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sebbybooks · 3 months

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My Sister’s Neighbor

Sebastian Stan Fanfiction

Part 3

I can only assume that everyone on this street was sleeping while Sebastian and I were the only ones awake. From my limiting view behind the window I look around and wondered if anyone else could see him watching me.

I should be terrified. The longer I sat with that feeling it started to feel like I was asking myself if I truly was. In hindsight I was alone with him. No one knew what was happening or was about to transpire in the middle of the night on their quiet little street. Not even my sister who was sound asleep in Sebastian’s home.

I wondered if that same thought crossed his mind as well. I pretended to look over my shoulder as if someone else was there. To give the illusion that I wasn’t actually by myself. He stared back at me undeterred like he knew my bluff, because by now he knew the line between us had already been crossed. Sighing a shaking breath I knew what I needed to do, an yet every logical thought paralyzed me as opposed to offering my mind a sense of sanctuary. Instead, I floated in a puddle of confusion. Almost like I chose this option on purpose. Like I wanted to be hunted. Without hesitation or even a single thought as to why I even did what I did. I slid the curtains away so that I could finally see him in clear view.

Faint orange lights glowed down the street and yet Sebastian still looked like a dark shadow. I stared into the darkness nearly straining my vision trying to get a good look at him. This man was twisted.

There’s simply no denying that anymore, but at this point what does that make me? Overflowing with a different kind of warmth that borders the thin line of arousal. I realized Sebastian was pushing me to insanity at this point if he was making me feel things for him. However, nothing was going to happen I thought to myself. He wasn’t going to step away from his perfect illusion especially since Dakota was so close. I was good, I was fine.

With that knowledge in mind I reacted rather stupidly by thinking between my legs instead of my head. It felt like an outer body experience one that I had no ability to tame. Moving the palm of my hand I brushed across my shoulders to push down the straps of my thin tank top. It slid down stopping at the waistband above my shorts. I let him drink the sight of me in for just a second. It was a strange erotic pleasure I felt knowing he caught a glimpse of me. Lifting up on my toes, I lifted my arm to draw back the curtains. Just as I closed it completely I peeked around it one last time to see if he was still there.

Of course he was gone.

My body froze. I stared at the spot he stood seconds ago. I tried to calm my nerves by telling myself he went back inside his house. Sebastian couldn’t have gone far that quick. I looked out the window for signs that he was back in his home. There were none that I could see, yet I still couldn’t relax. It dawned on me that he did possess a spare key to this house all thanks to my love crushed sister.

THREE DAYS EARLIER

“Why the hell do you have my cat?” The sight of Angus threw me in a tailspin that I couldn’t wrap my head around. Without further delay I quickly bent down and scooped him up before he could get away again. Though, watching as he cozied up to Sebastian I didn’t think the old boy dreamt of ever leaving him.

“I didn’t know that was your cat.” Sebastian says, lifting his brow curiously.

“Were you just not going to return him to his rightful owner?” I accuse.

Sebastian looks back at me with a frustrated glare, swallowing down a groan. “My only crime is that I gave him cat food and water when he wandered to my door.”

“Oh, so it didn’t dawn on you that he belonged to me when you clearly saw me with a cat carrier yesterday?” I say with a calmness to my tone, but it was laced with anger.

“I have to admit I am enjoying how much you think you left an impression on me from the ten seconds I caught a glance at you.” He looks at me like I am the delusional person here. An for a millisecond a cold splash of reality hit me right in the face. What if I was doing it again? Overlapping what was real and what wasn’t. I mean I did tell myself I heard him call my name yesterday. Which honestly could have been my mind playing tricks on me. Now I am accusing him of cat napping Angus. For all I know he actually could have wandered out of the house. I mean it isn’t like I’m his favorite person.

I was pulled from my own thought when Angus’s tailed swatted against my arm. Usually that was his way of urging me to put him down.

“Well…. ok.” I say as I turn to walk away.

“I think the words you are looking for are I’m sorry.” The low cadence in his voice falls across my ears.

“For what exactly?” I scoffed.

He fixates on something behind me before dragging his gaze back to me. I look up at him staring into his eyes dumb founded.

He folded his arms and made a mock expression as if he were thinking about something. “Let’s see, how about you charging over here onto my property ready to raise hell for no damn reason all for a cat you aren’t properly watching.”

Sensible words were lost on me, because I was too stunned by this buzzcut, too tight t-shirt wearing asshole before me. I kept my expression calm and I nodded my head suggesting that he wasn’t wrong.

“You’re right I should say fuck you.” I smile up at him.

“Demetria!” I hear my sister’s voice booming behind from behind me. I turn to see my sister’s face contorted with embarrassment and shock as she speed walks across the street. When she finally reaches where the two of us stands Dakota looks over to Sebastian apologetically and glares at me like a errant child and not an adult. Automatically assuming I am the one in the wrong here. And so what if I am? She’s my sister and she’s suppose to have my back.

“Is everything alright?” My sister asks with a giant fake smile plastered across her face. Sebastian flicks his gaze to me and I bore my eyes into his.

“I have food here for strays.” He exhales.

I let out a laugh. “Of course you do.”

Sebastian’s gaze soften and the corner of his eyes crinkle. Shaking his head slowing, the corner of his mouth upturn into a small smile as he turns away on his heels. Walking further into his garage I stand behind watching in curiosity. Within seconds Sebastian returns carrying two clear totes before dropping it to the ground. My eye’s immediately roam over to what’s in them. I roll my eyes to the point it hurts. I glance up at Sebastian and he’s looking at me like he wants to say I told you so.

Sure enough there was variations of food for cats and dogs, alongside rolled up blankets, disposable food bowls, and a handful of nylon collars.

“If he was still here when I got back I was going to check to see if he was chipped or not.” Sebastian says.

Dakota clutches her heart with both of her hands. “That is so sweet of you.” Her voice no louder than a whisper.

“It nothing. I run a nonprofit animal rescue sanctuary. I keep some stuff with here with me just in case I come across any strays in the area. This little guy was most likely attracted to the scent.”

“Who knew I lived across the street from Clark Kent.” Dakota cooed, it took everything in me to not crinkle my nose in disgust.

I stare back at her blankly unsure of what the hell was actual happening.

Bending down to access him, Dakota timidly rubs his paw between her fingers.

I look up at Sebastian. He was already watching me. Attempting to bite back a smirk, he turns himself away from me to face Dakota. “ I was just telling his owner Demi I’d never turn away from a pet in need.” The way he said my name sent moths instead of butterflies to my stomach.

“Really? Cause that’s not what I heard.” Dakota directing that towards me.

“I am going to walk away now.” I leave the two of them feeling weird. It wasn’t the weirdness you feel when you know you’re being left out or like you’ve been walking around with a stain on your pants that no one told you about. It was the feeling like something was wrong kind of weird. Not even barely out of earshot I could hear Dakota say to him. “I guess it’s still fresh for her, I mean its almost been a year since she lied about being stalked.”

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peculiar-persephone · 1 year

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❤️❤️❤️❤️ you are here and that is always great

I appreciate you 💕💕 and I miss you!

#sebbytrash #answered

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cosicas-cuquis · 1 year

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Hi! I just wanted to say how much I appreciate you reblogging every chapter of my fic and your GIF reactions have made me smile so much!!

Thank you, I've enjoyed reading it so much😊 I've got your masterlist somewhere in my drafts so you'll see me reading and reblogging all your stuff eventually😘

#cuqui talks #sebbytrash #lovely asks from lovely people

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peotego · 18 days

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Bucky Barnes fics recommedation Part 2

To all the authors I've included: thank you for writing awesome fics, I admire your work with all my heart ❤️

⋙ Much ado about nothing series by @wienerbarnes

⋙ It's all fun games until you catch feelings series by @prettyyoungtragedy

⋙ A bid on Bucky by @samingtonwilson

⋙ The Apprentice by @chrisevansredbelt

⋙ Baby, it's bad out there by @intrepidacious

⋙ In every lifetime by @wkemeup

⋙ Where dreams go to die series by @insomniumstella

⋙ The last first kiss by @witchywithwhiskey

⋙ Stuck with you by @slyyywriting

⋙ Through his eyes by @sebbytrash

⋙ Is Someone Jealous? by @buckyslightsaber

⋙ Jealousy, Jealousy by @antiquarianfics

⋙ Promise Me series by @winterarmyy

⋙ Mend Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7 Part 8 by @invisibleanonymousmonsters

⋙ Heritage series by @invisibleanonymousmonsters

⋙ Little Hints by @invisibleanonymousmonsters

⋙ Graveyard by @wkemeup

⋙ Sacrifice by @wkemeup

⋙ Whatever it takes series by @wienerbarnes

⋙ It's complicated by @prettyyoungtragedy

⋙ Stripped by @moonbeambucky

⋙ Keep it going by @writingcroissant

⋙ The Third Wheel by @writing-for-marvel

⋙ The Shot Heard Round the Tower by @pellucid-constellations

#fic recommendation #bucky barnes x reader

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buckrecs · 11 months

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𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩 𝙛𝙞𝙘 𝙧𝙚𝙘 : 𝙅𝙪𝙣𝙚

masterlist | monthly fic rec masterlist

FLUFF

Exhausted by @moonvis

Uncle Bucky by @/moonvis

Trying To Study by @pitubea1910

Secure Your Back by @writingcroissant

poppies and babies’ breath by @lizzie-is-here

More than friends by @theeleggymeggy

Lovesick by @/theeleggymeggy

Protecting What’s His by @jobean12-blog (bodyguard!bucky)

Pieces of Us by @majestyeverlasting

As Many As You Want by @/majestyeverlasting

How I Met Your Father by @pomelo-villano

Nerd by @imgoingtofreakoutnow

Trouble Doubled by @certifiedskywalker

magnetic mishaps by @aneluvs

Angel Eyes by @killatravtramp

hint dropped by @rocketrhap3000

pre-mission blues by @buckysblanket (husband!bucky)

Nightmares by @waiting4inspiration

Safe and Sound by @talesofesther

voicemails by @lovelybarnes

Chicken Soup for the Soul by @sebbytrash

Baking (fails) with bucky by @winter-soldier-vibes

booked on a feeling by @intrepidacious (librarian!bucky)

Theater by @loving-barnes

Sleepyhead by @tom-holland-parker

A Good Man by @/tom-holland-parker

A New Uniform by @hopelessromantic423

Manicure by @itsapeterthing

Speechless by @/itsapeterthing

I’ll Stop The World And Melt With You by @shamevillain

Flustered 2 by @/lovelybarnes

Aroma by @navybrat817

The Animal Within by @/navybrat817

ending unplanned by @starryevermore (bookstore au)

only angel by @cherryrogers (40s!bucky)

IDGAF by @amandaoftherosemire

Sleepy by @sunflowers-and-bucky

Happy Beans by @/rookthorne (barista!bucky)

Imagine by @buckyalpine

Shy Boy by @hiddles-and-skittles

A Good Man by @beyondspaceandstars

Meet The Parents by @/navybrat817

before sunset, i fell by @atlaese (modern au)

Lemonade and shields by @/atlaese

Old Fashioned by @rookthorne

ANGST

Tip of the Tongue by @bucky-fricking-barnes

Who Did This To You? by @espinosaurusrexex

“Accidentally” by @/pomelo-villano

Just Tell Her by @girl-next-door-writes

New Love by @ro-is-struggling

jealousy, jealousy by @malum-forev

Jealous by @sweetbbarnes

A New Life? by @/waiting4inspiration (phoenix!reader)

We mend each other by @/talesofesther

Green by @/itsapeterthing

Smoke by @shurisneakers

The Ultimatum by @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

feel me by @flordeamatista (siren!reader)

youngblood by @sebbies (boxer!bucky)

Safe Place To Land by @sunlightdances (modern au)

Too Much (Not Enough) by @touchstarvedirl

SMUT

Be it revenge or moving on by @writingsoftheloser

Cherry by @sweetdreamsbuck (camboy!bucky)

Your Daddy Did It Better by @princessbellecerise (billionaire!bucky)

Wrapped In Red by @/flordeamatista

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wintermischief · 11 months

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Bucky x Reader Friends To Lovers/Mutual Pining Trope Fic Recs (part one)

18+ ONLY. Writing may contain mature content. Mostly Bucky Barnes x F! and GN!Reader. Please show support to these amazing writers!!

❗️ PLEASE MESSAGE ME IF YOU’D LIKE ME TO REMOVE YOUR FIC OR IF I MADE A MISTAKE❗️

The Apprentice @chrisevansredbelt

Grilled Cheese And Other Love Languages @bucky-bucket-barnes

B.B Boy @bucky-bucket-barnes

A Half Naked Nurse And Wrong Ideas | Part 2 @urimaginespimp

Do I Even Have A Chance? @noceurous

I Need You To Have Me | As Long As You Have Me @noceurous

One Simple Touch @likeahorribledream

Hearsay @jadedvibes

Listen To Me, Not Just My Words @lilacletter

Water Bottle @cloudybarnes

You @lovelybarnes

Baby @lovelybarnes

Truth @lovelybarnes

Juxtaposition @lovelybarnes

Honey, Dumpling @sparklefics

Silent Girl + The Winter Soldier @kinanabinks

Ponytails @bbyboybucket

Aching @bbyboybucket

Admit It @ghostofskywalker

Dear January @writing-for-marvel

Hush, Baby @noctumbra

Tap @/houseravenclaws

Worth The Wait @littleredwolf

What Took You So Long? @bowersbubbles

Perfect For Me @buckyswintersoldiermask

It’s Always Been You @sunshinebuckybarnes

Always Been Yours @sunshinebuckybarnes

Sugar @sunshinebuckybarnes

Guys Night @/teamcap4bucky

Wrong Number @/teamcap4bucky

Aisle 4 @buckyhoney

How Bucky Falls In Love With You (headcanon) @chennqingg

Massage @namorsinta

Just Maybe @namorsinta

Make A Move @beefybuckrrito

Who Are You? @bxcketbarnes

Five Sweaters To Make Me Want You @sebbytrash

A Shore Thing @buckymorelikefuckme

Cry Baby @buckymorelikefuckme

My Everyday @pellucid-constellations

Starry Starry Night @jobean12-blog

Cosmic Love | Part 2 @jobean12-blog

Been Here All Along @jobean12-blog

Here (In Your Arms) @sleepypanda27

Like I Want You | Part 2 @tmpestuous

Some Other Guy @espinosaurusrexex

Nightmares @ro-is-struggling

Getting Close @rogerswifesblog

Open Your Heart @vibraniumarm06-bucket

To Be Seen @tarithenurse

Make It Reality @buckybarnesandmarvel

Three Hundred @adrinktostopyourthirst

She’s Not Mad @subwaysurf45

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky x you #bucky x female reader #bestfriend!bucky #bucky barnes x reader fluff #bucky barnes x reader friends to lovers #bucky barnes x reader mutual pining

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jobean12-blog · 7 months

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Let's spread some positivity! Tag some of your fellow content creators here and let them know why they are absolutely amazing!❤️

Hi Anon! How lovely! YAY! Love to spread the good stuff! And there are just so many absolutely amazing creators on here! I'd like to dedicate my little blurb of appreciation to all of you, even if I missed your tag!

Thank you for sharing your creations with us and most importantly the pieces of you that you put into your work. It's beyond special to get even a small glimpse into your amazingly talented brains and I'm so appreciative always! It's the best kind of escape to disappear into the worlds you create through stories, moodboards, art, gifs, etc. It has helped me in so many ways and I could never properly thank you. Wishing you all a beautiful day and the best rest of the week! Always sending love, hugs and endless support! Keep kicking butt because you're awesome and you matter and I'm thankful for you! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

@biteofcherry @book-dragon-13 @bitchassbucky @boxofbonesfic @angrythingstarlight @darkficsyouneveraskedfor @dailyreverie @georgiapeach305132 @syntheticavenger @flordeamatista @navybrat817 @theycallmebecca @nomadicpixel @firefly-in-darkness @sgt-seabass @rookthorne @buckets-and-trees @vonalyn @geminixevans-stan @mrsmischief209 @vibraniumcollar @emerald-chaos @mellowsaturns @sexyprise @sagechanoafterdark @saiyanprincessswanie @tilltheendwilliwrite @sebbytrash @witchywithwhiskey @povlvr @poetic-fiasco @jupiter-soups @huffle-punk @toxic-seduction @holacia3 @goldylions

And so many more! ❤️🥰❤️

#creator recs #all the love #❤️❤️❤️❤️

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feelmyskinonyourskin · 7 months

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Trope de Sept Rec List

Hi friends! I had so much fun writing tropes all of September, but I wanted to share the love and make a rec list of some of my fav tumblr authors and their stories that use my favorite tropes. Please give them a read/reblog/follow! Please respect their rules around 18+ users as well.

Matt Murdock x Reader

The Red Thread by @pastafossa (Trope: Soulmate AU)

Baby Cut the Tension by @stress--relief (Trope: Enemies to Lovers)

One Blink by @toomanystoriessolittletime (Trope: The Snap)

Sinatra Series by @peterman-spideyparker (Trope: Song Fic)

Intricacies of Identity by @courtforshort15 (Trope: Secret)

Frank Castle x Reader

The Bodyguard by @chvoswxtch (Tropes: Bodyguard AU, One Bed)

Cherry Red by @saintmurd0ck (Trope: Car Sex)

Linger by @vandominia (Trope: Twist on the morning after and sleeping love confession)

The Four Times Frank Almost Asks You to Marry Him, and the One Time He Does by @amhrosina (Trope: Five Things Fic)

Holidate by @amhrosina (Trope: Fake Dating)

Matt x Reader x Frank

Sex Pollen by @itwasthereaminuteago (Trope: Sex Pollen)

Bucky Barnes x Reader

Safe With Me by @bitsandbobsandstuff (Trope: Bodyguard AU)

Black Lace and Property Damage by @bitsandbobsandstuff (Trope: Car Sex)

Five Sweaters to Make You Want Me by @sebbytrash (Trope: Five Things Fic)

Duet by @iwillbeinmynest (Trope: Song fic)

Steve Rogers x Reader

New Year, New Steve by @real-jane (Trope: Car Sex)

Happy Birthday by @d0wnb4df0rf1cm3n (Trope: Secret)

#matt murdock x reader #frank castle x reader #bucky barnes x reader #steve rogers x reader #frank castle #matt murdock #bucky barnes #steve rogers

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stcverogers · 1 year

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JANUARY FIC RECS!

fics that i’ve been reading and obsessing with over the month of january

this is extremely important and i take this very seriously out of respect for the community. please do remember to read the rules for the respective blogs before interacting with or reading them.

F: fluff A: angst S: smut

𖥻 - series /multi part

masterlist

BUCKY BARNES

F: how's your head? by @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky you and bucky didn't exactly have a meet-cute. your first encounter is you bleeding from your head.

F: bucky being shy around a girl he likes + part 2 by @ro-is-struggling

F + A: through his eyes by @sebbytrash 𖥻 ever since bucky came to the compound, he always thought you were familiar. when he slowly regains his memories as the winter soldier, he is horrified.

F: pastel colours by @the-canary 𖥻 mr barnes, the physics teacher, seems to have a thing for stealing pens. you, an avid stationary collector, cannot stand it.

F + A: caught in the fire by @dreamwritesimagines 𖥻 growing up in a bakery right in the middle of a mob neutral zone, it’s no surprise you and bucky barnes become the best of friends. life gets in the way and you facing circumstances. whether you let bucky stand by you through it all is up to you.

A: say it by @sgtjbuccky 𖥻 you love bucky with all that you have. sacrificing yourself to save him included.

F + A: the new recruit by @angstysebfan 𖥻 you and bucky were in a good place. a new recruit to shields threatens to take it all away

F + A: picture perfect by @writingsoftheloser 𖥻 you're steve's fake girlfriend to help make his crush jealous. you meet his best friend and fall in love with him. all while trying to keep up your facade with steve.

F + A: something domestic by @fandoms-writings 𖥻 a majority of bucky's adult life has been dedicated to the military. losing an arm and being discharged leaves bucky to try and rediscover who he is, even if it meant living a hundred miles away from the city in the middle of nowhere.

F + A: heart of glass by @buckybabesonly you and bucky rarely had disagreements, let alone he be angry at you.

F + A: accidentally in love by @creativebeang 𖥻 sargeant barnes was a complete hardass. he always had something to critique you about. a mission gone wrong flips a switch in his head and suddenly he's all over you.

F + A: the ask out by @delaber bucky barnes is no longer the charming boytoy he once was. it's completely evident in his interaction with you.

F: old fashioned by @demxters bucky was traditional, old fashioned, nothing like other men of current times.

F + A: personal ghosts by @fandoms-writings you lose bucky to the snap and he presence looms over you even after he's gone

F + A: they don't know you the way i do by @themorningsunshine bucky overhears a conversation between a few agents, agreeing with what they have to say about him.

A: out of time by @drailyter all good things must come to an end, your relationship included

F + A: the outbreak + part 2 by @stxrvel in your head, a self sacrifice is nothing as compared to a successful mission. bucky thinks differently and it causes your friendship with him to crumble.

F: missed you by @stuckylaufeyson bucky comes home from work missing you more than usual.

F + A: relationship tutor by @samingtonwilson 𖥻 bucky is infatuated with natasha rudolph, who you happen to know from your yoga class. you reluctantly agree to be his wingwoman.

F + A: looking for a heartbeat by @justreadingfics 𖥻 you left without a word 2 years ago to finally pursue what you have been searching for your whole life. you're back in new york now and it seems that bucky's long moved on from you

F + A: vacant mirrors by @whirlybirbs 𖥻 the blip chipped away at everyone. you were no different. dr hart shares an office with fellow therapist dr raynor. this meant that you shared a waiting room with one james buchanan barnes.

F + A: time after time by @justsomebucky 𖥻 at just seven years old, your parents got divorced. you move in next door to the barnes family. it's only right that you became friends with bucky.

F + A: until his last breath by @witchywithwhiskey bucky comforts you after a break up with your long-term boyfriend.

AARON HOTCHNER

F: mess of mine + i'm a mess but by @hotchgirlsummer you are far from SSA hotchner's type. he usually goes for those older, mature. not adorably clueless women who work at a clothes shop.

F + A: 'tis the season by @happiest-hotch 𖥻 hotch needs his family to get off his back when he visits them for the holidays. you come up with the terrible idea of being his fake-date. what's worse? you have feelings for him.

F: the mark of a lover by @wildflowerluver aaron hotchner is not a touchy person. the five times hotch has to adjust to your physical affection and the one time he embraces it

THE BATMAN

F + A: all for us by @the-daydreaming-show 𖥻 jason's death had been tragic for the waynes. you will do whatever it takes for you to be the happy family you once were.

F + A: one bad day... by @a-reader-and-a-writer-for-all 𖥻 bruce refuses to avenge jason's death due to his moral code. you, however, do not share the same morals as him.

S: the billionaire affair by @kaleidoscopewritings19 𖥻 you and bruce rekindle an old flame, despite being married.

#bucky barnes imagine #bucky x reader #bucky barnes x reader #sebastian stan x reader #bucky fic #aaron hotchner x reader #aaron hotchner #hotch x reader #hotch fluff #bruce wayne #bruce wayne x reader #batman x reader #bruce wayne fluff #claire’s fic recs

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basicrese · 1 year

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Bucky Fic Recs (pt. 3)

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one - shots

almost believing by @intrepidacious

A Half-naked Nurse and Wrong Ideas by @urimaginespimp

A Simple Night for Cuddling by @hopelessromantic423

Are You Bored Yet? by @pellucid-constellations

Come back to you by @buckyalpine

Curiosity Killed The Cat by @queers-gambit

Dress Code by @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

Expectations by @softlyspector

Five Sweaters to Make You Want Me by @sebbytrash

Grump: The Musical by @itsapeterthing

Heart of Glass by @buckybabesonly

I Can Go Anywhere I Want - Just Not Home by @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

I trust you by @mrsbarnesblog

Jealous by @pellucid-constellations

Maybe Later by @lovelybarnes

Mockingbird by @buckybabesonly

Mr. Barnes, Teacher Aide of the Year by @soulgazingwithbucky

My Girlfriend, The Worm by @vivwritesfics

Possible-Future-Girlfriend by @jurassicbarnes-archives

protective by @onceuponastory

pucker up, buttercup by @witchywithwhiskey

Punching Bag by @buckysbabygorl

Rooted in Love by @jobean12-blog

Safety Net by @avecra

scared half to death by @bucky-bucky-bucky-bucky

Secret Relationship by @espinosaurusrexex

Secret Santa by @buckybarnesandmarvel

Some Other Guy by @espinosaurusrexex

stay as long as you want by @scarlet-daisy

Suburbia by @wkemeup

The Bet by @wkemeup

The Mask by @lanadelreyscokewhor3

The Sleepover by @littleredwolf

The Thing by @lovelybarnes

The Way Home by @delaber

Too Hot, An Arm Cold by @t-lostinworlds

two little lines by @duuhrayliegh

verity by @cosmicbucky

wallpaper by @cosmicbucky

Warmth by @sanguineterrain

winter soldier, literally by @finelinevogue

Work Wife by @buckyalpine

You Are In Love by @xoxoavenger

series & multi-parts

A Place I Once Called Home by @malum-forev

Hurry Back Home

Bucky’s Bistro Dates by @wonderlandmind4

I Needed You by @ofheroesandvillains

jealousy, jealousy by @malum-forev

jealousy, turning saints into the sea

Plot Twist by @winterarmyy

Strangers by @ultralightpoe

the outbreak by @stxrvel

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Kinktober Fic Recs Masterlist

💋 All The Ways by @thinkinghardhardlythinking [Dean Winchester - Dirty Talk]

💋 Bad Things by @indyluckycharlie [Steve Rogers- Biting]

💋 Bring Your Wife To Work Day by @sidepartskinnyjeans [Bucky Barnes - edging]

💋 Cheap Thrill by @negans-lucille-tblr [Frank Castle - Spanking]

💋 Endorsement by @bi-disaster-yn [Bucky Barnes - Blindfold]

💋 Humiliated and Shared by @christywantspizza [Andy Barber - Degradation]

💋 Like a God by @sweeterthanthis [Steve Rogers - Mirror Sex]

💋 Like It Rough by @navybrat817 [Bucky Barnes - Choking]

💋 Obey by @angrythingstarlight [Bucky Barnes - Overstimulation]

💋 Phone Sex @redgillan [Steve Rogers - Phone Sex]

💋 Rulebreaker by @fluffyprettykitty [Sam Wilson - Daddy Kink]

💋 Shower Me in Praise by @angrythingstarlight [Bucky Barnes - Praise Kink]

💋 Slippery, Smooth by @mrwinterr [Bucky Barnes - Body Worship]

💋 Star Spangled Sinner by @cockslutpadalecki [Steve Rogers - Voyeurism]

💋 To The Beat of Sin by @gotnofucks [Bucky Barnes - Hair Pulling]

💋 Three's Company by @sunshinebuckybarnes [Bucky Barnes & Steve Rogers - Threesome]

💋 Thump Thump by @sebbytrash [Bucky Barnes - Breath Play]

💋 Waiting For This by @musingsinmoonlight [Steve Rogers - Public Sex]

Updated 30-10-2022 (UK)

#kinktober fic rec #kinktober rebog challenge

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Sink or Swim Pt 4 {Billy Hargrove x GN!reader}

Characters: Billy Hargrove, gender neutral!reader, other canon characters vaguely mentioned.

Summary: After your maybe-date with Billy on the 4th of July, he suddenly doesn’t show up to work and it has you worried. But what can you do? Will your worry and curiosity be enough for you to finally act? What is keeping Billy away and why do you have a feeling that it’s worse than you thought? [Canon with a variation]

Warnings: mentions of physical child abuse and injuries. Then a touch of much needed fluffffff.

Word Count: 3.8k

Author’s Note: Billy’s unexplained absence at the pool is finally clarified. Please heed warnings. This chapter is heavier, for canon-compliant reasons. :( I want my sweet Billy happy and loved and it’s coming. Please please let me know your thoughts. Feedback and reblogs help authors feel appreciated and more motivated to write. FYI. :) Love you all!!

<<<<Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5>>> Coming soon!!

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Previously:

“I’ll see you tomorrow? You’re working, right?”

Some sort of winged creature had taken flight in your stomach.

“Yup,” you confirmed, a little too giddy. “I’ll be here. See you then.”

Climbing out of the car, you walked toward your bike and then watched as Billy offered a wave and then peeled out of the parking lot.

That had gone…surprisingly well, you thought as you climbed on your bike and pedaled home. You were curious what Billy was trying to say earlier, but hopefully you’d be able to find out when you saw him at work the next day.

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Except you didn’t.

Billy wasn’t at work on July 5th, contrary to what he had said the night before. From your spot at the Snack Shack, all you could see was that one of the other lifeguards was filling in for him. It was news for more than just you, however, as you could see the disappointment on the faces of Mrs. Wheeler and Company when someone other than Billy walked out the locker room door. Blech.

During your lunch break, you might have peeked at the lifeguard work schedule that was posted in the manager’s office. Just in case perhaps Billy was mistaken and forgot he was off today. But no. He was originally scheduled the entire week.

Huh.

Getting back to work, you tried to keep your thoughts from Billy but it was damn near impossible. After the night you had together, you almost had hoped that there might be something between you. Something…romantic? You scarcely allowed yourself to believe it. That the Great Billy Hargrove could possibly feel the same way that you do.

Billy was incredibly handsome and charming when he chose to be. That was obvious to anyone with eyes. However, it was the past few weeks of closing together and moments of vulnerability that had you falling for him. That realization hit you like a sledgehammer as you worked that afternoon. So much of your job had become second nature, serving food and filling cups with soda, that you had way too much time to overthink the previous night and the weeks before it.

Maybe Billy was just a nice guy under the mask of asshole behavior. You couldn’t have been the first to get to see that side of him. After hours of letting it all roll around in your head, you decided that you could probably live with just being friends with Billy. Getting to know him had been the highlight of your summer so far and you didn’t want to lose him entirely all because of a stupid crush.

Closing by yourself was a much more boring endeavor without Billy. Katie had roped Freddy into staying late and helping her finish all the end of day tasks. Mostly you ignored them until you overheard Katie’s rather loud whining about her changed schedule.

“Fucking Billy calling in sick with no warning. I mean, what the hell?” Katie yelled toward Freddy as she re-arranged the lounge chairs. “I had plans for tonight but I got called in.” You could hear the pouting in her voice.

You rolled your eyes. Billy had taken the closing shifts almost exclusively for most of the summer. Could she really not help out just this once without complaint? And Billy was sick. The thought made your stomach clench with concern. He had been just fine the night before. Was it something contagious? You were in close proximity for a few hours together and you felt fine. So strange.

All you could do was hope that it was a short-term illness. For his sake and also selfishly for your own. You missed him. Even with your newly-discovered feelings toward Billy and any outcome there may be, you would always wish him well. Hopefully he would feel better and be back at work in a day or two.

Except he wasn’t.

Day after day, you wished and hoped and watched and waited. No Billy.

It had been almost a week since the Fourth and you were beyond worried by now. Almost seven days with the other lifeguards filling in and doing a shitty job of closing. Nearly a week of that gnawing pit in your stomach that no one should be sick for that long.

Finally, there was a rainy morning where it was supposed to storm all day with lightning predicted so the pool was closed. After a couple hours of stewing and pacing around your room, you had the thought that maybe you could visit Billy, find out if he was really okay. Almost immediately, you reconsidered that. Going to someone’s house when you’ve never been invited might be an invasion of privacy.

The bigger part of you just didn’t care. If there was anything—anything at all—that would help Billy feel better or at least know that you were thinking about him and missing him…then a potentially awkward encounter was something you were willing to risk. Even friends were allowed to worry.

Right?

Waiting for a short break in the rain, you quickly threw on a jacket and hopped on your bike headed to the Hargrove’s address listed in the phonebook. A few raindrops began to fall as you hit the brakes and rolled to a stop in front of a single-story house with Billy’s Camaro out front. Leaning your bike against a nearby fence, you began to walk up the stone stairs toward the front door.

Taking the last step, you could now hear some sort of commotion going on inside and you hesitated where you stood. Suddenly, the front door flew open and the volume of a male voice shouting reached you just as Billy rushed out and slammed the door behind him.

Billy’s eyes flew open in shock at the sight of you, his sneakers skidding to a stop on the walkway.

“I—what are you doing here?” he asked, Billy’s face turned to the left as his eyes flitted around nervously. As if he was caught somehow.

He might have been trying to hide it, but you had already noticed in those first short moments that there was a discoloration underneath Billy’s left eye and a split in his lip that was healing.

Oh god.

“I’m sorry, I—well, they said you were sick but it’s been days and I just…I was worried,” you stammered out, your hands fidgeting in your jacket cuffs.

The voice inside was getting loud again, Billy’s name easily heard.

Fear splashed across Billy’s face as he dug a hand into his jeans, pulling out his keys.

“I have to go,” Billy said as he walked swiftly around you and down the lawn to his car.

Frozen a moment, you took a deep breath and then hurried after him, reaching the passenger side door and opening it just as Billy cranked the engine to life. You slipped inside and shut the door, catching Billy’s eye a moment, who perhaps was considering telling you to get the hell out. Instead, he put the Camaro in drive and roared down the street.

Braving a glance backward, you barely caught sight of a tall, brown-haired older man bursting out the front door before trees concealed him.

Billy drove in silence for a few minutes, heading for the main road through town and then stepping on the gas pedal. You watched as the speedometer’s needle climbed higher and higher, well past the legal limit and then into a worrisome height. Hands gripping the seat beneath you, finally you spoke up.

“Billy, could you slow down a little?” you asked hesitantly.

He scoffed at first, but then glanced your way, perhaps only now remembering who was in the passenger seat. Nodding curtly, he did as you asked, easing off the gas pedal.

You weren’t sure Billy had a destination at all, but perhaps from habit, he eventually pulled the Camaro into the empty swimming pool parking lot and put it in park with the engine on.

You waited.

Billy stared out through the windshield, eyes unseeing, until he swiftly struck the steering wheel the flesh of his palm. You jumped in surprise.

“DAMMIT,” he growled, then repeating it in succession with each following strike of the steering wheel. “Dammit, dammit, DAMMIT.”

He gripped the wheel with both hands, bowing his head until his forehead touched. Billy’s expression was one of anger or anguish, you weren’t sure which. Possibly both. He muttered something into the worn leather, sounding much like “I hate him”.

Concern and fear tore through you, the pieces starting to fall into place in your head. Inhaling a shaky breath, you turned in your seat to face Billy. You didn’t want to assume, but had to start somewhere.

“So…you weren’t sick at all this past week. You were healing. Were you in a fight?” you asked at a near whisper, your gaze flickering to Billy’s unmarked fists.

Billy scoffed, shaking his head. “I wouldn’t call it that,” he said, his voice thick.

You had to speak the question in your mind. “Your father?”

Billy leaned back in his seat, his head lolling to the side so he could stare out the driver’s side window, turned away from you. He didn’t confirm your inquiry, but he sure didn’t deny it.

Shit.

You felt your heart squeeze in your chest at the idea of a parent hurting their child. Any child. But this was Billy, the sweet, funny, caring man you had come to know and care for. Deeply.

“Billy? Will you look at me?” you asked softly.

He hesitated, but eventually turned your way and raised his eyes to yours, another punch to your gut to find tears there. Your gaze roamed over his crestfallen expression, confirming the healing black eye and split lip, but there was also a scab in his right eyebrow you only now noticed.

Clearing your throat, you struggled to get out the next words. “Are you hurt anywhere else?”

With shaking hands, Billy reached for the hem of the black, sleeveless t-shirt he wore and lifted it to reveal numerous fist-sized bruises in various stages of healing, some yellowed and other a fresh, new purple. Bile rose in your throat, fearing you’d be sick, but you took a deep breath as he lowered his shirt.

Billy turned his head back to the side window, his hands in fists on denim-clad thighs.

“It’s not usually this bad,” he muttered as the rain began to fall outside.

Anger spiked through you. “It’s not usually…this shouldn’t be happening at all!” you spoke at a near-yell, then trying again to breathe deeply. Billy didn’t need your anger right now. “How long?”

Two simple words, but he understood.

Billy let out a heavy sigh, sounding weary as he lifted a shoulder. “Shortly after my mom left. I was ten.”

The sick feeling returned as you buried your head in your hands, your heart sick for the boy he was once and for the man beside you who had to learn how to live in such an environment. That could be soul-shattering for so many but somehow, you’d already seen what a good man Billy was in spite of it all. Lifting your head, you focused back to Billy. Another deep breath.

“Billy…what happened last week?”

Billy swallowed a few times, his Adam’s apple bobbing in his tanned throat. “I lied,” he croaked out.

You waited, hoping there would be more to the story.

Clearing his throat, his voice came out a little louder the next try. “I lied. The day of the Fourth, I told my dad I was going to the carnival with Max and her little friends.”

Your stomach dropped. “Oh. You met me instead. Oh god, Billy, I’m so—“

“No, no,” he broke in, finally looking your way. “It’s not your fault. And that’s not the whole story. I don’t regret meeting up with you, I want you to know that. I had a great time,” Billy assured you, attempting a smile despite it all.

You tried to return it with trembling lips.

He continued. “After I dropped you off, I headed to the carnival but I guess word had spread about the mall fire, so everyone was going home. I searched the crowd for Max, but didn’t see her or any of her little friends. I hoped that she got a ride, so I headed home but once I got there…”

Billy swallowed thickly before speaking again.

“My dad and Susan were getting in the car to head to the hospital. Max was in the mall when it caught fire,” he said in a whisper.

A shocked gasp escaped you. “Oh my god. Is she—“

“Max is fine,” he said, answering your unasked question. “A bump on the head. Might’ve hoped it would improve her personality, but still the same little pain in the ass, trust me. She’s fine. A few other injuries with her friends, but I think they’re okay.”

You slumped back into your seat in relief. “Oh, good.”

“Once they got home, though…” Billy shuddered in a breath. “I knew it was gonna be bad. Slammed doors and heavy footsteps. He managed to tell me that Max was fine, staying overnight just for observation before—“

Billy’s voice quivered then, but you got the picture.

“He took it out on you,” you finished his statement. “God, Billy…”

A tear rolled down his cheek and you reached across the console, placing a hand on his clenched fist. Billy tensed at the touch but didn’t pull away. In the silence, he slowly relaxed the fist, then turning his hand over and gripped your fingers in his. Even given the circumstances, you couldn’t help the warmth of this small amount of acceptance and comfort flowing between you.

“I should have been with her, though. It’s my fault that she’s hurt and—“

“Billy, no,” you interrupted his self-flagellation. “It’s not your fault that Max wasn’t at the carnival like she said she would be. You are not to blame that there was a fire where she happened to be with, apparently, a bunch of other kids? Shouldn’t the mall have been closed? Regardless, it doesn’t matter.”

You paused a moment, then changing tactics.

“I lied, too,” you declared, which brought Billy’s head up to meet your eye.

“What?” he croaked.

“I did. That same night, I lied to my parents. Told them I was going to the carnival, too, to meet some friends. Instead I met up with you. I was hoping to spare you the interrogation from my parents, but…” you shrugged.

Billy sighed. “They sound like the type to be involved in your life and worry about you spending time with the wrong kind of people. I don’t blame ‘em.”

“You’re not wrong, even if their assumptions would be misinformed,” you said, softly rubbing a thumb across the back of Billy’s hand as an attempt at comfort. “But that’s exactly my point, Billy. What do you think I’d deserve as punishment if they found out I lied? Same as you?”

Billy’s head whipped around toward you. “What? No!”

“Then why do you think you deserve it? What happened to Max was an accident, and truthfully, she lied about where she would be, too. What kind of punishment will she get for it?”

The answer terrified you, actually, but watching Billy slowly shake his head, it seemed like you were correct in thinking that it would all fall onto his shoulders. His bruised and aching body. This man beside you, nearly grown, but still the same frightened ten-year-old boy in so many ways.

Silence hung in the air until Billy spoke again.

“I never wanted to drag you into this shit.”

You shook your head. “You didn’t drag me into it. If anything, I stuck my nose where it didn’t belong, I—I’m sorry. I just thought that if you at least knew you had a friend, then…you’d feel better? I don’t know…” you trailed off, now feeling awkward at how you just showed up at his door.

Billy scoffed lightly. “I don’t know if I can be your friend.”

Your breath froze in your chest, simultaneously feeling the heat of embarrassment in your cheeks.

Of course.

“Oh,” you breathed out. “Right. That—that’s okay, um…I understand. Still, if you need anything…just, if you could drop me off to get my bike—“

“I can’t go back there right now,” Billy whispered.

Your stomach sank. “Right. Sure, I’ll just walk then, it’s okay…”

Reaching for the door handle, you let Billy’s hand slip from yours.

“Wait,” Billy spoke up, fingers gripping your forearm tightly but quickly loosening. “I didn’t mean—shit, I’m fucking this all up. Can you…will you give me a second? Please?”

You finally looked his way, seeing the pleading in his tear-filled eyes. Nodding slowly, you released the door handle and dropped your hand in your lap. Billy released your forearm, but to your surprise he instead threaded your fingers with his again. Huh.

Billy leaned back against the headrest and closed his eyes, taking a few deep breaths.

You waited.

When Billy spoke again, his voice was even. Calm. “I didn’t mean to say that we couldn’t be friends. What I was trying to…” he hesitated, fidgeting in his seat and shifting to face you. “What I was trying to say the other night—god, that feels like weeks ago—I meant to say that I don’t…I don’t think I can be only friends….with you,” he said, voice trembling and holding your gaze.

Brow furrowed, you cocked your head in confusion. “I don’t understand…”

But it became a little clearer when Billy reached across with his free hand and brushed his knuckles across your cheek, then leaning in closer. “Is this okay?” Billy asked, his face now inches from yours.

Dazed and still a little confused, you nodded. You couldn’t quite let yourself believe what was happening just yet.

Billy placed a hand on the back of your neck and gently urged you closer and closer…until his lips pressed tenderly against yours. His mustache tickled your upper lip as you leaned into the kiss, your eyes fluttered closed as your shock melted into a flash of desire. Heat coursed through you, your free hand grasping at Billy’s shirt, aiming to bring him closer. Your lips caressed his, teasing and tasting as his tongue prodded the seam and you opened wide with an inhale of necessary oxygen. Billy released your hand and cradled your face while your fingers threaded into his golden locks.

The urge to be closer and closer was halted when Billy suddenly gasped and pulled away from you, a hand clutching his side as he winced. Right where a bruise resided. You suspected he struck it on the console between you.

“Oh god, are you okay?”

Billy inhaled through is teeth, breathing through the pain. “Yeah. Sorry. Kinda killed the mood,” he joked.

Concern still coursed through you as you tried to smile. “Not at all. But I’d prefer you not be in pain while kissing me. Unless you’re into that,” you teased.

Billy laughed for the first time since that night of the Fourth, you suspected, but he winced again and your accompanying smile wavered.

“That’s why you’ve been wearing a tank at work, right?”

He nodded, the mood sobering again.

Then it dawned on you. “Oh god…that night when you were playing with my visor and I elbowed you, shit, I’m so sorry, I—“

“Y/N, stop,” he urged you gently. “You had no way of knowing. It’s okay.”

None of it was okay, in fact.

“Can I ask a possibly stupid question?” you inquired.

Billy sighed. “Shoot.”

You recaptured Billy’s hand in yours. “Does anyone know? Like…the authorities?”

Another dry laugh. “No. Neil’s pretty good at keeping up appearances. He’s very much the ‘upstanding citizen’ and a ‘pillar of the community’,” Billy said, using air quotes. “He’s the good guy and I’m the fuck-up. Who would believe me anyway?”

Heart thumping in sympathy, you gave Billy’s hand a squeeze in response. He squeezed back.

“I should let you get home. I’m sure your parents are worried about you,” Billy assumed.

Sadly, you doubted the situation was the same at his household, but you didn’t need to voice it.

“Sure.”

Billy drove as the rain still lightly fell on the windshield. You were both quiet, listening to the rhythmic pattern of the wipers clearing Billy’s view of the road. He rolled to a stop two streets away from his house and put the car in park.

“Thank you. For listening,” Billy spoke softly, turning your way. “I know that was a lot of shit to drop in your lap.”

“Hey, I’m the one who showed up at your door, jumped in your car, and asked invasive questions,” you replied. “All you did was answer truthfully.”

He chuckled lightly before a more serious expression overtook his handsome face. “Yeah. I could have kicked you out or evaded the question. I figured you knew in that first moment, though. And I don’t wanna lie to you.”

“It’s probably easier to push people away than face the truth sometimes,” you guessed, watching the words settle on Billy.

He just nodded, rubbing a hand under his sniffling nose. Tears were contained but threatening.

“Will I see you at work soon?” you asked, feeling selfish again but also figuring the less time spent in that house, the better for Billy.

“Yeah. Soon,” he confirmed.

“Promise?”

Billy cracked a smile. “I promise.”

You had to return it, feeling brave enough to lean across the console and press a chaste but lingering kiss on his plush lips.

“Okay. Bye,” you said, climbing out of the Camaro.

Billy waved as you shut the door. You pulled your hood on and watched as he slowly pulled a u-turn and headed away from his own neighborhood again. Walking the two blocks in the rain, you finally reached your bike and straddled it, taking one last look at the Hargrove residence. One truly never does know what was happening behind closed doors. Fury pulsed through you, now privy to that information in the house before you.

Pedaling home, you tried to unravel your thoughts and emotions, still reeling from the past hour spent with Billy. In such a short time, everything had changed. With all of the many horrors that were revealed, mixed in was also a new type of joy. Confusing. But at the anticipation of when the next time you saw Billy might be, well, you couldn’t help but smile.

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Chapter 5>>>>> Coming soon!!

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Welp. That was...a lot, huh? It all had to come out eventually. I hate Neil so fkn much!!! :(((( So, there’s my variation on the events of the Fourth of July and the Starcourt “fire”. I don’t think I’ll be mentioning the supernatural parts of Stranger Things in this story. It’s still happening, Billy just doesn’t know about it. :) So it doesn’t impact or ruin his life. :) :) :) It’s one of those butterfly wings moments where he never goes to meet gross Mrs. Wheeler and his whole life is different. Plus he finally has someone who cares and supports him so in my mind he's not as susceptible to Vecna or whatever. Anywho!! I’m working on chapter 5 but not sure when it will be out. I adore you all. Please please let me know your thoughts. Feedback and reblogs fuel writers. :D

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