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fuzzyghost · 2 years
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cozza-frenzy · 8 months
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Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
STICKING MY DICK IN ROTISSERIE CHICKENS
Every day, it's-a gettin' closer PLEASE DON'T PUT YOUR PENIS IN THE TOASTER - Roses
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Whumptober 2022
No. 19 Enough is enough (knees buckling)
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His heart was beating out of his chest. He was so scared. How should he do it? How should he tell them that he couldn’t stand it anymore?
Keenser’s knees were buckling as he made his way over to his best friend's quarters which was right next to his.
He rang the doorbell and waited for the Scotsman to answer.
His eyes closed, Keenser inhaled a deep breath. He had to talk to him.
So many nights it had kept him awake. He wasn’t able to focus on work anymore.
‘Enough is enough.’
The door opened and Keenser looked up at his friend and boss.
He had apparently been surprised by the ringing of the bell for he wore the wrong shirt.
A blue one.
“Uhm, h-hey laddie? What’s up?”
Keenser gathered all the courage he had and blurted out the truth.
“Silence!”
That was all he asked for. A night without the loud annoying sounds of humans finding pleasure in each other’s company.
He saw the blush on the Scotsman’s face… then he just turned around and walked back to his room.
Everything that needed to be said had been said.
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The FNAF Mikes and Vanessas watch Immortal and restless
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ahhrenata · 10 months
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I’m having an ‘oh’ moment while you bandage my hand, man
MY THOUGHTS FOR THIS ONE ARE IN THE TAGS :)
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curiouszen · 2 years
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sleep, dream, restless —
These recurring nightmare,
I fear speaking the details
For the Universe might mean them a conjuring.
These specific themed-nightmares,
I see ugly truths concealed under layers of mental gymnastics,
A mirror I loathe seeing myself into.
I’m stuck on the sadness high,
The default emotions soothing my ego
- hostile, angry, rude, vicious, coward. liar, timid -
The melancholic drug feeding a steady habit,
feeding the feeling of worthlessness I sickly nurture.
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These fears might be too old now, too stale now
Mostly numbing exhaustion remains in their stead
My eyes are tired and heavy,
My limbs limp and sluggish,
My superstitions waning,
dying offerings at the altar of misguided grief and sorrow.
… … …
I dream of cool sheets and steady breezes kissing my feverish skin those nights where my vulnerable heart is relentless.
I dream of vivid imageries sparkling at the back of my darkened sight, blurring the lines of wanted and reality, lingering on stray thoughts caught on the morning’s rays.
I dream in color sometimes, deep lustrous red, luminous aquamarine, luxuriant green… a monochrome plane of existence, bright, weightless and I am at ease.
I dream of soothing sleep, of the steady rhythm of a heavy empty slumber; simply close my eyes and rest.
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Day 23. July Series
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helilonghi · 2 years
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gunstellations · 3 months
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gentle mornings
#alternatively titled - when your papas have the audacity to cuddle without you#kazurei#buddy daddies#i like to think they didnt really do cuddles much except when rei has a rough night and kazukis warmth and safety is the only thing that#can let him get rid of the anxiety and nightmares#he wouldnt ask for it#it would be kazuki dragging him to bed at first#rei reluctantly but in his weakened will the times hes slept together with miri and kazuki has been the times hes somehow always#managed to go out like a light as soon as his head hits the pillow#even he himself doesnt understand and he doesnt attempt to and he doesnt realise#that its safety and warmth and protection and peace#and thats the only reason he would let himself be dragged to bed#but#eventually when you have had the taste of something so good in the place of chilling nightmares and restless darkness that feels no less#safer than the light#your heart becomes indulgent#and rei will gently and wordlessly ask for an invite to the warmth again#its fulfilling and blissful when the three of them are together#but with just kazukis body enveloping him against the night its a different kind of comfort. even in his sleep he would clutch onto it#thats a tangent right there huh.....anyway. miri would be absolutely betrayed in the morning when she finds them snuggled up#she gets her cuddle time with her papas too then#one big pile of a warm and happy family#yes this is pre relationship yes they would do that yes it is possible#if you got this far thanks i guess jajdjfjs ill hopefully colour this soon but i dont know really so im putting it up here#my art
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jckpoetry · 2 years
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Dysphoric Lens
Scratching at this body as a means to erase
Praying the marks will take it away
The mirror would be easier blank
Falling asleep restless to face the morning hesitant
Another day of feeling transparent
J.C.K
IG: @reabrej
FB: @jckpoetry
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wyldblunt · 2 months
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proof of legend: co-commanders chat about being heroic figures (whether they want to be or not)
my piece for the 'commander of your heart' zine!! it was so lovely to work on this and to see everyone else's pieces come together, please make sure to check out the (free!!! 200+ page?!?!?!!!) zine yourself to see all the wonderful stuff everyone made!!
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def-not-wallcl0ck · 2 years
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So many things I wish I could say; so many thoughts running through my head.
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cherhonor · 15 days
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me and my wives (I'm dumping my most used editing stuff)
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patrickztump · 9 months
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these are the last blues we’re ever gonna have, let’s see how deep we get…
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stuckinapril · 4 months
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What is a girl to do if she’s bad at driving but driving is literally relaxing to her
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This is basically Michael in FNAF Sister location,,
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canary3d-obsessed · 4 months
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Restless Rewatch: The Untamed, Episode 40 part one
(Masterpost) (Pinboard)  (whole thing on AO3)
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Warning! Spoilers for All 50 Episodes!
Agree to Disagree
The juniors are arguing because Sizhui said that some demonic cultivators might have good intentions. According to Jin Ling that means that Sizhui is celebrating the murders of Jin Ling's parents, or something.
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(Actor) Peixin Qi uses forehead-squinching as a primary acting tool, which would be perfectly fine if he wasn't playing a character with a red dot between his eyebrows.
He goes on to say that Wei Wuxian is the evillest of them all, way eviller than Xue Yang. Which in sheer numbers of victims, is probably a fair point. But Xue Yang was way more of a dick.
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Ouyang Zichen is all of us when he asks Jin Ling to chill the fuck out.
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Sizhui apologizes even though Jingyi is ready to throw down on his behalf. It's unclear if this helps, because Hanguang-Jun chooses this moment to arrive. He immediately defuses the situation with the power of stinkeye.
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(more after the cut!)
More Than Meets the Eye
Many differences between CQL and the novel are adaptational choices - Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji's deep, early friendship; the yin iron plot, Jiang Cheng being loveable, etc. Changes like that, I normally don't point out, because adaptations are AUs, in my view, and can be enjoyed separately from their sources.
Other changes are driven by censorship, however, and in those cases I think it's fair to look to the novel and its less-censored adaptations for a peek at what's happening off camera. Particularly when there are scenes and interactions in The Untamed where the show seems to be deliberately pointing to the novel to fill in the blanks.
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This moment on the stairs is one such scene. In the show, Lan Wangji carries liquor upstairs to Wei Wuxian, and the juniors react with shock; Jingyi drops his chicken out of his mouth and Sizhui stuffs it back in there.
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They are shocked because he bought liquor, and that's the extent of their reaction.
In the Donghua, Manhua, and Novel, Lan Wangji is dragging Wei Wuxian up those stairs, having drunkenly tied him up with his headband.
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First he stops to show his prize to the juniors, who have basically the same reaction in every version of the story, including Jinygi dropping his chicken and Sizhui stuffing it back in his mouth. In the novel, however, Sizhui does that to stop Jingyi from saying anything to Lan Wangji & his captive.
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The liquor, in all versions, is a clear sign of how much Lan Wangji has mellowed since his youth. In case we need another reminder, we learn here that he let Sizhui get a tattoo on his finger.
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Every parent will tell you, you gotta pick your battles.
Returning to to the timeline in which no visible bondage is occurring, Wei Wuxian is sitting around in the room upstairs waiting for Lan Wangji. Wasn't he busy talking to Lan Xichen when Lan Wangji went into the inn to shut the kids up? How did he get upstairs before Lan Wangji? Never mind, never mind.
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Wei Wuxian goes to look out the window and Wen Ning appears, hanging off the roof like a dork, or like someone who has seen that one Spider-Man movie and is hoping for some upside-down kissing.
Wen Ning asks if Jin Ling is the kid he halfway orphaned, and Wei Wuxian says yes.
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Then he hears Lan Wangji coming, and Wen Ning falls to the ground for no reason.
Wei Wuxian urgently shoos Wen Ning away, trying to hide him from Lan Wangji.
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Wen Ning acts way too clueless for someone who spends so much time third-wheeling.
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There's no in-world reason for Wei Wuxian to hide Wen Ning; They fought side-by side in Yi City, and they were all together for A-Qing's burial. There's not a problem between him and Lan Wangji.
Once again, the novel provides the missing information. Wei Wuxian is hiding Wen Ning because Lan Wangji is hella jealous even when he's sober. Wen Ning fell to the ground because drunk Lan Wangji leapt through the window and kicked him.
In the novel, Wei Wuxian & Lan Wangji's evening ends with a game of tag that's loaded with sexual tension, followed by a kiss...followed by Lan Wangji literally knocking himself out to avoid taking advantage of Wei Wuxian.
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Lan Wangji does everything in the most extreme way possible.
In the live action, the most sexually charged part of their interaction is this positively sinful hip thrust that Wei Wuxian gives when he turns around at the window.
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If you've seen Xiao Zhan dancing, you know this is not an accident.
Unlike the novel's perpetually clueless protagonist, live-action Wei Wuxian clearly knows he's on a date right now.
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...and he's enjoying every minute of it. He's delighted that Lan Wangji has provided *good* liquor, rather than the rotgut he's able to afford himself.
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As he pours for Wei Wuxian, Lan Wangji points out that both of their brothers know who WWX is at this point. Wei Wuxian isn't happy about it but he says they can't do anything. Which is...not correct.
He tries once again to get Lan Wangji to tell him how he recognized him, and Lan Wangji responds by asking him why his memory sucks so much.
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Wei Wuxian says "you try dying by falling from a great height TWICE and see how your brain likes it." That's what he should have said, anyway.
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This whole thing about his memory isn't actually important in the live action, even though it keeps being mentioned. He's forgotten the name of their song because he was delirious when he heard it; otherwise his memory seems perfectly fine.
I think this might be another instance of the live action giving a wink to novel readers in the audience, because in the novel Wei Wuxian forgot Lan Wangji's confession of love. Which, like WangXian, was presented in a cave while WWX was delirious; Lan Wangji is not great at choosing his moment.
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Anyway, this may be why Lan Wangji seems to take Wei Wuxian's memory problems personally, despite having very little in-show reason to be upset.
Lan Wangji changes the subject by asking Wei Wuxian to go to Jinlintai with him, to search for Nie Mingjue's head. Sounds like a perfect romantic getaway for a boy and his favorite necromancer.
Just as Wei Wuxian starts to ask what Zewu-Jun will think, Zewu-Jun and his cheekbones come into the room.
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He's taken time to think things over--a concept the rest of the cultivation world could stand to learn about, incidentally--and he agrees that they should investigate.
Note: the non-CQL illustrations come from the MDZS manhua, which is complete online (mangadex.org includes the uncensored extra bits), and is about halfway through being published in English by Seven Seas. It's delightful and I highly recommend it.
Bonus: Lan Wangji and Sizhui enjoying some tie-in cup noodles. (A few in-character ads are included in the Viki version of the show.)
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