#staying positively negative

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[azulsejos]

s2 + golbetty centric episode prayer circle 🍎💝

#adventure time #fionna and cake #golbetty #golb #betty grof #adventure time fanart #art tag #fionna and cake spoilers #(living in my dream world where the apple has to do with betty) #(and we will see her point of view or how she feels about her godhood ill take anything I just want more screentime with her) #(she doesnt even need to speak i dont mind a silent golbetty episode as she does her things. incomprehensible god) #(sorry for rambling i have a lot of thoughts positive and negative. but overall i need a season 2 i need more time with these characters..) #(anyway stay safe every1 please dont start hitting each other with rocks over the finale T_T)

[reality-detective]

Barbara O'Neill on "Negativity" 🤔

#pay attention #educate yourselves #educate yourself #knowledge is power #reeducate yourself #reeducate yourselves #think for yourselves #think about it #think for yourself #do your homework #do some research #ask yourself questions #question everything #negativity #thoughts #stay positive

[melontoyo]

Today is my birthday! I'd be super happy if you could reblog my art and maybe check out my neat lil project "Vessel of Gods" 🥺

#artists on tumblr #original art #original character #among others... #melontoyo's art #🤷‍♂️ #I'm sorry to be negative in the tags but #sometimes its hard to stay positive about your work when you.... have not achieved anything yet #I'm old and all my peers are getting by & achieving stuff #and then there's me.... yeah #Maybe my work is just bad and I'm not trying hard enough idk 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️

[franklespine]

Lucifer telling Sam "you've gone soft" in 11.10 is soooooooooooooooo...

Yes it's all a manipulation tactic, but Lucifer walking Sam through his memories, things that seem a lifetime ago, saying this is how you were before: bold and decisive - this is the Sam that saved the world, this isn't you anymore - when Lucifer is the reason why Sam is the way he is now. Insane. There are rare moments of gold in supernatural and one of them is when they play on the psychological horror in the fact that Lucifer; his torturer, tormentor, abuser and other half of his soul is the one that knows him best. He knows how powerless Sam feels - now that he's got lifetimes of trauma from the Cage that have skinned and flayed him on every level. His rigorous, borderline obsessive routine he keeps in his daily life through exercising and healthy eating - all to maintain a semblance of control. Yet deep down, it's like he told Rowena in s13:

"It’s not going to change anything. You’re still going to feel helpless."

Just as Lucifer knew that playing on Sam's desperate faith in religion and scramble to achieve purity (to be saved - as he said in s2) would be the only thing to get him to even go near the Cage, Lucifer knows that throwing back in his face his increased docility as time goes on as Sam's true failure and the reason why he will fail everyone around him is the only thing that could make Sam let himself be Lucifer's vessel. The way he spins it to sound like Sam not letting Lucifer out is proof of his weakness and helplessness. What if that was my last straw?

This scene, this whole episode, was so good and it made me want to claw my eyes out.

Lucifer calls him prissy. He says I never liked you but at this point - when you made the hard choice to save the world and condemned yourself in the Cage to me in holy matrimony, I respected you. You're not that person anymore. You're soft and placid and weak and that's something to be ashamed of. You're going to doom the world now because you're too screwed in the head. Look at you and your first romantic affairs when you were younger - Solid B on the tongue action - yes I know that about you too.

Lucifer being all righteous in saying that its the fact that Sam and Dean would do anything to save each other that is the problem that keeps dooming the world. And it's horrible because Sam knows he's right, the viewer knows he's right - their codependency is their moral pitfall, but it's all spiraling to the worst conclusion.

Tell you what - the second half of s11 can shove it's sympathy for the devil routine down my throat all it wants, but I will never stop hating that slimy bastard. The potential of s11 was unmatched in reaping psychological warfare on Sam, and it was a shame that it played out in such a... goofy... unnuanced... cheap semblance of a redemption arc... way that it did. But still, it is scenes like this one that pull through to make the season worth it.

#supernatural #spn #sam winchester #lucifer #sam and lucifer #s11 #and then after this sam still tells him no #despite it all #I feel like I'm always saying that phrase when it comes to sam #“despite it all” #because in the face of everything he's gone through - still he's innate willpower stands true #his innate ability and ingenuity to think outside the box #to pull on loose threads #even at the risk of tearing his life down #all in the name of doing the right thing #that is something that has stayed consistent to him through everything #even if he has evolved in numerous other ways as a character #in both positive and negative ways #I'm not ready to be your bitch he says #you probably dont even know how to defeat her and then you're just going to start the apocalypse again cause you're a cheap dick #go sammy #fuck him up

[theterriblethingabouttulio]

STOP wilma and digby have a pride flag!!! like OF COURSE they do but 🥺 god it’s just so fucking nice to see. i love this show. i love these people. i love this (One (1)) company.

also let it be known that wilma and digby are not allies they are absolutely queer and that is THEIR pride flag for THEM

#dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #gorgug thistlespring #wilma and digby #thistlesprings #i love them your honor #i love love #im wine drunk and i am full to the brim of adoration #im getting divorced (amicably) and im so excited because it hasnt been great but im moving back in with my parents #and im so excited to start my life and im looking SO HARD for the positives bc my spouse lingers excessively on the negatives #and this show is so positive #i love it #i love them #im repeating myself but i have so many feelings right now #curse you aldi pineapple wine that i chugged during this episode #but i love you baby #stay frosty

[staypositiveshootnegative]

This shot was taken at 3am, on Portra 800. The shot was an 8 second exposure at F8. Film was metered at box speed. This was one of my first attempts at long exposure at night on film, and I was absolutely blown away by the results from it. I love the way the scene looks, with just enough detail to make out what's there with just enough mystery to keep you looking for more. I'd always heard that the lenses on the Mamiya 7 were super sharp, and this scan certainly cemented why for me.

#mamiya 7 #mamiya rb67 #medium format #35mm film #mamiya #35mm #35mm photography #film photography #120 film #6x7 #portra 800 #portra 400 #stay positive shoot negative

[jxmieswxnter]

things about Father Brown series 10 that make it good (in my opinion): (contains spoilers)

Brenda. She's great and she's fun, she's a young person learning to navigate the world. Found family trope for days.

Mrs Devine. Adore her. Also fun, and she's bright and intuitive and inquisitive. Drives like a mad lady. Outfits always on point.

Hercules

Chief Inspector Sullivan. He's back, never going to complain. He's softened and we get to see more aspects of his character, like his interests and hobbies outside of work.

Sullivan giving gender envy

Brenda giving gender envy for that matter too

Goodfellow being brilliant as always. He's come so far since we first met him. Him taking his exams and passing is great and I feel personally so proud to have watched him grow.

seeing the Kembleford Players

Sullivan in a dumb Shakespeare costume

Goodfellow in a dumb Shakespeare costume

tbh literally everyone in their dumb Shakespeare costumes

tiny adorable model village, I love model villages and train stations

seeing Mrs McCarthy's and Bunty's little models at the model presbytery

seeing Lady Felicia again

seeing Flambeau again

Mallory canonically moving to Scotland to get away from Father Brown

1954

car chase

just the cool cars, I love them

some more gay people

a rich twat getting murdered

Sullivan getting beaten up after he was an asshole to everyone

and then deciding after all that drama, he's going to stay anyway

Sullivan and Mrs Devine. Controversial opinion, but it's definitely nice seeing another side of Sullivan, and for her still speaking so lovingly of her husband and thinking of him but also letting herself still be happy

the way Sullivan goes completely soft after Isabel and how he won't arrest Brenda because Mrs Devine says no

Brenda's accent

Mrs Devine just adopting Brenda instantly

costume/wardobe is doing great work as always

Lady F just hadncuffing herself to the bar and Sullivan having to snip her free

Sullivan calling a man "his Royal tallness" when according to imdb, Sullivan is an inch taller

seeing another village

Father Brown war flashbacks

canonical Sullivan birthday

cow calender

Sullivan being canonically attracted to chaotic dumbasses who put themselves in danger to help others, likes to meddle, and drive like a lunatic

Brenda launching herself out that train

Goodfellow curtsy

that little black cat finding a home

the way Brenda is always still scared when getting into these scrapes and having her life in danger but she still keeps doing it to help others

singing through a field

that leather jacket

biker gang

Brenda being just a little bit gay with all the girls in the series (imo)

miserable Sullivan drinking

canon Edgar

Father Brown on his bike as always, zooming about

I have no doubt I've forgotten things so please add more in the tags!!

#father brown #father brown s10 #inspector sullivan #mrs devine #brenda palmer #sergeant goodfellow #lady felicia #hercule flambeau #look if you don't like something I've writ ten that's fine #but don't just be negative here please #this is a positive s10 post and I want it to stay that way regardless of how people feel about certain things on this list

[carmineskiesandspidereyes]

BEHOLD. IT IS HERE.

4 chapters in total, (eventually,) and prone to bouts of purple prose, but LORD if these three weren't gnawing furiously at my brain.

queerplatonic Albert & Race & Finch truthers come get y'all's juice (<-suspects I am the only one here)

tysm to @bluutunes for being my beta, and also to @foxglove-teaa who unkowingly motivated me to get it all the way done and posted <3

I release thee unto the world

#time to tag comprehensively bc I'm actually kinda proud of the end of chap 1 here #ao3 #fic #Newsies #newsies musical #newsies broadway #racetrack higgins #albert dasilva #(my boy. my son. he deserves so much.) #(newscaster voice It Is Unclear Whether They Mean This Statement Positively Or Negatively) #ralbert #1st chap can one hundo' percent be read as ralbert but #but guys #qpr trio #help me see the vision #finch cortez #do they unspokenly watch over and stay up waiting for each other and seek each other out at their lowest and do anything to make them smile #yes #do they bury it under innumerable layers of boyish camaraderie and blaisè nonchalance and the religious adherence to NEVER talking about it #............Also Yes #<3

[mercifullymad]

maybe i'm just a hater & a complainer but i sincerely think we need different ways of conceptualizing + "treating" + living through/with "OCD"

#'maybe i'm just a hater & complainer' <- girl who tries soso hard to be positive & gets Afraid about posting things that could possibly be #construed as 'negative' online #WHATEVER. we stay silly

[madmadmilk]

I love that Marvel is changing and subverting expectations! I love they’re playing with genre, changing scenery and cheesing it up in their new projects— I’m pretty sure they’re doing it because fans/audiences expect the tried-and-tired formula, and how boring is that to just give it to you? Haha no more easy post credit lead ups— since they know that’s what we’re looking for. Why would you want the same endings for these new beginnings?

Honestly, If you want the “old Marvel” go rewatch the earlier movies, and if that still doesn’t satisfy you— read the comics, or better yet, read a fanfic.

Marvel movies and TV shows will always revolve around the themes of hope for the future, protecting your loved ones, and overall togetherness. It’s just being wrapped and written differently— deal with it. A big saga ended and we’re in the beginnings of a new one, so enjoy the ride. Some stories speak right into you, and some to the people around you. Even in the realm of blockbuster feel-good-superhero movies, we should challenge ourselves to witness newness. If it doesn’t appeal to you anymore, that’s fine, we move on! Just don’t dampen anyone else’s excitement on your way out. Similarly—Marvel and Disney shouldn’t peddle the same old same old (under even tighter deadlines) to keep bitter fans, and those “fans” need to stop asking for Cap and Iron Man. Their /main/ stories have been written and closed. Phew!

As longtime followers or new fans, we should be happy to enjoy these fresh, vivid worlds and feel the thrill of empowerment in new heroes! Your favorite characters would want you to ❤️

#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ #lol other theme is military propaganda but I’m trying to stay positive lol #it’s just fun so you should keep it fun and not make hate rants #idk I’m just seeing a lot of negativity and it’s so BORING #aren’t the fanboys tired of complaining like maybe it’s not always about you #i have like several other marvel posts I want to make btw #marvel #she hulk #ms marvel #captain marvel #black widow #Shang chi #doctor strange #spider man #personal #madmadmilk #marvel studios #Thor love and thunder #Kate bishop #Loki #Hawkeye

[gnar-slabdash]

i hate still seeing people pass around those tweets about how john rogers will explode your character without a second thought if you do something bad. cause at this point it seems pretty clear to me that it’s only true when it’s convenient for him.

#negativity #sorry #i try to stay positive and watsonian here #but damn some people are putting rogers on a pedestal that reminds me of the way us browncoats used to talk about joss whedon #and i’m not saying he’s that bad #but NO ONE should be on that pedestal

[xhanisai]

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#Delete later #Don't read this if you're a fan of kagami cos today I'm feeling livid about her behaviour and actions in s5 #Everything that salters claimed alya would be is exactly what kagami was #I feel like the reason I'm so pissed is cos I've had bitches do that to me in my school days too #Marinette gave her so much and this is what she got in return #She had her important secrets told to the person who helped the enemy and whose morals didn't align with hers #She made this girl a fucking superhero and brought her into her friendship group #AND THIS IS WHAT SHE GOT IN RETURN LOL #And the worst thing for me is that I don't see anyone talking about it and being like #Uwu kagami is such a helpless lonely girl uwu #FUCK HER #Don't get me started with the way she bitched at adrien for not standing up to gabriel at the end of s4 #She was terrible to both adrinette!!! #Alya and nino deserve a better fanbase #Adrinette deserves a better fanbase #If you're a fan of kagami that's completely fine and you're well within your rights to love her no matter what #But I will forever be pissed at her for this so don't expect any fanart or fics about her from me #I won't draw or write her unless she's needed for a plot or whatever #And don't worry I'm not gonna write salt about her or anything like that #And any of my work that involves her will stay in a positive or neutral light because we don't need more negativity in this fandom #I know this is a long rant but I'm just so annoyed #It just hits close to home for me #Cos I've been in Marinette's position #Lol

[cr1ms0nesp3ra-ac3]

Oh boy, guess who's gonna participate that "Sleep Token Lyric" challenge. (Made by @a-s-levynn btw! Check em out!!)

So I will be choosing some lyrics of the songs that relates me the most. Trust me,

you'll see why.

Part 1: DAY O1

The second lyric interests me so I gotta choose this..

Undercut for art!

( That's my irl oc btw, hope you like it or not.. idc. )

#art #fanart #irl oc #sleep token #oc fanart #are you really okay #tw slight vent #( Idk this counts but... ) #Okay. this is obviously an easy concept to say this.. #Do you imagine that you kept on lying to say that you are ''fine''? #like no matter what you do. People will always stay concern. confused nor something else.. you'll push them away anyway. #That's actually what I do when I must stay ''happy'' to other people I know #though I'm not sure if I really have depression... if I did then- well... im cooked. #but at least- this song I first listened back then began to healed me.. #Alright- expect me to post some interesting lyric concept art for this heheh-- #and sorry for the vent rambling btw.. #I know I may be an positive one. But sometimes negativity spreads to me like its a virus.. #but at least.. I hope to keep going for my friends. family. moots and the ones I trust. #that is all for crimson's rambling.. lol #a series of small offerings #<- ( my small ahh brain forgot to tag this- 😭 )

[nordsea-horizons]

decided to do an island-design challenge and i instantly messed up(kinda, only a little)🌝⛺️

🌼first big oopsie was def being too impatient! i did not spend enough time grinding for nookmiles and unlocking things from the huge cataloge on the original island! i didnt get cooking and its buggin me!! (one fruit at a time is so 1.0 lol), also didnt get the camera update and i really miss that too..

🌼another thing - its very hard to keep the villagers tents! you might need to keep your game on one of those very first days for the entire time you are decorating if this is your goal!? it was my goal at first but i instantly messed up and ofc the placement of my villager homes, that were meant to be for tents, is now where their houses are placed and i cant move them..

(Small side-note but i actually thought of a way that you can maybe cheat this system! maybe by making your terraforming/waterscaping character into the second character on the new island and just never playing the original rep, never upgrading the resident rep from a tent to a house and kinda putting the “story” on halt? you might be able to keep the tents and still progress and play daily?!? just a thought tho i would have to test it i guess)

🌼something i did spend a lot of time doing while my character was still on the first island was upgrade my house! this was not at all needed bc you can just do that on the new island with tom nook(the only reason to do it on the first island would be to fill your storage with things from that island, something i 100% could have done but didnt bother to so lol)

🌼i also spent my hard earned nook miles on the in-game pathing only to find out that you can just get that from the nookmiles shop on the new island(had no idea, and also dont really see how i could have known so im not mad about it) all the hair things are also available on the new island btw..

🌼I decided to keep all my custom codes from the original island bc i thought it would be too much work to get all the new ones and then change them all back once i moved the new character away, but honestly i should have done that🥲 you can get ables on the new island but i really dont want to, it doesnt go with the look u know.. i love the codes i have but i’ve now used them on two islands so im sad i cant get new ones👀

#i forgot to post this!! its been weeks but whatever..😬 ignore the typos pls💛 #im sorry if some of this doesnt make sense! #im 3+ years and 2000+ hours into this game okay im no longer normal about it #this is my complain for the challenge! im not mad or negative about any of it #i consider it part of the experince lol #but it can work as a little what not to do so im posting it for that! #i usually try to stay positive about everything i do in acnh since thats honestly also how i feel 90% of the time #but hey part of challenge is room for messing up and changing with the failures! #i would never recommend anyone to do a challenge in this game without being ready to mess up a little💛 #acnh #animal crossing #animal crossing new horizons #new horizons #acnh complain #acnh challenge #acnh text post #hawthorn island

[stars-inthe-sky]

UGH.

#went on my first real work trip in FOUR YEARS yesterday. had one meeting. #woke up this morning and was getting ready for a day of stuff with another one tomorrow #only to find out that one of the only five other people in the wednesday meeting just tested positive for covid #and another had found out she'd been separately exposed as well #so today turned into doing all my meetings on zoom and rearranging travel plans #and now instead of a professional thing i'd been really looking forward to and then a fun weekend add-on with the fam #i'm flying home late tonight to isolate in our third-floor guest room while boyfriend parents etc. #at least we got credit for his and bébé's last-minute flight cancellations #and we decided to leave the dog with the sitter that had already been arranged to just have one less thing on the collective plate for now #but UGH #and what's extra infuriating is that i am probably fine. i got boosted just a few weeks ago and wasn't like hugging anyone or whatever. #but you just don't know and when there's an actual case it's reason to be actually careful #and i'm just so exhausted and bummed about a lot of things already and had so been looking forward to this whole trip #best laid plans #as they say #anyway cross your fingers for me and the battery of rapid tests i'll be taking this weekend #and in addition to staying negative i'm also very concerned about whether anyone will be comfortable will me at thanksgiving #so that's a whole other thing #UGHHHHHHH #fucking #coronavirus