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sisyphus-hye · 2 years
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Phone Sex with Heejin (Smut with a little bit of fluff at the end)
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Loona being on tour, leaving you to be left at home has really put a strain on heejin and your relationship. Being only together for a year, you and her do have your moments of intimacy here and there.
You've never pictured yourself like this though, laying naked on your bed touching yourself while heejin moans and tells you what to do. It's just so exciting to you, you want her so bad.
"You like that baby? I bet you wish i was there don't you?" Heejin says in a deep, breathy voice.
"You have no idea. I want you in the worst way mommy." You pause after saying that, you didn't mean to say that, but you can't help but notice that it's made you more aroused
"Mommy? I never knew you were into that," heejin let's out a small giggle, "I want you to cum for mommy ok? Be good for mommy and cum for her ok?" Heejin orders in a sexy tone
Your muscles start to contract, you let out a primal noise you never think your body could produce.
After catching your breath you tell heejin: "I miss you so much, you know that?"
Heejin let's out a small laugh and you can practically imagine her blushing on the other side of the phone, "I know and miss you too baby. The tour will be over soon and i promise when i get home we're gonna have so much fun together you'll have to call out of work the next day."
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zchnlswrld · 3 months
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[ 14.24 ] art-student!heejin — angst
warning/s: fem!reader (also a student), mention of a pen knife and a small scar from it (dropping it in class), heejin is implied to be taller than reader, reader is said to have hair that reaches at least their chin, sad lesbians, this actually feels quite intimate wait, internalised homophobia(?)
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the light in the bathroom flickered, still broken from jinsoul and sooyoung’s fight months ago, the bulb was due a change but you could still see her face perfectly.
heejin stared at each paint mark as she carefully wiped your face with tissue she had taken from the stall behind her, being much more careful than she was with her own face just moments ago. one of her hands held your cheek, under your hair, while the other went back and forth on your other cheek.
she drops the now red tissue into the sink, keeping her grip on your face, as she picked up a new piece and put it under the tap briefly. she leaned in closer this time, her eyes soft and full of an emotion you can’t quite understand.
“i’m sorry about yerim.” she begins to wipe just above your eyebrow as she speaks but you aren’t listening.
her thumb begins to stroke a small spot and you realise how warm her touch is. it’s not from sweat or how long she’s been holding you but from how it makes you feel inside. butterflies are everywhere and you feel fuzzy. she makes you feel fuzzy and warm and cozy and at home like she always has only this time it sends your heart to your stomach as you realise what it means.
heejin stands up fully to blow the small wet patch on your head dry. she teeters back and forth for a moment, hesitating while thinking about her next move. she can feel how intimate the atmosphere has become and she’s seen your eyes trained on her as she cleaned up, although she notes that it wasn’t a shy stare or a cautious one.
slowly she puts her other hand on your cheek, you don’t seem to mind that it’s not dry and heejin sees you slowly melt into her hold. both of you stare at each other and she steps as close as she can, all while watching you for any movement but nothing comes. you’re chest to chest and she leans down to become face to face with you.
there are mere centimetres between the pair of you. you can feel her soft breath on your lips as hers slightly part.
you’re almost 100% sure she can hear your heart beating, you know she can feel it, but it doesn’t matter because if you listen close enough you can hear hers too.
slowly you lift a hand to rest on her wrist and your thumb copies her movements from minutes ago. your eyes wander from her face to her collarbone and you notice a small mole you’ve never seen before, then you look at her empty wrist and notice a small scar you’re sure she got from a pen knife in class.
then you look back at heejin’s face. her eyes are glazed over as she observes you. her cheeks are a light shade of red, and not from your thumb. her lips were still parted as she looked for the right words to say.
after a moment she speaks. “don’t look at me like that.” it comes out as a whisper you can barely hear, the closeness making so you can just catch it. there’s a small break in the sentence and you watch a tear fall from her face however you do nothing to stop it.
“i wish you were a boy.” is all you can reply.
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loonamblr · 2 years
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Heart-shaped arrow
Loona Heejin x reader 
A girl, who doesn’t fall in love easily, had fallen to her best friend.
author’s note: this story was inspired by the song, Fallen by Lola Amour. Please listen to it! I hope you guys will like this story even tho it feels like a rush work. Stay safe everyone!
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In your school, The three of you, Heejin, and Hyunjin, are very popular. You guys are known as the best examples of beauty and brains and also because of your skills and talents.
Heejin is known for being a very artistic one who always wins art contests, Hyunjin is the popular varsity and hyper, and lastly, You are known as the musician or the musical genius of the group and has a youtube channel where you post cover songs.
You've been best friends since middle school. From there, you have this unbreakable bond and decided to go to the same high school.
The three of you are in Hyunjin's house. Heejin and you are on Hyunjin's bed giggling at how Hyunjin tells about her interaction with her crush and your senior, Jinsoul. She was very immersed in her own story that she even acts for every scenario.
"You know she can tell a story without actions. I can't stop chuckling because she looks stupid." Heejin whispered to you.
"I guess she didn't even know that she's doing it. It's her habit and it got worse when the topic is about Jinsoul unnie."  you smiled.
Both of you chuckled as you continue to watch Hyunjin who is now staring blankly in space, smiling as she remembers her and her crush's interactions the other week.
Earlier that week, Jinsoul gave Hyunjin some energy drink before her championship match started, resulting in Hyunjin winning and being the MVP. Almost everyone knows about Hyunjin's big fat crush on her senior Jinsoul. The said girl was the blonde and president of the music club of which you are a part.
On the other hand, you and your crush were talking to each other basically regularly.
You're not the sort to fall in love easily, so these kinds of emotions are still unfamiliar to you. And your two other best friends know this, so they don't even bother to ask about it.
However, you fell in love this time. You were unaware of how and when it begins. You were mistaken to believe that it was merely an infatuation. Every time you spend time with her, these feelings keep deepening. At first, you don't want to mention it since you think falling in love with one of your best friends was a horrible idea.
You can't really blame yourself for admiring Heejin, though. It was difficult to resist having feelings for her. She is ideal. God spent his time creating her features and giving her such talent.
It will take some time for you to provide the list of reasons why practically everyone is drawn to her. Like receiving gifts during lunch or at dismissal wasn't unusual.
The past few months of Hyunjin being busy with the upcoming sports league at their school made the two of you bond more with each other. You think that it was one of those days when you started to realize your feelings towards Heejin.
Your feelings got more and more clear every time you bond. You and Heejin spend time doing artwork. There are times wherein you teach her to play other instruments which Heejin boasts to Hyunjin then the latter will come up to you frowning and say "I want to learn too."
However, you enjoy spending time with Heejin the most when she visits and you can jam together in your music room. Hyunjin occasionally joins you and Heejin, and performs on the keyboard.
Bringing you back to reality, Hyunjin leaves the room after saying, "I'm going to get my cat downstairs." making the two of you alone.
While you continued to recline back on the headrest, Heejin lay down on the bed. The bunny-looking girl hugs your waist as if she's going to sleep.
You'll be lying when you'll say that this current position is not making your heartbeat more quickly than usual. You got used to her being clingy and all but sometimes it still caught you off guard
The other girl is trying to fall asleep, and you decide to entertain yourself by opening your phone. You were gently pinching the bunny's arm when you felt her head turn to look at you.
You put your phone away and turned to face Heejin.
"What's the matter?" you asked.
Heejin contemplating whether to ask it or not. "I just want to ask. Have you fallen in love?"
You were surprised by the question and just stares at the other girl.
What if I told you that I have. I fell in love with you.
You want to express such feelings to the other girl, but you realize it is not the correct moment. Although you badly want to confess, you are unable to do so because of your friendship. You are happy and content with your current situation.
However, a part of you is still holding out for more.
The silence broke when the owner of the room opens the door holding her cat with the bags of chips.
"What's with the silence?" She asked calmly and gave the chips to the two.
"Nothing. I was trying to fall asleep." Heejin answers it immediately.
You and Heejin make a room for Hyunjin when she goes in between you.
"No one going to sleep 'cause we're going to watch a horror movie." The cat person excitedly opens Netflix on her tv.
Days went by, and Heejin's question has never been answered. It was never brought back to the topic every time you meet.
She has liked you since their junior year, to be honest. She discovered herself supporting you more than simply as a friend when you performed for the music club recital. Heejin found your musical talent, as well as your adorable face with its dimples when you smile and laugh, quite charming.
So asking that question was a little bit nervous for Heejin. She doesn't know what her reaction will be when you answer her with a 'yes'. She can be relieved that you have fallen at last or annoyed and left wondering to whom you have fallen.
The other day, Heejin pays a surprise visit to your house. She didn't see you in your room and she exactly knows where she'll find you.
Heejin knocks on the farthest door. Standing in front of it, she can already hear the saxophone being played by someone.
She knocks again but louder this time.
The sound of the instrument stops. You opened the door and were surprised to see Heejin.
"H-Heejin, I didn't know you'll come here today. Did you message me? I haven't checked my phone yet. I'm sorry." You said a little confusion in your voice.
"Relax. I got bored in our house and Hyunjin has sudden plans with Jinsoul Unnie today so.....I think I should've messaged you first. You seem so busy." Heejin scratched her temple feeling sorry.
"I'm not that busy but currently working on something. It's fine by the way, you and Hyunjin are always welcome here." You open the door widely to let Heejin come in.
You went to your laptop, leaning on your table as you arrange some of your recordings.
"What are you working on?" The bunny asked out of curiosity.
She sat on your swivel chair and put her arm around your waist, side hugging you.
Since you can't yet let her listen to the song, you replied with a kind of worried "Uh, some song? Well, it's still not finished though."
"Can I hear it?" Heejin and Hyunjin have listened to your songs and creations before.
"Not today, Miss." You said and laughs when you saw how the other beaming girl's lips frowned.
You faced her and hold her face to play with her cheeks.
Heejin, on the other hand, is examining your features as she stares at you. Despite the fact that you two aren't doing anything, she is currently quite content and happy with you right now.
You removed your hands and notice a glint of pink shade on her cheeks. You began to feel your cheeks felt hot too.
Both of your hearts are beating very fast because of the interactions.
Shaking your head slightly, you looked to your laptop to find that your work had been successfully saved.
"What do you like to do right now, bunny? Have you eaten yet?" you asked.
The other girl got up from the chair and took a little tour of the room to find something interesting.
She held up the saxophone and said, "I've heard you play this earlier while waiting outside the door. Would you mind teaching me?"
"I wouldn't, but let me get our spare saxophone so you can use it." You stand up and proceed to get the spare instrument.
The whole afternoon they only spend time in the music room. Every time Heejin's breathing becomes uncontrollable and she makes strange noises, you chuckle, but at least Heejin has gained new things. (I guess)
A week had passed, You have been debating whether to release your video about your new song for the past week. It's not yet fully finished but it can be a preview for the songs and ready to be posted on your account.
You cannot remember how many times you had played your video.
You've already included the caption, saying, "A month ago, someone special to me asked if I had fallen in love. It was difficult for me to answer right away. After a few days, I put my thoughts into a song, which I believe was the best way for me to explain my feelings at the time, that leads to the creation of this song."
You review your video for the last time before posting it.
In the first seconds of your video, you smiled at the camera, guitar in your hands before you played the prerecorded other instrumentals. You then began singing the lyrics.
"What if I told you that I've fallen?
And I like the way you say my name
My heart skips a beat when I hear you calling
And I like that it won't go away
But never mind, don't wanna give you any trouble
Never mind, never mind
I'm okay with being by your side for as long as I can hide
What if I told you that I've fallen?
I know that it won't ever stop
You know I'll be there when you call me whether you like it or not
Without a warning, now I'm falling for this picture on my phone
But don't mind me I'm just falling, I'll get back up on my own
Please don't say my name
Help me put out this flame
I'd rather hold onto this feeling that you don't even believe in
What if I told you that I've fallen? "
The video finished. It is now time for you to finally post it.
You can hear your heart thumps a loud before pressing the 'post' button.
The moment you see "Upload done" on your laptop, you start to shake lightly with excitement and nervousness.
If you're being completely honest with yourself, you're very concerned about Heejin's reaction. Will she get its message? Will you two remain friends despite this?
You closed your laptop with a mild amount of aggression. You left the house after getting your wallet and car keys, leaving your phone in your room.
Driving out of nowhere just to distract yourself.
About an hour in the park, It started to rain and your only option is to head home.
You took a hot shower and lay down on your bed.
Something lights up on the side table. It was your phone.
Your notification is flooded with good reactions and comments from your video. You turned it off and closed your eyes.
A familiar ringtone for a certain person made your eyes open again. You took your phone to open the message.
It is from Heejin.
You cannot stop smiling widely as your heartbeat raises fast again but with joy reading her messages.
Heebunny sent you a message (1:43 pm).
what if I told you that I've fallen?
the heart-shaped arrow through my chest.
without a warning, now I'm falling for you and I know that it won't ever stop.
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gaypeople4itzy · 1 year
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Singing lessons
With Loona's Haseul
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wordcount : 1,7k
Warnings : none !! just kissing :)
Another one of my favorite fluffcember pieces muhahaha !! Enjoy <3
Whining a little as you got out of your father’s car, you asked him for the hundredth time just why was he taking you here. He had stubbornly signed you up for a singing class, something you refused to admit being interested in. It’s not that you hated singing itself, but just the thought of having to speak in front of others was terrifying you, so singing in front of a crowd was definitely not what you wanted to do in the future
You were your parents’ only child, and they cherished you like you were the most precious being on earth. They had always made sure you could explore the many possibilities of life, as well as develop your capacities. Since you were a little kid, they had pushed you to try different sports, as well as play diverse instruments until you would find what you actually liked
You never really disliked that, it was actually a pretty good way to figure out things about yourself, to grasp what you were capable of and where your limits were. Although your parents hated giving up, they had always been pretty understanding of you
When it came to singing though, it was different. Your father had sung in an opera before, and had, countless times, described it to you as the best experience of his entire existence. Meanwhile, your mother had taught you the many lullabies her family had been transmitting, generation after generation. In your parents’ mind, it was clear you were to become a great singer
You never wanted to disappoint them, however, you had never taken any lesson. Being someone who showed great potential in art, your father and mother struggled to understand what was stopping you from exercising your lovely voice. And the truth is, you couldn’t get past that embarrassment you felt at the thought of having to sing in front of individuals
Sure, you could be pretty confident when it came to playing a game of football, or doing perfectly a melody on the piano; though you felt as if singing wasn’t going to work for you. You didn’t quite understand why your parents wanted you to sing so bad, for you, your voice had nothing that stood out from others and you never saw yourself singing that well
So when your mother announced that she had found someone that was offering private singing lessons, she thought it would be an awesome opportunity for you. You wouldn’t have to sing in front of many, just in front of your future professor. Your father was immediately enthusiastic about it, saying it was the ultimate occasion to try and embrace your talent
As for you, you were near horrified. Private singing lessons?? You were already imagining an old man, strict and severe, never letting you rest and putting an obscene amount of pressure on you. You could already feel yourself exhausted, stuck between saving yourself and pleasing your parents
Despite your clear opposition, your parents were stubborn: you were going to try at least one lesson. They declared that judging without trying it first was foolish
And so, you were forced to be here
Entering the building, your father looked for the class where your future teacher was to wait for you. Walking for a little while, you felt your stress going up as you were expecting the worst
Finally arriving at the right door, your father wished you to have a great lesson and left, reminding you to stay polite and to give it a chance
You knocked and waited a few seconds before you were met with what seemed like a dream
The prettiest girl you had ever seen stood there, she seemed to be around your age. You could only assume she was your teacher’s daughter or something like that. Greeting you warmly, she introduced herself as Haseul as she invited you to come in. You couldn’t help but notice how she seemed to be staring at you a little too long, though you couldn’t feel bothered by it, too focused on your anxiety
She asked you for your name and announced that she would be the one coaching you. A little bit taken aback; you smiled awkwardly as you gave her your name. You were going to have to focus while such a lovely individual was going to teach you? God, what were you supposed to do!
“What’s that look for darling?” she asked you, clearly amused by your reaction
“I was just surprised you’re the one who’d give me the lessons, I thought it would be some old hag” you responded, laughing to hide the light blush you could feel on your cheeks
She raised a brow and let out a soft laugh, declaring her lessons would be much more interesting than that. You agreed, knowing well you didn’t have the exact same definition of interesting
The lesson begun as she explained to you the basics, stuff you were already aware of, but you didn’t want to stop her, wanting to let her speak as much as possible so you wouldn’t have to show her your singing anytime soon. She was so beautiful, and her talking about singing so passionately had you smiling without even realizing it
However, she quickly began vocal exercises, so you could warm up before starting the real deal. As you were doing what she was telling you to do, you could feel her eyes not leaving you for even a split second. You tried to not think much of it, maybe she was just a really attentive teacher, even if you hoped it was for another reason
Your nightmare came faster than expected when she asked you to pick a song in the many papers she was showing you. She was quick to reassure you, saying they were songs for beginners and that you surely would have no problem with them. You nodded and picked up a random one, hoping the lesson finish soon
The music began playing as you opened your mouth to mutter the words on your sheet. Your heart was pounding in your chest, sweat on your forehead was forming as you struggled to get the words out. You were most definitely embarrassing yourself, like there was something stopping you from properly singing
When the song ended, you looked away, pretending to stare at the clock even though you didn’t really care about what time it was, you just wanted to disappear
Haseul came behind you.  You didn’t turn around, far too shy to say anything. You felt ridiculous, and ridiculously nervous as well. Why was she so close to you all of a sudden? And why did she smell so good?
There was something weird in the air, the tension between you two was almost solid. You had tried to not let yourself be attracted but what were you supposed to do when she was so close to you, nearly kissing your neck as you could feel her breath caress your face
“You seem so tense darling, what’s the matter?” she asked in that sweet voice of hers
And that name, was she doing all of this on purpose? 
You didn’t know better than to not respond, so she spoke again
“Are you nervous?”
You turned around and admitted that yes, you were, and hated the thought of embarrassing yourself in front of someone
A spark in her eyes, she smiled at you. Taking your hands in hers, her face a few inches away from your face, she told you
“You know, someone like you shouldn’t worry. You have a natural talent when it comes to singing, that’s for sure, we just need to work on it together”
You nodded again, still unable to forget the stress you were feeling and the sweat in your hands
“Still nervous hm? I think I might have a way to make you feel better” she said, clearly staring at your lips. You hoped you were thinking the same thing as her as you closed your eyes.
You responded
“Go ahead then, I’m waiting” You didn’t know where that newfound confidence came from, but while it was there, you sure weren’t going to complain
Pecking your lips a few times before actually kissing you, she let her hands wander around you, bringing you closer to her. She made you feel so good, you were probably even more nervous than before, but that didn’t matter in the moment, all you could focus on was Haseul’s touch
Looking at your flushed face while pulling away, she admitted “You’re so beautiful darling, I know I shouldn’t be saying that, but I hope you’ll get to feel nervous again”
You laughed at her cheesy comment, even though your face was red, and your hair, a little messy, you must had to admit you felt way more comfortable than you did earlier
A few seconds passed before she took your face in her hands, declaring that you were a good singer, and that you were to do great
The music began, and this time, you let your voice out. For a moment, you forgot that embarrassment ever existed, as Haseul was smiling at you cheerfully, clearly proud of herself 
When the song ended, Haseul came close to you again, pressing her forehead against yours
“I told you you could do it” she pecked your lips again, “I’m proud of you” she told you, before asking you if she could kiss you once more, which you agreed to
Your father came to pick you up after your little session with Haseul. He asked you if you had enjoyed your lesson, or if you wangted to cancel the next ones. And you told him that you were going to consider what to do, even if, deep down, you knew very well what you were going to choose
You needed at least a few more kissing lessons
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heeberry · 2 years
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Jo Haseul | lt’s Not Stealing If I Asked
Request: hi! can u do fluff 20 with twice mina? if u don't write for twice then loona haseul pls! tq!
Prompt: "Can I wear your sweater? It smells like you, I can't promise to give it back though."
Gender Neutral Reader!!
A/n: I don’t write for twice at the moment sorry 😭 so yay first haseul fic on this blog who else cheered
This kinda short btw
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“Haseul~” you sung, skipping toward your shared room to find the singer flopped on the bed, “woah what happened to you?” You questioned. Your girlfriend rolled off her stomach and laid onto her back, “nothing just exhausted from busting a leg at practice today.” She nonchalantly replied, you simply let out a small giggle.
“I was wondering if you wanted to go outside on a date but crashing in bed works too” you smiled, jumping on top of her, “ow y/n a warning of you doing that would’ve been nice” she whined, wrapping her arms around your torso securely.
“Is a warning really necessary?” You asked causing a nod from the girl under you. You ran your fingers through her hair comfortably, “whatever, anyways wanna tell me what you did at practice that caused you to be dead on the bed?”
She sighed, “well we barely got a break the whole time we practiced then Jiwoo dragged us to the mall, I was gonna get you a bracelet only but because you and Yeojin have a strange addiction toward collecting stuffed animals she urged me to get the same one she was getting for you.”
You laughed sitting up, “it is not a strange addition! now what animal is it?”
“A frog, so you could not only think of Haseul unnie but me as well.” She mimicked Yeojin’s words from the mall several hours ago.
You looked skeins and saw a blue bag near the dresser that suddenly caught your eye, how did you not notice it?
Getting off of your girlfriend you picked the bag off the dresser and smiled at the frog, picking it off the bag along with the bracelet she had brought for you. “Aw babe this is cute, thank you” you blushed wrapping it around your wrist, “gonna wear it like my life depends on it.”
Haseul chuckled at your response, “you don’t have to wear it like that.”
You smiled, setting the frog near the collection of stuffed animals you had, not without noticing a sweatshirt sprawled out on the floor from your girlfriend coming back home an hour ago. “Haseul I’m surprised you threw your sweatshirt on the floor, usually your all about cleaning up after yourself.” You picked the sweatshirt off the floor.
“Must’ve been really tired huh?” You slipped the sweater through your wrists with a huge smile plastered on your face, looking at the mirror, “it’s cute.”
“It is, but it’s not yours” Haseul grinned, “you didn’t even ask if you could wear it.”
You hugged yourself, "well, can I wear your sweater? It smells like you, I can't promise to give it back though."
You watched Haseul fall back into the mattress, “there goes my next sweater.” “Hey!” You frowned, crashing onto the bed again, “your acting like I hold your sweaters hostage or something.”
“That’s because you do darling” she said caressing your cheek with her thumb lovingly, “you steal every sweater of mine that you see.”
“Someone else’s sweater is more comfortable than wearing your own, especially if it’s your girlfriends.” You protested.
“Plus it’s not stealing if I asked!”
Haseul laughed, “I never said yes though.”
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justalonelybitch · 2 years
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hiii i was wondering if you could do a fluffy heejin x fem! reader where heejin wants to introduce the reader to the rest of the loona members? 🍓
It was a little rushed, but I hope it's still somewhat enjoyable!
Meet The Family
Heejin x F!Reader
Genre: Fluff
Warnings: Anxiousness, Doubts,
Word Count: 1.38k
Buy me a coffee :)
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Your shoulders were tense as you trailed behind Heejin, nervously running your hands through your hair. Sinking your teeth into your bottom lip you reached out to slip your hand into your girlfriend, pulling her back before she could enter the building. She turned to you, smiling brightly as she tilted her head inquisitively. “Are you sure about this?” You said, voice quiet as you began to second guess the idea of meeting her members for the first time.
“I mean, what if they don’t like me? Maybe we should just go,” you began to ramble endlessly, nerves taking over. Heejin watched you with a fond gaze, squeezing your hand in hopes of bringing you back to reality. “You’ll be fine, jagiya,” she insisted, pulling you into the building, ignoring your protests. “I’m sure they’ll love you, I mean you managed to charm me after all.” You looked at her with raised eyebrows, huffing incredulously.
“Heejin, I literally spilled coffee on you when we first met!” You exclaimed, only to receive a smile in response. “I know, but then you took me on an apology coffee date after,” she smiled brightly at you, the elevator dinging. “Only because I felt bad and you suggested it as a way to make up for your stained shirt.” You recalled your first date with her, making your girlfriend hum. “And aren’t you glad I did?” She swiftly changed the topic, to which you shot her a pointed glare.
“Too late, we're here anyways,” Heejin beamed. Much to your surprise, you found yourself being tugged inside her dorm, not even realising you’d followed her all the way there. The first thing you noticed being the overwhelming amount of noise coming from every direction, shouts resounding around the apartment. You jumped back in shock as someone zipped past you at the speed of light, screaming bloody Mary as another body followed closely behind.
You looked at your girlfriend like a deer in headlights, met with her sheepish smile as she shrugged her shoulders. You stood frozen in the doorway, Heejin by your side as chaos ensued all around you. The sound of a gunshot making you flinch as your eyes landed on the source, a TV in what you assumed was the lounge. “I win!” A blonde who you recognised as Jungeun yelled out, throwing her arms up in celebration. “No you didn’t, you died unnie,” a dark haired girl deadpanned. ‘Hyejoo?’ You thought to yourself.
Eyes flickering briefly to the kitchen, you caught sight of a seemingly calmer and quieter girl. Her gaze was focused on the stove, shaking her head in amusement at the others while brushing a stray strand of pink from her face. “Hey Heejin, who’s your friend?” Yet another blonde came into your line of sight, a greasy grin on her lips. “This is Y/n, and Y/n, this is Jinsoul unnie,” your girlfriend introduced. You gave a tight lipped smile to the older girl, bowling respectfully.
“She’s pretty Heejin-ah,” a tall brunette lingered behind Jinsoul, sending you a wink. “She has a name Sooyoung,” another girl popped out of thin air, pushing the older two away. “Sorry about them, they don’t get out much. I’m Haseul, nice to finally meet you,” she spoke elegantly, ignoring the complaints from behind her as she sent you a warm smile. “Come on, I’ll introduce you to the others,” your girlfriend dragged you further into the dorms.
A high-pitched squeal caught you off guard as a hand wrapped around your torso in a tight hug. “You must be Y/n!!!” She shouted in your ear, although surprised, you found her welcoming actions calming. “Let the poor girl breathe Jiwoo unnie,” a crunchy voice spoke, the older reluctantly releasing her iron grip on you with one final squeeze. “I’m Chaewon, and this is Yerim,” she pointed to the purple haired girl who was jumping around excitedly.
“I’ve heard so much about you!” Yerim exclaimed, giving you a quicker hug in comparison to Jiwoo. “Yeah, we were starting to wonder if you were real or not,” a dark haired girl chimed in, earning a scowl from Heejin. “Hyunjin or Aeong,” she introduced, suddenly meowing like a cat. You looked at your girlfriend in confusion, but she only shrugged her shoulders. Looking back at the cat-like girl you smiled in amusement, taking a liking to her somehow charming strangeness.
“Come meet Kahei unnie,” Heejin stared at you away from Hyunjin, unsure of how to explain the meowing. Entering the kitchen, you noticed the familiar pink haired girl from earlier, a smaller girl now standing by her side. “Is this your girlfriend?” The older girl asked, a soft smile gracing her lips. “Hello, I’m Y/n,” you bowed, waving shyly at the two new faces. “No need for formalities, you’re part of the family now,” Kahei approved of your relationship.
“Hi,” the younger girl waved, instantly striking up conversation. “I’m Yeojin by the way, I’m sure we’ll be good friends.” She stated confidently, to which you nodded, already feeling comfortable in her presence. “Last stop, Hyejoo and Jungeun unnie,” Heejin linked her arm with yours as you headed for the lounge trying to get through everyone as fast as possible. 
You cowered at the harsh gazes that burned holes in your head, using your girlfriend’s body as a shield. “Guys this is my girlfriend Y/n,” Heejin announced nonchalantly, although you could tell she was just putting up a confident front. When in reality she was shaking with fear, desperate to gain the approval of all her members, knowing that the two resting lazily on the couch would be hardest to win over. 
“What are your motives?” Jungeun asked with raised brow, leaning forward inquisitively. Your eyes widened slightly at the question, wanting to prove yourself to them, but the intimidating stares were sending you into a spiral of panic.“I-I uh, I just really care-” You were cut off by a loud burst of laughter, confusion flooding your thoughts as you looked at Jungeun curiously. “I’m just messing with you, she's cute Heejin,” she said. Still unsure of the current situation you turned to your girlfriend, seeing her sigh in relief at the acceptance of your relationship. 
“If you hurt her I will break you,” Hyejoo threatened with a smirk, still not having quite warmed up to you.You audibly gulped at her statement, blinking rapidly, you felt Heejin’s hand slip into yours. She rubbed soothing circles on your knuckles, pulling you down onto the couch. You shuffled away from Hyejoo anxiously, not wanting to find out what she was capable of, the death stare she was giving you was enough to scare you off. Jungeun chuckled, smacking the younger girl on the shoulder, rolling her eyes at the bizarre antics of her member.
“How did you manage to get yourself such a pretty one?” Sooyoung pestered Heejin, talking about you as if you weren’t right beside her. Your girlfriend looked at you, grinning toothily as she reminisced about your fateful meeting for the second time that day. “I just got lucky,” she responded, a blush coating your cheeks. Heejin was far too entranced by you to even hear the scoff that slipped past Sooyoung’s lips or the teasing that came from Jinsoul and Chaewon.
You found yourself being swept into their world of chaos, a smile tugging on Heejin’s lips as she watched Yerim and Yeojin drag you to play some game with them. Jiwoo follows closely behind, asking you questions at lightning speed as she lets her interest in you take over. Haseul yelled at her from a distance, warning her not to scare you off before they even got to know you.  You gazed over your shoulder for a brief moment, catching your girlfriend staring, you sent her a joyful smile. She mirrored your expression, heart filled with happiness at the sight of you interacting with her members.
“She fits in well,” Haseul said fondly, slipping into the seat beside Heejin. “You think so?” Your girlfriend asked hopefully. “Definitely, I’m glad you’re happy Heejin-ah,” the leader smiled. “Thanks unnie,” she mumbled, all her fears about them not supporting the relationship disappearing at Haseul’s comforting words. “But you should probably go save her from the hyper children before anything happens.”
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white noise / track 1: st. patrick
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pairing: lee seokmin x afab! reader
series summary: your best friend seokmin has always been there for you. after a particularly rough heartbreak, you find out he's there for you in more ways than just one.
series notes: uni!au, best friends to lovers, friends with benefits, kpop 97 line antics and shenanigans (specifically seventeen & loona), 18+ (smut is outlined/warned beforehand)
chapter notes: alcohol mention and consumption, house party setting, smut!!! (oral sex [afab receiving], protected sex, small insecurity mention), mingyu being pouty, yves being a terrible wingwoman, minghao being the king he is, to my jaehyun lovers i'm so sorry, this is for the orbits for the pain that we've been through
wc: 7.2k (still can't believe i wrote this much)
a/n: i've teased bringing this back a lot and this series still means so much to me, even though it still sits unfinished lol. this first track especially. and if it weren't the support (& excitement) of @onlyseokmins, idk if i ever would've reposted it. so this is for you bb <3 please let me know what you think in the tags or send in asks, i'd love to hear your thoughts! <33
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“What do you think about this?”
You look over at your friend, her figure adorning a velvet tube top with loose white cloth pants, an outfit that’s comfortable and light for a steamy college party and yet accentuates her curves enough to show off. Any sane person would tell Yves that she would be the center of attention as soon as she walks through the door, having everyone question if they wanted to be her or be with her.
“It looks good,” you respond with a nonchalant shrug, going back to aimlessly scrolling on your phone, surrounded by a multi-chrome array of clothes.
You were clearly not the sane person in that scenario. 
Yves turns to you, exasperated at your attitude. “Dude, you’ve been so boring since you got your heart broken by Jaehyun.”
“I did not get my heart broken.”
“Really? Because you’re acting like the second lead who just got dumped in a drama.” 
“Your outfit and you are hot, like always! Is that what you wanted to hear,” a small chuckle leaves your lips as you stand up from the bed. “Anyways, I’m not heartbroken, just upset.”
You look over your outfit in the floor-length mirror of the room, your black booties standing out against your mid-wash jean shorts. As you play with your cardigan, your mind wanders to Jaehyun and the ghost of a fling, fleeting and indescribable to anyone not close to you. You begin to wonder how he describes you to his close confidantes, if the small cafe dates and late night study sessions in the library were described with care or if all that mattered were the rushed bedroom antics, leaving you with just a memory and an “I think we should see other people” text message. 
“Take this off. I know you and you’re going to get hot,” Yves wakes you from your daze, pulling your cardigan off your body, revealing your black cropped tank, “This is a better outfit anyway. We’re going to a party, not one of Haseul’s opera recitals.” She joins you in the mirror, a small smile gracing her face as she assesses your outfit. “Much better. Plus, this,” she gestures to your figure, “will help you get laid.”
You roll your eyes. “What are you talking about?”
“You know what they say! To get over someone, you have to get under someone new.”
Looking at Yves, her pride evident in her stance and a mischievous gleam in her smile, you were sure of one thing. “You’re absolutely mental.”
“You know I’m right,” Yves insists. “One way to quickly get over someone is to have sex with someone else. I’ve done it.” Her shameless approach on the topic bleeds through her demeanor, her shoulder sitting low on her upper body as she sits on her bed and one of her legs drapes across the other. Just as you were about to respond to her, your phone buzzes in your back pocket, distracting you and Yves from the current conversation.
LADS ‼️💯‼️
seokmin: ya’ll going to the party tn?
haseul: can’t :/ have the late night shift at the library
mingyu: booooo tomato tomato
minghao: and what happened to fuck capitalism?
haseul: try telling our landlord that
minghao: fair enough
yn: yves and i are going!
seokmin: jinsoul?
jinsoul: social battery is pretty low, so i’m probably going to stay home
mingyu: BOOOOO tomato tomato 🍅🍅🍅 i'm throwing tomatoes!
yves: leave her alone gyu!
jinsoul: i’m not getting you coffee before class anymore for that
minghao: lmao good job gyu
yn: he will be his own downfall
mingyu: :(
seokmin: anyways the boys and i will see yall there! 
seokmin: do you need a ride?
yves: we’re taking an uber!
minghao: good. stay safe!
Yves looks up from her phone and looks at you with a playful smirk pulling at her lips. “You know what I just thought was a great idea.”
With her track record, it’s probably not a good idea.
“You should hook up with Seokmin.”
It definitely wasn’t a good idea. “Okay, now I know you’ve lost your mind.”
“You can’t tell me that you haven’t thought about it.”
You can’t deny that you haven’t thought about how your best friend would treat you in the bedroom. You would get lost in your head, thinking about how his arms had gotten toned after his recent workout sessions and how those same arms would hold you down as he made you reach cloud nine. Many would cringe at the mere thought, but with how close you and Seokmin were and how much time you two spent together, people thinking you were at least hooking up wasn’t uncommon, your cheeks getting hot any time it’s brought up. His eyes would get wide with that same sweet smile, the red flush on his ears disappearing quickly. You’d never cross that boundary just to get over a silly boy; your friendship means much more to you than a quickie.
“Just because I might’ve thought about it, doesn’t make it something that needs to happen. I’m not that desperate,” you double down on your stance, grabbing your phone to check the status of your Uber, finding any excuse to escape this conversation. The thin black line stating your driver was more than 5 minutes away, you mentally curse at whoever was upstairs who enjoys watching you suffer at the hands of Yves.
“Please, have you seen how buff he’s getting! Those arms?” a sly grin blooming on her face, she looks over at you expectantly as if you would agree with her. You do, but you’d never let her know that. Instead of entertaining her antics, you grab your personal bag, ready to leave for the night.
“Okay, you’re done. Let’s go,” you say, pulling Yves from the bed, “the Uber is almost here.”
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Walking through the door of the frat house, the humidity in the air makes your shirt stick to your chest like a second skin. The packed bodies only add to the warmth inside the cramped house, you silently thank Yves for making you take off your cardigan, the couple years of your friendship proving that she knows you better than you think. She hugs your backside, keeping you close as you move through the mass of people, looking for your group of friends.
“Do you know if they’re here yet?” you hear Yves’ voice, yelling above the crowd from behind you and almost blending into the music.
You respond, bringing your face close to her ear, “Yeah, Seokmin texted me saying they were!” She nods in acknowledgment, eyes scanning the immediate area. It’s hard to miss a man towering over the crowd, his signature black hair striking against his tan skin making him stand out as he takes a sip from his red solo cup near the kitchen. Two other men stand close to him, donning similar red plastic cups, one with a bright smile that easily lights up the room, shining with the fluorescent blues and purples of the house, and the other boy making his mark with a messy mullet and trademark style that defines his frame. Even if you hadn’t recognized the trio as your best friends, you would’ve instantly taken notice, the boys immediately attracting your attention. 
“I found them!” you announce to Yves, who’s still close behind you, clinging to your arm as if her life depended on it. Grabbing her hand, you move through the crowd, not caring whose toes you stepped on or if people didn’t hear your ‘excuse us!’. It wasn’t long before you met with the trio of men, their faces lighting up as soon as they took notice of your presence and Mingyu pulling you in for a suffocating hug. 
“You finally made it!” Mingyu’s breath is hot against you as he yells over the noise, still keeping you close even after the hug was long done, his arms tucking you underneath him. His chin decides to rest on your head and naturally finding its place as his arms wrap around your figure. At first glance, people may think that the two of you were an item, but Mingyu was just close with anyone he knew, finding any reason to hug his close friends. 
“You’re lucky we made it all, hell, with how many people are here!”
“We were talking about moving to the backyard once you got here. Did you guys want a drink first?” Minghao is the one to speak up, looking at you and Yves through his bangs, bringing his red solo cup to his lips. 
A groan breaks through the air, Yves grabbing his hand as she responds, “Yes, please. I definitely need it.”
Surprisingly, the kitchen is less crowded than the common areas of the house, bodies not congregating in the area once they make their drinks. You feel instant relief, the air conditioning hitting your skin, even a nice breeze from the back door giving you much needed fresh air. The group makes their way to the kitchen island, an array of liquor, beer, and mixers lining the surface, making the workspace nonexistent. Mingyu works with what he has though, his hands moving with diligence and ease as he acts as the group’s personal bartender for the night - just like every group gathering before. 
“Hey!”
Turning towards the voice, you’re met with Seokmin, his dark hair falling against his tan skin and a smile so big that the skin near his eyes smile along with him, still sparkling with the bright party lights. Your heart grows warm seeing your best friend, the energy around him bursting with sunshine and love that anyone can feel when they enter his presence. You return his smile and saddle up to his side. Your shoulders touch as the two of you watch Mingyu mix drinks for you and Yves, who joins you and Seokmin, sitting on the kitchen counter next to him.
“I haven’t gotten to ask you, how are you doing since…” Seokmin’s words trail off and you look at him, concern etched in his face.
“Since Jaehyun? I’m not made of glass, you know. We can talk about him.”
Yves chimes in, “Don’t act like you weren’t crying about how unloveable you were just two days ago,” her snark ever prevalent in her tone. 
“Anyways!” you retort, moving your attention back to Seokmin, “I’m fine. It was just a little fling, not a big deal.”
“It’s ok to be sad. You really liked him.” Seokmin flashes you a sincere smile, so pure, so full of light, the party seems to be worth it all from this little interaction. It’d been a while since you left your cave, only earthing to join the weekly movie night with everyone. Every time you wanted to hide away underneath your sheets, when you wanted your world to be blackness, when you wanted the world to swallow you whole, Seokmin was always there, the light at the end of your tunnel, pulling you out. 
“Well, we’re not being sad tonight,” Mingyu interrupts your daze, handing you a miniature plastic cup, the same shot-sized reusable cups that were on the counter for reckless decisions like this one. “We’re here to forget about Jaehyun and enjoy our friends. Ones we know won’t leave us high and dry.” He holds his cup up to the ceiling, everyone following suit. “To our friendship!”
The clear liquid burns in your throat and you can feel it travel down your body, a chill tingling up your spine. Your nights that usually start with vodka shots don’t end too well, you think.
Cheers to you finding out what this night has in store.
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A breeze wafts into the air, tripping you up and the ball you just threw blowing away with it.
“That’s not fair! The wind affected the throw!”
“Doesn’t matter! We discussed the rules before we started!”
A pout forming on your face, you stand back, giving Seokmin room for his turn. He turns to you, giving you a small pat on your lower back, muttering a soft ’it’s okay’ before his concentration is back on the five red cups laid in front of him on the table. His eyes are focused, his face still as he brings his hand up to aim, lining up his shot. The air was silent, the group paying close attention to his actions, watching him take his shot. The world seems to stop as he lets go of the plastic ball, everyone quiet until it reaches the rim of a plastic cup, toying with your emotions until it finally dips into the cup with a resounding plop.
You scream and wrap your arms around Seokmin, giddy with excitement as giggles fill the air. You don’t even care that there were still 3 cups to a victory and neither did Seokmin as he lifted you in the air, making your world dizzy. He held you tight, keeping you tucked into him even after he set your two feet back on the ground, his arms hugging you and taking place on your shoulders.
“I don’t know why Y/N is celebrating, they’ve missed every one of their shots!” Mingyu taunts, clearly trying to get under your skin. 
Before you can respond, Seokmin speaks up, “Hey! We’re closer to winning than you! And that’s bold coming from you when Yves is clearly carrying your team.”
Mingyu gets quiet at that, Yves not even able to defend her teammate, just turns to him with a sympathetic pat on his arm before lining up to take her shot. Minghao, who’s leaning comfortably on the back wall of the house, chuckles, only staying quiet once Mingyu shoots him a death glare.
Looking up at Seokmin, you pout with a small whisper, “Am I that bad?”
“What? No! Also, who cares? It’s just beer pong.” He leaves the comfort of your touch to grab the ping pong balls from the grass, both missed by Yves and Mingyu. 
“I care! For my ego.” You know he’s trying to make you feel better, trying to make sure you don’t take Mingyu’s competitive nature to heart like you tend to do. It is just beer pong. But the phrase “The more you drink, the better you are at beer pong” has exceptions and you may be one of them, the alcohol coursing through your system not helping whatsoever.
A playful smirk appears on Seokmin’s face as he says, “Would it hurt your ego if I helped you out with your form?”
You look at Seokmin through your lashes, your pout turning into a coy smile and a flirtatious lilt coming out of your tone. “No, I don’t think so.”
When Seokmin hands you the ping pong ball, he takes position behind you, lifting your hand with his, the other holding to your waist tightly. His breath was hot against your face, his voice soft and nurturing, tickling your ears, “You want to keep your wrist loose and have it high to start. It’s easier to aim from high above.”
It could be the alcohol talking, but having Seokmin this close, this intimate, had you thinking that maybe it wouldn’t be such a bad idea to have him tangled in your sheets. The same caramel voice that was coaching you through your terrible beer pong skills, the same voice that calls you late at night to make sure you’ve made it home safely, that same voice would be coaxing you to your high, having you come apart from his words alone.
It’s definitely just the alcohol talking, you think. You hope that’s the case, anyway.
“Once you get an aim, you’ll want to let go and follow through with your throw.” Seokmin leads you in the motion he described, still keeping you close. With your confidence now elevated, the air still, and everyone quietly watching, you let go of the ball and follow its arc as it sinks into a center cup.
Pride lights your smile aglow, your first instinct to reach Seokmin for a hug in a small celebration. His grip on you is tight as he hugs you back, his eyes showering you with admiration. 
“I knew you could do it.”
“I only made that shot because of you.”
You glance over at the other side of the table. With a knowing smirk on Yves’ face, she keeps her eyesight towards the ground, preparing for her next turn. 
You won’t be hearing the end of it from her.
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You lean against the folding chair you’ve taken refuge in, a sweet breeze coming in, slightly lifting the jacket that’s draped across your shoulders. Smoke from the small fire in front of you makes your eyes sting, tears filling the corners. Bringing the cup you have to your lips, a clear line of separation from the ice that has melted and the alcoholic coke visible, you shudder at the taste and hand the cup back to Mingyu. “This party is kinda boring.”
“Oh, is beating us at beer pong not enough fun for you?”
“You’re starting to sound like a sore loser, Gyu,” Minghao chimes in, nursing his own screwdriver next to you. He keeps his puff jacket unzipped, letting the heat from the fire warm him up from the chill of the night air. 
“So what if I am? Yves didn’t do all that work for nothing.”
“Speaking of Yves, where is she?” You never saw her slip away from the group, the atmosphere missing her snark and light attitude, but you’re only met with shrugs from the two men in front of you. 
“She mentioned meeting with ViVi, don’t know if she ever found her.” The voice comes from behind you with a hand meeting your shoulder, the touch not unwelcomed, recognizing it to be Seokmin. “I’m assuming she has because she’s been gone for awhile.”
Just as Seokmin rejoins the group, a fresh drink in hand, your phone buzzes on your lap with the screen illuminating your face, looking at the text.
yves: leaving with vivi, don’t wait up <3
yves: also, don’t think we won’t be talking about seokmin later 
yves: 😉
yn: we won’t be talking about him bcs nothing is nor will happen
yves: keep telling yourself that
You tune yourself out of your conversation with Yves, exhausted from the few text messages and her persistence. Turning your attention back to the group, leaning your head against Seokmin’s arm. “Yves just texted me. She left with ViVi.”
“Of course she did. I’m surprised it took her this long to make a move,” Minghao comments. The fire was now burning stronger, embers flying through the space only to land softly on the concrete. “How long has she been talking to her, anyway?”
“About 3 months now,” Mingyu answers.
“Damn… She must really like her.”
“Yeah, she never waits that long if it’s just a hookup. Even if I wanted to take someone out, I don’t think I’d wait that long.”
Minghao's eyes flicker to Seokmin, something on the edge of understanding and comfort, almost like he was sympathizing with him. Something you might have noticed if you weren’t resting on Seokmin’s hips, eyes closed as he rubs small circles on your shoulder. Something you would ask Seokmin about if you had seen. The look leaves as quickly as it came, Minghao’s face leans downcast, lips pursed as if he was holding his thoughts in.
Seokmin’s face leans close to your ear, soft and inviting as he speaks, “You getting tired?”
“Not really. Just bored,” sighing, you look up at Seokmin, meeting his eyes. “Kind of want to go home.”
“Let me take you back, make sure you get home safe. I’ll get us an Uber.”
“You just got your drink! I don’t want to end your night early.” You give Seokmin a gentle smile, a small appreciative gesture at his care. He was always taking care of you, always by your side, always giving himself to you. You wanted him to enjoy his night not worrying about you, at the very least.
Suddenly, Seokmin is walking to Mingyu, handing his cup over to the man sitting on the concrete, engulfed in conversation with Minghao. He announces his departure, telling the boys to make sure to get to their shared apartment safely and let him know when they do. Then, he’s walking back to you, grabbing your hand with such kindness, such care, before he’s looking at you expectantly. 
“Let’s go.”
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Your keys clinking fill the dead space as you enter your apartment, making sure to hold the door open, inviting Seokmin to follow you. He’s been here many times, whether it was alone or with your group of friends. The apartments shared between the seven of you had an open-door policy, welcoming heartbreaks, laughs, boredom, and overall debauchery with wide arms and open cabinets. Seokmin didn’t ask any questions when he walked into your apartment last week and saw you left alone in the darkness, nursing a bowl of your comfort instant ramen, your body hidden underneath an oversized blanket. You didn’t ask any questions when he joined you in your reality tv show marathon, grabbing a blanket from your ottoman, letting the fabric swallow him whole when he settled on your couch. Neither of you said anything, sitting in a comfortable silence, your brains turned off from the stress of the week.
He knew he didn’t need to ask anything; he knew you would come to him eventually, when you were ready. 
He secretly hoped your heart would do the same.
“Did you want a drink?” your voice brings Seokmin back to reality. You were at your fridge, pulling out transparent green glass bottles. “I know you didn't get to finish yours earlier.” 
“I thought you were tired,” Seokmin ignores the question, instead looking at you incredulously.
After you open the bottles, you bring the cold bubbly liquid to your lips, walking across your kitchen island to bring Seokmin the other. “I said I was bored, not tired. There was nothing to do, just a lot of loud drunk kids.”
“That’s most frat parties, you know.”
“Yeah. I don’t know why I keep letting Yves drag me to them,” you sigh, staring past Seokmin but not focusing on anything in particular. 
“How about we play a game or something? Never have I ever?”
“You already know most everything about me! What fun would that be?”
“I bet there’s some things I don’t know about you!” While you and Seokmin had known each other since freshman year, spending most of your time together, you kept yourself guarded. Only letting Seokmin in when you were comfortable, prepared for the onslaught of judgment - which never came. Seokmin had been nothing but understanding, a warm breeze in an otherwise cold world. “How about we play 20 questions?”
You purse your lips, letting the beer bottle settle on your countertop as you think over Seokmin’s proposition. “Fine.”
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“What was your first impression of me?”
You giggle to yourself, settling on your rug in the living room, thinking back to when you first met Seokmin during freshman orientation. Your knees touch his, bumping into each other as you reminisce. “What was my first impression of the goofball who followed me around like a lost puppy?”
Seokmin laughs, lighting up the room, making happiness bubble to the surface of your skin. You join in his laughter as he says, “Hey! Two lost people is better than one! Would you have not wanted me to follow you around because look at us now!”
“You’re right. Who knew that little goofball would end up being one of the best people in my life?”
“Remember during the social, Mingyu busted his ass trying to show up Minghao at b-boying?”
“Yeah and we had to help him nurse his ego in the dorm hallway?”
You and Seokmin had been inseparable that weekend, from his first awkward “Do you know where the Admin building is?” to your last “I guess I’ll be seeing you around campus”, you two finding your way back to each other come the first semester. With you two living in adjacent dorm buildings, it was easy to catch up for lunch, walk each other to class and meet in the communal study rooms. Mingyu happened to live in the same building as Seokmin and Jinsoul was your freshman year roommate. Soon, your group during the lunch break grew to include Haseul, Minghao, and Yves and solidified during sophomore year. They all held a special place in your heart, but none like Seokmin and they all knew it. Life was easier with Seokmin; midterms never seemed as difficult with his guiding light, heartbreaks never felt as lonely with his warmth and bad decisions never were so irreversible with his love.
Seokmin was and will always be your home — your light at the end of the tunnel. 
The laughter between you two dies down, an easy silence falling in the air. It isn’t until you calm down that you ask the next question, “Okay my turn.” You bring a serious expression to your face, shifting the tone from the previous lighthearted atmosphere. “Is it better to love & lose or never love at all?”
“Oh, you’re getting philosophical on me now?”
“No better time than at 1 am on a Friday night, tipsy with my best friend.”
You see Seokmin slightly wince, something that happens in a blink of an eye before it’s replaced with a pensive expression, his lips jutting out in thought. You don’t have time to point it out before he’s answering, “Isn’t it better to love & lose? I mean, what’s a world without love?” You think on his words, albeit too long as he voices, “Why? Do you feel different?”
“Personally… yeah,” you mutter. You speak a little louder, confiding to Seokmin, “It might be everything that happened with Jaehyun but I can’t see how I can be thankful for giving him my love.” 
“You… loved him?” Seokmin murmurs quietly, unable to mask his surprise. 
“Not exactly, but is it embarrassing how fast I fell for him?”
No…” Seokmin trails off, his lips in a thin line, almost like he’s trying to keep himself from saying something he wants to. It’s faint, but you notice.
“What do you want to say?”
“What do you mean?”
“You’re hiding something.”
“No I’m not,” he repeats, adamant. 
“Yes you are!” you smile before continuing, “C’mon, just tell me!” You begin to poke Seokmin’s side, a prominent offensive move in your arsenal. Seokmin giggles, trying to move away from the stimulation of your jabs, but is unsuccessful as you reach over and begin your attacks on his left side.
“Y/N stop!” His demand comes out broken as he tries to catch his breath, unable to break his fits of laughter.
“Not until you tell me what you’re hiding!”
Your assault continues, your giggles getting louder, probably annoying your neighbors. Neither of you are able to catch your breath, until Seokmin suddenly grabs hold of your wrists, bringing your back to the cushion of your rug, effectively pinning you to the ground.
Your laughter dies, the room becoming dead silent, only your ragged breaths filling the air. Your chest is heaving, your lungs trying to catch the precious air around you. With Seokmin straddling your waist, it isn’t until your breathing finally slows do you realize that his face is inches away from yours. His breath is audible, face red from the commotion. 
You’ve never really looked at Seokmin this close, his mole standing out on his cheek. You notice every pore, every freckle and every line, all of it accumulating into the beauty of his face. His eyes are soft as he looks at you. The tension is unmistakably palpable, making your skin hot underneath his touch. You glance down at his lips, the curves and various shades of pink accentuating against his tan skin.
Before you can think much about it, you’re suddenly kissing him. 
And just as quick, he’s pulling away from you, eyes wide. He looks at you as if you might break, like fragile glass ready to crack at any moment. 
“Are you sure you want this?” Seokmin is sincere, voice woven with care, loosening your own heart strings. “I don’t want you to do something you’re going to regret in the morning,” he whispers, speaking softly, trying not to overstep his boundaries. His thought to put you first was the last undoing of the tangled mess of woven string in your heart, unraveled and exposing yourself to him. 
“I’m sure, Seokmin. I want you.”
You don’t get to finish your sentence before Seokmin’s lips are back on yours, swallowing your last breath.
His lips are softer than you imagine and taste of mint and whiskey, combining to create something that was uniquely Seokmin. The hairs stand up along your body, your senses being invigorated by Seokmin’s attention to your lips. Shivers run down your body from his kisses alone and once he starts trailing along your jaw and neck, your skin lights fire, igniting the burning desire within you. 
His hands leave your wrists, bringing them to your torso, keeping you close against him as your hands immediately cling to his neck, breathing heavily. He runs small circles along your skin, making you go dizzy.
Panting, you manage to whisper through your short breaths, “Should we take this somewhere that, you know, isn’t my living room floor?”
Seokmin keeps his attention on your neck as he responds between kisses, “I don’t know. I was ready to take you right here.”
“Do you want me to blow my back out?”
“Oh, you’ll be getting your back blown out no matter where you are.. so it’s really up to you.” You can feel him smile against your neck with a small nip. You moan at his words, his confidence making you quiver. This kind of arrogance isn’t something you’re used to seeing on Seokmin, but you can’t deny that it looks good on him, easily molding you like clay under his fingers. 
You play it cool, though, or you hope, at least. “I’d rather not have sex with you on my living room rug.”
“Fair enough.”
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As soon as you shut the door, Seokmin finds his hands all over you, bringing you back to his mouth. One of his hands lands on your waist, kneading at your skin underneath your crop top, slightly lifting the fabric. He held on tight, not wanting to let you go, afraid of you disappearing from his grasp. He can’t help but think this is all a dream — his ears ringing with your whines, his fingers grazing your goosebumps, it was everything he’d fantasized about. 
“Seokmin…” Your voice sounds sweet in his ears, blissful, a desire dripping from it that he’s never heard from you before. 
“What is it?”
Your breath on him is hot, heavy against his skin. “Can we hurry this up because I need you,” you sigh, a small teasing smile playing against your lips. Your hands were grabbing at his clothes desperately, the tug and pull making Seokmin’s head spin. He lets out an airy chuckle, pulling you closer.
Seokmin leads you to your bed, your back hitting the mattress as he runs his hands along your thighs, still leaving kisses along your neck. He trails along the length of your body, down your neck, your clothed chest, your stomach, leaving languid kisses. He was in no rush, wanting this night to last as long as possible, even if it was already two in the morning. He could have you underneath him for hours, your hands pulling at the strands on his head.
He reaches the bottom of your shirt, playing with the hem, leaving open mouthed kisses along your stomach. “Can I?” He asks, referring to your crop as he looks at you, eyes meeting yours. He didn’t want to do anything out of comfort zone, feeling lucky enough to be in this position. As much as the flirty banter made both of your positions clear, he wanted to give you any opportunity to back out if you were ever uncomfortable with crossing the imaginary boundary of your friendship. 
You nod and slowly, Seokmin begins to lift your top, revealing your torso. It took everything in him to not confess to you right then and there, the alcohol flowing in his system removing the filter in his mind. He wanted to kiss you all over, sing sweet praises, tell you how much he’d always wanted this and more, how he’s been in love with you since that freshman orientation weekend — everything that’s been on his mind these past two years.
But he settles with a “God, you’re so beautiful,” hoping that you’d recognize the whiskey lacing his words instead of the yearning.
“Why are you acting so surprised? You’ve seen me in a bikini before!”
He has seen you in a bikini and Seokmin had to take a cold shower when he rinsed the chlorine off of his body for the day, hoping you hadn’t noticed his lingering eyes.
“Can’t a guy just compliment his best friend’s naked body before he fucks them?”
He’s also hoping that you don’t notice how hard it was for him to say that, disguising his wince with a teasing smile.
You begin to unbutton your jean shorts, your hands dancing around the waistband of the material. “Are you actually going to fuck me or are you just going to talk about it?”
Oh, you were going to be the death of him. He fears that you know that.
“I should’ve known you were going to be a brat,” Seokmin mutters, still loud enough for you to hear as he pulls down your shorts down your legs. He’s met with a visible wet patch on your black underwear, which almost takes him out right at that moment. The damp fabric is stuck to your cunt, like a second skin. “Fuck.”
“What?”
“You’re so wet,” Seokmin responds, getting closer to the gap between your legs, blowing puffs of air from his words, making you shake from the stimulation. 
“Is that a bad thing?” He can hear the insecurity in your voice, the confidence from earlier breaking with you slowly pulling your legs together. Seokmin counteracts this action, bringing your legs apart and opening yourself up to him once again. He plants a soft kiss on your inner thigh and he feels the tension release from your body, welcoming his touch.
He looks up at you earnestly. “Of course not. It’s hot.” He toys with your panties, waiting for your approval to continue.
“You can take them off, Seokmin.”
That was all Seokmin needed, peeling your underwear off. 
Seokmin thinks he’s died and gone to heaven. Seeing you bare, spread open for him and only him, was something he’d never believed would happen to him in this lifetime. He’s awestruck at your beauty, only able to respond by kissing your thighs repeatedly, your moans only encouraging him. 
He lowers himself close to your pussy and licks a slow, long stroke along your bud. You grab at his head instantly, a whine coming out of you. He circles your folds, teasingly slow, savoring every moment he has between your legs. You taste sweet, more enticing than any of Seokmin’s dreams. His hands took purchase on your waist, pulling you closer to him when you’d steer away. Your arousal builds and he’s quick to flit his tongue against your clit.
“Fuck! Have you always been good at this?” you choke out, the question coming out broken and breathy, a moan following.
Seokmin smiles against you, laughing quietly, the vibrations tickling against his lips. His pride was swelling, hearing you, the person he’s been in love with for two years now, cry for him. The feeling is making him insatiable, the desire to make you cum overriding any other thought in his mind. Your fingers that were in his hair started to pull harder, fervid as the pleasure overtook you. 
The ache in between his legs, his dick squeezing in between the fabric of his jeans, started to become excruciating. Seokmin slowly grinds against the mattress, searching for any relief for his own hard-on. It proves to be useless, his arousal moving three steps forward and one step back each time you moan his name. His face was covered in you as you jerk against him, riding out the sensations.
He ghosts his fingers to your entrance, hovering over it, teasing you with the prospect of having them inside of you. He keeps his fingers where they are until you wail, begging for them.
“Seokmin, stop teasing…” your voice trails, punctuated with a gasp, from Seokmin slipping his fingers inside of you.
He didn’t need any lubrication, you were dripping enough for him. The sounds that were coming out of your cunt were lewd and it only turned Seokmin on more, blood rushing to his cock and the strain against his jeans becoming even more unbearable to ignore. He can feel you clenching around his fingers; he knows you’re close. Once he reaches the bumpy surface of your g-spot, your muscles tense even more and your breath hitches, your legs squeezing Seokmin.
“Let go for me,” he whispers with a kiss to your clit. A second later, you’re coming undone, back arching off of the mattress. Your walls pulse against his fingers, making his cock twitch. His eyes were transfixed on your figure, watching you fall apart because of him. You were beautiful, this he always knew to be true, but the image of you tensing around him and cumming against his fingers would be engraved in his mind for the rest of his life. 
You begin to come down from your high, Seokmin kissing your inner thigh, eyes shining with awe as he continues to slowly pump in and out of you. You look down at him, relaxing your hands that were once gripping his hair with superhuman strength. He didn’t mind, though. He never minded anything when it came to you, especially since he knew that he was the reason for the overwhelming pleasure.
“Oh my god… Seriously, where did you learn to eat pussy like that?” you breathe out, still trying to catch your breath. 
“I don’t know,” Seokmin chuckles as he slowly pulls his fingers out of you. “I guess I’m just a natural.”
You sit up, reaching for Seokmin’s chin as you bring his lips to yours, taking his breath away. He's completely intoxicated by you, the alcohol wearing off and being replaced by your allure. It still amazes him how you have him trapped under your spell, wrapped around your finger — and you don’t even know it. Seokmin is so lost in your kiss, he doesn’t realize that he’s now on his back with you straddling him, your hands fumbling with his zipper.
“Let me take care of you,” you coo, your lips still close to his, brushing against them softly.
It pains Seokmin, the thought of your mouth around his length, his body shivers with the image in his mind. “I’m going to be honest, while I’d love to have you sucking me off, I’d cum in 30 seconds,” he confesses. “I need to be inside of you. Now.” You smile so bright, so enchanting, Seokmin is already seeing stars when you kiss him again, only breaking the kiss to take off his pants and underwear and he removes his shirt.
“Do you have a condom?” he asks, lingering on your body as you remove your bra.
“There’s one inside my nightstand.”
Once Seokmin rolls the condom down his length, your body hovering over him, he finally realizes that this is actually happening. This might not be the way he thought it would ever happen, but he doesn’t have much time to think about it before you’re sinking down on him, enveloping his cock in your heat with a curse. 
You pause, eyes screwed shut as you mentally curse. Tears threaten to fall, pooling to the side of your eyes. Seokmin sees this and panics, immediately sitting up, rubbing soft circles on your cheek. “Hey, hey, are you okay? What’s wrong?” He speaks softly, comforting, afraid that you would crack.
You shake your head, finally opening your eyes to look at him. “It’s nothing, it’s just…” 
“Just what?”
“I just had to adjust. You’re…” you pause, thinking carefully on your words, “much bigger than I anticipated.”
Seokmin can’t help but feel smug. He can feel you clenching around him, squeezing the life out of his cock. He can’t hide his smirk, but he’s quick to give you a tender kiss, feeling you relax on top of him. “Just relax. You set the pace,” he soothes and you nod in response.
He stays sitting up as you slowly start to rock back and forth on his lap and Seokmin is already seeing stars, holding back moans. You start slow and easy, setting a rhythmic pace, building pleasure and you lean your head on his shoulder. “Fuck, Seokmin.”
“What is it, baby?” The pet name slips out before Seokmin can catch it. He mentally curses, hoping you don’t notice. It tastes sweet on his tongue, like it was meant to come out of his mouth. 
“You feel so good,” you moan, punctuating the statement with a clamp on his cock.
“I can say the same for you.” It was embarrassing how close Seokmin already was, completely drunk on you. Every squeeze, every whine brought him closer to his dissolve; it took every ounce of Seokmin’s self-control to not let go right there. It took everything in him to not confess, tell you that this was everything he’d ever dreamt of, that he was helplessly and completely in love with you. Seeing you drunk on him, on his cock, was shattering all of his resolve.
“Seokmin, I’m so close,” you whine.
Thank God, Seokmin thinks. His hands that were on your waist guide you, bouncing you up and down on his cock, helping you reach your high. “C’mon, baby, you can do it.” Fuck, I’ve got to stop saying that… 
He feels your nails dig into him, creating crescent moons and threatening to break skin as the tension that was building in your body starts to snap, an overwhelming amount of electricity coursing through your veins. Seokmin’s willpower is left on a thread, feeling your velvet walls tense around his cock, he’s close to his own climax. Once he’s looking at you, seeing your pleasure wash over you, your eyebrows furrowed and a symphony of moans releasing from your mouth, he’s done for. His orgasm crashes against him and he grips your waist tightly, keeping your body at a steady pace as he empties inside of you. 
You're both left panting, bodies spent and going still. All that’s left in the air is your breath and the humidity as you both come down from your highs. Seokmin doesn’t know what comes over him, but the overwhelming need to kiss you takes over his body. He doesn’t think, just reaches up and pulls you to his lips, kissing you passionately until his thoughts come back to him.
Well, where do we go from here?
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gaygoetia · 3 months
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Helluva Boss S2 E7 theories
Just finished re-watching the whole of Helluva Boss and now idk what to do with myself so here's my prediction of how the next episode will go down:
Given where we left off, combined with the visuals in the music video for Look This Way and the fact that the next episode is apparently called "Full Moon" I'm fairly confident that it will include Stolas giving Blitzo the crystal he got from Asmodeus.
Regardless of how Blitzo reacts (not well I'm guessing) this will end the transactional nature of their relationship, leaving Blitzo with two choices: continue having sex with Stolas without an ulterior motive to hide behind or walk away.
Unfortunately I suspect we'll get the latter.
In S2 E5 we finally got a proper insight into Blitzo's feelings on Stolas and their relationship: Blitzo refuses to believe that Stolas is interested in him for anything more than sex, insisting their relationship is "a novelty to him" and thinks Stolas only pretends to care about him.
Meanwhile, in S2 E6 Stolas admitted openly that he has feelings for Blitzo but it's clear from both Look My Way (assuming that song is canon) and his earlier song from S2 E2 that he thinks (or at least suspects) that Blitzo is only sleeping with him to retain access to the Grimoire.
So from Stolas' perspective, gifting Blitzo the crystal will put the ball in Blitzo's court, giving him what he's wanted from the start (access to the human world) without having to do or give anything return.
Unfortunately, given Blitzo's self-esteem issues, he'll undoubtedly see this as a rejection and assume Stolas has simply gotten bored of him. In fact, knowing him, he'll probably overcompensate by making a whole song and dance (maybe literally) of how much he hated their arrangement and is so glad he doesn't have to have sex with Stolas any more.
The big question is, what happens after that? I have 3 main theories:
1. Blitzo will sulk for a while until someone (probably Fizz or Asmodeus but possibly Moxxie, Millie, Loona or even Via) will give him a talking to and make him realise that Stolas does actually want to be with him.
2. Episode 7 will end with them "broken up" and heartbroken but the following episodes will force them to interact, most likely with Blitzo being bitchy and resentful until it all bubbles to the surface and he reveals that he feels Stolas used him then tossed him aside.
3. Stolas will get in trouble for lending his grimoire to Blitzo and events will unfold from there in a way that culminates in them realising each other's true feelings. (I know this one is pretty vague but I think it's still distinct enough from the previous 2 scenarios to be a separate point)
Based on what we know of the characters and where their heads are at at this point in the show, I really don't see any scenario in which Blitzo views the gifted crystal as the selfless gesture it is, nor do I see him taking it as an opportunity to start a new non-transactional relationship with Stolas (at least not without a push from another character)
Stolas and Blitzo are both gonna feel rejected by the other and it's gonna be angsty as hell.
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fayeforrosie · 2 years
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Masterlist<3
Rules-
- I write for only Girl groups, so sadly I will not take requests for any boy group scenarios/ imagines (maybe Txt;))
- I also do not write for any male readers! I will only write for gender neutral or female readers, so if you are a man or non-binary then just request for a gender neutral imagine and I will be more than happy to write it!!
- The main groups/soloists I will write for without requests are Twice, Red velvet, Itzy, Loona, G-idle, Aespa, Le sserafim and Iu... however I stan a lot more groups so I take all requests for any other girlgroups and write them!!
- I will NOT write any inappropriate content for any idols who are minors, no explanation needed
- I enjoy writing a lot so I am so glad to be able to share my work with you all, thank you so much for all of the love everyone<3
Masterlist
Twice
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Nayeon
- None yet:(
Jeongyeon
- None yet:(
Momo
- Our Secret
Sana
- Too Many Times
Jihyo
- None yet:(
Mina
- Just You and I
Dahyun
- None yet:(
Chaeyoung
- None yet:(
Tzuyu
- None yet:(
Red Velvet
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Irene
- I Will Love You
-Wip!
Seulgi
- Day 3~ Miscommunication
Wendy
- None yet:(
Joy
- None yet:(
Yeri 
- None yet:(
Blackpink
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Roseanne
- The Tree of Romance (snippet)
- The Tree of Romance
- Winter With You
Lisa
- None yet:(
Jennie
- Words Not Meant To Be Said
Jisoo
- None yet:(
Aespa
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Karina
- The Only One I Want Pt 1
- Finding You Pt 2
- And So We Meet Pt 3
- Carnations and Lillie's Pt 4
- Blooming for you Pt 5
Winter
- None yet:(
Ningning
- None yet:(
Giselle
- Day 1~ Dry Humping
G-idle
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Soyeon
- Against The Rules
Minnie
None yet:(
Yuqi
None yet:(
Soojin
None yet:(
Miyeon
- Wip!
Le sserafim
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Chaewon
- Day 2~ First Meeting
Yunjin
- Used by you
- Karaoke Nights Pt 1
- Don't Make A Sound Pt 2
Sakura
- None yet:(
Kazuha
- None yet:(
Eunchae
- None yet:(
Iu
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- Wip!
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lewisvinga · 2 years
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dating a latina | loona reactions
requested; yes!
request; hiii, how are you? I hope well. first of all thanks for the kim lip scenario, I'm in love :( i wanted to ask a loona reaction to dating a brazilian girl (or if you feel more comfortable just someone from latin america :))
note; i’m doing good<3 how are u??!! i’m glad u enjoyed the kim lip scenario! also i did latina bc i’m not brazilian so i’m not 100% comfy writing abt a culture i’m not part of but i am latina so!:D
warnings; none, might have typos tho idk:T
loona masterlist !
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heejin.
the type to bring up how she lived in brazil for like 1 month any chance she gets
little miss artist would research about your traditional clothing + other aspects of your culture and draw lil’ stickers / doodles of it
heejin has this huge plan of one day visiting your country and going to all of the touristic places!
hyunjin
whenever you cook your cultures food and desserts like flan or brigadeiro, hyunjin will be the first to taste it
absolutely loves the flavors and spices of your food!
has a playlist with songs from your language / country and will constantly listen to it when she’s alone and will casually play them around you, tries to learn lyrics to an el alfa song without realizing how fast it is-
haseul
like heejin, she plans on visiting your home country except she actually does visit
the type to carry around a notebook to write down every word she learns so she can practice ur language ^^
when she meets your parents she was scared of the cultural difference and the language barrier but was relieved when your family welcomed her with open arms !
yeojin
yeojin gets so excited whenever she sees anything related to your cultural and can’t wait to show it to you
your country is mentioned in a youtube video she saw? she’ll send you the clip immediately
watches soap operas with you like novelas la rose de guadalupe and will act shocked every time even if it’s always the same plot just different characters
vivi
whenever you talk about your culture / country, she always listens and just stares at you with cute curious eyes <33
whenever you’re also feeling home sick, vivi will try to cook your culture’s food! comfort foods like soups / stews!
also willing to learn your language like spanish or portuguese!
kim lip
the first time she was introduced to your latino culture was when she went to a quinceañera with you and she was in AWE
whenever she’s alone in her room she will try learning your dances like samba or cumbia n other dances too! would also get shy if you ask her to show u
is also so shy and does her lil screams whenever you try teaching her phrases to use on your parents bc she’s scared of messing up pls
jinsoul
you know how she is very expressive with her eyebrows, yeah her eyebrows are always raised up from excitement and curiosity whenever you talk about latin america
is like a puppy filled with excitement when she visted your country
the type to buy anything that has your country’s flag / name on it to give to u^^
choerry
like yeojin, she’ll get excited about the mention of your country
she tries to find restaurants in korea that cook your country’s food and will try everythinggggg, and accidentally eats a super spicy salsa that she didn’t realize was spicy but still loves it
she teaches herself spanish / portuguese and surprises you on your anniversary by speaking it ☹️☹️
yves
would <33333 love to learn about your cultural dances, pls teach her imagine teaching her something like bachata😫😫😫😫 omg
would secretly choreograph a dance to one of your favorite song in your language and shows it to you!
she absolutely loves the flavors from latin america and will beggg u to make her your cultural food
chuu
chuu acts like she’s latina, like she’s basically latina she’s my cousin fr, she’d get so involved in ur culture to try to make you feel at home!
she even manages to do a photoshoot where you both wear your traditional clothing <333 chuu scute
will flex to everyone about your culture, she’ll be like “omg my gf makes that food, it’s the best” or “my gf’s country has a super pretty language!” chuu #1 hype girl
gowon
gowon would definitely be super shocked at the cultural differences at first, especially when going to a family party but she found it extremely fun
she tries keyword; tries to help you cook your cultures foods but decides to be your taste tester instead
i feel like chuu she’d also flex your amazing cooking and dance moves whenever she gets the chance
olivia hye
she <3 latinas guys idk what to tell u i’m totally not being biased rn / j
would have you teach her dances like salsa, bachata 😫😫🫶🫶🫶🫶 , etc etc , but she also just loves seeing you dance them and having fun<3
like hyunjin, she’ll listen to artists from your country and will just casually listen to them around you, n ur like ö
would surprise you by finding a restaurant that cooks your comfort foods and buys them for dinner whenever your home sick, but then will get all shy about it
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okayeojin · 2 years
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loona reaction to dating a trans guy
💌 :: fluff :: [trans male reader]
a/n: i was on the fence about writing this... it makes me so teary knowing that someone trusts me so much and would feel comforted by me writing this for them. i was just afraid i wouldn't do a good job at it and failed to accurately represent the trans community. i have no doubt that all the loona girls would support you all regardless of your sexuality and gender identity, so there's that. anywho, enjoy <3
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♡ :: heejin 희진
she has the muscles needed to take care of anyone disrespecting and misgendering you
overall very protective to the point that you would have to tell her to... not exaggerate lmao
loves every inch of you with all her might that she just can't stand the thought of people treating you poorly
would kiss every little part of your body all day
she would beat the shit out of your gender dysphoria or body dysmorphia or whatever it is that's hurting you
what she wants the most is for you to be happy and feel loved and appreciated, regardless of anything
♡ :: hyunjin 현진
if someone ever makes you feel uncomfortable in public omg
she's wrapping an arm around your shoulders like "who's bothering you?"
similar to heejin she's your biggest protector, she doesn't want you to face any sort of injustice or unfair treatment
if you came out to her after you started dating she'd be like "cool. so whatchu want for dinner"
like... she's so proud of you for finding the courage to come out and all and she'd be with you every step of the way but her feelings for you would remain untouched
♡ :: haseul 하슬
so respectful of every single need you have
would want to know more and more about your feelings, your experience, your journey...
that if you were willing to open up to her of course, she would never force anything out of you
she wanted to be a part of your life so bad and wished you knew you could trust her, always
tears up if you decide to tell her everything that was on your mind and what you had gone through, etc
would keep supporting you until the very end (':
♡ :: yeojin 여진
she would simply... not know how to behave
she would be unexperienced with dating in general i think, so she would be conscious of every little thing around you
what to say and what not to say, how to help, what to do...
you would have to guide her through everything
and remind her that you love and trust her a whole lot and that she didn't have to worry so much
she does it all because she loves you so much and wants you to be comfortable around her ):
♡ :: vivi 비비
as soon as you came out to her, she would start being careful about everything she says
which would lowkey make you feel guilty and you'd beg her to not treat you differently
she would be so distraught and would keep apologizing help
her love for you wouldn't change nor be affected in the slightest
would want to know your whole story so that she could feel even closer to you and make sure you knew you could rely on her
gets used to it quickly <3
♡ :: kim lip 킴립
she... wouldn't mind i think?
of course it would be a big change for her too, but you could walk through it together
she would adjust to the new situation soon, and would even suggest you to go shopping together or something
tries so hard to not fail at using your new pronouns and hates herself whenever she thinks she has offended you somehow
please reassure her 💀
she's a big baby and would constantly repeat how much she loves you
♡ :: jinsoul 진솔
if you came out to her after you started dating, i think she would need a second or two to process the whole thing
not because her feelings for you would change or anything, because she feels so strongly about you
but she would want to properly educate herself
both on the internet and by having a long heartfelt conversation with you
by the end of it you two would feel that much closer and ready to initiate this new chapter of your life together
♡ :: choerry 최리
couldn't care less
she's just a jar full of love, literally nothing would change about the way she feels about you or the way she treats you
would also never inquire any further about your transition journey or ask you anything more than you'd feel comfortable telling her
but she's always ready and willing to listen whenever you wanted to confess something to her or vent or let out some frustrations
she's such a good listener and she's so safe to be around
♡ :: yves 이브
mmh i hate assuming someone's sexuality but yves is the one i see being slightly more attracted to girls
but you're you! and she would love you no matter the path you decided to choose in life, and if that path meant living your life as your true self, then she'd be your biggest fan
again, she'd have to adjust to it and have a long long emotional convo with you
she really wanted to do things right
she would walk with you along the whole process, through bad and good things , together
♡ :: chuu 츄
would be unbelievably proud of you for finding the courage to be who you wanted to be, and would ramble about throwing a party or celebrating, etc
and you'd be like "but doesn't it bother you?" and she'd be "why would it, are u crazy"
goes to the store for you, buys you what you need, reminds you of your medical appointments...
remind you how awesome and worthy of love you are literally every time she sees you
so supportive and helpful always, she's be such a huge help to your physical and mental health <3
♡ :: gowon 고원
i think she would also need a while to process it
but then would feel guilty because you are the one facing the most issues, like... dysphoria and mental health and... she wants to help you as much as possible
would probably spend days on the internet and consulting the older members for help
then she would settle for asking you directly, reassuring you that she still loves you to the moon and back
but she wants to know from you if things are going to change and what she can do to be of any help to you <3
she's so emotional that you trusted her like that
♡ :: olivia hye 올리비아혜
no big deal at all, she would be super chill about it lol
she would slip up every once in a while, hating herself for misgendering you or something but it'd be done with no harm intended of course, maybe while she was half asleep
it would only occur if your transition had begun recently, otherwise she'd be well adapted after not too long
also i have this image of her going to the store for you to buy hygiene products in case you didn't feel like going, idk
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yuzurins · 2 years
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lending an eraser during an exam
— mini scenarios / headcanons / x gn!reader
— pretty setter squad 1/3 - oikawa, semi, kenma, kageyama (im not doing 3 parts its a loona reference)
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— oikawa tooru
↝ he would be the one borrowing yours because he would definitely make a fuss over this
↝ sits behind you, starts poking your shoulder not so subtly in an attempt to catch your attention
↝ its a miracle how the teacher doesnt catch him tbh
↝ you turn around and scowl at him as to ask him what he wants
↝ he starts mouthing the words "i need. to borrow. your eraser."
↝ but you can't read lips so you have no idea what he's trying to ask and assume that he wants an answer to a question
↝ you lower your hand beside your chair and wave him off so that the teacher won't see
↝ but he doesn't stop !!! even as you express clearly that you have no idea what in the world he's trying to convey
↝ then he starts making naruto signs as if you guys had some sort of secret language or code
↝ the teacher starts suspecting something but he stops before she can approach , giving you the signal to pretend to put your sweater on so she doesn't think you're looking behind you to see oikawa's answers
↝ when the teacher leaves the room, you turn back around and whisper shout at him: "tooru, what do you want from me ??"
↝ he pouts at you and starts making an eraser motion (because he's embarrassed lolol)
↝ you roll your eyes and sigh at him for making everything so complicated
↝ finally toss him your eraser but realize that you only have 20 minutes left and start panicking
↝ the first thing you do when you see him during lunch break is to give him a good smack on the arm
↝ "tooru, if i fail this exam and don't make it into XX university, it is all your fault for not bringing your own damn eraser to the written exams!"
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— semi eita
↝ you would be borrowing an eraser from him bc you were too tired from cramming all night
↝ you sit beside him in the back of the class
↝ you don't know how to get his attention because this man is dead serious about passing this exam since he was the edge of failing the entire semester
↝ you try calling out to him oikawa style , but obviously he doesn't notice because his eyes are glued to his paper
↝ it doesn't work so you rip a corner of your exam paper to write "ERASER!!!" on it and throw it at him
↝ but he still doesn't notice because the paper was too small to make a significant impact LOL
↝ you look over at the teacher to see her typing away on her laptop and make a ballsy move
↝ you reach your hand over and tap him on the shoulder but as expected, he doesn't notice because you were trying to be discrete
↝ sighing to yourself , you reach down and grab his thigh as a last resort (but you know he is gonna notice this so smirk smirk)
↝ he flinches, turns around to finally look at you and is about to make a mean retort until he realizes that the entire class is taking an exam right now
↝ you could see his face getting flushed with red and you smile bashfully
↝ but unfortunately you are too desperate for an eraser and don't have time to be flirting with semi so you take your hand off and mouth that you need an eraser
↝ it took a little bit over 5 minutes but he finally gave you the eraser !!
↝ you wink at him as to say thank you and he frowns in return for flustering him
↝ he does question you after the exam but you don't give him a direct answer
↝ he still brings it up every once in a while to try and embarrass you but you play along with it and in the end he's always the one turning red instead
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— kozume kenma
↝ no you're borrowing his eraser again because kuroo makes sure that kenma is prepared every time :((((((((((((((
↝ you sit beside each other near the front so it's hard to ask him without catching the teacher's attention
↝ you kinda just take glances at him every now and then to see if he's coincidentally looking in your direction at the same time
↝ it fails tho and you just move on to other questions in the meantime
↝ but you keep on making mistakes so you're left with no choice but to pester kenma
↝ you bring your hand up and pretend to rest your head in your palm but you're really just staring at kenma
↝ literally burn a hole in the side of his head and he finally notices you !!!!
↝ you widen your eyes a tiny bit and mouth the following syllables: "e-ra-ser"
↝ he understands almost immediately and tosses his eraser over
↝ but he throws it with a little too much force and it topples over the edge of the desk before you're able to catch it
↝ snickers at your dismay but stops almost immediately as the teacher sends glare over
↝ you embarrassingly have to get out of your chair and pick up your eraser, bowing to the teacher as you do so
↝ worst of all, the chair screeched and the entire class looked over at you while kenma almost chokes as he tries to hold back his laughter
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— kageyama tobio
↝ sorry oikawa's the only one who will be borrowing your eraser kekeke
↝ tobio-kun is very pissy about the exams because he does not want to fail this as it means that he wouldn't be able to participate in volleyball activities (kinda canon tbh)
↝ he sits diagonal to you (the desk on the left of the person in front of you) and luckily the teacher in this class isn't as strict as the others
↝ you try whispering his name and he hears you clearly the first time, but doesn't respond because he just thinks that you want his answers or you want to disturb him for fun
↝ though after the fifth attempt he turns around and gives you a death stare to which you shudder in response
↝ you look at him with the most innocent eyes you could manage and mouth that you need an eraser while doing an erasing motion with your right hand
↝ he rolls his eyes and mouths back: "just use the one on the back of your pencil!" before turning back around to finish his exam
↝ his annoyed demeanor is lowkey contagious because you start getting irritated from how he won't just spare you his eraser since he has multiple!!!!!
↝ you reached into your desk trying to be as silent as possible to try and grab your notebook so you can rip a fat paper and throw it at that blueberry
↝ you scribble the words on to threaten him: "JUST GIVE ME YOUR FRICKIN ERASER AND NO ONE GETS HURT TOBIHOE." and throw it at him (with force btw<33)
↝ winces at the impact and rubs the back of his head
↝ gives you another nasty glare when he reluctantly turns around to pick up the paper
↝ you frown back at him because time was ticking and you needed that eraser!!! badly !!!! (n he was the only friend you had that sat close to you)
↝ literally done with your shit so he grabs his eraser and throws it at your forehead to spite you
↝ giggles when the eraser bounces off your head and when you grimace in pain
↝ you have to get up and pick up the eraser .... but this time your chair doesn't screech so it's fine!! except for the fact that tobio would not stop teasing you
↝ starts bickering with you RIGHT after he hands in his exam, the two of you not even left the classroom yet
(undercase yelling bc caps are so aggressive help)
"how dumb do you have to be to literally forget to bring your eraser. it's one of the two things that you have to bring to school, but you can't even manage to do that???"
"shut the fuck up tobihoe! at least i don't always have to take makeup exams because i don't fail every single time!"
"oh no you did not just go there. stop acting like you're smarter than me when you barely pass either! you just get lucky, and don't think that i don't see you spinning your pencil around to see what answer to put!"
"well it wasn't like i wanted to use your shitty eraser in the first place! i had no choice because you were the closest one to me!"
"stop fuckin insulting my eraser when i literally saved your exams! you literally broke my concentration and i couldn't focus the entire time after!"
"you're saying that as if you actually were concentrating in the first place."
↝ then it gets physical. LMFAOOOOO
↝ people have to drag you apart bc it gets that bad 😭😭
↝ then you guys get punished by the teacher and have to sit outside the cafeteria on your knees
↝ you both reluctantly apologize to each other when hinata scolds you (the order was decided by rock paper scissors ,,, which you won btw)
"i'm sorry for being an asshole because i was scared that i was going to miss out on a volleyball training camp. it was wrong of me to get mad because my friend desperately wanted to borrow an eraser since they're dumb and make endless mistakes."
"HAHAHAHA TOBIO SOUNDS LIKE A ROBOT HEAJKHFDJK"
↝ hinata smacks you on the head with a rolled up notebook
"stop it y/n, it's your turn now!"
↝ you frown and sigh, whereas tobio sneers at you
"fine. i'm sorry for forgetting my eraser why do i even have to apologize for this and bothering you in the middle of an important exam. i shouldn't have made such a big fuss about the eraser and respected your feelings when you refused the first time. even though you had multiple erasers for no reason at all and it wouldn't hurt for you to just obediently toss me aN ERASER FROM THE START—“
↝ you get a flick on the side of your head from the blueberry boy beside you and you scowl at him in return
↝ lesson learned: never bother tobihoe when volleyball is on the line.
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loonamblr · 2 years
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Which is better?
LOONA Hyunjin Drabble
a/n: this was a repost.
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One time, Heejin invited Hyunjin to join an online meeting together with her crush, Y/N. The two, Heejin and Y/N, are originally planning their group project but Heejin wants to tease Hyunjin a little bit.
"What should we listen to?" The puppy-looking girl asked when they agreed to listen to some music. "Softly by Clairo." Hyunjin suggests that her best friend replies with the "national hymn of the gaes.". Y/n laughs at Heejin's remark. While on the other hand, Hyunjin wants to smack her best friend.
The song ended and it auto-played 'Sofia' also by Clairo.
"Next song, please. That song is bad." Hyunjin blurted out.
"Do you think it is bad?" Her crush asked her about the song. She honestly doesn't know to reply, hence, she gathered her thoughts.
"Ahh... well. It's not that bad but I prefer 'Softly' than 'Sofia'. I like it better." Hyunjin said. Her voice is slightly shaky.
"Ohh, I see. I actually listen to Sofia every time." Y/N shared with them. Heejin chuckled when she heard nothing from Hyunjin's mic.
After a few seconds, a small "Okay." left Hyunjin's lips.
Feeling a little bit embarrassed.
But she is Hyunjin, so she doesn't accept defeat. "Softly is much better," she thought.
After that night, Hyunjin listens to Sofia and then to Softly nonstop. She will play these whenever she has spare time to listen to a song. She plays them alternately to compare one another.
Heejin knows this because of Hyunjin's activity on Spotify. She listens to it all day and all night.
Hyunjin didn't stop there. She asks everyone in their circle of friends which song is better. She even asked her mother about it too.
This girl is pretty-funny and crazy in terms of these things. She didn't even notice that she was lowkey-loving 'Sofia'.
Heejin and her best friend are in her room. The latter is still busy comparing the two songs. Suddenly, Heejin remembered the time Hyunjin searched for the lyrics of 'Sofia'.
"I think the lyrics are much gayer than Softly. But still, Softly the best." Heejin laughed and shook her head.
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gaypeople4itzy · 1 year
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Business partner
with Loona's vivi (Kahei)
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Warnings : kissing, slight touch (no explicit content, only fluff <3)
Another one of my favorites muhaha !!
Since you were a little kid, you had always valued the importance of family, especially when it came to spending some quality time with them. For as long as you could remember, you were always out there, bringing your parents on dates and accompanying them to different events they had for work
Which is why exactly you were here at that moment, sat down next to your father, attending an important business conference. You were used to doing that, sometimes catching yourself get interested in the boring monologue of the people that were presenting. You usually spent your time laughing with your dad’s colleagues, who knew you very well as they had been seeing you frequently for years. They were almost like a second family, and considered you like one of them, like you were too, a worker by your father’s side
Time passed by and finally, people were allowed to leave the room. “Thank god” you told yourself, it wasn’t even that uninteresting, you were just too excited for what was coming next: you and your father were invited to a dinner in a fancy restaurant, as well as a few other business partners and their respective relatives
You didn’t know exactly where you were heading as you entered the taxi that had been ordered for you and your dad, but you had heard many compliments about the place you were going to spend the evening at. It was known for its great service, as well as its space. Furthermore, you knew in advance that there was a room reserved for you and the few people that were coming, meaning that you wouldn’t be bothered by others or disturbed by loud noises
You got yourself quickly there. Thanking the driver, you walked towards the inside of the building, your dad following your steps as he had just given the man the money he owned. It was a vast place, cozy but as it was described to you, very wide in terms of space
It didn’t take long before a waiter came to you guys, asking you what could be done for you. As the reservation was being checked, you looked around you, seeing who would be eating at the same table as yours
Leading the way, the server headed upstairs, followed by a dozen of people which included you and your father
The room you had been assigned was beautiful, you didn’t even have the words to describe it. You felt extremely lucky to get to eat in such a place, forever grateful for the close relationship you shared with your family
Seating next to your dad, you watched other people taking their seats. One of the colleagues you knew best, almost like he was your father’s brother, sat in front of you as the others took place around the table. After everyone was sat down, you noticed that there were two empty seats
Of course, as curious as you had always been, you asked the people around if they knew who was going to sit there, or if it was just a mistake
“Ahh yes! It’s one of our new men, him and his child are supposed to join us later. He told me he had a deal to conclude before coming, but I think he just doesn’t want to be around us” your almost uncle winked meanwhile the others laughed
You didn’t even have the time to question it as the main door of the room opened. A tall man and a beautiful girl walked in, greeting each one of you as they sat down; the father next to one of the workers, and who seemed like the daughter, next to you
You couldn’t help but feel a little nervous as she gave you a warm smile. She was significantly pretty, and god, you were praying that this new business partner would stay along for a long while, at least, if it meant meeting his daughter more often
“I’d like for you all to welcome my daughter, Kahei, who will be joining us for today” the new man said
“She’s the only other young one with L/N” one of the colleagues replied, as you and Kahei looked at each other, grinning
“It’s an honour to meet you all” she then said, looking at the others
As the men started to talk about politics, she turned to you. You couldn’t explain why exactly, but there was something suspicious about the way she was eying you, almost like there was something forbidden going on in her mind
Leaning in towards you, she came close to your ear
“You’re quite beautiful miss L/n”
You blushed at her words, which made her smile widen a little
You thanked her as you returned the compliment, trying to keep your composure. Just why was this girl having such an effect on you? 
The waiter then came to take your orders. As you knew your dad was the one paying for you, you chose something that wasn’t too overly expensive. Although your were perfectly fine with the dish you had picked, Kahei spoke
“Add this for L/n, I’ll pay myself” she pointed at that delicious looking meal she had seen you look at earlier. It costed way more than you’d ever let someone pay for
“Oh no it’s fine! You don’t have to” you replied, but she was quick to interrupt you with a finger on your lips
“Oh it’s my pleasure darling, just let me do” she declared, and well, you weren’t going to refuse such an offer!
Time passed by as little talk was made between you and Kahei, as well as the other people present around the table. The conversation just then, was about politics and upcoming elections that were right around the corner. As you were speaking your mind, getting the men to agree with you, you felt something on your thigh 
Trying to ignore it, you finished your point, and your father began speaking, as you looked down on your legs. Kahei had her hand wander there, looking at you to get your approval. As you nodded discreetly, she let her warm hand rest there. Sometimes, she’d remove it, only to put it back later. And quite honestly, you weren’t going to complain as you felt a little more comfortable than you did earlier
Food came in no time and you were amazed with the amount of plates you had in front of you. Forever grateful to miss Kahei, you decided to thank her once more, which she responded to by that shy grin that made her so, desirable 
As the conversation changed to a topic you didn’t bother remembering, you started feeling a little bored. The plates were empty and so was your mind. Your eyes wandered around, looking at Kahei who seemed to be sharing the same feeling as you. You were quickly caught staring by her, which resulted in her looking at you back, deeply in the eyes
Maybe it was what you had drank or maybe it was because of her intoxicating perfume, but when she asked you in a low voice if you wanted to get out, you immediately accepted. Excusing yourselves saying you had to deal with a little problem, you got out of the room
You had always loved these meetings, but there was something much more exciting than sitting at a table waiting for you
Kahei lead you to a smaller room, that seemed to have much more intimacy than the previous one you guys stayed in. Your heartbeat increased as you sat down next to her, waiting for her to say something
“You’re so pretty” she suddenly said, kissing your forehead
“You’re the prettiest” you replied, kissing her hands
“You’re so adorable, makes me want to treat you so good, just to see that smile of yours” she kissed your cheeks as you grinned
“And you’re making me nervous” you admitted, kissing her cheeks back, ghosting over her lips
“And you’re making me want to kiss you” she declared, a glimpse of timidity in her voice
“I’m not going to stop you. Kiss me Kahei, please”
And like it was the most natural thing in the world, like you had been born and went through the entirety of your lives just for this moment, like the world was ending, like nothing else mattered, she grabbed your face and pressed her lips onto yours, kissing you softly. There was something sweet about her movements, gentle and clearly restraining herself, you couldn’t lie and say you disliked it, how come was she so perfect? 
In that very moment, you thanked the world for making you meet the best future “business partner” you could ever wish for ;)
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heeberry · 2 years
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Jeon Heejin | Countless Ditches
Request: hi again, it’s anon 🦦 i forgot to add to the heejin request that it’s prompt 19 for angst thank u !
Prompt 19: “you didn’t just break promises, you broke me.”
Gender neutral reader!!
A/n: I’m so sorry for abandoning this account again I promise I’m officially back this time 😭
this is not really proof read, oops
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“Where were you last night?” You asked with your arms crossed practically fuming over the disappearance of your girlfriend, Heejin.
Heejin smiled apologetically, “I’m sorry I-”
“Yeah yeah your sorry can you tell me what you’ve been doing that you missed out on us last night?” you cried out, “cut the sorrowful act Jeon Heejin and tell me what you’ve been doing.”
“We were supposed to have a date last night, but you once again ditched me for god knows what reason this time.”
Heejin stood still, shoulders tense and her hand tucked behind her neck, harshly scratching it over the guilt that swallowed her whole. And you were used to it, as unfortunate as it may be you predicted your girlfriend was doing something suspicious. She never told you the reason why she’s been missing out on dates, apologizing countless times and calling it a day.
You sighed, taking your gaze off her and walking up stairs silently, her pleads for you to come back not attracting you back anymore.
This has been going on for weeks now. You were scared she might’ve been cheating on you, the worst of worst scenarios popping up in your head driving you insane. You kept telling yourself she wouldn’t do such a thing, she loved you, at least that’s what she always said.
Even if she did cheat on you, she would’ve broken up with you right? Falling out of love isn’t uncommon so if that was the case she would’ve spoken up right?
You groaned, squeezing your eyes shut and burying your face in a pillow, “why does this keep happening to me.” You whined, “Jeon Heejin you drive me insane I swear.”
Something in the deepest pit of your stomach knew something odd was going on with your so much of a beloved girlfriend, why wouldn’t she tell you anything else besides a sorry? you knew you had to get to the bottom of this, one way or another. You two have grown unexpectedly distant after she kept ditching your hang outs and whatever activities you planned.
The soft knock coming from your door tore you away from your thoughts, “y/n please hear me out, I swear I wasn’t doing anything bad.” Heejin pleaded, “babe please open the door.”
You sighed burying your face deeper into the pillow under you heard footsteps vanishing away from the door. You couldn’t bare to face her after the weird feeling you had about her.
Heejin headed toward the kitchen, grabbing at glass of water and plopping herself down on the wooden chair. Her palm rested on her forehead, clear distress written over her face.
It’s not like she’s doing this on purpose, at least that’s what she thinks. She felt her heart drop after what had just happened. You never walked out on her like that, “Heejin don’t think too much about it, you just missed one date.”
“Two dates”
“Okay three dates isn’t too much”
“Four..”
“Five…”
She felt her vision growing blurry at a realization, feeling her tears run down her cheeks. She scoffed, “Six dates Heejin. You ditched six dates.”
Her heart clenched, too much for her to bare. She tried wiping her continuous tears away from her face, “how could I be this stupid.” She cried out, “I’m such a bad girlfriend, I don’t deserve them.”
Heejin realized how many promises she made about meeting you and taking you out on a date, feeding you your favorite foods and giving you the best time of your life.
“Promises aren’t meant to be broken” she remembers you say when she ditched you a second time. “Why Heejin.. what happened?”
“God I truly messed up” Heejin thought, swirling the glass of water around, “how could I even make it up to them if they wish to not even talk to me?”
She swore to herself not to miss out on anything anymore. Heejin swore she wasn’t doing anything bad, seeing you serious sent her into a spiral, she couldn’t even speak when she saw the glistening look of hurt and fire in your eyes, she forgot to fulfill the promises she whispered in your ear lovingly at night.
Heejin got up to try again, hoping that this time around you’d open the door. But before she headed to the stairs she saw you walk down, brushing passed her to satisfy your empty stomach with food.
“Hey I-”
“You’re sorry right? I know.”
“Listen-”
“For what? The hundredth time Heejin? You say the same thing over and over again you don’t even tell me a valid reason. I think I’ve listened enough.”
“Y/n I’m serious just hear me out”
“How about you hear me out Heejin? You’ve never done that once after you started this weird ass ditching streak you’ve been doing”
“you didn’t just break promises, you broke me” you cried, slamming the fridge shut. “You promised me you wouldn’t break your promises and here you are, doing not what you said.”
“You hurt me so bad I thought you were cheating on me, that you lost interest in me.”
Heejin’s breath hitched among your words, “I would never do that.”
“How would I know after you said this same thing with each of the promises you broke? It’s getting tiring Heejin.” You sighed, “what’s gotten into you? Why can’t you just tell me why you’ve been missing out on our dates?”
“Do you know how many times I dressed up for you? Waiting in front of the door excited to see the love of my life take me out on a date? Ready to pour my love for the woman I fell deeply for? How many times I got tired of waiting and took everything off to go cry in my bed while you do god knows what? Do you know Heejin? Do you?”
“Y/n, babe, please let me make it up to you.” Heejin pleaded grabbing your hands to cup her face while she cried, “I swear I’m not lying to you I was truly just practicing, you know we have a comeback soon. I would never cheat on you ever ever ever not in a million years would I ever do that.”
“Ask Haseul ask Yeojin they know I’ve been practicing non stop every damn day to get the dance right” Heejin hiccuped, “You have to believe me please!”
“Why didn’t you just tell me you were practicing then? You keeping your mouth pierced shut made me suspicious of you Heejin.”
Heejin shook her head, “I was scared.”
“Scared of what Heejin?” You raised your voice a little higher than hers. “I was scared you wouldn’t believe me and I know it’s stupid of me to say but it’s true. I stood you up so many times I wasn’t sure if you’d believe me at that point.” Heejin whispered.
The atmosphere grew too heavy for you to bare. Sounds of the wind coming through the window was all you heard. A singular drop fell down your cheek, “Heejin-”
“I’ll learn to be a better girlfriend and keep my promises just please, please let me make it up to you.”
You looked away from her, snatching your hands back. “I’ll think about it.”
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astrolaurical · 1 year
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