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http-paprika · 8 months

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Together, Inhospitable | Simon Riley 1 Bug Like an Angel

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summery the rest of the 141 had gone out to celebrate, except for simon who shed his mask for the night. unbeknownst to him, christina was still there.

pairing simon “ghost” riley x christina "red" perez / wc 1087 / warnings mentions of death, alcoholism, and swearing

note today is my actual birthday, and nothing is more of a gift than sad, mitski induced angst. enjoy.

"amateur mistake, you can take it from me" mitski

The sun had dipped below the horizon and daggered mountains, leaving the sky navy with too much light for the stars to shine, but too dark to be daytime. Simon sat back in his plastic chair, a single brown glass bottle of beer looking back at him from the outdoor table, he watched a bug fly around the rim, catching flight before he could move and catch it in his calloused hands. His gaze rose with the bug, following it to the outdoor light where the small insect rested with other winged bugs. Still watching, he grasped the bottle and raised it to his mouth, resting on sun-dried lips and allowing the sour liquid to scorch his throat as Simon swallowed.

He was alone tonight, the rest of his team had gone out drinking and celebrating but with a migraine and bitter mood, Simon chose to stay back. Allowing himself a drink and shedding the mask, for the few hours he had to himself, he let the warm summer air touch his skin. A sudden gust of wind sliced through the porch, causing the blond hair to stand on his neck. Simon rested a hand on his chin, feeling the growing stubble of facial hair that he’d have to shave soon, he hated the way it made him look, cursing as it reminded him of his father.

Suddenly the glass bottle in his hand stung, like a phantom cut against his rough palms. It dropped out of his grasp, shattering on the tiled floor as the door behind him clicked open. Out of instinct, he snatched the neck of the broken bottle as he turned to the sudden intruder, Simon’s shoulders falling when he realized it was his teammate.

“Jesus, Red. I thought you left with the others to go celebrate.” He gruffly says, bending down to try and clean up the dark glass, the remaining liquid seeping into his shoe.

“I don’t drink.” She was surprised to see him on the porch, thinking she’d been alone in the house. Christina was also surprised to see him without his skull mask, only having seen him without it once after she accidentally entered his office uninvited. “I’ll grab a bag and towel.”

Simon wanted to disappear, he didn’t like the way Christina looked at him before she stepped back inside to grab supplies to clean the mess he’d made. He wasn’t as comfortable as Simon around his team, safety was in the caricature that was Ghost. Where he was just a man behind a mask.

“Here.” She hands him an old dishcloth and begins to carefully pick up the glass shards, not questioning the mess at all. It was his luck that Red had been the one to stay at the base as opposed to Soap or any of the others, she was quiet and didn’t question why Simon hadn’t joined the team. Only speaking when she saw a good reason too.

“Thanks, Red.” They quickly clean up the mess, before Simon returns to his chair and she stays standing, picking at her lips.

“Do you want me to leave?” Christina finally asks, breaking their silence.

“No, you can stay.” She takes the seat across from him, pulling her knees to her chest. Simon studied her, remembering that she was a decade younger than him. Yet they’d always had some unspoken understanding, a knowing look behind their eyes. Some part of their hidden pasts that tethered them together. “I thought you used to drink.”

“No, I’ve been sober since basic training.” She tells him, allowing him to briefly pick at her brain. In return, she asks why he stayed home from the celebration their teammates were participating in. “You’ve never stayed back before.”

“Massive fuckin’ headache.” Simon grumbles, had she always looked so tired? Were her shoulders always so bony under her shirt? On the field, she’d always been intimidating enough, coming across as a good soldier who never seemed to be afraid. But here, she seemed so timid and faltering under Simon’s gaze. “Can I ask why you don’t drink?”

“You can ask, I might not answer,” Christina responds, looking up at the light as if she were one of the insects searching for the sun. Aching to fly away, fly into the bright sun, and disappear in its warmth.

“So why don’t you?” He asks, unsure if Simon actually wanted to know the truth. If finding the reason behind the haunting look in her eyes was worth it, but he couldn’t imagine it was any worse than anything else he’d experienced. But Simon knew it could still come as a shock, whatever the reason.

“My father drank himself to death. His liver gave out, he died at his favorite bar.” She closed her eyes, the lids stained a purple color begging for rest she’ll never receive. Heavy bags underneath resulting from a line of work a woman like her shouldn’t have been in, Simon decided. “And I wouldn’t be like him.”

“Ah.” Simon thought of his own father, who as a child he wished would drink himself away. Now, he tried not to even think of the man, trying to ignore his father was like trying to ignore a sore in Simon’s mouth. It always came back and ruined his mind and mood. “Well, I’m not sure how much it’s worth. But from what I’ve seen, you’re a better woman than most people I’ve known.”

Her eyes roll open, looking at him with an almost distant crystalized gaze. Where their eyes met, that invisible string was tugged, pulling at Simon’s throat as he stared at Christina, almost longingly, wanting to say her name. Simon’s hands almost ached to reach out and hold hers. To speak and comfort her as Red’s eyes grew watery. But he withheld the urge and thankfully so as they could hear the rest of their team returning, with Soap drunkenly singing some song he’d heard at the bar. The moment died as Simon pulled his balaclava back on, falling back into the comfort of being Ghost. Christina uncurled herself, stretching out her shoulders and back to give her added height and hardening her face.

There was a cold distance set up between them as drunken Soap stumbled into the light propped up by Gaz and Price who were evidently tipsy as they loudly exchanged greetings with their two sober teammates. Soap in particular was loud, looking between Res and Ghost before announcing his opinion. “Oh, so that’s why you stayed home, Ghost. Had a fucking date planned.”

ending note this has been edited from the original to fit the Together, Inhospitable series. only minor changes though, nothing major.

#call of duty #simon ghost riley #call of duty mw2 #ghost #cod mw22 #ghost mw2 #john soap mactavish #fanfiction #f!reader #angst #angst fanfic #mitski #mitski inspired #bug like an angel #im sad theyre sad #simon ghost riley x original character #oc #simon ghost riley x oc

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apleiphone2 · 8 hours

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the song i want you by mitski feels like the end of everything, slowly approaching your lover with a knife in hand in your state of quiet insanity, after everything is over, in a house of ruin where no one else stirs. where it is silent, except for the sound of your slow steps and the useless staggering of the person in front of you -- who you love so dearly, want so badly -- too badly. you realised not long ago, after you ruined this house you once called home, after you discarded of everyone else, after you got rid of everything - except for them, anything but them. you realised after the fire started to quiet, and your wounds were given a moment to bleed. you realised that you didnt want this, anything -- you just wanted them -- and you were going to want eachother. forever. until the end of time. in the quietness, in the still, it would be you two amongst the rubble of world.

and so, you stumbled across to their house, through the broken door, past the shattered glass, amongst the sounds of ruin, tiptoeing around the various strewn objects you had thrown there in your rage. to start over, leave this mess behind and start over with the person who you know loves you so. still, you loosely held that bloody blade in your hand threatening to fall out with each sway of your arm. but, it stay attached in your grasp -- maybe it got used to staying there, used to its breaking point. it brushes occasionally against the pale nightgown you adorn, now torn and tattered from the night in partner with your unkempt hair that fell across your face in an untidy mess, sticking to the corners of your mouth and the lasting sweat remaining on your, once, pretty, almost calm-looking complexion. but it didn't matter. nothing did. what did matter was slowly stumbling up the stained carpet steps towards the sounds of your lover. you'd left them there, in fact they were the reason for all of this. still, you continued, almost crawling in desperation with eyes wide and sleep deprived, across the doors you had slammed, across the paintings you had slashed, across the carpets you screamed upon. it was all over now. it was just you and them. just you and them. just you and them. just you and them.

your fingernails dug into the torn wallpaper, turning your head towards stifled sounds of shuffling. the old wooden appearance of the door dragged you in, the scuffs and scratches on its oak becoming more clear with each uneven step towards it.

slow, was the journey towards it. the distance seemed to drain you of your last drop of energy, though, you kept moving until your calloused hands fell upon the door with a loud thump. and as it did, the high pitched sound of a whimper emerged from the other side. your head snapped up, as your face almost automatically started contorting into that of a weak smile. watching yourself, you turned the doorknob slowly, letting the door turn open on its own with a slight kick of your foot.

and there, as the wood moved away from your view was them -- sitting amongst the mess of the room on the floor, eyes wide open in terror, and hands gripping the soft carpet, as if begging it for help. after staying frozen for a moment, they began to stumble. backwards, towards the wall desperately pushing themselves with any limbs that could, away from you. their soft hair, too, strewn across their complexion, their pretty lips slightly parted, gasping for air as their chest heaved up and down and never seemed to stop.

and you remembered, how beautiful they really were. how lucky you are to have them. all yours. forever. and ever. living in love, forever, and ever.

falling from your lips, as your eyes softened, you muttered in a shrill voice, unstable and cracking, 'i found you'.

and slowly, you began to step. and step. and another, towards them.

and with each one, they struggled more, their legs trying to push themselves backwards in attempt to go through the wall, anything to get away. their head spun to either side, searching for anyone, anything to help -- but they found nothing. petrified, in fear of what you would do to them, grasping for anything as their eyes darted from the bloody knife in your hand, to your face that approached closer and closer by the second -- to the knife, to your face, to the knife, to your face, to the knife, to your fucking face -- jesus christ, why do you look so calm? they stared. into your eyes. into you, you who they no longer recognised.

you slowly glided to meet them, quietly whispering 'i love you, darling', the affectionate name stinging against their ears. sound started to leave you, and your surroundings faded out of view. all you could feel now was the thump of each step you took and the quiet mantra of words leaving your mouth. you weren't focused on anything, all you that was in your eyes was them. just them. only them.

and with each nearing step, you continued to repeat, 'i want you.'

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homkamiro · 3 months

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That one tf2 comic scene but it's Dadspy

#heavily inspired by the fic “father-son bonding: two decade roadtrip edition” by thetriggeredhappy #basically spy took jeremy as a child and raised him himself #he took off his mask and gloves to make scout look at the real him for the last time. to feel his hands for the last time #i was listening to mitski while drawing this. it hurted a lot #team fortress 2 #tf2 #team fortress 2 fanart #tf2 fanart #tf2 scout #tf2 spy #dadspy #spydad

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3na-exe · 6 months

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old hellos and new goodbyes

#inspired by 'i want you' by mitski #particularly 'youre coming back / and its the end of the world'#3na-png #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #aa #ace attorney #ace attorney game #ace attorney fanart #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #narumitsu #wrightworth

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tramweye · 4 months

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"I try to remember the wrath of the devil // Was also given him by God"

#the lyrics are from 'bug like an angel' by mitski i love mitski #and its quite obvious but the pose is inspired heavily by the fallen angel #ah yes my fav hobby putting my faves into paitings i like #tramweye art #art #digital art #artists on tumblr #digital artist #dragon age #dragon age fanart #da fanart #da anders #dragon age 2 #dragon age ii #da2 #da2 anders #anders da2 #anders dragon age #anders

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barbarianprncess · 4 months

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a missing scene from the quest featuring grover parenting, percy drooling, and annabeth contemplating.

#HAPPY PJOTV #*wrestling announcer voice* SHEEEEES BAAAACCKKKK #i absolutely ADORE the adaption and its inspired my to put my phd in percabethology to use #*mitski voice* my babies myyy babiessssss #percabeth #pjotv #pjotv missing scene #percabeth fic #percy jackson #annabeth chase #grover underwood #percy jackson and the olympians #my writing

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blueish-bird · 3 months

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In the narrow hours of the night I will wake to a downpour; through the window see your trashcans shining. I will swaddle myself in your warmest jacket, put on my big rain boots. I will brave this storm for you.

And when I am cold and wet and beyond porch light's reach, trashcans in tow, I will watch the world past your driveway. I will love the way dark turns form to silhouette, how the sound of my steps drown beneath the rain's big hush. I will want to leave you and your trashcans. To wander the earth as all lost things do.

#phrasing inspired by I Will by Mitski #mind adds final lines of Margaret Atwood's Speeches For Dr Frankenstein to the end ('I will not come when you call') but thats a me problem #goddamnit i was trying to write something romantic but it ended up being about religious alienation again #whatever i had a dream about a post with a premise like this so i decided to make it a reality #my poetry #trashcans #(trashcannots)#im supposed to be rushing to finish my CPR recertification rn #meposting #rain

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ch0c00n · 1 year

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day 2: red string of fate

"it was you and you alone"

#inspired by dan the dancer by mitski LISTEN TO IT IT'S SO SUNFLOWER #omori #omori basil #omori sunny #omori sunflower #omori sunnflower #my art #anothersfweek

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sharpesjoy · 7 months

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— The Frost, Mitski

#*mine #the haunting of bly manor #thehauntingedit #thobm #thobmedit #damieedit #damie #dani x jamie #jamie taylor #dani clayton #wlwsource #wlwgif #wlwdaily #tvedit #i'm in pain #lyricsedit #mitski #i think it’s kinda mediocre but it’s the first gifset i’ve done in months i’m sorry #i was sad got inspired

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comradekatara · 6 months

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words to live by

#id in alt text #katara #avatar the last airbender #atla #memery #art #mart #inspired by that mitski pic #of course #i just. rly needed to draw katara in that pose #don’t ask why. either u get it or u don’t

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damntheyare · 1 month

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cringe charlastor doodle

#I drew this under a strange inspiration while listening to Mitsky's song / it turned out very chaotic

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http-paprika · 7 months

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The Land is Inhospitable and So Are We Songs as the 141 team (+ Los Vaqueros and Graves)

Ghost — obviously he’s Bug Like an Angel but not just because of the fanfic. The song comes from this place of experience, of sadly gained knowledge that Ghost has. He knows all about broken promises, the bottom of the bottle, and wrath. We see him telling and encouraging Soap to be a better man and different. Ghost has seen the world and wants to give his knowledge to prevent others from knowing it like he does. (Ghost is also I Don’t Like My Mind, but I’d cry writing that.)

Soap — is Heaven, especially the line ‘the coffee you left, a kiss left of you’ stating the obvious, in the alone mission he talks to Ghost about getting coffee in the cafe. But this song just feels like Soap and the fully endearing love he’d had for his partner. Finding heaven, safety from the war in the arms of his partner.

Price — being a leader in the military, Price leaves all about the gambling and deals he has to make. The Deal sings about the guilty that comes after one, and Price probably holds guilt about the lives of soldiers who’ve died under his command. Wishing he could go into the night and not have the responsibly of anyone but his own’s life.

Gaz — this one was harder for me to figure out, but like to think that Star is Gaz. When’s he’s gone away on missions, away from home and those he loves, he likes to look up to the sky (if they’re in the same hemisphere) and remember he’s under the same stars as the people he loves. He takes moments in the dark to look at the heavenly lights and remember who he is outside of the military, and who he’s coming home too.

Alejandro — When I think of The Frost, I think of Alejandro and his relationship with Valeria. There was something between them, whether romantic or platonic; they’d been close and now he’s lost this person he used to trust and care for. The memories of the time they’d spent is frozen in his mind. (And I know Rudy is his best friend but this fits Alejandro too well)

Rudy — I don’t know as much about Rudy, there’s not too much given about him. But I thought My Love Mine All Mine felt like it fit Rudy. I get the feeling that he’s content with a simple life, doesn’t mind having much because he’s got this love that’s his, belongs to him and him alone. The song eludes to loyalty, and Rudy is shown to be loyal to what he cares about.

Graves — The moment I heard I’m Your Man, I thought of Graves. The song speaks of betrayal and power dynamics, and Shepherd refers to Graves as a dog with a bone. Graves has a mission in mind, a place for himself at the winners table, and he doesn’t care what bridges he burns, what backs he stabs to get what he wants. Including those he loves.

Thank you for listening to my dissertation. If you haven’t listen to the album, please do, Mitski is amazing and serves as inspiration for lots of my fanfics. As always, I’d love feedback and want to know what you think!