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water-your-plance · 2 years

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I am not mentally well lol

#im not mentally stable #mental health #mentally ill #can you tell I'm mentally ill #Hope you're all well #<3 #I'm placing all my mental stability on TDP right now #tdp #i need tdp season 4 #tdp season 4 #the dragon prince season 4 #kinda wanna kms

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esiphine2 · 2 years

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I want to stop talking…I feel so annoying to all my friends. So maybe I’ll just put my air-pods in and stop. Then I won’t be annoying, right? Maybe they’ll like me….but then again…I’m ugly…kinda fat…just..I hate everything about me but maybe I can fix this one thing, I’ll just stop talking. Stop making myself noticed. Just smile and respond. Don’t talk, just sit there with a calm expression. Listen to my music, they’ll never noticed with my hair covering. I’ll be okay if I just stop talking. Yeah. We’ll do that ＾＾

#tw self destructive behavior #tw sh vent #tw 3d #kinda wanna kms #i want to disappear #tw sh in tags

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queerkuro · 2 years

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am i okay? no. but at least i can make bokuto koutarou as queer as i want

#kinda wanna drop off the face of the earth #kinda wanna move away and change my name and start a new life with a new personality #kinda wanna kms #you know how it is #i'm just feeling some type of way about wasting my days off #bex told me there's nothing wrong with relaxing but like #idk #i'm tired #wtf jordan #vent #hq #bokuto #queer hq

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tick1ishgirl · 3 months

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Not doing well(: hehehe

#kinda wanna kms #idk #being in your 20s is hard #already cried in my car about it

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ilovethebittertaste · 2 months

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i want to go to sleep and not wake up honestly

#tw self destructive behavior #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #tw self destruction #tw depressing stuff #depressing quotes #kinda depressing #depressing shit #self destruction #tw self sabotage #self loathing #i wanna kms #im going insane #i hate my brain

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steeviesvent · 10 months

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I’m tired of wishing I was dead.

#su1c1dal #kms #ready to kms #self h@rm #haha depression #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #i hate everything #i hate it i hate it i hate it #i wanna die #kinda depressing #depressiv

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girlyteengirl16 · 6 months

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when you’ve been sad for so long you don’t know how to get better because you don’t know what it feels like to be okay

#trauma #i wanna kms #tw depressing stuff #mental abuse #i want to be okay #tw depressing thoughts #mentally tired #mentally unstable #kinda depressing #idk anymore #pls laugh before i kms #this account is a cry for help pls help me

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la-lil-alien · 2 years

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The plot thickens....

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que33rslut-butpurple · 2 years

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Why does my anxiety have anxiety about other people having anxiety a different way than I do????????

Yesterday at uni, a girl in my class had a panic attack. She sits in the middle of the class, so people (her friends) had to get up to let her get outside and she was already hyperventilating and when she got out we could still hear her because she stayed close to the door.

My train of thought: why did she sit in the middle of the class? I could never do that, it's too much social anxiety and this is exactly why I stay in the back, so I can exit quietly and bother no one and no one asks questions and no one notices me. Now everyone knows she has anxiety (she had some attacks last year as well) and I can't have any panic attack at uni. Two people in one class that would be too much. If I have an attack it has to be calmer than her, I have to be "better" and have the "easier" anxiety. Oh god but what if I have a huge panic attack and start hyperventilating ans can't get out early enough then everyone will know and I will bother and people will think "oh another one? Isn't one person with anxiety already a lot??" Do I even have anxiety??? Am I just exaggerating things and creating problems in my head??? Am I lying to everyone and to myself????

OBVIOUSLY THIS IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT. Why am I like this??? Not only am I judging this person's anxiety and this also makes me feel like I'm a bad person, like I'm evil, but I'm also still striving to be perfect and people please with my symptoms. I HATE THIS. I CAN'T BREATHE AND ALL I THINK ABOUT IS OH PEOPLE WILL BE BOTHERED IF I SAY ANYTHING SO LEMME JUST BE IN AGONY UNTIL I CALM DOWN OR I CAN GET UP AND GO.

I'm just so fucking tired of this..

#anxeity #anxitey #therapy #why am i alive #kinda wanna kms #kinda wanna cry #i hate everything #overwhelmed #overthinking #I'm a monster

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rizzmin · 2 years

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Damn

#; dark impulses #kinda wanna kms #fr #tw: dead mention

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hisblackpaladin · 2 years

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Trying not to fall into bad thoughts.

I wish i didnt have an anxiety attack every time something goes wrong.

#personal entry #kinda wanna kms #im so tired #i dont like my job

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sourshoulders · 2 months

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me after hitting deep styro after aiming for deep styro: 😰😰

#cvtaddict #self h@rm #cvtt!ng #styroblr #i wanna kms #man these are kinda gaping #nice lol

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gloomydiary · 2 months

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I'm so broken I don't feel anything, I just feel bad I can't cry I can't even describe the pain because I don't feel it but I know it's there

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imsodunwiththis · 2 years

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Person: why are you acting like that?

Me: oh I’m sorry was I mental illnessing wrong!?

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ilovethebittertaste · 2 months

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i hate how mental health in my family is just normal like no one knows how close i’ve been to kms cause of how dark my d3pression is it’s like no one wants to deal with it or care & that just makes me feel like a problem that can’t be fixed

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nalivaa · 10 months

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being close isn't enough he's gotta be cuddled immediately

#supernatural #midam #adam milligan #spn michael #mermaid au #this was supposed to be a mermay piece. i failed </3 #plus i arrived to the terrible conclusion that i will never be able to finish this correctly #i don't know what it is about this piece but i simply cannot finish it i am so sad and upset and honestly i kinda wanna kms <3

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