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svngiem-remade · 1 year

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came across your piece about hyunjin and being called pretty and god DAMN 😳

so now i’m curious, what are your takes on the skz members’ styles/habits etc as subs?

#! — THEIR HABITS/STYLES AS SUBS | in SKZ

pairing. OT8!skz + gn!reader

contains. themes of sexual nature, dom/sub dynamics.

wc. too lazy to count, about 700 words or smth

note. thank you for ur compliments love, subby hyunjin is my fav tbh ❤️ and y'all, i feel so dirty after this, idk if i'll ever recover.

... ♡ | bang chan — emotional sub

he always had to take care of everyone, always had to be responsible for everyone—and it was exhausting. so, what he craved like crazy was to be owned by someone; because for once in his life, he wanted someone else to be responsible for him, someone else to take care of him, someone else to tell him what to do and say and think, someone else to have complete control over his mind and body.

and then he met you—you who knew exactly what was best for him, what he needed and what would make him feel good, so it's a no brainer that as soon he steps into your shared home from a long day at the company, chan lets you take complete control over him—lets you feed him some healthy food and water, lets you wash him in the bathtub and give him a relaxing massage to soothe his aching muscles, lets you pleasure him over and over again as he does nothing back for you—he's your pillow prince after all.

... ♡ | lee minho — playful masochist

i cannot imagine him as something other than a switch leaning towards a dom—but if he ever decides to try out being a sub, i think he'd be a playful masochist.

he sees sex as a form of relaxation. he's never too serious about it and loves having fun and laughing and, overall, just spending some intimate time together with his partner, every once in a while inflicting and receiving pain to spice it up a little.

... ♡ | seo changbin — devoted

it wasn't unusual for you to start teasing and playing with him right before, and during, a very important work call—because having such a big, buff boy at your mercy with him all tied up under your desk with a vibrator deeply stuffed into his greedy hole and with your soaked underwear into his mouth made you feel so powerful you'd come only at the thought more times than you could count.

and knowing how much he loved it as well, how much harder he got with every harsh rub of your foot on his cock as you talked on the phone, how devoted he was to you and your pleasure when his cock twitched as soon as you took your underwear out of his mouth and demanded he start licking your sex in silence while wrapping up your call made it even better.

... ♡ | hwang hyunjin — free use

you like letting everyone believe hyunjin's the dominant one in the relationship—mostly because of how fun wiping off of his lips that annoying, cocky smirk will be.

and you giggle as you casually open the folder in your phone as you sit between him and minho, containing every single video and photo you'd taken of him as you used him—be it in his sleep, cooking or painting, the cover of the videos all being of him with teary eyes and on his knees.

... ♡ | han jisung — humiliation

he'd never admit it, but he loves being humiliated.

feeling his cheeks burn up and tears roll down his cheeks as you hold his naked body close to your entirely clothed one, riding the largest, longest dildo he owns on your thigh as you hold it still, spitting insults mixed with praises in his ear, reminding him over and over again how fucking dirty he is for loving being treated like a fuck toy, one that doesn't even deserve touching your bare skin.

and oh—how he loves it when he comes home to you fucking his best friends on the couch. seeing your fucked out expression as you bounce on chan's cock with your mouth full of changbin, locking eyes with them before sitting down on the sofa and fishing his own cock out of his pants, stroking it as he hears you moan how much better they are at abusing your holes than he ever could—making his cock twitch and come all over himself.

... ♡ | lee felix — good boy

he'll do everything in his power to please you, because he knows how much you love and care for him all the time by, for example, bringing him homemade food during lunch break or spamming him with supportive and loving messages right before a concert, knowing how nervous he gets as soon as he notices the crowd waiting for him and his bandmates.

and as soon as he sees you, the first thing he does is submit to you. he completely disregards his own wants and needs while pleasuring you, a sense of giddiness washing over him when you tell him you want him to top you after a particularly hard day at work, listening to your every command like a good boy—and needless to say, it's all worth it once a smile creeps on your face in between praises and your hand finally starts taking care of his aching cock.

... ♡ | kim seungmin — SAM

his smart tongue got him into trouble more times that he could count, most of it being by accident. he constantly tries to predict your words and actions, trying to work you up and tease you even in public or with friends around—claiming that he was just having fun and didn’t mean anything by all of that after you call his behaviour out with a threatening tone.

and while he wouldn't call himself a masochist, he does enjoy it when you push him against the door of your apartment with your hand around his throat and squeeze it, making him lightheaded and a stuttering mess as he tries apologising for something he really didn't mean to do—he just has to hope you'll believe him and let him make it up to you.

... ♡ | yang jeongin — princess

he loves being treated like royalty by you—receiving gifts on the daily, being pampered and spoiled with whatever jewellery or expensive clothes and shoes he tells you to buy him, or even just glances at, while shopping. he loves it when you organise a trip to the other side of the world and stay in the nicest hotels, eat at the nicest restaurants and shower him with all the love and affection someone could ever want.

but the thing he loves most, is letting you use him just as you pleased at the end of the day—sitting at your feet and patiently waiting for you to tell him what you wanted him to do to repay your kindness, eagerly nodding and servicing you in whatever way you'd asked him to without a second thought—not that he had any either way, he was too good and obedient of a boy for him to ever try to defy you.

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megers67 · 4 months

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2024 Resolution

As a recovering picky eater, my 2024 resolution is to expand my food palette. Specifically though, I'm going to re-evaluate foods that I either didn't like before or was too intimidated to try before.

In my relationship with my SO, I've at minimum gotten better of just eating it if it's in front of me, but part of that is that I trust him not to put something before me if I think I actually will hate it. AND he has been helping me up my spice tolerance, even if by a little. Like I actually tasted poblano for the first time recently instead of only getting the spice of it. It's a mild pepper so I have a long way to go, but it shows what I'm working with here.

But it's time to go further outside my comfort zone and at least retry things I disliked in the past. And later tonight I'm going to start with the biggest offender. *Condiments* I've dislike/avoid condiments ever since I was like 6. I liked ketchup on my very early years, but one day I had it and HATED it so much, I swore off of it and everything else. But tonight we're having hot dogs anyway and you know what? I'm going to try at least one bit with ketchup and one with mustard. And we'll go from there. I know it's super small, but that in itself will open up a LOT for me. If I can at least not hate it, then it will make fast food so much easier for me.

I think I will make it more fun to make a tier list of my re-evaluated foods. So far a lot of my options on my to-try list are various Asian cuisines because I happen to be watching a lot of videos from a guy living in Japan who reviews food (idk if he is officially a good critic, but JapanEat on YouTube makes entertaining short-form content that legit made this my official resolution this year so check him out).

So I'll report back with my tier list updated every time I try something new. And also, give me your suggestions as well and I can try to include them. To be fair, I may not be able to try EVERYTHING because access may be an issue. Or at least access to a place that would give me a fair chance on that type of food, but I'll give it a shot.

So here's to my food journey. I'll tag this so y'all can do with that as you wish.

#megs food journey 2024 #that's my tag for it #new years resolution

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mikk1n · 2 years

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Normally I don't like getting this personal on main, but for some reason I feel like talking about this if only to help make sense of what's going on. I'll probably tag posts like this with some kind of catchall tag (edit: tagging with #mik clinic) so that y'all can blacklist it if you want (or follow it, if you're somehow interested). Idk I've seen creators I like openly discuss their journey through chronic illness and I think opening that dialogue here may be comforting, and maybe somehow it'll help someone else. I know those bloggers have helped me.

I've been trying to put together a timeline for how long I've been sick. It's been difficult, since I also have CPTSD-related memory loss, so I rely on discussions I've had with other people and old Discord chat logs to piece things together. I suspected initially that the onset was around 2018, and thanks to digging around in old chat logs, I was right: I had three infections, two bacterial and one nasty flu, back to back to back from December 2017 through January 2018. By March 2019 I was expressing interest to my partner in purchasing a cane, citing mobility and balance issues, which I've had ever since.

I distinctly remember going to the Smithsonian that year, for an art history assignment. I had a great time, but physically, it was absolute HELL; I had to take frequent breaks on the relatively short walk from the train station to the museum itself, and I was in excruciating pain. That was the first time I'd well and truly used my cane, and I'm glad I did: I wouldn't have made it to the museum otherwise.

It's both horrifying and strangely comforting to see some of the pieces come into place. On one hand, I've been sick for years with a disease that I may never recover from, one that will cause major changes in my life going forward. And I kind of knew that, but because of the intensely ableist environment in which I was raised, I denied myself help for so long (and easily folded to doctors who didn't believe me and just shunted antidepressants and, for some G-d forsaken reason, UTI antibiotics my way instead of listening to me).

And yet, on the other hand, this is confirmation that I'm not crazy. And even though this can't be cured (if I'm right and it is ME/CFS, I could be wrong and I still need to see a doctor but after much research I highly suspect it is ME), it can at least be managed. It will be hard, but it can be done. And catching it now means I can adjust my life and activities so that my symptoms don't worsen. I'm not completely housebound, but I'm getting there, and if I can stop myself from getting there, then that's a blessing.

The future is uncertain, but now I feel a little more prepared.

#not art #mik clinic #chronic illness #me/cfs

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shai-manahan · 2 years

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Besides like for troubleshooting and making sure the game runs right and that ,have u ever like sat down opened up dashingdon and played HM (idk if that would be enjoyable for u since u know what would happen and all but who knows u might be suprised) if u have played it can u tell us bout yr MC ?? And how do u feel about NSFW questions??

Hi! I don't feel too comfortable answering nsfw asks, so apologies for that!

Playing HM, however... I'm not sure if it's also the case with other authors but I used to do that a lot lmao. It's a great way for me to see through the lens of a reader and properly assess if the game is interesting enough for my own tastes, and I enjoy the story, too (Idk if that's weird to say but oh well), at least until imposter syndrome hits. Sometimes I also end up noticing spots where I could add some choices or dialogue options, so I liked doing it.

Haven't done it since writing Chapter 2, though. I've been repeatedly reading the scenes I've written since last year before the Prologue + Chapter 1 rewrites, so I couldn't make myself read the demo this time around. Which is probably why you don't see as many choices in there (?), 'cause yeah, I never really got to properly check it out.

Now, for my MC.

I've honestly got several MCs reserved for different playthroughs of HM. There will be decisions in the future (plus a game mechanic too spoilery to explain) that will affect a lot of events within the story, and there's no way on earth that I won't be trying out every single one of those routes lol.

But if we're talking about a canon playthrough of mine, I'll probably choose my touch averse enby MC who's a complete mess. Alcoholic, self-blaming fool who still wants to prioritize the city and the public despite everything that had happened (and yeah there'll be some variations depending on your blame + motivation choice), uh... what else... my MC punched Bale (still conflicted between this and just walking away lmfao for so many reasons), lies to everyone around them, and has a very critical opinion of the police including themself all the while feeling guilty about exposing their own colleagues. Will never kill anyone but will also keep probing into everyone else's business---an action that will end up very badly for them but it is interesting so :)))). They have a Wits + Force combination of skills, and their mental health issue stats are like, over the roof (including stress, cynicism, another one I can't mention, and perhaps more.)

I think that's all I can share without this being a very long essay, so I'll stop there. I'm choosing these options for my MC mainly because I do know what's gonna happen, and there's always a way for them to recover from whatever it is they're feeling if they so choose, but I do hope everyone who'd be choosing them can detach themself from the MC's situation because the MC's thoughts can be... a lot to handle. There's a lot of ways you can customize the MC, though, and not just in appearance or preferences. The way you make decisions for them also shape who they are and the events that will unfold around them, so I do hope you all enjoy that and more!

Now that I've done that, why don't y'all share stuff about your MCs, too? 👀

#interactive fiction #hollowed minds series #hollowed minds book one #hollowed minds #interactive novel #ask #anon #writing #wip #if wip #interactive game #if game #choicescript #dashingdon #hosted games #hollowed minds mc

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elmundodeflor · 2 years

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Holà Flor !

I'm slowly recovering after all the tears your fic "Margaritas" drew from me !!! 😭😭😭😭OMG I started to cry from "Las margaritas, senor" on until the end & more & more as the story unfolded & cried again after the reading was over 😭😭😭😭 Your words are pure poetry and I felt so connected with Levi & his grief all along. These scenes are so beautiful they broke my heart 💔💔💔💔 Levi's sorrow & his love for Hanji are so vivid I feel them in my own heart and soul... I just want to hug him tight & tell him all's gonna be OK & he'll find Hanji & they will love each other forever 💜💚❤️❤️ He suffered so much all his life long, he lost everyone he loved, it's so tragic 😭😭 But knowing that Gaby & Falco took care of him & loved him until the end just warms & softens my heart 🤗 You are very talented to make your reader feel so many emotions, so keep on writing more & more about LeviHan, please 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️THANK YOU FLOR FOR THIS STORY, IT'S PURE GOLD ❤️❤️

Hasta luego, Flor ! Abrazos desde Francia !!

AAAAAAA THIS MESSAGE MADE MY NIGHT AND ENTIRE WEEK❤️❤️❤️❤️ you're so so so sweet! thank you from the bottom of my heart for such kind wordss🥺 they mean a lottt! ❤️❤️❤️

now, let me just say i can't believe somebody from france is reading my stories, let alone using them as a way to practice spanish😭 it's always such an HONOR when people tell me thatt! to me, there's a special beauty in spanish as a language (and yes, maybe i'm biased, idk😂), so it's always super nice when somebody else appreciates thatt! ❤️

also, thank you for saying that you connected with levi's grief😥 writing him has literally helped me deal with my own feelings towards death and loss, and it has always been therapeutic. in this oneshot, i wanted to (sort of) make a special study/emphasis on grief and all the different sides that there's to it (because grief is never a linear process, but rather a flawed and imperfect one, you know?). so, you have levi, who subconsciously forgets about the people he's lost (because remembering is too hurtful), while on the other hand there's gaby, who's willing to remember even when it hurts. it's two sides of the same coin, and i'm glad you liked how i expressed the both of them overall🥺❤️

obviously not a fan of making people cry lmao😂, but i do like it indeed when people tell me i've struck a chord with them or that i've been able to awaken some kind of emotion in them. as a writer, that's really all i strive for. so it for sure is super fulfilling knowing that you've been able to feel through my words. thank you for giving me that chance❤️

and yes, lastly but not least, levi and hanji deserved all the love and happiness in the world. i'll make sure to keep writing for them in many, many lives and spaces and universes where they meet again and get to fall in love❤️ as long as y'all allow me to.

again, thank you so so so much! ❤️ for these super nice words that mean more than you could ever imagine, for the constant love and support, for being patient with me and just for being there overall❤️❤️❤️

if any of you wants to read my fic, here's a link to it:

#levihan #levi ackerman #hanji zoe #hange zoe #fanfiction #tumblr asks #kind tumblr asks #oneshot #my writing

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kithtaehyung · 2 years

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Oh my god Ryen!!! I KNEW I was not ready to read Hit;Record but damn. I don't think I could ever have been ready for that.

Before I say anything else I have to say that this was so so so good! From the beginning I was relating to OC so hard because I too, would want to slap and sleep with both of them lol.

Both of these quotes were so relatable too

"For a moment, you arrive at the gates of Heaven, waiting on stinging knees to be banished to the deepest circles of Hell."

"Oh, you are going to fight both of them. For several rounds."

I always love your OCs and this one did not disappoint either, she really was a bad bitch like the warnings said. I really think her inner conflict over her feelings for the boys reflects how we always feel being attacked from all sides every damn day.

Not only was this filthy and so hot, but all the moments where Yoongi was checking in on OC and being sweet still managed to make me go 🥺🥺🥺. The duality of both of these men!!!

Also every one of your fics makes me chuckle at some point and this one was no exception.

“Neither of y’all… better pass out,” Yoongi pants. “I need you… to carry me out when I do.” like this line lmaoo

And the ending??? I really don't know what to say about that so I'll just shut up lol

You have nothing to worry about after posting this fic, because like always it was a damn masterpiece and such a pleasure to read.

Thank you for sharing your incredible writing and I hope you're doing well after writing this one specifically, because I'm not and I've only read it once 💕💕

-🥝

KIWIIII NO WAYYYY oh my god i'm so happy you read hit;record! and so soon wow. and you are correct. i tried to warn y'all but i think even i underestimated how prepared ppl should be lol. the rest is under the cut bc i have a lot to say!

thank you for all the kind words! reader wanting to fight them and do a lot of other things? me. yeah. lol. the quotes you chose are some of my faves, too! one of my favorite structures is opposites, so the heaven/hell thing was fun.

super relieved that you like this reader, too. she really is a bad biiiich!! LMAO you have a good ass point about the feelings! i didn't even think about that i'm laughing! these men are going to be the d word of me.

oh YES.. yoongi surprised me tbh🥺 like i went into this knowing they were both cocky and assholes but his character came out and was concerned a surprising amount. even jin knew when to be slow (though it's less obvious with him. confident hoe lol)

LOL damn it, yoongi.. of course he would cheeky at the end lol. sPEAKING of the extra end?? yes let's breathe for a second and circle back to that when we've recovered a bit sdjklfdsklfj i can't even describe what i have going on in my head for that one.

oh gosh, thank you so much.. truly i was thinking it was dull or plain when i was doing a read-through. but that's probably bc i read over it way too many times? idk. but i'm so happy you enjoyed and that it's fun to read!

you're so welcome, and thank you again for reading. i can't say i'm recovered at all from this one but i gotta get back up for all the other wips i have going !!

#GAHHH thank you so much!#🥝 anon #lovely people #asks:hitrecord #hit;record #*ryenfictalk #mailbox💌

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conniemb · 1 month

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Life update- (tw drug abuse, anxiety, loss of family, illness)

I know it probably seems strange to just spew my life on here but there's something really comforting about being able to lay it out like this so I'm gonna. Most people who see this probably don't know me or really care but I like to think that maybe there's someone out there who's going through some kind of similar situation and reading this might help them out in some way.

Really excited for like life in general which is nice cus it's been a while lmao. Jus got off a really bad weed binge and was suffering from withdrawals for a week which was really rough on me mentally and physically but it also kinda felt like something that needed to happen cuz I had locked myself into a downwards spiral of being anxious and getting high to escape the anxiety which like helped in the moment but overall was just making things worse cuz I wasn't solving any of the issues or putting in work to fix them cuz I physically couldn't because I was high all the time. But idk this past week slowly recovering, getting sober so many things have happened and tbh I didn't actually do anything to cause em things jus kinda started to sort themselves out. But I'm super happy I was sober for it because it meant I could use that good energy to do even more cool stuff. Me and my bf are gonna be moving in with my mum soon and while it's not something that was originally on our plan it's given us a way to fix our financial situation while also getting to experience something new and fun. Also though I don't like to admit it my mum's getting old and her health compilations come and go which can be worrying at times and knowing I'll have another year living with her is comforting in a way. I lost my dad like 2 or 3 years ago and I'd give anything to be able to have another year living with him so it's comforting knowing I am getting that with my mum.

Ive also started putting stuff into motion to start my own business which is insanely exciting because it's something I've wanted to get going on ever since I dropped out of college but havent been able to because I was either too stressed, too tired from work or too high. This is also something that'll become more feesable once I move back in with my mum because more funds and space.

Also once that years up me and my bf plan on getting our own place back in the city we live in now which is also super awesome because we've been living in a pretty mediocre apartment for the past two years with a particular housemate that hasn't made living here easy to say the least so being able to get out of that situation is amazing.

Basically hang in there y'all it does get better it jus takes time.

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servin-up-surveys · 1 year

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survey #098

(taken january 5th; uploading surveys taken while gone)

When’s the last time you rode a bike? All the way back in high school.

What color was the car you were last in? White.

Do you own many hats? I own literally one from a Carolina Hurricanes game I went to with Dad, but I never wear it; it's just a memory thing. I'm not a hat person.

Listening to music? What’s the opening and last lyric of the song? CHRIST I've discovered "Pussy Liquor" by Rob Zombie and I hate that I love it lmfao but I'm not familiar enough w/ the lyrics yet and don't feel like looking it up right now.

Have you ever taken an underwater picture? No.

What was your favorite color when you was little? Has it changed? It was red, until I truly became conscious of pink being a color. It eventually changed to maroon, but it's been back to pink for a long time now.

Are you a fan of cheesecake? It actually depends; I fucking ADORE The Cheesecake Factory's cheesecakes, but I've heard people say that's not a "real" or "proper" cheesecake or whatever. I've come to notice I don't generally really like homemade ones.

Who’s the last person that slept over at your house? Girt.

Do you know anyone with an eating disorder? Who? I know at least one person who recovered from one. Realistically I probably know WAY more.

What was the last thing you screamed? I have zero idea.

Do you love your best friend? I wanna marry him so I love him in more than one way, lol.

What is your favorite lyric? I have WAY too many.

Do you have a nativity scene in your home? We keep one up around Christmastime, yes. Or rather, Mom does. It's not something I'll do in my own place.

If you’re a girl, what color is your favorite bra? I don't have a favorite, honestly. Because of my size I don't have much variety or nice designs to choose from.

Does creating make you happy? YES. Almost more than anything.

Do you have abusive family members? I might, idk. No one in my immediate circle, though.

What US city would you most like to visit? Absolutely no idea.

What country in the world would you most like to visit? South Africa.

Do you have your wedding all planned out in your head? Definitely not. I have ideas for various things, but nowhere near everything.

What is your dream job? A great nature photographer, I guess, that gets to travel a decent amount and is able to support herself well enough...

Do you parents support your dreams? Yes. No one believes in me more than my mama, especially.

Have you ever had feelings for someone and never told them? Yep.

What’s your favorite Disney theme park? I went there once as a young kid, too young to remember these kinds of details.

What’s the theme of this year’s calendar? Don't have one, but I DID get a planner for this year! I want to be better at keeping up with things like my doctor appointments and stuff. Most of its pictures involve birds and fruit and stuff.

Do you get stage fright? If I was up there by myself, I absolutely would. When I did dance though, it was never TOO bad.

What pharmacy do you use? Walgreens.

Would you rather go to a '50s diner or a brewery? AHHHHH '50S DINER!!! The AESTHETIC, y'all. We actually had a diner kinda like that near my house, but it shut down due to Covid and I'm still very bummed about it. There's another around here too, Hwy 55, that's still open and does this really cute thing where some foods, like the fries, come in cardboard vintage cars, and they were SO cute. I remember I kept one as decoration for a while way back.

What do you like on your nachos? I honestly just like nacho cheese.

Do you still talk to your first best friend? No, we drifted apart in like, middle school.

Owls or penguins? Owls. I LOVE owls.

Charlie Brown or Snoopy? Never been into the Peanuts, but Snoopy is cute.

What was one of the stupidest things you cried over when you were little? There is literally a home video Mom has of my older sister's birthday party and I cried over not being able to pin the tail on the donkey lmfao. I was very very young, but still, damn, lol.

Have you ever drank milk from the carton? No, that REALLY grosses me out.

Do you ever sneak scraps to the dog even though you’re not suppose to? I never, ever give Cookie human food because she begs TERRIBLY, like absolutely obnoxiously, and I'm not encouraging that behavior. Mom feeds her stuff and I hate it because she acts very entitled to human food by this point; if my mom is eating, she will NOT be left alone. Cookie just stares at her food like it's the only thing in the entire span of the whole universe that matters, and she basically nearly bites my mom's hand off when she's offered anything.

What was the last book you were required to read for school? The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood. Fucking phenomenal and very, very haunting as a woman.

Do you like cherry Coke? Yes.

Do you think guyliner is hot? YES

Would you eat a sucker if someone already ate some of it? What the fuck, no.

Would you chew somebody else's gum? No???????????

Ever said something to someone that you didn’t mean to say? Oh yes, my mouth is great at being very impulsive. I'm really trying to get better about it.

Have you ever been in a tanning bed? No, those have always sounded like literal torture to me.

Would you ever want to be a part of the army? A couple days ago I saw a shirt that said "I'd rather be served rat poison than serve this country" and I honestly want it lmfao, if that answers your question.

Would you rather sing or dance in front of your crush? Sing, I couldn't dance to save my life in the shape I'm in. I don't think I'm a great singer either, but it'd be less embarrassing.

Did you ever in your lifetime like Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus? I enjoyed the show quite a bit, but never her as a musician. "The Climb" and "Butterfly Fly Away" are fucking fantastic, though.

Does your best girlfriend have any talents that you don’t? I honestly don't know who my best female friend is, so. Besides my mom, and she can do a hell of a lot of things I can't. I think she's notably good at crafty stuff.

Does anybody send you money in the mail for your birthday? No; my dad gives me money in person, but no one mails anything.

Do you own any shirts that have a year on it? No. Well, maybe some stored away ig, but none that I wear.

What do you think about mullets? I tend to really not like them, but sometimes they look okay.

Do you know anybody who has a birthday in November? Uhhhh... I probably do, but none that I have memorized. Teddy's birthday was November 1st, but he's been gone for a few years now...

Do you have any video game systems in your room? Which one(s)? Not in my room, no.

Have you ever done another person’s make-up? Heh, I gave Jason a makeover once. That's the only time, though.

Have you ever spied on your neighbor? No...

When was the last time it rained? There was a literal severe thunderstorm yesterday. In January. And it was over 70 degrees. That NEVER happens here, ever. We've already had one winter thunderstorm before this, so this is just very odd.

Honestly, do you double dip? If I'm sharing with somebody and you're not my long-time significant other where it's no longer weird, no.

What color is your birthstone? Purple.

What is one thing you don’t like sharing? DRINKS. In almost no case will I share a drink. I don't even like sharing with my s/o, but I will if I need to.

Where on your body would you NEVER get a piercing? I wouldn't get a genital piercing. I also find corset piercings to be REALLY gross.

Which Adam Sandler movie do you like the most? I don't know, he has so many.

Did your parents ever read stories to you before bed? My mom did. I can actually remember reading books with her as a young child.

Have you ever been hit on through a text message? Yeah.

Do you have to do any yard work? No.

What’s worse, ignorance or stupidity? Deliberate ignorance. Then you're just trying not to learn.

What was the last topic you did thorough research on? Why? AI art, its effects upon real artists, and its morality debates. An anti-AI art picture is going around dA and I've shared it on both of my accounts there considering I am VEHEMENTLY against AI "art" being a genuine form of artistic expression, and on my main's upload, I shared links to multiple articles that I read in full addressing this issue.

What is an article of clothing you would never ever wear? Thongs look so fucking uncomfortable to me, to name one. Even if I was in great shape and proud of my body I am VERY doubtful I could tolerate one.

Will you go outside today? I think Mom and I are getting Sonic for dinner tonight so yes.

Are you a kinesthetic, an auditory or a visual learner? Kinesthetic as fuck. I can learn *some* things visually, though, but I'm definitely less likely to have that information permanently stick that way.

Do you have any pets and are they cuddly? Cookie is a TOTAL cuddlebug, like all she wants is to be with/on a person, and Roman is also very cuddly, especially if he's tired and wants to sleep. There are occasions where he wants to be left alone, though. Venus is a snake, but for a snake I still do consider her quite cuddly! Like the average ball python she likes to find a spot where she's comfortable and just chill, and that's often against me or even inside my shirt, lol. She definitely proves again and again that she trusts me.

Do you like the smell of coffee? Despite hating the taste of it, coffee is very, very high on my list of favorite smells.

If you have a favorite photographer, can you describe their work? Probably surprisingly, I honestly don't. There's a shitload on deviantART that are absolutely contenders, though. Jovana Rikalo/thefirebomb on dA might be the queen actually, her account name always sticks with me because I just find her art so impressive. There's another female photographer on there who is very popular for portraiture with live, sometimes even ordinarily dangerous animals (I should mention that these animals are all handled/owned morally for various reasons) that are simply stunning and have such a fairytale vibe. I managed to find her via Google, if anyone's interested: Anastasiya Dobrovolskaya. Incredibly talented.

How did you choose your particular Bzoink icon? I don't have a Bzoink and never have.

When you see a good-looking girl in skimpy clothing, what is your initial thought? I wish I had her confidence and probably her body too, haha. People can dress however the hell they want, and if that's in a way that shows more of the body they're proud of having? That's wonderful for them.

How many cars does your household own? One.

Do you know anyone named Edward or any nickname of that? I don't think so.

#survey #surveys #random questions #personal questions

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jolliestlolli · 1 year

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Jolly's Friday Blog Update - Dec 9th 2022

Nearly forgot about this shit lmao.

What a week. I could really go for some MJ right about now but it's looking like I probably won't be having a green Christmas if you know what I mean.

So let's get down to brass tacks: Writing. I haven't done a lot of it this week, there I admitted it. To say I didn't write at all would be inaccurate, but the most I did was some extremely self-indulgent crap that is not meant for virgin eyes to read. Other than that all I really did was make some minor edits to stuff I've written with a very close friend of mine, and even then I know I could have probably done more. Oh well, there's always the weekend.

I had my first ever CT scan this week. Lately my health has sort of been on the decline, and we're hoping to get some answers soon. The truth is I haven't really been well for a long time now, I've been dealing with varying degrees of stomach trouble since I was at least 10 or 11. You might remember in my Author's Notes on my latest Ao3 story The Greatest, I mentioned how I recently got very very sick and was still not 100% recovered at the time that story got uploaded. I'd say I'm doing a lot better but the reality is I'm still dealing with the same issues I've been dealing with for close to a decade now, I've just gotten to a point where I'm like "This is a normal level of pain for me, therefor I'm perfectly fine". IDK what they'll find on the CT Scan, if they'll find anything at all. I almost hope they do just so I can finally get some damn answers. Whatever happens, I'll say this: I'll be happy if I never have to chug an entire bottle of Barium Sulfate again for the rest of my life.

As far as self-care is concerned, I at least have a decent morning routine in place: Wake up, shower, cook myself breakfast, take a walk around the neighborhood to try to wake myself up. Sure, there's room for improvement; I need to start remembering to brush my teeth everyday before they rot right out of my mouth. Oh also! Last night my mom found this old journal I was using back in 2020 to keep track of everything I ate and drank that day, and what my stomach pain was like. I can't entirely remember why I stopped. I feel like it had something to do with the fact that on some days, I couldn't remember what I ate, or if I even ate anything at all. Or maybe I eventually just couldn't be bothered anymore. Who knows. Bottom line, I'm gonna try to get back into the habit of writing in that journal.

Anyways, on another topic: My best friend and I finally started watching the 3rd and final season of Dead To Me last night, which I have been waiting for for a stupidly long time. If you don't know what Dead To Me is, stop whatever you're currently doing, go on Netflix, and watch it right fucking now. You will not regret it. The fact that it hasn't gotten nearly the level of international recognition that certain other Netflix shows have gotten is a crime and an injustice and I will do everything in my power to rectify this mistake. The basic plot is: Jen Harding is a mother of two that was recently widowed after her husband died in a hit and run. At a grief support group, she ends up meeting Judy Hale, and the two of them form a close bond. But Judy has some skeletons in her closet, and she's not even the only one.

My shitty summary probably doesn't even do the show justice, it's just that good. I can't even go into any real detail without giving away a small fraction of the many twists and turns the story takes. You have to see it to know what I'm talking about. We're about 3 episodes in and I'm just super nervous to see how the whole thing concludes, and I have slight PTSD from the last time I got super hyped over a new season of a show I love to pieces only to be horrifically betrayed... (*cough* *cough* The Promised Neverland *cough* *cough* *cough*)

Anyway that's all I can really think to talk about for now, see y'all on Monday. I'll go ahead and leave you with this screenshot of a funny exchange I had with my best friend last night:

#Jolly's Bi-weekly Blog Update #chronic illness #self care #dead to me #netflix

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bitter-sweet-coffee · 2 years

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more late night thoughts because i cant sleep and i wanna talk abt shadow!

now... look. i'm not gonna meme this and slap a #daddyissues on the guy, but let's unpack his strong preference for female companions (and that wasn't an intentional doctor who joke, @authorleaandres has to stop enabling the crossovers)

maria: self explanatory, but basically the blueprint!

rouge: the person closest to him, whom he trusts the most (debatable but i believe it to be true and y'all know i'm the only correct sonic opinion ever)

amy: the person who literally made him remember his purpose, which enabled him to sacrifice himself for the earth. also, when she hugged him by mistake in SA2 he didn't react negatively, despite showing a distaste for physical contact in canon (especially unannounced or nonconsentually!)

let's compare this to:

sonic: his literal rival. say what you want about sonadow and i'm not denying their mutual unspoken respect and bond, but their arrogance clashes for a reason: they're meant to not get along!

knuckles: they're literally so fuckin tense and bitter with each other, it's amusing but unsurprising given their respective isolations, arrogance, and tendency to rival others and question everyone's actions with distaste

silver: kicKS HIM IN THE FUCKING HEAD! yeah he's somewhat impressed with the guy and mentors him, but onwards they seldom get along unless it's for the greater good (silver doesn't trust him).

okay, these are the biggest ones but i'll do some other brief ones:

infinite: generated his villain arc and kicked him in the head too

vector: mehhh... walks away from him and only half helps him (plus it's up to you!) in his game. if you count sonic x he's kind of a dick to vector too lmao

eggman: respects him more than most of the cast, but also fucks his shit up a lot

black doom: ... skip so i dont make the lamest joke

gerald: ... skip again for the same reasons

mephiles: arguably shadow's best foe because their relationship fucking rules i love it UGH someone remind me to make a post on them

okay okay you get the point, shadow and guys don't seem to work out off the bat... but it feels like i'm skipping some important male characters, right? AM I...? NO.

omega: his other best friend alongside rouge who he cares for so damn much i don't even need to elaborate. aha, omega is a ROBOT.

metal sonic: he has such a sad yet beautiful sense of compassion for the lil fella; him and omega recover his body in heroes, shadow is always looking out for him, and also THE ENTIRETY OF RIVALS 2 OH MY GOD. oh yeah, metal sonic is also a robot!

charmy bee: now it might seem weird to bring him up because shadow doesn't have to be nice to him (just like with vector) but unlike the chill croc, charmy IDOLIZES shadow and is generally considered the most annoying character besides like, omochao. (sorry charmy you irritating thing, i love you but i get why others don't!). just like with amy, shadow could very explicitly tell charmy to fuck off, but he doesn't. why? HE IS A CHILD. the fact he lets charmy stick around and has been present enough in the kid's life to be a role model... i need to draw them 🥺

tails: even though they've worked against each other, shadow seems to admire tails' intelligence and innovation, and has worked with him on occasion. besides boom and x where he beats the shit out of tails, shadow does like the guy. why? he is ALSO A CHILD! however he is a wee bit older which is why shadow sometimes wants to kick him around a bit :") (side note: these are the only two *main canons that give tails a confirmed love interest: cosmo and zooey. old enough to date? old enough to get kicked by shadow!)

notice a trend? yeah. by just taking a handful of characters (arguably the ones closest to shadow in game lore) it's clear that shadow is drawn to the female cast and generally more comfortable with them. robots can be gendered i GUESS, but they're literally non binary y'all idk what to tell you 😭 also children don't count. unless you're holding hands which means you'll catch those hands!

i'm not saying shadow hates men or anything (i mean it would be funny though for the memes) but it's clear that he has issues with authority... male authority. male... fathers who have manipulated and weaponized him... and his only positive formative experience pre big T trauma was a girl... maria... y'all see it right? i dont have to spell it out or make a joke 😎

if you're wondering why i left espio out specifically because they get along really well off the bat, it's because clearly they have mutual unspoken crushes bc they're fruity. i'm literally not biased lmao WHAT no i'm not debunking sonadow and infinadow and whatever other ships y'all have because i'm getting shadpio brainrot... lol no thats not me!

SO TLDR: shadow feels safer with female identifying characters, technically genderless characters, and non binary entities even if they're masc coded bc robot brr. GOT THAT? NO FUCKING TERFS HERE BC EVERYONE IN SONIC IS GAY AND TRANS SO DONT EVEN TRY RUINING THIS

if you made it this far into one of my late night shenanigan posts, then you know me well enough that the bar is on the floor so uh:

youtube

(it's muffled bc he's blasting it on the ARK and this is what the planet hears)

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11 and 12 for whoever you want to talk about

I'm in a Michael mood so I'll go with him.

11) do you think it’s better to have a copious amount of content for your f/o, even with the risk of finding a lot of ship art, or better to have a lot less?

Tbh there isn't much ship art with Michael which is nice! So I enjoy having tons of content of him and I go through his tags quite often. Really the only ship art I ever find with him is Michael x Laurie which is rare because they're siblings in so many timelines, so most people don't like that ship which is a win for me, and the occasional Michael x Jason Voorhees which tbh I don't mind at all because it's kinda funny.

12) aren’t you tired of being nice? this is an excuse to rant.

I am SO tired of being nice, I absolutely DO want to go apeshit.

HOW IN THE FUCK WAS DR. LOOMIS EVER SUPPOSED TO BE WRITTEN AS A GOOD GUY??

"Ohh I'm a psychologist and I think this actual child is EVIL because I can see it in his EYES and now I'm going to dedicate my whole life to making sure he NEVER gets any real help and is completely utterly isolated from society forever"

WHERE THE FUCK DID THIS GUY GET HIS DEGREE?? WHO DECIDED TO LET THIS MAN BE AROUND CHILDREN?

Idk if any of y'all have read the Halloween book but he is even WORSE in the book. He actually uses other child patients at the hospital as bait to intentionally TRY to get Michael to hurt people so he can prove his own bias against him. He actually shows up in court and argues against the judge telling him he can't release Michael because "idk I don't like him". The judge even asks him for evidence and he's got nothing other than his "gut feeling". Buddy?? My dude?? There are plenty of people I have a bad "gut feeling" about too and you don't see me trying to get them permanently isolated from society. I fully believe that of Dr. Loomis hadn't been there and there had instead been an actually competent doctor in charge of Michael's case he could have recovered reasonably well and actually lived a pretty normal life as long as he had some continued mental health assistance and medication but nooo he had to get the worst guy possible and now he is beyond recovery.

Anyways yea other than Judith's death all the violence that happens in the Halloween movies is Loomis' fault.

#asks #its a hunter's moon 🎃

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Thank y'all for the wishes, I hope I recover before my birthday so that it isn't as shitty as usual, you two are some of the people I talk to the most though so not expecting much 😃👍

Anyways, THE HIGHS AND LOWS IS BACKKKKKK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH I LOVE IT

I found your page through you make me stay so this was the second thing I read so I feel fluffy when I read the same old characters cause it's just (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞

I hope that stuff works out between y/n and Hyunjin though, even if it's not my ult ship in this series, we don't want bad blood with him in any scenario

Also, I ride a bike, so after reading several minho fanfics which have him riding a bike, I genuinely wanna race his ass cause it's the only time I ever look even slightly cool (I definitely do not look cool when I'm putting my helmet on and taking it off because your girl's hair doesn't know how to behave)

Anyways, I'll be going to sleep now cause my meds make me sleepy

-🍕

awww! i’ll pray for your recovery before your birthday!! (stay safe in celebrating it though oki 😥). also let us know when it is pls, we’ll have our own virtual ask party or smth idk.

and ofc, we’ll always be here for you to talk to :>

AND OMG YOU MAKE ME STAY 😭 that feels so ancient though technically it’s only been 3 and a half months. that fic was literally my first ever fic AND post here so i can’t believe you’ve been here from the start. i’m glad you started talking to me 🤗, reading that honestly made me feel excited to write for epic highs and lows again hnghh so thank you.

and yeah, angry hyunjin is the worst 😥 (who’s your fave ship tho, not like i’ve ever established any ships yet but who do you ship)

JSHWJSHSS and yeah, biker minho is one of my fave tropes. do you wear a leather jacket too? you should definitely do the helmet removing hair flip JKJK

take care!

#anon:🍕#anon: bub stop.#pizza anon

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whereconfusionisarhyme · 4 years

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First Reactions To Logan’s Playlist

K first song let’s do this

White and Nerdy-Weird Al Yankovic

Wtf this song was definitely Joan’s idea I mean who else would think of ‘White and Nerdy’ for Logan

Is this like canon he listens to this stuff or like songs about him???

Not Perfect-Tim Minchin

TIM MINCHIN

Bo Burnham better be on Logan's playlist

#deep

Is this about the mindpalace/inside of Thomas’ head??? Cause like???? Ouch???? I think????

Lol nvm it’s not sad lmao

I take back my take back it is sad

So this could be literally “in his mind” or it could be figurative and it’s really messing with my funky flow

Streaks-ANIMA!

Cool instrumental

Love the voice sounds a little like MARINA and Regina Spektor

Oh no I’m two lines in and I can tell it’s gonna be sad

OH NO CONFORMITY RELATED ANGST AHHHHH

Wow Logan is just out here being relatable isn’t he smh 😔👊

"Cause you're a smart kid, but you're still a kid" LOGAN REALLY BE OUT HERE BEING RELATABLE ON MAIN

The Elements-Tom Lehrer

Sounds like what piano class would sound like if I took piano class

Something you would listen to in science class

Bop

Medicine-STRFCKR

A Fever You Can't Sweat Out vibes

Lmao nvm

Gonna go look up the lyrics rn brb

A sad bop

Philosophy cool

Human-Tank And The Bangas

Logan playing this to comfort himself because this singer is the only person who has ever told him this

WHO HURT LOGAN WITH THEIR WORDS

LOGAN THE HEART SKIPPING COMMENT ARE YOU OKAY IM GIVING YOU A HUG

GUYS LOGAN IS TRYING TO CONVINCE HIMSELF THAT HE MATTERS IM NOT OKAY

Last???? Relationship???

Okay I'm not a shipper BUT my theorist analysis obsessed brain is just SCREAMING about Roman and Patton

Observation: Logan is probably atheistic and this song covers God a lot. I don't have a conclusion or anything just pointing that out

This woman do be calming tho like yes I'm beautiful yes I'm special thank you

Okay so I already knew Logan wasn't okay but he 100% isn't okay

Fittet Happier-Radiohead

K two words in and I can tell this is gonna be sad here we go

Employees? Or maybe…other sides?

Minor key ok

SELF HARM ISNT OKAY

"WILL NOT CRY IN PUBLIC" NONONONO

So I heard of a good therapist just downtown-

The Watchtower-The Dø

I paused it cause I need a second after the last one

Guys as someone who dissosiates a lot I think Logan might be dissosiating

Dissosiating to protect himself from his emotions

Y'all just trust me in this one

Coming for the TØP brand I see

K ready to start again here we go

Fire beat I'm vibing with it

Is he trying to distance himself from his emotions to try and perform his tasks better like watching from a Watchtower???

This is the first character I've seen that might dissosiate which only means one thing

I'm gonna be projecting an unholy amount in my fanfiction

"No one in particular" hon who hurt you

City Lights=Emotions (which he considers distractions)??? Maybe??

I'm a William Finn fan come on this isn't my first rodeo

Art Is Dead-Bo Burnham

BO BURNHAM I WAS RIGHT

We all love some good Imposter Syndrome (tm)! :D

This gives Learning New Things About Ourselves' a whole new meaning

Ngl this is the first time I heard the degrading of the piano at the end and I'm here for it

In My Mind-Amanda Palmer

Oop we LOVE setting up impossible expectations for yourself to the point you have a cripplingly horrid self esteem! :D

Logan I've done this before and trust me it isn't worth it the mental breakdowns are too taxing

I'll do it when I'm older=I'm never gonna get around to it

I don't wanna be the person I wanna be either

Why do I perfectly understand every lyric am I ok

Live!!! While you!!!! Can!!!!

At least there's a happy ending

Okay so I've decided that once I'm done I'm gonna make a list of songs I think would fit in the playlist

Algorythym-Childish Gambino

K its spelled incorrectly get ready for some metaphors my dudes

Intro is cool definitely very very Logan WOAH OKAY CHAIN SMOKER

Gonna go look up lyrics I don't understand shit

The chorus sounds like Thanksgiving at my Aunt's house where like 100+ African American relatives blast house music and dance until their feet falls off

Nvm no it doesn't

GO OFF

ELPHABA BETTER WATCH OUT CHILDISH GAMBINO IS COMING FOR YOUR BELT

Adlibs are everything

Letter C-Zach Sherwin

This gives off the same vibes as that one pickle video by Charlie Puth

Roman vs Logan rap battle but it's this

I don't really see why this is related but sure

Time Adventure-The Marcus Hedgehog

Nostalgiaaaaaa

Okay Logan has too many songs talking about one (1) person who is it

I have a gut feeling that it's about Thomas and how Logan used to be enough "back then" but now he thinks he's not cause like let's be honest when was the last time someone gave Logan a strong sincere thank you for all that he does????Excluding DWIT (which doesn't really count in my opinion cause they said he was cool, not like an integral and arguably the most important and powerful side) nobody really appreciates Logan???? Hugs???

Anyway plz ignore this is just how my brain works

K next song

The Breach-clipping.

OKAY SLOW DOWN IM GONNA LOOK UP LYRICS

Is this Daveed Diggs???? I haven't listened to Hamilton in like forever is this Daveed Diggs???

LITERALLY PERFECY PARRALLEL TO LOGAN AND THE SIDES

Sound effects

Really just gonna fry my eardrums like that huh

What I Do For U-Ra Ra Riot

Okay scrap anything and everything I said about it being the sides Logan is 100% talking about Character!Thomas

Erase Me-Ben Folds Five

Ooh this intro reminds me of this one particular musical songs but I don't remember which one

Wait have I listened to this before????

I've listened to this before!

Okay I need to stop being distracted

NOOOOOO don't Erase Yourself!!!!

Logan really just do be having no Self Esteem don't he

Okay so theory: Logan didn't pop up in person in the last video because his eyes were too red from crying

I have 0 evidence so it's not a very good theory but…

Just throwing it out there

One More Time with Feeling-Regina Spektor

Oh no it's Regina Spektor

Oh no I'm gonna cry

Okay so Logan doesnt wanna block of all emotion, only permit some to show???? But most of the time block everything????

Did I get that???

Nobody!!!! Thanks!!!! Logan!!!!

Awww he just wants love and recognition

Tbh this sounds a lot like Roman they have so much in common despite their constant arguing

Galaxy Song-Monty Python

Ooh Monty Python

I haven't listened to Monty Python so I sadly don't know the context

Really just dissing all of the other sides aren't we

Can't really blame him tho

Very scientific

"Yeau~"

Sweet with dark undertones. Love it.

Equation-Hans Zimmer

Later I'm gonna check the equations if they're correct XD

Sunrise-In The Heights

!!!!!!

WHO???!!!!!

K to this is one of my favorite love songs ever it's just so sweet and as someone who's bilingual the concept is just amazingly wonderful so yeah I may be freaking out

Also because WHO??!!

Okay I said I wasn't a shipper but let's be honest this is probably about Roman not romantically but like

OR MAYBE JANUS???

IM SO CONFUSED

But Logan is definitely Nina in this situation it just fits so well with her character for the same reasons I really wanna play her (but never will cause I'm exactly 0% Latin American smh) yeah the pressures to be the smartest and then it backfiring horribly and oh God what if Inùtil is also in the playlist ahhhh

Okay moving on

Lifeboat-Heathers

WHAT

CONFORMITY RELATED ANGST LOGAN STOP BEING RELATABLE AHHHH

IS THIS CAPTAIN THOMAS??? THE OTHER SIDES AS A WHOLE??? AN ABSTRACT CONCEPT???

IM NOT OKAY

Bohemian Groove-Will Connolly

Okay I'm still not recovered from the last song but I need to continue or else I'm never gonna finish this playlist

Eeecccchhhhhoooo

Your friends haven't surpassed you Logan you belong with them okay????

Emptiness despite success??? Millennial who???

Vibing with it but also are you okay

Nvm I know the answer already

Hug All Ur Friends-Cavetown

Okay so Logan is a Cavetown gay noted

Self validation??? Who's she???

Lies. You care so much about what other people *sides* think about you

Maybe Logan listens to this song to remind himself to not care too much

But it doesn't work and it's getting to him more and more

That took a turn

Breathin'-Thomas Sanders

Good move

Don't really have much to say on this

The Bidding

Spoopy

Alchoholic!Logan

New idea for us fan writers

The pronunciation of beurgoise

Okay I'm like pretty certain at this point that all of the songs that mention a someone else is about Character!Thomas

A Better Version

OHMYGOD I LOVE THIS MUSICAL ITS SO UNDERRATED I HAVE LISTENED TO THE SOUNDTRACK AND UNGODLY AMOUNT OF TIMES YESSSSS

But also since I know the song in terrified cause the feels are gonna come in I just know it

Wait so is Jayce supposed to be Thomas???

I am suddenly feeling much more uncertain about my certainty

Okay let me unpause and just listen to it (even though I already know all of the lyrics)

Okay so I'm a dumbass and apparently this song isn't even part of the playlist

Okay so I'm an idiot and the last few songs have all been "related to playlist" and not in the actual playlist I'm big dumb.

Anyway here's my list of songs I think would fit. (BTW, I only went off of lyrics for these ones. I realize that there’s a general sound and vibe for the playlist, but I decided not to follow it.)

Oh No! ~ MARINA

Hug All Ur Friends ~ Cavetown

Bohemian Groove ~ Will Connolly

Guiltless ~ Dodie Clark

Lifeboat ~ Laurens O’Keefe

The Bidding ~ *idk who*

I Am Not A Robot ~ MARINA

Inútil - Lin Manuel Miranda

Through The Eyes Of A Child ~ AURORA

Community Gardens ~ The Scary Jokes

Let me know if I should do this with the other playlists as well! :)

#sander sides #ts sanders sides #sanders sides #thomas sanders #tss #logan sander angst #logan sanders #ts logan #logan’s playlist #first reaction #self harm mention #tw self harm

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formulakay · 3 years

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kayla!!

i don't even know where to start but i just wanted to tell you how much i loved your texts with toto series!!! i swear to toto, it's the best fic i've ever read in my life. oh, and don't get me wrong, the amount of fics i read is beyond sinful and i am definitely going to rot in hell.

everything is just... perfect. storyline, dialogue, style and tone, idk you name it, it's perfect. i finished the whole series in one sitting and i don't even know how many times i re-read it since then. i would do a whole ass thesis on how great it is, only if i were as eloquent as you.

i would proudly be buried with a copy of the series and have someone give an eulogy letting everyone know how your work changed my life thus all of y'all should fucking read it too. i don't mean to freak you out, but i clearly don't know how to express my feelings other than in some nutjob language. i apologise in advance if i made you uncomfortable. i really didn't mean to...

i feel like i'm only going to get crazier so i'll stop before i completely lose my dignity as a civilised human being. thank you so much for sharing your work. by far the best thing happened to me in 2021. i hope you win the lottery, meet a genie that'll make any of your wishes come true, become a super human and more ridiculously amazing things happen to you. you deserve it!!

hope you have a fantastic day. take care and stay safe!!

all the love, c.

oh my god? i want to kiss you on the mouth for this message, seriously. OH my god!

“the best fic you’ve ever read in your life”??? i am crying in the club right now. you want to be buried with the series?? you’re freaking me out but in the best possible way?? i will never recover from this message. i’m going to print it out and hang it on my wall. stop the count. this is the ultimate trophy.

this is what i dream about when i write, is my work having an effect on readers (literally, even if you’re vehemently pissed off at what i wrote, if my words can have an effect, i’m thrilled). i’m just.. my hands are shaking and i’m likely gonna cry here in a minute. maybe throw up (affectionately). c, if i don’t already follow you (or if i do and i’m too stupid to recall your url), please reach out because i want to send you the biggest hug possible.

and also, don’t die yet cause then we’d have to dig you up and add the two other parts that i have planned for twt once they’re completed, and i’m not about to desecrate a grave (unless you want me to!)

adding a link here seem so silly but if y'all wanna heed c's advice: check out Texts with Toto Part 3: The Beginning (and tell me if I'm getting annoying with promoing it!)

#you called it perfect #that's on par with my dad saying he's proud of me #i actually am crying this message is incredible and i do not deserve it #please come be my friend omg #i literally don't know what else to say i'm speechless #this has made my whole entire life #fam THIS is the best thing to happen to me in 2021 #i will never forget this #my mortal body will pass on but this will remain with my soul for eternity #oh my god #Anonymous #c my beloved #kay.ask

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