#i wanna draw but it's 4:30 in the morning

[askyofexplodingstars]

despite not drawing them in months, i still think about my little guys nearly everyday

i miss them

#i wanna draw them again #maybe if i get some ideas #they're so shapes; funny little guys... #listening to wake my up when september ends since 4:30 in the morning getting the feels #star rambles

[thewintersoldierdisaster]

a/n: merry christmas eve and happy sunday! the promised andrei christmas fic (written extremely fast and edited even faster lol) title is from cher’s new christmas song which is a bop and a half so i suggest listening. going to be quiet the rest of the year to stockpile some writing, but happy new year everyone, i’ve been beyond grateful for the love my fics have gotten this year 😘

word count: 3.9k

tw: minimal smut, unprotected sex, brief fingering

summary: christmas eve at the svechnikov house is a chaotic but fun affair

“Mama?”

“Yes, my love?” You look up from the bowl of cookie dough batter. Evie was supposed to be helping after waking up at the ass crack of dawn, but the lure of rearranging all the decorations on the small tree in her room was more appealing. Your little perfectionist oldest daughter had shifted ornaments no less than fifteen times since you’d put the decorations up right after Thanksgiving.

Alina hops from foot to foot and you don’t necessarily love the sparkle of mischief in her eyes. “I catch Santa!”

You squint at her. “You’re catching Santa? Santa’s not a lizard in the backyard,” you say gently.

“I catch Santa,” Alina repeats. “Tonight! With presents!”

It clicks in your head - she means that she wants to stay up late and catch Santa leaving presents - and you laugh. “Oh, baby, you can’t stay up to see Santa, otherwise he doesn’t leave presents, remember?” You set the bowl of dough aside and scoop Alina up into your arms, sitting her down on the counter. She pouts at you, chubby little fingers reaching to play with the strings on your hoodie.

“Wanna see Santa,” she huffs. Her little pout is identical to Andrei’s and it makes you smile. You love seeing your husband’s traits and mannerisms in your girls.

You lean in to whisper conspiratorially, “guess what? Someone better than Santa is coming in a little bit.”

“Who?” Alina perks up, eyes going wide as she bounces a little. “Mickey Mouse?”

Another laugh bursts out of your mouth and Alina giggles with you, always ready to laugh with whoever’s around. “No, not Mickey Mouse,” you giggle, tickling her sides lightly and enjoying her childish laughter. “Babushka and dedushka!”

Alina shrieks happily and you catch her when she launches herself forward off the counter. The kids love when Elena and Igor come to visit and they don’t know that this trip will be extra long, as they’re staying for nearly three weeks. Once Andrei finishes his workout, he’s supposed to be going off to pick them up from the airport.

“Bring puppy?” She asks, little arms locked around your neck and wide awake considering it’s not even seven in the morning.

“No,” you shake your head, “they’re not bringing the puppy. He has to stay home where he has his bed and all his toys.”

That would be the last thing you need in the house - in-laws, three kids, a husband who’s traveling several days a week, and to add a dog on top of that? No, thank you.

“I share my toys,” she says sweetly.

You press a kiss to her cheek. “Yeah, you do share your toys with Evie and Kira. But puppy toys are different. Why don’t you go draw a picture to give Babushka when she gets here?”

Alina nods wildly and wiggles her way out of your arms and down your body before running off to the kid sized table you have set up in the den with all their craft supplies. She’ll be distracted for at least ten minutes, which gives you enough time to get the cookies on a baking tray and in the oven. Why you waited until Christmas Eve morning to make the cookies for Santa is a question for another day.

You’ve been awake since 4:30 already and your energy is starting to flag, so you make a quick mug of coffee before portioning out the sugar cookies and dipping them in the green and red sugar sprinkles. While you sip at the drink and finish the cookies with your other hand, your mind wanders to everything that has to get done today. There are a few more gifts that have to be wrapped, but for the most part you’d managed to get everything you and Andrei bought for the kids and his parents wrapped at night. You’d also wrapped all the gifts Elena and Igor had bought for the girls and had shipped directly to your house.

Dinner tonight is going to be chill and Elena had insisted on handling most of that, so you don’t worry too much about the menu. You’ll be helping her, since most of the recipes are from your childhood, but she loves cooking when she visits so you don’t mind letting her.

You decide that you’ll have Andrei take all three girls with him to the airport so you can have a minute to shower - hair wash and shaving included - without little hands knocking on the bathroom door.

Otherwise, you have to iron the girls’ outfits and tidy up the chaos before the girls hopefully go to sleep early so you and Andrei can set out the presents.

“Thinking hard?” Andrei’s teasing voice startles you out of your mental to-do list. You turn away from the counter and take him in with a smile. He’s sweaty from his workout, hair falling over his forehead that he swipes back with his free hand. Kira is on his hip, a giant four-toothed smile on her face. You nudge at her round cheeks with your knuckles, grinning back at her.

“Were you Papa’s workout buddy?” You ask her in a bubbly voice. “How’d he do?”

“Papa!” She yelps, smacking at Andrei’s chest with her hands and cuddling closer to his side. She plants a smacking kiss against his cheek, her favorite party trick to get adults coping over how cute she is.

Andrei kisses the top of her head and rests his cheek against the crown. “She’s a good cheerleader,” he laughs. And as if they practiced it, Kira waves her hands in an imitation of jazz hands. You laugh and kiss your youngest on the tip of her nose, making her giggle.

“Give me the baby and go shower,” you say, already taking Kira into your arms. She transfers easily, snuggling into your neck, one hand splayed over your chest. “I need you to take all three with you to the airport and you’re going to need to get going if you want to get your parents on time.”

He looks at the clock over the stove and frowns a little. “They don’t land until 9:30, plenty of time.”

“Yeah,” you nod, untangling your hair from Kira’s grip, “but you have to shower, the girls have to be changed and put in the car, and you have to drive to the airport. Time goes faster than you think, please just get everything going?”

Andrei nods and grips your chin in his hand to tilt your face up for a kiss. You melt a little, humming quietly. “Okay, solnyshka. We will go when everyone is ready. Do I need to pick anything else up?” He asks, tickling Kira’s back.

You shake your head, “just your parents. Next year they’re coming here earlier. None of this flying on Christmas Eve business.”

“I will tell them,” Andrei laughs before heading upstairs to shower.

Four hours later, after you’ve finished taking the cookies out of the oven, showered, and pulled together a quick little breakfast spread, Andrei’s car pulls back into the driveway. You pull open the front door with a huge smile on your face, laughing when Elena’s dragged into the house by Evie and Alina, Kira held on her grandmother’s hip. Andrei and Igor are back at the car, handling all the bags.

“Moya devushka,” Elena greets you with a warm smile and a tight hug, Kira squeaking and complaining when she’s caught in the middle of the two of you. “Ah, prosti, myshonok.” She kisses Kira’s head.

“Mama!” Evie dances at your feet, tugging on your sweater. “Babushka said she’s staying forever!”

“Mid-January, at least,” Elena shares a smile with you, helping you usher the girls inside. Kira clings to her like a koala and you love how much the girls love their grandparents.

Evie widens her eyes - Andrei’s eyes - at her grandmother, “that’s like forever! And look,” she grabs Elena’s hand, pulling her to the living room, “r’member we showded you our tree on the phone? Now you can see in real!” Alina trails along after them, clutching the stuffed Grinch that she’d recently decided was her new best friend.

Confident that the girls are handled, you head back outside to help Andrei and Igor with the bags. Your father-in-law greets you with a kiss to the cheek and waves off your help, “you have strong men. Go with Elena and girls.”

You know from past experience that it’s basically useless to fight with him, so you grab up Elena’s oversized purse from the backseat of the car and run back inside with it, wearing a sneaky little smile, before Igor can chastise you. Andrei’s laughter follows you inside.

“Elena,” you call out, “do you want your purse or should I put it in your room?”

“Oh! Bring it here,” Elena looks over her shoulder at you from where she’s sitting on the ottoman, having been oohing and ahhing over the drawings the girls made for her. “I have surprises.”

You hand over the bag, talking over the girls’ excited squeals, “you shouldn’t have. It’s Christmas Eve.”

Elena waves a hand in the air at you and if it were anyone else, you’d be annoyed at the dismissive gesture. “Small things,” she explains, reaching into the bag and drawing out little toys and Russian candies for the girls. “These were your Papa’s favorite,” she explains, handing Evie a wrapped chocolate.

Andrei appears behind you and leans forward, snatching another candy out of his mother’s hand. “Still are,” he winks at the girls. He unwraps the chocolate and pops it in his mouth before giving you a quick kiss. “I’m going to clean out the car,” he gives Kira a faux-glare, “one of the myshonok spilled her Cheerios.”

“It was Kira,” Evie pipes up, chocolate smeared around her mouth. “She spilleded out the whole bag!”

Kira, recognizing her name, giggles and chants, “Mama! Papa!”

“Our messy little girl,” you ruffle her hair gently. “Not too much candy, okay? It’s still really early.”

You know you’re going to be ignored, but you have to say it if only to stave off the mom-guilt. With the girls distracted by their grandparents - Igor’s wandered in and is telling Alina a joke she surely doesn’t understand yet - and Andrei busy with the car outside, you take the opportunity to slip upstairs and finish wrapping the few gifts that had been delivered in the last few days.

When you come back downstairs after finishing up and taking a few extra minutes to just breathe in the relative quiet, everyone’s huddled around Elena’s phone FaceTiming with Geno and his family. Everyone chatting in rapid fire Russian, even your kids, and you smile. You love that the girls are fluent in Andrei’s native language and it’s good practice when they talk to his family. The girls giggle with their cousins and you pull out your phone to snap a candid shot before joining the call, waving to Geno and his wife.

You stand behind the couch, looping your arms around Andrei’s neck and resting your chin on his shoulder, just enjoying the lively conversation. You’ve learned some Russian over the years, but you’re nowhere close to fluent and once they all start talking so fast, you’re basically lost at sea.

Andrei leans his cheek against yours, holding out his hand while he talks to block Evie’s foot from hitting him in her attempt at showing off a cartwheel. She pouts at Andrei when he tells her to sit down - that you understand, at least - and Andrei huffs in exasperation when Elena turns right around and clearly reprimands him for stopping Evie. Your head is starting to swim a little from all the noise and you press a kiss to Andrei’s cheek before standing up and heading into the kitchen.

A dog barking joins the chaos and you know Geno’s brought Igor’s dog on the screen. The girls squeal with delight and you know this means you’re going to get a barrage of begging for a puppy.

“Mama,” Evie skips her way into the kitchen, “can we show Babu and Dedu Belle’s christmas?”

The call with Geno is either done or the girls had gotten bored of sitting in one place. You nod, knowing she means the Beauty and the Beast Christmas movie, and say, “sure, bunny. Ask Papa to put the movie on the TV.”

The movie keeps them occupied for a little bit, even after Elena leaves to come help you in the kitchen. You work quietly with your mother-in-law, chatting easily about the girls and the plans for their extended trip. You’ll have a more involved celebration on January 7th - when Christmas is traditionally celebrated in Russia - with Elena making dishes that Andrei remembers from his childhood. But with the girls being raised in America, it’s easier for them to have Christmas traditions in line with their classmates and friends.

You’re incorporating some of your holiday traditions - namely the relaxing aspects of the day, watching movies and spending time with the kids - and it’s nice to not have to worry about going super over the top. Tomorrow, Andrei and his dad will grill steaks and you’re making a few side dishes and Evie helped make some cookies during the week. More than anything, you’re just excited to see them get into Christmas and to make memories with them.

The girls go down for their naps and you and Elena get to finish prepping dinner. It’s a quiet rest of the day, until suddenly it’s after dinner and the girls are bathed and changed into their matching pajamas - little candy canes printed on a white background - and Alina’s chattering about catching Santa.

“Where did she even come up with that?” You ask Andrei, laughing a little. “She said it this morning too.”

“Ah,” he gives you a sheepish smile and you’re instantly on guard, “maybe I said something. They asked about Santa and magic.” He shrugs. “I don’t know how to explain so I said to stay up and see how he does it.”

You snort a laugh, filling Kira’s bottle and closing the lid. “Yeah, that’ll do it. Better hope she knocks out like usual or we’re going to have a long night.”

Andrei settles his hands on your hips and pulls you close, kissing you gently. “I think there was enough excitement today. They will sleep, solnyshka, don’t worry.”

Resting against his chest, you loop your arms around his lower back, excitement bubbles up in your chest for the girls to see their gifts. “I know I’ve said it before,” you mumble into his chest, “but thank you for agreeing to do two Christmases.”

“Anything for you, solnyshka,” he replies, dropping a kiss to the top of your head. And then you’re interrupted by the two older girls, running in and begging to set out the cookies for Santa. Andrei lets you go and lifts both girls up onto his hips, telling them, “make sure you pick good cookies. I think he likes ones with a lot of sprinkles.”

He winks at you over the girls’ heads and you suppress a little smile while you put the cookies the girls select on a special plate. The plate of cookies is carefully arranged on the coffee table, next to a glass of milk that Evie had very carefully carried from the kitchen.

“Can we watch Frosty, Mama?” Evie asks, giving you puppy eyes. She’s already tucked up on the couch in between her grandparents, one little hand wrapped around Elena’s forearm and the other clutching her Stormy plush - this version has a little Christmas sweater on and you’d tried to resist buying it but you’re weak when it comes to saying no sometimes. Alina’s already looking like she’ll pass out any second, head resting on Igor’s chest. Andrei has Kira in his arms, rocking from side to side so she’ll fall asleep.

“Okay,” you nod, “but as soon as Frosty’s over, it’s time for bed. Remember, Santa doesn’t come if you’re awake.”

Behind you, Andrei snorts a quiet little laugh and you know exactly why, but you refuse to dignify him with a response. You press your lips together to smother a laugh of your own.

“I’m not gonna sleep,” Evie informs you, apparently on Alina’s side with wanting to catch Santa. “I’m not even sleepy, Mama.”

Her sentence is punctuated by a huge yawn and you catch Elena’s eye, both of you muffling laughter.

“It would not be so bad,” Elena says, stroking Evie’s braided hair, “to close your eyes a little, zaychik.”

Evie wrinkles her nose and shakes her head, but you’re not surprised when all three girls and both grandparents are all passed out before Frosty even gets on the train to the North Pole. Andrei’s already brought Kira up to her crib and now he helps you bring up the older girls, lifting their combined weight easily into his arms while you wake up Elena and Igor.

“Jet lag,” they both laugh tiredly, Elena giving you and Andrei kisses on the cheek before retiring to their room. Igor offers to help bring the gifts down to the tree, but Andrei says something in Russian and his father nods, closing the door behind him.

You leave the doors to the girls’ bedrooms cracked a little, hoping you’ll hear them in case they get up. Tossing Andrei a Santa hat you’ve kept around just for this moment, you grin, “let’s get this done, Saint Nick.”

Andrei jams the hat on his head and gives you a crooked smirk. “Red is my color, solnyshka,” he teases and swats at your ass gently when he follows you to the second guest room that’s been serving as your gift and wrapping room.

Between the two of you, all the gifts are brought downstairs in less than an hour. Andrei likes to deposit the boxes randomly, leaving the huge box that you know is a Barbie Dream House for the girls to share right in the middle of everything. You shake your head and move it towards the back, making sure the presents are arranged nicely and there’s room to walk around all the furniture. You spot a handful of gifts labeled in Andrei’s messy scrawl and it makes you smile.

“Last one,” he says, setting a smaller box on top of the rest. “Time for bed?”

You survey the scene, skipping over the gifts and landing on the plate of cookies. “Oops, no! We almost forgot the cookies, take a bite out of one or two,” you suggest, knowing his massive sweet tooth. Andrei bites off half of a tree shaped cookie and holds out a second to you for you to bite.

A yawn escapes as you’re chewing and you cover your mouth immediately, mumbling an apology. Andrei scoffs and rests his hand on your lower back to guide you up the stairs, “let me take my zhena up to bed.” His voice is low and deep, warm despite the tiredness lacing his tone. The Santa hat is crooked on his head and it makes him look boyishly handsome. You recognize the look in his eyes and you add a little sway to your hips on your way back to your bedroom.

“Your parents are right down the hall,” you say quietly, even as you pull your pajama top over your head and push your pants and underwear to the floor.

Andrei raises an eyebrow at you, hungrily taking in the sight of your bare body. Your nipples tighten under his scrutiny and you feel a rush of warmth between your legs. He steps forward, crowding you until the backs of your knees hit the bed and you fall back, landing flat on the mattress with your legs splayed open. He leans one knee in between your legs and covers your body with his to kiss you deeply, sliding his tongue into your mouth. You moan softly when he pulls back, one of his hands sliding up your side, over your chest, to rest at the base of your throat, “guess you’ll have to be quiet, solnyshka. Can you do that for me?”

You nod, hooking your ankle around Andrei’s hip and pushing at the waistband of his joggers. “Get rid of these,” you demand and Andrei kisses you again before standing up and stripping, his clothes discarded to the floor in seconds.

“Remember,” Andrei grins, running his fingers over your sensitive clit, making your back arch off the bed and a sharp gasp escape your lips, “quiet.”

You bite down hard on your lower lip to prevent any noise from escaping as Andrei pumps his fingers inside of you, curling and flexing them until you’re dripping down the curve of your ass. “Andrei!” You can’t help but moan his name when his fingers press up against your g-spot.

“Ah,” he tuts, pulling his fingers from your cunt and covering your mouth with his palm. “Quiet.”

With his hand muffling your noises, Andrei kneels between your open legs, lining up his cock at your entrance and sliding into you with one smooth thrust. You whine behind his hand, clenching immediately around his length, legs coming up to wrap around his waist. Sparks dance behind your eyes, pleasure building low in your stomach.

Andrei fucks into you with a steady rhythm, his hand warm over your face. You roll your hips, meeting him thrust for thrust and before you realize it, your orgasm is building and cresting, flooding your veins with fire. You bite down on Andrei’s palm and he hisses, finishing inside of you with a few more thrusts.

Everything is hazy and sticky and you blink up at Andrei, trying to focus on something other than the selfish desire for a second orgasm. Andrei’s hand shifts from your mouth to cup your cheek. His eyes twinkle with mischievous glee and you brace yourself for whatever he’s about to say.

“Santa was not the only one coming tonight, huh?”

“Oh my god,” you burst out laughing, push at his chest, “I hate you.”

Andrei kisses you sweetly, laughing too. “Sorry, that was bad,” he climbs off the bed, pulling you to your feet so you can both shower quickly and he can change the sheets before you go to bed.

It feels like you’ve only gotten ten minutes of sleep - thanks to a pair of wandering hands on your husband - when your bedroom door bangs open and Evie’s screaming, “SANTA BROUGHT PRESENTS!” She jumps onto your bed, bouncing on her knees in between you and Andrei, shrieking with delight. Andrei catches her around the waist and pulls her into a big hug.

“You’re going to wake the whole house, zaychik,” he teases, giving you a sleepy smile over her head.

“Everyone’s awake! Babu’s makin’ coffee and she said I had to wait five whole minutes before I woke you and Mama,” Evie informs him. “Can we pleaseeeee go open presents now?” She throws her arms around Andrei’s neck and pokes her lip out in a pout until he nods and she scrambles off the bed, racing for the stairs and screeching, “Papa said we can open!”

You yawn and slump against Andrei’s side, grinning tiredly, “I wish we could bottle her energy.”

“I will work on it for your birthday,” Andrei teases, kissing you warmly. “Merry Christmas, solnyshka.”

“Merry Christ—“

“MAMA! PAPA! PRESENTS!”

#andrei svechnikov #andrei svechnikov x reader #andrei svechnikov x you #andrei svechnikov fic #nhl fic #andrei svechnikov imagine

[starcrossedreaders]

Your Late Night Ramen was so cute! I was wondering if you do angst? Like either Leon’s Girlfriend or Leon himself is extremely injured or on deaths door type of angst??

And if you do something with this is it alright if I draw a scene??

Please and thank you💖💖💖

Authors Note: I have never written angst before so hopefully you enjoy it. Please Please Please draw anything from my fics, you have full creative freedom! If you do draw a scene from this one please tag me in it. Enjoy <3 P.S This fic is very inspired by the song I Really Want to Stay at Your House by Rosa Walton.

Warnings: Mentions of Leon dying, arguments, crying, mentions of surgery

Pacing your living room was not how you planned to spend your Saturday night. Your partner of 3 years was finally coming home from his 4-day mission in Spain. You and Leon had been through many tribulations together, thick and thin, but this last argument felt like it would be your last. And of course, it had happened the night he left for his mission.

"So I'm just supposed to spend another two weeks reading in between your lines? Leon, I miss you all the time!"

"You're not listening to me Y/N! I can't disclose that type of information to you!" All you could see was red, as your ears burned and your hands shook.

Pointing at Leon you rose your voice, "No NO, I don't think you're listening to ME, Leon! All I want to know is if you'll be safe and make it home in one piece," You and Leon had met during the nightmare of Raccoon City. You had been holding off your own in the police station trying to help the injured officers when Leon came barreling in.

After it, Leon offered to take you out to dinner, which is where things really hit off for your guys. Sitting in his car the clock just hit 11:30 and you were figuring out what to do next.

"So, what do you wanna do?" Leon lolled his head to the side to look at you.

"Hm, There's a party soon, do you wanna go?"

"Sounds good to me," Leon had put the car in gear and followed your shitty directions to the house party your friend was throwing.

A few drinks later you guys had ended up on an isolated back road in the back of Leon's car with you on top of him. A few lazy kisses had led to frantic thrusts.

"Ngh fuck," His hips slammed into yours one last time as he planted his hot seed in the condom he had on. The car windows were fogged up and heavy panting could be heard throughout the car.

A heartbeat later you placed your hand on Leon's jaw, "I don't want to go, Leon," a light blush dusted your cheeks as he slowly pulled out, groaning at the sensation.

"Fuck, then what do you want to do?"

"I really want to stay at your house."

That blissful night was on repeat during your latest argument, "Do you know how much you broke me apart? I'm done with you, I'm ignoring you. I don't want to know," You slapped your hands to the side of your thighs. You were quick to turn around and walk out of the apartment. The walls shook as you slammed the door.

This is how your fights tended to go, one of you says something that hurts the other and they walk out for the night. In the morning breakfast would be made and you guys would talk rationally and fix the problem.

The morning after the argument you had come home to an empty house with no signs of your lover. The events of last night replayed in your head, and you realized how much you truly fucked up.

The days leading up to you pacing your living home had been miserable. You had spent them in your shared bed replaying every memory you and Leon had made. Sure, your arguments really dragged you guys down but you had tried to focus on bettering yourselves.

The clock above the pantry had struck 1:00 am and your phone that was laying on the coffee table began to vibrate. Who would be calling you at this hour? Picking up your phone the caller ID was private but a verified number. Answering the phone you lifted it to your ear to hear a women's voice.

Tiredness laced her voice as she spoke to you, "Hello, I'm Dr.Smith calling from the DSO medical department, I apologize for such a late call but your name and number were listed on Leon S. Kennedy's emergency contact list, am I currently speaking to Y/N Y/L?" Your mind began to race 100 miles per hour at all the possibilities as to why Leon would be seeing a doctor so late.

You cleared the knot from your throat as you answered, "This is she. May I ask what happened,"

"Ah yes, unfortunately, while Leon was on his mission he encountered something that pushed him way past his limits. He had called for help, but by the time they got there, he was in critical condition. We had to put him in a medically induced coma. I was calling to speak about care options for him,"

No, no no no no. All of your nightmares were coming true and you didn't know how to process it. Of course, you guys had to separate on a bad note, you hadn't even told him you loved him. Gods, what if you never tell him again. What if you can never feel the bed dip when he silently joins you. What if you guys can never go on your Friday dinners at the diner downtown. What if you can never take goofy pictures with him to frame them around your shared home. What if you guys don't get married, or have kids, or- "Y/N? Are you still there?"

Anxiety barreled through your veins as your tried to steady your breaths. "Uh. yes yes, would it be possible for me to come there now to discuss this?"

"Yes, of course, I will warn the guards about your arrival and we can meet in the lobby,"

"Thank you so much, Dr. Smith, I'll see you soon." You have never raced to get your shoes on faster, let alone drive upward to 90 mph in a 45.

Your normal 25-minute commute was shortened to 10. You had basically parked your car in-between two lines. You couldn't care any less, so what you get a ticket, your boyfriend was knocking on deaths door.

You ran across the parking lot tripping up the sidewalk when you finally made it to the door. The guard on the night shift was scarily alert at the late hour.

"Ma'am you can't be here at this hour please leave," his voice was stern and fit his massive build very well. He was at least a foot taller than you with super broad shoulders and arms that could crush a watermelon with one hand.

You were still out of breath as you panted out a response, "W-what? Dr.Smith said she would w-warn you about me coming. Sir, it's very important,"

"Ma'am I'm only going to ask one more tim-"

Dr.Smith cracked the front door open and stuck half of her body out. "That's enough, she's with me,"

"Come on Y/N," She was stunning, and her blue eyes had bags under them that made it very obvious on her pale skin. Her blonde hair was in a messy bun that more or less looked like a huge knot on her head. That made you cringe when thinking about trying to undo it.

Walking through the lobby all you could do was drop your jaw, this building was huge, but so so pretty. When you made it to the middle of the lobby you could look up and see all of the floors make a huge spiral.

"This way Ms.L/N," Dr.Smith led you down a hall on the left, you guys took a few turns before you made it to the hospital wing. 4 turns later you guys had made it to the ICU unit. Leon's room was the first on the left side.

"He has been under for 2 days now so hopefully he will be up soon,"

"You mean to tell me that he has been here for 2 days are you guys just now informing of me of his condition?" All you could see was red, you could have been here sooner to get him back home sooner.

"It's...difficult to explain," All you could do was scoff as she opened to door to his room.

The world had gone still, all you could hear was the steady beat of the heart monitor. Many wires and IVs were connected to his body, all of them having a different purpose you had no idea what they did. His face was very pale. Rushing to his bed you had moved his ash blonde hair out of his face and cupped his cheek. His skin was clammy, or maybe it was your own hands, you didn't know. All you knew was that Leon was barely holding on.

"There's a lot of internal damage that we could undergo surgery for him, but his chance of survival is slim to none, or we can let it be, and he can peacefully pa-"

"NO! No, no... H-How? how much will it be?"

"Due to Leon's line of work it would be paid in full," The words floated to your ears but they didn't compute in your head. All you could think about it how you might never be able to tell him how sorry you are, how much you love him, how much you need him.

"I'll give you some time." Once you heard the door click shut your bottom lip began to quiver and your body shook. You pressed your forehead into Leon's arm and you let it all out.

"I-I'm so-so-sorry, Leon," You heaved in a breath of air but ended up choking on it.

"Ple-please don't leave me," A few minutes later you finally took a deep breath as your lifted your head up from his arm. You laughed a little as you wiped your tears away from Leon's arm.

"So, what do you wanna do, what's your point of view? Do you think you can handle the surgery?" Silence filled the room, it was like you were talking to yourself. You wish he would just wake up so he can help you make a decision.

"I'm sorry Leon, I wanted to get away. Just another way to feel what I didn't want myself to know and let myself go. I know, you didn't lose your self-control like I did. Let's start at the rainbow," You really hoped that he could hear what you had to say, hear that you wanted to start new with him, and fix the problems that we have yet to address.

Your hand slid into his cold, clammy hand and squeezed it. A light knock was heard on the thick door before it clicked open.

"So, have you made a decision? I'm not trying to rush you but the faster we get him into the operating room the better chance he has at surviving,"

Taking a deep breath in you squeezed his hand one more time before you turned to her. "We're going to try the surgery." Dr.Smith said a few things before she left the room.

The moment the door clicked shut you could feel slight pressure in the hand that was holding Leon's hand. You whipped your head towards it before you could feel the squeeze again.

Authors note: Part two maybe?!?!?! Sorry for taking so long to post this, the internal warn with this writing was so real but it's out and I hope you love it.

#leon kennedy re4 #re4 leon #leon x reader #leon kennedy x reader #leon kennedy re2 #leon kennedy fluff #leon kennedy imagine #leon kennedy x y/n #leon kennedy x you #leon s kennedy x fem!reader #leon s kennedy x reader #leon kennedy #resident evil leon #leon resident evil #leon kennedy angst #resident evil #resident evil x y/n #resident evil 2 #resident evil x reader #resident evil x you

[morganski-19]

Things I Won't Say When I'm Sober Part 5

part 1, part 4, part 6

It’s been a week since Steve’s seen Eddie. Not because he was avoiding him, at least in full. He’s only partially avoiding him. Really he’s just been busy with work and the kids. But the knowledge of what happened that night keeps rolling around in his mind in a way he doesn’t like. 

He can’t keep thinking that Eddie overheard him that morning. Heard the last strings of Steve’s confession, and even though he would have never heard that Steve liked Eddie directly, he could have heard enough to connect the dots. After the initial confession, he and Robin weren’t exactly whispering. They weren’t loud either, but with the thin walls of the trailer, it didn’t really matter. 

If Eddie heard anything from the end of the conversation, there was one fact he would definitely know, Steve liked guys. That was enough for Steve to avoid Eddie, fearing that their friendship was at the end.

Though, there was some peace that came through the worry. Steve had told another person about the knot in his stomach in the past few weeks. Honestly, for the past few years. It had just grown to the point where he couldn’t ignore it anymore. It was weird to be out to someone and have them accept you so fast, especially when you couldn’t do the same to yourself. But that helped the pain start to go away. Someone accepted him for who he is, maybe he could finally do the same. 

Steve was already at a point where he was able to accept himself, but Robin’s acceptance was the last ray of sunshine to finally help him bloom. He felt whole. For the first time in a long time, he knew what it was like to look at himself in the mirror and see him, all of him. Not someone crafted the way society wanted. Just him. It was refreshing, and terrifying all at the same time.

The phone starts to ring on his bedside table. He glances at the alarm clock, 1:30, late for anyone normal to be calling. The beat in his chest starts to race as he picks up the phone, anticipating a call for help that might be on the other end.

“Stevie,” Eddie slurs from the other end. “You’re still up”

Relief fills Steve as he slumps back into his bed. “Yeah, couldn’t sleep. Why are you up?”

“Don’t know. Prolly to talk to you.” 

“Are you drunk?”

Eddie laughs from the other end. “Maybe,” he draws out.

Steve sighs. “Go get a glass of water and maybe I’ll talk to you while you sober up.”

“But I don’t want to,” Eddie whines. Steve can imagine the pout on his face and can’t help but smile at it. “Hey, can I tell you a secret?”

“If this is your way of saying you have a secret and telling me I can’t know it just to get back at me for not telling you mine, then no.”

Eddie scoffs. “Nooo, this is different. This is a secret for your ears only, not Robin’s.”

“Ok, then you can tell me.” Steve doesn’t know why, but he can’t stop smiling.

“Yay. My secret” Eddie pauses for dramatic effect, “is that I know your secret.”

The smile on Steve’s face drops. “W-what?” 

His heartbeat starts beating fast again as tension builds in his stomach. He’s trying not to, but he’s sure his breathing quickened enough that Eddie could hear it over the phone. This was what he was worried about all week, and it happened. Eddie heard, he knew. Not just the last bit, but everything. And he sounded so happy about it. Happy that he knew the secret that Steve was so afraid to tell him. 

“Yep,” Eddie said. “I heard you and Birdie talking about it. Someone’s got a crush,” he sings songs. “And on a GUY. Don’t know why you couldn’t tell me. S’not like I would have a problem with it.”

Steve’s head stops spinning. “What?”

“And you wanna know what I think? I think that guy is a fucking idiot if he doesn’t like you back. I think that any guy would be lucky to date a guy like you, I sure would. All the guys I’ve been with were terrible, but you. You’re like … perfect.”

“Eddie,” Steve says, shocked. “What are you-”

Eddie shushes him. “Let me finish. I’m not done telling you my secret.” He pauses. “What was it again? Right, you like a guy. A guy that you don’t think likes you back with is just stupid because you’re perfect. Like you are kind and funny and pretty. Like sooo pretty, Stevie, it kills me. And when I woke you up with that nightmare, you didn’t judge me. You just, you held me. Like in a way that no one’s done before, like no one. And then that morning, I woke up in your arms and just like.” He stops mid-sentence letting the line buzz between them. 

“Eddie, are you still there?” Steve’s finding it hard to breathe, trying to convince himself that what Eddie is saying is leading up to nothing. That this is all just some cruel trick Eddie thought would be funny cause he’s drunk. 

“My real secret,” Eddie whispers into the phone, so soft that Steve can barely hear, “is that I wish I was the guy you liked. Cause I haven’t been able to sleep the same knowing you like guys, and that guy isn’t me.”

The line goes dead.

Steve’s heart starts beating out of his chest as the phone falls out of his hands. Did he just hear what he did? This all wasn’t some insane dream that his mind cooked up just to fuck with him. He rubs his eyes, trying to get rid of sleep that isn’t there. Pinching himself just to see if it was real, even though he knows that’s not how it’s supposed to work. 

What he does know, it this isn’t supposed to be this easy. Eddie isn’t supposed to like him back, he isn’t supposed to want Steve as much as Steve wants him. He isn’t supposed to call in the middle of the night in a big drunk confession and then just hang up like nothing happened. Or before Steve could even say anything. He isn’t supposed to do it in a way that Steve might not believe the next morning. 

Miracles don’t happen every day, especially for Steve and especially when it comes to people he likes. Steve isn’t this guy that people just magically like back, not in the way he likes them. He’s supposed to be the one that falls hard, breaking apart when they leave him hanging up to dry. It’s happened before and he was certain that it would happen again. 

I haven’t been able to sleep the same knowing you like guys, and that guy isn’t me. 

Eddie’s confession hangs in the air like a rope, waiting for Steve to grab onto it. Simple words of desperation and lost hope because Eddie thinks the same as Steve. That they’re not a person that the other could want. That even though the possibility is there, it would never come to fruition. There was no way the other person could ever return their feelings, so they prepared for rejection before it even started. 

Steve doesn’t know what to do, doesn’t even know if he wants to believe that it’s true. He’s spent so long thinking that this could never happen, that he never prepared for what he would do if it did. He’s at a loss just staring at the ceiling. Debating going to sleep and letting Eddie sleep off the booze or running over there to say what he’s wanted to for so long. Words that he couldn’t even fathom saying before a week ago. That he wants what he thinks he can’t, and won’t let Eddie go so easily after saying he can have it. 

Tomorrow, he decides. Tomorrow he would go over to Eddie’s trailer and hope that he remembers. Hope that it wasn’t just the booze talking and that all of what Eddie said is true. Tell Eddie everything, that he wants him just as much as Eddie seems to want Steve. That Eddie didn’t have to lose sleep anymore because Steve wanted him. Because Steve likes him, Steve likes him so much. 

He falls asleep hoping that when he wakes up it wasn’t all a dream.

oops, I wrote too much again. the last part will be coming next week? (actually this time)

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[snaillock]

★ 300 follower event!

ongoing masterlist

not accepting anymore requests!!!!

to celebrate recently hitting 300 followers, i’m doing a short writing event!

basic request rules apply!

only taking blue lock x male/gender neutral reader requests.

(male reader requests highly encouraged since i’ve been lacking on those tbh)

when requesting, put the prompt or prompt number along with the character you want me to write about. feel free to specify the genre (fluff, angst, maybe even suggestive but nothing further than that)

one character per request but you can request up to 2 prompts in one request

will be written either as drabbles or one-shots

not taking anymore rin or nagi requests

event rules are subject to change

prompt list:

1. "what are you do-" "look, now we match!"

2. "you're cleaning this up, right? since this was your idea."

3. "feeling better?" "it feels like i've been slapped but on the inside." "so... no?"

4. "i don't think either of us are qualified for this but sure, go for it."

5. "shh- that's just what you think." "no, i'm pretty sure it's what i know."

6. "oh please, who's gonna stop us?" "the police."

7. "and why would i do this for you?" "because you love me." "not enough- fine."

8. "who let you look so cute today?"

9. "can we wait a second? i wanna take a picture of you right now."

10. "i think i'm gonna fail this test-" "it's okay, you pass in my heart." "that means nothing."

11. "am i your favorite?" "i like your dog a bit more than you, i won't lie."

12. "this is unfair." "i can't help the fact that you're terrible at mario kart."

13. "since we're dating, does that mean i can hold your hand whenever i want?"

14. "i've been looking for my hoodie-" "my hoodie, you mean."

15. "i've always wanted to come here with you."

16. "this song reminds me of you."

17. "as much as i love food, i'm giving you the last piece just this once."

18. "you're cold?" "no? it's super sunny right now-" "take my jacket anyway."

19. "oh no, my head, it's falling conveniently onto your shoulder!"

20. "shut up and kiss me already."

21. "i've waited for so long just to say that to you."

22. "your hands are colder than the one time i lost a bet and i had to stick my hand into the snow for five minutes."

23. "you seem like you want ice cream."

24. "mcDonald's is open, wanna go get some chicken nuggets?" "it's 3 in the morning." "and?" "let's go."

25. "you love me?" "i always have."

26. "what's that even supposed to be?" "it's a drawing of you, idiot."

27. "here comes the airplane!" "i can feed myself." "too bad."

28. "it's a 4000 piece puzzle and you've finished maybe 100 pieces max. and how long have you been doing this?"

29. "i know it's not the best but-" "i love it."

30. "i can hear your heartbeat- why is it going so fast all of a sudden?"

ima be real with yall i have no fucking idea what i’m doing so we figuring this out together🤞‼️

#blue lock #bllk x reader #blue lock x reader #blue lock x male reader #blue lock x gn reader #blue lock fluff

[celestie0]

ellie, please share your tips on learning biology.

haha i’m so stoked by this ask bc i used to DREAM of having a studyblr account when i was in college 🤣 i’ll try to give sort of unconventional tips that helped me study

tbh practice practice practice was most helpful for any calculus, biochem (at least for rxn & pathway diagrams), physics or ochem that i had to take, but not so much for bio since it’s mostly memorization (but it depends on the professor/class i guess)

1. use anki/quizlet & incorporate it into your morning routine (ex 20 flashcards while eating breakfast)

2. have your friends quiz you. make it funn like if you don’t answer correctly within 30 secs they get to hit you with a pillow or you have to take a shot of something gross

3. repetition is key for memorization, most importantly spaced repetition! studying the night before for a bio test is academic suicide and WILL make you want to dropout lmfaooo

4. for bio, i think the kaplan mcat prep book is decent and summarizes most of the systems of the body pretty well. even if you’re not planning on taking the mcat, it’s handy to have

5. to prep for any frq type exams, just read a lecture, write down headers for topics onto a sheet of paper, then immediately after reading it just try to write down everything you can remember for that topic within like a minute.

6. draw diagrams!! this was so useful when learning ab diff systems like circulatory, respiratory etc. just draw a gigantic diagram, and annotate the actual diagram w your notes. that way your brain ties the visual to the words, and it all becomes easier to picture in your head when you’re taking your exam

7. with any study tip/strategy, i think its important to include a component of “stress” or “stakes” to mimic the exam environment, whether that be some sort of light punishment, time constraint, resource constraint etc so that on actual test day, you’ve sort of primed yourself into feeling comfortable with the material despite your anxiety, which can really help give you an advantage

8. if you don’t feel like studying, set a two min timer and start. most of the time, you’ll keep going even after those two mins are up

9. convince yourself you’re in love w someone in your lecture hall so you wanna go to class

sorry this was more generic tips rather than bio-specific but i think these tips work BEST for any type of memorization subject such as bio

okay back to jjk brainrot

#i kinda wanna study now #study tips #studyblr #asks #anon

[jaelvr]

Cupid ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Prompt list two!!

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I’m taking requests!

Respond to this with a member and number(s) and I’ll write an imagine for it!!

FLUFF -

1. “what are you do-” “look, now we match!” ( used here )

2. “You’re cleaning this up, right? Since this was your idea.”  

3. “Feeling better?” “It feels like I’ve been slapped but on the inside.” “So…no?" ( used here )

4. "I don’t think either of us are qualified for this but sure, go for it.”

5. “Shh- that’s just what you think.” “No, I’m pretty sure that’s what I know.”

6. “and why would I do this for you?” “Because you love me.” “Not enough- fine.”

7. “Who let you look so cute today?”

8. “Can we wait a second? I wanna take a picture of you right now.”

9. “I think I’m gonna fail this test-” “It’s okay, you pass in my heart.” “That means nothing.”

10. “Am I your favourite?” “I like your dog a bit more than you, I won’t lie." ( used here )

11. “This is unfair.” “I can’t help the fact you’re terrible at Mario kart." 

12. "since we’re dating, does that mean I can hold your hand whenever I want?”

13. “I’ve been looking for my hoodie-” “my hoodie, you mean.”

14. “I’ve always wanted to come here with you.”

15. “this song reminds me of you.”  ( used here )

16. “as much as I love food, I’m giving you the last piece just this once.”

17. “you’re cold?” “no? it’s super sunny right now-” “take my jacket anyway.”

18. “oh no, my head, it’s falling conveniently onto your shoulder!” 

19. “shut up and kiss me already.”

20. “i’ve waited for so long just to say that to you.”

21. “your hands are colder than the one time I lost a bet and I had to stick my hand into the snow for five minutes.”

22. “you seem like you want ice cream.”

23. “mcDonald’s is open, wanna go get some chicken nuggets?” “it’s 3 in the morning.” “and?” “let’s go.”

24. “you love me?” “i always have.”

25. “what’s that even supposed to be?” “it’s a drawing of you, idiot.”

26. “here comes the airplane!” “i can feed myself.” “too bad.”

27. “it’s a 4000 piece puzzle and you’ve finished maybe 100 pieces max. and how long have you been doing this?”

28. “i know it’s not the best but-” “i love it.”

29. “i can hear your heartbeat- why is it going so fast all of a sudden?” ( used here )

30. “I remember the first time we met.”

31.“I know it’s your favorite.” ( used here )

32. “Everything okay? You don’t seem like yourself.”

33. “Let me get that for you.” ( used here )

34. “I’m here to listen.”

35. “Let’s go out. Just the two of us.”

36. “I don’t have to ask, I know.”

37. “Fine, you can use me as a pillow.” 

38. “Well, I don’t, but you do.”

39. “I did it for you.”

40. “No one’s ever done this for me before…”

41. “Only you can call me that.” ( used here )

42. “I don’t know what I’d do without you.” 

43. “It’ll take more than that to get rid of me.”

44. “Are you sure you’re okay with this?”

45. “We’ll get through this together.” ( used here )

46. “Don’t worry, I knew what you meant.”

47. “I’m not going anywhere.”

48. “You shouldn’t see that jerk anymore. I’m worried you’ll get hurt.”

49. “Wherever you are, that’s where my home is."

50. “Look who’s under the mistletoe!”

51. “i want to spend the day with you doing nothing.”

52. “i saw something today that reminded me of you.” ( used here )

53. “you bought me flowers?” ( used here )

54. “i never thought i’d feel this kind of happiness.”

55. “i still dream about you even though you’re mine.”

56. “where’s my goodnight kiss?”

57. “can you read to me?”

58. “i feel safe with you.”

59. “you can stay as long as you want.”

60. “my love for you only grows with each passing second.”

61. “a man could hold the weight of worlds, but he could never carry the love i have for you.”

62. “you know, even if you left me, i’d still be yours.”

63. “i have so much love for you i almost don’t know what to do with it.”

64. “i’m falling in love with you.”

65. “we’ll never get to sleep if you keep fidgeting like that.”

66. “kiss me harder.”

67. “no, don’t stop. i like the sound of your voice.” 

68. “you’re so cool.”

69. “you’re with me always.”

70. “i’d never turn down a kiss from you.”

ANGST -

71. “you didn’t just break my heart, you broke my trust.”

72. “i’ve waited a thousand hours to tell you exactly how i feel, but you don’t deserve an explanation.”

73. “i don’t have the energy to fight you anymore.”

74. “take what you want from me and just leave already.”

75. “i’m not ready to live without you.”

76. “i let you in, you and your poison, and now i’m no good.”

77. “you feel further away from me now than when you were a stranger.” 

78. “i don’t forgive you.”

79. “let me go.”

80. “it doesn’t matter how good the dream is, we always wake up.”

81. “you can’t be bitter now, this was your decision.”

82. “i lost myself the day i lost you.”

83. “i wish i could love you, i know you’d be good for me, but i can’t.”

84. “please don’t make me go, i want to stay.”

85. “the sad thing is, i’d do it all over again even for the same outcome.”

86. “you said you’d follow me anywhere” — “you know i can’t follow you there.” 

87. “you’re the only mistake i don’t regret, but that doesn’t mean it wasn’t a mistake.”

88. “you didn’t deserve me.”

89. “i loved you, you used me.”

90. “i’m allowed to move on.”

91. “i still wanted to believe that you are a good person after everything you’ve done to me. ”

92. “ you gave me another chance to be a new person again, but you didn’t seem to trust me enough. ”

93. “ why did you betray / leave me ? ”

94. “my heart desired for your love then. ”

95. “ why did you love me now ? ”

96. “ i have given you all my love but you threw them away like it was nothing. ”

97. “ now you want me like i wanted you ? ”

98. “ you’re wasting my time. ”

99. “ i just wish that we both had the same feeling back then. ”

100. “ we still can fix this, but we can’t be together again. " 

101. ” i regret meeting you. “

102. ” thanks for the trauma, by the way. “ 

103. ” it’s best for us to be strangers again. “

104. ” maybe there’s another universe where we have a happy ending we’ve always wanted. “

105. ” i hope to never see you again. “

106. ” i’ve seen the way you look at them, if they are the one, then leave. be with your true soulmate. “

107.  "what am i to you truly ? a puppet to be used to get what you want? ”

108. “ what am i to you truly ? ”

109.  “you manipulated me into believing your bullshits ! ”

110. “i don’t care if you need me, it’s your own fault for breaking our relationship. ”

111. “ why should i trust you again ? ”

112. “ we can’t go back like we used to, take a look what happened to us now. ”

113. “our relationship / friendship ends now. ”

114. “we were never meant be. ”

115. “of all people, why it should be you who hurt me ? ”

116. “I believe in you. I always have. Maybe that’s my fatal flaw.”

117. “I never forgot you. I couldn’t.”

118. . “After everything, how could you not trust me?”

119. “ I wanted this to end differently. ”

120. “There was only one way this could go.”

121. “I miss you, more than I thought possible.”

122. “I thought you loved me.”

123. “There was an accident, They’re in the hospital.”

124. “I just wanted to say I’m sorry.”

125. “I forgot you were like this.”

126. “ Do you think you could ever forgive me?”

127. “ It’s my fault that this happened. ”

128. “If you go through with this, you’ll be giving up everything you’ve ever known.”

129. “If I remember correctly, you never came for me.”

130. “I thought you left.”

131. “You left me.”

132. “I know you’re there, open the door.”

133. “I wanted to tell you I’m sorry.”

134. “Stop holding back, I can take it.”

135. “This wasn’t how it was supposed to go.”

136. “They are still in surgery, no updates.”

137. “ It was an accident, I swear.”

138. “I tried calling you. A few times actually.”

139. “I need to do this, why can’t you see that?”

140. “When will you let this go?”

141. “Everything I’ve done has been for you.”

142. “You were my best friend.”

143. “Why can’t you just listen to me?” 

144. “Please, just let me forget you.”

ENEMIES TO LOVERS -

145. “i know that you are my enemy , but you have intoxicated me into falling in love with you .”

146. “you’re the first person who is vulnerable enough to make me impossibly weak .”

147. “will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ?”

148.   “forget who we are , let’s make our new life together .”

149. “at first you were the hell that you gave me , until you become my heaven .”

150. “ I’ll try my best to deserve you .”

151. “i seek for peace , until i found you .”

152. “tell me , why does my own enemy could make feel safe ?”

153. “though you are dangerous , you are also capable of love .”

154. “my hands have stained with bloods and violence , yet you choose to hold them like a precious thing .”

155. “ i’ve hurt you , why would you seek love and warmth in me ?”

156. “i’d rather die in your arms than being stabbed by you .”

157. “curse me with your love , darling .”

158.“what did you do to me to make me fall in love with you ?”

159. “ you’re so pure and innocent , and i am scared to hold you and break you into pieces .”

160. “losing you is my worst nightmare .”

161. “i’m sorry for hurting you .”

162. “be in my dreams to replace the nightmares you have given me .”

163. “why do you want me of all people ?”

164. “i can’t help myself from falling in love with you .”

165. “let’s have a peaceful life , shall we ?”

166. “i shouldn’t have given you the scar , i hate it so much .”

167. “be happy with me .”

168. “ i’ve always hated your smile , but as i keep seeing you smile , i begin to admire them .”

169. “god really gives me a soulmate in a possible way , doesn’t he ?”

170. “i’m grateful to have you as my enemy .”

171. “i feel calm when i am with you .” ( used here )

172. “ teach me how to love , so i won’t hurt you .”

173. “all i knew in my life: love is a weakness . then you came into my life , making me stronger not to lose you .”

174. “every second i have spent with you , i’ll treasure them to remember you .”

175 .“ you don’t have any idea how much i love you .” ( used here )

176. “there are many reasons why i hate about you , but those reasons turn into something why i love you .”

177. “we were destined to be enemies , so we could fight against each other until we tire ourselves and find many reasons why we should stop and forgive each other .”

178. “i forgive you , despite the hell you have put me through .” 

179. “let us move forward into something new .”

180. “i should’ve let you die , but i chose to protect you .”

181. “sit , and let me tell you the reasons why am i falling in love with you .” ( used here )

182. “it’s impossible , isn’t it ? how two enemies can have feelings for each other ?”

183. “ let me protect you instead of fighting against you .”

184. “each day i am always worried something dangerous might happen to you , but i am the danger , aren’t i ?”

Enjoy !! <3

- Mars

#prompt #prompt list #nct #nct x reader #nct imagines #taeil imagines #taeyong imagines #johnny imagines #yuta imagines #doyoung imagines #jaehyun imagines #jungwoo imagines #mark lee imagines #haechan imagines #jeno imagines #jaemin imagines #renjun imagines #chenle imagines #jisung imagines #kun imagines #hendery imagines #xiaojun imagines #winwin imagines #yangyang imagines #lucas imagines #ten imagines #nct 127 #nct 127 imagines #nct dream #nct dream imagines

[jungle-angel]

Random Writing Dialogue Prompts (Because this shit’s gettin old)

Yeah I know I haven’t done a masterlist and may or may not in the future, but guys, I really, really miss alot of writer/reader interaction and miss writing for other people. Please, don’t be afraid to send in requests, blurbs, thoughts, anything. Minors are strictly forbidden as is hate-anon. I’m all for constructive criticism, but if it’s hateful, that shit’s getting flushed down the Tumblr crapper faster than ya’ll can blink. Taking requests for Top Gun Maverick (literally any character), Outer Range, Bad Times At The El Royale, Catch 22 (Hulu), Salem’s Lot and Press Play. 

1. “This is one hell of a journey......and it’s only gonna get tougher from here” 

2. “It’s a full moon tonight.....you know what that means” 

3.  “I’m so tired.....” “I know.....but I’m here....just keep going” 

4. “Hey, don’t give me shit, I’ve got naked baby photos of you Mister!” 

5. “So did you two actually do it?? Or are you just yanking my chain?” 

6. “Who the fuck goes to New Mexico and doesn’t bring sunscreen??” 

7. “HELP!!!! THE GHOUL IS LOOSE!!!” 

8. “And you told me this was a stupid idea” 

9. “Alright sweetie, bite down on this piece of wood, the doctor’s gonna pop your shoulder back into place” 

10. “It’s a shitty night and all I wanna do is curl up in our bed and watch Stargate Atlantis” 

11. “What exactly is in this thing....?” “I dunno, but my gram said it’ll clear you out in a few hours”

12. “You’re teaching this shithead how to drive, not me” 

13. “This house is turning into a fucking moneypit, I think we need to call a contractor” 

14. “The picture is moving.....why is the picture moving??” 

15. “You know this happens every time I buy a block of cheese and you end up eating it all” 

16. “I need some help with dinner”

17. “BEST VACATION EVER!!!!” 

18. “We don’t need a kitchen, we can cook that right here on the beach” 

19. “I can’t believe THAT’S what you idiots have been doing in my basement all these years!!!” 

20. “You didn’t just eat those brownies in the back of the fridge, did you??” 

21. “I’m running on less than two hours of sleep and no coffee” 

22. “Just take a breath and tell me what you need” 

23. “Don’t worry sweet pea, it’s just the angels bowling” 

24. “You sure it’s supposed to go like that??” 

25. “You took care of me when I needed it most......now it’s my turn” 

26. “This song reminds me of you.....that’s why it’s important to me” 

27. “I want you to draw me like one of your French girls” (SMUT)

28. “I didn’t know you could draw so well”

29. “Wanna join me at the swim spot?” 

30. “Couldn’t run this place without you” 

31. “I think I’m getting sick again” 

32. “Promise me we’ll find a quiet spot somwhere out west where we can live out our days in peace and quiet together?”

33. “I don’t mind being here, it’s nice and quiet and it’s peaceful too” 

34. “You did so good.....I’m so proud of you” 

35. “C’mon, I don’t need a nurse, I need rest” 

36. “Pretty soon this book collection is gonna be out of control” 

37. “Check out what I got at the tag sale down the street!!!” 

38. “OH MY GOD YOU FOUND A PUPPY!!!!!” 

39. “Think it’s time we trade in this old clunker, I’ve had to fix the engine at least twenty times this year” 

40. “Give me two seconds and I’ll make you a drink” 

41. “I just spent half the morning putting slug repellant in the garden, I want a shower” 

42. “I leave them alone in Home Depot for a half an hour and THIS is the evidence” 

43. “C’mon, you looked like Wile. E Coyote chasing Roadrunner” 

44. “Here, drink some water, you look like a starved plant” 

45. “You really think this is the best way to chop down a dead tree?”

46. “It’s the best hangover cure you’re ever gonna get” 

47. “It’s so hot but I want skin to skin with you” (SMUT)

48. “Keep itching like that and you’ll be red all over” 

49. “Your poor feet have got to be hurting, let me help you” 

50. “I fixed your favorite sweater so you wouldn’t have to” 

#top gun maverick #Outer range #bad times at the el royale #catch 22 hulu #salem's lot #press play #pete maverick mitchell #bradley rooster bradshaw #robert bob floyd #natasha phoenix trace #mickey fanboy garcia #jake hangman seresin #javy coyote machado #reuben payback fitch #rhett abbott #miles miller #major major #ben mears #harrison knott

[yuujispinkhair]

Kabukicho Love (Chapter 06)

I don't wanna check into the Tokyo Love Hotel. I just want your love all to myself

Successful but lonely businessman Sukuna gave up on love. Why put his heart on the line when he can just as easily buy "love" from the prettiest escorts of Tokyo? But why does this supposedly fake love feel so real when he's with the new boy he booked?

Chapter 1 ++ Chapter 2 ++ Chapter 3 ++ Chapter 4 ++ Chapter 5

Pairing: Sukuna x Escort!Yuuji Genre: Escort AU, smut, fluff Word Count: 2.3k Playlist: Sukuita Escort AU Warnings: 18+, smut, sex work, age gap (Yuuji is 21 and Sukuna 30), oral, fingering, rimming, anal, cumshot, cum eating, alcohol, light angst, mention of a side character's death in later chapters, mutual pining. All characters are of age. This story is 18+. Minors don't interact.

There is art now for this series! Thank you so much to @silverink58 for drawing this beautiful picture of Sukuna and Yuuji for me! I'm so happy that you let me commission you!

"I will be busy the whole next week, every evening is already booked with business meetings. Except for Wednesday. How about we meet then, at eight? I'll take you out to dinner."

Sukuna's fingers are gently combing through Yuuji's hair, where Yuuji is resting his head on the CEO's broad chest, snuggling against his warm muscular body, occasionally trailing soft kisses over the defined pecs.

Yuuji sighs against Sukuna's soft skin,

"I would love to, but unfortunately, I only have time until five on Wednesdays."

He feels Sukuna's arm around him tense up. His fingers stop caressing Yuuji's hair and instead tighten the slightest bit in the soft strands.

"Oh, why is that? Already have a date scheduled?"

His low voice sounds casual, bored even, but there's a certain tone to it that tells Yuuji his favorite client isn't as unbothered as he tries to act. 

Yuuji lifts his head from Sukuna's chest to gaze up at him. Is Sukuna jealous?

The thought makes Yuuji's heart skip a beat. He catches himself wishing that this could really be true. For a split second, he lets himself daydream about a world where Sukuna is jealous because he wants Yuuji all to himself. Because he likes Yuuji.

But Yuuji is probably just being stupid. A naive daydreamer, just like his grandpa always calls him. No, there must be another reason for Sukuna's irritation. He's the type of man used to always getting what he wants, so he's probably not happy about getting denied a wish. Yes, that must be it.

Sukuna's maroon gaze is fiery when it meets Yuuji's.

Yuuji feels guilt flood his stomach. He doesn't want to be the reason for Sukuna to feel irritated about something, especially since the reason for Yuuji's unavailability has nothing to do with his work.

Before he can stop himself, the words tumble out of his mouth:

"It's not a date. On Wednesday afternoons, I always visit my grandpa. On Mondays and Fridays, I can see him in the mornings before classes, but he has a treatment on Wednesday mornings, so..."

He stops and averts his gaze, feeling his cheeks heating up. He shouldn't have said that.

They are always told to keep their personal matters away from their clients, especially when it's something like a sick grandpa. The clients pay money to take a break from their stressful lives, escape their problems, enjoy a pretty boy, and have a good time. They don't want to hear about their little plaything's issues!

Yuuji silently curses himself for being so thoughtless. His cheeks are glowing with a blush now, and he stammers hastily:

"Sorry...um, that was... I shouldn't have.."

"Yuuji, no. It's ok."

One of Sukuna's large hands cups his cheek and makes him lift his head again. The maroon eyes look much softer this time.

"You look after your grandpa?"

"No, he is at a nursing home. I just visit him. He doesn't want me to, but I want to keep him company. I know he gets lonely without me even if he doesn't admit it."

Sukuna chuckles softly, and his hand caresses Yuuji's cheek tenderly, making Yuuji involuntarily turn his face into the warm touch.

"So, you do look after him. Keeping the old man company counts too. You're such a good boy."

The praise makes Yuuji's heart beat up to his throat. He doesn't have anyone around him who tells him what he's doing is good. His only family left is his grandpa, and the grumpy old man never has words of thanks or praise for his grandson. It's so nice to hear Sukuna's sexy calm voice call Yuuji a good boy and feel his gentle caress on his skin.

He thinks they can drop the topic now, and Sukuna will move on to something more pleasurable. Proceed to do the things he pays Yuuji for.

But none of that happens, and instead, the CEO cocks his head, and those beautiful maroon eyes look deeply into Yuuji's. He looks thoughtful and curious, as if he wants to see into Yuuji's head.

"Is he in a good nursing home?"

Yuuji scratches his neck. He knows he should stop talking about this. This is exactly the kind of stuff Gojo told him not to do. But Sukuna's hand is still there on his cheek, holding him gently but firm, making him look into those glittering eyes which demand an answer from him.

"He.. he's in the Tiger Residence for the elderly. It's a very good one."

Sukuna's gaze is still unrelenting, but something flickers in those maroon eyes. Recognition or approval. He nods lightly.

"Yes, that's an excellent one. But it's pretty expensive."

Yuuji thinks no one has ever looked that deeply into his eyes. Definitely none of his other clients. They don't care about knowing him or what goes on in his head or life. He feels his cheeks heat up again under Sukuna's inquiring gaze.

Yuuji tries to laugh it off, grinning brightly at his favorite client and making a dismissive gesture with his hand.

"Yeah, but it's ok. We can afford it."

He feels guilty for bringing the whole thing up. He probably made things uncomfortable for Sukuna. Usually, rich people don't like being reminded of the gap between them and others. The last thing Yuuji wants is for Sukuna to feel awkward about this.

And so Yuuji quickly does the thing he is best at and sits up to straddle Sukuna's lap, running his hands over the man's defined abs and pecs, gently caressing his nipples and leaning down to breathe a seductive kiss over his lips. He will just distract Sukuna with sex before the CEO can inquire more about the Itadori's financial situation.

It's working. Sukuna's hands land on Yuuji's ass, kneading and caressing it gently, pulling him closer and capturing his lips in a heated, deep kiss before Sukuna flips them over to take Yuuji a second time this evening.

Hours later, when Yuuji is on his way back home, walking through the rainy city with his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his jacket, he thinks that he did a good job at damage control and turned the situation around again. He managed to make Sukuna forget about the whole topic.

At least, that's what Yuuji thinks until the next time they meet.

Yuuji is standing in Sukuna's luxurious kitchen, leaning against the shiny kitchen counter while he waits for the fancy coffeemaker to inform him his beverage is ready when Sukuna walks up to him with his typical attractive smirk on his handsome face and presses a piece of paper into Yuuji's hand.

Yuuji's eyes widen in surprise when he realizes what he is holding. A cheque. A cheque over 600.000 yen.

Sukuna's voice is soft and gentle when he leans closer to Yuuji.

"This should cover a month of your grandpa's nursing home, right?"

It actually covers almost two months. Yuuji blinks at the cheque and at Sukuna, mouth opening and closing several times until he's able to speak:

"S... Sukuna no, I can't take that! Please, I have enough money to pay for the nursing home. You... you don't have to do that."

But the hand around his tightens its hold, giving Yuuji's fingers and the cheque they are holding a firm squeeze.

"I'm not taking it back. Keep it. See it as a little gift from me. A bonus for your lovely services and the charming company you always bless me with. Use it for anything you like, sweetheart. For your grandpa or for yourself. You deserve it."

Yuuji gulps hard. He feels his eyes tearing up at this sweet gesture. He isn't used to people looking out for him like that. The only one who ever did that was his grandpa when Yuuji was younger. But ever since the old man got sick, Yuuji has had to fend for himself.

When he lifts his head to look at Sukuna, one tear finds its way out of the corner of his left eye and slowly runs down his cheek. His lips tremble when he speaks.

"Th... Thank you... this is so sweet. I... I don't know what to say. You are so good to me."

He might not be very good at putting his thanks into words, but he knows other ways to show how grateful he is.

And so Yuuji wipes away the tear and drops to his knees in front of Sukuna, rubbing his cheek against the front of his pants like the good pet that he is. He's gonna take good care of his favorite client tonight. Make love to his gorgeous cock, blow him and ride him until Sukuna knows how grateful Yuuji is.

But to his utter surprise, he gets stopped by two strong hands wrapping around his wrists and pulling him back up to his feet.

He is met by a stern gaze out of those pretty maroon eyes.

"Yuuji, stop. Not now."

"But why? I want to be extra good for you today. Let me spoil you, Master, please."

Sukuna huffs gently and shakes his head, a small smile playing around his lips.

"You are so cute. But no. As I said, not now. I didn't give you the money, so you will be extra sexy to me. I don't want anything in return, do you understand that, baby? I want to help you because I care about you, and you are a good person, and it's not right that your grandpa's well-being depends on money. Let me help you. I have the money for it, and before I spend it on designer clothes, I'd rather spend it on something useful."

He doesn't touch Yuuji in a sexual way for the rest of the evening. The only thing he allows is for Yuuji to snuggle against him and rest his head on Sukuna's shoulder while they watch another movie from Yuuji's list.

Sukuna's POV:

He doesn't think of himself as an overly kind person. Growing up in a family like his, the most important thing was always to be successful and powerful. And to make it to the top, you have to be ruthless sometimes. You have to put yourself first. Only the strong survive in the business world.

Sukuna knows many of his business partners think he's an asshole because he won't let them get away with bullshit. And he's ok with that. He doesn't need people to like him. He doesn't give a damn about their opinions. If he's completely honest, he doesn't give a damn about them.

He doesn't care about most people. Sukuna has never been a very sentimental person.

So he doesn't really know why he was so touched by Yuuji's confession that he's trying his best to look after his sick grandfather. But hearing the boy talk about his grandpa and seeing how much he loved and cared about the old man had made something in Sukuna ache.

And so he gave Yuuji that cheque. Truly without any ulterior motives.

He huffs softly as he opens his desk to grab a bottle of his favorite vodka out of the mini freezer.

It's been three days since he gave Yuuji the money, and somehow that moment still lingers in his mind as if it was just a few minutes ago. That stricken look on the boy's pretty face. The big eyes filled with tears. 

Sukuna fills a shot glass with the vodka and loosens his tie with the other hand.

It had felt good to give Yuuji the cheque.

Sukuna tilts his head back to swallow the vodka and leans against the backrest of his office chair. His eyes are trailing unseeingly over the fancy interior of his office. The only thing he can think of is a pretty boy with pink hair standing in his kitchen clutching a cheque and crying because someone was nice to him.

Yuuji.

He is such a sweet thing. So young and cute and a bit naive, with such a pure heart and always the best intentions. Sukuna can't help but feel protective over the boy. He feels this need to take care of him.

Yuuji just seems so vulnerable. He is so precious. Far too good for this world.

And Sukuna knows how it feels when a father figure gets sick, and you have to watch them slowly wither away, losing their strength and leaving you behind with too much responsibility and worries at a too young age.

Is that why he is so affected by Yuuji's family life? Because he can relate to how Yuuji must feel?

He has no idea. But he wonders if it's wise to think so much about the boy.

Yuuji is an escort. Sukuna should be able to draw a line when it comes to Yuuji's private life. He should see the boy as what he is, a pretty-looking prostitute who gives the best head and has the cutest ass. A professional who offers Sukuna the most exquisite pleasure.

It should be easy to see this arrangement they have as purely business. After all, it always worked that way with the other escorts Sukuna booked.

And yet, he is getting drunk in his office because his mind keeps straying to beautiful honey eyes and a sunshine smile.

Maybe he should do something about this. It seems foolish to get that close to the boy. To feel so responsible for him somehow.

But on the other hand, is it really such a big deal that Sukuna gave Yuuji money for his grandpa's nursing home? It's no different than donating money at one of the charity events he sometimes attends, right?

Sukuna's long fingers drum against the cold vodka bottle.

Yes, it was just a good deed. He was just being generous. It doesn't mean anything.

And before he can think more about it, he quickly pours another shot of vodka.

They make me CRY!!! I can relate to Sukuna wanting to take care of Yuuji. He is really such a sweetheart :( And Sukuna is so sweet to him awww.

I hope you enjoyed the chapter! Please let me know your thoughts. And if you haven't seen it already, please check out this gorgeous accompanying art for the series!!

Thank you so much for reading!! I am always so happy when I get nice comments for this series!!

Chapter 07

#sukuita #sukuna x yuuji #sukuna x itadori #sukuna fluff #sukuna #ryomen sukuna #ryomen sukuna fluff

[minerwarfare-suzuya]

Miles ownership drama timeline, part 5

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Part 4:

I wasn't kidding you when I said check the Faces of Nothing blog. You can literally check Mobox87's blog for OCs that were sold but I legit cannot go through all of it since this thread will only go longer than it should with just too many screenshots of characters that got sold.

I can still confirm for a fact that Miles is still buying OCs off of Mobox87 to this day since he's the only one buying them anonymously besides Blurry for his own reasons why. Like it doesn't surprise me that Miles is still supporting Mobox87 from buying whatever character she sells because regardless of him knowing that Mobox drew Child Pornography, glorification of fascism and torture porn. He's still going to support her with his own money going directly to her account.

Now despite Miles settling down after getting called out. It would take until like a few months for him to start acting up again.

This time he went after an artist named Yuriviq on DeviantArt over a drawing of the oc named Vinsnake being shipped with this artist's OC. So, you already know I was going to say something.

Plus, wanna know what I really found very aggravating about this issue. It was not the fact that he accused Yuriviq of stealing an OC which the artist didn't know he owned but it shouldn't matter. It's the fact that he dragged Mobox87 into this drama for her to repost on her Instagram story a callout to Yuriviq saying that she stole the OC Vinsnake just because Miles claimed she stole it.

Which is total Bullshit!

Here's the thread responding to Miles stupid complaints about Vinsnake being shipped with the Yuriviq's oc.

So, I did strike back at Miles again with not one but two drawings at him as insults for being a drama queen. The left drawing would be posted on the thread and the right post would be shared as its own post.

This of course got him back into my dm's to complain again but what made it worse was the fact he kept spamming his tantrums in Cagney's dms and Kevonica's dms about my response posts. Cagney wanted me to take down the posts against Miles since he woke him up very early in the morning with his complaints but I refused to do so since it would enable his toxic behavior still.

Now it would've settled down again but Miles wanted to try to get the upper hand by claiming Vinsnake is underage at the last minute so he can make it seem like I drew Child porn.

Like for one, Miles never announced or shared that Vinsnake would be 16 years old publicly until I drew an ahegao face on him. Secondly, Vinsnake is just William Afton that is part snake from his lower torso and William Afton is canonically in his 30s which is how Mobox87 originally attended him to be and I stuck with that. Just like how Miles stuck with that til he wanted to cope harder by changing him to 16 years old right on the spot so he can label me as a pedo then compare me to Mobox87 for that.

Imagine calling someone a pedo for drawing a character in their original age and design on a bait post over a dumb oc rule. Couldn't be me

Now just like every situation Miles creates over his oc ownership. He sells the OC and switches up his attitude except this time he holds a grudge on me.

Part 6

#mobox87 #minerwarfaresuzuya #mod cagney #kevonica #kawaii jeffery kun #human anthony dust

[mushrubes]

Cupid ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥

Prompt list two!

Masterlist | Prompt Masterlist

I’m taking requests!

Respond to this with a character and number(s) and I’ll write an imagine for it!!

FLUFF -

1. "what are you do-" "look, now we match!"

2. "You're cleaning this up, right? Since this was your idea."  

3. "Feeling better?" "It feels like I've been slapped but on the inside." "So...no?" 

( used here) 

4. "I don't think either of us are qualified for this but sure, go for it."

5. "Shh- that's just what you think." "No, I'm pretty sure that's what I know."

6. "and why would I do this for you?" "Because you love me." "Not enough- fine."

7. "Who let you look so cute today?"

8. "Can we wait a second? I wanna take a picture of you right now."

9. "I think I'm gonna fail this test-" "It's okay, you pass in my heart." "That means nothing."

10. "Am I your favourite?" "I like your dog a bit more than you, I won't lie." ( Used here )

11. "This is unfair." "I can't help the fact you're terrible at Mario kart." 

( used here )

12. "since we're dating, does that mean I can hold your hand whenever I want?"

13. "I’ve been looking for my hoodie-" "my hoodie, you mean."

14. "I’ve always wanted to come here with you."

15. "this song reminds me of you." ( used here )

16. "as much as I love food, I’m giving you the last piece just this once." ( used here )

17. "you're cold?" "no? it's super sunny right now-" "take my jacket anyway."

18. "oh no, my head, it's falling conveniently onto your shoulder!" ( used here )

19. "shut up and kiss me already."

20. "i've waited for so long just to say that to you."

21. "your hands are colder than the one time I lost a bet and I had to stick my hand into the snow for five minutes."

22. "you seem like you want ice cream."

23. "mcDonald's is open, wanna go get some chicken nuggets?" "it's 3 in the morning." "and?" "let's go."

24. "you love me?" "i always have."

25. "what's that even supposed to be?" "it's a drawing of you, idiot."

26. "here comes the airplane!" "i can feed myself." "too bad."

27. "it's a 4000 piece puzzle and you've finished maybe 100 pieces max. and how long have you been doing this?"

28. "i know it's not the best but-" "i love it."

29. "i can hear your heartbeat- why is it going so fast all of a sudden?"

30. "I remember the first time we met."

31."I know it's your favorite."

32. "Everything okay? You don't seem like yourself." ( used here )

33. "Let me get that for you."

34. "I'm here to listen."

35. "Let's go out. Just the two of us."

36. "I don't have to ask, I know."

37. "Fine, you can use me as a pillow." ( used here )

38. "Well, I don't, but you do."

39. "I did it for you."

40. "No one's ever done this for me before..."

41. "Only you can call me that."

42. "I don't know what I'd do without you." ( used here )

43. "It'll take more than that to get rid of me."

44. "Are you sure you're okay with this?"

45. "We'll get through this together."

46. "Don't worry, I knew what you meant."

47. "I'm not going anywhere."

48. "You shouldn't see that jerk anymore. I'm worried you'll get hurt."

49. "Wherever you are, that's where my home is." ( used here )

50. "Look who's under the mistletoe!"

51. "i want to spend the day with you doing nothing."

52. "i saw something today that reminded me of you."

53. "you bought me flowers?"

54. "i never thought i'd feel this kind of happiness."

55. "i still dream about you even though you're mine."

56. "where's my goodnight kiss?"

57. "can you read to me?"

58. "i feel safe with you."

59. "you can stay as long as you want."

60. "my love for you only grows with each passing second."

61. "a man could hold the weight of worlds, but he could never carry the love i have for you."

62. "you know, even if you left me, i'd still be yours."

63. "i have so much love for you i almost don't know what to do with it."

64. "i'm falling in love with you."

65. "we'll never get to sleep if you keep fidgeting like that."

66. "kiss me harder."

67. "no, don't stop. i like the sound of your voice." ( used here )

68. "you're so cool."

69. "you're with me always."

70. "i'd never turn down a kiss from you."

ANGST -

71. "you didn't just break my heart, you broke my trust."

72. "i've waited a thousand hours to tell you exactly how i feel, but you don't deserve an explanation."

73. "i don't have the energy to fight you anymore."

74. "take what you want from me and just leave already."

75. "i'm not ready to live without you."

76. "i let you in, you and your poison, and now i'm no good."

77. "you feel further away from me now than when you were a stranger." ( used here )

78. "i don't forgive you."

79. "let me go."

80. "it doesn't matter how good the dream is, we always wake up."

81. "you can't be bitter now, this was your decision."

82. "i lost myself the day i lost you."

83. "i wish i could love you, i know you'd be good for me, but i can't."

84. "please don't make me go, i want to stay."

85. "the sad thing is, i'd do it all over again even for the same outcome."

86. "you said you'd follow me anywhere" — "you know i can't follow you there." ( used here )

87. "you're the only mistake i don't regret, but that doesn't mean it wasn't a mistake."

88. "you didn't deserve me."

89. "i loved you, you used me."

90. "i'm allowed to move on."

91. "i still wanted to believe that you are a good person after everything you've done to me. "

92. " you gave me another chance to be a new person again, but you didn't seem to trust me enough. "

93. " why did you betray / leave me ? "

94. "my heart desired for your love then. "

95. " why did you love me now ? "

96. " i have given you all my love but you threw them away like it was nothing. "

97. " now you want me like i wanted you ? "

98. " you're wasting my time. "

99. " i just wish that we both had the same feeling back then. "

100. " we still can fix this, but we can't be together again. " 

101. " i regret meeting you. "

102. " thanks for the trauma, by the way. " ( Used here )

103. " it's best for us to be strangers again. "

104. " maybe there's another universe where we have a happy ending we've always wanted. "

105. " i hope to never see you again. "

106. " i've seen the way you look at them, if they are the one, then leave. be with your true soulmate. "

107.  "what am i to you truly ? a puppet to be used to get what you want? "

108. " what am i to you truly ? "

109.  "you manipulated me into believing your bullshits ! "

110. "i don't care if you need me, it's your own fault for breaking our relationship. "

111. " why should i trust you again ? "

112. " we can't go back like we used to, take a look what happened to us now. "

113. "our relationship / friendship ends now. " ( used here )

114. "we were never meant be. "

115. "of all people, why it should be you who hurt me ? "

116. "I believe in you. I always have. Maybe that's my fatal flaw."

117. "I never forgot you. I couldn't."

118. . "After everything, how could you not trust me?"

119. " I wanted this to end differently. "

120. "There was only one way this could go."

121. "I miss you, more than I thought possible."

122. "I thought you loved me."

123. "There was an accident, They're in the hospital."

124. "I just wanted to say I'm sorry."

125. "I forgot you were like this."

126. " Do you think you could ever forgive me?"

127. " It's my fault that this happened. "

128. "If you go through with this, you'll be giving up everything you've ever known."

129. "If I remember correctly, you never came for me."

130. "I thought you left."

131. "You left me."

132. "I know you're there, open the door."

133. "I wanted to tell you I'm sorry."

134. "Stop holding back, I can take it."

135. "This wasn't how it was supposed to go."

136. "They are still in surgery, no updates."

137. " It was an accident, I swear."

138. "I tried calling you. A few times actually." ( used here )

139. "I need to do this, why can't you see that?"

140. "When will you let this go?"

141. "Everything I've done has been for you."

142. "You were my best friend."

143. "Why can't you just listen to me?" ( used here )

144. "Please, just let me forget you."

ENEMIES TO LOVERS -

145. "i know that you are my enemy , but you have intoxicated me into falling in love with you ."

146. "you're the first person who is vulnerable enough to make me impossibly weak ."

147. "will i ever regret my own choice for loving you instead of killing you ?"

148.   "forget who we are , let's make our new life together ."

149. "at first you were the hell that you gave me , until you become my heaven ."

150. " I'll try my best to deserve you ."

151. "i seek for peace , until i found you ."

152. "tell me , why does my own enemy could make feel safe ?"

153. "though you are dangerous , you are also capable of love ."

154. "my hands have stained with bloods and violence , yet you choose to hold them like a precious thing ."

155. " i've hurt you , why would you seek love and warmth in me ?"

156. "i'd rather die in your arms than being stabbed by you ."

157. "curse me with your love , darling ."

158."what did you do to me to make me fall in love with you ?" ( Used here )

159. " you're so pure and innocent , and i am scared to hold you and break you into pieces ."

160. "losing you is my worst nightmare ."

161. "i'm sorry for hurting you ."

162. "be in my dreams to replace the nightmares you have given me ."

163. "why do you want me of all people ?"

164. "i can't help myself from falling in love with you ."

165. "let's have a peaceful life , shall we ?"

166. "i shouldn't have given you the scar , i hate it so much ."

167. "be happy with me ."

168. " i've always hated your smile , but as i keep seeing you smile , i begin to admire them ."

169. "god really gives me a soulmate in a possible way , doesn't he ?"

170. "i'm grateful to have you as my enemy ."

171. "i feel calm when i am with you ." ( used here )

172. " teach me how to love , so i won't hurt you ."

173. "all i knew in my life: love is a weakness . then you came into my life , making me stronger not to lose you ."

174. "every second i have spent with you , i'll treasure them to remember you ."

175 ." you don't have any idea how much i love you ."

176. "there are many reasons why i hate about you , but those reasons turn into something why i love you ."

177. "we were destined to be enemies , so we could fight against each other until we tire ourselves and find many reasons why we should stop and forgive each other ."

178. "i forgive you , despite the hell you have put me through ." ( used here )

179. "let us move forward into something new ."

180. "i should've let you die , but i chose to protect you ."

181. "sit , and let me tell you the reasons why am i falling in with you ."

182. "it's impossible , isn't it ? how two enemies can have feelings for each other ?"

183. " let me protect you instead of fighting against you ."

184. "each day i am always worried something dangerous might happen to you , but i am the danger , aren't i ?"

Enjoy !! <3

- Mars

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[kurolumiis]

𝐏𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐄𝐅𝐔𝐋 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐒

featuring — xiao, scaramouche, kaeya, kokomi, luma (oc)

summary — luma taking a bath with them drabbles.

warnings — xiao, scaramouche, kaeya, and kokomi x oc, fluff, small nsfw/suggestive content (nothing too much, mainly just fluff)

messages from the galaxy — it’s 4:30 in the morning and im up bc insomnia, gods help me. wrote the second half during another time im up bc insomnia and i have the same thing to say: gods help me

𝐗𝐈𝐀𝐎

it was a long day after completing commissions and helping the citizens of liyue. xiao and luma wanted nothing more than to rest. luma could tell how tense their lover was, sensing his distress.

“xiao,” they called out, holding his wrist. “what is it?” “do you wanna…maybe take a bath together? i noticed you’re stressed and wanna find a way to help you relax,” they explained, staring at him with innocent eyes.

while the thought was purely to relieve his stress, his mind wandered to other things. he quickly brushed those thoughts away, agreeing to such an intimate moment with his lover.

luma got the bath ready before the two stripped out of their clothes. luma laid against xiao’s chest, sighing contently when he wrapped an arm around them.

“i love you, you know?” they murmured, drawing light circles on his chest absentmindedly. “i love you too, so much,” he replied, rubbing their arm with his thumb.

𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐀𝐌𝐎𝐔𝐂𝐇𝐄

scaramouche was reluctant to the thought of taking a bath together. he didn’t see luma’s desire for it. until, one day, he finally gave in.

what got him interested was seeing luma take out the small braids that framed their face and put their hair into a loose bun. he’s never seen them with their hair up before, and they looked absolutely stunning to him.

he eased into the bathtub before luma got on top of him, nuzzling their head against his chest. he told himself he wasn’t affected by this but their ghosting and feather-like touches made him shudder.

scaramouche was getting bored very quickly, being reminded as to why he didn’t see the appeal of it. that was, until he looked down at luma. they were nuzzled against him, holding his hand with their eyes shut. his eyes drifted to where their breasts were pressed against his chest.

he immediately looked up, trying to rid his mind of the lewd thoughts. he then realized that this was supposed to be an act of intimacy between the two, not something that was supposed to become sexual.

leaning his head against the wall, he inhaled through his nose, shutting his eyes tightly.

now, he just enjoyed the moment he had with his lover, holding them tight, never letting anyone get the chance to take them again.

𝐊𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐀

it wasn’t unnatural for luma and kaeya to take baths together. usually it was after lovemaking and as a way to continue being close to each other in warmth.

usually, luma was lulled to sleep during these baths. kaeya purposefully stayed awake so he could carry them to bed. they always clung to his body like they were afraid of letting go.

he would skim his fingers up and down their spine, sending shivers throughout. they were so sensitive to his touch, making him chuckle quietly.

most of the time, they would chat about random things, like luma’s recent adventures with the traveler and paimon or kaeya’s recent happenings with the knights of favonius.

his voice was the main thing that lured luma into slumber, and it was something he’d use to his advantage.

despite having many lovers across the nations, nothing would change the love of first loves and these intimate moments with them.

𝐊𝐎𝐊𝐎𝐌𝐈

it wasn’t often that luma visited watatsumi island, but when they did, they were almost always with kokomi. she was the reason they went, obviously.

today was one of the days where stress was getting to her. she was getting overwhelmed and having a difficult time concentrating.

“kokomi?” luma asked, entering her room. “what is is, luma?” she asked, her voice sweet as ever. “i’ve noticed you’ve been stressed lately and wondered…would you like to take a bath with me?”

“o— oh,” she said, looking away with a pink flush on her cheeks. “it was just a suggestion for you to relax and unwind, you can say no,” luma said, quickly, shaking their head.

“no, i’d love to,” kokomi agreed, smiling sweetly at the person she had feelings for.

they headed to her bathroom and undressed, both looking away out of respect as if they weren’t going to take a bath together. she had luma enter first as she laid against their chest and in between their legs.

“is this better?” luma asked, calmly. “much,” she sighed, contently. kokomi felt a shiver run down her spine as luma’s small hands went to her shoulders, beginning to rub and massage them.

“is this okay?” they asked again, wanting to make sure they weren’t crossing any boundaries. “this is completely fine,” kokomi sighed again, closing her eyes and leaning further against luma’s chest.

“i love you, lulu,” she blurted out. luma’s eyes widened, flustered at not only the confession but the nickname. they then smiled warmly. “i love you, too, koko.”

diorlumx productions, 2023

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[partrin]

9, 23 and 30 for the music asks

omg nina yessssss thank you for asking! i've given this a lot of thought (while combing through my extremely extensive spotify playlist). i'm a huge parawhore so 2 out of 3 4 of these songs are songs by them (hehe)

9. a song that makes you happy

"still into you" by paramore. it just.. it reminds me of reminiscing that innocent feeling of "oh shit oh no, do i.. do i like them?!" before you descend into absolute chaos as you sort out your feelings and go "yeah, yeah, i think i do. shit." and then it's years later and that small little crush you've had has developed into a full-fledged relationship because you decided to take a chance—a loving, healthy one—and then you listen to this track and you think back on everything and you're kinda struck with how you feel exactly the same, if not more in love, and it makes you dance around the room. i sound so cheesy, gross. but it does make me smile! i kinda feel like it doesn't have to be interpreted as romantic either; could even apply to a really good friendship that has weathered the years with grace. i love it.

23. a song you think everybody should listen to

currently, i've been fixated on the song "about you" by the 1975 which, similarly to the first song, makes me think of both romantic love, and meaningful friendships that have stood the test of time. the song itself is so calming and nostalgic to me, and i'm obsessed with the part where a female singer (i'm not sure who) sings:

"there was something about you that now, i can't remember. it's the same damn thing that made my heart surrender. and i miss you on the train; i miss you in the morning. i never know what to think about"

makes you think, "how did we get here? what was it about you that drew me to you? it's been so long that i can't remember" and it makes you miss them, especially if you've lost contact, whether it's a friend or a partner, and.. i don't know, it makes me feel grateful and loved.

30. a song that reminds you of yourself

it's a tie between 2 songs for me. the first is "get free" by lana del rey. it sounds like.. a coming of age song. my favourite lyrics from it, that i relate to so much, are:

"this is my commitment; my modern manifesto. i'm doing this for all of us who never got the chance"

and

"sometimes it feels like i got a war on my mind. i wanna get off but i keep riding the ride. i never really noticed that i have to decide to play someone's game, or live my own life. but now i do"

the other song is "fake happy" by paramore for the very simple reason of how i've been learning to accept and navigate through my mental health condition with.. arguable success. but it's all good, i guess. my favourite lyrics:

"and if i go out tonight and dress up my fears, you think i look alright with these mascara tears? see, i'm gonna draw my lipstick wider than my mouth and if the lights are low they'll never see me frown"

thanks for asking! ❤️

#personal #partrin answers shit #i love love loveeeeee answering these types of questions oh my god

[cosmicsketch]

How do you deal with art blocks?

I've been cutting down on bad habits like quitting cigarettes or spending too much and incorporating healthier coping mechanisms in my life to improve my quality of life, little by little. However I'm finding myself now feeling demotivated from going through these changes that have been affecting my creativity and facing art block these days.

I have tried drawing things I used to draw and it didn't seem to work. The ideas won't come as naturally as they used to. I have realized lately this year i have taken a habit of taking a long break whenever I have this issue which actually gets me nowhere. So again i have to start thinking differently.

Doodling really helps free up my mind. I have noticed when I keep painting and drawing for my work, i get stuck into this routine and the same kinds of themes of artworks that have become more habitual which leaves no room for flexibility and spontaneity. To make things easier, i had cut an A4 paper into 4 pieces smaller. Whenever I feel like doodling, I grab a paper and pen start drawing random lines, shapes and objects without really thinking of a plan to be more playful and less rigid in my creativity. I do this at least a few times a day each time taking like 5 - 10 minutes. After I wake up in the morning or after a meal or before I start painting or after playing a video game and so on. This helps me to fight through my art block but at the same time it also needs consistency to work. The more practice the easier it feels but this alone is not enough for myself.

After reading the atomic habits book, i felt inspired to make my own habit tracking schedule. To keep myself motivated i gave myself some rules to apply for next month. My goal is to work 8 hours a day except once a week which can be my rest day. Although after going through a big break a few times this year my speed has been slower than before and to get back on track i tend to put more pressure on myself which leaves me even more dissatisfied. Perfectionist tendencies? Indeed. So I'm making a system. Each hour I work for i get a reward. The more hours i work the more reward i can have. If i work for an hour, i get to snack on a chocolate, if I work for 4 hours i can order food home and give myself a treat. I made a rule also, if I lose a day of work, my saved reward will be lost. I can stack up and save these rewards for my rest day where I can truly enjoy or use it that very day. In all, it's like a video game. (I'm a gamer so this hypes me up) so far it has inspired me to work harder. Second day of trying and I was able to do art for 2 hours + even though i ruined a couple of them as well. It's also important to tell yourself you're making progress instead of beating yourself up. When I do beat myself up, I'm not going anywhere and setting myself back. So no point in that. Usually i work putting a stop timer from my phone for one hour. I can take a break anytime and get back to it when i feel ready again. This seems to be effective because the few days I tried to do art before then, I was barely able to keep on for 30 minutes.

Next I'm gonna try listing down some of the things i want to practice painting or drawing. Like I wanna learn how to draw cities and architecture which I can be bad at. I would like to learn how to draw more detailed trees or get creative like create my own kinds of flowers in my imaginary world.

This is what I came up with to fight through art block. I shall post again to update on the progress.

#art blog #artlife #artist #self development #habits #artists on tumblr #artistlife #artistsoninstagram #routine #self help #writing #about art #art

[finiffy]

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I need to say wtf just happened, cause wtf. Wtf. Waaaaat tf.

Advanced warning if you're quesy about people getting sick, or afraid of spiders. :/

Not a good morning. It's not even 4:30. I'm nauseous and can't afford to go back to sleep because I can't find my puke bucket and will likely get sick on my carpet if I do. And I don't wanna clean that. That's fine. Let's just take a quick shower, yah know, feel better/wake up a little cause oh boy it's gunna be a MorningTM.

I DID NOT SEE THE FUCKER. I HAVE NO CLUE WHERE HE COME FROM.

Just that huh, that feels odd on my- Oh fuckm my fucking foot, shit that's a spider! As I kick it across the shower.

This line of thought was quickly followed with, 'shit, I should have gotten a picture' and 'Fuck. I don't recognize that.'

Which is both good. And bad.

Good: I'm familiar with most of the venomous animals native to my area. MOST.

Bad: I always have an issue recognizing recluses. And recently my area has been finding a lot of non-native spiders in people's homes.

1 mini (not so mini) panick later, followed by the 5 year old walk of shame to my parents room to wake my mother, and she looks at the rush of messages I sent her. (Her phone is put on silent when she goes to sleep)

"You said you think it came from the drain?"

"Yeah...."

"Okay. Probably just a smaller wolf spider... Go find the trauma kit,the hydrocortisone is at the top. Your brother had it last cause of the hike, so ask him where it is."

"OK."

"And draw a circle around the bite. Easier to track swelling."

"K"

I applaud my mother on her patience and wisdom, because I had neither this morning...I also had to wake my brother up to find the trauma kit. But he was pretty chill, it's not the first time that I have had to go looking for it in godawful hours of the morning.

But now my brain won't let me go back in the bathroom. And I can't take the shower I wanted :/

And I gotta be up and leaving to go across town at 7:30 ish to go do memorial clean up with Scouts. Which is great and all, but it's gunna suck after not getting proper sleep.

So hooray! The tale of my 3rd? 5th? Major animal freak out in the bathroom :)

- Hydrate le arachnophobe

Oh shit....that sounds like a terrible morning and chaotic as hell. I am terrible with spiders myself, I just freeze so your reaction to the situation seem to be way better than mine

Hope it is all good for you now

#fin answers #hydrate anon #long post #spider cw

[sher-halo]

General information

Name: Sher

Age: 22

Vision: Hydro

Weapon: Catalyst

Sex: Non-binary

Birthday: 18/12

Region: Fontaine (Currently In Mondstadt)

Affiliations: Right-hand man of the Hydro Archon,(Secret: Manger of The Cat café)

Rarity:⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Elemental Skill: Small hydro birds (4) would attack opponents if the opponents hit or Sher directly hits the opponents, if hit by the birds consent hydro and -30% def.

Elemental Burst: Avatar would fuse with Sher, and take full control over their body. Sher+Avatar would create a huge waterfall and drown/kill all opponents, Buff's = 30% + hydro dmg bonus.

Height: 5”5

Pronouns: Any pronouns

Sexuality: Pansexual

Love Interest: Kaeya….

Constellation: Cascade de la Justice

Role: Sub-DPS

Voice: Xander Mobus

-Sparkling cookie - Cookie Run Kingdom

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Voice lines

Elemental Skill:

-Water's beauty is its ability to take any form.

-Voler Haut!!

-Shifting streams

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Elemental Burst:

-I'm sorry, seems though there isn't enough space for the both of us.

-Ressentez la cascade pure!

- Try not to drown!

Hello: I'm Sher, a Pleasure meeting you, and I'm the right-hand man of the Hydro Archon. Impressive isn't it~?

Chat About Cat Cafe: Oh the cat cafe you say? It's definitely run by my good friend Seham...Uh, you should check it out soon!

When it starts to rain: Woahh...I bet I can transform these drops into birds! Wanna see me try?

When it snows: Hehehe!! I've always wanted to play in the snow, Come on join me!

When the sun is out: Wow...The sun rising is one of the prettiest things I've seen.

Good morning: Morning already...Ughh, time flies too fast...

Good afternoon: Oh would you mind joining me in the Cat Cafe? I might even pay for you~ You'll just have to see.

Good evening: Bonjour, I'm on break so I suppose I could spare some time for dinner, would you like to join? I'm feeling generous so it's on me this time!

Good night: Oh nighttime already? I guess I'll see you soon! I'll just have a drink with Seham before I sleep.

Something to share: I've heard screaming and seen fire outbursts in Wolvendom...We should go check it out, I'm very concerned...

 Hobbies: Oh I just like to draw! Not the best at it hehe..but I'm still practicing! One day I might try to draw you

Troubles: Sometimes I wonder if I truly deserve the huge title I have, Don't get me wrong it's truly an honor but I do feel like I should be doing more for The God of Justice, but I don't think I'll ever know for sure. 

Favorite food: Chocolate! Anything chocolate, it's so sweet and nice~ thinking about it is making me hungry

 Least favorite food: Bananas, It smells and tastes weird...I wonder how so many people like it so much.

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(Sorry for not talking much about Avatar, they will most likely have their own small post about them 😔)

#genshin impact oc #genshin oc #genshin #genshin impact #genshin fanart #original character #fontaine #this took way too long #im very tired