#its like fanfiction im dying

[fangirlofallthefandoms]

Rewatching (I don't want to go to) Chelsea and noticed as Trent is walking in these two are talking.

Which becomes 10x funnier after the latest episode.

#trent walking in and running into colin and the fittest guy on the team #its like fanfiction im dying #trent crimm #colin hughes #moe bumbercatch #isaac mcadoo #this is just so funny to me #ted lasso #they had to have known #this show man

[robotsafari]

i had a dream where something was off with riku’s shadow…

#beep boop you want fries with that #kingdom hearts #riku #(and ansem. in shadow form) #IGNORE THE MISTAKE OF RIKUS HAND AUUGHH I HATE DRAWING HANDS #riku wasnt wearing his dream drop distance outfit but i drew him with it because. well. dream LOL #its so weird like it wasnt even clear what world he was in #he was in some sort of tavern?? so maybe you’d think it was the kingdom of corona #liek the snuggly duckling but it definitely wasnt #i couldnt tell you why but trust me #it was kinda surreal that i actually had a dream about kingdom hearts. go figure #its like the hardest thing in the world to have a dream about a fixation im having #usually my dreams are trauma. and me dying. sometimes both. #and if it is about my fixation it’s usually me getting a bunch of merch of it and then i wake up and whoops i dont have it #or i just forget all of my dreams and wake up with nothing to think about. #so i like it when i have some cool bizarre shit related to my fixation happen #its funny because this sounds like something that would happen in either kh itself or someones fanfiction #i wouldnt be surprised if someone has already drawn or written about this #anyway gn i hope i have another weird dream about kh

[maaaxx]

chopped 15 inches off my hair today and dyed it red and im too hot for all of you now no one talk to me

#for context im apostolic #for yall who dont know apostolics are the types of christains who dont cut there hair and dont wear pants #and dont wear skirts and dresses below their knees #i dont have those beliefs specifically but my beliefs are most simular to apostolics than any other christian denomination #so i consider myself apostolic #and it was never really pushed onto me but i just never got my hair cut besides like three trims in my life #because i was scared of the church judging me #and my autistic ass is too scared of change #but im part of a really good church now and theyre not judgy #and im having a crisis #and so i did what tik tok told me to do when im having a crisis and i cut off all my hair and dyed it #its like right above my shoulders now and a really dark red- almost brown #and i love it #it feels like im rebelling against something #but im not #but i dont look boring anymore #max thinks shes relevant #im talking about being apostolic on a tumblr account that i have because i write gay fanfiction #love that for me

[dockaspbrak]

Its. Frustrating to feel like im always waiting for it all to be over

#like jdbdidnf idk #idk #i wish i could just do a thousand push ups or walk for 8 hours and then feel nothing #but alas. i have to sit with this feeling. which reminds me of all the other times i felt like this #and its so like. lonely and scary and like #idk what id need someone to do but. like take charge or smth in a way that #isnt just asking me questions #idk. im gonna read fanfiction and hope i feel less like im going to die in the morning #its like. i feel like ive made my peace with dying and then bam suddenly im terrified of it #i feel like i want a hug and someone to not try to look me in the eye but like just make space for me next to them while they do something #like when ur a kid and ur dads watching a movie and gestures fornyou to join him on the couch but he also doesnt talk to you much #attention when im upset is really irritating to me bc my dad would just stare forward when i cried as a kid so like #anything other than ignoring it feels like. hncomfortable and like im being rushed or smth #idk man. i hwve issues #but also like. ejndjfnf im like really really sad. but ill probably just always be sad kinda

[cloudstarcats]

The best part about doing research for a fic is learning that basically every trope came from the star trek fandom-

#no joke #i'm researching omegaverse rn #cause im writting a fic- #and like #its all from star trek #i swear #this one fandom really is just the start of all this bs huh #at least for american audiences ig #i havent done research into tropes more common in other cultures #so like i could totally be wrong lol #but yeah #so much of it is from star trek #mary sue - star trek #omegaverse - startrek #everything. its all star trek #amazing that it isn't the current top for fanfiction but like i could be wrong- #lmao im dying #star speaks #random

[ctenophora]

HELLO DUNGEON MESHI SHARKS I AM ASKING FOR A LONG LENGTHY FANFICTION OF ALL THE LONG LIVING PARTY MEMBERS (marcille, senshi, namari, literally elves and dwarves ANYONE IMPORTANT) Going through depression and sadness of seeing all their friends die in the future. now it may seem very morbid but i think its so worth it for like after the hype dies down and they are just living and all of a sudden chilchuck gets old and everyone is like wait a minute whats happening and then it starts hitting other friends and family and maybe Marcille is going through her fear again and other things like I literally cried after seeing fanart of chilchuck and senshi BECAUSE CHILCHUCK IS LITERALLY GONNA DIE LIKE IM DYING PLEASE SOMEONE WRITE THIS FANFICTION OR RECCOMEND ME SIMILAR THINGS IM CRAVING THE ANGST PLS

#fanfiction #fanfic #dungeonmeshi #chilchuck #senshi #marcille #delicious in dungeon marcille #i cant write it because im working on something else and my grammar is bad #honestly i might just go for it and practice cuz im gonna die #like #omg

[creaturecomfxrts]

Dipper and Mabel pines headcanons?

FINALLY getting around to answering these! since im better at them, heres some college age headcanons that apply just as much to how i view them in the show!

DIPPER PINES

transmasc. duh. of course

parents are INCREDIBLY supportive, super understanding. hes on hormone blockers in the show and starts HRT as soon as hes able, getting top surgery and bottom surgery in his early 20s

bisexual! ran into a guy junior year of highschool and went oh GOD. this is wendy 2.0 im going to die

NERD.

LOVES board games. so much. not just dungeons and dragons and monopoly im talkin everdell, wingspan, cascadia, catan. he loves a good think. he also loves dragging everyone else into playing them with him. he always wins. almost always, anyway

absolutely adores college and everything about it hes a little freak. totally ends up being the president of a few clubs, co creating some, etc. made an occult club AND a hiking club at his college

loves doodling, loves horror. his teachers? not so much. they try not to look at the weird ass creatures he draws on the margins of his very well written homework.

probably goes into something smart. like biochem. or um. stem. im (author) is a liberal arts major all i do is write gay fanfiction.

PSYCHOTIC ASS DORM ROOM. he barely decorated it like a classic college male but has a conspiracy board and thats it. which is full of strange shit hes seen outside of gravity falls. to be fair its very well documented and somewhat neat, just…. strange decor. he lives in a single (introvert)

COVERED in tattoos, but always abides by the suit rule (all tattoos need to be able to be covered by a suit to be professional. he knows this bc hes a neerrrrddd). he has really sick sleeves of runes and other occult like things hes found interesting. he has cipher related tattoos as well and also even got ford to design a few.

he has PROMINENT eye bags. he will never fix his sleep schedule

ended up working as a summer camp counselor for a while right outside if gravity falls! the kids loved him but he couldnt stand the heat and bugs all the time so he only did it for a summer or two

even after turning 21 he doesnt actually drink that much, hes a craft beer enjoyer and likes to make it himelf (Much later in life)

ALWAYS stays in touch with mabel. if anything happens in either of their lives you better BELIEVE theyre already on the phone with eachother

medical marijuana card holder

smokes to help eith his anxiety. it works WONDERS

coffee drinker but actually Does put cream and sugar is coffee. sometimes. other times hes too tired and just thugs it out

MABEL PINES

THE number one it girl ever

NUMBER ONE TRANS ALLY EVERRRRRR she loves her brother so much

pansexual!! she loves cool people, thats her motto

went to a fashion design school, is loving it despite drowning in work

began dying her hair in cool ways through highschool, now she always has some of her natural color present but goes a little crazy on the highlights

found out about huge dangley joke earrings. went absolutely crazy. has an entire space on her desk dedicated to her many many earrings. she has babies, knives, bags of doritos, aliens, glow in the dark ones, anything you could imagine.

fantastic at fashion design. stuggled a lot with the fancier stuff but her teachers were floored when they let her go wild on casual comfy wear. she excells in combining fashion and comfort in really exciting and colorful ways.

a party girl through and through, loves clubs, raves, concerts, anything!

video game lover as well, cracked at pvp games.

still boy crazy, just less so (has had like. 10 college boyfriends)

literally the sweetest friend ever. she loves hosting movie nights and tea parties (bc who wouldnt. theyre awesome)

tea drinker, loves floral teas with honey

HATES. black coffee. a starbucks frap girlie 4ever

has been scouted for modeing multiple times and only accepted when it was a commercial with puppies

love love loves making friendshio bracelets. knows all the patterns, all of her friends have a hefty amount of a bunch of different ones because she just keeps making them

anywwy, here you go! i love these two so much, i hope ive done them justice!

#dipper pines #mabel pines #headcanons #gravity falls #gravity falls headcanons #hcs #gravity falls dipper #gravity falls mabel #writing #writeblr

[biografter]

rambling about biograft x slingshot

people wanted this post and i shall provide !!

long post ahead, be warned

already so the first thing i should mention is that. bioshot started off as a joke because one of my friends who was playing slingshot kept complaining about dying to biograft, one of my other friends went “omg biograft slingshot enemies to lovers”, and then another friend wrote damn good fanfiction about them so thats how it started and now its somehow one of my favorite ships.

naturally, its more of a dynamics thing. biograft is an…interesting character to experiment with in terms of Relationships, namely because of the fact that its a robot who struggles to express a thing and was built to murder things.

take that in contrast with slingshot who lives a very slice of lifey life. owns a quaint little cat cafe, roommates with a pair of siblings who get up to various hijinks, loves his shoes, spends his days baking and cooking, just a kind and zealous fella overall.

biograft also doesnt exactly. Know a lot. poor fella has no clue what money is. and there are some avenues to go down with that.

take this piece of dialogue for example:

this is a lie. biograft frequently asks questions about what things are and if its dialogue with vine staff is proof of anything, it does retain answers to those questions and puts them to use when it can. biograft Can be taught, it just either:

1: doesn’t think it should learn anything

2: doesnt believe it can be taught due to the idea that it was built for one purpose and that it must stick to that purpose or its useless.

3: doesnt want to be taught or dare to step outside of its strict boundaries of interacting primarily with blackrock.

so, whats a better way to break that any one of those mindsets down than deciding out of the blue that, yes, it wants to know more about foot wear? what if slingshot teaches it about other things like baking or how to perform basic tasks around the house? after all, biograft seems fine sleeping in a closet and 3 idiots in an apartment can make quite a mess, there’s nothing bad about having extra hands around.

what if that line of thought goes all the way down to becoming genuinely acquainted with each other? casually learning more about the other as time goes one, biograft stepping further and further away from its original programming to help slingshot and learn more about the world and slingshot slowly spending more and more time to help the robot out.

and yknow, what if they help each other learn a bit about other things along the way?

also its juuuuust a hint of projection + wish fulfillment and if youve followed me long enough you can probably tell who is the slingshot to my biograft cough cough help me

so yeah thats why im weird as fuck

#im not tagging this as ph//ighting nuh uh i do not want people to see this post and laugh at me for being cringe #robo’s random ramblings #long post #bioshot

[quaranmine]

Hi, not sure if you remember me, but i sent an ask a while ago saying how i love the Incadescence of a dying light and that i talk about it with my friend and how we both really liked the story and are juts you know discussing it well update to now. we still do that lol. i cant stop thinking about it, i listen to the firewatch OST on the daily, resonating with each track at a time. I love it. I live it. I am enamored. Everytime Im studying Polish (my native language) and revising each epoch for my upcoming finals i cant help but connect themes and motives to that wonderful story of yours. If i land on a fitting topic in my oral final exam (like pop-culture, creativity and arts, certain themes in modern media) you BET Ill be talking about this fic (with all the credit I can give of course!) cause USARWSETDYRVUHUISC I cant get it out of my head. Its such an amazing example of how the media of fanfiction elevates the story to its maximum potential. How knowing the characters makes it so much easier to connect and resonate, even though Mumbo is absent from the majority of the fic, we still feel hurt after finding out whats happened to him. Like, its such an amazing creative medium I love fanfiction and TERSSXEFJNKVCRXSERARXSXERCDJNGIKKDc :thumbsup: oh gosh The Incadescence of a Dying Light. yeah so fun fact i actually had to look up what it means cause i didnt know the word before and oh. oh. oh its so much worse and more painful. really love it, i do, oh i do! I now have acquired (idk how to spell it lul) the never subsiding lust for nature and outdoors and hiking and being a part of it. I love it, you made me regain my love for it. I loved it before, yes, but i was caught up in my own head and had so much stuff i had to do, but now i love to look out my window even more, i love strolling in my garden. i love it. thank you, thank you, thak youuuuu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :thumbsup: So yeah, this fic is one of my faves of all time, i like it a lot, it has inspired me to live more and be alive basically and also. and for the end a fanart of an alternative ending where Mumbo somehow survives and just lives in the forest like a wild animal, living his best life, eating berries (i decided on drawing him eating berries [peace love and plants] instead of chowing down [is chowing a word??] on some rabbit lol) and then grian finds him and its super awkward

HI! Yes, of course I remember you! First of all, had a really wild day yesterday at work, but I read this at soooome point on my phone during the middle of the day and it made me smile :)

This ask is just so??? AAAAAAA???? I almost don't know how to respond, because it's just SO wonderful to hear this about something I created. Like I did that? I made a thing that is sticking deeply with people? I'm just soooo <333333

I like your point about how fanfiction can maximize story potential! I think it'd make a wonderful essay topic honestly. I have thought about this in connection with fanfic a lot--specifically, the divide between original fiction and fanfiction. In original works, you have to make the audience care. You have to introduce me to a character, setting, and story I will be interested in. I've read a lot of negative book reviews that start off with "the author didn't make me care about the characters" (i have also...said this myself about books I ended up not liking.) With fanfic, you skip that step! It lets you jump right in. I don't have to explain Mumbo and Grian's friendship or demonstrate it to you. You just Know. Someone reading it fandom blind would get the implication about how important they are to each other simply by seing the depth of Grian's grief, but for my intended audience, I can do whatever I want because I trust you to already have the background information you need.

The title is from a line I really like in a song (Post Humorous by Gus Dapperton). It just...painted such a nice word picture. Especially for a story about grief death and fire!

I just. Love that this fic helped you regain a desire for nature? That just makes me feel...warm, I guess, to know that I was able to spark that with something I created. I hope it goes well for you, and you get to take many walks. This spring I've been using the trails near my aunt's house (not.....hiking paths. too urban.) much more. I wanted to walk this week but I was too busy lol. I hope you have many wonderful experiences out in the Great Outdoors <3 one of these days, I swear I'll up and move to a place with "better" nature and "real" trails close by.

Also, SKFJSLFJSKFLSJKF your fanart made me laugh so much. I have like. Entertained this idea. Not as an actual or serious part of the story but I was like man wouldn't it just be off-the-wall if he was just vibing Out There 😭😭😭 You've caught the vibe perfectly LOL

this was all around such a special message to hear, thank you SO much!

#fave #save #hc_firewatch_au #quara asks #again <3333333333 #i feel like this response doesnt really adequately express how much this ask means to me i'm just really tired sorry <3 #i lvoe how many people i've induced firewatch brainrot into slfjsklfj

[figbian]

Tell Me of the dunmeshi wip 👀 that title bangs. also tell me about frat au and how much of it is based on The Frat.

dungeon meshi wip CONTAINS MANGA SPOILERS so putting it under a readmore. everyone else has to suffer thru frat au info.

frat au is only Sort Of based on The Frat (dear readers, this fanfiction author joined a fraternity and is a brother of [loud car horn]). due to the like ways fe3h works narratively, it felt a lot more true to a Good AU to be honest to an all-male fraternity, so it draws on The Frat's past (as we didnt haze, but hazing definitely used to occur) as well as info from other fraternities or fraternity-like structures (and a handful of How Do College-Age Boys Behave anecdotes coming directly from my real life college-age brother who is Not a frat boy).

sylvain, dimitri, and others are in a frat. their fathers (plus rodrigue lol) were in this frat. etc. not exactly explored but crucial to the narrative: how traditional fraternities uphold like lineage and legacies in college settings and why that creates bad gatekeeping etc etc etc. basically the ways fraternities suck on an individual level (hazing, unhealthy relationship to substances, pressure to conform to a certain set of standards, etc) AND the ways they operate on a structural level in a shitty way.

the plot however is: sylvain returns from some time off at university. in his time off, he's effectively ghosted his friends and no one knows what happened/why he vanished. felix is recovering from an injury that delayed his journey to become a professional tennis star (<- lol). they've known each other for so long, they both have dead brothers, but also how much do they really know about each other?

posting this snippet SPECIFICALLY for brothers of [siren wail]. i think youll all recognize the inspo for 'the green room.'

“maybe we should shift to explosions,” raphael said as he came back into the room, looking over at the car crumpling into a tree playing on the television. “for the vibe.” “the vibe,” agreed sylvain, privately wondering if there was that much of a difference between crashes and explosions. he figured that any kind of disaster suited the green room. the windowless room in the phi ep basement––named for the carpeting, which had, once, allegedly, been green (sylvain’s efforts to deep clean last spring had failed to prove anything except that one should always wear shoes in the green room)––was less of a vibe and more…well. the couches were all leather––easier to clean if someone puked on them; the ceiling had suspicious stains; the walls were covered in bad murals painted over several years of pledging––and sylvain would know they were bad, being an art history major; the tv sat on a pile of wooden crates. at least the sound system wasn’t terrible. when sylvain wanted to impress girls, he never brought them to the green room. he sat back on the couch and spread his legs. “yeah, fuck it,” he heard himself say. “explosions.”

dungeon meshi fic is suuuper rough rn. its Probably a 5+1 of 5 times marcille's friends died and 1 time they didnt (hahaha) but what i have written so far is all about chilchuck going senile and dying. the fic is very obviously tackling like "what happens when the people you love and remember as young and full of life grow old, and how is preparing for someone's death as painful as their death itself" BUT ALSO is about "what if the dragon part of falin makes her age at the same rate as marcille...and how is that, in some ways, worse than if she just lived as a human did?" bcs As You Know im always interested in the question "when is it true that living beyond when the narrative expects you to is worse than dying?" that part just doesnt have a lot written.

there is NOT a lot written that i posted for wip wednesday but here:

chilchuck has lost most of his teeth, so he has to eat porridge and other soft foods. “at least it’s not monsters,” he says to marcille every morning, which was funny the first few times and now is depressing. “yeah,” says marcille, pouring some sugar into his tea. it’s unclear to marcille––who, despite having half a century to prepare for this, feels unprepared––exactly when chilchuck seems to think it is. he keeps asking about his wife, his shop, his daughters, whether or not they could resurrect falin.  “have i reached out to her?” he asks. his wife, he means. mostly he seems to think they’ve just defeated the winged lion. marcille has not gained much patience in last fifty eight years; having to admit to mistakes she made fifty eight years ago every day for the last couple of years has been––hard. it’s been hard. “no,” she says, gritting her teeth. chilchuck’s ex-wife died fourteen years ago. marcille learned many mornings ago it’s best to convince chilchuck to write her a letter that cannot be sent rather than make him relive his grief every day.

#rambles #dungeon meshi fic is well. you certainly can see a glimpse of what has been a central source of grief for me for the past like four five yr #not a ton of spoilers for the manga but enough that i dont feel comfortable making everyone read it. #anyways thanks nat ily

[errielovesu]

Too sweet

chapter 1 of my first oc fanfiction, please be nice to be I cringe too don't worry, be sure to read the prologue for some extra context or something and yeah enjoy :3 (not proof read im too lazy)

cw/tw: none as of now

Besides beer himeno is a sucker for strawberry milk and maybe banana milk, usually one or the other is in stock but this time had to be my lucky day when none of them are in stock and now i'm not sure what i'm going to fill the fridge with now since we can't just only have beer in there, frustrated I head to the checkout counter and pay for the pain au chocolat that i've always had since I was a child, casually I walk myself back to me and himeno’s apartment, it's around 10 am and she's probably still asleep.

Yesterday everyone in division 4 went out for drinks, rare thing now a days but himeno wanted an excuse to not drink alone or with me since apparently, lately i've just been quiet maybe that's why himeno took me out to drink, it was nothing out the ordinary just so light drinking for me and just having mindless conversation with the other members. As I approach the elevator to get up to my floor I spot a familiar face. “Val-len-tine!!!” Power’s voice echoes through the lobby as she runs at full speed towards my direction she quickly gets ahold of my arm and squeezes me, clear that someone did not want to cook breakfast for the hungry girl, Denji approaches with caution since Power dislikes him talking to me, “Hey valentine, the evil man over there told us no breakfast from him because me and power stayed up playing cards and he couldn’t get his beauty sleep” denji exclaims, looking into powers eye she nods and points at the tall “evil” man that did not cook them a breakfast, I walk towards him as he looks anywhere but my direction. 

“Hey aki..” I poke him on the shoulder, “did you not get your beauty sleeep?” I continue the joke, still not even a look from the man, power snarks at him, “Lets just go up to your apartment and you can make me a delicious breakfast, i'm starving hereeeeeeeee” power squeals, I sigh and nod in agreement, “You're welcome to join too by the way aki…ill let you use the balcony, yeah?” usually I wouldn’t dare let him near the balcony or himeno, I told them if they needed to smoke to do it somewhere else because I couldn’t stand my plants dying, aki looks back, making eye contact with me then power, he slowly starts walking towards the elevator, “I think I just convinced him to stop being evil power” I chuckle.

Opening the door to the apartment, denji and power scurry like rats into the couch and bean bag in the living room, I set my bag down at the kitchen and head to wake up the sleeping himeno herself, knocking softly on the door I call out her name and after a few russels and groans she's up, “You better wear something to cover yourself or no food for you” knowing she will not obey my instruction she walks out in whatever she passed out with. The tv is on, the apartment is loud and warm. “Powers plate is on the left, the rest of you can sit wherever you want” I slightly demand with my voice, everyone surrounds the table and aki is nowhere to be found but of course one glance to the right and he is right on the balcony just admiring the totally interesting sky, I get up from my seat and walk over to the sliding doors that enclose the balcony, sliding them gently and stepping over and sliding the door shut behind me. “I did your job, could you finish now and have something to eat?” He glances my direction, I can barely look at him because its so bright outside, squinting my eyes I ask him to come in, he throws the cigarette out the window, “before you sit down though, can you wash your hands? I can barely stand the smell on himeno when we eat I don't need you to add on to her please” I ask with a bit of sarcasm on my face, Aki never gives me any reactions when I speak, sometimes I hate speaking to him, it feels like i'm speaking to a wall that thinks im stupid or something. “I got it.” Finally a response comes out of his mouth, I motion towards the table and slide the door open again. 

Today is rather quiet, it's about noon now and everyone is doing their own thing around the apartment, himeno and aki are talking, and i'm over here babysitting power and denji. “You know she doesnt like boys, stop trying to talk to her” power sticks her tongue out at denji, “why is this always a discussion with you two? Denji doesnt even talk to me because you scare him away power, look at where he's sitting right now power” I laugh as denji is a good 2 feet away from me, powers attachment to me makes me happy, she's sweet and funny when she isn't doing anything for personal gain and her cat likes me so she automatically likes me more because of meowy. 

“Val, we need to start heading out soon, please kick them out I don't want to do it myself” Himeno says walking towards her room, I stand up and sigh, “well you heard her, you guys also have things to do so please make her happy” I start walking the duo towards the door, aki follows behind me as I open the door for power and denji to walk out, I move to the side to give aki a chance to leave as well, as hes walking out he looks at me, weird, he's just staring me down like he wants to say something, “Thanks.” That's it? It took him that long to utter the word thanks? I dislike non aggressive aki…it's hard to speak to him when he's giving me auto generated response, “anytime, but don’t think ill let you smoke near my plants again” I smile at him, he starts walking towards the elevator where denji is waving goodbye to me and power is just intensely looking at him, waving back I close the door and head to change myself. 

Himeno and I headout the house and embark on whatever Ms.Makima has planned for us and it'll always end with himeno complaining, either way it's the job we have to do so she’ll shut up eventually. Himeno opens the door for me to enter Makimas office, “Hello, valentine.” makima said to me, greeting himeno next. “I've been alerted about a demon with a piece of the gun devil is roaming around Shinjuku station, it's unknown what type of demon it is, if you could go and patrol that area to give everyone peace of mind it would be appreciated.” Quickly me and himeno leave to head to our destination, and soon the complaining will start. “Shinjuku? Really the most populated place we could go to, I hate her stupid assignments, its always some low level slime sucking devil!” I just let her take it out, we shortly started heading towards a train to take us. 

Arriving at Shinjuku station I'm quickly distracted by the thousands of stores I could be exploring but sadly I'll have to focus on finding the devil disturbing, me and himeno walk the streets up and down just patrolling with nothing to be found. Me and himeno stop for some lunch, i'm not really interested in eating anything so I just had a drink while with fascination I watch her eat the burger she bought, wondering what this day is gonna lead us to.

#chainsaw man #aki x reader #aki x y/n #aki hayakawa #chainsaw man fanfiction #csm fan fic #csm aki #fanfic #aki smut #smut with plot #oc fanfiction #oc #my ocs #anime #aki one chance #cigarette #writing #long fanfic #aki hayawaka #csm spoilers #csm himeno #csm denji #chainsaw man denji #pochita

[secretcheesecakecat]

For the fanfic idea!

TenjikuMikey x fem!reader (or GN!Reader) where he went to her house after the fight. She asks him if hes okay (she wasnt there for the battle) and he tells her that hes fine. He swears by it but then once he goes to change into new clothes in her room, he begins to feel the weight of Izana and Emma dying so he breaks down. Hiccups, sobs and whimpers and the reader finds him with his jacket off, just an absolute mess of a man. :0

{First fanfict, omg im so excited!}

Title: It comes for us all~

Warning: Angst, mention of the dead, angst with fluff, blood

It was one of does days when Mikey, wasn't Mikey. When Toman had a fight, a big one...

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*ding, ding*

The sound of a doorbell wake you up from a dream, a bad dream. You opend the door just to see your boyfriend standing right in front of you, bleeding. Not knowing if it was his or someone else's.

"Mikey...? We talked about this..." You said letting him in the house. "You can't just show up at the time like this Emma will start to worry about you-! Not to meantion you're covered in blood!"

'Emma...' The word that rang in his head. 'Emma is gone, no one will worry about me...' The only words in his head at the moment, before you snap your finger in front of his face.

"Earth to Mikey!" Mikey looked at you, pushing away his sadness. "Im sorry cupcake, i didn't mean to make you mad. But, c-can i stay over the night, please?"

Since you couldn't say no to your boyfriend you let him stay over. "Alright, you know where my room is so go change. Okej?" Mikey looked at you tring to smile. "Mhmm, be right back" As he was walking up to your room, he looked a bit, off....? "Mikey, are you alright?" Your voice shook his whole body, he didn't wanted to worry you, he didn't wanted to lie to you, but he couldn't tell you.... no, not now.

"Yeaaa, im alright. Just, ya know, fight and all-"

"I know, but you never look like that. You sure your good?"

"Yes, im fucking sure-!!"

You both couldn't belive that he yelled at you, he didn't mean to- it was just to much. "[Name], babe im sorry. I didn't mean to-!"

"No, its alright. Go change dear, i'll wait for you here..."

Mikey couldn't fight you know. He didn't wanted to get you mad, he didn't wanted to hurt anyone else, so he just noded and walked into your room.

Mikey started to change his clothes, opening your wardrobe the picture of you, him and Emma standing on one of the shelfs. "Emma..." He said in shaking voice, taking one of the shirts he left at you're house last time he was there.

"Emma, is [Name] right? Would you worry about me if you were here...?"

And here it is again, the sounds. They sounds of Emmas last words, her saying 'i love you big brother' over and over, repeating themselves like a broken tape. Izanas words, his words of hatred towards him. He couldn't take it anymore. He broke down crying and shaking like crazy...

The next thing he knew you opend the door. "Mikey, are you-" you stand there, looking at him, not knowing how to react, "are you okej?"

Mikey tried to stand up, but he was to week. To week and scared to look at you in the eyes.

"[Name], im sorry... They are dead..."

You ran up to him not knowing what to do, who is dead? What is he talking about?

"Mikey? What are you saying, who is dead?"

"All of them!" He cried out, crashing into your arms tring to find comfort. "Emma was killed by Kisaki today, and Izana too!"

The tears fall down your cheek. You bestfriend is dead? And the unknow boy Mikey talked about the other day, saying something about him being Shins brother, got Mikey so shoked.

You hugged him tighter, both you holding onto each other like your lives depened on it.

"It's okej..." You said softly brushing his hair off his face. "It's not your fault-"

"It is! I didn't get to protect them, i- just i-!"

"Shhshhh, its alright..." Pushing his hair off his face so you could look at him closer. "They wouldn't want to see you like this. Not Emma, not even Izana. And-" You pulled away to look at him "Especially not Shin..."

Mikey seemed to have calm down a bit, after you hold him for a while now. And he finaly decided to speak.

"Im sorry for this... im sorry for worring you, i-" He hugged you again. "Just please... promise you won't leave me too..."

Looking at him, his small and week form, kissing his forehead. "You know, sooner or later it comes for us all..."

Melting in you're arms, he spoked quetly. "I know but promise you won't leave me soon... promise you won't leave me soon like they did..."

Standing up, and pulling out your arm for him to reach. "I promise." Smiling at you, he took your hand, you leading him into a living room.

"Let's just cuddle a little and try to watch a movie." You said sitting down on a couch, Mikey following after you.

You cuddle each other for an hour when he falled asleep. When you notice, you kissed him forehead, whispering to him. "Sleep well my angel, while you're on it, I'll protect you from everything and everyone.."

The end <3

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[ell-arts]

hi i'm just jumping in your inbox rq to say that backstab fucking ROCKS and im so happy i made all the right life choices to where im HERE and able to read it in it's glory . thank you for feeding me, zac's #1 fan , with this absolute MEAL (ik youve probably been dying laughing at my reblog but im still in a bit of a fervor bc THE PART WITH SUNNY WAS SO SO SO CUTE. THIS PART IN PARTICULAR PLAGUES MY GAY ASS

he's so cute he;s so cute HE LOVES HIS WIFE SO FUCKING MUCH IMGONNA CRY TEARS . CRYING SCREAMING SOBBING IM GONNA BE SICK AND SICK AND ILL AND SICK AND DEATHLY LIKE A VICTORIAN CHILD WITH POLIO ABOUT THIS 5EVER I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO LOOK AT THEM AND APPRECIATE THEM . SUNNY X ZAC MENTIONED IN A ONESHOT I LIKE ABOUT ZAC EVERYONE GO HOME THIS IS THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE

tl;dr ella back at it again with the killer fanfiction . you rock homie

DANG, I'm glad you enjoyed it that much!!! I thoroughly enjoy reading your reactions to my work! >:D

Not sure if you caught it (I may have written it a bit vaguely) but this part here has some deeper meaning for Zac too (spoilers ahead)

Zac didn't say this just in the sense of getting back home alive, but that he knew he had to get back home to protect and provide for the family he was going to have - to Sunny and his unborn child. Of course, before the carnival fell into chaos, he had no official confirmation that he was going to be a dad, he only had speculation. But he knew the possibility was there. And so at this moment in time, when he was faced with death, he inwardly decided that he was going to make it back home alive. To not leave Sunny a widow, and to make sure his unborn had a father in its life. Which is amazing and noble, but also very tragic. Because we know that Pac ended up having neither mother nor father in his life oof :'D

Thought you might like this extra bit of info :-)

Yes I may or may not have laughed myself silly with the tags in your reblog. Mwahaha. Thank you so much for checking Backstab out!!

#ask #pmatga #pacman and the ghostly adventures #pmatga zac #pmatga sunny #Zac Orbon #Sunny Orbon #Backstab

[clonehigh-takes]

i accidentally read every single take on this blog and it made me remember how iconic jfgogh was. the 2020 fandom was something else. jfgogh fanfiction has brought me so much joy. ive thought of a few clone high aus as jokes, and hands down the most developed and my favorite one was my jfgogh werewolf au, which was made to be a joke about the strange amount of jfk werewolf fanfiction on ao3 at the time (tell me if i can bother everyone who looks at this blog about my au because its WILD and i LOVE IT). wanna know the reason i think ive been in this fandom since 2021? there was apparently a jfgogh comic someone made on instagram that was deleted for some reason (i found out the au was called jfgogh amnesia if anyone knows anything about it PLEASE tell me im dying to know what the plot was) and i got obsessed with figuring out what happens in it and ever since then i cant escape the fandom, even if i move onto another one it ALWAYS comes back like william afton. sometimes when i see posts about van gogh i groan, but i really dont hate him. hes probably my favorite background character purely because of how goofy the fandom made him. in like every jfgogh fanfiction, jfk's character has to be butchered a bit to make him want to date a nerd. youd think itd be annoying, but i actually love it. i love everyone's small different details about van gogh. i love all of the tiny headcanons they incorporate into jfk. i love jfgogh, and i am proud to say i stan it. thank you for your time.

#clone high #clone high takes #clone high jfk #ch jfk #clone high van gogh #ch van gogh #jfgogh

[neet-elite]

good evening!! had a couple thoughts today….

1. not to be icky but…love interest pube style. personal bias taking place but

- i don’t think whitney does much but trim them. they’re blonde and he has a happy trail. f!whitney has a landing strip (your art of puppy m!whitney is exactly how i picture it)

- kylar doesn’t grow much body hair, so he doesn’t have to do much to his as well, but he also barely has them. f!kylar trims hers but still has a dark bush

- avery, regardless of gender gets waxed to keep up with their high end attitude

- robin, regardless of sex doesn’t think much about their pubes, but like kylar also doesn’t grow much

- eden is hairy and owns it completely

- not sure about sydney…?

also, as a sdv and dol enthusiast, whit/kylar and sam/seb occupy the same space in my brain. almost like whit/kylar are the dark version of sam/sebastian? i mean when you play with the yandere seb mod its basically kylar but in the country. not that i see sam as ever being a bully but i also see how the angst in his personal life could lead him to being angry at the world.

also, i fucking hate shane too.

hope the rest of your evening night is well!!!

- <3 whitney’s toy

good evening my love :D pubes are not icky do not worry <3 i actually love chatting about them, they're such a neat detail to discuss. as well as body hair in general, i looooove body hair hehe..

Whitney: i agree with your words. to be honest, i was a little inclined to say that they might be clean shaven down there, if only because i think they care too much about their appearance and seem like the type to do that. but they're also a slut, and im unsure if they'd have the time to keep on top of being clean shaven. so i think they'd more often than not just tidy the place up and think good enough.

Kylar: i think they both don't grow a lot like you said, and also that the hair that is there is very dark. m!kylar might be more inclined to shave if asked to, but f!kylar is such a failgirl that i think you'd have to help her shave. wet cat f!kylar looking up at you like the pleading emoji being like: pwease... pwease help me.... i also think they're both just so gross and nasty that they prefer to keep it natural anyway.

Avery: definitely waxes everything the moment hair even thinks about growing, especially pubes. too expensive not to like you said LOL. high maintenance BITCH i love them.

Robin: likes to keep it natural too i think, and also definitely prefers it if their partner is natural also. would enjoy shaving every once in a while just for a change, but otherwise has enough on their plate and forgets about shaving entirely most of the time lol.

Eden: is so hairy ur so right. kind of like robin, eden doesn't even register that they might want to shave, because they're too busy otherwise. has a big bush anyway and would think it a waste of time to even trim.

Sydney: doesn't to begin with, but i think after some sexual experience they might like to at least try shaving. just for a change. i don't think they have a preference either way, but would be happy to accommodate their partner if they have a pref.

and you're right about whit/kylar and sam/seb. it's just the sun/moon duo, right? another example would be: naruto/sasuke. extroverted blonde bitch x introverted black haired bitch, yknow? im sure there are plenty other examples, but i deffo see the similarities between them in relation to character studies! tbh i love placing characters into ill-fitting roles anyway like dress up dolls, i don't think i've written a single piece of fanfiction depicting any character the way i actually think they'd act, so.

and FUCK SHANE. all my homies HATE SHANE. i want to kill him in the game. when he's dying on the cliff i wish there was an option for me to kick him off.

#💌mail #whitney’s toy anon #wishing you well love <3

[devflamme]

i just love this idea i had of "agatha sang in clubs/parties when she was younger and had to earn money to survive because 💲capitalism is now something that controls the world and she cant live in the forest anymore💲" and i had to write a scenario for my fic where agatha allows that wanda enters her mind and sees some of her memories. the first one being young!agatha singing jazz in a club (and wanda almost dying because... its agatha. singing.)

this fic is not finished (YET! i want to finish it but its not going to happen soon because im a member of society and i have to work and do things) and this is just a little thingy i had to write to not forget everything i just thought about. i wrote this (and more! the full draft has 1,3k+ words 😁) yesterday in like, 30 minutes or less???

another thing i love about this is that agatha is willing to show her memories. she trusts wanda now for her to do this. they both trust each other. and this is such an important thing for me because that's a line that happens near the start of the fic that goes "i can't trust you. we can't trust each other." and NOW THEY TRUST EACH OTHER. i love couple development 🥺🩷

theyre now soft, your honor, and i could spend HOURS talking about my own fanfiction.

#dev is currently talking with himself #wips #wagatha #agatha harkness #wanda maximoff