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ranhaitanisgf · 6 months

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aaaaaAAAAA CONGRATS ON 2K !! IM SO HAPPY & PROUD OF YOUUUUU ILYSM YOU DONT KNOW HOW MYCH I LOOK FORWARD TO YOUR HCS 🗣!!

ofc i HAD to join on this event 🤩 may i have a scenario for “oblivious ‘best friends’ “ & “getting sick” with inui? where reader FINALLY realizes that inui actually cared for her more than a friend would ? preferably fluff 🛐 TQSM LOVE I APPRECIATE IT [cry] <3

— inui [inupi] seishu // obvlivious best friends // getting sick

[𖤐] ANON THATS SO SWEET !!!! im sorry for disappearing for so damn long !!! i hopeeee yall enjoy this, as i went wayyyy over word limit once again !! i also rewrote this like two hundred million times cuz i was struggling w the vibes idk ... anywho. enjoy my loveliessss xoxooooo

wc ; 1.7k+

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inui was worried.

well, he wasn’t sure that that was quite the word to sum up how he was feeling at the moment, but it was the best he could come up with at the moment.

his worry had started around a week ago, when you had stopped showing up to toman meetings. it was highly unusual, since even though you took on more of a strategic role rather than a fighting role, you still would attend every meeting to offer your input on different issues and how to solve them. you prided yourself on your intellect and being able to strategize, so the first day you hadn’t shown up, it was already ringing alarm bells in his mind.

after the second, third, and fourth day, inui was sure that something terrible had happened, and somehow nobody had told him. however, even after asking around all the divisions, and even mikey himself, he concluded that nobody had a clue as to where you were. every time he tried to call your cell, it went straight to voicemail, and all the texts that he sent were still on delivered.

and so now, as any best friend would do, he showed up at your apartment.

he had visited a couple times in the last week, repeatedly pressing your doorbell and knocking on the door for what seemed like forever. he didn’t want to intrude into your home, but his worry was getting to its peak, so, as an normal person would do, he decided to break your door down.

sure, he felt pretty guilty about it, especially since your landlord would probably give you hell about it, but the pros outweighed the cons in this situation.

pros: he gets to see if you’re safe.

cons: your landlord gets angry and increases your rent, your door is broken until it gets fixed, your neighbors will be upset (maybe), you might get kicked out of your apartment.

yeah, in his mind, the pro outweighed the cons.

with a strong kick, inui swiftly kicked beneath the handle of your door. as expected, it wasn’t the strongest thing, so it opened rather easily, even having the courtesy to stay on the hinges.

“(y/n)?” his voice rang throughout your apartment, feeling a bit on edge at how messy everything was.

had someone broken in and kidnapped you? did you get robbed and they ended up abducting you? what if-?

“what…the fuck.” inui’s jumbled thoughts cleared up the moment he heard your voice, (was it a bit more raspy than usual?). you had emerged from your bedroom, a blanket heaped over your shoulders as you blankly stared at him.

“(y/n)...” without much thinking, inui took a couple hasty steps forward and wrapped his arms around you, relief flooding through him. “do you have any idea how worried i’ve been? why didn’t you pick up any of my calls?” you sniffled a bit in his embrace, making him step back a bit to get a better look at you.

your eyes were rimmed red, and now that he was paying more attention, he realized that you were really warm. your hair was quite a mess, and despite the thick blanket that you were holding over your shoulders, you seemed to be shivering.

“well, that’s ‘cause my cell’s been dead and i haven’t charged it.” you jerked a thumb over at the living room couch, which your dead cell phone was laying on. “what’re you even doing here though? did you break the door?” your eyes wandered behind him, seeing your door wide open, looking back at inui as he froze a bit at the question.

“yeah…i’ll pay for a new one. is this why you haven’t been responding? because you’re sick?”

“i think you’re smart enough to answer that question yourself.” you mumbled, turning around and walking back to your bedroom. “now, if you’ll excuse me, ‘m gonna go back to sleep…” after taking another couple steps though, you felt yourself stumbling as your vision began to blur.

your wavering frame was steadied by two arms at your shoulders, quickly leading you to sit down on the edge of your bed. as your vision came back, you noticed inui kneeling in front of you, his brows pinched together with worry as he slipped his cool hand onto your forehead.

“you’ve had this high of a fever this whole time?”

“yep…” you could barely keep your eyes open at this point, your head bobbing up and down as you tried to stay awake.

“hm…just go back to sleep.”

“will do…” you mumbled, flopping back onto your bed and getting under your blankets.

inui looked down at you as you passed out almost immediately, feeling worried and a little bit betrayed. why hadn’t you called him? had you been taking care of yourself this whole time?

he settled onto the edge of your bed, carefully pushing some strands of hair out of your face. gently, he pulled some of your blanket up, tucking you in, the corners of his lips turning up as you buried yourself deeper in the blanket.

cute…

“...up…(y/n)...wake up…” you groaned at the subtle shaking of your body, turning over to try and go back to sleep. “(y/n)? just wake up for a few minutes and you can go back to sleep.” the smell of something good wafted through the air, which was enough to make you slowly open one eye, turning back over.

inui was above you, leaning over as he made sure you were awake. his blue eyes became a bit softer when you finally opened both of your own eyes, staying over you for a moment more than was necessary before leaning back. carefully, he handed you a small bowl of rice, a fried egg on top of it with some soy sauce, handing you a pair of chopsticks.

“you should eat if you want to get your strength back.” you dug in without another word; the most you had been surviving on in the past week was crackers and cheese, since that was the only thing you were able to eat without doing any sort of cooking.

however, your eating paused when you felt inui pushing some of your hair to the side, unpeeling a cold pack and carefully sticking it to your forehead. he was a little bit closer than he probably needed to be; you could see the flecks of green in his blue irises, his eyebrows still pinched together a little bit as he looked at you.

ba-dump!

now that you were a little bit more awake, you became quite conscious of how messy your hair was, and even more so noticing how sweaty and gross you were. your fingers ran through your hair, trying your best to take some of the tangles out as you looked to the side, embarrassment flooding through you. you hadn’t called anyone on purpose; you hadn’t exactly wanted anybody to see you like this.

“er, thanks…”

“...”

“...seishu…?” you questioned, feeling a bit awkward as he seemed to be lost in his own thoughts. he looked back at you from his seat on the edge of your bed, a somewhat faraway look in his eyes.

“hm?”

“uhm, are you alright…?” at your question, inui opened his mouth, then closed it again, seeming to be thinking about something. he mulled over it for a few more moments, the silence feeling just a tad awkward, before he started to speak again.

“i wish you had called me.” he said, a tone of hurt in his voice. “i was worried that something may have happened to you…and even if you’re just sick, i just…” inui paused, fiddling a bit with a piece of his hair as his ears turned a bit pink. “...i wish that you would rely on me more.” he sighed, his head pulling down a bit as he stared at the ground.

the straightforwardness of his words caught you wholly off guard; you had not been expecting that sort of response from him.

you felt some guilt flood through you at seeing his sadness, laying your chopsticks across your bowl as his words echoed through your head. you supposed that you probably should have just let him know that you were sick instead of trying to disappear for a week or two, since you probably would have also been worried if he had tried to pull a stunt like that.

“i’m sorry…i just didn’t want anybody to see me like this. i don’t exactly look the best right now, so-”

“you look good.”

“...” you stared at the boy seated next to you, trying to find any sort of lie in his eyes. instead, he just kept looking back at you with the most honesty in his eyes, a slight smile across his lips. “you’re a weirdo…” you murmured, feeling your heart skip a beat when you realized that he seemed to be serious with his words, (was your face feeling hot because of your fever?).

inui didn’t reply to your half-hearted words, instead taking the bowl from your hands and placing it on your bedside table.

“you should get some rest.” you stayed sitting up for a moment, your eyes tracing over all his fluid movements. his blue eyes suddenly flicked back to you, the eye contact finally breaking the trance you seemed to be in, making you immediately lay back down and cover the bottom half of your face with your blankets. despite the embarrassment you were suddenly feeling, there was also a giddy feeling you felt as you watched inui adjust your blankets, making sure that you were all covered up.

“are you going to leave?”

please say no.

“well, no…your door doesn’t close now, and i’m not going to leave you here to let just anybody walk in.”

“oh, right. forgot about that…” you giggled a bit at inui’s sheepish expression as he stood up, clearing off your bedside table and standing up.

“get better soon, (y/n).” there was a small smile on his face as he exited, gently closing your door behind him. when you were sure he was gone, you couldn’t help the euphoric smile that spread across your face, pulling your blankets a bit over your face.

did that really just happen!?

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love-killed-the-superstar · 2 months

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The Last Ronin 2: Re-Evolution Issue #1 LIVEBLOG

SPOILERS ABOUND. I'M NOT GOING TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS IT'LL PROBABLY GET SUPER LONG

Okay so Casey Marie's muscles are something I'm never going to get over. SHE LOOKS GOOD!!!!! Her getup is feeling a little too reminiscent of a cape-wielding superhero for my tastes to be honest - I really loved the more practical outfits she wore in TLR Lost Years, especially in issue 4 when she was running the training mission for the kids. But ah well, I'm sure this will grow on me. It may not be practical (edna's law of no capes is coming to mind, also PLEASE TIE YOUR HAIR UP WHEN YOU'RE FIGHTING GIRL!!!) but it's very cunty anyway which I appreciate

Straight up thought she killed this guy - what was that sound effect if he's still able to walk??? I fr thought she snapped his neck

IDK if we needed a whole 8 pages of punching and kicking to exposition dump what we kinda already knew from what's been shown in the lost years (esp the lost day special) but IT'S FINE IG... NOW ONTO THE BABIES

SORRY, SORRY. TEENAGERS NOW.

GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET. We're ALREADY getting the leo-v-raph adjacent dynamic with these two and I'm living for it. if one of them drops a stone cold 'fearless leader' jab i will lose my shit

HI? HELLO, EXCUSE ME, MIND-TALKING? PICTURES IN HEAD? ARE WE A FAMILY THAT LUCID DREAMS OR SOMETHING?!?? I DON'T REMEMBER THIS BEING SOMETHING THEY COULD DO?? every new speech bubble here is like a punch to the gut, wdym telepathy wdym secret lair wdym honouring everything master splinter taught you???? (although i'm proud that when this panel dropped on news sites i was immediately like THAT ISN'T THE KITCHEN FROM LOST YEARS. turns out it was a Secret Lair TM)

Teenage Mutant Ninja Seance -- TURTLES COUNT IT OFF!!

not gonna screenshot the whole backstory but they're basically doing a telepathic puppet show explaining the backstory and it's pretty much the mirage origins with a bit of extra tlr flair. as always it HURTS ME seeing the turtles dying so thanks for that tlr2 :'')) icb these kids watch a mind movie of their uncles dying every fucking night. yall are messy

SOBBING AND CRYING,, I WISH YOU'D ALL HAD THE CHANCE TO KNOW HIM TOO!!!!!! I WISH YOU'D GOTTEN TO KNOW ALL OF THEM!!!!! (tlr splinter doesnt count tho because hes a dick)

there was a cool sequence of them rooftop hopping n stuff but i wont cover it bc we already saw it in a bunch of news articles weeks ago

i just did the SHARPEST INHALE. casey marie you and your beautiful muscular arms have aged like the finest wine

YI NO!!!!!

lmaooo moja is JUDGING your taste in women u two

lots of text... blah blah blah jobs, crimerates, blah blah... jiro in pig uniform jumpscare.. casey marie i thought u were going to fix him :(((

YESSSSS KIDS ARE GOING ON A MISSION WITH THEIR MOM, LETS FUCKING GOOOOO

MY BABIES ARE KICKING ASS!!!!!

....,.HUH

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY BABY BOY ODIE!!!!!!!!!!! WHO DID THIS TO HIM!!!!!!???? WHAT??!???? HUH/1?!!? EXCUSE ME????

I'M . LIKE WHAT DO I EVEN SAY TO THIS. IT CAME OUT OF NOWHERE??? WHAT IS GOING ON!!!

FINAL THOUGHTS:

dude that first issue was wordy but the kids were ON POINT. they were so fun!! their dialogue is fun and they kick ass.

i loved yi announcing the punishment for casey while the others were like NOO SHE DIDNT MEAN THAT DONT LISTEN TO HER. we're getting more of their personalities and it's great!! it was a nice throwback to issue 2 of lost years when they were cleaning - yi refused to help because of how strictly she was following instructions. im picking up that she might be neurodivergent but i did get that from the lost years too - only doing things within strict instructions, getting frustrated at teaching odyn chess, not because of him playing horseys with the knights but that it was Against The Rules Of Chess - and now not picking up on some social cues. It's nice to see!! I love her very much, but it feels like besides rehashing the origin story she took a bit of a backseat to the other three.

i want to know more about why uno said being a rebel was moja's 'thing', since she didn't seem to be any more rebellious than the other three in this issue. we didn't get any unique interactions between her and casey marie which is what i felt was lacking from lost years but i wonder if this is hinting towards a more turbulent mother-daughter dynamic with them... I REALLY HOPE SO!! her and uno butting heads in a leo-raph way is very fun - i don't mind one or two prior group dynamics leaking into the new turtle siblings because they're all so different from the original 4.

uno seems to be taking on slightly more of a leader role than moja so i think he won the title of fearless leader. which is fine, i think it'll be fun to see and he's definitely less of an asshole now than when he was growing up in lost years. still picking on odyn a bit but seems to snipe at moja just as much. even when he was commenting on yi's storytelling he didn't make fun of her, though - i think she may have inherited the 2k3 don ability of being Completely Unbullyable.

i was really pleased that odyn felt more involved!! i feel like he took the backseat a few times in lost years - it was fun seeing more of his personality shine through! he and yi seem to get on the best, and i giggled at them rolling their eyes at moja and uno's raph-leo schtick. i didn't expect him to TURN TO FUCKING STONE THOUGH, so i'm nervous about that. WHAT DOES IT MEAN? WHO DID THIS TO MY BOY? IS HE GOING TO TURN BACK NEXT CHAPTER OR IS HE OUT OF COMMISSION UNTIL THE END OF THE RUN??? (if it's the latter i'll be a bit annoyed - don't take odyn away from the equation please!!)

I do wonder if by introducing casually that they can PSYCHICALLY CONNECT, the turtles will use that as a technique to reach odyn's mind to make sure he's still in there and piece together what's happened to him. i mean, their casual telepathy has gotta be some sort of chekhov's gun right?

and shit.... april was so fucking mad casey took the babies out so she's going to EXPLODE when she finds out what happened to her baby boy, her beloved favourite, her baby odyn :''(( im giggling rubbing my hands together waiting for the fallout but also if she cries i might cry too. speaking of april, she seems to be working on a new project and i saw nano particles mentioned - are we going to have a roninverse version of nano in this run???? I NEED MY ROBOT SON

as always, casey marie... u have aged like fine wine. u are stunning. disappointed that ur still believing that jiro can do good as a cop when their entire police force and government is corrupt as fuck. just feels very naive of her. i'm excited to see her break down at the concept of losing odyn - in fact i need everyone to mourn this beautiful kid. they tell us so much that shes a super clingy helicopter mom and i am picking up on the strict part, but it would be nice to see more of her just... hugging her kids. holding them. i get why she didnt in this issue but id love more mama casey squishing their cheeks and kissing their foreheads.

i have zero fucking clue what's going on with odyn. im wondering if it's somehow related to nano, or to whatever project April is working on - she says it's to do with clearing the tunnels, but I''m not convinced. who knows, there might be some ulterior motive happening.

Anyway, that's the end of my liveblog!! thanks for reading all the way to the end... go read it wherever you read ur comics!!!

#the last ronin #the last ronin 2 #the last ronin 2 spoilers #tlr #tlr2 spoilers

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quodekash · 8 months

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im already about to cry and the episode hasn't even started yet, so that's a nice sign that'll probably foreshadow how tonight is gonna go

PLS I LOVE HER SO MUCH

SHE ACTUALLY LISTENS AND TALKS TO KANGHAN

SHE IS MY GODDESS

MY QUEEN

MY MILF

9GO3U4ERHDSGN9P8IO4EURBDGN980OEUVDS

I KNEW SHE WAS CAPTAINING THE SHIP BUT HOLY FRICK NUGGETS

GUEOJRKBGNUOERJDFBGEUOR

IM SOBBING SO HARD RN

lmao nice joke

based on this scene being right at the start here, this episode is definitely gonna be the one where he properly realises his feelings for sailom (if he hasn't realised them already, which I dont think he has. he hasn't accepted it, at least)

AND BASED ON THAT LOGIC, generally the way these writers and directors etc base these ones, they fully lean into the fell first / fell harder dynamic, and almost immediately after the second person realises, they kiss

SO im very much hoping for a kiss at the end of this episode (but it also might not be til next episode)

WE'RE WHAT, ONE MINUTE INTO THE EPISODE?? AND WE'RE ALREADY GETTING TO THE INTIMATE STARES????

OH BOY IM SCARED FOR THE REST OF THE EPISODE

I THINK MY GAY LITTLE HEART MIGHT ACTUALLY EXPLODE

oh yup, oh yup, we've got the heartbeat sound in the background. kang's feelings are coming to lightttt (PLEASE LET THEM KISS TODAY)

AAA

IM SO EXCITED FOR WHATS GONNA HAPPEN BC OF THIS

my theory that they're gonna run away during school hours is still going strong

NOOOOO THE SCENE WAS SO NICE AND HAPPY AND FLUFFY WHY ARE YOU HERE TO RUIN IT YOU BASTARD???

yup okay so that theory is definitely right

(the theory that saifah's gonna like steal from kang's house, and his dad is gonna get shot in the process. not my own theory, it's from @ respectthepetty and it's such a good theory, I love it so much)

OML THIS IS SO FUNNY

I CANT WAIT FOR MORE BATHROOM SHENANIGANS, THIS IS GONNA BE WONDERFUL

awh is he lonely?

he needs a hug

from kang

all through the night

it'll be insane if they do tho, its literally night one, there's no way

I TAKE IT BACK, APPARENTLY IM WRONG????

OKAY NVM APPARENTLY I WASNT WRONG

im half convinced kang is gonna walk in or smth tho

YALL IM SCREAMING, HE FULL-ASS JUST HEEHEED

THEY ARE FRIENDS

AAAA THE LYRICS

I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH

THEYRE SO PLAYFUL WITH EACH OTHER

WHAT THE HELL

what I wouldn't give to be that driver rn

THE ARM OVER THE SHOULDER???????

THEYRE LITERALLY SO IN LOVE?????????

OMG

PIMFAH

MY WIFE

I rly wish that screenshot was better but the wifi is being stupid for no reason (which isn't surprising since this is Australia and we have the shittest wifi there is)

anyway IM SO SURE JUNE IS GONNA SHOW UP TODAY

GIVE👏US👏LESBIANS👏

DID I NOT SAY IT?

I WAS RIGHT YALL

AAAAAAAAAAA

LITERALLY IMMEDIATE

AS SOON AS THE OTHER MAJOR FEMALE CHARACTER WAS INTRODUCED, B O O M, LESBIANS

I VERY MUCH APPRECIATE THIS

although I wasn't expecting it to be teacher/student

she is just a trainee teacher, but its still a bit ick

idk tho

I guess we'll see what they do with it

gay panic in real time

ooh yes ive been waiting for the familial need for an heir thing to crop up, yesyesyes

making me think of drarry now

OKAY SO MAYBE I WAS WRONG

MAYBE HE DOES LIKE HER

but the things I said are still true

the evidence we've gotten before just now havent really felt solid enough to argue that kang likes pimfah

but now... I guess I have to agree

pimfah knows/suspects/ships it and no one can convince me otherwise

IM WHEEZE-LAUGHING THIS IS HILARIOUS

THE MUSIC PLAYING IN THE BACKGROUND?????

I CANT RN

SO THIS IS DEFINITELY A DREAM SEQUENCE, RIGHT?

I wasn't expecting imaginary scenes from this series but I deeply appreciate it

I CANT STOP LAUGHING

THIS IS SO EMBARRASSING, SAILOM

YOU SHOULD BE EMBARRASSED

BUT ITS ALSO SUCH A MOOD

also I like kang's shoes

Y E S

I WAS HOPING FOR OPEN HOUSE VIEWJUNE

again, I wasn't expecting it to be teacher/student, but anyway

OH YOU LESBIANN

G3I4ORENHGKLS

I would do the same tho

June is so pretty

and so is view

and so is chimon

and so is Perth

(and so is satang)

(no I will not shut up about my satang and perth siblings agenda, its too good to keep to myself)

NO IM OUT OF IMAGES

on the bright side, it took a lot longer to run out today than it did last week

#quodekash disregards sleep because of dangerous romance #dangerous romance #dangerous romance series #dangerous romance the series #kanghansailom #kangsailom #sailomkang #sailomkanghan #perthchimon #chimonperth #chimon wachirawit #perth tanapon #view benyapa #june wanwimol #viewjune #juneview #pimfahnabdao #nabdaopimfah

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scarsinmysoul · 1 year

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i experienced things

and i showed myself how strong i was

getting higher from the lows is much higher than my goals

since i came from school i worried about my goals,

in life there is no role

instead of being on your own

fuck this man i cant deny it

all this pressure i refuse to deny it

all this time i got pressure but refuse to deny it

i opened up about past distractions

like killin pain with the liquor and fake friends to rely on

got me falling down from the crown i was hopin’ to see my life getting worse so i started doping

i didn’t like it like i used to

you know what i mean getting elevated

was nothing like it used to-

it is opposite from levitating

damn what my crush aint leveling up

but i thought you was the one who figured it out nigga

nobody leaving it up for money making

i cried myself to sleep dreaming how i could make it

thinking of the verses of gods people trying to fulfill their promises

do i really got a purpose?

goddamnit god fuck you well you know i didn’t mean it

man what is going on with these love songs bitch

everybody heart broken trying to find their own love song shit

its enough struggle already fighting the lows in my pose thinking i lost my cause..

i refuse to deny it i fucked up but watch the snakes conquer

thought i was the problem making my way to my own troubles

facing my fears to the old struggles

here i won yet again an

unappreciated goal

fuck this shit

I FUCKING WON !

I see them struggling with my eyes in disguise

wanted to help but you lost your sight

the truth hurts but i cant help

but face your own fears and it might help

“c’mon lets do this together” but i lost sight

of the fake friends and blessings in disguise

nigga you made it look in the sky.

its the cries for help that you know.

how come i didn’t appreciate that now

when all i wanted was for it to end now

i hear that all the time you can make it

but Lord HOW?

guidance can be fake and you guys know how

i fell down from the top star

i was safe yet experienced lifes pain

it does both

fuck you up and gives you chances

for the dances in the blessings

and in the same places

you saw your death sentence.

its easy fuck it up

but don’t start begging

when you clearly didn’t want to do better.

lifes hard yes i said that

my wife keeps dragging me down

but guess who said that

the toughest part in your soul who couldn’t breakdown so its us againt the truth

but guess what… how?

we wait for the shootback of honor

you cowards don’t deserve to have a boner

you guys make me laugh

on your selfish dishonor .

be quiet don’t disturb

im on my purpose and i start to know

why im put on this earth

all the crying makes sense now

i never loved to focuse on the truth of manipulative behavior.

now i got it fuck you and your selfish behavior’s

finally im done with my own toxic ways

i know your jealous its far worse

no more self explanation for what its worth

all yall people made it worse

cmon now child i dont want to worry

bout the tears falling down while i tell my story

fuck it all up and try it again it will never end.

fears & pain relax and struggle with grace.

gurl you got this it’s your soul that remains.

truthfully you never stopped shining because you are kept save. the angels the fates

is the real disgrace

stop waiting for help

prince charming

come and save me

out of this psychiatrie

he aint even real

fuck me

and these dreams

i gotte save ME

damn it fuck me

alcohol is leaving my vains

carefully

im shaking

but you cant stop me

my brain keeps remainding me

of the times men came too close to me

Flashbacks of the times when

it happened

….

2020

took my breath away

I keep remembering

and I want to drink my pain away

(i guess it was me

and i saw the world a little too blurry.

stop downplaying it

it was sexual abuse

i refused to believe it

scared of gods judgment

too understanding for nothing)

who took my innocence away?

2023 and it happened again

wtf did I do?

past life karma to deserve all of this too?

didn’t happen just twice

but four to five times!

I can heal it on my own

but the scars in my soul

they have fully grown

but no worries.

i can do it own my own

like a big furry

down to earth was never my stomp story

these stories I created were just words

because i was dissociated,

my pain brought me into dark toughts

that weren’t accepted

after giving so much love

I just wanted to cease existence!

Nobody believed me tho

I can do it like billie

“no time to die” was the opposite of living.

daddy never saw me feeling dead

suicidal thoughts but he doesn’t care

all my friends were stuck up in bed

i had nightmares,

questionable realities,

feeling tired but had enough sleep

the cycle in the streets

is what brought me closer to me!

Slow down honey and take the truth in

stop quetion your reality

remember who you are

me myself and i that’s what i have

god i am so fucking tired

please lift me up

aware that it will all come to an end

the question is

when?

I grew strong in this game

i wont let you win

struggled too much

in your manipulative games!

They went so far in this drama

making me believe that it is

my karma

in this life of lies

all this time

i just tried to survive.

i am a worrier,

fighting

my mind,

people,

energies

plus+

other entities

Solar Plexus needed something

i could feel it grow stronger as i opened up

about my hunger

fuck you narcissistic beings

that trapped me in being

anxiously unhappy with MY being!

Hypersensitivity is doing the most

y’all could never understand

that I feel the most!

Sucking on my energie

schizophrenic thats what they called me.

whatever

I will be me

and be happy

nothing like you weak enteties

trying to feed off of

good peoples energies!

Remembering how Cole said

Change it slow always has been

always will be but fuck that imma bust back

until they kill me

i say

change it slow always has been

always will be but fuck that imma speak up

until they kill me

feel me?

ShaNice was

nice

is nice

and will always

stay Nice

You can’t break my Spirit!

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calypsolemon · 2 years

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ns crystalized thoughts so far, spoilers beyond this point

I felt it was a bit rushed but i mostly really liked the different ways the ninja coped with nya's loss, the way it was different from s4 when they lost zane. I particularly enjoyed that jay was being a bit of a dick about the fact that he copes differently than everyone else and that his assumption that noone cared/ remembered besides him actually ticked kai off. I've been waiting for a kai vs jay fight forever and this one payed off

super loved how nya remembered and kept fighting to get back, also the dragon form is badass even if we aren't going to get it anymore after this

ASPHEERA yall dont understand how abnormal i am about her and how she came back. I love that she and wu had their petty contest moments, i love that lloyd kept his word to her despite it all. Most of all I just appreciate how much time was dedicated to her and the issue of breaking her out, and her characterization is just 👌

the fact that kai and jay were just smiling when they succeeded even as they were being put in jail because who fucking cares? they got nya back. its so :)

that being said, honestly I feel like the season got weaker in this second... fourth? half? whatever. It was a little frustrating to see the ninja, especially lloyd, so insistent that they were better than everyone else at the prison like. with the argument that ppl doing crime chose to be there, as if the ninja didn't just experience being strongarmed into breaking the law in order to save their friends. I dont expect cutting commentary on the prison industrial complex by ninjago or anything but it just kind of felt emotionally disconnected from everything we just experienced. I dont think they had to be nice but I just think lloyd shouldn't be mouthing off about displaying good behavior and crime being a choice when the last 2-3 eps were literally ABOUT that not being the case for the ninja

kai jumping across that gap with his fire powers was sick as hell tho ngl

I'm SO glad dareth and skylor have both returned and both seem to have a somewhat significant role this season. Especially dareth, I'm happy to see him here not just being made a laughing stock of

it was again, kind of rushed, but i appreciate nya Going Thru It, and her return to samurai x. also appreciate that pix was supportive even though she's taken the role at this point, they can share and the true samuraishipping can begin :)

I have mixed feelings on the sally ep and zane's arc. On one hand I like what they were going for, but I feel like some subtlety and interconnectedness with the rest of what was going on was lost. I didn't personally want to see zane having a breakdown or something after turning his emotions back on, but its frustrating that he turned it back on and didn't show any reaction of his grief returning, something like a bittersweet cry of relief would have been nice or something. Also sally was kind of treated a bit like a joke as well which sucked bc i liked her and her story :(.

sorry to fugidove fans, but I hate him. Maybe if he stopped being touchy-feely towards jay even after he set his boundaries multiple times I would have appreciated him more, but as is I was supposed to find that funny or something when it wasn't, and i hated it

oogh tho it picks up again with the mechanic stuff. Very cool to see him fight the ninja, I really liked the creativity of these sequences, and lloyd posing as him was funny as hell

my girl rumi is BACK hee hee hoo hoo, I saw it coming from a mile away but its fine because i like it when she exists and does her thing, and im just glad she didn't die that horrible death in s9 and that was the last we saw of her or anything

thats it, i might have more in-depth thoughts on these things later that i may or may not share, but these are it for now

#ninjago crystalized spoilers #crystalized spoilers

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oopsallfictives · 8 months

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same anon asking if you’re open to questions here

tw for physical violence

basically we were playing a game of volleyball in our gym class, but every time our body made a mistake (e.g. missing the ball), one of our headmates would insult/degrade us. after a while he started to force himself into fronting and physically hurt us (pinching, scratching, and at one point roughly grabbing us by the jaw and trying to pull out a tooth. luckily we stopped him). it made our body start crying uncontrollably and we had to leave.

is there any way to stop our headmate from hurting us or get him to calm down?

sorry for the wait. im gonna answer this one best i can, but every system is different and in all honesty conflict resolution aint a skill we excel at

talk to him. get whoever in your system is best at this or has the most experience (or has been the one doing the harm in the past and can speak from experience, but only if theyve actually stopped and changed their behavior) and have them talk this out in whatever way works best for yall. this might take a few tries or might not work at all, but if you can at least start to understand where hes coming from that can help as you move forward

if this doesnt work or takes a long time its good to think of short term safety plans. stuff like restricting access to front or having someone stick around up there to guard the body or whoevers fronting aint the best option tbh but it can help to make you feel safer while you sort this out. but long term that can cause more problems and actually make you less safe. had to find that one out for ourselves so figured id give a heads up

im not gonna suggest any sort of jail or locking headmates up cause i dont think that would help and also im against prisons generally

if he doesnt wanna change you cant force him to. like thats the shit that sucks about anything like this with plurals or singlets or whatever. you cant make people be better, they have to do that themselves

this is where any sort of useful advice we have runs out cause tbh were dealing with this kind of stuff and we dont really know how to go from here either. if any of our followers have advice wed appreciate it, for anon and for us

sorry this happened and we hope this all works out for yall

-dave (he/him)

#the quicksilvers say #uh this is all genuine if my tone aint clear

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yatsugareboyf · 2 years

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bad day? [edogawa ranpo x reader]

i had a bad day yall know what that means! this time w ranpo my love

you never realized it was already 7 PM until your phone started to blow up with messages from your beloved boyfriend asking to be picked up from the agency. all the blinds were shut, the lights were off and your phone was set silent (except for ranpo, of course, you knew he'd ask for you to get him sooner or later.) the entire time since you've arrived home.

sitting up, you feel your head ache in every way possible and your eyes burn causing you to shut them closed. definitely, you're in no condition to even drive, let alone walk and get up, but your wonderful, smart intelligent boyfriend needed his ride back home because if he did it himself, he might end up in someone else's home.

soon enough, your pained trance was interrupted by your phone's obnoxious ringtone (which ranpo set for his ringtone).

"hey, y/n !! where are you? i'm waiting y'know!!" you hear your beloved's loud and cheery voice out of your phone, which you would usually enjoy hearing, but right now it made your head ache more.

"yeah... yeah i'm coming.."

it took you five minutes contemplating if you trust your ranpo well enough to walk home by himself, 10 minutes realizing that even if you trust your ever-charismatic boyfriend, you dont trust anyone else, and seven minutes to get up and out the door. you decided to walk instead of taking your car, if you cant even properly maneuver yourself on your feet, what more if you use a car with a living, breathing passenger?

while walking to the agency, slumped over and tired, you glance over at an overly lit bar that seemed to be packed to the brim. you could spot a few familiar faces– people from your classes. they seem to be celebrating, you thought, scoffing bitterly as you continue your slow descent.

you could feel tears welling up in your eyes, though you can’t tell if you’re crying because of the overwhelming pain in your head or the overwhelming pain in your heart. despite that, you just rub it out and hold it back in.

i was supposed to be there, you think back to the bar you just passed moments ago. today was your last finals exam and you overheard many students wanting to either party their ass off or sleep for 72 hours. whatever it was they choose, you couldn't do either. you hadn't been satisfied with your test scores and this last one just hit it out of the park.

no matter how hard you tried, there never seemed to be anything great about anything you do. besides everyone else, you were just average. you couldn't turn into a tiger, you couldn't nullify abilities, you couldn't manifest an object from writing it on a notebook, you couldn't deduce murder mysteries, the list goes on. of course, you always knew someone out there would be better than you, so you thrived to become someone better for yourself, but being surrounded by so many people who you would do anything to become, it's been harder.

and then of course, there's your lovely boyfriend, waving his hand frantically as he spots you walking up to the agency's building. you could only manage a small wave, walking up to him and kunikida, who seemed to accompany ranpo while waiting for you.

"it usually takes you 15 minutes to get here, but today it took you 25 minutes," kunikida said, but when he saw the state you were in, he decided not to push your tardiness any further, "i'll be on my way. please take care of ranpo-san on your way home."

you bow to the blond man before facing ranpo, "let's go home?"

"lead the way!"

the walk home was unusually quiet, but you appreciated it a lot. he didn't pry when he saw your gaze lingering on the bar you passed earlier, and he didn't ask why you just plopped down on the sofa without a second thought.

a few moments later, you feel him nudging you to scoot over. you lazily followed and felt him lay down beside you, nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck.

“ranpo, it’s kinda cramped here..”

“don’t care. let's stay here.”

you could only hum in response, slowly threading your fingers in his hair. usually around this time, he would be asking his dinner or maybe even a bath if it was a rather grueling day, but instead he chose to fit himself with you on a small couch while you play with his hair.

“do you remember that one case i told you about? the bear brook murders?”

“the international one? yeah i remember a bit..”

“it took them 36 years to identify the 3 victims and a suspect. they haven’t even solved the case.”

“you would’ve known in 36 seconds, though.”

“of course i would know! i’m better than all of the detectives combined!” he even raises his head to prove his point, making you giggle a bit and pat his head.

he proceeds to softly rub your cheek with his thumb, making you open your eyes to meet his. his bright green eyes always make you melt subconsciously, knowing that he rarely ever opens his eyes.

“what i’m trying to say is,” he starts, holding both of your cheeks this time, “it took them such a long time to make great things, people take even more than 36 years to create something extraordinary,

it may not be as fast as me solving a case or people passing their finals,” you sigh, leaning into his touch, “whether it takes one minute or 36 decades, you can still do something great and i'll still be proud of you.”

he wipes a stray tear falling from your eye, giggling when you scrunch your nose in response. you could only nod at him quietly, of course he knows what happened, and you’re so glad that he didn’t ask you what was wrong and just spoke his mind.

“not everyone can be great as me, and that really frustrates me,” he pouts, “but i’ll make an exception for you, because i know one day you might come a close second.”

you scoff playfully at him, swatting his hands away from your cheeks, “is that supposed to be a compliment?”

“it is! no one comes second to me, not even that Sherlock Shmerlock you keep talking to me about..”

he places his hands around your waist now, positioning back to where he was previously.

“you’ll do great things, y/n, more than just acing a finals exam.”

there’s nothing else you’d rather hear.

#bsd #bsd ranpo #bsd ranpo edogawa #ranpo edogawa #ranpo x reader #ranpo edogawa x reader #ranpo imagines #bungou stray dogs ranpo #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #ranpo scenarios #ranpo x you #ranpo #bungou stray dogs #yatsugareboyfwrites

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zukump3 · 3 years

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smutty headcanons (sero, denki, tamaki)

just some smutty headcanons for my under-appreciated babies.

genre: nsfw!! aged up characters! fem!reader

requested: kind of lmao, i took some characters you requested out but i’ll happily do them if you want me to anonnie! just wanted to do these for characters that don’t have a lot of content on here <:

latin king

for starters, he is so good at flirting and making you shy

he has the smirk. like yknow the smirk boys give when they’re about to rail you type shit?

yeah. that.

he’s so good at fingering you

his fingers are long and kinda skinny, so they reach up pretty far and can easily scrape against your pleasure spot

sero likes to do this in the mirror too, because he wants to see it directly

or he wants to be behind you while doing it, having his chin over your shoulder while he watches his fingers disappear in your wet pussy

“ai ai ai, look at that.” he’ll hum, and it’s literally so hot that your legs spread as soon as he says that, and he’ll smirk and HISISUDHD goddamn he’s fine

if he wants you in public or vice versa, he’s fingering you.

giving him head is hot as fuck

he’s the type to gather your hair in a ponytail to get it out your face while you suck him off

i hc that the noises he makes are really heavy breathing and quiet groans, that get louder the closer he is to cumming

will call you a pretty little thing or a cosa bonita while you suck him down your throat

he eats pussy so eloquently?2!2

like you’re gonna be making noise the entire time

his tongue is sinful

it swipes across your clit in ways you didn’t know what possible

and yes. he will finger you and eat you out 🙈

his hips do not lie during sex

he’s SOOO good at using them

curses in spanish whenever he’s feeling particularly good

will use his tape to tie your hands to the headboard if he feels like it

“mierda, i bet you wanna touch me so bad hmm? you look so cute like that.”

likes it when your legs are on his shoulder if you can stretch that far

also into mirror sex

something about him seeing himself fucking you, making you a whiny mess just !!!

does something to him fr

really likes sucking your nipples

if you ever make too much noise or cry about how big he is,

he’ll literally growl quietly in your ear, wrap some tape around your mouth and tell you to tómalo (take it)

the closer he is to cumming, the louder is he

APPRECIATE SERO YALL HES HOT AS FUCK

our shy lil baby <3

i hc that he actually has a massive fucking dick

but he doesn’t exactly know that

which means when he’s going a lil rough on you and you whine about it, he’s very confused

“w-what’s wrong baby...?”

“t-too big tama...” you’ll pout, and you swear his cock will twitch inside of you

he fucking loves prepping you for his cock

he likes to be slow with it just because he wants to drink up your reactions

pushing three of his fingers inside of you, his eyes hazy at the sight of you biting your lower lip so hard it leaves imprints

“c-can you... can you take t-these, my love?”

“you look... so pretty... taking a-all my fingers..”

he has his own way of dirty talking with you

whether he’s good at it or not completely depends on you

he’s gonna stutter. he’s fucking shy and extremely horny. he’s going to stutter okay

might use a toy on you just to see your pussy drool even more

if you bring out a tentacle dildo you swear you see his cock jerk so fucking hard

tentacle play...

ik not everyone’s into it but IF YOU ARE

he’ll use his tentacles to drag them down your body or suction at your nipples

maybe tickle your clit and brush against your asshole while he preps you

will not be able to sit still when you blow him or give him a handjob

handjobs > blowjobs for him

the way your hand wraps around him and the way your fingers brush over his tip makes him thrust so far in your fist

when you edge him he’ll cry out so loudly, pressing his face into your hair

“ngh... d-dont tease..”

he likes it when you’re on top obviously

but he does love fucking you missionary

when you wrap your legs around his waist he’ll blush red and his hips will falter

when you’re riding him, he always has a tight grip on your hips

will push you down and lift you off his cock if he’s that into it, which he normally is

sensitive sexually

SOOO WHINY

sometimes you have to gag this boy

likes it when you sit on his face and suck him off while he eats you out too

ILY AMAJIKI

whew 🥴

always horny

wants you whenever, wherever

highest sex drive too like

if you want him right after class even though he’s tired as shit??

it’s suddenly like he has a random burst of energy

he’ll be on you in an INSTANT

he’s v impatient, so foreplay isn’t always on his mind 😭

you have to be the patient one and get you both ready to fuck which can be hard sometimes because he’s already trying to unbuckle your pants

very messy. when he fingers you your thighs and his hand are covered in your essence

when you wrap your thighs around his head while he eats you out, he gets sooo horny

is down to try anything too 👀

his mouth might slip a little lower if you know what i mean 👀

loves it when you give him blowjobs in public places

if you sneak off into the janitors closet and drop down to your knees in the darkness, he will bust quick asf

curling his fingers in your hair and thrusting into your mouth

then he leaves the closet all red in the face 🥴

doesn’t have a favorite position at all. he will cum and get YOU to cum in any way

is a switch!

if you hook your fingers under his choker while you ride him he’ll literally hump up inside of you

also really loves having his hair pulled, it sends shocks to his cock

very vocal and loud

sometimes will go into whey mode depending on how much you edge him 🙈

yes i love my baby.

#bnha x reader #bnha x poc!reader #mha headcanon #mha headcanons #mha x reader #kaminari smut #tamaki smut #sero smut #sero hanta #sero x reader #kaminari x reader #tamaki x reader #tamaki amajiki headcanons #tamaki headcanons #sero headcanons #kaminari headcanons

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sunarinluvr · 3 years

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|| haikyuu boys finding you asleep on the couch after an argument ||

includes: kuroo tetsurou, miya osamu, & oikawa tooru

a/n- hello! sorry for posting so late, but this has been sitting in my drafts for a while and i was actually in the mood to finish it so i hope yall enjoy! oh and im not really sure about how i feel about it,,, might take it down later we shall see.

warnings: none ( lmk if there’s anything! )

KUROO -

last night you saw a post kuroo’s “work wife” had made on instagram with her kissing him on the cheek, and it didn’t make you feel the best, so you decided to bring it up to him the next morning. and you did, just as he was getting ready for work you talked to him about it.

you were standing in front of him filled with anger arguing about how it made you uncomfortable, “can you please listen?! i dont feel comfortable with your “work wife” kissing you?” you yelled. “Y/N it was on the cheek its not a big deal!” and to be honest you just wanted to cry.

finally, he walked past you and opened the door. “i don’t have time for this y/n, stop being so insecure! at least she wouldn’t argue over something so small!” and with that, he slammed the door and you stood there stunned. kuroo knew that he shouldn’t have said that, instant regret and guilt filled his gut.

but he already said it, he can’t do anything about it now. with a frustrated sigh, he went to work. hoping to fix everything when he gets home. you stood there speechless, as you realized you still had work so slowly you made your way to the bathroom.

after getting ready and grabbing a quick snack you were out the door with a heavy chest. once you get home, tired and feeling worse than before. you trudged to the couch and plopped down letting out a shaky sigh remembering the argument and the words he said repeating in your head.

you broke down crying, and before you knew it, the exhaustion from today took over and you were sound asleep on the couch. kuroo got home an hour later, he felt guilty and was already practicing how he’d apologize to you as he walked in.“y/n? kitten?” no answer.

he called out again, and was met with silence, he made his way over to the living room where he found you sleeping on the couch. gently walking towards you he knelt down, and saw your tear-stained face which made his heart sink. “i fucked up” he said to himself.

giving you a gentle kiss on your forehead he softly apologized and carried you to the bedroom. you ended up waking up when you felt his body weight dent the bed. “tetsu?” you said softly squinting at him. relief rushes through his body at the sound of his nickname. looking at you with guilt in his eyes

“im so sorry kitten, i shouldn’t have said that. i didn’t mean to hurt you” he said gently. at that tears started flowing again and he was quick to hug you and wipe your tears with his other hand. “it’s ok, i shouldn’t have been so insecure anyways”

he shook his head with a frown “no it’s not your fault ok? i didn’t mean anything i said. i love you so so much and i’m so lucky that you’re mine” you look up at him and gave him a small smile “okay” before cuddling closer to him. giving you a soft kiss on the lips he hugged you tighter as you both fell asleep.

OSAMU -

osamu was just having a horrible day, his head was pounding and the customers he had to deal with today were just plain rude. then he had to do most of the work since one of his employees called in sick, and for some reason, everything just annoyed him.

you on the other hand did not know about his day at all and thought it would be nice of you to make a surprise visit. walking in with a huge smile on your face stopping midway when you realize he wasn’t at the counter. “where’s samu?” you asked sweetly to the employee

“he’s in the back, i think he has a headache,” she says giving you a small smile. you can tell something was off by the way she spoke but decided to just brush it off and make your way to the back. “hi samu! surprise!” you exclaimed cheerfully as you make your way towards him

he just kind of looks at you, which you thought was weird, but you decided to hug him anyways. when he doesn’t hug you back and groan, you pull away and look at him “baby i heard you had a headache. i didn’t bring any medicine, but we could eat first and i-”

you couldn’t even finish your sentence since osamu just stood up. he was infuriated and had no clue why, usually loved listening to you but today he was just annoyed. “look y/n a don’t mean ta be rude, but a don't have the energy for this right now. please just go home.” he said coldly staring right at you.

“excuse me? i came here to surprise you and this is what i get??” you said in shock, voice a little louder this time. rolling his eyes “Oh wow am so surprised! now will ya please go home? a don’t wanna argue right now!” he yelled. with tears forming in your eyes you quickly wiped them and left. osamu knew he shouldn’t have said all that, but he was too mad to run after you in front of all the customers.

you rushed home and sluggishly made your way to your room to change into something comfier, making your way to the couch, curling up into a ball allowing your tears to fall, and somehow falling asleep, after getting tired of crying. he gets home a few hours later, guilt building up in his stomach as he mentally slaps himself for the things he said.

walking into the living room he opened the lights and you were the first thing he noticed. seeing you curled up into a ball on the couch made his heart drop to his stomach. you on the other hand woke up because of the sudden change of lighting.

gradually adjusting your sight you see him and switch your gaze onto the floor when you saw him look at you too. seeing your puffy eyes he walks towards you slowly and sits beside you giving you enough space. “am sorry, a shouldn’t have taken my frustration out on ya.”

you look at him with watery eyes and his heart sinks “yea i was just trying to be nice, sorry i didn’t warn you before coming” he opened his arms and you instinctively scooted closer to him, he sighs “no a love it when you surprise me a was jus having a bad day a love ya so much ok?” finally hugging him “okay i love you too” giving you a quick kiss he offered to make you food and of course you said yes.

OIKAWA -

you love oikawa, and you’re very supportive and understanding especially when it comes to his career. but he has an awful habit of overworking himself and as much as you love him you can't bear the fact that you couldn’t even see him anymore.

he goes home late at night -as in you’re already sound asleep late- and when you do stay up to see him, he’s too tired to even keep a conversation. then the next morning he’s gone before you could even wake up. you’ve spoken to him about this many times, but alas nothing changed.

you woke up to an empty bed as usual, but today was different though, you’ve planned a dinner for about 2 weeks now. you were very excited because it’s been so long since you both spent some quality time together and he promised to come home early.

getting up you send him a little text reminding him of your dinner tonight, with a smile you head on over to the bathroom to get ready for work. once work was over you made a quick visit to the grocery store to buy the ingredients you’ll need to make tonight’s dinner.

quietly humming to yourself while going through each aisle, and double-checking your list to make sure you’re not missing anything while checking your phone here and there. oikawa still hasn’t replied “he must be busy,” you say to yourself as you send him another text about the dinner just in case. after about 30 minutes you get home rushing since it was already late, and immediately getting started on dinner.

once you're done you sat down and waited, and waited, and waited. it's been 4 hours. dinners cold and still no sign of your boyfriend. you decided to call him pissed off that he couldn’t even show up to one dinner, “hello? y/n i can't talk right now i still need to practice”

he said as soon as he picked up. “tooru? did you get my texts? what about dinner, we’ve made plans for this 2 weeks prior! i even-” you were cut off “look just eat without me ok? we can eat again somet-” now it was your turn to cut him off.

“oikawa tooru, you leave the house while i’m asleep and come back when i'm asleep. i just wanted to spend time with you..whatever good luck at practice,” you replied as you hang up. his heart sank when he heard the crack in your voice rushing to his car on his way home to you because he knows he fucked up.

buying your favorite flowers for you on the way home cursing himself and the world for making it traffic at that exact moment. when he got home the first thing he saw was the food and you fast asleep on the couch. he felt a pang of guilt about being late.

“y/n chan?” he said while gently waking you up. you stare at him with red puffy eyes and he hugged you giving you the flowers “im sorry baby, i should’ve prioritized you and our dinner. i promise ill do better” you saw how genuine he was being so you accepted the flowers and hugged him tighter as he offered to reheat the food you made.

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beyondd-dazedd · 3 years

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I LITERALLY COULDNT NOT DO THIS POST NOW!! so hsmtmts stans, portwell nation, literally everyone who wants to read me practically screaming for 10 paragraphs here is the hsmtmts season 2 finale EPISODE👏 REVIEW👏

starting off strong with redlyn. my beauties. my loves. my sunshines. i LOVED that the whole cast knew about red’s plan. just carlos, ricky and ej being like ah yes locker letters😉😉 and everyone being all smiley and knowing SO CUTE!! i hated seeing ash sad but GOD RED SPENDING THE WHOLE NIGHT MAKING THIS THING TO SHOW ASHLYN HOW MUCH HE APPRECIATES HER?? GOD TIER. also the crew just wATCHING FROM THE DOOR WHILE REDLYN IS IN THEIR OWN WORLD?? MY HEART they’re just such a genuine couple. i love their sweet awkward moments. i also love that lights is their reoccurring thing. it just makes me so happy. y’all just KNOW red calls ashlyn his sunshine and i don’t take criticisms on that. i also really wanted an i love you confession there but they’re so cute that i will allow it to wait

HOWIE AND KOURTNEY!!! at first (bc ep. 11) i was like HOWIE NO YOU CANT HAVE DONE ALL OF THIS STUFF TO HELP EAST AND THEN STAB THEM AND KOURTNEY IN THE BACK but the fact that he was literally just in awe of kourtney and so nervous to be around her because he thinks she’s so talented mADE MY HEART RACE truly incredible. also loved kourt standing up for herself. we LOVE and STAN a straight forward QUEEN also their dorky arm in arm walk was so adorable. also drum rolls being their thing. also honorable mention to kourt’s (dara’s) mom WE STAN

ej helping mr. mazzarra get that job?? I LOVE THEIR RELATIONSHIP SO MUCH.

PORTWELL ANGST SCENE I CRY. ALSO DID I CALL THAT SCENE OR DID I CALL THAT SCENE?? if you read the fic i posted like 7 hours ago you’ll know what i’m talking about. anyways back to the show. gina joking around and then realizing that ej means not rescheduling ever and her just pretending like she’s fine with it?? OUCH OUCH OUCH i would’ve rather her immediately been heart broken. DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON EJ’S FACE AFTER SHE WALKS AWAY. matt absolutely killed that part. you can tell he waited just long enough for her to walk away when he lets his face fall and IT HURTS YOU CAN LITERALLY SEE HIM WANTING TO STAY CRYING BEFORE HE TURNS AWAY

rini moment. not the dressing room parallel. it was PAINFUL. the juxtaposition between the scene in the s1 finale and this scene?? OUCH. ricky saying if we’re literally on the same page (something they struggled with throughout the entire season) and nini saying just for a moment. i just wanna talk to the writers I JUST WANNA TALK BECAUSE THAT WAS RUDE.

seblos being cuties and ms. jenn on some fuck shit. she was having a MOMENT. like chill it’s high school theater it’s alright sis.

GINA LOOKING IN THE MIRROR AND SOBBING I HATED IT. I HATED IT.

gini moment?? i loved it. also nini’s right. portwell is so powerful for so many reasons. period sis. and she’s right WE ARE LUCKY TO KNOW GINA. i loved their moment of solidarity and friendship. imma be honest for like 0.1 seconds i thought if portwell doesn’t work out gini might be the move bUT DONT WORRY IM A PORTWELL WARRIOR FOREVER also y’all called gina talking to nini about jamie and her music. YALL CALLED THAT SHIT

i liked ms. jenn and ricky’s moment. i loved josh’s acting in this scene because it’s just so well done. like doesn’t seem like he’s acting at all and it translates so well in this scene. it was very heartfelt and such a mature moment for ricky. so reflective. i love ricky

second chances GAVE ME CHILLS the whole staging, the vocals, the core four. CHILLS. the acting from all of them for this song WAS INCREDIBLE. it was so simple but really made the scene. i’m also a sucker for songs structured like this. with like the rounds and the switching lyrics over top of each other. LOVE.

ok literally all of them booing when lily and antoine showed up sENT ME because me too THE FUCK. antoine saying “big red. you were also in it” mADE ME SNORT. ricky literally shooing them out made me laugh and lily’s whirling turn and ricky like startling back a bit made me laugh. i hate lily but her confession was literally me. like i like his big brown eyes and his big brown hair too you ain’t special bitch. antoine’s thumbs up was SO FUNNY. andrew was hilarious in this role.

also i didn’t love that they were like well fuck the menkies after that was a major plot point of the season but like also i get it. just being like MEH the stress isn’t worth it. EJ’S SPEECH HES LITERALLY VOICE BREAK JUST THE FUCKING GROWTH THAT HES HAD I LOVE HIM

jennzzarra flirting in front of the kids?? kinda cute ngl. also am i muted? SENT ME. also love that howie is just chilling there while they’re talking about dropping out. KOURT SAID LETS BURN THOSE RESULTS

benjamin being BOLD BOLD good for him

big star nini?? good for her!

ashlyn being like YIKES i’m sorry i didn’t realize you thought of ej that way and her being like hahah ok... wait WHAT? but i KNEW ash was going to progress that along somehow. like obvs ej and gina were sulking and ashlyn HAD to be the one to step in. she do be the #1 portwell warrior. thank you for your service ma’am

i will only allow ricky and lily to be a thing IF it’s a summer fling, if it means antoine gets to stay around and if it pushes rini back together and if none of that happens then wtf is even the point of pairing those two up. but we already know ricky is a sucker for misunderstood competitive women (minus nini)

GINA CHASING AFTER EJ!!! HIS FACE OF JUST OH GOD PLEASE LET ME BE HEARTBROKEN!! YOU GOT BAD INTEL!! THE CAN I... CAN YOU WHAT? CAN I KISS YOU with her little giddy laugh and her smile GIRL YOURE GLOWING and then ej’s swallow as he turns to fully look at her. WILL YOU BE MY FIRST KISS!!!! HIM JUST SLOWLY SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR AND DROPPING HIS BAG TO WALK TO HER AND THEN THEM RUNNING WHEN THEY GET CLOSER AND GINA’S LITTLE GIGGLING I CANNOT EVEN

i am so so SO HERE FOR SUMMER FLUFFY IN LOVE PORTWELL

overall am i a little sad it was so short? yes. do i understand the insane restrictions they were working under? yes. am i confident about a season 3? absolutely. i am HERE for a summer season.

anyways PORTWELL IS CANNON!!

#hsmtmts #hsmtmts spoilers #portwell #redlyn #seblos #rini #kourtney x howie #ej caswell #gina porter #big red #ashlyn caswell #carlos rodriguez #seb matthew smith #ricky bowen #nini salazar roberts #kourtney greene #brenn’s hsmtmts shitposting

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secret-keeper18 · 3 years

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So I’m finally watching the x-men movies and here are my comments and ratings so far. These ratings are completely arbitrary and completely based on how much fun I had while watching it. Also some great memes I made and sent to my roommates who dont appreciate it as much as you all will.

X-Men: First Class

Okay so we pirated this and there was no subtitles for foreign language, and about 30% of it is in German, French, Spanish, or Russian. So my understanding of these scenes was reliant solely on my rudimentary understanding of basic phrases, vocab, and counting in each of these languages

Watching Erik fuckin murder nazis while casually taking a drink of beer

Also I love Michael Fassbender but i feel like Erik’s character should have a german accent. Can’t complain too much though ngl

They went to a strip club and literally only looked at each other like sorry i dont make the rules but that is not heterosexual

I’m new to these movies so I hope I don’t offend any like, Mystique stans but Raven you win World’s Worst Sister. like bro doesnt wanna see ur tits out he doesnt care that you’re blue OKAY he’s ur brother. I’m just saying if my brother got shot in the spine by his boyfriend i wouldnt leave him lying in the sand to ditch him with said boyfriend idk maybe i’m just built different

Charles fuckin waits for Erik and Raven to leave before saying he can’t feel his legs. Anyways who else wants to cry? 🙃

Barely passes Bechdel test but loses points for immediately killing the only black man character and then have the only black woman character turn traitor 🤷🏻‍♀️

My guy decided to betray his boyfriend then break the woman he almost killed and then arrested out of prison. Then sometime inbetween those two events he decided “i need... a cape.” And then he STUCK TO THE CAPE for the next like forty years. Imagine being so stubborn you stick to the same purple and maroon color scheme for half your life.

Pretty gay. Friends to lovers to enemies. Utterly heartbreaking. 12/10

X-Men: Wolverine Origins

Honestly not as bad as I was expecting but that might be bc I’ve only heard negative things

This movie honestly was one big middle finger to my ADHD bc the pacing was kinda weird

Damn i hope we get Remy in the other movies his powers are hella cool in this

Deadpool who? Never heard of him he doesnt exist.

Oh yeah I think there is something called a wo-man in this movie?

3/10

X-Men

Knowing that this movie is from 2000 really made it palatable tbh. Like, surprisingly good considering it came out a month after I was born

Why do i got a feeling that Charles is gonna be so useless in the next like three movies

I forgot movies before like 2016 couldnt write women for shit. Jean is to the X-Men what Black Widow is to the Avengers tbh. Love the characters and their potential, but played with the emotional range of a teaspoon

Also Scott is pretty cool but why is his only lines about his girlfriend? Like calm down bro.

I’m so here for Dad Wolverine tbh. Like my guy really was just like:

Somehow despite having many female leads it still doesnt pass the Bechdel Test???

8/10

Gonna be honest here. I was making dinner while watching this, so I was only like half present.

Bobby “coming out” to his family is just *chef’s kiss*

Kinda boring conflict ngl but I’m here for the characters at this point

Magneto murdering someone w the iron in their blood is fuckin metal as hell. No pun intended.

The moment Rogue sees Magneto for the first time since he tried to kill her in the last movie and she about to take her gloves off deceased me on the fuckin spot. Bitch really said call an ambulance but not for me.

Anyways Charles is one of the most powerful characters in the comics but he has once again been relegated to plot device in this movie. I get it, I get it, mentor character. He could fix every problem in these movies if he wasn’t such a liberal about his powers :/

I’m so SICK of the silent and dangerous Asian assassin character archetype. Yes I KNOW it was 2003 so let’s take this as yet another reminder that we need to do better

Okay ik we’re not supposed to know that Mystique is his sister yet bc it’s only 2003 and First Class wont come out for another eight years but STILL yall really left him in there to die can you NOT

Also real question: was i supposed to be sad that Jean died?

5/10

#xmen #xmen first class #xmen united #X2 #charles xavier #wolverine #wolverine origins #erik lensherr #rogue xmen #iceman #scott summers #jean grey #mystique #cherik

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hikari-writes · 3 years

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『Haikyuu!!』

Fluff Oneshot

Winter Wonderland Collab

❝ A Very Special Christmas Eve ❞

Pairing: Iwaizumi Hajime

Warning: None, just some fluff, and mention of one death, and iwa being the husband material he is

Genre: F L O O F

Words: 2.6k

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- F!Reader

A/N: heres my piece for the winter wonderland collab!! Hope yall enjoy this one!!

Winter Wonderland Masterlist

Your legs swing from side to side as you snuggle closer to the pillow in your arms. The black screened TV stares back at your bored eyes lifelessly, as if expecting you to turn it on. You heave another heavy sigh when you receive a text notification from Hajime. You open the message and a wry smile naturally comes to your lip when you see your husband’s messages.

“I’m so sorry, Y/N…. I dont think i can make it to movie night tonight,,, I still have so many work to do at the office”

You correct your position on the couch before facing your phone again and replying to Hajime’s messages.

“It’s okay hub :) dont work too hard now <3”

You close your phone and go back to staring around your empty living room. How many times has this been already, you thought to yourself.

Ever since Hajime got promoted at his workplace, he has been busier than ever. Of course you're happy for him and you appreciate him doing so much to provide for you both but you can't help but to feel lonely sometimes.

Before his promotion, it's already been a tradition for the two of you to have a movie night together so you can relax and spend some quality time as a married couple.

Even still, he does a lot of things to make it up to you, like making you breakfast early in the morning before you wake up, kissing your forehead and cheeks whenever he gets home after work and a lot more. Just to show his affection and love for you even though he's constantly busy and swamped with works.

You check your phone again to see a new message from Hajime. He tells you that you can go to sleep first, since he'll probably be back at a later time. As you type out your reply for him, you can't help but notice the date shown on top of your phone screen.

It's nearing Christmas. Precisely one week from today. You think back on the memories you shared with Hajime from your previous years of spending Christmas Eve with him.

Those moments are your favourite memories with Hajime of them all. It feels so nice to enjoy a meaningful holiday together with someone you love. Your smile fades as you remember back on how busy Hajime has been.

“Maybe we can't celebrate Christmas Eve together this year….”

You can't help but to feel a little bit disappointed at that realization, but you tried to stay positive...for Hajime's sake. You don't want to burden him by asking him to leave his work early just because you wanted to spend some more time with him.

“What?? You don't think Iwa-ch--- I mean, Hajime-kun can be home for Christmas Eve because he'd be busy with his work??”

You silently sip your bubble tea as you stare at Oikawa's shocked face through the screen of your computer. After fiddling with the straw a bit, you nod your head at his question.

“Y/N-chan, that's ridiculous! No matter how busy he may be, he can't possibly miss spending an important holiday like that with you.”

“I don't know, Oikawa….He's been busy these past few days. And I honestly won't be surprised if he's going to be busy again until Christmas Eve.”

You let out a heavy sigh and Oikawa gives a look of sympathy at you.

You slump back into your chair and take another sip of your drink until there's nothing left in the cup, filling the empty silence between you two. There is a faint sound of people talking in a foreign language from Oikawa's side of the screen.

“I'm not trying to be ungrateful or anything since I know he's working hard for the both of us but….”

You bring your knees from under the table and hug it closer to your face, covering your entire face.

“I just...I don't know if I can handle being alone for Christmas Eve without Hajime.”

You mumble those words through your hidden face, not really caring if Oikawa heard that or not but from the way his soft voice calls out your name, you assume he did.

You hide your pained face in your knees for a lot longer, not noticing the clicking sound coming from behind you. Not until you hear Oikawa calling out your husband's name in a panic do you finally lift your head from the safe spot of your knees.

You stare at Hajime who's still in his suit. He came back rather early today.

Hajime furrows his eyebrows at Oikawa when seeing how you were just hiding your face in your knees a few moments ago.

“Hey, Shittykawa. You weren't trying to make Y/N cry were you?”

The sharp tone of his voice sends a chill down Oikawa's spine and he quickly laughs it off with a smile.

“Hajime-kun, that's mean!! I would never do that to my best friend's wife!”

Hajime puts a hand around your shoulder and lowers his face a bit to match the level of your computer screen before continuing to bicker again with Oikawa.

The scene seems nostalgic to you, bringing your memories again to the times you were in high school. You can't help but to smile softly at them, enjoying their bickering a bit more before deciding that it's getting late and you and Hajime best return to bed by now.

After you close your computer, you turn to Hajime and he immediately plants a kiss on top of your forehead as he always does whenever he comes back.

“You're home early today.”

You comment while wrapping your arms around his neck, resting your head on his chest and taking in the soft beating of his heartbeats.

“Yeah, I finished my work early today.”

He heaves a weary sigh as he replies to you, and you plant another kiss on the bridge of his nose before grinning.

“Well, I'm glad I could snuggle with you tonight while we're sleeping then.”

You both share a kiss before going off to do your night routine.

After you're done with your night routines, you climb onto your bed and snuggle into your soft pillow before pulling out your phone to kill some time while waiting for Hajime to finish his shower.

When you feel a big hand being placed on top of your shoulder, you close your phone and turn back to face Hajime with a soft smile.

“So what were you talking with Oikawa about?”

Hajime starts as the both of you get under the duvet.

“Just catching up and asking him how he's been. He seems to be pretty happy there. Oh, and, it seems that he's still having a hard time trying to not call you Iwa-chan.”

You giggle a bit when remembering back how Oikawa kept referring to Hajime as Iwa-chan like he used to in high school while the both of you were in a video call just now. Now that you're also an “Iwaizumi”, he can't really use the nickname “Iwa-chan” for Hajime anymore.

Hajime hums a bit before nodding.

“Can't say I'm surprised there.”

He pulls you into a hug and you close the distance between you two by snuggling into his chest. You could smell the fresh scent of the body soap he used. It was calming and very like him.

“Something’s bothering you, isn’t it?”

The sudden question almost makes you flinch in his arms. You can’t afford to let him know now but you can’t bring yourself to cover it up and lie to him either. Especially because of how sharp and attentive he can be towards you.

“Yeah… a bit. I was just wondering about that coworker I told you about before.”

Hajime looks down at you and seems thoughtful for a moment.

“You’re still worried about how she would cope with her husband’s death?”

You nod in his chest and tighten your arms around his sturdy build.

Technically, it’s not a lie. You were extremely concerned and worried about your coworker who recently just lost her husband. You can’t help but think, if you were in her place, how would you handle it.

“Losing someone as important as your partner is certainly something that’s hard to cope with. But, knowing that now they’re in a better place up there, watching over you and wanting you to go through life, full of smiles...I think that just makes you feel a lot better. You might not be able to be together now, but one day, you will reunite and you’ll have an eternal span of time to be together.”

You look up at Hajime who’s stroking your hair softly. You didn’t expect him to say all that. Those words just made your heart clench more and you pull on his shirt to lower his face and give him a kiss on his lips.

“Hajime you’re more destructive than I originally thought....”

You bury your face in his chest again, hiding your steaming face and leaving your husband confused.

Days passed and it’s finally Christmas Eve. Many people are in the shopping district, buying the necessities for their home decor and ingredients for cooking. As always, you had bought everything beforehand so as to avoid the gathering crowd.

It’s nearing evening and you can see many young couples around, sitting together and gazing at the decorations in the shopping district. You can’t help but to look at them with nostalgia. It reminded you so much of your younger days with Hajime.

You shake the thought from your head and continue walking away. You chose to take a detour after you’re done with work today, just so you could take a look at the busy shopping district. Since it’s Christmas Eve today, you thought that you’ll start decorating your house when you get back home.

“Hajime’s probably gonna be busy today and tomorrow too so I can take my time a bit,” you mumble to yourself and continue making your way through the district.

Moments after you said that, you received a text message from Hajime that weighs upon your heart like a heavy rock.

”Babe, I’m so sorry I can’t make it home before 12…. Seems like we’ll miss spending time together for this year’s Christmas Eve. Im so sorry again, i know how much you’ve been looking forward to Christmas Eve every year but the work just keep on piling up. And for Christmas tomorrow too...I’m so sorry.”

You thought that maybe if he can’t make it for Christmas Eve, you would have had time to spend on Christmas the next day. You have to accept the fact that this year, there’s just no other way other than to spend it alone and being wrapped up in your blanket. You honestly much prefer Hajime’s strong arms to wrap you up, though.

Christmas Eve is considered to be one of the most popular days to celebrate as a couple and you truly enjoyed spending it with Hajime every year. That’s why you value the celebration so much and you honestly don’t want to celebrate it with anyone else other than him.

Although your main concern right now is more towards the fact that he’s been working too much lately. You’re definitely worried about his health more than anything right now.

“It’s really okay bb! Im grown up now and i know we cant celebrate Christmas eve together every year :) Im just worried that youve been working too much and havent had much rest lately :(( make sure to take care of yourself u hear me ??!”

You see him replying with a promise that he will, and that somehow put you at ease. You tell him you'll reach home soon and send a last 'I love you' message before turning off your phone and picking up your pace.

“I’m home….”

You open the lock and step inside the empty and dark house.

But something feels wrong.

At the center of the living room, you can make out several colourful light bulbs hanging from a Christmas tree.

“Huh….that’s weird. I didn’t remember putting anything there….”

In fact, you haven't even started decorating yet. It makes you wonder if you have decorated the living room while you were asleep.

“But I'm pretty sure it was empty around here before I left for work….”

You look around your house once more and sure enough, it's filled to the brim with Christmas decoration. Your heart flutters at the sight, completely disregarding the odd fact that the house has already been decorated even though you don't remember doing so.

All of a sudden, you feel a pair of strong arms around your waist, pulling you closer before all the lights in the house are turned on.

“Merry Christmas, Y/N.”

The soft voice of Hajime coming from behind startled you a bit, but that doesn't stop the tears that're welling up in your eyes.

“Hajime?! But-- I thought that--”

When you feel his grip around you loosens, you turn around to face him, not really realizing the tears that are threatening to fall down your eyes.

“Surprise?”

He says with a shrug and a grin before embracing you once again. You bury your face in his chest and before you know it, you're already starting to let the tears and a few hiccups out.

Hearing you crying, Hajime quickly releases you with his eyes wide, inspecting your face while you try to hide it in your hands.

“Y/N, what's wrong?”

You can hear his panicked voice calling for you and your hiccups slowly turn into a soft laughter.

“S-sorry...it's just, I really wasn't expecting this and…..All this time I've just felt so lonely thinking that you won't be able to spend Christmas with me but… but this surprise really caught me off guard and my tears just started...”

You try to explain through your tear stained face with a smile. Hearing that explanation, Hajime releases a relieved sigh and cups your cheek in his hands before moving it closer to plant a soft kiss on your lips.

“Sorry I made you feel that way, honey.”

You shake your head and give him another kiss on the lips. You both stare at each other for a moment before letting out a soft giggle.

As he leads you to the dining room, he explains to you how he's been busy working overnight the days before so that he can get an early leave for Christmas Eve. He wants to make a surprise Christmas celebration with you so he took it upon himself to decorate and cook all the food before you came back home from work.

“Hajime, I really appreciate you doing this for me….”

You stroke his face and bring it closer but all of a sudden you flick your fingers to his forehead, thankfully not too hard so your fingers aren't too damaged from the hit.

“But what did I tell you about working too hard, hmmm?? You better be getting enough rest after this or else!”

Your husband just looks at you with a deadpan expression before heaving a small sigh.

“It's okay, I don't have to go to work tomorrow so I plan to rest anyway.”

He sneaks in another kiss, completely catching you off guard and almost making you forgive him right away if not thanks to your strong wife's willpower.

“Oh but...tomorrow's Christmas so….”

You look at him again and a smile automatically graces your lips in a matter of seconds.

“We get to spend the whole day together on Christmas then.”

You hum those words out, and skip your way into the dining room with a smiling Hajime following closely behind you.

“Yeah, I'm looking forward to it.”

That night, the Iwaizumi household is filled with laughter as they dine and chat together, spending their time and valuing each other's company as a happy married couple.

The End

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germanyballartsandanimations · 2 years

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Drawing 24 countries in alphabetical order. Supposed to be 26 letters but there was no countries starting with W or X. Inch-restin' Pls dont cry if ur country isnt in AAAAAA i MIGHT draw them as compensation tho! Just make sure im nice enough I worked the heck off of this drawing for like.....the entire week. It was sure a painful process but i quite like the enviroment in the artworks ehe I had awful struggles with the lineart and trying to make all the countries the same size. Hilarious, i know Hope yall enjoy this piece tho! :0000000 likes shares and saves are highly appreciated <333 im gonna have dinner after this anyways Shoutout (again!!!!!) to @artarctica00 for seeing this hell process. Thank you 🙏 Callout to @pineapplesonpizzaz for suggesting me this task. I'll never forgive you /j /srs /lh /gen /hj Just noticed the signatures are the....same. funny. .......it's almost christmas, innit? Oh damn. Hope yall have a great day/night/evening/morning/afternoon ahead! Please sleep if you can omg Now...onto the unholy Tags: #countryhumans #countryhuman #countryhumansart #countryhumansdrawing #countryhumansargentina #countryhumansbrazil #countryhumanschile #countryhumansdrcongo #countryhumansestonia #countryhumansfrance #countryhumansgermany #countryhumanshonduras #countryhumansindonesia #countryhumansjapan #countryhumanskenya #countryhumanslibya #countryhumansmexico #countryhumansnigeria #countryhumansoman #countryhumansphilippines #countryhumansqatar #countryhumansrussia #countryhumanssamoa #countryhumanstonga #countryhumansamerica (united states-) #countryhumansvenezuela #countryhumansyemen #countryhumanszimbabwe #art #digitalart (at Felling Happy and Wonderful) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXil5s7p1Ns/?utm_medium=tumblr

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azure, holly, and barn for the ask game :P

azure: what are you favorite flowers?

hmm. im fond of daisies. but my favorites have to be the wildflowers that grow around my home. we have clover flowers (theyre white flowers that look like a tiny tiny bouquet because theyre made up of a bunch of little blooms) and theres dandilions. not everyone is partial to dandilions but i like them. my sisters and i used to call them blowflowers when they were seeding. i also like violets and forgetmenots. we had daffodils at one point. all good flowers :3

barn: describe your dream home.

it would have to be pink. on the outside maybe that seashell pink you see beachhouses painted with. id love a big porch. with an overhang so i can be out in the rain too. thered be comfy furnature on the porch. you fukin kno thered be a rocking chair. maybe two. dunno whod sit in the other one but u seem like a good candidate zeph.

the house would be full of so many windows. there would be at least two windows in each room. and in the livingroom there would be a big big window. it might lead out to the porch. every window would have blinds and translucent curtains that paint the light in different colors when theye drawn.

there would be big open rooms with lots of room to move. the ceilings would be high. the walls would be seashell pink or a delicate blue or a soft pretty cream. nothing would be beige or tan. there would be a big comfy couch and a fluffy carpet. theyd both be pink. or maybe yellow.

there would be eclectic teacups in the cabinets, collected over many many years. id brew tea everyday in a pretty teapot that i painted, and someone i love would be in the other room reading the news on their phone. id make cinnamon bagels and sing songs i made up while i cook breakfast. the shelves would always be stocked with flour and butter and sugar to make cakes and scones and pastries. id make something every weekend i could. all the floors would be hard wood. id never have to vacuum.

there would be a comfy basement with a tv and a card table. the basement can have carpet. maybe there could be one of those big bridges that connect second floor rooms. and you can overlook the livingroom when you cross. thered be a skylight in the livingroom so that the light shines in in the morning and we can watch the stars at night. wed be able to hear the ocean if we listened hard enough. id smile everyday and cry whenever i needed to. id sleep in a big bed with a soft thick blanket and it would be pink.

my stuffed animals would be there. there would be stuffed animals in every room if i could help it. theyd all have names. theyd all have stories. when when our friends have children we can give them away. when our friends are lonely we can give them away. when our friends need a place we can let them stay over. they can sleep on the foldout sofa and look at the stars. and wed love them.

woah damn sorry i got caught up in the daydream i was having there.

anyway

holly: what is your favorite holiday?

hmm. i always liked christmas when i was little. nowadays its not really the same though. maybe this year ill watch some shitty hallmark movies.

halloween is also good. fall is pretty okay. yall know how i feel tho. there is. and say it with me now. an inherent sorrow to autumn.

one that i appreciate dont get me wrong. i like the feeling of fall. but i mean. its there. u can feel it right in your core. the sorrow in the air.

anyway sorry for rambling so much ive never really thought about what kind of house id want.

[ask game here :3]

[ask BOXXXX. here :3]

#daphne gets asks #trashpremium #thank u for the ask zeph oWo #and sorry for writing so much im in. a mood.#not a bad one just kinda. in an introspective mood.#just so u kno im not like. proposing to u and offering to buy a house together.#akjhdk

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