a situation in which jino befriends sooha's friends, and he's nice to them and likes them and everything because he's jino, but then said friends introduce jino to their grandparents and its all off the wall from there. sooha's human friend just stares at jino happily baking cookies and gossiping with their grandma like "why are you better friends with my grandma than you are with me"
i dont have much more to say about sooha and the boys experiencing normal life as teenagers together so im just gonna agree that yeah i am also crying. a lot. i am crying a lot. although in the hypothetical world where more humans get let in on the secret, the guys and sooha would actually have some Normal Teenagers to teach them how Normal Teenager Life is lived—at which point they could all be like "huh. actually we like the weird way we were doing it, but thanks!"
im glad the chart and everything was appreciated!! yeah theres so many different possible interpretations and i HAVE so many thoughts about those different possible interpretations. and many different possible interpretations of my own as you saw HSJFBFJB. its just!!! theyre both so COOL conceptually and theres so much that can be done with them!!! i also wish we knew more abt the guys' origins because so far all we know in canon is "woke up in an orphanage with no prior memories, already possessing both vampirism and magical powers. created somehow???" which. is NOT a lot. pls hybe
and hey look at that! i managed to answer this the same day it came into my inbox! and i only saved it to my drafts ONCE! yay me
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Guess whos backkkkkkkkk with Episode 11 now
Since the last ep of my rewrite ended with Aphmau already having the key on her and offering to try and open the door, we're basically immediately skipping to them opening the door
I had something else written here originally bc I forgot that not!Zenix shot at the guys at the very end of the episode, so I'll do it like this: Aphmau goes down into the cellar to open the door while Brenden and Zenix stay at the entrance to make sure no one follows her down or smth
So yea, she goes down like in the OG and reads the previous Lord's journal and while she's reading that last line ("then... wait something is going on upsta"), she hears some noises from above and scurries up the stairs, she doesnt notice/take the old monarch's stuff ofc
Brenden got shot Uh Oh, and Aphmau tries to ask Zenix what happened, but he doesnt answer and instead runs off to pursue the fleeing not!Zenix
Aphmau starts panicking, her brain is kinda short-circuting bc shes shocked and doesnt wth is going on but she catches herself fairly quickly and tries to help Brenden as well as she can
Idk maybe as a little moment for some extra tension/anxiety she tries to pull the arrow out of his chest but it breaks so she leaves it be and instead tries to stop the bleeding somehow (she could do that cliche thing they do in stories where they rip off their sleeve in order to stop it idk)
Aphmau drags him over to the village, she's calling for help n shit and some villagers come out to help, Garroth gets there too a moment later. As I wrote that, I had the idea of maybe emphasizing how the villagers hide away at night a bit more, so that this can maybe be another moment where its like "oh! theyre becoming more active and self-aware!!" but we'll see
Garroth gives some orders or something and they carry Brendon away to take care of him before he turns to Aphmau to aks her about what happened and where Zenix is
Aphmau tries to explain everything but shes still panicking so its kinda difficult to understand but she gets the main points across; they were at the old Lord's house, someone attacked them and Brendon got shot, Zenix ran after the guy who shot at them etc
Garroth nods and goes to follow everyone else to check on Brendon but Aph stops him and asks smth like "Is he going to be okay?" and Garroth tells her that he's gonna do his best and that he's sending someone to go get a doctor and some special herbs from Brightport. Idk I found it kinda strange that Garroth had this whole thing about how its better for Aphmau to stay in the village bc theres some guy going around assassinating people, but then she just. leaves the village w/ no issues or second thoughts. This is another one of those things that makes more sense if this is basically just a Single Player Open World RP but would come across as a really strange inconsistency in any more conventional stories (or even Aphmaus later series, which are less Roleplay and more A Fantasy Drama Series-Thing but filmed in Minecraft)
He then tells her that she should probably go home and try to rest now bc its been a stressful night n stuff, which she does (maybe one of her friends accompanies her, or Emmalyn asks her if she wants to stay with her again but Aph declines idk)
Once shes there, she just kinda sits down on her bed and tries to process All Of That, maybe she can start crying if we wanna amp up the drama but im not sure abt that yet
Ngl I completely lost track of Meowki, her cat, but uhhhh i think I'd be nice if he came to her and she petted him and they had like, a lil bonding moment
Aph tries to fall asleep but cant, so its basically just her waiting for the sun to rise again for a few hours until she goes outside and runs into Donna who tells her to meet Garroth n stuff
From then on it more or less continues like in the OG, she goes to the farm house, Brendon is laying there with Garroth, Zenix and Kiki standing around around him
Garroth tells her that Brendon is in terrible shape, but that that Brightport doctor will get here soon with the herb and will hopefully be able to help him
Kikis dialogue stays the same, maybe Aphmau reassures her some more so that it feels more like an actual conversation
Aphmau goes over to Zenix and asks him if hes okay and his dialogue mostly stays the same, some minor tweaks; he doesnt say he and Brendan were about to go home, he says they were just casually talking before everything happened and he says that he persued the attacker for a long while until he lost track of him
(Maybe Garroth can add smth like "Yes, we cant risk losing you right now" to add onto Zenix' last line but I honestly still dont have too good of a grasp on his character, so I'll decide on that once im done w/ the season)
Aphmau just nods and swallows hard before telling everyone that she's gonna go out and try to ressure the others and keep everyones spirits up
Im gonna move her dialogue w/ Logan (that food merchant) to the next episode I think, judging by the title theres not much happening in the next episode anyway
Ayyyyyyyyyyyyy Im done w/ this one
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wozwaid · 3 years
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MY GENSHIN TEAM REALIZING THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU + HOW THEY CONFESS
TW: cursing (its me what else would you expect), brutal honesty, spoilers for their voice lines and stories
FEATURING: Beidou, Bennett, Xiao, and Chongyun!
not proofread cuz reading is for little bitches i dont need to know how to read
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BAD BITCH BEIDOU
 boobies  anyways
- lets assume that you were part of her crew
- being the icon that she is, she’s got hoes on her (left and right) and doesn’t really care too much for romance
- she’s got shit to do!
- but she always makes time for you no matter what the circumstances are
-  she’s WHIPPED for you and its almost unhealthy?
- she’s very aware that she has a crush on you but she doesn’t want her feelings to ruin the dynamic on the ship
- above all else, beidou is your captain
- BUT SHE CANT HELP THE FACT THAT YOU LOOK SO CUTE DOING EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING
- she’s been repressing her feelings for you for the LONGEST time and the crew is sick of it
- “just confess to them already we genuinely don’t care”
- and shes like dope!
so this is how the confession goes
- she takes you off the ship and onto the docs of liyue harbor
- she sits you down on a chair, looks you straight in the eyes, and says “shut the fuck up and listen”
 great start beidou!
- “i really like you and i want to be with you. is that ok?”
- SHE GETS SHY SOMEONE QUICK TAKE A PICUTRE
- if you say yes, yall r happiest couple in the world i stg
- if you say no congratulations you have no home
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BENNETT
- MY BOYYYYY!
yes my pfp is my face photoshopped on his body dont judge me my discord server did it
- so you joined his adventure team!
- and he’s already obsessed with you from the get-go. 
- YOU JOINED HIS TEAM!!! OFC HE LOVES YOU
- but he doesn’t think it’s a crush, he basically just thinks that you’re a really good friend and thats all!
- no bennett. that’s not all and you know it.
- he realizes that he has a crush on you when you carry him to the cathedral to get healed by barbara
- seeing how worried you are about him makes him MELT
- so he just confesses right on the spot
- “i think i love you?”
- “i love you too benny but your legs abt to fall off stop talking”
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XIAO
- if he xiao would have a crush on you, youd have to be immortal like him
- he closed off his heart to humans since they have a limited lifespan
- so lets say you’re an adeptus!
- he shows up whenever you’re in danger, even if you have the situation handled 
- he uses the excuse that you’re “too weak” and need to train 
- he rolls his eyes and offers to help you but hes SCREAMING INSIDE HIS PLAN FUCKING WORKED!
- he asked zhongli for advice which resulted in him ranting for hours about his crush on you because zhongli is just that easy to talk to tbh
- zhongli and ningguang are probably the only ones that know abt his crush on you.
- ningguang found out on her own don’t ask how tho
- will xiao ever tell you? NOPE!
- VULNERABILITY IS NOT PART OF HIS PERSONALITY
- youre gonna have to confess so he can act all smug and accept your feelings because “you being upset would be annoying”
sure xiao. sure.
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ICE ICE BABY! (CHONGYUN)
- hes so fucking cute i cant
- due to his congenital positivity, he really can’t be around you at all
- he gets really hot and blushy whenever you’re around so in order to control himself, he keeps his distance
- though it isnt easy considering the fact that you’re really good friends with xingqiu and xiangling
- the way he realized he had a crush on you was when he was about to lose it due to overheating. you went out of your way to buy him a popsicle and umbrella as fast as possible. from then on, he was WHIPPED!
- xingqiu and xiangling constantly try to get you two together, but it never works seeing how stubborn chongyun is about staying in control of himself.
- so being the little shit that he is, xingqiu put a little hot sauce in one of chongyuns meals
- and yun lost it!
- he ran up to you, threw you over his shoulder, and fucking ran away
- to where? who knows? me. i know.
- he took you to the top of a mountain and sat down, beckoning you to sit next to him
- after running up a whole ass mountain with you on his back, he was drained
- so he rested his head in your lap!
- he was about to fall asleep when he mumbled “y/n, i really like you! thank’s for everything.” and then was out like a light!
- love that boy. i really do
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BABIES!!?? TWO BABY GIRLS? BABY TIME? 🥺
yeah i FINALLY finished my designs i spent months polishing how they look omg.. its not often i think abt "and then they had 10 babies!!!" endgame scenarios but god? red and green as dads though? THAT should become real that i will allow 👀
talking under the cut!
begonia
- the older one, adopted when she was just a few months.
- very bi
- her dads take her and tawny to many vacations, allowing her to see many pokémon and the world around her in advance. in alola, she is gifted an alolan vulpix which becomes a beloved friend to her.
- she and green especially are on the same wavelength most of the time, having very similar personalities and its easy to joke around with green. green remains a very cool and youthful, not embarrassing dad in his late thirties. most of the time.
- she is cutesy and small but also pretty strong for a little girl? she cant lift reds charizard yet but she might be able to do it in a few years?? its a bit scary lol
- at school she basks in popularity and excels at many sports, but at the same time is annoyed by nearly 20 kids at once asking her to become their rival. chocolate boxes with "be my rival 🥺" written on them in the family's doorstep ensue. begonia cant be impressed very easily, she just shoves the chocolate to her dads, green just being like LOL more for us.
- that said there might be a boy in pallet town who she thinks should be her rival and makes monologues abt how theyre fated to be rivals... but the guy is just like “haha okay lol”. idk what they look like yet but i will get to that maybe
- the girls arent allowed social media just yet theyre too young. but nothings stopping 8 yr old begonia from gaining a shitton of fame on stuff like club piplup dfjghdfjk
- starts her journey w a charmander and the lazy pampered vulpix.
tawny
- she usually makes people think shes the older sister with her more responsible personality but in reality shes younger, adopted as a 3-month old when begonia is a 1-year old.
- baby butch
- tawny is rather hard to read and reserved. she wanders around in the woods taking a guitar with her and gets embarrassed when someone hears her (her taste in music is... experimental to say the least). she thinks about her dads' accomplishments a lot and all that deep stuff abt what it means to be a pkmn trainer. but red does not want his daughters to worry about having to live up to him??
- kinda emo w a bad posture when shes a preteen but does crack a smile (similar to that asymmetrical grin of green!) when shes w pkmn.
- she shares red's outdoorsy interests and goes on hikes with him, learning many important skills that way in advance. she has also learned to be nurturing and enjoys cooking great meals for the family's pkmn, something shes trying to get the more immature begonia more interested in as well, but begonia is.. well, immature.
- starts her journey w a bulbasaur and a... level 1 grubbin?? yea that ended up in her backpack when she got to visit alola and she loves it.
- ok i know if you say tawny oak quickly the name sounds like tony hawk. were just gonna have to live w that ok? ok.
as for the adults..
- baby fever hit green like a truck. pallet town has grown somewhat with new families with small children moving in. hes often picking up those overly eager little kids trying to run to forbidden areas and reciting the same words of wisdom about how their time will come bla bla, relieved when they finally stop crying and get it. arent they adorable, he thinks and spaces out. red finally asks him if he wants kids when green starts holding eevee as if it were a human baby and joking abt it and green is just like 👁👁 realizashun
- red has decided to study field research while also taking care of the babies! no problem carrying two of em while outdoors.. hopefully. he regained some fame by making a brief comeback to public at the PWT, but for now he keeps a pretty low profile again...
- AUNTIE LEAF!!! shes become very epic and awesome on her own. shes got a dynamax band, a mega stone, a z-ring and the hugest backpack, shes the ultimate protag to an almost ridiculous degree. leaf has a vlog talking about legendaries and has been interviewed a lot as well. she fears nothing... except holding the tiny fragile babies. she doesnt know how to babies? red does check on leaf so that she doesnt burn out, inviting her to hang out w the family, though leaf isnt settling down any time soon from adventuring. v likely never will. she looks forward to meeting tawny and begonia again when theyre trainers...
*exhales* thats my talking for today at least?? stuff ive established so far.. i care them so much 😤
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olivyh · 3 years
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Twst Species headcannons
Beastmen:
-Palms and bottoms of their feet are rougher and more padded, as well as a slightly darker shade than their normal skin tone
-Legs are built similar to the hind legs of animals (with the sharp angles and little bumps)
-Start “walking” as children on all fours because it’s more comfortable due to the way their legs are built
-Many have scars under their bottom lip due to accidentally biting it bc their fangs were longer after losing their baby teeth
-Similarly, they also have small scars across various parts of their bodies due to their claws
-They can see in the dark to an extent
-Their eyes also do the glowy thing in the dark, as well as on camera
-Beastmen have very thick and coarse hair, which makes it notoriously harder to cut
-Many lion beastmen especially do not cut their hair often, as their hair symbolizes strength within their communities
-Cutting ones hair is a sign of trust in beastmen communities, considering how guarded they are with who touches their head (Patting a beastman’s head is a quick and easy way for them to get their guard down, and it takes them off high alert) as well as their ears being within constant danger near scissors.
-Beastmen do shed, a lot, like, a lot a lot
-They have been known to growl and purr like their animal counterparts, as well as hunch their backs and snarl when threatened
-Baby beastmen will bite you, as a sign of affection. They also wrestle with their caretakers from a young age to show affection as well. Grown beastmen will let the younger beastman win, regardless of species
-They also play wrestle with mates and potential mates to show their interest and affection. Not too hard, but enough to jostle the mate around. They will be absolutely smitten if the mate does it back.
-Beastmen grow up using the same sounds their animal counterparts do, as its similar to being taught a first language that the rest of your family speaks. Most aren’t taught English (Or commonspeak since England is nonexistent in Twisted Wonderland) until later in life
-Beastmen can understand similar dialects and tones of other species, and can further understand and speak a little bit of other beastmen languages
-They cannot eat certain foods that their mother species can’t. Canine beastmen cannot eat chocolate, onions, etc, feline beastmen cannot eat onions, garlic, grapes, etc etc without having issues afterwards. (This makes them a target for pranksters on NRC’s campus. Ex: The incident of Heartslabyul’s Ace Trappola switching out all the tea for coffee during the unbirthday party and Chenya unfortunately missing the cues and drinking the whole cup)
-They are very territorial to anyone besides the clan they reside with. The only people they aren’t territorial with are young children, although they are on high alert if the child’s guardian is nearby
-Beastmen will adopt a child if they see it doesn’t have a clan to stay with, regardless of species. It’s not unheard of to see a beastchild of another species or a young human in beastman clans
-I saw a hc that said that Rook is mixed beastman/human so I’m gonna roll with that for the next one: Beastmen and human mixed babies can have the same attributes as beastmen but on a tamer scale. Their vision, hearing, sense of touch and smell could be higher than a human’s but not as high as a beastmans. The ears and tail are the more dominant gene but it’s not uncommon to see a mixed beastmen/human child with more human features
-Beastmen grow larger than most humans, with the average beastmen (under the right conditions) ranging around six ft at full height. Female hyena beastmen grow taller than their male counterparts
Mer:
-They’re hypersensitive to sunlight at first and have to wear sunglasses or something shading their eyes their first few weeks on land
-They also get dehydrated very easily even in human form, so they have to carry around water bottles
-Their skin dries out quickly, so their hands and feet especially will be very dry and potentially cracking unless they moisturize often
-They have a lot of back and leg pain because they’re not used to gravity pulling them down
-Can also see in the dark very well due to living at the bottom of the ocean
-Their hair is also very thin and silky, but separated into thick chunks, almost looking like scales from a distance. Furthermore most Mer don’t like having longer hair due to the amount of effort it takes to maintain it, with currents twisting it up and the high chances of it getting stuck between rocks and coral
-Most mer have the habit of picking up whatever’s nearby and eating it raw, due to the fact that their bodies can process it. It’s not uncommon to see a mer picking a crab off the side of their house and plopping it into their mouth.
-They have no problem with eating the fish they are associated with, and they do not consider it cannibalism since they aren’t exactly the same species. (Meaning the Tweels can eat eel and Azul can eat octopus without any problems)
-Baby mer can swim around at a very young age (from just a few days old), and mature faster than most other species in the first few weeks of their lives
-Azul has horizontal, rectangular pupils
-Aside from cecaelia, most mer do have slanted pupils that change shape depending on the danger in the area.
-Mer communicate under the water using clicks and chitters similar to echolocation, and could choose to not learn commonspeak as they don’t interact with humans as much as beastmen
-They are born with teeth and can eat smaller fish from birth (or hatching, depending on the species)
-They’re not mammals, so they don’t have nips I think
-They don’t choose to wear clothing or accessories unless it’s for a formal event or a family heirloom
-Back to the birth thing I think mer eggs are very easy to lose due to the harsh climate of the ocean. Many mer settle for only having a child or two due to how hard it is to raise a child there. Jade and Floyd also hatched from the same egg, meaning they were on the smaller side as babies
-Mer babies also bite to show affection, and will wrap their tail around their guardians when they feel scared or nervous
-Cecaelia babies are well known for sticking to their guardians for the first few weeks of their lives, and are very difficult to pry off due to the strength of their tentacles (And when they do theres little marks left across their backs, stomachs, shoulders, etc from the suction cups) (I’m sorry i cant stop picturing tired momma ashengrotto walking around w little marls on her and baby azul still stuck to her like 👁👁)
-I know this is a little far fetched and is nowhere near mentioned in the game or comic but I have a feeling the tweels have a hard time seeing out of their gray eye? Like coming from the same egg they maybe took some features from the other or they had a difficult development while in there (or maybe I just know nothing abt twins)
-Incredibly territorial, especially towards members of different species.
-Most mer have skin pigmented similar to their tail color as well as thick layers of scales (if their species permits) around their throats, their sides, their arms, and around their ear fins (It throws me off how Azul and the Tweels are the only ones with different skin tones- like you’re telling me you have two teal mer and a black and white mer but the guards at the museum had just blue tails and absolutely no other signs of being a mer??? Give us green Rielle pls and thx)
-Mer grow much larger than humans and beastmen, and don’t stop growing until their twenties.
-They also have markings on their torso, tail, and face that’s similar to others in their families. Normally you can tell which mer is from which family depending on the markings said mer has
-Similar to beastmen tails and ears, mer can be read by their fins. In extreme emotion, mer’s fins will flare out or flatten against their body when they feel threatened.
-They don’t know how to drink things when they get to the surface. I think they’d struggle with the idea since you can’t drink underwater or else the liquid will go everywhere (but then how’d Azul make those potions???)
Fae:
-Also hypersensitive to sunlight, which results in many fae being nocturnal.
-Older fae have been known to go days without any sleep with little to no repercussions. Younger fae have more difficulty with this.
-They have a stronger immunity to magic, and often potions crafted by them are well known to be more potent due to this fact
-Fae speak many languages, with many smaller species talking in little chirps and bell like noises, with bigger species talking in low growls and hissing noises. Fae on opposite sides of this cannot understand each other, but each species of small fae can understand other small fae, and larger ones can understand other large ones, even if there’s a difference in language.
-All of them can practice transformation magic without the use of a spell or potion, regardless of genetic makeup. It’s not uncommon to see large dragons or other reptiles walking the streets of the Valley pf Thorns, nor is it too uncommon to see small “floods” or floating fire balls in more secluded areas of the woods
-Fae grow the largest out of all the groups, but have control over their size due to their transformation magic. They don’t stop growing until they appear the same age as thirty (but is actually a much longer time considering their lifespans)
-Because of this fae take much longer to mature from birth/hatching (I like to think 1 normal year= 80~ years) (So An 80 y/o fae would only be equal to a one year old in any other species)
-Very reserved in their relationships with other fae and especially species. I think the cultural differences between other fae is enough to create a large gap between them, and most fae understand the difference in life span between them and other species, so they actively go out of their way to avoid forming relationships with them. (I feel like this is a part of why Sebek is so abrasive towards humans. I mean, his life span has to be different even if he’s only half, so he might be using his anger to deflect his own feelings about eventually having to lose his human father and Silver, as much as they bicker. Poor guys just in denial and trying to protect himself :(()
Human:
-Humans who grew up around magic users have more resilience to magic and potions (meaning Mc/Yuuken, who grew up in a world without magic at all, is more susceptible and will be effected longer by the side affects of potions and spells, or the spells will pack more of a punch and be potentially more dangerous)(Meaning they could take a sleeping potion meant to give the user a full nights rest and be out for a week straight)
-The chances of a human’s unique magic leaning in one direction depends on the area they live in and what resources they have available (I can’t think of anyone else’s unique magic who does this but Kalim’s oasis maker is a big example. He mentioned they had difficulty getting water on the Land of the Hot Sands so maybe that could have been a factor that altered the makeup of his magic. Like a demand and supply type deal?)
-Magical human’s pupils also change shape when they’re using their magic. I like to think that whenever it’s being used their pupils are blown wide to the point where you can hardly see their actual eye color
-Either that or their eyes glow
-Magic using humans are typically stronger, but have lower endurance than non magic users. This is due to the strain that’s put on their bodies even when magic isn’t in use. There are potions they can use to lessen these effects, and many choose to naturally boost their endurance through various activities, but they have to work harder than non magic using humans
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youre just homophobic, there isnt much else to it. not everyone can be bisexual. not everyone can be attracted to the other sex's genitalia or body. i dont need to call myself superlesbian or some shit because being a lesbian alone should be enough to say "im a female who likes pussy and only pussy" but yall homophobes have ruined that to validate your nonexistant ~genders~ (as in, gender itself isnt a real thing). i can tell you dont think homosexuality is an innate and natural thing. i can tell you think all people have the capacity to be bisexual and experience attraction to the opposite sex.
males and females have different bone structures, especially in the face, and im not at all attracted to male faces. most trans woman still have visibly male bone structure and are therefore not sexually attractive to me (or other homosexual women). even trans women who do have passing facial structures still either have a penis or a faux vagina that isnt even self lubricating, so again, not attractive to real lesbians (aka homosexual woman). id also like to mention to you that if you do your research, trans women will never be able to carry children because their bodies literally dont and cant produce the hormones needed to keep a fetus alive. not to even mention that a male body would almost certainly reject have a uterus put into it.
and btw, lots of (actual homosexual) lesbians would be willing to date a trans person if hes FtM! because sexuality is based in a person's SEX, not something as made-up as gender.
why do you feel the need to help pressure homosexual women into dating people who are male? why isnt it good enough for bisexual women to date trans women? why do us lesbians need to validate them by pretending wed date dick-havers? why dont you realize it would be traumatic for an actual homosexual women to be in sexual contact with a penis?
There’s so much wrong with this I don’t even know where to start. But I guess I’ll start with the fact that claiming to be able to know if someone is biologically male/female is both sexist AND racist. This is literally how you get cis women, mainly cis women of color, being accused of being trans in sports. A lot of them just naturally have higher testosterone levels, which affects both their performance and appearance and because of people like you, they get scrutinized.
As for the “non self lubricating vagina” crap, vaginal dryness is a thing a lot of cis women experience. Sure it’s not exactly the same thing, but are you really gonna dislike a woman based solely on the fact that she’s dry? Bc that sounds pretty stupid to me.
And again, I stated it as a hypothetical. I love how y’all just prove over and over again that you don’t actually read anyone else’s arguments and just throw the same, stale, disproven bullshit at us over and over again.
I haven’t met a single lesbian who would actually date a trans man. Most that I’ve met just acknowledge that trans men are men, and one just hated trans people on the basis of our being trans. Also, just to be that person, if you consider yourself a lesbian but would still find yourself attracted to a trans man who has had bottom surgery, congrats you like dick lmfao.
I don’t want to pressure anyone into dating anyone else. I just want exclusionists to stop treating trans people like a monolith. And you’re doing that thing terfs do where they act as if every trans woman has a penis. News flash, bottom surgery still exists. You were just talking abt trans women with vaginas 5 seconds ago. How do they all now suddenly have dicks again?
Also just hilarious that you’re calling me, a pansexual queer, homophobic. Oh but do go ahead and be panphobic. Please tell me all about how I’m actually bisexual (as if bisexuality doesn’t also include all genders literally in the bisexual manifesto) or straight. Please tell me what my sexuality actually is just like you claim I’m doing to you.
Anyway, seriously get off anon so I can block you or I will stop answering these. I’m tired of having the same argument over and over again with you misogynistic, racist, transphobic fucks. Get over it or get bent.
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Fruits Basket Manga Review , ch 112 & 113 (part 2)
I hate that this chapter is cut... mainly cuz it deals with the most “ horribly presented” theme in furuba anime.... grief.
-The shame of grieving: “ Rarely discussed theme in Literature”:
When a love one dies... ppl differ in how they deal with it. Some cry their hearts out, some become depressed & painfully lonely, others get angry or cynical, some might deny it, some move on quickly, others move on but years after the realization crushes them, others stay still... Above all, you feel ashamed of yourself if you didn’t move on or if you DID move on.. “ Sometimes ppl around you judge you for it... for your grief”
The later is the theme of these two chapters. Rarely discussed themes & it saddens me that it is cut. You see, Furuba anime doesn’t get grief  at all. To them, it’s a small part of the generic protagonist after she finishes her job of nurturing the real main protagonist. Mothers are strong, they help us cross the bridge between childhood & adulthood. Tohru, the show’s mom, did it so thoroughly & in slow visual & narrative details for yuki. Afterwards, the anime brushed whatever is left of her character, which the anime viewed as sheer suspenseful drama, & collected it thro 3rd person story-telling techniques in one ep “ se3, ep6″ & excessive monologue for 10 minutes in se3, ep9.
In this chapter, Kakeru, a side character, sheds light into this theme. Kakeru didn’t lose a parent by death, didn’t grieve, has no dependent familial bonds with either dead parents “ kyoko & komaki’s dad”. Yet, kakeru stood & judged tohru on how she “ should” grieve. Harshly tearing her down while she’s standing there lonely, trying to hide her shock at the loss of her only pillar in life, broken & traumatized, dealing with the pushed down traumatic feelings from her past where her mom abandoned her as a child..now her mom did it again, this time thro death.. & kakeru, rightfully not knowing all that, but wrongfully lecturing her on how to behave... kakeru isn’t a monster, but he only saw what he wanted: komaki & how the world should grieve with his lover, how he should be the hero protecting her. So self-centered, insensitive, horribly cruel & unbelievably conceited, but above all... what he did is so sadly common... it hurts.
-Judging Grieving People:
As I said many times.. grief is so personal, so unique to the person & as common as it is, so misunderstood. According to kakeru & many ppl I’ve sopken to lately, tohru should have acknowledged komaki. Komaki, the not-traumatized version of tohru, did the right “ tohru-like” thing. Not only felt sadness at the loss of her own dad, but found it in her heart to visit the other orphan, tohru, & give condolences & respect to the dead mother. Such kindness & purity. Very deserving of applaud: To not only see your pain but others’ as well. Tohru has always done the “ right, kind” thing to other ppl. When she can’t now, the author brought another “ tohru” to do the “ right, kind” thing.
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Kakeru is so many ppl. During my brother’s funeral. I’ve heard so many gossip on how my mom should’ve stood tall & greeted the visitors.” Being silent , emotionless & non-responsive is not how you show visitors you value their kind words”, they said. How his widow should’ve collected herself & acted properly, respected his memory by taking proper care of herself & her kids. “Being a broken mess is not how you “ honor” loved one”, they said. Kakeru is indeed many ppl & that’s how you discuss a theme by creating characters who sin, screw up & be cruel, even if momentarily.
Kakeru is wrong. There is no “ you should have” in grief. There is no ounce of truth in his demeaning lecture to tohru & I respect komaki for her reaction to him so much. Kakeru did learn & grew from it, apologized to tohru even if he didn’t actually sought her to do so & even if she herself started the apology. But you see, these two chapters are 90% focused on kakeru as a character, his growth, thoughts, the mini focus on his relationship with komaki as an example of healthy relationship & all that is another lesson for yuki to observe & learn. He learned abt tohru’s past, kakeru’s personality & growth & got to observe another example of romantic relationship so yuki can grow as a man & approach machi healthily. But then again... nothing at all stops yuki/machi from being healthy, no past issues, no contradicting personalities “ they’re quite similar” & yuki is the only furuba character that doesn’t screw up big. He learns & teaches. He’s the personification of the author.
-Tohru.. stays a “ tohru”:
Tohru’s part is 10% of the this chapter which is fine as I think/hope it will lead into more tohru depth in the following chapters. But It is for this reason I’m glad this chapter was cut in the 13 eps season of furuba anime, cuz tohru doesnt have much depth in the anime due to the quick wrap up & the la~~~~st  thing I want is another 3rd person story-telling flashback abt tohru in the anime. Honestly, one of the most frustrating aspect to me of the anime & I’ll hold judgement abt manga- tohru till I reach its end. So far~~~ Tohru’s depth & character exploration gets better one chapter, then regress the next one, then moves on, the... it’s a fluctuating process. It has nothing to do with tohtu’s feelings.
you’ see ... kyo himself as a character with issues fluctuates a lot, he does sth good, then does sth bad, chooses right words, then makes a horrible mistake & chooses wrong! which is one of the most well-done aspects of character exploration that is rarely attempted by authors! I highly respect Takaya-san for what she’s doing with kyo in the manga so far. Other authors show us a character doing one big mistake & then he/she learns from it in a dramatic way. But Takaya-san, nope! she decided to approach it in a very human way, making us be frustrated with kyo’s repeated mistakes yet understands where he’s coming from! kudos to her!!
But I’m not yet satisfied with how tohru is portrayed in the manga & this has nothing to do with tohru’s character. Takaya-san is discussing rare themes thro tohru’s character. But what I mean is how tohru is approached thro the viewers/readers eyes. I wont judge until the last chapter. but this is the part that is frustrating to me.
Side Notes:
The flow of the 2 chapters is little off. We go back & forth between the past & the present, between yuki-machi & komaki-kakeru. Again, I’m so glad the anime cut it cuz, nope! they can’t handle such narrative. they’ll reorder it in a such heavily monologing way & insert the comedy abruptly to lighten the mood. Just look at how the comedy is inserted in momiji’s se03 ep!
Komaki is such a tohru with a sprinkle of kagura’s very softened outbursts. lol. she’s fun!
I’m liking yuki-machi interactions a lot. no drama, which is why the anime cut it -_-’, but it progresses healthily. Machi is yuki’s third-stage growth after (1) leaving tohru’s nest (baby yuki), (b) making friends with kakeru/someone who gets him (young boy yuki), (3) finding romantic love (being a man). The anime was so interested in the 2 stages above cuz that’s where the drama is & cut the third. Honestly, the anime didn’t have to include everything as there is never a space in 13 eps, but they certainly could’ve squeezed few panels or even made brand new very short yuki-machi scenes. but the anime weirdly decided after yuki “ saved” machi from her trauma by talking with her in her apartment, he should just marry her.... lol.. that’s why next scene is ep 5 momiji’s ep intro montage where yuki was abt to confess!!! making yuki-machi the least developed couple in the anime!
I love all furuba’s characters, but yuki, tohru, kyo & akito carry the big themes, therefore, I not only analyze their characters, but how the themes are presented thro them & how their presentation affects such themes. This might make it sound as I hate them or am harsh on them. not at all. It is the anime director/ manga author that I’m positively or negatively criticizing most times. Most importantly, my criticism is not the law. It’s just my perspective & my consumption of the material. Feel free to differ with me. I dont mind it. It brings interesting discussions!
When it comes to tohru’s issues... his chapter introduced nothing new. We have seen/read in canon repeatedly that tohru hides her pain behind a smile (heck! even kisa knows that & told us), that she cant stand up for herself much, that she smiles for other ppl not for herself. All this was presented thro so many characters already, which is why I understand the anime’s decision to cut it. What’s new? that yuki didn know tohru’s smile is mostly a mask & that kakleru has depth.
I love this chapter for the grieving themes it discussed that are rarely touched upon in literature, but since such themes are rarely presented, the anime’s decision to cut it, ironically proves my point! lol . They don’t get grief & so, they reduced it to se03 content & two eps worth. sad.. but expected. The anime is indeed another form of “past” kakeru: seeing one side of grieving person. The happy side.
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