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roo-bastmoon · 2 years

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Expecting Jimin and JK to be glued at the hip at all time more than we do see from the glimpses we get (which says a lot) is laughable, not to mention really unhealthy, especially among their ot7 group routine who are all close as family. They have their parents, friends, their own work commitments and contract. It makes no sense for them not to want some time apart if they are togethet or even just Bff's. Especially when Jimin's solo turn is coming up and he might want to see how things are looking and how it's being done first hand. Some people here sounds like they have no real idea of how adult relationship looks like (and completly ignore the fact they aren't out or had the messy risky year they had) or pretending to be worried to stir drama tbh. Unless we start to sense some bad blood and resentment between them which I see none, there's no reason to start create fake bad scenarios or dramas for them like "how could he not attend his beau event!?!?" when they themselves don't seem to care and clearly keep enjoying being around each other for reasons of their own. Having their own thing while keep spending time together might be the thing that keeps them steady and giddy for a decade now and helps them control the crazy hate they recieve. Whatever they chose to do seems to be working great so people should really stop with the whole "they don't like eo anymore" loop, it's been years.

I agree completely with everything you've said, especially worrying about not seeing them Always Together now (which, admittedly, used to be a Thing specific to Jikookery). They are in the later half of their twenties and starting a whole new career chapter; it just makes sense they'd have individual stuff going on, and it's a good thing.

I can't speak for my Nonies, but I think where I was getting caught up this spring was... so, I'm like toddler Army right now, right? I started watching Jimin dance compilations in December and then DEVOURED Jikook clips all through the holidays and January. So I got the impression that Jikookery happened constantly, because I had 8+ years of content instantly at my fingertips.

Then there was the Great Jimin Drought of Early 2022. And I was convinced there had been a bad break up and he was off nursing his wounds alone or something (I didn't know anything about the insurance premiums/mail situation or that his info was leaked online--that didn't hit the news until late April). When Jimin did appear in a few things, like on the walnut Vlive or photoshoots, he seemed so quiet and his energy was muted, compared to what I'd perceived as his normal giggly self.

So then I started wondering what had changed. He'd been through serious illness, and JK and the others never really mentioned it (Tae did post a lovely photo online and answered some WeVerse questions, praise Jesus). So I looked back at content and I started to see that round about when COVID hit, Jimin would mostly be the one reaching out to JK and JK would accept him but often not initiate. The vibes felt off. I wondered if they'd had an amicable breakup at some point. (I'm sure Memories 2021 is about to blow that theory to smithereens and I am HERE FOR IT.)

Now, there were some cute moments in Seoul concert but also some major awkwardness too. I began to really worry that Jimin wasn't loved as much as he loved. Like, the behind the scenes Grammy video had some cute Vmin moments but barely any interaction between Jikook at all. Vibes were just different than what I'd expected. But then the Vegas concert was off the chain with Jikookery, my good lord. So I was like "naw, they are still stupid in love, it's fine."

But then they came home together and we had the Second Great Jimin Drought of Mid-2022. Right around the time the supposed scandal hit--his OST was coming out and within hours on the same day, news was blowing up about his "apartment seizure." Jimin was MIA for weeks. He never said a word about that issue or his OST. Neither did any of his members.

Plus his OST got no official playlist, a shortened first-day release, wasn't listed on the K-pop charts, wasn't played on the radio until fans requested it--hell, he didn't even have an official Spotify account for the first three days so folks had to HUNT for his song. He didn't mention his OST until the WeVerse article came out in summer and he did that radio spot just recently with Sungwoon. I realize With You is a YamYam production, not Hybe, but all of the members have hyped-up non-Hybe content before, especially on their own social media. So this complete radio silence had me super confused.

And then on Proof, he was the only member who didn't have his own demo track (Tony Montana is cool and all but it is not the same). So I had to suspect that the reason Jimin seemed so withdrawn this year is that someone at the company was doing him dirty and none of his members really had his back, at least not publicly. (I had no evidence of this, my mind just went there as a possible reason.)

What worried me most is that throughout early 2022--through the mail tampering, the info doxxing, the apartment seizure, COVID, appendicitis, and whatnot--I didn't see an ounce of support from Jungkook, his (supposed) lover. Jungkook would come on insta or Live and not even say Jimin's NAME for months. A true departure from the typical Jikookery I had just binge-watched. He was still super attentive and affectionate with all his other members but acted like he'd never met Jimin in his life. (And Jimin did the same--even when Joon mentioned Jungkook working out, Jimin went quiet and then changed the topic.) Had he not been seen with Jimin on White Day, I would have assumed JK had abandoned him during his troubles. (Again, no evidence, my mind just went there. I am human. Thoughts come without invitation, sometimes, and take up residence.)

Follow that up with so MUCH Jimin on his Insta (keep being jealous, we hugged, he is mine!) and hanging out every night after the concert, sitting off alone together at restaurants and working out together late at night, and I got whiplash. Does JK only acknowledge Jimin when abroad? When not in work mode? When high off a performance?

Thank GOD for blogs like Stormblessed and Kanmom51 and ParkParkJeon who meticulously archive things and give rational discussions and balanced perspectives. Even still, it took me quite a while to accept what older Army kept telling me: long stretches with a lack of interaction is normal for them, they are fine, don't expect them to be loud all the time when together, remember they are in the closet and under constantly scrutiny, etc. etc. etc.

I'm one of those people who loves data. You cannot give me enough data. I will take all the evidence in the world and recalibrate my opinions with each new sliver. But that really lends itself to a propensity to overthink and over analyze. As you said, it becomes a perpetual loop, and it isn't productive. So now I eagerly wait for new content, but, I try not to freak out if I'm not getting much of ANY content. That's not a sign that something is wrong, not with Jikook anyway.

I've decided in the end that what I need as a Jimin and BTS fan is to see Jimin and BTS happy and thriving. If Jimin is getting himself loved up by Jungkook in addition to that, bonus, that brings me such joy. But it's also not my business and I wouldn't want for them to endure the fallout that comes with being outed. So I just try really hard to walk that line between being curious/excited, and being obtrusive/demanding, you know?

And I will say: the gentle way Jungkook chose to rest his hand overtop Jimin's while they both giggled alone in the dark at the back of Hobi's party? I can dine out on that for weeks. They seem good. I'm good. :-)

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cam-csd59 · 8 months

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12PM Vent because I ain't got other shit to do I guess.

Lately, I've been suck in my own head about my life and where I am now, contrasted against where I was like... 10 years ago. There's alot I now just don't do, that 13 or 16 YO me would do in a heart beat or enjoy. One of them is that I think I'm mentally going as a sociable person. I don't think I derive pleasure from hanging around friend groups. And I don't think I like 1 on 1's anymore either. Lately I'm just not got energy to try and hold a convo or actually try and engage with a topic. Or maybe I'm just not good at conversation anymore idfk. And when you hear someone completly change in mood and energy when someone else joins in.

I don't want to use "Upsetting" to overall describe it, maybe "defeating". Mostly cause I don't get mad or teary eyed when it happens, just a "Ok." and either sit there mute while they have a wonderful convo and in jokes and all that sort or just leave, cause I'm not gonna add anything, mostly just take away.

I don't know if its because I'm now low effort they act this way towards me, idk, and it's not my place to say.

Too right as well. I wouldn't want to be friends/hang around someone who is as reliable as the pin in an already thrown grenade. So in some sense I'm glad they are pushing me away, they can move on and hang around people they like.

It doesn't help that as a person, I kind of need a rock like friend. Where they can handle my bullshit, but I've not had that in months/years and it might be getting to me. I'm both an emotional person and not, I'll sit there and listen to you rant about life and shit for hours and give you the best help I can. But when trying to unpack whats upsetting me, I can't around most people most times.

Mostly cause I go by "Keep your shit to yourself, don't spread bugs" in life.

That, and alot of my friends don't seem very, good at hearing my shit, with just an off hand "It be what it be." or "Sorry, I'm very numb to that sort of thing so I don't know what to say." So I just keep to myself with my stuff and just let them rant.

Is it fair? I don't know. It is the way I work best I guess.

I'd rather be told to please keep all personal stuff away from a convo instead of "Its ok, you can tell me anything." and get nothing out of it.

It doesn't help that somethings that bugs me I also just can't outright say, cause it would either cause upset, or just start shit for nothing caues I'm blowing it way out of state.

Like how I feel my Ex stole my friend group and just kind of left me and a friend out in the cold while they hang out with their NEW friends. And it's not a one way road. They talk about how great he is, and how many in jokes.

its super fucking petty to think that. And I know it 100%. People are people and can hang with whoever they want.

But at the same time. What else am I gonna do? Like I hate this person, he fucked me up for months and to this day because he basically lied to me for the entire relationship. And to have him be the one they like more out of the two of us... Idk.

I don't want to make them choose, mostly cause I know they'd side with him cause he brings more to the table than I ever could. But I want them to actually say it to me, instead of doing this whole dance of No, we like both of you.

I probably should just leave that group honestly. Save them the trouble of it. I tried that before, only one person from that group ever reached out and tried to keep it going. But I know if I do it again, they aren't gonna do that.

I lost, My ex won.

I'm trapped in the endless pattern of; I'm gonna be better, I'll be a better friend, doesn't go well, I'm a bad friend, repeat and repeat.

It doesn't get any better with other friends either, at best we talk once every week if that, or their busy with life and don't have time for me. Which is normal and perfect.

But when they also start saying they also wanted to listen to my rants and when I'm upset, I have to stop myself from telling them a fat NO. Why would I want to be emotinally broken down to someone who at best, I share memes or a single hobby with, and will probably get a "That's wild" or "Sorry to hear that."

My feelings just don't matter, that's just the truth I hang onto.

I've never been able to discribe them, nor express them without looking like a primary school get just getting his first words out.

That automatically makes my feelings invalid. That's good, I don't matter, I'm only good as a side character honestly.

I think that's also why I haven't tried to find love anymore. I don't deserve it. Seeing as both my last two serious ones turned out, I deserve to die alone. I'm always told its not my fault, but they end the same way, and the only factor common is me.

And of course, no ones gonna pick me over them. No matter how much I try and describe how much a person hurt me, or how I don't want them in my life no more, they'll hang onto them. And eventually leave me in the dark.

I'm just so tired of acting as if I'm fine, cause everyone I know knows I'm not. But I don't want to ruin the vibe, become someone's problem they have to solve. It's better if it just remains this way, people are happy with others and give only second thoughts to me.

I've never cared about myself honestly.

I put people way ahead of myself first, because I'm scared if I don't, they'll leave. If I don't support them in ways, they'll leave. I'm jaded, It's not like this is crazy and hasn't happened.

I've been used by people to get what they want. And once your no longer useful, you don't exist anymore. I've had so many friends just walk out after they got what they want its not even funny.

If it wasn't physical needs from me, then it was money needs. Buy this from me, and I'll give you so much free shit in return. But as soon as money leaves the hand, boom gone.

I know not everyone is like that, but I'm too tired from it happening over and over again. That its better at assuming everyone's out to backstab you one day than to actually enjoy something.

Majorly its happened with two people who I thought were close friends. And it wasn't for a couple of dollars, lord no. I want to honestly fucking destroy them, I want to stand them infront of me and tell them how evil they are.

It won't change anything, it won't even make me feel better. They'll just shrug and say "Nothing happened." I should of never been friends with them. And now I'm not.

I guess that's also a thing, I get into friend groups I have no right to belong to.

I should of never become the editor/channel manager to a friend, they were such I different person from me and I graved their acceptance. They liked different things, liked different people. We were never gonna be besties, never gonna actually be 100% friends. but I was a idoit and thought differently.

I don't feel used by them, not 1 bit. I just feel stupid for trying, and now seeing they wanted nothing to do with me. My fault. I enjoyed making their videos, I should at least take that as apossitive right?

I made them for them to enjoy, maybe the actually did, maybe they didn't. IDK. We were only friends cause we were friends of friends. I love their art 100% it's funny and so creative. One of the best I've seen.

They owe me a commission, for the work I did for the channel. They don't remember, and I won't turn it into drama and make them hate me more.

Validation is the word I want to use, but I don't want to look like a twat.

I wanted them to ask me to come back from my depression and brake from the channels. But they didn't, they wanted access to the channels and that's the last we spoke. I check in on them from time to time.

Make sure their alright, cause I'm a stupid puppy always looking for attention and love from people who don't want to give it.

We should of never been friends... for their sake.

I don't know anymore.

I'm not a martyr.

None of it matters, people are happy, and their happier without me. Needs of the many, needs of the few, yada yada.

I'm just so tired.

I want it to end, but It never is. Its just how my life will go endlessly.

I'm not gonna end it all. I thought about it once or twice. Maybe even tried once or twice. But I'm not scared of death, nor the concept. Ending it all isn't for me.

Eventually everything ends.

Frienships, life, everything.

It matters to someone, and that's what makes life living.

But I'm not a doing person. I don't go out there and make friends or have actual friendships. I'm the person who people use to make themselves feel better.

Its ok. It all is.

But it isn't is it-

I'm not happy. I never will be.

#Venting cause I am very fucked up #Useless pissing and shitting from a cry baby #Pass the bucket

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nightmare-dreamt · 1 year

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Hey! If possible I want a bnha matchup, student male. Btw I use she/her pronouns. 17 yo.

Physical: I'm 5'5. I have straight dark brown hair and eyes the same color. I have a short hair-cut. I'm normal rather slim, body shape though some tell me I have a slim-thick stature. My skin color is light-tanned tone. I don't usually wear makeup or just the minimum. I dress mostly in baggy jeans and I love sneakers and have a lot of them to wear with my jeans. For upper body I mostly wear dress shirts or jackets with a t-shirt. I wear glasses (I'm near sighted). And I always wear a watch and maybe a necklace.

Personality: I'm ENFP-A, 7w8 ennagram, Aquarius. My house is a Griffindor. They say, I'm very intelligent, kind, someone with a brain, understanding. I'm an upbeat person, energetic and passionate about my dreams and I have really big goals in life. I'm stubborn as hell. Always see the best in things and try to inspire people to see the best in life for them. So that makes me a perfectionist and even though I am easygoing I have really high standards. I can really read other people and their emotions well. I'm a leader and I am the mom-friend but I can actually be really goofy and do things that people who are with me regret their life choices. I'm very independent and asking help from people makes me feel like a burden. I'm very emotional, but I don't show a lot of them keeping it to myself and opening my inner world with mostly and only my bestie. I'm really protective of my family and friends, and I will take revenge from whoever that did wrong to them. In romantic relationship, I'm really a giving partner and I think I quite use all love languages. And what I look for in a partner is mostly for growth and getting a better person.

Hobbies: Drawing, Cooking, Listening to music, Crafting, Going to nature whether it's camping or hiking etc. Reading psychological articles on web. Brainstorming about topics I like.

Likes: I think my hobbies quite say it. Even though I'm an extrovert, I really like and need my alone time. I like walking and mostly any physical activity, don't like sitting in one place for too long. I love sunny days but I also like walking in the rain, but staying indoors when it's rainy I feel like a wave of depression hits me. I love learning new things, and am really into science (mostly Biology), languistics, art and anything mythical. I love talking about deep stuff of the world and brainstorming about it. I love cooking or drawing while listening to music. I don't have that much of a favorite when it comes to food, anything that goes with my taste, but I love spices.

Thank you so much if you answer this!

Bnha: Mirio

Mirio loves your intelligence, always amazed when hearing you talk about something new you learned being able to explain it well. He also loves your kindness, enjoying seeing you interact with a big heart to those you barely even know. The first time he saw your stuburn side, he laughed thinking of it as the cutess thing ever and to this day he still does enjoying the adoring features your face shows.

You guys' personalities are very similar, both being energetic and passionate about your guys dreams and goals. Whatever goals and dreams you have he'll support, he'll always be there for you and if you're in need of help he'll be there to help.

Cooking together his favorite thing. The two of you work well togehter being able to multiple task and always creating the greatest of meals. Dancing in the rain is something he always wanted to do and when meeting you he was able to. The two of you were on a date that was sunny and bright otuside, but the weather changed completly leading to a large storm. You guys began walking in the rain before the sound of music was heard leading to the two of you slow dancing. You're always able to tell when he's down and he's able to do the same for you. When the two of you are inside for way to long, he's there ready to go do something that will bring a smile on your face.

You mean the world to him, but so do his frineds and he wouldn't know what to do if you didn't get along with them. Thanfully, you do and from time to time the four of you guys will go hang out either going to a carnival or to go see a new movie that's being streamed.

#anime #x reader #anime x reader #boku no hero academia #mha #headcanon #my hero acedamia #bnha x self insert #request #bnha x reader #matchups

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ggreactionsandscenarios · 3 years

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Soojin x Reader

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Library Peace 🔞

There was no word strong enough to describe how you hated having to do group projects but there was one for how much you hated the partner you got paired with : to death.

Soojin was definitely your worst nightmare since the really beginning of times. She was the type of person to think her opinion was better than other's just because it was hers. You were polar opposites in all aspects and weren't eager to interact or even acknowledge each other's existence.

There was literally nothing you could rely on in her that would make her more likeable in your eyes. And even if there was you weren't sure you wanted to see it, you were fine with hating her, it was helping you be better at everything. Because everything was a competition of ideas and values between the two of you.

As you entered the library, you didn't know if you were glad she wasn't there yet or pissed because she was already wasting your time. After waiting few minutes, your foot shaking from impatience, you decided to just go ahead and do the work on your own.

If this girl didn't care about marks and bonus points you sure did and weren't about to loose any for her.

You started looking for the books you'll need, rummaging through the shelfs to get every book out. It's only when you got to the last section that you understood why you were struggling so much to find what you needed.

Soojin was standing there arms full of books, some even opened at some specific pages, she was looking for the last like you were about to.

Saying you were pissed wasn't even a quarter of the truth, you were fuming. The bitch literally made you wait like a fool while she was right there doing everything by herself.

Yes you did attempt to do the same but you had the decency to pretend to wait for her, you tried when she clearly didn't, it probably didn't even cross her mind.

Busy reading two books at the same time, Soojin didn't even spared you a glance until you shut one of your books close and even then her glance was fast and unbothered. Her eyes got back to the paper as fast as they took a look at you.

"Someone else took the last book, we'll have to start without it."

Soojin's voice was surprisingly calm and almost gentle, not that you would know how her voice normally sounds like, you tend to avoid listening to anything that could pass her lips.

The realization that she was actually ready to co-operate was making you feel slightly guilty to have judge her actions that you knew nothing about, so easily. Yet you were fast to remember who you were talking about and how annoying she has been in the past. A single slightly polite act would never change how irritating she was.

You ended up following her because even though you'll love spending your time cursing her in your mind you still had an essay to write and you weren't ready to let her get a better grade than you.

In the end having twice as much books as needed was the minimum because you couldn’t imagine how it’d went if you had to share and get closer to Soojin to be able to read.

Maybe you talked too fast and karma is indeed a bitch because not even fifteen minutes later the librarian was making her way to the both of you and asking you to give back the extra copies because other students needed them.

Seeing that Soojin wasn’t willing to move, you were the one making the sacrifice, giving her the books.

You tried to work only using your sheet of paper and what you already wrote but of course you couldn’t just passed out on writing the quotes and understanding the context. After a minute you abdicted.

“Could I borrow one of your books please ?”

Soojin took her time finishing to write her sentence before looking at you in the eyes and answering simply.

“No.”

Even though you knew she wasn’t someone nice on a regular basis you were astonished by her answer, she clearly didn’t give a fuck about doing the work as a pair. You were ready to just leave when she added somehing.

“But you can sit beside me. I won’t bite you.”

You sighed, but did stand up to sit beside your rival.

“If that sigh was about the no biting part, I’m all about changing it, I wouldn’t mind biting down that neck.”

That was unexpected, you thought and terribly sexy in a way. You wouldn’t deny that Soojin was extremely beautiful and exactly your type, long black hair, dancing skills given by god, overflowing confidence, tattoos and so on.

Without you knowing your cheeks had reddened at the thought of how physically perfect Soojin was, that lustful glance Soojin was giving to your exposed neck wasn’t helping your horny mind either.

You tried to remember why you hated her so much but when her fingers met your tigh your mind was suddenly blank. She wasn’t even doing much but you were already embarrassingly wet.

On the other hand Soojin was perfectly and terribly calm, way too calm compared to how crazy this situation was. She looked unbothered and even when her hand got from above your knee to your inner tigh, she didn’t even look at you as if it was completly normal for her to touch you that way.

As much as you internly claimed that it was crazy, you had no intention in stopping her. Sure she was your ‘ennemie’ but maybe the ‘hate’ you seemed to feel towards her was nothing but frustration because you were sure you couldn’t have her.

Her hand making her way inside your panties was telling you otherwise though. Seems like you actually could have her but this realisation hit you enough for you to grab her wrist and stand up, making her turn to you.

“What are you doing ?”

Soojin looked at you confused before answering.

“What does it look like I’m doing ? Because I thought it was pretty clear until now.”

“Well yes I know what you’re doing but why ? Aren’t we suppose to hate each other ?”

Soojin escaped a laughter and stood up, taking a step closer to you in the process.

“Oh yeah ? I don’t remember agreeing to that.”

“Well you did get back at me everytime I say something though.”

“I thought we were just flirting.”

“Oh...”

Saying you were shocked would be an understatement, she didn’t hated you. You didn’t get to think much more, stopped by lips crashing on your own. The gentle kiss didn’t last long, Soojin breaking it to look at you. Her arms were on both sides of you, caging you between her and the bookshelf.

“Can we go back to what we were doing now ?”

“Yes.”

The word escaped your lips before you could process anything and you couldn’t think about it after because Soojin’s tongue was asking entrance in your mouth and that was way more captivating than thinking right now.

Soojin didn’t even needed to fight to be the one dominating the kiss, everything seemed way too unreal for you to take the lead. Yet you weren’t mad about it, her tongue was dancing the sexiest dance ever with yours.

You were wondering if someone could see you even though you were in a pretty secluded area. A thought that was cut off once Soojin’s mouth began traveling down your neck to your colarbone, letting a moan escape your mouth as she bite you.

The hell did you care about being seen, right now the only thing that mattered was Soojin fingers playing with your clit while her mouth was playing with one of your nipple.

You didn't even remember when she unbuttoned your shirt but she sure did and was now enjoying seeing and touching your breast.

The rhythm of her fingers over you clit was terribly slow not letting you reach orgasm the slightest bit. Well that was until she finally decided to slip a finger into your dripping core earning a loud moan from you.

She stopped her movements to scold you.

"We are in a library, you should know that you cannot scream here baby. I'm the only one who can hear you moan and whimper under my touch, understood ?"

Your mind was messed up, you just wanted to cum so you nodded wanting her to keep going at all cost. Which she did.

Not even minutes after she got back to pleasing you, she had to muffle your voice as you cummed all over her fingers.

Her hand circled your waist keeping you from falling while she was putting your shirt back on and straightening your pants.

She didn't talk until your breathing calmed down, wanting you to be able to respond to whatever she was about to say.

For some reason now that you were looking at her you noticed how she wasn't that confident anymore.

"I.."

You cut her off by kissing her, something you madly wanted to do since earlier but didn't had the chance to.

The kiss took her by surprise, shading her cheeks in pink. You didn't know what the sudden shyness was about but you did find it cute that after giving you the biggest orgasm your friennemy was suddenly becoming shy.

"What was that about ?"

"I thought that was pretty clear what it was about, I kinda like you."

Hey, here it is finally ! I made it slightly longer than expected but I had to put Soojin's duality in it, hope you like it 😁🤞 Give feedback. -Ael

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kaz11283 · 3 years

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I Think I'm in Love (pt 2)

Announcement: this is the second part of my "I think I'm in love....shit" Loki prompt that just got completly away from me. I just absolutly love writing all the request and the prompts sent my way. I have another song insperation that I am working on (in my head) that I will be starting on after I finish this one up then it will be back to writing for Fire and Ice for a bit. Thank you guys so much for all the suppost that I am getting and all the shares and reblogs. I didnt get to meet my goal for last month of 200 followers but i hope to be at that by the end of this month then I will try to think of something to do as a celebration so keep your eye peeled! 💚💚💚💚💚

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"Lady y/n, Thank you very much for the dance. I shall find you again before the night is through to have another dance." He bowed taking your hand and kissing it.

"That would be a pleasure Sir Fandral. I shall save one for you." You curtised to him and turning to walk off. Before you knew it you had been swept up by yet another guest spinning you around the dance floor causing you to loose track of time.

"My Lady, may I have this next dance?" Thors voice boomed next you to causing you to smile.

"Of course you may, you did promise me at least one tonight." You took his hand and let him lead you across the floor where the crowd opened up leaving the dance floor open for you and the prince. You smiled as he wrapped his arm around your waist pulling you closer to him.

Loki huffed next to his mother and rolled his eyes. "Honestly, the way he looks at her."

"Loki Odinson!" His mother swatted at his arm. "That is your brother out there simply dancing with a good friend, if you are so jealous then why dont you go out there and dance with her?"

"I am not jealous of Thor." He said.

"You could have fooled me. The way you have been watching her all night? The way you act around her? You act more like yourself, and dont you tell me other wise. You would give that girl the moon and stars if she asked and you know it." Hearing his mother say it out lound stund Loki, sure hos brother had dropped hints and asked him multiple times about the two of you but all Loki could normally do was laugh about it.

"She doesnt feel the same mother. How could she? I am second best, I am not the one that will take the throne one day." He sighed looking at Frigga.

"Shut up Loki. You are not second best. You are my son. And not all girls want the future king, they dont wamt the crown or the popularity that it brings. Beleive it or not some girls just want to love and be loved. I see the way she looks at you with love and passion, you hung the moon for that girl at a young age and she will always beleive that. Go dance with her before I call you both out." Frigga gave him a gentle nudge forward shooing him away.

As Loki walked to were you and Thor were dancing his stomach was flipping and he was straightening out his top as best as he could. Walking up he tapped Thor on the shoulder causing his brother to turn around.

"May I cut in Lady y/n and possibly save you a few toes from being stepped on?" He took notice of how your face lite up and you eagerly nodded smiling he returned the smile and offered you his hand.

"We shall finish another time lady y/n." Thor bowed walking away.

"I was expecting to see you sooned Loki." You smiled up at him as you placed one arm around his neck and placing you other hand on his chest.

"I was talking with mother about some things." He placed his arm around your waist pulling you close just like the others had done but with him you felt more at ease like you belonged there in his arms, more protected, no one would dare cut in as long as you was right there with Loki and you liked that. He took his free hand and tucked a peice of your hair that has fallen down back behind your ear before placing his hand over yours on his chest. To others around you this was normal you and Loki behavior but to the two of you there was something diffrent settling between you.

"You look absolutly beautiful tonight y/n, my colors look absolutly amazing on you." He smiled looking you dead in the eyes. He took his hand and traced the sleeve down to your bare arm. Your breath caught as you meet his eyes.

"And you, my prince of mischief, look just as stunning." You grinned.

"Darling I always look good." He laughed cauing you to giggle. "I do tend to look just a little bit better though when you are around." It slipped out before he could even think.

"What?" Your mouth dropped slightly.

"Well this has seemed to make things slightly awkward." He said giving you a slightly forced smile. You pulled him tighter to you almost forcing him to look in your eyes.

"Dont try to joke your way out of that little comment Loki."

"Y/n, I think I'm in love, with you." He leaned in slightly looking you right in the eyes.

You let out a sigh of relief. "Oh thank the Norns, I think I'm in love with you too Loki Odinson." You pulled him the rest of the way toward you so that your lips could finally meet after years of dreaming of this moment. His lips were soft and welcoming, they felt like what you had always imagined and you never wanted to stop.

"Ah, see mother. Harmless tricks and small little fibs. I knew they would fall into each others arms before the end of the night. Everything is as it should be." Thor gave a big smile turning to his mother.

"Well you weren't the only one planting seeds tonight." Frigga laughed at the look on Thors face as it dropped. "Me and Loki had a wonderful heart to heart while you danced with her."

You pulled away from Loki and placed you head under his chin as he laced his fingers together behind you. "Would it ruin the moment if I told you I had nothing to do with the outfit choice tonight?" You asked looking up at him.

"No my dove it wouldnt, though I must ask, who picked it out." He laughed.

"Dont ask me why but your brother had it delivered to my room this afternoon with shoes." You could see the wheels turning in his head.

"Now may I ask you something with out sounding crazy?" He asked.

"Of course Loki."

"Fandral, did he ask to escort you tonight?"

"Norns no! Do not get me wrong, he is a very nice man but I would not have came with him tonight. Who told you that?". Loki turned away from you facing toward Thor and Frigga. You followed his gaze.

"Oh dear my eldest. It seems as if you have been found out." Frigga simply stated taking a sip of her wine as she watched the two of you walk thier way.

Thors eye widened as he took a few steps back. "Mother, what would be the plan?"

"I warned you that you was playing with fire when it came to those two. Loki and y/n are bad enough seprate when it comes to tricks, them together though? Much worst." She took another sip from her glass. "Dont forget that they are doing some redecorating in the west wing so that is completly blocked off." Thor kissed Friggas cheek mumbling a thank you amd turning to leave right as you amd Loki were walking up the steps.

"Mother-"

"West wing is beimg redone so hes not there. He wont leave the castle, not tonight at least, but I do remember him turning to the right as he ran out." Lol I took off after his brother.

"So my dear? The mystery man you had mentioned so many time turned out to be my son? I dont know if I should be hurt or thankful that he has someone like you to keep him calm." She smiled at you.

You blusjed before looking back at her. "Yes, Allmother. Please forgive me for not tellimg you the truth."

"All is fine, of course you will have to finish your teachings since you will one day be a princess of Asguard." She smiled at you.

"Of course Allmother you smile taking a few steps back. If you will please excuse me, I must go find your sons so that Loki doesnt kill Thor." You laughed turning to run in the direction the two princes had ran.

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zu-is-here · 3 years

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Honestly when I saw a notification you reblogged it, I smiled so real hard closed the video I was watching and directly went to see it :D So thanks! Your reactions are what 's always such a delight (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀)

I'm putting the screenshot there to talk about your tags ^w^

Waaaa thanks (｡ﾉω＼｡) that's quite the compliment you're giving me there ⁄(⁄ ⁄^⁄-⁄^⁄ ⁄)⁄

Mu's indeed a bean :). She's a courageous lil' girl who never had quite a normal life. She will probably grow to be an amazing person (and once I get motivation to work on her future-self design maybe she'll have more stories maybe funfact: she's bi)

(I missed the occasion to make it a joke against Cross I guess XD. Well I chose that name the same way than Mimosa. It's a star from the southern cross! 🌟 In the story, Mimosa got his name quite randomly after Cross and Dream fought over it (welp Mimosa Blade Screwdriver isn't the prettiest name X'D). For Mu, they thought a lot. They used a list where they each wrote names (it was in "a little thing changing everything" I think). Cross read with Mimosa a book about stars and find out Mimosa was a star and added a few star names on the list. Mu was the only one Dream didn't erase. Mimosa saw the list after and recognized the word "mu" as one of the stars name in the book and drew a lil' star next to it. The "Maple Miracle" in her full name "Mu Maple Miracle" was mostly because cuteness for my part. I'd say for Dream and Cross "Maple" was for cute points and "miracle" because even after the chaos of her birth she was still her lil' miracle 😜

You have no idea how long I thought about how she would draw a waffle. After 5 minutes I just went with geometrical mess. Honestly I felt proud of her writing it XD Good girl

Well there was no way "the creator" wouldn't be one of the first to join the fight and therefore to fall ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I thought about so much characters to referenced to but he was the first I thought of

Yup Lint recognized it... Funfact at first I wanted the story to end after the kids going through the battlefield once again but with a better understanding to the situation Mimosa would have found the crown of Dream like Mu did when she finds Fancy (in "I just wanted to nap"). But it was too much of a heartache he would have break... So nobody went to see the shiny thing.

I absolutly love describing this kind of places from a child point of view. It makes everything more intense despite not talking about it at all. These kids are dancing in a graveyard and you can't stop them-

Mimosa will forever be a baby must protect

Mu is the enigma of a mute child making more noise than a talking one :3

Welp the news weren't that good indeed but not all bad in a way

Thank you so much again 🥺

Writing about it makes me want to write more angst. Some deep feelings or messy chaos mmmm. Too much fluff recently- I have some angst potential with a few ocs of mine but I'm not completly sure if I should or not XD

Anyway the dark cream sibs have earned the right to rest in fluffland for a while. I'll be torturing some others.

End of the rambling~

Have a good day Zuz~

Awww I'm really glad to hear it Blue! (〃ω〃) You did such an amazing work you deserve much more ♡

She's such an unique girl indeed ☆ *GASP* (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) Too sweet! It was so thoughtful of you with the names <3

And that scene turned out the best way! So realistic like any child would do (ówò) The real life is such a good reference though sometimes we forget about such simple little things but you nailed it *^* It's just that Ink is a really specific special character to work on so that was worth it ☆

OH my god!! (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) That would break their hearts... but the version you chose is great, I love the scene where Mimosa realizes it's about his parents, with Fancy telling they loved him... ♡

Bullseye ★ You know I'm always looking forward to more of your writings, whether angst or not, — the way you write never ceases to amaze me ♡

Have a nice day and night too!╰(*´︶`*)╯

#ask #zu is happy

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yeongalaxy · 4 years

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A Rose with The Thorns - Ch. II.

The night is bright, the moon shining above one of the frat houses where the party is being held. The music that's blaring out of the massive speakers in the corners of the even more massive living room is literally ripping off Nina's ears, but she loves it.

She hasn't been to a party in a long time, and she feels really relaxed now. Alcohol slowly, but surely takes over her body and her mind relaxes even more. Boys are actually nowhere to be seen, especially Yeonjun, who stormed away from them as soon as they entered the house.

'Why does he have to be like that?' Nina thinks to herself as she finishes down her third, or maybe even fourth drink, she's not quite sure. She looks around and her eyes land on Soobin chatting with some friends in the dinning room.

Small smile creeps in the corner of her lips as she makes her way to him. ''Hey you, I was looking for you, you just disappeared'' she says loudly once she comes to Soobin and his friends. ''I was getting us something to drink'' he hands her a nice, black cup filled with the drink she's been drinking all night.

''Wow dude, you didn't tell us you have a girl'' one of the boy says, and Nina pays attention to them for the first time that night. She gives him the confused look, processing what the boy said. Once the words came to her brain, she just laughs. ''Oh no, we're not together. She's my best friend'' Soobin chuckles, looking at Nina.

''Oh, so it means. So you're single then, is that so sweetheart?'' the boy winks at Nina, making her blush a little. Although alcohol has increasingly taken over her body, Nina is pretty sure she doesn’t want absolutely any one-night stands.

She just laughs it off and looks at Soobin. ''Come on you tree, I wanna dance'' she pulls on his arm, wanting both of them to go have some fun. Soobin laughs, greets the boys saying he'll talk to them later, and makes his way to the dance floor.

+++

It's way past 2 in the morning and Nina feels like she'll fly. Dancing all the time and drinking was a feeling she missed so much that she now has to make up for it after so much time. The feeling of the sudden heat of her body made her pull herself off the dance floor and out of the house into the fresh air. The night was beautiful, every star in the sky could be seen.

Nina sits on one of the benches a bit away from the house and looks up at the sky. She checks her phone to see the time and if she has any unread messages. She's a bit surprised seeing that no one sent her anything, so she just puts her phone back in the pocket of her jeans.

The boys are nowhere to be seen again, all of them went somewhere, basically leaving her all alone, but she didn't mind it at all. She had so much fun by herself too. After some time, she sees a familiar face coming towards her. She couldn't see so properly since her sight was a bit blury because of such amount of the alcohol.

''Hey there'' the boy she saw earlier sits next to her on the bench. ''Hey'' she says, smiling. The boy checks her up and down, slightly biting his lips. ''What are you doing out here?'' he asks, his question making Nina's eyes turn to his. ''I was getting some fresh air, but I think I might go inside now'' she slowly starts standing up, but his hand wrapping around her wrist stops her in her actions.

''Why are you going? I just want to talk to you'' he smiles, still holding her wrist. ''But I don't'' Nina states, trying to get away, but the boy isn't letting go.

''Will you please let me go?'' she asks politely, looking him in the eyes. The boy stands up, the height difference being huge between them.

''Why? I just want to talk with you sweetheart'' he says calmly, taking a step closer to her, which makes her take a step back.

Nina tries to pull her arm out of his, but his grip is just too strong for her. So strong it starts hurting her. ''Please let me go, I'll scream'' she looks at him, taking one more step back as he takes a step closer to her again.

The boy is completly ignoring her, smirking nicely while looking at her lips and biting his own.

''Come on, fucking let me go'' Nina starts sobbing, desperately wanting someone to see what's going on and help her, but no one does. Everybody just seem so busy with other stuff.

''Dude, are you going to let go or do I have to make you?'' a familiar voice makes her look in the way it was coming from. Her eyes lit up as she sees Yeonjun standing just few meters away from them, his arms crossed on his chest.

Nina tries to pull harder on the boy's grip, but he's not letting her go. ''Come on'' the boy mutters to himself rolling his eyes, then looks at Yeonjun who's just standing there, being completely unbothered by the situation. ''You have two options. You either let her go right now, or I make you do it. Your choice'' Yeonjun calmly says, not even looking at Nina.

''Yeah? Let me see it then Choi'' the boy smirks, gripping Nina's wrist harder, which makes her whine. Yeonjun just rolls his eyes, and in the next moment, the boy is laying on the grass, sobbing in pain. ''Damn'' Yeonjun mutters shaking his hand in slight pain, then looks at the girl standing there and holding her wrist.

''Let's go'' he holds his hand out, which makes Nina's eyes open wide. She doesn't hesitate a moment before she reaches his hand, wanting to be away from there as soon as possible. Yeonjun starts walking away, leaving the boy still laying on the grass.

Nina looks one last time at the boy before she looks at her hand intertwined in Yeonjun's.

Once they reach his car, he opens the door for her and she sits in. She's so confused, but so happy that he's here. Alcohol is still present in her mind, but all she can think about is the way he looked at her when he held his hand out for her.

''Are you okay?'' he asks as soon as he sits in the car. ''No'' she admits, feeling her eyes filling with tears. ''Let me see'' he takes her hand in his and looks at her red wrist. ''This is going to leave a bruise in the morning, we better take care of it'' he adds, then moves his hands away from hers.

The ride home was silent.

Nina's feelings are way too mixed to even think straight.

She's angry at all of them for not being with her, but she's happy that at least one of them was there for her. And it had to be Yeonjun.

''Does it hurt?'' he asks her while wrapping her wrist in a bandage. ''A bit'' she whispers, trying not to look at him so much.

Come to think of it, this is the first time he has a normal interaction with her, and she's way too surprised.

She looks at his navy blue hair, which suits him so well. She wants to touch it so badly, but she can't. Then she looks at his hands that are carefully taking care of her wound. She feels her heart beating faster, and she just can't help it.

''Why do you hate me?'' her tongue is just faster than her brain.

''What?'' he looks up at her, making eye contact.

He's confused, but realizing he's looking at her for too long, he coughs and looks down again.

''I, uhm... It's over. Just make sure you don't move your hand too much'' he says nervously, then stands up and quickly goes to his room, leaving Nina behind with the unanswered question...

HIIII GUYSSS. I am finally able to possttt I'm sooo hhaappxyyy. I'm sorry I didn't post before, I was just busy with college and I had to study for my exams. I'll try to write another chapter pretty soon so please enjoy in this one and give it a lot of loveee.💜💜💜💜💜💜

#yeonjun #yeonjun imagines #beomgyu #choi beomgyu #choi soobin #choi yeonjun #hueningkai #kang taehyun #soobin #taehyun #txt story #college #friendship #txt #tomorrow x together

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mikaa-exe · 5 years

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Demon hunter au | Demon!Hyunjin x DemonHunter!Reader

Requested by @jung-snoopy-woo, thank you so much for your kind words ^^

•Gender neutral reader

•fluff uwu

•some swear words here and there

•might have some typos but I'll fix them asap if I find any

We don't want to brag here but

You kinda were the best demon hunter of your area

Those naughty creatures got nothing on you

You were always one step ahead

You've been doing this for so long that you already knew every trick they would use to mislead you, every action and almost every face and name -_-

And you could see that they were scared of you, even if they didn't show it

You're basically a whole badass reader damn!!

Let's give some context here

So there's been demons around since before you were born

They aren't the evil bloodthristy creatures that you normally find in books or movies

Well most of them aren't

Some of them kill and do that whole satan thing but the rest are chill most of the time

They're just a pain in the butt jesus

The demons love to be mischievous and play tricks on every one

They steal not because they need money or products but because they love chaos

They go to peoples houses just to mess with their closets and dishes

They eat your food before you can even finish cooking it

They even steal candies from children >:( those bastards

So it's your job to capture these creatures when they get too out of control

You're amazing but there is one specific demon that haunts your nightmares

Hwang Hyunjin -_-

This demon has been YOUR pain in the butt for almost 6 years now!!

The first time he appeared was in your bedroom, you were about to fall asleep when you felt your hair being pulled from behind you

Boy you were hella fast to jump from your bed and grab the closest thing to you in that moment, which was YOUR GUN- no I'm joking, it was a knife, you don't bring guns to bed, that's gross

You looked around but it was too dark to see anything so you sneackly walked to the switch and BAM

No one was there

The fuck

-_-

Now at this point you were positive it was a demon but why wasn't he showing itself or attacking you again? That's not common of them

-"Did you lose something?"

JESUSWTFISHAPPENINGBITCHIGOTAKNIFEANDIMNOTAFRAIDTOUSEIT

The voice behind you made you jump and hit your head in the light that hanged from the wall

Well ouch that was really unecessary

You looked up and--

Wow hello cutie

NOP

WHAT THE FUCK READER IT'S A DEMON AND IT JUST PULLED YOUR HAIR GET YOUR FEELINGS TOGETHER

The little shit had the audacy to l a u g h

Bitch

- "Aren't you supposed to be the best demon hunter here?"

You gave this little shit your scariest gaze

At least the scariest you could while sitting on the floor with your hair all over the place

-"WhY? dO yOu hAvE A pRoBlEm SiR?"

-"Mmh idk... Thought you'd be taller"

And just like that he desapeared, leaving you on the floor still trying to digest what the heck had happened here

So there you go, that's how you two met

From that day on he made sure to visit you almost everyday

He's the one who switches your socks right before you go out just to see you wearing mismatching socks like an idiot

He puts salt on your morning cereal and sugar on your lunch

He goes to school with you and just follows you everywhere

-"Is this what you chose to wear to school? Geez"

-"vxhdbxvvx can you not"

-"That girl is looking at you funny, you should spit on her"

-"WtF sPiT?!"

-"Omg the teacher asked you a question and you're taking this long to answer?"

-"Shut up I'm thinking!!!"

-"What if you stood up right now and started dancing the floss?"

-"Why would I do that?"

-"Why aren't you talking to me? :("

-"Hyunjin I am in class and I don't want to talk"

-"Why do you keep responding then?"

-"I'm about to punch you so hard--"

-"You can't, you're in class"

-"ARHHHHHH"

You would laugh at how ridiculous this situation was if it had nothing to do you with you

BUT IT HAD UFFF

You tried everything to get Hyunjin to leave you alone

Demon traps, boxes, holy water because why not

You tried violence once but the best you managed to do was throwing him some cookies

Guess what

You missed

And you waisted some perfectly good cookies :(

You're not a violent person in general bUT THIS BOY AHH

You even tried talking to him at one point about this whole situation but he was too busy drawing on your kitchen walls with tomato sauce

It was starting to get to you so you reported him to your superiors but they said they didn't have any complains about a demon named Hyunjin

So that means this idiot is only here to mess with you and you only

WHY CRUEL WORLD WHY

Let's be fair

He never seemed interested in actually hurting you or doing anything too mean

He just seemed to want your attention God knows why

So if you're stuck dealing with him might as well try and enjoy this situation

What do people usually say?

If you can't win, join them

Instead of yelling at him or throwing him your book collection for the third time you asked how his day went and even offered him some cookies

Let's just say he was s h o o k

He just stood there, mouth open and completly lost

JSHDJDBBDNSNVDKD

READER YOU BROKE HIM!!!

You?! Being nIcE to him?!

Is this a joke, where are the cameras?!

The only thing he managed to say was a shy "Good.." and a mumbled "no thanks"

O M G :o

The demon that's capable of spending the whole night talking about God knows what is out of words .. WOW!

The next day you found him repainting his old masterpiece on your kitchen wall but with mustard this time

You quietly walked up to him and replaced the mustard in his hand with a rug

-"I like this smell better"

HE WAS SO CONFUSED THE POOR THING!!

He looked down with the face of someone who was having an existential crisis and started cleaning your wall

You smiled at him and gave him a thumbs up to which he responded with a blink and a worried smile

SJBDJSMBDJE HELP

So yeah, from that day foward you tried being nice to him and understanding his needs and actions

And if we're being honest here

He wasn't all that bad when you got to know him better

Aparently the other demons didn't like him that much so he tried to find other ways to entertain himself

You thought maybe boddering you was his way of expressing himself??

He thought that was the only way he could get your attetion

So you tried teaching him how to help instead of being annoying

He still went to school with you but now he insisted to help by carrying some of your stuff

He was quieter during classes and even started answering some questions on a notebook that you offered him

Maybe it was out of boredom but you were so happy!!

He was learning and that was so good and adorable! ^w^

He asked for your help sometimes with the things he couldn't solve

And you thought he looked so cute when he would bite your pencil whenever a harder question came up

You two started doing homework together and he was getting so much better at each subject

You felt like a proud mother :')

He would now watch you while you cooked for you both and would occasionally ask some questions like why did you put that in there or why were you mixing the ingredients with a fork and not a spoon

So you tried teaching him how to cook

Let's just say he was a whole m e s s

So after hours of intense baking you ended up with a weird red mix and some mashed potatoes

Your kitchen was dirty, sticky, slippery and oN FIRE OMG!!!!!!

After a visit from the fire department Hyunjin promised he would be more careful and ask you before turning on anything

You also discovered he was a whole teddy bear

Omg this boy was so soft and cuddly

He's such a clingy demon but he was also kinda shy, specially at first

THE UWUs

THEY EXPLODED

He started by getting closer to you until your shoulders touched but if you looked at him with a questioning gaze he would immediately push you to the ground and run away with a evil laugh and some flushed cheeks

Whenever you had free time you two would do a movie marathon that always ended up with holding hands or falling asleep on each other

He once had the brilliant idea that you two should definitely watch a horror movie one night

He thought it would be the perfect opportunity to prove you how strong he was and how he could protect you

But it didn't go like he had hoped to

You two ended up a trembling mess of limbs, cuddled up to each other as Hyunjin whispered how bad of an idea that was and how it was all your fault

THIS BITCH I CAN'T-

Some days you would just arrive home totally exhausted and Hyunjin would make you some warm tea and cuddle you on the sofa until you fell asleep

He'd try to stay awake in case you wanted to move or go to your room but you were so warm and cozy that he was gone not even a minute after you

He'd also insist on doing your hair when you were going out

He loved it and he had a lot of fun so anytime he had the opportunity he would ask you to let him help

At first you ended up with a mess of braids and accessories that formed a weird nest on your head

BUT HYUNJIN LOOKED SO HAPPY WITH HIS PUPPY EYES AHH

You ended up going out like that

But he got better with time

Whenever you had to leave him alone at home you would write him a list of things for him to do and others that he shouldn't even attempt to

You arrived later and found your house a little messier than before and Hyunjin cleaning a weird green goo that mysteriously fell on the floor

Y o u r f l o o r

But you couldn't be mad at him now, specially because when Hyunjin saw you he tackled and trapped you in a big bear hug that immediately melted all your anger

How can someone be so cute Hwang Hyunjin wHAT IS HE DOING TO YOU

How dare he mess with your feelings this way

You two started opening up more and more to each other and BAM that's how you got your super demon best friend :D

His mischievous side wasn't all gone, he still pranked you once in a while but now you were sure it wasn't for the sake of being mean

And he made sure to compensate you with cuddles, an attempt of a meal or a gift made of things he found around the house

It so was weird

At first you couldn't handle him but now you two are inseparable!

It's unusual but you both make it work

Your own way ^^

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nekosabina · 7 years

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I'm actually very excited for the Mary Poppins sequel coming next year, but...

i’m also very scarred. I think no matter which media, book, movie, Disney parks or musical, Mary Poppins will be magical and bring a smile to my face. And even if Julie andrews will always be the practically perfect Mary Poppins, i also know that there are many actresess that did a fantastic job while playing Mary, may it be in the Disney Parks or in the musical. I’m sure emily Blunt will do a great job as well as the rest of the cast (like Maryl Streep or Lin-Miguel Miranda). And i also look forward to see Mary Poppins revisiting the Banks family and i’m very excited to see how Mary will interact with them after not seeing eachother for 20 years and on which adventures she will take them this time. There are so many possiblities for laughter but also for tears.

But i also fear that it will provide the last blow to sink the Mary/Bert ship. I mean i have always and will always ship them no matter what, but since this new movie will feature a new character that will be a companion to Mary, just like Bert in the original Movie, it might mean, that Bert will only play a minor role in this movie (if he even appears, but that would be a bad decision, because even if they don’t have a romantic relationship, it’s still established that they have a very tight bond like BFFs and it would be weird if Mary comes back to London and never meets up with her best friend) and it could be stated or implied that they can’t be together because Bert ages and Mary doesn’t or that their relationship is basically the same level of platonic as her relationship with Jack. To be honest story wise i don’t even understand why there has to be this Jack character instead of Bert to be her companion unless it is established that Mary is immortal and Bert isn’t so he can’t go on so many adventures anymore (however he wouldn’t be extremly old he would actually be 40 or 50)

But right now i still believe that Bert has magic himself to some amount and has been her companion for a long time because he is also immortal or at least doesn’t age as fast as normal people do. I mean think about it: In the original movie Mary and Bert seem to know each other for a very long time and have this very tight bond even though Mary goes away from London a lot and appearantly only comes back after many years. So why does it seem like they know each other so well inside and outside and have such a tight relationship even if they don’t get to see eachother so long? Some people theorize that Mary has also been Berts nanny but that would make it awkward that they are so close. I think the answer is that they know eachother longer than anyone that looks so young like they do would be able to know someone. I think Bert has some magic too. I think the reason why he couldn’t jump into the chalk picture himself is because when he said you have to think, he meant you have to think about what you want and he thought about Mary joining them. and i also think the reason why he is always at the right spot at the right time having exactly the job that is needed is because he can do magic. I think he also can talk with animals and knew Uncle Albert was on the ceiling again because he also heard it from Andrew (He said “I came as soon as i heard” but there is no human around who could have told him only animals might have known since animals like dogs can actually sense when someone is in trouble). So in my mind there is no reason why it wouldn’t be possible for Bert to be Marys companion in the new movie. Only the movie make probably wouldn’t agree with me or want to make it clear that Mary and Bert don’t have a romantic relationship.

Also i know that the author of the original book,Pamela L. Travers never wanted them to be a couple but i recently did read the books and i don’t understand why she thinks they aren’t supposed to be a couple. I mean the second chapter of the first book is already Marys first day off and who does she spend it with? Bert! And it’s said that they often or nearly always spend her day off together! Actually, they always go out and have tea and eat rashberry cakes together. Or they jump into a chalk drawing where, expect for a waiter or other service people, are completly alone and have a, well a Jolly Holiday together, just the two of them, having what others would call fantastic romantic date. From the way Bert acts around her and actually spoils her it seems clear that he has feelings for her. And it also seems like Mary has feelings for him, since she has many friends and acts very sweet torwards them and differently than she normally does with the children but when she is with Bert she completly loses her stiffness and coldness (remember in the book her character is more firm and even cross than in the movie) and even has moments where she blushes at certain occassions. So if Pamela L. Travers really thinks that there is no romance in the air than i think she is in denial.

And while they had to make Marys and Berts relationship in the movie platonic because of the author, they did try to make it as romantic as possible. There were even plans for a romantic balad for Mary and Bert. And as it is now it really seems like they do have feelings for each other. They always dance together, they flirt and tease eachlther, Mary gets jealous when Bert talks about other women, they share many cute looks and the whole Jolly Holiday number is pure romance (probably why P. L. Travers hated it so much besides the animation). Yes, everyonein the chalkdrawing says they love Mary, but they all have basically been created by Bert, who wants to show Mary how much he loves her. Yes, Mary sings “You’d never think of pressing your advantage. For bearance is the hallmark of your creed. A lady needn’t fear, When you are near. Your sweet gentility is crystal clear!“, which can mean, that he’d never push himself on her when she says no using his advantage as her friend to make her do something she doesn’t want, which makes him a true gentlemen. But it doesn’t have to mean that it’s a never and that she put him into the “friendzone“. It does mean, that he respects her boundries and only comes as close as she is comfortable with (which is already very close and she accepts that he gets close to her and sings to her because she is already very comfortable with him. She feels very safe with him) They let their relationship evolve at it's own pace.

Even in the musical there is some romance apparant between them. At the end she even kisses him on the cheek after they say goodbye.

And yes, i hear all of you scream “Does Mary need to be in love?” and “Can’t a man and woman just be very close friends?” Well i wouldn’t want to ship Mary with anyone if it weren’t for Bert. A man and a woman can be friends. Mary can have a very close friendship with Jack. But Bert is different. When she’s with him there are sparks flying all around them. So friendship is possible but if it’s the right person it is the right person.

Okay but enough of the rant now. Here is a link about my theories how Bert could actually appear in the sequel.

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