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Don't mind me I'm just here knowing full well I'm dizzy as hell and will pass out if I overexert myself but I'm still trying to learn a TikTok dance that is way above my level.
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Long story short, I won't be standing up for the rest of the day.
What do you see for your future and you have schizophrenia. I’m not going to lye your going to have more then bumps in the road. It’s just inherently part of having a mental illness such as schizophrenia. Let me save you you grief. Man, just do what’s best for your health. If your on disability, stay on disability and don’t worry about working and going to school . These two things aren’t out of question for you. I did both for many years . Schizophrenia with its symptoms of hallucinations and delusions is such a debilitating thing. There is no way to stay consistent. Along with hallucinations and delusions there are also problems with sleep, anxiety, depression, etc. you really put a lot on yourself trying to accomplish too much at one time. If you do take the route of school and work just make sure you take it nice and easy. Allowing yourself to always recuperate from a day that will be full of stress. Stress is a big factor in why I couldn’t work. You see stress, triggers my symptoms. Stress related issues can come at you from different Angles . If you have anxiety, it could be stressful working around people all day. A workload from the job can be stressful and wear you thin.  I know with me taking my antipsychotic, it made me sleep long hours. So in order for me to work I had to get up early despite the fact I would be sleep deprived because I needed to sleep 12 hours a day on Risperdal. Lack of sleep is a big factor in well-being and is very critical for having energy and motivation to accomplish daily task. When you have been diagnosed and have jumped through the hoops to get on disability don’t be disappointed with the amount you get because we are lucky here in America to have social net for vulnerable populations. This income from the government can also be used to apply for housing, food benefits like lone star program. You can get a Pell grant to pay for school if you feel you want to attempt higher education. I went to college and I learned a lot despite not being able to work a regular 9 to 5. Never give up is my drive for numerous instances in my life. I would never detour anyone from making an attempt at something they feel is inside them to take on. Been there I was up for the challenge. I did well in school. I take longer to read but I took nice easy at my own pace because I took at least 2 credit hours a semester. I made it . I got the degree. I have it . It’s s piece of paper. Highly valuable to someone who doesn’t have a thing wrong with them that can set there goals on a solid career being they don’t have to have an impairment like schizophrenia. When you place yourself in highly structured stress related situation don’t expect to come out unscathed. You may find school doable and excel but working n your profession after school is a different ballgame. Your not free to move at your own time because you are on someone else’s time. That person is trying to make a profit, minimizing expense and looking to maximize profit. You are very replaceable and fast if you don’t make the cut. Developing different skills that can be applied to selling a services or product is good but better are skills like managing your health, managing your symptoms, managing symptom related issues is all essential for the fore mentioned above. There is not even a possibility of success working or going to school without first knowing how to stay physically and mentally well. Take care of you don’t put extra added pressure on yourself to achieve. Come to grips and understand every nuisance of your mental illness . Feeling good in your house watching t.v. or anything relaxing is better way to spend your days rather then trying to make the elusive American dream work for you. Don’t worry what people think about you not working. Fuck them there not the ones who have schizophrenia. We may appear all together on the outside but we are always fluctuating on the inside. You have nothing to prove to anyone. If you have to prove something for yourself. Do it , attempt it, execute it. But alway make notes what doesn’t work. DEFIANT
Kenali batasmu, batas kemampuanmu, batas keperdulianmu, batas kemengertianmu, batas keingintahuanmu, batas perasaanmu & batas toleransi yang mampu kamu beri untuk apa & siapapun dalam hidupmu, kecuali kepada Tuhanmu..
Loki was raised to expect a future as spouse to a foreign dignitary. Thor was raised to expect a future as a glorious warrior for Asgard. Neither was prepared for what the future had in store.
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I really enjoyed this fic. The first half for me is the strongest, the world building for Jotunheim and Loki's impossible task are well crafted and really evoke the wonder and grandeur of a classic fairytale/myth. But, it is clear that this is a 7 year fic. Which isn't necessarily a bad thing, completing a project of this magnitude is a huge achievement and it is well made. It is simply clear by the end of the fic that the author wanted it finished and their love for the ship/fandom had diminished significantly over those 7 years, and the author says as much in their notes. What it means for the reader is that Thor evolves mostly off screen, which might have worked if in earlier sections he was less monstrous... but in this adaptation he exists in two intense, semi-connected extremes. Everything else about the fic I was really loving.