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kil9 Ā· 2 years
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like im not even insecure abt my appearance anymore its just so fucking annoying & shitty to deal w the shit ppl say when youre fat and i think this is so so severely underestimated if youve never been fat before
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il-miele-che-scrive Ā· 3 months
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Go for his brother part 2
Part 1 here
Part 3 here
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username1 DOUBLE BETRAYAL šŸ˜­
ā†³username2 wdym bro wtf Arthur is just getting his karma, he CHEATED on Y/n with her best friend
ā†³username2 and Y/n only got with his brother after the breakup
username3 It's so crazy to me how not long ago Y/n was with Arthur at Charles' race and we could see them all lovey dovey and now she's with Charles šŸ’€
username4 I hope they actually like each other and it's not just something Y/n schemed to get back at Arthur
ā†³username5 And even if it is, so what? Both Leclercs deserve this if she's doing it for the sake of revenge
username4 What did Charles ever do to you šŸ˜­ he's a literal pookie
username6 I am BEGGING to find out Arthur's reaction
username7 I wanna see this on Drive To Survive lmao
ā†³username8 The most interesting thing in the whole season lol
username9 Exactly! Men driving in circles? Nah, fuck that, give me family drama
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yourusername The Art & The Artist
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charles_leclerc I took way more than these 2 pictures, should post them all
ā†³yourusername some would get me bannedšŸ¤­
username1 MY OH MY
username2 What did she say šŸ˜
username3 I'm jealous but haven't decided if I want him or her
username4 Arthur better not read this comment section (I hope he will)
francisca.cgomes Thanks for blessing my eyes šŸ«¶
ā†³yourusername You're welcome bestiešŸ«¶
username4 it's so nice to see Y/n found a friend who won't steal her bf
username5 You can't be sure, it's Charles Leclerc we're talking about. You think he wouldn't go for his best friends' girlfriend who is now his own girlfriends' best friend after pulling what he's just pulled?
username4 ngl girl I got lost in whatever you're saying
yoursister In your iconic girl era ā¤ļø
ā†³yourusername I slayed didn't I šŸ’…
username6 Honestly guys I believe it's not just a revenge scheme
ā†³username5 What makes you think that?
username6 Given these pictures and the pictures from the gossip page they look pretty much happy to me, too happy for it to be fake
username5 Whatever you say, we'll see. They have to get tired of pretending one day
exbestfriend Glowing āœØšŸ©·
ā†³yourusername šŸ˜
ā†³francisca.cgomes šŸ˜
ā†³yoursister šŸ˜
ā†³charles_leclerc šŸ˜
ā†³pierregasly šŸ˜
ā†³georgerussell63 šŸ˜
ā†³carmenmmundt šŸ˜
ā†³alex_albon šŸ˜
ā†³lilymhe šŸ˜
username7 Y/N AND HER COMMENT SECTION ARE ICONIC šŸ˜­
ā†³username8 I can't stop imagining them having a gc and she sent a screenshot of her ex best friend's comment like "you know what to do, guys" šŸ¤£
username9 I just know Arthur is screaming crying throwing up because LOOK AT WHAT HE LOST
username10 Lol who's next? Toto Wolff?
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arthur_leclerc My favorite love story is ours ā¤ļø
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exbestfriend So happy we found each other ā¤ļøā¤ļø
username1 šŸ’€
username2 Alright they both have the audacity
username3 your love story is cheating on Y/n lmao
username4 Imagine they have a kid one day who'll ask mom dad how did you meet lol
ā†³username3 I'd be EMBARRASSED
username5 They deserve each other tbh
username6 Hey but... What if this pic and Y/n's pics were taken on the same day...
ā†³username7 wdym
username6 Arthur wanted to keep and eye on his ex and his brother from afar šŸ˜­
username7 it's terrible but possibly true lmao
exbestfriend I'm so sick of people judging us
ā†³username2 That's what you deserve, the both of you
ā†³username4 when actions have consequences:šŸ˜®
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yourusername Back at the paddock ā¤ļø
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username1 At least she didn't downgrade right?
yoursister You guys look so good together
ā†³yourusername Thank you šŸ«¶ ily
ā†³charles_leclerc Yes we do šŸ˜Š
ā†³username2 Y/s/n never commented anything like this when Y/n used to post with ArthuršŸ˜­
lilymhe It was nice catching up with you when the boys were playing
ā†³yourusername maybe next time you and Alex could come over so the boys can play some video games together
username3 Pls they're just two single mothers bonding over their toddlers being bestiesšŸ˜­
username4 I NEED TO KNOW IF ARTHUR WAS THERE
ā†³username5 You crazy? Ofc he wouldn't have come, he's too scared of confrontation
username4 Okay but then what if one day Y/n and Charles get married? Will Arthur just skip his brother's wedding?
username5 I think some time will pass before Charles decides to settle down. And not with Y/n, that's for sure
username6 Why not? Y/n makes a much better couple with Charles than she did with Arthur
username5 Charles would never take her seriously lol she dated his brother, Charles is just having fun with her while letting her have her moment
arthur_leclerc Are you wearing the dress you wore on our first date?
ā†³username2 SHE'S WHAT?????
ā†³username3 wtf are u doing here
ā†³yourusername Maybe...
username4 Mother keeps slaying šŸ˜­šŸ‘
username7 I aspire to be like Y/n fr
alex_albon Lily said we should have a double date
ā†³yourusername Let's do it then @/lilymhe @/charles_leclerc when and where
arthur_leclerc I just wonder when will you get bored of this
ā†³yourusername Bored of what exactly? Going to races? You know I've always enjoyed looking at cars go vroooom
arthur_leclerc You know what I mean
arthur_leclerc Of pretending to like Charles just to prove me some delusional point
yourusername You really think I'd waste my energy on that? It's a funny coincidence indeed, but I do like him actually
arthur_leclerc Mhm sure I give you maybe 6 months more, can't keep pretending forever
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charles_leclerc A family gathering & the morning after
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username1 OH GREAT HEAVENS
pierregasly Now that's something none of us expected
ā†³username2 bro speaking facts
username3 They said fuck you Arthur you'll get a proof we're not pretendingšŸ˜­
username4 Well at least the family already knew her
ā†³username5 Pascale liked Y/n so much she said girl you have my blessing no matter which one u marry
username3 Guys do you think Arthur was there? You know, it's a family gathering, so he had to be there, right?
alex_albon Charles settling down wasn't on my bingo card this year
ā†³lilymhe Neither was it on mine but I love it
francisca.cgomes Girl you realize there's no going back now? šŸ˜‚
ā†³yourusername I hope sošŸ˜œšŸ«¶
arthur_leclerc I still can't believe how disrespectful you both are
ā†³charles_leclerc Look who's speaking of being disrespectful
ā†³yourusername stfu arthur maman literally had to kick you out of the party
username3 The way it used to be "Thurthur" and now it's "stfu arthur" šŸ˜¶
username2 at least the "maman" is the same right
username5 I feel like Pascale likes Y/n more than she likes Arthur
username7 wtf guys PASCALE HAD TO KICK ARTHUR OUT OF THE PARTY šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
ā†³username8 That's crazy, imagine how's the wedding gonna look like
carlossainz55 Getting engaged after a few weeks? Is she pregnant?šŸ˜‚
ā†³username9 Not funny
username10 Chill that's just millennial humour from back when pregnancy outside marriage was a disgrace
ā†³charles_leclerc We've known each other long enough to make this decision šŸ«¢
carlossainz55 Valid point
arthur_leclerc But for majority of this time she was my girlfriend
charles_leclerc On which you cheated
arthur_leclerc @/yourusername did you use me just to get to Charles? Was it your plan from the beginning?
ā†³yourusername Sure because I have nothing else to do lmao
ā†³yourusername We've talked about it yesterday arthur, don't start again
arthur_leclerc I just still can't believe Charles would do something like that to me
yourusername And half a year ago I believed you wouldn't have ever cheated on me
charles_leclerc I said it yesterday and I'll say it again, Arthur I will always love you as a brother, but you messed up big time, you can't be mad at us
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httpswstef Ā· 3 months
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HEADCANONS & love and deepspace boysā™”
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warning : f!reader, just pure fluff, anyone can read. ā˜†
words count : 2652.
characters : rafayel, zayne, xavier, caleb.
stefie : hi! sorry if i have mistakes : ( hope u like it!
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rafayel !
the most playful little guy in the world! will literally do anything you want just to see your wonderful smile and hear your beautiful laugh! he is truly willing to go to great lengths, it makes no difference to him what exactly.
he will stare at you all the time, just because he likes it so much and you can't do anything about it, he is fascinated by you and he wants to watch your beauty at any moment. you are the truest angel for him, how should he get away from you? that's right, he doesn't.
he loves to stroke your cheeks with the pad of his thumb and look into your gaze, he tries to find something there but love and care for him.
like a ritual for a happy day - kissing your eyes and pressing his nose against yours and trying to make your breathing the same.
the boy literally wants to become one with you. to become your heart, air and soul (in the best and most adequate sense). and he doesn't want to let you go anywhere else, rafael is afraid that someday you might find someone better, though he guffaws about it, but will you find someone more perfect than him? no.
he's a very gentle kisser! he has such soft lips that you just want to kiss every second, and he can't help himself when he sees you and immediately tries to snuggle up to your sweet lips, makes a very hurt look if you don't kiss him, makes his trademark pouty face and waits for your apology. he's such a meow.
but also, he loves to cuddle! i'm sure that he is very warm and can warm you up at any moment if you ask, and you don't have to ask, he will realize it himself! because he is sticking to you 25/8 to share this warm energy and his love with you, gently stroking you with his palm and leaving air kisses all over your body, you will not be able to resist him 110%.
he likes to just lie next to you and talk about anything or be silent, rafayel doesn't care, the main thing is that you are close and safe next to him.
i think he gets jealous sometimes. you are his treasure and his most important love, he trusts you all his life, but raf can't trust other men when they look at you as their prey. He'd rather spend the night in the police station than let one of those idiots touch you, i mean it.
if you sleep next to him, there's a 100% chance rafael is sleeping on top of you, and you're trying to get out of his grip and he's squeezing harder.
he will never raise his voice at you, and if he does, it will be by accident. he'll be on his knees begging you to forgive him and not leave him. will apologize for another ten years to let you know that he's really sorry and he'll never do it again, because he loves you infinitely more.
you're his biggest muse and his only muse. he'll make an exhibition of paintings with only you in them. you. rafayel wants people to know who helped him achieve such a beautiful inspiration, he tried as hard as he could, he painted his paintings daily and didn't miss a single second, he spent a lot of time but it was worth it, because you were crazy about the paintings! smiled, laughed and cried so hard with love for him, it broke rafayel's heart. this is his number one exhibition and the one where he captured his life, his air and his one and only love.
his love languages are spending time together and physical contact! he wants to hold you close and not let you go, kiss or touch you in every way possible, warm you and love you with his love and he is endlessly happy when you spend time with him like this, play with his hair and draw with him, raf will be over the moon!
will call you baby and his love absolutely always! because it's true. once you get into a relationship, he'll already use nicknames, he doesn't care, you're his favorite and that's it. šŸ’…
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zayne !
zayne is the most protective type of guy! he always wants to know that you're okay and you don't have any problems, and if you do, please tell him and he'll drop everything to rush over to you and protect you, help you and make you happy. it might have something to do with his profession, but either way, zayne just loves you beyond belief and wouldn't get over the moment if something happened to you.
already he wants to live together with you and come to your house, hugging you around the waist and kissing your shoulder. he wants to feel your warmth and let go of all the problems, bad moods and anger just by being near you and inhaling your scent.
he doesn't care if you work or not, he will pay for you everywhere and that's the truth! zayne wants to give you everything in this world, to make you happy and look at things while remembering your favorite guy, it will warm zayne's heart more than anything!
the most gentle and careful boy! sweetly holding your waist and stroking you a little while he listens with a smile on his face as you tell him something, he is so in love with you :( this may sound selfish, but zayne doesn't care who you are sitting with, he only wants to listen to you and look at you.
he has the most wonderful kisses. zayne kisses you with all the passion he has set aside for such a wonderful and intimate moment between you, he takes his time with you. gently he settles his hands on your cheeks and brushes his hands against your plump lips, savoring such a wonderful taste of love between you, trying to pull away every now and then so you can breathe a little, but he just can't, he wants to kiss you every second and never let go of those beautiful lips. will probably bite you a little if he's in a playful mood so he can kiss those spots on your lips afterward. šŸ«¢
if we're talking about cuddling, it's one of zayne's favorite things to do. as much as he loves kissing you, feeling your warmth is so much more important to him. he can feel your pulse beating out his name and he smiles like a cat. just feeling you near gives him the best hope in the world and the fact that he's willing to fight every day just to keep you warm.
if you sleep next to him, zayne holds you very gently and sniffles softly in your ears. only with you can he sleep so soundly that he probably won't hear alarm clocks, he'll be late, but he'll kiss you and tell you how glad he is to have you in his life.
he'll text you throughout the day to see how you're feeling and if you want to visit him, and if zayne is more or less free, he'll have lunch with you!
he's not the jealous type. zaynehas confidence in you and in the fact that you'll never hurt him - that's enough. and if anyone starts thinking he has a chance with you, clearly he'll fly off to another galaxy.
he might come in upset from work sometimes and start ignoring you, just because he doesn't want to snap and say rude words in your direction, because he knows you don't deserve that. Kiss him on the forehead and tell him how much you love him - zayne will definitely cry and lay on your chest while you gently stroke his hair. he's such a baby.
his love languages are words and actions! i'm 100% sure of it. zayne shows his love for you through actions and doesn't mind telling the world about his endless love for just you. ( he's already planning to marry you and picking out a ring, hehe.)
will call you angel and baby! the cutest nicknames and only for you. he calls you that everywhere he goes and doesn't care about the stares of the people around him. you have the sweetest love! šŸ„ŗ
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xavier !
the smallest baby of all! literally the embodiment of love, sunshine and all that is purest. xavier has the most tender feelings for you, which he kept especially for you, protecting them from stares and dirty hands, just so you could see what a beautiful love he has for you.
i also think he's one of the most romantic guys. He thinks out every date so that you will definitely like it, makes a plan and then goes to you to ask for your opinion, the only one he will listen to. šŸ«¢
but also, he'll also be happy to just sit at home with you, talking about different topics and cuddling until the wee hours of the morning on the couch while some movie is playing in the background. xavier will look at you with a look full of love, you lit a spark in him and only thanks to you it is always with him.
despite the fact that xavier seems too sweet and kind, he also has his dark side as a hunter, he will not be afraid to stand up for you at any moment, no matter what they do to him - he doesn't care. after all, you trusted him and trusted your heart, now he will always protect you from the evil in this world. you deserve nothing but heaven and all the beautiful things in it.
i would say xavier is the type of guy who loves hugs much more than kisses, just feeling your heartbeat and breathing - makes him happier than ever. him holding you close and stroking you with his palm while his other hand goes through your hair is something much more than just love, it's a special intimacy, keep it.
speaking of kissing though, xavier loves kissing your cheeks and hands! his most favorite places and the ones he once kissed for the first time, they are precious to him and so he dare not leave them without his special love. his lips are VERY soft, even too soft! the ones you want to kiss every second of the day. šŸ˜­ before nestling his lips on yours, xavier runs his finger along your cheeks and is sure to whisper sweet words, im sure!
i think he's jealous, sometimes too jealous. he's just afraid you'll leave him or find someone better. ā˜¹ļø seriously, the boy is ready to fight for you with anyone, just so you can feel his endless love. but don't worry, he will never blame you or fight with you, xavier is beyond that, he will just get over it and come running to you for a cuddle afterward!
and based on that, xavier is not a fan of fighting, just like the rest of the guys. he is a sweet baby and wants you to have a loving relationship with him and no aggression.
xavier loves to sleep next to you, because it's so peaceful and he knows that you are absolutely fine. covering you with his warm blanket and pulling you even closer to him! trying to put you together like a puzzle and kisses you softly behind your ear and then kisses your neck to let you know that xavier is there for you and always will be.
he will cook for you! even if he doesn't know how to cook, he will learn how to cook so that he can delight you every day with his masterpieces and see your smile after his incredibly tasty dishes.
like i said before, xavier is the most tactile baby of all, so his primary love language is physical contact! he loves snuggling with you, he loves cuddling, he loves stroking you, he loves when you sit on his lap, he loves when you braid his hair, he is just crazy about the way your bodies interact and the warmth you give each other. and another love language is support! you are his best and most loyal friend, he will trust you with all his secrets and more. xavier also wants to be your source of energy for the whole day, support you when you are in a bad mood and want to cry, or when you want to be alone, but he will still check in on you from time to time to make sure you are okay.
calling you all kinds of cute nicknames! he has no favorites, to him you are a baby, toddler, baby girl, little girl, princess, kitten, bear and everything in between. he is too sweet and wants you to know how beautiful you are in his eyes and what a gorgeous girl you are!
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caleb !
my baby caleb! the most favorite of all and the one I myself would do anything for and protect him from any evil. šŸ„ŗ he has got all types of softie guys in him and is loving, and protective, and sweet, and hot! he is literally everything, i can say you won the lottery if you accepted his love, because caleb will give you the ultimate paradise with soft clouds, heartfelt confessions and with your most favorite fruits! my boy is the most loving and so he will do the best for his angel.
plus, he is the ultimate jokester! when caleb is around you, he always tries to make a joke somehow to make you smile sunny and then tickle you and hear your laughter that will make caleb himself laugh to tears.
caleb just walks up to you and rests his head on top of yours and follows you around like a lost child. šŸ˜­ i swear, if you walk downtown together, he'll probably cling to you so he doesn't lose sight of you (he's afraid of losing you.)
he also loves to eat and so he always wants to take you to different places he likes and treat you to something yummy for how well you did! (even if you didn't do anything.)
he's not jealous at all because he's confident in your relationship and won't let anyone ruin it. your harmony and your love is far above anything in his life, he is ready to keep it in his soul forever and even in death he will love you with his tender love. even if caleb notices someone trying to hit on you, he knows that person will get nothing, because you are only loyal to your gorgeous boyfriend and no one else. he will also make sure to stand up for you and tell the person to go elsewhere and leave you alone.
will introduce you to his grandmother without fail! he loves you both dearly and is confident that you will get along and find common ground, making caleb the happiest guy on this planet!
and how he loves to kiss you! very hard, but at the same time too tender! for caleb, all of you, beautiful and wonderful, all the parts of your body that he wants to kiss and give all his love! he presses his palms to your face and gazes into your eyes, mentally asking for your permission and only then does he kiss you, not allowing you to inhale and continuing to kiss you as his hands travel up and down your body. it's like you're the only thing alive to him in this world, and even though you are. šŸ«¢
he has the tightest hugs and that's a fact. a hug that brings you back to the brightest place and protects you from every evil in this world while caleb quietly sings your favorite song to you, bringing tears to your eyes. he loves cuddling on your bed where he immediately and falls asleep on your chest.
he loves sleeping with you and waking up with you, as he feels your breath on his skin and smiles again, kissing your face and thinking he wants to wake up like that for the rest of his life. most likely he will sleep on top of you. šŸ«  but no one minds because caleb is very warm and will replace any blanket for you!
never quarrels with you and doesn't care what others say. he listens to you and takes your side and then is completely calm to make his point. caleb cherishes you incredibly much and doesn't want to fight about anything, it's useless and too sad, and our baby boy always wants to make you happy.
so, love languages, what are his? most likely the most standard set of love: words, actions, support, and time together. that's what makes caleb happy and you don't have to pick one thing. he speaks many words of love that are absolutely true. always hugs you and kisses you at every moment to see the dimples on your cheeks. supports you in your toughest moments, tears you up when you're sad. and to top it all off, spends almost all of his time with you and wants to capture all the highlights of your life.
he calls you his baby girl and princess! after all, you deserve it. let's just say he's been calling you nicknames since day one of your relationship, he doesn't care. šŸ˜­ caleb loves it when you get embarrassed and try to look away, but he catches your chin with his finger and turns you around for a kiss gently purring "baby girl."
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zeldasnotes Ā· 3 months
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Some of the most kind people Ive ever met had had Jupiter conjunct Moon/Venus. Pure, genuine kindness.
Fama(408) conjunct Uranus can indicate overnight fame. This aspect reminds me of the people who are recorded saying something really funny without realizing it and when they wake up in the morning and see the video went viral.
Venus 10th house is common in the charts of people who work with beauty procedures with a more permanent effect like microblading, cosmetic tattoos, laser hair removal etc. People with these placements often like to get these procedures done on themselves too. Since 10th house is ruled by saturn and saturn is time they want something that lasts instead of just going to a makeupartist.
If one of your parents have Venus in the 5th house you probably hot af.
Moon/Venus conjunct Chiron can mean constantly befriending or falling for the wrong women. They are drawn to people who need healing. But what they forget is that misery loves company.
Everytime I like an artist to the point of liking EVERY song they make we had Venus 8th house synastry. There is a deep understanding here when it comes to art.
Fama(408) conjunct Moon = Soccer mom imagešŸ‘©šŸ»ā€šŸ¼āš½ļøšŸ§ø
People with Ceres(1) conjunct personal planets tend to be well liked.
Venus/Saturn aspects might be hated on more by older people than people their own age. Older women might comment on their looks and older men notice them.
Everytime someone throws a fit in my comments its because I said something about their Moon aspect/sign. Which kinda proves what a sensitive planet the Moon is.
Moon can show where you spend so much time to the point of living there. I read about a person in true crime who lived in her car and she had Moon in the 3rd house, Ive seen Moon in the 6th house who are at work all the time, Ive seen Moon in the 11th housers who are always at their friends house.
Mars, Nessus or Lilith in the 11th house can be keyboard warriors. šŸ¤¬šŸ’»
Part of Fortune in the 5th house makes someone blessed with extraordinary creativity.
Ive seen people with Lilith Square Jupiter might have to suffer a lot because of rebelling against cultural/religious expectations.
Mars Square Uranus are the kind of people to EXPLODE with physical energy. This makes them excellent at martial arts since they move quick. Mike Tyson have Mars Square Uranus and Pluto.
Venus in Leo in the solar return chart can make you more interested in fashion & haircare that year. šŸ’…
Transit Asteroid Destinn(6583) was conjunct my natal Venus and Transit Moon was in my natal 7th house the day I met the love of my life. Transit Juno(3) was conjunct my natal Juno.
Transit Dejanira(157) conjunct my natal Ascendant was hell. Ive never been victimized by others like I was during that year.
Women with Lilith and Pluto aspecting the Ascendant always look so good in bloodred or jetblack hair.
Moon in the 11th house might find a lot of comfort in social media. Social media can be their escape.
Juicy Couture just screams Taurus energy to me. The soft comfy but still so rich and pretty look to the clothes and bags is pure Taurus. (I cant be the only one who relate certain brands to a sign?)šŸ›ļø
Be careful with 2nd house synastry bc it can really make you want to buy someone stuff. I dont know if its house or planet who usually wants to buy bc Ive seen both ways around. Sure it can be a positive thing but not if one is a user and the other is naive. Can also make one expect stuff from the other. šŸ’°
Me and my lilsister have 2nd house synastry but we would never use eachother we just love buying eachother stuff and discuss food and shopping together. For us the giving goes both ways. But Ive seen other situations where one just gave and gave without getting anything back.
Most Libra Venus men Ive met made a very big deal out of what their type is. The type to let eeeeverybody know about how they only date redheads. They can become VERY into what they find beautiful.
Venus says a lot about your behaviour bc Venus is what we find attractive and ofc we act as we want to be seen. Capricorn Venuses for example tend to act in a very mature and serious way. Their behaviour really screams ā€take me seriously or live to regret it.ā€
People with Venus/Pluto tends to get a lot of unwanted suggestions on what to do with their looks.
Transit Asteroid Destinn(6583) was conjunct my natal Venus the day I met the love of my life. And transit Juno(3) was conjunct my natal Juno.
Plutonian Moons can always spot eachother. Same with Chiron 1st house and Lilith 11th house. Thats because these placements all bring experiences in someones youth that can be easily seen on the person later in life.
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livinahey Ā· 5 months
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aaaaaastrobs-essions (jk) .ćƒ»ć‚œć‚œćƒ»
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if you struggling with low self esteem go to fire sun/earth mars/venus in angles (1h/4h/7h/10). They will cheer you up and remind you that you deserve fine things in life šŸ’…āœØšŸ§šā€ā™€ļø just dont fake your insecurities to them or theyll disgusted by you
speak of self esteem, someone that have their asteroid medusa (149) in your 2nd are the one that silently judge and mock you. the one that try to attack your self esteem. the one that underestimate you; and will start to think "whats cool about them?" if you get great achievement in life. EVEN think that you dont deserve that and it should be them because they think theyre way much better than you šŸ˜¹šŸ˜¹ what a bitch. beware of them try to steal your great things as a result ā€¼ļøšŸ˜’šŸ‘¹šŸ’„šŸ’„
asteroid nemesis (128) in house shows ab whats hurt you then you develop animosity/hatred to it, check the theme of the house
1h - hatred towards self identity, hatred towards how people see you, you can hate your looks :(
2h - hatred towards possessions. You may lacks of material possessions, feel less than others in that area and you hate it
3h - hatred towards sibling, neighbor
4h - hatred towards family
5h - hatred towards "spotlight", flings, drama, childlike spirit
6h - hatred towards coworker, health (you may feel youre less healthy than others)
7h - hatred towards partner (āœ‹šŸ’€šŸ’€), partnership itself. you likely wanna do everything alone
8h - hatred towards mystery. you hate it when someone hides something from you, not clear ab something, keeping something from you, being secretive
9h - hatred towards um.... tw religions. sorry you probably hate particular beliefs. hatred towards travelling, inlaws are also possible
10h - hatred towards public image, fame. you can hate public figures, famous person šŸ˜¹šŸ˜¹ (im laughing because yeah we all know public figure often are not what they show on the media aka theyre fake)
11h - hatred towards friend, hatred towards what you see on internet. can be indicator of someone that dont like to use social media, or you give hate speech/comments on social media
12h - hatred towards whats "out of reach"
cardinal moons are pure souls that surrounded by "darkness". they can easily influenced by negativity from their surrounding so they MUST, i say MUST to keep good ppl around them or....bye (aka they can turn themselves into the evil)
what's with sag venus and having interest in things that they shouldnt be interested to
taurus women have this fiery strong badass facade to them, while the men looks like cute puppy (and wise???) lmao (for sun moon mars)
mutable mercury in first decan (0Ā°-9Ā°) why are you like to lie for no reason. are prone to say what they dont really mean. go seek better hobbies!
some of leo sun men are gay but they hide it by having love relationship with women... that's very weird (and irritating) of you
undeveloped earth venus only falls for/want to dating popular goodlooking mf even if in personality wise theyre not that best and it can leads to unfulfilling relationship šŸ’ā€ā™€ļø
talk ab earth venus, i see them always fall for fixed sign venus (no im not referring them fixed venus as bad one that i mentioned above)
developed earth venus? they dont need to be with someone to increase their status, they simply being the (true) great person they are šŸ¤© (they know how to and do get the good life by themselves!!)
what i like ab fire moon is theyre so passionate but sometimes it can be too passionate where it leads to them making unnecessary drama šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
water suns are prone to being delusional šŸ˜¹šŸ˜¹
air venus stop giving mixed signals
i cant help but think ab where sagittarius in your chart shows what's "wild", "crazy" about you. thats why pluto in sag generations being seen as scary bcs the power (pluto rules ab power) they have.... šŸ˜¹šŸ˜¹
moon-neptune aspects šŸ¤ say something then regret it
libra big 6 placements šŸ¤ attract petty ppl (and then get attacked, being seen as bad one when they just want to defend/protect themselves :()
undeveloped fixed moon šŸ¤ being petty
pluto in earth house (2h/6h/10h) are the brat but loved lmao
aqua mars šŸ¤ makes ppl amazed
air sign jupiter give the vibes of unstoppable teenagers (in a good way). see blackpink lisa (aqua jupiter), nct jaemin (gemini jupiter), newjeans hanni (libra jupiter), or another air sign jupiter you know! šŸ˜‰
saturn-sun aspect are prone to experience unexpected loss :(
there's nothing more i hate in synastry than squaring to venus aspect... bc i feel unwanted there šŸ§ā€ā™€ļøšŸŖ“
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Co-Stars pt.4
Summary: Y/n post something interesting...
Warning: Sexism/ use of Y/n/ Swearing/
A/n: > Means Y/n's replies
Word count: 890 words
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@Official_Y/n: Guess who?
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Comments:
@User5710: Mother posting!!!!
@Y/n_fan214: Soft lauch?!
@TimotheChalamet: Ew, there's children on this app. > OkayšŸ™‚
@Austin_Butler: šŸ«£ > Sush Elvis
@User9261: Did she just shushed Austin Butler? > She did šŸ’…
@Dua_Lipa: That back tho! šŸ«Ø > šŸ‹ā€ā™€ļøšŸ’ŖšŸ’…
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After her post, the Internet was like the volcano that flooded Pompei with lava: Smoking hot. Everyone was talking about the guy in the picture and how intimate they looked. Of course, everyone thought about Callum, and they were right, but they didnā€™t know it. So, when Y/n, Austin, Anthony and Callum went on the Graham Norton show, they were expecting questions about it.
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ā€˜ā€™So, Y/n obviously you got a lot of attention this week, because of thisā€™ā€™ Her post appears on the screen. Anthony starts to chuckle. ā€˜ā€™I know, my back looks greatā€™ā€™ she says, avoiding the question. ā€˜ā€™You look amazing, but the real question is: Who is the gentleman in the two pictures?ā€™ā€™ Two red arrows pointing at the men in the pictures appears on the screen. ā€˜ā€™I canā€™t see him, maybe point it to meā€™ā€™ she says, sarcastically of course. The publics starts to laugh. ā€˜ā€™I mean thereā€™s a gentleman in my life, I wonā€™t say who, but yeah. Thought Iā€™d tease the internet a littleā€™ā€™ she says, crossing her legs. ā€˜ā€™Boys do you know who he is?ā€™ā€™ Graham asked the 3 men. ā€˜ā€™Yeah, I met him, heā€™s really niceā€™ā€™ Anthony says. ā€˜ā€™Heā€™s amazing, he takes care of my best friend, and thatā€™s all that countsā€™ā€™ Callum says. Y/n has to bite the inside of her cheek to prevent her from laughing. Hearing Callum talk about himself at the 3rd person almost makes her laugh and blow away the surprise. ā€˜ā€™Like they said, heā€™s a really nice guy. Really fun too, we had some great conversations with him. Awesome guyā€™ā€™ Austin adds. ā€˜ā€™But what about Callum?ā€™ā€™ Graham asks. ā€˜ā€™What about him?ā€™ā€™ Y/n asks. ā€˜ā€™W-w-well you guys. T-t-the internet ships you together!ā€™ā€™ he stutters. Y/n direct answer took him by surprise. ā€˜ā€™We also have a video of Callum and a mystery lady, letā€™s take a lookā€™ā€™ What video? Shit?! It showed a video of Callum making out with Y/n, but we couldnā€™t see her face, it was badly filmed because the only action we could see was between the crack of the door. Y/n tried not to react, and she was hoping that Callum would improvise something. ā€˜ā€™Graham, Iā€™m sorry, but weā€™re here to promote our show, Master of the Air, not trying to get to the bottom of the rumors of whoā€™s Y/n dating and Callumā€™s privacy being invadedā€™ā€™ Austin said, as calmly as possible. ā€˜ā€™Austinā€™s right, plus we have great things to talk about other than Y/nā€™s dating life.ā€™ā€™ Anthony added the woman smiled to the blonde, who just saved their life. ā€˜ā€™Youā€™re right, Iā€™m sorry, so Anthonyā€¦ā€™ā€™ Graham didnā€™t talk about relationships that night. When the interview was over and they got backstage, Y/n hugged Austin. ā€˜ā€™Thank you so freaking muchā€™ā€™ she said. ā€˜ā€™Thank you, Austin, I really appreciate itā€™ā€™ Callum said. ā€˜ā€™Donā€™t worry we got youā€™ā€™ Anthony said.
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After Austin and Anthonyā€™s intervention, the people calmed down on the question, but the internet could still see their chemistry. Callum and Y/n still liked to tease the internet, but they calmed down too. Until the premier in the U.S.A, they kissed at the final premiere, in London. The one in the United-States was the before last premiere they all did. Y/n came on the carpet with a very reviling designer piece that the fans started to speculate.
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She didnā€™t want to come on the carpet dressed like this, but the designer put a lot of effort into the piece, so she wore it. But she already had a team ready inside the movie theater to change her outfit. When she stepped out the car, she felt very vulnerable, she arrived alone this time, she was already gonna get attention for her outfit, she didnā€™t more publicity. She walked on the red carpet, until she reached her co-stars. ā€˜ā€™Y/n here! Show us your tits!ā€™ā€™ a male fan yelled, making her very uncomfortable. Callum, who had seen the scene, felt really bad for his girlfriend. He wanted to help her, but if he gave her his jacket, the rumors would just be unbearable, they like to tease the internet, but not like that. ā€˜ā€™Austin, can you go give your jacket to Y/n, sheā€™s really uncomfortableā€™ā€™ he whispered. He nodded than went forward, to give Y/n his jacket. ā€˜ā€™With your boyfriendsā€™ complimentsā€™ā€™ he said, not wanting to be suspicious. She put the jacket on and continued her way on the carpet. They finally did a group photo, after they could go inside, and Y/n could change. ā€˜ā€™Come on Y/n, youā€™re not afraid to be shirtless on Instagram! We want to see the tits!ā€™ā€™ another male fan yelled. The guys were all in shook of what they just heard. But Y/n took all the confidence she had left and stepped forward. ā€˜ā€™Maybe ask politelyā€™ā€™ she gave the men a fake smile before showing him her middle finger. The flash of the camera doubled; she was certainly going to get attention now. But what she didnā€™t realise was that the hole cast was flipping the guy off. Callum was the first to follow is girlfriend in giving the middle finger, the rest just followed.
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Surprisingly, it wasnā€™t her outfit that made the front page, it was the picture of the cast giving the finger to the sexist fan. They didnā€™t talk about the fact that it was disrespectful, they talked about the fact that men were supporting woman and how it should always be like this. The cast of Master of the Air were now icons in the feminist movement. All thanks to Callumā€¦
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MRS CHRIS | c. dixon
summary: a scroll through your internet presence as 'mrs chris'. [social media AU.]
pairing: fem!reader x chris dixon (chrismd)
faceclaim: eva meloche
notes: first piece for mrs chris out of the wag universe. eva is gonna be the main fc I use for mrs chris, hopefully you like it!
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yourinstagram charity match this week, plus some other fun tidbits
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user that outfit šŸ¤©
user I knew she was a rhode girly šŸ’…
taliamar soooo pretty šŸ¤šŸ¤šŸ¤
stephan_tries the only person who is safe from my slander in the commentary box
yourinstagram it's because without me you would've been cancelled a loooooong time ago
stephan_tries best pr manager in the biz
user my idol tbh
user you radiate good energy
chrismd10 another day, another slay šŸ˜š
yourinstagram please never speak again
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chrismd10 there's norway this is my job
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faithlouisak my daughter's gonna see that picture one day
user get y/n on it now!!!
user creating more work for y/n by posting ethan's ass pics
user couple goals šŸ˜©šŸ’…
user when he makes her job harder šŸ¤©šŸ¤©šŸ¤©
user chris hitting the glow-up hard šŸ¤¤
user y/n knew what his potential was šŸ¤
user they started dating and he just got hotter??
user that harry shot was lethal šŸ«£
user sick video šŸ‘šŸ½
yourinstagram why must you do this to me? do you hate me?
behzinga I'm sorry
yourinstagram I'm letting you go
chrismd10 sorry mate
yourinstagram you're next md
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yourinstagram norway for the week <3 at shoots and scrubbing ass pics from the internet šŸ«¶šŸ¼
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user she's just so pretty šŸ« 
chrismd10 good luck with that šŸ«£
yourinstagram you can explain to olive why her dad's bum is all over the internet one day christopher
faithlouisak aunty y/n would NEVER do that to her beloved neice
yourinstagram my literal baby girl šŸ˜­
user y/n drinking wine to ignore her boyfriend and other clients being stupid
user literally every person in the new video, apart from danny, is a part of y/n's client base
user how does she do this shit
user girl has managed to stop HARRY LEWIS from getting cancelled, I'm convinced she can do anything
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yourinstagram mixing work with pleasure apparently..
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user EAT HIM UP Y/N
user in the words arthur television: she gagged him
calfreezy send kart 21 down the river
user chris on a ladder is so funny to me šŸ˜­
maxbalegde sexy pr lady, come over right NOW, you look too good to not be at my place of residence
yourinstagram be right there xx
user casual london fashion week pic on the 2nd slide x
yourinstagram humble bragging šŸ˜©
user I want her life šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
user ikr literally hanging out with all your friends because you manage their image? sign me up
yourinstagram rlly easy guys, just date a famous youtuber and have a media and communications degree xxxx just so easy!!
chrismd10 never forget where you came from.. me
yourinstagram okay mr arsenal bedsheets x
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yourinstagram I got my Greece trip- I mean video... and got to pick which extras to bring along......
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user quick everyone act shocked that chris is there
user oh my gosh.. no way, chris? I am so surprised
yourinstagram I appreciate the effort guys šŸ„²
user she just is that bitch šŸ˜­
user you know she's got every single one of those men wrapped around her finger
arthurtv i wasn't one of the chosen ones šŸ’”
yourinstagram because im tired of you and chris sharing a bed and me sleeping on the hotel couch
chrismd10 foiled again arthur
calfreezy send me this pic you traitor
user pr manager/photographer
yourinstagram I need a pay rise
chrismd10 thanks for stowing me away in your suitcase xx
user she's mothering I love it
user so hot
user major fitty ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„šŸ¤©
taliamar so true
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chrismd10 constantly reminding me who she is in that first photo. happiest of birthdays to my pr manager and nothing else!
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user happy birthday y/n the pr manager!!
user a y/n photo dump is my favourite kind!!
user spoil us chris!!
wroetoshaw happy birthday y/n!
faithlouisak my wife's birthday šŸ¤©
ksi happy birthday to the goat
user chris and y/n be sappy challenge
callux the queen! happy birthday!!
vikkstagram happy birthday mrs chris!! thanks for everything
yourinstagram thank your lucky stars you posted all nice pictures or I would've deleted your youtube channel xxxx
user Y/N PLEASE šŸ˜­
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Was chatting with @chadillacboseman about fucking kuai liang, bi han and liu kang at the airport bc I was wondering how they got to johnnys house.
Like did they go on a plane or
Only to realize liu probably opened a portal but I like the airport idea better.
Anyway
Kuai Liang and Bi Han at the airport:
ā€¢ I just know theyā€™d both want to go in their bright ass uniforms and liu kang is like šŸ¤Øā€¦no. He makes them change into civilian clothing (with their respective colors still) and bi han is bitching
ā€¢ traveling for fucking ever and they got a layover in Chicago
ā€¢ Liu goes to get them tea from Starbucks and thinks surely nothing can go wrong leaving the two of them alone
ā€¢ Kuai Liang is fine, heā€™s okay sitting there just waiting, people watching etc etc etc. Still intimidating looking letā€™s be real
ā€¢ Bi han is sitting with his arms crossed, grumpy af, perma-scowl on his face and you just so happened to be sitting across from him trying not to stare but youā€™re like šŸ‘ļøšŸ‘„šŸ‘ļø
ā€¢ You think ā€˜boy oh boy I hope theyā€™re not on my flightā€™ as you subtly not so subtly try to look at them
ā€¢ They know youā€™re looking
ā€¢ Liu kang finally returns with their drinks, bi han takes one sip and says it tastes like shit and then they start calling to board the plane
ā€¢ Youā€™re first class bc yes bitch šŸ’… but then you see them also getting up
ā€¢ You board, all is good and dandy, middle seat unfortunately but thatā€™s okay. And then you see the two of them come to your aisle and you just šŸ§ā€ā™‚ļø
ā€¢ Squished between two muscular men, trying not to bother either one of them
ā€¢ Donā€™t even bother looking out the window bc bi han brings the visor down, wanting to try and get some shut eye. He doesnā€™t.
ā€¢ They start speaking a different language right over your head, you just so happen to know itā€™s either Cantonese or Mandarin (itā€™s Mandarin). The one in blue clutching your shared arm rest so hard that you swear he could snap it off. The one in orange shaking his head and rolling his eyes. But you keep picking up the words ā€˜Johnny cageā€™.
ā€¢ Like the actor?
ā€¢ Time for snacks and you want the bag of pretzels, ready to claim it when the attendant asks what would you like
ā€¢ Unfortunately bi han also wants the pretzels and just straight up demands it, grabbing it past your nose and ripping the bag open
ā€¢ You give him the side eye
ā€¢ The rest of the flight is unbearably awkward, doing your best to make yourself unseen and just listen to your tunes until finally you land in good ol LA
ā€¢ luckily youā€™re close to the front of the plane but unluckily you gotta wait for orange brother to get up first.
ā€¢ He helps you get your bag down āœØ
ā€¢ Bi han grouches at him to hurry tf up
ā€¢ You eventually scurry off the plane and watch the two of them and the liu kang make their way down the walkway and quickly out, wondering if comic con had come early this year.
Bonus:
ā€¢ kuai Liang stops at every gift shop because he wants to look and bi han bitches at him to hurry tf up
ā€¢ ā€œwe have no use for this bauble, kuai liang.ā€
ā€¢ ā€œBut brotherā€”ā€œ *holds up keychain that says ā€˜all I got is this stupid keychainā€™ and walks to the counter* itā€™s for tomas who couldnā€™t make it.ā€
ā€¢ if they eat at the airport restaurant bi han treats himself to margs and kuai Liang plays the little tablet games
ā€¢ bi han also beefs with an 8 yr old who looks at him funny
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Comparing you to their Ex-Girlfriend
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Kuroo Tetsuro x Fem! Reader; Suna Rintaro x Fem! Reader (she/her pronouns)
Warnings: Angst to Comfort, the boys are MAJOR DICKS, swearing, alcoholism in Kuroosā€™, Kenma and Osamu taking their shots šŸ˜Œ, in Sunaā€™s reader falls asleep in her car and it obviously looks weird but sheā€™s just sleeping!
A/N: just me, being self-indulgent again šŸ’… Iā€™m working on trying to improve my descriptive skills and I figured Iā€™d share my attempts
Kuroo
You and Tetsuro had a great relationship. You had both worked hard to establish trust after your previously failed attempts at love. No relationship was perfect and you definitely had your fair share of troubles, often finding yourself disagreeing with your boyfriend over random things. You both had strong opinions and that was ok, you respected each other and made your relationship work.
Both you and Tetsuro worked long hours at your jobs. He was the sports promoter for Japanā€™s menā€™s volleyball and you worked hard in your chosen profession. While you had worked hard to establish a distinction between your home and work life, sometimes your boyfriend found it difficult.
He was always working, always scheming up new ways to bring awareness to the sport. His newest venture had been centered on creating an All Stars match featuring some of Japanā€™s finest players from all around the world.
You loved Tetsuro with your entire heart but you couldnā€™t help but feel second in his world at times. You understood how important it was to him and how hard he worked but you still struggled with sharing your boyfriend especially when he was at home.
You had been excited for the weekend, having planned an extravagant date for your and Tetsuroā€™s two year anniversary. He was coming home at 5 pm to shower and get ready, your reservations were set for 7pm at the cities hottest new restaurant. Your mutual friend, Kenma, had helped hook you up with reservations that were extremely hard to come by.
Everything was planned out perfectly, your outfit, makeup and hair were flawless. You had even splurged on a special lingerie set just for tonight. When 5pm rolled around and Tetsuro hadnā€™t showed up, you messaged him. You figured his meeting had run a little late but you werenā€™t too concerned. However, when 5:30 then 6 followed by 6:30 and 7 came you became extremely concerned. You hard called him a dozen times, text him well over that, concerned something serious might have happened.
At 7:45pm, the door finally opened as you shot up from your seat on the couch. You watched as your boyfriend strolled in, tie lose and looking exhausted. He set his briefcase down, before taking his shoes off and looking at you.
ā€œHey baby, sorry Iā€™m late today was ridiculous! Whatā€™s for dinner? Iā€™m starving,ā€ he said, removing his tie and walking into your shared bedroom. You stared at him, completely flabbergasted by how he was acting. Had he really forgotten? This had to be some sick joke.
ā€œTetsuro,ā€ you said as he hummed a response and walked out into the living room.
ā€œWow babe you look incredible! Did you have a work meeting today?ā€ He said making his way to the kitchen, ā€œare we ordering our tonight? I hope itā€™s from that dumpling place we got last week!ā€
You continued to stare at him, your eyes practically drying out from not blinking, ā€œTetsuro did you forget we were going out tonight?ā€
He stopped, turning and sighing, ā€œYN Iā€™m so sorry- my boss came into town and he wanted to see how the developments were coming along, I completely spaced it.ā€
ā€œAnd you completely spaced answering your phone or at least letting me know youā€™d be late? I was worried sick Tetsuro!ā€ You shouted, angry not only because your plans were ruined but because he didnā€™t even think to let you know about what was going on.
ā€œYN itā€™s not that big of a deal, we can go out to that place anytime. I promise Iā€™ll make it up to you,ā€ he responded as he came closer, extending his arms as you backed away.
ā€œNo Tetsuro, you always promise me and you never deliver. Iā€™ve been flexible, Iā€™ve been accommodating because I know you love your job but it seems that I need to be volleyball shaped in order to get any attention!ā€ You shouted as he narrowed his gaze on you.
ā€œYN donā€™t you think youā€™re overreacting? You said it yourself, you how important this is to me,ā€ he said as you stood there, mouth agape.
ā€œTetsuro, Iā€™m asking for you to be a boyfriend to me, to give me a little time and affection and you think Iā€™m over exaggerating?ā€ You yell. You were so mad and you had every right to be. You stood there, staring at him as he shook his head and began to mumble, ā€œspeak up Tetsuro! I know you have something you want to say!ā€
ā€œI never had this problem when I was with Ally! She knew how important my work was and she never bothered me like you do!ā€ He spat out as you reeled back. How could he bring her up? How could he stoop so low as to bring up the one person who had made you fell inferior.
Ally was Tetsuroā€™s ex girlfriend and his first love. She had broken up with him right after college when she decided to move abroad. When you met him, he was heartbroken and you slowly worked to help mend what she had wrecked and now he had the audacity to bring her up?
You turned, grabbing your keys and your phone and began walking towards the door. You slipped on your heels, opening the door and leaving Tetsuro standing in the kitchen, absolutely stunned at what he had said. He hadnā€™t thought about her in so long, why did her memory come flooding back in that moment?
He heard the door close as his breath hitched, realizing you had left. ā€œFuck- FUCK!ā€ He shouted as he quickly grabbed his keys and ran after you, only to find your car gone. He paced in your parking spot, hand pulling at his hair as the words sank in.
Meanwhile, you drove, mascara running freely down your cheeks as you sobbed and pulled up to an apartment building. Getting out, you walked up the stairs and hit the buzzer.
ā€œHello?ā€ A voice answered
ā€œK-Kenma, itā€™s Yn! Can I come up please?!?ā€ You cried as the door buzzed and you ran into the building, Kenma meeting you at his door. You fling yourself into his embrace as he rubbed your back.
ā€œYN are you ok? Is Kuroo ok? What happened?!?ā€ Kenma said, panicked as you pulled away.
ā€œHe-he was late coming home and we were suppose to go out for dinner for our anniversary. When he came home, he completely forgot about our plans, saying some bullshit about his boss coming or something,ā€ you blubbered out, ā€œand when I confronted him, he got defensive and then- then he said how Ally would have never bothered him about his work!ā€
You cried harder as Kenma sighed and hugged you close. Kenma knew all about Ally and how she had broken Kuroo. He knew how much he had loved her and how broken he was when she left. He had spent many late nights up with his friend, talking him down from flying across the world for a girl who didnā€™t want to be with him or picking his friend up, wasted at the bar and puking because of the pain he felt.
However, all of that changed when Kuroo met you. You made him happy again, you made him smile and laugh more than anyone else ever had. Kenma remembers how the memory of Kurooā€™s former love faded, and how it was replaced with the love for you. He knew Kuroo loved you more than life itself, but he couldnā€™t deny how stupid his friend had been.
ā€œCome on in Yn, letā€™s talk ok?ā€ Kenma said as you nodded and the door behind you closed.
Kuroo sat in your apartment, eyes red with tears as he cried. How could he do something so awful, say something so unforgivable to you? He thought back to before he met you and how he knew his relationship with Ally was ending. He thought about how she pulled away, saying ā€œI love youā€ less and less until she finally told him she was leaving and wanted to end the relationship. He was so broken, so pained from the experience of losing his first love.
He drank to numb the pain, sometimes staying late at his office and passing out with a whiskey in his hands. He thought heā€™d never be able to find someone again. Then, like an Angel, you appeared at his office door. You were so beautiful, so incredibly perfect. It was like God himself had placed you there. You helped him pull himself out from the drinking, from the self-loathing into loving himself again. It was because of you that he had become so successful at work, your support always spurring him on.
He rested his head on his hands, looking at his phone as his background lit up from a notification. The picture was of you two on the night he had confessed his love to you. You were both so happy, your smile filling the screen.
He stood up, grabbing his shoes and slipping them on, his keys and phone going to his pocket. He knew exactly where you went, where you always went, where he would go.
It was late when his car pulled up behind yours, relieved he had been right and that you were safe. He ran up the stairs, ringing the buzzer to his friends apartment.
ā€œCome one come on- hello?!?ā€ He said as the button beeped and he swung the door open. Kenma greeted him in the hallway, standing guard at the door with a scowl on his face.
ā€œYouā€™re an idiot,ā€ he said
ā€œI know-ā€
ā€œLiterally the scum of the earth!ā€ Kenma growled
ā€œI know-ā€
ā€œI should call Bokuto to come kick your ass!ā€ Kenma whisper shouted
ā€œAnd Iā€™d deserve it,ā€ Kuroo said as he looked at his friend, ā€œI fucked up- I royally fucked up dude and I hate myself. I hate myself for hurting her and I know I donā€™t deserve her but she deserves to know how sorry I am.ā€
ā€œBe quiet when you go inside, sheā€™s sleeping,ā€ Kenma said, moving out of the way as Kuroo walked in. He saw you curled up, asleep on the couch as he quietly approached you. Your face was stained with tears, indicating how badly his words stung. He sat down, next to the couch and watched you as Kenma watched from the corner. He gently grazed you face, moving your hair from it.
ā€œYN, baby,ā€ he said as you gently woke up, your eyes softly meet his teary ones, ā€œbaby I fucked to so bad and Iā€™m so sorry. I know I hurt you and I know I donā€™t deserve you. Youā€™ve made my life worth living and I love you so much. I understand if you donā€™t want to talk to me and Iā€™ll gladly leave the apartment for a while but please, just know how incredibly sorry I am. Iā€™m not going to make any excuses for what I did or said. I shouldnā€™t have forgotten about your anniversary and I shouldnā€™t have said such awful things. Iā€™m a terrible boyfriend and you are so fucking incredible. Youā€™ve supported me in everything and I ruined it all.ā€
You laid there, your eyes tearing up as you listened to him. As much as his words stung, knowing how awful he felt for saying them and what he had done hurt worse. You sat up, reaching for his cheek as you caressed it.
ā€œTetsu, I love you more than anything and it really hurt me when you said those things. I really try to let you do your job because I know how important it is but I also miss you. I miss seeing you and spending time with you and I just wanted us to have a nice night,ā€ you said, tears flowing as he looked at you.
ā€œI know baby, and Iā€™m so sorry for everything! I promise, no more working late. If I canā€™t get it done by 5pm, Iā€™ll leave it for the next day. I want to be there for you YN,ā€ he said as you smiled.
ā€œThatā€™s all I ask Tetsuro.ā€
Suna
You had known Rintarō a while before you started dating the middle blocker. You had always been attracted to him and when he finally asked you out, you were ecstatic.
Your relationship was good and solid. You had your fair share of ups and downs but what relationship didnā€™t? You and Rin argued occasionally about minor things, sometimes going to bed angry but then eventually sorting out your issue over the next few days. No fight had ever been serious enough to warrant more than the silent treatment for, at max, a day.
Being the girlfriend of a middle blocker for a professional volleyball team was not only exhausting but also time consuming. You always went to Rinā€™s games, traveling a few hours if you had to just to show your support and while he never explicitly told you, you knew he appreciated it.
Thankfully, his most recent game was at home against a revival team. Rin did exceptional, per the usual, with EJP beating the opposing team in straight sets. You cheered as the men all lined up to thank their fans, as you quickly hurried to the court.
The usual flood of fan girls overran the team as you tried to make your way to your boyfriend. ā€œHey YN! Thanks for coming out! Rinā€™s over there,ā€ Washio, Rinā€™s fellow middle blocker, said as you hugged him and made your way over to your boyfriend.
You smiled and waved as he nodded at you, the girls surrounding him as he tried his best to calm them. ā€œLadies please,ā€ he said as you stood back, waiting patiently. He would usually come over to you, giving you a kiss and hugging you in front of everyone. You had never been insecure about your relationship, especially knowing Rin was a superstar because he always made time for you.
However, as he continued to smile and sign autographs, you stood there waiting and waiting and waiting. Soon, twenty minutes had passed and Rin hadnā€™t come up to even acknowledge your existence. You figured he was just excited, this was a big game after all and he definitely deserved to celebrate but when he headed to the locker room, not even acknowledging your existence, that you deflated.
He had never ignored you for this long or failed to acknowledge your presence. You sighed, waiting for him to emerge from the locker room. When he finally did, you wait again as he talked with Komori, the teams Libero. In fact, it wasnā€™t until Komori waved at you, that Rin finally seemed to acknowledge you were waiting.
ā€œOh hey babe, Iā€™ll meet you at home ok? Im going out with the guys for dinner!ā€ He said before waving at you and rushing from the gym. You stood there, hands clasped as you nodded, trying hard not to let your emotions take over. Your turned on your heels, heading to your car and going home to your empty apartment.
When Rin finally came home, it was almost 11pm. You sat up, from on the couch as he entered and removed his shoes. ā€œMan Iā€™m beat! Im going to head to bed babe,ā€ he said, kissing the top of your head as you stared at him. He had barely acknowledged you at all tonight and all you wanted to do was celebrate with him.
Since you and Rin had always had an open relationship, you decided that it was best to express your concerns to him. Maybe he just needed to be reminded that you were there to support him.
ā€œHey Rin, uhh you didnā€™t hug me or kiss me tonight after the game,ā€ you said, standing in the doorway of the bedroom as he took his shirt off, throwing it beside the laundry basket.
ā€œYeah sorry I was busy. It was kind of a big night ya know?ā€ he chuckled as he went to your en suite, grabbing his face wash and continuing about his routine.
ā€œIt- it just kind of hurt you know? You always kiss me after a game,ā€ you said, playing with your fingers as you looked into the bathroom mirror. You saw him roll his eyes as he shook his hands, grabbing a towel to dry them.
ā€œGeez Yn it was one time for fucks sakes, please tell me you arenā€™t going to make a big deal out of this and ruin what WAS a good night?ā€ He said, walking out of the bathroom and past you to the bed.
ā€œRin, Iā€™m not trying to ruin your night, itā€™s just that, well Iā€™m feeling a little unappreciated I guess,ā€ You said as he looked at you, confusion growing on his face.
ā€œSeriously Yn? You really want to do this now? Im exhausted and Iā€™m not in the mood,ā€ he began to shout as you whinced, not wanting to start anything but knowing what you had to say was important.
ā€œRin I-ā€
ā€œYou know, Jenna never acted this way after I won a game. Iā€™d come home and sheā€™d let me be!ā€ He spat as you stood frozen. You couldnā€™t be he had brought her up, of all the people, why her? You felt your body heat up, your emotions overtaking you as you watched Rin get into bed and turn the light off.
How could he have said that? How could he have possibly brought his past girlfriend up? You knew about Rin and Jenna, how they had mutually broken up a few months before you met him. He didnā€™t seem to hold any animosity towards her but he never talked much about her and certainly heā€™d never brought her up during a fight.
Slowly backing out of your shared room, you closed the door as your eyes filled with tears. Not only had he utterly tore you down but he brought up someone from his past, something he knew would hurt you.
You mindlessly walked to the kitchen, grabbing your keys and purse before turning off the lights and silently leaving your apartment. You headed to your car, sitting in the drivers seat as the emotions finally hit. You let it all out, whaling as the tears fell in waves. You couldnā€™t scream, you couldnā€™t make any noise, everything was caught in your throat as you tried but failed to let it out. Finally, managing a breath, your body shuttered as you screamed, your head resting on your steering wheel as you continued to cry.
Rin tossed and turned in bed, his body exhausted but he couldnā€™t sleep. He had instantly regretted what he said about his ex, mentally berating himself for ever saying anything. He thought about what you said, about how you felt. He hadnā€™t meant to ignore you, he had just gotten caught up in all the excitement of winning. He felt like a complete ass, letting you walk out after he had said such awful things.
He noticed the light in the living room was dim, figuring you had just fallen asleep on the couch. Heā€™ll admit this wasnā€™t the first time you two had slept apart due to a fight but this time he knew it was all his fault. Truthfully, he hated being without you, he hated sleeping alone. He loved how cuddly and soft you were next to him. He loved the feeling of your body and how your love for him poured into everything you did.
He knew how lucky he was, you came to every game, even to the ones that were several hours away. Hell once your even flown to Europe to see him play in an international match. He knew what true love was and how he had failed to show you that.
Looking at the clock, he saw it was 3:00am. He sat up, throwing the covers off as he stood in just his shorts and walked to the door. His plan was to grab you from the couch, hold you and apologize. He would make it up to you tomorrow, taking you out on a fabulous date to show his appreciation for everything you did for him.
He flipped on the hall light, walking out to the living room. He looked to the couch, noticing it was empty. Confused, he turned and headed to the spare bedroom, knowing fully well you never slept in there because ā€œit was only for guests.ā€
He threw the light on, his eyes widening when you werenā€™t in there. ā€œYN!ā€ He shouted as he ran back to your shared bedroom, turning the light on and running to the bathroom. There was no sigh of you as he ran to the living room, turning on every light he could.
His hands went to his hair as he frantically raked through it, worried about where you might be. He ran to the kitchen and the guest bathroom, noting no trace of you.
ā€œYN- shit!ā€ He shouted as he turned, noticing your purse and shoes were gone.
ā€œFUCK!ā€
He raced back to the bedroom, grabbing his phone before hitting your number, ā€œpick up, come on baby pick up!ā€ He packed back and forth, your phone continuing to ring until it finally hit voicemail.
ā€œFuck!ā€ he shouted, pulling up the only other person he could think as he sat on the edge of his bed and raked through his hair, his knee bouncing as he waited for an answer.
ā€œHello?ā€ A groggy voice answered.
ā€œSamu! Itā€™s Rin, have you heard from YN?ā€ He spat out
ā€œWhat? What fucking time is it?ā€ Osamu said as he groaned, ā€œdude itā€™s 3am! Why the hell would I have heard from YN? Sheā€™s your girlfriend!ā€
ā€œI fucked up Samu, I fucked so bad man and now sheā€™s fucking gone! Sheā€™s never left before man, fuck what do I do?!?ā€ Suna panicked as tears began to fill his eyes. You two had fought before but you had never left, in fact youā€™d never leave without telling him where youā€™d go.
ā€œWhat happened?ā€ Osamu said, sounding more awake than before, his voice carrying as he made his way to the kitchen.
ā€œI- I shit man! She was upset because I didnā€™t kiss her after the game and when she brought it up to me, I brought up how Jenna would never act that way,ā€ he sighed, his head hanging low at the words resurfacing. He thought of what he said making him sick. He never loved Jenna, in fact, his relationship with her was one of convenience. It wasnā€™t until he met you that he learned what being in a partnership was really like. How it felt to have someone supporting you and being there when you needed them.
ā€œDamn Rin, what the fuck man? Dude thatā€™s low!ā€ Osamu said as Rin nodded his head
ā€œI know I fucking know! Sheā€™s gone dude, and sheā€™s not answering her phone! What if something happened to her? Fuck Iā€™ll never be able to live with myself!ā€ He cried as Osamu sighed.
ā€œOk listen, Iā€™m sure YN is fine. Sheā€™s a smart girl. Sheā€™s really upset right now and I donā€™t blame her. You need to give her some breathing space man,ā€ he said as Rin stood up, pacing once more.
ā€œI canā€™t- I canā€™t I have to find her! Fuck man I canā€™t lose her sheā€™s it for me, sheā€™s the one!ā€ He shouted, tears now overflowing.
ā€œOk, come over and we can regroup here. Iā€™ll try calling her, maybe sheā€™ll answer for me,ā€ he said as Rin quickly threw on his shoes and grabbed his keys, locking the door before running to the elevator.
ā€œIā€™ll be there in 5,ā€ he said, hanging up as he raced to his car. In the parking garage he noticed your car was still parked next to his, making his heart drop. His worst fears were coming true. Youā€™d never leave without your car, there was no way!
Approaching the spot, he noticed a figure slumped over the steering wheel. His eyes widened, adrenaline racing as he realized that it was you.
ā€œFuck FUCK!ā€ He screamed as he ran to your door, throwing it open as you shot up, heart pounding as you met the eyes of your boyfriend.
ā€œRin what-ā€
No more words escaped as you were tackled in your seat by your giant boyfriend, his cries penetrating the vehicle as he hugged you tight.
ā€œFuck baby are you ok?? God Iā€™m so fucking sorry! Im the biggest idiot ever to exist and I should have never said any of those things!ā€ He cried as you embraced him, memories slowly coming back to you.
ā€œRin, whereā€™s your shirt?ā€ You asked as he looked at you, shaking his head and looking down at his shirtless form.
ā€œI couldnā€™t sleep. I felt like the biggest ass ever and I went to apologize to you. I couldnā€™t find you and I panicked. I was so afraid you had left me for good Yn. I know I would have deserved it but I donā€™t think Iā€™ve been so scared in all my life baby!ā€ He said, pulling you close in the awkward space.
You rubbed his back, feeling bad for causing him so much worry. ā€œIā€™m sorry for leaving but I had to get out, what you said really hurt me,ā€ you said as he looked in your eyes, his heart crushed that he had caused all of this.
ā€œBaby donā€™t apologize! This is all my fault! I should have never treated you like that. I love you so much and I took advantage of everything you do. Iā€™m sorry for ever saying those things to you. You are the most important person in my entire life and I love you more than youā€™ll ever know. I know I donā€™t show you and Iā€™m going to change that baby, I promise!ā€ He said as you caressed his cheek.
ā€œI forgive you Rin,ā€ you said with a small smile as his lips collided with yours as he pulled you close.
ā€œI love you so fucking much Yn!ā€ He said, putting his forehead to yours.
ā€œI love you too Rintaro.ā€
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Imagine s/o as an oiran in the red light district and upper moon was isekaid to twst. Every man in the room started blushing of how beautiful she. And they're reaction to s/o has to work as a prostitute because of they're family.
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Let me tell you, when I say I did research, I did better-than-the-FBI research. And I didnā€™t use Wikipedia, mind you. I got 5 websites and 3 books about this topic. I understood the assignment šŸ’…
Also, since Iā€™m on a time-crunch, I will only be doing 3 characters. Youā€™re free to request again, though.
When you first get isekaiā€™d to Twisted Wonderland, everyone saw you and bowed. Being an oiran meant being high-ranking in a certain social aspect. To say you were disoriented was an understatement, to say the least. You looked and saw that you were somewhere else, and you didnā€™t see anyone you recognized.
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Riddle Rosehearts
ā€œMy lady, my name is Riddle Rosehearts.ā€
He dared not look you in the face for fear he was going to stutter through sentences. He knew that you went through a lot of hard work to get to that high of a position. When he mustered enough courage, he saw that you looked frightened and confused.
ā€œIf you would allow me, Iā€™d be more than willing to show you around the campus of Night Raven Collegeā€¦ maybe after we get you a change of clothes?ā€ He asked hesitantly, offering his hand to you.Ā 
The geta shoes that you were wearing looked very heavy and not comfortable, and you might prefer a dorm uniform rather than the kimono you were wearing. Plus, it might relieve some of the tension if you were dressed not so professionally.
As you were changing in Riddleā€™s room (he waited outside, of course), you were telling him more and more about yourself. You told him how you often serviced older men and how hard they had to work to get your services. You also told him how you were forced into this by your family and how you were glad that you didnā€™t have to anymore.
Once you tell him about where youā€™re from and what you are, you are already in a relationship. It didnā€™t frighten him because if you wanted to consume him you would have done so already. You had enough self-control to not go completely ballistic, so he was completely fine.Ā 
Of course, you had to work very hard to get to a position where you didnā€™t have to sleep with a ton of people because being an oiran meant people were respectful and it also meant you were hard to reach. You often go on and on about all the things you had to go through, and Riddle will be there to listen to everything you have to say. You are his true queen, after all.
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Leona Kingscholar
ā€œMiss, are you alright?ā€
Mans drinks his ā€˜respect womenā€™ juice daily. He has heard how hard it is to be a woman in general, but you must go through extra daily difficulties to stay in your position as an oiran. You probably have to deal with disgusting people. He will see to it himself that you donā€™t go through anything like that with the Savanaclaw dorm.
ā€œAllow me to show you to my chambers. There, we will fetch you a set of more comfortable clothing that you can change into. Then Iā€™ll show you around the place.ā€ Man was he having a hard time not stuttering. You were gorgeous.Ā 
Maybe youā€™d be more comfortable in other clothing than that in a school full of guys. He might have to get clothing from another dorm or something, though, because his dormā€™s uniforms were designed for mobility and theyā€™re a bit revealing. Maybe Vil has something?
As you were changing in the bathroom, you were thanking Leona for his kindness and he told you about the women from his hometown and how he was very intimidated by them and was taught to respect women from a young age. You, in return, told him about you and your life. You told him how you were forced into the Yuukaku in the Red Light District to bring your family out of poverty, and he scowled to say the least.
When you get further and further into the relationship, you tell him more about who/what you are, and you assure him that you can control your urges. He was already kind of intimidated by you in the first place, but this made him respect you even more.
Whenever you go on rants, he will often be sleeping but he will listen to every word that falls from your lips in his sleep. I mean, you have to deal with being a woman in a completely different world, all the while trying to cope with your trauma. Of course heā€™ll listen to you!
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Floyd Leech
ā€œWho are you?ā€Ā 
He doesnā€™t understand the situation at all. Why is everyone bowing to you? Azul forces him down and apologizes for him, but he still doesnā€™t understand. The cecaelia whispers what you are and how itā€™s the highest rank for a person of your occupation.
ā€œLet me bring you to my room! I can give you some more comfortable clothes, koebi-chan!ā€ He held his hand out to you. He wasnā€™t nervous, but he saw that you were. Heā€™s in a good mood right now because heā€™s in the process of making a new friend!Ā 
He loves shoes, but the shoes youā€™re wearing canā€™t feel good at all. He has a bunch of clothes you can borrow, plus he could ask/threaten his dorm-mates to give him clothes if some of his clothes didnā€™t fit you. He was very tall, after all.
As you were changing in the bathroom, he was asking you a bunch of questions through the door. You barely got a chance to answer each question he was shooting at you before he asked another one. He just wanted to know all about his new friend! You found it adorable, and you were relieved because you could be yourself here. You tell him about what an oiran is (he blushed a little) and tell him that you were forced into it by your family.
When you get far enough into your relationship, you tell him about your hometown and what exactly you are in terms of species. Heā€™s not the least bit scared, but rather fascinated. His Koebi-chan is a demon? Does that mean you have special powers?!
He always likes getting to know more about you and you find it adorable how he will give you his undivided attention. He reminded you of a small child, despite being so tall. It was truly adorable how heā€™d drop everything heā€™s doing just to listen to you.
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skeletalheartattack Ā· 2 years
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Great taste
Funny
Hot damn zarbon WAS gnc as FUCK huh
wadda hell.. great taste AND funny...? wuh, who mee? šŸ˜³šŸ‘ˆ
no but seriously thank you!!! šŸŒŗšŸ€šŸŒ¼
and absolutely in love seeing people react to zarbon the same way i do :) but YEAH what a fucking icon he is... an absolute gnc prince omg...
#ask#anon#now idk if folks think the same way i do about his monster form. ohhh girls šŸ’… ohhh you have no idea... love him entirely....#i learned about him from dbz budokai 1 (huh. i wonder why i want that game back from my cousin so badly šŸ™„)#DBZ was my brothers thing so i only saw a few episodes as a kid. and dbz budokai 1 was the game i owned personally#and i learned DBZs lore mostly from that game. also probably why i had a harder time remembering the buu saga. since its not in that game#but like. playing through the vegeta segments of budokai 1's story mode and seeing zarbon for the first time????#oh some wires crossed the moment i saw him babes... and then he did his monster transformation#''oh hes super neat :) probably wont affect me in the future though'' it did babes and it shows#fell in love with that dude On Sight. (and im oh so normal about it)#hes also probably the reason im bisexual. like i imagine my tastes would be a lot different if i didnt see him in that moment#listen... blue skin. green long hair in a braid. pink arm warmers. thigh highs with his thighs peeking out. his jewelry...#hes so gnc omg... šŸ™„šŸ‘‹ (fanning myself off)#i hope one day to own some arm warmers like those they look comfy as hell and ive always felt that way#anyway lets take a step out of my brain because its like a sauna in there okay?#i appreciate you like my tastes though anon :)#i imagine if i made an entire chart of every character and made it without the concept of judgement lurking around the corner#youd probably see some characters on there like ''oh. i see. alright sure it makes sense. i think''#but hm yknow? looots of men on that chart. like its like 80-90% men#i just think thats interesting is all :)#and we gotta pin it all back to one character šŸ¤—#oh but alas... toriyama had to give him permanent tummy hurt... šŸ˜”šŸ˜­#listen. i will talk your ear off about zarbon. i feel so bad for all my mutuals who have to hear me gush on and on#BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK ANON!!!#i love seeing the asks so far that mention zarbon. like yeah i guess ive slutted out about him just enough for that to make sense#but thank you for giving me your thoughts :)
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resident-gay-bitch Ā· 7 months
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a steddie modern au idea that i probably wonā€™t write because i just Donā€™t have the time or energy for another wip but iā€™m putting it out here so i remember it, and if anyone wants to write this or gets inspired Please tag me so i can read it <3
okay so imagine this right, rockstar eddie & popstar steve - on complete opposite ends of the music spectrum, forcibly brought together by their label to collaborate on an album!!
read more under the cut :)
( i basically wore the fic lol )
okay, eddieā€™s in his band right with CC, and theyā€™ve come so far and are doing so well in the metal industry. eddieā€™s made quite the reputation for himself as the loud, bash, pushy, stuck up, bitchy rockstar who makes his own rules, parties fucking hard, and is a certified sex symbol across the globe.
once on stage, playing out under the stars, a bat flew down onto stage and it was freaking gareth out so eddie Caught it with his hands and held it up simba style, named it ozzy, sent it back off into the night sky and dubbed the bat the bands - and eddieā€™s own - personal mascot. this was way earlier on in their career so metal snobs started calling him an ozzy osbourne wannabe - the prissy Princess of Darkness. untill he started making way and then the name stuck and one time eddie came out onstage in full pink princess dress and crown and played their gnarliest show yet.
steve harrington though? heā€™s an angel. the youngsters drool over him and have pictures of soft sweaters and stawberry lipglossed steve on their walls, middle aged women look at him and wished their husbands could be the kind soul that the world knows him to be. the ā€œmenā€ call him a queer and pathetic, and when people ask steve about it in interviews he just smiles and shrugs and says in his soft voice ā€œif thatā€™s how they want to perceive me, thatā€™s okay. i know who i am, iā€™m just steve. why should we spread hate when we can just be nice?ā€
girls from highschool started posting about their own experiences with the soft boy sensation that is steve, saying he was the kindest boy theyā€™ve ever dated, he brings girls flowers and kisses them on the doorstep and Holds Their Hands during sex. gen z start calling him a ā€œking šŸ’…ā€ whenever Anything comes out about steve because he just Canā€™t do anything wrong, and eventually he gets dubbed the King of Pop.
eddie munson is best friends and living with five time gold medalist olympian chrissy cunningham, the gymnast young girls look up too. theyā€™re often speculated to be dating, and half the world thinks theyā€™re actually married concidering they have a cat together, often wear matching outfits when out, and hold hands when walking around. one time eddie was captured giving her a forehead kiss when standing in line for smoothies. but concidering eddie is also seen leaving venues with girls under his arm, and chrissy following behind him with a couple of guys, the rest of the world says they canā€™t be. who knows, maybe their open or polly, itā€™s the twenty first century everybody! (but in truth eddieā€™s walking with chrissyā€™s hookups under his arms, and chrissyā€™s chatting away with the guys eddie plans on ruining for the night, and theyā€™ll swap once sage inside the trailer)
steve has a house right next door to up and coming actress robin buckley, and they took down the fence between their homes and built a corridor combining them. theyā€™re as close as chrissy and eddie seem to be, but after robin was seen making out with one of her female costars at a red carpet after party, and wearing a lesbian flag pin on her jacket in paparazzi pics, those rumours have died significantly.
chrissy cunningham is in love with steve harrington, she thinks heā€™s the perfect man, ā€œif i had to date a guy, eddie, it would be that one and that one Only. iā€™ll excuse the penis if he looks at me with those pretty boy eyes.ā€ she has posters of him on her wall, listens to his music on the regular, and eddie knows way more about him than heā€™d like to admit. not that he pays much attention, just when chrissy plays his latest single on an endless loop and quotes things he says on the daily, a guys gonna pick up on stuff.
robins little sister, max, who by platonic-soulmate-law, is steveā€™s little sister is Obsessed with CC. she listens to them all the time, along with a bunch of other metal and punk bands, and has a poster of him shredding on her wall. her boyfriend lucas gets jealous about it all the time and even took to learning one of his solos on steveā€™s guitar.
the thing is, though, eddie and steve are perceived the way they are because their label actually Sucks and theyā€™re signed in for too many more years to find a way out.
queer aligations got shot around about Everyone in CC. people think they all fuck guys, people think they all fuck eachother, people think so many things and the label twists and turns those stories to make them ā€œacceptableā€.
the thing is though, theyā€™re all so fucking gayā€¦ and they all have fucked eachother. eddie and gareth were boyfriends back in highschool, jeff and grant have been together for the last couple of years and theyā€™re talking marriage. theyā€™ve all hooked up with eachother separately, theyā€™ve all gotten together for a few foursomes, theyā€™ve all gangbanged a bunch of groupies of Multiple genders together, so eddie Knows where the rumours come from. he wants to be out, hates hiding, thinks itā€™s stupid and backwards and Who Cares if they loose a few followers? those arenā€™t the kinds of people eddie wants listening to his music anyway.
itā€™s only when gareth settled down with his new wife and popped out kid number one that the rumours about him started to die outā€¦ even though, before the kid came around, gareth and his wife would sleep with eddie, jeff, and grant likeā€¦ all the time.
the only queer speculations about steve are the ones coming from the ā€œalpha malesā€ and younger queer boys that connect with him and want someone like steve to look up too and say ā€œheā€™s queer too, weā€™re the same, and itā€™s okayā€. but his label hasnā€™t given steve a voiceā€¦ like at all. he got signed because of his gorgeous voice and soft lyrics about losing love and being alone, and being conflicted in your sexuality, and then they signed him and his contract states that heā€™s Not allowed to write Any of his own lyrics. not a single one of his own songs have been published, to this day.
the label tried to restrict eddie like that too, saying his lyrics were too controversial, but CC refuses to be fake. they agreed to only write songs about death and drugs and sex and satan and blah blah blah metal. eddieā€™s never really published much from the heart, but he sneaks metaphors in there all the time, that only hardcore fans can pick up on.
the labels getting bored of steve. itā€™s just the same music, the same tours, the same questions in every interview. heā€™s Boring them. itā€™s only a small amount of time before the world gets bored of him too, plus, itā€™s not like heā€™ll stay this pretty forever. they want to discard him - heā€™s locked in by contract though, has to release one more album and tour before they can be done with him.
and then grant dies. itā€™s a horrible accident, car crash, some drunk driver t-boned him and flipped his car off the road. it Breaks jeff. it breaks all of them, but mostly jeff. heā€™s distraught, turns to drugs, ODs and itā€™s then that gareth and eddie send him to rehab.
thereā€™s no corroded coffin without grant, the band breaks up. the three of them Wonā€™t play stadium tours and write albums together without him, and- ā€œare you fucking CRAZY? of course weā€™re not Replacing him, get a fucking grip.ā€
it takes Months for any of them to get to a point where they can be seen in society again. itā€™s then that the label says they Have to bring one more album an to the table. but theyā€™re willing to drop CC if eddie goes solo. heā€™s the face of the band anyway, the voice, ā€œheā€™s who the women want, guys.ā€
eddie agrees, because heā€™s legally obligated too. and he writes the most dumbfuck album anyoneā€™s ever heard. itā€™s all preschool-esque lyrics and about farm animals and potty training and itā€™s also just fucking Gay - like thereā€™s one song that just goes on and on an on about some guys ballsack. he records a demo to go with them, has his guitar perfectly out of tune and sings so terribly his voice cracks, if singing is what you can actually call it. the label gets So fucking mad at him.
so here they are, newly solo artist eddie munson, the fucking prick, stuckup rockstar, entitled rich as Princess of Darkness, and steve harrington, the sweet soft boy turned boring, King of Pop; both locked in for another album, and tour, and Useless.
theyā€™re going to Lose the label money at this rate.
so they try something. something that will bring in Buckets.
CC and steve harrington are the labels two biggest musicians. theyā€™re constantly fighting to be top of the charts, shooting past eachother with every new album, new single, new tour, new pap photos, new relationship spectacle, each red carpet appearanceā€¦ evetything. They are who everyoneā€™s obessed with, they are who have the Biggest markets. every woman on the globe has to be obsessed with at least One of them.
why not pool those two fanbases together? get them to collaborate on a song together, the fans will go crazy and it will surely break the charts. the company will get So fucking rich.
but if they can make buckets off one songā€¦ than why not a whole album? why not make them Tour together.
which is how eddie and steve find themselves nervously sitting in a recording studio together one afternoon, going through introductions and contracts and provosos with the label and blah blah blah boring rules and legal shit.
eddieā€™s dreading working with this guy. heā€™s a total Phonie! King of Pop? who does he think he is, this harry styles wanna be. sure he writes poetic shit about love and making soft love to women, but itā€™s all so vapid. eddie Knows music, and he knows when lyrics are bullshit. i mean Sure, eddie knows a good handful of his songs on guitar, but thatā€™s Only so he can play them to chrissy because itā€™s special to her. doesnā€™t make his music Good - and thatā€™s not even eddie being a snob, he can vibe with pop, taylor swift is a lyrical goddess, he is an all too well girlie and he and chrissy scream the ten minuet version in the car together late at night.
heā€™s also dreading the clear over kindness. steveā€™s meant to be this darling angel, and sure thatā€™s why the girls and gays love him so much, but eddie doesnā€™t think he could Handle someone being so fucking nice up in his face like that because heā€™ll Know itā€™s fake. he wonā€™t be able to tell if the guys actually being nice because he actually gets along with eddie, or if heā€™s being nice because itā€™s his job.
and steve is dreading working with eddie because eddie is supposed to be one of the Hardest people to work for. heā€™s stuck up and dickish and Snarky and so fucking confident and a Rockstar for fucks sake. steve is way too tired to deal with a cunt right now - let alone Tour with one.
everything about this meeting and collaboration is Completely under the blanket. the label doesnā€™t want to announce Anything until they have a good album from them, because they know how hot headed and temperamental eddie is - given the last thing he gave them, which was immediately scrapped.
so they meet, sign a bunch of non disclosures. theyā€™re not even allowed to tell robin and chrissy that theyā€™re Meeting eachother - they do, though, but it doesnā€™t go past those two.
theyā€™re left alone, once everything is signed. theyā€™ve been standoffish, havenā€™t said more than ten words to eachother. eddieā€™s all glares and attitude, steveā€™s all soft smiles and bats of his eyelids.
they both want to be sick - this is torture.
everythingā€™s signed. everythingā€™s legally a secret. theyā€™re behind closed doors in a recording studio to themselves to ā€œget creativeā€. and so the masks come down.
turns out, steve is Not nice. three minuets into their alone time, eddie kicks his feet up onto the desk by steve and steveā€¦ he picks up a pen and uses it to push eddieā€™s shoes off the table and away from him with a bitchy glare.
steveā€™s Bitchy. heā€™s got bite and heā€™s So fucking sarcastic. he keeps looking eddie over and scrunching his nose, he keeps making snide comments about eddieā€™s over sexual behaviour and drug culture. he even goes so far as to insult eddieā€™s hair, ā€œthe eighties called, van halen wants his wig backā€.
and eddieā€™sā€¦ weā€™ll, heā€™s a little turned on by it.
to the world, steveā€™s this perfect little soft boy who sings about love and sugar and spice and all things nice, but when thereā€™s a contract saying eddieā€™s legally obliged to shut his trap about Anything steve related, he lets his true colours show.
and steve? well, once he sends out a Bunch of snarky remarks eddieā€™s way, heā€™s realising that eddieā€™s not reacting the way heā€™s been conditioned to believe eddie would. heā€™s expecting mean quips back, jabs at his career and ā€œqueernessā€ and pastel colour pallet, maybe even a meltdown. but eddie just sits there slack jawed and actually.. encouragers steveā€™s insults and bitchy nature. and eddieā€™s kinda sweet, when steve tells him to keep his shoes off the table, eddie complies and actually apologises. he even pulls out a random compliment, telling steve he actually has a really nice voice.
and heā€™s making steve nervousā€¦ heā€™s getting butterflies.
they talk for a little while longer before eddie conducts a plan. they have to go home and listen to each others music and pick a few favourites or memorable things, stuff they think they can get behind mixing with their own style. they need something with Both of their sounds combined.
steve only has a few albums out, so eddie says heā€™ll listen to them all. corroded coffin though? they have Heaps of music out, so eddie writes down a list of their top albums and some of His favourites from other albums that he thinks steve might be able to get behind.
steve goes home and recruits robin to listen with him, gets max to send through all of her favourites and Why. he writes down a little list with his top five songs and a couple quotes and times where solos fucking rock. by the time heā€™s done heā€™s got about an a4 page worth of notes.
eddie goes home and he and chrissy spend the night analysing All of steveā€™s music. they print out the lyrics to every song and scribble all over them, listing to his two albums, one EP, and a single, on an endless loop. chrissy is Always happy to spend hours talking about Steve Harrington, and eddie is the biggest fucking nerd and loves analysing music and figuring everything about it out. he learns chords, flips some of steveā€™s songs to make them a little rougher so he can show steve and give him a taste of the stuff they Could create.
steve feels so embarrassed with the lack of shit heā€™s got when eddie slams down a Folder full of notes. but eddie hurriedly stops steveā€™s apologising and looks at his notes and Actually awes at them ā€œyou like this song? itā€™s your favourite? i wrote that secretly about my fuck off dad and missing my mamma- you really like it? gosh, not many people doā€¦ this is so cool, i canā€™t believe you listened to itā€
eddie starts talking about - and dissecting - steveā€™s music, telling him things about his lyrics He didnā€™t actually know. eddie tells him theyā€™re all kindaā€¦ vappid. like steve doesnā€™t sing them with Emotion. they donā€™t come from the heart, theyā€™re just stories. steve tells him heā€™s not allowed to write his own stuff, even though he has books full of lyrics at home.
eddie has an entire wall of his house turned into a bookshelf filled with journals for lyrics and writing music, different shelfā€™s are for different moods and different journals are for different themes.
they start to jam and eddie plays a few of steveā€™s songs. they figure out some stuff and eddie declares theyā€™re going to make ā€œthe most outer worldly album thatā€™s ever graced our mortal plane, king stevie, i can promise you thatā€ - he gives steve a mission. he has to go home and find One song heā€™s written that heā€™d like the world to know about, and text pictures of it to eddie - and eddie will make sure itā€™s label appropriate (if itā€™s not, heā€™ll sit down with steve and theyā€™ll tweak it to hide controversial themes behind metaphors) and tell their boss he wrote it so they can put it on the album; steve will sing it of course, and it will come from the heart.
they talk about their experiences over the next few weeks. itā€™s basically paid fucking therapy. eddie talks about grant, talks about CC, talks about highschool, talks about chrissy. steve talks about robin, talks about highschool, talks about the mall fire he got caught in, he talks about his abuser billy hargrove. eddie opens up about his own abuser, reefer rick, his old supplier. steve opens up about getting cheated on with the first girl he loved. eddie opened up about getting cheated on by reefer. steve opens up about neglectful parents and eddie opens up about his time through the foster system and having a druggie mother and a dad in jail.
thatā€™s what they write music about.
steve finally sends eddie a song. itā€™s a song about learning to care about yourself. he wrote it when robin stepped into his life, when she conditioned him to gain his self respect back and love himself. itā€™s about how fucking Important loving yourself - no matter your difference or your experiences may be.
eddie cries when he reads it, he thinks itā€™s perfect just the way it is. the few undertones of queerness heā€™s picking up on from deep analysis will go right over the labels heads.
eddie suggests he write a song completely on his own for the album too, one without steveā€™s imput. then they both have one song thatā€™s completely Theirs. he writes his song about grant, itā€™s an ode to him, a goodbye, and hidden behind metaphors and poetic tear stained lyrics, itā€™s about having your true self hidden by masks and flashy cameras and men in tight suits; itā€™s about jeff, itā€™s about their love, itā€™s about the love eddie had for grant, itā€™s about the love they all had for eachother, itā€™s about the bandanna they all wear in their back pockets from time to time.
steve reads it and heā€¦ he gets it.
he knows eddieā€™s queer, eddie let it slip the second time they met, when he was talking about another of his songs about the first guy he had sex with. so itā€™s not a shock to steve to read this kinda shit.
but when eddieā€™s reading steveā€™s lyrics, itā€™s kinda shocking to him. steve hadnā€™t come out, even though heā€™s given ample opportunity, hadnā€™t mentioned anything about men and talked plenty about women, so eddie just fairly assumed he was straight.
on the last day of recording the album, theyā€™re in the studio together. all the backtracks are done and theyā€™re just recording lyrics. theyā€™re both there in the sound booth with headphones on, and eddieā€™s singing his ode to grant, steve backing up his vocals, but letting eddie take centre stage. eddie cries and takes a good break before they can record steveā€™s song - steveā€™s song that they think eddie wrote.
they record steveā€™s song, eddie eddie backs up his vocals occasionally when asked, but itā€™s Steveā€™s song. its litterally titled steveā€™s song, because eddie felt sick with the idea of Actually taking credit for something steve created. heā€™s only doing it for legal reasons and because he Needs steve to get his lyrics out into the world. they worked on all the other songs together - the label doesnā€™t know that - but this is Steveā€™s. it should have been on his first album.
steve cries whilst singing it, because it comes from the heart. he sings it with raw fucking emotion and.. oh jeez, it makes eddie cry too. steve finished singing and eddie pulls him into a tight hug and whispers to steve so no one else can hear ā€œthatā€™s the best youā€™ve ever sounded, stevieā€.
what they didnā€™t know was that their manager snapped a photo of their hug and sent it to rolling stone along with an announcement of a new album and upcoming tour.
the internet goes bazerk! ā€œthe King of Pop and the Princess of Darkness? what an odd pairā€¦ someone write me this fan fiction rn.ā€
eddie and steve go home that night feeling a little useless. they just spent weeks crammed up in the recording studio together, making music and talking about things they are too scared to tell the world, and now theyā€™reā€¦ no where near eachother.
they both sit there in their houses and come to the realisation that they Donā€™t just think the other is only adorable and totally their typeā€¦ that maybe they were falling in love and feel kinda empty without eachother.
they start texting, chatting, keeping eachother updated on their lives - mostly on their platonic soulmates. steve prints off a selfie he and eddie took together one night a few drinks in, guitars on their laps, cheesy grins on their faces, and signs it for chrissy - she Freaks Out.
eddie sends over a CC sample hoodie he had lying around that ended up getting discontinued before selling at all, and he signed the spot over the heart with fabric pen for max.
the single drops - steveā€™s song - and fans go crazy. steveā€™s fans And eddieā€™s fans have collectively come together to Scream about it. it reaches top of the charts in under a week. who knew a bunch of teenage girls could be so powerful?
the tour gets announced - tickets sell Fast.
the rest of the album drops and the label hosts a party for it. steve and eddie bring their other halfā€™s and robin and chrissy hit it off immediately, and they start dating at a lesbian pace. steve and eddie get plastered and wake up cuddling - fully clothed, but cuddling - inā€¦ chrissyā€™s bed? they barely even remember going back to eddieā€™s place, but when they go out to the kitchen they find out that they ended up keeping the party going here - robin and chrissy are curled up together half naked on the couch.
they keep texting. they canā€™t stay away from eachother. they know the flirting is bad and helpless, but they Canā€™t Help it. theyā€™re both smitten and falling more and more each day.
the tour starts and there are strict rules they have to oblige by, via steveā€™s original contact. eddie breaks half of them.
one of the rules happens to be Zero queerness - but thatā€™s the same for eddieā€™s contract. theyā€™re also both talked too about acting too ā€œgayā€ on stage, theyā€™re not allowed too. whatever that means.
the tour is fucking amazing. they both love looking out to the crowd and seeing all the different people. there are teenage girls in pastel skirts and sparkly dresses with bedazzled glasses and friendship charm bracelets, there are girls with dark eyeliner and ripped stockings and chunky silver jewlery and an obscene amount of leather, there are boys in lightwash jeans and crop tops, and boys in black ripped jeans and the wrong band tees with jewlery all over their faces, their are middle aged mothers wine drunk, there are older men with goatees, there are father there with their daughters and mothers there with their sons, and So, So many more different people. it makes them both emotional.
after show four of their massive tour, theyā€™re both having a few drinks in eddieā€™s trailer and listening to music and continuing the game of truth or dare robin and chrissy started before they got distracted and wandered off to steveā€™s trailer. they get drunker, and gigglier, and closer, and more lose lipped, and steve tells eddie heā€™s bi, and eddie tells steve heā€™s the most beautiful (inside and out) man heā€™s ever met, and they kiss.
they spent the rest of their tour keeping their relationship VERY secret. steveā€™s trailer is now permanently robin and chrissyā€™s, and he and eddie share eddieā€™s. no one suspects a thing, theyā€™re both used to keeping their queer relations under wraps.
they say i love you in the last month of their tour. when they get home, they want to move in together. theyā€™re going to buy their own mansion with all the fucking money this albums made them, and theyā€™re planning what their room will look like, and their kitchen, and their garden, and their future. steve wants kids, always has. eddieā€™s scared to be a dad, but he thinks heā€™d like to try with steve, just not for a few more years. they both think marriage is stupid, but theyā€™re also both hopeless romantics who have each pictured and planned their own weddings so they think they might even get married one day. they get matching tattoos, a little crown on eddieā€™s ribs under his heart for steve, and a tiara in the same place on steve for eddie.
the label asks to sign them both on for a few more albums, another tour. theyā€™re bringing in So much money.
eddie says no, straight away. heā€™s not letting steve get suffocated by these fuckers anymore. thereā€™s nothing here for him anyway. heā€™s already working with gareth and jeff on creating their own label, itā€™s almost up and running.
for steveā€™s birthday, three nights before the tour ends, eddie tells him heā€™s now the co-ceo of his own production company, named after grant, to carry on his legacy. eddie slides over a wad of paper and tells steve he wants the first artist they sign to be steve - he works on his own conditions, writes whatever music he wants, sings from the heart, writes them one album and then once thatā€™s done (when steve is Ready for it to be done) theyā€™ll draw up another contract, if thatā€™s what steve wants. steve signs, starts working on his first album right away.
he lies in bed that night with eddieā€™s head on his chest, and theyā€™re scribbling down lyrics about sex in satin sheets in the dark of a tour trailer, and falling in love.
they perform their last show, and they cry hopelessly.
thatā€™s it. theyā€™re done. their no longer signed to the label, evetythings Over.
eddieā€™s wearing the tiara steve put on his head on their First show, heā€™s also wearing leather and stompers and no shirt. steveā€™s wearing lightwash blue jeans and a flowey shirt made of lace and a crooked crown on top of his perfect hair. theyā€™re both heaving, and crying black mascara and eyeliner tracks down their cheeks, and sweating buckets. but they both think the other is so fucking beautiful and they canā€™t resist it
itā€™s not like theyā€™re locked in by the label anymore anyway.
eddie shoved his guitar off and lays it very neatly on the ground before full pelt running for steve and just Kissing him. the crowd goes fucking crazy. they loose their shit and it breaks the media.
ā€œi love youā€¦ā€ eddie pants into his mouth and kisses him again ā€œi love you so fucking much babyā€
ā€œi love you too.ā€ steve says and then he swiftly drops to one knee, pulls a ring box out of his pocket and asks eddie to marry him
itā€™s there in stage, with a the most diverse and random crowd in the world, sweaty and hot and in love, that eddie and steve break history. not only did they Just come out to the world as queerā€¦ and dating, theyā€™re also the first famous queer couple to get engaged on stage like this.
so yeahā€¦ thatā€™s my ā€œlittleā€ fic idea :)
and then they obviously get married and get their mansion or whatever and adopt a kid a few years into the marriage, when eddie feels stable enough to be able to responsibily raise a little gremlin. sheā€™s totally a little menace like eddie, but sheā€™s for sure got his pure sweetness when sheā€™s with people she trusts and loves but holy shit is she steveā€™s kid, because sheā€™s gotta be more snarky and more bitchy than steve was during their first meetingā€¦ and whatā€™s worse is when they gang up on eddie with double bitchy glares.
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Illyrian Siphons - A Conspiracy Theory
Okay like I have a wild theory about these siphons that illyrians wear
So what if these siphons donā€™t actually harness the power, but limit the power.
Thatā€™s why the more powerful a person is the more you would need.
Donā€™t dismiss me yet and just hear me out okayyyšŸ˜­šŸ’…
Like they have a history of oppressing these warrior tribes and what better way to oppress and control someone than in a way where the oppressed donā€™t even realise it.
The Night Court has never been kind to these so called faes who are not ā€œhigh faesā€
Why doesnā€™t rhysand need to wear these siphons???? I know some lukewarm explanation was given about how heā€™s only half Illyrian and half super powerful, the most greatest in the entire universe.
BUT I CALL BULL
I think Rhysandā€™s dad or dads dad or some ancestor realised that the best way to control these so-called wild tribes with these ā€œheathensā€ would be with these stones which limited their powers
And I think our Rhysand is in on it.
It is so in line with his character ( ref: all acotar books especially silver flames )
( if you donā€™t agree with me, the other theory is that heā€™s just dumb and we know that he is the most smartest intelligent person in the entire)
(ref: (1) he ā€œpretendsā€ to be evil and kills innocent people, but no, he is a cinnamon role šŸ„šŸ§»
(2) He allows wing mutilations ā€¦ of course he allows it because the most powerful high lord in the entire universe cannot not enforce the laws??? Are there even laws??? High lord of shitty administration if you ask me ( rip wednesbury principle)
(3) He is SAed Feyra
(4) Donā€™t even get me started on all the shit he did to Nesta just coz she was ā€œmeanā€šŸ˜¢
(5) He stole from summer court
(6) And he was horrible to Tamlin after tamlin saved his life and his wife mind raped the soldiers to turn them against their high lord
High lord and high lady of war crimes
Etcā€¦. Feel free to add)
But I digress
So they made it so that the men canā€™t control their own powers, and their powers suppressed, additionally the womenā€™s wings are cut off. So there is no way that these people who have such internal conflicts among themselves, who are deemed as regressive and also poor would ever rebel.
[Side Note. How do you feel about Feyra having Illyrian wings when Illyrianwomen canā€™t have Illyrian wings?]
I know that Cassian and Azriel (Azreal?) are like super powerful because theyā€™re in the ā€œinner circleā€ so I just want to know the implications of them wearing the seven siphons?? Iā€™m not a scientist so anyone with a brain please just let me know.ļæ¼
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Any chance I could request a little Jake x reader where reader is Marc's wife? She knows of Steven and Jake (and has met Steven), but Jake is all new to her. NSFW would be so slay šŸ’…
Even if you DONT do this request, please know I read everything you post and I love you sm
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Pairing: Jake Lockley x F!Reader
Warnings: Smut
WC: 1.5k
A/N: Anon you are so sweet šŸ’ž You said a little but my fingers started acting on their own... Came out more as a mini character study but they shag I swear. Its just heartfelt. šŸ˜©
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Your sudden scream echoed against against the muggy tiles of the bathroom, cutting through the quiet flat so suddenly that before Marc could even finish being startled Jake had already forced himself to the front, feet thudding against the floor before the bathroom door is flung open.
The site of you stood over the window with water dripping down your skin stops him in his tracks.
Marc was smitten with you from the moment he met you, that much was obvious to both Jake and Steven alike. The body's heart raced, their palms began sweating and their eyes always trailed after you no matter where you were in the room. It did come as a surprise when Marc impulsively asked you out, an action uncharacteristic of a man so usually closed off and wary of letting people in.
The bigger surprise came when you so openly accepted their DID. Steven had been complaining about how little he was getting to front since Marc's relationship with you began, going as far as to argue on behalf of their mysterious third alter since even he must be getting less chance to sneak about. Jake didn't get involved.
When Marc finally opened up to you and introduced Steven, and, without hesitation, you insisted you would love every part of him, including any other man living in his body, it was Steven's turn to fall head over heels. Jake still didn't get involved.
Even when Marc and Steven jointly proposed to you, even when you said yes and the three of you vowed to stand side by side through eternity and beyond, in sickness and in health, Jake made his own vow not to get involved.
Just because the other two knew about his existence didn't mean he had to be actively involved. Just because you were married and gave Marc and Steven their hard earned happily ever after didn't mean he had to get involved, that wasn't what he was made to do. He was there when shit hit the fan, when Marc's knuckles went from bruised to bloody, when they needed to bite and clamp their jaws shut over the throat of a threat. When danger reared its head as quick as a belt.
Jake was not made to see the most beautiful women the world could create, with steam curling around her body, water droplets cascading down her skin where he'd learned to expect blood.
The bathroom door slamming against the wall got your attention as the form of your tense, rigid husband filled the door frame.
"Sorry babe, there was a spider. I already let it out the window, didn't mean to startle you." The sympathetic smile you gave him should've been enough to ease him, earn a sigh or a 'Phew' if it was Steven fronting. Not now. The man in front of you stood as if he'd been born into this stance, shoulders squared, eyes narrowed and sharp, jaw set. The man in front of you wasn't either of the men you stood at the aisle with. That left only one other person it could be.
"Jake?" The name was one foreign to your lips, spoken the way people said the names of ancient, mythological figures, of someone they'd heard while curled in bed, covers pulled up to their nose. As if saying the name out loud would invoke something.
It did.
Finally the man reacted, eyes flying up to meet your stare, wary as a beaten dog. Jake knew you were aware of him, knew Marc and Steven vaguely mentioned the fact he existed, but having you say his name was something more. He wasn't a rare, passing conversation topic now, the local cryptid haunting your home. Jake was made real, grounded in the present and not simply the flashes of violence and horror marring the body. Now he was the deer caught in the headlights, frozen at being seen.
With a hesitant step forward you reach for him, placing your hand gently on his shoulder. To you, it was to ground him, connect with him, show him you were open to him. Briefly you wondered if your fingers would slip through him like smoke.
To Jake, it was the first time someone had touched him without the sting of violence, and yet your touch still stung, still set his body on fire, his heart racing. To Jake, now given a moment in time to want, it was all he'd wanted.
His lips were on you before your back hit the wall, ravenous and desperately molding himself against you, breathing you in. When your arms went around his neck, wrapping him up in you, it was a miracle Jake stayed standing. Rough, calloused hands ran over you, fingers pressing against every inch of your skin, every pore. Hands that had only been present to be stained with blood were now being coated in you and he couldn't get enough.
The first chance you had to catch your breath was when you were being lifted without warning, pined between the wall and the panting picture of desperation in front of you. For a brief second your mind managed to catch up with you, 'Was this ok? Would Marc and Steven be ok with this?', but before any answer could've possibly came to you his tongue had laid claim to your mouth.
A key difference between Jake and Marc and Steven was Jake's world was fast, one where you had to give all or be reduced to nothing. Take what you can and take it now, because all you have to your name is a handful of time and the need to survive. That heady desperation defined Jake in all aspects, a fact he was carving into your mouth as his tongue tangled with your own while his hands all but ripped his trousers off.
This was the second and final time you were given the mercy of a breath, because when his mouth left yours, his cock had plunged inside of you. A strangled grunt gets caught in his throat as he holds you in place against the wall, head burrowing into the crook of your neck and taking the chance to bite at you, mark you, leave proof that he was here, that it was Jake Lockley that had pried those gorgeous moans from you.
His thrusts were as imposing and hard as the rest of him, wasting no time at setting a brutal pace, cock never fully leaving you as the sound of skin slapping skin and your gasping cries filled the bathroom. It was raw and primal, his hands like claws as he squeezed you as close to him as he could, bottoming out thrust after thrust, fucking you the only way he knew a man could.
The angle had his pubic bone grinding against your clit, creating an accidental rhythm while he slammed into you over and over and over. There was no let up, all you could do was dig your nails into his shoulders, wrapping your legs around him as he held you there and had his way with you, not even able to arch against his vice like grip on you.
Pleasure was being pulled from you so suddenly, so rapidly, it was already overstimulating, but Jake Lockley didn't work in half measures. It was all or nothing, fast and furious, there was never time for him to stop and catch his breath before, and he wouldn't make a habit of it now. Your clit was throbbing violently, walls clenching sporadically as he panted over you, both of you heading towards joint ruin with open legs.
When said ruin came, it was complete and utterly so. Your orgasm was quick but completely overwhelming, legs twitching and trying to clamp shut around him as he fucked you through it, rutting against your abused clit with no remorse. Jake's own ruin was quick to follow though, and it came over him with a roar as he barely managed to suppress the loud, rumbling moan clawing out of his throat. He was panting like an animal as he spasmed inside of you, his pace becoming frantic and stuttering as his body fought to keep moving. His moment couldn't end.
Despite his efforts, end it did, with his dick softening as he was left panting, staring down at your neck with a gaping mouth. He'd left his mark on you, bruises were scattered across your skin, crescent moons denting into the flesh of your hips, carved by his fingers. Was this it? Was this all he'd get from the world, this fleeting moment with you? It was more than he'd wished for, but now that he'd finally been allowed to want, he wanted more. He wanted you.
A soft hand on his jaw brought his gaze to you and the breaths he'd just fought back into his lungs left him. Your eyes were soft, slowly tracing over his face, savouring a moment to just look at him, the face of a man without the shadows that obscured it. The face of Jake Lockley.
He was too entranced to react as you leaned closer to him and placed a gentle, delicate kiss to his parted lips. After what he'd just done to you, the pleasure he'd ripped from you, after you'd let him all but claw his way between your legs, now you were opening your heart for him to claw his way into as well.
"It's nice to finally meet you, Jake." Now, for the first time, Jake was truly involved, body and soul.
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Good day, hope youā€™re doing good and well. Can you please write headcanons for Dino from KHR thank you šŸ’•
Hello! I am doing quite okay ahaha, I fell ill right at the beginning of the year and that actually explains my return to writing just a bit bc I had 0 energy for anything else. I just sat and wondered about the nation's husband here for a bit, so apologies if some of these are kind of a stretch!
ā™” Misc. Dino Cavallone Headcanons āœ§
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He went from having a fear of horses to becoming a horse girl. I like to imagine that his parents may have had an interest in riding (or that the Cavallone family literally fixes horse races for shady $$), so there would be these huuge beautiful top of the line horses at their personal stable.. however, he was absolutely terrified of them and was too afraid to look them in the eye, much less ride one, until Reborn forced him to face his fear; He's fallen on his ass and been kicked in the face more times than he can count, but as he slowly learned that horses were just big skittish animals that needed to be treated with love and respect, he began to love riding and working with horses and down the line earned the nickname "Bucking Horse/Bronco".
Dino loved the Barbie movie, he is extremely Alancoded. And his all-out cowboy barbie outfit (lowkey Reborn made him do it) drew too much attention at the theatre, to the point that some kids were calling him Ken and asking for photos. He āœØservedšŸ’… the public that day.
I refuse to believe that Dino was an only child and he turned out so well?!? He's extremely older-brother coded, I would bet my life that he has at least one younger sister or half-sister (though arguably Tsuna is his non-blood brother) that he just doted on until idk she prob kaboomed and wasn't used as a plot device
He's a tall man, has type O blood, he should be donating it because he's such a good person, right? He did once! He passed out and is a little nervous about going back again.. to think that he has a whole tattoo sleeve..
Some of his tattoos are actually coverups!? He never planned to get a full sleeve, but needed to cover up some shitty flash he got in his younger days. He decided to get something bolder and flashier to cover it, but then the rest of his arm being bare just bothered him.. so he added elements until uh oh, it's a full sleeve that goes all the way to the back of his hand. Despite being a pretty boy his entire life, he seems like the type to have had some img issues and regrets with his initial tattoos (he got them just bc he thought it would make him cool and tough), covered them up and felt like he looked too shady.. and then learned to love them and embrace them as art. He likes the asymmetry of how heavily inked one side of him is, and is considering a big ankle/calf/thigh and maybe a hip piece on the opposite side leg to balance it out, but he's a bit nervous about the pain (I giggle). Omg what if the skull and flame neck tatt is matching with some of his men (theirs are in different spots) after a particularly drinks-heavy party night*.
Sometime between the "present time" of the KHR timeline and TYL, he adopted a shorter haircut and learned how to style it from Reborn! They got more time to reconnect as Reborn became less busy with shaping Tsuna into the "perfect mafia boss" or whatever and began to lengthen the kite string gradually.
Dino is a total softie at heart, and has moments where he cut people slack that other mafioso, especially older bosses, would not have. His men love him because he is strong and they know his heart is right, but whatever softness he had in his early 20's he had to shake off real hard as time went on.
Because of all the mental and physical work it takes for him to do his job, sometimes he wants nothing more than to be babygirled for once, and literally nobody knows but just maybe Romario has an inkling.. the sense that it may be the case.
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*smart ppl don't get inked under the influence, don't even drink before or after you get tatted ok lolol stay safe out there
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cinamun Ā· 3 months
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You know what? I can't be mad at Mercy. I really can't because whether we like it or not, that's the nature of having an abuser who will not leave you the fuck alone. There honestly doesn't seem to really be any love there from Mercy's end. Honestly it's like she'd rather shit in her hands and clap than actively spend time with that punk ass nigga. But not only does her abuser know exactly what buttons to push to get her to fold, he's also relentless. And with men like that it really ain't over until HE's bored and done or one of them is dead. I feel Mercy's effort and it see Mercy's effort. She wants to move on but he's not allowing her to. BUUUUUUT that's just my take on things šŸ’… I'd pour a ghettosa but I'm at work now so lemme just grab a wing here sksksk
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She started so strong and thats because she meant every word! Back in the penthouse she would have never even THOUGHT about yelling at him. She's growing actually and just doing the best she can.
She found a way to feel good after the devastating loss of her late husband and whether we like it or not, that way to feel good was Bishop's dick. And here we are....
She's frustrating as fuck, don't get me wrong, but her actions after this will determine whether or not i can still rock with her like that lol
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